All Messages Compiled from July 2018

Are You Desperate for God? (Letters) part 1 of 2 July 5, 2018

Well, my precious Family. Forgive the delay. We have had technical difficulties finding the letter that I wanted to share with you. But finally, we got them all worked out. And I'm just going to read you different parts of this letter.

So, this is a young man—21 years old. This is what the young man wrote to me:

"I think you should know a few things right off the bat. Thank you so very much for your letter of response. You have no idea how much it meant to me when I received this package in the mail. I was listening to one of your videos, and I almost broke down when I heard you had responded to a 21-year-old, young man - a letter you had picked at random. Somehow, I knew it was me - and I really wanted to cry. Out of all the people that God could have guided you to pick first, it so happened to be mine. So, your letter really is a blessing that I can't begin to count or measure.

"And also, thank you for sending me the Rhema book, that Jesus, yourself and Carol put together. I didn't even purchase it, and I had no idea it could be SO useful."

Yeah, guys... There's some wonderful counsel in those pages! It's a wonderful thing to use for a rhema every day. He continued.

"It's a beautiful gift, that has already been helping set me on the right path in the mornings. I've been tempted to read it from cover to cover, but so far, I've just been praying, as you suggested, and opening it at random for a word. It has even helped me realize some sins I hadn't been able to see there were many of—unfortunately."

And I want to add a note to that. One of the things about the Rhema book is that, as the Lord corrects me and helps me find the right direction and the right solution to problems... One of the things that the book does is show you the Lord's perspective on things. Gosh! If we only could think the way HE thinks! And understand the way HE understands!

And that's what the Rhema book helps with. I want to encourage ALL of you to please, get a copy. It's for sale on Amazon, but if you want a freebie - send me a letter and I will send you a freebie. I don't want to sell the book. The only reason it's listed is for circulation. So, if you would like a copy of it, please send me a (written) note with your address and I'll take care of it for you. So. Moving right along. He was using the Rhema book and it really helped him to see some of his sins, that he didn't know were sins.

"The final thing I want to tell you about initially, is that I hope this letter won't be a source of stress or inconvenience with you."

Not at all, dear heart! I'm so glad you wrote this letter.

"My intention with my first letter was to just keep things brief and let you know that, in spite whatever struggles all of us are going through, Jesus is definitely working through your ministry and changing lives like wildfire! I don't want to flatter anyone, to puff anyone up—but just maybe encourage you that everything all of you have been doing is paying off for the Kingdom of Heaven.

"But back to my intention with this letter. I wish to pray really hard that my intentions are from the heart, and not selfish or filled with self-pity."

Good point!

"I say this, because I want to be very open and honest with you about myself and my past. Because I think that other people have gone through this. Maybe Jesus or you decide that a video topic will be about this specific topic. That topic is: people who have searched for God WHOLEHEARTEDLY. But after repeated attempts, felt abandoned by God—and eventually give up. Feel rejected and confused, unsure if they're saved or not."

Sigh.... You know, so many of you who write me that don't believe that you're saved. You're saved, all right! But the devil is just feeding you lie after lie after lie every day. And you have to stand on the Scriptures. The promises of God—they don't lie. If you've confessed your sins, you've asked God to forgive you, and you're doing your very best to lead a holy life. And you've given Him your life, and you're NOT disobeying Him, but living according to His will, as you understand it. He's living through you. He lives IN you. And you're saved!

That should never, ever be something that you question. That should be something that you just know the FACT - that you are saved.

Now, I don't believe you can't lose your salvation. Yeah, you can lose your salvation. But you have to really turn your back on God and go full steam into the world to lose your salvation. And even then, He's gonna try and get you back! 'Cause He loves you so much.

So. Moving on in this letter...

"I'd like to tell you two stories in this letter. One of them is the story of me, receiving this amazing letter up until this point in time. The second would be my life story and past, which has to do with the topic I mentioned earlier. "On the very same day I received the box with your beautiful letter and Rhema book, only a few short hours before—I had tried to overdose on medication. I was really doubting at that time if I was every going to receive a reply from you, and definitely was doubting that I would ever experience the presence of God.

"I was completely out of hope and so discouraged. That may sound really shallow, but I would truly rather die than never experience the presence of the Lord while alive in this world. I have spent such a long time trying to be close to Jesus, and experience a relationship with actual intimacy and closeness. Repeated disappointment, rejection and outright bitterness from trying so hard left me with too much pain to continue going on.

"But even though I was experiencing horrible effects from the medication, I still managed to read the entire letter. Reading it gave me hope. Even though the dose I took was lethal, it gave me hope to try and survive the day. So, here I am. God must really want to do something with me, or I would certainly not be writing this letter right now. I pray Jesus forgives me for the uncountable times I trampled His Blood with my sins. Especially for something as selfish and faithless as this..."

Okay. So... And then he goes on to say:

"But this letter has really lifted my heart."

And let me read the letter to you. And I, unfortunately, don't have the original letter that he sent ME... Here's what it says:

“Dearest. My heart aches for you, dear son. The Lord is right beside you. His heart aches for you. He speaks to you all the time, but you cannot as yet recognize that what you think are your thoughts—are really His.

“We are saved by faith, dear one. Having an experience is something that can happen in time, but it is good to dispose your heart to receive it.

“Twenty-one is a tough age. (Boy! I remember that!) and you are so far ahead of where I was at 21. I have many, many videos on intimate prayer. But my first suggestion is for you to put together a worship playlist that speaks GOD language right to your heart.

“I highly suggest Kari Jobe: "You Are For Me" is one of her songs that the Lord still plays for me when I come into prayer. "The Power of Your Love". Terry MacAlmon. And “Surely the Presence of the Lord is in This Place” and other worship songs of his. Gateway is great worship. Julie True. Her albums are very intimate and predispose you to hearing His voice.

(And by the way, guys, I have a list of those songs. I think there's a playlist on YouTube and there's also a playlist on our website: Heartdwellers.org. )

“Anyway (I said.) Get a bunch of these with the money you were going to give our ministry and put them all on one playlist, you can call it dwelling prayer. Then set it to shuffle and God will speak His heart to you. He will pick every song. Then you can begin to feel how He feels.

“Give it a good hour or two, and make sure no one interrupts you. Turn the phone off put a sign on the door. Or do this late at night if you feel ‘up' for it. Or the first thing in the morning after you wake up.

“Then let me know how you’re doing. Listen to the messages about this on our Channel—we have lots on Dwelling Prayer. But most of all, try this practice first.

“I’ll be praying for you.” Love, Clare

And then I wrote, p.s. And I wrote, ‘Lord? Do You have something to say to this young man?’

Jesus began “He is over-stimulated. My son, I speak with you all the time, but you never hear Me. You must learn how to put the busyness of the world down and enter into a quiet place in your mind. When your mind drifts off onto Me and you see some kind of vision, hold onto that! It is NOT your imagination; it is Me coming for you.

"I long to infuse you with great understanding. But first, you must empty your mind of worldly worries and thoughts.

"When people come to prayer do you know what I hear? ‘Oh, how am I going to pay that bill! I hope I’m not sick. What’s he doing right now—is he with another girl? Can I make enough to live on? How will I ever get to do the things that matter to me??’ On and on and on.

Jesus continued, "Rather, I want to hear: 'Lord, I am here for you. I’ve come to be near You, because You mean more to me than anyone in my life. Forgive me for being so deaf and dumb. Please help me to lay the world aside and come into Your presence.

"'Lord I am hungry for You and so discouraged. Please hear my prayer. Change me. Speak to my heart in a language I can understand. Help me to give my life totally into Your hands.'”

And that was the extent of the Lord's message to this young man. And I added on to that:

Then if you start to hear a sentence while you're in prayer like this - write it down, because it could be Him talking to you. Next, have a holy book of encouragement nearby and open randomly for a Rhema word. Our book Rhema would be an excellent choice to help you to learn how the Lord thinks. What He thinks about you, how He wants to help you.

Okay. So that was my letter to him. Now I'm going back to his letter to me. He has said to me, "This letter really lifted my heart. As I started to feel better, the next couple of days I was able to get into the Rhema book and listen to the worship songs you sent me. I really love them! And it has helped me find songs that feel a lot more intimate with God than most Christian songs.

"I've been searching for worship songs before this, but your choices are very beautiful worship songs that focus on entering into His presence. I've even listened to other songs that you and Ezekiel have played. I will say that I still don't feel like I'm connecting yet. This is certainly the closest I've gotten to the presence of the Lord."

Well. In this situation, I think what's really important is letting go and allowing God to draw you into His presence. And again, recognizing - if you see Him, that it's not a vapor or a mist. It's HIM! And I really don't believe that, for people who are just starting out in seeing the Lord, that He's going to allow a familiar spirit. I just don't believe that. He is very solicitous for you to connect with Him. And unless there's some kind of major sin in your life that you refuse to deal with, I think you're going to see the Lord when you come into prayer. Catch a glimpse of Him and hold on to that! Hold on to it tightly and go with it.

Later on in your walk you may be tested with a familiar spirit that looks like Jesus. But when you're just beginning to get close to Him, I don't think so.

He continued, "I thought it was really cute how you asked Jesus for the postscript on the letter you sent me. I really needed His insight, too. I still haven't learned to hear His voice, but it's definitely one of the most important priorities in my life right now.

"I think Jesus hit the nail on the head. I'm prone to over-thinking. But even I couldn't see that I'm seriously over-stimulated."

Yep. When I first came into that really quiet space of... when I was a Franciscan sister living in the mountains. The Pocono mountains of Pennsylvania. And I was really into that quiet space with the Lord.

We lived in this town for, probably, eight months or so. Actually, it wasn't a town, it was on the side of a mountain. And when we came into town. A town like Annapolis, Maryland, or you know, a regular city kind of town. I was so disturbed! Mentally disturbed. by the transmissions going through the air. It was chaotic! It was so chaotic. And it's not that way out on the mountain. It's very peaceful.

So... we have no idea how chaotic our environment is until we experience the true, deep and extremely quiet environment of isolation from the rest of the world. And in that situation, I was tuning into the Lord more strongly, day after day after day. It was really beautiful.

And...my marriage was going south at the time. So, it was not an easy time. It was difficult.

Okay.

"So—I think Jesus hit the nail on the head, that I am prone to over-thinking. Even I couldn't see that I am seriously over-stimulated. Maybe that's a side-effect of me trying to drown out my own thoughts all the time. So, I fill it with all kinds of junk and nonsense. Especially, over- thinking about how to get closer to God.

"I also think one of my weaknesses has been striving from the flesh. Striving. Always striving. And yes, I have been practicing worship more and more. But my mind is still unable to settle down. So, I feel like I hit a wall when I'm worshipping. I haven't been able to praise for more than 45 minutes, but I will absolutely keep trying.

"The prayer that Jesus suggested to me is absolutely powerful! It has already helped me reduce complaining in prayer, and helped me to see my own faults and sins more clearly. And the Rhema book has given me incredible encouragement and pointed out to me one of the other strongholds holding me back. Self-Hatred."

Yeah. That's a wicked one...

"So, now it's about two weeks later and I've decided to write you this letter as an update. I won't bother you with more letters, but I will write you if I experience the presence of the Lord. 'Cause that would literally be a dream come true and the start of a new life for me. And I can, finally, accept now that a specific encounter with God isn't something that happens to everyone, right away."

You know, guys? On that note, I think I should say. I was in the New Age formerly. I was a practitioner for 12 years. Nothing evil. Nothing overtly evil like Satanism. But still, evil - because it wasn't God. New Age teachings and meditations, things like that. And I was searching, searching, searching that whole time. I'd given up my career in photography. I'd given up so many things, just because I was searching for meaning to my life.

And it didn't happen to me spontaneously - like 'out of the blue', you know? 'Oh, I want to know God?' And BANG! No. It was more like 15 years of searching. Well, more like 18 years of searching for God before He finally came down and gave me an experience that I'll never forget. Which I've written about before in the messages, about my conversion.

"A specific encounter with God isn't something that happens to everyone right way."

Boy! that's the Truth. Years ago, I used to spend hours a day watching dozens of testimonies a week, trying to dissect how each person was able to have a supernatural conversion. An encounter with the Lord. I wanted to experience the same, incredible, life-changing that they did! But for me, my path is different, because my situation and heart condition is so different.

"So, I can have Faith that Jesus DOES want to be with me, more than I want to be with Him." Amen to that! That's wonderful.

"And I want to be with Him pretty desperately."

Amen. He wants to be with YOU that desperately, too.

"May the Lord wash me completely and reveal every single sin and obstacle that I'm putting between Him and I."

Well... It may not. Yeah. The obstacles. There are obstacles, for sure. And He will. He will get to the bottom of it. So, your patience means everything. Your perseverance.

Are You Desperate for God? part 2 of 2 July 6, 2018

And Heartdwellers, I want you to understand. I'm sorry about this letter being so long, and I don't mean for it to be tedious. But this man's opened up a HUGE can of worms. A huge perspective on how MOST people feel. And it's not talked about enough, and it's not dealt with. You have to really go out of your way to get it dealt with.

Because if you are in a situation where you have a strong culture in a church and certain expressions, words that you use, actions that you use are kind of expected - you don't get ministry.

Okay.

"January started a revival in me. A mission to find the presence of God above all else in my life. Or die trying!"

I don't know, young man... It seems to me like you've been this way your whole life! Die trying? Oh my goodness... I don't think that was anything new to you.

"But I think it was sometime in February," he continues, "technically when I found your YouTube channel. I don't even remember how I found it. I was trying to re-find the Holy Spirit rhema YouTubes channels that I had abandoned. And because of God's supernatural Grace, I randomly stumbled across yours.

