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l AM SURE The Autobiography of a Theistic Parson by BASIL VINEY (F>oreword by John Rowland) /' THE LINDSEY PRESS The Lindsey Press, Essex Hall, 1-6 Essex Street, CONTENTS London WC2R 3HY Chapter Page Ftoreword by John Rowland . 1. On Becloming One's Self ... 2. The Delscent to Boyhood ... 3. Dilsgruntled Clerk ... 0 Basil Viney 1975 4. Freshman (on the Farm . First Published, 1975 5. My First Palstorate .. ... 6. Going North-east ... 7. Into the Mountainls ... .. 8. Cumbri'an Folk . Potato Pie Three Thousand Feet The Local Patriot The Strange Shepherd Magic Glasses The Rustic Conservative Ullswater Inscription Fairplay in the Graveyard Upland Toads Resurrection in Ennerdale Megalopolis Again-and Beyond . ... Animals we have known . ... ... Beyond tlhe Celtic Curtain . ... ... Amevican Journey . ... ... ... Cover by David Embry Italian Venture ... ... ... Semi-retirement in Sussex .. ... ... Designed by John Rowland, and set in Helvetica, 10 on 11 pt. The Worlld Changes-for Better or Worse ? Unita~ria~nCrisis ... On the C~llecti~ngHobby .. ... ... Printed by David Macdonald Ltd., 29 Albany Street, Edinburgh, Epilogue S.. ... a.. EH1 3QN. FOREWORD This is a true picture of a man lof eighty, looking back over a life that htas been characterised by devotion to m.any good causes. Not all those causes will be shared by all wlho read the pages which follow. They will not be read only by vegetarians, not only by those who ldislike professional sport, not only by t.ho.se who have a lurking mistrust of some of the fashionable tendencies of 0u.r time. For Basil Viney, during most od his life, ha,s felt strongly about many issues on which thoughtful opinion is divided. But - in telling the story of that life he has not lattempted to hide the strength of his feelings on these matters-and this is as it sh,oluld be. In a letter sent !to accompany the manuscript when it wae posted to .his publishers, he wrote : " I don't feel like toning things down. After all, it is me ! " Those who have known Ba.sill Viney t3hroughouthis Hfe, and those ,of us who are younger then he is, and so have been able to know -him only for a lesser tim-e, will, I am sure, agree that this book reflects him and his ideas honest.1~and whole-heartedly. That there are points on which we do not completely agree with him it would be fooli:sh to deny. To take one .smail example, I am interested in County Cricket, and 1 would not apply his strictures on profession.al sportsmen to .those w.ho halve given me much pleasure on the cricket field, whether in Hove or a.t Headingley o:r at Lords. But that he has always been haonest and .straight- fiorward, knowing that so'me of his feelings ,might be dubbed " cranky " by those who (do not completely share them, we would all hold as quite clear land obvious fact. The life of a dissenting pairson might seem to some people tlo be a not very exciting life. And Basil Viney's life, iln London, in the Lake District, in Wales and in Sussex, may on the surface to such people appear a quite ordinary life. Yet he has spent time in the United States, during an exoiling worth-while exchange of pulpits with #anAmerican oolleague. He has spent periods in Italy, where he became the friend of some of the most in,dependent- minded Italians. Closer home, with his interest in vegetarianism, with his feeling that free religio'n has to come t.o terms with the insights of the Spiritualists, with his outspoken pacifism, he has always commanded great respect, if only in that he has never hidden his views or trimmed his sails to the passing breezes of opinion. Chtapter 1. The Unitarian ministry has in its time commanded the allegi- ance of many people of differing points of view. Its ministers range over a wide spectrum of theological opinion, and it has been ON BECOMING ONE'S SELF possible for a man of near-Anglican views to remain go>odfriends q with another minister who is a near-Hum,anist. This is one of the glories of a free form of religion, without a fixed creed-though, here again, Basil Viney would not wholly agree, as he has often NCE and once only I took part in a curious c~rnpetiti~on.We felt that some creed could be worked out, on which ail Unita~ia~ns, were asked to bring photographs of ourselves as infants-as ministerial or lay, could come to ,agree. mere babies if possible-and we then tried to identify