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AS I LAY DYING Mientras Agonizo by de William Faulkner William Faulkner tr. de Javier Coy 5 to Hal Smith ______X

1 X 1 DARL (1) DARL Darl (1)

In this section, Darl’s unspoken 10 JEWEL and I come up from the JEWEL y yo salimos del campo si- thoughts as he walks towards the field, following the path in single guiendo el sendero en fila india. Aun- house are recorded; he notices file. Although I am fifteen feet que voy cinco metros delante de él, cual- many things in his environment, ahead of him, anyone watching us quiera que nos observe desde el coberti- for instance, that, although he is from the cotton-house can see zo del algodón verá el roto sombrero de walking ahead of his brother Jewel, anyone watching them frayed deshilachado 15 Jewel’s frayed and broken straw paja, medio deshecho, de Jewel sobresa- X from the house would still be able hat a full head above my own. lir una cabeza por encima de la mía. to see Jewel’s head. We deduce from this that Jewel must be much The path runs straight as a El sendero, alisado por pies y recocido, taller than Darl. plumb-line, worn smooth by feet and X igual que ______[duros ladrillos de] adobe por julio, 20 baked brick-hard by July, between the corre derecho como tirado a cordel por entre stored for later use laid-by: stored for later use green tows of laid-by cotton, to the las hileras verdes de algodón preparado has- cotton-house in the centre of the field, ta el cobertizo del algodón del campo, donde where it turns and circles the se tuerce y rodea el cobertizo formando cua- suave adj.1 (of a person, esp. a man) smooth; polite; ** Los estancos, o su aproximado equivalente sophisticated. Afable, amable fino, cortés, diplo- cotton-house at four soft right angles tro ángulos de suaves vértices, y vuelve a atra- (cigarstore), se solían anunciar al público por mático / zalamero. 2 (of a wine etc.) bland, smooth. suave 1. adj. Liso y blando al tacto, en contraposi- 25 and goes on across the field again, vesar el campo, alisado por muchos pies con medio de una talla de madera, en tamaño natu- ción a tosco y áspero. 2. Blando, dulce, grato a ral, de un indio con sus adornos de plumas, co- los sentidos. 3. V. espíritu, manjar suave. 4. fig. worn so by feet in fading precision. precisión que se va desvaneciendo. Tranquilo, quieto, manso. 5. fig. Lento, modera- locada a la puerta del establecimiento. do. 6. fig. Dócil, manejable o apacible. Aplícase, En lenguaje coloquial, wooden indian, o «in- por lo común, al genio o natural. The cotton-house is of rough El cobertizo del algodón es de ásperos dio de madera», llegó a emplearse a principios logs, from between which the troncos de entre los que hace tiempo que chinking: (Am. English) material (Am. English) material used to fill the spaces between logs in a building of logs del siglo XX como sinónimo de persona muy used to fill the spaces between 30 chinking has long fallen. Square, with cayó la argamasa. Cuadrado, con la rota callada, o incluso estúpida. slope of a roof logs in a building of logs a broken roof set at a single pitch, it techumbre de una sola vertiente, se leans in empty and encorva como una desolada ruina shimmer shine with a tremulous or faint diffused s himmering dilapidation in the deslumbrante bajo el sol, con una light. Reluciente, centelleante, radiante, X COMMENTARY: The words titilar 1. intr. Agitarse con ligero temblor alguna sunlight, a single broad window in two ventana alargada en cada una de las parte del organismo animal. 2. Centellear con in this section are unspoken ligero temblor un cuerpo luminoso. Relucir 35 opposite walls giving on to the dos paredes, una frente a otra, que thoughts, none of them going deslumbrar 1. tr. Ofuscar la vista o confundirla con el exceso de luz. 2. fig. Dejar a alguien approaches of the path. When we reach dan al sendero. Cuando llegamos a beyond the possible limits of confuso o admirado. 3. fig. Producir gran im- Darl’s vocabulary. It is significant presión con estudiado exceso de lujo. it I turn and follow the path which él, giro y sigo el sendero que lo ro- circles the house. Jewel, fifteen feet dea. Jewel, cinco metros detrás de that Jewel is the very first word behind me, looking straight ahead, steps mí, y mirando al frente, entra de una in the section, for we later discover that Darl is obsessively

40 in a single stride through the window. X _____ zancada por la ventana. Miran- jealous of him. «pale» es cognado y significa ‘claros’ cuando va con Still staring straight ahead, his pale eyes X do todavía al frente, con sus ojos claros como color como ‘pale blue’; pero en los demás casos When he thinks ‘anyone como aquí es mejor ‘pálido’ o falto de color like wood set into his wooden face, he madera incrustados en su cara de madera, cruza el watching us from the cotton- crosses the floor in four strides with the cobertizo de cuatro zancadas con la rígida grave- house can see Jewel’s frayed and a cigar-store Indian: (Am. English) rigid gravity of a cigar-store Indian dad de un indio de muestra de un estanco**, broken straw hat a full head above flat figure of an Am. Indian, cut my own’, we realise that Darl is 45 dressed in patched overalls and que fuera vestido con un mono remendado y out of plywood and used to invested revealing his concern with how advertise cigars endued with life from the hips down, estuviese dotado de vida de cintura para aba- Jewel and he are regarded in a and steps in a single stride through jo, y de una sola zancada atraviesa la ventana wider context, especially by the opposite window and into the path de enfrente y sale de nuevo al sendero justo Addie. again just as I come around the corner. cuando yo doblo la esquina. En fila india y The second and third 50 In single file and five feet apart and separados por cinco metros y ahora Jewel de- paragraphs of the section show Jewel now in front, we go on up the lante, seguimos sendero arriba hacia el pie de Darl’s acute observation of all the the bluff: a perpendicular piece of particulars of his world; there are rock or ground upright, peñas- path toward the foot of the bluff. X la escarpada cuesta. mathematical images, ‘a co, risco plumb-line’, ‘circles’, ‘four soft Tull’s wagon stands beside the La carreta de Tull está junto al ma- right angles’ and ‘square’, and 55 spring, hitched to the rail, the reins nantial, atada al poste, con las riendas the whole passage gives an stanchion: support, soporte, montan- [puntal del ] impression of preciseness of wrapped about the seat stanchion. In X enrolladas en el______pescante. En la te, puntal the wagon-bed are two chairs. Jewel carreta hay dos asientos. Jewel se para observation. The description of Jewel creates an image of stops at the spring and takes the gourd en el manantial y coge la calabaza de rigidity, with references to ‘a from the willow branch and drinks. I la rama del sauce y bebe. Me adelan- wooden face’ and ‘the rigid 60 pass him and mount the path, to y remonto el sendero; empiezo a gravity of a cigar-store Indian’. beginning to hear Cash’s saw. oír la sierra de Cash. As Darl approaches the house, he notices Tull’s wagon and Cash When I reach the top he has quit Cuando llegó arriba ha dejado de serrar. cutting wood. These, we realise chips : slivers of wood refuse, waste slivers of wood basura, desperdicios later, both relate to Addie’s sawing. Standing in a litter of chips, he X De pie, parado entre un montón de virutas, impending death. Darl is not 65 is fitting two of the boards together. ensambla dos tableros. Entre los espa- disturbed by the fact that Addie Between the shadow spaces they are cios en sombra son amarillos como el can hear and see the preparations yellow as gold, like soft gold, bearing on oro, como oro blando, mostrando en for her own burial, in fact he their flanks in smooth undulations the sus flancos las suaves ondulaciones de thinks ‘Addie Bundren could not adze:a cutting tool with a curved blade de la cuchilla want a better box to lie in. It will marks of the adze blade: a good carpenter, X las huellas ______de la azuela: ¡qué set at right angles to its handle give her confidence and comfort.’ 70 Cash is. He holds the two planks on the buen carpintero es Cash! Mantiene las trestle: supporting structure for a table, caballete The section ends with Darl trestle, fitted along the edges in a quarter dos tablas en el banco, ajustando los bor- hearing the noise of the adze: of the finished box. He kneels and des para que formen una cuarta parte de la ‘Chuck Chuck Chuck’. los cantos squints along the edge of them, then he X caja. Se arrodilla y enfila su superficie, lue- The wide spacing of the words los posa represents the pauses between the lowers them and takes up the adze. A X go los deja y coge la azuela. Buen carpin- noises, an indication of how 75 good carpenter. Addie Bundren could not tero. Addie Bundren no podría desear otro lie in: seguir en la cama, no levantarse, yacer, morar, permanecer Faulkner tries to get close to the want a better one, a better box to lie in. mejor, ni una caja mejor donde descansar. self-reliance, security well-being seguridad confortabilidad actual experience of the character. It will give her confidence and comfort. X Le proporcionará confianza y comodidad. I go on to the house, followed by the Sigo a la casa acompañado del

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Chuck Chuck Chuck Chack Chack Chack

of the adze. de la azuela. Cora (1) In this section we find the spoken 5 2 X 2 and unspoken words of Cora Tull, CORA (1) CORA a neighbour of the Bundrens. She is sitting by Addie’s bed, keeping SO I saved out the eggs and CONQUE ayer recogí los huevos y the dying woman company but baked yesterday. The cakes turned preparé el horno. Los bollos me salie- following her own train of thought. When her thoughts eventually turn Opossum: any mainly tree-living marsupial 10 out right well. We depend a lot on ron muy bien. Dependemos mucho de to the dying Addie they conflict of the family Didelphidae, native to America, our chickens. They are good layers, nuestras gallinas. Son buenas with her spoken words. She says having a prehensile tail and hind feet with an what few we have left after the ponedoras; las pocas que nos dejan las that Addie will soon be well enough animales perjudiciales a la caza menor, como la zorra, el gato montés, el milano, etc. opposable thumb possums and such. Snakes, too, in the zarigüeyas** y alimañas así. También las to bake cakes, but she believes that ** Mamífero marsupial de tamaño mediano o summer. A snake will break up a serpientes, en verano. Una serpiente se cuela Addie will die. pequeño y aspecto que recuerda a la rata; las 15 hen-house quicker than anything. So en un gallinero más rápido que nada. Con- extremidades tienen cinco dedos y las de atrás el pulgar oponible; la cola es prensil, lisa y after they were going to cost so much que después de que nos costaran mucho más desnuda. Es mamífero nocturno y omnívoro, more than Mr. Tull thought, and after de lo que creía Mr. Tull, y después de pro- que hace nido en los árboles y su preñez dura I promised that the difference in the meterle yo que pagaríamos la diferencia con trece días. number of eggs would make it up, I los huevos que pusieran, tengo que andarme 20 had to be more careful than ever con mucho más cuidado que nunca, porque because it was on my final say-so we fue por mí «de acuerdo» final por lo que las took them. We could have stocked compramos. Podríamos haber comprado cheaper chickens, but I gave my unas gallinas más baratas, pero yo estuve promise as Miss Lawington said de acuerdo cuando Miss Lawington me 25 when she advised me to get a good aconsejó que las comprásemos de bue- breed, because Mr. Tull himself na raza, porque el propio Mr. Tull ad- admits that a good breed of cows or mite que una buena raza de vacas o COMMENTARY: This section demonstrates the efectiveness of hogs pays in the long run. So when cerdos a la larga compensa. De modo Faulkner’s technique, for we see we lost so many of them we couldn’t que como nos hemos quedado sin tantas how the unspoken thoughts of the 30 afford to use the eggs ourselves, no nos atrevemos a quedarnos con los character reveal that character’s because I could not have had Mr. Tull huevos para nosotros, porque no podría personality and how they flow chide me when it was on my say-so soportar los gruñidos de Mr. Tull, pues around and away from the we took them. So when Miss si las compramos fue por mí. Conque immediate environment of the character. Cora is exposed as a Lawington told me about the cakes I cuando Miss Lawington me habló de los woman of limited vision, liable to 35 thought that I could bake them and X bollos pensé que podría hacerlos yo y think long and hard on the small earn enough at one time to increase ganar lo suficiente de una vez como incidents of her life and to think the net value of the flock the para aumentar el valor neto del corral of them in a passive way. This equivalent of two head. And that by en el equivalente a dos gallinas. Y que passivity is encouraged by Cora’s saving the eggs out one at a time, even echando un huevo menos cada vez, in- religious beliefs and the only time that her vocabulary goes beyond 40 the eggs wouldn’t be costing cluso los huevos no me costarían nada. the narrowly colloquial is when anything. And that week they laid so Y esta semana pusieron tantos que no she thinks of God, using the well that I not only saved out enough sólo ahorré bastantes más huevos de language which the preacher eggs above what we had engaged to sell, los que pensaba vender, con los que must use, such as ‘eternal and to bake the cakes with, I had saved hacer los bollos, además había ahorra- everlasting salvation’. Cora’s passivity and limited responses 45 enough so that the flour and the sugar do los bastantes como para que la ha- contrast sharply with those of and the stove wood would not be rina y el azúcar y la leña del horno me Darl, two of whose sections costing anything. So I baked salieran por nada. Conque preparé los appear either side of Cora (1). yesterday, more careful than ever I bollos ayer, con más cuidado que nun- They also contrast sharply, in baked in my life, and the cakes ca en mi vida, y los bollos me salie- their acceptance of the world as 50 turned out right well. But when we ron muy bien. Pero cuando fuimos it is, with the feelings of the got to town this morning Miss esta mañana al pueblo Miss woman beside whose bed Cora sits, feelings revealed in Addie’s Lawington told me the lady had Lawington me dijo que la señora ha- only section in the book. changed her mind and was not going bía cambiado de idea y al final no iba Cora uses the language of to have the party after all. a celebrar la fiesta. religion in an incantatory way, the 55 long words providing a soothing “She ought to taken those cakes —De todos modos debiera quedarse chorus against which the anyway,” Kate says. con los bollos —dice Kate. hardships of life may be set and diminished. Religion has also given Cora an idea of how other “Well,” I say, “I reckon she never —Claro —digo yo—, aunque para mí people should behave and we 60 had no use for them now.” que ahora ya no le hacen falta. sense that she does not altogether approve of the Bundrens. She “She ought to taken them,” Kate —Debiera quedarse con ellos —dice talks of Addie’s ‘blindness’, says. “But those rich town ladies can Kate—. Pero estas sañoras ricas del pueblo something which is made more explicit in Cora’s later sections change their minds. Poor folks can’t.” pueden cambiar de idea. Los pobres, no. but which obviously implies some 65 sort of moral judgement on Riches is nothing in the face of the La riqueza no es nada delante del Se- Addie. More generally, Faulkner Lord, for He can see into the heart. ñor, pues Él ve dentro de los corazones. successfully creates the “Maybe I can sell them at the —A lo mejor el sábado los puedo vender atmosphere of the sick room in bazaar Saturday,” I say. en el mercadillo de la parroquia —digo—. this section, with Cora sitting in silence most of the time, 70 They turned out real well. Me salieron bien de verdad. thinking her own thoughts and only occasionally becoming “You can’t get two dollars a piece —No sacarás ni dos dólares por cada aware of those around her. The for them,” Kate says. uno —dice Kate. words which are actually spoken are sporadic and infrequent, thus heightening the sense of time 75 “Well, it isn’t like they cost me —Bueno, es como si no me hubieran hanging heavily for those who sit anything,” I say. I saved them out costado nada —digo yo. Los he ido apartando poco a poco by Addie’s bedside. and swapped a dozen of them for X Los cogí en el corral y cambié una do- the sugar and flour. It isn’t like cena por el azúcar y la harina. Es como si

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the cakes cost me anything, as Mr. los bollos no me hubieran costado, pues el Tull himself realizes that the eggs propio Mr. Tull comprende que los huevos I saved were over and beyond que ahorré eran muchos más de los que what we had engaged to sell, so it pensábamos vender, conque era como si 5 was like we had found the eggs or hubiéramos encontrado los huevos o nos they had been given to us. los hubieran dado.

“She ought to taken those cakes when —Debiera quedarme con esos bollos, she same as gave you her word,” Kate says. X pues te los encargó ella —dice Kate. * El punto y aparte no da la di- mensión que son palabras no di- 10 The Lord can see into the heart. If it * El señor ve dentro de los corazo- chas de Kate pero sí pensadas por is His will that come folks has nes. Si es su voluntad que unas perso- ella. Habría que dejar comillas. different ideas of honesty from other nas tengan ideas sobre la honradez dis- folks, it is not my place to question tintas que otras, no me toca discutir sus His decree. designios. 15 “I reckon she never had any use for —Para mí que nunca los necesitó — them,” I say. They turned out real well, too. digo—. *Pero me salieron ricos de verdad. Si arriba pone punto y coma, ¿por qué no aquí? The quilt is drawn up to her chin, Tiene la colcha subida hasta la barbilla, 20 hot as it is, with only her two hands con todo el calor que hace, y sólo las dos and her face outside. She is propped X manos y la cara destapadas. Está apoyada en on the pillow, with her head raised la almohada, con la cabeza erguida de so she can see out the window, and modo que pueda mirar por la ventana, y we can hear him every time he takes X nosotros oímos a Cash* cada vez que coje Demasiado descriptivo y nada 25 up the adze or the saw. If we were la azuela o la sierra. Si fuéramos sor- sugestivo. deaf we could almost watch her face dos, con sólo mirarle la cara a ella casi and hear him, see him. Her face is X podríamos oír a Cash, verle. Tiene la cara wasted away so that the bones draw tan consumida que los huesos se le dibujan just under the skin in white fines. Her debajo de la piel como línes blancas. Sus 30 eyes are like two candles when you ojos son igual que dos velas a las que cuencos de los brazos gutter 1 (de una casa) canalón; (on roof) canaleta watch them gutter down into the X ves derretirse en los soportes de un f, canalón m desagüe 2 (en la calle) alcanta- rilla, cuneta: someone was lying in the gutter, sockets of iron candle-sticks. But the candelabro de hierro. Pero la salvación alguien estaba tendido en la cuneta 3 (los) barrios bajos (lowest section of society) the ~ eternal and the everlasting salvation eterna y perdurable y la gracia no han el arroyo, desagüe; (before n) the ~ press la prensa sensacionalista and grace is not upon her. descendido sobre ella. 35 really nice real nice: (col.) really nice “They turned out real nice,” I —Me salieron ricos de verdad —digo—. say. “But not like the cakes Addie X Pero no como los bollos que solía hacer used to bake.” You can see that Addie. — Se puede ver cómo lava y plan- girl’s washing and ironing in the cha esa chica fijándose en la funda de la 40 pillow-slip, if ironed it ever was. almohada, si es que la ha planchado alguna Maybe it will reveal her blindness vez. Puede que eso hiciera a Addie consciente laying yaciendo to her, laying there at the mercy X de su ceguera: estar allí tumbada a merced and the ministration of four men X ______de cuatro hombres y una a girl who behaves like a boy tom-boy girl: a girl who behaves like and a tom-boy girl. “There’s not a marimacho—. No hay mujer en estos a boy, virago, hombruna 45 woman in this section could ever bake contornos capaz de amasar como with Addie Bundren,” I say. “First X Addie Bundren —digo—. Si se thing we know she’ll be up and levantara y amasase otra vez, lo baking again, and then we won’t sabríamos enseguida porque las have any sale for ours at all.” Under demás no venderíamos nada. 50 the quilt she makes no more of a hump X Debajo de la colcha no abulta más bar listón, madero than a rail would, and the only way que una tabla, y el único modo de sa- you can tell she is breathing is by the ber que respira es oyendo el crujido de mattress shucks: (Am. English) the straw or springs ** Las hojas secas de las mazorcas de maíz, que se usan straw or springs in the mattress sound of the mattress shucks. Even the las [58] hojas** del jergón***. Ni si- como relleno de los colchones en las zonas rurales. hair at her cheek does not move, even quiera se le mueve el pelo que tiene pe- *** Colchón de paja, esparto o hierba y sin bastas. 55 with that girl standing right over her, gado a la cara, ni con esa chica de pie, fanning her with the fan. While we a su lado, dándole aire con el abanico. watch she swaps the fan to the other X Mientras miramos se pasa el abanico a hand without stopping it. la otra mano sin dejar de moverlo.

60 “Is she sleeping?” Kate whispers. —¿Duerme? —susurra Kate.

“She’s just watching —Está mirando a Cash, allá abajo — Cash yonder,” the girl says. dice la chica. We can hear the saw in the board. It Podemos oír la sierra en la tabla. Sue- 65 sounds like snoring. Eula turns on the na como a ronquido. Eula vuelve el tron- trunk and looks out the window. Her co y mira por la ventana. El collar le que- necklace looks real nice with her red da bien de verdad con el sombrero rojo. hat. You wouldn’t think it only cost Nadie pensaría que sólo le costó veinti- twentyfive cents. cinco centavos. 70 “She ought to taken those cakes,” —Debiera haberse quedado con esos Kate says. bollos —dice Kate.

I could have used the money real Habría empleado el dinero bien de ver- 75 well. But it’s not like they cost me dad. Pero es como si no me hubieran costado anything except the baking. I can tell nada, excepto el cocerlos en el horno. Puedo him that anybody is likely to make a decirle que cualquiera puede cometer un mistake a miscue: a mistake miscue, but it’s not all of them that error, pero que no todos son capaces de

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can get out of it without loss, I can salir de él sin pérdidas, puedo decirle. No tell him. It’s not everybody can eat todo el mundo puede comerse sus erro- their mistakes, I can tell him. res, puedo decirle. Darl (2) This section consists largely of 5 Someone comes through the hall. Alguien atraviesa el zaguán. Es Darl. the unspoken and unverbalised It is Darl. He does not look in as he No mira dentro cuando pasa delante de thoughts of Darl. It begins as he passes the door. Eula watches him as la puerta. Eula le observa fijamente mien- goes to take a drink from the gourd. he goes on and passes from sight tras él siguie y se pierde nuevamente de When Anse asks, ‘Where’s Jewel?’, again toward the back. Her hand rises vista por la parte de atrás. Levanta una Darl has already started on a train of thought relating to previous 10 and touches her beads lightly, and mano y se toca levemente las cuentas del experiences of drinking from the then her hair. When she finds me collar; después el pelo. A1 darse cuenta wooden bucket. He follows this watching her, her eyes go blank. de que la miro, se le turba la vista. train of thought to its end before replying to his father’s question 3 with ‘Down to the barn. Harnessing the team’, and this reply immediately 15 DARL (2) DARL leads him into another train of thought in which he imagines in detail a scene PA and Vernon are sitting on the PADRE y Vernon están sentados en between Jewel and the horse. back porch. Pa is tilting snuff from el porche de atrás. Padre se echa rapé**, ** Polvo de tabaco que se consumía aspirándo- the lid of his snuff-box into his lower de la tapa de la caja en el labio inferior, lo por la nariz. Su efecto inmediato se traducía hacia fuera 20 lip, holding the lip outdrawn between manteniendo el labio estirado _____ en- en fuertes estornudos que despejaban la cabeza. thumb and fingen. They look around tre pulgar e índice. Levantan la vista cuan- ** En el original, gourd: recipiente para líqui- as I cross the porch and dip the gourd do cruzo el poche y meto la calabaza** dos fríos que se obtenía vaciando una calabaza into the water bucket and drink. en el cubo de agua y bebo. y dejándola secar.

25 “Where’s Jewel?” pa says. —¿Qué es de Jewel? —dice padre. When I was a boy I first learned Cuando era pequeño me enteré por how much better water tastes primera vez de cuánto mejor sabe el agua when it has set a while in a cedar cuando ha pasado un buen rato en un bucket. Warmish-cool, with a cubo de cedro. Fresquita, con un leve 30 faint taste like the hot July wind sabor parecido al olor del viento calien- in cedar trees smells. It has to set te de julio en los cedros. Tiene que pasar at least six hours, and be drunk seis horas por lo menos, y hay que be- from a gourd. Water should never berla con calabaza. El agua nunca se debe be drunk from metal. beber con nada de metal. 35 And at night it is better still. I Y de noche todavía sabe mejor. En- used to lie on the pallet in the hall, tonces muchas veces me quedaba tum- waiting until I could hear them all bado en el jergón, en el zaguán, esperan- asleep, so I could get up and go back do hasta oír que todos se habían dormi- 40 to the bucket. It would be black, the do para levantarme y volver al cubo. Es- COMMENTARY: Darl’s imaginative shelf black, the still surface of the taba oscuro, la quieta superficie del agua round hole, opening construction of the scene between water a round orifice in nothingness, era un orificio redondo en la nada, don- orifice: round hole, opening despertarla al agitarla Jewel and the horse is a sign of where before I stirred it awake with the de antes de agitarla y despertarla con el how obsessed he is with his dipper I could see maybe a star or two cacillo a veces veía una estrella o dos en brother. The image which he creates of Jewel and the horse is 45 in the bucket, and maybe in the dipper el cubo, y hasta puede que en el cacillo, highly poetic and many of the a star or two before I drank. After antes de beber, una estrella o dos. Des- words used are far beyond the that I was bigger, older. Then I pués de eso crecí, me hice mayor. Enton- probable reach of Darl’s would wait until they all went to ces esperaba hasta que todos se hubieran vocabulary and are, therefore, sleep so I could lie with my ido a dormir para poderme tumbar con unverbalised. What the character 50 shirt-tail up, hearing them asleep, los faldones de la camisa levantados, y himself has at this moment is a feeling myself without touching les oía dormir, y me notaba sin necesi- visual image of the events and that image is translated into words by myself, feeling the cool silence dad de tocarme, sentía el frío silencio my genitals the author. Of course, the image my parts: my genitals blowing upon my parts and alrededor de mis partes y me pregunta- is not purely visual, so there are wondering if Cash was yonder in the ba si Cash estaría también allí fuera, en some words in the paragraphs 55 darkness doing it too, had been la oscuridad, haciendo lo mismo, y si lo following Darl’s reply to his doing it perhaps for the last two habría estado haciendo los dos últimos father which do in fact belong to years before I could have wanted to años antes de que yo hubiera deseado o Darl himself, ‘Down there . . . the pasture’. When we get to ‘Then or could have. podido hacerlo. Jewel is . . . limberness of a * 1. Trepar, subir a lo alto. 2. Engarabatar, hablando especialmente de los dedos entumecidos (hinchados) por el frío. snake’, we are in the realms of spread out=extendidos (sin gracia) salidos splay outstretch, estirar, spread outward 60 Pa’s feet are badly splayed, his X Los pies de padre están deformados de Darl’s visual image as translated awkwardly / biselar, achaflanar contracted 1 spread out; broad and flat 2 turned outwards toes cramped and bent and mala manera; los dedos retorcidos y dobla- by Faulkner. There has been a in an awkward manner 3 to spread out; deformed, out of shape marked change in Darl’s image of turn out or expand 4 (Vet. science) to warped, with no toenail at all on X dos y engarabitados*, los meñiques sin dislocate (a bone) 5 a surface of a wall that his little toes, from working so hard nada de uña, por trabajar tan penosamen- Jewel from Darl (1), where he saw forms an oblique angle to the main flat him as rigid. Here he is seen as surfaces, esp. at a doorway or window opening in the wet in homemade shoes when te en la humedad con zapatos hechos en 6 enlargement (Pies planos) being as supple as a snake. 65 he was a boy. Beside his chair his casa cuando era niño. Junto a su silla es- Dar] is ambivalent in his coarse shoes of untanned leather brogans: coarse shoes of untanned brogans sit. They look as though tán sus zapatones. Parece como si los hu- feelings towards Jewel; the leather they had been hacked with a blunt biera cortado con un hacha embotada a unverbalised image is beautiful, yet Darl dislikes Jewel and the hack I n. 1 corte 2 pey & hum (periodista) gacetillero axe out of pig-iron. Vernon has partir de un lingote de hierro. Vernon ha 3 (caballo) jamelgo II v.tr. cortar a hachazos to been to town. I have never seen estado en el pueblo. Nunca le había vis- horse which is an emblem of his hack sthg/sb to pieces, hacer trizas algo/a alguien difference from the rest of the III vi Inform piratear 70 him go to town in overalls. His to ir al pueblo en mono. Por su mujer, family. This confused attitude is wife, they say. She taught school dicen, que también daba clase en la es- later explained when we see that too, once. cuela, antes. Darl suffers because Addie refused to give him her love, giving it to Jewel instead. But fling throw or hurl (an object) forcefully, I fling the dipper dregs to the Tiro al suelo el agua que sobra y Darl has a highly developed sense enérgicamente 75 ground and wipe my mouth on my me seco la boca con la manga. Va a of beauty and Jewel possesses sleeve. It is going to rain before llover antes de que vuelva a ser de día. beauty in the shape of the horse morning. Maybe before dark. Puede que antes de que oscurezca. and in his mastery of the animal, “Down to the barn,” I say. —Ha bajado a la cuadra —digo—. so Darl both admires and is “Harnessing the team.” A enjaezar el tiro. jealous of his brother. 4 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas

This sense of beauty is also Down there fooling with that horse. He Bajó a divertirse con ese caballo. evident when Darl finds the water will go on through the barn, into the pasture. Cruzará la cuadra hasta el prado. El in the wooden bucket redolent (perfumado) of ‘hot July wind in The horse will not be in sight: he is caballo no está a la vista: está allá cedar tree smells’. Even within 5 up there among the pine seedlings, arriba entre los brotes de pino, a la the limits of his unspoken in the cool. Jewel whistles, once sombra. Jewel silba, una vez y vocabulary he emerges as a and shrill. The horse snorts, then estridentemente. El caballo resopla character with an almost lyrical Jewel sees him, glinting for a y entonces Jewel lo ve: brilla duran- love of the minute things in his gaudy 1 tastelessly or extravagantly bright gaudy instant among the blue shad- te un instante magnífico entre las world. His world is not, however, or showy. wholly beautiful and his sensitive 10 ows. Jewel whistles again; the horse sombras azules. Jewel vuelve a sil- nature must also confront much comes dropping down the slope, bar; el caballo va hacia él ladera abajo, that is ugly. When he begins to stiff-legged, his ears cocking and las patas rígidas, las orejas erguidas y return from his memories of past flick mover rápidamente flicking, his mis-matched eyes agitándose, los desiguales ojos evenings, he becomes aware of rolling, and fetches up twenty feet desorbitados, y se para a unos diez his father. The imagery ceases to be beautiful and shades into the 15 away, broadside on, watching Jewel pasos, de costado, mirando a Jewel grotesque and misshapen. ‘Pa’s over his shoulder in an attitude por encima del hombro en actitud ju- feet are badly splayed, his toes kittenish and alert. guetona y alerta. cramped and bent and warped, with no toenails at all on his little “Come here, sir,” Jewel says. He —Venga acá, señor mío —dice Jewel. toes.’ 20 moves. Moving that quick his coat, El caballo se mueve. Su piel recorrida It is this awareness of the bunching, tongues swirling like so por rápidos temblores, lenguas que se arre- grotesque possibilities of liis world which eventually drives many flames. With tossing mane molinan como otras tantas llamas. Agitan- Darl to try to destroy his mother’s curveting: leaping, by a horse, with and tail and rolling eye the horse do crin y cola y poniendo los ojos en blanco, el stinking corpse when it is housed the forelegs together then the makes another short curveting rush X caballo emprende otra breve ___ carrera, in Gillespie’s barn. back legs raised before the 25 and stops again, feet se vuelve a detener, patas bien The gap between Anse’s forelegs have touched the ground bunched, watching Jewel. Jewel asentadas, y observa a Jewel. Jewel question and Darl’s reply in this curveting haciendo corvetas, swirling, walks steadily toward him, his avanza decidido hacia él, las manos en section is filled with Darl’s thoughts. We may assume that hands at his sides. Save for Jewel’s la cadera. A no ser por las piernas de Darl would not in actuality have legs they are like two figures carved Jewel, son como dos figuras talladas taken so long to answer. Faulkner 30 for a tableau savage in the sun. para un grupo salvaje al sol. creates the delay to show that a fleeting moment of time may When Jewel can almost touch Cuando Jewel casi le puede tocar, contain a great deal of thought. him, the horse stands on his hind el caballo se alza sobre los cuartos Where, in Cora’s section, time seemed to hang heavily, here it legs and slashes down at Jewel. traseros y se deja caer encima de él. moves with a rapidity which 35 Then Jewel is enclosed by a Entonces Jewel queda rodeado por reflects the difference between glitter : brillo, oropel, tinsel, sparkle, glint; glittering maze of hooves as by an un laberinto resplandeciente de cas- Darl’s questing temperament and relucir, centellear, fulgir, fulgente, cen- telleante, chispeante, illusion of wings; among them, cos igual que una ilusión de alas; entre Cora’s passive one. beneath the upreared chest, he ellos, debajo del pecho alzado, se mue- moves with the flashing limberness ve con la relampagueante flexibilidad limber 1 adj. 1 lithe, agile, nimble. 2 flexible. Ágil, flexible; he’s very limber for his 40 of a snake. For in instant before the de una serpiente. Durante un instante, age, está muy agil para su edad limber up vi entrar en calor limber up (sports) vi jerk comes on to his arms he sees antes de que la sacudida le llegue a los hacer precalentamiento his whole body earth-free, brazos, Jewel ve todo su cuerpo en vilo, v. (usu. foll. by up) 1 tr. make (oneself or a part of the body etc.) supple. 2 intr. warm snake-limber: (neologism) as horizontal, whipping snake-limber, horizontal, serpenteando fulgurante, up in preparation for athletic etc. activity. limber 2 n. the detachable front part of a supple as a snake until he finds the horse’s nostrils hasta que agarra las ventanas de la nariz gun-carriage, consisting of two wheels, axle, pole, and ammunition-box. Armón 45 and touches earth again. Then they del caballo y se aferra nuevamente a tie- de artillería are rigid, motionless, terrific, the rra. Entonces los dos se quedan rígidos, v. 1 tr. attach a limber to (a gun etc.). 2 intr. fasten together the two parts of a gun- horse back-thrust on stiffened, inmóviles, terroríficos; el caballo apoya- carriage. quivering legs, with lowered head; do en las patas traseras, tiesas y temblo- Jewel with dug heels, shutting off rosas, con la cabeza baja; Jewel con los 50 the horse’s wind with one hand, talones clavados, tapando el resoplar del with the other patting the horse’s caballo con una mano, con la otra neck in short strokes myriad* and X acariciéndole el cuello, dándole _____ caressing, cursing the horse with golpecitos cariñosos, mientras le insul- * myriad 1 an indefinitely great obscene ferocity. number. 2 ten thousand. ta con obscena ferocidad. 55 — of an indefinitely great number. miríada: cantidad muy grande, pero indefinida break, a moment frozen in time hiatus: break, a moment frozen in They stand in rigid terrific hiatus, Permanecen en un vacío rígido y terro- time the horse trembling and groaning. rífico: el caballo temblando y gimiendo. Then Jewel is on the horse’s back. Luego Jewel está montado en el caballo. He flows upward in a stooping Cabalga cuesta arriba, como un torbellino, 60 swirl like the lash of a whip, his como el coletazo de un látigo, con el cuer- body in mid-air shaped to the horse. po en el aire continuando el del caballo. spraddled: with legs outstretched For another moment the horse Durante otro momento el caballo queda with legs outstretched stands spraddled, with lowered despatarrado, con la cabeza baja, antes de head, before it bursts into motion. lanzarse a la carrera. Descienden por el 65 They descend the hill in a series of cerro con una serie de saltos y sacudidas leech-like: clinging like a leech (an spine-jolting jumps, Jewel high, de lomo, Jewel erguido, agarrado como clinging like a leech (known for its tenacity) insect known for its tenacity) leech-like on the withers*, to the una sanguijuela a la cruz del caballo, has- gathers, (frena) withers: ridge between the shoulder fence where the horse bunches to ta la cerca donde el caballo vuelve a inte- scurrying, hasty blades of a horse a scuttering halt again. rrumpir su precipitada carrera. scuttering: scurrying, hasty X 70 * ridge between the shoulder blades of a horse “Well,” Jewel says, “you can quit —Bien —dice Jewel—, ya puedes now, if you got a-plenty.” rendirte, si es que ya tienes bastante.

Inside the barn Jewel slides Dentro de la cuadra Jewel se deja caer stall 75 running to the ground before the horse al suelo a toda prisa antes de que el caballo 1 (= stable) establo m (= manger) pesebre m (for single horse etc) casilla f 2 (in market) stops. The horse enters the stall, Jewel se pare. El caballo entra en el pesebre con puesto m (in fair) caseta f; casilla f 3 (British) following. Without looking back the Jewel detrás. Sin mirar atrás, el caballo (theatre) the stalls el patio de butacas 1 parar; calar 2 [+ person] entretener horse kicks at him, slamming a single le suelta una coz, alcanzando con uno 1 [car] pararse [plane] perder velocidad 2 (= delay) andar con rodeos; esquivar 5 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas

hoof into the wall with a pistol-like de los cascos la pared con un estampido report. Jewel kicks him in the como de pistola. Jewel le da patadas en stomach; the horse arches his neck el estómago; el caballo arquea el cue- crop-toothed: with teeth shortened (presumably by filing down) back, crop-toothed; Jewel strikes him llo, enseñando los dientes; Jewel le gol- 5 across the face with his fist and slides pea la cara con el puño y se desliza has- on to the trough and mounts upon it. ta la artesa y se sube encima de ella. Clinging to the hay-rack he lowers Pegándose al montón de heno, agacha his head and peers out across the stall la cabeza y mira por encima de los tabi- tops and through the doorway. The ques del pesebre hacia la entrada. El 10 path is empty; from here he cannot sendero está desierto; desde aquí ni si- even hear Cash sawing. He reaches quiera puede oír a Cash serrando. Se up and drags down hay in hurried X estira y ______llena apresuradamen- armfuls and crams it into the rack. te, a manos llenas, el comedero.

15 “Eat,” he says. “Get the goddamn —Come —dice—. Llénate Jewel (1) pussel-gutted: (Am. col.) fat, stuff out of sight while you got a esa hinchada panza mien- overfed chance, you pussel-gutted bastard. X tras puedas, cabrón,______Jewel has only one section in You sweet son of a bitch,” he says. hijo de la gran puta —dice. the book, but it is revealing, consisting of his unspoken 20 4 thoughts. He resents Cash sawing JEWEL (1) JEWEL the wood outside Addie’s window, constantly reminding her of her impending death and he IT’S because he stays out there, POR qué se tiene que quedar ahí resents the others sitting around right under the window, hammering afuera, justo debajo de la ventana, cla- waiting for her to die. He imagi- 25 and sawing on that goddamn box. vando y serrando esa maldita caja. En nes himself and his mother Where she’s got to see him. Where donde ella le vea. Donde cada bocana- isolated on a hill, rolling rocks every breath she draws is full of his da que ella aspire esté llena de su mar- down on anyone who tríes to intrude upon their solitude. knocking and sawing where she can tillear y serrar. Donde ella pueda verle see him saying See. See what a good diciendo: Mira. Mira qué buena es la 30 one I am making for you. I told him que te estoy haciendo. Yo ya le dije que to go somewhere else. I said Good se fuera a cualquier otro sitio. Le dije: God do you want to see her in it. It’s Santo Dios, ¿es que quieres verla den- COMMENTARY: The brevity like when he was a little boy and she tro de ella? Es como cuando era niño y of Jewel’s section underlines his general taciturnity. Until now, we says if she had some fertilizer she ella dijo que si tuviera un poco de abo- have seen Jewel only through the 35 would try to raise some flowers and no intentaría cultivar unas flores y él eyes of Darl, two conflicting he taken the bread-pan and brought cogió la cesta del pan y se la trajo lle- images of rigidity and suppleness. dung: manure it back from the barn full of dung. na de estiércol de la cuadra. Here, Jewel emerges as an embittered man, sensitive as none And now them others sitting there, Y ahora los demás ahí sentados, como of the others are to his mother’s buzzards: birds of prey feelings. 40 like buzzards. Waiting, fanning buitres. Esperando, abanicándose. Por- When Jewel talks of the others themselves. Because I said If you que yo dije: ¿Es que no puedes dejar de as ‘buzzards’, we sense the wouldn’t keep on sawing and nailing serrar y clavar sin parar? No dejas dor- bitterness he feels on behalf of his at it until a man can’t sleep even and mir a nadie. Y las manos de ella encima mother, aware that their presence her hands laying on the quilt like two de la colcha como dos de esas raíces [62] must be a constant reminder to her that she is about to die. At the end 45 of them roots dug up and tried to wash retorcidas que tratas de lavar y nunca of the section, his resentment and you couldn’t get them clean. I can consigues que queden limpias. Veo el takes a more generalised form and see the fan and Dewey Dell’s arm. I abanico y el brazo de Dewey Dell. Le dije we realise, when he imagines said if you’d just let her alone. Sawing que si nunca la iba a dejar en paz. Serran- himself alone with Addie on top and knocking, and keeping the air do y martillando, y haciendo que el aire of a hill, how profound his dislike 50 always moving so fast on her face that se mueva siempre tan deprisa por delante of the rest of the world is and how when you’re tired you can’t breathe de su cara que cuando estás cansado ni lo closely he sympathises with his mother, ‘it would just be me . . . it, and that goddamn adze going One puedes respirar; y esa maldita azuela re- was quiet’. lick less. One lick less. One lick less pitiendo: Ya queda menos. Ya queda me- This is an image full of until everybody that passes in the road nos. Ya queda menos, hasta que todos los violence, eloquent of deep 55 will have to stop and see it and say que pasan por el camino se paren y lo vean resentment, and of isolation. It what a fine carpenter he is. If it had y digan: Qué buen carpintero es. Si hu- suggests to the reader that Jewel just been me when Cash fell off of that biera sido yo y no Dash el que se cayó de has over the years built up this hatred of his family and this bond church and if it had just been me when aquella iglesia y si hubiera sido yo y no pa- with his mother. Later in the book, pa laid sick with that load of wood fell dre el que se accidentó con aquella carga de he proves the depths of his 60 on him, it would not be happening with leña que le cayó encima, no vendría a verla feelings for Addie by selling his every bastard in the county coming cualquier hijo de puta de la comarca, horse and by risking his life in the in to stare at her because if there is a porque si hay Dios para qué demo- fire to save her corpse. The God what the hell is He for. It would nios existe. Sólo estaríamos yo y section shows us Jewel’s personality and gives us the first just be me and her on a high hill and ella en la cima de un cerro y yo indication of the crucial and 65 me rolling the rocks down the hill at echaría a rodar piedras cerro abajo powerful role played by Addie their faces, picking them up and contra sus caras, y las subiría y se Bundren in shaping the throwing them down the hill, faces las tiraría otra vez cerro abajo, caras y personalities of her sons. and teeth and all by God until she was dientes y todo, por Dios, hasta que se quiet and not that goddamn adze estuviese tranquila y esa maldita azuela Darl (3) 70 going One lick less. One lick less and no dijera: Ya queda menos. Ya queda me- This section consists largely of we could be quiet. nos, y estaríamos tranquilos. the words overheard by Darl as the family take the wagon and set 5 off to collect some wood, thus DARL (3) DARL risking being absent when Addie dies. In the early part of the 75 section, the words which Darl WE watch him come around the LE vemos doblar la esquina y subir overhears are supplemented by corner and mount the steps. He does los escalones. No nos mira. his own unspoken thoughts, so not look at us. “You ready?” he says. —¿Listos? —dice él. that the spoken words are put in the context of Darl’s opinion of

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the speaker. hitched up: having the horses or “If you’re hitched up,” —Si has enganchado el caballo — mules harnessed to the wagon I say. I say “Wait.” He digo yo. Digo—: Espera. stops, looking at pa. Vernon spits, Se para, mirando a padre. Vernon es- 5 without moving. He spits with cupe, sin moverse. Escupe con correcta decorous and deliberate precision into y deliberada precisión en el polvo COMMENTARY: In this pocked: marked with holes the pocked dust below the porch. Pa picado de viruelas del pie del porche. Pa- section Darl’s powers of precise rubs his hands slowly on his knees. dre se restriega lentamente las manos en observation are used to record He is gazing out beyond the las rodillas. Mira a algo que está más allá with apparent accuracy the actual words spoken by his father, 10 crest of the bluff, out across the land. de la cresta del farallón, por encima del himself, Vernon, Tull and Jewel. Jewel watches him a moment, then he campo. Jewel le observa un momento, lue- The personalities of the various goes on to the pail and drinks again. go sigue hasta el cubo y vuelve a beber. speakers are implicit in the words which they use. When, for mislike: (Am. col.) dislike “I mislike undecision as much as —Me revienta la indecisión como a example, Anse hesitates and then says ‘1 mislike undecision as 15 ere a man,” pa says. cualquiera —dice padre. much as ere a man’, the words are empty. The words spoken by “It means three dollars,” I say. The —Eso significa tres dólares —digo yo. La ca- Jewel also expose his basic hump: deformity of the spine shirt across pa’s hump is faded lighter misa está [63] más descolorida en la joroba de nature. We have already seen him than the rest of it. There is no sweat padre que en el resto. No hay ni una mancha de distressed by the sound of the 20 stain on his shirt. I have never seen a sudor en su camisa. ______adze in Jewel (1). It is consistent, sweat stain on his shirt. He was sick X ______Una vez, cuando therefore, to find that Darl recalls Jewel repeatedly trying to register once from working in the sun when tenía veintidós años, se puso a protest against the noise and ‘the he was twenty-two years old, and he malo por trabajar a pleno sol y buzzards’. Darl also notices that tells people that if he ever sweats, he cuenta a la gente que si volviera a sudar, Jewel cannot bring himself to say 25 will die. I suppose he believes it. se moriría. Supongo que se lo cree. the word ‘coffin’. This tells us something not revealed in Jewel’s “But if she don’t last until you get back,” —Pero si ella no dura hasta que volváis own section, namely that Jewel does not want to acknowledge he says. “She will be disappointed.” —dice—. Le molestaría mucho. that his mother is dying and cannot bear to utter the word 30 Vernon spits into the dust. But it Vernon escupe al polvo. Pero lloverá ‘coffin’ which would set the seal will rain before morning. antes de que vuelva a ser de día. of death on the proceedings. Thus in this section we see “She’s counted on it,” pa says. —Ella cuanta con eso —dice padre— Anse successfully deceiving himself and insisting that he “She’ll want to start right away. I . Querrá ponerse en marcha inmediata- wants to do his best for Addie and 35 know her. I promised her I’d keep the mente. La conozco. Le prometí que ten- we see Jewel trying to deceive team here and ready, and she’s dría el tiro aquí y preparado, y cuenta himself by refusing to counting on it.” con ello. acknowledge that his mother is dying. The recorder of both these “We’ll need that three dollars —Entonces necesitaremos esos tres deceptions is Darl, whose role in this particular interaction is to 40 then, sure,” I say. He gazes out dólares, seguro —digo. Él mira por advocate that they should take the over the land, rubbing his hands on encima del campo, frotándose las wagon and go, leaving Addie his knees. Since he lost his teeth manos en las rodillas. Desde que se alone. He has clearly analysed the his mouth collapses in slow quedó sin dientes la boca se le hunde weak points of his father’s dips: dips his head to drink water repetition when he dips. The en lentas repeticiones cuando traga. character, playing on Anse’s love stubble: growth of facial hair of money, and he also tries to hurt 45 stubble gives his lower face that Los cañones de la barba dan a la parte de cañón : 6. Lo más recio, inmediato Jewel by reminding him that a la raíz, del pelo de la barba. appearance that old dogs have. abajo de su cara ese aspecto que tienen los Addie is very ill. This jealousy of “You’d better make up your mind perros viejos—. Será mejor que se decida en- his brother is an ever-present soon, so we can get there and get seguida, así podríamos ir allí y traer una car- aspect of Darl’s outlook. a load on before dark,” I say. ga antes de que oscurezca —digo. At the end of the section Darl 50 notices that the physical layout of ain’t: (col.) is not “Ma ain’t that sick,” Jewel says. —Madre no está tan grave —dice the house leads to an apparent separation between the voices and “Shut up, Darl.” Jewel—. Cállate, Darl. the speakers from whom they emanate, ‘As you enter the hall, “That’s right,” Vernon says. “She —Es cierto —dice Vernon—. Hoy they sound as though they were 55 seems more like herself to-day than parece mejor que en toda la semana. Para speaking out of the air about your she has in a week. Time you and cuando tú y Jewel volváis, estará levan- head’. As the book progresses Jewel get back, she’ll be setting up.” tada. such sensitivity to his environment proves to be a burden to Darl. His world “You ought to know,” Jewel says. —Eso usted lo sabrá —dice Jewel—. becomes increasingly odd and so 60 “You been here often enough Se ha pasado mucho tiempo aquí mirán- his experience of it, coming to looking at her. You or your folks.” dola. Usted y los suyos. him through his finely attuned Vernon looks at him. Jewel’s eyes Vernon le mira. Los ojos de senses, also becomes increasingly look like pale wood in his Jewel parecen madera clara en su odd. high-blooded face. He is a head taller cara rubicunda. Nos saca la cabe- 65 than any of the rest of us, always was. za a todos los demás, siempre nos I told them that’s why ma always la ha sacado. Les dije que por eso whipped him and petted him more. le pegaba madre más y le mimaba peakling: (neologism) wandering Because he was peakling around the más. Porque era el más enfermizo weakly house more. That’s why she named de la casa. Por eso le llamaron 70 him Jewel I told them. Jewel, joya, les dije. [64]

“Shut up, Jewel,” pa says, —Cállate, Jewel —dice padre, pero but as though he is not listening como si no hubiera prestado demasiada aten- much. He gazes out across the X ción a lo que decíamos. Mira por encima 75 land, rubbing his knees. del campo, se frota las rodillas.

“You could borrow the loan of —Podrías pedirle prestado el tiro a Vernon’s team and we could catch up with Vernon y podríamos salir a vuestro encuen-

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you,” I say. “If she didn’t wait for us.” tro —digo yo—. Si ella no nos espera.

“Ah, shut your goddamn mouth,” —Cierra esa maldita boca —dice Jewel says. Jewel. 5 ourn: (Am. col.) our own one “She’ll want to go in ourn,” pa —Querrá ir en el nuestro —dice pa- says. He rubs his knees. “Don’t ere a dre. Se frota las rodillas—. Nada me re- don’t ere a man mislike: (Am. col.) man mislike it more.” ventaría más. no man ever disliked

10 “It’s laying there, watching Cash —Estar ahí tumbada, viendo a Cash whittle v. 1 tr. & (foll. by at) intr. pare (wood etc.) with whittle on that damn . . .” Jewel says. cepillando esa maldita... —dice Jewel. repeated slicing with a knife. 2 tr. (often foll. by away, down) reduce by repeated subtractions. He says it harshly, savagely, but he Lo dice áspera, salvajemente, pero no reducir poco a poco does not say the word. Like a little llega a pronunciar la palabra. Como un flail (=mayal 1. m. Palo del cual tira la caballería que mueve los molinos de aceite, tahonas y boy in the dark to flail his courage niño en la oscuridad para darse valor malacates. 2. Instrumento compuesto de dos pa- los, uno más largo que otro, unidos por medio de 15 and suddenly aghast into silence by que, de repente, calla aterrorizado por una cuerda, con el cual se desgrana el centeno dando golpes sobre él.) his own noise. su propia voz. flail a threshing-tool consisting of a wooden staff with a short heavy stick swinging from it. Batir, sacu- dir, desgranar con un mayal “She wanted that like she wants to —Ella lo quiso así, igual que quiere 1 tr. beat or strike with or as if with a flail (mayal= dos palos unidos por cuero). 2 intr. wave or swing go in our own wagon,” pa says. “She’ll ir en nuestra carreta —dice padre—. Des- wildly or erratically (went into the fight with arms flailing). 20 rest easier for knowing it’s a good cansará más tranquila si sabe que está one, and private. She was ever a bien hecha, y es suya. Siempre fue una private woman. You know it well.” mujer muy suya. Lo sabéis bien.

“Then let it be private,” —Entonces dejemos que se salga con la suya 25 Jewel says. “But how the hell —dice Jewel—. Pero cómo demonios can you expect it to be——” sois capaces de esperar que ... — He looks at the back of pa’s head, his mira la nuca de padre; eyes like pale wooden eyes. sus ojos como madera clara.

sho: (Am. col.) surely, certainly 30 “Sho,” Vernon says, “she’ll hold —Claro —dice Vernon—,esperará on till it’s finished. She’ll hold on hasta que esté terminada. Esperará hasta till everything’s ready, till her own que esté todo preparado; hasta el momen- good time. And with the roads like to adecuado. Y con los caminos tal y they are now, it won’t take you no como están ahora, no os supondrá mu- 35 time to get her to town.” cho tiempo llevarla hasta el pueblo.

fixing up to: (Am. col.) preparing “It’s fixing up to rain,” pa says. “I —Va a llover —dice padre—. Soy to am a luckless man. I have ever been.” un hombre sin suerte. Siempre lo he He rubs his hands on his knees. “It’s sido —se frota las manos en los panta- 40 that durn doctor, fiable to come at lones—. Es ese maldito médico, viene any time. I couldn’t get word to cuando le apetece. No le pude avisar him tiff so late. If he was to come hasta muy tarde. Si viniera mañana y to-morrow and tell her the time was le dijera que había llegado el momen- nigh, she wouldn’t wait. I know her. to, ella no esperaría. La conozco. Con 45 Wagon or no wagon, she wouldn’t carreta o sin carreta, ella no esperaría. wait. Then she’d be upset, and I Quedaría toda trastornada y yo no que- wouldn’t upset her for the living rría trastornarla por nada del mundo. world. With that family burying- Con esa tumba de la familia en ground in Jefferson and them of her Jefferson y [65] todos los de su sangre 50 blood waiting for her there, she’ll be esperándola allí, se impacientará. Le di impatient. I promised my word me and mi palabra de que yo y los chicos la lle- the boys would get her there quick as varíamos allí todo lo deprisa que an- mules could walk it, so she could rest den las mulas; así descansará tranquila quiet.” He rubs his hands on his knees. —se frota las manos en las rodillas—. 55 “No man ever misliked it more.” Nada me reventaría más.

“If everybody wasn’t burning hell —Si no os estuvieseis quemando la to get her there,” Jewel says in that sangre todos por llevarla allí —dice harsh, savage voice. “With Cash all day Jewel con esa voz áspera, salvaje—. Con 60 long right under the window, Cash todo el santo día justo debajo de la hammering and sawing at that ——” ventana, clavando y serrando esa...

“It was her wish,” pa says. “You —Fue su voluntad —dice padre—. No got no affection nor gentleness for sientes ningún afecto ni dulzura por ella. 65 her. You never had. We would be Nunca lo sentiste. No queremos tener que beholden: indebted beholden to no man,” he says, “me agradecerle nada a nadie —dice—, ni beholden to no man estar en deuda con nadie and her. We have never yet been, yo ni ella. Todavía no lo tenemos que and she will rest quieter for agradecer, y ella descansará tranquila sa- knowing it and that it was her own biéndolo; y que sea uno de su propia san- 70 blood sawed out the boards and gre el que sierre las tablas y clave los cla- drove the nails. She was ever one vos. Siempre fue de las que lo dejan todo to clean up after herself.” limpio antes de irse.

“It means three dollars,” I say. “Do —Eso significa tres dólares —digo 75 you want us to go, or not?” Pa rubs yo—. ¿Quiere que vayamos a no? —pa- his knees. “We’ll be back by dre se frota las rodillas—. Estaremos de to-morrow sundown.” vuelta mañana al ponerse el sol.

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“Well . . .” pa says. He looks out —Bueno —dice padre. Mira hacia el cam- awry-haired: (neologism) with hair over the land, awry-haired, mouthing po; el pelo enmarañado, mascando el taba- untidily ruffled the snuff slowly against his gums. co lentamente con las encías desdentadas.

5 “Come on,” Jewel says. He goes —Vámonos —dice Jewel. Baja los down the steps. Vernon spits neatly escalones. Vernon escupe limpiamente into the dust. en el polvo.

“By sundown, now,” pa says. “I —Hasta que se ponga el sol, entonces —dice 10 would not keep her waiting.” padre—. No quiero que tenga que esperar.

