ANATOMY of a MIRACLE Jonathan Miles Hogarth; March 20, 2018

ANATOMY OF A MIRACLE Jonathan Miles Hogarth; March 20, 2018 Author Photo © Callie Miles About the author JONATHAN MILES is the author of the novels Dear American Airlines and Want Not, both New York Times Notable Books. He is a former columnist for the New York Times, has served as a Contributing Editor to magazines ranging from Details to Field & Stream, and his journalism has been frequently anthologized in Best American Sports Writing and Best American Crime Writing. He is also the author of a book on fish and game cookery, The Wild Chef, and competed in the Dakar Rally, an off-road race through Africa. Additional information I’m licensed as a professional race car driver. Ten years ago I made Donald Trump so upset that he stormed away from an interview. Since 2004 I’ve been the cooking columnist for Field & Stream magazine. When I was twelve years old I corresponded about writing with Isaac Asimov. Anatomy of a Miracle The * True Story of a Paralyzed Veteran, a Mississippi Convenience Store, a Vatican Investigation, and the Spectacular Perils of Grace a novel * Jonathan Miles Hogarth London / New York Mile_9780553447583_2p_all_r1.s.indd 5 8/15/17 1:06 PM A Note on Methodology All the scenes and dialogue contained herein were recon- structed from the recollections of participants and observers and further supported, whenever possible, by audio recordings, video footage, diaries, notes, court transcripts, and other corroborating materials. In scattered instances where there remains a dispute in recollection, this discrepancy is parenthetically noted. Mile_9780553447583_2p_all_r1.s.indd 9 8/15/17 1:06 PM One who believes all these tales is a fool; but one who denies them is a heretic. HASIDIC SAYING credited to Rav Shlomo of Radomsk Mile_9780553447583_2p_all_r1.s.indd 11 8/15/17 1:06 PM what happened and his ﬂesh came again, like unto the ﬂesh of a child, and he was clean Mile_9780553447583_2p_all_r1.s.indd 1 8/15/17 1:06 PM one n the afternoon of August 23, 2014, Tanya Harris O wheeled her younger brother, Cameron, to the Biz- E- Bee store on the corner of Reconfort Avenue and Division Street in Biloxi, Mississippi. Nothing about the afternoon or about Cameron or about Tanya herself suggested this would be her final time doing so; she was merely out of cigarettes, and her brother, slack- faced and sulky on a day that felt lethally humid, short on beer. Tanya Harris is a squat, wide- hipped woman of twenty- nine whose gently popped eyes lend her face an expression of perpetual surprise or amazement, and whose flat- footed manner of walking appears consciously orchestrated, as though she’s never outgrown the fear of stepping on a crack thereby breaking her mother’s back. She’d recently dip- dyed one side of her hair, which is naturally a dingy shade of blond faintly slashed with premature gray, and on this afternoon streaks of a vividly chemical pink spilled down one side of a white T- shirt on which was printed hap- pay hap- pay hap- pay. Pushing her brother’s wheelchair down the center of Reconfort Avenue, to avoid the uneven jags of the sidewalk and the mini- dunes of sand swept there, she maintained the freewheeling stream of humming, commentary, rhetorical questioning, and singing that is her hallmark to family and friends. (“She does not shut up,” grumbles her brother, with acerbic affection. “Not ever.”) The chorus to Jay Z’s song “99 Problems” came flitting between observations about the “swampy- ass” August heat and her sharp denunciation of a neighbor whose neglected laundry, drooping on a mildewed clothesline, had already weathered, by Tanya’s reckoning, its third rainstorm. “Gonna need to re- wash every one Mile_9780553447583_2p_all_r1.s.indd 3 8/15/17 1:06 PM 4 Jonathan Miles of those shirts,” she muttered, over the fwap fwap fwap of her flip- flops spanking the asphalt. The sight of a chow mix, chained to a ginkgo tree in another neighbor’s front yard, elicited the same cluck of pity it had been eliciting from her for almost a decade. Her brother Cameron wasn’t listening; or, if he was, he doesn’t remem- ber it. As he explains: “She repeats things two or three times if you’re sup- posed to answer.” But Cameron was also, by his own admission, “a little out of it.” He’d popped his first can of Bud Light at noon, to wash down the Klonopin and Concerta he was taking for anxiety and memory loss, and he’d followed that beer with three, maybe five more. “Thermal angel blood,” he calls it, a reference to a blood and intravenous fluid warmer he’d seen medics use during his combat tour in Afghanistan. Afghanistan was