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SCHOLASTIC PRESS / NEW YORK Readers should be aware that this book explores issues including abuse, eating disorders, divorce, manipulation, and rape. TO EVERY ARTIST, EVERYWHERE: MAY YOUR GIFTS ALWAYS BE HEARD, LOUD AND CLEAR Copyright © 2021 by Tami Charles All rights reserved. Published by Scholastic Press, an imprint of Scholastic Inc., Publishers since 1920. scholastic, scholastic press, and associated logos are trademarks and/or registered trademarks of Scholastic Inc. The publisher does not have any control over and does not assume any responsibility for author or third-party websites or their content. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without written permission of the publisher. For information regarding permission, write to Scholastic Inc., Attention: Permissions Department, 557 Broadway, New York, NY 10012. This book is a work of fi ction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fi ctitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data available ISBN 978-1-338-67352-4 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 21 22 23 24 25 Printed in the U.S.A. 23 First edition, February 2021 Book design by Maeve Norton TO EVERY ARTIST, EVERYWHERE: MAY YOUR GIFTS ALWAYS BE HEARD, LOUD AND CLEAR Copyright © 2021 by Tami Charles All rights reserved. Published by Scholastic Press, an imprint of Scholastic Inc., Publishers since 1920. scholastic, scholastic press, and associated logos are trademarks and/or registered trademarks of Scholastic Inc. The publisher does not have any control over and does not assume any responsibility for author or third-party websites or their content. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without written permission of the publisher. For information regarding permission, write to Scholastic Inc., Attention: Permissions Department, 557 Broadway, New York, NY 10012. This book is a work of fi ction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fi ctitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data available ISBN 978-1-338-67352-4 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 21 22 23 24 25 Printed in the U.S.A. 23 First edition, February 2021 Book design by Maeve Norton You know you’re VIP when you roll up to the airport with a pilot at your side. Papi, you sure know how to make a girl feel special. PART ONE: CHECKIN Monday, December 23 Atlanta International Airport Time: 8:13 a.m. Destination: Home AIRPORT LINES are the worst— ’specially during holidays. But that’s not the case for us, right, Captain Lafl eur? We hustle past the bustle, sight unseen, straight to the holding room, where we’ll wait . and wait some more, before being escorted to the plane . fi rst. Pilot perks. Also: boss moves! This leaves plenty of time —one hour, forty-four minutes— for me to explain how it all went down. I’m gonna say some stuff you ain’t gonna like. But you’ve done some stuff I didn’t like either. So maybe you’ll get it. And I’m sorry, Papi. For lying. For leaving. But not for the music. Even though it took some time to open my eyes, I fi xed everything, you’ll see. I muted the monster once and for all. And now . I get to go home. With you. Just like you, and Gwen, and Ma wanted. But fi rst, I gotta start from the beginning. 3 SATURDAY, MAY 11 And she and I high-fi ved our measly-ass thirty-four dollars beneath a silver moon. Inside the great white tent in the community center parking lot, “I’m so done with an emcee tapped and screeched this small-time mierda,” into the microphone . Dali cursed at the blue-gray skies. “Singing India Arie’s “We need a stroke of luck. ‘Beautiful Surprise,’ Like . if y’all could sing for anyone give it up for our next in the universe, who would it be?” Corn Festival talent fi nalists . Angelic Voices!” “Kirk Franklin.” Shak didn’t hesitate. Slow claps simmered from the small audience “Queen Yeli, J. Lo, but most of all . .” as three brown girls took their place in the spotlight. Dali and I locked eyes and belted Fingers plucked F#m chords “Sean ‘Mercury’ Ellis!!!” in perfect harmony. three voices, three harmonies We’d been stanning homeboy since third grade. powered through verse and chorus, as onlookers looked on, “The King of R&B? and over, Wouldn’t that be something?” Shak smiled. and at anything else And on that night, but the magic unfolding on