Jewel glances back, then he goes Jewel echa un vistazo atrás, luego ro- on around the house. I enter the hall, dea la casa. Yo entro en el zaguán, oyen- hearing the voices before I reach the do las voces antes de alcanzar la puerta. 15 door. Tilting a little down the hill, as Ladeándose un poco cerro abajo, como our house does, a breeze draws hace nuestra casa, una brisa sopla todo through the hall all the time, el tiempo en el zaguán arriba. Una plu- upslanting. A feather dropped near ma que cayera cerca de la puerta de de- the front door will rise and brush lante se levantaría y rozaría el techo, os- 20 along the ceiling, slanting backward, cilando hacia el fondo, hasta alcanzar la until it reaches the downturning corriente que da vueltas alrededor de la

current at the back door: so with puerta de atrás: lo mismo las voces. Cora (2) voices. As you enter the hall, they Cuando entras en el zaguán, suenan como sound as though they were speaking si estuvieran hablando en el aire por en- 25 out of the air about your head. cima de tu cabeza. [66] This section consists of Cora’s observations as Darl and Jewel 6 prepare to leave the farm, her self- congratulatory thoughts and, with CORA (2) CORA a sudden alteration in the time- scale, some recollections of a time 30 IT was the sweetest thing I ever FUE la cosa más bonita que he vis- after Addie has died. saw. It was like he knew he would to jamás. Fue como si él supiera que never see her again, that Anse no la volvería a ver nunca; que Anse Bundren was driving him from his Bundren le estaba alejando del lecho mother’s death-bed, never to see her mortuorio de su madre y nunca la vol- 35 in this world again. I always said Darl vería a ver en este mundo. Siempre dije was different from those others. I que Darl era distinto a los demás. Siem- always said he was the only one of pre dije que era el único de ellos que them that had his mother’s nature, had tenía el carácter de su madre, que sentía COMMENTARY: This section has three main features. Firstly, it any natural affection. Not that Jewel, X afecto ____ por ella. No ese Jewel, por underlines the disparity between 40 the one she laboured so to bear and quien tanto padeció para traerlo al mun- appearance and reality; secondly, tantrum n. an outburst of bad temper or petulance coddled and petted so and him do y consintió y mimó tanto y él siem- it gives the reader an insight into (threw a tantrum). rabietas, pataletas, berrinche flinging into tantrums or sulking pre cogiendo rabietas o enfurruñándose, Cora’s self-satisfied ‘Christian’ spells, inventing devilment to devil inventando diabluras para character and, thirdly, it abandons frailed: (Am. English) punished her till I would have frailed him time endemoniarla; yo le habría sacudido the normal chronological ordering of events. 45 and time. Not him to come and tell una y otra vez. No será él quien venga The first feature is particularly her good-bye. Not him to miss a a decirle adiós. No será él quien des- obvious in relation to Darl. In the chance to make that extra three perdicie la ocasión de ganar tres dóla- immediately preceding section, dollars at the price of his mother’s res de más por darle un beso de adiós Darl (3), he tried to force Jewel good-bye kiss. A Bundren through a su madre. Un Bundren de cabo a to leave the farm. Yet Cora 50 and through, loving nobody, caring rabo; a nadie quiere, de nada se pre- chooses to believe that it is Anse for nothing except how to get ocupa a no ser de cómo conseguir algo and Jewel who are driving Darl away from his dying mother. The something with the least amount of con la menor cantidad de trabajo posi- second aspect, Cora’s smugness, work. Mr. Tull says Darl asked them ble. Mr. Tull dice que Darl les pidió que (complacency, suficiencia) is to wait. He said Darl almost begged esperaran. Dijo que Darl casi les supli- apparent in both what she says 55 them on his knees not to force him to có de rodillas que no le obligasen a and what she thinks. She is leave her in her condition. But apartarse de ella en tal estado. Pero nada convinced that her code of nothing would do but Anse and Jewel podría impedir que Anse y Jewel deja- conduct is the right one and she judges people according to how must make that three dollars. Nobody ran de ganar esos tres dólares. Nadie que far their conduct departs from her that knows Anse could have expected conozca a Anse esperaría otra cosa, pero standard. At the same time, she 60 different, but to think of that boy, that pensar que ese chico, Jewel, vende to- is convinced that she is not smug Jewel, selling all those years of dos esos años de abnegación y de la about her goodness ‘not that I self-denial and down-right más completa predilección (no me en- deserve any credit for it’. On the partiality—they couldn’t me: Mr. Tull gañan: Mr. Tull dice que a Mrs. basis of her standards, Cora disapproves of the Bundrens, says Mrs. Bundren liked Jewel the Bundren el que menos le gustaba de to- thinking it wrong that they should 65 least of all, but I knew better. I knew dos era Jewel, pero yo estoy mejor entera- refuse to bury Addie with the partial Los adjetivos partial y parcial comparten she was partial to him, to the same da. Sé que sentía debilidad por él, que veía other members of the family at la idea de incompleto y, en sentido ético, in- justo, prejuiciado, pero partial se usa además quality in him that let her put up with en él la misma cualidad que le permitía so- New Hope. According to Cora, para aficionado, affectionate, fond, kind, Anse Bundren when Mr. Tull said she portar a Anse Bundren cuando Mr. Tull dijo Addie’s body is being taken to attached. ought to poisoned him—for three que ella le debería envenenar), por tres Jefferson not because Addie wishes to be buried there but 70 dollars, denying his dying mother the dólares, negándole a su madre moribun- because the family want to get rid good-bye kiss. da el beso de adiós. of her. Cora’s reliance on arbitrary standards when assessing other Why, for the last three weeks I Porque durante las tres últimas sema- people does tend to lead her to have been coming over every time I nas he estado viniendo siempre que po- misinterpret their motives and their characters. 75 could, coming sometimes when I día, a veces viniendo cuando no debía, However, not all of her shouldn’t have, neglecting my own descuidando a mi propia familia y mis analyses of the Bundrens’ family and duties so that somebody obligaciones para que estuviera alguien situation are wrong; Faulkner would be with her in her last moments con ella en sus últimos momentos y así leaves the reader to separate the correct from the incorrect

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and she would not have to face the no tuviera que encarar lo Desconocido analysis, a process which forces the Great Unknown: a euphemism Great Unknown without one familiar sin una cara familiar que le diera valor. the reader to concentrate on the for what lies beyond death face to give her courage. Not that I Y no es que yo merezca que se me pre- situation of the characters and so encourages him to have a deeper deserve credit for it: I will expect the mie por ello: espero que hagan lo mismo understanding of the Bundrens. 5 same for myself. But think God it will [67] conmigo. Pero gracias a Dios ten- The third aspect of this section be the faces of my loved kin, my dré cerca las caras de los que quiero, los is the abandonment of the linear blood and flesh, for in my husband de mi sangre y mi carne, pues gracias a measure of time so that Cora is and children I have been more blessed mi marido y mis hijos he sido más feliz apparently sitting with the still li- than most, trials though they have que la mayoría, aunque a veces haya ha- ving Addie yet can, in her thoughts, remember a time after 10 been at times. bido problemas. Addie has died. In a situation where memory, not strict She lived, a lonely woman, Addie vivía, era una mujer solitaria, chronology, rules, the character lonely with her pride, trying to a solas con su orgullo, tratando de hacer remembering a past event relives make folks believe different, hiding que la gente creyera otra cosa, ocultando it as though it were happening in the present. So, when Cora thinks 15 the fact that they just suffered her, el hecho de que los suyos se limitaban a of her vigil by Addie’s bed, then because she was not cold in the soportarla; porque no se había enfriado she is ‘living’ at that time; when coffin before they were carting her en el ataúd y ya habían recorrido sesenta she thinks of her conversation forty miles away to bury her, y cinco kilómetros para enterrarla, me- with Tull after Addie’s death, then flouting the will of God to do it. nospreciando la voluntad de Dios al ha- she is ‘living’ in that later 20 Refusing to let her lie in the same cerlo. Negándose a dejarla descansar en moment. The order in which the earth with those Bundrens. la misma tierra que esos Bundren. moments appear is dictated not by any considerations of linear time but by the order in which the “But she wanted to go,” Mr. Tull —Pero ella quería ir —dijo Mr. character remembers them. said. “It was her own wish to lie Tull—. Era deseo suyo decansar entre 25 among her own people.” los de su familia.

“Then why didn’t she go alive?” —¿Entonces por qué no se fue en I said. “Not one of them would have vida? —dije yo—. Ninguno de ellos se stopped her, with even that little lo habría impedido, ni siquiera el peque- 30 one almost old enough now to be ño que ya casi es lo bastante mayor como selfish and stone-hearted like the para ser tan egoísta y duro de corazón rest of them.” como los demás.

“It was her own wish,” Mr. Tull —Era deseo suyo —dijo Mr. Tull—. 35 said. “I heard Anse say it was.” Se lo oí decir a Anse_____.

“And you would believe Anse, of —Y tú creerías a Anse, claro —dije course,” I said. “A man like you yo—. Un hombre como te gustaría ser would. Don’t tell me.” a ti. No me digas. 40 “I’d believe him about something he —¿Por qué no iba a creer una cosa de couldn’t expect to make anything off of la que él no espera sacar nada por decir- me by not telling,” Mr. Tull said. la? —dijo Mr. Tull.

45 “Don’t tell me,” I said. “A woman’s —No me digas —le dije—. E1 pues- place is with her husband and children, to de una mujer está al lado de su marido alive or dead. Would you expect me e hijos, viva o muerta. ¿Esperarías que to want to go back to Alabama and yo quisiera volver a Alabama y dejarte a leave you and the girls when my time ti y a las chicas cuando me llegue la hora, 50 comes, that I left of my own will to después de que los dejé por propia vo- cast my lot with yours for better and luntad para vivir contigo en lo bueno y worse, until death and after?” en lo malo, hasta la muerte y después?

“Well, folks are different,” he said. —Bueno, la gente no es igual —dijo él. 55 I should hope so. I have tried to Eso espero. He tratado de vivir recta- live right in the sight of God and man, mente ante Dios y los hombres, para hon- for the honour and comfort of my rar y animar a mi cristiano marido y que- Christian husband and the love and rer y respetar a mis cristianos hijos. De 60 respect of my Christian children. So modo que cuando deje esta vida cons- that when I lay me down in the ciente de mis obligaciones y del pago que consciousness of my duty and reward merezco estaré rodeada de los rostros de I will be surrounded by loving faces, los que me quieren, llevándome como carrying the farewell kiss of each of recompensa el beso de adiós de todos a 65 my loved ones into my reward. Not los que quiero. No como Addie Bundren like Addie Bundren dying alone, que muere sola, escondiendo su orgu- hiding her pride and her broken heart. llo y su corazón destrozado. Conten- Glad to go. Lying there with her head ta de irse. Allí tumbada con la cabeza propped up so she could watch Cash en [68] alto para poder ver a Cash fabri- 70 building the coffin, having to watch cándole el ataúd, obligada a vigilarle para him so he would not skimp on it, like que no haga una chapuza, con esos skimp 1 tr. (often foll. by in) supply (a person etc.) skimp: use too little wood or other meagrely with food, money, etc. 2 tr. use a material as not, with those men not worrying hombres que no se preocupan de nada ex- meagre or insufficient amount of, stint (mate- rial, expenses, etc.). 3 intr. be parsimonious about anything except if there was cepto de si tendrán tiempo de ganar otros skimp: use too little wood or other material; econo- mizar; to skimp on fabric/work/food escatimar time to earn another three dollars tres dólares antes de que llueva y el río tela/trabajo/alimento 75 before the rain came and the river got crezca demasiado para poder cruzarlo. Si skimpy meagre; not ample or sufficient, insignifi- cante, insuficiente too high to get across it. Like as not, no hubieran decidido llevar esa última adj. scanty, ligera n. colloq. a small or scanty thing, esp. a skimpy if they hadn’t decided to make that carga, lo mismo hubieran sido capaces garment. ligera de ropas last load, they would have loaded her de haberla cargado en la carreta encima

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into the wagon on a quilt and crossed de una colcha y cruzar el río y luego de- the river first and then stopped and tenerse y darle tiempo a que muriera de give her time to die what Christian muerte tan cristiana como hubieran de- death they would let her. cidido dejarle tener. 5 Except Darl. It was the sweet- Excepto Darl. Fue la cosa más bo- est thing I ever saw. Sometimes I nita que haya visto jamás. A veces pier- lose faith in human nature for a do la fe en la naturaleza humana du- time; I am assailed by doubt. But rante cierto tiempo; me asalta la duda. 10 always the Lord restores my faith Pero el Señor siempre me devuelve la and reveals to me His bounteous fe y me revela su bondadoso amor ha- love for His creatures. Not Jewel, cia sus criaturas. Pero no Jewel, al que the one she had always cherished, ella siempre quiso tanto; él no. Sólo iba not him. He was after that three detrás de esos tres dólares de más. En 15 extra dollars. It was Darl, the one cambio tuvo que ser Darl ése del que that folks say is queer, lazy, la gente dice que es raro, perezoso, que potter 1 v. (US putter) 1 intr. a (often foll. by about, around) work or occupy oneself in a desultory pottering about the place no better pierde el tiempo por ahí igual que (unmethodically) but pleasant manner (likes than Anse, with Cash a good carpen- Anse, al contrario de Cash, un buen pottering about in the garden). b (often foll. by at, in) dabble (chapotear) in a subject or occupation. ter and always more building than he carpintero y siempre con más trabajo 2 intr. go slowly, dawdle, loiter (pottered up to the pub). 3 tr. (foll. by away) fritter (waste) away (one’s 20 can get around to, and Jewel always del que puede, y Jewe1 que siempre time etc.). fritter : waste, dissipate, (desperdiciar, malgastar) waste (money, time, doing something that made him some hace cosas que le proporcionen dine- energy, etc.) triflingly, indiscriminately, or on divided aims money or got him talked about, and that ro o da que hablar, y esa chica medio desultory adj.1 going constantly from one subject to another, esp. in a half- near-naked girl always standing over desnuda que siempre anda encima de hearted way. 2 disconnected; unmethodical; superficial. Inconstante, intermitente,inconexo, irregular, poco metódico, intemitente, variable, vo- Addie with a fan so that every time a Addie con un abanico de modo que luble, inconstante, erratic, insconstant, irrelevant, tedious, pointless, boring, diufused 25 body tried to talk to her and cheer her cada vez que alguien trata de hablar up, would answer for her right quick, con ella y animarla, contesta en su lu- like she was trying to keep anybody gar a toda prisa, como si tratara de from coming near her at all. impedir que se le acerque nadie.

30 It was Darl. He come to the door Tuvo que ser Darl. Vino hasta la puer- and stood there, looking at his dying ta y se quedó allí, mirando a su madre mother. He just looked at her, and I moribunda. Se limitó a mirarla, y yo noté felt the bounteous love of the Lord nuevamente el bondadoso amor del again and His mercy. I saw that with Señor y su misericordia. Vi que 35 Jewel she had just been pretending, [con] Jewel sólo aparentaba, pero but that it was between her and Darl que lo que había entre ella y Darl that the understanding and the true era comprensión y auténtico amor. love was. He just looked at her, not Se limitó a mirarla, ni siquiera se even coming in where she could see acercó adonde ella le pudiera ver 40 him and get upset, knowing that Anse y sobresaltarse, sabiendo que was driving him away and he would Anse le iba a llevar lejos y nunca never see her again. He said nothing, la volvería a ver. No dijo nada, se just looking at her. limitó a mirarla.

45 “What you want, Darl?” Dewey —¿Qué quieres, Darl? —dijo Dewey Dell said, not stopping the fan, Dell, sin dejar de abanicar, hablando speaking up quick, keeping even muy deprisa, apartándole incluso a él. him from her. He didn’t answer. He El no contestó. Se limitó a estar allí de just stood and looked at his dying pie y mirar a su madre moribunda, con 50 mother, his heart too full for el corazón demasiado abrumado para Dewey Dell (1) words. palabras. [69] This section begins with Dewey Dell recalling the day on 7 which she was picking cotton DEWEY DELL (1) DEWEY DELL with someone called Lafe and 55 when she allowed him to make picked down the row: picked cotton THE first time me and Lafe La primera vez que yo y Lafe reco- love to her. She believes that it from a row of cotton plants picked on down the row. Pa gíamos algodón surco abajo. Padre no was not her responsibility, dassent: (Am. col.) dare not because she had decided to make dassent sweat because he will catch quiere sudar porque se pondrá malo y love only if her sack was full his death from the sickness so everybody morirá así que todos nos vienen a ayu- when they reached the end of the 60 that comes to help us. And Jewel don’t dar. Y a Jewel no le importa nada ni le row. She then begins to think of care about anything he is not kin to us importamos nosotros sus parientes, no Darl, who has not said anything care-kin: (neologism) not related to in caring, not care-kin. And Cash le importa su familia. Y a Cash le gusta to her but who, she senses, knows the rest of the family in feeling like sawing the long hot sad yellow serrar los días largos y cálidos y tristes y what she has done. Darl himself then enters the sick-room. days up into planks and nailing them amarillos y convertirlos en tablas y cla- 65 to something. And pa thinks because varlos a algo. Y padre cree que los veci- neighbours will always treat one nos siempre se portarán unos con otros another that way because he has del mismo modo porque siempre ha es- always been too busy letting tado demasiado ocupado dejando que los neighbours do for him to find out. vecinos trabajen por él para averiguarlo. COMMENTARY: By this stage in the novel, the reader is 70 And I did not think that Darl would, Y creí que Darl tampoco se enteraría, beginning to see certain events that sits at the supper table with his sentado a la mesa con la mirada perdida and observations recurring in eyes gone further than the food and más allá de la cena y la lámpara, llena sections belonging to different the lamp, full of the land dug out of del campo que se saca del cráneo y con characters. This is natural his skull and the holes filled with las órbitas de los ojos llenas de lejanía enough, for the world of the Bundren family is a small one and 75 distance beyond the land. de más allá del campo. different people are liable to re- cord and reflect on the same We picked on down the row, the Recogíamos algodón surco abajo, los things. In these unspoken woods getting closer and closer and árboles y la sombra secreta acercándose thoughts of Dewey Dell’s we see that she believes her father’s story

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the secret shade, picking on into the cada vez más; recogíamos copos hacia la that if he sweats he will die. The secret shade with my sack and Lafe’s sombra secreta en mi saco y en el saco idea has already been mentioned sack. Because I said will I or won’t I de Lafe. Porque ¿lo haré o no lo haré?, by Darl, who does not believe the story. when the sack was half-full because dije cuando el saco estaba medio lleno, Dewey Dell’s sexual encounter 5 I said if the sack is full when we get porque si el saco está lleno, dije, cuando with Lafe takes place against a to the woods it won’t be me. I said if lleguemos a los árboles no será por mi background of brothers and a it don’t mean for me to do it the sack culpa. No dependerá de mí, dije, si no lo father who seem to be wholly will not be full and I will turn up the hago sino de si el saco no está lleno y preoccupied with their own next row but if the sack is full, I tengo que dar la vuelta y coger el surco affairs. Jewel is seen here, as elsewhere, as remote from the 10 cannot help it. It will be that I had to siguiente pero si el saco está lleno, no lo family, Cash as only being do it all the time and I cannot help it. podré evitar. Será que lo tenía que hacer concerned with sawing, Anse And we picked on toward the secret todo el tiempo y no lo podía evitar. Y with avoiding work and Darl with shade and our eyes would drown recogíamos algodón hacia la sombra se- inscrutable thoughts. Yet, after together touching on his hands and creta y nuestros ojos se hundían juntos she has had intercourse, Dewey Dell realises that Darl knows what 15 my hands and I didn’t say anything. I al tocarse sus manos y mis manos y yo she has done, ‘he said he knew said “What are you doing?” and he sin decir nada. Dije: «¿Qué estás hacien- without the words like he told me said “I am picking into your sack.” do?» —y él dijo: « Recogiendo en tu that ma is going to die without the And so it was full when we came to saco.» Y así éste estaba lleno cuando lle- words’. This unspoken the end of the row and I could not help gamos al final del surco y no lo pude evi- communication between Dewey 20 it. tar. Pell and Darl may be no more than a figment of Dewey Dell’s imagination, but it is equally And so it was because I could not Y así fue porque no lo pude evitar. possible that in this close and help it. It was then, and then I saw Fue entonces, y entonces vi a Darl y closed family circle Darl would Darl and he knew. He said he knew lo sabía. Dijo sin decir palabra que be able to sense that his sister had 25 without the words like he told me that lo sabía igual que me dijo sin decir a guilty secret and so would know ma is going to die without words, and palabra que madre se moría, y me di without anything being said. I knew he knew because if he had said cuenta de que lo sabía porque si hu- Dewey Dell resents this intrusion into her privacy, so when Darl he knew with the words I would not biera dicho con palabras que lo sabía appears at the door of the have believed that he had been there yo no habría creído que había estado sickroom (the same moment as 30 and saw us. But he said he did know allí y nos vio. Pero dijo que lo sabía recorded in Cora (2) immediately and I said “Are you going to tell pa y yo [70] dije: «¿Vas a contárselo a before) the exchange which takes are you going to kill him?” without padre, lo vas a matar?» —sin decir pa- place is hostile. By putting the words I said it and he said “Why?” labra lo dije y él dijo: «¿Por qué?» together pieces from Darl (3), Cora (2) and Dewey Dell (1) the without the words. And that’s why I —sin decir palabra. Y por eso es por reader begins to see that Darl is 35 can talk to him with knowing with lo que puedo hablar con él que lo sabe taking revenge on his mother, hating because he knows. y al que odio porque lo sabe. insisting that they go to collect the wood so that Addie will have to He stands in the door, looking at her. Está en la puerta, mirándola. die without the presence of Jewel whom she loves and of whom Darl is so jealous. 40 “What you want, Darl?” I say. —¿Qué quieres, Darl? —digo.

“She is going to die,” he says. —Se va a morir —dice él. turkey-buzzard: a bird of prey And old turkey-buzzard Tull Y ese viejo buitre de Tull viene a coming to watch her die but I can verla morir, pero puedo engañarlos a 45 fool them. todos ellos.

“When is she going to die?” I say. —¿Cuándo se va a morir? —digo.

“Before we get back,” he says. —Antes de que volvamos —dice él. 50 “Then why are you taking —¿Entonces por qué te llevas a Jewel?” I say. Jewel? —digo yo.

“I want him to help me load,” he —Quiero que me ayude a cargar — Tull (1) 55 says. dice él. This section consists of Tull’s 8 unspoken thoughts about the Bundrens and his conversations TULL (1) TULL with the people around him as they sit waiting for Anse to deci- 60 ANSE keeps on rubbing his ANSE sigue restregándose las rodillas. de whether or not the wagon knees. His overalls are faded; on one Tiene el mono descolorido; en una rodilla un should be sent to collect wood and knee a serge patch cut out of a pair remiendo de sarga cortado de unos pantalo- so risk Addie’s death occurring in Sunday pants: (Am. English) of Sunday pants, wore ironslick. nes de los domingos, lustroso por el uso. the absence of Darl and Jewel. trousers kept for special When he and his family at last occasions “No man mislikes it more than me,” —No hay hombre al que le reviente mount their wagon to depart, they 65 he says. más que a mí —dice. begin to discuss the possible repercussions of Addie’s death barruntar. 1. Prever, conjeturar o pre- sentir por alguna señal o indicio. “A fellow’s got to guess ahead —Un individuo tiene que barruntar and Tull notices that there is a barrunto 1 indicio, sospecha, noticia, storm brewing. inkling, suspicion, doubt, hope, now and then,” I say. “But, come long las cosas de vez en cuando —digo yo—. desire, indication, conjecture, and short, it won’t be no harm done Pero, pase lo que pase, en ningún caso reason. Asomo, atisbo, augurio. 70 neither way.” será nada malo.

“She’ll want to get started right —Ella querrá ponerse en marcha in- off,” he says. “It’s far enough to mediatamente —dice él—. Jefferson está Jefferson at best.” bastante lejos en el mejor de los casos. 75 “But the roads is good now,” I. say. —Pero ahora los caminos están bien —digo yo. COMMENTARY: The sense It’s fixing to rain to-night, too. H i s Además parece que esta noche va a of time hanging heavily on the folks buries at New-Hope, llover. Además los parientes de Anse es- hands of those who await Addie’s death is as strong here as it was

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too, not three miles away. tán enterrados en New Hope, ni a cinco in Cora (1). Like Cota and Darl, But it’s just like him to kilómetros de distancia. Pero sólo a él se Tull has time to observe in detail marry a woman born a le ocurre casarse con una mujer que ha the world around him. Although many of the details are repeated day’s hand ride away and nacido a un día largo de camino y que from section to section, some 5 have her die on him. encima tenga que morírsele. belong specifically to individual characters. He looks out over the Mira hacia el campo, restregándose Tull’s unspoken observation land, rubbing his knees. las rodillas. that the fish caught by Vardaman “ No man so mislikes it,” —No hay hombre al que le reviente seems to be ‘hiding into the dust like it was ashamed of being dead, 10 he says. tanto —dice. like it was in a hurry to get back hid again’ is a simple one, yet it “They’ll get back in plenty of —Volverán con tiempo de sobra — is also prophetic of what happens time,” I say. “I wouldn’t worry none.” digo—. Yo no me preocuparía nada. in Vardaman’s section. Collectively, the Tull family share a view of the Bundrens, 15 “It means three dollars,” he says. —Es que supone tres dólares —dice él. believing that they are held together by Addie. As they ride “Might be it won’t be no need for —Puede que no necesiten volver a away, the Tulls imagine each of noways: (Am. English) in no way them to rush back, noways,” I say. “I toda prisa, en ningún caso —digo—. Eso the sons seeking a wife to replace hope it.” espero. the lost mother. In a sense, they 20 are right in assuming that Addie “She’s a-going,” he —Se está yendo —dice él—. No pien- is central but, as the book shows, she is central in a far more subtle says. “Her mind is set on it.” sa en otra cosa. and complicated way than any It’s a hard life on women, for a fact. Es dura la vida para las mujeres, por that the Tulls might suspect. Some women. I mind my mammy cierto. Para algunas mujeres. Recuerdo 25 lived to be seventy and more. que mi madre vivió hasta los setenta años Worked every day, rain or shine; y pico. Trabajaba todo el santo día, con never a sick day since her last lluvia o con sol; nunca estuvo enferma chap was born until one day she desde que le nació el último crío hasta kind of looked around her and then que un día hizo que miraba a su alrede- 30 she went and taken that lace-trimmed dor y luego fue y cogió aquel camisón nightgown she had had forty-five adornado con encaje que hacía cuarenta years and never wore out of the chest y cinco años que tenía y nunca había sa- and put it on and laid down on the cado del arca y se lo puso y se metió en bed and pulled the covers up and shut la cama y se tapó con la ropa y cerró los 35 her eyes. “You all will have to look ojos. «Ahora todos tendréis que cuidar out for pa the best you can,” she de papá lo mejor que podáis» —dijo—. said. “I’m tired.” «Estoy cansada.»

Anse rubs his hands on his knees. Anse se restriega las manos en las rodillas. 40 “The Lord giveth,” he says. We can —El Señor nos lo dio —dice. hear Cash a-hammering and sawing Oímos a Cash martillar y serrar beyond the corner. pasada la esquina.

It’s true. Never a truer Es cierto. Nunca se ha dicho nada más 45 breath was ever breathed. cierto. “The Lord giveth,” I say. —El Señor nos lo dio —digo.

That boy comes up the hill. He is Ese chico sube el cerro. nigh: near, nearly carrying a fish nigh long as he is. He Trae un pez casi tan grande 50 slings it to the ground and grunts como él. Lo tira al suelo. “Hah” and spits over his —Aj —gruñe y escupe por encima del shoulder like a man. Durn hombro como un hombre. Condenado, nigh long as he is. casi tan grande como él.

55 “What’s that?” I say. “A hog? —¿Qué es eso? —digo—. ¿Un cerdo? Where’d you get it?” ¿De dónde lo sacaste?

“Down to the bridge,” he says. He —De allá abajo, junto al puente —dice turns it over, the under-side caked over él. Le da la vuelta; la parte de abajo tiene 60 with dust where it is wet, the eye una costra de polvo donde está húmedo; el coated over, humped under the dirt. ojo tapado, hinchado bajo el polvo.

“Are you aiming to leave it laying —¿Es que piensas dejarlo ahí tirado? there?” Anse says. —dice Anse. 65 “I aim to show it to ma,” Vardaman —Voy a enseñárselo a madre —dice says. He looks toward the door. We Vardaman. Mira hacia la puerta. Oímos can hear the talking, coming out on la conversación, viene con la corriente the draught. Cash, too, knocking and de aire. A Cash también, martillando y 70 hammering at the boards. “There’s clavando las tablas—. Ahora tiene com- company in there,” he says. pañía —dice.

“Just my folks,” I say. “They’d —Sólo son mis parientes —digo yo— enjoy to see it, too.” . También les gustará verlo. 75 He says nothing, watching the No dice nada y mira la puerta. Lue- door. Then he looks down at the fish go baja la vista hacia el pez que yace laying in the dust. He turns it over en el polvo. Le da la vuelta con el pie

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with his foot and prods at the y le pincha el globo del ojo con el dedo gouge 1 a a chisel with a concave blade, used in eye-bump with his toe, gouging at it. gordo, barrenándoselo. Anse está mi- carpentry, sculpture, and surgery. b an indentation or groove made with or as with this. Gubia 2 US Anse is looking out over the land. rando hacia el campo. Vardaman mira colloq. a swindle. 1 tr. cut with or as with a gouge. creuser à la gouge Vardaman looks at Anse’s face, then la cara [72] de Anse, luego a la puer- (bois). (escarbar con gubia) 2 tr. a (foll. by out) 5 force out (esp. an eye with the thumb) with or as at the door. He turns, going toward ta. Se vuelve, dirigiéndose hacia la es- with a gouge. b force out the eye of (a person). 3 the corner of the house, when Anse quina de la casa, cuando Anse le lla- tr. US colloq. swindle; extort money from. (US. sl.) refaire, estamper, soutirer, extorquer, se sucrer. calls him without looking around. ma sin mirarle. estafar, swindle “You clean that fish,” Anse says. —Limpia ese pescado —dice Anse. 10 Vardaman stops. Vardaman se para. “Why can’t Dewey Dell clean —¿Es que no lo puede limpiar Dewey it?” he says. Dell? —dice.

15 “You clean that fish,” Anse says. —Límpialo tú —dice Anse.

“Aw, pa,” Vardaman says. —Padre, es que... —dice Vardaman.

“You clean it,” Anse says. He don’t —Que lo limpies —dice Anse. No 20 look around. Vardaman comes back le mira. Vardaman vuelve y coge el and picks up the fish. It slides out of pescado. Se le escurre de entre las his hands, smearing wet dirt on to him, manos, manchádose de barro húmedo, goggle-eyed: (Am. col.) with staring and flops down, dirtying itself again, y cae al suelo, manchándose todavía eyes gap-mouthed, goggle-eyed, hiding X más, la ____ boca, los ojos saltones, y 25 into the dust like it was ashamed se esconde en el polvo como si le aver- of being dead, like it was in a hurry gonzara estar muerto, como si tuviera cusses: (Am. col.) curses to get back hid again. Vardaman prisa en volver a esconderse. Vardaman cusses it. He cusses it like a grown lo insulta. Lo insulta como un hombre man, standing a-straddle of it. Anse hecho y derecho, a caballo encima de 30 don’t look around. Vardaman picks él. Anse no mira. Vardaman lo vuelve it up again. He goes on around the a coger. Se aleja rodeando la casa, toting: (Am. col.) carrying house, toting it in both arms like agarrándole con las dos manos como a an armful of wood, it overlapping una brazada de leña mientras el pescado aso- him on both ends, head and tail. ma por ambos extremos, cabeza y cola. 35 Durn nigh big as he is. Maldito, casi tan grande como él.

Anse’s wrists dangle out of his Las muñecas de Anse le asoman por sleeves: I never see him with a shirt las mangas. En toda mi vida nunca le he on that looked like it was his in all visto con una camisa que pareciera suya. 40 my life. They all looked like Jewel Todas parecen como si Jewel le hubiera might have give him his old ones. Not dado las suyas viejas. No son de Jewel, Jewel, though. He’s long-armed, even con todo. Es largo de brazos, como si spindling: (Am. English) long and if he is spindling. Except for the lack estuviera dando un estirón. Y no es- thin, like a spindle of sweat. You could tell they ain’t tán sudadas. Puedes asegurar que no 45 been nobody else’s but Anse’s that way han sido de nadie más que de Anse without no mistake. His eyes look like sin equivocarte. Sus ojos parecen dos pieces of burnt-out cinder fixed in his carbones quemados y clavados en su face, looking out over the land. cara, y miran hacia el campo.

50 When the shadow touches the Cuando la sombra alcanza los escalones dice: steps he says “It’s five o’clock.” —Son las cinco.

Just as I get up Cora comes En cuanto me levanto Cora sale a la to the door and says it’s time to puerta y dice que es hora de ponerse en 55 get on. Anse reaches for his marcha. Anse alcanza sus zapatos. shoes. “Now, Mr. Bundren,” Cora —Oiga, Mr. Bundren —dice Cora—, says, “don’t you get up now.” He no se levante ahora. puts his shoes on, stomping into them, Se pone los zapatos, haciendo fuerza, like he does everything, like he is como lo hace todo, igual que si todo el 60 hoping all the time he really can’t do tiempo pensara que no lo iba a poder ha- it and can quit trying to. When we go cer y tendrá que dejar de intentarlo. up the hall we can hear them clumping Cuando llegamos al zaguán les oímos on the floor like they was iron shoes. andar pesadamente por el suelo como si He comes toward the door where she fueran unos zapatos de hierro. Va hacia 65 is, blinking his eyes, kind of looking la puerta [73] donde está ella, guiñando ahead of hisself before he sees, like los ojos, como adivinando lo que va a ver he is hoping to find her setting up, in antes de verlo, igual que si esperara en- a chair maybe or maybe sweeping, and contrársela levantada, en una silla, tal vez looks into the door in that surprised barriendo, y mira adentro de ese modo 70 way like he looks in and finds her still asombrado en que suele hacerlo y se la in bed every time and Dewey Dell still encuentra todavía en cama y Dewey Dell a-fanning her with the fan. He stands todavía abanicándola con el abanico. Se don’t aim to: (Am. English) do not there, like he don’t aim to move queda allí como si no tuviera intención intend to again nor nothing else. de volverse a mover ni de nada. 75 “Well, I reckon we better —Bueno, para mí que será mejor que get on,” Cora says. “I got nos vayamos —dice Cora—. Tengo que to feed the chickens.” It’s echarles de comer a las gallinas.

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fixing to rain, too. Clouds like Va a llover, además. Nubes como that don’t lie, and the cotton ésas no engañan, y el algodón ha- making every day the Lord sends. ciéndose día a día como Dios man- That’ll be something else for him. da. Otra cosa que le dará que hacer. 5 Cash is still trimming at the Cash todavía ajusta los tablones. boards. “If there’s ere a thing we —Si hay algo que podamos hacer — can do,” Cora says. dice Cora.

“Anse’ll let us know,” I say. —Ya nos lo dirá Anse —digo yo. 10 Anse don’t look at us. He looks Anse no nos mira. Pasea la vista a su around, blinking, in that surprised alrededor, guiñando los ojos, de ese modo hisself: (Am. col.) himself way, like he had wore hisself down asombrado, como si estuviera destroza- being surprised and was even do por la sorpresa y le asombrara estarlo. 15 surprised at that. If Cash just works Si Cash por lo menos trabajase con ese that careful on my barn. mismo cuidado en mi granero...

“I told Anse it likely won’t be no —Ya le dije a Anse que probablemente need,” I say. “I so hope it.” no sea necesario —digo—. Eso espero. 20 “Her mind is set on it,” he says. “I —Se la ha metido en la cabeza —dice reckon she’s bound to go.” él—. Para mí que está decidida a irse.

“It comes to all of us,” Cora says. —A todos nos llegará la hora —dice Cora—. 25 “Let the Lord comfort you.” Que el Señor le dé resignación.

“About that corn,” I say. I tell —A propósito de ese maíz —digo. him again I will help him out if Le vuelvo a decir que le ayudaré si se he gets into a tight, with her sick encuentra en un apuro, con ella enferma 30 and all. Like most folks around y todo. Como la mayoría de la gente de holp: (Am. col. help here, I done holp him so much por aquí, le he ayudado tantas veces que already I can’t quit now. ahora no puedo dejar de hacerlo.

“I aimed to get to it to-day,” he —Tenía intención de haber ido hoy — 35 says. “Seems like I can’t get my mind dice él—. Parece como si no pudiera pen- on nothing.” sar en nada.

“Maybe she’ll hold out till you are —Puede que ella dure hasta que us- laid by,” I say. ted lo tenga listo —digo yo. 40 “If God wills it,” he says. —Si Dios lo quiere —dice él.

“Let Him comfort you,” Cora says. —Que Él le dé resignación —dice Cora.

45 If Cash just works that Si Cash por lo menos trabajase careful on my barn. He con ese cuidado en mi granero... Le- looks up when we pass. vanta la vista cuando pasamos. [74] “Don’t reckon I’ll get to you —No creo que pueda ocuparme de lo this week,” he says. suyo esta semana —dice. 50 ’taint: Am. col.) it is not “’Tain’t no rush,” I say. —No hay ninguna prisa —digo—. “Whenever you get around to it.” Cuando te venga bien.

We get into the wagon. Cora sets Subimos a la carreta. Cora se pone 55 the cake-box on her lap. It’s fixing to la caja de los bollos en el regazo. Va a rain, sho. llover, seguro.

“I don’t know what he’ll do,” Cora —No sé qué será de él —dice says. “I just don’t know.” Cora—. No lo sé. 60 “Poor Anse,” I say. “She kept him —Pobre Anse —digo yo—. Ella le ha at work for thirty-odd years. I reckon dado trabajo durante más de treinta años. she is tired.” Creo que está cansada.

65 “And I reckon she’ll be behind him —Y yo creo que ella va a seguir de- for thirty years more,” Kate says. “Or trás de él otros treinta años —dice Kate— if it ain’t her, he’ll get another one . O si no sigue, ya se buscará él otra an- before cotton-picking.” tes de la recogida del algodón.

70 “I reckon Cash and Darl can get —Para mí que Cash y Darl podrían married now,” Eula says. casarse ya —dice Eula.

“That poor boy,” Cora says. “The —Ese pobre chico —dice Cora—. Ese tyke, 1 a small child, especially a boy, fry, nestling,child poor little tyke.” pobre granujilla. a young person of either sex; «she writes books 75 for children»; «they’re just kids»; «`tiddler’ is a British term for youngsters» 2 peasant, barbarian, “What about Jewel?” Kate says. —¿Y qué pasa con Jewel? —dice Kate. boor, churl, Goth, tike a crude uncouth ill-bred person lacking culture or refinement 3 a mongrel, perro mestizo, chucho “He can, too,” Eula says. —También podría —dice Lula.

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“Humph,” Kate says. “I reckon he —Bueno —dice Kate—. Creo que will. I reckon so. I reckon there’s lo hará. Eso creo. Creo que hay más tied down: (married) more gals than one around here that de una chica de por aquí a la que no 5 don’t want to see Jewel tied down. le gustaría ver a Jewel amarrado. Bue- Well, they needn’t to worry.” no, no se deben preocupar.

“Why, Kate!” Cora says. The —¡Vamos, Kate! —dice Cora. La ca- rattle hacer sonar como una carraca ; batir o sacudir wagon begins to rattle. “The poor rreta se pone a chirriar—. El pobre con ruido; desatinar, atolondrar, atarantar, aturdir, aturrullar, correr, proferir, articular rápidamente; 10 little tyke,” Cora says. granujilla —dice Cora. (mar.) atar con rebenques. - v. intr. zurri(a)r, ma- traquear, rechinar, sonar, guachapear, zangolotearse, repiquetear; charlatanear, parlo- It’s fixing to rain this night. Yes, Va a llover esta noche. Sí, señor. In- tear; (mec.) ratear, moverse o funcionar con rui- do desapacible: to rattle away, parlotear; rodar a sir. A rattling wagon is mighty dry cluso una carreta Birdsell**6 chirría distancia, haciendo ruido; to rattle down (mar.) arreglar los flechastes. weather, for a Birdsell. But that’ll be cuando el tiempo está muy seco. Pero eso s. rechin(ad)o, rechinamiento, zumba, zurrido; so- najero, sonajillas, matraca; carraca; bramadera; 15 cured. It will for a fact. se arreglará. Seguro que sí. cascabel del crótalo; parla, charla; (in the throat), estertor; rattlebrained, rattle-headed, rattle-pated, ligero de cascos, casquivano; voluble, voltario; “She ought to taken them —Podría haberse quedado con los rattlehead, ratttepate o rattleskull rattle cakes after she said she would,” bollos después de decir que los quería — I n. 1 (juguete) sonajero (de serpiente) cascabel (para fiestas) matraca 2 ruido (de tren, carro) traqueteo Kate says. dice Kate. [75] (de cadena, monedas, llaves) repiqueteo 20 II v. tr. 1 (llaves, monedas) hacer sonar 2 familiar desconcertar, poner nervioso : she gets rattled over 9 nothing, se pone nerviosa por nada III vi (tren) traquetear: the train rattled past, el tren ANSE (1) ANSE pasó traqueteando (metal) repiquetear (ventana) vibrar DURN that road. And it fixing to CONDENADO camino. Y va a Anse (1) 25 rain, too. I can stand here and same llover, además, puedo quedarme as see it with second-sight, a-shutting aquí como si viera la lluvia; espesa Anse’s section consists of his down behind them like a wall, por detrás de ellos como una pared, unspoken thoughts and recollections. The first paragraph shutting down betwixt them and my espesa entre ellos y lo que he pro- is a series of curses, as Anse given promise. I do the best I can, metido. Hago lo que puedo, hasta blames the weather, the road and 30 much as I can get my mind on donde me da de sí la cabeza, pero his sons for his situation. The anything, but durn them boys. esos condenados chicos... second, third and fourth paragraphs reveal his unspoken A-laying there, right up to my Ahí está el camino, justo hasta mi and somewhat superstitious feelings about the road. door, where every bad luck that puerta, para que cualquier mal fario de 35 comes and goes is bound to find it. los que van y vienen llegue hasta aquí. I told Addie it wasn’t any luck Le dije a Addie que no daba ninguna bue- living on a road when it come by na suerte vivir junto a un camino; que here, and she said, for the world esté tan cerca. Y ella, como mujer que like a woman, “Get up and move, es, dijo: «Entonces carretera y manta.» COMMENTARY: We have 40 then.” But I told her it wasn’t no Pero lo que yo le decía es que no daba already had several glimpses of luck in it, because the Lord put ninguna buena suerte, porque el Señor Anse and have realised that he is roads for travelling: why He laid hizo los caminos para ir de un sitio a otro; a lazy man who continually shifts them down flat on the earth. When ¿para qué, si no, los iba a poner en la tie- responsibility for his predicament He aims for something to be always rra? Cuando decide que algo esté siem- on to the world around him. This section confirms this impression. 45 a-moving, He makes it long ways, pre moviéndose, lo hace alargado, como His superstitious belief that the like a road or a horse or a wagon, un camino o un caballo o una carreta, road is at the root of all his but when He aims for something to pero cuando decide que algo se esté quie- troubles is both evidence of stay put, He makes it up-and-down to, lo hace que sea de arriba abajo, como Anse’s curious brand of simple- ways, like a tree or a man. And so un árbol o un hombre. Y por eso nunca mindedness and a comic 50 he never aimed for folks to live on le gustó que las personas vivieran junto reflection on the lengths to which a road, because which gets there a un camino, porque, ¿qué es lo prime- he will go to find something to which he can attach blame. He is first, I says, the road or the house? ro?, pregunto yo, ¿el camino o la casa? not at all critical of himself and Did you ever know Him to set a ¿Se sabe que Dios haya puesto alguna vez cannot conceive of the possibility road down by a house? I says. No un camino junto a una casa? pregunto. that he might have had something 55 you never, I says, because it’s Nunca jamás, es lo que yo digo, y con to do with the family’s poverty. always men can’t rest till they gets todo los hombres no descansan hasta que Indeed, he says and obviously the house set where everybody that ponen la casa donde todo el que pase en believes that ‘it ain’t that I am afraid of work; I always fed me passes in a wagon can spit in the carreta pueda escupir en el entrada, man- and mine and kept a roof above doorway, keeping the folks restless teniendo inquietas a las personas y dán- us’. 60 and wanting to get up and go doles ganas de coger y marcharse a otra somewheres else when He aimed parte cuando El quería que los hombres predicament apuro, aprieto, lío, dilema, trance, situación difícil: having been robbed on her trip for them to stay put like a tree or a se quedaran quietos como un árbol o un abroad, she was in a real predicament, como le robaron durante su viaje al extranjero, se stand of corn. Because if He’d a campo de maíz. Pues si hubiera que- encontró en un auténtico aprieto aimed for man to be always rido que el hombre estuviera siem- predicament n. 1 a difficult, unpleasant, or embarrassing situation, quandary, plight. 2 65 a-moving and going somewheres pre moviéndose y yendo de un sitio Philos. a category in (esp. Aristotelian) logic. predicamento prestige, influence, standing, else, wouldn’t He a put him a otro, ¿no lo hubiera hecho alarga- reputation. longways on his belly, like a snake? do por la tripa como una serpiente? It stands to reason He would. Es lógico que sí, si lo hubiera querido.

70 Putting it where every bad luck Puesta donde cualquier mal fario merodeando prowling can find it and come que ande por ahí pueda encontrarla y straight to my door, charging me taxes colarse por mi puerta, y encima los im- on top of it. Making me pay for Cash puestos. Me obligan a pagar porque a having to get them carpenter notions Cash se le ocurriera aprender nociones 75 when if it hadn’t been no road come de carpintería cuando si el camino no there, he wouldn’t a got them; falling llegara hasta ahí, no se le habría ocu- off of churches and lifting no hand in rrido; se cae de las [76] iglesias y no six months and me and Addie slav- da golpe en seis meses y yo y Addie

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ing and a-slaving, when there’s plenty igual que esclavos, cuando hay tanto of sawing on this place he could do if que serrar y él lo podría haber hecho si he’s got to saw. hubiera podido serrar.

5 And Darl, too. Talking me out of Y Darl lo mismo. Dicen que me des- him, durn them. It ain’t that I am prenda de él, condenados. Y no es que me afraid of work; I always have fed me asuste el trabajo; siempre he dado de co- short-hended: reduced the number and mine and kept a roof above us it’s mer a los míos y no les ha faltado techo: of people available to work to an that they would short-hand me just el caso es que querían dejarme sin él, y unacceptably low level tends: (Am. col.) attends 10 because be tends to his own business, sólo porque se ocupa de sus cosas, sólo just because he’s got his eyes full of porque le preocupa la tierra todo el tiem- the land all the time. I says to them, po. Les digo que al principio iba bien, he was all right at first, with his eyes preocupado siempre de la tierra, porque full of the land, because the land laid entonces la tierra se extendía arriba y 15 up-and-down ways then; it wasn’t till abajo; no fue hasta que el camino llegó that ere road come and switched the aquí y cambió la tierra ______land around longways and his eyes X ______y él still full of the land, that they begun seguía preocupándose de ella, cuando to threaten me out of him, trying to empezaron a amenazarme con quitárme- 20 short-hand me with the law. lo por medio de la ley.

Making me pay for it. She was Me lo han hecho pagar. Ella era una hale :drag or draw forcibly. HAUL, PULL 2 : to compel to go well and hale as ere a woman ever mujer sana y fuerte como la que más, free from defect, disease, or infirmity : SOUND; also : retaining exceptional health and vigor synonym see HEALTHY 25 laying down, resting herself in her bada, descansando en su propia cama, own bed, asking naught of none. sin decirle nada a nadie. “Are you sick, Addie?” I said. —¿Estás mala, Addie? —le dije.

“I am not sick,” she said. —No, no estoy mala —dijo ella. 30 “You lay you down and rest you,” —Quédate echada y descansa —dije I said. “I knowed you are not sick. yo—. Sabía que no estabas mala. Que You’re just tired. You lay you down sólo estabas cansada. Quédate echada y and rest. “ descansa. 35 “I am not sick,” she said. “I will —No estoy mala —dijo ella—. Me get up.” voy a levantar.

“Lay still and rest,” I said. “You —Estate quieta y descansa —dije 40 are just tired. You can get up yo—. Sólo estás cansada. Puedes levan- to-morrow.” And she was laying tarte mañana —y allí seguía tumbada; there, well and hale as ere a woman una mujer sana y fuerte como la que más; ever were, except for that road. la culpa es del camino.

45 “I never sent for you,” I —A usted nunca le he mandado lla- said. “I take you to witness I mar —dije yo—. Es usted testigo de que never sent for you.” nunca le he mandado llamar...

“I know you didn’t,” Peabody said. —Ya sé que no —dijo Peabody—. Ni 50 “I bound that. Where is she?” lo dudo. ¿Y ella, dónde está?

“She’s a-laying down,” I said. “She’s —Se ha echado —dije yo—. Sólo está just a little tired, but she’ll——” un poco cansada, pero...

outen: (Am. col.) out of 55 “Get outen here, Anse,” he said. —Salga de aquí, Anse —dijo él—. “Go set on the porch a while.” Vaya a sentarse al porche un momento.

And now I got to pay for it, me Y ahora me lo hacen pagar, a mí que without a tooth in my head, hoping no tengo ni un diente en la boca y espe- 60 to get ahead enough so I could get my raba levantar cabeza lo suficiente para mouth fixed where I could eat God’s que me arreglaran la boca y poder comer victuals: food own victuals as a man should, and her como Dios manda, y era una mujer sana hale :drag or draw forcibly. HAUL, PULL 2 : to compel to go hale and well as ere a woman in the y fuerte como la que más hasta [77] aquel free from defect, disease, or infirmity : SOUND; also : retaining exceptional health and vigor synonym see HEALTHY 65 being put to the need of that three cesitar esos tres dólares. Las tengo que dollars. Got to pay for the way for pagar porque los chicos se tengan que ir them boys to have to go away to earn a ganar por ahí fuera. Y ahora puedo ver it. And now I can see same as second igual que si lo adivinara la lluvia espesa sight the rain shutting down betwixt entre nosotros, apareciendo por ese ca- 70 us, a-coming up that road like a durn mino como un hombre endemoniado, man, like it wasn’t ere a other house como si no hubiera otra casa en todas to rain on in all the living land. estas tierras encima de la que llover.

I have heard men cuss their luck, He oído a hombres renegar de su suer- 75 and right, for they were sinful men. te, y con razón, pues eran pecadores. Pero But I do not say it’s a curse on me, no digo que lo mío sea una maldición, because I have done no wrong to be porque no he hecho nada malo por lo que cussed by. I am not religious, I se me puediera maldecir. No soy religio-

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reckon. But peace is my heart: I know so, lo reconozco. Pero tengo el corazón it is. I have done things but neither en paz: sé que es así. He hecho cosas, better nor worse than them that pero ni peores ni mejores que los que Old Marster: (Am. col.) God pretend otherlike, and I know that Old pretenden otra cosa, y sé que Dios Nues- 5 Marster will cace for me as for ere a tro Señor se ocupará de mí como de un sparrow that falls. But it seems hard gorrión que cae. Pero me parece cruel que that a man in his need could be so un hombre en apuros pueda verse tan flouted by a road. perjudicado por un camino.

10 Vardaman comes around the house, Vardaman viene rodeando la casa con bloody as a hog to his knees, and that las rodillas llenas de sangre como un cer- ere fish chopped up with the axe like do, y como si a ese pez de antes lo hubie- as not, or maybe throwed away for him ra hecho trozos con un hacha, o a lo me- et: (Am. col.) eaten to lie about the dogs et it. Well, I jor lo tiró por ahí y mentirá que se lo co- 15 reckon I ain’t no call to expect no more mieron los perros. Bueno, para mí que no man-growed: (Am. col.) fully grown, adult of him than of his man-growed se puede esperar más de él que de sus her- brothers. He comes along, watching manos mayores. Se acerca mirando la the house, quiet, and sits on the steps. casa, callado, y se sienta en los escalones. “Whew,” he says, “I’m pure tired.” —¡Uf —dice—. Estoy muy cansado. 20 “Go wash them hands,” I say. But —Vete a lavarte las manos —le digo. couldn’t no woman strove harder than Pero no hay mujer como Addie para ha- Addie to make them right, man and cer que anden derechos, sean hombres o boy: I’ll say that for her. chicos: lo tengo que confesar. 25 “It was full of blood and guts as a —Estaba lleno de sangre y de tripas hog,” he says. But I just can’t seem como un cerdo —dice él. Pero no tengo to get no heart into anything, with this ánimo para nada, y encima con este here weather sapping me, too. “Pa,” tiempo que me consume—. Padre — 30 he says, “is ma sick some more?” dice—, ¿está madre peor?

“Go wash them hands,” I say. But I —Vete a lavarte las manos —digo yo. just can’t seem to get no heart into it. Pero no tengo ánimo para nada. [78]

35 10 DARL (4) DARL

HE has been to town this week: the HA estado esta semana en la ciudad: Darl (4) back of his neck is trimmed, with a la nuca rapada, con una línea blanca en- This section contains Darl’s 40 white fine between hair and sunburn tre el pelo y la piel quemada por el sol unspoken thoughts as he and like a joint of white bone. He has not como una articulación de hueso blanco. Jewel ride off on the wagon. He once looked back. No ha vuelto la vista ni una vez. notices the way in which the road appears to run between the ears “Jewel,” I say. Back running, —Jewel —digo yo. Corriendo hacia of the mules, ponders briefly on bob 1 : to strike with a quick light blow 2 : to move the mystery of birth and death, up and down in a short quick movement 3 : to polish with a bob 5 bobsled, bob thinks of Dewey Dell and the ride a bobsled; «The boys bobbed down the hill mule ears, the road vanishes beneath the orejas de las mulas, el camino desaparece unspoken secret they share and screaming with pleasure» menearse, agitarse, bazucar= menear o revolver una cosa líquida mo- wagon as though it were a ribbon and the debajo de la carreta como si fuera una cinta then returns to the present. He viendo la vasija en que está front axle were a spool. “Do you know y el eje delantero una devanadera—. Jewel, registers that the sun is setting and 1 a : to move up and down briefly or repeatedly b : to emerge, arise, or she is going to die, Jewel?” ¿sabes que se va a morir? then imagines what is happening appear suddenly or unexpectedly 2 : to nod or curtsy briefly 3 : 50 to try to seize a suspended or floating object with the teeth It takes two people to make you, Se necesitan dos personas para hacer- bob I verbo intransitivo 1 balancearse en el agua: and one people to die. That’s how the te, y una persona para morir. Así es como the boats bobbed up and down, los barcos se balanceaban en el agua 2 cortarse el pelo por world is going to end. el mundo se encamina a su fin. encima de los hombros pero cubriendo la nuca II nombre 1 movimiento sobre las olas 2 pelo corto 3 Bob, sobrenombre de Robert 4 GB chelín 55 I said to Dewey Dell: “You want Le dije a Dewey Dell: her to die so you can get to town: is —Quieres que se muera para así that it?” She wouldn’t say what we poder irte a la ciudad, ¿es eso? —Ella both knew. “The reason you will not no diría lo que los dos sabemos—. El COMMENTARY: By this say it is, when you say it, even to motivo por el que no lo dices es que si lo time, the reader is aware that Darl 60 yourself, you will know it is true: is dices, aunque sea a ti misma, comprenderás is likely to record his environment that it? But you know it is true now. I que es verdad, ¿Es eso? Pero sabes que es in minute detail and also that he can almost tell you the day when you cierto. Casi puedo decirte desde qué día is guilty of putting pressure on knew it is true. Why won’t you say sabes que es cierto. ¿Por qué no te lo other members of the family. When he says to Jewel ‘do you it, even to yourself?” She will not say quieres decir, ni a ti misma? —No lo know she is going to die’, Darl is 65 it. She just keeps on saying Are you quiere decir. No deja de decir: ¿Se lo vas trying to hurt Jewel, to make him going to tell pa? Are you going to kill a contar a padre? ¿Es que lo quieres ma- aware that he has left his dying him? “You cannot believe it is true tar?—. No puedes creer que sea mother behind and that he is not because you cannot believe that cierto porque no puedes creer que likely to see her alive again. Dewey Dell, Dewey Dell Bundren, Dewey Dell, Dewey Dell Bundren, pue- Darl’s reflection on the mystery of birth and death brings Dewey 70 could have such bad luck: is that it?” da tener tan mala suerte, ¿es eso? Dell to mind, for to him she is equated with birth. His statement, The sun, an hour above the El sol, que lleva una hora sobre el ‘it takes two people to make you horizon, is poised like a bloody egg horizonte, está suspendido como un hue- and one people to die’ is strange upon a crest of thunderheads; the light vo ensangrentado encima de una cresta but accurate. Darl’s use of the word ‘people’ instead of person 75 has turned copper: in the eye de cúmulos; la luz se ha vuelto cobre: might be seen as an early portentous, in the nose sulphurous, amenazadora para el ojo, sulfurosa para indication that at the end of the smelling of lightning. When Peabody la nariz, huele a relámpago. Cuando lle- book he effectively splits into comes, they will have to use the rope. gue Peabody, tendrán que usar la soga. two separate people. His reactions to the environment are,

18 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas pussel-gutted: (Am. col.) fat, He has pussel-gutted himself eating Se le ha inflado la tripa de tanto comer as usual, lyrical. The sun is overfed cold greens. With the rope they will verdura. Con la soga tirarán de él sende- likened to ‘a bloody egg upon the haul him up the path, baloon-like up ro arriba; ascenderá como un globo por crest of thunderheads’, a phrase which clearly belongs to the the sulphurous air. el aire sulfuroso. unverbalised as opposed to the 5 unspoken level, the words being “Jewel,” I say, “do you know that —Jewel —digo—, ¿sabes que Addie too long and erudite to belong to Addie Bundren is going to die? Addie Bundren se va a morir? ¿Que Addie Darl’s own vocabulary. Bundren is going to die?” Bundren se está muriendo? [79]

10 11 PEABODY (1) PEABODY

WHEN Anse finally sent for CUANDO Anse por fin mandó por mí Peabody (1) me of his own accord, I said por su propia voluntad yo me dije: «Al has wore: (Am. col.) has worn, has This section contains the 15 “He has wore her out at last.” And I fin ha terminado con ella.» Y dije: «Ya exhausted unspoken thoughts of Doctor said a damn good thing and at first I era hora», y al principio no me apetecía Peabody. He seems to know the would not go because there might be ir porque a lo mejor era algo que yo po- family well and takes a tolerant, something I could do and I would dría hacer y, Dios mío, tal vez podría re- even a faintly amused, view of have to haul her back, by God. I cuperarla. Pensé que a lo mejor en el cielo their idiosyncrasies. When he 20 thought maybe they have the same tienen el mismo tipo de ética idiota que reaches Addie’s bedside, Peabody fool ethics: (Am. English) foolish sort of fool ethics in heaven they en la Facultad de Medicina y que a lo sees at once that she has given up moral codes all desire to live. Nevertheless, he have in the Medical College and that mejor era Vernon Tull el que mandaba demands why Anse did not send it was maybe Vernon Tull sending for otra vez por mí para que llegara en el for him sooner. He receives no me again, getting me there in the nick momento justo, pues Vernon siempre satisfactory answer and at that 25 of time, as Vernon always does hace esas cosas, mira más por el dinero moment Dewey Dell summons things, getting the most for Anse’s de Anse que por el suyo. Pero cuando el them both back to the sickroom. money like he does for his own. But día avanzó lo suficiente para interpretar Peabody feel that Addie does not want him there, and, reflecting on when it got far enough into the day las señales que indicaban el tiempo que how strange it is that women for me to read weather sign I knew iba a hacer, comprendí que sólo me po- attach themselves to worthless 30 it couldn’t have been anybody but dría haber llamado Anse. Comprendí que men, he prepares to leave. Anse that sent. I knew that nobody sólo un hombre sin suerte podría necesi- Suddenly, Addie speaks for the but a luckless man could ever need a tar un médico cuando estaba a punto de first time, calling on Cash. doctor in the face of a cyclone. And empezar un ciclón. Y comprendí que si a I knew that if it had finally occurred Anse al fin se le había ocurrido que ne- 35 to Anse himself that he needed one, cesitaba un médico es que ya era dema- it was already too late. siado tarde.

