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Read Ebook {PDF EPUB} Falling by Tonya Shepard "Falling" lyrics. My last made me feel like I would never try again But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt Come closer, I'll give you all my love If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything My last made me feel like I would never try again But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt Come closer, I'll give you all my love If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything. Talk to me, I need to hear you need me like I need ya Fall for me, I wanna know you feel how I feel for you, love Before you, baby, I was numb, drown the pain by pouring up Speeding fast on the run, never want to get caught up Now you the one that I'm calling Swore that I'd never forget, don't think I'm just talking I think I might go all in, no exceptions, girl, I need ya. Feeling like I'm out of my mind, cause I can't get enough Only one that I give my time, 'cause I got eyes for ya Might make an exception for ya, 'cause I been feeling ya Think I might be out of my mind, I think that you're the one. My last made me feel like I would never try again But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt Come closer, I'll give you all my love If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything My last made me feel like I would never try again But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt Come closer, I'll give you all my love If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything. I'll never give my all again 'Cause I'm sick of falling down When I open up and give my trust They find a way to break it down Tear me up inside, and you break me down. Falling. “Did you see how short that skirt was? And that top, it’s called a bra,” Leah mumbles to me as we stare out her bedroom window. “What is he thinking going out with a girl that dresses like that?" “You know what he’s thinking,” I say. Leah and I spy on Connor and all his dates. We just think it is entertaining to see how some girls act. And since we don’t go on dates very often, we like watching his. “What is this week's girl’s name ?" I ask with a roll of my eyes. “Ivy . Well, at least her name fits her actions, she is hanging all over him. It is just sickening how some girls crawl all over him. But look at his face, he is loving every minute. She’s a skank if you ask me, which he never does." Leah cringes as she continues to watch Connor and Ivy sitting on the back patio . I have to move away from the window, because I just can’t watch anymore. Connor Spark is my fantasy guy come to life. Connor is ruggedly handsome. His face has way too many angles but they all just work together. They work really well together. He has shaggy blond hair that is always in his face. He is forever running his hands through his hair or blowing his bangs out of his eyes. As if that wasn’t enough, his body is awesome. He has the body of a year-round athlete, one that is used to contact sports. He is so hot. Leah interrupts my thoughts, “Earth to Abby,” she says as she waves her hand in front of my face . “What were you thinking about?” “Nothing,” I say, “just staring off to space ." Leah knows about my crush, I can’t really hide it. She encourages me to like other boys because Connor and I don’t really run in the same crowd. He is a good looking, athletic, popular senior. I am smart, studious, and average looking. I am just Abby Lowe, a normal eleventh grade girl. I am not popular or an outcast, I am just there. Sometimes Connor hangs out with us because, well, Leah is his sister, and he can’t really avoid us when we are at his house. But that is at their house, at school he is always surrounded by his friends, the popular crowd. And needless to say, girls are always trying to get his attention. He has the reputation of being a player, a different girl every week. I know I don’t have a chance, and I don’t really like the way he treats girls. All I do know is that the Connor I know at Leah’s house is not the Connor I see at school. I am not even sure I like "school Connor," but I love the one I have known for six years. It all started on my first day of sixth grade . My family had just moved to North Carolina and I was so nervous about not only being the new kid but starting middle school. My mom and I went to the office to register me and fill out the needed forms. As soon as I was registered, the secretary introduced me to Leah, another sixth grader, who was given the duty of escorting me around. “So you just moved here?” she asked as we walked down the hall. “Yeah, I used to live in Florida. My dad got a new job so we had to move. Thanks again for showing me around. I was really afraid I was going to get lost.“ “No problem . I have lived here all my life. So what do you like to do for fun?” “I love to read , and I guess I study a lot. I actually love math. I guess I am kind of a nerd.” I said with a grimace. Leah laughed, “Me too . Math is my favorite subject. We should start a nerd herd.” I chuckled, “Or a brain train." I started laughing so hard I ran into an open locker door. I heard someone laughing and that was when I noticed a boy standing at the locker. “Hey, you okay?” he asked as he grabbed my arm . My face turned the color of a tomato. Before I answer, Leah said, “Abby, this is my brother Connor . Connor, Abby just moved here from Florida and I am showing her around. We have all the same classes. Connor is in seventh grade.” I nod at Connor, “Sorry I ran into your locker . I am clumsy a lot.” I giggle nervously. H e grinned, “No worries. I just wanted to make sure you were okay. “ I felt like my heart was about to explode because he was still holding my arm . A cute boy was touching my arm. My heart belonged to him from that day on. “Mom, I’m home!” I call out as I closed the door . “Hey, anyone home?” “Abby, we are in the kitchen . Come in here.” My mom and younger sister, Allie, are sitting at the kitchen table eating lunch . “So how was Leah’s?” “Fun as usual. I am suppose to meet her later to go to Charlie’s, if that is okay?" Charlie’s Diner is the local hot spot for teenagers to hang out on Saturday night. “Well , actually, I need a favor. I have an open house this afternoon and evening, and your father is working. Is there any way you can watch Allie? I will add a little to your allowance this week, since you will have to stay home on Saturday night. Leah can come over and hang out with you, if you want.” “It’s fine , Mom. We will rent a movie and pick up a pizza." My mom was a real estate agent, always on the go showing houses. My dad is an emergency room doctor who is constantly on call. I am used to watching my sister and giving up my plans. I know my parents love us, but I wish they would spend more time with us. Most of the time, it is just Allie and me. It irritates me sometimes, but I can’t really do anything about it. Once in my bedroom, I call Leah to give her the bad news. “So you want to come over and keep me company while I watch the beast ?" That is what I call my little sister sometimes. It is just a joke between Leah and me. “Of course, like I am going to Charlie’s without you . So you going to pick me up or do you want Connor to bring me over?" Leah and Connor share a Honda Civic so she ends up in my car a lot. “Well, my mom isn’t leaving until around six, so I was going to hang out here until then . Can Connor bring you, and then we will go to the movie store?” “Sounds like a plan . I will be there shortly." I head downstairs to let my mom know our plans, when Allie jumps out at me, “Can we rent Never Say Never ? Please Abby?" I nod and laugh because she has seen that Justin Bieber movie like ten times. “Mom, Leah is coming over and then we are heading to the movie store . Can you give me some money for movies and a pizza?” “Yeah, just look in my purse .