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youth; many were good students in happy him periodically, off ering friendship and sup- homes who became addicted to opioids after port. John saved his money, bought a ticket sports injuries. Many of their parents sup- back to Atlanta, and eventually let Rick know ported them as long as they could. Homeless he’d gotten an insurance job and now had the One Small Act Outreach judges neither the young person nor opportunity and studio access to fulfi ll a life- Kathleen Chesto the family. Brian, and now Rick, would seek long dream of recording music. fi rst to develop a relationship, providing sim- Many of Waterbury’s homeless do man- ple necessities, then try to help them get back age to hold down jobs—in spite of the obsta- on their feet. cles—getting their lives and fi nances in order, Rick shared their stories, changing and getting back on their feet. But many do names for privacy. “Tom,” living in an aban- not. Homeless Outreach continues to help, doned factory fi lled with asbestos, was HIV- one person at a time. Rick begins by provid- positive; with no meds, he was using drugs ing necessities and a listening ear. Only after and scrounging for salvage. His fi rst need was a trust relationship has been established is food, then help negotiating the red tape to get any attempt made to help the person sort out required medication. Most of those experi- life, contact support agencies, fi nd an income encing homelessness are single, but one cou- source, and, eventually, secure housing. As a ple Rick found needed a tent. The woman retired social worker, Rick occasionally will was pregnant, so Outreach provided a bus have social work students fulfi ll internships pass for her to get to prenatal care, eventu- with him; he also has a few, infrequent volun- ally arranging her stay with a family until she teers. For the most part, he works alone, not gave birth. “Mark” a working carpenter, got by choice, but because there are so few peo- splinters in his eye. He needed surgery, help ple with the time, the freedom, and the aware- managing workman’s compensation and the ness, to help. healthcare system, and a clean, safe place to If you would like to be of assistance, the If you examine aerial pictures of Waterbury, passes to get to work, socks, hats and gloves, recover. Homeless Outreach has an apart- agency is always in need of “goody bags” you will be amazed at the amount of wooded food. When Gibbons died, Povilaitis contin- ment for such emergencies and housed him with a ski hat, toothbrush and paste, razors, land dotting the city. What the photos will not ued the work. for several weeks. soap, warm gloves, McDonald’s gift cards etc. reveal, what can only be seen on a closer walk The organization’s mission is stated clearly “John” grew up in Atlanta, living with Donations can be brought to the Tamarack through those woods, is the large number of on the Brian Gibbons Homelessness Outreach a grandfather. On the gentleman’s death, he offi ce, S519, and we’ll make sure they get to tents and makeshift huts, hidden under trees website: “ We provide case management and returned to CT and was living in an aban- Homeless Outreach. You can also check out and bridges. These are Waterbury’s hidden, support services to people living outside or doned car in his grandmother’s yard. When www.briangibbonshomelessoutreach.com. experiencing homelessness, just beyond view. those recently housed. Visits are made to she sold her house and moved to New York It’s easy to become overwhelmed by Unable or unwilling to live in the shelters, campsites, factories, and abandoned buildings for a job, John went to the woods. Homeless the magnitude of the homelessness prob- they seek refuge in empty factories and the several times a week and even in the bitter Outreach found him there, gave him a tent, a lem. Many may feel we’re not in a position to woods. Rick Povilaitis is director of an orga- cold and snowy days of the winter months. We heater, helped him fi nd a job at Target, gave make much of a diff erence on a global level. nization called the Brian Gibbons Homeless provide food, warm clothing, hygiene prod- him bus passes for work and McDonald’s gift But Homeless Outreach shows how one man, Outreach. Gibbons, its founder, wanted to ucts, camping equipment, and most impor- cards, both for food and access to restrooms. with the simple desire to make things a little reach out to those not in shelters, without hav- tantly, HOPE.” Because only paying customers are allowed better, was able to change the lives of a few ing to wade through government red tape. He This particular group of homeless are to use McDonald’s restrooms in Waterbury, people, and make life more livable for many founded a non-profi t to accept donations and often young people who’ve been thrown out a gift card can mean not only food, but the others. It is possible for each of us to help, one use the money to help directly, often spending of their homes for multiple reasons, often drug opportunity to make oneself presentable for act at a time, one person at a time. it on necessities: tents, propane heaters, bus addiction. These were not necessarily troubled a job. Someone from Outreach checked up on

hosted by the mainstream Women’s Suff rage Movement, but instead were involved in much Black Women Lead needed racial equity work inside African Nicole Hayes Methodist Episcopal (AME) churches. Black 2020 marks the 100th anniversary of the passage Although organizations with similar mis- women used their intersectional identities to of the 19th Amendment, “guaranteeing” sions to AERA advocated for women and men’s create more inclusive organizations. women the right to vote. Though Black equal rights, many overlooked Black wom- Black women’s activism did not stop after women’s contributions to the Women’s en’s concerns and silenced them when they ratification of the 19th Amendment because Suff rage Movement are not largely recognized attempted to dismantle negative stereotypes, forms of discrimination continued to evolve. in celebrations of the enactment of the 19th for example, that Black women were more pro- Due to racist practices using fraud, intimida- Amendment, Black women have long played miscuous than others. Black women histori- tion, citizenship laws, and other disenfran- a part in major policy changes and social cally have supported Black men’s causes while chisement methods, Black, Indigenous, Latina, movements. Black women are often drivers of ignoring their own specifi c gender issues. Black and Asian American women faced unneces- lasting societal change because they advocate women’s concerns are unique because they sary barriers to casting their votes. Although for civil and political rights for ALL Americans, must battle sexism and racism, “the double the 19th Amendment states, “The right of cit- even as Black men and White women have often burden”. One prominent Black suff ragist, Anna izens of the United States to vote shall not be prevented them from being at the forefront. Julia Cooper, once stated, “Only the BLACK denied or abridged by the United States or by During the Women’s Suff rage Movement, WOMAN can say when and where I enter in any state on account of sex,” non-White women Black women believed in coalition building the quiet undisputed dignity of my woman- were not guaranteed the right to vote until pas- as an effective tool to bring about the most hood, without violence or special patronage; sage of the Voting Rights Act of 1965. Many change. Black women were involved in partner- then and there the whole Negro race enters Black women were involved in the Civil Rights ships and organizations that endorsed women’s with me.” Once Black women are free, then all Movement that eventually led to passage of and men’s right to vote, such as the American Black people are free. the Voting Rights Act of 1965, which guaran- Equal Rights Association (AERA) founded by Tensions rose in the interracial and teed every American citizen could vote. Black former abolitionists and women’s rights activ- mixed-gender coalition organizations after women have failed to receive proper recogni- ists. Others argued for interracial coalitions. passage of the 15th Amendment gave Black tion for their contributions in American his- Photo Courtesy of Yanker Poster Collection, For example, Nannie Helen Burroughs, a Black men the right to vote. Prominent white wom- tory because of biases held by those writing Library of Congress suff ragist who founded her own school, The en’s suffragists, Elizabeth Cady Stanton and our histories. National Training School for Women and Girls Susan B. Anthony, discontinued their relation- In 2013, the 1965 Voting Rights Act was (radical for its time because it taught women ships with AERA and created their own orga- struck down by the Supreme Court, and nega- largely through grassroots movements. and girls non-domestic skills), argued for “the nization, National Woman Suff rage Association tive eff ects of this decision can be witnessed in According to research conducted by AAPI Civic need for Black and white women to cooperate to (NWSA), out of anger, “insisting that Black the rise of 21st-century voter suppression Engagement Fund, the large midterm turnout achieve the right to vote.” Burroughs’ involve- men should not receive the vote before white efforts—purging voters, new voter ID laws, in 2018 was driven by women’s grassroots activ- ment in the suffrage movement was driven women.” White supremacist ideology remained insuffi cient voting places, elimination of early ism; “Black women led the way with 84% mobi- by her passion to educate Black women. She at the core of the mainstream Women’s Suff rage voting, and even refashioned poll taxes—that lizing friends and family.” This demonstrates believed gaining the right to vote would better Movement to foster support from White make it more diffi cult for marginalized people that Black women are still doing necessary women’s circumstances in a society that did Southerners. As a result, Black women often to actively exercise their right to vote. Black work, carrying on their legacy of activism to not value them. did not attend conventions and other events women continue to fight for voting rights, improve equality for all Americans. 2 News e Tamarack, February 1, 2020

EDITOR’S NOTEBOOK New Charges SGA PRESIDENT Mike Granville A New New from her work of fiction—in which a woman Opportunities Attitude fakes her own death to exact revenge on her Happy New Year, husband—not be used by Pattis to describe Welcome back to a brand- everyone! A warm the tragic real-life disappearance of the New new year and a fresh new welcome to any new Canaan mother of five. In September, Superior semester! I hope everyone’s first couple of students, and welcome back to those who Court Judge John Blawie issued a gag order in weeks back have been great. I don’t know are returning. Let’s make this semester a the case to tamp down broadcast of sensational about you, but I’ll be making the most of this good one, shall we? Sometimes the key to theories that could interfere with securing an school year. I’m going to be studying hard a good anything is having a good attitude impartial jury and a fair trial. and going to every event! towards it. If you start a day in a bad mood, Among revelations from new arrest war- Photo Courtesy ofjdulos_CNN.com Wire If you didn’t get to join last year, you you’re going to end up focusing on all the rants are stunning details of zip ties with traces still have an opportunity to join the Student bad things for the rest of the day. Here we are January 8th, CT media outlets revealed of Farber Dulos’ blood, and an axe recovered Government Association this year. The SGA now, not only in the start of a new year, but important developments in the case of Jennifer from Fotis Dulos’ garage, as well as the sur- is a great way to meet new people and make the start of a new decade as well, so coming Farber Dulos, missing from her New Canaan prise arrest of South Windsor attorney and lots of new friends along the way. There are into it with a good attitude is key to making home since May 24, 2019. Her mother, Gloria Dulos confidante, Kent Mawhinney, who repre- so many ways you can get involved with the it a good one. Farber, became concerned while watching her sented Dulos in civil trials. Mawhinney, himself SGA. You can join one of the 30 clubs on cam- Over break, on one of my rare ventures grandchildren after learning her daughter charged with spousal rape and violating a pro- pus, or maybe get involved as a senator. onto Facebook, I found a video a former failed to show up at medical appointments, tective order, was found in an apparent attempt Don’t see a club you like? You could friend had reposted. In it, a guy parked and could not be reached by cell phone. Farber to flee over state lines into Massachusetts to always start a new one! All it takes is the inches away from the driver’s side of a Dulos’ vehicle was found abandoned in New avoid arrest. As details emerged, evidence— names of ten interested students—and a fac- woman’s car as a “lesson” to her for park- Canaan’s Waveny Park later that day; police including Dulos’ repeated attempts to meet ulty advisor—to begin the process. Come to ing over the line. A lot of people might find also found signs of struggle and significant alone with Mawhinney’s estranged wife days the SGA office (S516) for more information, that funny, I suppose, and there were sev- bloodshed—as well as a cleanup attempt—in her before Farber Dulos’ disappearance—strongly and we can help you get started. eral comments like “Serves her right,” or garage. Eminent Forensic Scientist, Dr. Henry suggests Mawhinney and Dulos had plotted The SGA is also a great way to get in touch “That’ll teach ‘em.” Lee, concluded the amount of blood observed to murder both wives. Charged with conspir- with your community and give back. We have Personally, I was horrified. How does our at the residence would not have been survivable acy to commit murder, Mawhinney’s name several regular activities planned that posi- society assess such pettiness and anger as without immediate critical care. appears on two lists of timelines compiled by tively impact the Greater Waterbury area. For commendable? I suppose it’s been like that At the time of her disappearance, Jennifer Dulos and Troconis that investigators call the example. we’re always looking for volunteers for hundreds of years, but that’s no excuse. Farber Dulos was locked in contentious divorce “Alibi Scripts”. to help on Sundays, preparing and serving This anger and frustration cause a cycle that and custody proceedings with her estranged The arrest warrant states Mawhinney, meals at St. Vincent De Paul Soup Kitchen. is doomed to repeat. Could that woman have husband, luxury home builder, Fotis Dulos. A founder of East Granby’s Windsor Rod and To get more information about the SGA, you done a better job parking? Of course, she couple resembling Dulos and his girlfriend/ Gun Club, gained access to a restricted area in can check out the school website, or stop could’ve, but does that automatically make coworker, Michelle Troconis, were seen on the month prior to Farber Dulos’ disappear- by S516 in the Prism Lounge. Finally, SGA her a bad person who needs punishment? surveillance video disposing of trash bags in ance. In June, two authorized members stum- meetings are held weekly in room L501 on No. It does not. various receptacles along Hartford’s Albany bled upon what seemed a makeshift grave: Wednesdays at 4:00 PM. So stop in, say hi, Of course, human nature often makes it Avenue shortly after Farber Dulos’ disappear- a dirt pit—covered with twigs and barbecue and who knows—maybe you’ll make a dif- hard to approach things with a positive per- ance. Items recovered from trash cans were grates—containing two unopened bags of ference on our campus. spective; something I’ve noticed is people found to contain her blood. lime, traditionally used to facilitate the chem- If you have any questions, about the SGA always seem to view situations in the worst Farber Dulos’ blood was also found on the ical breakdown of flesh. Following this, when or anything at all, feel free to email me at possible way and make attribution errors to seats of a vehicle borrowed from a coworker Mawhinney’s name surfaced in the media in [email protected] or stop no end. An attribution error, simply put, is by Fotis Dulos the morning of May 24th. Dulos connection to Farber Dulos’ disappearance, the by S516. We’re always happy to meet and help when an assumption is made about some- insisted the vehicle’s owner swap the seats men returned to the pit. Finding it “expertly” answer questions students in the SGA office! thing or someone without considering exter- because of a coffee stain; days later Dulos took covered up, the bags of lime no longer present, nal influences. the vehicle to be detailed without the own- they reported their discovery to authorities. Regards, An example would be assuming a driver er’s knowledge or permission. The coworker At the writing of this article, the body of Tabitha Cruz, SGA President is a bad person because they cut you off. But eventually removed the seats, but instead of Jennifer Farber Dulos has not been found. truth be told, they just may have not been disposing of them, as Dulos demanded, gave Though unusual, it is not without precedent for paying attention, because: they’re human. I’ve them to authorities. Sharp police work via a suspect to be convicted without recovery of a been in cars with people who have cut others municipal and highway cameras placed the body. In 1986, Richard Crafts was found guilty off but didn’t realize it until I said something. borrowed vehicle in a round trip from Fotis of murdering his wife, Helle, in Newtown, Run (or Walk) Obviously, this doesn’t give people an excuse Dulos’ Farmington home to New Canaan the despite disposing of her body using a wood to do bad things, but you don’t know what morning of May 24, 2019—aligned with the chipper. the other person is going through. time of the alleged abduction and murder. As of mid-January, Mawhinney remained for a Cause You just don’t know, and you shouldn’t Initial media coverage of Farber Dulos’ dis- jailed on $2 million bond for conspiracy to com- Prof. Christine Cocchiola assume they were doing it just because appearance was rife with theories from Fotis mit murder. Fotis Dulos and Michelle Troconis they’re a jerk, because in the end that mind- Dulos’ Defense Attorney Norm Pattis, even posted bond January 8th. Dulos must continue set could turn you into an even bigger jerk drawing ire from popular Gone, Girl author to wear an ankle monitor. His next court date (Example: the man in the video). I mean, I Gillian Flynn, who demanded the plot device is slated for late February. bet there are a lot of people who have parked over the line and said, “Good enough.” Do they all deserve to be blocked from getting in their cars because of it? If you say yes, then you’ve got some attitude work to do. Of course, we all do. All I’m trying to say is we can do better. We’re all going to make attribution errors Social Justice Series Continues from time to time because we’re human. Kathy Taylor and Nikki McGary Photo Courtesy of Neustock Images However, maybe by attempting to see past the assumptions we make about people we Starting in 2017, Professors Nikki McGary The spring 2020 event schedule is as follows Next month, Naugatuck Valley Community can make the future better for everyone— College invites the community to join in and Kathy Taylor came together and knew MARCH: Wednesday 3/25 @ 12:45 PM in including ourselves. making a difference as the College hosts the the timing was perfect to have courageous L501, the SJS joins the Center For Teaching Wishing you a positive semester! 