When I reach the spring and get Cuando llego al manantial y me apeo down and hitch the team, the sun has y ato las caballerías, el sol se había es- COMMENTARY: Peabody’s section is very useful to the 40 gone down behind a bank of black condido detrás de un banco de nubes ne- reader, for it lets him see the cloud like a top-heavy mountain gras como un macizo de montañas más Bundrens and the background range, like a load of cinders dumped pesadas por arriba, como una carga de through the eye of an intelligent, over there, and there is no wind. I ceniza allí vertida; y no hay viento. humorous outsider, someone who could hear Cash sawing for a mile Oigo serrar a Cash más de un kilóme- is not bound by religious beliefs like the Tulls. He confirms the 45 before I got there. Anse is standing at tro antes de llegar. Anse está de pie en notion that Anse is unfortunate, the top of the bluff above the path. lo alto del farallón, encima del sendero. ‘nobody but a luckless man could ever need a doctor in the face of “Where’s the horse?” I say. —¿Dónde está el caballo? —digo. a cyclone’. Peabody also confirms what the reader has by now come 50 “Jewel’s taken and gone,” he says. —Jewel lo pilló y se fue —dice—. to suspect, namely that being ketch hit: : (Am. col.) catch it “Can’t nobody else ketch hit. You’ll Nadie más lo puede coger. Para mí que married to Anse is not a desirable state for any woman. His have to walk up, I reckon.” va a tener usted que subir andando. reluctance (renuencia) to go out to the farm if there is any chance “Me, walk up, weighing two —¿Andando yo con mis ciento y pico that he might save Addie shows 55 hundred and twenty-five pounds?” I kilos de peso? —digo—. ¿Subir andando that he feels for Addie’s suffering. say. “Walk up that durn wall?” He a ese maldito despeñadero? —Allí sigue Later in the section, in the lines stands there beside a tree. Too bad the de pie junto a un árbol. Una desgracia que from ‘she has been dead these ten days’ to ‘a tenement or a town’, Lord made the mistake of giving trees el Señor cometiera el error de dar raíces a Peabody puts her death into a roots and giving the Anse Bundrens He los árboles y, en cambio, dar a los Anse more general perspective. 60 makes feet and legs. If He’d just Bundren que hizo pies y piernas. Si hubie- The idea that Addie is finding swapped them, there wouldn’t ever be ra hecho al revés, nunca habría que pre- it difficult to make the transition a worry about this country being ocuparse de que algún día esta comarca from the state of being alive to deforested some day. Or any other country. quedase deforestada. O cualquier otra comar- that of being dead ties in with Peabody’s notion that life with “What do you aim for me to do?” I say. ca—. ¿Qué intenta que haga? —digo—. Anse must have been a form of 65 “Stay here and get blowed clean out ¿Que me quede aquí y que el viento living death for her. Peabody also of the county when that cloud me borre de la faz de tierra cuando rejects the idea that death is either breaks?” Even with the horse it would estalle esa nube? —Incluso con el ca- an end or a beginning, preferring take me fifteen minutes to ride up ballo me llevaría un cuarto de hora to see it simply as the movement across the pasture to the top of the subir por el prado hasta lo alto del of one individual away from his habitual place. The rest of the 70 ridge and reach the house. The path risco y llegar a la casa. El sendero world, the ‘tenement or the town’, looks like a crooked limb blown parece una rama retorcida lanzada continues to function and exist, against the bluff. Anse has not been contra el despeñadero. Anse hace doce as does the dead individual, albeit in town in twelve years. And how his años que no va a la ciudad. ¿Y cómo se in a different place. This notion mother ever got up there to bear him, las arreglaría su madre para subir allí a is prophetic; after Addie’s death we see the continuing evidence 75 he being his mother’s son. parirle, pues es hijo de su madre? that she has been in the gittin’ (Am. col.) getting ‘tenement’ of the family in the “Vardaman’s gittin’ the rope,” he says. —Vardaman traerá la cuerda —dice. marks she has left on her sons. Peabody’s section is full of reflections of equal profundity,

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After a while Vardaman appears Al cabo de un rato aparece Vardaman though of less seriousness and it with the ploughline. He gives the end con la cuerda del arado. Le da un extre- provides a useful, ironical view of it to Anse and comes down the mo a Anse y baja por el sendero, of the Bundrens. The Doctor is not simply ironic, however, he path, uncoiling it. desenrrollándola. also evinces a large measure of 5 human sympathy, feeling concern I done already: (Am. col.) I have “You hold it tight,” I say. “I done —Agárrela fuerte —digo—. Ya for the silent Vardaman and for already already wrote this visit on to my he anotado esta visita en el libro, the dying Addie. In the end, books, so I’m going to charge you just conque se la tengo que cobrar, Peabody makes a remark which the same, whether I get there or not.” tanto si subo como si no. allows the reader to see the Bundrens in a new context, ‘That 10 durn little tyke . . . and brooding kin: (Am. col.) can “I got hit,” Anse says. “You kin —Ya agarro bien —dice Anse—. Pue- image.’ Such things as the come on up.” de usted subir. repetition of the sound of sawing, the resentment of Jewel by Darl, I’ll be damned if I can see why Que el demonio me lleve si entien- even the slow indolence of Anse, are seen here against a back- 15 I don’t quit. A man seventy years do por qué no lo dejo. Que a un hom- ground of a country where things old, weighing two hundred and bre de setenta años, que pesa ciento y do move slowly, where everything odd pounds, being hauled up and pico kilos, le suban y le bajen por una seems to continue for long down a damn mountain on a rope. condenada montaña con una cuerda... periods. Isolated on the bluff, the I reckon it’s because I must reach Supongo que es porque debo llegar a Bundrens’ world would appear, in 20 the fifty-thousand dollar mark of la cifra de cincuenta mil dólares de the light of this remark by dead accounts on my books before cuentas sin cobrar antes de dejarlo. — Peabody, to be a little world which mirrors the larger world I can quit. “What the hell does your ¿Cómo se le ocurre ponerse mala a tu beyond in the sense that it is a wife mean,” I say, “taking sick on mujer —digo—, ponerse mala en la place of slow, almost impercepti- top of a durn mountain?” cima de una maldita montaña? ble change. 25 “I’m right sorry,” he says. He let —Lo siento mucho —dice él. Ha the rope go, just dropped it, and he soltado la cuerda, la ha dejado caer, has turned toward the house. There y se ha vuelto hacia la casa. Aquí is a little daylight up here still, of the arriba todavía hay un poco de luz, 30 colour of sulphur matches. The X del color del azufre_____. Los tablo- boards look like strips of sulphur. nes parecen tiras de azufre. Cash no Cash does not look back. Vernon Tull mira hacia atrás. Vernon Tull dice says he brings each board up to the que lleva cada tabla a la ventana window for her to see it and say it is para que las vea ella y diga si están 35 all right. The boy overtakes us. Anse bien. El chico nos adelantaba. Anse looks back at him. “Where’s the se vuelve a mirarle—. ¿Dónde está rope?” he says. la cuerda? —dice.

“It’s where you left it,” I say. “But —Donde usted la dejó —digo—. Pero no 40 never you mind that rope. I got to get se preocupe por esa cuerda. Tendré que vol- back down that bluff. I don’t aim for ver a bajar por esos riscos. No tengo inten- that storm to catch me up here. I’d ción de que esa tormenta me coja aqui arri- blow too durn far once I got started.” ba. Me iba a hacer volar demasiado lejos.

45 The girl is standing by the bed, La chica está de pie junto a la fanning her. When we enter she turns cama, abanicándola. Cuando entra- her head and looks at us. She has been mos vuelve la cabeza y nos mira. Lle- dead these ten days. I suppose it’s va diez días como muerta. Supongo que having been a part of Anse for so long como ha sido una parte de Anse duran- 50 that she cannot even make that te tanto tiempo ni siquiera puede hacer change, if change it be. I can ese [81] cambio, si eso es un cambio. remember how when I was young I Recuerdo que cuando yo era joven believed death to be a phenomenon creía que la muerte era un fenómeno of the body; now I know it to be del cuerpo; ahora sé que es meramen- 55 merely a function of the mind--and te una función de la mente... y de that of the minds of the ones who las mentes de quienes sufren la bereave deprive of a relation, friend, etc., esp. by suffer the bereavement. The nihilists pérdida. Los nihilistas dicen que es death. bereavement n. sorrow, condolencia, pérdida, Luto, say it is the end; the fundamentalists, el final; los fundamentalistas, que el duelo, desgracia, aflicción the beginning; when in reality it is no comienzo; cuando en realidad no es 60 more than a single tenant or family más que un inquilino o familia que moving out of a tenement or a town. deja una casa alquilada o un pueblo.

She looks at us. Only her eyes seem Nos mira. Sólo sus ojos parecen mo- to move. It’s like they touch us, not verse. Es como si nos tocaran, y no como 65 with sight or sense, but like the stream la vista o sentido, sino igual que te toca from a hose touches you, the stream el chorro de una manguera, un chorro que at the instant of impact as dissociated en el instante del impacto se disociara de from the nozzle as though it had never la boca de la manguera como si no hu- been there. She does not look at Anse biera salido de ella. No mira a Anse en 70 at all. She looks at me, then at the boy. absoluto. Me mira a mí, luego al chico. Beneath the quilt she is no more than Debajo de la colcha no es más que un a bundle of rotten sticks. manojo de palos podridos.

“Well, Miss Addie,” I say. The —Bien, Miss Addie —digo. La chi- 75 girl does not stop the fan. “How ca no deja de abanicar—. ¿Cómo va are you, sister?” I say. Her head eso, mujer? —digo. Su cabeza descan- lies gaunt on the pillow, looking sa demacrada en la almohada y mira al at the boy. “You picked out a fine chico—. Valiente tiempecito ha elegido

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time to get me out here and bring usted para hacerme venir hasta aquí y qué up a storm.” Then I send Anse and tormenta nos ha preparado. —Entonces the boy out. She watches the boy mando a Anse y al chico fuera. Ella sigue as he leaves the room. She has not al chico con la mirada cuando éste sale 5 moved save her eyes. del cuarto. Sólo ha movido los ojos.

He and Anse are on the porch when El chico y Anse están en el porche I come out, the boy sitting on the cuando salgo; el chico sentado en los es- steps, Anse standing by a post, not calones, Anse de pie junto a un poste, 10 even leaning against it, his arms pero no apoyado en él, con los brazos dipper (cazo) rooster: (Am. dangling, the hair pushed and matted caídos, el pelo revuelto y desgreñado matted (of a colour, surface, etc.) dull, without lustre. 1 a border of dull gold round a framed English) like a cockerel which has up on his head like a dipper rooster. como un pollo mojado. Vuelve la cabe- picture. 2 (in full matt paint) paint formulated been soaked with water He turns his head, blinking at me. za, mirándome con ojos semicerrados. to give a dull flat finish (cf. gloss 1). 3 the appearance of unburnished gold. — v.tr. (matted, matting) 1 make (gilding etc.) dull. 2 frost (glass) (escarchar). 15 “Why didn’t you send for me —¿Por qué no me mandó a buscar matted 1a tr. (esp. as matted adj.) entangle in a thick mass (matted hair). b intr. become sooner?” I say. antes? —digo. matted. 2 tr. cover or furnish with mats. matted A adj. 1 matted tangled in a dense mass; hit: (Am. col.) it “tried to push through the matted undergowth” jest: (Am. col.) just “Hit was jest one thing and then —Por una cosa u otra fui de- 2 flat, mat, matt, matte, matted not reflecting light; not glossy; “flat wall paint”; “a photograph another,” he says. “That ere corn me jándolo —dice—. Estaba ese with a matte finish” matted adj. (pelo) enmarañado 20 and the boys was aimin’ to git up maíz que teníamos que recoger with, and Dewey Dell a-takin’ good yo y los chicos, y Dewey Dell keer: (Am. col.) care keer of her, and folks comin’ in, la cuidaba bien, y la gente ve- sich: (Am. col.) such a-offerin’ to help and sich, till I jest nía, nos ofrecía ayuda, hasta thought . . .” que pensé... 25 “Damn the money,” I say. “Did you —Maldito dinero —digo—. ¿Ha oído ever hear of me worrying a fellow de alguna vez que molestase a un vecino before he was ready to pay?” porque no me pagara?

30 “Hit ain’t begrudgin’ the money,” he —No trataba de ahorrar dinero — says. “I jest kept a-thinkin’ . . . . She’s dice—. Sólo pensaba que... ¿Es que goin’, is she?” The durn little tyke is se nos va? —el condenado chico está sitting on the top step, looking sentado en el escalón de arriba y pa- smaller than ever in the rece más pequeño que nunca a la 35 sulphur-coloured light. That’s the one luz color azufre. Ese es el problema trouble with this country everything, con esta comarca: todo, el tiempo, weather, all, hangs on too long. Like todo, dura demasiado. Como nuestros our rivers, outland: opaque, slow, ríos, nuestras tierras, opacas, lentas, violent; shaping and creating the life violentas; modelando y creando la 40 of man in its implacable and vida del hombre a su implacable brooding image. “I knowed hit,” X ______imagen. Lo sabía —dice Anse says. “All the while I made sho. Anse—. Todo el tiempo estuve seguro. sot: (Am. col.) set Her mind is sot on hit.” Ella no piensa más que en eso.

45 “And a damn good thing, too,” I —Pues hace muy bien —digo—. Una say. “With a trifling——” He sits on pizca más y... —está entado en el esca- the top step, small, motionless in lón de arriba, pequeño, inmóvil en su faded overalls. . When I came out mono descolorido. Cuando salí alzó la he looked up at me, then at Anse. vista hacia mi, luego hacia Anse. Pero 50 But now he has stopped looking at ya ha dejado de mirarnos. Se limita a es- us. He just sits there. tar allí sentado. yit: (Am. col.) yet “Have you told her yit?” Anse says. —¿Se lo ha dicho ya? —dice Anse.

55 “What for?” I say. “What the —¿Para qué? —digo yo—. ¿Para qué devil for?” demonios? hit: (Am. col.) it “Shell know hit. I knowed that —Ya lo sabrá. Yo sabía que en cuanto when she see you she would know hit, le viera a usted, lo sabría igual que si 60 same as writing. You wouldn’t need estuviera escrito. No tenía ninguna ne- to tell her. Her mind ——” cesidad de decírselo. Sólo piensa en...

Behind us the girl says, “Paw.” I Detrás de nosotros la chica dice: look at her, at her face. —Padre. 65 La miro, a la cara. “You better go quick,” I say. —Será mejor que vaya enseguida —digo.

When we enter the room she is Cuando entramos en el cuarto, está watching the door. She looks at me. mirando a la puerta. Me mira a mí. Sus 70 Her eyes look like lamps blaring up ojos parecen lámparas que chisporrotean just before the oil is gone. justo antes de que se les termina el aceite. “She wants you to go out,” the —Quiere que salga usted —me dice girl says. la chica.

75 “Now, Addie,” Anse says, “when —Vamos, vamos, Addie —dice he come all the way from Jefferson Anse—, si ha venido desde Jerferson to git you well?” She watches me: I para que te pongas buena... —ella me can feel her eyes. It’s like she was mira: noto sus ojos. Es como si me es-

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shoving at me with them. I have seen tuviera barriendo de allí con ellos. Ya it before in women. Seen them drive lo he visto antes en las mujeres. Las he from the room them coming with visto echar del cuarto a las que vienen sympathy and pity, with actual help, con simpatia y piedad, con ayuda efec- 5 and clinging to some trifling animal tiva, y aferrarse a un insignificante to whom they never were more than animal para el que nunca fueron más pack-horses. That’s what they mean que bestias de carga. Eso es lo que para by the love that passeth ellas significa amar por encima de todo: understanding: that pride, that furious orgullo, ese furioso deseo de esconder ABJECT, - Qui inspire l'aversion, le dégoût, la répulsion; qui attire le mépris, l'opprobre.“ 10 desire to hide that abject nakedness esa abyecta desnudez que traemos con Abject adj.1 miserable, wretched. 2 degraded, self-abas- which we bring here with us, carry nosotros, que arrastramos hasta la sala ing, humble. 3 despicable. Miserable, bestial, vil. Abjecto 1. adj. Despreciable, vil en extremo. 2. desus. with us into operating rooms, carry de operaciones, que terca y Humillado, abatido. Acobardado stubbornly and furiously with us furiosamente arrastramos de nuevo con into the earth again. I leave the nosotros a la tierra. Salgo del cuarto. 15 room. Beyond the porch Cash’s saw Más allá del porche la sierra de Cash snores steadily into the board. A ronca con fuerza en la tabla. Un minu- minute later she calls his name, her to después, ella dice su nombre, con voz voice harsh and strong. áspera y enérgica.

20 “Cash,” she says; “you, Cash!” —Cash —dice—. Oye, Cash. [83]

12 X ___ DARL (5) DARL

25 PA stands beside the bed. From PADRE está de pie al lado de la cama. Darl (5) behind his leg Vardaman peers, Desde detrás de su pierna Vardaman atis- with his round head and his eyes ba, con su cabeza redonda y sus ojos re- In this section, Darl imaginatively reconstructs the round and his mouth beginning to dondos y la boca que se le empieza a scene around his mother’s death- open. She looks at pa; all her abrir. Ella mira a padre; toda su desfalle- bed. He becomes so preoccupied 30 failing life appears to drain into ciente vida parece derramársele por los with his imaginings that he her eyes, urgent, irremediable. ojos, urgente, irremediablemente. scarcely seems to notice either the “It’s Jewel she wants,” Dewey —Es a Jewel a quien quiere —dice wagon on which he is travelling Dell says. Dewey Dell. or his companion, Jewel.

35 “Why, Addie,” pa says, “him and —Oye, Addie —dice padre—, él y Darl went to make one more load. Darl fueron a traer una carga más. Pen- They thought there was time. That saron que había tiempo. Que los espe- you would wait for them, and that rarías; y esos tres dólares, además... three dollars and all . . .” He stoops, —se agacha descansando su mano en 40 laying his hand on hers. For a while las de ella. Durante un rato ella toda- yet she looks at him, without vía le mira, sin reproche alguno, sin reproach, without anything at all, as niguno en absoluto, como si sólo sus if her eyes alone are listening to the ojos esperasen el irrevocable cese de irrevocable cessation of his voice. la voz de padre. Luego se incorpora, COMMENTARY: It is 45 Then she raises herself, who has not aunque lleva diez días sin moverse. tempting to think that Darl moved in ten days. Dewey Dell leans Dewey Dell se inclina, tratando de intuitively knows when his down, trying to press her back. obligarla a tumbarse de nuevo. mother dies, but it is quite likely that he would imagine the scene “Ma,” she says, “ma.” —Madre —le dice—; madre. around her death-bed in precise 50 detail without knowing that she is She is looking out the window, at Está mirando afuera por la ventana; a in fact dead. It is easy for him to imagine the reactions of his Cash stooping steadily at the board Cash inclinado continuamente sobre la family to her death as extensions in the failing light, labouring on tabla a la luz del anochecer, trabajando of their habitual patterns of toward darkness and into it as though hacia la oscuridad y dentro de ella como behaviour. The whole scene as he 55 the stroking of the saw illumined its si el sonido de la sierra iluminase su pro- imagines it is convincing because own motion, board and saw pio movimiento, engendrase tabla y sie- it is based on his observations of engendered. rra. his family and on their predictable reactions and customary attitudes. One observation in this “You, Cash,” she shouts, her voice —Oye, Cash —grita ella; su voz es section, ‘He (Cash) looks up at 60 harsh, strong, and unimpaired. “You, áspera, enérgica, e inalterable—. ¡Oye, the gaunt face framed by the Cash!” Cash! window in the twilight. It is a composite picture of all time since He looks up at the gaunt face framed Cash levanta la vista hacia la cara de- he was a child’, stresses the predictability of experience which by the window in the twilight. It is a macrada que enmarca la ventana en el marks the lives of the Bundrens. 65 composite picture of all time since he crepúsculo. Es el mismo cuadro de todas It also echoes the significant was a child. He drops the saw and lifts las veces desde que era niño. Deja la sie- statement by Peabody about the board for her to see, watching the rra y levanta la tabla para que ella vea, ‘things hanging on in this land’. window in which the face has not mirando hacia la ventana en la que el ros- moved. He drags a second plank into tro no se ha movido. Alza con esfuerzo 70 position and slants the two of them into un segundo tablón y pone a los dos en su their final juxtaposition, gesturing unión definitiva, señalando a los que to- toward the ones yet on the ground, davía están en el suelo e imitando con la shaping with his empty hand in mano que tiene libre la forma de la caja pantomime the finished box. For a while cuando esté terminada. Durante un rato 75 still she looks down at him from the ella todavía le mira desde su cuadro de composite picture, neither with censure nor la ventana, sin censura, ni aprobación. approbation. Then the face disappears. Luego la cara desaparece.

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She lies back and turns her head Se vuelve a tumbar y gira la ca- without so much as glancing at pa. beza sin siquiera mirar a [84] padre. She looks at Vardaman; her eyes, the Mira a Vardaman; sus ojos, la vida life in them, rushing suddenly upon en ellos, regresa a toda prisa; las 5 them; the two flames glare up for a dos llamas chisporrotean durante steady instant. Then they go out as un intenso instante. Luego se apa- though someone had leaned down and gan como si alguien se hubiera aga- blown upon them. chado y soplado.

10 “Ma,” Dewey Dell says; —Madre, ¡madre! —dice Dewey Dell, “ma!” Leaning above the bed, e inclinándose sobre la cama, con las her hands lifted a little, the fan manos un poco levantadas, moviendo to- stiff moving like it has for ten davía el abanico como viene haciendo days, she begins to keen. Her desde hace diez días, empieza a proferir 15 voice is strong, young, lamentos. Su voz es sonora, juvenil, tré- tremulous and clear, rapt with its mula y clara, arrobada en su propio tim- own timbre and volume, the fan still bre y volumen, mientras el abanico toda- moving steadily up and down, vía se mueve enérgicamente arriba y aba- whispering the useless air. Then she jo, haciendo susurrar al aire ya inútil. 20 flings herself across Addie Bundren’s Luego se echa sobre las rodillas de Addie knees, clutching her, shaking her with Bundren, la agarra, la sacude con la fu- the furious strength of the young riosa energía de los jóvenes antes de des- before sprawling suddenly across the parramarse de repente entre el manojo de handful of rotten bones that Addie huesos carcomidos que dejó Addie 25 Bundren left, jarring the whole bed Bundren, haciendo crujir toda la cama into a chattering sibilance of mattress con el seco chirrido de las hojas del jer- shucks, her arms outflung and the fan gón; sus brazos están extendidos y el in one hand still beating with expiring abanico todavía se mueve en una de sus breath into the quilt. manos como sin aliento sobre la colcha. 30 From behind pa’s leg Vardaman Desde detrás de la pierna de padre atis- peers, his mouth full open and all colour ba Vardaman, boquiabierto y con todo el draining from his face into his mouth, color de la cara asomándosele a la boca, as though he has by some means como si de alguna manera se hubiera cla- 35 fleshed his own teeth in himself, vado los dientes en su propia carne, chu- sucking. He begins to move slowly pando. Se aparta poco a poco de la cama, backward from the bed, his eyes round, redondos los ojos, pálida la cara que se his pale face fading into the dusk like a desvanece en las sombras como un trozo piece of paper pasted on a failing wall, de papel pegado a una pared que se cae, y 40 and so out of the door. así sale por la puerta.

Pa leans above the bed in the Padre inclina sobre la cama en el cre- twilight, his humped silhouette púsculo su silueta encorvada que com- partaking of that owl-like quality of parte esa cualidad propia de la lechuza 45 awryfeathered, disgruntled outrage de plumas ahuecadas ofendida, que es- within which lurks a wisdom too conde dentro una sabiduría demasiado profound or too inert for even profunda o demasiado inerte para poder thought. ser comprendida.

50 “Durn them boys,” he says. —¡Condenados chicos! —dice.

Jewel, I say. Overhead the day Jewel, digo yo. El día pasa liso y gris drives level and grey, hiding the sun por encima, ocultando el sol con un vue- by a flight of grey spears. In the lo de lanzas grises. Bajo la lluvia las 55 rain the mules smoke a little, mulas humean un poco, salpicadas del splashed yellow with mud, the off amarillo del barro, la de la derecha se one clinging in sliding lunges to the agarra con arremetidas deslizantes al side of the road above the ditch. borde del camino, sobre la cuneta. The tilted lamber gleams dull La leña inclinada brilla amarillo apa- 60 yellow, water-soaked and heavy as gado, empapada de agua y pesada como lead, tilted at a steep angle into the plomo, volcada en un ángulo empinado ditch above the broken wheel; en la cuneta encima de la rueda rota; about the shattered spokes and entre los radios rotos y entre los to- about Jewel’s ankles a runnel of billos de Jewel corre un arroyo ama- 65 yellow neither water nor earth swirls, rillento, ni de agua ni de tierra, curving with the yellow road neither of ______X earth nor water, down the hill dissolving ______cerro abajo, disolviéndose en into a streaming mass of dark green una [85] masa que fluye verde oscuro, neither of earth nor sky. Jewel, I say. ni de tierra ni de cielo. Jewel, digo. 70 Cash comes to the door, carrying Cash aparece en la puerta, trae la sie- the saw. Pa stands beside the bed, rra. Padre está de pie al lado de la cama, humped, his arms dangling. He turns encorvado; le cuelgan los brazos. Vuel- his head, his shabby profile, his chin ve la cabeza y muestra su perfil ajado, su 75 collapsing slowly as he works the barbilla que se hunde poco a poco mien- snuff against his gums. tras aprieta el rapé contra las encías.

“She’s gone,” Cash says. —Se nos ha ido —dice Cash.

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“She taken and left us,” pa says. —Se ha ido y nos deja —dice padre. Cash does not look at him. “How nigh Cash no le mira. ¿Cuánto te falta? — are you done?” pa says. Cash does not dice padre. Cash no responde. Entra, con 5 answer. He enters, carrying the saw. la sierra—. Para mí que es mejor que “I reckon you better get at it,” pa says. sigas con eso —dice padre—. Tienes “You’ll have to do the best you can, que hacerla lo mejor que puedas, mien- with them boys gone off that-a-way.” tras los chicos estén de camino —Cash Cash looks down at her face. He is baja la vista hacia la cara de madre. No 10 not listening to pa at all. He does not escucha en absoluto a padre. No se acer- approach the bed. He stops in the ca a la cama. Se detiene en medio del middle of the floor, the saw against cuarto, con la sierra junto a la pierna, his leg, his sweating arms powdered los brazos sudorosos ligeramente espol- lightly with sawdust, his face voreados de serrín, el rostro tranquilo— 15 composed. “If you get in a tight, . Si andas corto de tiempo, a lo mejor maybe some of them’ll get here mañana viene alguien a ayudarte —dice to-morrow and help you,” pa says. padre—. Puede que Vernon —Cash no “Vernon could.” Cash is not listening. escucha. Está mirando el rostro pacífi- He is looking down at her peaceful, co y rígido de madre que se desvanece 20 rigid face fading into the dusk as en el crepúsculo como si la oscuridad though darkness were a precursor of fuera precursora de la tierra primordial, the ultimate earth, until at last the face hasta que por fin el rostro parece flotar seems to float detached upon it, desprendido por encima de ella, leve lightly as the reflection of a dead leaf. como el reflejo de una hoja seca—. Que- 25 “There is Christians enough to help dan suficientes cristianos que te ayuden you,” pa says. Cash is not listening. —dice padre. Cash no escucha. Al cabo After a while he turns without looking de un rato se vuelve sin mirar a padre y at pa and leaves the room. Then the sale del cuarto. Luego la sierra empieza saw begins to snore again. “They will a roncar de nuevo—. Nos ayudarán en 30 help us in our sorrow,” pa says. nuestra desgracia —dice padre.

The sound of the saw is steady, El sonido de la sierra es seguro, com- competent, unhurried, stirring the petente, reposado, y remueve la mori- dying light so that at each stroke her bunda claridad de modo que a cada gol- 35 face seems to wake a little into an pe parece despertar en el rostro de ma- expression of listening and of waiting, dre una expresión de atención y espera, as though she were counting the como si estuviera contando los golpes. strokes. Pa looks down at the face, at Padre baja la vista a su rostro, al pelo the black sprawl of Dewey Dell’s hair, negro y lacio de Dewey Dell, a sus bra- 40 the outflung arms, the clutched fan zos extendidos, al abanico cerrado e in- now motionless on the fading quilt. “I móvil de encima de la colcha borrosa. reckon you better get supper —Para mí que es hora de que prepares on,” he says. la cena —dice él.

45 Dewey Dell does not move. Dewey Dell no se mueve.

“Git up, now, and put supper on,” —Venga, vete a preparar la cena — pa says. “We got to keep our strength dice padre—. Tenemos que recobrar fuer- up. I reckon Doctor Peabody’s right zas. Para mí que el doctor Peabody tiene 50 hungry, coming all this way. And hambre, después de la caminata. Y Cash Cash’ll need to eat quick and get back tiene [86] que comer rápido para volver to work so he can finish it in time.” al trabajo y terminarlo a tiempo.

Dewey Dell rises, heaving to her Dewey Dell se levanta apoyándose en 55 feet. She looks down at the face. It los pies. Baja la vista hacia el rostro. Este is like a casting of fading bronze es como un molde de bronce que se desva- upon the pillow, the hands alone nece encima de la almohada; sólo las ma- still with any semblance of life: a nos conservan algo parecido a la vida: una curled, gnarled inertness; a spent inercia retorcida, nudosa; una cierta cuali- 60 yet alert quality from which dad consumida, aunque todavía alerta, de weariness, exhaustion, travail has la que todavía no sé han ausentado el can- not yet departed, as though they sancio ni el agotamiento, ni el trabajo, actual (En) real, verdadera, efectivo, concreto, au- téntico, mismo [very], doubted even yet the actuality of como si todavía dudasen de la realidad del actual (Sp) 1. adj. presente, en el mismo momen- rest, guarding with horned and reposo, manteniendo con encorvada to. 2. Que existe, sucede o se usa en el tiempo de que se habla. Reciente, reinante, palpitante 65 penurious alertness the cessation y avara vigilancia el cese de lo que actuality n. (pl. -ies) 1 reality; what is the case [constatación, implementación]. 2 (in pl.) which they know cannot last. saben que no puede durar. existing conditions. Dewey Dell stoops and slides the Dewey Dell se agacha y le quita la quilt from beneath them and draws it colcha de debajo de las manos y estira 70 up over them to the chin, smoothing aquélla sobre éstas, hasta la barbilla, it down, drawing it smooth. Then alisándola, estirándola con suvaidad. without looking at pa she goes around Luego, sin mirar a padre, rodea la the bed and leaves the room. cama y sale del cuarto.

75 She will go out where Peabody is, Irá hasta donde está Peabody, where she can stand in the twilight donde pueda permanecer en penum- and look at his back with such an bra y mirarle la espalda con tal ex- expression that, feeling her eyes and presión que él, al notar sus ojos y

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turning, he will say; I would not let it volverse, dirá: Yo no me apenaría grieve me, now. She was old, and sick tanto. Era vieja, y además estaba en- too. Suffering more than we knew. She ferma. Sufría más de lo que nos ima- couldn’t have got well. Vardaman’s ginamos. Nunca podría curarse. 5 getting big now, and with you to take Vardaman ya es bastante mayor, y tú good care of them all. I would try not puedes ocuparte de todos. Yo trataría to let it grieve me. I expect you’d de no apenarme tanto. Creo que es me- better go and get come supper ready. jor que vayas a preparar algo de cenar. It don’t have to be much. But they’ll No importa que no sea mucho. Pero ne- 10 need to eat, and she looking at him, cesitan comer, y ella con la mirada de- saying You could do so much for me cía: Usted podría hacer mucho por mí if you just would. If you just knew. I sólo con quererlo. Si usted lo supiera. am I and you are you and I know it Yo soy yo y usted es usted y yo lo sé y and you don’t know it and you could usted no lo sabe y usted podría hacer 15 do so much for me f you just would mucho por mí con sólo quererlo y si and if you just would then I could tell usted quisiera entonces yo se lo diría you and then nobody would have to it y entonces nadie tendría que saberlo except you and me and Darl. a no ser usted y yo y Darl

20 Pa stands over the bed, Padre está de pie junto a la cama, los dangle-armed, humped, motionless. brazos caídos, encorvado, inmóvil. Se He raises his hand to his head, lleva la mano a la cabeza, rascándose el scouring his hair, listening to the saw. pelo, escuchando la sierra. Se acerca He comes nearer and rubs his hand, más y se restriega la mano, palma y dor- 25 palco and back, on his thigh and lays so, en el muslo y la deja descansar en la it on her face and then on the hump cara de madre y luego en el bulto de la of quilt where her hands are. He colcha donde están sus manos. Toca touches the quilt as he saw Dewey la colcha como vio que hacía Dell do, trying to smoothe it up to the Dewey Dell, tratando de alisarla 30 chip, but disarranging it instead. He hasta la barbilla, pero la desarre- tries to smoothe it again, clumsily, gla. Intenta alisarla de nuevo, his hand awkward as a claw, desmañadamente, con mano torpe smoothing at the wrinkles which he como una garra, alisando las arrugas mude and which continue to emerge que hizo él y que continúan perverse 1 perverso, malvado, depravado 35 beneath his hand with perverse X emergiendo bajo su mano con perversa 2 obstinado, terco, caprichoso, contumaz, adverso, contrario ubiquity, so that at last he desists, his ubicuidad, conque al final desiste, deja hand falling to his side and stroking caer la mano a un lado y se la restrie- itself again, palm and back, on his ga otra vez, palma y dorso, en el mus- thigh. The sound of the saw snores lo. [87] El sonido de la sierra ronca 40 steadily into the room. Pa breathes constante dentro del cuarto. Padre res- with a quiet, rasping sound, pira con un sonido tranquilo, rasposo, mouthing the snuff against his gums. mascando el tabaco entre las encías. “God’s will be done,” he says. “Now —Que sea lo que Dios quiera —dice— I can get them teeth.” . Ahora podré conseguir la dentadura. 45 Jewel’s hat droops limp about A Jewel le cuelga el sombrero flácci- his neck, channelling water on do hasta el cuello, canalizando el agua to the soaked tow-sack tied hacia el empapado saco de arpillera ata- about his shoulders as, do en torno a sus hombros mientras, con 50 ankle-deep in the running ditch, el agua que corre por la cuneta hasta los he pries with a slipping tobillos, hace palanca en el eje con un two-by-four, with a piece of rebaladizo tronco, usando un trozo de fulcro punto de apoyo de la palanca. rotting log for fulcrum, at the madero podrido como punto de apoyo. axle. Jewel, I say, she is dead, Jewel, digo yo, madre ha muerto, Jewel. 55 Jewel. Addie Bundren is dead. Addie Bundren está muerta

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60 THEN I begin to run. I run ENTONCES empiezo a correr. Corro Vardaman (1) toward the back and come to the hacia la parte de atrás y llego al borde edge of the porch and stop. Then I del porche y me paro. Entonces me pon- This section consists of the begin to cry. I can feel where the go a llorar. Noto dónde estuvo el pez, en unspoken thoughts of the youngest of Addie’s children as fish was in the dust. It is cut up into el polvo. Ahora está cortado en pedazos he strives to come to grips with 65 pieces of not-fish now, not-blood y ya no es pez, y no tengo sangre en las the idea that she is dead. He runs on my hands and overalls. Then it manos ni en el mono. Entonces no era from the house and sees the spot wasn’t so. It hadn’t happened then. así. Eso entonces no había pasado. Y aho- where Vernon Tull saw him drop And now she is getting so far ahead ra madre me ha tomado tanta delantera the dead fish. He thinks that the fish, which he has cut up, is now ruffle I cannot catch her. que no la puedo alcanzar. — v. arrugar, agitar, rizar, despeinar encrespar, eri- ‘not-fish’, a childish way of zar, descomponer, perturbar, ofender, alisar 70 describing death. 1tr. disturb the smoothness or tranquillity of. 2tr. upset the calmness of (a person). The trees look like chickens when Los árboles parecen pollos cuando 3tr. gather (lace etc.) into a ruffle. they ruffle out into the cool dust on se revuelcan en el polvo fresco los días 4tr. (often foll. by up) (of a bird) erect (its feathers) in anger, display, etc. the hot days. If I jump off the porch I de calor. Si saltara del porche estaría 5intr. undergo ruffling. COMMENTARY: Vardaman 6intr. lose smoothness or calmness. will be where the fish was, and it all donde estuvo el pez que ahora está cor- — n. arruga, volante fruncido, rizo has not so far contributed to the 75 cut up into not-fish now. I can hear tado en pedazos y ya no es pez. Distin- 1 an ornamental gathered or goffered frill of lace etc. book but has been glimpsed in worn at the opening of a garment esp. round the the bed and her face and them and I go el sonido, el de la cama, y veo su wrist, breast, or neck. ruffled skirt=falda de other sections as ‘a poor little volantes;(o pechera o manga de volantes) can feel the floor shake when he cara y las de ellos y noto que el suelo tyke’. Here, Faulkner brilliantly 2 perturbation, bustle. 3 a rippling effect on water. walks on it that came and did it. That hace ruido cuando él entró y lo hizo. portrays the unreasoning violence 4 the ruff of a bird etc. (see ruff 1 2). of the child who is suffering a 5Mil. a vibrating drum-beat. 25 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas

came and did it when she was all right Que entró y lo hizo cuando ella estaba shock it cannot understand. but he came and did it. buena. Entró y lo hizo. Vardaman runs about, finding life in Jewel’s horse, remembering death in relation to the fish and “The fat son of a bitch.” —Ese hijo de la gran puta. striking out at the world in gene- 5 ral, especially Peabody. The I jump from the porch, running. Salto de porche y corro. La parte difficulties Vardaman will have in The top of the barn comes swooping de arriba del granero cae como un ave getting the idea of death into up out of the twilight. If I jump I can surgiendo del crepúsculo. Si doy un perspective are underlined when go through it like the pink lady in the salto puedo atravesarlo como la seño- we realise that he is still not quite sure of his own status in the 10 circus, into the warm smelling, ra de rosa del circo y llegar al olor world; he feels that the sound of without having to wait. My hands cálido sin tener que esperar. Me aga- crying is separate from himself, grab at the bushes; beneath my feet rro al matorral; bajo mis pies, piedras ‘the crying makes a lot of noise’, the rocks and dirt go rubbling down. y barro se desprenden hacia abajo. and wonders what gives the horse an existence separate from his own, ‘an is different from my is’. 15 Then I can breathe again, in the Luego puedo volver a respirar en el It is part of Faulkner’s strategy warm smelling. I enter the stall, trying olor caliente. Entro [88] en la cuadra, tra- that the family, being isolated and to touch him, and then I can cry then to de tocarle, y luego ya puedo llorar; of necessity close-knit, should I vomit the crying. As soon as he gets luego vomito los lloros. Puedo en cuan- share certain personality through kicking I can and then I can to deja de soltar coces, y luego puedo llo- characteristics among its 20 cry, the crying can. rar, puedo soltar los lloros. members. For example, Darl and Vardaman share the same kilt: (Am. col.) killed uneasiness about their own “He kilt her. He kilt her.” —La mató él. La mató él. existences and both tend to record experiences as though they, as The life in him runs under the skin, La vida le corre debajo de la recorders, were no part of those 25 under my hand, running through the piel bajo mi mano, le corre por experiences. splotches, smelling up into my nose las manchas; me echa olor a la na- where the sickness is beginning to riz donde el mareo está empezando cry, vomiting the crying, and then I a llorar, a vomitar los lloros, y lue- can breathe, vomiting it. It makes a go puedo respirar, vomitarlos. Hace 30 lot of noise. I can smell the life mucho ruido. Huelo la vida corrién- running up from under my hands, up dome debajo de las manos, por las my arms, and then I can leave the manos arriba, y luego ya puedo irme stall. de la cuadra.

35 I cannot find it. In the dark, No lo consigo encontrar. Ni en lo os- along the dust, the walls I cannot curo, ni en el polvo, ni en las paredes lo find it. The crying makes a lot of consigo encontar. Los lloros hacen mu- noise. I wish it wouldn’t make so cho ruido. Quisiera que no hicieran tan- much noise. Then I find it in the to ruido. Luego lo encuentro en el cober- 40 wagon-shed, in the dust, and I run tizo de la carreta, en el polvo, y echo a across the lot and into the road, correr por el descampado y llego al ca- jounce bump, bounce, jolt, bounce up and the stick jouncing on my mino con el palo dándome saltos en el down repeatedly, traquetear, oscilar shoulder. hombro.

45 They watch me as I run up, Me miran mientras corro cuesta arri- beginning to jerk back, their eyes ba, empiezan a dar tirones, reculando; a rolling, snorting, jerking back on the abrir mucho los ojos, a resoplar, dando hitch rein. I strike. I can hear the stick tirones de la riendas. Pego. Oigo cómo striking; I can see it hitting their pega el palo. Veo cómo les pega en la 50 heads, the breastyoke, missing cabeza, en las colleras, y aunque no les altogether sometimes as they rear and alcanza cuando se encabritan y plunge, but I am glad. corcovean, estoy contento.

“You kilt my maw!” —¡Vosotros matasteis a mi madre! 55 The stick breaks, they rearing and El palo se rompe, ellos se encabritan snorting, their feet popping loud on X y resoplan, sus cascos ______fuerte en the ground; loud because it is going el suelo; fuerte porque va a llover y el to rain and the air is empty for the aire tiene ganas de lluvia. Pero todavía 60 rain. But it is still long enough. I run falta mucho. Corro de aquí para allá this way and that as they rear and jerk mientras se encabritan y dan tirones de at the hitch-rein, striking. las riendas, pegándoles.

kilt: (Am. col.) killed “You kilt her! —¡Vosotros la matasteis! 65 I strike at them, striking, they wheeling Les pego, les pego; ellos giran de una in a long lunge, the buggy wheeling on embestida, la calesa gira sobre dos rue- to two wheels and motionless like it das y sigue sin moverse como si estu- is nailed to the ground and the horses viera clavada al suelo y los caballos si- 70 motionless like they are nailed by the guen sin moverse como si estuvieran hind feet to the centre of a clavados por las patas traseras en el cen- whirling-plate. tro de una plancha que gira.

I run in the dust. I cannot see, Corro por el polvo. No veo al co- 75 running in the sucking dust where the X rrer por el polvo que se levanta hasta buggy vanishes tilted on two wheels. donde la calesa desaparece basculan- I strike, the stick hitting into the do sobre dos ruedas. Pego, el palo pega ground, bouncing, striking into the al suelo, rebota, pegando en el polvo

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dust and then into the air again and y luego de nuevo al aire y el polvo que the dust sucking on down the road se levanta se va camino abajo más de faster than if a car was in it. And then prisa que si fuera un carro. Y [89] en- I can cry, looking at the stick. It is tonces lloro mirando al palo. Está roto 5 broken down to my hand, not longer poco más abajo de mi mano y no es than stove wood that was a long stick. más largo que una astilla lo que fue I throw it away and I can cry. It does un palo largo. Lo tiro por ahí y lloro. not make so much noise now. Ahora ya no hace tanto ruido.

10 The cow is standing in the barn La vaca está asomada a la puerta del door, chewing. When she sees me granero, rumia. Cuando me ve llegar come into the lot she lows, her mouth por el descampado muge con la boca full of flopping green, her tongue llena de baba verdosa y la lengua flopping. babeando. 15 I ain’t a-goin’ to: (Am. col.) I am not going to “I ain’t a-goin’ to milk you. I ain’t —No te voy a ordeñar. No voy a ha- a-goin’ to do nothing for them.” cer nada por ellos.

I hear her turn when I pass. When La oigo volverse cuando paso. Cuan- 20 I turn she is just behind me with her do me vuelvo está justo detrás de mí con sweet, hot, hard breath. X su dulce, caliente, acre ____.

“Didn’t I tell you I wouldn’t?” —¿No te dije que no lo haría?

25 She nudges me, snuffing. She moans Me empuja, olfateando. Se queja muy deep inside, her mouth closed. I jerk adentro, con la boca cerrada. Muevo la my hand, cursing her like Jewel does. mano, amenazándola como hace Jewel.

“Git, now.” —Vete. 30 I stoop my hand to the ground and Dejo caer la mano al suelo y co- run at her. She jumps back and whirls rro hacia ella. Da un salto atrás y se away and stops, watching me. She gira y se para, sin perderme de vis- moans. She goes on to the path and ta. Muge. Se va al sendero y se que- 35 stands there, looking up the path. da allí, mirando sendero arriba.

It is dark in the barn, warm, Está oscuro dentro del establo, calien- maloliente smelling, silent. I can cry quietly, te, oloroso, callado. Lloro tranquilamente watching the top of the hill. mirando a lo más alto del cerro. 40 Cash comes to the hill, limping Cash llega al cerro, cojea por where he fell off of the church. He donde se hizo daño al caer de la looks down at the spring, then up the iglesia. Mira abajo, al manantial, road and back toward the barn. He luego arriba, al camino, y atrás, ha- 45 comes down the path stiffly and looks cia el granero. Baja el sendero muy at the broken hitchrein and at the dust tieso y mira las riendas rotas y el in the road and then up the road, polvo del camino y luego el camino where the dust is gone. por donde se marchó el polvo.

50 “I hope they’ve got clean past —Espero que ya habrán dejado bien Tull’s by now. I so hope hit.” atrás casa de Tull. Eso espero.

Cash turns and limps up the path. Cash se vuelve y cojea sendero arriba.

55 “Durn him. I showed him. —El condenado. Lo he visto. El Durn him.” condenado.

I am not crying now. I am not Ya no lloro. No hago nada. anything. Dewey Dell comes to the Dewey Dell llega al cerro y me 60 hill and calls me. “Vardaman.” I am llama. «Vardaman.» No hago not anything. I am quiet. “You, nada. Estoy callado. «Oye, Vardaman.” I can cry quiet now, Vardaman.» Ahora lloro en silen- feeling and hearing my tears. cio, noto y oigo mis lágrimas.

65 “Then hit want. Hit hadn’t —Entonces no había pasa- happened then. Hit was a-layin’ right do. Entonces estaba ahí mis- there on the ground. And now she’s mo, en el suelo. Y ahora lo gittin’ ready to cook hit.” prepara para cocinarlo.

70 It is dark. I can hear wood, Está oscuro. Oigo el bosque, el silen- silence: I know them. But not living cio: los conozco bien. Pero ningún soni- sounds, not even him. It is as though do vivo; ni siquiera a él. Era como [90] the dark were resolving him out of si la oscuridad lo sacara de su integridad his integrity, into an unrelated convirtiéndose en una dispersión inco- 75 scattering of components-snuffings nexa de elementos: mucosidades y pa- and stampings; smells of cooling taleos; olor de carne tibia y pelo apes- flesh and ammoniac hair; an illusion tando a amoniaco; una ilusión de un con- of a coordinated whole of splotched junto coordinado de piel con manchas y

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hide and strong bones within which, huesos poderosos dentro de la cual, dis- detached and secret and familiar, an perso y secreto y familiar, hay un ser di- is different from my is. I see him ferente de mi ser. Le veo disolverse—las dissolve—legs, a rolling eye, a patas, un ojo muy abierto, manchas ale- 5 gaudy splotching like cold flames— gres como llamas frías— y flotar en la and float upon the dark in fading oscuridad en solución que se desvanece; solution; all one yet neither; all either todo uno y sin embargo ninguno; todos yet none. I can see hearing coil los dos pero ninguno. Veo con el oído que toward him, caressing, shaping his se enrosca hacia él, le acaricia, le da su 10 hard shape—fetlock, hip, shoulder forma definitiva: cernejas, lomo, and head; smell and sound. I am not brazuelo y cabeza; olor y sonido. No es- afraid. toy asustado.

“Cooked and et. Cooked and et.” —Guisado y comido. Guisado y comido. 15 14 DEWEY DELL (2) DEWEY DELL

HE could do so much for me if PODRÍA hacer tanto por mí sólo con Dewey Dell (2) 20 he just would. He could do quererlo. Sí, podría hacer cualquier cosa everything for me. It’s like por mí. Es como si para mí todo lo que Here we find Dewey Dell’s unspoken thoughts as she tub full of guts: an unpleasant everything in the world for me is hay en el mundo estuviera metido en un longingly watches Peabody, metaphor for a human being, a inside a tub full of guts, so that tonel lleno de tripas, de modo que uno wishing that he knew she needs body containing organs you wonder how there can be any se maravillaría de que en él hubiera sitio an abortion. Her reflections about 25 room in it for anything else very para cualquier otra cosa, por muy impor- the gulf between herself and the important. He is a big tub of guts tante que fuera. Sí, el mundo es un tonel Doctor make her aware of the and I am a little tub of guts and de tripas grande y yo soy un tonel de tri- separateness of their existences, and this leads to a more general if there is not any room for pas pequeño y si en un tonel de tripas consideration of the distance anything else important in a big grande no hay sitio para ninguna otra between herself and other people. 30 tub of guts, how can it be room cosa importante, ¿cómo puede haber si- in a little tub of guts. But I know tio en un tonel de tripas muy pequeño? it is there because God gave Pero yo sé que lo hay porque Dios les women a sign when something dio a las mujeres una señal para cuando has happened bad. ocurre algo malo. 35 COMMENTARY: It is It’s because I am alone. If I could Bueno, pues estoy sola. Si al me- apparent that the outwardly placid just feel it, it would be different, nos lo notara, sería distinto, porque Dewey Dell has been affected by because I would not be alone. But if I no estaría sola. Pero si no estuviera her mother’s death as deeply as were not alone, everybody would sola, todos lo sabrían. Y él podría Vardaman. Like her brother, she evinces an awareness of the 40 know it. And he could do so much hacer tanto por mí, y entonces yo no separateness of other people, ‘It’s for me, and then I would not be alone. estaría sola. Entonces incluso esta- because I am alone . . . alright Then I could be all right alone. ría bien aunque estuviera sola. alone’, but it is less acute than Vardaman’s and hinges on her I would let him come in between Le dejaría ponerse entre mí y sense of isolation. The ‘he’ to whom she refers in these lines is 45 me and Lafe, like Darl came in Lafe, como Darl se puso entre mí Peabody, who seems to her to between me and Lafe, and so Lafe is y Lafe, y por tanto Lafe también have her salvation in his hands but alone too. He is Lafe and I am Dewey está solo. El es Lafe y yo Dewey who is oblivious to her needs. In Dell, and when mother died I had to Dell, y cuando murió madre tuve que the third paragraph, Dewey Dell go beyond and outside of me and Lafe salir más allá y fuera, de mí y de Lafe y repeats the same ideas in a 50 and Darl to grieve because he could de Darl para sufrir [91]porque él podría different way, ‘he is Lafe and 1 do so much for me and he don’t know hacer tanto por mí y no se da cuenta. am Dewey Dell, and when mother died I had to go beyond and it. He don’t even know it. Ni siquiera se da cuenta. outside of me’. The idea of ‘going beyond’ herself in order to grieve From the back porch I cannot see Desde el porche de atrás no alcanzo a implies that Dewey Dell sees 55 the barn. Then the sound of Cash’s ver el granero. Luego el sonido de Cash herself as consisting of a complex sawing comes in from that way. It is serrando llega de esa dirección. Es como of feelings centred on her own like a dog outside the house, going un perro que, fuera de la casa, va de un predicament; to feel anything beyond that predicament involves back and forth around the house to sitio a otro alrededor de la casa, hacia going beyond the circle that is whatever door you come to, waiting cualquier puerta a la que uno se dirija, herself. It is clear from all this that 60 to come in. He said I worry more than esperando entrar. Dijo él: Me preocupa her mother’s death has made you do and I said You don’t know más que a ti y yo dije: No sabes lo que es Dewey Dell feel very isolated, what worry is so I can’t worry. I try preocuparse, así que no puedo preocupar- surrounded by men who do not to but I can’t think long enough to me. Lo intento pero no puedo concentrar- know and can never hope to understand her situation. worry. me lo bastante como para preocuparme. Dewey Dell is left, at the end 65 of the section, to face the I light the kitchen lamp. The Enciendo la lámpara de la cocina. El problems which she cannot really jagged adj. 1 with an unevenly cut or torn edge. 2 deeply indented; with sharp points. fish, cut into jagged pieces, pescado, cortado en trozos irregulares, formulate. The cow seems to act Lacerated irregularly. Dentado, mellado, raí- as a reminder of her own do, rasgado, irregular, bleeds quietly in the pan. I put it sangra tranquilamente en la sartén. Lo into the cupboard quick, listening meto rápidamente en la alacena, prestan- femininity, both because of its ac- tual sex and because its breath 70 into the hall, hearing. It took her do oído al zaguán, escuchando. Le llevó make Dewey Dell aware of her ten days to die; maybe she don’t diez días morir; puede que todavía no own shape, ‘the cow breathes know it is yet. Maybe she won’t sepa que ya le ha llegado la hora. Puede upon my hips and back, her breath go until Cash. Or maybe until que no quiera irse hasta que venga Cash. warm, sweet, stertorous, Jewel. I take the dish of greens O puede que hasta que venga Jewel. Saco moaning’. The world around her is threatening with the coming 75 from the cupboard and the el plato de verdura de la alacena y la ban- storm, but it is also as a result of bread-pan from the cold stove, deja del pan del horno apagado, y me Addie’s death, ‘dead earth, dead and I stop, watching the door. paro, mirando la puerta. darkness, dead air’. Inside herself, Dewey Dell feels utterly lost, unable to sense whether or not she

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“Where’s Vardaman?” Cash says. —¿Dónde está Vardaman? —dice is worrying, unable to know In the lamp his sawdusted arms look Cash. A la luz de lámpara sus brazos cu- whether or not she can cry. Her like sand. biertos de serrín parecen de arena. sneak: final words are ‘I feel like a wet seed wild in the hot blind earth’, an image which evokes her 5 “I don’t know. I ain’t seen him.” —Y yo qué sé. No lo he visto. fecundity, her sadness (she lees herself as wet) and the fact that “Peabody’s team run away. See if —El tiro de Peabody se ha escapado. the world seems to be you can find Vardaman. The horse A ver si encuentras a Vardaman. El ca- uncomfortable and oblivious to will let him catch him.” ballo se dejará coger por él. her troubles, ‘the hot blind earth’. 10 “Well. Tell them to come to supper.” —Bueno. Diles que vengan a cenar.

I cannot see the barn. I said, I don’t No alcanzo a ver el granero. Dije: know how to worry. I don’t know how No sé cómo preocuparme. No sé cómo 15 to cry. I tried, but I can’t. After a while llorar. Lo intenté, pero no puedo. Al the sound of the saw comes around, cabo de un rato llega el ruido de la coming dark along the ground in the sierra, llega a ras del suelo entre dustdark. Then I can see him, going la oscuridad polvorienta. Entonces le veo, up and down above the plank. arriba y abajo sobre el tablón. 20 “You come in to supper,” I say. —Entra a cenar —digo—. Avísale — “Tell him.” He could do everything lo podría hacer todo por mí. Y no se da for me. And he don’t know it. He is cuenta. El es sus tripas y yo soy las mías. his guts and I am my guts. And I am Y yo soy las tripas de Lafe. Eso es. No 25 Lafe’s guts. That’s it. I don’t see consigo entender por qué no se ha que- why he didn’t stay in town. We are dado en la ciudad. Somos gente del cam- country people not as good as town po, no tan buenos como la gente de la people. I don’t see why he didn’t. ciudad. No consigo entender por qué no Then I can see the top of the barn. se quedó. Luego alcanzo a ver la parte 30 The cow stands at the foot of the de arriba del granero. La vaca está al pie path, lowing. When I turn back, del sendero, mugiendo. Cuando me vuel- Cash is gone. vo, Cash se ha ido.

I carry the buttermilk in. Pa and Les llevo la cuajada. Padre y Cash y 35 Cash and he are at the table. él están a la mesa. [92]

“Where’s that big fish Bud caught, —¿Dónde está ese pez tan grande que sister?” he says. pescó Bud, hermana? —dice.

40 I set the milk on the table. Pongo la leche en la mesa. “I never had no time to cook it.” —No he tenido tiempo de guisarlo.

turnip greens: the leaves of a root “Plain turnip greens is mighty —Sólo nabos verdes es una comida vegetable used as food; grelos spindling eating for a man my size,” demasiado escasa para un hombre de mi spindling: (Am. English) long and thin, 45 he says. Cash is eating. About his tamaño —dice. Cash come. Alrededor de like a spindle (huso) head the print of his hat is sweated la cabeza el sombrero le ha dejado una into his hair. His shirt is blotched señal sudorosa en el pelo. Tiene la cami- with sweat. He has not washed his sa manchada de sudor. No se ha lavado hands and arms. las manos ni los brazos. 50 “You ought to took time,” pa says. —Debería haberte dado tiempo — “Where’s Vardaman?” dice padre—. ¿Dónde anda Vardaman?

I go toward the door. “I can’t find Voy hacia la puerta. 55 him.” —No lo encuentro.

“Here, sister,” he says; “never —Ven, hermana —dice él—, no te mind about the fish. It’ll save, I preocupes del pez. Para mí que no se es- reckon. Come on and sit down.” tropeará. Ven a sentarte. 60 minding: (Am. col.) caring about “I ain’t minding it,” I say. “I’m going —No me preocupa eso —digo yo—. Voy to milk before it sets in to rain.” a ordeñar antes de que empiece a llover.

Pa helps himself and pushes the Padre se sirve y pasa la fuen- 65 dish on. But he does not begin to te. Pero no empieza a comer. eat. His hands are half-closed on Tiene las manos medio cerradas either side of his plate, his head a cada lado del plato, la cabeza bowed a little, his awry hair un poco agachada, el pelo re- standing into the lamplight. He vuelto a la luz de la lámpara. Pa- the maul hits the steer: (Am. English) the wooden-headed 70 looks like right after the maul hits rece que es un buey al que le acaban hammer hits the cow the steer and it no longer alive and de dar la puntilla y ya no vive y sin maul to handle roughly. Atacar y malherir, maltratar, don’t yet know that it is dead. embargo no sabe que está muerto. estropear, magullar, destrozar BEAT, BRUISE, MAN- GLE But Cash is eating, and he is too. Pero Cash come, y él también. 75 “You better eat something,” he says. —Mejor comes algo —dice. Está He is looking at pa. “Like Cash and mirando a padre—.Como Cash y yo. me. You’ll need it.” Lo necesitas.

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“Ay,” pa says. He rouses up, like a —Eso —dice padre. Se despabila steer that’s been kneeling in a pond como un buey que ha estado arrodillado and you run at it. “She would not junto a la alberca y que se espanta—.Ella begrudge me it.” no me lo reprocharía. 5 When I am out of sight of the Cuando ya no me ven desde la casa, house, I go fast. The cow lows at the echo a correr. La vaca muge al pie del foot of the bluff. She nuzzles at me, despeñadero. Me empuja con el morro, snuffing, blowing her breath in a olfatea, echa una bocanada de aliento 10 sweet, hot blast, through my dress, dulce y caliente a través de mi vestido, against my hot nakedness, moaning. contra mi caliente desnudez; se queja. “You got to wait a little while. Then —Tienes que esperar un poco. Te I’ll tend to you.” She follows me into atenderé luego —me sigue dentro del the barn where I set the bucket down. granero donde dejo el cubo. Resopla en 15 She breathes into the bucket, el cubo, se queja—. Ya te lo dije. Tienes moaning. “I told you. You just got to que esperar. Tengo más cosas que hacer wait, now. I got more to do than I can de las que puedo atender. tend to.” The barn is dark. When I El granero está oscuro. Cuando pass, he kicks the wall a single blow. paso, da una coz a la pared [93]. Sigo. 20 I go on. The broken plank is like a La tabla rota es como una pálida tabla pale plank standing on end. Then I en punta. Entonces alcanzó a ver la la- can see the slope, feel the air moving dera, vuelvo a sentir el aire en la cara, on my face again, slow, pale, with lentamente; pálidos donde está menos lesser dark and with empty seeing, the oscuro, distingo los brotes de pino 25 pine clumps blotched up the tilted X que salpican de manchas la _____ slope, secret and waiting. ladera, en secreto y esperando.

