My Sunshine; and Lord, Help Me Get up from Here
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2 This true story illustrates not only the reality of a nineteen-year-old girl ritually sacrificed by a satanic cult and how the power of the occult has reached even into the highest levels of our government, it is also a mother’s story that will inspire, uplift and motivate you to greater commitment and devotion. Readers say: “Don’t plan on doing anything until you are finished. You won’t be able to put this book down!” “I believe that no one can read this book without having their life changed. It is a true story of happiness, almost unspeakable tragedy, and ultimate victory.” First Published in February 1993 ©1993 & 2010 by Teresa All rights reserved ISBN 978-0-578-04853-6 Acknowledgements My loving appreciation to my sister without who’s strength and loving prayers, undying devotion and solid roots in God I could not have made it. Thank you, Sissy, and thank You, God for blessing me with her. To my precious sons Daron and Dean and all the many children God has blessed me with. A special thanks to Unleavened Bread Ministries and David Eells , a very dear brother who has been a blessing to me and my family for years. Also, a million thanks to Mike Sjoberg for all the work and effort he's put into making this book available to you our beloved readers . 3 INTRODUCTION This true story not only lets you see the unfailing devotion of a 19 year old girl who gave her life for our heavenly Father, it is also a look into the world in which we live. Specifically, it gives insight into how occult influence has made inroads even into our government, law enforcement and judicial systems. The message is that if we are putting our trust in anything or anyone other than God, we will be in for a rude awakening. There are areas of this book which deal rather graphically with the dark side of evil. Those with sensitive natures who might be offended should be forewarned. Names of some have been changed to protect the innocent. Ultimately, however, this is a book of victory and encouragement that can change your life! Contents 1 Lucky 5 2 At the Cabin 12 3 No Free Lunch 17 4 New Beginnings 21 5 God’s Child 29 6 Psalm 43 and the Angel 40 7 The Engagement 51 8 The Undeniable Sign 57 9 The Trailblazers 67 10 I Saw Jesus 70 11 The Gown 80 12 Phone Calls 85 13 Another Quest 96 14 Tinker Free at Last 103 15 It’s All Lost 110 16 Sunshine Empowered 121 17 Romans 8:28 129 References and Testimonials 135 4 FOREWORD And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to HIS PURPOSE. For whom he did foreknow, he also did PREDESTINATE, to be conformed to the Image of his Son, that he might be the first born among brethren. Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called, and whom he called, them he also JUSTIFIED; and whom he JUSTIFIED, them he also GLORIFIED. Beloved, my hope and prayer for this book is that you are divinely touched with love and adoration for our heavenly Father, who has done so much for us. When you ask “Why” in times of tribulation, understand that His overwhelming love is there. God, and God alone is in control. He has grand and glorious things in store for you, but He requires your total submission to His will, His guidance, and His control. You cannot accept Jesus as your Savior without accepting Him as your Lord, Master, and your Boss. We cannot make HALF a deal. When you accept His sacrifice for you, you must, in return, give Him yourself sacrificially – knowing that Jesus is Lord of all or He is not Lord at all. It is only by dying to yourself completely that you can learn to live for Christ completely. We have got to deprogram ourselves from the greed gospel that we’ve been deluged with for so long. Throughout the reading of our Bibles, we know were SAVED to be SERVANTS of God. Yet, so many look to God to just serve them. We are recruited in God’s army to fight all the evil influences that pervade our nation. This is our battle- ground. WE ARE AT WAR AGAINST SATAN. If you never meet the devil head on, it’s a good indication that you are walking with him. Beloved, keep your armor on, knowing there’s always another battle just around the corner. (Ephesians 6) America was founded on the basic principle of God. Yet we have strayed so very far away from the true Christian doctrine. If we belong to God, then we must belong 100%. America needs desperately to redefine and evaluate ourselves as Christians. We need to fall on our knees and beg for our sins of pride, arrogance and disobedience to be forgiven. Then, and only then, will we truly see the spiritual revival that is so desperately needed in our land. Beloved, we must get deep in our minds and in our spirits. If we, the bride of Christ, are to qualify to rule and to reign with Christ, we must expect to be more like Christ, EVEN UNTO DEATH. My prayer is that after you have read this book, you are more determined to be more like Christ. 5 Chapter 1 LUCKY The knock at the door was insistent. Sunshine ran to answer it. “Wait a minute, Sunshine, I’ll get it.” It couldn’t be Sissy (my sister and next door neighbor) or one of her kids, I thought. The knock was too loud and hard. I opened the door. “Yes, sir?” A man with a stern face and a familiar voice asked, “Do you own a sorrel gelding with four stockings and a blaze face?” “Yes sir, I do. Is there anything wrong?” “Yes. Your horse got loose during the night. I found him grazing in my front yard this morning. He’s tied up over at my house. You want to come get him?” “Yes, sir. I’ll be right there.” The man turned away and started back to his truck. “Thank you for tying him, sir,” I called after him. “Uh-huh,” he answered, without looking back. Lucky, our gelding, must have knocked him off his schedule that morning. 6 “Okay, Sunshine, let’s get a bridle. Lucky’s gotten out. We have to go get him.” I got dressed. Sunshine went out to the fence and grabbed a bridle. It wasn’t Lucky’s, but it was good enough to lead him home, and Sunshine and I started up the road. I was seven months pregnant at the time, so I didn’t really enjoy having to make the trip – but you’ve got to take the bad with the good. At the neighbor’s, I put the bridle on Lucky, walked him out to the road and put Sunshine on his back. We began the long walk back home. “Lucky’s a bad boy, isn’t he, Mama?” “He sure is, Sunshine. Our pasture grass is much better than what he was eating. I don’t know why he decided to get out. We’ll have to check the fence when we get home.” “I’ll help you, Mama.” “Okay, sweetie.” I tied Lucky to our fence and pulled Sunshine off his back. Sunshine ran to the swingset in the back yard. I went inside for a glass of water and checked on Sunshine through the back door. “I’m fixing to put Lucky in the pasture, Sunshine. Do you want to go?” “No, Mama, I want to swing. Okay?” “Okay, sweetie, but you stay right here. I’ll be right back.” I noticed she had taken her glasses off again. The pasture was only about 500 feet from our yard, so I figured I’d only be a couple of minutes. Tired from the long walk, I decided to ride Lucky to the pasture. Sunshine came over to us at the side fence as I mounted. “You stay right there in the yard, sweetheart. I’ll be right back, okay?” “Okay,” Sunshine said, and went back to the swingset. As I rode Lucky to the pasture gate, bent down to open the latch, a cat darted out from under the gate and spooked Lucky. He shied off to one side, almost knocking me off I jerked the reins hard to get him under control, and the curb chain snapped. Lucky took off like a house on fire. The more I jerked at the reins, the faster he went. He zig- zagged crazily across the pasture as fast as he could go, jumping over the fence and headed for the cliff. I pulled on one rein as hard as I could to get him to turn, but it was no use. Soon Lucky and I were on the edge of the cliff; I jerked the reins, Lucky reared up, and down we went, tumbling over the cliffside. It was a long fifty feet, mostly straight down. Lucky went first. I landed a few feet from him, tumbled and bruised. He immediately jumped to his feet. I tried to reach for the reins that were only a few inches from my fingertips, but as I stretched out my arm a sharp pain went down my back. I couldn’t move anymore – I couldn’t even feel my legs.