Iowa State University Capstones, Theses and Retrospective Theses and Dissertations Dissertations 2006 STOIC Sharon Koelling Iowa State University Follow this and additional works at: https://lib.dr.iastate.edu/rtd Part of the Modern Literature Commons Recommended Citation Koelling, Sharon, "STOIC " (2006). Retrospective Theses and Dissertations. 857. https://lib.dr.iastate.edu/rtd/857 This Thesis is brought to you for free and open access by the Iowa State University Capstones, Theses and Dissertations at Iowa State University Digital Repository. It has been accepted for inclusion in Retrospective Theses and Dissertations by an authorized administrator of Iowa State University Digital Repository. For more information, please contact
[email protected]. STOIC by Sharon Koelling A thesis submitted to the graduate faculty in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of MASTER OF ARTS Major: English (Creative Writing) Program of Study Committee: Debra Marquait, Major Professor Constance Post Steve Aigner Iowa State University Ames, Iowa 2006 Copyright © Sharon Lynn Koelling, 2006. All rights reserved. UMI Number: 1439889 Copyright 2006 by Koelling, Sharon All rights reserved. UMI ® UMI Microform 1439889 Copyright 2007 by ProQuest Information and Learning Company. All rights reserved. This microform edition is protected against unauthorized copying under Title 17, United States Code. ProQuest Information and Learning Company 300 North Zeeb Road P.O. Box 1346 Ann Arbor, Ml 48106-1346 To my family: You are all my heroes. Together we survived. Ill CONTENTS Prologue 1 Part I Shattered 3 Legacy 12 Home 30 California 40 The Accident 56 Nightfall 65 Interlude 67 Part II Aftermath 69 Adaptation 76 Homecoming 83 Day Help 88 Intact 93 Freak Show 96 Rituals 101 Headwaters 105 Smokescreen 116 Unraveling 119 Epilogue 130 iv Prologue The day after my mother's funeral in 1972,1 stood with my father in the living room while the Knights of Columbus removed all of the medical equipment that sustained my mother's existence as a paraplegic.