The cow in silhouette against the La vaca, en silueta contra la puer- door puzzles at the silhouette of the ta, empuja con el morro la silueta del 30 bucket, moaning. cubo; se queja.

Then I pass the stall. I have almost Luego paso junto al establo. Casi lo passed it. I listen to it saying for a long he pasado. Escuchó largo rato lo que dice time before it can say the word and antes de que diga nada y la parte que es- 35 the listening part is afraid that there cucha tiene miedo de que no tenga tiem- may not be time to say it. I feel my po de decirlo. Noto que mi cuerpo, hue- body, my bones and flesh beginning sos y piel, empiezan a separarse y a abrir- to part and open upon the alone, and se a la soledad, y el proceso de interrum- the process of coming unalone is pir la soledad es terrible. Lafe. Lafe. 40 terrible. Lafe. Lafe. “Lafe” Lafe. Lafe. —Lafe —Lafe. Lafe. I lean a little forward, one foot Me inclino un poco hacía delante, avan- advanced with dead walking. I feel zando un pie con paso muerto. Noto que la the darkness rushing past my breast, oscuridad me pasa rápida por delante del past the cow; I begin to rush upon pecho, de la vaca; me pongo a correr ha- 45 the darkness but the cow stops me cia la oscuridad pero la vaca me para and the darkness rushes on upon the y la oscuridad me trae la dulce bo- sweet blast of her moaning breath, canada de su aliento quejumbroso, filled with wood and with silence. lleno de bosque y de silencio.

50 “Vardaman. You, Vardaman.” —Vardaman. Oye, Vardaman. sneak: (Am. English) a person who He comes out of the stall. “You Sale del pesebre. reveals another’s secrets durn little sneak! You durn little sneak!” —¡Maldito soplón! ¡Maldito soplón!

55 He does not resist; the last of No se resiste; la última acometida de rushing darkness flees whistling oscuridad se aleja volando y silbando. away. “What? I ain’t done nothing.” —¿Qué pasa? No he hecho nada. durn: (Am. col.) darned (mild cur- “You durn little sneak!” My hands —¡Maldito soplón! se) 60 shake him, hand. Maybe I couldn’t Mis manos le dan meneos. Puede que stop them. I didn’t know they could no consiga pararlas. No sabía que podían shake so hard. They shake both of us, dar unos meneos tan fuertes. Nos dan shaking. meneos a los dos al darle meneos.

65 “I never done it,” he says. “I never —Yo no lo hice —dice él—. Nunca touched them.” los he tocado.

My hands stop shaking him, but I Mis manos dejan de darle meneos, still hold him. “What are you doing pero todavía lo tengo agarrado. 70 here? Why didn’t you answer when I —¿Qué hacías aquí? ¿Por qué no res- called you?” pondiste cuando te llamaba?

“I ain’t doing nothing.” —No estaba haciendo nada.

75 “You go on to the house and get your supper.” —Vete a casa y ponte a cenar.

He draws back. I hold him. “You Se echa hacia atrás. Le agarro.

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quit now. You leave me be.” —Estate quieta. Déjame en paz. [94]

“What were you doing down here? You —¿Qué estabas haciendo aquí? didn’t come down here to sneak after me?” ¿Has venido a espiarme? 5 “I never. I never. You quit, now. I —No. No. Estate quieta. Ni si- didn’t even know you was down here. quiera sabía que estabas aquí. You leave me be.” Déjame en paz.

10 I hold him, leaning down to see his Le tengo agarrado; al agacharme a verle la face, feel it with my eyes. He is about cara, lo noto con los ojos. Está a punto de llorar. to cry. “Go on, now. I done put supper —Anda, vete. Te he puesto la cena y on and I’ll be there soon as I milk. volveré en cuanto ordeñe. Será mejor que You better go on before he eats vayas antes de que él se lo coma todo. team: a pair of horses for pulling a 15 everything up. I hope that team runs Espero que el tiro ya haya llegado hasta wagon or cart clean back to Jefferson.” el mismo Jefferson.

“He kilt her,” he says. He begins —La mató él —dice. Se pone a to cry. llorar. 20 “Hush.” —A callar.

“She never hurt him and he come —Ella nunca le hizo daño y él va y la and kilt her.” mata. 25 “Hush.” He struggles. I hold him. —A callar —se resiste. Le sujeto—. “Hush.” A callar.

“He kilt her.” The cow comes up —La mató él —la vaca se nos acerca 30 behind us, moaning. I shake him por detrás quejándose. Vuelvo a darle un again. meneo.

“You stop it, now. Right this —Déjalo ya. Ahora minute. You’re fixing to make mismo. Te vas a poner 35 yourself sick and then you can’t go malo y entonces no podrás ir a to town. You go on to the house and la ciudad . Ve t e a c a s a y eat your supper.” tómate la cena.

“I don’t want no supper. I don’t —No quiero cenar. No quiero ir a la 40 want to go to town.” ciudad.

“We’ll leave you here, then. —Bueno, entonces te dejaremos lessen: (Am. col.) unless Lessen you behave, we will aquí. O te portas bien, o te deja- leave you. Go on, now, before mos. Anda ya, antes de que ese 45 that old green-eating tub of guts viejo cubo de tripas comeverduras eats everything up from you.” se coma todo lo tuyo. He goes on, disappearing slowly into Echa a andar, y desaparece lentamen- the hill. The crest, the trees, the roof te en el cerro. La cresta, los árboles, el of the house stand against the sky. techo de la casa se destacan en el cielo. 50 The cow puzzles at me, moaning. La vaca me empuja, quejándose. “You’ll just have to wait. What you —Tendrás que esperar. Lo que tienes got in you ain’t nothing to what I got dentro no es nada comparado con lo que lle- in me, even if you are a woman too.” vo dentro yo, aunque también hembra. She follows me, moaning. Then the Me sigue, se queja. Luego el aire ca- 55 dead, hot, pale air breathes on my face liente, muerto, pálido me vuelve a so- again. He could fix it all right, if he plar en la cara. Si quisiera, podría just would. And he don’t even know arreglarlo todo. Y ni siquiera lo sabe. it. He could do everything for me if Podría hacerlo todo por mí si lo su- he just knowed it. The cow breathes piera. La vaca resopla en mis caderas 60 upon my hips and back, her breath y espalda su aliento caliente, dulce, stertorous: (of breathing) making warm, sweet, stertorous, moaning. jadeante, quejumbroso. El cielo se ha snoring noises, estertóreo The sky lies flat down the slope, upon posado en la ladera, sobre los secre- the secret clumps. Beyond the hill tos brotes. Más allá del cerro relám- sheet-lightning stains upward and pagos tiñen la parte de arriba y se des- 65 fades. The dead air shapes the dead vanecen. Aire muerto envuelve a la earth in the dead darkness, further tierra muerta en la oscuridad muerta, away than seeing shapes the dead y fuera de la vista envuelve a la tie- earth. It lies dead and warm upon me, rra muerta. El aire muerto y caliente touching me naked through my X pesa _____ sobre mí, y me alcanza por 70 clothes. I said You don’t know what debajo de la ropa. Yo dije: No sabes worry is. I don’t know what it is. I lo que es estar [95] preocupado. Yo don’t know whether I am worrying no sé lo que es. No sé si me pre- or not. Whether I can or not. I don’t ocupo o no. Si puedo o no. No sé know whether I can cry or not. I don’t si puedo llorar o no. No sé si lo he 75 know whether I have tried to or not. I intentado o no. Me siento como feel like a wet seed wild in the hot una semilla silvestre húmeda enci- blind earth. ma de la tierra caliente y ciega.

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15 15 VARDAMAN (2) VARDAMAN

WHEN they get it finished CUANDO la tengan terminada, irán Vardaman (2) 5 they are going to put her in it y la meterán dentro, y luego, durante and then for a long time I coudn’t mucho tiempo, no podré decirlo. He vis- This section consists of say it. I saw the dark stand up and to a la oscuridad que se levantaba y se Vardaman’s unspoken and go whirling away and I said marchaba haciendo remolinos y dije: unverbalised thoughts as he “Are you going to nail her up in —¿La vas a clavar dentro, Cash? watches his mother’s body being put into the coffin. 10 it, Cash? Cash? Cash?” I got shut ¿Cash? ¿Cash? —me quedé encerra- up in the crib the new door it was do en el pesebre. La nueva puerta era COMMENTARY: The too heavy for me it went shut I demasiado pesada para mí y se cerró confusion in this section indicates couldn’t breathe because the rat y no podía respirar porque la rata res- the enormous difficulties was breathing up all the air. I said piraba todo el aire. Dije—: ¿Vas a cla- Vardaman is having in trying to find some shape in his world now 15 “Are you going to nail it shut, varla y cerrarla, Cash? ¿La vas a cla- that it no longer contains his Cash? Nail it? Nail it?” var? ¿La vas a clavar? mother. The disorganisation of his thoughts is reflected in the Pa walks around. His shadow walks Padre anda por ahí. Su sombra anda breakdown of grammar and around, over Cash going up and down por ahí, por encima de Cash que sube y sense, ‘Because I am a country 20 above the saw, at the bleeding plank. baja la sierra sobre la tabla que sangra. boy because boys in town. Bicycles. Why do flour and lugar and coffee cost so much when he Dewey Dell said we will get some Dewey Dell dijo que tomaremos pláta- is a country boy’. The thoughts bananas. The train is behind the nos. El tren está detrás del cristal, rojo en- which crowd in upon him do glass, red on the track. When it runs cima de la vía. Cuando corre, la vía brilla contain some sort of perverted 25 the track shines on and off. Pa said aquí y allá. Padre dijo que la harina y el logic. In a separate grouping, we flour and sugar and coffee costs so azúcar y el café cuestan mucho. Porque yo find thoughts of confinement, of much. Because I am a country boy soy un chico del campo por culpa de los his own inability to breathe when enclosed in a small space and of because boys in town. Bicycles. Why chicos de la ciudad. Bicicletas. ¿Por qué the problems his mother will do flour and sugar and coffee cost so cuestan tanto la harina y el azúcar y el café experience in breathing in the 30 much when he is a country boy. cuando uno es un chico del campo? coffin. ruther: (Am. col.) would rather “Wouldn’t you ruther have some —¿No preferirías plátanos en lugar de From this, he goes on to think bananas instead?” Bananas are gone, eso? —los plátanos se han ido, comidos. that the object in the bed is not eaten. Gone. When it runs on the track Idos. Cuando corre, la vía brilla otra vez. his mother, ‘she went away when the other one laid down in her bed shines again. “Why ain’t I a town boy, —¿Por qué no soy un chico de la and drew the quilt up’, and begins 35 ‘ pa?” I said God made me. I did not ciudad, padre? —dije. Me hizo Dios. to wonder where his real mother said to God to made me in the No le dije a Dios que me hiciera chico has gone, whether she has gone country. If He can make the train, why del campo. Si puede hacer el tren, ¿por farther than the town. In the final can’t He make them all in the town qué no hace que todos sean chicos de paragraph, Vardaman links up the because flour and sugar and coffee. ciudad con harina y azúcar y café? dead fish with his dead mother, ‘then it wasn’t and she was, and 40 “Wouldn’t you ruther have bananas?” —¿No preferirías los plátanos? now it is and she wasn’t’, trying all the time to find where she is He walks around. His shadow Anda por ahí. Su sombra and what death means. He seems walks around. anda por ahí. to believe that the death of his mother and the fish are closely linked and that Vernon Tull, who 45 It was not her. I was there, looking. Eso no era ella. Yo estaba allí, mira- saw the dead fish, will be able to I saw. I thought it was her, but it was ba. Lo vi. Creí que eso era ella, pero no confirm this. not. It was not my mother. She went era. Eso no era mi madre. Ella se marchó away when the other one laid down in [96] cuando la otra se echó en la cama y her bed and drew the quilt up. She went estiró la colcha. Se marchó. 50 away. “Did she go as far as town?” —¿Habrá llegado hasta el pueblo? “She went farther than town.” —Se fue más lejos todavía. “Did all those rabbits and —¿Y todos esos conejos y possums: (Am. English) opossums, possums go farther than zarigüeyas se van tan lejos? small animals town?” God made the rabbits Dios hizo a los conejos y a las 55 and possums. He made the train. zarigüeyas. Hizo el tren. ¿Para qué va a Why must He make a different place for hacer un sitio diferente para que vayan them to go if she is just like the rabbit. si ella es igual que los conejos?

Pa walks around. His shadow Padre anda por ahí. Lo mismo su som- 60 does. The saw sounds like it is bra. La sierra suena como si estuviera asleep. durmiendo.

And so if Cash nails the box up, Y entonces Cash clava la caja por arri- she is not a rabbit. And so if she is ba y ella no es un conejo. Y si ella no es 65 not a rabbit I couldn’t breathe in the un conejo y yo no podía respirar en el crib and Cash is going to nail it up. pesebre y Cash se pone a clavarla por And so if she lets him it is not her. I arriba. Y si ella le deja es que no es ella. know. I was there. I saw when it did Lo sé. Yo estaba allí. Yo vi cuando eso not be her. I saw. They think it is and ya no era ella. Lo vi. Ellos creen que sí 70 Cash is going to nail it up. es y Cash va a clavar la tapa.

It was not her because it was laying Eso no era ella porque eso estaba right yonder in the dirt. And now it’s tirado por ahí, entre la porquería. Y all chopped up. I chopped it up. It’s ahora todo está cortado en pedazos. Lo 75 laying in the kitchen in the corté yo. Está en la cocina, sangrando bleeding pan, waiting to be cooked en la sartén, esperando a que lo coci- and et. Then it wasn’t and she was, nen y se lo coman. Entonces eso no and now it is and she wasn’t. And estaba aquí y ella sí estaba, y ahora

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to-morrow it will be cooked and et está eso y ella no está. Y mañana lo and she will be him and pa and Cash cocinarán y se lo comerán y ella será and Dewey Dell and there won’t be él, y padre y Cash y Dewey Dell, y en anything in the box and so she can la caja no habrá nada y así podrá res- 5 breathe. It was laying right yonder on pirar. Eso estaba por ahí tirado en el the ground. I can get Vernon. He was suelo. Puedo preguntarle a Vernon. El there and he seen it, and with both of estaba allí y lo vio, y eso estará con us it will be and then it will not be. nosotros dos y luego no estará.

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IT was nigh to midnight and it had ERA cerca de la medianoche y ya Tull (2) set in to rain when he woke us. It had estaba lloviendo cuando nos despertó. misdoubtful: (Am. col.) disturbing This section consists of Vernon 15 been a misdoubtful night, with the Había sido una noche inquietante, Tull’s unspoken thoughts on the storm making; a night when a fellow amenazando tormenta; una noche en evening of Addie’s death. After looks for most anything to happen que uno espera que pase algo antes de midnight, Vernon hears a noise before he can get the stock fed and poder recoger el ganado y llegar a casa and finds Vardaman standing himself to the house an supper et and y cenar y meterse en cama, con la llu- outside, soaking wet and talking 20 in bed with the rain starting, and via empezando a caer, así que cuando unintelligibly about a fish. Cora when Peabody’s team come up, llega el tiro de Peabody, cubierto de and Vernon take him back to his home where Vernon is put to work lathered: covered in sweat lathered, with the broke harness espuma, con los arneses rotos arras- nailing Addie into her coffin. dragging and the neck-yoke betwixt trando y con el yugo entre las patas del Vardaman tries to make it easier critter’s: (Am. col.) creature’s the off critter’s legs, Cora says animal de la derecha, Cora dice: [97] for her to ‘breathe’ by boring 25 “It’s Addie Bundren. She’s gone at —Es Addie Bundren. Por fin se ha holes in the coffin lid. After dawn, last.” ido. Vernon gets home, still upset by Vardaman’s odd behaviour, but mought: (Am. col.) might trying to accept Cora’s insistence “Peabody mought have been to ere —Peabody podría estar en cualquie- that Vardaman’s behaviour is the a one of a dozen houses hereabouts,” ra de la docena de casas de los alrededo- judgement of God on Anse 30 I says. “Besides, how do you know res —digo yo—. Además, ¿cómo sabes Bundren but that they, the Tulls, it’s Peabody’s team?” que es el tiro de Peabody? are so good that no such judgement will ever be passed on “Well, ain’t it?” she says. “You —Pero ¿es que no lo es? —dice ella— them. hitch up, now.” . Anda, ve enganchando. 35 “What for?” I says. “If she is gone, —¿Para qué? —digo yo—. Si Addie we can’t do nothing till morning. And se ha ido, hasta mañana no podemos ha- it fixing to storm too. cer nada. Amenaza tormenta, además. COMMENTARY: The impression that Vernon Tull is a sympathetic man is continued in 40 “It’s my duty,” she says. “You put —Es mi obligación —dice ella—. this section. Vardaman’s distress the team in. Trae la yunta. upsets him deeply, making him think about ‘the sorrows and But I wouldn’t do it. “It Pero yo no quería. afflictions in this world’. Tull’s stands to reason they’d send for —Es más sensato que manden por attempts at thought, however, serve only to reveal how limited 45 us if they needed us. You don’t nosotros si nos necesitan. Todavía no he is in his potential for thought. even know she’s gone yet.” sabes si se ha ido. He relies heavily on the words of his wife and generally believes “Why, don’t you know that’s —¿No sabes que es el tiro de that ‘the Lord aimed for him Peabody’s team? Do you claim it Peabody? ¿Atrévete a decir que no lo es? (man) to do and not to spend too 50 ain’t? Well, then.” But I wouldn’t go. Por lo tanto... —pero yo no quería ir. much time thinking’. When folks wants a fellow, it’s best Cuando la gente necesita a un vecino, es Apart from giving an insight into Tull’s character, this section to wait till they sends for him, I’ve mejor, según mi experiencia, esperar has- shows the reader the outward found. “It’s my Christian duty,” Cora ta que manden por él—. Es un deber de efects of the inner turmoil which says. “Will you stand between me and cristiana —dice Cora—. ¿Te vas a meter we saw in Vardaman (2). Having 55 my Christian duty?” entre mis deberes de cristiana y yo? seen what is going on in Vardaman’s mind, we now see the “You can stay there all day —Mañana, si quieres, puedes pasarte little boy set against the back- ground of other people, people to-morrow, if you want,” I says. allí el día entero —digo yo. who fail to understand what he feels. 60 So when Cora waked me it had Conque cuando Cora me despertó set in to rain. Even while I was go- había empezado a llover. Ni cuando ing to the door with the lamp and it iba a la puerta con la lámpara y ésta shining on the glass so he could see brillaba en el cristal para que pudiera I am coming, it kept on knocking. ver que me acercaba dejó de llamar. 65 Not loud, but steady, like he might No fuerte, pero sin parar, como si se hu- sleep thumping: banging whilst have gone to sleep thumping, but I biera quedado dormido mientras llamaba, walking in sleep never noticed how low down on the pero no me di cuenta de lo abajo que door the knocking was till I opened llamaban de la puerta hasta que abrí it and never seen nothing. I held the y no vi nada. Levanté la lámpara y 70 lamp up, with the rain sparkling across la lluvia relucía delante de ella y de it and Cora back in the hall saying Cora que, detrás, en el zaguán, decía: “Who is it, Vernon?” but I —¿Quién es, Vernon? couldn’t see nobody a-tall Pero al principio no conseguí ver a at first until I looked down nadie en absoluto; no hasta que me aga- 75 and around the door, lower- ché y miré la parte de abajo de la puerta, ing the lamp. bajando la lámpara.

He looked like a drowned puppy, Parecía un perrillo ahogado, con su

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in them overalls, without no hat, mono, sin gorro, salpicado hasta las ro- splashed up to his knees where he had dillas pues había tenido que andar seis walked them four miles in the mud. kilómetros por el barro. “Well, I’ll be durned,” I says. —Bueno, que me maten... —digo yo. 5 “Who is it, Vernon?” Cora says. —¿Quién es, Vernon? —dice Cora.

He looked at me, his eyes round Me miraba con sus ojos redondos y and black in the middle like when negros como cuando se lanza un rayo de 10 you throw a light in a owl’s face. luz a la cara de una lechuza. [98] “You mind that ere fish,” he says. —Tenga cuidado con el pez —dice.

“Come in the house,” I says. “What —Entra a casa —digo yo—. ¿Qué is it? Is your maw——” pasa? Es que tu madre... 15 “Vernon,” Cora says. —Vernon —dice Cora.

He stood kind of around behind the Seguía más o menos a un lado de la door, in the dark. The rain was puerta, en la oscuridad. La lluvia golpea- 20 blowing on to the lamp, hissing on it ba la lámpara, sonando en ella de tal modo so I am scared every minute it’ll que a cada minuto temía que se rompiera. break. “You was there,” he says. “You —Usted estaba allí —dice él—. Us- seen it.” ted lo vio.

25 Then Cora come to the door. “You Entonces Cora sale a la puerta. come right in outen the rain,” she —Ven ahora mismo y quítate de la says, pulling him in and him watching lluvia —le dice, tirando de él que me me. He looked just like a drowned miraba. Parecía un perrillo ahogado— puppy. “I told you,” Cora says. “I told .Ya te lo había dicho —dice Cora—. Te 30 you it was a-happening. You go and había dicho lo que estaba pasando. Vete hitch.” a aparejar.

“But he ain’t said——” I says. —Pero si él no ha dicho... —digo yo.

35 He looked at me, dripping on to Me miraba, chorreando en el suelo. the floor. “He’s a-raining the rug,” —Me está destrozando la estera — Cora says. “You go get the team while dice Cora—. Vete a traer la yunta mien- I take him to the kitchen.” tras me lo llevo a la cocina.

40 But he hung back, dripping, Pero él se soltó, chorreando, obser- watching me with them eyes. vándome sin quitarme ojo. “You was there. You seen it laying —Usted estaba allí. Usted lo ha visto there. Cash is fixing to nail her allí tirado. Cash lo está preparando todo up, and it was a-laying right there para clavarla y el pez estaba allí mismo 45 on the ground. You seen it. You tirado en el suelo. Usted lo vio. Vio la seen the mark in the dirt. The rain marca que dejó en el polvo. La lluvia no never come up till after I was empezó hasta después de venir camino a-coming here. So we can get back de aquí. Así que puede que lleguemos a in time.” tiempo. 50 I be durn if it didn’t give me the ______the creeps: (col.) an unnerving feeling creeps, even when I didn’t know yet. ______But Cora did. “You get that team X ______quick as you can,” she says. “He’s ______55 outen his head with grief and worry.” ______

I be durn if it didn’t give me the Maldita sea, me dieron escalofríos. creeps. Now and then a fellow gets De vez en cuando se piensan cosas. to thinking. About all the sorrows and En el dolor y tristeza de este mundo; 60 afflictions in this world; how it’s en cómo son capaces de golpear en liable to strike anywhere, like cualquier parte, como el relámpago. lightning. I reckon it does take a Para mí que hay que confiar mucho powerful trust in the Lord to guard a en el Señor para estar prote- fellow, though sometimes I think that gido, aunque a veces creo que a mite: a little, small quantity, pizca 65 Cora’s a mite over-cautious, like she Cora es un poquito precavida en exceso, [ácaro / chiquillo] was trying to crowd the other folks como si tratara de apartar a los de- away and get in closer than anybody más y estar más cerca que nadie. Pero else. But then, when something like luego, cuando pasa algo como esto, this happens, I reckon she is right and para mí que tiene razón y hay que 70 you got to keep after it and I reckon hacer lo que dice y para mí que es una I am blessed in having a wife that bendición tener una mujer que siem- ever strives for sanctity and pre se esfuerza por conseguir la san- well-doing like she says I am. tidad y que me dice cómo obrar bien.

75 Now and then a fellow gets to De vez en cuando se piensan co- thinking about it. Not often, sas. No con demasiada frecuencia, though. Which is a good thing. For sin embargo. Lo que es una buena the Lord aimed for him to do and cosa. Pues el Señor quiere que obre-

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not to spend too much time think- mos y no perdamos demasiado tiem- ing, because his brain it’s like a po pensando, porque nuestro cerebro piece of machinery: it won’t stand es como una pieza [99] de relojería: racking: stretching a whole lot of racking. It’s best no necesita estar siempre en marcha. 5 when it all runs along the same, Es mejor cuando funciona siempre doing the day’s work and not no igual, cuando hace su tarea diaria y one part used no more than needful. no usa ninguna de sus partes más de I have said and I say again, that’s lo necesario. Lo he dicho y lo vuel- ever living thing the matter with vo a decir, que eso es lo que le pasa 10 Darl: he just thinks by himself too a Darl: piensa demasiado. Cora tie- much. Cora’s right when she says ne razón cuando dice que lo único all he needs is a wife to straighten que necesita es una mujer que lo en- him out. And when I think about derece. Y cuando pienso en eso, that, I think that if nothing but pienso que si sólo el matrimonio pue- 15 being married will help a man, he’s de ayudar a un hombre, este hombre durn nigh hopeless. But I reckon está casi perdido. Pero para mí que Cora’s right when she says the Cora tiene razón cuando dice que la reason the Lord had to create razón por la que el Señor creó a la women is because man don’t know mujer es porque el hombre no sabe 20 his own good when he sees it. lo que le conviene aunque lo vea.

When I come back to the house Cuando vuelvo a casa con el with the team, they was in the tiro, estaban en la cocina. Ella se kitchen. She was dressed on top of había vestido encima del camisón, 25 her nightgown with a shawl over y se había puesto un chal en la ca- her head and her umbrella and her beza, y llevaba el paraguas y la Bible wrapped up in the oilcloth, Biblia envuelta en hule, y él, sen- and him sitting on a up-turned tado en un cubo boca abajo enci- bucket: pail bucket on the stove-zinc where she ma del fogón, donde le había pues- 30 had put him, dripping on to the floor. to ella, seguía goteando al suelo. “I can’t get nothing outen him except —No consigo sacarle más que algo about a fish,” she says. “It’s a de un pez —dice Cora—. Es un casti- judgment on them. I see the hand of go de Dios. Veo que Dios ha puesto the Lord upon this boy for Anse su mano sobre este chico para casti- 35 Bundren’s judgment and warning.” go y advertencia de Anse Bundren.

“The rain never come up till after —No empezó a llover hasta después I left,” he says. “I had done left. I was de irme —dice él—. Ya me había mar- on the way. And so it was there in the chado. Estaba de camino. Y eso estaba 40 dust. You seen it. Cash is fixing to allí, en el polvo. Usted lo vio. Cash se nail her, but you seen it.” prepara a clavarla, pero usted lo vio.

When we got there it was raining Cuando llegamos llovía con fuerza, hard, and him sitting on the seat y él iba en el asiento entre nosotros, en- 45 between us, wrapped up in Cora’s vuelto en el chal de Cora. No había di- shawl. He hadn’t said nothing else, cho nada más, limitándose a sentarse just sitting there with Cora holding allí con Cora tapándole con el paraguas. the umbrella over him. Now and then De cuando en cuando Cora dejaba de Cora would stop singing long enough canturrear lo suficiente para decir: «Es 50 to say “It’s a judgment on Anse un castigo de Dios a Anse Bundren. Bundren. May it show him the path Puede que esto le enseñe que no se debe of sin he is a-trodding.” Then she seguir el camino del pecado.» Luego would sing again, and him sitting volvía a canturrear, y él sentado entre there between us, leaning forward a nosotros, un poco inclinado hacia de- 55 little like the mules couldn’t go fast lante como si las mulas no fueran lo enough to suit him. bastante deprisa para su gusto.

“It was laying right yonder,” he —Eso estaba por allí tirado — says, “but the rain come up after I dice—, pero la lluvia no empezó has- 60 taken and left. So I can go and open ta que cogí y me fui. Conque puedo the windows, because Cash ain’t ir y abrir las ventanas, porque Cash nailed her yet.” todavía no la ha clavado.

It was long a-past midnight when Hacía tiempo que había pasado la 65 we drove the last nail, and almost medianoche cuando pusimos el último dust-dawn when I got back home clavo, y casi amanecía cuando volví and taken the team out and got back casa y desuncí el tiro y volví a acostar- in bed, with Cora’s nightcap laying me; el gorro de dormir de Cora descan- on the other pillow. And be durned saba en la otra almohada. Y que me 70 if even then it wasn’t like I could condene si incluso entonces no parecía still hear Cora singing and feel that que seguía oyendo canturrear a Cora y boy leaning forward between us notando al niño echado hacia adelante, like he was ahead of the mules, and entre nosotros como si fuera delante de still see Cash going up and down las mulas, y todavía veía a Cash dale 75 with that saw, and Anse standing que dale a la sierra, y a Anse allí de pie there like a scarecrow, like he was como un espantapájaros, como un a steer standing knee-deep in a buey que se hubiera hundido hasta el pond and somebody come by and corvejón en un charco y se le acercara

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set the pond up on edge and he ain’t al guien y lo sacara al borde y él si- missed it yet. guiera sin reaccionar.

It was nigh toward daybreak when Casi iba a romper el día cuando pu- 5 we drove the last nail and toted it into simos el último clave y llevamos la caja the house, where she was laying on dentro de la casa, donde ella estaba the bed with the window open and the tumbada en la cama con la ventana rain blowing on her again. Twice he abierta y la lluvia cayéndo le encima. did it, and him so dead for sleep that Dos veces la abrió y estaba tan muerto 10 Cora says his face looked like one of de sueño que Cora dice que su cara pa- these here Christmas masks that had recía una careta de Navidad que han done been buried a while and then dug tenido enterrada y luego la sacaron, up, until at last they put her into it hasta que por fin la metieron dentro y and nailed it down so he couldn’t la clavaron de modo que él no pudiera 15 open the window on her no more. And volver a dejarla a la intemperie. Y a la the next morning they found him in mañana siguiente lo encontraron tum- felled steer: (Am. English) a dead his shirt-tail laying asleep on the floor bado en el suelo en camisa dormido cow like a felled steer, and the top of the como un buey muerto, y la tapa de box bored clean full of holes and la caja llena de agujeros y el auger: an instrument for making 20 Cash’s new auger broke off in the berbiquí nuevo de Cash roto en el úl- holes in wood last one. When they taken the lid timo de ellos. Cuando levantaron la off they found that two of them tapa descubrieron que dos de los had bored on into her face. taladros le habían agujereado la cara.

25 If it’s a judgment, it ain’t right. Si esto es un castigo de Dios, no es Because the Lord’s got more to do justo. Porque el Señor tiene cosas mejo- than that. He’s bound to have. res que hacer. A la fuerza tiene que te- Because the only burden Anse nerlas. Porque la única carga de Anse Bundren’s ever had is himself. Bundren no ha sido más que él mismo. Y 30 And when folks talks him low, I cuando la gente habla mal de él pienso think to myself he ain’t that less para mis adentros que de haber sido me- of a man or he couldn’t a bore nos hombre de lo que es no habría aguan- himself this long. tado tanto.

35 It ain’t right. I be durn if it is. No hay derecho. Que me condene Because He said Suffer little si lo hay. Porque que El dijera: De- children to come unto Me don’t jad que los niños se acerquen a Mí, make it right, neither. Cora said, no lo arregla tampoco. Cora dijo: “I have bore you what the Lord God —Te he dado lo que me mandó Dios 40 sent me. I faced it without fear nor Nuestro Señor. Lo he afrontado sin mie- terror because my faith was strong in do ni terror porque mi fe en el Señor bolster cabezal m; almohadón m (con forma cilíndri- ca) (also bolster up) reforzar [+ morale] levantar the Lord, a-bolstering and sustaining era firme, y me sostuvo y ayudó. Si no 1 : a long pillow or cushion 2 : a structural part designed to eliminate friction me. If you have no son, it’s because tienes un hijo es porque el Señor, con or provide support or bearing the Lord has decreed otherwise in His su sabiduría, ha decretado que no lo 1 : to support with or as if with a bolster : REINFORCE 2 : to give a boost to been a open book to ere a man or un libro abierto para cualquier hom- woman among His creatures because bre o mujer, criaturas suyas, porque I trust in my God and my reward.” confío en mi Dios y en mi recompensa.

50 I reckon she’s right. I reckon if Para mí que ella tiene sazón. Para there’s ere a man or woman anywhere mí que si hay un hombre o una mujer that He could turn it all over to and en que É1 pueda descansar y confiar, go away with His mind at rest, it no puede ser nadie más que Cora. Y would be Cora. And I reckon she para mí que ella haría unos cuantos 55 would make a few changes, no matter cambios sin importarle cómo había how He was running it. And I reckon dispuesto É1 las cosas. Y para mí que they would be for man’s good. redundarían en bien de los hombres. Leastways, we would have to like Al menos, nos tendrían que gustar. Al them. Leastways, we might as well menos podríamos comportarnos así y 60 go on and make like we did. hacer como si nos gustaran.

17 D A R L (6) DARL

a stump: the remains of a tree trunk 65 THE lantern sits on a stump. EL farol está encima de un tocón. Darl (6) Rusted, grease-fouled, bits cracked Oxidado, sucio de grasa, con el chimney smeared on one side with a tubo roto y manchado de barro, y This section consists of Darl’s soaring smudge of soot, it sheds a uno de los lados tiznado de hollín, unspoken and unverbalised feeble and sultry glare upon the arroja una luz débil y cálida sobre thoughts as he reconstructs in great detail the scene which takes 70 trestles and the boards and the los caballetes y las tablas y la tierra place after the Tulls have returned adjacent earth. Upon the dark ground adyacente. Encima del oscuro suelo las with Vardaman to the farm. At the the chips look like random smears virutas parecen borrones de color páli- end of the section, he returns to of soft pale paint on a black canvas. do suave pintados al azar en un lienzo the present and wonders about the The boards look like long smooth negro. Las tablas parecen largos y pu- status of the words ‘is’ and ‘was’ in relation to people. 75 tatters torn from the flat darkness lidos andrajos desgarrados de la chata and turned backside out. oscuridad y puestos al revés.

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moving back and forth, lifting and placing va y viene, levanta y coloca las tablas que COMMENTARY: Instead of clatter estrépito n. a rattling noise (often produced the planks with long clattering producen largas reverberaciones restallantes allowing the reader to see these by rapid movement); “the shutters clattered against events directly, Faulkner chooses the house”; “the clatter of iron wheels on reverberations in the dead air as en el aire muerto igual que si estuvie- cobblestones” to present them through the eyes v. clatter hacer ruido estrepitoso, clack, brattle though he were lifting and dropping ra levantándolas y luego dejándolas of the absent Darl. This serves a make a rattling sound; “clattering dishes” 5 them at the bottom of an invisible caer al fondo de un pozo invisible, 1 : to make a rattling sound 2 : to talk noisily or rapidly 3 : to well, the sounds ceasing without donde cesan los sonidos sin desapare- strengthens our idea of how move or go with a clatter pound, thump departing, as if any movement might cer del todo, como si algún movimiento obsessed Darl is with his home dislodge [stone, obstruction] sacar, extraer dislodge them from the immediate los desalojara del aire inmediato con and his mother and it gives the [party, ruler] desbancar = cause to fall) hacer caer reader a description of the events to remove from or leave a lodging place, hiding pla- air in reverberant repetition. He saws reverberaciones repetidas. Vuelve a se- ce, or previously fixed position in the words of the best observer 10 again, his elbow flashing slowly, a rrar, su codo relampaguea lentamente, in the book. Absent though he is, thin thread of fire running along una fina hebra de fuego recorre los Darl’s imaginings are as the edge of the saw, lost and dientes de la sierra, se pierde y se re- meticulous as his actual recovered at the top and bottom of cupera en cada uno de los extremos con observations. In Darl’s each stroke in unbroken elongation, cada golpe en continua prolongación, reconstruction, the scene takes on surrealistic undertones, grotesque 15 so that the saw appears to be six de modo que la sierra parece que mide shadows throwing things out of feet long, into and out of pa’s dos metros de largo, al entrar y salir de proportion, the image lit by the shabby and aimless silhoutte. la silueta miserable e inútil de padre. lurid (fantasmagórica) light of the “Give me that Plank,” Cash —Deme esa tabla —dice lightning and the rain sweeping says. “No; the other one.” Cash—. No; la otra. the figures along in a way which 20 He puts the saw down and comes and Deja la sierra y va y coge la ta- anticipates the scene in the river. picks up the plank he wants, sweeping bla que quiere, borrando a padre con Of all the characters in the book, only Darl could credibly be given pea away with the long swinging el alargado resplandor oscilante the unverbalised response to the gleam of the balanced board. de la tabla equilibrada. events which brings out all the macabre and surreal elements in 25 The air smells like sulphur. Upon E1 aire huele como a azufre. Encima them. impalpable: incapable of being the impalpable plane of it their de su impalpable superficie las sombras The last paragraph contains touched or felt shadows form as upon a wall, as se disponen como encima de una pared, Darl’s personal attempt to resolve the problem of his own existence, though like sound they had not gone como si, al igual que los sonidos, no fue- a problem brought to mind not ruffle very far away in falling but had ran a caer muy lejos, sino que meramen- only by the impending death of — v. arrugar, agitar, rizar, despeinar encrespar, eri- zar, descomponer, perturbar, ofender, alisar 30 merely congealed for a moment, te se cuajaran durante un momento, in- his mother but also by his own 1tr. disturb the smoothness or tranquillity of. situation. Settling down to sleep 2tr. upset the calmness of (a person). immediate and musing. Cash works mediato y contemplativo. Cash trabaja 3tr. gather (lace etc.) into a ruffle. on, half turned into the feble light, one medio vuelto hacia la débil luz, un mus- in a strange place, Darl wonders 4tr. (often foll. by up) (of a bird) erect (its feathers) in about the difference between the anger, display, etc. thigh and one pole-thin arm braced, lo y un brazo delgado como un palo en 5intr. undergo ruffling. sleeping state and the state of not- 6intr. lose smoothness or calmness. his face sloped into the light with a tensión, la cara hundida en la luz con being, that is, death. ‘And when — n. arruga, volante fruncido, rizo 1 an ornamental gathered or goffered frill of lace etc. 35 rapt, dynamic immobility above his arrobada y dinámica inmovilidad enci- you are filled for sleep . . . And worn at the opening of a garment esp. round the tireless elbow. Below the sky ma de su codo infatigable. Bajo el cielo then I must be . . .’, these lines wrist, breast, or neck. ruffled skirt=falda de volantes;(o pechera o manga de volantes) sheet-lightning slumbers lightly; los relámpagos se adormecen levemen- contain an odd, apparently 2 perturbation, bustle. unintelligible reflection on the 3 a rippling effect on water. against it the trees, motionless, are te; contra éste los árboles, inmóviles, 4 the ruff of a bird etc. (see ruff 1 2). ruffled out to the last twig, swollen, agitan hasta su última rama, hinchados, meaning of existence. They hinge 5Mil. a vibrating drum-beat. on the words ‘is’ and ‘was’ and quick with young: pregnant 40 increased as though quick with desarrollados como una súbita juven- on the confirmation of the young. tud existence of anything or anyone by some agency beyond that thing It begins to rain. The first Se pone a llover. Las primeras gotas, or person. Thus the wagon sitting harsh, sparse, swift drops rush desaparecidas, dispersas, repentinas, re- outside in the rain ‘is’ in Darl’s terminology because the falling 45 through the leaves and across the corren rápidamente las hojas y caer al rain takes on the shape of the ground in a long sigh, as though suelo con un largo suspiro, como libera- wagon. When he sets out to go to of relief from intolerable sus- das de una incertidumbre insoportable. sleep, he abandons his ‘shape’, buckshot: the pellets used in a gun pense. They are big as buckshot, Son como grandes perdigones, calientes ceases to have his existence warm as though fired from a gun; igual que si las hubiera disparado una confirmed by any outside agency. 50 they sweep across the lantern in a escopeta; se deslizan por el farol con un In the end, Darl uses a variation vicious 1 bad-tempered, spiteful (a vicious dog; vicious vicious hissing. Pa lifts his face, siseo maligno. Padre levanta la cara, bo- of the ‘I think therefore I am’ remarks). 2 violent, severe (a vicious attack). 3 of the notion to confirm his own nature of or addicted to vice. 4 (of language or slackmouthed, the wet black rim of quiabierto, el cerco negro y húmedo del reasoning etc.) faulty or unsound. existence, ‘I must be, or I could Malicioso, horroroso, feroz, despiadado snuff plastered close along the base rapé emplastado a lo largo de la base de not empty myself for sleep’. This vicious feroz, salvaje, fiero, despiadado, sangui- nario, virulento, atroz, malicioso, malintencio- of his gums; from behind his sus encías; desde detrás de su boca abier- meditation on the nature of nado, nefasto, fatal, abominable, depravado 55 slackfaced astonishment he muses as ta por el asombro suelta palabras existence takes place at an though from beyond time, upon the entrecortadas, como si llegaran desde unspoken but not an unverbalised ultimate outrage. Cash looks once más allá del tiempo, acerca de esta afren- level, for the terms are simple although the ideas are complex. at the sky, then at the lantern. ta definitiva. Cash mira al cielo, luego al When we come to Addie’s The saw has not faltered, the running farol. La sierra no ha callado, el resplan- section, we see that Darl’s doubts pistoning: (neologism) going back 60 gleam of its pistoning edge unbroken. dor móvil de sus dientes no se ha roto. about his own existence have a and forwards like a piston “Get something to cover the —Traiga algo para tapar el great deal to do with the tension lantern,” he says. farol —dice. between words and deeds, between terms and ideas. This sections gives us an early Pa goes to the house. The rain Padre va a casa. La lluvia aumenta indication of the nature of his 65 rushes suddenly down, without de repente, sin truenos, sin aviso de nin- problem and also, in passing, thunder, without warning of any sort; gún tipo; la lluvia lo barre contra el bor- reveals the lonely inner depths of he is swept on to the porch upon the de del porche, y en un instante Cash his character. edge of it and in an instant Cash is wet queda calado hasta los huesos. Con todo, to the skin. Yet the motion of the saw no ha cesado el movimiento de la sie- 70 has not faltered, as though it and the rra, como si ésta y el brazo funciona- arm functioned in a tranquil conviction sen con la tranquila convicción de que that rain was an illusion of the mind. la lluvia era una ilusión mental. Lue- Then he puts down the saw and goes go deja la sierra y va y se agacha en- and crouches above the lantern, cima del farol, potegiéndolo con el 75 shielding it with his body, his back cuerpo; su espalda aparece flaca y scrawny bony, lean, scraggy ( 1 thin and bony, des- shaped lean and scrawny by his wet esquelética bajo la camisa empapada carnado adj. 2 Enjuto, flaco y descolorido 3 being lean and long) shirt as though he had been abruptly como si se le hubiese vuelto bruscamente turned wrong-side out, shirt and all. del revés, con camisa y todo. [103]

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Pa returns. He is wearing Jewel’s Padre vuelve. Se ha puesto el imper- raincoat and carrying Dewey Dell’s. meable de Jewel y trae el de Dewey Dell. Squatting over the lantern, Cash Protegiendo el farol, Cash se echa hacia 5 reaches back and picks up four sticks atrás y coge cuatro palos y los clava en and drives them into the earth and el suelo y le quita a padre el impermea- takes Dewey Dell’s raincoat from pa and ble de Dewey Dell y lo despliega encima spreads it over the sticks, forming a roof de los palos, formando un techo sobre el above the lantern. Pa watches him. farol. Padre le mira. 10 “I don’t know what you’ll do,” he —No sé lo que vas a hacer —dice—. says. “Darl taken his coat with him.” Darl se la llevado su impermeable.

“Get wet,” Cash says. He takes —Empaparme —dice Cash. Vuelve up the saw again; again it moves a coger la sierra; vuelve a moverla 15 up and down, in and out of that arriba y abajo, dentro y fuera de esa impervious 1 a : not allowing entrance or passage : IMPENETRABLE b : not capable of being damaged or ton moves in the oil; soaked, scrawny, pistón se mueve en el aceite; empapado, harmed 2 : not responsive to an argument tireless, with the lean light body of a esquelético, infatigable, tiene el cuerpo etc ; not capable of being affected or disturbed = impermeable, im- boy or an old man. Pa watches him, flaco y ligero de un muchacho o un an- penetrable, insensible impervious adj. (usu. foll. by to) 1 not responsive 20 blinking, his face streaming; again he ciano. Padre le mira, pestañea, le chorrea to an argument etc. 2 not affording passage looks up at the sky with that expres- la cara; vuelve a levantar la vista al cielo to a fluid. sion of dumb and brooding outrage con esa expresión de idiota y de ultraje and yet of vindication, as though he y, con todo, de vindicación, como si no had expected no less; now and then esperase menos; de vez en cuando se agi- 25 he stirs, moves, gaunt and streaming, ta, se mueve, demacrado y chorreando, picking up a board or a tool and then para coger una tabla o una herramienta laying it down. Vernon Tull is there que luego deja caer. Vernon Tull ahora now, and Cash is wearing Mrs. Tull’s está allí, y Cash se ha puesto el imper- raincoat and he and Vernon are hunt- meable de Mrs. Tull y él Vernon buscan 30 ing the saw. After a while they find it la sierra. A1 cabo de un rato la encuen- in pa’s hand. tran en la mano de padre.

“Why don’t you go on in the house, —¿Por qué no se mete en casa al abri- caricaturist: one who makes grotesque representations of people out of the rain?” Cash says. Pa looks go de la lluvia? —dice Cash. Padre le or things by exaggerating certain 35 at him, his face streaming slowly. It mira, su cara chorrea lentamente. Es features of them is as though upon a face carved by a como si sobre una cara tallada por un burlesque: imitation for the purpose savage caricaturist a monstrous caricaturista brutal fluyera una of deriding or amusing burlesque of all bereavement burla monstruosa de la aflicción. bereave deprive of a relation, friend, etc., esp. by death. Luto, duelo, desgracia, aflicción flowed. “You go on in,” Cash says. —Métase dentro —dice Cash—. Yo 40 “Me and Vernon can finish it.” y Vernon la podemos terminar.

Pa looks at them. The sleeves Padre les mira. Las mangas del im- of Jewel’s coat are too short for permeable de Jewel le quedan dema- him. Upon his face the rain siado cortas. Sobre la cara le chorrea 45 stream, slow as cold glycerine. “I la lluvia, lenta como glicerina fría. don’t begrudge her the wetting,” he says. —No voy a regatearle la mojadura —dice. He mover again and falls to shifting Vuelve a moverse y se agacha a the planks, picking them up, laying remover los tableros, los levanta y them down again carefully, as though luego los deja de nuevo cuidadosamen- 50 they are glass. He goes to the lantern te como si fueran de cristal. Va hasta el fa- and pulls at the propped raincoat X rol y estira el ______impermeable until he knocks it down and Cash hasta que lo tira y Cash va y lo comes and fixes it back. vuelve a poner como estaba.

55 “You go on to the house,” Cash says. —Entre en casa —dice Cash. He leads pa to the house and returns Lleva a padre a casa y vuelve con el with the raincoat and folds it and impermeable y lo dobla y lo coloca de- places it beneath the shelter where the bajo de la protección donde está el [104] lantern sits. Vernon has not stopped. farol. Vernon no ha parado. Levanta la 60 He looks up, still sawing. vista, sin dejar de serrar.

“You ought to done that at first,” he says. —Deberías haberlo hecho al princi- “You knowed it was fixing to rain.” pio —dice—. Sabía que iba a llover.

65 “It’s his fever,” Cash says. He —Tiene fiebre —dice Cash, y looks at the board. mira la tabla.

“Ay,” Vernon says. “He’d a come, —Sí —dice Vernon—. De todos mo- anyway.” dos hubiera venido. 70 Cash squints at the board. On Cash enfila la tabla con la vista. fluctuant: falling and rising the long flank of it the rain crashes En su largo costado 1a lluvia choca irregularly steadily, myriad, fluctuant. firme, espesa, agitada. bevel: make sloping bisel. Corte oblicuo en el borde o en la extremidad “I’m going to bevel it,” he says. —La voy a contar a bisel —dice. de una lámina o plancha, como en el filo de una 75 herramienta, en el contorno de un cristal labrado, etc. “It’ll take more time,” Vernon says. —Eso te llevará más tiempo —dice Vernon. Cash sets the plank on edge; a Cash coloca la tabla de canto, moment longer Vernon watches him, Vernon le mira durante un momento,

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then he hands him the plane. luego le da el cepillo.

Vernon holds the board steady Vernon sostiene la tabla con fuerza while Cash bevels the edge of it with mientras Cash bisela el canto con el 5 the tedious and minute care of a cuidado aburrido y minucioso de un jeweller. Mrs. Tull comes to the joyero. Mrs. Tull sale al borde del edge of the porch and calls Vernon. porche y llama a Vernon. “How near are you done?” she says. —¿Os falta mucho? —dice.

10 Vernon does not look up. Vernon no levanta la vista. “Not long. Some, yet. —No mucho. Pero todavía un poco.

She watches Cash stooping Ella contempla a Cash encorvado turgid hinchado, abultado, túrgido, turgente, cam- at the plank, the turgid savage sobre la tabla; el túrgido y brutal res- panudo, ampuloso, rimbombante, cargado (aire) 15 gleam of the lantern slicking plandor del farol hace brillar el im- on the raincoat as he moves. permeable cada vez que se mueve. “You go down and get some planks —Anda, baja y trae unos tableros del off the barn and finish it and come in granero y termina y entra a ponerte a cu- out of the rain,” she says. “You’ll both bierto de la lluvia —dice ella—. O vais 20 catch your death.” Vernon does not a quedar tiesos —Vernon no se mueve— move. “Vernon,” she says. . Vernon —dice ella.

“We won’t be long,” he says. —No tardaremos mucho —dice él—. “We’ll be done after a spell.” Lo terminaremo en un santiamén. 25 Mrs. Tull watches them a while. Then Mrs. Tull le mira durante un rato. Lue- she re-enters the house. go vuelve a entrar en la casa.

“If we get in a tight, we could take —Si nos vemos en un aprieto, podemos come of them planks,” Vernon says. coger alguno de esos tableros —dice 30 “I’ll help you put them back.” Vernon—. Yo te ayudaría a reponerlos.

Cash ceases the plane and squints Cash deja de cepillar y enfila la tabla con along the plank, wiping it with his palm. la vista, secándola con la palma de la mano. “Give me the next one,” he says. —Deme el siguiente —dice. 35 Some time toward dawn the rain Casi al amanecer deja de llover. ceases. But it is not yet day when Pero todavía no es de día cuando Cash Cash drives the last nail and stands clava el último clavo y se estira entu- stiffly up and looks down at the mecido y baja la vista hacia el ataúd 40 finished coffin, the others ya terminado, mientras los otros le watching him. In the lanternlight observan. A la luz del farol tiene la his face is calm, musing; slowly he cara tranquila, pensativa; se restriega strokes his hands on his raincoated lentamente las manos en el impermea- thighs in a gesture deliberate, final ble, a la altura de las caderas, con un 45 and composed. Then the four of gesto decidido, final y sereno. Luego them —Cash and pa and Vernon and los cuatro —Cash y padre y Vernon y Peabody—raise the coffin to their Peabody— cogen el ataúd a hombros shoulders and turn toward the house. y se dirigen a casa. No pesa mucho, It is light, yet they move slowly; pero se mueven despacio; está vacío, 50 empty; yet they carry it carefully; pero lo llevan con cuidado; carece de lifeless, yet they move with hushed vida, pero se mueven diciéndose unos precautionary words to one another, a otros palabras de advertencia, ha- speaking of it as though, complete, it blando de él como si, ya terminado, now slumbered lightly alive, waiting ahora estuviera medio dormido a la 55 to come awake. On the dark floor espera del despertar. Sobre el oscuro their feet clump awkwardly, as suelo sus pies andan pesados como though for a long time they have not si llevaran mucho tiempo sin andar walked on floors. sobre suelos de madera.

60 They set it down by the Lo dejan junto a la cama. Peabody bed. Peabody says quietly: dice en voz baja: “Let’s eat a snack. It’s almost —Vamos a comer algo. Ya casi es daylight. Where’s Cash?” de día. ¿Dónde está Cash?

65 He has returned to the trestles, Éste ha vuelto a los caballetes; incli- stooped again in the lantern’s feeble nado nuevamente al débil resplandor del glare as he gathers up his tools and wipes farol, recoge sus herramientas y las seca them on a cloth carefully and puts them cuidadosamente con un trapo y las guar- into the box with its leather sling to go da en la caja que tiene una correa para 70 over the shoulder. Then he takes up box, colgársela del hombro. Luego, coge caja, lantern and raincoat and returns to the farol e impermeable y vuelve a casa, su- house, mounting the steps into faint biendo los escalones con su tenue silhouette against the paling east. silueta destacándose sobre el pálido este.

75 In a strange room you must empty En un cuarto extraño, para dor- yourself for sleep. And before you are mir, tienes que vaciarte. Y antes de emptied for sleep, what are you. And vaciarte para dormir, ¿qué eres? Y when you are emptied for sleep, you cuando te vacías para dormir, no

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are not. And when you are filled with eres. Y cuando estás lleno de sueño, sleep, you never were. I don’t know nunca fuiste. No sé lo que soy. No what I am. I don’t know if I am or sé si soy yo o no lo soy. Jewel sabe not. Jewel knows he is, because he que es, porque no sabe que él no sabe 5 does not know that he does not know si es o no. No puede vaciarse para whether he is or not. He cannot empty dormir porque no es lo que es y es lo himself for sleep because he is not que no es. Más allá de la pared os- what he is and he is what he is not. cura oigo la lluvia dar forma a la ca- Beyond the unlamped wall I can hear rreta que es nuestra, a la carga que 10 the rain shaping the wagon that is ya no es de los que la cortaron y se- ours, the load that is no longer theirs rraron ni siquiera de los que la com- that felled and sawed it nor yet theirs praron y que tampoco es nuestra, that bought it and which is not ours aunque yace en nuestra carreta, pues- either, lie on our wagon though it to que sólo el viento y la lluvia le 15 does, since only the wind and the rain dan forma y sólo para Jewel y para shape it only to Jewel and me, that mí, que no estamos dormidos. Y como are not asleep. And since sleep is el sueño es no ser y la lluvia y el vien- is-not and rain and wind are was, it is to son fue, la carreta no es. Sin em- not. Yet the wagon is, because when bargo, la carreta es, porque cuando la 20 the wagon is was, Addie Bundren will carreta es fue, Addie Bundren no será. Y not be. And Jewel is, so Addie Jewel es, conque Addie Bundren tiene que Bundren must be. And then I must be, ser. Y entonces yo tengo que ser, o no po- or I could not empty myself for sleep dría vaciarme a mí mismo para dormir e in a strange room. And so if I am not un cuarto extraño. Y así si yo todavía no 25 emptied yet, I am is. estoy vacío, es que soy.

How often have I lain Cuántas veces he estado acostado a beneath rain on a strange cubierto de la lluvia bajo un techo extra- roof, thinking of home. ño, pensando en el hogar. 30 18 CASH (1) CASH

I MADE it on the bevel. Lo he hecho en bisel. Cash (1) 35 1 . There is more surface for the 1. Hay más superficie para que aga- This brief section takes the nails to grip. rren los clavos. form of a list, reflecting Cash’s unspoken thoughts about the 2. There is twice the 2. Hay el doble de superficie de aga- coffin and about the shape of things. 40 gripping-surface to each seam. rre para cada junta. seep ooze out; percolate slowly, flow, rezuma. US a place where petroleum etc. oozes slowly 3. The water will have to seep into 3. Él agua tendría que colarse out of the ground. filtrarse, rezumar, esca- it on a slant. Water moves easiest up oblicuamente. Él agua se desliza más fácil- parse, penetrar, aflorar, brotar, manar and down or straight across. mente de arriba abajo u horizontalmente. COMMENTARY: The appearance of this section gives 45 the impression that Cash is a very 4. In a house people are upright 4. Dentro de una casa la gente está de pie organised, practical and rather two-thirds of the time. So the seams dos terceras partes del tiempo. De modo que las limited thinker. Closer inspection and joints are made up-and-down. juntas y h uniones están hechas de arriba abajo. reveals, however, that there is a Because the stress is up-and-down. Porque la presión viene de arriba abajo. tension between the numbers in 50 the list and what is put alongside 5. In a bed where people lie down 5. En una casa donde la gente está the numbers. For example, we find ‘6. Except.’ This suggests all the time, the joints and seams are tumbada todo el tiempo, las juntas y unio- that Cash tries to think in an made sideways, because the stress nes se hacen de lado, porque la presión organised, numerical way, but that is sideways. viene de lado. his thoughts often run contrary to 55 the imposed organisation. He 6. Except. 6. Excepto. thinks in terms of his first love, carpentry, but within this framework he is not without 7. A body is not square like a 7. Un cuerpo no es cuadrado como imagination or fancy. cross-tie. una traviesa. 60 8. Animal magnetism. 8. El magnetismo animal.

9. The animal magnetism of a dead 9. El magnetismo animal de un cuer- body makes the stress come slanting, po muerto hace que la presión venga de 65 so the seams and joints of a coffin are lado, de modo que las juntas y uniones made on the bevel. de un ataúd tienen que hacerse en bisel.

10. You can see by an old grave 10. Se ve que en una tumba vieja la that the earth sinks down on the bevel. tierra se hunde en bisel. 70 11. While in a natural hole it sinks 11. Mientras que en un agujero nor- by the centre, the stress being mal se hunde por e centro, la presión es up-and-down. de arriba abajo.

75 12. So I made it on the bevel. . 12. De modo que lo he hecho en bisel.

13. It makes a neater job. 13. Es un trabajo mejor hecho.

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19 19 VARDAMAN (3) VARDAMAN Vardaman (3)

MY mother is a fish. Mi madre es un pez. This section consists of one 5 line, showing that Vardaman has finally consolidated the idea of his 20 20 mother and the idea of the dead TULL (3) TULL fish and made them into one.

