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essay turning points The pleasure of learning How an Italian visitor rekindled the joy of science in a war veteran.

Leon Lederman icking up the threads of normal life after a war is difficult, even when you

Pare on the winning side. In 1946, K.FLEMING/CORBIS returning from the Second World War, I registered at , , as a graduate student in . That ensuing year was the worst that I can recall. The classes were crowded with veterans returning from military service or from research in the various laboratories that had supported the war. The teaching faculty was also just begin- ning to return, and so most of the courses were taught by (the chair- man of the physics department, and winner of the for physics, 1944) and ,who was also to win a Nobel prize in 1955. Rabi exuded charisma and Keeping in touch: Leon Lederman urges us to rediscover the day-to-day enjoyment of science. enthusiasm, but his lectures were confused and often incoherent. By contrast, Lamb’s Returning to the laboratory, I found a smoke disappeared and absolutely lovely lectures were well organized and clear, but fellow mopping the floor and singing a frag- tracks appeared.Bernardini started dancing. delivered in such a soft, droning voice that ment of Italian opera.As I entered,he snapped Later,we made a proportional counter by they tended to induce sleep. For years after the mop in a military style and introduced machining a brass cylinder and stringing a we became colleagues, I would yawn himself:“Bernardini!”“Yes,”I assured the new wire through it, which exited through an compulsively on meeting Lamb. In time, I janitor (so I thought). “But be careful not to insulating tube. A high voltage was applied came to appreciate the depth and brilliance put water on all those wires.”It took another while we flushed the cylinder with an appro- of Lamb’s intelligence,but for a new graduate 20 minutes to clarify that Gilberto Bernardini priate gas. As we watched the results on an student who had not opened a book in more was not a new janitor, but a visiting professor oscilloscope,pulses suddenly appeared. than three years,the effect was discouraging. from Rome with a very distinguished career in “Izza counting!”Bernardini screamed.He I began to question my decision to switch cosmic-ray physics. His English was primi- lifted me (I was heavier than him) and danced from to physics. tive, mostly learned by reading the physics me around.“What’s happening?”I asked.“We About midway through my second year, I journals.For example,“Good evening”(it was seeing da particles from cosmic rays!” applied for a research position. Columbia morning),“It is evident that this is a nice day”. He must have seen this thousands of was building a particle accelerator and they More accurately,“Dis issa nice a day”. times, but he never lost his sense of wonder. would need instruments and people who Bernardini had had a very difficult time Some particle originating billions of miles could be involved in the new ‘high-energy in Italy during the war.Arriving in Columbia away in some stellar catastrophe was being physics’. This new subfield, which had he was — if anything — as insecure as I was. recorded in our cylinder on the tenth floor of emerged from nuclear and cosmic-ray But he soon started to change my insecurity the Columbia physics building! Fantastico! physics, involved the study of a new class of and restore my original enthusiasms. He Bernardini taught me the marvels of famil- subnuclear particle released by bombarding was ‘in touch’. Through , his iar phenomena. He would even turn on the nuclei with high-energy particles from an teacher,he knew the latest physics gossip and lights in the laboratory, and turn them off and accelerator. The postwar respect for the awe- therefore he stimulated ideas on how to use on again.How did this happen? What series of some weapons and devices that had been the new accelerator.And the cloud chamber? phenomena were organized to bring us light? produced by had provided gener- The principle was that one created all the In my subsequent 40 years of research, ous government grants to advance research conditions for rain inside a cylinder about 12 there have been times of stress, frustration into the deepest levels of the . inches in diameter and 6 inches deep. How- and disappointment. These are suffered in the I was given the goal of building a ‘Wilson ever, the dense humidity created in this hope that a discovery will bring everlasting cloud chamber’, a device that could render chamber requires some dust to trigger the joy,fame and fortune.But this is not a life.The visible the tracks of energetic particles made formation of droplets. If the gas is too clean, fun and excitement must be daily — in the in the accelerator. No one at Columbia had no drops are formed. But an excited atom challenge of creating an instrument and seeing any experience in this area, but Rabi — with from which an was detached would it work, the joy of communicating to wisdom and political cunning — had invited serve. A train of droplets was the track of a colleagues and students, the pleasure of learn- several experts to come to Columbia and help. particle that passed through the chamber.So ing something new, in lectures, corridors and In 1948,I spent about a month away from we could ‘see’subnuclear particles! journals. And underlying it all, the sense of the laboratory studying for my PhD qualify- But my cloud chamber only gave a dense wonder that is comprehensible. The ing exams. Exam-taking, especially for me, smoke. Bernardini looked at it.“Wazza dat?” Italian visitor was my turning point. ■ was traumatic and I looked forward to con- He pointed to a long needle projected into Leon Lederman is director emeritus of Fermi tinuing to test the cloud-chamber device that the chamber.“That’s my radioactive source.” National Accelerator Laboratory in Batavia, we had designed from reading the literature. “Dakid oud!” he said. So I took it out, the Illinois 60510-0500, USA.

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