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uNl 2- ìo KNITTING A NOVEL: A RETROSPECTIVE VIEW Anne Bartlett Thesis submitted for the degree of Doctor of Philosophy ln Greative Writing DisciPline of English School of Humanities and Social Sciences UniversitY of Adelaide November 2005 DEDICATION for Dr Susan Hosking for a child learning' we My mother would have no truck with patterns, even peculiar and I see simply cast on and led away. To some people this seems nowitispuzzling-lamevenabitsurprisedmyself-butatthesametimeit such as gathering in the seemed utterly natural. when I got to a difficult bit, to knit two together' waist, my mother would take the needles, show me how pass it back' Then knit four, then knit two together, and off I'd go, as she'd stitch' You do one purl she would say, 'l think the bodice should be in moss over the needles to one plain for that. see, I'll show you. Put the wool I knew nothing' change the stitch. That's right.' so, fearing nothing because off I'd go. Arm holes the same. see, only ,You',ll need to decrease now, I'll show you how to cast off' Then one ordinary row' four stitches to cast off here, one each side at first' up. see, it'll make a and next row cast off two, then one. Then go straight go.' And later, 'Now the neck' shape to set the sleeve in. Good girl. off you central ones on this count the stitches, I'll divide them for you. Put the six other than I safety pin.' Truly, I see now, untrammelled by expectations a computer if could do anything she asked of me, I could have mastered language of we,d had one, or a language like French, or Russian...The names of stiches' knitting was a world if its own, with all the wonderful feather and fan, blackberry, cable, moss, Vandyke' Kate Llewellyn, The Ftorat Mother (136) 2 TABLE OF CONTENTS 2 DEDlCAT|ON...... 3 TABLE OF CONTENTS 4 ABSTRACT.............. 6 STATEMENT OF ORIGINALITY 7 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I INTRODUCTION 11 PART A: THE JOURNEY.WRITER 12 Novel and essay, map and journal"""' 25 A different kind of maPPing 34 PART B OR1GINS.............' 35 45 The art of knitting.... 60 PART C REFLECTION 61 Meditation 1: On Felt 62 Meditation 2: on a blue silk vest"' 72 PART D PROCESS ........... 73 Casting on ........... 90 Conclusion/casting off'......'.. "' 92 WORKS CITED 96 GENERAL BIBLIOGRAPHY. "........' J ABSTRAGT work, friendship and The novel Knittingexplores issues of grief, women's with little paid work) and grace. The two main characters, Martha (a generous artist textiles), slowly develop sandra (a highly-strung academic with an interest in the loss of a partner' friendship across a social divide. Both have experienced Martha appears to wear her grief Martha in her youth, and Sandra more recently' it difficult to move on' lighfly, but sandra, stillfeeling 'covered in glass'finds of retro and contemporary committed to the joint project of mounting an exhibition knitting,theyfindthemselvesalsocommittedtosustainingeachother.Eachhasa damages the other' sandra history to be addressed, and each, out of that history, by passivity. Ultimately both need by selfishness and obsessiveness, and Martha as cause and effect and external help. The novel can be read superficially on the nature of grace given resolution, or more deeply as a theological reflection to and shared by flawed human beings' submission for The novelwas accepted for publication well before both in the academy and in examination and so had the attention of readers and many were publishing. suggestions from both were gratefully received changes as a result of these incorporated into the novel. There were no structural (about 6000 words) and in comments: changes were mainly in expansion offered for examination is certainly smoothing continuity. The version of the novel into account' but which all my own work, a draft which took these comments publishers' editors' precedes the intensive line editing undertaken with the 4 víewboth The exegetical essay Knitting the Novel: a Retrospective journey of writing the novel chronicles and explores two parallel journeys, the not only as novelist but Knitting,and the journey of my development as a writer, also as essaYist. mapping/journaling' and Part A is a consideration of two sets of metaphors, for my consideration of knitting/fabric, which have provided a basic framework autobiographical process in both the novel and the essay' Part B documents them via a discussion of the elements at work in the novel, then contextualises smith and textile work of other influences-particularly painter Grace cossington of two examples of the kind artist and theorist Diana wood conroy. Part c consists which may or may not of meditation and mulling process generated by research' two samples of ultimately find expression within a novel. Part D demonstrates kept during the early phase exploratory technique; a reflection on primary records in which a character or of novel writing, and a short sample of one of the ways this particular case resolved) other aspects of the novel can be explored (and in I return to the metaphors through a creative tangential approach. ln the