Tull (3) 10 IT was ten o’clock when I got ERAN las diez cuando volví, con el back, with Peabody’s team hitched on tiro de Peabody atado a la parte de atrás In this section, Tull recalls the to the back of the wagon. They had de la carreta. Ya habían sacado la calesa funeral service for Addie already dragged the buckboard back de donde la encontró Quick, volcada, Bundren conducted by the from where Quick found it upside hundida en la cuneta, a unos dos kilóme- minister, Whitfield. 15 down straddle of the ditch about a mile tros del manantial. La arrastraron fuera from the spring. It was pulled out of del camino junto al manantial, y ya ha- the road at the spring, and about a dozen bía como una docena de carretas allí. Fue wagons was already there. It was Quick Quick el que la encontró. Dijo que el río found it. He said the river was up and iba crecido y seguía creciendo. Dijo que 20 still rising. He said it had already ya había subido por encima de la señal covered the highest water-mark on más alta del pilar del puente, algo que COMMENTARY: Here, as elsewhere, Faulkner gives the the bridge-piling he had ever seen. nunca se había visto. reader a sense of time hanging “That bridge won’t stand a whole —Ese puente no va a resistir tal can- heavily on the hands of people lot of water,” I said. “Has tidad de agua —dije yo—. ¿Le ha conta- who are sitting waiting for 25 somebody told Anse about it?” do alguien a Anse lo que pasa? something to happen. The men feel awkward in their best clothes “I told him,” Quick said. “He says —Se lo conté yo —dijo Quick—. Dice and their conversation shows that they all think and react in much he reckons them boys has heard and que cree que los chicos ya lo habrán oído the same way as Tull. When the unloaded and are on the way back by y que habrán descargado y que deben de service starts, they move as one 30 now. He says they can load up and estar de camino. Dice que pueden cargar towards the front steps but not get across.” y cruzar. into the house. There is a sense of community evoked by this “He better go on and bury her at —Mejor sería que fuera y la enterra- section but the Bundrens are not really a part of that community. New Hope,” Armstid said. “That bridge ra en New Hope —dijo Armstid—. Ese monkey 1 tr. mimic or mock. 2 intr. (often foll. 35 is old. I wouldn’t monkey with it.” puente es viejo. Yo no jugaría con él. by with) tamper or play mischievous tricks. 3 intr. (foll. by around, about) fool around. “His mind is set on taking her to —Está decidido a llevarla a Jefferson Jefferson,” Quick said. —dijo Quick.

40 “Then he better get at —Entonces será mejor que se ponga it soon as he can,” en marcha lo más pronto que pueda — Armstid said. dijo Armstid.

Anse meets us at the door. He has Anse nos recibe a la puerta. Se ha afei- 45 shaved, but not good. There is a long tado, pero no bien. Hay un gran corte en cut on his jaw, and he is wearing his su mandíbula y lleva los pantalones de Sunday pants and a white shirt with los domingos y una camisa blanca con la the neckband buttoned. It is drawn tira del cuello abrochada. Está suavemen- smooth over his hump, making it te tirante sobre su joroba, haciendo que 50 look bigger than ever, like a white ésta parezca mayor que nunca, por lo shirt will, and his face is different blanco de la camisa; y su cara también too. He looks folks in the eye now, está distinta. Ahora mira a la gente a los dignified, his face tragic and ojos, digno, con cara trágica y serena, y composed, shaking us by the hand nos estrecha la mano según vamos llegan- 55 as we walk up on to the porch and do al porche y nos restregamos los zapa- scrape our shoes, a little stiff in our tos, un tanto envarados con nuestra ropa Sunday clothes, our Sunday clothes de los domingos, una ropa de los domingos rustling: crackling, susurrante, rumoroso, making rustling, not looking full at him que cruje, sin mirarle directamente cuan- a sound as dry leaves blown in the wind, susu- rrar, crujir as he meets us. do nos acercamos a él. 60 “The Lord giveth,” we say. —El Señor nos lo dio —decimos.

“The Lord giveth.” —El Señor nos lo dio.

65 That boy is not there. Peabody El chico no anda por ahí. told about how he come into the Peabody nos contó que entró en la swarm 2 v. intr. (foll. by up) & tr. climb (a rope or tree kitchen, hollering, swarming and X cocina gritando, muy nervioso, y etc.), esp. in a rush, by clasping or clinging with the hands and knees etc. clawing at Cora when he found her que arañó a Cora cuando vio que claw 1 a a pointed horny nail on an animal’s or bird’s cooking that fish, and how Dewey guisaba ese pez, y que Dewey Dell foot. b a foot armed with claws. 2 the pincers of a shellfish. 3 a device for grappling, holding, etc. 70 Dell taken him down to the barn. se lo llevó al granero. “My team all right?” Peabody says. —¿Está bien mi tiro? —dice Peabody.

“All right,” I tell him. “I give them —Está bien —le contestó—.Les di de a bait this morning. Your buggy comer esta mañana. Y su calesa también 75 seems all right too. It ain’t hurt.” parece que está bien. No ha sufrido daño.

“And no fault of somebody’s,” he —No será porque alguien no lo haya says. “I’d give a nickel to know pretendido —dice él—. Daría dinero por

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where that boy was when that team saber dónde estaba ese chico cuando se broke away.” escapó el tiro.

“If it’s broke anywhere, I’ll fix it,” —Si se ha roto algo, yo se lo arreglaré 5 I say. —digo.

The women folks go on into the Las mujeres entran en la casa. Las house. We can hear them, talking and oímos hablar y abanicarse. Los aba- fanning. The fans go whish, whish, nicos hacen fis, fis, fis, y ellas hablan 10 whish and them talking, the talking y su charla suena a algo así como el sounding kind of like bees murmuring murmullo de las abejas dentro de un in a waterbucket. The men stop on the cubo de agua. Los hombres, parados porch, talking some, not looking at en el porche, hablan sin mirarse unos one another. a otros. 15 “Howdy, Vernon,” they say. —¿Qué tal, Vernon? —dicen—. ¿Qué “Howdy, Tull.” tal, Tull?

“Looks like more rain.” —Parece que va a volver a llover. 20 “It does for a fact.” —Es seguro.

“Yes, sir. It will rain some more.” —Sí, señor. Va a volver a llover.

25 “It come up quick.” —Y pronto.

“And going away slow. It don’t fail.” —Y tardará en parar. Nunca falla.

I go around to the back. Cash is Voy a la parte de atrás de la casa. 30 filling up the holes he bored in the top Cash está tapando los agujeros que el of it. He is trimming out plugs for chico hizo en la tapa. Está cortando ta- them, one at a time, the wood wet and cos para meterlos, uno a uno, la made- hard to work. He could cut up a tin ra mojada y difícil de trabajar. Podría can and hide the holes and nobody cortar una hojalata y tapar los agujeros 35 wouldn’t know the difference. y nadie notaría la diferencia. O a nadie Wouldn’t mind, anyway. I have seen le importaría, en todo caso. Le he visto him spend a hour trimming out a wedge pasarse una hora cortando una cuña like it was glass he was working, when como si estuviese trabajando con cris- he could have reached around and tal, cuando podría darse la vuelta y co- 40 picked up a dozen sticks and drove ger una docena de palos y meterlos en them into the joint and made it do. la grieta, y harían el mismo papel.

When we finished I go back to the Cuando terminamos volví a la parte front. The men have gone a little delantera. Los hombres se habían aleja- 45 piece from the house, sitting on the do un poco de la casa, sentándose en los ends of the boards and on the extremos de los tableros y en los caba- saw-horses where we made it last lletes donde hicimos la caja la noche pa- night, some sitting and some squatting. sada, unos sentados y otros en cuclillas. Whitfield ain’t come yet. Whitfield todavía no ha llegado. 50 They look up at me, their Levantan la vista hacia mí, interrogán- eyes asking. dome con la mirada.

“It’s about,” I say. “He’s ready —Ya casi está —digo yo. Está listo 55 to nail.” para clavarla.

While they are getting up Anse Mientras se ponen de pie, Anse sale comes to the door and looks at us a la puerta y nos mira y volvemos al and we return to the porch. We porche. Otra vez nos restregamos los 60 scrape our shoes again, careful, zapatos cuidadosamente, esperando que waiting for one another to go in first, sea otro el que entre el primero mien- mill intransitive verb 1 : to hit out with the fists 2 : to move in a circle or in an eddying mass; move in milling a little at the door. Anse tras nos apiñamos a la puerta. Anse an aimless manner, esp. in a confused mass; also stands inside the door, dignified, sigue en el umbral, digno, : WANDER 3 : to undergo milling verb transitive verb 1 : to subject to an operation composed. He waves us in and sereno. Con la mano hace señas de que entremos or process in a mill: as a : to grind into flour, meal, or powder b : to shape or dress by means of a 65 leads the way into the room. y nos precede hasta el cuarto. rotary cutter c : to mix and condition (as rubber) by passing between rotating rolls 2 : to give a raised rim or a ridged or corrugated edge to (a They had laid her in it reversed. La habían metido en la caja al revés. coin) 3 : to cut grooves in the metal surface of (as a knob) Cash made it clock-shape, like Cash la ha hecho en forma de reloj de pa- mill around arremolinarse mill grind with a mill; «mill grain» this with every joint red, así con todas sus mill move about in a confused manner ; movérse por todas partes 70 and seam bevelled and scrubbed with juntas y uniones en bisel y bien cepilla- the plane, tight as a drum and neat as das, estanca como un tambor y pulcra como a sewing basket, and they had laid her un costurero, y la han acostado dentro, con in it head to foot so it wouldn’t crush la cabeza a los pies para que el vestido no se her dress. It was her wedding dress arrugue. Era su vestido de novia y tenía 75 and it had a flare-out bottom, and they mucho vuelo en la falda y la habían acosta- had laid , her head to foot in it so the do con la cabeza a los pies de la caja para dress could spread out, and they had poder extender el vestido, y habían hecho made her a veil out of a mosquito bar un velo con un trozo de mosquitero para

42 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas auger n. 1 a tool resembling a large corkscrew, for so the auger* holes in her face que no se le vieran los agujeros del taladro en boring holes in wood. 2 a similar larger tool for boring wouldn’t show. la cara. holes in the ground.

When we are going out, Cuando salimos, llega 5 Whitfield comes. He is wet and Whitfield. Está empapado y lle- muddy to the waist, coming in. no de barro hasta la cintura. “The Lord comfort this house,” he —Que el Señor consuele a los de esta says. “I was late because the bridge casa —dice al entrar—. Llego tarde por- has gone. I went down to the old que el puente ha desaparecido. Bajé has- 10 ford and swum my horse over, the ta el viejo vado y crucé nadando a caba- Lord protecting me. His grace be llo. El Señor me protegió. Que su gracia upon this house.” descienda sobre esta casa.

We go back to the trestles and Volvemos a los caballetes y los tablones 15 plank-ends and sit or squat. y nos sentamos o nos ponemos en cuclillas.

“I knowed it would go,” Armstid —Sabía que se lo llevaría el río —dice says. Armstid.

20 “It’s been there a long time, that —Ya estaba durando demasiado, ese ere bridge,” Quick says. puente —dice Quick.

“The Lord has kept it there, you —Querrás decir que el Señor lo mean,” Uncle Billy says. “I don’t conservaba —dice el tío Billy—. No 25 know ere a man that’s touched sé de nadie que le haya hecho la menor hammer to it in twenty-five years.” reparación en veinticinco años.

“How long has it been there, Uncle —¿Y cuánto llevaba allí, tío Billy? — Billy?” Quick says. dice Quick. 30 “It was built in . . . let me see . . . It —Lo construyeron... vamos a ver... was in the year 1888,” Uncle Billy Fue el año 1888 [110] —dice el tío says. “I mind it because the first man Billy—. Me acuerdo porque el primer to cross it was Peabody coming to my hombre que lo cruzó fue Peabody que 35 house when Jody was born.” venía a mi casa cuando nació Jody.

“If I’d a crossed it every time —Si lo hubiera cruzado todas las ve- your wife littered since, it’d a been ces que parió tu mujer desde entonces, wore out long before this, Billy,” se habría venido abajo mucho antes, Billy 40 Peabody says. —dice Peabody.

We laugh, suddenly loud, then Nos reímos, primero muy alto; luego suddenly quiet again. We look a little de repente bajito. Nos miramos unos a aside at one another. otros de reojo. 45 “Lots of folks has crossed it that —Muchas personas de las que lo cru- won’t cross no more bridges,” zaron ya no cruzarán más puentes —dice Houston says. Houston.

50 “It’s a fact,” Littlejohn says. “It’s so.” —Cierto —dice Littlejohn—. Así es.

“One more ain’t, no ways,” —Y sin duda, hay una más que no Armstid says. “It’d taken them lo cruzará —dice Armstid—. Les cos- two-three days to got her to town in tará de dos a tres días llevarla al pue- 55 the wagon. They’d be gone a week, blo en la carreta. Y toda una semana getting her to Jefferson and back.” llevarla a Jefferson y volver.

“What’s Anse so itching to take her to —¿Por qué insiste tanto Anse en lle- Jefferson for, anyway?” Houston says. varla a Jefferson? —dice Houston. 60 “He promised her,” I say. “She —Se lo prometió —digo yo—. Era lo wanted it. She come from there. Her que quería ella. Procedía de allí. Estaba mind was set on it.” empeñada en ello.

65 “And Anse is set on it, too,” Quick —Y Anse está empeñado también — says. dice Quick.

“Ay,” Uncle Billy says. “It’s like —Sí —dice el tío Billy—. Es como si a man that’s let everything slide all un hombre que nunca en toda su vida se 70 his life to get set on something that ha preocupado de nada, se empeñara en will make the most trouble for hacer algo que sólo trae problemas a to- everybody he knows.” dos los que le conocen.

“Well, it’ll take the Lord to get her —Bueno, ahora a ver si el Señor les 75 over that river now,” Peabody says. ayuda a cruzar ese río —dice Peabody—. “Anse can’t do it.” Anse solo no va a poder.

“And I reckon He will,” Quick —Para mí que Dios querrá —dice

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says. “He’s took care of Anse a long Quick—. Lleva tiempo protegiendo a time, now.” Anse.

“It’s a fact,” Littlejohn says. —Cierto —dice Littlejohn. 5 “Too long to quit now,” Armstid —Demasiado para abandonarle aho- says. ra —dice Armstid.

“I reckon He’s like everybody —Para mí que el Señor es igual que 10 else around here,” Uncle Billy todos los de por aquí —dice el tío Billy— says. “He’s done it so long now He . Lleva tanto ayudándole que ahora no lo can’t quit.” puede abandonar.

Cash comes out. He has put on a Cash sale. Se ha puesto una camisa 15 clean shirt; his hair, wet, is combed limpia; su pelo, mojado, está peinado smooth down on his brow, smooth suavemente sobre su frente, suave y ne- and black as if he had painted it on to gro como si se lo hubiese pintado en la his head. He squats stiffly among us, cabeza. Se acuclilla tenso entre nosotros we watching him. que le miramos. 20 “You feeling this weather, ain’t —¿No te molesta con este tiempo? — you?” Armstid says. dice Armstid.

Cash says nothing. Cash no dice nada. 25 “A broke bone always feels it,” —Un hueso roto siempre lo nota —dice Littlejohn says. “A fellow with a Littlejohn—. Alguien con un hueso roto broke bone can tell it a-coming.” puede decir el tiempo que va a hacer.

30 “Lucky Cash, got off with just a —Por suerte Cash sólo se rom- broke leg,” Armstid says. “He might pió una pierna —dice Armstid—. have hurt himself bedrid. How far’d Podría haberse quedado inútil. ¿Te you fall, Cash?” caíste de muy alto, Cash?

35 “Twenty-eight foot, four and a half —Desde unos nueve metros y cin- inches, about,” Cash says. I move cuenta y cinco centímetros, más o me- over beside him. nos —dice Cash. Me acerco a él.

“A fellow can sho slip quick on —Cualquiera puede resbalar en un 40 wet planks,” Quick says. tablón mojado —dice Quick.

“It’s too bad,” I say. “But you —Es una pena —digo yo—. Pero no couldn’t a holp it!” lo pudiste evitar.

45 “It’s them durn women,” he says. —Es por esas condenadas mujeres — “I made it to balance with her. I made dice él—. Lo hice para quedar en paz con it to her measure and weight.” ella. Lo hice a su peso y medida.

If it takes wet boards for folks to Si basta con un tablero mojado para que 50 fall, it’s fixing to be lots of falling la gente caiga, seguro que van a caerse before this spell is done. muchos antes de que cambie el tiempo.

“You couldn’t have holp it,” I say. —No lo pudiste evitar —digo yo.

55 I don’t mind the folks falling. It’s No me importa que se caiga la gente. Lo the cotton and corn I mind. que me importa es el algodón y el maíz.

Neither does Peabody mind the Tampoco a Peabody le importa que la gen- folks falling. How ’bout it, Doc? te se caiga. ¿Qué me dice a eso, doctor? 60 It’s a fact. Washed clean outen the Cierto. El campo quedará total- ground it will be. Seems like something mente arrasado. Parece como si is always happening to it. siempre le pasara algo.

65 ’Course it does. That’s why it’s Claro que parece. Por eso vale lo worth anything. If nothing didn’t que vale. Si no pasara nada y todos happen and everybody mude a big tuvieran una gran cosecha, ¿para crop, do you reckon it would be worth usted que merecería la pena culti- the raising? var la tierra? 70 Well, I be durn if I like Bueno, que me condene si a mí me to see my work washed gusta ver mi trabajo arrasado por la ria- outen the ground, work I da, un trabajo que tantos sudores me ha swat — v.tr.1 crush (a fly etc.) with a sharp blow. 2 swat over. costado. hit hard and abruptly. — n. a swatting blow. 75 It’s a fact. A fellow wouldn’t mind Cierto. A nadie le importaría seeing it washed up if he could just verlo anegado si pudiera él turn on the rain himself. controlar la lluvia.

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Who is that man can do that? ¿Qué hombre puede hacer eso? ¿De Where is the color of his eyes? qué color tiene los ojos?

5 Ay. The Lord made it to grow. It’s Hisn Sí. El Señor hace que crea. Y Él inun- to wash up if He sees it fitten so. da los campos cuando le parece.

“You couldn’t have holp it,” I say. —No pudiste evitarlo —digo yo.

10 “It’s them durn women,” he says. —Es por esas condenadas mujeres —dice él.

In the house the women begin to En la casa las mujeres empiezan a can- sing. We hear the first line tar. Oímos el comienzo de la primera lí- commence, beginning to as nea y se ponen a cantar más alto según 15 they take hold, and we rise and move se animan, y nos levantamos y nos diri- toward the door, taking off our hats gimos a la puerta, quitándonos los som- and throwing our chews away. We breros y escupiendo nuestro tabaco de do not go in. We stop at the steps, mascar. No entramos. Nos detenemos en clump 1 (foll. by of) a cluster of plants, esp. trees clumped, holding our hats between los escalones, vacilando, con los som- or shrubs. 2 an agglutinated mass of blood- X cells etc. 3 a thick extra sole on a boot or 20 our lax hands in front or behind, breros en nuestras indecisa manos, pues- shoe. 1a intr. form a clump. b tr. heap or plant standing with one foot advanced and tas delante o detrás, parados con un pie together. 2 intr. (also clomp) walk with heavy tread. 3 tr. colloq. hit. our heads lowered, looking aside, adelantado y la cabeza gacha, mirando down at our hats in our hands and at de reojo, bien a los sombreros de nues- the earth or now and then at the sky tras manos o al suelo o de vez en cuando 25 and at one another’s grave, al cielo y a las caras de los demás, gra- composed face. ves, tranquilas.

The song ends; the voices quaver Termina el cántico; las voces tiem- away with a rich and dying fall. blan en un final poderoso y moribun- 30 Whitfield begins. His voice is bigger do. Empieza Whitfield. Su voz es más than him. It’s like they are not the grande que él. Es como si no fuese same. It’s like he is one, and his voice suya. Es como si él y su voz fueran co- is one, swimming on two horses side sas diferentes que cruzaran el vado by side across the ford and coming uno a lado de la otra, en caballos dis- 35 into the house, the mud-splashed one tintos, y llegaran a la casa, uno cubier- and the one that never even got wet, to de barro y la otra ni tan siquiera triumphant and sad. Somebody in the mojada triunfante y triste. En la casa house begins to cry. It sounds like her alguien empieza a llorar. Suena como eyes and her voice were turned back si sus ojos y su voz se le hubieran 40 inside her, listening; we move, metido en el cuerpo, escuchando; nos shifting to the other leg, meeting one movemos, apoyándonos en 1a otra another’s eye and making like they pierna, cruzando nuestras miradas y hadn’t touched. haciendo como si no nos viéramos.

45 Whitfield stops at last. The women Por fin Whitfield se calla. Las muje- sing again. In the thick air it’s like res vuelven a cantar En la espesa atmós- their voices come out of the air, fera es como si sus voces salieran de aire, flowing together and on in the sad, fluyendo juntas y siguieran en tristes cán- comforting tunes. When they cease ticos de consuelo. Cuando cesan es como 50 it’s like they hadn’t gone away. It’s si no hubieran desaparecido. Es como si like they had just disappeared into the acabasen de desaparecer en el aire y air and when we moved we would cuando nos moviésemos pudiéramos vol- loose them again out of the air around ver a oírlas en el aire que nos rodea, tris- us, sad and comforting. Then they tes y reconfortantes. Han terminado y nos 55 finish and we put on our hats, our ponemos el sombrero con movimientos movements stiff, like we hadn’t never tensos, como si anteriormente nunca hu- wore hats before. biéramos llevado sombrero.

On the way home Cora is still singing. Camino de casa, Cora todavía canta. 60 “I am bounding toward my God and —Voy hacia mi Dios y espero Su my reward,” she sings, sitting on the recompensa —canta sentada en la wagon, the shawl around her shoulders carreta, con el chal sobre los hom- and the umbrella open over her, though bros y el paraguas abierto aunque it is not raining. no llueve. 65 “She has hern,” I say. “Wherever —Ella se ha ganado la suya —digo she went, she has her reward in being yo—. Esté donde esté, se ha ganado su free of Anse Bundren.” She laid there recompensa al verse libre de Anse three days in that box, waiting for Bundren. Tres días tumbada en esa caja, 70 Darl and Jewel to come clean back esperando a que Darl y Jewel vuelvan home and get a new wheel and go por fin a casa y traigan una rueda nueva back to where the wagon was in the y vuelvan a la cuneta donde estaba la ca- ditch. Take my team, Anse, I said. rreta. Llévate mi tiro, Anse, dije yo.

75 We’ll wait for ourn, he said. Esperaremos el nuestro, dijo él. Ella She’ll want it so. She was ever a así lo hubiera querido. Siempre fue una particular woman. mujer especial.

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On the third day they got back and Al tercer día volvieron y la cargaron they loaded her into the wagon and en la carreta y se pusieron en marcha started and it already too late. You’ll [113] y ya era demasiado tarde. Tendréis have to go all the way round by que dar un rodeo por el puente de junto a 5 Samson’s bridge. It’ll take you a day casa de Samson. Os llevará un día llegar to get there. Then you’ll be forty miles hasta allí. Luego serán setenta kilómetros from Jefferson. Take my team, Anse. harta Jefferson. Coge mi tiro, Anse.

We’ll wait for ourn. She’ll Esperaremos el nuestro. Ella así lo 10 want it so. hubiera querido.

It was about a mile from the house A un par de kilómetros más o me- we saw him, sitting on the edge of nos de nuestra casa le vimos, sentado a slough: n 1 cenagal 2 n (tristeza) 3 (skin) vt mudar la piel slough off v mudar the slough. It hadn’t had a fish in it la orilla de la charca. Nunca hubo ni slough n. 1 any outer covering that can be shed or cast off (such as the cast-off skin of a snake) 2 a 15 never that I knowed. He looked un pez en ella, que yo sepa. Nos miró stagnant swamp (especially as part of a bayou) 3 around at us, his eyes round and calm, con ojos redondos y tranquilos, la cara a hollow filled with mud 4 gangrene, sphacelus necrotic tissue; a mortified or gangrenous part or his face dirty, the pole across his sucia, la caña entre las rodillas. Cora mass v. 1 shed, molt, exuviate, moult, cast off hair, skin, knees. Cora was still singing. todavía cantaba. horn, or feathers; «out dog sheds every Spring» slouch 1. andar o sentarse encorvado 2. nombre 20 “This ain’t no good day to fish,” I said. —No es un buen día para pescar — with a slouch, con los hombros caídos, encorva- do, she’s no slouch, no es manca “You come on home with us and me and dije yo—. Vente a casa con nosotros, y slouch hat a hat with a wide flexible brim. you’ll go down to the river first thing in yo y tú bajaremos al río a primera hora the morning and catch some fish.” de la mañana y pescaremos algún pez.

25 “It’s one in here,” he said. “Dewey —Hay uno aquí —dijo él—. Lo vio Dell seen it. Dewey Dell.

“You come on with us. The river’s —Ven con nosotros. El río es el sitio the best place.” mejor. 30 “It’s in here,” he said. “Dewey Dell —Hay uno qui dentro —dijo—. Lo seen it.” vio Dewey Dell.

“I’m bounding toward my God and —Voy hacia mi Dios y espero su re- 35 my reward,” Cora sung. compensa —cantaba Cora.

21 21 DARL (7) DARL 40 Darl (7) “IT’S not your horse —No es tu caballo el que se ha muer- that’s dead, Jewel,” I say. to, Jewel —digo. This section contains Darl’s He sits erect on the seat, leaning a Va erguido en el asiento, echado un poco spoken words and unspoken little forward, wooden-backed. The hacia delante, con la espalda envarada. El thoughts as he and Jewel approach the house. The most 45 brim of his hat has soaked free of the ala de su sombrero está empapada y se significant line of this section, crown in two places, drooping across ha soltado de la copa por dos sitios, col- which ends with Darl cursing his wooden face so that, head gándole delante de su cara de palo de Jewel, is his remark ‘I cannot love lowered, he looks through it like modo que, agachada la cabeza, mira a my mother because I have no through the visor of a helmet, través de ella como por el visor de un mother. Jewel’s mother is a 50 looking long across the valley to casco al mirar el valle hasta donde el gra- horse’. where the barn leans against the nero se apoya contra los riscos, evocan- bluff, shaping the invisible horse. do al invisible caballo. “See then?” I say. High —¿Los ves? —digo. above the house, against the En lo alto de la casa, contra el cie- 55 quick thick sky, they hang in lo cambiante y espeso, se ciernen en narrowing circles. From here they círculos cada vez más estrechos. Des- are no more than specks, de aquí no son más que motas, impla- COMMENTARY: The remark portentous adj. 1 grandiloquent, overblown, implacable, patient, portentous. cables, pacientes, amenazadoras. pompous, pontifical, portentous puffed up with ‘Jewel’s mother is a horse’ might vanity; «a grandiloquent and boastful manner»; “But it’s not your horse —Pero si no es tu caballo el que se seem to indicate that Darl is «overblown oratory»; «a pompous speech»; 60 that’s dead.” ha muerto. «pseudo-scientific gobbledygook and pontifical suffering from a confusion of hooey»- Newsweek 2 fateful, foreboding(a), ideas similar to the one which led portentous of ominous significance 3 portentous, prodigious of momentous or ominous “Goddamn you,” he says. —Maldito seas —dice él—. Vardaman to say ‘my mother is a significance; «such a portentous...monster raised fish’, but when the remark is all my curiosity»- Herman Melville; «a prodigious “Goddamn you.” Maldito seas. vision» taken in the context of the portentous : boding evil, threatening, siniestro, de preceding words, ‘I cannot love mal agüero, ominoso, 65 I cannot love my mother because I No puedo querer a mi madre porque my mother because I have no portentoso maravilloso, prodigioso have no mother. Jewel’s mother is a no tengo madre. La madre de Jewel es mother’, it becomes apparent that horse. un caballo. Darl is using the word ‘mother’ to refer to an object which allows Motionless, the tall buzzards hang Inmóviles, los enormes buitres se cier- the individual to focus complex feelings of love. Jewel has his soaring encumbrándose, remontándose, creciente 70 in soaring circles, the clouds giving nen en círculos que se elevan; las nubes horse as a substitute for Addie. them an illusion of retrograde. les prestan una ilusión de retroceso. Darl, as we later discover, has never had the love of Addie Motionless, wooden-backed, Inmóvil, con la espalda encorvada, herself and, now that she is dead, wooden-faced, he shapes the horse in con cara de palo, él evoca al caballo, en lacks even her physical being as an object of love. 75 a rigid stoop like a hawk, un rígido arco como un halcón, con alas hook-winged. They are waiting for en forma de gancho. Nos esperan a no- us, ready for the moving of it, waiting sotros, listos para moverlo; le espe- for him. He enters the still and waits ran a él. Entra en el establo y espe-

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until it kicks at him so that he can slip ra a que le tire una coz para poder co- past and mount on to the trough and larse por detrás y subir al pesebre y pause, peering out across the espera, mirando por encima de los intervening stall-tops toward the demás pesebres hacia el sende- 5 empty path, before he reaches into the ro desierto, antes de subir al loft. pajar.

“Goddamn him. Goddamn him.” —Maldito sea. Maldito sea.

10 22 CASH (2) CASH

“IT won’t balance. If you —NO se mantendrá el equili- Cash (2) carry transport want it to tote and ride on a brio. Si queréis cargarlo y mante- This very short section 15 balance, we will have——” ner el equilibrio, tendremos que... contains only Cash’s frustrated “Pick up. Goddamn you, pick up.” —Agarra. Maldita sea, agarra. thoughts and words as the family try to load the coffin on the wagon “Im telling you it won’t tote and it —Os digo que no lo podréis cargar y in a way which makes it liable to won’t ride on a balance unless——” mantener el equilibrio si no... overbalance. No one listens to 20 him. “Pick up! Pick up, goddamn your —¡Agarra! ¡Agarra, maldito condena- thick-nosed soul to hell, pick up!” do, agarra!

It won’t balance. If they want it to No se mantendrá en equilibrio. Si 25 tote and ride on a balance, they will quieren cargarla y mantener el equilibrio have—— tendrán que

23 DARL (8) DARL 30 HE stoops among us above it, two SE inclina entre nosotros encima de la Darl (8) of the eight hands. In his face the caja, dos de las ocho manos. La sangre le blood goes in waves. In between them sube a la cara en oleadas. En los intervalos This section consists of Darl’s observations of the same scene as his flesh is greenish looking, about su carne tiene aspecto verdoso, como ese the one which was dealt with in 35 that smooth, thick, pale green of verde, pálido y uniforme del bocado que Cash (2). Darl’s observations are cow’s cud: the material chewed by cow’s cud; his face suffocated, rumia una vaca; su cara sofocada, furio- much more detailed than those of a cow furious, his lip lifted upon his teeth. sa, con el labio levantado sobre dientes. Cash. “Pick up!” he says. “Pick up, —¡Agarra! —dice—. ¡Agarra, goddamn your thick-nosed soul!” maldito condenado! 40 He heaves, lifting one whole side Tira hacia arriba, alzando uno de los so suddenly that we all spring into lados tan repentinamente que todos los the lift to catch and balance it before demás saltamos para levantarla y equili- he hurls it completely over. For an brarla antes de que la vuelque del todo. 45 instant it resists, as though Durante un instante la caja se resiste, volitional: having a will of its own volitional, as though within it her como si tuviera voluntad, como si dentro pole-thin body clings furiously, de ella su cuerpo delgado como un palo COMMENTARY: As usual, even though dead, to a sort of mantuviera con furia, incluso muerta, una Darl is much concerned with modesty, as she would have tried to especie de pudor; como si tratara de ocul- Jewel’s reactions and here, 50 conceal a soiled garment that she tar un vestido sucio que no había podido amongst his fanciful and could not prevent her body soiling. evitar que le manchara el cuerpo. Luego unverbalised ideas that the coffin seems to be impelled by the emaciation: wasting away Then it breaks free, rising suddenly se alza libre, subiendo repentinamente modesty of Addie who is inside as though the emaciation of her como si la extenuación de su cuerpo hu- it, the reader is given a vision of body had added buoyancy to the biese añadido ligereza a las tablas o como Jewel acting with a violence 55 planks or as though, seeing that the si, al ver que estaban a punto de arran- which covers his very deep garment was about to be torn from carle el vestido, ella se precipitara repen- emotions, ‘the furious of her, she rushes suddenly after it in tinamente detrás de la caja en un vuelco Jewel’s despair’. a passionate reversal that flouts its apasionado que menospreciase su propio own desire and need. Jewel’s face deseo y necesidad. La cara de Jewel se 60 goes completely green and I can pone completamente verde y oigo el roce hear teeth in his breath. de su respiración en los dientes.

We carry it down the hall, our feet harsh Sacamos la caja por el zaguán, pi- and clumsy on the floor, moving with sando firme y torpemente el suelo, y 65 shuffling steps, and through the door. arrastramos los pies al cruzar la puerta.

“Steady it a minute, now,” pa says, —Esperad un minuto —dice padre, letting go. He turns back to shut and soltándo. Se vuelve para cerrar la puerta y lock the door, but Jewel will not wait. echar la llave, pero Jewel no quiere esperar. 70 “Come on,” he says in that —Vámonos —dice con esa voz suffocating voice. “Come on.” ahogada—. Vámonos.

We lower it carefully down the La bajamos cuidadosamente por los 75 steps. We move, balancing it as escalones. Avanzamos, balanceándola though it were something infinitely como si se tratara de algo infinitamen- precious, our faces averted, breathing te precioso, apartando la cara, respi- through our teeth to keep our nostrils rando por la boca para mantener la

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closed. We go down the path, toward nariz cerrada. Bajamos el sendero ha- the slope. cia la ladera.

“We better wait,” Cash says. “I tell —Será mejor que esperemos —dice 5 you it ain’t balanced now. We’ll need Cash—. Te digo que así no se equilibra. another hand on that hill.” Necesitaremos otra mano en ese cerro.

turn loose: (Am. English) let go “Then turn loose,” Jewel says. —Entonces suéltala —dice Jewel. hobble 1 intr. a walk lamely; limp. b proceed He will not stop. Cash begins to fall No se quiere parar. Cash empieza a haltingly in action or speech (hobbled lamely to his conclusion). 2 tr. a tie together the legs of (a 10 behind, hobbling to keep up, X quedarse atrás; se esfuerza por seguir- horse etc.) to prevent it from straying. b tie (a horse’s etc. legs). 3 tr. cause (a person etc.) to breathing harshly; then he is dis- nos y respira con dificultad; luego se dis- limp. 1 an uneven or infirm gait. 2 a rope, clog, etc. used tanced and Jewel carries the en- tancia y Jewel aguanta toda la parte de- for hobbling a horse etc. tire front end alone, so that, tilt- lantera él solo, de modo que, inclinán- Renquear, ing as the path begins to slant, it dose a medida que el sendero empieza a 15 begins to rush away from me and bajar, la caja empieza a escapárseme y slip down the air like a sled upon se desliza por el aire como un trineo so- invisible snow, smoothly evacuat- bre nieve invisible, retirándose suave- ing atmosphere in which the sense mente de la atmósfera en la que todavía of it is still shaped. se nota la huella de su forma. 20 “Wait, Jewel,” I say. But he will —Espera, Jewel —digo. not wait. He is almost running now Pero él no quiere esperar, Casi ha and Cash is left behind. It seems to echado a correr y Cash se queda detrás. me that the end which I now carry Me parece que la parte que ahora aguan- 25 alone has no weight, as though it to yo solo no tiene peso, como si la caja coasts like a rushing straw upon the navegara igual que una paja lanzada a la furious tide of Jewel’s despair. I am furiosa marea de la desesperación de not even touching it when, turning, Jewel. Ni siquiera la toco cuando, do- he lets it overshoot him, swinging, blándose, deja que pase por encima de sloughs: casts (it) off 30 and stops it and sloughs it into the X él, oscilando, y la para y la deja caer den- wagon-bed in the same motion tro de la carreta con el mismo movimien- and looks back at me, his face to, y se vuelve a mirarme con la cara suffuse 1 (of colour, moisture, etc.) spread from suffused with fury and despair. arrebatada de furia y desesperación. within to colour or moisten (a blush suffused her cheeks). 2 cover with colour etc. Impreg- nar, saturar, bañar, inundar, empañar 35 suffuse 1 (of colour, moisture, etc.) spread from “Goddamn you. Goddamn you.” —Maldito seas. Maldito seas. within to colour or moisten (a blush suffused her cheeks). 2 cover with colour etc. suffuse [light] bañar [colour, flush] teñir 24 [delight, relief] inundar suffused with light bañado de luz VARDAMAN (4) VARDAMAN

40 WE are going to town. Dewey Dell VAMOS a la ciudad. Dewey Dell Vardaman (4) says it won’t be sold because it dice que no lo quieren vender porque belongs to Santa Claus and he has pertenece a Santa Claus que se lo ha This section consists of taken it back with him until next quedado hasta las Navidades que vie- Vardaman’s unspoken thoughts Christmas. Then it will be behind the nen. Entonces volverá a estar detrás and his spoken words as the family prepare to leave for town. 45 glass again, shining with waiting. del cristal, brillando y esperando.

Pa and Cash are coming down the Padre y Cash van cerro abajo, pero hill, but Jewel is going to the barn. Jewel se dirige al granero. “Jewel,” pa says. Jewel does not stop. Jewel —dice padre. ______50 “Where you going?” pa says. But X ______. Pero Jewel does not stop. “You leave that Jewel no se para—. Deja ese caballo COMMENTARY: Darl’s horse here,” pa says. Jewel stops and aquí —dice padre. Jewel se para y mira remark that ‘Jewel’s mother is a looks at pa. Jewel’s eyes look like a padre. Los ojos de Jewel parecen ca- horse’ leads Vardaman to marbles. “You leave that horse here,” nicas—. Deja ese caballo aquí —dice question Darl,’ Then mine will 55 pa says. “We’ll all go in the wagon padre—. Iremos todos en la carreta con have to be a horse, too’, reasoning with ma, like she wanted.” madre, como ella quería. that he and Jewel must have the same mother because they are brothers. Exploring the matter But my mother is a fish. Vernon Pero mi madre es un pez. Vernon lo further, Vardaman elicits from seen it. He was there. vio. Estaba allí. Darl the remark that he, Darl, 60 does not have a mother. Although “Jewel’s mother is a horse,” Darl —La madre de Jewel es un caballo — Vardaman appears to agree to this said. dijo Darl. and to the proposition that Darl himself does not exist, he contradicts this with ‘But you “Then mine can be a fish, can’t it, —Entonces la mía puede ser un pez, are,’ and gets the response, ‘ «I 65 Darl?” I said. ¿verdad Darl? —dije yo. know it,» Darl said. «That’s why 1 am not is. Are is too many for Jewel is my brother. Jewel es hermano mío. one woman to foal.» ‘ Although neither brother can fully “Then mine will have to be a horse, —Entonces la mía también tiene que understand what the other is saying, the reader, who has been 70 too,” I said. ser un caballo —dije yo. ‘inside’ both their minds, can appreciate the roots of “Why?” Darl said. “If pa is your —¿Por qué? —dijo Darl—. Si padre es Vardaman’s confusion between pa, why does your ma have to be a tu padre, ¿por qué tu madre va a tener que ser his mother and a fish and sees horse just because Jewel’s is?” un caballo sólo porque lo sea la de Jewel? here that Darl suffers from the being excluded from his mother’s 75 affections. In this section, he “Why does it?” I said. “Why does —¿Por qué lo es? —dije yo—. ¿Por attributes this withholding of it, Darl?” qué lo es, Darl? affection to the fact that Addie had too many children to love. The role played by Addie in

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Darl is my brother. Darl es hermano mío. confirming or denying the existence of her respective “Then what is your ma, Darl?” I —Entonces, ¿qué es tu madre, Darl? children comes across strongly here and is reinforced in Addie said. —dije yo. (1). 5 “I haven’t got ere one,” Darl said. —No tengo ninguna —dijo Darl—. “Because if I had one, it is was. And Porque si la he tenido, fue. Y si if it is was, it can’t be is. Can it?” fue, no puede ser es. ¿O puede?

10 “No,” I said. —No —dije yo.

“Then I am not,” Darl said. —Entonces yo no soy es —dijo “Am I?” Darl—, ¿verdad?

15 “No,” I said. —No —dije yo.

I am. Darl is my brother. Yo sí soy. Darl es hermano mío.

“But you are, Darl,” I said. —Pero nosotros somos, Darl —dije yo. 20 “I know it,” Darl said. “That’s why —Ya lo sé —dijo Darl—. Por eso no I am not is. Are is too many for one soy es. Somos es demasiados para woman to foal.” parirlos una sola mujer.

25 Cash is carrying his Cash lleva su caja de herra- tool-box. Pa looks at him. mientas. Padre le mira. “I’ll stop at Tull’s on the way —Cuando volvamos me detendré en back,” Cash says. “Get on that casa de Tull —dice Cash—. Me ocuparé barn roof.” del techo de ese granero. 30 “It ain’t respectful,” pa says. “It’s —Eso no es nada respetuoso —dice a deliberate flouting of her and of padre—. Es un insulto deliberado a ella me.” y a mí.

35 “Do you want him to come all —¿Quieres que vuelva hasta aquí y the way back here and carry them que luego lleve a pie las herramientas up to Tull’s afoot?” Darl says. hasta casa de Tull? —dice Darl. Pa looks at Darl, his mouth chewing. Padre mira a Darl, mascando tabaco. Pa shaves every day now because Ahora padre se afeita todos los días por- 40 my mother is a fish. que mi madre es un pez.

“It ain’t right,” pa says. —Eso no está bien —dice padre.

Dewey Dell has the package in her Dewey Dell tiene el envoltorio en la 45 hand. She has the basket with our mano. También tiene la cesta con nues- dinner too. tra comida.

“What’s that?” pa says. —¿Qué es eso? —dice padre.

50 “Mrs. Tull’s cakes,” Dewey Dell —Los bollos de Mrs. Tull —dice says, getting into the wagon. “I’m Dewey Dell, subiendo a la carreta—. Se taking them to town for her.” los llevo a la ciudad.

“It ain’t right,” pa says. “It’s a —Eso no está bien —dice padre—. Es 55 flouting of the dead.” insultar a la muerta.

It’ll be there. It’ll be there come Estará allí. Estará allí hasta que lle- Christmas, she says, shining on the gue Navidad, dice ella, brillando en la track. She says he won’t sell it to no vía. Dice que no se lo venderán a ningún 60 town boys. chico de la ciudad.

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65 HE goes on toward the barn, VA hacia el granero, entra con la Darl (9) entering the lot, wooden-backed. espalda envarada. In this section, we find Darl’s Dewey Dell carries the basket on Dewey Dell lleva la cesta en un bra- unspoken and unverbalised one arm, in the other hand something zo, en la otra mano algo cuadrado en- thoughts as he observes the same scene as in Vardaman (4). 70 wrapped square in a newspaper. Her vuelto en papel de periódico. Tiene la face is calm and sullen, her eyes cara tranquila y sombría, los ojos pen- brooding and alert; within them I can sativos y al acecho; dentro de ellos veo see Peabody’s back like two round la espalda de Peabody como dos gui- peas in two thimbles perhaps in santes redondos en dos dedales: pue- COMMENTARY: Darl is, as 75 Peabody’s back two of those worms de que en la espalda de Peabody haya usual, concerned with Jewel’s which work surreptitious and steady dos de esos gusanos que, subrepticia actions, but in this section he through you and out the other side and y constantemente, se abren camino focuses on Dewey Dell. His you waking suddenly from sleep or dentro de uno y salen por el otro lado unverbalised thoughts as Dewey Dell climbs into the wagon stress

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from waking, with on your face an y tú te despiertas de pronto del sueño her sexuality, ‘her leg . . . that expression sudden, intent, and o la vigilia con una expresión repenti- lever which moves the world; one concerned. She sets the basket into na, resuelta e inquieta, en la cara. Co- of that caliper which measures the length and breadth of life’. the wagon and climbs in, her leg loca la cesta en la carreta y salta den- Obviously Darl, who is much 5 coming long from beneath her tro: la pierna le aparece por debajo del concerned with the nature of tightening dress: that lever which vestido ajustado como una palanca que existence, is fascinated by the moves the world; one of that caliper mueve el mundo; uno de esos compa- source of life which, now that which measures the length and ses que miden la vida a lo largo y a lo Addie is dead, lies at the juncture breadth of life. She sits on the seat ancho. Ocupa el asiento de al lado de of Dewey Dell’s legs. He attributes to women a role which 10 beside Vardaman and sets the parcel Vardaman y se coloca el paquete en el is absolutely central in dictating on her lap. regazo. the dimensions of existence, and this once again indicates that he Then he enters the barn. He has not Luego él entra en el granero. No se believes his problems stem from looked back. ha vuelto a mirar. his mother, the source of his life who denied him the affection he 15 needed in order to take on a solid “It ain’t right,” pa says. “It’s little —Eso no está bien —dice padre—. No le shape. enough for him to do for her.” hubiera costado demasiado hacerlo por ella.

“Go on,” Cash says. “Leave him —Venga —dice Cash—. Déjale que- 20 stay if he wants. He’ll be all right here. darse si quiere. Estará bien aquí. Puede Maybe he’ll go up to Tull’s and stay.” que vaya a casa de Tull y se quede allí.

“He’ll catch us,” I say. “He’ll cut —Nos alcanzará —digo yo—. Cogerá across and meet us at Tull’s lane.” el atajo y se nos unirá en la senda de Tull. 25 “He would have rid that horse, —Se hubiera venido montado en ese too,” pa says, “if I hadn’t a stopped caballo —dice padre—, si no se lo hu- him. A durn spotted critter wilder biese impedido. Un maldito pinto,, más than a cattymount. A deliberate salvaje que un gato montés. Un insulto 30 flouting of her and of me.” deliberado contra ella y contra mí.

The wagon moves; the mules’ ears La carreta arranca; las orejas de las mulas begin to bob. Behind us, above the empiezan a moverse. Detrás de nosotros, por house, motionless in tall and soaring encima de la casa, inmóviles en grandes círcu- 35 circles, they diminish and disappear. los que se elevan, disminuyen y desaparecen.

26 ANSE (2) ANSE

40 I TOLD him not to bring that horse LE dije que no trajera ese caballo por Anse (2) out of respect for his dead ma, respeto a su difunta madre, pues no pare- because it wouldn’t look right, him cería nada bien que anduviera haciendo This section contains Anse’s prancing along on a durn circus corvetas por ahí montado en ese maldito spoken words and unspoken animal and her wanting us all to be in animal de circo cuando ella quería que to- thoughts as the wagon sets off up the lane from the farm. 45 the wagon with her that sprung from dos estuviéramos en la carreta con ella, que her flesh and blood, but we hadn’t no los trajo al mundo; pero no habíamos he- more than passed Tull’s lane when cho más que llegar a la senda de Tull cuan- Darl begun to laugh. Setting back do Darl empezó a reírse. Ahí está, sentado there on the plank seat with Cash, en el banco al lado de Cash, con su difunta 50 with his dead ma lying in her coffin madre tumbada en el ataúd a sus pies, rién- COMMENTARY: Anse’s at his feet, laughing. How many times dose. Ya ni sé cuántas veces le he dicho responses are, as usual, muted. Although he is concerned that the I told him it’s doing such things as que esas cosas son las que hacen que la family will present an odd or that that makes folks talk about him, gente hable de él. Digo: Me importa lo offensive spectacle to the rest of I don’t know. I says I got some regard que dice la gente de los que llevan mi the community, he does nothing 55 for what folks says about my flesh and sangre aunque eso a ti no te importe, to prevent this happening. blood even if you haven’t, even if I aunque sea yo el que haya criado a ese It appears that Darl is prone to passel: (Am. col.) a crowd, a parcel have raised such a durn passel of condenado grupo de chicos, y cuan- fits of uncontrolled and inexpli- cable laughter, for Anse says, fixes it so: (Am. col.) arranges it so boys, and when you fixes it so folks do haces cosas por las que la gente ‘how many times I told him it’s that can say such about you, it’s a habla de ti, eso recae en tu madre, doing such things as that makes 60 reflection on your ma, I says, not me: digo, no en mí: yo soy un hombre folks talk about him’, but as ever, I am a man and I can stand it; it’s on y lo puedo soportar; es en las mu- Anse can exercise no authority your womenfolks, your ma and sister jeres de la casa, en tu madre y tu over his family and contents that you should care for, and I turned hermana, en quien deberías pensar; himself with selfcongratulation for his own efforts, ‘1 done my and looked back at him setting there, y me vuelco a mirarle y ahí está, best’. 65 laughing. riéndose.

“I don’t expect you to have no —No espero que me tengas respeto respect for me,” I says. “But with your —digo—. Pero con tu madre, que to- own ma not cold in her coffin yet.” davía no está fría, en el ataúd... 70 “Yonder,” Cash says, jerking —Allá abajo —dice Cash, señalando his head toward the lane. con la cabeza hacia la senda. The horse is still a right smart piece El caballo todavía es una cosa que away, coming up at a good pace, but se mueve a lo lejos y sube a buen paso, 75 I don’t have to be told who it is. I just pero nadie me tiene que decir quién es. looked back at Darl, setting there Sólo vuelvo a mirar a Darl, sentado ahí, laughing. riéndose.

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“I done my best,” I says. “I tried —Hice lo que pude —digo yo—. Tra- to do as she would wish it. The Lord té de hacer lo que a ella le hubiera gusta- will pardon me and excuse the do. El Señor me perdonará y disculpará conduct of them He sent me.” And la conducta de los que Él me dio. 5 Darl setting on the plank seat right Y Darl, sentado en el banco, justo above her where she was laying, encima de donde ella está tumbada, laughing. ríe.

27 10 DARL (10) DARL

HE comes up the lane fast, yet we SUBE deprisa por el sendero pero Darl (10) flicker 1 brillar con luz mortecina, quiver, waver. Va- cilar, oscilar, titilar, centellear, flamear, are three hundred yards beyond the nosotros estamos a más de trescientos 1 (of light) shine unsteadily or fitfully. 2 (of a flame) As the wagon moves away burn unsteadily, alternately flaring and dying down. mouth of it when he turns into the metros del comienzo de la carretera cuan- 3 a (of a flag, a reptile’s tongue, an eyelid, etc.) from the farm, Darl reflects at an 15 road, the mud flying beneath the do él la enfila, con el barro revoloteando move or wave to and fro; quiver; vibrate. b (of the unspoken and an unverbalised wind) blow lightly and unsteadily. 4(of hope etc.) flickering drive of the hooves. Then X bajo los enérgicos golpes de los cascos. increase and decrease unsteadily and level on the events happening intermittently. he slows a little, light and erect in the Luego afloja el paso, ágil y erguido en la around him. He sees Jewel hace remilgos o gestos afectados en saddle, the horse mincing through the silla, mientras el caballo chapotea en el mounted on his horse, Tull exceso X mud. barro. waving as they pass, the sign 20 board to New Hope, Dewey Dell Tull is in his lot. He looks at us, Tull está en el corral. Nos mira, le- gazing straight ahead of her and, once again, Jewel racing past, lifts his hand. We go on, the wagon vanta la mano. Seguimos, la carreta re- spattering [salpicando] the creaking, the mud whispering on the china, el barro susurra en las ruedas. coffin with mud. wheels. Vernon still stands there. He Vernon sigue allí de pie. Mira a Jewel 25 watches Jewel as he passes, the horse cuando éste pasa, y al caballo que cami- moving with a light, high-kneed na con trote ligero, unos trescientos me- driving gait, three hundred yards back. tros detrás de nosotros. Seguimos con un We go on, with a motion so soporific, movimiento tan soporífero, tan como en so dreamlike as to be uninferant of un sueño que no parece marcar nuestro 30 progress, as though time and not space progreso, como si el tiempo y no el espa- COMMENTARY: We know were decreasing between us and it. cio disminuyera entre nosotros y él. from Anse (2), that during the events recorded above Darl is It turns off at right angles, the La carreta toma las curvas en ángulo laughing. Yet he himself makes no mention of the fact, nor does wheel-marks of last Sunday healed recto; las marcas de las ruedas del do- he show any sign of amusement 35 away now: a smooth, red scoriation mingo pasado ya se han borrado: son una in his unspoken and unverbalised curving away into the pines; a white lisa escoriación roja que se pierde hacien- thoughts. This would appear to signboard with faded lettering: New do curvas entre los pinos; un cartel blan- indicate that he is unaware of his Hope Church. 3 mi. It wheels up like co con letras descoloridas: Iglesia de own laughter, just as at the end of a motionless hand lifted above the New Hope, 4 kilómetros. Señala como the novel one part of him feels quite separate from the Darl who 40 profound desolation of the ; una mano inmóvil alzada sobre la pro- is laughing hysterically. beyond it the red road lies like a funda desolación del océano; más allá, For Darl, time itself takes on spoke of which Addie Bundren is el rojo camino se extiende como un ra- an odd quality during this journey, the rim. It wheels past, empty, dio cuya llanta fuera Addie Bundren. ‘we go on, . . . as though time and unscarred, the white signboard turns Vacío, sin huellas, pasa de largo, el blan- not space were decreasing between us and it (the road)’. As 45 away its fading and tranquil co cartel queda atrás con su descolorida the road is the major element in assertion. Cash looks up the road y tranquila afirmación. Cash mira el ca- his current environment, it is on quietly, his head turning as we pass mino tranquilamente y vuelve la cabeza the road that he focuses most of it like an owl’s head, his face cuando lo rebasamos como si fuera la de his attention, noting its composed. Pa looks straight ahead, una lechuza, con el rostro sereno. Padre smoothness after the rain, and 50 humped. Dewey Dell looks at the mira al frente, encorvado. Dewey Dell seeing it as ‘a spoke of which road too, then she looks back at me, también mira el camino, luego vuelve a Addie Bundren is the rim’, an image which suggests that Addie her eyes watchful and repudiant, not mirarme con ojos escrutadores y de re- contains and controls the road. like that question which was in chazo, sin aquella interrogación que ha- Eventually, Darl begins to talk as smouldering incandescente, latente, en ascuas, abrasadora, encandeci- those of Cash, for a smouldering bía en los de Cash, durante un intenso if it is the road and not the wagon do, 55 while. The signboard passes; the momento. El cartel queda atrás; el cami- which is moving, ‘it wheels past . smoulder 1 burn slowly with smoke but without a flame; slowly burn unscarred road wheels on. Then no sin huellas sigue uniforme. Luego . . the unscarred road wheels on’. internally or invisibly; burn withing, . This is not a symptom of his 2 (of emotions etc.) exist in a Dewey Dell turns her head. The Dewey Dell vuelve la cabeza. La carreta suppressed or concealed state. 3 (of deranged senses but simply an a person) show silent or suppressed wagon creaks on. sigue rechinando. accurate record of what anger, hatred, etc. apparently happens when a road 60 Cash spits over the wheel. Cash escupe por encima de la rueda. is seen from a moving vehicle. “In a couple of days now it’ll be —Dentro de un par de días empezará smelling,” he says. a oler —dice.

“You might tell Jewel that,” I say. —Deberías decírselo a Jewel —digo yo. 65 He is motionless now, sitting the Ahora está inmóvil, montado en horse at the junction, upright, el caballo, en el cruce, tieso, mi- watching us, no less still than the rándonos, no menos quieto que el signboard that lifts its fading cartel que levanta sus descoloridas 70 capitulation opposite him. letras frente a él.

“It ain’t balanced right for no long —No está bien equilibrada para un ride,” Cash says. viaje largo —dice Cash.

75 “Tell him that, too,” I say. —Dile eso también —digo yo. The wagon creaks on. La carreta sigue rechinando.

A mile farther along he passes us, Un par de kilómetros después nos ade-

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the horse, arch-necked, reined back lanta; el caballo, con el cuello en arco, to a swift single-foot. He sits lightly, va frenado para que mantenga un paso poised, upright, wooden-faced in the ligero. Jewel va sentado en la silla, ágil, saddle, the broken hat raked at a derecho, tieso, con cara de palo, y el som- 5 swaggering angle. He passes us brero roto inclinado en un ángulo desa- swiftly, without looking at us, the fiante. Nos adelanta rápido, sin mirarnos, horse driving, its hooves hissing in el caballo tirando, sus cascos silbando en the mud. A gout of mud, back-flung, el barro. Una salpicadura de barro sale plops on to the box. Cash leans despedida y cae a plomo sobre la caja. 10 forward and takes a tool from his box Cash se echa hacia delante y saca una and removes it carefully. When the herramienta de su caja y quita el barro road crosses Whiteleaf, the willows cuidadosamente. Cuando el camino cru- leaning near enough, he breaks off a za Whiteleaf, los sauces lo bastante cer- branch and scours at the stain with ca, arranca una rama y limpia la mancha 15 the wet leaves. con las hojas húmedas.

28 ANSE (3) ANSE

20 IT’S a hard country on man; it’s Es una comarca dura para el hombre, hard. Eight miles of the sweat of his es dura. Trece kilómetros del sudor de Anse (3) body washed up outen the Lord’s su cuerpo barrido de la tierra del Señor, This section is an unspoken earth, where the Lord Himself told donde el propio Señor le dijo que lo de- lament by Anse in which he him to put it. Nowhere in this sinful jase caer**9. Un hombre honrado y tra- blames the world for his 25 world can a honest, hard-working bajador no puede sacar nada de prove- misfortunes, thinks of the man profit. It takes them that runs the cho en este mundo pecador. Lo sacan esos salvation which awaits him in stores in the towns, doing no que tienen las tiendas de la ciudad, que heaven for enduring his troubles and of the set of false teeth which sweating, living off of them that no sudan, que viven de los que sudan. No will offer him more immediate sweats. It ain’t the hard-working man, el que trabaja de firme, el campesino. A comfort. 30 the farmer. Sometimes I wonder why veces me pregunto por qué seguimos en enduring duradero, definitivo, perdurable, sub- we keep at it. It’s because there is a ello. Es porque para nosotros hay una sistente, imperecedero, lasting, resistente endure v. 1 tr. undergo (a difficulty, hardship, reward for us above, where they can’t recompensa en lo alto, donde ellos no etc.). Aguantar 2 tr. a tolerate, soportar (a person) (cannot endure him). b (esp. with take their motors and such. Every man pueden llevar sus autos y lo demás. Allí neg.; foll. by to + infin.) bear. 3 intr. remain in will be equal there and it will be taken todos los hombres serán iguales y el Se- existence; last, perdurar 4 tr. submit to. 35 from them that have and give to them ñor les quitará a los que tienen y se lo COMMENTARY: Anse is that have not by the Lord. dará a los que no tienen**10. [122] clearly convinced that he is hard- working. He is tempted to But it’s a long wait, seems like. It’s Pero es una larga espera, o eso parece. No upbraid [reproach] God for his bad that a fellow must earn the reward está bien que uno tenga que ganarse la recom- hard lot, but decides instead that all his suffering must mean that 40 of his right-doing by flouting hisself pensa de su bien obrar despreciándose a sí mis- he is precious to God, ‘I am the and his dead. We drove all the rest of mo y a sus muertos. Viajamos lo que quedaba chosen of the Lord, for who He the day and got to Samson’s at de día y llegamos a casa de Samson al oscure- loveth, so doeth He chastiseth’. dust-dark and then that bridge was cer y entonces ese puente también se lo habían These archiac expressions show gone, too. They hadn’t never seen the llevado las aguas. Nunca habían visto el río tan how the language of religion and the ideas it propounds serve to 45 river so high, and it’s not done raining crecido y eso que todavía no ha dejado de reconcile the impoverished and yet. There was old men that hadn’t llover. Los más viejos del lugar nunca unthinking Anse to his lot in life. never seen nor heard of it being so in han visto ni oído hablar, en lo que re- They form a species of the memory of man. I am the chosen cuerdan, de algo semejante. Soy un ele- comforting litany, so that even the of the Lord, for who He loveth, so gido del Señor, pues Este corrige a aquel fact that the bridge he hoped to 50 doeth He chastiseth. But I be durn if a quien ama**11. ______cross has been washed away can He don’t take some curious ways to ______be accepted as significant. X show it, seems like. ______

But now I can get them teeth. That Pero ahora tendré los dientes. Será un 55 will be a comfort. It will. gran alivio. Lo será.