"That leads me to today. Today, I do have hope. Today, I DO have a hunger for God's presence and intimacy with Him. Today, I am starting to see small changes taking place in my life. Some addictions and sins are being up-rooted. I'm pretty sure I have a root of bitterness somewhere, and definitely pride issues. And a problem with self-hatred." And, just a short note on that. Pride and self-hatred go together. 'Cause self-hatred is like a death wish, mentally. And pride is the thing that you just naturally use to jack yourself up, just to be able to survive. You go around without feeling there's anything good about yourself. And you're all bad. That's pretty hard to survive that. So, something inside of you creates a bigger picture of who you are, a better picture of who you are to offset how bad you've looked in the past. So, it's a see-saw. Pride and Self-Hatred go back and forth in a person's life.

Okay. So, let's see...

"I also am too selfish with my time, and I'm focused on isolating instead of loving others."

Good point! And that's why I suggest you start working in some kind of an outreach. Either for handicapped children, or handicapped young adults. Or a soup kitchen. Some kind of outreach where you can begin to relate to other people who have problems.

"But I have decided, finally, that I'm not going to take all the thinking into my own hands. I've tried for four years to think my way out of it, and micro-analyze what I'm doing that might be displeasing to God. Or if my worship wasn't perfect enough."

Oh, my goodness...

"My heart right now is that, of course, I want to please God and have a pure life, without worldly distractions, thoughts and entertainments. But I won't try to keep striving for it like a maniac. Just focusing on denying myself, praying for God's sight to reveal my hidden and obvious sins to me. And instead of trying to micro-manage myself in the flesh, praying for the strength to repent and renounce them, instead of using sheer will-power instead of trying to save myself. And pursuing true, heart-to-heart intimacy with God and ignoring the rejection. Because I know that He DOES want to have a relationship.

"Today, I'm no longer in an un-healthy long-distance relationship. I'm learning to worship on my own. I'm trying to love my family and co-workers in a godly way. And I'm putting the selfish time-wasting-and entertainment-seeking me behind. I'm reading the Bible quite a bit now and I'm listening to your teachings almost every day. And I'm going through your whole playlist about intimacy with Jesus."

Good. That's great.

"And it looks like I'll be able to start volunteering at a food pantry once every two weeks."

Awesome!

"Which is awesome, since I've been looking forward to ways I can grow to love and serve in a safe capacity. And I'm learning not to make so many excuses.

"Well, I can't think of anything else right now. It's almost midnight and my brain isn't working. I think I'll sleep and I'll come to this in the morning and see if there's anything I missed." lol. Well, I think one thing that you missed is that, you really ARE living the life the Lord would have you live! This is beautiful. You're doing all the right things. You're led by the Holy Spirit. Be encouraged! You're definitely on the right track. Look at the choices you're making. Look at the fruit in your life that's coming. You know, giving up certain sins, and things that waste your time. It's unmistakably the Lord who's working through you, and you're being led by the Holy Spirit. How beautiful is that.

Okay. So, this must be the next morning now.

He said, "Thank you for reading through all of this, and I hope it isn't going to take a huge chunk out of your day."

Well, no. It didn't. But it gives me an opportunity to share your situation with the rest of the world. Who's living this way, too, and has the same questions.

"I hope I can figure out an answer to the question I posed in the beginning. I know God is faithful, and He won't abandon people who are truly seeking Him. But if people tell me, 'I've been seeking to know the Lord.' And He isn't revealing Himself - I want to know what to say to reassure them. I've seen many people who are like this. Christians who've turned from the worldly church - but also God. Turned from God completely. Just living lives like everybody else.

"I used to strive for a supernatural encounter with God, where everything would change in a moment. So I could tell others that they could have the same thing. But my path has been different. I didn't even know if I had the Holy Spirit for years. Eventually, I settled on the conclusion that I did, even though I don't remember being filled with the Spirit. Nor do I remember the specific time when I repented and turned to Jesus. It's probably because there were many times I repented and gave my life to Christ."

And you know what? You can't be too repentant. That's a beautiful thing. A sensitive conscience and be repentant is a beautiful thing. As long as you believe that He has already given you His word that you're saved. But sanctification is ongoing. It takes time. It takes perseverance. And if people say, "I want to know God, but He's not revealing Himself." Send them to our Channel. Send them to our Channel and share with them some of the videos that's you've discovered and really answer some questions for you.

We're almost at the end, here.

"I'm really astounded at the message Jesus gave you to give me. He knew that I was yearning for understanding, because my days are riddled with confusion. Which is part of the reason why it's taken me four years to arrive at this point. When, some people I know were in the world - now spirit-filled and anointed, when I was already seeking to know the true and living God. I feel kind of behind..."

Well, you know what, young man? Part of that is protection, to keep you from being Prideful. I have no doubt that someday, you're going to be leading other people to the Lord. Even now, you have opportunities. And you'll be able to sympathize with a whole gamut of reasons why they haven't been able to get close to God. Because you went through them, too! And that's a beautiful thing. He's forming you. He's forming you and He's giving you obstacles, and He's helping you overcome them.

Now, in the future, you'll be able to work with other people who have the same obstacles and bring them to the Lord.

I think one of the secrets to the Lord's heart is… Well. Read the Beatitudes. He loves meekness and humility. But He is absolutely smitten with people who love OTHER people, and give their time, give their resources. Do things for others out of Love, without any kind of reward in mind. This is something that is very, very powerful with God.

And I'm not saying to do this to get His attention. I'm just telling you, that's a natural response of His, is that you're helping others and you're feeding others and you're taking care of others. His natural response is to want to replenish you and strengthen you and lead you.

So, that is definitely a secret key to His heart.

Okay. "Thank you for your encouragement, for sharing what you've learned with me is very encouraging to hear. I love your song ‘Empty Fears.’”

I'm so glad you said that. Because that song is not perfect, but I felt the message was perfect for this time and season. And you're a confirmation to that.

And Kari Jobe's song, "Only Your Love." And "You Are For Me" is also a completely beautiful worship song. Boy it is... You know, He played that for me today? Because I've been a space- case for days. I don't know if it's the heat or what it is, but it's been very hard for me to nail down and concentrate on anything.

And also, the Lord's asked me to change my hours, so I'm kind of working on that. I think my body is disoriented.

"You Are For Me." by Kari Jobe is a wonderful song. And I know that when He picks it, He's trying to tell that to you.

I've got a couple of songs now that I could sing acapella and get on YouTube. I probably should. ‘Cause boy—they're anointed for this season in your life. I wish I could say that this won't recur in your life—once you're over it, you're over it... But, the Lord stretches us to new levels, all the time. So, get comfortable with change and stretches, 'cause that's what it's about, to be a Christian. He stretches us and He perfects us.

And here he goes. He said, "I didn't think I was going to 'get' Terry MacAlmon, but HIS songs are incredible, too!"

Yeah. Terry's a little mainstream for me, but he's anointed. That's the thing. There's an anointing there.

"Julie True's worship songs—they're amazing since they're so sweet and calm. And long, so that you don't have to think about switching songs."

Amen to that!

"I think it will take a while for me to get the hang of a Rhema words, since my own thoughts are rushing about and hard to keep quiet. But I will keep a notebook and pencil nearby, just in case He starts speaking."

Sweetie? Keep your COMPUTER nearby, 'cause if He starts speaking, you're gonna want to type it up! You're not gonna want him to stop. I shouldn't say 'if'. I should say 'when' He starts speaking.

And remember that on Heartdwellers.org we have Rhema words. You click on that link and say a short prayer; the Holy Spirit will bring up a Rhema word on that link. So, you click on it, a Rhema word comes up. And down the page just a little bit and to the left, there's a Rhema message. And that's wonderful, because it's like your own, personal teaching for the day. It's very, very powerful. Carol uses that every single day.

So, "I think it will take a while for me to get the hang of a Rhema word." Well. You'll see. If you start using that resource. You'll see.

And one thing, how I would describe to you, when you're reading the Scriptures—the Rhema word, the word that's anointed for you on the page... I don't know how to describe it, except... while you are reading, all of a sudden, something says, 'Wait a minute. That's for ME. That applies to ME.' Something gets your attention. It's like you're reading the words, but all of a sudden, you're reading 'between' the lines. And you realize that God has given you a word about YOUR specific situation.

So, listen for that, when you're reading the Scriptures. And I open the Scriptures frequently, for a Rhema word. And He shows me amazing things through that. Because there's so many personality studies, in the Rhema word. So many situation studies. There's so many things in the Scriptures, situations that repeat themselves in real life. Characteristics of people. Outcomes of situations that, you know - when He picks that for me and I open the Scripture, and I read that. I can relate to it in the present time, and I know how to handle it. I'm no longer in the fog as to deal with it.

Okay, let's see what else. We're almost done here. You'll get the hang of the Rhema word, don't worry.

Oh, and I suggest to you that you get an index card file. You start writing down words on index cards and picking a random word, maybe one, two or three during the day. We've got an accumulation of probably 2,000 of them, 'cause we've been doing this for so long. And I have these boxes scattered all through the house. And it will absolutely blow your mind, the things that come out of those boxes. They are SO ...what's the word. They are so urgently needed and on point that it... It's so supernatural! And that's one of the ways you can know that God is with you, is by getting a supernatural word like that. I highly recommend making a Rhema box.

And what do you put on it? Hey... You could put a bumper sticker on it, you know, something you saw on a bumper sticker. You could put something you read out of the Bible. You could put the out-come of a situation, and how God came through for you in a situation where there was no hope. Oh, just so many different things you could put on those little cards. And then you come and choose from them during the day, or one or two days - and the word is fresh again. Because the situation is the same as it was when you wrote the card, maybe a year ago. Or in out case, 30 years ago!

And "In the past four years I started seeing signs of the number 44, 144 and 444. I know that 444 is the number of the Gospel."

Yeah...

"...now. Since I just read it. But what do the other numbers mean? I don't want you to think too hard."

Okay. I think the Gospel, 444 for the Gospel is pretty right on. It can mean other things, too, but I can't go into them right now.

Okay. Then he closes his letter saying, "I think I'll wrap this up by thanking Jesus, thanking you and Ezekiel. And thanking Carol and all the people volunteering and on the payroll for helping this amazing ministry, to keep going. Thank you, guys."

I thank you, too. I love every single one of you.

"And helping the lost to hear about the unyielding love of Jesus Christ."

Amen! That's what it's all about.

"P.S. Carol - I am a transcriptionist." Hey! You're gonna need one for this message, Sweetheart!

"I'm a transcriptionist myself, so I know how much work it can be to transcribe audio into text. Thank you for doing an amazing job. I read your transcripts all the time, because sometimes I don't have the time to listen to a message. Thank you for all your work in all the other areas of ministry, too.

"P.P.S. - Ezekiel. You've modeled yourself after Christ, and that is inspiring me to do the same. All around me I hear people saying that men are dogs, and all the same. The worse half of humanity. But you have a true honor from God and are so gentle at the same time. My personality is not male-dominant, so it is encouraging for me to see there is honor, strength and gentleness together in a person. That is all possible with God. I want these traits, too. I empathize with your suffering these past years. I haven't been there for all of it, but it really is amazing how close you and God have become. And you have no idea how much it lifted my spirits when God started healing you, bringing you to your feet again. That's quite amazing."

And then he sends a photo of himself. And... At this point, young man, you can put your fingers in your ears... (He's a VERY handsome young man. Beautiful young man!)

"I do want closeness to God. I do want to leave the world behind in my actions and thoughts. And I do want to work with God to bring souls to His feet. And to His heart. I want everyone to know, especially my family, that it's possible to have an intimate relationship with a God Who is close—and not distant.

"Hugs in Christ."

Ahhh... lol.

Then he says, "P.P.P.S. - Jesus. Thank You for bringing me this far. I can't wait to be closer to You. :0)"

Oh, boy. What a blessed young man this is.

Well. I do have one recommendation for you. You could become a missionary. If that's what you want to do, and it sure sounds like it. You've got a burning heart for it. You could become a missionary.

Youth With a Mission trains people. And if you decide to go with Youth With a Mission, let me know. They've got some wonderful training programs. And that would give you some structure and direction in your life. As I said, the more you serve the Lord when you go into serious prayer - the more He responds. Because He's got to fill YOU up, to go out - so you can fill others up. And draw Him closer to you.

Well, thank you for this letter. And dear YouTube listeners—I'm sorry it's so long. But I think there's probably an awful lot of young people out there who can relate to this. And I encourage all of you: give your lives to the Lord. Seek a holy vocation serving Him. Don't give your life to the world. Don't spend your life serving the world.

You can have a wonderful marriage, have children—and be in the mission field, too. It's... You don't have to have money and live in the world.

And as a matter of fact, the way people are now—and they have, actually, always been this way. Seeking security in a marriage. They may not necessarily LOVE you, but they see that you're secure, you know? Security and money and all those things. Oh, what a terrible thing to live for.

A missionary is a wonderful. wonderful work.

So. The Lord bless you, YouTube Family. Thank you for responding to our needs so beautifully. We have sent a LOT of money out to different missions. And people ask me all the time who is worthy of donations.

Well. I know Erik is. I know his work, I know him very, very well. That would be the Flutemaker. Erik the Flutemaker Ministries.

I know Samaritan's Purse is amazing. They have things going on all over the world. Anyone who is in distress or need of any kind, Samaritan's Purse is there with them.

And Voice of the Martyrs is wonderful. And I'm especially touched to give to the widows of ministers who've been martyred for their faith. They still have their children to raise. And then there's people who've been displaced from their homes, and they're living in camps. And there's people who want to go back to their homes that ISIS destroyed and they're building new homes for them.

So, those are ALL wonderful causes.