3rd Annual NVCC Food Pantry 5K. The event conversations around highly politically (CFT) to host Robin McHaelen, Executive Gwenydd Miller will take place on campus on Sunday, March charged issues; hence the creation of the Social Director of True Colors, Inc., for an LGBTQ+ Editor-in-Chief 29th, beginning at 10:00 AM. Justice Series (SJS). The SJS addresses the awareness and skill-building training focused [email protected] complexities of historically and systematically This event begins and ends at Founders on intentionally creating an inclusive, safe, and Hall. Participants can choose to walk or run rooted inequalities linked to power and welcoming college community. The stories we oppression. By providing a brave space for 2.5 K (1.55 miles) or complete the loop twice tell, and the words we use, make a difference for a full 5K! Proceeds from entry fees for the respectful dialogue, we raise awareness and (and the vocabulary is quickly evolving!). Tamarack cultivate critical thinking about issues that 5K—$5.00 for students, and $25.00 for non-stu- EDIT MEETINGS Students, educators, staff, and administrators dents—will benefit NVCC’s Food Pantry. cause some to squirm and others to avoid. But all have a unique role in shaping our inclusive not here and not us! Money raised will have a direct impact on Tuesdays 2:30 pm, S519 community. All are welcome. Pizza will be This year’s theme, “The Stories We Tell,” student hunger, giving students an improved ALL WELCOME!! served. addresses the narratives about our individ- chance at academic success. APRIL: Thursday 4/23 @ 11:10 AM, in L501 ual and collective pasts. We know stories can , Walkers and runners are invited and be empowering, instructive, oppressive, or join the SJS for “Framing the Narrative.” there will be medals presented for 1st, 2nd, Public Safety silenced. They also shape our perceptions, Analyzing both written and video segments, and 3rd place finishers. Well-behaved pets Department thoughts, and actions. Please join us as we facil- we’ll examine how various news outlets on leashes are also welcome. With the suc- itate respectful discussions about “The Stories “frame” issues, shape narratives, and create cess of the first two 5Ks, we look forward to impressions. More importantly, we’ll discuss year three, which is certain to be great. For Routine Number, Ext. 58113. We Tell,” their impact, their purpose, and how they shape and inform our world. Make sure to the impact on us, the issues we care about, more info—or to sign up—visit this link: Emergency Number Ext. 58112 mark your calendars (and share with students, and our world. All are welcome. Pizza will be https://runsignup.com/Race/CT/Waterbury/ The department is staffed: classmates, friends, and colleagues!). All are served. NVCCFoodPantryFundRaisingRunWalk. 24 hours per day • 365 days per year welcome (including classes)! For information, email: [email protected] or Further information is also available by con- [email protected]. tacting [email protected]. e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 News 3 EDITORIAL A Continent Ablaze Imani Stewart “Standing, like a resolute tree, as your source for news.” Peace, Might, Editorial Gwenydd Miller, Editor-in-Chief Impeachment Alam Khan, Editor-in-Chief Emeritus This fall I was privileged to take a course in Christopher Gordon, Editor-in-Chief Emeritus Chelsea Clow, Editor-in-Chief Emeritus non-violent and violent confl ict resolution, exploring diff erences between how confl icts Madeeha Sheikh, Managing Editor are started, how they’re resolved, and the consequences of using either strategy. The Kathleen Chesto, Senior Sta Writer Alexander Wilson, Senior Sta Writer major course focus was on two methods of Nicole Hayes, Emeritus Senior Sta Writer peace: positive peace and negative peace. Richard Bosco, Emeritus Senior Sta Writer Both include an end to war and violence, but

Christopher Gordon, Alumni Contributor they are not the same. Nicole Hayes, Alumni Contributor Positive peace means everyone is free Jason Hesse, Alumni Contributor and has an equal voice in how the world will Alyssa Katz, Alumni Contributor/Editor work. Negative peace entails one side using Alam Khan, Alumni Contributor Mitchell Maknis, Sta Writer overwhelming force to keep opposing sides Robert Pinto, Sta Writer so weakened they cannot fi ght back without Anjelika Rodis, Sta Writer doing more harm to themselves. If this does A dehydrated and injured koala receives treatment at Port Macquarie Koala Hospital in November 2019. Heather Ruszkowski, Sta Writer Photo Courtesy of Saeed Khan, AFP via Getty Images Imani Stewart, Sta Writer not paint the picture for you, I’ll be more blunt. The United States has the largest mil- Just when it seemed the climate crisis couldn’t nation.” Kathleen Chesto, Tabitha Cruz, Bonnie Goulet, Jaime itary in the world, larger than the next fi ve get any worse, a whole continent catches fi re. So far, more than 20 million acres have Hammond, Nicole Hayes, Louis Lombard, Jessica Ney, nations combined, and over winter break, Matthew O. Spence, John Williams, Alexander Wilson, Beginning in early September, the Australia burned, and at least 28 people are dead. Entire our impeached leader authorized a strike on Nicole Zappone, Columnists bush fires have emerged as a catastrophic towns have been forced to evacuate, and over an Iranian military leader. threat to the land down under. Blamed on 2,000 homes have been destroyed. The impact Meg Bourn, Shyanne Caporuscio, Christine Cocchiola, Based on historical fact, using military various sources, such as, human actions, on Australia’s wildlife has been especially dev- Victoria DiAngelis, Kyra Dunbar, Traxla Ellis, Douglas force to create conditions of peace is predom- Goodrich, Mike Granville, Andreana Jones, Michaela bonfi res, and arson, according to BBC News, astating; with an estimated 1 billion animals inantly more prone to backfi ring tragically in Kaklamanos, James Keller, M.W. Maknis, Cait Martello, “Much of the severe heat was accompanied by killed, several species—including the iconic Nikki McGary, Amelia McGee, Morgan McSherry, most cases. Using peaceful diplomacy, non-vi- brisk winds across much of Australia, which koala and kangaroo—could face a serious Jessica Morgan, Stephen Price, H. Ruszkowski, Mahnue olent conflict resolution, has the very best Sahn, Mads Sheikh, Kathy Taylor, Courtney Wabno, exacerbates risk and spreads blazes.” threat of extinction. chance of success, while violent methods have Sabrina Washburn, J. Williams, Guest Contributors The fires couldn’t have come at a worse With the fires unlikely to stop any time a long, well-documented history of failure. time, as Australia’s summer months are here, soon, Australians have had little help from Art This means Trump is using a known bad strat- and the lack of rain during this traditionally their leader. Prime Minister Scott Morrison, Janice Bielawa, Creative Director egy to try to weasel out of trouble once again. Madeeha Sheikh, Sta Artist dry season certainly doesn’t help. National who rang in the New Year in Hawaii as the Sadly, this is a typical political strat- Geographic Magazine states, “December to continent burned. As Australians continue Web/Video egy used by politicians seeking reelection. February is Australia’s summer seasons”; this to face tragedy, there are ways we can help. Daniella Cruz, Webmaster Unconcerned that their decisions risk desta- means the fires are expected to last for sev- Donations can be made to redcross.org.au, bilizing the entire world, they care only about Faculty Advisor eral months as the hot, dry weather continues. donate.greenpeace.org, wildlifewarriors.org. Prof. Steve Parlato appearing to be strong leaders in the moment. While this may seem like a natural occur- au, and givit.org/disasters. Trump is writing more bad checks (fi gura- Consulting Faculty rence, most of the catastrophes we call “nat- tively, as opposed to his literal bad business Prof. Ray Leite, Design/Online ural disasters” are made dealings) that we the people eventually will far worse due to climate Join us! Weekly Editorial Meetings, have to pay for. Since this is an opinion piece, change. A USA Today Tuesdays 2:30 p.m., S519 I won’t claim to speak for all the people. I’ll let Follow us! @ eTamarackNVCC story explains it this way: Congress and the Senate do that as impeach- Share us! nv.edu/tamarack or “Human-caused climate ourschoolnewspaper.com/tamarack ment proceedings continue against the cur- change lengthens the fi re Email us! [email protected] rent resident of the White House. Call us! 203-596-8653 season, decreases precipi- What does the military strike on Iran’s Visit us!  e Tamarack Newsroom, S519 tation and increases tem- To advertise: [email protected] / 203-596-8653 Soleimani mean for our nation? It means we perature, fueling the may have initiated another costly, ineff ec- Back issues available at nv.edu/tamarack or our- blazes, according to the tive war. Remember when the Twin Towers schoolnewspaper.com/tamarack Australian Bureau of were attacked in 2001? We’re still fi ghting Meteorology. Last year Look for us at the start of each academic month! two wars concerning that; no lasting peace was both the hottest and was accomplished. Judging from almost two  e presence of paid advertisements does not equal driest year ever measured endorsement on the part of  e Tamarack, NVCC, its decades of war on two separate nations, our in Australia, the bureau students, employees, or a liates. Copyright ©Naugatuck military’s size and technological superior- Valley Community College 2020. All Rights Reserved. said. December was one ity doesn’t faze our adversaries, yet we keep No part of this newspaper may be reproduced without of the top two hottest Naugatuck Valley Community College’s express consent. throwing money at problems, only making Portrait of Devastation: A lone kangaroo against a backdrop of fl ame. months on record for the them worse. Worst of all are the lives dam- Photo Courtesy of Matthew Abbot, NYT aged and lost to maintain a “peace strategy” known to have worse consequences than merely ignoring problems in the fi rst place. Trump backers claim he supports the troops, but that is objectively false. Military Scholarship Opportunities funding isn’t spent to help wounded soldiers Kathleen Chesto Women’s Center recover. Instead, it’s used to kill people in new ways, giving adversaries who already hate Academic eligibility for these scholarships Call to Action! U.S. leadership more reason to strike back. I is determined in January, and students are created that last sentence carefully because, Nicole Hayes normally notified through college email of according to the Iranian people over the past opportunities. Since mass emails are not always Every year, NVCC’s Women’s few weeks, they do not hate the U.S. or its cit- reviewed properly, the Foundation Scholarships Center participates in the global izens, only Trump and people like him who are also posted online. Binders with printed movement to end violence think of peace merely as a means to claim versions and scholarship requirements are also against women and girls more control and power for themselves. available in each of the following offi ces: Advocating for diplomatic solutions to cre- (including violence against Check your school email! There may be money • Financial Aid transgender and gender- ate true peace and reallocating money spent on lying in wait for you! • CAPPS queer people) by presenting a military hardware toward health and welfare Many of you have been working feverishly • AH/Nursing Administrative Offi ce F105 production of The Vagina Monologues (V-Day), are the best ways to support the troops. A con- over winter break to get college transfer applica- written by Eve Ensler. fi rmed liar and foolhardy bully, Trump is get- tions fi nished before the new semester begins. • Danbury Campus V-Day is an award-winning play that con- ting his long overdue comeuppance, though With transfer comes the worry over how to • Student Services the impeachment articles do not address some sists of short speeches, women’s stories exploring fi nance this next step on your academic jour- • Development Offi ce of his most egregious behavior. consensual and nonconsensual sexual experi- ney. Help is available and applying for it can Information and applications are also avail- My wish: that his supporters will open ences. It covers topics ranging from sex work, to be far less complicated than the college search able at NV.edu.com/scholarships. The appli- their minds to new ideas, to see what a great body image, genital mutilation, menstrual peri- and application process. cation deadline for Foundation Scholarships country America could become, rather than ods, and other topics relating to women. Thousands of dollars in scholarship money is Friday, February 21, 2020. The deadline for remaining fi xed on the blighted remains of In order to have a successful production are available to graduates and transferring stu- President to President Scholarships is Friday, an era long past that was not great, but deeply and to encourage women’s empowerment, the dents of NVCC. The College off ers President to February 28, 2020. President to President appli- flawed by racism, sexism, and classism. Center is actively looking for women to volun- President scholarships for students transfer- cations should be delivered to the Development Supporters of the MAGA slogan are fond of teer as actresses, stage managers, and in other ring to: Western Connecticut State University, Offi ce, Kinney Hall Room 720. screaming, “If you don’t love the country, go crucial roles. Those interested should email Eastern Connecticut State University, Central In past years, scholarship money has ahead and leave.” I don’t want anyone to leave [email protected] or jpetitfrere@nvcc. Connecticut State University, the University of been left on the table because no eligible stu- the U.S. I want more people to be free to make commnet.edu. Connecticut, and the University of Hartford. dents applied for the funds. Don’t assume you it their permanent home. I want people every- V-Day will be held Wednesday, February The NVCC Foundation also off ers numerous couldn’t possibly qualify, or that you don’t have where to stop thinking only about themselves 26th from 6:00 pm – 8:00 pm in NVCC’s scholarships, many broad-based, some in spe- a chance at an award. Check them all out. A and their immediate fears and help create Founders Hall Community Room. We hope to cific areas of study, some to specific popula- few hours of work could result in thousands the future we all want, one of positive peace. see you there! tion groups. in fi nancial aid. 4 News e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 Happenings @ Honoring Adjuncts Death by Transformative Bonds Other Colleges Douglas Goodrich Broken Heart? Anjelika Rodis new exemplar of integrity my students and col- Kathleen Chesto leagues can depend on. In a learning commu- nity, integrity is bountiful only if our syllabi When an elderly woman dies days after are created and observed as a social contract the death of her longtime spouse, or a Western Connecticut designed to deliver new and better competen- parent dies abruptly after the death of a State University cies in the classroom and in our lives. As an child, people often say they died from a broken heart. Valentine’s Day leads us to WCSU’s Theatre instructor, standing and delivering what I’ve reflect on our love relationships, both past Department will promised is easier with the proper comport- and present, the lasting ones, and those present Hand to God, by playwright Robert ment: collegial and demanding—but never that “broke our hearts.” But can that break Askins, February 28th, 8:00–10:00 pm, and tiresome. In my experience, students may be really be fatal? February 29th 2:00–4:00 pm and 8:00—10:00 wary or reluctant as I once was, but as I did, our “Broken Heart Syndrome,” a diag- pm. Featuring cheeky puppet commentary, students seize the opportunity to bond with nosed medical reality, can, in rare circum- Hand to God explores a fictional, religiously instructors if the bonding process is a princi- stances, lead to death. However, it’s not devout community in Cyprus, Texas where pled effluxion of sincerity and honesty in every what most think of as “heart-breaking.” the