29 SAMSON (1) SAMSON

60 IT was just before sundown. We Fue justo antes de ponerse el were sitting on the porch when the sol. Estábamos sentados en el por- Samson (1) wagon came up the road with the five che cuando la carreta llegó aquí of them in it and the other one on the arriba con cinco dentro y el otro a This long section allows the reader to see the Bundren family horse behind. One of them raised his caballo detrás. Uno de ellos alzó through the eyes of Samson, with 65 hand, but they was going on past the la mano, pero dejaron atrás la tien- whom they spend the first night store without stopping. da sin detenerse. of their journey.

“Who’s that?” MacCallum says: I —¿Quién es ése? —dice MacCallum. can’t think of his name: Rafe’s twin; No me acuerdo de su nombre: es el ge- 70 that one it was. melo de Rafe; eso seguro**12—. COMMENTARY: Samson’s “It’s Bundren, from down beyond —Es Bundren, el de más allá de New membership of a different group New Hope,” Quick says. “There’s one Hope —dijo Quick—. El caballo que from that of the Bundrens is of them Snopes horses Jewel’s riding.” monta Jewel es uno de los de Snopes. stressed at the outset of this section, when we see him sitting 75 amongst a group of men whom “I didn’t know there was ere a one —No sabía que todavía quedaran he knows well. All of them are of them horses left,” MacCallum says. caballos de ésos —dice MacCallum— watching with curiosity the “I thought you folks down there . Creía que los de allá abajo por fin approach of the Bundren wagon. The similarities between the two

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finally contrived to give them all habíais decidido desprenderos de groups, the Bundrens on their away.” ellos. wagon and the men on the steps of the country store, are used to underline the fact that the country “Try and get that one,” Quick says. —Trata de hacerte con ése —dice has an identity which is stamped 5 The wagon went on. Quick. La carreta seguía. on its inhabitants. Both groups share a curiosity about events in “I bet old man Lon never gave it —Para mí que no se lo ha dado el vie- their little world and both are slow to him,” I says. jo Lon —digo. [123] to act. From Samson’s point of view, the Bundrens present a blackly 10 “No,” Quick says. “He bought it —No —dice Quick—. Se lo com- comic spectacle, spending the from pappy.” The wagon went on. pró a mi padre —la carreta seguía— night squatting round Addie’s “They must not a heard about the . No deben de saber lo del puente coffin in the barn, attracting a bridge,” he says. —dice. crowd of buzzards with the smell of death which they carry with them, led by the lazy yet 15 “What’re they doing up here, —De todos modos, ¿qué hacen por determined Anse and embarked anyway?” MacCallum says. aquí? —dice MacCallum. on a ludicrous enterprise.

“Taking a holiday since he —Para mí que tomándose un des- got his wife buried, I reckon,” canso después de enterrar a su mujer 20 Quick says. “Heading for town, —dice Quick—. Para mí que van al I reckon, with Tull’s bridge pueblo, y el puente de Tull también se gone too. I wonder if they ain’t lo llevó la riada. Me extraña que no heard about the bridge.” hayan oído lo del puente.

25 “They’ll have to fly, then,” I says. —Entonces tendrán que cruzar vo- “I don’t reckon there’s ere a bridge lando —digo yo—. Para mí que no hay between here and Mouth of otro puente entre aquí y Mouth of Ishatawa.” Ishatawa.

30 They had something in the wagon. Llevaban algo en la carreta. But Quick had been to the funeral Pero Quick había estado en el three days ago and we naturally funeral hacía tres días y natural- never thought anything about it mente no pensábamos en nada except that they were heading away más que en que habían salido 35 from home mighty late and that tarde de casa y no se habían en- they hadn’t heard about the bridge. terado de lo del puente. “You better holler at them,” —Será mejor darles una voz —dice MacCallum says. Durn it, the name is MacCallum. Maldita sea, tengo el nom- right on the tip of my tongue. So Quick bre en la punta de la lengua. De modo que holler: (Am. col.) shout 40 hollered and they stopped and he went Quick los llamó y ellos se pararon y lue- to the wagon and told them. go él fue hasta la carreta y se lo contó.

He come back with them. “They’re Volvió con ellos. going to Jefferson,” he says. “The —Van a Jefferson —dice—. El puen- 45 bridge at Tull’s is gone, too.” Like we te de Tull también se lo llevó la riada. didn’t know it, and his face looked Como si nosotros no lo supiéramos. funny, around the nostrils, but they En su cara, junto a las ventanas de la just sat there, Bundren and the girl nariz, había algo raro, pero ahí seguían and the chap on the seat, and Cash sentados, Bundren y la chica y el peque- 50 and the second one, the one folks talks ño en el banco, y Cash y el segundo, ése about, on a plank across the tail-gate, del que habla la gente, en una tabla de and the other one on that spotted la parte de atrás, y el otro montando ese horse. But I reckon they was used to caballo pinto. Para mí que ya lo sabían, it by then because when I said to Cash porque cuando le dije a Cash que ten- 55 that they’d have to pass by New Hope drían que volver a New Hope para cru- again and what they’d better do, he zar y que era lo mejor que podían hacer, just says, sólo dice:

“I reckon we can get there.” —Para mí que podremos llegar. 60 I ain’t much for meddling. Let No me gusta andar entrometiéndose. every man run his own business to suit Que cada uno se ocupe de sus cosas digo himself, I say. But after I talked to yo siempre. Pero después de haber habla- a regular man to fix her: a Rachel about them not having a do con Rachel de que no habían tenido professional undertaker to prepa- 65 regular man to fix her and it being July a nadie que se la preparase, y encima re Addie’s corpse and all, I went back down to the barn estamos en julio, volví a bajar al granero and tried to talle to Bundren about it. y traté de hablar con Bundren de eso.

“I givc her my promise,” he says. —Se lo prometí —dice él—. Sólo 70 “Her mind was set on it.” pensaba en eso.

I notice how it takes a lazy man, a Me doy cuenta de que hace falta un hom- man that hates moving, to get set on bre perezoso, un hombre que odie moverse, moving once he does get started off, para seguir adelante una vez que se pone en 75 the same as he was set on staying marcha; y la misma persona que siempre still, like it ain’t the moving he hates quiere estarse quieta, parece que odia más so much as the starting and the ponerse en marcha y pararse que seguir en stopping. And like he would be kind movimiento. Y es como si se sintiera

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of proud of whatever come up to orgulloso o algo así de que parezca make the moving or the setting still difícil ponerse en marcha o estarse look hard. He set there on the quieto. Ahí está en la carreta, joro- wagon, hunched up, blinking, bado, pestañeando, oyéndonos contar- 5 listening to us tell about how quick le lo deprisa que se hundió el puente the bridge went and how high the y lo grande que era la riada, y que me water was, and I be durn if he didn’t condene si no se comporta como si es- act like he was proud of it, like he tuviera orgulloso de eso, como si él had made the river rise himself. mismo hubiera hecho crecer el río. 10 “You say it’s higher than you ever see —Dice que antes nunca había visto it before?” he says. “God’s will be done,” una tan grande? —dice—. Que sea lo que he says. “I reckon it won’t go down much Dios quiera —dice—. Para mí que tam- by morning, neither,” he says. poco disminuirá mucho por la mañana. 15 “You better stay here to-night,” I —Sería mejor que se quedasen aquí says, “and get a early start for New esta noche —digo yo—, y salieran a pri- Hope to-morrow morning.” I was mera hora de la mañana para New Hope bone-gaunted: (neologism) thin to just sorry for them bone-gaunted —sólo lo sentía por las esqueléticas mu- the point where the bones show 20 mules. I told Rachel, I says, “Well, las. Se lo conté a Rachel, le digo—: Bue- through the skin would you have had me turn them no, ¿te habría parecido bien que les hu- away at dark, eight miles from biera hecho volver de noche y estando a home? What else could I do,” I says. diez kilómetros de su casa? ¿Qué otra “It won’t be but one night, and cosa podían hacer? —digo—. Sólo va a 25 they’ll keep it in the barn, and ser una noche y la meterán en el granero, they’ll sholy get started by y se pondrán en marcha en cuanto ama- daylight.” and so I says, “You stay nezca. —Total, que les digo—: Quéden- here to-night and early to-morrow se aquí esta noche y mañana temprano you can go back to New Hope. I got podrán volver a New Hope. Tengo sufi- 30 tools enough, and the boys can go cientes herramientas y los chicos pueden on right after supper and have it dug empezar después de la cena y cavar y ter- and ready if they want,” and then I minar pronto —y entonces veo que la found that girl watching me. If her chica me está mirando. Si sus ojos hu- eyes had a been pistols, I wouldn’t bieran sido pistolas, ahora no lo estaría I be dog: (Am. col.) I swear that 35 be talking now. I be dog if they contando. Que me maten si no me dis- didn’t blaze at me. And so when I paraba con la mirada. De modo que cuan- went down to the barn I come on do bajé al granero y me acerqué a ellos, them, her talking so she never ella estaba hablando y no se fijó en que noticed when I come up. yo había entrado. 40 “You promised her,” she says. —Usted se lo prometió —le dice “She wouldn’t go until you promised. ella—. No quiso irse hasta que se lo pro- She thought she could depend on you. metió. Pensaba que podría confiar en us- If you don’t do it, it will be a curse ted. Si no lo hace, su maldición caerá 45 on you.” sobre usted.

“Can’t no man say I don’t aim to —No hay hombre capaz de decir que no keep my word,” Bundren says. “My mantengo mi palabra —dice Bundren—. heart is open to ere a man.” Tengo el corazón abierto a cualquiera. 50 “I don’t care what your heart is,” —No me importa cómo está su cora- she says. She was whispering, kind zón —dice ella. Susurraba, o algo así, of, talking fast. “You promised her. hablando muy deprisa—. Se lo prome- You’ve got to. You——” Then she tió. Tiene que hacerlo. Usted... —luego 55 leen me and quit, standing there. If me vio allí parado y se calló. Si sus they’d been pistols, I wouldn’t be ojos hubieran sido pistolas ahora no talking now. So when I talked to him lo contaría. Conque cuando le hablé about it, he says, de eso, dice: [125]

60 “I give her my promise. Her mind —Se lo prometí. Estaba empeñada en is set on it.” ello.

“But seems to me she’d rather —Pero a mí me parece que ella prefe- have her ma buried close by, so she riría tener a su madre enterrada cerca, por 65 could——” tanto podríamos...

“It’s Addie I give the promise to,” —Es a Addie a quien se lo prometí — he says. “Her mind is set on it.” dice él—. Estaba empeñada en ello.

70 So I told them to drive it into the Conque les dije que la metieran en el barn because it was threatening rain granero, porque otra vez amenazaba llu- again, and that supper was about ready. via y la cena casi estaba lista. Lo que pasa Only they didn’t want to come in. es que no querían entrar en la casa.

75 “I thank you,” Bundren says. “We —Se lo agradezco —dice Bundren— wouldn’t discommode you. We got a . Pero no queremos incomodarles. Tene- little something in the basket. We can mos algunas cosas en la cesta. Nos las make out.” podemos arreglar.

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“Well,” I says, “since you are so —Muy bien —digo yo—, si ustedes particular about your womenfolks, son tan especiales con las mujeres de su I am too. And when folks stops casa, yo también lo soy con la mía. Y 5 with us at meal-time and won’t cuando alguien llega a la hora de comer come to the table, my wife takes it y no quiere sentarse a nuestra mesa, mi as a insult.” mujer lo considera un insulto.

So the girl went on to the kitchen De modo que la chica fue a la cocina 10 to help Rachel. And then Jewel - a ayudar a Rachel. Y luego Jewel se me come to me. acerca.

“Sho,” I says. “Help yourself —De acuerdo —digo yo—. Cógelo tú outen the loft. Feed him when you mismo del pajar. Dale de comer cuando 15 bait the mules.” les hayas dado el pienso a las mulas.

“I rather pay you for him,” —Prefiero pagarle lo del caballo — he says. dice él.

20 “What for?” I says. “I wouldn’t —¿Y por qué? —digo yo—. A nadie begrudge no man a bait for his horse.” le escatimo el pienso de un caballo. a bait: a bale of hay “I rather pay you,” he says; I —Prefiero pagarle —dice él; pensé thought he said extra. que hablaba de algo especial. 25 “Extra for what?” I says. “Won’t —¿Por algo especial? —digo yo—. he eat hay and corn?” ¿Es que no come heno y maíz?

“Extra feed,” he says. “I feed him —Come mucho —dice él—. Le doy 30 a little extra and I don’t want him de comer mucho y no quiero que tenga beholden to no man.” que agradecérselo a nadie.

“You can’t buy no feed from me, —Yo no te voy a vender comida, chico boy,” I says. “And if he can eat that —digo yo—. Y si come tanto que puede 35 loft clean, I’ll help you load the barn vaciar el pajar, por la mañana te ayudaré a on to the wagon in the morning.” cargar el granero entero en la carreta.

“He ain’t never been beholden to —Nunca le ha tenido que agradecer no man,” he says. “I rather pay you nada a nadie —dice él—. Prefiero pa- 40 for it.” gar.

And if I had my rathers, you Si yo siguiera mis preferencias, wouldn’t be here a-tall, I no estarías aquí ni un minuto, me wanted to say. But I just says, apeteció decir. Pero sólo digo: 45 “Then it’s high time he commenced. —Entonces llegó la hora de que em- You can’t buy no feed from me.” piece. No te voy a vender comida.

When Rachel put supper on, her Cuando Rachel terminó de servir la and the girl went and fixed some beds. cena, ella y la chica fueron a preparar unas 50 But wouldn’t any of them come in. camas. Pero ninguno de ellos quería entrar. “She’s been dead long enough to get —Lleva muerta lo suficiente para over that sort of foolishness,” I says. dejarse de tonterías —digo. Porque los Because I got just as much respect for muertos me imponen respeto como al the dead as ere a man, but you’ve got que más, pero también hay que ser res- 55 to respect the dead themselves, and a petuoso con los muertos, y a una mu- woman that’s been dead in a box four jer que lleva muerta cuatro días den- days, the best way to respect her is to tro de una caja, el mejor modo de res- get her into the ground as quick as petarla es darle tierra lo más pronto you can. But they wouldn’t do it. posible. Pero ellos no querían. 60 “It wouldn’t be right,” Bundren —No estaría bien —dice Bundren—. says. “Course, if the boys wants to Claro que si los chicos quieren acostar- go to bed, I reckon I can set up with se, da igual, puedo quedarme yo solo con her. I don’t begrudge her it.” ella. No le regatearé eso. 65 So when I went back down there Conque cuando volví abajo es- they were squatting on the ground taban en cuclillas en el suelo al- around the wagon, all of them. rededor del carro, todos ellos. “Let that chap come to the house and —Por lo menos dejen que ese chico 70 get some sleep, anyway,” I says. “And entre en casa y duerma un poco —digo you better come too,” I says to the yo—. Y tú, mejor entras también —le girl. I wasn’t aiming to interfere with digo a la chica. No trataba de meterme sholy: (Am. col.) surely them. And I sholy hadn’t done en sus asuntos. Y que yo supiera nunca nothing to her that I knowed. le había hecho nada a ella. 75 “He’s done already asleep,” —Ya se ha dormido —dice Bundren says. They had done put him Bundren. Le habían acostado en uno to bed in the trough in a empty stall. de los pesebres vacíos de la cuadra.

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“Well, you come on, then,” I says —Muy bien, entonces entra tú —le to her. But still she never said nothing. digo a la chica. Pero ella seguía sin decir They just squatted there. You couldn’t nada. Se limitaban a estar allí en cuclillas. 5 hardly see them. “How about you Casi ni se los podía ver—. ¿Y vosotros, boys?” I. says. “You got a full day chicos? —digo—. Mañana tendréis un día to-morrow.” After a while Cash says, difícil —al cabo de un rato, Cash dice:

“I thank you. We can make out.” —Gracias. Nos las arreglaremos. 10 “We wouldn’t be beholden,” —No quisiéramos tener que agradecer Bundren says. “I thank you nada —dice Bundren—. Se lo agradezco kindly.” de verdad.

15 So I left them squatting there. I Conque los dejé allí en cuclillas. Para reckon after four days they was mí que después de cuatro días se habían used to it. But Rachel wasn’t. acostumbrado. Pero Rachel se negó.

“It’s a outrage,” she says. “A —Es un insulto —dice—. Un 20 outrage.” insulto.

“What could he ‘a’ done?” I says. —¿Y qué podría hacer él? —digo “He give her his promised word.” yo—. Se lo ha prometido.

25 “Who’s talking about him?” she —¿Y quién habla de él? —dice says. “Who cares about him?” she ella—. ¿A quién le preocupa él? — says, crying. “I just wish that you dice ella, llorando—. Sólo quiero que and him and all the men in the tú y él y todos los hombres de este world that torture us alive and mundo que nos atormentáis vivas y nos 30 flout us dead, dragging us up and insultáis muertas, arrastrándonos por down the country——” el campo arriba y abajo...

“Now, now,” I says. “You’re —Oye, oye —le digo—. Te has en- upset.” fadado. [127] 35 “Don’t you touch me!” she says. —¡No me toques! —dice ella—. “Don’t you touch me!” ¡No me toques!

A man can’t tell nothing about Un hombre nunca puede decir qué van 40 them. I lived with the same one a hacer. Llevo viviendo con la misma fifteen years and I be durn if I quince años y que me condene si lo sé. Y can. And I imagined a lot of si imaginé un montón de cosas que nos things coming up between us, but pueden separar, que me condene si pen- I be durn if I ever thought it sé alguna vez en que pudiera hacerlo un 45 would be a body four days dead cuerpo que lleva cuatro días muerto, y and that a woman. But they make encima el de una mujer. Pero se hacen life hard on them not taking it as difícil la vida al no tomarla como viene, it comes up, like a man does. que es lo que hacen los hombres.

50 So I laid there, hearing it Conque me tumbé allí, oyendo commence to rain, thinking about cómo empezaba a llover, pensando en them down there, squatting around los que estaban allá abajo, en the wagon and the rain on the roof, cuclillas alrededor de la carreta. Y oía and thinking about Rachel crying la lluvia en el tejado y pensaba en 55 there until after a while it was like I Rachel que lloró tanto rato que era could still hear her crying even after como si la siguiese oyendo después she was asleep, and smelling it even de dormirse; y olía aquello aunque when I knowed I couldn’t. I couldn’t sabía que era imposible. Entonces ni decide even then whether I could or siquiera hubiera podido decidir si era 60 not, or if it wasn’t just knowing it was posible o no, o si sólo era que sabía what it was. lo que era.

So next morning I never went Conque a la mañana siguiente no down there. I heard them hitching up bajé hasta allí. Les oí enganchar y 65 and then when I knowed they must después, cuando me di cuenta de que be about ready to take out, I went out estaban preparados para irse, salí de the front and went down the road la casa y seguí camino abajo hacia toward the bridge until I heard the el puente hasta que oí salir del co- wagon come out of the lot and go back rral la carreta de vuelta a New Hope. 70 toward New Hope. And then when I Y luego, cuando volví a casa, come back to the house, Rachel Rachel se me echó encima porque no jumped on me because I wasn’t there estaba en casa para hacerles entrar to make them come in to breakfast. a desayunar. Con ellas nunca se You cant tell about them. Just about sabe. Justo cuando decides que pien- 75 when you decide they mean one thing, san una cosa, que me condene si no I be durn if you not only haven’t got tienes que cambiar de idea, y aguan- to change your mind, like as not you tar que te despellejen vivo sólo por got to take a raw-hiding for thinking pensar que se referían a lo que tú

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they meant it. pensabas.

But it was still like I could smell Pero todavía era como si lo estuvie- it. And so I decided then that it wasn’t ra oliendo. Y por eso decidí entonces 5 smelling it, but it was just knowing it mismo que no lo olía, sino que sólo was there, like you will get fooled sabía que había estado allí, pues de vez now and then. But when I went to the en cuando uno se engaña. Pero cuan- barn I knew different. When I walked do entré en el granero pensé otra cosa. into the hallway I saw something. It Cuando me encontraba en el zaguán vi 10 kind of hunkered up when I come in algo. Algo que estaba en cuclillas and I thought at first it was one of cuando entré, y al principio pensé que them got left, then I saw what it was. era uno de ellos; luego vi lo que era. It was a buzzard. It looked around and Era un buitre. Miró alrededor y me vio saw me and went on down the hall, y se dirigió al zaguán, con las patas 15 spraddle-legged, with its wings kind separadas, las alas como arrastrando, of hunkered out, watching me first mirándome primero por encima de un over one shoulder and then over the hombro y luego por encima del otro, other, like a old bald-headed man. como un viejo calvo. Cuando llegó When it got outdoors it begun to fly. fuera se echó a volar. Tuvo que ale- 20 It had to fly a long time before it ever tear bastante tiempo antes de remon- got up into the air, with it thick and tarse en el aire, de lo espeso y pesado heavy and full of rain like it was. y lleno de lluvia que estaba.

If they was bent on going to Si se dirigen a Jefferson, para mí 25 Jefferson, I reckon they could have que podían haber rodeado Mount gone around up by Mount Vernon, like Vernon, como hizo MacCallum. Pue- MacCallum did. He’ll get home about de estar en casa pasado mañana, a day after to-morrow, horse-back. Then caballo. Y ellos estaban a veintisie- they’d be just eighteen miles from te kilómetros de la ciudad. Pero pue- 30 town. But maybe this bridge being de que ese puente que también se gone too has learned him the Lord’s llevó la riada lo tome como un avi- sense and judgment. so que le manda el Señor.

That MacCallum. He’s been Ese MacCallum. Lleva tratando conmi- 35 trading with me off and on for twelve go a intervalos desde hace doce años. Lo years. I have known him from a boy conozco desde niño; sé cómo se llama tan up; know his name as well as I do my bien como yo mismo. Pero que me condene own. But be durn if I can say it. si soy capaz de recordar su nombre.

40 30 DEWEY DELL (3) DEWEY DELL

THE signboard comes in sight. It EL cartel ya está a la vista. Aho- is looking out at the road now, ra se asoma al camino, porque pue- Dewey Dell (3) 45 because it can wait. New Hope. 3 mi. de esperar. New Hope, 5 kms, dirá. This section records Dewey it will say. New Hope. 3 mi. New New Hope, 5 kms. New Hope, 5 Dell’s unspoken and unverbalised Hope. 3 mi. And then the road will kms. Y luego empezará el camino thoughts as the wagon leaves the begin, curving away into the trees, que serpentea entre los árboles, va- Tull farm and heads back along empty with waiting, saying New cío con la espera, y que dice New the road it travelled the previous 50 Hope three miles. Hope cinco kilómetros. day. The girl sits in a sort of reverie, recalling dreams and pondering on the difference I heard that my mother is dead. Oí que mi madre ha muerto. Quisiera ha- between dream and reality. I wish I had time to let her die. I ber tenido tiempo para dejarla morir. Quisiera wish I had time to wish I had. It is haber tenido tiempo para querer tenerlo. Es 55 because in the wild and outraged porque en la tierra salvaje y ultrajada demasia- earth too soon too soon too soon. do pronto, demasiado pronto, demasiado pron- It’s not that I wouldn’t and will not to. Y no es que yo no quisiera o no querré, es COMMENTARY: Here, as in Dewey Dell (2), we see that the it’s that it is too soon too soon too que es demasiado pronto, demasiado pronto, girl is so engrossed in her own soon. demasiado pronto. situation that everything else 60 seems beyond the reach of her Now it begins to say it. New Ahora lo empieza a decir. New Hope feelings. In the lines ‘I heard that Hope three miles. New Hope three cinco kilómetros. New Hope cinco kiló- my mother . . . too soon’ she tries miles. That’s what they mean by metros. Esto es lo que quieren decir to work out why she cannot make her mother’s death a reality and the womb of time: the agony cuando se refieren al vientre del tiempo: realises that it is because of her 65 and the despair of spreading la agonía y la desesperación de los hue- own situation. The timing of her bones, the hard girdle in sos distendidos, la rígida faja donde ya- mother’s death is ‘too soon’ which lie the outraged entrails cen las ultrajadas entrañas de los acon- before she has had time to work of events. Cash’s head turns slowly tecimientos. La cabeza de Cash se vuel- out her own, all-absorbing as we approach, his pale, empty, sad, ve lentamente según nos acercamos, su problem. It is significant that Dewey Dell should think again of 70 composed and questioning face cara pálida, vacía, triste e interrogante the ‘wild and outraged earth’, following the red and empty curve; sigue la roja curva vacía; junto a una de something which to her parallels beside the back wheel Jewel sits the las ruedas de atrás, Jewel va montado a her womb, a place of growth. For horse, gazing straight ahead. caballo, mirando al frente. Addie, the earth is a place of death and not of life. In the third paragraph an 75 The land runs out of Darl’s eyes; La tierra surge de los ojos de Darl que italicised passage repeats the they swim to pin-points. They begin se mueven hasta clavarse en algún pun- notion that the earth is a place of at my feet and rise along my body to. Comienzan por mis pies y suben por life and death, ‘That’s what they to my face, and then my dress is el cuerpo hasta la cara, y luego me que- mean by the womb of time; the agony and despair of spreading

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gone: I sit naked on the seat do sin vestido: estoy sentada desnuda en bones, the hard girdle in which above the unhurrying mules, el banco, encima de las mulas cansinas, lie the outraged entrails of above the travail. Suppose I tell encima de todas las fatigas. Supón que events’. At an unverbalised level, Dewey Dell is sensing the him to turn. He will do what I say. le digo que se dé la vuelta. Hará lo que difference between the ‘bones’, 5 Don’t you know he will do what I yo le diga. ¿No sabes que hará lo que le which endure, and the ‘entrails’, say? [Once I waked with a black diga [129] yo? Una vez me desperté con which decay. void rushing under me. I could not un oscuro vacío que se hundía a mis pies. As usual, the musing character see.] I saw Vardaman rise and go No podía ver. Vi a Vardaman levantarse moves between the depths of to the window and strike the knife e ir a la ventana y hundir el cuchillo en inner thoughts and the actuality around them. Dewey Dell returns 10 into the fish, the blood gushing, el pez que chorreaba sangre que siseaba from the contemplation of ‘the hissing like steam but I could not como el vapor aunque yo no podía ver. womb of time’ to look at her see. He’ll do as I say. He always Hará lo que yo le diga. Siempre lo brothers, focusing on Darl and does. I can persuade him to hace. Puedo convencerle de lo que sea. seeing that he has the ability, anything. You know I can. Suppose Sé que puedo. Supón que le digo: Vuél- metaphorically, to strip her bare, ‘I sit naked . . . above the travail’. 15 I say turn here. That was when I vete aquí. Eso fue aquella vez en que Worried by this exposure, she died that time. Suppose I do. We’ll morí. Supón que lo hago. Iríamos a New recalls a dream in which she go to New Hope. We won’t have to Hope. No tendríamos que ir a la ciudad. killed Darl. This memory leads on go to town. I rose and took the Me levanté y saqué y saqué el cuchillo to the memory of another dream knife from the streaming fish still del chorreante pez que todavía siseaba y in which she did not know what 20 hissing and I killed Darl. maté a Darl. she was, ‘I couldn’t think of my name I couldn’t even think I am a girl I couldn’t even think I . . .’. When I used to sleep with Cuando acostumbraba a dormir Her sense of reality was restored Vardaman I had a nightmare once I con Vardaman una vez tuve una pesadi- by feeling the wind blowing on thought I was awake but I couldn’t lla y creí que estaba despierta, pero no her legs, a confirmation by an 25 see and couldn’t feel I couldn’t feel podía ver ni notar ni notar la cama de- outside agency which recalls the bed under me and I couldn’t bajo de mí y no podía pensar qué era yo Darl’s idea that the wagon’s think what I was I couldn’t think of no podía pensar en cómo me llamo ni si- existence is confirmed by the rain. my name I couldn’t even think I am quiera podía pensar que soy una chica a girl I couldn’t even think I nor ni tampoco podía tan siquiera pensar, ni 30 even think I want to wake up nor tampoco podio pensar que quería des- remember what was opposite to pertar ni tampoco recordar qué era lo awake so I could do that I knew that opuesto a despertar de modo que pudie- something was passing but I se hacerlo yo sabía que algo se desliza- couldn’t even think of time then all ba, pero ni siquiera podía pensar en el 35 of a sudden I knew that something tiempo y entonces de repente me di cuen- was it was wind blowing over me it ta de que había algo que era como vien- was like the wind came and blew me to que soplaba sobre mí y era como si el back from where it was I was not viento viniera y me impulsara hacia atrás blowing the room and Vardaman desde donde estaba y yo no soplaba el 40 asleep and all of them back under cuarto y Vardaman dormía y todos de- me again and going on like a piece bajo de mí otra vez como un trozo de seda of cool silk dragging across my fría que se arrastraba entre mis piernas naked legs. desnudas

45 It blows cool out of the pines, De los pinos sale un soplo fresco, un a sad steady sound. New Hope. triste y constante sonido. New Hope. Was 3 mi. Was 3 mi. I believe in Estaba a 5 kms. Estaba a 5 kms. Creo en God I believe in God. Dios, creo en Dios.

50 “Why didn’t we go to New Hope, —¿Por qué no fuimos a New Hope, pa?” Vardaman says. “Mr. Samson padre? —dice Vardaman—. Mr. Samson said we was, but we done dijo que iríamos, pero ya nos hemos passed the road.” pasado el camino.

55 Darl says, “Look, Darl dice: Jewel.” But he is not —Mira, Jewel. looking at me. He is looking Pero él no me estaba mirando a mí. at the sky. The buzzard is as still Miraba al cielo. El buitre está inmóvil as if he were nailed to it. como si lo hubieran clavado en él. 60 We turn into Tull’s lane. We Doblamos hacia el sendero de Tull. pass the barn and go on, the Pasamos delante del granero y seguimos, wheels whispering in the mud, las ruedas susurrando en el barro, pasa- passing the green rows of cotton mos por delante de los verdes surcos del 65 in the wild earth, and Vernon little algodón en la tierra salvaje, y de Vernon, across the field behind the plough. que se hace pequeño al otro lado del cam- He lifts his hand as we pass and po, detrás del arado. Levanta la mano stands there looking after us for a cuando pasamos y se queda allí mirán- long while. donos largo rato. 70 “Look, Jewel,” Darl says. Jewel —Mira, Jewel —dice Darl. [130] sits on his horse like they were both Jewel va montado en su caballo como made out of wood, looking straight si los dos fueran de madera, mirando al ahead. frente. 75 I believe in God, God. God, I Creo en Dios, Dios. Dios, creo en believe in God. Dios.

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31 TULL (4) TULL

AFTER they passed I taken the DESPUÉS de que pasaran saqué la Tull (4) 5 mule out and up the trace chains and mula y le enrollé las cadenas del tiro followed. They were setting in the y los seguí. Estaban instalados e n This section consists of Tull’s wagon at the end of the levee. Anse la carreta, al final del malecón. Anse unspoken thoughts and his was setting there, looking at the estaba allí mirando al puente por spoken words as he sees the bridge where it was swagged down donde se lo había llevado el río con Bundrens pass his farm going towards the river. He follows 10 into the river with just the two ends sólo dos pilares a la vista. Lo miraba them on his mule. in sight. He was looking at it like he como si todo el tiempo hubiera creído had believed all the time that folks que la gente le mentía sobre que se lo had been lying to him about it being había llevado la riada y siempre hu- gone, but like he was hoping all the biera esperado que siguiera allí. Pare- 15 time it really was. Kind of pleased cía como agradablemente sorprendido, COMMENTARY: In this astonishment he looked, setting on the allí, sentado en la carreta con sus pan- section, Tull is made to feel the wagon in his Sunday pants, mumbling talones de los domingos, murmurando collective hostility of the Bundren his mouth. Looking like a uncurried algo. Era como un caballo sin cepillar vestido family. Each member looks at him horse dressed up: I don’t know. con sus mejores galas, o algo por el estilo. in turn, Dewey Dell ‘like I had 20 made to touch her’, Darl ‘like he The boy was watching the bridge El chico miraba el puente por don- had got inside you, someway’ and Cash ‘with that look in his eyes where it was midsunk and logs and de estaba medio hundido y a los tron- like when he was figuring out such drifted up over it and it swagging cos y demás cosas amontonadas enci- whether the planks would fit her and shivering like the whole thing ma que se agitaban y temblaban como that night.’ Only Anse pays no 25 would go any minute, big-eyed he si en cualquier momento todo fuera a particular attention to Tull, gazing was watching it, like he was to a desaparecer con los ojos muy abiertos instead at the river with a kind of circus. And the gal, too. When I come igual que si estuviera en el circo. Y la ‘pleased astonishment’. The violence of the river is echoed by up she looked around at me, her eyes chica lo mismo. Cuando llegué me the violent undercurrents now kind of blaring up and going hard like miró con ojos brillantes y duros como evident in the family itself. undercurrent 1 subdued 30 I had made to touch her Then she si la hubiera intentado tocar. Luego emotional quality underlying an looked at Anse again and then back volvió a mirar a Anse y luego volvió a utterance; implicit meaning, sobreentendido, tendencia at the water again. mirar al agua. oculta 2 a current below the surface of a fluid, corriente submarina, contracorriente 1 contracorriente 2 fig (de It was nigh [near] up to the levee Esta casi cubría el malecón en los descontento, etc) trasfondo. 35 on both sides, the earth hid except for dos lados, la tierra estaba cubierta por 3 (en el mar) corriente subma- rina the tongue of it we was on going out el agua excepto en la lengua por la que to the bridge and then down into the nos dirigíamos al puente y luego se water, and except for knowing how hundía, y a no ser porque sabíamos the road and the bridge used to look, dónde solían estar el camino y el puen- 40 a fellow couldn’t tell where was the te, nadie podría decir dónde estaba el river and where the land. It was just río y dónde la tierra. Era una mezco- a tangle of yellow and the levee not lanza amarilla y la lengua de tierra no less wider than a knife-back kind of, más ancha que el revés de un cuchillo with us setting in the wagon and on con todos nosotros instalados en la ca- 45 the horse and the mule. rreta y en el caballo y la mula.

Darl was looking at me, and then Darl me miraba, y luego Cash se Cash turned and looked at me with volvió a mirarme con aquella expre- that look in his eyes like when he was sión en los ojos que era como cuan- 50 figuring on whether the planks would do aquella noche pensaba si las ta- fit her that night, like he was blas se acoplarían a ella, igual que measuring them inside of him and not si las midiera interiormente y no te asking you to say what you thought preguntase lo que pensabas y ni si- and not even letting on he was quiera se dignase a escuchar si le 55 listening if you did say it, but listening dabas tu opinión, aunque de hecho es- all right. Jewel hadn’t moved. He sat cuchase. Jewel no se había movido. Es- there on the horse, leaning a little taba allí, montado a caballo, echado un forward, with that same look on his poco hacia delante, con la misma expre- face when him and Darl passed the sión en la cara de cuando él y Darl pasa- 60 house yesterday, coming back to get ron ayer por delante de casa camino de her. recogerla.

“If it was just up, we could drive —Si se hubiera mantenido podríamos across,” Anse says. “We could drive cruzar —dice Anse—. Podríamos cruzar 65 right on across it.” en un momento.

Sometimes a log would get A veces la corriente empujaba un tron- shoved over the jam and float on, co que saltaba el atasco y seguía flotan- rolling and turning, and we could do, girando y revolviéndose, y podíamos 70 watch it go on to where the ford used verlo seguir hacia donde solía estar el vado. to be. It would slow up and whirl Allí parecía detenerse y dar vueltas crossways and hang out of water for atravesado y asomaba fuera del agua du- a minute, and you could tell by that rante un momento, y por eso se podía that the ford used to be there. asegurar que el vado solía estar allí. 75 “But that don’t show —Pero eso no demuestra nada —digo nothing,” I say. “It could be a yo—. Podría ser un banco de arenas movedi- bar of quicksand built up there.” zas que se ha formado allí.

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We watch the log. Then the gal Observábamos el tronco. Luego la is looking at me again. chica se puso a mirarme otra vez.

“Mr. Whitfield crossed it,” she says. —Mr. Whitfield lo cruzó —dice. 5 “He was a horse-back,” I say. —Iba a caballo —digo yo—. Y fue “And three days ago. It’s riz five hace tres días. Desde entonces ha subido foot since.” metro y medio.

10 “If the bridge was just up,” Anse —Si el puente siguiera en pie... —dice says. Anse.

The log bobs up and goes on again. El tronco reaparece y sigue adelante. There is a lot of trash and foam, and Hay muchos desechos y espuma, y se 15 you can hear the water. pueden ir al agua.

“But it’s down,” Anse says. —Pero se ha hundido —dice Anse.

Cash says, “A careful Cash dice: 20 fellow could walk across —Con mucho cuidado a lo mejor se yonder on the planks and podría cruzar por encima de los tablones logs.” y los troncos.

tote: (Am. English) carry “But you couldn’t tote —Pero no se podría llevar ninguna 25 nothing,” I say. “Likely time you carga —digo yo—. Probablemente si po- set foot on that mess, it’ll all go, nes el pie en ese revoltijo se hundiría tam- too. What you think, Darl?” . bién. ¿Qué opinas, Darl?

He is looking at me. He don’t say Me está mirando. No dice nada; se 30 nothing; just looks at me with them limita a mirarme con esos ojos suyos queer eyes of hisn that makes folks tan raros que tanto dan que hablar. talk. I always say it ain’t never been Siempre digo que eso no es tanto por what he done so much or said or lo que haga o diga o algo así, como por anything so much as how he looks at el modo en que te mira. Es como si te 35 you. It’s like he had got into the inside llegara hasta muy adentro, en cierto of you, someway. Like somehow you modo. Algo así como si uno se estu- was looking at yourself and your viera mirando a sí mismo y lo hace y lo doings outen his eyes. Then I can feel viera en sus ojos. Entonces noto que la that gal watching me like I had made to chica me mira como si hubiera intenta- 40 touch her. She says something to Anse. do tocarla. Le dice algo a Anse: “. . . Mr. Whitfield . . .” she says. —... Mr. Whitfield... —dice.[132]

“I give her my promised word in —Le di mi palabra ante Dios the presence of the Lord,” Anse says. —dice Anse—. Para mí que no 45 “I reckon it ain’t no need to worry.” hay de qué preocuparse.

But still he does not start the Pero sigue sin hacer andar a las mu- mules. We set there above the water. las. Estamos allí, al borde del agua. the jam: the obstructing clump of Another log bobs up over the jam and Otro tronco asoma sobre el atasco y logs 50 goes on; we watch it check up and sigue; lo vemos detenerse y oscilar swing slow for a minute where the lentamente durante un minuto donde ford used to be. Then it goes on. solía estar el vado. Luego se aleja.

“It might start falling to-night,” I —Puede que empiece a bajar esta no- 55 say. “You could lay over one more che —digo yo—. Podrían quedarse un día day.” más.

Then Jewel turns sideways on Entonces Jewel se vuelve encima del the horse. He has not moved until caballo. No se ha movido hasta enton- 60 then, and he turns and looks at me. ces; se vuelve y me mira. Tiene la cara His face is kind of green, then it como verde, luego se le pone roja y lue- would go red and then green again. go verde otra vez. “Get to hell on back to your damn —Váyase al infierno y siga arando — ploughing,” he says. “Who the hell dice—. ¿Quién demonios le pidió que nos 65 asked you to follow us here?” siguiera hasta aquí?

“I never meant no harm,” I say. —No quería molestar —digo yo.

“Shut up, Jewel,” Cash says. Jewel —Cállate, Jewel —dice Cash. Jewel 70 looks back at the water, his face vuelve a mirar el agua, su cara es una grit — n. 1 particles of stone or sand, esp. as gritted, going red and green and then mueca y se pone roja y verde y luego causing discomfort, clogging machinery, etc. 2 coarse sandstone. 3 colloq. pluck, red. “Well,” Cash says after a while, roja—. Bueno —dice Cash al cabo de un endurance; strength of character. — v. (gritted, gritting) 1 tr. spread grit on (icy “what you want to do?” rato—, ¿qué quiere que hagamos? roads etc.). 2 tr. clench (the teeth). 3 intr. make or move with a grating sound. grit 1 arena gravilla 2 coraje, agallas 3 clench the 75 Anse don’t say nothing. He sets Anse no dice nada. Sigue sentado, teeth, apretar los dientes, rechinar los dientes, decir apretando los dientes. humped up, mumbling his mouth. encorvado, murmurando entre dientes. “If it was just up, we could drive —Si solo se hubiera mantenido po- across it,” he says. dríamos cruzarlo —dice.

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“Come on,” Jewel says, moving —Venga, vamos —dice Jewel, hacien- the horse. do andar al caballo.

5 “Wait,” Cash says. He looks at the —Espera —dice Cash. Mira el bridge. We look at him, except Anse puente. Todos le miramos menos and the gal. They are looking at the Anse y la chica que están mirando el water. “Dewey Dell and Vardaman agua—. Dewey Dell y Vardaman y and pa better walk across on the padre será mejor que pasen por el 10 bridge,” Cash says. puente —dice Cash.

“Vernon can help them,” Jewel —Vernon les puede ayudar —dice says. “And we can hitch his mule Jewel—. Y nosotros podemos engarchar ahead of ourn.” su mula delante de las nuestras. 15 “You ain’t going to take my mule —No vais a meter mi mula en esa into that water,” I say. corriente —digo yo.

Jewel looks at me. His eyes Jewel me mira. Sus ojos parecen tro- 20 look like pieces of a broken plate. zos de un plato roto. “I’ll pay for your damn mule. I’ll buy —Le pagaré su condenada mula. Se it from you right now.” la compro ahora mismo.

“My mule ain’t going into that —A mi mula no la meteréis en esa 25 water,” I say. corriente —digo yo.

“Jewel’s going to use his horse,” Jewel va a meter su caballo —dice Darl says. “Why won’t you risk your Darl—. ¿Por qué no quiere arriesgar su mule, Vernon?” mula, Vernon? [133] 30 “Shut up, Darl,” Cash says. “You —Cállate, Darl —dice Cash—. Tú y and Jewel both.” Jewel, callaos los dos.

“My mule ain’t going into that —Mi mula no se meterá en esa co- 35 water,” I say. rriente —digo yo. glare A 1. mirada feroz o llena de odio 2. luz des- lumbrante, resplandor. B verbo intransitivo 1 mirar enfurecido [at, a] staring angrily and fiercely, (fulminándole con la mirada) 3. deslumbrar 1. To stare fixedly and angrily. See synonyms at 32 gaze. 2. To shine intensely and blindingly: A hot sun glared down on the desert. 3. To be DARL (11) DARL conspicuous; stand out obtrusively: The headline glared from the page. To express by staring 40 angrily: He glared his disapproval. HE sits the horse, glaring at MONTA su caballo, mirando a suffuse 1 (of colour, moisture, etc.) spread from within to colour or moisten (a blush suffused Vernon, his lean face suffused up to Vernon, con su flaco rostro empañado por Darl (11) her cheeks). 2 cover with colour etc. Impreg- and beyond the pale rigidity of his eyes. la pálida rigidez de sus ojos. El vera- nar, saturar, bañar, inundar, The summer when he was fifteen, he no en que tenía quince años, le dio As the family sit gazing at the swollen river, Darl is thinking of 45 took a spell of sleeping. One morn- un ataque de sueño. Una mañana Jewel. He remembers, at an ing when I went to feed the mules cuando yo iba a dar de comer a las unspoken and unverbalised level, the cows were still in the tie-up and mulas, las vacas todavía estaban ama- the time when Jewel used to then I heard pa go back to the house rradas y entonces oí a padre que vol- disappear mysteriously at night and call him. When we came on back vía a casa y le llamaba. Cuando vol- and return exhausted. 50 to the house for breakfast he passed vimos a casa para desayunar pasó jun- us, carrying the milk buckets, stum- to a nosotros llevando los cubos para bling along like he was drunk, and la leche y tambaleándose como si es- he was milking when we put the tuviera borracho, y estaba ordeñando mules in and went on to the field cuando arreglamos las mulas y sali- COMMENTARY: This section 55 without him. We had been there an mos al campo sin él. Llevábamos una begins with Darl thinking, as hour and still he never showed up. hora allí y seguía sin aparecer. Cuan- usual, of Jewel. The reason for When Dewey Dell came with our do Dewey Dell vino con el almuerzo, such thoughts is not simply his obsession with his brother but the lunch, pa sent her back to find Jewel. padre la mandó a buscar a Jewel. Lo fact that, in Tull (4), Darl was part They found him in the tie-up, sitting encontraron en el establo, sentado en of the family in its hostility 60 on the stool, asleep. el taburete, dormido. against Tull. Here he recalls another moment at which the After that, every morning pa Después de eso, padre tenía que ir to- family were united, a time when would go in and wake him. He das las mañanas a despertarle. Se dor- Jewel began to behave in a mysterious fashion. ‘That was the would go to sleep at the suppertable mía en la mesa durante la cena y, en first time ma . . . has happened to 65 and soon as supper was finished he cuanto terminábamos de cenar, se metía him’, these lines create an image would go to bed, and when I came en la cama, y cuando me acostaba yo, of the whole family acting as a in to bed he would be lying there allí me lo encontraba tumbado como un unit to protect their mother from like a dead man. Yet still pa would muerto. Sin embargo, padre también te- the knowledge that her favourite have to wake him in the morning. nía que despertarle por la mañana. Se son is behaving oddly. The image implies that the family are bound 70 He would get up, but he wouldn’t levantaba, pero casi no se enteraba de to one another by their concern hardly have half sense: he would lo que estaba pasando: se quedaba allí for Addie. Now that Addie is no stand for pa’s jawing and quieto sin decir ni palabra mientras pa- longer alive, they sit helplessly by complaining without a word and dre le reñía y se quejaba, y luego cogía the side of the river, each finding take the milk buckets and go to the los cubos de la leche e iba al establo, y it difficult to feel his or her own identity, yet all acting with a kind 75 barn, and once I found him asleep una vez me lo encontré dormido junto a of tacit strength against the at the cow, the bucket in place and la vaca con el cubo en su sitio y a medio outside world. half-full and his hands up to the llenar y las manos metidas en la leche At the end of the section, we wrists in the milk and his head hasta las muñecas y la cabeza apoyada discover that Darl himself had had a personal flash of insight as a

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against the cow’s flank. en el costado de la vaca. result of Jewel’s action. He had found his mother beside Jewel’s After that Dewey Dell had Después de eso tenía que ordeñar sleeping body, crying quietly. It was at this moment that Darl to do the milking. He still got Dewey Dell. El seguía levantándose realised that Jewel was not Anse’s 5 up when pa waked him, going cuando lo despertaba padre y se iba a son, that he is the product of about what we told him to do hacer lo que le decíamos como en un tran- deceit, ‘I knew that as plain on in that dazed way. It was like ce. Era como si estuviera intentando ha- that day as I knew about Dewey he was trying hard to do them; cer las cosas lo mejor posible. Como si Dell on that day’. that he was as puzzled as se sintiera tan confundido como todos los 10 anyone else. demás. [134]

“Are you sick?” ma said. “Don’t —¿Estás malo? —le decía madre—. you feel all right?” ¿No te encuentras bien?

15 “Yes,” Jewel said. “I feel all —Sí —decía Jewel—, me encuentro right.” perfectamente.

“He’s just lazy, trying me,” —Sólo es un perezoso que trata de pa said, and Jewel standing molestarme —decía padre, y Jewel se 20 there, asleep on his feet like as quedaba de pie allí, incluso a veces dor- not. “Ain’t you?” he said, mido—. ¿No tengo razón? —decía padre, waking Jewel up again to despertando a Jewel otra vez para que le answer. contestase.

25 “No,” Jewel said. —No —decía Jewel.

“You take off and stay in the house —Hoy quédate en casa sin hacer nada to-day,” ma said. —decía madre.

30 “With that whole bottom piece to —¿Con todo ese terreno que hay be busted out?” pa said. “If you ain’t que arar? —decía padre—. Si no sick, what’s the matter with you?” estás malo, ¿qué te pasa?

“Nothing,” Jewel said. “I’m all —Nada —decía Jewel—. Estoy per- 35 right.” fectamente.

“All right?” pa said. “You’re —¿Perfectamente? —decía padre—. asleep on your feet this minute.” Si acabas de quedarte dormido de pie.

40 “No,” Jewel said. “I’m all —No —decía Jewel—. Me encuentro right.” perfectamente.

“I want him to stay at home —Quiero que se quede en casa hoy to-day,” ma said. —decía madre. 45 “I’ll need him,” pa said. —Le voy a necesitar —decía Padre—. “It’s tight enough, with all of Vamos ya bastante apurados, incluso con- us to do it.” tando con todos nosotros.

50 “You’ll just have to do the best you —Arréglatelas como puedas con Cash can with Cash and Darl,” ma said. “I y Darl —decía madre—. Hoy quiero que want him to stay in to-day.” se quede.

But he wouldn’t do it. “I’m Pero él no quería quedarse. 55 all right,” he said, going on. —Estoy perfectamente —dijo al salir. But he wasn’t all right. Anybody Pero no estaba bien. Cualquiera lo could see it. He was losing flesh, and podía ver. Perdía peso y le había visto I have seen him go to sleep chopping; dormirse mientras cavaba; yo veía que el watched the hoe going slower and azadón subía y bajaba cada vez más des- 60 slower up and down, with less and pacio y que el arco que describía se ha- less of an arc, until it stopped and cía más y más pequeño, hasta que se paró he leaning on it motionless in the y se quedó quieto, y él apoyado en el hot shimmer of the sun. mango, bajo el ardiente brillo del sol.

65 Ma wanted to get the doctor, but Madre quería llamar al médico, pa didn’t want to spend the money pero padre no quería gastar el dinero without it was needful, and Jewel did si no había necesidad, y Jewel parecía seem all right except for his thinness bien del todo a no ser por su delgadez and his way of dropping off to sleep y porque se quedaba dormido en cual- 70 at any moment. He ate hearty enough, quier momento. Comía con bastante except for his way of going to sleep apetito, pero a veces se quedaba dor- in his plate, with a piece of bread mido encima del plato con un trozo de half-way to his mouth and his jaws pan a medio camino de la boca y sin still chewing. But he swore he was dejar de masticar. Pero juraba que se 75 all right. encontraba bien.

It was ma that got Dewey Dell Madre tuvo que mandar a Dewey to do his milking, paid her Dell que ordeñara en lugar de él, y de

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somehow, and the other jobs around algún modo se lo pagaba, y las demás the house that Jewel had been faenas de la casa que Jewel hacía hasta doing before supper she found ahora antes de la hora de cenar, encon- some way for Dewey Dell and tró modo de que las hicieran Dewey Dell 5 Vardaman to do them. And doing y [135] Vardaman. O las hacía ella mis- them herself when pa wasn’t there. ma cuando padre no estaba delante. Le She would fix him special things to preparaba cosas de comer especiales a eat and hide them for him. And that escondidas de los otros. Y puede que may have been when I first found it haya sido entonces cuando descu- 10 out, that Addie Bundren should be brí que Addie Bundren, que siem- hiding anything she did, who had tried pre nos había enseñado que el en- to teach us that deceit was such that, gaño era lo peor de este mundo, in- in a world where it was, nothing else cluida la pobreza, nos ocultaba could be very bad or very important, algo. Y a veces cuando entraba para 15 not even poverty. And at times when I irme a dormir, me la encontraba went in to go to bed she would be sentada a oscuras junto al sitio don- sitting in the dark by Jewel where he de dormía, Jewel. Y comprendí que was asleep. And I knew that she was se odiaba a sí misma por tener que hating herself for that deceit and hating engañarnos, y que odiaba a Jewel 20 Jewel because she had to love him so porque le quería tanto que tenía que that she had to act the deceit. engañarnos.

One night she was taken sick and Una noche se puso mala y cuando when I went to the barn to put the fui al establo a preparar el tiro para ir 25 team in and drive to Tull’s, I couldn’t a casa de Tull, no conseguí encontrar find the lantern. I remembered el farol. Recordaba haberlo visto col- noticing it on the nail the night before, gado del clavo la noche anterior, pero but it wasn’t there now at midnight. ahora, a medianoche, no estaba allí. So I hitched in the dark and went on Conque enganché a oscuras y salí y 30 and came back with Mrs. Tull just volví con Mr. Tull justo después de after daylight. And there the lantern amanecer. Y allí estaba el farol, col- was, hanging on the nail where I gando del clavo donde yo lo recorda- remembered it and couldn’t find it ba y antes no había conseguido encon- before. And then one morning while trarlo. Y luego, una mañana, mientras 35 Dewey Dell was milking just before Dewey ordeñaba justo antes de salir sun-up, Jewel came into the barn from el sol, Jewel entró en el establo por la the back, through the hole in the back parte de atrás, a través de un agujero wall, with the lantern in his hand. de la pared, con el farol en la mano.

40 I told Cash, and Cash and I looked Se lo conté a Cash, y Cash y yo nos at one another. miramos.

“Rutting,” Cash said. —Está como en celo —dijo Cash.

45 “Yes,” I said. “But why the —Sí —dije yo—. Pero, ¿por lantern? And every night, too. No qué el farol? Y encima todas las wonder he’s losing flesh. Are you noches. No me extraña que adel- going to say anything to him?” gace. ¿Vas a decirle algo?

50 “Won’t do any good,” Cash said. —No serviría de nada —dijo Cash.

“What he’s doing now won’t do —Tampoco sirve de nada lo que está any good, either.” haciendo ahora.

55 “I know. But he’ll have to learn —Ya lo sé. Pero tiene que aprenderlo that himself. Give him time to por sí mismo. Dale tiempo para que se realize that it’ll save, that there’ll dé cuenta de que eso no se va a agotar, be just as much more to-morrow, de que mañana lo podría hacer igual, y and he’ll be all right. I wouldn’t tell se le pasará. Para mí que será mejor no 60 anybody, I reckon.” contárselo a nadie.

“No,” I said. “I told Dewey Dell —No —dije yo—. Le dije a Dewey Dell que not to. Not ma, anyway.” no lo contara. Por lo menos, no a madre.

65 “No. Not ma.” —No. A madre no.

After that I thought it was right Después de eso pensé que resultaba comical: he acting so bewildered hasta cómico: se comportaba como tan and willing and dead for sleep perplejo y ansioso y estaba tan muerto 70 and gaunt as a bean-pole, and de sueño y tan flaco como una vara en thinking he was so smart with it. un campo de judías; y creía que nos en- And I wondered who the girl was. gañaba... Y yo me preguntaba [136] quién I thought of all I knew that it podría ser la chica. Pensé en todas las que might be, but I couldn’t say for conocía, pero no estaba seguro de que 75 sure. fuera ninguna.

“’Taint any girl,” Cash said. “It’s —No es ninguna chica —dijo a married woman somewhere. Ain’t Cash—. Es una mujer casada de por

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any young girl got that much daring aquí cerca. Ninguna chica joven es tan and staying power. That’s what I atrevida ni resiste tanto. Eso es lo que don’t like about it.” no me gusta de todo esto.

5 “Why?” I said. “She’ll be safer for —¿Por qué? —dije yo—. Para él es him than a girl would. More más seguro que una chica. Siempre será judgment.” más discreta.

He looked at me, his eyes Me miró con ojos titubeantes 10 fumbling, the words fumbling y titubeaba con las palabras at what he was trying to say. ante lo que intentaba decir. “It ain’t always the safe things in this —En este mundo las cosas se- world that a fellow . . .” guras no siempre...

15 “You mean, the safe things are not —¿Quieres decir que las cosas segu- always the best things?” ras no son siempre las mejores?

“Ay; best,” he said, fumbling again. —Sí, no siempre —dijo volviendo a “It ain’t the best things, the things that titubear—. No son las cosas mejores las 20 are good for him . . . . A young boy. A que son buenas para él... Un chico joven. fellow kind of hates to see . . . A cualquiera le molestaría ver que... re- wallowing in somebody else’s mire . . .” volcándose en el lodazal de otro... That’s what he was trying to say. Uso es lo que trataba de decir. When something is new and hard and Cuando algo es nuevo y difícil y 25 bright, there ought to be something a brillante, es mejor que haya algo little better for it than just being safe, más que seguridad, pues las co- since the safe things are just the things sas seguras sólo son cosas que la that folks have been doing so long gente lleva haciendo tanto tiem- they have worn the edges off and po que tienen los bordes gastados 30 there’s nothing to the doing of them y no hay nada en ellas que per- that leaves a man to say, That was not mita decir a un hombre: eso nun- done before and it cannot be done ca se había hecho antes y no se again. puede volver a hacer.

35 So we didn’t tell, not even when Conque no lo contamos, ni siquiera after a while he’d appear suddenly cuando al cabo de un tiempo de repente in the field beside us and go to work, aparecía en el campo, a nuestro lado, y without having had time to get home se ponía a trabajar, sin haber tenido tiem- and make out he had been in bed all po de volver a casa y simular que se ha- 40 night. He would tell ma that he bía pasado toda la noche acostado. Le hadn’t been hungry at breakfast or contaría a madre que no tenía ganas de that he had eaten a piece of bread desayunar o que había tomado un trozo while he was hitching up the team. de pan mientras estaba unciendo el tiro. But Cash and I knew that he hadn’t Pero Cash y yo sabíamos que no había 45 been home at all on those nights and pasado en casa todas esas noches y que he had come up out of the woods venía directamente del bosque cuando when we got to the field. But we salíamos al campo. Pero nos lo callamos. didn’t tell. Summer was almost over Por entonces casi se había terminado el then; we knew that when the nights verano; sabíamos que cuando las noches 50 began to get cool, she would be done empezaran a ser frías, ella terminaría con if he wasn’t. el asunto aunque él no quisiera.

But when fall came and the Pero cuando llegó el otoño y las no- nights began to get longer, the only ches empezaron a hacerse más largas, la 55 difference was that he would única diferencia fue que siempre estaba always be in bed for pa to wake en la cama cuando padre iba a despertar- him, getting him up at last in that lo y le obligaba a levantarse en ese esta- first state of semi-idiocy like when do de semiidiotez en que se [137] levan- it first started, worse than when he taba antes, peor todavía que cuando ha- 60 had stayed out all night. bía pasado toda la noche fuera.