the stage. three brown girls, three heartbeats colliding, It wasn’t the fi rst time laughed and laughed we sang and dreamed at that dumbass dream. and wished upon a star, every wish, every prayer unanswered. But as the sky grew darker, But for me, the stars undressed themselves, I longed for the day and the universe whispered ever-so-softly, when hustle turned to gold. Some wishes are granted Show it to my family. only to the bold . Show them who I really am. That night, as we celebrated our win —fi fty bucks and a bushel of corn— three amigas lay on a blanket in the grassy meadow of Shohola Falls. “We rich rich now, y’all!” I fanned my sweaty face with my cut . a whole seventeen dollars. “Even Black Jesus knows that ain’t enough to do enough.” Shak half laughed, half groaned. 4 5 SATURDAY, MAY 11 And she and I high-fi ved our measly-ass thirty-four dollars beneath a silver moon. Inside the great white tent in the community center parking lot, “I’m so done with an emcee tapped and screeched this small-time mierda,” into the microphone . Dali cursed at the blue-gray skies. “Singing India Arie’s “We need a stroke of luck. ‘Beautiful Surprise,’ Like . if y’all could sing for anyone give it up for our next in the universe, who would it be?” Corn Festival talent fi nalists . Angelic Voices!” “Kirk Franklin.” Shak didn’t hesitate. Slow claps simmered from the small audience “Queen Yeli, J. Lo, but most of all . .” as three brown girls took their place in the spotlight. Dali and I locked eyes and belted Fingers plucked F#m chords “Sean ‘Mercury’ Ellis!!!” in perfect harmony. three voices, three harmonies We’d been stanning homeboy since third grade. powered through verse and chorus, as onlookers looked on, “The King of R&B? and over, Wouldn’t that be something?” Shak smiled. and at anything else And on that night, but the magic unfolding on the stage. three brown girls, three heartbeats colliding, It wasn’t the fi rst time laughed and laughed we sang and dreamed at that dumbass dream. and wished upon a star, every wish, every prayer unanswered. But as the sky grew darker, But for me, the stars undressed themselves, I longed for the day and the universe whispered ever-so-softly, when hustle turned to gold. Some wishes are granted Show it to my family. only to the bold . Show them who I really am. That night, as we celebrated our win —fi fty bucks and a bushel of corn— three amigas lay on a blanket in the grassy meadow of Shohola Falls. “We rich rich now, y’all!” I fanned my sweaty face with my cut . a whole seventeen dollars. “Even Black Jesus knows that ain’t enough to do enough.” Shak half laughed, half groaned. 4 5 ANGELIC VOICES . lyrically known as Whew, those girls can SAAANG, locally known as But, who really gives a damn? Talent dripped through our pores, dreams of fame as real as starlight, FRIDAY, JUNE 7 but none of it mattered in that town, that school, those mountains, my family. YOU DON’T WANT TO MISS THIS! In Shohola, Sean “Mercury” Ellis at the Prudential Center in Newark, NJ! nobody won Grammys Grammy Award winner, hit maker, pop-R&B superstar! or Billboards You comin’ or nah? or VMAs. It’s going down Friday, June 14 at 7 p.m.! That’s why soon as I saw that my favorite artist of all time was gonna be just two hours away, Top fan comments: it was obvious this was meant to be, so my goals were hella clear: denverlee01: Calling @dalisaybabe @ballershak, behold . A SIGN! Be bold. Get seen. Be heard. This was our chance. Samiam24: #nah Merc is #sketchyAF #ImGood How’d I know? Because the universe told me so. Cutierock14: We bow down to #MercEllis all day, errrday! dalisaybabe: Damn @denverlee01, what kinda brujería did you do? You literally conjured this man up! Right @ballershak? ballershak: Word. Black Jesus came through on the prayer front! Hallelujerrr! This is gonna be fun! 6 7 ANGELIC VOICES . lyrically known as Whew, those girls can SAAANG, locally known as But, who really gives a damn? Talent dripped through our pores, dreams of fame as real as starlight, FRIDAY, JUNE 7 but none of it mattered in that town, that school, those mountains, my family. YOU DON’T WANT TO MISS THIS! In Shohola, Sean “Mercury” Ellis at the Prudential Center in Newark, NJ! nobody won Grammys Grammy Award winner, hit maker, pop-R&B superstar! or Billboards You comin’ or nah? or VMAs.

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