And if you want to look at any more causes, you can go ahead and go to our Outreach page on Heartdwellers.org. And the other thing that I can encourage is the local utility company. Find somebody there who has a heart. For us it's the lady who runs the past-due accounts and shut- off notices. And she sends us people all the time. And if we're in a position to, we get them caught up, so they don't get their utilities turned off.

So, the Lord bless you, dear ones. And please, share this letter with other young people that you know that are going through things like this. And God bless you. We love you, dear ones. Thank you so much for being on our Channel, and thank you so much for your feedback and prayers.

Jesus Teaches on Obstacles to Hearing Him July 8, 2018

Jesus began, “I have heard your prayers and cries, My People, and I long to bring you closer so you CAN hear Me. So, I will begin to explain to you the elements that stand in the way of your spiritual growth."

And I think this is gonna be the beginning of a series, because I wasn't able to cover everything tonight.

Jesus continued, “I have much to say to you, My dear ones who are struggling to hear Me, for many different reasons. You do have a very real enemy. You still have unrecognized sin in your lives. You have many struggles with your flesh, because of what you allow into your ear and eye-gate. You do tend to be selfish with your time.

“You see, those of you who pour out your efforts and prayers on others, I must continually fill. So, part of being filled is being empty to begin with. Not just empty for the consolations you feel you need and want, but empty for what you want to give to others. The more a soul pours out their lives on others, the more I will fill them. Your emptiness and desire to help others and their aching need causes Me to pour out into you, so that you CAN fill them.

“You could almost call this a spiritual law, it is such a regular dynamic. Emptiness calls to Me, makes demands on My grace—especially when the soul is crying out to feed others.

"If I continue to fill you, when you are only collecting it for yourself, you become self-serving, and like a lake with no outlet, eventually a stagnant pond. It is the faithfulness to the graces I give you that causes Me to anoint you even more. You put demands upon Me, My children, when you pour out on others all that you have.

“Clare, I am asking this of you, as well. The Rhema reading I gave you tonight, for the second time in a week should be very startling to you, considering you are dealing with almost 2,000 cards and that one came up.”

And what He is referring to is that, tonight Jesus gave me a card that referred to a book some of you may know, if you are from liturgical or monastic backgrounds. "The Book of Azariah". A collection of conversations between Maria Valtorta and an angel by the name of Azariah.

She also wrote the book, "The Poem of the Man God", which is much more well-known. I was deeply touched by this reading tonight, guys. My card said, “The Book of Azariah page 87”. When I read it to Ezekiel, we both felt strongly it would be an encouragement to you all if you heard it. So, here we go.

And I'm gonna have to do some editing on the fly, here. Because Azariah tends to be very wordy.

Okay. He's talking here about the Last Supper.

"Jesus was the Bread of Heaven, the Intact Bread which had undergone no manipulation by man. Intact. Holy and Gentle. He had descended from Heaven to Earth on a winter's night and separated Himself a first time, in a mysterious measure from the Two with Whom He formed the Holy Trinity.

"The pain of the separation of the first break marked the entry of the Light into the midst of Darkness. And for 33 years, in increasing pace, the life of Christ was nothing but a succession of humiliations. Metaphorically comparable to those of bread, reduced to crumbs and scattered into fractions. Annihilated to be a means for the needs of all.

"Were the last three years NOT a reduction to crumbs, for all hungers, for all souls? For all the needs of souls? Who was more annihilated than He? Misunderstood by the ignorant, close- minded friends. By resentful enemies. Who was more broken to give suffering and untiring action? Help to bodies and souls, wisdom and forgiveness in example to everyone.

"And at the Last Supper, did He not summarize in one rite the whole meaning of Himself and His mission and His holocaust?

"The evangelists agree in saying that in coming to a point in the Paschal Supper, He introduced a new rite into the old one. He took bread, blessed it and broke it. Giving a piece to each one of His twelve, saying, 'This is My Body, given for you. Do this in memory of Me.'

"Oh, I beg of you Christians! Relieve your thoughts from your heavy limitations. Clarify your spiritual gaze and see and understand beyond your usual limits. This is MY BODY - given for YOU. Given. He meant in this way 'broken', for the Love of your good spurs Me to break Myself, to let Myself - the Untouchable One, be broken. By men. Do this, in memory of Me.'

"The Eucharistic rite is established with these words. But not that alone. The advice to the Elect among the Redeemed Ones is also in those words. And that advice is to be worthy of the election by which I have chosen you. My true servants among the servants, in memory of Me. Who, by this, teach you the form and manner of becoming masters and redeemers.

Break yourselves into pieces without repugnance, pride, fears or human considerations. Split. Break. Annihilate and destroy yourselves. Give yourselves to men, for men and out of love for Me. Who, out of love for them, I gave Myself to whomever breaks Me. As I gave Myself to whoever wanted miracles and instruction. Someone incapable of breaking and giving himself is not a good disciple. And the generosity, the immolation of the person able to break himself to satisfy the hunger of his brothers and sisters is the sign causing the true servant of God to be recognized. "And they recognized Him when He broke the bread. And they will recognize you by your breaking yourselves, out of charity and justice. They will recognize you as true servants.

"Therefore, Oh dear ones. Oh, Chosen Instruments. Love what is humbling, painful, laborious. Holy—breaking into pieces for the good of one’s brothers and the glory of God. Then the Good Shepherd will speak for you and say, 'I am the Good Shepherd. I know My sheep. And My sheep know Me.' He will say, 'My sheep? Here they are. These are the ones. These who set their feet where I set them. Even if the final way is that of Calvary. And since they truly know Me, they do what I did. And are willing to be broken if only they can save their brothers.'

"The blessed apostle Peter confirms my words in his epistle. Listen to him.

"’Christ suffered for us, leaving you an example, so that you will follow in His footsteps’. The sheep of the True Sheepfold would no longer belong to it if they abandoned their Shepherd by following in the footsteps of another. To other pastures, which were not those of the Master of the Flock. And His steps do not involve material joy, but suffering. Fruitful for the one undergoing it for others, since to suffer with Christ, in Christ, means to continue the redemption of Christ.

"Nor should any of you specifically-chosen instruments, along with all of you wishing to call yourselves fervent Christians, complain about trials. Sorrows. And anguish. Terming them unjust because they are undeserved."

Boy, he nailed me in that one. I was REALLY upset today, and I'll share that with you in a minute.

He continued, "He', the apostle says, 'who never committed sin nor utters deceitful words. Who, when cursed, did not curse. When ill-treated, did not threaten. And placed Himself in the hands of those judging Him unjustly bore our sins in His body on the Cross.' Who among men can say this in the knowledge that it is not a lie? Who can say, 'I never sinned or uttered deceitful words, or cursed, or felt rancor towards those who hated me.' And without reacting, place myself in the hands of my executioners. No one can say so!

"And why then, do you complain, if He did not? Why do you react, if He did not offer resistance? Do you not then have in yourselves the key to the secret whereby one can suffer with joy? And a willing haste to suffer?

"The secret is this: So that, dead to sin, men might live in justice, healed of their wounds through His wounds. That's it. Love. Once more: Love. Ever again, perfect Love provides the key to the joy of suffering. Those who have understood the Master, and have completely wished to imitate Him are able to die so that men will live in justice and be healed of the wounds of their sins.

"For all our brothers, Maria. For all our brothers, oh true Christian. Without Phariseeisms, which annul Christianity. A religion of Love to take back to Old Israel, full of severity. To suffer, therefore, not only for our Catholic brothers and sisters but for the separated brethren. For the straying sheep. That they may return to the Shepherd. And I entrust you to the arms of the Good Shepherd, consumed lamb, for the charity of your suffering today. This suffering of yours, which I deposit in the heavenly thuribles, so that together will all the prayers of the saints, it will burn and give off fragrance before the Throne of God to obtain Mercy for all.

"Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. Hallelujah."

So, that was the angel Azariah dictating to Maria. And this has a particular meaning for me today. It is very poignant, because Ezekiel went into deep intercession today for one very close to us, and he suffered greatly. I was beside myself, seeing him in this kind of pain after the healing he received, but I knew the Lord was allowing it for the salvation of a precious soul.

It was also a great admonition for me to keep going when it seems there is nothing left of me. Oh, I was complaining. I was so complaining. I was crying out to the Lord and saying, "HOW can You let this happen? How can you let this be so severe and so difficult??"

Because Jesus gave His all, and how can I reconcile that with me, drawing a line and saying, "This far, and no further! Oh Lord I’m just too tired, there’s nothing left of me.”

Really, guys—I've complained a lot. And I'm beginning to see that as a major fault in me that needs correction. And the only way it's going to be corrected is through the love of God. Falling more in love with Him. And getting closer to the Lord, until I can really relate with His Passion and His suffering in such a way that I don't turn my face away from challenges when they come up.

So, my dear ones, we are talking about self-denial again, and a pouring out of all our energies on behalf of another. And Jesus is telling us: this is one key to receiving more and more from Him. How can we serve a Master who never speaks to us? It’s not hard to serve ourselves, is it? Well, for me it’s not hard, although I should abhor such an attitude at my age, having spent most of my life on myself. Not much time left to pour out His love. So, of course He is pouring into this vessel, so she has something to give to others—Living Waters.

Jesus continued, “This is truly a spiritual law that emptiness draws from the wellsprings of grace, simply by the fact that it has nothing to give. How can you serve others when you are so empty? So, I fill you, dear souls.

“Now we come to another fact that influences whether or not you will be able to see and hear Me. There are still attitudes and habits in some of your lives that block My grace from going as deeply into your lives as it could. How can I fill a vessel that is full of the world? The music of the world, the movies of the world, the worldly appetites the body chases after. The worldly comforts and conveniences, the worldly guidance from friends, the worldly influences from work. When a vessel is full of these things, there is little room for My grace.

“Fortunately for Me, I found a soul loaded down with many of these faults, and through My conversations with her, you have been able to learn much. But learning does little good for you if you do not reform your lives based on that knowledge. Modern electronic media is a well- structured and studied system, presented in the context of colorful and exciting stories that will captivate and influence souls into behavioral values that are easy to control.

“When you play video games, watch TV programs, read worldly magazines and books, you are programming yourself to be a worldling. A worldling cannot receive spiritual transmissions, because all the concepts to them are alien and make absolutely no sense to them.

"For instance, the Beatitudes: 'Blessed are those who mourn; they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek; they shall inherit the Earth. Blessed are you when men persecute and revile you.' All these concepts are repugnant to the worldly-minded soul, and I must gently lead you out of that morass of filth before your mind can truly receive My thoughts.”

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave Himself up for her to sanctify her, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to Himself as a glorious church, without stain or wrinkle or any such blemish, but holy and blameless. Ephesians 5:25-26

“Yes, I bathe you in the purifying waters of My word, until the crust of corruption falls from your hearts and minds, to reveal a tender heart of flesh and a receptive mind to Heavenly realities. My dear ones, if I could isolate you from this nefarious influence, you would begin to hear Me very well, indeed. But this is just one facet of the problem. There are so many more, which I will go into in further messages."

Which He's going to address, by the way, in another message. This is already a long message, and I don't want to keep you.

So, I think the next one is going to - the next message will have to do with our enemies. And that's gonna be pretty interesting, 'cause we are learning more and more and more about these 'Blessed' creatures that are teaching us so much. The Lord is blessing us with challenges, one after another. The challenges come from our enemies, and truly they are blessing us. And we're praying for their conversion, that they, too, will be blessed and they'll turn from their ways to the Lord.

But in the meantime, they're the 'professors' in the University! They are definitely teaching us amazing things, by revealing the ways that they deal with the human mind and emotions. And the Lord really wants you to get this, so I know He's going to go into greater depth about it.

And I really want to get it. So, I'm sitting right here in the learning seat, just like you are. God bless you, Heartdwellers. Thank you for your prayers. Thank you so much for your prayers. And those of you who donate to the mission, thank you so much. The Lord bless you.

CRISIS IS HERE, AMERICA! July 10, 2018

My dearest Heartdwellers, I have never had a Spirit of Travail fall upon me as I did tonight, when I came to my communion service. It was the heaviest I have ever felt, the most gut-wrenching and profound weeping.

Dear ones, President Trump has been backed into a corner and ONLY an Act of God can make it possible for him to move forward.

Heartdwellers, if God does not intervene—we are going Home very soon. Either the suitcase nukes fail to go off as an act of Almighty God, or some of us will die in the conflagration that will follow their detonation. I cannot even imagine the decision he is facing right now.

I believe it has been spoken by Kim Clement, a reliable prophet, that Hillary was going to jail and that President Trump would be elected to another term. But I also know that a prophetic word depends upon the response of the people. That is to say, that when God gives a word, it is a probability—if the word given is responded to with faith and action. But then there is the ability of God to know even their response in advance. So, I am hoping for the best...

But a sobering light on this, is that Jesus has told me, the three or more years of probation was dependent upon the people’s response to more time, more grace and more mercy. And right now, due to the negative PR being spread by mainstream media, and being gobbled up! There are still a lot of people who call themselves Americans, but are really groomed from childhood to be Globalists.

Therefore, they don’t see the good the President is doing; they don’t believe in him. They, in fact, have been trained to ‘go along with the program’, just as the Germans went along with Hitler in Nazi Germany.

If you are on this Channel, listening to this message, and you are against Trump—you have been groomed by Globalists to elect people like Obama. Who was the worst president in the history of the nation. But he was also the one with the most public appeal. He is a man of stealth and deceit, who was hailed as a savior for America. But a tree is known by its fruits. And when you look at his terms in office, you can see rotten fruit everywhere.