Fundamentalist Christian congregation has class with every student. It’s not romantic disillusionment, not lone- decided to engage teens in religious scripture Bonding with my students is how I main- liness or sadness, perhaps not even grief through the use of puppets. Events go amiss tain an atmosphere of trust. Throughout my that kills. when one man’s puppet becomes possessed, career, this relationship has been integral to Takotsobuto cardiomiopathy or api- claiming to be Satan himself, and begins providing responsive solutions to students cal ballooning (the correct medical terms) teaching the children how sin fits as easily as with varying degrees of ability. I’ve also is a temporary heart condition brought a glove. The play will take place in the Studio Photo Courtesy of Douglas Goodrich engaged with veterans who might need to on by stress. It occurs when an emo- Theatre of the Visual and Performing Arts make adjustments as they integrate back into tionally shocking, stressful event trig- Center, 43 Lake Ave. Extension in Danbury. Trust and reciprocity of that trust are civilian life through personal conferences gers the release of a hormone firestorm Tickets are $20 for general admission on emulsifiers of the bonds tantamount to and referring them to a counselor or an aca- (cortisol, adrenaline, dopamine), “stun- Eventbrite, or can be purchased at the door establishing a vibrant, responsive learning demic dean to facilitate a remedy for their con- ning” the heart and shutting down arter- (cash only). community. Fifty years ago, I was fortunate to cerns. I recently attended an event at NVCC’s For more information: https://www.eventbrite. join such a learning community at Mattatuck Veterans Oasis and attempted to bring a pro- ies in one ventricle, causing it to swell com/e/hand-to-god-tickets-70833453767 Community College (MCC), now known as gram called the Theater of War to our learning abruptly. First diagnosed and named Naugatuck Valley Community College. As a community. A public health program created in 1990 by Japanese doctors, knowledge U.S. Navy veteran who’d served our country in by Bryan Doerries, the Theatre of War strate- spread worldwide with radiology clearly the Vietnam War and been recently discharged, gically deploys the themes of ancient Greek depicting the swelling of one ventri- Eastern Connecticut I was a reluctant scholar. From inception, my tragedies to assist war veterans with their suf- cle. The swollen heart’s resemblance to State University professors’ expertise, integrity, and ability to fering and to spur healing from the emotional a Japanese octopus trap gave the dis- bond with their students, especially with me, and psychological wounds of war with which ease its name. Throughout the month were readily apparent. My reluctance steadily I am so familiar. Ultimately, using different Patients experience severe chest pain, of February (and dissipated as I became immersed in this media to communicate with students enables shortness of breath, dizziness or faint- through March 12th), learning community, eventually becoming the me to listen to their concerns, opinions, and ing, and erratic heartbeat. Most, believ- ECSU’s art gallery will lifelong learner I am today. This transformative yes, their suggestions. ing they’re experiencing a heart attack, feature Creating Dangerously: 3 Generations of experience left a lasting impression on me; to My teaching journey began in a learning seek medical help. Once cardiovascu- Haitian Artists. The exhibit will include artwork this day it is at the heart of my pedagogy. community immersed in an atmosphere of lar disease is ruled out, an echocardio- that draws historical inspiration from the In our learning community trust is estab- trust. Fifty years ago, as a student, I experi- gram or cardiac MRI can diagnose “stress country’s relationship to imperialism and its lished when a teacher exhibits expertise by enced the expertise, integrity and bonding heart attack.” The hospitalized patient spiritual practices, which were often influenced delivering pertinent and creative content, lever- behavior emanated by my professors at MCC. is given ACE inhibitors and diuretics to by, and pay homage to, African tradition. In aging the latest technology and incorporating As an instructor, I am thriving in our learn- reduce swelling. If treated within hours, this way, the Haitian artwork exhibited here fair as well as dynamic assessments. These ing community, led by competent administra- the heart is undamaged; the person usu- will explore how “reality and mythology are can only be accomplished through rigorous tors and colleagues who continue to emanate ally recovers within a month. Pulmonary inextricably intertwined.” The gallery will preparation and the willingness to evolve as that same philosophy of trust, so students can edema or arrythmia sometimes occur, but be open to the public from 12:00 am – 11:30 one’s students do. Combining preparation and continue to thrive in our learning community death rarely happens if treated promptly. pm. Admission and parking is free, and the planning with a responsive praxis cultivates a at NVCC. Since symptoms sometimes mimic a panic gallery is easily accessible. Student groups are attack, persons at risk should always be encouraged to visit. checked in an ER. For more information contact Gallery Director Common risk factors include: age, over Yulia Tikhonova at (860) 465-4625 or via email at 61; gender, female; pre-existing neurologi- [email protected]. cal illnesses. Triggers are usually sudden, Center for Teaching emotionally traumatic events: an unex- pected death, a violent argument, an auto- “One True Calling?” mobile accident. They can be happy events, Post University too, like winning the lottery, or a surprise Post University Lou Lombard party. Doctors do not understand why Men’s Hockey will these events cause the hormone firestorm Louis Lombard, Associate Professor of English, a bit more difficult than if you did have one. face the Ravens of Franklin Pierce University or how hormones damage the heart, but teaches at both the Waterbury and Danbury At the very least, it will present different chal- in a game to raise cerebral palsy awareness to one thing is clear: they all possess an ele- campuses. Co-coordinator of First Year Experience, lenges, including the following: “1) guilt and be held in The Rinks Sports Center in Shelton ment of shock. he is a longtime CFT committee member. shame, 2) the discomfort of being a beginner on February 8th at 4:00 pm. The event is open Watching an elderly spouse die slowly There is a question, I believe, each one of over and over, 3) the fear of not being the best to the public. The Sports Center, home to Post will not induce takotsobuto; waking to us was asked when we were a child: What do and brightest, 4) the fear of being an impos- University’s men’s and women’s hockey teams, find a healthy spouse dead beside you, you want to be when you grow up? Do you tor, and 5) having to listen to external critics.” is a state-of-the-art, 15-acre facility located could. A person in an ongoing toxic rela- remember your answer? A doctor? A weather However, not everyone fits into the framework in Shelton boasting the only double decker tionship isn’t likely to experience takot- forecaster? A hairdresser? A teacher? Since of a singular focus. Some may express interest NHL ice arena in the world, featuring one rink sobuto from abuse; one in a warm, loving that time, many have considered the answer. in many different subjects and have several stacked atop the other. relationship whose partner suddenly In childhood, the response usually brimmed things they would like to do with their lives. becomes inexplicably enraged and violent, with excitement as we lived in dreams and Since this puts them out of the mainstream, is at risk. So, yes, a person can die from a possibilities the future might hold. As adults, they may feel their life lacks purpose. It doesn’t. broken heart. But they won’t have died New York University making that choice is often filled with a certain In fact, they fit into an exciting new category: from romantic disappointment, sadness or amount of fear and anxiety. This doesn’t result the “multipotentialite”. Taking Shape: Abstraction loneliness. It would be far more accurate to from a lack of possible career choices, but from A multipotentialite is one who enjoys sev- say they were “scared to death.” from the Arab World, the overwhelming multitude of them. eral interests and creative pursuits. For those 1950s–1980s is an art While most of us are aware of heart In her TED Talk, “Why Some of Us Don’t who relate to this group, being well-rounded, attack symptoms, a person experiencing exhibit featuring various Have One True Calling,” Emilie Wapnick sug- good at multiple things, every single thing, or sculptures and paintings takotsobuto is, by definition, in a state gests that, “While this question inspires kids mastering several things, they can spell success. of shock, and not thinking clearly. It’s that follow the emergence to dream about what they could be, it does not It challenges those to choose and develop the and development of time to educate the public on this issue, in inspire them to dream about all they could be.” depth of their own achievable goals, whether the same manner as with stroke and the abstract art in the Arab world. Ninety works In other words, when children are asked, they financial, social, or personal. They must avoid are on display from various artists of the Arab Heimlich maneuver. And it’s crucial to be can’t answer with “20 different things.” This the traps of trying to be the best at everything attentive to older friends, family mem- diaspora. Taking Shape will be open until April made me realize the belief that we all were born and remind themselves what is most import- 4th at the Grey Art Gallery at 100 Washington bers, or colleagues, who receive a serious with “one true calling” and charged to find it ant. By not assuming the goals of others, they shock and may be at risk. It’s often within Square E, New York, NY 10003, with a $5 and fulfill it to the best of our abilities is a non- will learn to model themselves by their own suggested donation. our power to prevent people from suffer- sensical one. This is an important message fac- standards and keep both success and failure ing permanent cardiac damage or death For information: https://greyartgallery.nyu.edu/ ulty and students can share—that it’s not only in a healthy perspective. Your destiny need not exhibition/taking-shape-arab-abstraction-1950s- from takotsobuto. okay if you don’t have one true calling, but it reflect “one true calling”. Empowering your- 1980s-barjeel-january-14-april-4-2020/ For information, consult can also be a great advantage. self with your potential will lead to a true sense Medicalnewstoday.com or Broken Heart At the same time, Wapnick acknowledges of happiness. Syndrome 101: healthprep.com a lack of one true calling is likely to make life e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 News 5 CAPSS Between the CORNER On the Field NFL Wild Card Weekend Bookends Prep for the News from the Journey John Williams NVCC Library While I’d never consider winter my favorite It’s been an exciting Tennessee Titans. The Patriots found them- By Jaime Hammond season, I do love the serene feeling of fresh, NFL season, and post- selves playing on Wild Card Weekend for falling snow. However, my admiration for season is fi nally here. the fi rst time in a decade. In a stunner, the snow does not extend to traveling in it. Congratulations to Titans shocked the Patriots, defeating them Finding traction on icy Connecticut roads the twelve teams who at Gillette Stadium. can be challenging, but if you’re prepared competed for a chance On Sunday, the Vikings sailed to the and use your resources, you can continue to at the Super Bowl title. Mercedes Superdome to battle the New move forward and successfully reach your The San Francisco Orleans Saints. These two teams will long destination. I always have an ice scraper, a 49ers, Green Bay Packers, New Orleans be remembered for the iconic sequence blanket and a fl ashlight in my trunk, in case Saints, Philadelphia Eagles, Minnesota that ended their playoff matchup two I get stranded. Since I don’t have four-wheel Vikings, and Seattle Seahawks represent the years ago, when Case Keenum threw a drive, I also make sure I have a bag of sand to National Conference. The Baltimore Ravens, game-winning touchdown pass to Stefon get me out of slippery spots. Sand may seem Kansas City Chiefs, New England Patriots, Diggs in the closing seconds of their Photo Courtesy of Max Raul Egusquiza insignifi cant, but that grit can be very powerful Houston Texans, Buff alo Bills and Tennessee divisional-round matchup in a moment Jaime Hammond is the Director of Library Services. when it comes to providing traction to keep you Titans represent the American Conference. dubbed “The Minneapolis Miracle.” You know that feeling when you just want moving forward safely. The league started the post-season with Saints’ quarterback Drew Brees had been to get something done, but you don’t have what As spring semester begins, being prepared exciting Wild Card Round games. on a tear in recent weeks, throwing 16 you need to do it? It’s incredibly frustrating, and using resources can also help support your A pair of NFC games on Saturday and touchdowns and no interceptions over right? Well, the Max R. Traurig Library staff academic momentum, allowing you to reach two AFC games on Sunday were featured the past five games, including a 29 for 30 thinks about this all the time, and we use stu- your educational destination. NVCC has many on Wild Card weekend. Josh Allen and the performance against the Colts on Dec. 16. dent feedback to improve our services to help resources to help prepare for the semester and Buff alo Bills traveled to Houston to face the The Vikings defense looked to limit All you as much as possible. Here are some things provide assistance if you’re slipping into dif- Deshaun Watson-led Texans at NRG sta- Pro receiver Michael Thomas and the New we have to help you: ficulties. The library, accessible seven days a dium. The Texans were in the post-season Orleans’ offense. The Vikings wanted to ➢ week, provides not only quiet study space, but for the fourth time in six seasons. Deshaun control the clock with their Pro Bowl run- TEXTBOOKS: The library buys all the also a fabulous crew of librarians dedicated to Watson looked to get his fi rst playoff win in ning back Dalvin Cook. textbooks, and you can borrow them for assisting your research. his third season. Watson came off a great The weekend capped off with the four hours at a time. This is helpful if The Academic Center for Excellence (ACE) is 2019 regular season with 3,852 passing yards, Seahawks at Eagles. Both teams overcame you don’t have the money for your book, also ready to serve seven days a week with free 26 touchdowns and 12 interceptions. He signifi cant injuries to limp into the post-sea- but it’s also a lifesaver if you forget your tutoring in English, Math, Science, Computers, looked to bounce back from his early round son. Seattle looked to get a boost in their run book at home! All you have to do to bor- and Accounting. Along with a welcoming space loss to the Indianapolis Colts last year. The game by signing their former starting run- row a textbook is visit the Check Out desk for interactive study, the ACE is staff ed with Texans hoped to get a playoff boost from the ning back Marshawn Lynch. The Eagles were and leave an ID or keys. Textbooks can be tutors dedicated to helping you pull out of those return of three-time NFL defensive player unsure how available Zach Ertz would be used anywhere on campus. academic tailspins. The Center for Academic of the year J.J. Watt, re-activated from the with fractured ribs. The Seahawks entered ➢ LAPTOPS and CHROMEBOOKS: The Planning and Student Success (CAPSS) can be injured reserve list after suff ering a torn pec- the playoff s as a wild card, losers of three library has two diff erent kinds of com- a valuable resource as well. Our advisors will toral muscle in late October. out of their last four games, including two puters that you can borrow: Windows help map out your educational path, ensur- The Bills, seeking their fi rst playoff win at home. The Eagles, however, had gone 4-1, laptops and Chromebooks. (The diff er- ing you stay on track with the correct classes. since December 1995, were in the post-season won a division title, and quarterback Carson ence is that Chromebooks only go on the We also provide guidance when you feel over- for the second time in three seasons. They Wentz hadn’t thrown an interception since internet, so if you have Access homework whelmed by life’s stressors. looked to lean on their third-ranked total Week 13. for CSA 105, you’ll need a laptop.) Some For winter driving, sand provides grit, defense to contain Watson and the Texans’ Super Bowl LIV, the 54th Super Bowl and can be taken home for a week, and oth- building traction to keep you steady and in offense. Second-year Buffalo quarterback 50th modern-era National Football League ers are for on-campus use for four hours contact with the road. In higher education, Josh Allen improved this season as a dual- championship game, will decide the cham- at a time. emotional grit can be just as useful. Studies threat QB, with nine rushing touchdowns pion for the NFL’s 2019 100th season. After ➢ GRAPHING CALCULATORS: You know show that students with grit–the ability to per- during the regular season. The Bills have all the excitement, the game, scheduled for those really expensive graphing calcula- severe despite setbacks and continue moving taken strides in the last two years under head February 2, 2020, at Hard Rock Stadium in tors for math class? We’ve got them, and towards their goals–are more successful in coach Sean McDermott. Miami, pits the 49ers against the Chiefs. they go out for four hours at a time. The second game of the night fea- Who’s your favorite to win the Lombardi