each other. For most if us it was quite an impossible task. Each one of us It will be sensed, from what I have written, that Basil Viney is knew his or her own-not thr,ough recognition. As for the others a man of firm beliefs himself. This book expresses those beliefs --mere guess work. Most of us got one or two marks out of a trenchantly and without any form of pretence. That, too, is whalt possible score, but only by chance. one should expect to find in an honest autobiography. At the age of six or twelve months one was not quite one's self. I have known him for a good many years now. As I :have One.was a fat baby or an extra fat baby ; one h,ad blue or brm suggested, there are things iln this book of his with which I should eyes ; features were stil,l quite plast,ic and unformed. not be wholly in agreement. But I would not have had him change So there was no competition. But there was a winner. There a word. He *has long been looked upon with respect-perhaps wa,s one young girl who had .nearly all the pictures oorrectly I should say "with affection "-by his ministerial ~olle~agues identified. It was amazing. To her alone these p!astic features and by t,ho,se l.ayfolk whom he has so thoughtfu11y and helpfully were sufficiently moulded $0 give some idea of the forthcoming served iln the various churches in ,and with which he has worked. fiace. This book from his pen deserves to be a great success. It No. She denied all psychic powers in which some of us saw records a long life of service and o,f deep thought on many sub- a possible explanation. One baby is not just like another one. jects. For that reason, and espe~i~ally,perhaps, for a qulite Nor was the girl a portrait painter, though the potentiality must charming picture of a ch,ildhood about which we, his friends, will have been there. have known little until he oommitted his early memories to paper, Slo one is .at least becomilng one's self at a very early age, at I would commen,d it to all who share his ideas-and perhaps even least as far as the face is concerned. And the mind ? Presumably more to those who do not share his ideas. Part of the attitude one is one's self. mentally as soon as memory starts-once con- of Unitarianism is an attitude of tolerance-and to tolerate views sciousness is no longer there merely in flashes, forgotten a81rnoslt which we do not share becomes increasingly needful in such an as soon as experienced, but traces a continuous line. The first intolerant age as that in which we live. experience permanently remembered would be the significant John Rowland point. But at what age t,hat starting point ? At six months, at twelve or .eighteen months: two years, three years or four years? It would seem to vary oonsiderably with the individual. Unless those psychologists are right who say memory i.s there even was of my mother never to prarilse, never to mlake a fuss over one, before birth, and that these very early primeval or infantil,e and seldom fon,dle. I rather preferred it so. memories are still int,act, and that some day, in the dist,ant future, Presently I was allowed my first walk allone to aunt's house. when we are ,developed ,enough to bid farewell to earth for the How proud I was. But when, the goal nearly achieved, I turned last time, they will lie stretched out b,efore us, ready to be rellived round and saw " Dad " a little way behind I felt we had both at will. cheated. Previous lives tmoo, if there i!s reincarnation ! A :fascinating By this time I had passed the line between infancy and child- idea to recall the day when you were present at the first perform- hood. Memory is now co~ntinuous,but special experiences stand ance of a play by Sophocles or heard Jesus preaching in G,alilee. out distinctly against a hazy background. 14 wa~sprobably on the next birthday that I was given two notable presents. One was a Now let us leave these curious and possibly valid speculations long train, engine and all, which you had to put together by awhile, and return to the apparent beginning of my own present slotting sections of wood into me another. It was elaborate, life. What is the first thilng I remember? Strangely enough I am large and !expensive ; the silliest thing imaginable. A sort of not sure. Certain very early memories are quite fixed and quite innate politeness prevented me from telling the donor, my Aunt reliable, but I could not vouch for the order.