The weakening of the military, the destruction of the economy, the emerging trend to make America a welfare state, the horrendously terrible trade deals, crippling America around the world, while America pays into these countries to help them. I mean, it's just unbelievable! To see what's been done!

The disarray of the health care system. Doctors are just... They just don't know what to do it's so bad. And has anyone read the fine print about the emerging military state scattered in dark corners of Obamacare? What better way to control Americans than to turn them into welfare recipients who will always sing to the tune being played by the most charismatic players in power?

Wake up, children! You’ve been fed from a pot of lies, and your future depends on knowing the real truth and responding appropriately.

So, here we are, at a very critical hour. And only an act of God. Or several acts can break the threats that are being held over this nation. In essence: ”Live with corruption, or see your cities nuked, because we don’t care who we kill to get our way. We just want America destroyed and divested of its sovereignty. One way or the other, we will destroy you.”

Well, at that point, I ran out of words, and I said, 'Lord, do you have a message for us tonight?'

And He said, “I do. This nation is in great peril, but I have not abandoned her. She has done much good throughout the world. And the good she has done is an expression more of the American people, than the evil. I say this, because Americans can be very generous, and the evil in this nation is not the heart of America or what she stands for. Rather, it is the Globalist agenda, that can even be dated back to the French Revolution at its inception.

“Prosperity has misled the people and caused them to focus too much on their comforts, rather than where the money they pay for taxes really goes—and the evil roots of the cancer that will eventually take over the whole world before I return to govern the Earth. Because of comfort and abundance, much has been overlooked in the political arena. But now, those who are true to the spirit of this nation are beginning to take back ground, and I am supporting them in their fight.

“However. It is a perilous time, because the corrupted elite leaders of the world care nothing for her prosperity. And, even as it is written in the Scriptures, they will strip her bare and naked, leaving her to die."

And that's a quote from Revelation 17.

Then the angel said to me, “The waters where you saw the prostitute seated are peoples and multitudes and nations and tongues. And the ten horns and the beast that you saw will hate the prostitute. They will leave her desolate and naked, and will eat her flesh and burn her with fire. For God has put it into their hearts to carry out His purpose by uniting to give their kingdom to the beast, until the words of God are fulfilled. Revelation 17:15-17

“My people, My chosen ones, history is written with prayer. And this is your time to stand in the gap and pray for a miracle. In fact, a succession of miracles. Miracle after miracle is needed to free this nation from its captivity. You who care—it is in your hands. I had given you a time frame in which I would observe the actions of this nation and My Father would make a decision about her fate.

“Although I am anxious to save the Muslim people and others around the world, I cannot oppose My Father’s judgment. He sees so much more than you do. And while He has defended a Champion to break this system—for at least a season, it is a very difficult battle. And we are not winning. We are losing in many areas.

“But the heart to triumph is still alive, and the efforts to do so still are active and standing. This is a fierce opponent that has had his tentacles into the world, in preparation for the Tribulation and the takeover of every nation, for a very long time; going deep into generations with well- studied and prepared blueprints of destruction to unfold sequentially.

"And now we are near the termination of the blueprints.

“Your president has snatched the prey at the very last moment from the jaws of the Beast. But there are hidden snares and blockades everywhere. And where progress is made in one area, it is at the same time lost in others and held at bay. This is a great drama being played out before your very eyes—and if only you could see the underside, you would know it is far more complicated than it looks.

“If the go-along-with-what-is-comfortable-and-attractive population of this nation doesn’t change, it is not looking good for you, America. As the Liberal opposition gains ground, the corrupted hearts and minds of these people, who know nothing of the Truth, will bring My Father to the conclusion that it is time for His intervention to move along and bring My Bride Home. This is truly a time of life-and-death upheaval and there are no guarantees.

“The battle is in the minds of those who refuse to see, or scratch the surface, or even reason intelligently. They are stirred up and focused on President Trump as a target for their frustrations and anger. Since they have chosen lies, they may well get to see what their choices will result in.

“It is not My Father’s will to set the Tribulation in motion now; it is His will to bring revival, to give all a chance to repent and come to Me.

"However, the staunch, liberal Americans are causing Him to reconsider His merciful timeline. It is indeed a treacherous time, and an appropriate prayer is to change the heart of this generation raised by the Global Elite. They are the ones who have cultivated this ignorance and blindness, in preparation for the great takeover and decline of this nation.

“They see themselves as the ‘saving’ generation, bringing global peace. They see you as troublemakers and zealots in a make-believe, conspiratorial world. They are simply blind to the true nature of evil parading itself as good.

“There will be a wakeup call for America, Clare. There will be an event to cause all to go deeper. Yet, it remains to be seen if the highly-educated generation gets it. They are so conditioned by lies and superficial opinions, it is difficult for them to see beyond the facade.

"I would like you to concentrate your prayers on this sector of America that is walking around on the rim of the Abyss—blindfolded. They simply cannot see.

“But prayer changes things. Prayer writes history. But if the will of man will not be turned from these lies, things will begin much sooner than We had hoped.

“Pray much for these children who do not know their right from their left. Pray they will wake up. Pray My Father will send them a sign that causes them to go deeper. It is so much easier to go along with the crowd, finding fault with this President, than it is for them to even consider that they might have been mistaken in their assessment of the Elite choices for presidents over the last hundred years. And wake up to the fact that the ‘religious fanatics’ may indeed know something they don’t know.

“There is so much pride in this culture...that, in itself, would be a miracle!

“Pray for them, Clare, and hope much that they will be willing to remove the blindfold and look at the facts of where they stand in this critical moment of time.

“Do not worry about yourselves or your families, My people. I am going to take care of you. But pray much that this generation will respond to grace and discover the Truth for themselves.

"Pray for them!”

So Long (Ezekiel's song) July 12, 2018

Lamb of God, Holy Lamb of God How You take away my sin, And You cover me with grace and mercy always. King of Israel.

Lamb of God, Holy Lamb of God Bright and Morning Star, Shine above the heavens. Lord of Ages, Rose of Sharon.

My Messiah Oh, my Fortress.

America! God Has Noted Your Prayers & Repentance July 12, 2018

My precious, Heartdwelling Family. The Lord began a message, and forgive me, because I didn't get it up in time. He wanted you to have this today. And I felt I needed to wait on it just a wee bit. But He corrected me, so here it is.

Jesus began, “Prayers and petitions are going up from all over this nation. They will not be in vain. My Father’s heart has softened towards you who have broken the flask of your hearts and anointed this country with your tears. My Father has compassion on you, because of your brokenness, and He will remember your sins no more.

“You have given the widow’s mite, down to the last tear. And Heaven is in awe of the generosity of hearts that have heeded the call to brokenness and travail. History is not written with a pen and paper. But the sighs and pleadings of a people in distress are the ones that write the history.

“Do not say to Me that this has happened too quickly."

That's what I was thinking. The Lord was correcting me there.

"...because you only put the message up yesterday. Rather, understand My Heart’s cry for intercession has been rapidly received and met with travail all over the nation. Many know of this situation and have been breaking their hearts over it for days. But more was needed and now you face a possibility of deliverance that was not favorable before.”

Jesus continued, “Clare, I have an army of intercessors who live only to pray. It is their joy, and their response to My every need. And it is immediate. Can you imagine such as these? Oh yes, they are hand-picked, little and despised by the world. What little is known of them! But all of Heaven knows them on familiar terms. On Earth, this great cloud of souls, so very sensitive to the movement of My Heart.

"Blessed are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness, they shall be filled. And blessed are those who mourn for they shall be consoled. Not with the consolations of this Earth, but rather with the consolations of Heaven, which blossom in hearts and give off a continual fragrance to them and all of Heaven.

“You are not out of the woods yet, but things have taken an interesting turn. And Providence is working to the advantage of the hearts of true Americans. How blessed are those who have mourned and repented for the sins of this nation! How great your reward is in Heaven.

“Now, I would ask you to put this out, with the stipulation that they continue in this kind of prayer. And I will bless them with marvelous news.

"Look on, you scoffers, and be amazed. The prayers of the Righteous will be heard and My Father will not turn His back on them. That which you feared shall come upon you, but My Name shall be exalted among the nations. They will cry out, ‘How great is their God! Surely there is a God in Heaven who hears the prayers of His people. Why are we wasting our time among these idolaters? Let us bring offerings and become His people as well.’”

That's a beautiful word of encouragement, dear Heartdwellers. I'm going to get it up right away.

The Lord bless you all. And those of you who have broken flasks of your heart, with tears for this nation—you are surely a blessed people. You cannot out-give the Lord. And what He has waiting for you in Heaven is beyond description. Amen.

Hindrances to Hearing & Seeing God July 14, 2018

Well, my dear Family, I want to be faithful to you to continue to share the things that have hindered my relationship with the Lord and hearing Him. The blocks I have created in the past are the results of selfishness, disobedience and laziness in seeking out His perfect will.

In the beginning of the binding prayer, I outline a review of my actions in my conscience:

For instance, the first paragraph is: PREPARATION.

"My Precious Father, my Beloved Jesus & my Dear Comforter, I enter Your court with a thankful heart for You have preserved me and given me all I need to serve You. Spirit of God teach me to worship You continuously in Spirit and Truth, to see, hear, understand You clearly in every way You speak to me. Father, I forgive & bless from my heart, those who have hurt me. And I pray for restoration, healing & conversion for them."

So, that's the prayer. And in that is contained several points that are very important.

1. A thankful heart, asking for guidance in worship. And an attitude of wanting to learn…a hunger. A thankful heart. 2. Also I ask to be broken out of any preconceived ideas about how He wants to speak to me. In that way, I honor His choice and do not make demands on Him to send a “thundercloud and lightning” with a message to me. I remain vigilant of everyone and everything around me that God might use to give me guidance.

3. I forgive my enemies and pray for their conversion and healing.

Now, let me warn you here, I'm no saint. And I don't pray this every single day. But I do try to follow it, especially when I'm living mindfully and not in a rush.

So, REPENTANCE. That's the next paragraph.

"Holy Spirit, my Comforter, please reveal to me if I have hurt You, or opened doors to demonic oppression, or planted seeds of bitterness?"

Oh, guys - it is so EASY to get a seed of bitterness! Ugh...

"Have I forgiven everyone? Have I judged, compared or secretly criticized, falsely accused, gossiped, or cast a slur; did I exaggerate, color the truth or lie? Did I spend money meant for other things or take something that belonged to another? Did I covet, lust or entertain sinful thoughts? Was I disrespectful to anyone, or to those in authority?

"Was I arrogant, proud or jealous? Have I failed to BELIEVE & ACT on Your promises or been lazy, wasting time, disobeying, complaining, ungrateful?

"Lord, I repent and rend my heart, and long to return and please You. For You are gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love."

So. In that paragraph, first I ask the Holy Spirit to reveal how I may have offended Him? To be perfectly honest, I don't wait around for an answer. I move on to the next thing. But I should dwell on that. And I do give Him the opportunity to speak to me. During the day, I listen for those things that are offensive to Him.

And I've kind of bulleted these and given them numbers. That was the 4th one.

5. Have I judged? Judgment stinks to high heaven and is extremely off-putting to God, the Great Cloud of witnesses and the angels.

6. Did I gossip or cast a slur on anyone?

7. Did I lie about something? Even a little lie counts.

Unless you're smuggling Bibles... That's a different story.

8. Was I arrogant, proud, presumptuous or jealous?

9. Did I fail to believe God’s word to me?

You know. If I have unbelief, I'm not going to apply myself to the greatest degree that I can. If there's a little speck of unbelief in there, it weakens the whole structure. And I get tired and discouraged easily. When I really spend good time with Him, when I've really captured and protected the inspiration that He's gives me, I don't fail to believe His word. But it's like a little motor. It keeps me running, pushing along to get it done.

10. Have I been lazy or procrastinating, making excuses?

Sometimes that can be a cover-up for unbelief, as well. Underneath that complaining and ingratitude and grumbling, there's something underneath it. And we need to find out what's causing me to do this? And I need to stop.

11. Have I complained, been ungrateful and grumbled? 12. Have I glossed over my faults and sins rather than taking the time to truly repent.

Oh dear, even as I type this out, I am feeling serious conviction! No wonder my vision of the Lord is clouded; I have done all of these things this past week. If I had to choose one thing I wanted to change immediately, it would be ingratitude and grumbling. Oh God, help me to thank You continuously.

To this I would like to add:

13. Have I taken time to really worship You, or have I skimmed over quiet time and called it good, being in a hurry to do other things? Where is my heart really at? What do I spend most of my time doing?

14. Have I truly waited on God? Or rushed out of prayer time to do the next thing on my list—even if it is holy, like answering posts and letters.

15. Have I been generous in giving, and not missed an opportunity to do for others?

16. Do I respond to the lonely and hurting? Or do I rush off in pursuit of something more creative to do?

17. Do I really 'break the seal' on my heart and pour myself out on others in prayer?

18. Have I been obedient to the inspirations of Holy Spirit? Or have I heeded the check in my spirit?

And here's something that happened just today. Today, my helper went to do grocery shopping for me. I wanted some convenience food from the deli, so I asked her to get me dolmas— which are made with rice and herbs wrapped in grape leaves. I had a bit of a check in the spirit when I told her. I thought, 'hmmm... I hope they're not too expensive.' But I didn’t pay real good attention to it. Mostly, I eat very common and inexpensive foods, and I thought, ‘Well, 6 of those will be inexpensive, because I'll stretch them out over several days.’

But, then I got a reading from the Psalms talking about God’s Correction and I thought, ‘Uh-oh. I’d better not do this.’ But it was too late. She had already left the store. So, I asked my son to buy them from me... How convoluted can I get! ...since he happens to love them. And I will fast and I will use the money for charity.