school. So, if you fi nd yourself slipping or los- ➢ ing your way, tap into those resources and grit. tured the New England Patriots versus the Trophy? GUITARS AND DRUMS: We don’t want Dig deep, stay connected, and continue mov- to offer only school supplies, we also ing forward. Persevering and keeping your want to enrich your life. Borrow a guitar long-term goals in sight, without giving up, will or drum for a week! ➣ serve you not only in school. It will keep you SPORTS EQUIPMENT: It’s cold now, but on track throughout the rest of your life as well. it will be nice out soon. Borrow bocce, volleyball, and badminton equipment Regards, Face from the ACE and challenge some friends to a match in Bonnie Goulet the Faryniarz Quad, by Founders Hall! Director of Student Development Services Familiar Face ➣ UMBRELLA STROLLER: If you have a little one with you on campus, we’ve Cait Martello got you covered! Borrow our umbrella stroller to corral a runner, or stop by for New Beginnings Hi! I’m Cait Martello, X-ray Tech Program. People of the ACE were crayons or a children’s book. There’s even Tamarack S t a  Science Tutor Captain there to give me a much-needed hug and sup- a small children’s area on the 4th fl oor. in the Academic port as I fi gured out what was next. When I ➣ And new for spring 2020… HOTSPOTS! Center for Excellence graduated from NVCC and decided to go to This semester, we’re rolling out a new (ACE). For the past WCSU for a bachelor’s degree in chemistry, item—WiFi hotspots! They will go out decade, I’ve been a ACE promoted me from Student Peer Tutor to for a week and can be taken home. If you student and then an Educational Assistant. like them, let us know! employee at NVCC. While I was at WCSU, the ACE staff and I started taking one students were always curious to hear about my Is there something missing from this list? course per semester after a long career in classes and research projects. The ACE changed Let us know! You can talk to the librarians in retail and retail management. I originally Directors and grew to include Supplemental person, email us at [email protected], DM us on had the idea that switching to a career in Instruction and the Pass Program. I became Instagram (we’re @nvcclibrary), text us at (203) Allied Health would off er further growth and Tutor Captain for the Science Department 951-8189, call us at (203) 575-8024, or chat with Students and families listen to presenters in Café West stability. While taking Anatomy & Physiology, while I went on to CCSU to earn a Master’s us on our website at nv.edu/library. A sense of excitement filled the air Monday, a make-or-break course for Allied Health, I degree in Biomolecular Sciences. Through Have a great semester, and se e you in the January 13th, as NVCC’s pre-semester Open was encouraged to visit the ACE. all the twists and turns—and many, many library! House kicked off spring 2020 in style. New In the ACE, I found camaraderie with other students—the spirit of the ACE has always students and their families gathered in Café students also trying to get into Allied Health remained the same. West for an engaging information session, programs. I found a network of people will- For me, the ACE is a magical place where featuring refreshments, giveaways, campus ing to share what they knew, so I could navi- students arrive uncertain and fearful. They Joi n tours, and words of wisdom from President gate the prerequisite process. I found a place want to succeed, but they’re not sure of their De Filippis, and other administrators, staff, where it seemed “everyone knew my name.” I abilities, or if they even know how to suc- and faculty. also found a place where I could study because ceed. We reassure them that others, even our- We’re looking for: photographers, Representatives from NVCC’s Student I couldn’t hear the laundry whisper, “Just one selves, have felt what they’re feeling and made cartoonists, illustrators, video producers, Government Association were also on hand to more load,” or couldn’t notice morning dishes it through to the other side victoriously. We ad sales reps, bloggers, publicists, marketers, share their insights with—and present raffl e sitting in the sink. At the ACE, I was just a stu- listen, coach, nag, and model the skills and event planners, graphic designers, prizes to—new students. According to those in dent; my other responsibilities took a backseat. behaviors they need to be successful. Along the on-camera reporters, photo editors, attendance, the biggest takeaways were to come The ACE has been a constant through way, we laugh and learn. We set high expecta- video editors, sound specialists, writers, to class prepared, to ask questions, and to rec- many changes over the last decade, both for tions and give students every tool we can, so editors, visual artists, and much more! ognize NVCC is truly a community made up me personally and for the ACE itself. I began they can not only meet those expectations but [email protected] of people invested in every student’s success. the X-ray Tech Program—and I failed out of the exceed them. 6 Arts & Culture e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 Paul Santos: In nite Heroes RECENTLY Mystery Mitchell W. Maknis READ After his two-year Within Mystery tenure at the station, e Last Unicorn, Jason Hesse Santos returned to by Peter S. Beagle his childhood comic Taoism is perhaps not the first thing that shop, Legends of In the lilac wood, all alone, the very last unicorn comes to mind when mention is made of Superheroes, work- lives. But, for a while she is unaware she is, in Eastern religion, but it is no less present in ing as store manager. fact, the last. A group of hunters one day tell the western cultural consciousness than In 2011, Santos gained her she should stay in her woods and protect Hinduism or Buddhism. Almost anyone employment at DC Comics as a those who live there because there hasn’t been will recognize the traditional taijitu, or sales representative, working a unicorn seen in ages. They also say to beware ‘yin and yang’ symbol associated with his way up to an editorial posi- the red bull. This sparks her adventure into many Chinese philosophies and religions, tion in the Collected Editions her world, one she knows of but doesn’t know including Taoism. It represents a state of Department. Here, Santos meticu- entirely, to learn if she truly is the last. absolute potential, of oneness before duality. lously compiled single issue comics The Last Unicorn, a fantasy novel by Peter S. Taoism as a philosophy echoes the dual- istic balance of the taijitu. Its most infl uential Courtesy Paul Santos in chronological order for a col- Beagle, was published in 1968. While it’s rather lected release. Santos said, “A lot of research old, it still holds the hearts of many fans. It even text, the Tao Te Ching, traditionally credited Throughout the digital age, preference for [is] involved” to make sure everything’s put got an animated movie adaptation in 1982, to 6th-century BC sage Laozi, emphasizes consumer formatting has fl uctuated for books together correctly. Depending on the book, directed by Arthur Rankin, Jr. and Jules Bass. this aspect with its simultaneously poetic and other literary media. However, consumers it can be a very long and arduous process to Beagle worked on the screenplay. yet seemingly antithetical statements; it of the comic industry, which has been around ensure the ideal product is put on the market. But why has the simple fantasy story stayed attempts to teach a way of living concerned for over eighty years, are different. Paul After a year compiling issues of contempo- so relevant? For me, it’s the expansive world with balance and peace of mind. In truth, Santos, proprietor of Connecticut’s newest rary properties into graphic novel formatting, Beagle creates. There are settings, ideas and sto- it is diffi cult to describe the eff ect of read- comic shop, Infinite Heroes, stated “ninety Santos pitched the innovative concept of col- ries interwoven within the piece that make it ing the Tao Te Ching—it truly requires fi rst- percent” of the comics community continues lecting the original Golden Age Batman series feel this place has always existed. Yet it’s mag- hand experience. to purchase and collect physical copies of their and restoring them for a modern release. While ical enough to transport readers somewhere Among its various contradictory ideas favorite series. Having worked in the industry the studio was hesitant—expressing doubts new while reading. Little details—assumed to is the concept of wu wei, literally translat- since 1997, Santos said, “While the medium regarding money and time—Santos was able be common knowledge of the characters—are ing as “inexertion” or “inaction.” However, is entertainment, there is a nostalgic feeling to push his Batman project forward, spearhead- shared, and you never get much more informa- this is misleading if taken literally—a recur- to its collectability that continues to drive the ing the entire endeavor. The project’s paved tion; this helps the immersion. ring thread within the Tao Te Ching. One of industry forward.” the way for other iconic DC characters, such as It could also be the characters, each play- the versions I have translates it more pre- Santos has been an avid reader of com- Superman and Green Arrow, to receive the same ing off the other. The protagonist, known only cisely as “unattached action.” It is not that ics since 1991, stating he was “practically liv- treatment under Santos’s care. Working on two as the Unicorn, is regal and elegant, but her wu wei is no action, but rather, action with- ing in the comic store” up the street from to three copies a week, Santos continued assem- immortality causes her to look at the world as out intent. Psychologically speaking, it is his Waterbury home. There, he became fond bling collected editions such as the Injustice beneath her, creating an interesting perspective divorcing oneself from one’s ego, not let- of the multitude of heroes within the DC franchise. When DC Comics relocated to LA, to take in this new information. To counteract ting assumption or expectation take con- Universe. Santos considers his time spent in everything changed. Modifi cations in the cor- this hoity look on the world, one of her com- trol of behavior; as Yi-Ping Ong notes, “to that comic shop to be a major infl uence on his porate climate and increased living expenses panions is Schmendrick, a wizard who cannot act in a way that shows attachment to the life; he decided to pursue an English degree at made it too diffi cult to stay at DC, compelling control or understand his own magic. Close to action is to have a definite aim in mind” UCONN, intending to work in comics. During Santos to leave . a jester, he provides comedic ideas and looks. (Lao Tzu 165). This defi nite aim is exemplary his time at the college, serendipity struck and, Returning to his roots, Infinite Heroes He is naive despite being older than he seems. of a desire to do something the “right” way, by utilizing his resources through UCONN’s opened its doors in April 2019. Santos admits While these two represent diff erent ways which is not in line with other fundamen- intern program, Santos obtained an internship missing the creative aspects of his job at DC of magic within the world Beagle crafted, the tals of Taoism. at DC Comics in New York. Comics, but he’s been enjoying interacting other companion, Molly Grue, showcases real- The Tao is described not as God or Upon graduating, Santos was disheartened with CT’s comic enthusiasts. Whether it be ity. She fell in love with a bandit for the idea gods, not as Heaven, but as the essence of to learn no paid positions were available at DC monthly issues, graphic novels, or collectables, of adventure, and ended up being stuck with all things, the “origin of heaven and earth,” Comics. However, he was able to secure a posi- Santos feels “there is a comic for everyone,” and the fate of taking care of them. She wishes to to which all things eventually return, ever tion at Warner Brothers Television Syndication he’s more than willing to help his patrons fi nd escape, and upon meeting the Unicorn and continuous and inexhaustible. However, in New York, as a data integration clerk. This what they need. To keep up with the store’s Schmendrick, she leaves. Even the antagonist, through the lens of desire, all material work gave Santos insight into the entertainment events and new releases, follow them on FB and King Lir, and his selfi sh desire for happiness— things—that is, all that exists in this phys- world, as well as the opportunity to rub elbows IG @infi niteheroescomics and be sure to visit his willingness to do anything, including cap- ical world—are referred to as “myriad with iconic television personalities such as Ellen Infi nite Heroes, 1098 Main Street, Watertown, ture the world’s beauty, to achieve it—feels things” and “manifestations,” separated DeGeneres, Regis Philbin, and Tyra Banks. CT 06795. unique. from the mystery of the Tao by our divi- Another appeal of the story is the chem- sion of what we either want or do not want. This is the key to understanding wu istry between characters and how their life JOIN THE GLOBAL MOVEMENT experiences play into the perception of certain wei, or action without attachment. It is not that any one thing or person in itself cre- TO STOP VIOLENCE events. They all feel real because of the subtle ates problems—we are all formed of the AGAINST WOMEN AND GIRLS things they do, from Molly Grue crying when she sees the Unicorn, telling her she’s “too Tao. Instead, it is exercising one’s will over late,” to the magician Schmendrick apologiz- things that becomes problematic; only by ing every time his magic fails. It’s even in the ridding oneself of desire can one achieve unnamed characters mistaking the Unicorn for true harmony with the universe. V-DAY NVCC 2020 a mare and her own reaction to people not see- What follows is the first chapter of ing her for who she really is. the Tao Te Ching (at http://www.acmuller. At the very end, these characters do not net/condao/daodejing.html, it is the same simply stop existing, like in most stories. translation used in my physical copy). I THE VAGINA Instead, Beagle offers possibility by ending highly recommend reading it all the way the story with “[They] went away together, out through, ideally multiple times, to grasp it of this story and into another.” in its entirety. MONOLOGUES Heather Ruszkowski “The Way that can be followed is not the WRITTEN BY EVE ENSLER eternal Way. AND PRESENTED BY The name that can be named is not the NVCC’S WOMEN’S CENTER Tamarack eternal name. February 26, 2020 EDIT MEETINGS The nameless is the origin of heaven and earth NVCC Founders Hall Community Room Tuesdays 2:30 pm, S519 While naming is the origin of the myriad From 6:00 - 8:00 pm ALL WELCOME!! things. Therefore, always desireless, you see the Admission:Donation of Cash or Feminine Products mystery For tickets, email [email protected] or [email protected] Ever desiring, you see the manifestations. or call 203.575.8288 These two are the same— Please include your name and number of tickets required. Loved it? 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Proceeds Benefit: Hated it? This sameness is the mystery, Send us your letters in response to Safe Haven of Greater Waterbury Mystery within mystery; and The Women’s Center of Danbury. articles, features, and profiles in The Tamarack. Limit them to 200 words The door to all marvels.” Continuing Notice of Nondiscrimination; Naugatuck Valley Community College does not discriminate on the basis of race, color, religious creed, age, sex, national origin, marital status, ancestry, present or past history of mental disorder, learning disability or physical disability, and email them to [email protected] sexual orientation, gender identity or expression or genetic information in its programs and activities. In addition, the College does not discriminate in employment on the additional basis of veteran status or criminal record. The following individuals have been designated to with the subject line READERS handle nondiscrimination policies regarding disability policies: Kimberly Carolina, Director of Human Resources/Section 504/ADA Lao Tzu. Tao Te Ching. Translated by Coordinator, Room K704b, Naugatuck Valley Community College, 750 Chase Parkway, Waterbury, CT 06708, 203-575-8056; Sarah Gager, RESPOND. Letters may be edited Charles Muller, with Introduction and Dean of Student Services/Deputy Section 504/ADA Coordinator (Students), Room K509a, Naugatuck Valley Community College, 750 Chase Parkway, Waterbury, CT 06708, 203-575-8086; Robert Divjak, Director of Facilities/Deputy Section 504/ADA for length and grammar. Notes by Yi-Ping Ong. 1991. Barnes & Noble Classics, 2005. e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 Arts & Culture 7

