Sanskrit Translation Now Made, Be Crowned with Success ! PUBLISHER's NOTE
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“KOHAM?” (Who am I ?) Sri Ramanasramam Tiruvannamalai - 606 603. 2008 Koham ? (Who am I ?) Published by V. S. Ramanan, President, Sri Ramanasramam, Tiruvannamalai - 606 603. Phone : 04175-237200 email : [email protected] Website : www.sriramanamaharshi.org © Sri Ramanasramam Tiruvannamalai. Salutations to Sri Ramana Who resides in the Heart Lotus PREFACE TO THE FIRST EDITION Many were the devotees who were attracted to the presence of Bhagavan Sri Ramana while he was living in the Virupaksha Cave, situated in the holy region of Arunachala, the Heart Centre of the world, which confers liberation on those who (merely) think of It. They were drawn to him on account of his wonderful state of tapas - absorption in the silence of yoga samadhi, which is difficult of achievement. One among these devotees was Sivaprakasam Pillai who approached Maharshi in 1901-02 with devotion, faith and humility and prayed that he may be blessed with instructions on Reality. The questions raised over a period of time by Sivaprakasam Pillai were answered by the silent Maharshi in writing - in Tamil. The compilation (of the instruction) in the form of questions and answers has already been translated into Malayalam and many other languages. May this Sanskrit translation now made, be crowned with success ! PUBLISHER'S NOTE The Sanskrit translation of Sri Bhagavan's Who am I ? entitled Koham? by Jagadiswara Sastry was published earlier in 1945. We are happy to bring out a second edition. The special feature of this edition is that the text is in Sri Bhagavan's handwriting. A transliteration of the text into English has also been provided. It follows the standard diacritical notation excepting the use of : ch for c chh for ch jn for n~ sh for s. - - - hr.daya kamala vasine s´rimate raman. aya namah. a-mukham - - - - bhumand.ala hr.dayatmake smaran.anmuktide’ sminnarun.a- - - - - - chala divya kshetre virupa kshaguhayam bhagavatah. s´ri - - raman.asyatyadbhuta kat.hina mauna tapassamadhiyogena - svanikat.amakr.sht.eshu bahushu janeshvanyatamena - - s´ivaprakas´am pil.l.ai namakena kenachidbhaktena 1901-1902 kristus´aka-bde maharshi-nabhigamya mama tatvopades´ena-- - - - nugrahah. kartavya iti bhakti s´raddha vinayadi purassaram pra- - - - - - - - - - rthanam kr.tva paripr.sht.anam pras´nanam, tada tada maunina - - - - - - maharshin.a dravid.a bhashayam likhitvadattamuttaramidam - - - - - - - - - - - pras´nottarakaram keral.adi nana des´abhashanuditamapidanim - - - - - - - girvan.a van.yamanudyamanam vijayatetamam || s´ubham || - - om namo bhagavate s´rimate raman.aya koham? - - - - - . - sarveshamapi jivanam duh.khanushangam vina”tyantika - - - - sukhitvakamanayassatvena, sarvesham svasminparamapremn.o - - vidyamanatvenacha, premn. as´cha sukhanidanatvena, manovihi-na-ya-m nidra-ya- m dine dine svayam anubhu-yama-nam sva sva-bha-vikam tatsukhamupalabdhum svena svasya jna-nama- vas´yakam | tasya "koham"iti vicha-ra eva mukhyam sa-dhanam | pras´nah 1. koham? uttaram ||. saptadha-tubhirnishpanno’yam sthu-ladeho na-ham | sabdaspars´a ru-pa rasa gandha-khya-n pancha vishya-n - . - - - - pr.thakpr.thag