To make a long story short, while I was taking my afternoon reboot nap, he left and went home. Early. When I awoke, I asked Ezekiel about him and I said, 'What happened?" And Ezekiel answered me, “Oh, he got really sick from those dolmas! Pressure in his intestines, throwing up and having to stay in the bathroom for the other symptom.”

Oh, I felt so badly! And I thought, 'oh, boy - he's gonna get dehydrated. I hope it's not too bad.' And this was MY fault! If I had just heeded that check in my spirit about the dolmas, it never would have happened. But I was not obedient to the subtle leading of Holy Spirit the first time. I tried to rationalize my way through it. And the enemy used it to hurt my son.

Oh, my dear ones. Jesus loves obedience to the littlest things. It gives Him so much pleasure to see us being vigilant and obedient. Not to mention that, by obeying, He protects us from harm.

Oh, there are so many things that injure the Heart of God, my dear ones. When we injure others, either through omission or commission, it hurts the Lord. The irony of this is that, to change, we need more intimacy with God. More deeply communing with Jesus; more obedience to Holy Spirit.

In the Scriptures, the Lord makes no mystery of what the disposition of heart must be to see Him. My two favorite Scriptures:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God." Matthew 5:8

"If anyone love me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him, and will make our home with him." John 14:23

And "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God." is Matthew 5:8

You see, there are no guessing games about pleasing God. He makes it abundantly clear. Do you know why? Because He longs to be seen and heard by you, more than you do! Infinitely more than you do.

How can God have pleasure in fellowshipping with His creature if they cannot see or hear Him? Don't you long to be seen and heard by those you love? Especially when they are crying out for your attention! Especially when they need your wisdom?

What a joyful thing it is for me when my children say, "Mom, I need to talk with you. I need your help." When I hear that, a spark lights up in my heart. It explodes into a gentle explosion of love, and just wants to set everything aside so I can listen to them speak to their hearts.

So, I asked the Lord, "Do You have you anything to add, Jesus?"

Jesus began, "How much time are you willing to give Me, Clare?”

I want to give you all my time, Lord, but I am weak and impatient sometimes. Please help me.

“Those are sweet words. Do you have the patience to live up to them?”

No... But You can make me more patient.

“Well said. My precious ones, she spoke the truth when she said I desire to be with you more than you can even imagine. My heart longs for intimacy with you.”

(He is speaking here of spiritual intimacy, not anything carnal, by the way.)

He continued, “When you spend a great deal of time making a gift for someone, don't you want them to express their gratitude for the gift of your heart?

“I am no different. I love gratitude.

“It is said that demons run on negative emotions, and indeed they do derive power from that energy you expend when you lose your temper.

"Well, the secret way to My heart is for you to notice every gift I give you. From time, to the health of your body, to your house or the land you live on. All of these things have been preordained and arranged to bring you the most conducive environment for your spiritual growth and happiness. I spend a great deal of time arranging the details of your lives, My precious ones.

“Most never notice—let alone give thanks. Most focus on the inconveniences rather than the conveniences.

"Of course, you have very wicked companions who continually feed negativity into your ears. What can you do about that? Make a conscious, continuous effort to worship and give thanks.

"Two things cannot occupy the same space at one time. You are busy praying, worshipping, thanking—these demons have nowhere to feed into you their lies and calumnies about Me. The airspace is already taken up with thanksgiving, as you recall everything from the fresh fragrance of the soil in your garden to the fragrance of rain. These little things that so few notice are gifts from My heart to yours. Relish them! Thank Me for them.

“Here are some of the ways you give place to the devils.

"Your wife is late with dinner. The enemy whispers in your ear, ‘She doesn't care about your needs. She's been busy with what she likes to do. She figures you can wait, or make yourself a sandwich.’ So you become irritated.

“The reality is that she's had a rough day and she's hurting and behind on her chores. You try to hold back your displeasure and irritation, but it comes out in the tone of your voice, ‘Isn't dinner ready YET?’ Now she feels condemned and guilty, on top of the other things that happened in her day.

“The enemy whispers in her ear, ‘He doesn't care about your day! He just wants to be fed so he can lay back and watch his favorite program.’ So, now SHE feels very alone, isolated and without support, and becomes upset with him—feeling that he doesn't care or love her. He's in his own world.

“So, she resentfully drops what she's doing and hurries to finish dinner for him.

“The unstated facts are that they have just received a seed of bitterness from one another, and now that will grow to a huge tree that will divide the house—unless it is cut down and removed from the root.

“On the other hand, lets look at a couple that is paying attention to Me. He gets home—hot, hungry—tired from a long day. There's no aroma of dinner in the air. The enemy whispers in his ear, ‘She doesn't care about your needs! She's been busy with what she likes to do. She figures you can wait or make yourself a sandwich.’

“Because he has practiced an attitude of gratitude, he rejects that idea, and hears something like this from My Spirit. ‘She's had a really hard day. You'd better go check on her.’

“So, he finds his wife, looks into her eyes. Her face is a bit strained. She feels guilty that dinner isn't started yet, but she doesn't want to burden him with her day, because he looks tired, too.

"She blurts out, ‘I’m sorry about dinner, Honey! I'm running behind." He says, ‘Tell the truth; how did your day go?’ She collapses on the couch, crying. They talk and console one another. Then, he picks up the phone and orders dinner out, or grabs a couple of meals from the freezer, and tells her to go get a shower and relax. He will fix a quick dinner…

“The difference between these two couples is that the first couple take each other—My great gift to them, a worthy spouse—for granted. And are ready to take their frustrations with their days out on one another and find fault.

“The second couple is profoundly grateful for their spouse, and wants to do all in their power to relieve their sufferings—even if it means a low-blood-sugar headache for an hour or so.

“The first couple has practiced unbridled complaining over the demands of their day for so long, it's become a bad habit. The second couple has practiced constant gratitude for the wonderful spouse I've given them, and would never dream of making their day harder by complaining.

“Which one are you in this story, My Beloved?

“It is written ‘The wise woman builds her house, but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down.’ Proverbs 14:1

“When you offend one another and treat each other with contempt and irritation, you are tearing down your own house, and you have failed in charity and gratitude. Do you know? These attitudes cloud your mind with a kind of static block that makes it harder for you to see and hear Me? These are gross energy vibrations that build a wall around your mind—and the demons flock to them. Their goal is to divide and conquer, and every night gives them an opportunity to destroy a little more of your relationship, when you give into ingratitude and selfishness."

And just a little warning, guys. You really need to pray before the holidays and weekends. 'Cause that's when the devils take the worst advantage of family being together. They try to create as much division as they can in those two days. And they want to weaken you. They don't want you to rest.

Back to the Lord.

Then He said, “"A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." Proverbs 17:22

“You cannot control all that happens to you in a day, but you can certainly control your reactions and call upon Me for strength and wisdom.

"Build one another up, My people, and I shall build you up as well.”

Young Pregnant Teen Couple in Serious Danger July 15, 2018

My precious Heartdwellers. I'm coming to you tonight on bended knee, with a heavy heart. Praying for a miracle.

I know you know that I call you Family. And I really mean it. And I know of a situation of a young couple that's been with us for several months, and their lives have been SO changed by the messages.

And they are in a TERRIBLY dangerous situation. So, I'm asking for you to hear their story. And if there's any way you can help them, please, please help them.

This is a young couple. The girl is 16. Despised by her family for an embarrassing birth mark. The young man is her childhood sweetheart, and he's in his 20's. As we know it happens, they became too close and she conceived and is four months' pregnant.

They have both repented, but are committed to getting married. He also has land and wants to provide a home for her and start a family.

However, this is not possible, because of the influence her father has on this small island of Trinidad. Which is an English-speaking country, off the coast of Argentina.

She's living in a horror story. I have personally witnessed, over Skype, that they abuse her and treat her like a slave. She's forbidden to go outside, except during school time. She's not permitted to have any friends. When her only sister found out she was talking to a friend in America, she told her mother. And the mother started screaming at her—which I witnessed over Skype. And then they took her phone away.

Now, she has no way to see the videos, which were nourishing her soul. And no way to communicate with me, or with the father of the baby, who purchased her phone.

They have been treating her with unbelievable cruelty and brutality for many years. So, the young man, several months ago—desperate for her safety—came to me, asking for counsel and help. I don't want to see her or her baby killed, but they would force her into an abortion. Or possibly beat her to death when they find out.

This young couple is totally dedicated to one another. Even though they were kept from seeing each other for two whole years. Both of them love Jesus with all their hearts and are exceptionally devout and committed to the Lord. Really, they are exceptional, exceptional people. Her sister, who is cruel and abusive, is the only one who knows she's pregnant, and is blackmailing her. This is a wretched situation with one of the sweetest and holiest young women I have ever known. She loves her family and prays for them, even when they abuse and beat her.

Her father is tied in with the police department and he is wealthy. He has prevented her from going to school. He even kept her out for a year to isolate her from her friends. He has also divorced the mother of the girl and remarried. He has a history of brutality, as does the mother. And they do not know that she's pregnant. But she's been warned that if she got pregnant, her father would kill her.

All they want to do is get married and raise their baby, which they are both fearful AND excited about.

I've been in communication with them for quite a while. And Ezekiel and I sought the Lord on their behalf. And it's been confirmed to us that we can adopt the girl. We want to adopt her and help them both come to America. The Lord has confirmed this, and He will make a way.

But we need help. I'm reaching out to you, Heartdwellers. We need legal help to get her out of that country before her father kills her.

I have a place for them to stay, and volunteer domestic work for them to do in exchange for rent. With a lovely, certified midwife and a strong Christian who needs daytime child-care for her children.

I need help to get them over here—and quickly.

Please. If any of you have connections and would be willing to help. Please contact me by leaving your email for Carol. Time is running out for them. She's in her forth month now and beginning to show.

If you can do nothing else, please pray that God make a way, and that we're alert and attentive to how He wants to do it.

I can vouch for the character of these two. She sought help for over a year from public agencies to get out of the home. Nobody believes how bad, or dangerous, it is. I would be afraid to let an agency take her, because of the child trafficking and corruption, which is extremely rampant on this island.

So, please. Help them, if you can, dear Heartdwellers. I know you all have very big hearts, and your tears will accomplish a great deal for them.

The Lord bless you.

I Am Stretched Upon the Cross Over You, America July 17, 2018

Thank you, Jesus, for inviting us to keep vigil with You, and through our prayers and sacrifices, help to thwart the plans of the enemy. Please, give us Your strength, Lord, for I am too weak to stand there. Amen.

Lord, do you have something to share with us tonight?

Jesus began, “Yes. Accompany Me on My Cross, My little ones. I am calling the Pure of Heart to keep Me company in the shadow of the Cross, which is now stretched all the way across this country.

"For, what is good is called evil, and what is evil is called good—and a deep chasm has developed in this land. You said it so well, Clare, when you said, ‘This country has studied and precipitated the downfall of many a nation around the globe; they are well-trained to do it here, as well.’

He continued, “Those who are feeding into this chasm are feeding into death and destruction of themselves. Those who continue to bridge it are holding on for dear life to bring it back together again. Prayer is more mighty than action, yet both are necessary in order to overcome the evils at work in this nation right now.

“They will not win, Clare. They will not prevail. But it is costing Me and My Body much. Much travail, much suffering, much personal loss… And yet, the hearts of those sacrificing for Me are a very peculiar treasure, unlike any other treasure I have.”

And just as an aside, I want to say that I know Ezekiel is one of those treasures. He was hit with extreme agony today that knocked him for a loop.

Again the Lord has reminded me that he has offered his body as a living sacrifice…and although he gets up and has seemingly normal days, I know when the Lord is in agony—because Ezekiel is right there with Him. And yes, it is our enemies losing things on us. But the Lord normally does not allow them to land until He needs major intercession.

Jesus continued, “And in those moments that I need him, he is there for Me. Yet there are others that should have been here with Me today, and in the past week… but they were not.

“Dear little ones. The enemy has drawn you into the world again. You know who you are. I beg of you, return to the shadow of the Cross and comfort Me. I miss you terribly. The agony of loneliness in the midst of desolations only makes it worse, so do not fail to keep Me company. Be here for Me.

“It is their willingness to sacrifice that is setting the example for others, and getting the job done. I will not try them beyond their capacity to endure, but it isn’t easy. And in fact, it is at times brutal."

Yeah...I know.

"Yet do not be bothered by what you lose, dear Patriots. You are holding the torch that keeps this nation, and indeed the whole world, in the Light.

“The darkness is losing, so they are doing everything in their power to persecute and taunt the support of your President. But they will not prevail, because many of you took Me seriously when I told you this is costing you much—but you must continue to pray; you cannot let up.

"When this breaks—and break it will—there will be a burst of blinding Light to reveal the truth of this nation's true enemies, and what has been hidden for so long will be brought to the Light.

“Cold, calculated and cunning, they spare no one. Not from the infants and toddlers to the elderly. They care not as destruction is spread. What is in their hearts is death and destruction to all that is right and good.

“Yes, and taking advantage of the warm weather, they are pulling together those who wander about doing nothing. They are giving them a cause to be passionate about, and make money, and stand out to others, so they will be noticed.

"But the sad part is, their minds are desolate of wisdom and blind to the limb they are sawing off—the very limb that supports them. They have neither creed nor passion. They are merely manipulated minds going through the motions, without any true grasp of what they are protesting. Though they are made in My image, they are going about like animals, looking only to fill their bellies with the poisoned money of drug and child trafficking.

“This is the massive welfare state Obama fed into, in preparation, to make them ripe for creating strife and division; an easily swayed populous. Plus, certain energies are being released in the areas that are demonstrating. Energies beyond their capacity to resist; energies that cause people to explode upon one another.