Red Nose Revels The need to stop yourself from going towards something new is transformed from a shal- Robert Pinto alumni low whisper within to an ugly cry moaning SHOWCASE at each attempt to move in another direction. 8:30, put makeup on at 9:00. They’d give us one So, what do you do when you need to refresh hour to do makeup. The show would start at 11:00. Performers would come out, including acrobats and lion tamers. Their mission was to “New journeys can be alienating create a spectacle. They wanted to bring some- from what is considered routine. thing to your town…tigers and elephants…a show like no other show on earth, truly a one- ... It becomes hard to focus on of-a-kind experience.” what you’re trying to accomplish; Asked her biggest inspirations, Bothun it also becomes hard to maintain replied, “My mom inspires me; I’ve followed in the identity you molded from her footsteps through her guidance and men- torship. My dad has inspired me musically. He’s your previous endeavors” so talented, he can listen to a song on the radio and play it back on the piano by ear.” yourself—between semesters or life events— Bothun also shared memories of her time Alam Khan in order to prepare for the next phase? You traveling with the show. “On my 19th birth- go back. day, we were in Miami. Seeing the ocean for You go back to where it all began. the first time at 19, I cried, it was such an emo- Life Demands Amongst the friends, and peers, to the places tional experience. It made me feel so small. My that echo why it mattered to go the distance, clown companions could have made fun of me, Change whether for good reasons or bad. This isn’t Photo Courtesy of Kirkmarsh Photography but they let me just live in the moment. It was A lot has happened since this time last to say reconnection is all about revitalizing an experience I’ll never forget.” year. I graduated from Naugatuck Valley yourself because your goals matter and it’s I had the pleasure of interviewing Julia Bothun, She continued, “Another moment that’s Community College with an associate all about you. Relationships are sacred, and a former Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey always stayed with me is performing at the degree, applied and was accepted to the so we—and I, specifically—must make sure to Circus clown. Actually, a 2nd-generation United Center in Chicago, in front of 10,000 University of Connecticut for a pre-med show those people who have played such big Ringling clown, she followed in the footsteps people, my biggest show to date. I remember program, and found a job in Torrington that roles in each of our lives that they are loved of her mother, from 2013-2017, travelling the running out and looking at all those people. lets me support myself! In hindsight and and matter. United States as a clown. Bothun stated, “My This flurry of emotions came over me, an abso- from a distance, everything looks copacetic, I miss a lot of the faculty and students mom, a Ringling Bros. clown, started the clown lute emotional rollercoaster. This may sound but this transition hasn’t been without its from Naugatuck Valley and hope to one day school, Mooseburger Camp. When I was three unusual, but the feeling was so powerful, it was difficulty. stop by, play a few games of ping pong, and years old, she was performing, and that’s animalistic, like when you feel moments of joy New journeys can be alienating from laugh about the joys of present experiences implanted in my memory.” and nirvana in your life. If I could compare it what is considered routine. Adjusting to a and yesterday. Encouraged by her parents to perform from to anything, it’s like when a rabbit runs into a different tempo of life takes time. Building I would wish good luck on all of you to do a young age, Bothun sang “God Bless America” field and jumps high in the air, kicking its legs new networks to foster a good social life- well this upcoming semester, but luck doesn’t in front of a crowd of people at five years old, up, an emotional paradise of joy.” style is tedious and demanding. Among all exist, you don’t need it, and it sounds tacky to and she never missed a high school play; earn- I asked about the possibility of Ringling this change, sometimes it becomes hard to sign off that way. ing one of the leads in high school, she “abso- Bros. and Barnum & Bailey’s Circus resum- focus. The desire to binge Netflix and turn So, in tradition of what I used to do as lutely loves theater.” Comediennes she looks up ing shows in the future, and whether Bothun away from our own life is tempting; familiar- Editor-in-Chief, I will first remind you that, to are Carol Burnett and Lucille Ball. would get involved. She replied, “If they didn’t ity, after all, can be pleasing. It becomes hard as you read this, you are now breathing When I asked about circus life, Bothun sell the train components, they might put on to focus on what you’re trying to accomplish; manually. And, also, I will leave you with said, “Travelling was easy. We traveled by shows with a limited run. If they asked me it also becomes hard to maintain the identity an African proverb, “The frown on the face train, which was a mile long. We all slept on to come back, I certainly would for a couple you molded from your previous endeavors of the goat will not stop it from being taken the train. In the morning we’d go from the of years. I fell in love with my job in the cir- once you reach a certain stage that demands to the market.” train to a bus and then to the arena where we cus. Right now, I’m involved in local Minnesota change. Peace, Khan were performing. A typical Saturday we’d do shows. Performing is something that’s always At some point, it all becomes too much. three shows. Wake up at 8:00, make the bus by guided my life.”

game and are meant to be used. They save lots Classes don’t start until a few days after Welcome to the Sims U! of time when fixing glitches. The code “reset- enrollment; however, homework starts right sim Firstname Lastname” is a literal lifesaver, away. It’s very similar to how teenage Sims Gwenydd Miller if your Sims freeze in place like mine, and you have homework; only it takes longer, and you One of my favorite games growing up was for scholarships, too, found under the same don’t want them to starve to death. get to pick which subject you want to work Sims (2 and 3). I always loved building and tab. The scholarships, as well as the programs When you enroll in a university you get on. In addition, on the computer, you can now watching my Sims tell stories with their your Sim gets into, are awarded based on to pick where you want to live. There’s an email your professor about homework prog- actions. As soon as I saw Sims 4 University, I skill levels. You’ll have to wait a few Sim days option to commute, or live on campus. You can ress, study, or cheat on homework. I haven’t instantly knew I wanted it (no clue why). before you get an acceptance letter, at which even transfer funds; just type in the amount had any of my Sims cheat on homework, but There are two choices: Foxbury U, special- point you can choose a university and degree you want transferred and hit the arrow. One I assume that just like in real life there are izing in math and sciences, and Britechester, program. annoying thing about on-campus-living is consequences. focused more on liberal arts and behavioral You can look up what skill levels you need you’re once moved in, there’s no build mode, There are plenty of other activities around sciences. Both universities offer all degrees, online on the Sims forum (not in the game). so if you want to change anything you have campus, including going to a soccer match, but distinguished degrees are different for You can either build up those skills by hav- to do it BEFORE your Sim moves in. However, joining a club, having a keg party, and so each. To enroll in a university, you click on ing your Sim perform certain tasks, or hit one upside is that all the new furniture and much more. Sims University also adds in either a computer, phone, or the mailbox. It’s Crtl + Shift + C, type “testingcheats true,” decorations are able to be placed in your Sim’s new career paths such as Education, Law and pretty self-explanatory from there. and type in a cheat code for instant results. inventory. You can purchase everything you Engineering. I personally think it’s a wonder- Also, unless your Sim has lots of All cheat codes can be found online as well. need (including school memorabilia) at a kiosk ful expansion with lots of awesome new stuff simoleons to spare, I recommend applying Remember, cheats were designed as part of the outside next to the school green. and fun activities to do with your Sim.

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uring fall 2019, I had the privilege of working with a courageous, committed group of creative writers in ENG281. Met with Da semester’s worth of challenging prompts—some focused Creative on societal issues, others deeply personal—they continuously exceeded expectations, creating thoughtful, moving prose and Gems poetry. In the spirit of Valentine gifting, it’s my pleasure to Steve Parlato’s Students share some of their work. For the full collection, The Fine Print Hides (tiny seeds), stop by NVCC’s library; it’s available for checkout. Enjoy!

Mortality’s Mark Her hue is green— Lady Liberty Two, Four, Six, Eight… Actions bear consequences. but not just any kind of green. New Nazis? The date on the calendar is approaching Complications have causation. Most days it’s warm and bright, similar to the Old The suitcase is packed near the door, It all happens for a reason, I’m reassured. way bam- without question. Ready to move fast like a cheetah. Yet, confusion lingers. boo leaves are caressed by a humid breeze. She preaches the importance of history, Why them? Why now? Sometimes when “We must learn from our past!” My legs are swollen Always gone too soon. she’s sad, she’s kissed with grey and turns She slyly chuckles under her breath. My shell is cracked Taken before their lives were lived. celadon. Other days Indigenous tribes, I hope I can swim. Death doesn’t play by our rules, it’s lime, if she’s blissful and beaming. And German-American, doesn’t obey our timelines. in a few Japanese-American,and now I can’t pity myself, but We all carry Mortality’s Mark. spurring moments, she’s jade, inflamed with Latin American immigrants. Have passion to conquer the sea, We fear what we do not know, agitation. She is a fascist, So, I don’t end up in isolation. a hypocrite. theorize and calculate the possibilities. When in love, she’s mint. Her heart so light ~ Sabrina Washburn Could it be? Life after death? and airy, filled Preaching equality, We find comfort in Gods and Goddesses, with butterflies. Occasionally, she dresses opportunity for all, karma and reincarnation. up— Preaching sanctuary, Two Lines lipstick and heels, her ambience bold, she’s yet She spits in their faces. ~ Meg Bourn Little boy, you’re in the wrong line! chartreuse. She preaches empty promises, an adult spat at me. Five years old and Her hue is green, but not just any kind of She delivers adversity, forced into a cookie-cutter binary. Art Show Musings green. and She provides friable refuge. again She cackles at the bewildered People. Girls and boys, stand side by side! Blue isn’t your mood. ~ Andreana Jones She knows what she is doing, Already divided in two little lines. It’s your color. She’s done it before. Blue is your eyes wide open Last Call ~ Amelia McGee Gender norms strengthened as you see what’s in front of you. by the uniform policy: It’s still the color of the sky As the clouds rolled over the sky above, Girls in skirts, boys in shorts, even as clouds obscure, wind pushed against the cheeks of the friends Rock Collecting Boys in pants-- but I wore pants, Blue is crisp, cool ice and family who came to witness. Propped up Cool water, runs through and shaved my head, and ethereal flame. on the beautiful stage, the men spoke in turn, childlike fingers- outstretched Blue is your shoes they savored the moment. Some cried, some attempt to catch a skittering Fought with boys, carrying you away in circles, laughed, and some remembered. The pebble- swept by the current. Played in dirt, or off a cliff. anticipation The rocks slimy- smooth, Chased girls, ~ Victoria DiAngelis grew, second by second, time seemed frozen. create an unknown path And cursed. Then, all of a sudden, Krrrr-CRACK! to a place we once knew. ~ Madeeha Sheikh they remind me of you The audience was stuck in time, not one Wet sneakers hop across, sound could be heard. Everything learned to not get soaked. Socks you came to every school show, everything experienced, and everything cling to wrinkly toes, e Fall Season and it made me so glad spoken, was gone. Three men as laughter mixes with the babbling Autumn Surprise and Wet i could always see you in the crowd hung there, one killed brook. The voices of springtime. you’d always smile, bright like the moon on impact, one struggling Riverbanks frost the pumpkin Spice donut. Pale but as time went on, you had to stop for breath, and the last The memory is blurry at times, Cordovan expresses you had to slow down one smiling. nostalgic vague colors swirling The smell of coffee. ~ James Keller up at certain moments and then- when you go i’ll be so sad Gone. ~ Courtney Wabno i hope it’s no time soon The feeling of our old naivety- i’ll miss you. i’ll miss your smile From Boston to Seattle. an abstraction of shapes that from afar the butterflies in the sides of you glasses bear no connections to the actual subject. Trust i’ve always loved that about you Everybody knows his name, Blues and cyans and turquoise and green Doctor Frasier Crane. It’s hard to give to someone every pair was the same everytime i see a make it feel more raw than we remember. It’s presented with love butterfly Looking closer, there we are, He left the warmth of Boston’s Cheers Don’t give it away, too my mind goes to you. wading over rocks to catch pebbles in soon. It must be earned And everything he knew Spring clear cold water. ~ Kyra Dunbar For Seattle and his family Some deceive to receive and Café Nervosa’s caffeinated brew. ~ Heath Ruszkowski it, when betrayed, it hurts Cloud Like a knife to the heart. He traded his beer for sherry “Read My Lips” It’s worth more than gold. It’s that swirl of cotton candy, and got a fresh, new start. Bonds can form, that last long. You tear my lips open The one that tastes like a cloud From the psychiatrist’s chair to the radio In your life, you might meet and read the encryption That feeling of love you never let go, waves a few. Beware of whom buried by fear. Like your face touched by snow, He touched so many hearts. you get close to. Evil Or the time you go swimming with no You, the translator, Comes in my faces. the interpreter, clothes. Eleven years in Seattle Jealousy, envy, hate, lust and greed the magnifying glass. Euphoria happening when your dog sees doling out advice and laughs. Deadly sins that tempt you you’re home. His life was filled with snobbery and me. Stay woke, eyes wide Bliss is the never-ending chase for peace. The fine print Trust. and amusing social gaffes. hides behind Cupid’s bow. ~ Traxla Ellis From Seattle to Chicago. He has tied it onto me. ~ John Williams Everybody still knows his name, like a gift, a sick joke, Ocean Mist Doctor Frasier Crane. a prank, ~ Mitchell W. Maknis no laughter escaping my mouth. Roach, What about the gull You were five feet with a wayward splash? Prophesy the truth And four inches tall Or the balanced blend Terroir behind these lips You slivered and slumped of cirrus and ash? with yours. A sea of gold dances in the fields, Through places you shouldn’t be Foghorns throw, Read them, like a Only to find you under my feet. whipping wave, protected by the mountains beyond. bedtime story. Rows of trellis supporting bushy bines. I screamed and tried to squish you like a sightseers straggle, Disgusting septic bug, you are As the season closes in tired Show me my mask and bonny boats But you scurried away hands prepare for steady work. through this chapped skin, earn their keep. Only to sneak under the While crops are similar it’s the terroir my layers hiding the crimson As the waves are soaring, Parking Garage Cars with white handkerchiefs that defines these human spoils. that oozes what is real, the people weep. Old trucks roar to life what is true, and ~ Morgan McSherry puttering down familiar roads. what is not. ~ Michaela Kaklamanos ~ Stephen Price ~ Mahnue Sahn e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 Arts & Culture 9

Ogre FACE IN THE CROWD world for me. In one class, I discovered a tal- ent I didn’t know I had, a love for learning, Written by Bob Salley Inspired Art and a little bit of confidence. That was when Illustrated by Shawn Daley Shyanne Caporuscio I decided, even though I didn’t know exactly where it would get me, I was going to switch Mitchell Walter Maknis Hello, I’m Shyanne Caporuscio, a visual arts my major to visual arts. major here at NVCC. I have been attending Now, years later, I can say art was the Naugatuck Valley Community College since beginning of me figuring out who I was, who the fall semester of 2016. While I hope to live a I am, and who I will become. I went from life in which I never stop learning new things, someone who always stayed quiet, kept her I don’t currently know what life after NVCC head down, and dreaded classes because of will look like for me. I’m still figuring out anxiety, to someone who takes pride in her what I want my future to look like, and trying schoolwork, artwork, social interactions, and to find my place in the world. everything in between. One of the most pos- Growing up, I didn’t imagine myself itive choices I made as a student was join- going to college; in fact, I never envisioned ing the Art Club here at NVCC. Being a part

myself graduating high school. I never Photo Courtesy of Shyanne Caporuscio of Art Club has been a great experience, and enjoyed school, and wasn’t very confident one of my favorite parts of being a student in myself. As my journey at NVCC contin- altogether. ues to unfold, I can’t help but look at the “While the choice is never easy, As a student, some other things I enjoy are last couple years, and recognize the sub- writing, reading, and reflecting. While art is and the work is pretty hard, the stantial growth I have made both person- my ultimate passion, writing takes a close sec- ally and academically as a student, artist, outcome of allowing yourself ond. I have to say, out of all the things I have and an individual. to grow in all aspects of life will learned, one of the most important things has My passion for art was discovered during always be rewarding.”. been that no matter who you are, or where you my first semester at NVCC, in Printmaking. come from, you get to choose where you go I had never taken a college class before, let next. While the choice is never easy, and the alone an art class, and had no idea what to think my college experience was going to be work is pretty hard, the outcome of allow- expect. As someone who tends to be a rather all that great. I surely never thought an art ing yourself to grow in all aspects of life will anxious and introverted individual, I didn’t class would be the beginning of a whole new always be rewarding.