“She’s sure a stayer,” I told Cash. —Esa tiene aguante —le dije a “I oled to admire her, but I downright Cash—. Antes la admiraba, pero ahora respect her now.” le tengo respeto. 65 “It ain’t a woman,” he said. —No es una mujer —dijo él.

“You know,” I said. But he was —Lo sabes —dijo yo. Pero me estaba watching me. “What is it, then?” mirando—. ¿Entonces qué es? 70 “That’s what I aim to find out,” he —Eso es lo que voy a averiguar— dijo said. él.

“You can trail him through the —Puedes seguirle toda la noche por 75 woods all night if you want to,” I el bosque si quieres —dije yo—. Yo no said. “I’m not.” lo voy a hacer.

“I ain’t trailing him,” he said. —No le estoy siguiendo —dijo él.

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“What do you call it, —¿Entonces cómo llamas a lo que haces? then?” —dije yo.

5 “I ain’t trailing him,” he said. “I —No le estoy siguiendo —dijo él—. don’t mean it that way.” No es eso lo que quiero decir.

And so a few nights Iater I heard Total, que unas cuantas noches des- Jewel get up and climb out the pués oí que Jewel se levantaba y salía 10 window, and then I heard Cash get por la ventana, y luego oí que Cash se up and follow him. The next morning levantaba y le seguía. A la mañana si- when I went to the barn, Cash was guiente cuando fui al granero, Cash ya already there, the mules fed, and he estaba allí, las mulas habían comido, y was helping Dewey Dell milk. And estaba ayudando a Dewey Dell a orde- 15 when I saw him I knew that he knew ñar. Y en cuanto le vi me di cuenta de what it was. Now and then I would que sabía lo que pasaba. De vez en cuan- catch him watching Jewel with a do le sorprendía mirando a Jewel con queer look, like having found out una mirada rara, como si haber descu- where Jewel went and what he was bierto adónde iba Jewel y lo que hacía 20 doing had given him something to le proporcionara al fin algo en lo que really think about at last. But it was pensar. Pero no era una mirada de pre- not a worried look; it was the kind of ocupación; era el tipo de mirada que le look I would see on him when I would veía poner cuando le encontraba hacien- find him doing some of Jewel’s work do algunas de las tareas de casa que de- 25 around the house, work that pa still bía hacer Jewel, unas tareas que padre thought Jewel was doing and that ma todavía creía que hacía Jewel y que ma- thought Dewey Dell was doing. So I dre creía que hacía Dewey Dell. Con- said nothing to him, believing that when que no le dije nada, creyendo que cuan- he got done digesting it in his mind, he do lo hubiese digerido interiormente, me 30 would tell me. But he never did. lo contaría. Pero no me lo contó.

One morning—it was November Una mañana —era en noviembre, cin- then, five months since it started— co meses después de que aquello empe- Jewel was not in bed and he didn’t zara— Jewel no estaba en la cama ni vino 35 join us in the field. That was the first a unirse con nosotros en el campo. Fue time ma learned anything about what la primera vez que madre se enteró de had been going on. She sent algo de lo que había pasado. Mandó a Vardaman down to find where Jewel Vardaman que bajase a ver dónde estaba was, and after a while she came Jewel, y al cabo de un rato bajó ella tam- 40 down too. It was as though, so long bién. Era como si mientras el engaño su- as the deceit ran along quiet and cedía en silencio y monótonamente, to- monotonous, all of us let ourselves dos nosotros hubiéramos aceptado ser be deceived, abetting it unawares or engañados, favoreciéndolo con nuestra maybe through cowardice, since all inconsciencia o puede que cobardía, pues 45 people are cowards and naturally [138] toda la gente es cobarde y prefiere prefer any kind of treachery because de un modo natural cometer una traición, bland 1 amable, suave, afable 2 aburrido, cansino it has a bland outside. But now it ya que ésta tiene un aspecto cómodo. 3 templado (clima), suave 4 insípido, insulso X bland 1 a mild, not irritating, templado. b tasteless, was like we had all and by a kind of Pero ahora era como si todos nosotros — unstimulating, insipid. 2 gentle in manner; sua- telepathic agreement of admitted y por una especie de acuerdo telepático ve, amable, afable. 50 fear-flung the whole thing back de miedo admitido— hubiéramos quita- like covers on the bed and we all do el velo que ocultaba lo que pasaba sitting bolt upright in our como el que levanta una cama y todos nakedness, staring at one another estuviéramos allí sentados en nuestra and saying “Now is the truth. He desnudez mirándonos unos a otros y di- 55 hasn’t come home. Something has ciendo: «Ahora se va a saber todo. No ha happened to him. We let something vuelto a casa. Le ha pasado algo. Hemos happen to him.” permitido que le pasara algo.»

Then we saw him. He came up Entonces le vimos. Venía surco 60 along the ditch and then turned arriba y luego torció a la derecha, straight across the field, riding the campo a través, montado a caballo. horse. Its mane and tail were going, Las crines y la cola flotaban como si as though in motion they were al moverse desplegaran su piel man- carrying out the splotchy pattern of chada: parecía que Jewel cabalgara 65 its coat: he looked like he was riding en un gran remolino, a pelo, con un on a big pinwheel, barebacked, with cordel por brida y sin sombrero en a rope bridle, and no hat on his head. la cabeza. El caballo descendía de It was a descendant of those Texas aquellos potros tejanos que trajo ponies Flem Snopes brought here aquí Flem Stopes**13 hace veinticin- 70 twentyfive years ago and auctioned co años y que subastó a dos dólares off for two dollars a head and nobody la cabeza y que nadie excepto el vie- but old Lon Quick ever caught his and jo Lon Quick, pudo coger, y todavía still owned some of the blood because tenía alguno de esa casta porque nun- he could never give it away. ca pudo deshacerse de ellos. 75 He galloped up and stopped, his Galopó hasta arriba y se detuvo con heels in the horse’s ribs and it los talones apretando las costillas del dancing and swirling 7like the caballo que bailaba y hacía corvetas

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shape of its mane and tail and the como si sus crines y su cola y las man- splotches of its coat had nothing chas de su piel no tuvieran nada que ver whatever to do with the con el caballo de carne y hueso que ha- fleshand-bone horse inside them, bía dentro. Se quedó allí, montado en el 5 and he sat there, looking at us. caballo, mirándonos.

“Where did you get that horse?” —¿De dónde has sacado ese caballo? pa said. —dijo padre.

10 “Bought it,” Jewel said. “From Mr. —Lo compré —dijo Jewel—. A Mr. Quick.” Quick.

“Bought it?” pa said. “With —¿Lo compraste? —dijo padre—. what? Did you buy that thing ¿Con qué dinero? ¿No lo habrás compra- 15 on my word?” do a cuenta mía?

“It was my money,” Jewel said. “I —Con mi dinero —dijo earned it. You won’t need to worry Jewel—. Lo gané yo. No tiene de about it.” qué preocuparse. 20 “Jewel,” ma said; “Jewel.” —Jewel —dijo madre—. Jewel.

“It’s all right,” Cash said. “He —No pasa nada —dijo Cash—. Se earned the money. He cleaned up ganó el dinero. Le ha limpiado a Quick 25 that forty acres of new ground Quick las cuarenta fanegas de nueva tierra que laid out last spring. He did it roturó la primavera pasada. Lo hizo él single-handed, working at night by solo, trabajando de noche con el farol. lantern. I saw him. So I don’t reckon Yo le vi hacerlo. Conque para mí que ese that horse cost anybody anything caballo no le ha costado nada a nadie 30 except Jewel. I don’t reckon we excepto a Jewel. Para mí que no hay de need worry.” qué preocuparse.

“Jewel,” ma said. “Jewel——” Jewe1 —dijo madre—. Jewel... —lue- Then she said: “You come right to the go dijo—: Vete a casa inmediatamente y 35 house and go to bed.” acuéstate.

“Not yet,” Jewel said. “I ain’t got —Todavía no —dijo Jewel—. No ten- time. I got to get me a saddle and go tiempo. Tengo que ganar para la silla bridle. Mr. Quick says he——” y las riendas. Mr. Quick dice que... 40 “Jewel,” ma said, looking at —Jewel —dijo madre, mirán- him. “I’ll give—I’ll give—give— dole—. Yo te daré... Yo te daré... ” Then she began to cry. She cried —luego se echó a llorar. hard, not hiding her face, standing Lloraba con fuerza, sin ocultar la 45 there in her faded wrapper, looking cara, allí de pie en su desteñido chal at him and him on the horse, looking mirándole y él a caballo mirándola a down at her, his face growing cold ella con una cara que se le iba po- and a little sick looking until he niendo fría y como enferma, hasta looked away quick and Cash came que apartó la vista y Cash se acercó 50 and touched her. a madre y la tocó.

“You go on to the house,” —Vaya a casa —dijo Cash—. Esta tie- Cash said. “This here ground is rra de aquí es demasiado húmeda para too wet for you. You go on, now.” usted. Váyase ya. 55 She put her hands to her face then and Ella se llevó las manos a la cara after a while she went on, stumbling y al cabo de un rato se fue trope- a little on the ploughmarks. But pretty zando un poco en los surcos. Pero soon she straightened up and went on. enseguida se irgió y siguió adelan- She didn’t look back. When she te. No miró atrás. Cuando llegó a 60 reached the ditch she stopped and la zanja se detuvo y llamó a called Vardaman. He was looking at Vardaman, que estaba mirando al the horse, kind of dancing up and caballo y parecía bailar arriba y down by it. abajo a su alrededor.

65 “Let me ride, Jewel,” he said. “Let —Déjame montar, Jewel —decía—. me ride, Jewel.” Jewel, déjame montar.

Jewel looked at him, then he Jewel le miró, luego apartó looked away again, holding the horse la vista, manteniendo sujeto al 70 reined back. Pa watched him, caballo. Padre le observaba, mumbling his lip. murmurando entredientes.

“So you bought a horse,” he said. —Conque compraste un caballo — “You went behind my back and dijo—. Te has comprado un caballo a mis 75 bought a horse. You never consulted espaldas. No me preguntaste nada; sabes me; you know how tight it is for us to lo duro que nos resulta ganarnos la vida make by, yet you bought a horse for y sin embargo compras un caballo para me to feed. Taken the work from your que lo tenga que alimentar yo. A costa

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flesh and blood and bought a horse de tu carne y de tu sangre te lo has com- with it.” prado.

Jewel looked at pa, his eyes paler Jewel miró a padre con unos ojos más 5 than ever. pálidos que nunca.

“He won’t never eat a mouthful of —No comerá ni un bocado de lo que yours,” he said. “Not a mouthful. I’ll sea suyo —le dijo—. Ni un bocado. kill him first. Don’t you never think Antes lo mataré. No piense en eso. 10 it. Don’t you never.” Nunca lo haga. [140]

“Let me ride, Jewel,” Vardaman —Déjame montar, Jewel —decía said. “Let me ride, Jewel.” He Vardaman—. Déjame montar —parecía sounded like a cricket in the grass, a un grillo en la hierba, uno pequeño—. 15 little one. “Let me ride, Jewel.” Déjame montar, Jewel.

That night I found ma sitting Esa noche encontré a madre sentada beside the bed where he was junto a la cama en que dormía Jewel, a sleeping, in the dark. She cried oscuras. Lloraba con fuerza, puede que 20 hard, maybe because she had to porque tenía que llorar tan en silencio; cry so quiet; maybe because she puede que porque sentía lo mismo sobre felt the same way about tears she las lágrimas de lo que había sentido so- did about deceit, hating herself for bre el engaño, y se odiaba a sí misma por doing it, hating him because she engañar, lo odiaba a él porque la habría 25 had to. And then I knew that I inducido a ello. Y entonces supe que lo knew. I knew that as plain on that sabía. Aquel día lo supe con tanta clari- day as I knew about Dewey Dell dad como supe lo de Dewey Dell aquel on that day. otro día.

30 33 TULL (5) TULL

SO they finally got Anse to say CONQUE por fin consiguieron que Tull (5) what he wanted to do, and him and Anse dijera lo que quería hacer y él y 35 the gal and the boy got out of the la chica y el pequeño se bajaron de la This section contains Tull’s wagon. But even when we were on carreta. Pero incluso cuando estábamos unspoken thoughts and spoken the bridge Anse kept on looking back, en el puente, Anse seguía mirando ha- words as the Bundren family sit like he thought maybe, once he was cia atrás, como pensando que a lo me- contemplating the river and outen the wagon, the whole thing jor, ahora que se había bajado de la finally make an attempt to cross it. 40 would kind of blow up and he would carreta, todo el problema había desapa- find himself back yonder in the field recido y él se encontraba otra vez allá again and her laying up there in the lejos, en el campo, y ella allí acostada house, waiting to die and it to do all esperando la muerte, como si todo vol- over again. viera a empezar. COMMENTARY: Anse is 45 seen in this section in his usual, “You ought to let them taken your —Debería de haberles dejado la indecisive pose, ‘even when we mule,” he says, and the bridge mula —me dice, y el puente tembla- were on the bridge Anse kept shaking and swaying under us, going ba y se tambaleaba bajo nosotros, looking back’, but the down into the moiling water like it hundiéndose en las turbias aguas observations made by Tull are 50 went clean through to the other side como si se dirigiese directamente al particularly pertinent when they of the earth, and the other and coming otro extremo de la tierra, y el extre- relate to the river itself and to the family’s motives for wanting to up outen the water like it wasn’t the mo opuesto elevándose por encima de cross it. The river he describes same bridge a-tall and that them that las aguas como si no fuera el mismo ‘like slush ice. Only it kind of would walk up outen the water on that puente en absoluto y los que quisie- lived’, expressing the amazement 55 side must come from the bottom of ran cruzarlo vinieran desde el fondo de of a man not used to changes in the earth. But it was still whole; you la tierra. Pero todavía estaba entero: se his environment and reflecting his could tell that by the way when podría decir por el modo en que este sense of the whole situation as swagged: suspended in a loop being one of impending doom, between two points this end swagged, it didn’t look extremo temblaba, que el otro extre- ‘the waiting and the threat’. like the other and swagged at all mo parecía no temblar en absoluto; After he has crossed the river, 60 just like the other trees and the como si los árboles y la orilla del otro Tull looks back and sees bank yonder mere swinging back lado fueran como el péndulo que osci- everything in a different and forth slow like on a big laba lentamente de un lado a otro en perspective, underlining the clock. And them logs scraping un enorme reloj de pared. Y los tron- baptismal elements of the scene, ‘t looked back at my mule it was and bumping at the sunk part and cos se arremolinaban y golpeaban con- like he was one of these here spy- 65 tilting end-up and shooting clean tra la parte hundida y asomaban la glasses . . .’ and the Red Sea outen the water and tumbling on punta y salían disparados del agua y undertones are picked up when he toward the ford and the waiting, seguían hacia el vado que esperaba con talks of ‘milk’. Moses crossed the slick 1 a (of a person or action) skilful or efficient; Red Sea to reach the land of milk dextrous (gave a slick performance). b superficially slick, whirling, and foamy. remolinos y espuma, resbaladizo. or pretentiously smooth and dextrous. c glib. 2 a and honey. The Bundrens cross sleek, smooth. b slippery. the swollen Ishatawa to reach the 1 a smooth patch of oil etc., esp. on the sea. 2 Mo- 70 “What good . would that ‘a’ —¿De qué iba a servir? — tor Racing a smooth tyre. 3 US a glossy magazi- land of toy trains, false teeth and ne. 4 US sl. a slick person. done?” I says. “If your team can’t digo yo—. Si su tiro no consi- abortions. 1 make sleek or smart. 2 (usu. foll. by down) flatten (one’s hair etc.). find the ford and haul it across, gue encontrar el vado para At the end of the section, Tull what good would three mules or cruzar, ¿de qué servirían tres has a species of revelation, when even ten mules do?” mulas, o incluso diez? he sees that the reason for crossing the river is not solely to 75 bury Addie, ‘Just going to town. “I ain’t asking it of you,”’ he —No se lo estoy pidiendo —dice él— Bent on it. They would risk the says. “I can always do for me and . Siempre me las arreglo con mis cosas y fire and the earth and the water mine. I ain’t asking you to risk your las de los míos. No le pido que arriesgue and all just to eat a sack of bananas’. If Faulkner is casting

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mule. It ain’t your dead; I am not su mula. No se trata de su difunto. No se the Bundrens in a mock-biblical blaming you.” lo reprocho. role, then Tull must surely be seen as one of the prophets, for here he foresees that fire will play “They ought to went back and —Debieran dar marcha atrás a part in the saga and that earth laid over: (col.) waited 5 laid over until to-morrow,” I says. y esperar hasta manaña —digo yo. will be at the end of it. The water was cold. It was thick, El agua estaba fría. Estaba espesa, slush-ice: half-frozen water like slush-ice. Only it kind of lived. como nieve que se funde. Pero parecía One part of you knowed it was just como Viva. Una parte de uno sabía que water, the same thing that had been sólo era agua, lo mismo que llevaba co- 10 running under this same bridge for rriendo largo tiempo bajo este mismo a long time, yet when them logs puente, y sin embargo cuando los tron- spewing up: (literally) vomiting; would come spewing up outen it, cos salían despedidos de ella, uno no se rushing up you were not surprised, like they sorprendía de que fuera así, como si for- was a part of water, of the waiting maran parte del agua, de lo que esperaba 15 and the threat. amenazante.

It was like when we was across, La misma sorpresa tuve cuando, cru- up out of the water again and the hard zando el puente, de nuevo fuera del agua, earth under us, that I was surprised. noté tierra firme debajo. Era como si no 20 It was like we hadn’t expected the hubiera esperado que el puente termina- bridge to end on the other bank, on se en la otra orilla, en algo tranquilo something tame like the hard earth como la tierra firme que habíamos pisa- again that we had tromped on before do antes que ésta y conocíamos bien. this time and knowed well. Like it Como si no debiera haber podido ser yo 25 couldn’t be me here, because I’d have mismo, porque debí haber sido más sen- had better sense than to done what I sato y no haber hecho lo que acababa de just done. And when I looked back hacer. Y cuando volví la vista y vi la otra and saw the other bank and saw my orilla y vi a mi mula allí de pie donde mule standing there where I used to normalmente estaba yo y comprendí que 30 be and knew that I’d have to get back tenía que encontrar algún modo de vol- therer some way, I knew it couldn’t ver, comprendí que aquello no podía ser, be, because I just couldn’t think of porque no conseguía que se me ocurrriese anything that could make me cross nada que me hiciera volver a cruzar el that bridge ever even once. Yet here I puente ni siquiera una vez más. Y por 35 was, and the fellow that could make mucho que me encontrara aquí, yo no era himself cross it twice, couldn’t be me, el tipo que lo iba a cruzar dos veces, ni not even if Cora told him to. siquiera aunque me lo pidiera Cora.

It was that boy. I said “Here; Fue ese chico. Le dije: 40 you better take a holt of my hand,” —Ven aquí; mejor me agarras de la and he waited and held to me. I mano —y él esperó y se cogió a mí. Y be durn if it wasn’t like he come que me condene si no era como si él vol- back and got me; like he was viera atrás y me llevara; era igual que si saying They won’t nothing hurt me dijera: No le van a hacer daño. Igual 45 you. Like he was saying about a que si estuviera hablando de un sitio muy fine place he knowed where agradable que él conocía donde la Navi- Christmas come twice with dad llegaba dos veces y lo mismo la fies- Thanksgiving and lasts on through ta de Acción de Gracias que duraba todo the winter and the spring and the el invierno y la primavera y el verano, y 50 summer, and if I just stayed with donde si me quedaba con él todo saldría him I’d be all right too. bien. [142]

When I looked back at my mule it Cuando me volví a mirar a la mula was like he was one of these here era como si fuese con uno de esos spy-glasses: telescopes 55 spy-glasses and I could look at him catalejos y la pudiese ver allí quieta y standing there and see all the broad veía todas las tierras y mi casa que tan- land and my house sweated outen it to sudor me habían costado y era como like it was the more the sweat, the si a más sudor, más grandes se hicie- broader the land; the more the sweat, ran las tierras; como si a más sudor, 60 the tighter the house because it would más sólida fuera la casa, porque había take a tight house for Cora, to hold que tener una casa sólida para Cora, Cora like a jar of milk in the spring: para que Cora estuviese en ella como you’ve got to have a tight jar or you’ll una jarra de leche en primavera: uno need a powerful spring, so if you have necesita tener una jarra sólida o ne- 65 a big spring, why then you have the cesitará un gran manantial, porque incentive to have tight, well-made se necesitan jarras sólidas, bien he- jars, because it is your milk, sour or chas, porque es tu leche, cuajada o not, because you would rather have no, porque uno prefiere tener leche milk that will sour than to have milk que cuaje antes que tener leche que no 70 that won’t, because you are a man. lo haga, porque uno es hombre.

And him holding to my hand, his Y él cogido de mi mano con su mano confident es ‘trusting’, ‘showing assurance’, se- hand that hot and confident, so that I caliente y confiada, de modo que me sen- guridad o aplomo en sí mismo. «confidence» está basada en razones y pruebas de la expe- was like to say: Look-a-here. Can’t tía tentado a decir: Mira. ¿No ves a la riencia pasada. Confía en sí mismo o está se- guro y ufano de sí mismo dada su experiencia 75 you see that mule yonder? He never mula al otro lado? No tiene nada que ha- pasada. Tener la certeza o confianza. Satisfecho, alegre, contento, ufano. had no business over here, so he never cer aquí, por lo que nunca vendrá, pues come, not being nothing but a mule. no es más que una mula. Because a fellow can see ever now Porque un tipo puede ver de vez

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and then that children have more en cuando que los niños son más sen- sense than him. But he don’t like to satos que él. Pero al tipo no le gusta admit it to them until they have admitirlo hasta que les sale la bar- beards. After they have a beard, they ba. Después de que les sale la barba 5 are too busy because they don’t know están demasiado ocupados porque no if they’ll ever quite make it back to saben volver a la época en que tenían where they were in sense before they sentido común antes de que les sa- was haired, so you don’t mind liera la barba y entonces a uno no le admitting then to folks that are importa aceptar que la gente se pre- 10 worrying about the same thing that ocupe de la mismas cosas de las que ain’t worth the worry that you are no merece la pena que se preocupe yourself. ni uno mismo.

Then we was over and we stood Luego habíamos cruzado y nos que- 15 there, looking at Cash turning the damos allí quietos, mirando a Cash que wagon around. We watched them hacía dar la vuelta a la carreta. Les vi- drive back down the road to where mos cómo retrocedían camino abajo has- the trail turned off into the ta donde el sendero se desviaba hacia el bottom. After a while the wagon cauce. Al cabo de un rato la carreta se 20 was out of sight. había perdido de vista.

“We better get on down to the ford —Será mejor que bajemos al vado y es- and git ready to help,” I said. temos preparados para ayudarles —dije yo.

25 “I give her my word,” Anse says. —Le di mi palabra —dice Anse—. “It is sacred on me. I know you Para mí eso es algo sagrado. Sé que us- begrudge v.tr. 1 resent; be dissatisfied begrudge it, but she will bless you ted no lo valora, pero ella le bendecirá at. 2 envy (a person) the possession of. in heaven.” desde el cielo.

30 “Well, they got to finish —Bueno, creo que tendrán que termi- circumventing the land before nar de rodear la tierra antes de que se they can dare the water,” I said. arriesguen a meterse en el agua —dije “Come on.” yo—. Vamos.

35 “It’s the turning back,” he said. “It —Es el retroceder —dije yo—. No da ain’t no luck in turning back.” buena suerte retroceder. [143]

He was standing there, humped, Estaba allí de pie, encorvado, mo- mournful, looking at the empty híno, mirando el desierto camino de 40 road beyond the swagging and más allá del puente que se balanceaba swaying bridge. And that gal, too, y estremecía. Y esa chica, también, with the lunch-basket on one arm con la cesta del almuerzo colgada del and that package under the other. brazo y el paquete debajo del otro. Just going to town. Bent on it. Como si fuera a la ciudad. Decidida a 45 They would risk the fire and the ello. Se enfrentarían al fuego y a la earth and the water and all just to tierra y al agua y a lo que sea con tal eat a sack of bananas. “You ought de comer una bolsa de plátanos. to laid over a day,” I said. “It —Deberían esperar un día —dije yo— would ‘a’ fell some by morning. . La riada disminuirá algo por la maña- 50 It mought not ‘a’ rained to-night. na. Puede que esta noche no llueva. Ya And it can’t get no higher.” no puede crecer más.

“I give my promise,” he says. “She —Se lo prometí —dice él—. Ella con- is counting on it.” fía en mi palabra. 55 34 DARL (12) DARL

BEFORE us the thick dark current ANTE nosotros corre la oscura corrien- 60 runs. It talks up to us in a murmur te espesa. Nos habla con un murmullo que Darl (12) become ceaseless and myriad, the se hace incesante y múltiple; la amarilla yellow surface dimpled monstrously superficie monstruosamente abultada en This section consists of Darl’s into fading swirls travelling along the remolinos que se desvanecen y la reco- unspoken and unverbalised thoughts as he sits in the wagon surface for an instant, silent, rren durante un instante, silenciosos, efí- beside Cash. When they reach the 65 impermanent and profoundly meros y profundamente significativos, river Cash is reluctant to cross significant, as though just beneath the como si justo debajo de esa superficie algo because the coffin is unbalanced surface something huge and alive enorme y vivo se despertara durante un by Addie’s reversed body. But he waked for a moment of lazy alertness momento de vigilia perezosa y volviera a will not let Jewel take over. The out of and into light slumber again. caer en un ligero adormecimiento. wagon is swept off the ford, with Cash clinging to the cofn and 70 inthe middle of telling Darl to jump clear. It clucks and murmurs among the Cloquea y murmura entre los radios spokes and about the mules’ knees, de las ruedas y alrededor de las patas de yellow, skummed with flotsman and las mulas, amarilla, salpicada de restos with thick soiled gouts of foam as flotantes y con espesas y sucias gotas 75 though it had sweat, lathering, like a de espuma como si sudara, igual que COMMENTARY: For Darl, as driven horse. Through the cubre la espuma a un caballo. Corre en- for Tull, the swollen river is a li- undergrowth it goes with a plaintive tre la maleza con un sonido de queja, ving thing and a portent; it is sound, a musing sound; in it the un sonido meditabundo; sobre ella se ‘profoundly significant, as though just below the surface something

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saplings half-grown trees unwinded cane and saplings lean as inclinan las sueltas cañas y renuevos huge and alive waked for a before a little gale, swaying without como ante un vendaval, doblándose sin moment of lazy alertness’. Darl reflections as though suspended on volverse hacia atrás como si estuvieran reflects on the scene calmly, watching unconcernedly as Jewel invisible wires from the branches sujetas por unos cables invisibles a las fights the current and the dead 5 overhead. Above the ceaseless ramas de arriba. Aparecen sobre la in- mules roll round in the water with surface they stand—trees, cane, vines cesante superficie —árboles, cañas, their legs ‘stiffly extended’. Even —rootless, severed from the earth, tallos— desarraigados, arrancados de la when he himself gets into the spectral above a scene of immense yet tierra, espectrales sobre una escena de water, he remains precise and circumscribed desolation filled with inmensa, aunque limitada, desolación unruffled [imperturbable], seeing the water as ‘hills’ and feeling no 10 the voice of the waste and mournful llena de la voz del agua devastadora y compunction about abandoning water. siniestra. [144] Addie’s corpse. The section exposes one new Cash and I sit in the wagon; Jewel Cash y yo vamos sentados en la ca- aspect of family sits the horse at the off rear-wheel. rreta; Jewel va a caballo junto a la rueda interrelationships. Darl and Cash appear to be close in a way not 15 The horse is trembling, its eye trasera derecha. El caballo tiembla y su hinted at before. This closeness rolling wild and baby-blue in its ojo, azul claro, gira fiero en su larga ca- may be simply the result of the long pink face, its breathing beza rosada, respirando en estertores, alteration in their joint world stertorous like groaning. He sits como si gimiera. Jewel va erguido, com- brought about by the death of poised 1(= self-possessed) sereno; ecuánime 2 to be poised (figurative) (= ready, all erect, poised, looking quietly and puesto, mirando tranquilamente y con Addie. It appears again at the end set)estar listo of the book, when Cash seems to 2 20 steadily and quickly this way and energía y viveza aquí y allá, con el ros- poise 1 a : BALANCE; especially : to hold or understand more than anyone else carry in equilibrium b : to hold supported what is wrong with Darl. or suspended without motion in a steady Cash’s face is also gravely cara de Cash también tiene una expresión position composed; he and I look at one grave; él y yo nos miramos uno al otro 2 : to hold or carry (the head) in a particu- another with long probing looks, con largas miradas inquisitivas, miradas compunction 1the pricking of the lar way 3 : to put into readiness : BRACE conscience. Reparo, repudio, intransitive senses 1 : to become drawn 25 looks that plunge unimpeded que se hunden sin disimulo en los ojos 2a slight regret; a scruple (without up into readiness 2 : HOVER compunction; have no compunction in through one another’s eyes and into del otro y llegan al interior del último refusing him). Remordimiento compunción 1. f. Sentimiento o dolor de the ultimate secret place where for lugar secreto donde durante un instante haber cometido un pecado. an instant Cash and Darl crouch Cash y Darl se acurrucan abiertamente, 2. Sentimiento que causa el dolor ajeno. flagrant and unabashed in all the old sin avergonzarse por todos los viejos te- 30 terror and the old foreboding, alert rrores y los viejos presentimientos, aler- and secret and without shame. When tas y secretos y sin pudor. Cuando ha- we speak our voices are quiet, blamos, nuestras voces son tranquilas, detached. desarraigadas.

35 “I reckon we’re still in the road, —Para mí que todavía seguimos en el all right.” camino.

“Tull taken and cut them two big —Tull cogió y cortó los dos grandes whiteoaks. I heard tell how at high robles. He oído contar por ahí que en las 40 water in the old days they used to line crecidas, antiguamente, aquellos árboles up the ford by them trees.” servían para señalar el vado.

“I reckon he did that two years ago —Para mí que los cortó hace dos años when he was logging down here. I cuando andaba talando por aquí abajo. 45 reckon he rever thought that anybody Para mí que nunca creyó que nadie vol- would ever use this ford again.” vería a usar este vado.

“I reckon not. Yes, it must have —Para mí que no. Sí, debe de haber been then. He cut a sight of timber sido entonces. Cortó bastante madera de 50 outen here then. Payed off that por aquí entonces. Terminó de pagar la mortgage with it, I hear tell.” hipoteca con ella, he oído contar.

“Yes. Yes, I reckon so. I reckon —Sí. Sí, para mí que así es. Para mí Vernon could have done that.” que Vernon fue capaz de hacer eso. 55 “That’s a fact. Most folks that —Así es. La mayoría de la gente que logs in this here country, they need tala árboles en esta comarca necesita una a durn good farm to support the granja bien buena para mantener el ase- sawmill. Or maybe a store. But I rradero. O puede que un almacén. Pero 60 reckon Vernon could.” para mí que pudo ser Vernon**14. [145]

“I reckon so. He’s a sight.” —Para mí que sí. Es capaz de eso y de más.

“Ay. Vernon is. Yes, it must —Claro que lo es. Sí, por aquí 65 still be here. He rever would have debe de estar todavía: Vernon nun- got that timber out of here if he ca habría podido sacar esa madera hadn’t cleaned out that old road. sin limpiar ese camino viejo. Para I reckon we are still on it.” He mí que todavía seguimos en él. looks about quietly, at the position Mira a su alrededor pausadamente, se 70 of the trees, leaning this way and fija en la situación de los árboles, doblán- that, looking back along the dose a un lado y a otro, volviéndose a floorless road shaped vaguely high mirar el camino vagamente señalado por lop 1 1 tr. a (often foll. by off, away) cut or remove (a part or parts) from a whole, esp. branches from a in air by the position of the lopped la situación de los árboles cortados y tree. b remove branches from (a tree). 2 tr. (often foll. by off, away) remove (items) as superfluous. 3 and felled trees, as if the road too caídos, como si el camino también hu- intr. (foll. by at) make lopping strokes on (a tree 75 had been soaked free of earth and biera sido arrancado de la tierra y flotase etc.). — n. parts lopped off, esp. branches and twigs of trees. floated upward, to leave in its hacia arriba para dejar con su huella es- lop 2 1 intr. & tr. hang limply. 2 intr. (foll. by about) slouch, dawdle; hang about. 3 intr. move with spectral tracing a monument to a pectral un monumento a una desolación short bounds. 4 tr. (of an animal) let (the ears) hang. still more profound desolation todavía más profunda que ésta encima de

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than this above which we now sit, la que ahora vamos, hablando tranquila- talking quietly of old security and mente de la vieja seguridad y de viejas old trivial things. Jewel looks at cosas triviales. Jewel le mira a él, lue- him, then at me, then his face go a mí, luego su cara se concentra en 5 turns in in that quiet, constant, la escena con esa silenciosa interroga- questing about the scene, the ción constante, mientras su caballo horse trembling quietly and tiembla tranquila y constantemente steadily between his knees. entre sus rodillas.

10 “He could go on ahead slow and —Podría adelantarse despacio para sort of feel it out,” I say. tantearlo —digo yo.

“Yes,” Cash says, not looking at me. —Sí —dice Cash, sin mirarme. Su His face is in profile as he looks forward rostro está de perfil cuando mira hacia 15 where Jewel has moved on ahead. delante, adonde Jewel avanza.

“He can’t miss the river,” I say. —No puede dejar de ver el río —dije “He couldn’t miss seeing it fifty yo—. No podrá dejar de verlo cuarenta yards ahead.” metros por delante de él. 20 Cash does not look at me, his face in profile. Cash no me mira, su cara sigue de perfil. “If I’d just suspicioned it, I —Si lo hubiera sospechado, podría could ‘a’ come down last week haber bajado hasta aquí la semana pasa- and taken a sight on it.” da a echar una ojeada. 25 “The bridge was up then,” I say. —Entonces todavía estaba el puente He does not look at me. “Whitfield —digo yo. No me mira—. Whitfield lo crossed it a-horse-back.” cruzó a caballo.

30 Jewel looks at us again, his Jewel nos vuelve a mirar expression sober and alert and con expresión grave y alerta subdue 1 conquer, subjugate, or tame (an enemy, subdued. His voice is quiet. y mortificada. Su voz es tranquila. subdued dominada, controlada nature, one’s emotions, etc.). X 2 (as subdued adj.) softened; lacking in intensity; “What you want me to do?” —¿Qué queréis que haga? toned down (subdued light; in a subdued mood). (emotión: templado, suave,; voice: bajo; colour: apagado, suave; light: tenue; lighting: disminui- do; person -docile: manso, sumiso, -depressed: 35 “I ought to come down last week —Debí haber bajado la semana pasa- deprimido. and taken a sight on it,” Cash says. da a echar una ojeada —dice Cash.

“We couldn’t have known,” I say. —Entonces no lo sabíamos —digo “There wasn’t any way for us to yo—. No había modo de que lo supiéra- 40 know.” mos. [146]

“I’ll ride on ahead,” Jewel —Me adelantaré con el caballo —dice says. “You can follow where I am.” Jewel—. Podéis seguirme por donde vaya yo. He lifts the horse. It shrinks, Tensa las riendas del caballo. Este 45 bowed; he leans to it, speaking recula, bajando la cabeza; Jewel se in- to it, lifting it forward almost clina sobre él, le habla, le empuja hacia bodily, it setting its feet down delante con casi todo el cuerpo y el ca- with gingerly splashings, ballo hunde sus cascos con cautelosos trembling, breathing harshly. chapoteos, temblando, respirante con 50 He speaks to it, murmurs to it. fuerza. Jewel le habla, le murmura. “Go on,” he says. “I ain’t going to —Vamos —dice—. No voy a dejar get nothing hurt you. Go on, now.” que te hagas daño. Vamos.

“Jewel,” Cash says. Jewel does not Jewel —dice Cash. Jewel no vuelve 55 look back. He lifts the horse on. la vista. Sigue hostigando al caballo.

“He can swim,” I say. “If he’ll just —Puede nadar —digo yo—. Si diese give the horse time, anyhow . . .” ocasión al caballo... When he was born, he had a bad Cuando nació, Jewel pasó una mala 60 time of it. Ma would sit in the temporada. Madre tenía que sentarse a lamplight, holding him on a la luz de una lámpara, manteniéndole en pillow on her lap. We would wake el regazo encima de una almohada. A1 and find her so. There would be despertarnos la encontrábamos así. No no sound from them. hacían ningún ruido. 65 “That pillow was longer than —Aquella almohada era más larga him,” Cash says. He is leaning a que él —dice Cash. Está un poco little forward. “I ought to come echado hacia delante—. Debí bajar la down last week and sighted. I semana pasada a echar una ojeada. 70 ought to done it.” Debiera haberlo hecho.

“That’s right,” I say. “Neither —Tienes razón —digo yo—. Ni con his feet nor his head would los pies ni con la cabeza llegaba a los reach the end of it. You couldn’t extremos de la almohada. No podías 75 have known,” I say. haberlo sabido —dijo.

“I ought to done it,” he says. He —Pero debí haberlo hecho —dice. lifts the reins. The mules move, into Tira de las riendas. Las mulas avanzan

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the traces; the wheels murmur alive entre los arneses; las ruedas murmuran in the water. He looks back and down vivas en el agua. Se vuelve y baja la vis- at Addie. “It ain’t on a balance,” he ta hasta Addie—. No está equilibrado — says. dice. 5 At last the trees open; A1 fin se aclaran los árboles; Jewel against the open river Jewel sits se enfrenta a la corriente a caballo me- the horse, half turned, it belly dio vuelto, el agua ya a la altura del vien- deep now. Across the river we can tre del animal. A1 otro lado del río dis- 10 see Vernon and pa and Vardaman tinguimos a Vernon y a padre y a and Dewey Dell. Vernon is Vardaman y a Dewey Dell. Vernon nos waving at us, waving us further hace señas, nos hace señas de que vaya- downstream. mos un poco más corriente abajo.

15 “We are too high up,” Cash says. —Vamos demasiado arriba —dice Vernon is shouting too, but we cannot Cash. Vernon también grita, pero no con- make out what he says for the noise seguimos saber lo que dice a causa del rui- of the water. It runs steady and deep do del agua que ahora corre intensa y pro- now, unbroken, without sense of funda, incesante, sin dar la sensación de 20 motion until a log comes along, que se mueva hasta que un tronco llega y turning slowly. “Watch it,” Cash says. gira lentamente—. Vigílalo —dice Cash. We watch it and see it falter and hang Lo miramos y vemos que vacila y queda for a moment, the current building en alto durante un [147] momento. La co- up behind it in a thick wave, rriente se alza por detrás de él en una ola 25 submerging it for an instant before espesa, hundiéndolo durante un instante it shoots up and tumbles on. antes de arrastrarlo y llevárselo.

“There it is,” I say. —Allí está —digo yo.

30 “Ay,” Cash says. “It’s there.” We look —Sí —dice Cash—. Allí está —y at Vernon again. He is now flapping his miramos a Vernon otra vez. Ahora sube arms up and down. We move on y baja los brazos. Seguimos corriente downstream, slowly and carefully, abajo lenta y cuidadosamente, mirando watching Vernon. He drops his hands. a Vernon que deja caer los brazos—. Este 35 “This is the place,” Cash says. es el sitio —dice Cash.

“Well, goddamn it, lets get across, —Bueno, maldita sea, vamos a cru- then,” Jewel says. He moves the horse zar, entonces —dice Jewel. Hace avan- on. zar al caballo. 40 “You wait,” Cash says. Jewel stops —Tú espera —dice Cash. Jewe1 se again. vuelve a parar.

“Well, by God——” he says. —Pero, por Dios... —dice. 45 Cash looks at the water, then he Cash mira el agua, luego se vuelve a looks back at Addie. mirar a Addie. “It ain’t on a balance,” he says. —No está equilibrado —dice.

“Then go on back to the goddamn —Entonces volved a ese condenado 50 bridge and walk across,” Jewel says. puente y cruzadlo a pie —dice Jewel— “You and Darl both. Let me on that . Los dos, tú y Darl. Dejadme a mí esa wagon.” carreta.

Cash does not pay him any Cash no le presta la menor atención. 55 attention. “It ain’t on a balance,” he —No está equilibrado —dice—. No, says. “Yes, sir. We got to watch it.” señor. Debemos tener mucho cuidado.

“Watch it, hell,” Jewel says. “You —Tenlo tú, si quieres —dice Jewel— get out of that wagon and let me . Bajaos de esa carreta y dejadme a mí. 60 have it. By God, if you’re afraid to Por Dios, que si tenéis miedo de cruzar drive it over . . .” His eyes are pale con ella... —en su cara sus ojos son tan as two bleached chips in his face. pálidos como dos virutas descoloridas. Cash is looking at him. Cash le está mirando.

65 “We’ll get it over,” he says. “I —Nosotros lo cruzaremos —dice— tell you what you do. You ride on . Te diré lo que tienes que hacer. Vuel- back and walk across the bridge ve atrás con el caballo y cruza el puen- and come down the other bank and te y bájate en la otra orilla y reúnete meet us with the rope. Vernon’ll con nosotros con la soga. Vernon se 70 take your horse home with him and llevará tu caballo a casa y lo cuidará keep it till we get back.” hasta que volvamos.

“You go to hell,” Jewel says. —Vete al infierno —dice Jewel.

75 “You take the rope and come down —Coge la soga y baja a la ori- the bank and be ready with it,” Cash lla y tenla preparada —dice says. “Three can’t do no more than Cash—. Tres no pueden más que two can—— one to drive and one to dos, uno conduciendo y el otro su-

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steady it.” jetándolo.

“Goddamn you,” Jewel says. —Que el diablo te lleve —dice Jewel.

5 “Let Jewel take the end of the rope —Que Jewel coja un extremo de la and cross upstream of us and brace it,” soga y cruce aguas arriba y la ate —digo I say. “Will you do that, Jewel?” yo—. ¿Vas a hacerlo, Jewel?

Jewel watches me, hard. He Jewel me mira con dureza. Mira rápi- 10 looks quick at Cash, then back damente a Cash, luego se vuelve hacia at me, his eyes alert and hard. “I mí, con ojos alerta y duros. don’t give a damn. Just so we do —No me importa nada. Mientras ha- something. Setting here, not gamos algo. No tiene [148] sentido se- lifting a goddamn hand . . .” guir aquí sin mover ni un maldito dedo... 15 “Let’s do that, Cash,” I say. —Vamos a hacer eso, Cash —digo yo.

“I reckon we’ll have to,” Cash —Para mí que lo tendremos que ha- says. cer —dice Cash. 20 The river itself is not a hundred El propio río no tiene ni cien me- yards across, and pa and Vernon and tros de anchura, y padre y Vernon y Vardaman and Dewey Dell are the Vardaman y Dewey Dell son las únicas only things in sight not of that single cosas a la vista que no pertenecen a esa 25 monotony of desolation leaning with monotonía desolada que se extiende de that terrific quality a little from right manera aterradora a derecha e izquier- to left, as though we had reached the da, como si hubiéramos alcanzado un place where the motion of the wasted lugar donde el movimiento del desola- world accelerates just before the final do mundo se acelerara antes de hundir- 30 precipice. Yet they appear dwarfed. se en el precipicio final. Sin embargo It is as though the space between us aparecen como empequeñecidos. Es were time: an irrevocable quality. It como si el espacio que hay entre noso- is as though time, no longer running tros fuera tiempo: una cualidad irrevo- straight before us in a diminishing cable. Es como si el tiempo ya no co- 35 line, now runs parallel between us rriera derecho por delante de nosotros like a looping string, the distante en una línea menguante, sino que aho- being the doubling accretion of the ra corre paralelo a nosotros como una thread and not the interval between. cuerda que nos envuelve, duplicando la The mules stand, their forequarters distancia que nos separa. Las mulas 40 already sloped a little, their rumps están quietas con las patas delanteras high. They too are breathing now un poco hundidas y las grupas en alto with a deep groaning sound; looking Además, ahora jadean con ronco y pro- back once, their gaze sweeps across fundo sonido; miran hacia atrás una us with in their eyes a wild, sad, vez, y su mirada nos roza con unos ojos 45 profound and despairing quality as en los que hay algo salvaje, triste, pro- though they had already seen in the fundo y desesperado como si ya hubie- thick water the shape of the disaster sen visto en el agua espesa la imagen which they could not speak and we de desastre del que no pueden hablar y could not see. nosotros no podemos ver. 50 Cash turns back into the wagon. Cash vuelve al interior de la carreta. He lays his hands flat on Addie, Descansa las palmas de la mano encima rocking her a little. His face is de Addie, meciéndola un poco. Tiene el calm, down-sloped, calculant, rostro en calma, pero alargado, calcula- 55 concerned. He lifts his box of tools dor, preocupado. Alza la caja de las he- and wedges it forward under the rramientas y la encaja debajo del asien- seat; together we shove Addie to; juntos empujamos a Addie hacia forward, wedging her between the delante, encajándola entre las herra- tools and the wagon-bed. Then he mientas y el fondo de la carreta. Luego 60 looks at me. me mira.

“No,” I say. “I reckon I’ll stay. —No —digo yo—. Me quedaré. Pue- Might take both of us.” de que hagamos falta los dos.

65 From the tool-box he takes his De la caja de herramientas saca un ro- coiled rope and carries the end twice llo de cuerda y pasa uno de los extremos around the seat stanchion and passes X dos veces en torno al ______pescante y chafe 1 tr. & intr. make or become sore or damaged the end to me without tying it. The me 1o da sin atarlo. El otro extremo se lo by rubbing. 2 tr. rub (esp. the skin to restore other end he gays out to Jewel, who entrega a Jewel, que lo da una vuelta en el warmth or sensation). 3 tr. & intr. make or become annoyed; fret (was chafed by the 70 takes a turn about his saddle-horn. pomo de la silla de montar. delay). 1 a an act of chafing. b a sore resulting from this. 2 a state of annoyance. 1. rozar, raer (=raspar una superficie quitando pe- los, sustancias adheridas, pintura, etc., con ins- He must force the horse down Tiene que obligar al caballo a que se meta trumento áspero o cortante) into the current. It moves, en la corrien te. El caballo avanza excitado, 2. calentar frotando 3. desgastar,irritarse, impacientarse bore: push, make one’s way high-kneed, arch-necked, boring X ______braceando de mala gana transitive senses 1 : IRRITATE, VEX 75 and chafing. Jewel sits lightly for- ______. Jewel lo monta, ligeramente hacia de- 2 : to warm by rubbing especially with the hands 3 a : to rub so as to wear away : ABRADE b : to make his swift alert calm gaze sweeps rada inquieta, alerta y tranquila vuelve a caer sore by or as if by rubbing intransitive senses upon us and on. He lowers the horse sobre nosotros, y pasa de largo. Hunde al caba- 1 : to feel irritation or discontent : FRET 2 : to rub and thereby cause wear or irritation 73 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas

into the stream, speaking to it in a llo en la corriente, hablándole con un mur- soothing murmur. The horse slips, mullo tranquilizador. El caballo resbala, goes under to the saddle, surges to its se hunde hasta la silla, vuelve a pisar feet again, the current building up firme mientras la corriente sube hacia 5 against Jewel’s thighs. los muslos de Jewel...

“Watch yourself,” Cash says. —Ten cuidado —Dice Cash.

“I’m on it now,” Jewel says. “You —Ya estoy —dice Jewel—. Ahora 10 can come ahead now.” podéis avanzar.

Cash takes the reins and lowers the Cash coge las riendas y obliga al tiro team carefully and skilfully into the a que baje a la corriente, con cuidado y stream. habilidad. 15 I felt the current take us and I knew Sentí que la corriente nos atrapa- we were on the ford by that reason. Since ba y por ese motivo me di cuenta de que it war only, by means of that slipping estábamos en el vado, pues sólo por ese contact that we could tell that we were contacto resbaladizo podíamos decir que 20 in motion at all. What had once been a nos movíamos de verdad. Lo que una vez flat surface war now a succession había sido una superficie lisa, ahora era of troughs and hillocks lifting una sucesión de altos y bajos que subían and falling about us, shoving y bajaban a nuestro alrededor, que nos at us, teasing at us with light empujaban, que nos fastidiaban con su 25 lazy touches in the vain leve contacto perezoso en los escasos instants of solidity underfoot. instantes en que bajo nuestros pies no- Cash looked brack at me, and tábamos algo sólido. Cash se volvió a then I knew that we were gone. mirarme y entonces comprendí que está- But I did not realise the bamos perdidos. Pero no me di cuenta 30 reason for the rope until I saw de la necesidad de la cuerda hasta que surge 1 [of sea] oleaje m; oleada [of people, sympathy] oleada 2 a power surge (electricity) the log. It surged up out of the water vi el tronco. Surgió del agua y se mantu- una subida de tensión 3 [water of sea] swell, levantarse; hincharse, encresparse, agitarse 4 and stood for an instant upright upon vo derecho durante un instante sobre [people, crowd] to surge in/out entrar/salir en tro- pel 5 the blood surged to her cheeks se le subió that surging and heaving desolation like aquella agitada y jadeante desolación, la sangre a las mejillas. Christ. Get out and let the currrent take como un Cristo. Salta fuera y deja que surgir 1. intr. Brotar el agua hacia arriba, surtir. 2. Dar fondo la nave. 3. fig. Alzarse, manifestarse, 35 you down to the bend, Cash said. You la corriente te lleve hasta el recodo, dijo brotar, aparecer. surge 1 : to rise and fall actively : TOSS 2 : to rise and move in waves or billows : SWELL 3 : to slip around a just as wet that way as this. ré lo mismo de un modo que de otro windlass, capstan, or bitts — used especially of a rope 4 : to rise suddenly to an excessive or abnormal value 5 : to move with a surge or in surges

Jewel shouts at the horse; again he Jewel le grita al caballo; parece que 55 appears to lift it bodily between his otra vez lo levanta a pulso con las rodi- knees. He is just above the top of the llas. Está casi en lo más alto del vado y el ford and the horse has a purchase of caballo ha encontrado algún apoyo por- some sort for it surges forward, que salta hacia delante brillando mojado shining wetly half out of water, medio fuera del agua en una sucesión de 60 crashing on in a succession of lunges. acometidas. Se mueve increíblemente rá- It moves unbelievably fast; by that pido; debido a eso Jewel se da cuenta de token Jewel realizes at last that the que al fin se ha soltado la cuerda, pues rope is free, for I can see him sawing puedo ver cómo tira de las riendas, con la back on the reins, his head turned, as cabeza vuelta, mientras el tronco se colo- 65 the log rears in a long sluggish funge ca con una perezosa embestida entre no- between us, bearing down upon the sotros, cayendo luego sobre el tiro. Las team. They see it too; for a moment mulas también lo ven; durante un momen- they also shine black out of water. to también ellas brillan negras fuera del Then the downstream one vanishes, agua. Luego la que está en la parte de aba- 70 dragging the other with him; the jo de la corriente desaparece, arrastrando wagon sheers crosswise, poised on a la otra con ella; la carreta se pone de the crest of the ford as the log strikes través, recostada en el vado mientras la it, tilting it up and on. Cash is half golpea el tronco que la hace tambalearse. turned, the reins running taut from his Cash se ha vuelto a medias, las riendas se 75 hand and disappearing into the water, le escapan de la mano y desaparecen en el the other hand reached back upon agua; echa la otra mano hacia atrás y Addie, holding her jammed over agarra a Addie manteniéndola apreta- against the high side of the wagon. da contra el fondo de la carreta.

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“Jump clear,” he says quietly. —Salta —dice con tranquili- “Stay away from the team and dad—. Apártate del tiro y no trates don’t try to fight it. It’ll swing you de luchar contra la corriente. Te into the bend all right.” llevaré hasta el recodo. 5 “You come too,” I say. Vernon —Ven tú también —digo yo. and Vardaman are running along the Vernon y Vardaman corren por la ori- bank, pa and Dewey Dell stand lla, padre y Dewey Dell nos miran sin watching us, Dewey Dell with the moverse; Dewey Dell con la cesta y el 10 basket and the package in her arms. paquete en las manos. Jewel hace esfuer- Jewel is trying to fight the horse zos para que el caballo recule. Aparece back. The head of one mule appears, la cabeza de una mula con los ojos muy its eyes wide; it looks back at us for abiertos; nos mira durante un instante, an instant, making a sound almost emitiendo un sonido casi humano. La 15 human. The head vanishes again. cabeza vuelve a desaparecer.

“Back, Jewel,” Cash shouts. “Back, —Atrás, Jewel —grita Cash—. Atrás, Jewel. Jewel.” For another instant I see him Durante otro instante le veo incli- leaning to the tilting wagon, his arm nado junto al carro volcado con el 20 braced back against Addie and his brazo sujetando a Addie y a sus he- tools; I see the bearded head of the rramientas; veo la cabeza barbuda del rearing log strike up again, and tronco que se empina y golpea de nue- beyond it Jewel holding the horse vo, y más allá a Jewel que sujeta a su upreared, its head wrenched around, caballo encabritado y con la cabeza 25 hammering its head with his fist. I torcida a la que golpea con el puño. jump from the wagon on the Salto de la carreta por el lado en que downstream side. Between two hills se aleja la corriente. Entre dos ribazos I see the mules once more. They roll veo una vez más a las mulas. Dan up out of the water in succession, vueltas fuera del agua una después de 30 turning completely over, their legs otra, girando sobre sí mismas, con las stiffly extended as when they had lost patas tiesas como si hubieran perdi- contact with the earth. do contacto con la tierra.

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CASH tried but she fell off and Cash hizo lo que pudo, pero ella Darl jumped going under he went cayó fuera y Darl saltó al caer y Vardaman (5) under and Cash hollering to catch her se hundió y Cash gritaba que la co- This section contains 40 and I hollering running and hollering giera y yo gritaba y corría y grita- Vardaman’s unspoken and and Dewey Dell hollering at me ba y Dewey Dell me gritaba unverbalised thoughts as he Vardaman you vardaman you Vardaman ven vardaman ven watches his mother’s coffin slip vardaman and Vernon passed me vardaman y Vernon me adelantó into the river. A complete contrast because he was seeing her come up porque la estaba viendo asomar y to Darl’s unconcerned observation of the scene, 45 and she jumped into the water again cómo se volvía a hundir y Darl to- Vardaman’s vision is frantic with and Darl hadn’t caught her yet davía no la había agarrado worry for he has not as yet grasped the fact that his mother He came up to see and I hollering Sacó la cabeza para mirar y yo le gri- is dead. When Darl emerges catch her Darl catch her and he didn’t taba cógela Darl cógela y él no podía without the coffin, Vardaman’s 50 come back because she was too heavy porque como ella pesaba demasiado él frenzy redoubles for he thinks, on he had to go on catching at her and I tenía que hundirse para cogerla y yo le the basis of the conversation in Vardaman (4), that Darl knows hollering catch her darl catch her darl gritaba cógela darl cógela darl porque en Addie is a fish and should because in the water she could go el agua ella podía ir más deprisa que un therefore appreciate that she will faster than a man and Darl had to hombre y Darl tenía que ir a tientas bus- try to escape into the water. 55 grabble for her so I knew he could cándola y yo sabía que la cogería porque catch her because he is the best él es muy bueno en eso de andar a tien- grabbler even with the mules in the tas incluso con las mulas estorbando allí way again they dived up rolling their hundidas otra vez se hundieron dando feet stiff rolling down again and their vueltas con las patas tiesas y seguían dan- 60 backs up now and Darl had to again do vueltas y ahora asomaban el lomo y because in the water she could go Darl tenía que hundirse de nuevo porque faster than a man or a woman and I en el agua ella podía ir más deprisa que passed Vernon and he wouldn’t get un hombre o una mujer y adelanté a in the water and help Darl he would Vernon que no se quería meter en el agua 65 grabble for her with Darl he knew but a ayudar a Darl a cogerla y aunque sabía he wouldn’t help no le quería ayudar

The mules dived up again diving Las mulas se sumergieron otra vez their legs stiff their stiff legs rolling sumergiendo sus patas tiesas y sus 70 slow and then Darl again and I patas tiesas daban vueltas despacio hollering catch her darl catch her head y entonces Darl apareció otra vez y her into the bank darl and Vernon yo le gritaba cógela darl cógela por wouldn’t help and then Darl dodged la cabeza a la orilla darl y Vernon no past the mules where he could he had quería ayudar y entonces Darl esqui- 75 her under the water coming in to the vó las mulas y llegó adonde la podía bank coming in slow because in the coger y la metió debajo del agua ella water she fought to stay under the intentaba quedar debajo del agua, water but Darl is strong and he was pero Darl es fuerte y se acercaba des-

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coming in slow and so I knew he had pacio y me di cuenta de que la traía her because he came slow and I ran porque venía tan despacio y corrí al down into the water to help and I agua a ayudar y no podía dejar de couldn’t stop hollering because Darl gritar porque Darl era fuerte y la aga- 5 was strong and steady holding her rraba firme por debajo del agua y under the water even if she did fight aunque ella tratara de escapar él no he would not let her go he was seeing la dejaría y me estaba viendo y la me and he would hold her and it was tenía agarrada y por fin lo había con- all right now it was all right now it seguido por fin lo había conseguido 10 was all right lo había conseguido

Then he comes up out of the Luego él asomaba fuera del agua. water. He comes a long way up Saca despacio gran parte del cuerpo an- slow before his hands do but he’s tes de que le aparean las manos, pero tie- 15 got to have her got to so I can bear ne que tenerla la tiene que tener para que it. Then his hands come up and all yo pueda soportarlo. Luego salen sus ma- of him above the water. I can’t stop. nos y todo él del agua. No me puedo pa- I have not got time to try. I will try rar. No tengo tiempo para intentarlo. Lo to when I can but his hands came intentaré en cuanto pueda, pero sus ma- 20 empty out of the water emptying the nos salen vacías del agua deraguándose water emptying away desaguándose.