“I call upon you, who care, to continue to hold your President’s arms high and do not let him grow weary. Support him in every way and educate the ignorant around you. It is your prayers, My people, that will finally cause this to collapse. It is your faithfulness that will defeat the enemy.

“Even if only for a time, it will open the doors for the conversion of masses of souls who are lingering on the Abyss, having no idea anymore of who God truly is. They are caught in a frame of mind that cannot consider Me until I visit them, and the reality of My visitation awakens truth within them.

"They cannot go back to where they came from, because they have witnessed extreme evil. And deep down inside, they know that is not God, nor is it merciful, nor is it great. Rather, it is shameful, immoral, and the depths of depravity.

“So, continue to pray and sacrifice My little, little ones. You are My consolation in the midst of torments. You are the fragrance of devotion in the midst of the stench of treason. You are the pure light of a single candle that defeats all the technologies of darkness.

"You, little ones, with your prayers and sacrifices—you are the ones turning the tide.

“So, continue on and count on My strength to endure to the end. For in those moments when you can no longer stand, truly, I cradle you in My arms on the Cross. And we together move Our Father’s heart.”

A Word for the Suffering Julys 18, 2018

The Lord's blessing is upon us, dear Family.

He just gave me a word and He didn't tell me who it was for. So, I'm going to share it with you, because I think it may be for many of you.

Jesus began, “Through the darkness, I am with you. Through the pain. I hear the cries of your heart. You have not been abandoned, only set aside for but a moment. All things work for the good to those who are called according to My purpose.

"Never doubt that I am in control of the circumstances of your life, no matter what it looks like. Have you not given your life into My hands? Do you think I take that lightly? I am preparing the way for you, child. Trust in Me and hold onto My promises, and I will make you a great one of faith.

“Though it seems hopeless to you, you are but a tiny grain of sand on the beach of a vast ocean. I brought the oceans into being, the beaches, the sand. All the boundaries, and all that pertains to this Earth, I created.

"Do you think My arm is shortened because man stands in your way? He does not stand in MY way! He is but a breath, and one that fades quickly, at that.

"You, however, are My Bride, My Beloved. And I care for you as My own personal treasure. The very sunshine in My household. So, why do you steep yourself in such gloom and unbelief?

“Have you forgotten Who I Am? Have you forgotten that I created the very Earth you set your foot upon and the gravity that keeps you from falling off? Do you not know that 'in his heart a man plans his way but I direct his footsteps.' Proverbs 16:9

Who are you that you fear mortal man, or a son of man who withers like grass? Isaiah 51:12

“I, even I, am he who comforts you. Who are you that you fear mere mortals, human beings who are but grass, that you forget the Lord your Maker, who stretches out the heavens and who lays the foundations of the earth, that you live in constant terror every day because of the wrath of the oppressor, who is bent on destruction?

"For where is the wrath of the oppressor? The cowering prisoners will soon be set free; they will not die in their dungeon, nor will they lack bread. For I am the Lord your God, who stirs up the sea so that its waves roar—the Lord Almighty is his name. I have put my words in your mouth and covered you with the shadow of my hand—I who set the heavens in place, who laid the foundations of the earth, and who say to Zion, ‘You are my people.’ ” Isaiah 51:12-16

“Stand now in trust and faith. Stand and know that I am covering you. It will not be long now, and I have given My angels charge over you. You are protected as My own priceless treasure, which you are. Do not be dismayed. Know that there is a bigger picture than what you can see, and all will work out to your advantage and My glory.”

Hillary & Cabal Caught Red-Handed; Pray For Them July 21, 2018

Do we truly love the Lord? Do we truly live in His Heart? This message is certainly a test to those of us who claim to live in His Heart. Lord, please give us the grace to embrace Your Heart for these. Amen.

As I began my communion service, and got to the Gospel reading from the Sunday Missal, I began to feel the Lord’s heart. It took me aback. The first two readings were about the Lord exposing our enemies: the Red Sea opening and the crushing of the wicked. The annihilation of the wicked.

But the Gospel reading was the woman caught in adultery:

At dawn he appeared again in the temple courts, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group and said to Jesus, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?” They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him.

But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” Again he stooped down and wrote on the ground.

At this, those who heard began to go away one at a time, the older ones first, until only Jesus was left, with the woman still standing there. Jesus straightened up and asked her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?” “No one, sir,” she said. “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.” John 8:1-11

And this Scripture caught my eye and I wanted to share it with you. I've just been feeling it beating in my heart. It's from Ezekiel 33:11

Say to them: ‘As surely as I live, declares the Lord GOD, I take no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but rather that the wicked should turn from their ways and live. Turn! Turn from your evil ways! For why should you die, O house of Israel?’

Then Jesus began to speak, “Because you are My Bride, I do not want you to see evildoers as the world sees them. Instead, I want you to see how they came from the Father and were given into the hands of men void of reasoning. Men who see only their own way as the best way.

“Do you know these are trained before infancy, in the womb? And even before, in preparation for their missions by their highly organized societies? It is no mistake that Obama takes his place in History. It is not by chance. Rather, much is planned beforehand in preparation for the incarnation—those being chosen by demon entities to fulfill a role in history.

"Many of these rolls are cast before the woman conceives and set into motion afterwards. Not only that, but many are chosen. Yet in process of time, one emerges as the most qualified. Then the fullness of the plan swings into operation as is the case with Obama whose father, Malcom X, was black and charismatic, one of the main qualifications.

“And so you, My Bride, must not look at the sin but the sinner in the state he was in before being groomed to fulfill this roll. You must look at Hillary in the very same way. They began as pure creations from My Father’s heart. Then the evil conceived was trained into them. Responding to this training, iniquity was conceived and brought through the years to its completion.

"Infused with greed, pride and ambition, taught that they alone had wisdom and the masses were incapable of rising to that level of intelligence, it was easy for them to reason that the ends justify the means. From that stronghold of lies, iniquity flowed like a river. Affirmation accompanied them at every level of their development to see to it that they were cast in the concrete of Pride and self-opinion.

“Only those with extraordinary integrity of soul escape the vice grips of this preparation to rule the world to the liking of a handful of people—who they, themselves, were likewise brought into the world.

“So, what am I saying? I look at the bedrock of the soul, the soul before corruption into corrupt parents and rulers. I look at what they could have been if disciplined early in life to be like Me. I look at the misfortunes and turning points in their lives where they sincerely called into question the rightness of the plan laid before them. I look at how they struggled in different crossroads of their lives. And I at least give them credit for the struggle, even if they did fail, out of weakness, to pursue the right path and abandon the evil path.

“Let me put it to you this way. Many of them do not know what they are doing is evil. They have been taught that the means justifies the end results, and that it is good to reason this way. Not evil.

"When they see the innocent dying because of their plan, such as tsunamis, volcanoes and other events that are manipulated with Tesla technology, they see it as collateral damage necessary to bring peace to the world. They see peace as unattainable by man’s agency unless it is totally engineered by them. And so, they must come to the conclusion that there will be death for the ignorant masses as a result of their actions. And they see it also as good, that the Earth be cleared of huge sectors of humanity, which they are ignorant of understanding the plan of life that I had for them. “It takes a massive act of conversion to reveal to them how they have been programmed and deceived. Like all youngsters, they worked hard for their reward and were not taught to question, but to execute commands from above and do it more efficiently than their peers.”

And after the Lord said that, I just had a vision of Hillary. She was bright eyed and bushy-tailed. Young - like in her 20's. She was just coming out of a test with a joyful, hopeful expression, tinged with just a little apprehension. She was so eager to please, so eager to score high. She said, “Did I make it? Did I make the grade?”

And what was she asking about? A real-time test where the ethic of 'the ends justify the means', and many later died as a result of her decision.

"You see this is the way they are groomed, Clare. And so, you could say they don’t know their right from their left. Just the way the Ninevite culture brought up their children of whom the Lord said, “And should not I pity Nineveh, that great city, in which there are more than 120,000 persons who do not know their right hand from their left.”

I just want to make a remark here. Some people say that that was 120,000 children. But the Lord is saying that the Ninevite culture was SO corrupt. I mean, they were hideous! They were horribly, horribly violent. Torturing people. No conscience at all. They were the worst. They were really, really bad! But they were brought up to believe that the end justified the means, so it was okay to be like that 'cause that's how you had to be to win. That's how you had to be to survive, and to keep your country alive. And He's again citing that for this very reason. They don't know right from wrong. By the way, that's Jonah 4:11.

So, the Lord continues. "How does a just and merciful God handle such ignorance? They cannot be left to run free and continue working for Satan—they must be contained. And in that process brought to the realization of their sin. This is what I am asking of you Heartdwellers. If you truly dwell in My heart, you know My heart for these sinners is mercy, reform, repentance.

"I do not wish for them to die in sin. I wish for them to repent and receive Me as their Lord, and I will do the rest.

"So, I am asking of you My chosen ones, pray for them. Pray for conviction. Pray for conversion. Pray for utter brokenness and destitution, the kind of brokenness that cracks the foundations of sin their life was built upon from a small child onward. Pray for that. Pray for that and you will indeed please Me."

According to Hal Turner, President Putin has given President Trump all necessary intelligence to convict Hillary, and a host of others. This is what many have been waiting for to expose the treason. Now that Pres. Trump has this information, he can proceed with indictments. But the Lord’s heart is NOT to punish this woman, but to stop her from doing any more damage. And that she would repent and her soul would be saved from Hell. This is His heart for everyone involved in the destruction of our nation.

We cannot afford to hold bitterness in our hearts against anyone. And if you love Jesus. And if your love for Jesus is not strong enough to cause you to pray for them, consider that unforgiveness is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.

Not only that, but it opens the door for the demons to sift you. Judgment, guys. Judgment is a HUGE open door. We can look at the facts of what people have done, and say that was wrong. But we cannot judge their motives.

Dear ones, I am not saying this to condemn anyone. These are struggles I'm having, too. I am saying it for your own good.

Jesus has dealt strongly with me about forgiving these people. He does not want rancor or bitterness to be in His vessels unto honor. He does not want rancor or bitterness spread to the Christian community. We have to be above that.

If you are a Christian, you know you have fallen short and sinned. And if your sins cannot be forgiven, if you do not forgive others, what are we waiting for? We have to forgive them.

So please, hold no bitterness towards these souls. Rather, pray to the Father that He will draw them to His son Jesus, and they will accept His love and give Him their lives. Living in a hot concrete cell with iron bars gives a person much time to consider their end and what they've done with their lives. This has to be a time of extreme brokenness.

So, let us pray for all concerned, that they will turn to the Lord and surrender their lives to Him, totally repentant of the harm they have done.

Battles with Discernment & Why Doesn’t God Speak to Me? July 24, 2018

May the Lord bless us with courage and wisdom to follow in the direction that He's calling us. God bless you, Heartdwellers!

Well, part of the reason why you haven't heard from me for a little while, more regularly, is that I've been in a battle of discernment. There's another reason, which I'll talk about in the next message, which will be following this one quickly.

But, I would begin a message and go for a confirmation in the Bible Promises—and get 'lying!' Ugh. How do you like that? No one likes that one. In fact, I just heard from a Heartdweller that she gets angry at the Lord when He allows a lying spirit to get her attention.

Well. The good news is, He doesn't let us go off in the wrong direction for very long. He gets us to check and, we feel something. We find out, 'uh oh! It's a lying spirit...' So, rather than put out a message to you that wasn't the Lord—'cause I certainly don't want to be held accountable for that! I just had to wait it out.

So, don't you know He is perfecting us in humility??? Well, He is. No fun at all sometimes. But growing pains are stressful, but necessary, if we are to reach our full stature in Jesus. So, don't get discouraged, guys, or impatient like I did when discernment has suddenly disappeared into a cloud of fog. I’m doing my best with the message today, and He just confirmed that it was Him.

So, let’s plow into it.

When I came into prayer, I was rather insecure, because of what had happened the day before. And I said, “Lord, I am here. Please speak to me. You know your people are so hungry for Your words. Please, do not delay.”

And with great care and concern, I began to listen.

Jesus began, “Always and forever I will speak to these people, for their hearts have been broken on My behalf. I do not wish for them to mourn when I seem to not speak to them directly. I am always speaking, but in ways appropriate to each soul.

“My chosen Vessels unto Honor, I lead each of you differently. And when you insist on hearing Me the way another does, you become deaf to the way I am speaking to you.

“For some, I live inside their hearts so securely that their actions are a reflection of My thoughts and desires. Though they think I do not speak to them, truly they are acting out of the very wishes of My heart. Once they discover this, they can let go of the need to hear Me the way you, or someone else does."

And as an aside, I want to add that I go through periods like this where I don’t hear His voice in the Spirit. But there is a certain sense of peace that I am acting within His will. In those times, I love Him and tell Him how I long to see His face and be with Him once again. And He does withhold consolations from us, dear ones, so that we do not become too confident of His company.

And here, I must make a confession. I had grown so used to hearing from Him and seeing Him in prayer, that sometimes I was interrupted, and I'd get up and take off and come back to Him. And I began to presume on His Sweet Presence. And so He withdrew it and let me know that I had sinned. I mourned for days when I saw what I had done.

But just to be clear—so you all understand what it was that I did—I allowed myself to be distracted while He was speaking to me. I interrupted Him. Some foolish detail of housekeeping I needed to write down, or something I was afraid wouldn’t get done if I didn’t jump up and handle it right then.

Oh, goodness... Then there are times when I catch a glance of a comment and go online for a moment, without first spending time with Him. In these moments, it can happen that a short break ends up being not 3 minutes, but 3 hours or more!