“An emotionally riveting tale, Ogre has ingeniously reinvigorated how e Power of Words a story can be told.” Name Withheld

There are countless ways to tell a story and My first thought at Confluencia was: What am the college spoke of the importance of poetry strong emotions from me. She read a piece of while many literary properties rely heavily I doing here? My second thought was, How in everyday life, and the SGA president also her work that said, “The body I had thought on formulaic execution, Ogre creators Bob close to the wall do I have to stand to become recited a poem by Robert Frost. Many pieces was mine was powerless in the hands of the Salley and Shawn Daley have provided comic completely invisible? I’m not one for crowds of literature were shared by students and two intruder.” Hearing those words, words I could enthusiasts with a refreshing perspective on of people, or small areas, or anything social. published speakers, Dr. Kathleen O’Connell relate to so strongly, coming from someone the medium. In this Source Point Press title, Totally out of my element, I stood in a cool Chesto, and Dr. Josè B. Gonzàlez. older whom I didn’t know, both hurt and readers are introduced to the titular Ogre who little area outside the Playbox Theatre, listening As I sat and listened, I realized two things. healed something inside me. It hurt to know finds himself incarcerated with a group of to a really interesting group of people get all No one in that room was completely in their someone else has felt no control at the hands spiteful human outlaws. The prisoners form a pumped up about singing some choir songs. element, and I was exactly in the place I needed of another, it hurt to remember what that feels troubled alliance in order to escape their bleak They did it beautifully, might I add. They did to be. I listened as people recited poetry dis- like. But It helped. It hit that part inside of me fate, which propels them into this captivating their thing for a while, and I awkwardly made playing emotions of perspective, pain, adver- and something said, “You’re not alone.” and deadly fantasy realm that vividly conveys eye contact with some people in the room and sity, struggle, and loss. I sat and watched the As I sat in that room and listened to peo- the grim tone of this war-torn world. clapped after every song. power of poetry change a room full of people. ple speak, I realized again, I was not alone, nor In the story’s opening moments, writer Bob When we moved into the Playbox, I awk- There are moments in everyone’s life where are we ever really alone. In the words of oth- Salley establishes an air of unease between wardly sat in the last row with my good friend something clicks, and sitting, listening, at ers, we can find little lost pieces of ourselves. his ensemble as the reader witnesses the and reminded myself a couple dozen times that Confluencia, I had one of those moments. As For the first time, sitting quietly in the back of hostility in their interactions. It was easy to being in a room full of strangers is totally chill. I resonated with the words spoken, I came to the room was the only thing I needed to do to become invested in the tribulations plaguing The event started as a friendly face, Professor understand that in literature, in poetry, every- be fully included. Confluencia is an event that these characters on their hazardous journey. Parlato, stood at the podium talking about one is welcomed. There is no right or wrong comes with gaining a profound new under- While the group’s dynamic is commendably how he enjoyed being moderator, and that it way to be; you just have to simply exist. standing of the power of words, and for that, portrayed, the psyche of the reclusive Ogre was his second year doing so. The president of Kathleen Chesto’s pieces extracted really I am grateful. remains most intriguing. Salley’s depiction delivers a distinctive and poignant look into the Ogre’s consciousness as he struggles to cope with his bigoted allies, whilst also dealing Revolutionary Rhythms with an intrusive ghostly companion bound to him by a tethered corpse. It is his private con- John Frusciante: RHCP’s Important Link versations with the knightly specter, ranging from comedic to melancholic, that enable the Matthew O. Spence reader to become privy to his world views and unique perspective. These palpable tensions band. His first run ended in 1992, when he himself back up, and rejoined the band in were faultlessly interlaced throughout the nar- left due to tensions between him and front 1998, after friend and bassist Flea asked if he’d rative, keeping me anticipating how the plot man, Anthony Kiedis, as well as personal like to rejoin. They would then make a come- would progress. issues and not enjoying the major-rock-band back with 1999’s successful Californication These moments were richly brought to lifestyle. album. In a Rolling Stone interview from 2000, life with the incomparable art style of Shawn Sadly, during this era, Frusciante’s drug Kiedis explained what it was like working Daley. Admittedly, I was initially surprised by addiction exacerbated and his mental and with John again and the first rehearsal for Daley’s warm and inviting illustrations, con- physical health deteriorated. With him gone, the album. “When John gets excited, he’s like sidering the darkly graphic nature of the story. RHCP carried on with guitarist Dave Navarro 8 billion volts of electricity. He was knock- However, as I became engrossed in this tale, of Jane’s Addiction to release One Hot Minute, ing things over–it was absolutely chaotic, I found they brought the piece a truly inim- but the band’s standing began to slip after like a little kid trying to set up a Christmas itable aesthetic, in turn complementing the the progress they’d made to get their previ- tree. And when he hit that first chord, it was varying other characters scattered through- ous level of success. One Hot Minute didn’t so perfect–this blend of sounds from these out this fabled world. Daley’s designs particu- match the commercial and critical success of people who I hadn’t heard play together in larly radiated in the antagonistic forces of the their previous album, Blood Sugar Sex Magik. so long.” bounty hunting Trolls. It was a genuine delight Though it went platinum, it didn’t do the With Frusciante back, they would release to see how Daley approached their malevolent, In December 2019, Red Hot Chili Pepper fans numbers the predecessor did. three more commercially and critically deceitful personalities, as well as their interac- got an announcement that was an unexpected In his autobiography, Scar Tissue, Kiedis acclaimed albums: Californication, By the Way, tions with the Ogre and his comrades. dream come true: the return of guitarist John discusses the making of the album and high- and Stadium Arcadium, cranking out hit’s like: The results of this collaborative pairing Frusciante, coming back to the band for the lights Frusciante’s chemistry that couldn’t be “Dani California” and “Can’t Stop”. In 2009, prove Salley and Daley are a tour-de-force 3rd time, to take the place of his replacement, recaptured in the band saying, “John had been Frusciante left amicably, leaving longtime in the industry. An emotionally riveting tale, Josh Klinghoffer. In the band’s 30+ year career, a true anomaly when it came to songwriting. touring member and friend, Josh Klinghoffer, Ogre has ingeniously reinvigorated how a John has remained their signature guitarist, He made it even easier than Hillel Slovak to to take his place. While the band has had sev- story can be told. I look forward to immers- and truth be told, Frusciante has become an create music, even though I’d known Hillel eral guitarists, Frusciante has become the gui- ing myself in this enchantingly dark world important piece to the band’s puzzle. for years…I just figured that was how all gui- tarist who completes the lineup in everyone’s once again in their spinoff series Ogres. You Joining the band in the late 80s, follow- tar players were—that you showed them your eyes. Is it his funky Hendrix inspired riffs and can purchase Ogre–The Complete Vol. 1, along ing the death of the Chili Peppers’ former lyrics and sang a little bit and the next thing licks? Many reasons come into play, but with with their four-issue spinoff series, Ogres, at guitarist, Hilell Slovak, he would work with you knew you had a song.” him returning, it’ll be interesting to see what your local comic shop, or order online at www. the band on five studio albums, offering new However, after a few years, John thank- RHCP comes up with next. SourcePointPress.com. musical creativity for each new era of the fully kicked his heroin addiction, picked 10 Opinions e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 Earth Matters Out of the Cocoon ank You All Maritime Conservation Heather Ruszkowski Alyssa Katz I won’t go into all the details of being Let It Snow! shocked at seeing so many palm trees or Kathleen Chesto In late November my the strange Burger King I freaked out about boyfriend and I took because “That’s so weird!” Or the fact that December 2, 2019, brought our first snow a trip to Norwalk’s their Target was the size of a mall and sold day of the fall semester. There is something Maritime Aquarium. It hard liquor (I had to send a picture to my joyful about a sudden, unexpected day of had been many years mom). freedom from the usual work of a normal since either of us had been there, so there What really got me was on the second Monday. This time that joy was dampened were some new animals to see, such as birds day there I decided to go on a walk to a park. by the fact it was only days before exams and and meerkats; I was most excited by the It was sunny and warm and 60 degrees out we were missing a last chance to review and sea turtles. But what I hadn’t known before despite it being December. I was on my own check in with our professors. The tempered going there, was that the aquarium’s major Photo Courtesy o Heather Ruszkowski for the moment, just taking in each of the delight turned to panic when we awoke the focus is conservation. plants and the different architecture. Most second day to a mixture of snow and ice and One of the first things we noticed, after A caterpillar creates a cocoon in order to houses were single story, and had influ- a string of closures. A promised opening of checking out a shark dive, as we came in, grow and transform into something entirely ences clearly different from Connecticut 11:00 AM was greeted with a sigh of relief, was a display of coral and the remains of new. This change can be slow, gradual, and architecture. instead of the usual groans. hatched turtle eggs. A nearby associate sometimes breaking out of that self-made That’s when it sunk in: people can get A second snowstorm came close on the explained that the aquarium took in some shell can be a bit of a hassle. The shell is stuck in the monotony of life, in their rou- heels of the first. Exams had begun, so this sea turtle eggs, and when they hatched, comforting, because the outside world can be tines. I know I did. School Monday through meant a reprieve and a few extra hours of cold. I personally had grown a shell for myself Thursday, work Friday through Sunday. study, but we all knew exams had to be here in Connecticut, never really travelling Repeat. Nothing new. I would go home and folded into the time left before Christmas much and never-ever alone, despite how sit there, do my homework (maybe), eat din- break. Again, we were basically relieved to badly I wanted to leave when I was younger. ner, and then go to bed. Over and over again. know we could get into school a little late That was until I flew all the way to Being in a new place broke that routine and finish up those tests. California by myself. It was to visit my best and forced me to do new things and see new We are all familiar with the amount of friend and partner, and do something new, things. Now, I’m not saying to uproot your- work it takes to keep our roads clear. We’ve something fun. But dread was all I felt the self and fly to the other side of the country met snow plows on the highway in the mid- week prior because of all the things that all alone because that sure isn’t for everyone, dle of the night trying to keep ahead of could go wrong. Having only flown twice but treating yourself and trying new things a storm. We’ve watched snow banks rise prior, this was going to be a completely dif- is the key to breaking up some of the rou- along city streets with tunnels marking ferent experience. And it was! tines in life. crosswalks. Our state, cities, and towns do they were released into the wild, so the dis- Half asleep, the trip there was just nerves Go on a walk to a place you never went. a great job with our roads for the most part. play paid homage to their efforts in protect- upon nerves, but once I finally relaxed, I was Try something new at the restaurant you like. Sidewalks are often left to homemakers and ing the eggs from being eaten by predators. able to take in how beautiful it all was, from Go see that movie you don’t know if you’ll shop owners, depending on the municipal- As for the coral, it was in the regenera- the snow-covered peaks of mountains to the like because it’s a genre you never watch. ity, and frequently present obstacle courses tive process to eventually be reintroduced flat plains and farmland of the Bible Belt. It Break out of your self-made cocoon; it might of snow and ice patches. to its reef. What we noticed more of as we became less of the dropping feeling of crash- be scary at first, but everything new is scary. But the miles of sidewalks and stair- walked around, was that there was a plen- ing and more about how stunning the clouds Life is meant to be explored, and even in the cases crisscrossing our campus must all tiful amount of information regarding vari- looked as they pooled out like another ocean. place you’ve always known, there are hidden be cleaned, ice free, and deemed safe—or ous environmental impacts—one that sticks Then I landed. treasures everywhere. cordoned off—before school can reopen. out in my mind was a huge wall of plastics Many, if not most, must be laboriously with information about how harmful plas- shoveled. Angela Maggi and her amazing tic is when it ends up in our oceans. crew were up all night for the duration of One of the aquarium’s biggest conserva- both storms, working against the weather tion activities is aiding in the restoration of to keep NVCC open, or to reopen as soon coral reefs. According to their website, elk- as possible. horn coral (Acropora palmata) and staghorn College does not offer the luxury of coral (Acropora cervicornis)—two major reef snow days being made up at the end of the builders in the Caribbean Sea—have nearly year. A snow day represents lost knowl- become extinct. Colombia’s coral reefs, in Love and Chocolate edge, lost tuition money, lost course ele- particular, have taken a huge hit with little ments that cannot be simply “made up” resources for scientific research and/or res- Gwenydd Miller with an extra day in June. We all owe tre- toration efforts. What the aquarium does is mendous thanks to Angela and the crew even is the point? Is it to make single people work with local institutions to provide those for working so tirelessly for all of us, for feel alone and depressed? Or maybe it’s to put resources to aid in reproduction and resto- making our education their responsibility. pressure on couples to amp up the romance. ration of both Acropora species. Thanks are also due to the profes- Side note: it’s totally sexist to think guys should In addition, the IMAX movie we saw, sors who offered extra work, lectures, and be the only ones giving gifts, not to mention Journey to the South Pacific, dealt with restor- online assignments, to minimize the dis- heteronormative. ing coral reefs in Western Papua, New ruption in our courses. These teachers The primary function of the “holiday” Guinea. The reefs in the area had depleted deserve tremendous respect for making really is consumerism. There’s hardly any due to overfishing and the use of dynamite. the effort to fulfill promises made on the romance left in it, just