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December 5, 2015 He Will Be Gracious to You When You Cry Out, As Soon As He Hears He Will Answer December 5, 2015 He will be gracious to you when you cry out, as soon as he hears he will answer. IS 30: 19-21 Brian Wilson of the Beach Boys comes to mind when I read Isiah. I had the opportunity to see the movie, Love & Mercy which told the story of Brian Wilson’s life. No movie has moved me deeply than the compassion, complexity and creativity of a musical genius battling substance abuse and mental illness. In the 1980’s Brian goes into a car dealership and meets Melinda the woman who would be invited to rescue him from the hell of being with his controlling psychiatrist, Eugene Landy. The note conveyed Brian’s vulnerability of being scared and frightened. He cried out and Melinda would hear his cry for connectedness. Mercy was reflected in her eyes. Her willingness to listen deeply to Brian’s body language was evident. Remembering my own experience of hitting bottom, I was touched by my sponsor who loved me when I couldn’t love myself. She demonstrated acceptance and helped me to stabilize. I needed more strength so that I could let go of my false self. This false self would remind me that mistakes were not tolerated and guilt would be the price of not living to the expectations of others. Realizing now that I am a work in progress, I have given up the need for perfectionism. It’s not becoming of me. I am able to take more risks and allow others to be themselves. Prayer Practice: Allow yourself to be moved by some music that soothes your spirit. While the music is playing, imagine God sitting beside you. What are you hearing, seeing smelling and what is touching you? What is it that you want to remember? Now recall those individuals who touch you or who have been touched by you. Give thanks for the presence of Christ incarnate. Sister Linda Hylla, CDP, MSW, LCSW Licensed Clinical Social Worker/Vocation Director [email protected] 618-6609736 .
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