vijananti s´rotra tvangnetra jihva ghran.akhyani - - - - - - - jnanendriyan.i panchapi naham | vachana gamanadanavisarga - - - - - - - - - nandakhya panchakr.tya karan.i vakpadapan.i payupastharupan.i - - - - - - pancha karmendriyan.i cha naham | s´vasadi panchakaryakaran.i - - - - - pran.adayah. pancha vayavo’pinaham | sankalpatmakam mano’pi na-ham | sarvavishaya sarvaka-rya s´u-nyam, sarva vishayava- sana-ma-tra va-sitamajna-namapi na-ham | 2 pra-2|| etatsarvam na-hamiti chettarhi koham? - - - u:evametatsarvam nahamiti neti kr.tva’vas´isht.a jnaptireva- ham | pra-3 : jnaptessvaru-pam kim? u : jnaptessvaru-pam sachchida-nandam | pra-4 : svaru-pa dars´anam kada-nulabhyeta ? - - - u : drs´ye jagati nivarite dr.gsvarupa dars´anam jayeta | pra-5 : drs´ye jagati (pratibha-sama-ne) sati svaru-pa dars´anam na ja-yeta kinnu? u : na ja-yeta | pra-6 : kutah? u : dr.k drs´yam cha rajjuvatsarpavachcha bhavati | kalpita - - - - - - - sarpajnana vinas´abhave tadadhisht.hana rajjujnanam yatha - - - - - nodeti, tatha kalpita jagaddr.sht.i vinas´abhave tadadhisht.hana svaru-padars´anam na ja-yeta | - - pra-7 : dr.s´yam jagatkada vinasht.am syat? - - - - - - - - - u : sarva vijnananam, sarvakaryan.am cha sadharan.a karan.e manasi li-ne jagalli-nam sya-t| 3 pra-8 : manasassvaru-pam kim tarhi? - - - - - u : atmasvarupa nisht.ha kachanatis´ayita s´aktireva - - mana ityetannama | tadeva sakalasmaran.anyapi janayati | - - sarvan.yapi smaran.ani nishidhya nirodhe kr.te na . - pr.thanmanasassvarupam kinchidupalabhyate | tatascha - - - smaran.ameva manasassvarupam | smaran. ani vihaya - - - - nanyatkinchijjagattattvamasti | nidrayam smaran. am nasti, - - - - jagadapi nasti | jagratsvapnayossmaran.ani santi, jagadapya- - - - - ste| yathorn.anabhissvasmattantunbahirudbhavya svasminneva punarapi sama-karshayati, tatha- manopi svasma-jjagadudbha-vya svasminneva punarapi vila-payati | manassva-tmano yada- bahirmukham bhavati, tada- jagadbha-ya-t | tato bha-ti cha jagati na svaru-pam bha-ya-t| svaru-pe bha-ti sati na jagadbha-ya-t| - - - manasassvarupe kramen.a vicharyaman.e manah. svam bhavati | svama-tmasvaru-pameva | manas´cha sthu-lam - kinchitsatatam avalambyaivam tisht.het | nanavalambya - - - pr.thaktisht.het | mana eva sukshma s´ariramiti, jiva iti cha vyavahriyate | pra-9 : manasassvaru-pam vicha-rya vijna-tum ko va- - margah. ? 4 u : dehe’sminn "aham"iti yaduttisht.hati, tadeva manah. | - - ahamitismr.tis´cha dehesmin kva nu vibhasata iti vimargite - - "hr.daya" iti pratyavabhaseta | tadeva manaso janmasthanam | - - - "aham" "aham" ityavr.tti matr.ekr.tepi tatraiva (hr.daya eva)- - - - - - - - ntatah. praptissyat | manasi jayamananam sarveshamapi . - - . sankalapanam ahamiti sankalpa eva prathamassankalpah. | . prathamam manassankalpe ja- ta eva- nye . - sankalpassamujjr.mbhante | uttama purusho (ahami)- dbhava-nantaram hi prathama madhyamau vijna-yete | uttama - purusham vina prathama madhyamau naiva bhavatah. | - pra-10 : manah. katham viliyeta? - - u : "koham"iti nirantara vicharan.enaiva mano viliyeta | - - aham ka iti smr.tih. svetara sakala smr.tih. pravilapya - - s´avadahaka dan.d.avat svayamapyantato viliyate | tatas´cha svaru-padars´anam bhavet | - - - pra-11 : "koham"iti vicharam