expectations and disap- They were able to learn more efficient and syllabi we were given at the beginning of pointment. Now, before I get accused of being less aggressive ways to fish and, with time, their courses. biased because of bad experience, last year my the reefs were able to flourish again. To our hardworking, overtime mainte- Valentine’s Day was truly wonderful, but, in all The aquarium also puts effort into pro- nance crews, and our hardworking, over- honesty, it just felt like a date with some pres- tecting horseshoe crabs and tests water time faculty, thank you from all of us who ents. We could do that any day, so what makes quality in Long Island Sound. Additionally, were Christmas shopping, sledding, or just February 14th better than any other? according to their website, as part of a study sleeping late. with Southern Connecticut State University, Photo Courtesy of Facebook From a different point of view, I suppose “The aquarium collects microplastics from it does have some merit. Some people, I guess, surface waters and monitors ingestion of Valentine’s Day is approaching; can’t you smell just need an excuse to do something special on microplastics in fishes.” Also, the aquar- it? Love is in the air, and it smells of roses and that one day, so they don’t exhaust themselves ium studies biodiversity in Long Island chocolate, and overpriced heart-shaped pieces doing it every day. Of course, that’s also wrong Sound, as well as tracking the effects of cli- of paper that are supposed to mean something because expressing love and affection shouldn’t mate change. other than “I’m just giving this to you to be be exhausting. The Maritime Aquarium is not the nice.” Truth be told, Valentine’s Day is one of This year I’ve seen Valentine’s Day decora- only aquarium to take on conservation the most commercial holidays out there. I mean, tions up right after Christmas; you must admit, efforts. While I’ve never visited, Mystic at least Christmas has a good meaning behind that’s getting kind of ridiculous. It’s a holiday Aquarium in New London also has its own it, however buried it may be. But Valentine’s that markets love, but really when it comes programming dedicated to conservation Day is about something that really should be down to it, it cheapens love. One thing I dislike efforts (They also have African Penguins!). expressed on more than one day a year. most is it’s just so fake. There are people who I used to love Valentine’s Day (no joke go out on dates with people they barely know,

Their many programs include marine ani- Photo Public Domain mal rescues and protection of our oceans. intended). One of my first memories of it, is my just so they don’t have to be alone on the 14th. Additionally, they conduct research on ani- parents giving me sweet-smelling cinnamon That isn’t love. “Don’t follow the path. Go where mal health and safety of endangered species buns in bed, and my dad getting roses for my Real, authentic love doesn’t last for one there is no path and begin the mom, which brightened the mood in the entire night only and include lots of pretty and deli- such as the beluga whale. trail. When you start a new trail house. I had no clue what was going on, but it cious gifts (although, I admit, they are nice). If you’re interested in learning more equipped with courage, strength and about The Norwalk Maritime Aquarium’s was nice, so I just went with it. When I was a Sure, it’s a cute holiday for kids and long-term conviction, the only thing that can conservation efforts, visit their website: little older it was nice getting a piece of paper couples, but it’s also Singles Awareness Day. https://www.maritimeaquarium.org/con- from my crush saying, “Happy Valentine’s Seriously, who needs that fake love anyway? stop you is you!” servation-projects. For Mystic Aquarium, Day,” but less so when I realized he’d given So many people also forget love can be platonic. ~ Ruby Bridges, who, became the rst African visit their website: https://www.mysti- them to pretty much everyone else as well. So, if you’re single, maybe spend that day with American child to integrate a white Southern caquarium.org/conservation-impact/. Now, as a college student I wonder what good friends or family. Now that’s love. elementary school on November 14, 1960 e Tamarack, February 1, 2020 Opinions 11 What’s in Your Queer Code News Should Mouth? More Armative Care Be Free Jessica Morgan Alexander Wilson Robert Pinto suck up my fears and go under the knife. The alternative was to wear a binder forever and It is my strong belief that news should be have medical issues related to that. I know I’m free for everyone, and that news media not alone in feeling that way about surgery. should be accessible to as many people as I just had my first gender affirmation These surgeries matter because they give possible. Over the past few years, there has surgery, with two more to come, barring any us a chance to live freely. I was forced to wear been a trend of news media moving further complications that might arise. In the trans tee shirts to the beach, unable to swim because away from print and appearing exclusively community, what I had is called top surgery; I wasn’t allowed to exercise in my binder. I’d online. There are positives to online in medical speak it’s a “bilateral mastectomy shower in the dark, trying to avoid touching access. It is better for the environment, with masculine contouring.” Fun way of saying certain parts of my body because they felt and more people can easily access online I finally got my breasts removed. I’m one of the wrong, like they didn’t belong to me. I’d sleep news material. But this is not always the lucky ones: it was covered by insurance. The on my back, instead of on my stomach like I case. Along with moving online, there has cost of this one surgery ranges from $7,000- wanted to, because something was in the way been a trend of news media being available Here we are, college students, facing 12,000, depending on hospital. Only two that, in my mind, wasn’t supposed to be there. only by paid subscription. I believe if rigorous schedules and—for most of us— hospitals in the entire state of Connecticut offer In the future, I plan to get sex reassign- people want to access news articles online, more responsibility than ever. One new this surgery, one being Yale. Without insurance ment surgery. That, to me, is vital to my satis- it should be completely free. obligation may be feeding ourselves. I know, coverage, I would’ve had to pay $10,300 out faction in my body. There are others who see Many media companies maintain why did no one ever mention this? Up until of pocket, effectively making my chances of no issue with what’s “in their pants,” so long sources of revenue by providing space now, it’s most likely the groceries in your surgery slim to none. More complex surgeries as they are perceived as the correct gender on for advertisers. These advertisers and home were bought by a parent, and lunch was often cost upwards of $50,000. the outside. Each person is different. I still feel media companies profit well by putting prepared by your school. There really was no That’s a problem trans people often face. like the option should be there for every trans their advertisements between paragraphs freedom of choice; it was, basically, eat what Gender affirmation surgeries are difficult to get person to get coverage if they need it. I’m not and on margins of pages. It is fair to say you’re served. for many reasons, finances being the main bar- going to go into any more detail about the dif- the Washington Post would do just fine on Obviously, there are exceptions; some rier for many. Even some people with insurance ferent kinds of surgeries. Google it. Wikipedia’s advertisements alone. Speaking of the students have supported themselves for aren’t allowed these surgeries—which are often an okay source for this stuff. Washington Post, this publication is owned years. However, the question remains: lifesaving. Not every trans person has enough Through this column, you, reader, have got- by the wealthiest man in the world, none “Do we know what we’re putting in your dysphoria to feel the need for surgical interven- ten to know me intimately: my opinions, my other than Amazon CEO, Jeff Bezos. With mouths?” With busy schedules and usually tion, but enough of us do that these surgeries words, all I’ve chosen to reveal about myself. the large sum of money Bezos has, he could low funds, it’s normal to just grab anything should be covered by insurance. We can’t all Maybe you know me in the halls, maybe you easily self-fund his own newspaper with- that’s quick and easy. But should this really produce tens of thousands of dollars for multi- know my face, maybe you know me as a whole out having to worry about consumers pay- be the norm? No. What we feed ourselves now ple surgeries just to not hate our bodies when person. Regardless, I have the right to privacy, ing for a monthly subscription. builds the cells in our bodies we’ll have to live we look in the mirror. as do other trans people. It’s still highly inap- Looking at these recent trends, with in the future. C’mon, we’re college stu- Every day on multiple different social media propriate to ask someone’s assigned gender at brings me back to an opportunity I had dents; we should know this! accounts, I see people posting GoFundMe birth, or what’s “in their pants”, or if they’ve to see Arianna Huffington speak at So, what are we eating? Well, there’s a lot to campaigns for contributions to their surger- had The Surgery. If you wouldn’t ask it of a cis Manhattanville College in 2015. I remem- choose from, but one of the biggest overlooked ies, or hormones, or other basic trans-related person, don’t ask it of a trans person; it’s none ber her words clearly. “We are facing a cri- problems with food is that it’s been coated in healthcare. We can’t compare sex reassignment of your damn business. Appreciate the fact sis right now because people are drowning chemicals. Can’t we just wash those off? No. surgery to a nose job; it’s not some cosmetic you don’t have to pay to achieve the body you in information.” I completely disagree with Think about it. These chemicals were lit- endeavor. It’s something that, for some, there’s belong in, because to some, there’s a price tag her statement. I believe not enough peo- erally made to withstand weather crops were no choice but to do. I’ve always been terrified of for happiness, and it’s in the thousands. ple are getting the right amount of valu- exposed to. If three months of normal rainfall surgery. But there came a point where I had to Alexander, who is still recovering. able information. Information is being and watering wasn’t going to budge them, why restricted because of monopolistic and do we think a quick rinse in the sink will? deceptive business practices. It’s wrong for One of the most common chemicals in food news media oligarchs like Rupert Murdoch Secondly, using Watertown as an exam- is glyphosate; it is the most commonly used to make statements that consumers should ple, there isn’t easy accessibility. Busy streets weed killer and desiccant. Sure, we all know Downtown Blues be “paying for information.” There’s free- are hard to cross, with oncoming traffic mov- what a weed killer is. As for a “desiccant,” that’s dom in obtaining valuable information; as Small Businesses Fall ing fast and few designated crosswalks. The a dehydrating agent. It causes insects to dehy- such, information should be free. sidewalks are cramped, normally with cars This brings us to constitutional rights drate and die. According to BeyondCeliac.Org, Heather Ruszkowski parked up on them. Parking is another issue. farmers spray crops with glyphosate to “speed as American citizens. Protected by the First Shoppers are forced either to park down near the drying of grain.” Amendment is the “Freedom of the Press”. Depot Square Mall and walk up, or attempt to That’s not all; this chemical can affect us, Shouldn’t that mean information should park on-street. There are a few other places to too! The website continues to explain some of be free and accessible to the people whom park, but for those trying to get to one of the these affects: “Characteristics include deficien- the First Amendment protects? Certainly, restaurants, parking can be a major deterrent. cies in some nutrients, an overgrowth of patho- information should not be restricted on Finally, there’s no real reason for tourists gens in the intestine, coupled with a decrease any level. Let’s consider the revenue the top or out-of-towners to visit. I remember going on in beneficial biota, impaired serotonin signal- media companies have. According to a 2016 a road trip with my mom and my sisters, and ing, and an increased synthesis of metabolites. Business Insider article, by Lara O’Reilly, stopping in this little town in Massachusetts. Reproductive issues […] such as infertility, “The top 30 biggest media companies made The draw? It’s home to the Bridge of Flowers, miscarriages, and birth defects, can also be billions of dollars in revenue, with Google a stunning garden right next to their down- explained by glyphosate.” taking the top spot at nearly $60 billion dol- town. There were other things to find, like art- Wow, let that sink in! Our bodies can’t lars of revenue. Time Inc. came in last place Photo Courtesy of Tamarack Staff work and music, and easy-to-walk sidewalks absorb nutrients from the food we’re eating— with just shy of $3 billion dollars’ worth of and streets. literally to gain those nutrients. According to Every town, city, suburb, has their own version revenue.” It’s safe to say these media com- So what’s the solution? Well, many things Healthline.Com, “The gut microbiome plays a of the downtown shopping center. A strip of panies are doing just fine. need to be changed with the structure and very important role in your health by helping businesses, normally locally-owned, housing People need information. We need to appeal of Watertown’s downtown/main street. control digestion and benefiting your immune unique and niche interests. The economic know the conditions of roads, the weather, Better sidewalks, building renovations, and system and many other aspects of health.” center of their towns, at one point they were and other factors impacting our local com- plantings would all make a difference. Utilizing Glyphosate results in impaired serotonin? bustling hubs. Nowadays, across America, munities. Community-driven news is very Oakville’s Pin Shop fully, cleaning up the exist- MedicalNewsToday.Com states, “Called the downtowns are dying, especially here in our valuable; bringing people together through ing rivers and water features, and really high- happy chemical, because it contributes to well- own backyard. community discussions can substantially lighting our green spaces would be a big help. being” and “…the precursor for melatonin, For example, take Watertown’s downtown, improve people’s lives. This can only be This town could be beautiful, and be full of [serotonin] helps regulate the body’s sleep- a long strip of businesses that can’t seem to achieved if news is free and accessible so much life, but so many things have been wake cycles and the internal clock.” keep their doors open. Split into two sections— to as many as possible. Restricting read- neglected. Reproductive issues and birth defects? the Oakville and Watertown Main Streets—it’s ers through paid subscriptions only dis- Each small town also needs a draw, some- Enough said; this is a downward spiral! Maybe rather hard to walk to both parts. Actually, it’s courages them from obtaining valuable thing to bring visitors downtown. When con- this is the first time you’re hearing this; maybe a parade route! So, if you wanted to march over information. For an active and involved sidering what Watertown has that the mall, it’s vaguely familiar. Maybe you’re very aware busy streets to visit both ends, I guess that’s society, one key is bringing information to online retailers, or some other town doesn’t of the landmark case won this year against one way to spend an afternoon. But most peo- the people, without putting a price on that have, there’s not much. This creates a huge chal- Monsanto-Bayer. PBS.Org. reported, “Non- ple don’t have the time for that, and without information. lenge for those trying to make a living in small- Hodgkin lymphoma, a potentially fatal cancer customers, small businesses cannot survive. town CT by offering something truly unique. of the immune system” was caused by glypho- Many factors contribute to the fall of these What could really help is an Economic sate according to a federal jury who “ordered once brimming-with-life shopping destina- “‘Hope springs Development Committee, people who actu- Monsanto, the maker of Roundup, to pay $80 tions. First, online shopping. It’s so easy to eternal in ally understand the economy a bit better than a million to a 70-year-old man with cancer who get our shopping done from the comfort of college psychology major. One was used to reju- the human had used it for three decades.” CNN.Com home. For unique items there’s Etsy, and even venate Naugatuck, and it really helped. These breast,’ and is stated, “Glyphosate […] raises the cancer risk Amazon, as the mega corporation has literally are all hypotheticals that could one day bring as necessary to of those exposed to it by 41%.” everything and more. This decline in in-per- back life and love to our area downtowns. After So, the answer to the question, “What’s son shopping has not only sapped the foot life as the act of all, thriving town centers create a greater sense in your mouth?” is a bit scary. The solution? traffic from downtown shoppers but also has breathing.” of community pride. In this day and age, that’s Educate yourself, and whenever possible, slowly drained the life out of shopping cen- ~ Lewis Howard Latimer truly important. choose organic foods. Your cells will thank you. ters like malls. 12 Opinions e Tamarack, February 1, 2020