You see, the minute I open the door to the world… And what I mean by that, is anyone outside the Lord and I. Someone I am concerned about, for instance. It’s ok to be concerned, but don’t let it interrupt your time with Him. Unless He tells you to do it. Stay and pray for them.

Because once you connect with the outside world, it is very hard to go back to that sweet, silent space that requires a different vibration, A different sensitivity, a different tuning to hear Him. That is why first thing in the morning is the very best time for prayer. You haven’t opened up to the world’s broadcast level; you are still in a very quiet place and all the activity of the day isn’t spinning around in your mind.

Jesus continued, “There is a certain state of righteousness that some walk about in, and yet they do not make a big deal about it. Rather, they are very self-abased and little. They are so motivated by Me and My Spirit that you can hardly tell us apart. These souls are indeed very tiny, and because they have practiced self-effacement, I entrust to them My wishes. And when they execute them, I am filled with joy.

“You will find that many of these are very poor in the world’s terms, because they have not sought after riches and education. Status or beauty. But they have sought after Me.

"Dear ones, riches are an entanglement that consume your time and attention and leave nothing for Me. That is why the poor are more disposed towards having a deep prayer life.

"Many, such as those who live in a monastery, have deliberately spurned riches to keep their time with Me above all else. Monasteries, when they function as they are supposed to, are spaces protected and set apart for Me and the soul—alone. They are also places of tremendous spiritual battle.”

When He said that, these Scriptures came to mind: "But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that. Those who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs." I Timothy 6:6-10

Jesus continued, “On the other hand, there are those who hear My voice and are not faithful to what has been given, because they are weak or self-preoccupied."

Yeah...I know that one.

"My hope for all of you, My people, is a heart and mind open to instruction that is acted upon in obedience.

"When you cannot get a direct word from Me, follow your heart, for I live there and will guide you from that place of sweetness. You will feel a very slight urge to do something, and with it a certain sweetness. This is My heart calling out to yours, asking for a favor. If you follow this urge, you cannot go wrong. If you miss Me, you still have pleased Me, because you acted from the Heart in My best interests.

“It really is not that complicated, discerning My will. There is a certain uneasiness that lingers when you are going down the wrong path. You feel as though you are dragging something very heavy behind you, or you are pushing against a heavy rock going uphill.

“This is why I want you to begin your days with quiet time and prayer. By putting your mind in a place of stillness, you begin to perceive the more subtle things that are going on inside your heart. And I am always 'going on' inside your heart.

"You recognize things that are good or bad by a certain inner perception. This is My Spirit at work in your conscience. Follow this, and you cannot go wrong. Even when it makes no sense, follow it. If you begin to feel joy on this path, know that you have chosen well. You may encounter opposition, but a deeper feeling of joy will offset it.

“On the other hand, when you start off on a path that is joyful to you, and you're highly enthusiastic—it may be an imitation feeling being fed to you by the enemy to get you to go the wrong way."

Oh, yes. They're good at that. They use waves of energy to cause you to be excited. You can't see them, but you can sure feel them.

Jesus continued, "The enemy spends 99% of his time finding and executing ways to throw you off the designated path I have put you on. He does not want you to fulfill your mission in life, so he constantly opposes it with distraction and opposition. How fortunate you will be if you discern his action and encouragement from My action. There is a difference.

“For instance, he may try to lure you away in your weak spot. Something that appeals to your flesh or vainglory. Recognition. And you may feel a certain elation and desire to commit to that path. Be very, very careful. My ways are little and not like the world’s. He may try and give you license to do something I have told you in the past not to do, justifying it by saying ‘well, the timing wasn’t right before’. But in fact, it is not something I want you to do.

“There are testings going on in My Body right now, dear ones…”

Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:2-4

“Many of you," Jesus continued, "have found yourself mired down and frustrated with discernment. There are times when I allow this to mature you. In these instances, I want to see what is in your heart and what course of action you decide to take without My input—so I leave you without an answer to your question. I want to see what YOU will do, without a clear directive from Me.

"Though this is very painful, it is the path to sanctity, because you are totally operating from a place of free will and the choices you make. And what they result in will be very instructive for you.

“Some of you will pass; others will fail. But it's not shameful to fail. It is shameful to fail and not want to get back up. When you make it right, you become stronger, more mature, and resolute for the next battle. And believe Me, there WILL BE another battle. Even now, we are in a huge war with the enemy, as your President routs out the evil in the government.

“Many are suffering discernment issues as a Simon's Cross, My dear ones. So, please do not become discouraged or despondent. You're not alone! It is of the utmost importance that you understand: I NEVER reject a soul who is genuinely seeking Me. When I say genuine, I mean the soul longs to be pleasing to Me, longs to know Me and My will for them, and longs to live for Me alone. I will never disappoint good wills. Nor will I reject anyone like that.

“But you must come to understand, that after all your seeking, if you do not see or hear Me the way you want to—then you must be missing My communications with you. Because I am constantly speaking to your heart.

"And to insist on it being the way you want it to be is not only presumption, but it's also destructive to your growth in holiness.

"Clare will tell you that when I deliberately hide Myself from her, and she cannot see or hear Me, after examining her conscience and repenting of everything she could have possibly done, she becomes docile and lays down with it. Now is such a time for her, because I need that suffering. Not only as a suffering, because of her presumption in getting up and leaving Me in the middle of a conversation, but also as a fast offering, as well.

“Oh, this spiritual life is far from cut and dried! There are literally millions of ways I speak to souls; millions.

"That does not mean other religions, for there is only one Truth and one Way to Heaven. What I mean is how I manifest to different souls to lead them in righteousness.

"Come to Me docile of heart, meek, and steeped in gratitude. Rout out and shed the bitterness you've been holding in your hearts because you haven't seen or heard Me as you wanted to. Rout out the rejection—it's a lie! This is a deep spiritual poison that not only sets you up for ingratitude and rancor towards Me, but is extremely negative and tiring to body and soul. And eventually, will bring disease.

“Look at Me on the Cross, Children. Look! Can you not see how I have suffered for you? Does it not register in your mind that it was literally FOR YOU that I hung there? Please receive this good news into your heart and mind. I suffered, died, and rose from the dead—for you. Not your neighbor or humanity, but for you.

“Once you meditate on that, and receive it, you will understand. I NEVER REJECT YOU if you are sincere in your seeking. NEVER.

"That is a lie from Satan to get you to worship him. Because eventually you grow tired. And you need something to worship. You need a father of some kind. So, you end up entrapped in the New Age or Satanism. It plants a seed of bitterness, which takes root and poisons everything around it.

"You have been purchased at the cost of My suffering and blood. I love you more than you will ever understand. Do not hinder Me in the ways I communicate with you. Do not hinder Me by insisting I do it your way. Rather, meekly accept the ways in which I do and do not speak to you. Receive it gratefully, and know that I have only your best interests in mind when I do not respond as you would want Me to.

“In the meantime, train your minds to be grateful at all times, even in the worst circumstances. Cultivate humility of heart and mind and gratitude. See others as better than yourself, and find comfort in that.

"Read between the lines of Scripture when you ask Holy Spirit to open for you. The more you still and quiet your mind, the sooner you will begin to capture the unique ways in which I communicate with you. And your soul will find peace. Repent for insisting on your own way of hearing Me; be filled with gratitude and praise every day for all I have given you.

“I am not for sale. You cannot buy Me. But one thing you can always count on to please Me is a generous and giving heart, always ready to make some sacrifice for others, always willing to share, always willing to go out of your way to help the weak.”

And after He said that, this Scripture came to mind: "Command those who are rich in this present world not to be arrogant nor to put their hope in wealth, which is so uncertain, but to put their hope in God, who richly provides us with everything for our enjoyment. Command them to do good, to be rich in good deeds, and to be generous and willing to share. In this way they will lay up treasure for themselves as a firm foundation for the coming age, so that they may take hold of the life that is truly life." 1 Timothy 6:17-19

Our New YouTube Channel: Peace of Heart Dwelling Songs July 24, 2018

Well, my precious family—and I do not say precious family lightly! You all mean a great deal to me, and if I had a clone, the other me would be communicating with you constantly.

But as it is, I am quite limited. Which brings me around to my second reason that I've been behind on messages.

It has been the Lord's wish that I concentrate more on music, so I am learning to hand off some of my correspondence to free up time for my very special gift to you. Ezekiel and I both have music you have never heard. He's been a musician since his teens. I was given the gift 15 years ago.

Well, we are launching a new YouTube Channel and website, Peace of Heart Dwelling Songs. I am spending a good 8-10 hours a day combing through our resources to find the music to populate it. I'm also working very hard on my vocals and flute playing.

The Channel is organized by playlists, according to the type of music.

Strictly Soaking Music without lyrics is one playlist. Soaking music with lyrics is another. Flute music, another. Then, there are some children's songs, some psalms from the Scriptures, and several albums are separated by title, each is their own playlist.

They do overlap, as some of the songs fall into more than one category. Most of the music on the site you have never heard before. I'm not done with the header yet, but I wanted you to know about it. I will include the links below.

We are also building music on Ditto and Sound Cloud.

So, this is why I have been behind—trying to collect songs, some of which need a little editing, and getting the graphics and everything else together so they can be put up.

The Lord wants to speak to you through these songs and you can download them for free using Clip Grab, which is also a free app. When you download them, you can choose the MP3 format or MP4 movie format. https://clipgrab.org

There will be days when there is no message, but there is a new song, so I hope you will make yourselves at home there. We are excited about this, because many of these songs have been used in live ministry around the world, and I know the Lord gave them to us to bring us all closer and nourish your soul.

And here, the Lord has sprung something entirely out in left field for me. A total shock, really—I can't believe it, really! He wants me to play the Uilleann (ale-in) Pipes. He has confirmed this through my husband. By the way, they're very much like bagpipes.

So, I am making an appeal to you out there. If you have a full or half set of pipes that were made by someone reputable, and you can't use them anymore, would you consider donating them? They tend to be very expensive and I'd rather use the money that comes in on the poor for them, although I will do whatever I am told to do in the long run.

They are not something you can just go and buy from anyone. They have to be quality, or you won't be able to play them and they will end up on the wall as a decoration. You who play the pipes already know that. As I said, this was out of the blue. But to do something to move hearts and souls takes an investment. We have a lot of equipment that we use in our music, and it wasn't cheap. And the Lord is happy to provide, because just one soul means so much more to Him than any amount of money. And I have always felt that pipes were very, very inspiring. So, that's one thing we want to do is include that in our music. Along with Ezekiel. He's going to be playing more electric guitar. We're going to be putting more percussion in our songs, as well. Hopefully, very tastefully. I love Celtic music, it has a flavor that really appeals to me. So, we're moving in that direction.

But before I do anything further to get them, I thought I would appeal to all of you first to see if the Lord has already someone on the Channel in mind. Also, if you have Uilleann pipes for sale, it would at least be good for me to know, because by the time I follow up on the ads, they've already been sold. And to have them made takes a year of waiting and then many months in making them by hand. And I know there has got to be a set out there that the Lord has designated for His Kingdom.

So, that's the good news and the new direction the Lord is adding to our ministry. I hope to see and hear from you on our other Channel. And please encourage others to help themselves to the music on the site.

The Lord bless you, dear sweet Heartdwellers. And I'm so happy when He gives me a message, because I love to share His wisdom with you. Pray for us. And if anyone wants to do some research on Uilleann pipes to help us out, I really don't want to spend hours on the Internet trying to find something. I would really appreciate someone who could volunteer to do that.

The Lord bless you with His sweet peace and the deepest desires of your heart. Amen.

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Clare & Ezekiel DuBois | Free Listening on SoundCloud America—Justice is Coming! July 29, 2018

Thank you, Lord, for the wonderful words that we have looming in the future, about the resurrection of this nation! Please, give us the grace to continue to pray passionately for our nation. And to recognize that You've heard our cries. Amen.

Well, dear Heartdwellers. I've had a LOT with my family these last few days. And other things that keep popping up. So, I've been bylined and delinquent on getting messages to you. But I'm here now.

And I want to share this word with you. I've actually been working on it for three days.

My Family, we are needed on our knees right now. The Lord is suffering terrible torments over the world situation. And I want to say, Our Victim Soul intercessors are giving us feedback about a crisis with Syria and Israel. And that's all tied in to the Deep State. All of it is tied together. So, there's gonna be a word here at the end that's been attributed to Praying Medic that I want to share with you, 'cause it's a tremendous ray of hope. But I also want to say that, our country. Our nation and what's going on in the Middle East are all tied together. Because there's so many things that are being resourced out of our nation and out of that nation. Things that are coming out that are so poisonous to the Earth and to all nations. And you can't really separate them. There's a deep, deep connection.

As was put in the message I'm going to share with you in a minute, the roots of evil are going to be exposed.

President Assad of Syria is NOT the problem. And I say that, because Ezekiel continues to see him with his hands tied and he's gagged in a chair. And he can't do anything.

Rather, it is the crooked members of our own CIA and Deep State that has been gassing innocent victims, poisoning and killing men, women and children. It is our wicked underground government, sold out to the New World Order, that has gassed these innocent people, deliberately seeking to foment wars between Israel, the U.S. and Syria.

This is a very crucial point in the world. Every intercessor I know is going through difficult circumstances in order to offer fasting gifts to the Father on behalf of the world. Simon’s Cross right now is VERY HEAVY, so if you are experiencing great difficulties, that is why. But I'm telling you—there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. So, hang on!

You see, the Lord scours the Earth looking for hearts that are perfect towards Him. And I have to tell you, Heartdwellers. I'm not one of them... There's certain places I just don't want to go. He could get me to go there with a lot of work, but, why should He? When He's got other people that are willing to just give everything?

Like Ezekiel, for instance.