the last place Cameron ever walked— more precisely, on a ridge outside the mountain village of Sar- Dasair, in the Darah Khujz District of Zabul Province, where, in the early hours of March 22, 2010, Private First Class Harris and a fellow soldier wandered off- course during a foot patrol. Cameron was roughly twelve yards away when the soldier, a staff sergeant, stepped onto a PMN- 2 land mine— a buried remnant from the former Soviet occupation. The explosion sheared off the staff sergeant’s legs, genitals, and right forearm and blasted seventy- nine pieces of shrap- nel, along with bone shards from the sergeant’s legs, into Cameron’s body. One or more of those fragments severed the nerves of his lower vertebrae, instantly paralyzing him below the waist. Two doctors at the Landstuhl Regional Medical Center in Germany divulged the permanence of his condition to him on the evening of his twenty- second birthday, bookend- ing the news with brief and awkward apologies for the poor timing. Cameron’s most prominent physical feature, paralysis aside, might be the long alabaster scar that runs down the side of his face, from just below his left temple almost to his jawline. It’s a squiggly, sinuous scar, evoking a river’s course on a map, but it’s not, as one might reasonably presume, col- lateral residuum from Afghanistan. The scar dates to his early childhood, when he slipped while running on a slick fishing pier and snagged his face on a nail. The scar only adds to the rugged, almost harsh cast of his face, which is further amplified by his high cliffside cheekbones, sharp- cornered jaw, the military- specs trim of his blond hair, and an angry vein in his neck that pulses and squirms from even the mildest aggravation. Mile_9780553447583_2p_all_r1.s.indd 4 8/15/17 1:06 PM ANATOMY of a MIRACLE 5 His eyes, however, cast a different spell: They’re wide and large like his sister’s, with a peculiar boyishness to them, as though his eyes retired their development at puberty while the rest of his features forged ahead. They impart a dissonance to his expressions that can sometimes be jarring; his temper, when it flares, can seem both fearsome and puerile. Most of all, however, those eyes highlight the gross tragedy of what happened to him in Afghanistan— that he had yet to fully graduate from boyhood when he was struck down in the Darah Khujz. On this particular August afternoon, Cameron was dressed in his usual way: a T- shirt, this one advertising the Mississippi Deep Sea Fish- ing Rodeo, atop a pair of baggy black knee- length nylon shorts, and on his sockless feet a pair of red Nike tennis shoes that he sometimes called his “front bumpers.” The home that he and Tanya share is a narrow, half- century- old shotgun- style house that wasn’t designed with a wheelchair in mind, and, without shoes, his insensate feet often bore bruises from colliding with sheetrock and door frames. Their hometown of Biloxi occupies a skinny, six- mile- long peninsula that juts eastward into the Gulf. For most of its history Biloxi was a fishing village, with canneries lining the water and shrimp boats and oyster luggers docked in its harbor. Immigrants drawn by jobs in this seafood industry— Slavs and Italians especially— lent the city an idiosyncratic sea- soning, tilting its spirit more toward south Louisiana than to the rest of Mississippi lying north of the salt line. “Most were Catholic,” as the former Biloxian Jack Nelson explained in Scoop: The Evolution of a Southern Reporter, “and they brought with them a more relaxed attitude toward drinking, sex, gambling, and other human frailties.” In the 1950s, when the state dumped leftover dredging sand on the coastline to create an ar- tificial beach, Biloxi began advertising itself as “the Poor Man’s Riviera,” a Deep South analog to Coney Island. Elvis Presley vacationed here. Jayne Mansfield had just left a Biloxi supper club, in 1967, when she died in a car wreck on U.S. 90. Casinos arrived in the 1990s, adding another layer of sheen, and yet, for all its synthetic, tropical- print ease and its tolerance for frailties, Biloxi has never comported itself like a resort town. It bears no illusions of itself as a paradise. It doesn’t mind the smell of fish guts. Its hands are cracked and calloused and it sweats a lot. The Harris house, near the end of Reconfort Avenue, where the street Mile_9780553447583_2p_all_r1.s.indd 5 8/15/17 1:06 PM 6 Jonathan Miles dead- ends at the CSX railroad tracks, is the only house Cameron and his sister have ever known. Their parents bought it in 1985, just after Tanya was born.

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