Ask Nicole at’s What She Said Dear Nicole, Democrats Aer Iowa Kathleen Chesto People think college should be easy for Hindsight students, and that everybody should be getting Up to this point, it’s been Biden favors free community college, expan- Is 2020 good grades. However, a lot of individuals also difficult to differentiate sion of Pell grants for the remainder, large do not realize that sometimes students have between policies and loans and lower interest rates. In our culture, we are many struggles in their home lives that get platforms, with an overlarge Buttigieg favors similar conservative collectively taught in the way of their school lives. My question Democratic field. But the limited size of the plans for fiscal reasons. Klobuchar would Jessica Ney to swallow our past, is, despite the personal struggles, how do you Iowa debate: four frontrunners—Biden, adopt a more conservative plan, but believes and everything that push through them and complete your studies Sanders, Warren, Buttigieg—plus Klobuchar we need a new focus; advocating more fed- comes with it, especially the “lows”: our without a struggle? Is there any advice that and Steyer, allowed contrasting policies to be eral money put into trades and apprentice- embarrassment, our shame, our trauma, can be provided to not let people ’s home lives distinguished. ship programs, she believes the country will and so on. We are constantly reminded to and personal struggles get in the way of their A principle issue was electability, not have more than enough MBAs but suffer a “live in the moment”, count our blessings, studies? Thank you in advance for your reply. which platform, but which person might desperate need of plumbers. and be present in the here and now. ~ Sincerely, S.F. convince Americans to unseat an incum- Climate change and environmental con- But I don’t think anyone considers the Dear S.F., bent president. Steyer, a billionaire entrepre- cerns claimed little debate time, perhaps ramifications of that lifestyle and what it neur and philanthropist funding his own because these topics represent common could do to our mental health. I’ll admit, college is great, but it’s certainly not campaign, insisted his economic experience ground. Sanders had no opportunity to artic- As conscious beings with memory, how it’s portrayed on television or in movies. positions him well against a “businessman ulate his Social Security policies, his opposi- thoughts, and emotions, we are a tapestry It’s definitely not all parties, fun, and games. turned president.” His lackluster debate per- tion to raising the retirement age and taxing of complex and gorgeous threads. Every To be honest, throughout all my own personal formance left that in question. poorer people’s benefits. These views dif- moment—the big and small, the good and college adventures, I’ve never been to a college The murder of Iranian General Soleimani, ferentiate him from others and could score bad—work together to make the pattern party. And you know what? That’s okay! and the possibility it could precipitate war, points with older voters. of our lives. Since we are always chang- I understand your struggle in your home brought the Middle East into sharp focus. Who Warren’s answer to whether a woman ing, the foundation of who we are becomes life; I’ve been there, and I’m still working on is most qualified to restore equilibrium and could be elected president was strongly more and more important as we grow into it, too. In answer to your question, I find ways maintain a fragile Middle Eastern peace? As affirmative, referencing her successful elec- individuals. So, what happens when these to alleviate stress. For example, I read a lot. I’m former vice president, Biden claims the great- tion records and Klobuchar’s. While hope- forgotten or ignored threads begin to fray, currently addicted to James Patterson. In addi- est foreign policy experience, but, as Sanders fully true, this remains to be seen. Warren or when the darkness we’re pushing down tion to my reading, I write and listen to music. stressed, Biden, as a senator, voted for the Iraq believes so strongly in her stands on issues, begins to seep into the new bright hues Another key is to develop a support system. War, which Sanders opposed. Acknowledging her integrity is clear, but not her ability to we’ve worked so hard to curate? After my break-up in fall 2012, I took that as a it was a mistake, Biden refocused on the num- compromise. Klobuchar’s moderate, sensi- What I’m getting at with this compli- sign there were better things to come. I used ber of service personnel he helped bring home ble policies and communication are appeal- cated word picture is that, regardless of that time to reflect on myself and that I could under Obama. While the other four lack for- ing, yet she may simply be too inexperienced what people tell us, our past is part of who do it. In summer 2013, I met my husband. I talk eign relations experience, presidents tend on the national stage. Interestingly, in an we are. We cannot change it, we cannot to him a lot; it’s always good to have someone to rely heavily on advisors, particularly the unprecedented move, The New York Times take it back or make It “prettier”. So, you to talk to whom you trust. So I really encour- Secretary of State, in foreign affairs. endorsed both women for the nomination in may be asking, what can we do? I’m defi- age you to find that one person who is willing Regarding the North American Free a January 20th op-ed. nitely not telling you to stop progressing to listen without judgment, someone who can Trade Agreement, before Senate for ratifi- While an excellent orator, Buttigieg’s and moving forward; however, sometimes understand the very real challenges that come cation, Sanders and Warren, progressives moderate stance on so many issues leaves our past is haunting, and allowing more with balancing school and family. who’ve traditionally agreed on trade policies, him devoid of youthful passion. That can be than a single thought to lean its way is As for that good balance for school and differed sharply. Warren acknowledges the tempered by good advisors; it can’t be cre- enough to crumble us. personal lives, it helps to plan out a schedule. NAFTA reworking isn’t perfect, but believes ated. His failure to attract the vote of people That’s not healthy, and we can’t exist I live by my calendar. An example is my liti- it’s urgently needed, particularly by Middle of color is most troubling. that way. As we continue on our journey gation class. I knew assignments were due on America, farmers, and the trades. Sanders Riding his lead, Biden appears tentative to self-fulfillment, it is important to recog- Tuesday nights by 11:59 p.m., so I would study acknowledges the need, but dislikes this plan on issues that might alienate voters. Playing it nize our growth and acknowledge where during the weekend and then complete assign- and wants more attention on environmental safe may grow less attractive if Sanders takes we came from. It is crucial that we take a ments by Monday afternoon. Always planning concerns and worker protection. a more aggressive stance to distinguish him- look inside ourselves and consider how our out your schedule makes the tasks feel more in Healthcare demonstrated sharper dif- self as a “more moderate progressive” than past makes us feel. By acknowledging the control—even when life isn’t quite. ferences. Warren’s “Medicare for All” has Warren, but a “more progressive moderate” emotions behind certain events that moti- Most important, believe in yourself. Be your hurt her in recent polls. Buttigieg’s and than Biden. vated us at that time, we can take steps to own biggest fan. I hope that helps. Klobuchar’s more moderate plans offer Only Andrew Yang shows any chance of stop ourselves from falling into the same Sincerely, Medicare to all who want it, allowing others emerging from the remaining field, polling toxic patterns we always end up regretting. Nicole Zappone to keep their present insurers. Buttigieg ques- well in some states and demographics. He It’s important to define the types of tioned the financial feasibility of Warrens’ exhibits the passion missing in Buttigieg, but trauma I’m talking about. It doesn’t always Disclaimer: Dear Nicole is designed for NVCC students and plan, while Klobuchar insisted we must lacks the South Bend politician’s moderate have to be a life-threatening situation, but others to discuss college-related topics (academics, college direct attention to the astronomical drug wisdom. It’s too early to discount Bloomberg; if there is any fear, intimidation, shame, transfers, school/life balance, etc.). Questions, sent anony- prices pharmaceutical companies charge. In the former NYC mayor has more name rec- or doubt attached to an event, it can mously, will be answered as such. Content should be appro- Minnesota, she’s successfully passed bills ognition than Steyer, and Trump’s proven come back and deeply change us if not priate for all audiences. By submitting a question, you grant curbing these companies’ power. the billionaire businessman turned politi- processed fully. Any form of abuse, be it The Tamarack permission to publish it. Names and contact Education made everyone’s agenda. cian is a force. sexual, verbal, physical—and at any age— details will never be included or shared. Warren and Sanders advocate two years’ free While Iowa showed the contenders’ can thoroughly affect a person’s psyche. The columnist’s personal opinions and views offer an college and four years’ “debt-free” college for strengths and weaknesses, each inspired Accidents, deaths of loved ones, divorce, individual perspective on topics submitted. They are not all, along with forgiveness of trillions in stu- confidence any of them could lead, handling loss of employment, and many other cir- intended to treat or diagnose; nor are they meant to replace dent loans. Biden backstepped his advocacy the presidency with dedication and dignity. cumstances can all grow into big mental treatment or care from a licensed professional, physician, or of debt forgiveness, referencing current law Hopefully, the potential candidates will soon health issues if we don’t acknowledge our mental health professional. providing loan forgiveness in return for ser- discern who’s the best Democratic choice, feelings, open up to ourselves and others, This column is not meant to replace professional, finan- vice to underserved communities. With that pooling their ideas into a cohesive, achiev- and seek proper help. cial, medical, legal, or other advice; it is published to encour- law so bogged down in administration, 99% able platform, offering a strong alternative Some steps toward healing can include age communication on topics of interest. The column, its of requests are refused; Biden believes the to Trump. A balanced two-party election will talking to friends and family, starting ther- author, and The Tamarack are not responsible for outcomes policy requires careful regulation. Rather serve our democracy best. apy, and, if deemed necessary by a doctor, due to readers following the columnist’s advice. Readers are, than offer the last two years of college free, taking medication. In this new year, it’s of course, solely responsible for their own actions. time to celebrate mental health and self- care. There is no shame in seeking help. You are more than what has happened to you, and every facet of you should be cel- punch whenever it comes around because Missed Connections ebrated and uplifted—even if that means it represents something that I know I can’t facing and learning from the lows. Imagine a party. At the door, you’re given a make me feel better—but ultimately remind- have. I’ve told some people what happened, note with a word on it. You ‘re told not to tell ing me of what happened. Not like I could for- but only one of them is in my life today, and anyone what it says. You don’t know if anyone get it anyway. that’s because he had a similar situation. No else has gotten a note, but if you ask them, it On the road to recovery, the hardest thing one else understood or knew what to do. The might pique their interest. So, you don’t say for me to do was connect to people. It was like truth is they didn’t have to do anything other anything. You talk to friends, but eventually it I had something ripped away from me that no than listen. Speak Up weighs on your mind. You have one thing you one could ever understand unless they went For years, I’ve had these walls around can never tell them, and your relationships through it too. Which I wouldn’t wish on any- myself, and I’m happy to drop them for the Are you interested in where your Student will eventually suffer. Sometimes it can feel one. The man who used to…touch me…told right person, but there have been too many Activities Fees are spent? If so, voice your like you’re alone in a crowd and you can’t me he loved me, and it made me feel hollow. wrong people and missed connections for me breathe. Obviously, that’s more drama than is It has since been my life goal to fill that void to ever believe it possible. I’ve dated people; I opinion at NVCC’s Student Government necessary over a piece of paper, but it was the with the real thing, but the connection just just can’t make that deeper connection with- meetings held every Wednesday, 4-5 p.m. in L501, first thing that came to mind when describing isn’t there. I have this secret weighing down out feeling like I’m hiding something. If I tell across from the Library. For more information how it feels. on me, that I know shouldn’t matter anymore, someone I love them I want to mean it, I want My first article, “Love/Hate,” from last but it does. It burns my tongue every time it it to be real, with nothing in between us. I call 203-596-2185, stop April referred to an emotionally devastating isn’t spoken and chokes me whenever I try to suppose that level of intimacy scares people by S516, or emailSGA@ time in my life, one which I would rather not push it down. away. It even scares me. Really, I’ve just been share with anyone. I don’t want my friends Holidays like Valentine’s Day are the complaining about my problems, but I hope nvcc.commnet.edu. pitying me because I was molested as a kid. I worst. I know it’s only a greeting card holi- it helps someone else with a secret note feel a don’t want them judging me, or even trying to day and doesn’t mean much, but it packs a little less alone.