conclusion particular journey of writing this essay of journey, map and journal and, with the completed, adjust my earlier definitions' 5 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS colleagues' friends and family It is impossible to thank adequately the many to the writing of the novel and who in a variety of significant ways have contributed particular thanks' thesis. However, some people deserve Mythankstomysupervisor,DrSusanHosking,forhergreatkindnessand instruction in critical thinking and large patience, for invaluable critique, for (particularly for the exegetical essay) contextualising, for many helpful suggestions growth and development' My thanks also and for a range of varied opportunities for the final phase of the creative work' to Dr Nicholas Jose, for true rnentorship in introductions and a steadying generous beyond all expectation, and who offered and dizzying process of international arm through the subsequent unexpected postgraduates in the creative publication; thanks also to other staff and fellow particularly Emeritus Professor writing program at the university of Adelaide, trade through the Masters program' and Thomas Shapcott, who taught me tools of whointroducedmetoGertrudeStein'sPaisFrance'thetriggerforthefirstpiece for Dr Mandy Treagus' my co-supervisor' of writing that began the novel Knitting;to to Professor Kay Lawrence and Mary significant commentary and encouragement; of textiles; and to my cheerful fellow Jose who vastly expanded rny knowledge Jan Harrow, Malcolm Walker, Dr travellers, Lesley Williams, Dr Ray Tyndale, Hopfer, Christopher Lappas' Heather Patrick Allington, Dr Tony Bugeja, Dr Sabina my closest companion' Russell Bartlett' Taylor Johnson; and my special thanks to a lifetime now, l have puzzled over for his enduring love, and with whom, for almost and shared the comforts of days' ends' maps, travelled over vast and varied terrain 7 publishers who read an early I would also like to thank those editors and the enthusiastic Robert B' draft of the novel and offered many helpful suggestions: Mifflin (usA) and clare wyatt, Jane Rosenman and Peg Anderson of Houghton The novel was accepted for Forster and Nicola Young of Penguin (Australia)' so had the attention of publication well before submission for examination and suggestions from both were readers both in the academy and in publishing. the novel' There were no gratefully received and many were incorporated into changes were mainly in structural changes as a result of these comments: continuity' The version of the expansion (about 6000 words) and in smooth¡ng work. novel offered for examination here is all my own grateful thanks for their To Russell Bartlett and Dr Patrick Allington, my assistance with Proof-reading' of the university of Lastly, I want to express my thanks for the support provision of an Australian Postgraduate Adelaide and my appreciation for the which to learn and to write-a rich Award which gave me a stretched-out space in experience indeed. 8 INTRODUCTION writing are to some extent The twin journeys of novelwriting and exegesis times very different' Both journeys superimposed, occasionally identióal, at other and can be understood through two metaphors, mapping/journaling, knitting/fabric/garment construction' essay my reference points when I began the novel and the early part of this pattern making, and I stillfind the were to do with maps and mapping, patterns and progressed it became clear that word 'journey' dominates my thinking. As the work through the gradual my writing method is rather more organic, executed and the knitting of these generating, accumulation and expansion of fragments, garment' lt was tempting to together towards a whole, like a kind of patchwork the second for the sake of easy reject the first frame of reference and embrace good deal of early process' including the cohesiveness, but to do this would deny a journey of writing a novel is fed strong sense of journey and palimpsest' The larger reference to those who have gone by many smalljourneys of investigation, with novel is rather like drawing a before, and writing an exegetical essay after a second mâP over the first. So,whileacknowledgingthatknittingandmappingisanuneasy juxtapositionofmetaphors,lhaveretainedthembothasintegraltothisdiscussion. the novel taking shape' soon find ln Part A I begin with maps and mapping but with knitting, and associations with myself slipping into the more organic metaphor of fabric.Thisverytransition,itsessentialawkwardness,andthequestionsitraised been part of the process and for me about male and female methodology, have 9 Besides, the writing of any therefore merit documentation in an essay such as this. process; false starts and bad large work, either novel or essay, is rarely a smooth the experiment that fits are to be expected. Failed experiments help to define parameters of the exegetical works. with hindsight I see that I tried to define tlre novel); attempts to essay too early (at the same time as I was beginning the spirituality and theorise revolved around vague notions of Australian landscape, into the history, cultural women,s fiction.