sarvadavalambitumupayah. kah. ? . u : ba-hya sankalpeshu ja-teshu, ta-nparipu-rayitumapraya- - . - - - - tamana eva "ete sankalpah. kasyodita" iti vicharam kuryat | - - - - . - . jayantam nama kiyantova sankalpah. | ekaikasminsankalpe samudbhu-te, 5 tatka-la eva "kasya-yamudbhu-ta" iti sa-vadha- nam yadi vicha-- ryate, tada-, "mameti" pratibha-seta | "aham ka" iti vicha-rite cha manassvajanmastha-nam pratya-varteta | anavaratamevama-bhya- - - - - se kr.te, tatpat.avena manasassvajanmasthana eva chirakala vasthiti s´aktirabhivardheta | su-kshmamidam mano buddhi- ndriya dva-ra- bahirmukhi- bhavati chet, sthu-la-ni-ma-ni na-ma - - - - - - - rupan.i janati | hr.daya eva pratyavatisht.hate yadi, tada nama ru - - - - pan.i na janati | bahirmukha vishaya pravr.ttermanah. pratya - - vr.tya hr.dayavasthapanameva "ahammukham" iti - - "antarmukham" iti cha giyate | hr.dayadbahih. pravr.ttireva "bahirmukham" ityuchyate | evam manasi hr.daya pratisht.hite . - - sati sakala sankalpa-vikalpa karan.am aham vilinam satsa-rvadika svasvaru-pama-tram praka-s´eta | sarvamapi ka-ryam . - - - ahankaram parityajya kuryat | tatha kr.te sarvamapi s´ivasvaru-pam bha-seta | - - - pra-12 : mano nigraharthamanya upayah. kim na santi? u : mano nirodhe vicha-ram vina- na-nye samuchita-- - - - - - - ssantyupayah. | upayantaravalambanena manonigrahaya - - - pravr.ttau, manonigr.hitamiva bhutva punarapi bahirudbhavet | - - - - pran.ayamenapi 6 - - - mano niruddham bhavati | kintu pran.arodho yavat kalam - - - - - bhavati tavatkalaparyantam mano niruddhamiva bhutva, pran.e - - - - (nirodhavastham vihaya) bahih. pravr.tte svayamapi bahirmukhi - - - - - bhuya vasanavas´anmanopi tatastato dhavet | manasah. - - . pran.asyacha janmasthanamekameva | manasassankalpanameva - . svarupam | "aham"iti sankalpanameva manasah. - - - - prathamasankalpah. | tadevahan.karo nama | ahan.karascha yato - nishpadyate, tata eva pran.opi nishpadyate | tatascha manasi - - - - - nigr.hite pran.ah. pran.e pragr.hite manascha viliyate | parantu - - - sushuptau manasi pralinepi pran.o na praliyate | deha - samrakshan.a nimittam "mr.torvayam deha" iti madhyastha . - - - - - s´ankavyavachchhedanartham chaivam pran.a jagaran.amis´vara niyati siddham vijayate | ja-grati, sama-dhau cha vili-na-vasthe - - - - - manasi, pran.opi viliyate | manasassthularupameva pran.a iti - - - - - - - bhavati | aprayan.achchharire pran.amavasthapya prayan.a - - - samaye mana eva pran.amakr.shya gachchhati | tasmat - - - - pran.aspandanirodho manolayopayo bhavannapi na tanna´opas yo - - - - - - - - bhavati | pran.ayama iva murtidhyana mantra japaharaniyama- dya-scha mano nirodhe sa-ha-yyama-tram kurvanti | mu-rti dhya-nena, mantra japena cha mana eka-grata-mas´nute | manas´cha 7 - - - sada chanchala svabhavameva vartate | vetan.dasya s´un.da dan.de - - - - - - - samarpitayam s´r.n.khalayam sa cha yatha tamevanyadvastu viha-ya-valambama-no gachchati, tatha- manopi kinchinna-maru-pam chira-bhya-sagocharitameva-valambeta | anavadhika-sankhyeya . - - - sankalpa vikalpadi vr.tti bhedairmanaso vikasa praptau . ekaikasya-ssankalpavyakter daurbalyam, naishphalyam cha . - - - bhavati | sankalpeshu kramen.opas´amam prapiteshvekagrata siddhidva-ra- pra-balyam pra-ptasya manasassva-tmavicha-ra