There are souls that are willing to lose their lives to gain Him. And I want to be one of those. So, you can pray for me to be there. Souls that love Him in the profound depths of their being and are willing to say ‘yes’ to anything, to see His will accomplished.

One of those souls just lost her little dog to an aggressive cancer within only a month. Now she suffers with the dog remaining, who is declining, because she is lost without her partner.

Another is having unexplained pain and illness throughout the body and unable to leave their bed. Another is having serious marital issues, another lost a child to suicide and another lost their job.

You could argue that these things are going on anyway, all around the world, day after day. And I would have to agree with you. But so few recognize that they are tied into the world’s suffering. When they were sent to Earth, they knew their lives would be difficult, but this was on a spiritual level. The soulish level often times does not understand this. That there's an agreement with God made at conception. So, they don’t understand why they are suffering so much.

But the Lord has graciously shown us that our sufferings are not in vain. They are being applied for the good of all.

When I came to understand this, my attitude completely changed. My flesh wanted to complain, but my heart wanted to offer it to God, for the world. I am just reviewing some of these things, so you will understand the circumstance is beyond what you can fathom in your own life, if you're suffering.

We have a lot of new listeners... And oh, golly. I wish you'd go back to the old messages, because they lay all this out, real clearly. I wanted to refresh your mind on this, because there's many who don't really understand.

Which brings me to the point: we must pray really passionately for the world in this moment. For the leaders of each nation are undergoing unprecedented trials that only God’s grace can bring good out of.

All the evidence to prosecute the ones responsible for our nation’s betrayal, and the world's betrayal. Humanity's betrayal! Is now in the President’s hands. But what pressures are these people bringing against President Trump to keep him from acting on them? I don't know. But I know that God is greater than any of those pressures. He needs your prayers so badly. Many lives are at stake, Heartdwellers.

The Lord’s heart is torn in half with this conflict. He needs the comfort of His Bride in prayer. And the potential of so many innocents being killed because he started arresting the traitors. And despite this, we are still being called to pray for the salvation of these architects of evil.

We have a friend in New York City who has almost given up on talking to anyone to wake them up and tell them what's really going on! They look at her as a kook who is into one of those ‘conspiracy’ things—just ‘another weirdo who has issues’.

They have forgotten the Holocaust, and even bought the line that there never was one. Can you believe that??! (To them) It was all a lie and fabrication, even to the point where many Jewish worshipers will not read Scripture past the Mosaic Law. Because of the way that the synagogues have been set up. Another piece of the architecture of evil in the Progressive movements in the Jewish church.

They don’t read Daniel or Ezekiel or Isaiah, so they haven’t a clue what is going to happen in the end times. This was deliberately planned into the liberal reformation of Judaism by those who were laying the groundwork for the One World Government. Portrayed as a good thing by mainstream media to control minds, because the Jewish people were ignorant of prophecy in their own books.

How deep and how well has the groundwork been laid for this evil force, this One World Government! And it is not just here in America; it is all over the world.

I do want to make an aside note right here. I recently found out that there's a certain frequency that's been used on TV channels that has an effect on the brain. So, if you're watching TV, you are being brain-washed by a very subtle, electronic vibration. And that's one reason why the Lord has told us NOT to watch the news!

Well, all the New Age modern teachings point to their idea that Satan doesn’t exist. Neither does hell or demons exist. The Satanic Church teaches the very same doctrine, point for point, that secular humanism teaches. Isn't that interesting? You can look it up on the Internet, guys, and see it. Church of Satan, what they believe. They go right through each article: 1,2,3,4,5. I mean, it's spelled out pretty clearly, yet they totally believe and worship the devil. This is the 'face' they're putting on their church.

I am telling all of you this, because we are being called in this moment to sacrifice all we can for the Truth to overcome lies and set this nation and the world back on a straight course, pleasing to God.

You know it is the media that lulled the German people to sleep, anesthetizing their common sense, so they wouldn’t suspect evil-doing. When it finally came out, it was too late. Hitler was fully established.

In the same way, the very, very same way, mainstream media is covering up all the evil before them, right out in front, for them to see. Disguising laws that shred the Constitution and are instituted without their knowledge for the time of the dissolution of America. Which has been plotted for a very long time.

But if you bring the facts up, they REFUSE to see, and write you off as another one of those ‘conspiracy theorists’. Yet they read the stock market every day and see the growth of the nation since Trump took office. But it doesn’t seem to occur to them that everything he is exposing is real and very threatening to their very own lives. They follow the false flags to divert their attention away from the Truth and keep them deceived, that it is THEIR elected officials that have betrayed them with secret agendas.

I asked the Lord, have You anything to add?

Jesus began, “People of My Heart. Precious Heartdwellers. My heart is rent asunder by the tensions in this hour. The innocent who are being tortured and slain in ongoing child trafficking, the provocation to war, gassing innocent victims, fomenting riots based on lies and misinformation. Oh, the list goes on and on. Those who know the Truth are scoffed at and down-graded.

“And yet America is waking up. Your prayers so far have not been in vain. Mainstream media is losing influence and credibility among intelligent people, and those caught up in the world are beginning to listen.

"The events I have planned for the next few months will bring crisis after crisis. But nothing you and I cannot handle together. Do not be afraid for your lives, your savings, or anything else. Know that My hand is behind these changes you see. I am turning the system upside down and shaking the corruption into the Light, where all can see and not deny any longer.

“I am in complete control, and your security is in My hands. You will see upheavals in the Justice system and every branch of the Congress and Senate, including your local governments. For I am cutting loose the stranglehold of a corrupt network that extends even to the bowels of Hell. I am cutting it loose and freeing the innocent.”

Just as a note, when I go for a conscience check to make sure I am not causing the strange pains attacking Ezekiel’s body, the Lord continually gives me this Scripture from the Bible Promises:

The Lord says, “Even those taken away by the strong man will be taken from him. Those taken by the powerful ruler will be saved. For I will fight with the one who fights with you, and your children I will save.” Isaiah 49:25

Guys, he's been down for three weeks now with all kinds of attacks against his body, dark figures passing through the room, snakes everywhere and our house has been a literal war zone. But a necessary one, because we are being trained in warfare and offering these attacks as our fast offering to the Lord for the world in crisis.

At one point, I came to the Lord, the night before last–feeling totally guilty, a failure, and culpable for all these attacks. And our Sweet Father God appeared over the altar with His kindly arms outstretched and total compassion in His Holy face. Saying over and over again, “These things are not your fault, this is for the world. These things are not your fault, this is for the world. These things are not your fault, this is for the world.”

And I saw Jesus to my right, His mother to my left, and another figure, that may have been my guardian angel, and all were holding hands with Father God, with me, in a circle. I sensed such covering and security that all my fears about myself just melted away. And my peace, which had been shattered with false guilt for three weeks, returned.

In the center of that circle, I sensed the world in its diseased state. And that all hearts were one with the Father and Jesus to see the world renewed through this great time of restructuring.

Jesus continued, “Know, My People, that all of Heaven shares your concern and heartaches for this world. All are in solidarity with the Father and I. All are preparing themselves for their various assignments on Earth. For I am stationing My angels in critical areas of your judicial system, to see to it that the rotten eggs are routed out. To see to it that the gates of Justice, and not the gates of Favoritism, are swung wide open for the littlest of My people.

“It is true, in the word that follows this one, that the sobs of the littlest ones have been drowned out by My sobs. And that is why I have called My Bride to My side. Not only to war on Earth, but to comfort Me in My profound pain.

“So, now the time has come for action. To rise up with My Church, to enter into spiritual warfare as I unseat corruption and replace it with My very own choices.

“Stand behind your President, and see to it that you support him with your votes. No matter that there are some in his party that are corrupt. If you elect that party into office, in time, you will see them replaced with the righteous. However, if you vote against that party, there will be continual strife as the spirit of Ishmael is working through his opposition.”

And here I want to take a moment aside. I was concerned, because our intercessors had brought up Syria, Turkey, and Israel. I asked the Lord what was going on there.

And immediately I was with Him, in the spirit over the borders. And Jesus began. I heard Him say ‘powder keg’.

“It is a powder keg along the Syria Israeli border. The demons are inciting the soldiers on both sides, but My angels are patrolling and quelling the discord. There is even some camaraderie amongst them."

And, interestingly, I ran across an article where Israeli soldiers were actually rescuing Syrian nationals that had been caught on the crossfire, between Assad and the Rebels. On the border of Syria, as they so often do. And it's so typical of them, that they station themselves mingled in with men, women and children, that these people will be injured and killed. Using these innocent people as a shield.

The Israeli's are contributing all the necessities of living along the border—food, clothing, shelter, water, medicines, diapers, baby food. Supplying them with these things. Even though the Syrians are their deadly enemies, they're STILL reaching out and doing this good deed for the Syrian people.

Six people who were injured in the cross-fire, four children and two adults, were just recently taken to the Israeli hospital for treatment. So, they're really doing an outstanding job of trying to turn the situation around, at least with good will.

Jesus continued, "They are all tired and want to go home. It has been a very long time for most of them.

“The Deep State is hoping to start an all-out war. I am holding it back, Clare. Each man has a conscience that is troubled by the way things are, not just because they are supposed to be enemies, but because they feel that war is senseless and only ends in tragedy. They are tired of this. Yet, Satan continues to rile them up and incite.

"Still, it is the rulers who will decide what the next move is. And how happy I am that you are all praying.

“War is senseless and many of these men feel like pawns of a game-playing politician. Yes, the religious leaders feed them hate all the time, but something deeper in them, their humanity, cries out for an end to it. Nobody wants this war but those who seek to control the world. They are tired, hungry and miss their families. The hatred has worn them out, and still— no satisfaction, no end. It just continues to drag on.”

I see unmarked black planes at this time when the Lord was speaking. I saw unmarked, black bombers coming in and bombing targets. Black planes, no markings?

Jesus continued, “I mourn continually for the senseless loss of life between these nations. And yet, is it not written that they will be continually at odds with everyone? Always fomenting fights?

"This is the stain of Satan on their souls, like a birthmark from Hagar, passed on to the entire Arab world. When one of these souls gives their life to Me, that stain is forever removed, and rather than being warriors, they become lovers. And passionate lovers, in the best and purest way. When they learn the ways of peace, they wish to have no part in their previous lives of continual strife and restlessness. Always fighting, always contradicting, always inciting. Rather, their banner becomes peace and endearing love.”

And this is the word I wanted to pass onto you, Heartdwellers. It has been attributed to Praying Medic. If I am in error on this, please let me know.

It begins: The Lord touched me deeply today and He told me to begin to write in the first person from Him. This is what He said:

"My Roar of Justice is now coming with its next wave. What was able to resist my last wave will not be able to resist this wave. I am coming in stronger, harder and higher— and it is going to be disruptive. There is no mountain I won’t climb, nor wall I won’t tear down, coming to rescue those who need My Justice. I wait, and wait, and wait—because I look to arise WITH My People. However, there comes a time that I can hold back no longer, and that time has come now. “I am coming in like a crimson tide tsunami and I will be greater than every human or demonic resistance. You will see how I laugh at those who conspire against Me. Exposures, exposures, exposures. I am going to expose the very root systems of deep darkness. I am pulling the cloak off the sex trade industry's 'untouchables'. I will shine my unrelenting spotlight on every pedophile ring on the planet. Yes, EVERY pedophile ring. The deeper darkness has been facilitating the lesser darkness and I am about to expose the deeper darkness.

“I am coming in waves, because what I am ultimately uprooting, if done all at once, would not just be disruptive but catastrophic. However, be assured that My waves of Justice will not stop until I have changed the direction of your nation and the direction of the world.

"This is now MY TIME and I will not be held back. I have predetermined that this is the time I go after nations with their appointed destinies.

"You will do so with Me. We are just beginning. As I begin, I am busting up rings of darkness in your justice systems, I am busting up rings of darkness in Hollywood, I am busting up rings of darkness in DC. I am busting up rings of darkness in what is called My Church. I am busting up rings of darkness in Media.

“Justice, Justice, Justice—that is My present cry. My Justice comes in so 'the least of these' can experience mercy and love. I have seen the cries of My little ones and their sobs were drowned out by My sobs, which now have seeded a Roar of Justice from within Me.

“You have known that the bowl of your tears overflows, and I respond—but there is also the bowl of My tears that overflows and it demands a response. That time is now, and the response is a Roar that precipitates a wave of Justice.

"Hold on tight to Me in the midst of it all, because the exposures will seem to threaten everything. Hold on to Me and feel My safety and My security. Hold on to your political party, your denomination, your favorite public figures, or your pet assumptions and you may shake, rattle and roll. Instead, let your worship and praise to Me rise another level and it will secure your heart. Let your confidence be in Me. I am in fact coming to your rescue and you will better know that in the coming days.

“The nations are raging and the wicked are plotting against Me, against those that are Mine, and My scroll for the nations. But I laugh at them, because I am 10 steps ahead of them. Haman’s will hang on their own nooses. Goliaths will be beheaded with their own swords. Jezebels will be tossed from their own porches. I am sowing discord into the organized resistance against Me and they will now fracture, fight, and expose one another.

“I have placed key people in positions of power—beginning in the White House—who will act as agents of My Justice. For I do have hearts of justice among you that I am partnering with. I am exposing the injustice that is in your justice systems, and through that, enabling you to upgrade your justice systems, which have been greatly compromised. You will progressively feel your atmosphere change as I do this thing and it will greatly secure your heart.

“Know that this is not the enemy's day, nor the day I am coming FOR you—but it is the day I am coming TO you. We have much to do together and accelerated days of destiny are straight ahead for everyone.

"Rejoice, Rejoice, Rejoice."

Please note: this was a word from Johnny Enlow Praying Medic was passing along.