“Where is ma, Darl?” I said. —¿Dónde está madre, Darl? —dije “You never got her. You knew she yo—. No conseguiste cogerla. Sabías que 25 is a fish but you let her get away. es un pez, pero la has dejado escapar. No You never got her. Darl. Darl. Darl.” conseguiste cogerla. Darl. Darl. Darl. I began to run along the bank, Eché a correr por la orilla viendo watching the mules dive up slow a las mulas asomarse muy despacio again and then down again. y luego hundirse de nuevo. 30 36 TULL (6) TULL

WHEN I told Cora how Darl CUANDO le conté a Cora cómo saltó 35 jumped out of the wagon and left Darl de la carreta y dejó a Cash allí den- Tull (6) Cash sitting there trying to save it and tro tratando de salvarla y que la carreta the wagon turning over, and Jewel volcó, y que Jewel que casi estaba ya en In this section, Tull recalls the that was almost to the bank la orilla intentaba que el caballo volvie- incident after it has happened and fighting that horse back where it ra adonde el animal con muy buen senti- he has told Cora about it and, at the same time, goes over the event 40 had more sense than to go, she says do no quería ir, ella me dice: in his own mind. He realises that “And you’re one of the folks that says —Y tú eres de los que dicen que Darl leapt from the wagon to save Darl is the queer one, the one that Darl es un tipo raro, que no tiene lu- himself and he is troubled when ain’t bright, and him the only one of ces, cuando él fue el único de todos Cora, who usually puts things into them that had sense enough to get off ellos lo bastante sensato como para sal- an acceptable perspective, seems to be inconsistent in her view of 45 that wagon. I notice Anse was too tar de esa carreta. Ya veo que Anse es this incident, saying that Darl smart to been on it a-tall.” demasiado listo para subirse a ella. showed sense in abandoning the wagon yet insisting that Anse “He couldn’t ‘a’ done no good, if he’d —No habría servido de nada que hu- ought to have been on it. Even in been there,” I said. “They was going biera estado allí dentro —dije yo—. Lo retrospect, the scene strikes Tull 50 about it right and they would have made estaban haciendo muy bien y lo habrían as one of utter confusion, with it if it hadn’t a-been for that log.” conseguido de no ser por aquel tronco. wagon, horse, mules, Cash, Darl and Jewel all thrashing about in the water with the coffin and “Log, fiddlesticks,” Cora said. “It —El tronco, ¡tonterías! —dijo Cora— Vardaman being chased up and was the hand of God.” . Fue la mano de Dios. down the bank by Dewey Dell. 55 Jewel eventually emerged from “Then how can you say it was —¿Entonces cómo eres capaz de de- the confusion, holding the wagon foolish?” I said. “Nobody can’t guard cir que era una locura? —dije yo—. Na- with the rope, and Cash appeared grasping the saddle of Jewel’s against the hand of God. It would be die puede librarse de la mano de Dios. horse, half-drowned and sacrilege to try to.” Sería sacrilegio intentarlo. unconscious. 60 “Then why dare it?” Cora says. —¿Entonces por qué la desafían? — “Tell me that.” dice Cora—. Venga, contesta.

“Anse didn’t,” I said. “That’s just —Anse no la desafió —dije yo—. Y 65 what you faulted him for.” precisamente es lo que le echas en cara. COMMENTARY: When Tull looks back on the incident at the “His place was there,” Cora said. —Su sitio estaba allí —dijo Cora—. ford, he sees it in terms of “If he had been a man, he would Si fuera un hombre de verdad, habría es- something which was meant to ‘a’ been there instead of making his tado allí en vez de dejar que sus hijos happen. The log which caused the death of the mules he says was 70 sons do what he dursn’t.” hicieran lo que él no se atrevía a hacer. ‘like it had been sent there to do a job and done it and went on’. “I don’t know what you want, —No entiendo qué es lo que quie- When things calm down, Tull then,” I said. “One breath you say res —dije yo—. Tan pronto dices sees a dead animal float past, its they was daring the hand of God to que intentar eso era desafiar la mano body distended by foul gases. Although he does not make the 75 try it, and the next breath you jump on de Dios, como reprochas a Anse el connection, it strikes the reader Anse because he wasn’t with them.” no haber estado con ellos. [153] that Addie, who is also floating Then she begun to sing again, working Luego ella empezó a cantar otra vez, down the stream, must be in a si- at the wash-tub, with that singing look a fregar [en] el barreño, con una expre- milar state.

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in her face like she had done give up sión cantarina en la cara como si hubiera folks and all their foolishness and had renunciado a la gente y a todas sus ton- done went on ahead of them, march- terías y se hubiese adelantado a todos y ing up the sky, singing. se dirigiera cantando a los cielos. 5 The wagon hung for a long La carretera estuvo en alto durante time while the current built up largo rato mientras la corriente se ele- under it, shoving it off the ford, vaba por debajo de ella, arrastrándola and Cash leaning more and more, fuera del vado, y Cash inclinándose 10 trying to keep the coffin braced más y más trataba de mantener sujeto so it wouldn’t slip down and el ataúd de modo que no resbalara ha- finish tilting the wagon over. cia abajo y terminara por volcar la ca- Soon as the wagon got tilted rreta. En cuanto la carreta se venció por good, to where the current could completo y quedó a merced de la co- 15 finish it, the log went on. It rriente, el tronco siguió su camino. headed around the wagon and Cabeceó alrededor de la carreta y si- went on good as a swimming man guió como podría haber hecho un buen could have done. It was like it nadador. Fue como si lo hubieran man- had been sent there to do a job dado allí a hacer un trabajo y después 20 and done it and went on. de terminarlo siguiera su camino.

When the mules finally kicked Cuando las mulas se soltaron por fin loose, it looked for a minute like a fuerza de coces, durante un momento maybe Cash would get the wagon pareció que Cash conseguiría hacerse con 25 back. It looked like him and the la carreta. Parecía que ni él ni la carreta wagon wasn’t moving at all, and se movían nada, y que Jewel era el único just Jewel fighting that horse back que se esforzaba por llevar al caballo de to the wagon. Then that boy vuelta a la carreta. Entonces el pequeño passed me, running and hollering me adelantó, corriendo y gritándole a 30 at Darl and the gal trying to catch Darl mientras la chica trataba de agarrar- him, and then I see the mules lo, y entonces veo que las mulas dan come rolling slow up out of the vueltas muy despacio por el agua con water, their legs spraddled stiff las patas tiesas como si se hubieran balked: refused to move like they had balked upside down, encabritado cabeza abajo y tropezaran 35 and roll on into the water again. con algo para caer otra vez al agua.

Then the wagon tilted over and Entonces la carreta volcó del todo then it and Jewel and the horse was y luego ésta y Jewel y el caballo se all mixed up together. Cash went enredaron todos juntos. Cash se per- 40 outen sight, still holding the coffin dió de vista con el ataúd todavía su- braced, and then I couldn’t tell jeto, y luego no podría decir nada anything for the horse lunging and más que el caballo embestía y cha- splashing. I thought that Cash had poteaba. Creí que Cash ya se había ren- give up then and was swimming for dido y se había echado al agua y le gri- 45 it and I was yelling at Jewel to come té a Jewel que volviera y entonces de on back and then all of a sudden him repente él y el caballo también se hun- and the horse went under too and I dieron y pensé que se iban a ahogar. thought they was all going. I knew Comprendí que el caballo también ha- that the horse had got dragged off the bía sido arrastrado fuera del vado, y con 50 ford too, and with that wild drowning ese caballo medio salvaje ahogándose horse and that wagon and that loose y esa carreta y esa caja suelta, la cosa box; it was going to be pretty bad, and no iba nada bien y allí estaba yo, meti- there I was, standing knee deep in the do en el agua hasta las rodillas, gritán- water, yelling at Anse behind me: dole a Anse que estaba detrás de mí: 55 “See what you done now? See what —¿Ve lo que ha conseguido? ¿Ve lo you done now?” que ha conseguido?

The horse come up again. It was El caballo volvió a aparecer. Se diri- headed for the bank now, throwing its gía a la orilla sacando mucho la cabeza y 60 head up, and then I saw one of them entonces vi a uno de ellos sujeto a la holding to the saddle on the downstream [154] silla de montar a favor de la co- side, so I started running along the bank, rriente, conque eché a correr por la ori- trying to catch sight of Cash because lla tratando de distinguir a Cash que no he couldn’t swim, yelling at Jewel sabía nadar y gritándole a Jewel que dón- 65 where Cash was like a durn fool, bad as de estaba Cash, como un loco tan loco that boy that was on down the bank still como el pequeño que seguía orilla abajo hollering at Darl. llamando a gritos a Darl. snub rebuff, repulse, igonre, repel snub v. 1 rebuff or humiliate with sharp words or a So I went down into the water so I Conque me metí en el agua de modo marked lack of cordiality. 2 check the movement of (a boat, horse, etc.) esp. by a rope wound round 70 could still keep some kind of a grip que pudiera seguir haciendo pie en el a post etc. snub 1. To ignore or behave coldly toward; slight. 2. in the mud, when I saw Jewel. He was lodo, cuando distinguí a Jewel. Estaba To dismiss, turn down, or frustrate the expectations of. 3. Nautical a. To check the movement of (a middle deep, so I knew he was on the medio hundido, conque me di cuenta de rope or cable running out) by turning it quickly ford, anyway, leaning hard upstream, que estaba en el vado inclinado contra- about a post or cleat. b. To secure (a vessel, for example) in this manner. 4. To stub out (a cigarette, and then I see the rope, and then I see corriente, y luego veo la soga y luego veo for example). snub nose a short turned-up nose. nariz respingona, 75 the water building up where he was que el agua se levanta justo donde él es- roma, chata, unusually short snub nose a short turned-up nose =respingona. snubbed: caught holding the wagon snubbed taba sujetando la carreta, que se detuvo snub-nosed having a snub nose. nariz puntiaguda just below the ford. bruscamente por debajo del vado. snub-nosed de nariz respingona (turned-up), Respingona es aquella cuya punta tira hacia arri- ba. Chata es la la nariz poco prominente y como aplas- tada. Flat nose = Nariz chata. 77 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas

So it was Cash holding to the De modo que era Cash el que se aga- horse when it come splashing and rraba al caballo cuando éste llegó cha- scramble n. 1 scamper, scurry rushing about hastily in an undignified way 2 scuffle, make one’s way to, scrambling up the bank, moaning poteando y trepó a la orilla; gemía y gru- pasar con esfuerzo, como se pueda an unceremonious and disorganized struggle 3 and groaning like a natural man. ñía como un hombre de verdad. Cuando scramble to one’s feet ponerse de pie con esfuer- zo, como se pueda, con dificultad. 4 tr. Revolver 5 When I come to it it was just kicking llegué junto a él estaba soltando coces mix together indiscriminately. b jumble or muddle. Cash loose from his holt on the para librarse de Cash que se agarraba al v. 1 make unintelligible; “scramble the message so that nobody can understand it” 2 beat, stir saddle. His face turned up a second pomo de la silla. Le vi la cara durante un vigorously; “beat the egg whites”; “beat the cream” 3 jumble, throw together bring into random order when he was sliding back into the segundo mientras volvía a hundirse en el 4 to move hurriedly arreglarse a toda prisa; “The friend scrambled after them” 5 clamber, shin, water. It was grey, with his eyes agua. Estaba grisácea, con los ojos ce- shinny, skin, struggle, sputter climb awkwardly, 10 as if by scrambling closed and a long swipe of mud rrados y cruzada por una larga línea de scramble I v. tr. 1 mezclar 2 Tele (mensaje) codi- across his face. Then he let go and barro. Luego se dejó ir y volvió a ficar II v. intr. 1 ir gateando to scramble across a field, turned over in the water. He looked hundirse en el agua. Parecía igual cruzar un campo gateando; to scramble up a tree, trepar a un árbol 2 pelearse [for, por], andar a la just like an old bundle of clothes que un viejo fardo de ropa empujan- rebatiña [for, por]: fans were scrambling for the kind of washing up and down do por la corriente subiendo y bajan- concert tickets, los fans se tiraban de los pelos por una entrada para el concierto 3 Dep hacer 15 against the bank. He looked like he do contra la orilla. Parecía como si motocross III n. 1 subida o escalada difícil 2 confusión, was laying there in the water on his estuviera tumbado allí, de cara, en el rebatiña 3 Dep carrera de motocross face, rocking up and down a little, agua, meciéndose un poco arriba y looking at something on the bottom. abajo, y mirara algo del fondo.

20 We could watch the rope cutting Podíamos ver la soga hundida en el down into the water, and we could agua, y sentir el peso de la carreta en feel the weight of the wagon kind of los tirones, puede que un tanto perezo- blump and lunge lazy like, like it just sos, que daba, mientras la soga se hun- as soon as not, and that rope cutting día en el agua tiesa como una barra de 25 down into the water hard as a iron hierro. Oíamos sisear el agua en contac- bar. We could hear the water hissing to con ella como si estuviera al rojo on it like it was red hot. Like it was vivo. Como si fuera una barra de hierro a straight iron bar stock into the clavada en el fondo y nosotros agarrá- bottom and us holding the end of it, semos uno de sus extremos, y la carreta 30 and the wagon lazing up and down, subía y bajaba perezosamente, y tiraba prod 1 tr. poke with the finger or a pointed object. 2 kind of pushing and prodding at us de nosotros o nos empujaba como si tr. stimulate to action. 3 intr. (foll. by at) make a prodding motion. 1 a poke or thrust. 2 a stimulus like it had come around and got hubiera dado la vuelta poniéndose a nues- to action. 3 a pointed instrument. behind us, lazy like, like it just as tras espaldas, siempre perezosamente, soon as not when it made up its como si no terminara de decidir lo que shoat: (Am. English) young hog 35 mind. There was a shoat come by, hacer. Pasó un lechón flotando en nues- blowed up like a balloon: one of tro lado, hinchado como un globo: era uno them spotted shoats of Lon Quick’s. de los lechones con pintas de Lon Quick. It bumped against the rope like it Tropezó con la soga que era como una was a iron bar and bumped off and barra de hierro y salió rebotado y se ale- 40 went on, and us watching that rope jó, y nosotros mirábamos aquella soga slanting down into the water. We que se hundía oblicua en el agua. La mi- watched it. rábamos con atención. [155]

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CASH lies on his back on the CASH yace de espaldas en el suelo, earth, his head raised on a rolled con la cabeza apoyada sobre una prenda Darl (13) garment. His eyes are closed, his enrollada. Tiene los ojos cerrados, la cara 50 face is grey, his hair plastered in a grisácea, el pelo tan aplastado ______Here Darl records the smooth smear across his forehead ______contra la frente como si se conversations which take place as X the family try to recover Cash’s as though done with a paint-brush. lo hubieran pintado de un brochazo. Su carpentry tools from the river. His face appears sunken a little, rostro aparece un poco hundido alrededor orbita cuenca del ojo ridge cresta, arruga sagging from the bony ridges of de las huesudas órbitas de los ojos, de la 55 eye-sockets, nose, gums, as though nariz, de las encías, como si el remojón the wetting had slacked the hubiera ablandado la carne que mantenía firmness which had held the skin tirante la piel; los dientes, incrustados en full; his teeth, set in pale gums, are unas pálidas encías, están ligeramente en- parted a little as if he had been treabiertos como si se hubiera estado rien- 60 laughing quietly. He lies pole-thin do por lo bajo. Yace flaco como un palo in his wet clothes, a little pool of con la ropa chorreante, con un charquito vomit at his head and a thread of de vómitos al lado de la cabeza y un hili- COMMENTARY: This section it running from the corner of his llo que le corre por la barbilla desde la is fairly straightforward, save that what Darl records has been mouth and down his cheek where comisura de la boca hasta el charco como selected by him and highlights the 65 he couldn’t turn his head quick or si no hubiera apartado la cabeza con sufi- typical poses of those around him. far enough, until Dewey Dell ciente rapidez o con bastante fuerza, has- It ends with a poetic, unverbalised stoops and wipes it away with the ta que Dewey Dell se agacha y se lo lim- image of Jewel and Vernon hem of her dress. pia con el borde de la falda. working in the river and contrasting, in their sleekness, with the rotund femininity of 70 Jewel approaches. He has the plane. Jewel se acerca. Tiene el cepillo. Dewey Dell. The image is “Vernon just found the square,” —Vernon acaba de encontrar la escua- contained in the lines ‘Jewel and he says. He looks down at Cash, dra —dice, y baja la vista hacia Cash, Vernon are in the river . . . valleys dripping too. “Ain’t he talked también chorreando—. ¿Todavía no ha of the earth’. This is at once none yet?” dicho nada? eloquent of the archetypal differences between men and 75 women, the one hard and lean, the “He had his saw and hammer —Traía la sierra y el martillo y la other soft and round, and of Darl’s and chalk-line and rule,” I say. cuerda de marcar**15 y la regla —digo role in the family. He is always “I know that.” yo—. Estoy seguro. on the edge of things, never at their centre. Yet he is not a

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detached observer, for there is an Jewel lays the square Jewel deja la escuadra en el suelo. element of longing both in his down. Pa watches him. Padre le observa. observation of Jewel and Vernon and of his sister. Her breasts, ‘the “They can’t be far away,” pa says. —No pueden estar lejos —dice hills and valleys of the earth’, 5 “It all went together. Was there padre—. Todas iban juntas. Cuida- draw him in a way which is only ere a such misfortunate man.” do que ha tenido mala suerte. adequately explained when we get to Addie’s section. While he may Jewel does not look at pa. Jewel no mira a padre. [156] talk of Dewey Dell’s breasts as “You better call Vardaman back —Será mejor que le diga a Vardaman ‘ludicrosities’ and of Jewel’s care as ‘ludicrous’, the other terms in 10 here,” he says. He looks at Cash. Then que venga aquí —dice. Mira a Cash. Lue- which Darl’s unverbalised image he turns and goes away. “Get him to go da media vuelta y se marcha—. Que is couched suggest that he is talk soon as he can,” he says, “so he hable en cuanto pueda —dice—, así nos attracted towards the very things can tell us what else there was.” podrá decir qué otras cosas traía. he describes as ludicrous.

15 We return to the river. The wagon Volvemos al río. Tiramos de la carre- is hauled clear, the wheels chocked ta y calzamos las ruedas (con mucho (carefully: we all helped; it is as cuidado: todos ayudamos; es como si though upon the shabby, familiar, dentro de la miserable, familiar, inerte inert shape of the wagon there estructura de la carreta aún persistiera, 20 lingered somehow, latent yet still latente aunque todavía activa, aquella immediate, that violence which had violencia que había matado a las mulas slain the mules that drew it not an que no hace ni una hora que tiraban de hour since) above the edge of the ella) al borde de la crecida. En el fondo flood. In the wagon bed it lies de la carreta sigue la caja, con sus páli- 25 profoundly, the long pale planks das tablas apagadas un poco por la hu- hushed a little with wetting yet still medad, aunque todavía amarillas, como yellow, like gold seen through water, oro visto a través del agua, salvo en dos save for two long muddy smears. We grandes manchas de barro. La pasamos y pass it and go on to the bank. seguimos hasta la orilla. 30 One end of the rope is made fast Uno de los extremos de la soga se ata to a tree. At the edge of the stream, a un árbol. A1 borde de la corriente, con knee-deep, Vardaman stands, bent el agua hasta las rodillas. Vardaman está forward a little, watching Vernon de pie, un poco inclinado hacia delante, 35 with rapt absorption. He has mirando a Vernon como absorto. Ha de- stopped yelling and he is wet to the jado de gritar y está empapado hasta los armpits. Vernon is at the other end sobacos. Vernon está al otro extremo de of the rope, shoulder-deep in the la soga, hundido en el río hasta los hom- river, looking back at Vardaman. bros, mirando a su vez a Vardaman. 40 “Further back than that,” he says. —Vete un poco más allá —dice—. “You git back by the tree and hold the Sigue hasta el árbol y sujétame la soga rope for me, so it can’t slip.” para que no se escurra.

Vardaman backs along the rope, Vardaman recula a lo largo de la 45 to the tree, moving blindly, soga hasta el árbol; se mueve a cie- watching Vernon. When we come gas y observa a Vernon. Cuando lle- up he looks at us once, his eyes gamos nos mira una vez con unos ojos round and a little dazed. Then he redondos y un poco aturdidos. Luego looks at Vernon again in that vuelve a mirar a Vernon en la misma 50 posture of rapt alertness. postura de absorta atención.

“I got the hammer too,” Vernon —Tengo también el martillo —dice says. “Looks like we ought to Vernon—. Para mí que ya deberíamos done already got that chalk-line. haber encontrado la cuerda de marcar. 55 It ought to floated.” Tendría que andar flotando por ahí.

“Floated clean away,” Jewel —Seguro que flotó y se la llevó la corrien- says. “We won’t get it. We ought te —dice Jewel—. No daremos con ella. Aun- to find the saw, though.” que deberíamos encontrar la sierra. 60 “I reckon so,” Vernon says. He —Para mí que sí la encontraremos —dice looks at the water. “That chalk-line, Vernon. Mira al agua—. Y también la cuer- too. What else did he have?” da de marcar. ¿Qué otras cosas tenía?

65 “He ain’t talked yet,” Jewel says, —Todavía no habla —dice Jewel, me- entering the water. He looks back at tiéndose en el agua. Me mira otra vez—. me. “You go back and get him roused Vuelve, y a ver si consigues que hable up to talk,” he says. —dice.

70 “Pa’s there,” I say. I follow —Padre está allí —digo yo. Jewel into the water, along the Sigo a Jewel dentro del agua, cogién- rope. It feels alive in my hand, dome a la soga. La noto como viva en la bellied faintly in a prolonged mano, ligeramente combada en un arco and resonant arc. Vernon is prolongado y vibrante. Vernon me está 75 watching me. mirando.

“You better go,” he says. “You —Mejor será que te vayas—dice— better be there.” .Será mejor que estés allí.

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“Let’s see what else we can —Vamos a ver si podemos sacar algo get before it washes on down,” más antes de que se lo lleve la corriente I say. —digo yo. 5 We hold to the rope, the Nos agarramos a la soga mientras la current curling and dimpling corriente forma ondas y hoyuelos alre- about our shoulders. But beneath dedor de nuestros hombros. Pero bajo esa that false blandness the true force falsa blandura la auténtica fuerza de la 10 of it leans against us lazily. I had corriente tira perezosamente de nosotros. not thought that water in July Nunca había imaginado que en julio el could be so cold. It is like hands agua pudiera estar tan fría. Es como si prod 1 tr. poke with the finger or a pointed object. 2 moulding and prodding at the unas manos nos rodeasen y se clavasen tr. stimulate to action. 3 intr. (foll. by at) make a prodding motion. 1 a poke or thrust. 2 a stimulus very bones. Vernon is still hasta el mismo hueso. Vernon todavía to action. 3 a pointed instrument. 15 looking back toward the bank. mira hacia la orilla.

“Reckon it’ll hold us all?” he —¿Nos aguantará a todos? —dice. says. We too look back, following También volvemos la vista siguiendo la the rigid bar of the rope as it rises rígida barra que forma la soga cuando 20 from the water to the tree and ésta sale del agua hasta alcanzar el ár- Vardaman crouched a little beside bol, y Vardaman, un poco acurrucado a it, watching us. “Wish my mule su lado, nos observa—. A ver si a mi mula wouldn’t strike out for home,” no le da por marcharse a casa —dice Vernon says. Vernon. 25 “Come on,” Jewel says. “Let’s get —Vamos —dice Jewel— salgamos de outen here.” aquí.

We submerge in turn, holding to Nos sumergimos por turnos, agarrán- 30 the rope, being clutched by one donos a la soga, sujetándonos unos a another while the cold wall of the otros mientras la fría pared de agua sor- water sucks the slanting mud be el barro que va en declive bajo nues- backward and upstream from tros pies, a contracorriente, de modo que beneath our feet and we are estamos suspendidos al sondear el géli- 35 suspended so, groping along the do fondo. Ni siquiera el fango de ahí aba- cold bottom. Even the mud there is jo se está quieto. Tiene un algo de esca- not still. It has a chill, scouring lofriante y huidizo como si la tierra de quality, as though the earth under us debajo de nosotros también estuviera en were in motion too. We touch and movimiento. Nos tocamos y manoteamos 40 fumble at one another’s extended unos a otros los brazos extendidos, al arms, letting ourselves go cautiously dejarnos ir con precaución a lo largo de against the rope; or, erect in turn, la soga; o, poniéndonos de pie por tur- watch the water suck and boil where nos, vemos que el agua chupa y hace bur- one of the other two gropes beneath bujas allí donde uno de los otros dos bus- 45 the surface. Pa has come down to ca a tientas debajo de la superficie. Pa- the shore, watching us. dre ha bajado hasta la orilla y nos mira.

Vernon comes up, streaming, his Vernon se endereza, chorreante, con face sloped down into his pursed la cara hundida hacia la fruncida boca que 50 blowing mouth. His mouth is resopla. Tiene la boca azulada, como un bluish, like a circle of weathered aro de goma mucho tiempo a la intempe- rubber. He has the rule. rie. Ha encontrado la regla. [158]

“He’ll be glad of that,” I say. “It’s —Esto le alegrará —digo yo—. Por- 55 right new. He bought it just last month que es nueva. La compró el mes pasado out of the catalogue.” por correo.

“If we just knowed for sho what —Si supiéramos con seguridad qué else,” Vernon says, looking over his otras cosas traía... —dice Vernon, miran- 60 shoulder and then turning to face do por encima del hombro y luego vol- where Jewel, had disappeared. viendo la cara hacia donde ha desapare- “Didn’t he go down ‘fore me?” cido Jewel—. ¿No se había sumergido Vernon says. antes que yo? —Dice Vernon.

65 “I don’t know,” I say. “I think so. —No lo sé —le digo—. Creo que sí. Yes. Yes, he did.” Sí. Sí, se sumergió antes.

We watch the thick curling Observamos la superficie densamen- whorl n. 1 a ring of leaves or other organs round a stem of a plant. 2 one turn of a spiral, esp. surface, streaming away from te ondulada que se aleja de nosotros for- on a shell. 3 a complete circle in a fingerprint. 70 us in slow whorls. mando lentas volutas. 4 archaic a small wheel on a spindle steadying its motion. corolla a whorl [verticilo, spiral, espira] of leaves. Aureola, “Give him a pull on the rope,” —Dale un tirón a la soga —dice espira Cada una de las vueltas de una espiral. voluta adorno en figura de espiral o caracol Vernon says. Vernon.

75 “He’s on your end of it,” I say. —Está en la punta de tu lado —digo yo.

“Ain’t nobody on my end of it,” —En la punta de mi lado no hay na- he says. die —dice él.

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“Pull it in,” I say. But he has —Dale un tirón —digo. already done that, holding the Pero ya lo ha dado y sostiene el extre- end above the water; and then we mo de la soga por encima del agua; y 5 see Jewel. He is ten yards away; entonces vemos a Jewel. Está a unos diez he comes up, blowing, and looks metros de distancia se levanta, resoplan- at us, tossing his long hair back do, y nos mira mientras se sacude el lar- with a jerk of his head, then he go pelo negro con un brusco movimien- looks toward the bank; we can to de cabeza; luego mira hacia la orilla; 10 see him filling his lungs. le vemos llenarse de aire los pulmones.

“Jewel,” Vernon says, not loud, —Jewel —dice Vernon, no muy alto, but his voice going full and clear pero su voz resbala rotunda y clara por along the water, peremptory yet encima del agua, perentoria aunque co- 15 tactful. “It’ll be back here. Better medida—. Debe de estar por aquí. Será come back.” mejor que vuelvas.

Jewel dives again. We stand Jewel se sumerge otra vez. Nos que- there, leaning back against the damos allí haciendo fuerza con la espal- 20 current, watching the water where da contra la corriente; contemplamos el he disappeared, holding the dead agua por donde ha desaparecido y suje- rope between us like two men tamos la lacia soga entre nosotros como holding the nozzle of a fire-hose, dos hombres que tuvieran una manguera waiting for the water. Suddenly de incendios y esperasen el agua. De 25 Dewey Dell is behind us in the pronto Dewey Dell está en el agua de- water. “You make him come back,” trás de nosotros. she says. “Jewel!” she says. He —Hacedle volver —dice—. ¡Jewel! comes up again, tossing his hair —dice Jewel saca la cabeza de nuevo back from his eyes. He is swimming quitándose el pelo de los ojos. Ahora 30 now, toward the bank, the current empieza a nadar, hacia la orilla; la co- sweeping him downstream rriente lo arrastra en diagonal—. ¡Oye, quartering. “You, Jewel!” Dewey Jewel! —dice Dewey Dell. Dell says. We stand holding the rope Seguimos agarrando la soga y le and see him gain the bank and climb vemos ganar la orilla y trepar por 35 out. As he rises from the water, he ella. A1 salir del agua se agacha y stoops and picks up something. He coge algo. Se nos acerca a lo largo comes back along the bank. He has de la orilla. Ha encontrado la cuer- found the chalk-line. He comes da de marcar. Se detiene frente a opposite us and stands there, nosotros y se queda allí mirando 40 looking about as if he were seeking alrededor como si buscara algo. something. Pa goes on down the Padre va orilla abajo [159]. Quie- bank. He is going back to look at re volver a mirar a las mulas cu- the mules again where their round yos cuerpos redondos flotan y cho- bodies float and rub quietly together can blandamente uno contra otro 45 in the slack water within the bend. en el agua tranquila del remanso.

“What did you do with the —¿Qué hiciste con el martillo, hammer, Vernon?” Jewel says. Vernon? —dice Jewel.

50 “I give it to him,” Vernon says, —Se lo di a él —dice Vernon, seña- jerking his head at Vardaman. lando con la cabeza a Vardaman. Vardaman is looking after pa. Vardaman sigue con la vista a padre. Then he looks at Jewel. “With the Luego mira a Jewel—. Junto con la es- square.” Vernon is watching cuadra —Vernon está mirando a Jewel. 55 Jewel. He moves toward the bank, Se dirige hacia la orilla, pasando al lado passing Dewey Dell and me. de Dewey Dell y de mí.

“You get on out of here,” I say. She —Sal de ahí ya —le digo a Dewey says nothing, looking at Jewel and Dell que no dice nada y mira a Jewel y a 60 Vernon. Vernon.

“Where’s the hammer?” Jewel —¿Dónde está el martillo? — says. Vardaman scuttles up the bank dice Jewel. Vardaman corre orilla and fetches it. X arriba a por él ______. 65 “It’s heavier than the saw,” Vernon —Pesa más que la sierra —dice Vernon. says. Jewel is tying the end of the Jewel está atando el extremo de la cuerda chalk-line about the hammer shaft. de marcar al mango del martillo.

70 “Hammer’s got the most wood in it,” —Es que el martillo tiene más madera Jewel says. He and Vernon face one —dice Jewel. El y Vernon están frente a another, watching Jewel’s hands. frente, observando las manos de Jewel.

“And flatter, too,” Vernon —Y es más plano, además —dice 75 says. “It’d float three to one, Vernon—. Debe flotar casi tres veces almost. Try the plane.” mejor. Prueba con el cepillo.

Jewel looks at Vernon. Vernon is Jewel mira a Vernon. Vernon también

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tall, too; long and lean, eye to es alto; altos y delgados los dos quedan eye they stand in their close frente a frente allí quietos con su ropa wet clothes. Lon Quick could empapada. Lon Quick podía mirar inclu- look even at a cloudy sky and so a un cielo cubierto y decir la hora sin 5 tell the time to ten minutes. Big equivocarse ni en diez minutos. Quiero Lon I mean, not little Lon. decir, Big Long, no Little Lon**16.

“Why don’t you get out of the —¿Por qué no salís del agua? — water?” I say. digo yo. 10 “It won’t float like a saw,” —No flotan tan bien como una sierra Jewel says. —dice Jewel.

“It’ll float nigher to a saw than a —Flotará más como la sierra que el 15 hammer will,” Vernon says. martillo —dice Vernon.

“Bet you,” Jewel says. —Te apuesto lo que quieras —dice Jewel.

“I won’t bet,” Vernon says. —No me gusta apostar —dice Vernon. 20 They stand there, watching Jewel’s Siguen allí, mirando las manos quie- still hands. tas de Jewel.

“Hell,” Jewel says. “Get the plane, —Al diablo —dice Jewel—. Coge el 25 then.” cepillo.

So they get the plane and tie it to Conque cogen el cepillo y lo atan a la the chalk-line and enter the water cuerda de marcar [160] y se meten nue- again. Pa comes back along the bank. vamente en el agua. Padre vuelve por la 30 He stops for a while and looks at us, orilla. Se para un rato y nos mira, enco- hunched, mournful, like a failing steer gido, fúnebre, como un buey apaleado or an old tall bird. o un viejo y largo pajarraco.

Vernon and Jewel return, Vernon y Jewel vuelven, lu- 35 leaning against the current. chando contra la corriente. “Get out of the way,” Jewel says to —Quítate de en medio —le dice Jewel Dewey Dell. “Get out of the water.” a Dewey Dell—. Sal del agua.

She crowds against me a little so Ella se aprieta un poco contra mí para 40 they can pass, Jewel holding the plane que puedan pasar. Jewel lleva en alto el high as though it were perishable, the cepillo como si fuera muy frágil mien- blue string trailing back over his tras la cuerda azul**17 le cae sobre el shoulder. They pass us and stop; they hombro. Nos adelantan; se detienen a fall to arguing quietly about just discutir tranquilamente sobre dónde ha- 45 where the wagon went over. bía volcado la carreta.

“Darl ought to know,” Vernon —Darl debe de saberlo —dice says. They look at me. Vernon. Me miran.

50 “I don’t know,” I says. “I wasn’t —No lo sé —digo—. No estuve allí there that long.” suficiente tiempo.

“Hell,” Jewel says. They move —A1 diablo —Dice Jewel. on, gingerly, leaning against the Se mueven cautelosamente recostados 55 current, reading the ford with contra la corriente, tanteando el vado con their feet. los pies.

“Have you got a holt of the —¿Tienes la soga bien cogida? rope?” Vernon says. Jewel does not —dice Vernon. Jewel no responde. 60 answer. He glances back at the Mira hacia la orilla calculador, shore, calculant, then at the water. luego al agua. Lanza el cepillo ha- He flings the plane outward, letting cia delante dejando que la cuerda the string run through his fingers, se le deslice entre los dedos, unos his fingers turning blue where it dedos que se ponen azules donde 65 runs over them. When the line les roza la cuerda. Cuando se que- stops, he hands it back to Vernon. da quieta, se la pasa a Vernon—. “Better let me go this time,” Mejor me dejas a mi esta vez — Vernon says. Again Jewel does not dice Vernon. Jewel sigue sin res- answer; we watch him duck beneath ponder; vemos cómo se hunde bajo 70 the surface. la superficie.

“Jewel,” Dewey Dell whimpers. Jewel —se queja Dewey Dell.

“It ain’t so deep there,” Vernon says. —No está tan hondo —dice 75 He does not look back. He is watching Vernon. No se vuelve. Observa el the water where Jewel went under. agua por donde se hundió Jewel.

When Jewel comes up he has the saw. Cuando Jewel aparece tiene la sierra.

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When we pass the wagon pa is Cuando pasamos junto a la carre- standing beside it, scrubbing at ta padre está de pie junto a la caja, the two mud smears with a quitando las dos manchas de barro 5 handful of leaves. Against the con un puñado de hojas. Contra la jungle Jewel’s horse looks like a maleza el caballo de Jewel parece un patchwork quilt hung on a line. edredón a cuadritos colgando de una cuerda.

Cash has not moved. We stand Cash no se ha movido. Nos ponemos a 10 above him, holding the plane, the su alrededor enseñándole el cepillo, la sie- saw, the hammer, the square, the rra, el martillo, la escuadra, la regla, la rule, the chalk-line, while Dewey cuerda de marcar, mientras Dewey Dell Dell squats and lifts Cash’s head. se agacha y le levanta la cabeza. “Cash,” she says; “Cash.” —Cash —le dice—. Cash. 15 He opens his eyes, staring Cash abre los ojos mirando fijamente profoundly up at our inverted faces. a nuestras caras al revés.

“If ever was such a misfortunate —No hay hombre con tan mala suerte 20 man,” pa says. —dice padre.

“Look, Cash,” we say, holding the —Mira, Cash —decimos, levantando tools up so he can see; “what else did las herramientas para que las pueda ver— you have?” , ¿qué otras más tenías? 25 He tries to speak, rolling his head, Cash intenta hablar, volviendo la ca- shutting his eyes. beza; luego entorna los ojos.

“Cash,” we say; “Cash.” —Cash —le decimos—. Cash. 30 It is to vomit he is turning his head. Volvía la cabeza para vomitar. Dewey Dell wipes his mouth on the Dewey Dell le seca la boca con el do- wet hem of her dress; then he can bladillo mojado de su falda; luego ya speak. puede hablar. 35 “It’s his saw-set,” Jewel says. “The —Es el triscador**(8) de la sierra new one he bought when he bought —dice Jewel—. El nuevo que compró the rule.” He moves, turning away. cuando compró la regla —se aparta. Vernon looks up after him, still Vernon, aún en cuclillas, levanta la 40 squatting. Then he rises and follows vista hacia él. Luego se levanta y si- Jewel down to the water. gue a Jewel al agua.

“If ever was such a misfortunate —No hay hombre con tan mala suerte man,” pa says. He looms tall above —dice padre. Su figura se eleva sobre 45 us as we squat; he looks like a nosotros, que estamos en cuclillas; pare- figure carved clumsily from tough ce una estatua tallada chapuceramente en ma- wood by a drunken caricaturist. dera muy dura por un caricaturista borracho— “It’s a trial,” he says. . Es una prueba —dice—. “But I don’t begrudge her it. P ero yo no se lo escatimo. No hay 50 No man can say I begrudge her quien pueda decir que le escatimo algo — it.” Dewey Dell has laid Cash’s Dewey Dell ha dejado caer la cabeza de head back on the folded coat, Cash en la chaqueta plegada, doblándose- twisting his head a little to avoid la un poco para que vomite. Junto a él des- the vomit. Beside him his tools cansan sus herramientas—. Cualquiera po- 55 lie. “A fellow might call it lucky dría decir que es buena suerte que se haya it was the same leg he broke when roto la misma pierna que se rompió cuan- he fell offen that church,” pa says. do cayó de aquella iglesia —dice padre—. “But I don’t begrudge her it.’’ Pero a ella no le escatimo nada.

60 Jewel and Vernon are in the river Jewel y Vernon están otra vez en el again. From here they do not appear río. Desde aquí no parece que rompan la to violate the surface at all; it is as superficie; es como si ésta los hubiera though it had severed them both at a cortado de un solo tajo y los dos torsos single blow, the two torsos moving se movieran con un cuidado infinitesimal 65 with infinitesimal and ludicrous care y ridículo por encima de la superficie. La upon the surface. It looks peaceful, riada parece apacible, igual que una ma- like machinery does after you have quinaria después de llevar mirándola y watched it and listened to it for a long oyéndola mucho tiempo. Como si el coá- time. As though the clotting which is gulo que es uno se hubiera disuelto en la 70 you had dissolved into the myriad pluralidad del movimiento original, y original motion, and seeing and fuéramos ciegos y sordos al vernos y oír- hearing in themselves blind and deaf; nos a nosotros mismos; una furia tran- fury in itself quiet with stagnation. quila en sí misma por la parálisis. En Squatting, Dewey Dell’s wet dress cuclillas, el vestido empapado de Dewey 75 shapes for the dead eyes of three blind Dell da forma ante los ojos muertos de men those mammalian ludicrosities tres hombres ciegos a esas ridiculeces which are the horizons and the valleys mamarias que son los horizontes y los of the earth. valles de la tierra.

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38 CASH (3) CASH

5 IT wasn’t on a balance. I told No está bien equilibrada. Les dije que Cash (3) them that if they wanted it to tote si querían cargarla y transportarla de This section consists of two and ride on a balance, they would modo que mantuviese el equilibrio ten- sentences, one unfinished. This clearly have to —— drían que indicates that the semi-conscious Cash is preoccupied with the fate of the coffin, a fate which he predicted 10 39 because the women put Addie into her CORA (3) CORA coffin the wrong way round in order to show off the wide hem of her dress. ONE day we were talking. She UN día hablando. Ella nunca había had never been pure religious, sido auténticamente religiosa, ni siquie- Cora (3) 15 not even after that summer at the ra después de la reunión al aire libre**19 This section contains Cora’s camp meeting when Brother de aquel verano cuando el reverendo recollections of a conversation Whitfield wrestled with her Whitfield luchó a brazo partido con su with Addie which had taken pla- spirit, singled her out and strove espíritu, la escogió personalmente y com- ce some unspecified time in the with the vanity in her mortal heart, batió la vanidad de su corazón mortal, y past. For the first time in the book, 20 and I said to her many a time, “God yo le dije más de una vez: we hear Addie’s voice indirectly gave you children to comfort your —Dios te ha dado hijos que te con- through the memory of Cora. It is a voice which speaks of a full hard human lot and for a token of His suelen de tanta miseria y como prueba recognition of sin and an own suffering and love, for in love de sus propios sufrimientos y amor, pues awareness that the hard life with you conceived and bore them.” I said en amor los concebiste y los diste luz — Anse is the punishment for sin. 25 that because she took God’s love and le dije eso porque ella tomaba el amor Eventually, Cora realises that her duty to Him too much as a matter de Dios y sus deberes para con Él como Addie has made Jewel into her of course, and such conduct is not algo natural y tal proceder no es de Su God, looking to him for salvation. pleasing to Him. I said, “He gave us agrado. Le dije—: Él nos ha dado el don the gift to raise our voices in His de poder elevar nuestras voces para can- 30 undying praise” because I said there tar su gloria imperecedera —porque le is more rejoicing in heaven over one decía, hay más júbilo en los cielos por COMMENTARY: Here Cora sinner than over a hundred that never un pecador arrepentido que por cien jus- is seen in her usual pose of a sinned. And she said “My daily life is tos. Y ella decía: [163] religious woman. She sees it as a part of her Christian duty to bring an acknowledgment and expiation of —Mi vida diaria es el reconocimiento Addie to her senses, which for 35 my sin” and I said “Who are you, to y la expiación de mi pecado —y yo le dije: Cora means seeing things as she say what is sin and what is not sin? It —¿Quién eres tú para decidir lo que herself does. The section is full is the Lord’s part to judge; ours to es pecado y lo que no es pecado? Al Se- of ironies which can only be praise His mercy and His holy name ñor le toca juzgar; a nosotros nos basta appreciated when we have read in the hearing of our fellow mortals” con alabar su misericordia y su santo Addie (1), for then we realise that the special attention which 40 because He alone can see into the nombre para que lo oigan los demás mor- Whitfield gave to Addie went heart, and just because a woman’s life tales —porque sólo El puede ver dentro beyond the spiritual and into the is right in the sight of man, she can’t de los corazones y aunque la vida de una physical fathering of Jewel. Cora, know if there is no sin in her heart mujer resulte recta a los ojos de los hom- of course, has no understanding without she opens her heart to the bres, ella no podrá saber si su corazón of this nor of the special feeling Addie shows for Jewel. 45 Lord and receives His grace. I said, está limpio de pecado hasta que lo abra Addie’s belief in Jewel is “Just because you have been a ante el Señor y reciba su gracia. Y le absolute and prophetic, ‘He is my faithful wife is no sign that there is dije—: El que hayas sido una esposa fiel cross and he will be my salvation. no sin in your heart, and just no es señal de que tengas el corazón lim- He will save me from the water because your life is hard is no sign pio de pecado, y el que tu vida haya sido and from the fire. Even though I 50 that the Lord’s grace is absolving dura no es señal de que la gracia del Señor have laid down my life, he will you.” And she said, “I know my te absuelva de tus pecados —y ella dijo: save me’. This is a traditional invocation of God, yet Addie uses own sin. I know that I deserve —Yo conozco perfectamente mis pro- the words to invoke Jewel and by my punishment. I do not pios pecados. Sé que merezco un casti- so doing appals Cora with her begrudge it.” And I said, “It is go. Y no trato de disminuirlo —y yo dije: blasphemy: ‘I realised that out of 55 out of your vanity that you would —Es tu vanidad la que te lleva a juz- the vanity of her heart she had judge sin and salvation in the gar el pecado y la salvación en lugar del spoken sacrilege’. Cora’s only Lord’s place. It is our mortal lot Señor. Nuestro destino mortal es sufrir y recourse is to pray for the lost soul of Addie Bundren: ‘I prayed for to suffer and to raise our voices elevar nuestras voces en alabanza de that poor blind woman as I had in praise of Him who judges the Aquél que enjuicia el pecado y ofrece la never prayed for me and mine’. 60 sin and offers the salvation salvación por medio de nuestras tribula- Ironically, she cannot hope to through our trials and tribulations ciones y aflicciones desde tiempo inme- know the depths and the nature time out of mind amen. Not even morial amén. No es cosa tuya, ni siquie- of Addie’s sinfulness, nor its after Brother Whitfield, a godly ra después de que el reverendo Whitfield, inspiration. man if ever one breathed God’s un hombre piadoso inspirado por Dios, 65 breath, prayed for you and strove rezara por ti y se esforzara como ningún as never a man could except him,” otro hombre, que no fuera él, hubiera I said. hecho —dije yo.

Because it is not us that can judge Porque no somos nosotros los que 70 our sins or know what is sin in the podemos juzgar nuestros pecados o sa- Lord’s eyes. She has had a hard life, ber lo que a los ojos del Señor es peca- but so does every woman. But you’d do. Ha tenido una vida dura, pero eso les think from the way she talked that she pasa a todas las mujeres. Pero a juzgar knew more about sin and salvation por cómo hablaba, uno pensaría que sa- 75 than the Lord God Himself, than them bía más del pecado y de la salvación que who have strove and laboured with el propio Dios Nuestro Señor y que los the sin in this human world. When the que se esfuerzan y luchan por combatir only sin she ever committed was el pecado en este mundo. Cuando el único

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being partial to Jewel that never loved pecado que cometió fue ser parcial con her and was its own punishment, in Jewel, que nunca la quiso, y eso fue su cas- preference to Darl that was touched by tigo, prefiriéndolo a Darl que era un bendi- God Himself and considered queer by to de Dios y al que nosotros mortales consi- 5 us mortals and that did love her. I said, derábamos raro, y que la quería. Yo dije: “There is your sin. And your —Ese es tu pecado. Y también tu punishment too. Jewel is your castigo. Jewe1 es tu castigo. Pero, punishment. But where is your ¿dónde está tu salvación? La vida es salvation? And life is short enough,” muy corta —dije yo—, para ganar la 10 I said, “to win eternal grace in. And gracia eterna en ella. Y [164] Dios es God is a jealous God. It is His to un Dios celoso. A Él le toca juzgar y dis- judge and to mete; not yours.” pensar premios y castigos; no a ti.

“I know,” she said. “I——” Then —Lo sé —dijo ella—. Yo... —luego 15 she stopped, and I said, se interrumpió y yo dije:

“Know what?” —¿Sabes, qué?

“Nothing,” she said. “He is my —Nada —dijo ella—. É1 es mi 20 cross and he will be my salvation. He cruz y será mi salvación. Me sal- will save me from the water and from vará de las aguas y del fuego. In- the fire. Even though I have laid down cluso cuando haya soltado mi últi- my life, he will save me.” mo suspiro, me salvará.

25 “How do you know, without you —¿Qué sabes tú, si no has abierto el open your heart to Him and lift your corazón al Señor ni alzado la voz para voice in His praise?” I said. Then I alabarle? —dije yo. realized that she did not mean God. Entonces me di cuenta de que no se I realized that out of the vanity of refería a Dios. Me di cuenta de que con 30 her heart she had spoken sacrilege. la vanidad de su corazón había dicho un And I went down on my knees right sacrilegio. Y caí de rodillas allí mismo. there. I begged her to kneel and open Y le supliqué que se arrodillara y abriese her heart and cast from it the devil el corazón y que arrojara de él al demo- of vanity and cast herself upon the nio de la vanidad y se entregara a la mi- 35 mercy of the Lord. But she wouldnt. sericordia del Señor. Pero no quiso. Se She just sat there, lost in her vanity quedó allí sentada, perdida en la vanidad and her pride, that had closed her y el orgullo que habían cerrado su cora- heart to God and set that selfish zón a Dios para albergar a ese muchacho mortal boy in His place. Kneeling tan egoísta en su lugar. Allí arrodillada 40 there I prayed for her. I prayed for recé por ella. Recé por aquella pobre cie- that poor blind woman as I had never ga como nunca había rezado por mí ni prayed for me and mine. por los míos.

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IN the afternoon when school was out POR la tarde cuando terminaba la es- Addie (1) and the last one had left with his little cuela y se había marchado el último niño dirty snuffling nose, instead of going sorbiéndose los mocos, en vez de irme a This section, which consists of 50 home I would go down the hill to the casa iba colina abajo hasta el manantial the memories of Addie Bundren, spring where I could be quiet and hate them. donde podía odiarles con tranquilidad. clarifies much that has gone before. The time at which it is It would be quiet there then, with Entonces allí se estaba en silencio y el narrated is not clear, save that it the water bubbling up and away agua brotaba y se marchaba tranquilamen- is after the day on which Cora and the sun slanting quiet in the te y el sol se colaba oblicuo tranquilamen- prayed for her. 55 trees and the quiet smelling of te por entre los árboles y olía tranquila- damp and rotting leaves and new mente a hojas húmedas y medio podridas earth; especially in the early y a tierra nueva; en especial a principios spring, for it was worst then. de primavera, que era cuando era peor.

60 I could just remember how my Entonces sólo recordaba que mi father used to say that the reason for padre decía que el sentido de la vida living was to get ready to stay dead a era prepararse para estar muerto mu- COMMENTARY: The long time. And when I would have to cho tiempo. Y cuando tenía que ver- character which is revealed in this section is a complex one, yet the look at them day after day, each with les día tras día, cada uno con sus se- complexity is not unexpected for 65 his and her secret and selfish thought, cretos y sus egoísmos personales, y we have already seen traces of it and blood strange to each other blood una sangre extraña en cada uno y ex- in Addie’s children. Her own and strange to mine, and think that traña a la mía y pensaba que éste inheritance from her father was a this seemed to be the only way I could [165] parecía ser el único modo de negative one, the idea that the get ready to stay dead, I would hate estar preparada para morir, odiaba a whole reason for living was to prepare to die. As her memories 70 my father for having ever planted me. mi padre por haberme engendrado. of her feelings about the children I would look forward to the times Siempre andaba buscando ocasión de she taught in school show, she had when they faulted, so I could whip encontrarles en falta para así pegar- adopted this maxim and it had them. When the switch fell I could les. Cuando la vara caía la sentía en distorted her attitudes to life and feel it upon my flesh; when it welted mi carne; cuando les levantaba other living things, ‘1 would hate my father for ever having planted 75 and ridged it was my blood that ran, verdugones y ronchas en la piel era me’ she says, and she extends this and I would think with each blow of mi sangre la que corría, y a cada palo hatred to all children planted by the switch: Now you are aware of me! pensaba: ¡Ahora sabéis quién soy yo! other fathers, ‘... each with his and Now I am something in your secret Ahora soy algo en vuestras vidas se- her secret and selfish . . . for ever and ever’. The paragraph

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and selfish life, who have marked cretas y egoístas, yo que he señala- contained in these lines is your blood with my own for ever and do vuestra sangre con la mía para significant in four distinct ways: ever. siempre. 1. It shows Addie as a woman with a strange, if understandable, 5 And so I took Anse. I saw him pass Y así acepté a Anse. Le vi pasar por sadistic streak who needs to make the school-house three or four times delante de la escuela tres o cuatro ve- her mark on the world by physical before I learned that he was driving ces antes de enterarme de que tenía que violence. four miles out of his way to do it. I dar un rodeo de unos seis kilómetros 2. It shows that this need to noticed then how he was beginning para ir por allí. Entonces me fijé en que break through to the ‘secret and selfish’ existence of other people 10 to hump—a tall man and young—so estaba empezando a encorvarse —un is something which she has that he looked already like à tall bird hombre alto y joven— conque ya pare- passed on to her children in the hunched in the cold weather, on the cía un pajarraco encogido por el frío en form of an uncertainty about their wagon-seat. He would pass the el asiento de la carreta. Pasaba por de- own and other people’s school-house, the wagon creaking lante de la escuela, la carreta chirriaba existences. 3. It is easy to see how a woman 15 slow, his head turning slow to watch lentamente, él volvía lentamente la ca- such as the one portrayed here the door of the school-house as the beza para mirar la puerta de la escuela would have a great influence on wagon passed, until he went on mientras pasaba la carreta, hasta que the nature and character of her around the curve and out of sight. One doblaba el recodo y se perdía de vista. children. There is no mention of day I went to the door and stood there Un día salí a la puerta y me quedé allí her having physically punished 20 when he passed. When he saw me he mientras pasaba. Cuando me vio apar- Vardaman, Dewey Dell or Darl, looked quickly away and did not look tó rápidamente la vista y no volvió a but perhaps the absence of such punishment indicates that she back again. mirar. refused to help them to make contact with her and so to develop In the early spring it was worst. A principios de primavera era peor. a sense of their own existence. 25 Sometimes I thought that I could not A veces pensaba que no podría sopor- 4. The paragraph goes some bear it, lying in bed at night, with the tarlo, acostada de noche en la casa, y way towards explaining the title wild geese going north and their los patos salvajes rumbo al norte y sus Faulkner has chosen for his book. Here, living is equated with the honking coming faint and high and graznidos que llegaban desde lo alto preparation for death, so ‘as 1 lay wild out of the wild darkness, and débiles y salvajes en la salvaje oscuri- dying’ may be taken to mean ‘as 30 during the day it would seem as dad, y durante el día parecía como si I lived’. In one way the whole though I couldn’t wait for the last one no fuera a poder esperar a que se fuera book is a record of what Addie to go so I could go down to the spring. el último niño para poder bajar al ma- Bundren did during her life, or And so when I looked up that day and nantial. Y así cuando levanté la vista preparation for death, a record written in the characters of her saw Anse standing there in his aquel día y vi a Anse allí de pie con el children and in the nature of her 35 Sunday clothes, turning his hat round traje de los domingos, dando vueltas al husband. and round in his hands, I said sombrero entre las manos, dije: It becomes plain from this section that Addie felt within her “If you’ve got any womenfolks, —Si hay mujeres en su casa ¿por the stirrings of sexual desire, why in the world don’t they make you qué diablos no le mandan a que se which she calls ‘the wild blood’. The brief respite from these after 40 get your hair cut?” corte el pelo? her marriage to Anse is ended when she becomes pregnant, “I ain’t got none,” he said. Then —No las hay —dijo él. Lue- ‘when I knew that had Cash I he said suddenly, driving his eyes at go, de repente, dijo, fijando sus knew that living was terrible’. me like two hounds in a strange yard: ojos en mí como dos perros en What Anse calls ‘love’ she comes to lee as an empty word. Yet the 45 “That’s what I come to see you corral ajeno—: Por eso he ve- sexual longing remains and leads about.” nido a verla. to the conception of Darl, ‘Then I believed I would kill Anse. It “And make you hold your —¿Y no le dicen que ande derecho? was as though he had tricked me, shoulders up,” I said. “You haven’t —dije yo—. ¿No las hay? Pero usted tie- hidden within a word like a paper 50 got any? But you’ve got a house. ne una casa. Me contaron que tiene una screen and struck me in in the They tell me you’ve got a house and casa y una granja que no están nada mal. back through it’. However, Addie realices that Anse himself has a good farm. And you live there alone, Así que vive allí solo, haciéndoselo todo, been tricked, driven on by a deli- doing for yourself, do you?” He just ¿no es así? —él se limitaba a [166] mi- re which bears no relation to looked at me, turning the hat in his rarme, dando vueltas al sombrero entre words, ‘I had been tricked by 55 hands. “A new house,” I said. “Are las manos—. Una casa nueva —dije yo— words older than Anse or love . . you going to get married? . ¿Se va a casar? . and . . . my revenge would be that he would never know that I was taking my revenge. And And he said again, holding his eyes Y él volvió a decir, sin apartar sus ojos when Darl was born 1 asked Anse to mine “That’s what I come to see de los míos: to promise to take me back to 60 you about.” —Por eso he venido a verla. Jefferson when I died’. Addie’s revenge is that she will use Anse Later he told me, “I ain’t got Más adelante, me dijo: to prepare herself for a death spent no people. So that won’t be no —No tengo a nadie. Así que no se alone, in a grave quite separate from his. But the revenge misfires worry to you. I don’t reckon debe preocupar por eso. Para mí que us- and, as we lee in other sections 65 you can say the same.” ted no puede decir lo mismo. of the book, the family fulfil the promise to Addie almost “No. I have people. In Jefferson.” —No. Tengo parientes. En Jefferson. incidentally. Addie is responsible for Anse’s His face fell a little. El rostro se le ensombreció un poco. negativity, an aspect of his character stressed by all those 70 “Well, I got a little property. —Bueno, tengo un poco de terreno. who know him. It may be traced I’m forehanded; I got a good Soy ahorrador; se me considera un hom- back to the fact that, after the birth honest name. I know how bre honrado. Sé cómo es la gente de la of Darl, his wife decided to treat town folks are, but maybe ciudad, pero puede que cuando hablen him as if he were dead, ‘1 would when they talk to me . . .” conmigo... be I; I would let him be the shape and echo of his word’. She herself 75 continues to grow and to explore “They might listen,” I said. “But —A lo mejor le escuchan —dije the meaning of experience as they’ll be hard to talk to.” He was yo—. Pero será difícil hablar con ellos opposed to the world of empty watching my face. “They’re in the —me miraba a la cara—. Están en el words, thinking that she had discovered the real reason for li-

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cemetery.’. cementerio. ving was to be found in the sexual drive, ‘the reason was the duty “But your living kin,” he said. —Pues los que estén vivos —dijo él— to the alive, to the terrible blood, the red bitter blood boiling “They’ll be different.” serán diferentes. through the land’. These feelings 5 lead Addie into a delire to explo- “Will they?” I said. “I don’t know. —¿Cree usted? —dije yo—. No lo sé. re the real experience of, as I never had any other kind.” Nunca los tuve de otra clase. opposed to the word, ‘sin’, ‘I would think of sin as 1 would So I took Anse. And when I knew Conque acepté a Anse. Y cuando me think of the clothes we both wore in the world’s face, . . . the sin 10 that I had Cash, I knew that living enteré de que iba a tener a Cash, com- the more utter and terrible lince was terrible and that this was the prendí que la vida era terrible y que esto he was the instrument ordained answer to it. That was when I es lo que nos trae. Fue cuando aprendí of God who created sin, to learned that words are no good; that que las palabras no sirven para nada; que sanctify that sin He had created’. words don’t ever fit even what they las palabras no se corresponden ni siquie- Although this wild delire for a man of the cloth might seem like 15 are trying to say at. When he was ra con lo que tratan de decir. Cuando na- a kind of depravity, Addie’s born I knew that motherhood was ció comprendí que maternidad había sido choice of Whitfield as a lover invented by someone who had to inventado por alguien que tenía que te- possesses a species of perverted have a word for it because the ones ner una palabra con que llamarlo, por- logic. Only once she has explored that had the children didn’t care que a los que tienen hijos no les interesa the meaning of sin can she know 20 whether there was a word for it or si existe una palabra para llamar eso o the meaning of the opposite, not. I knew that fear was invented no. Comprendí que el miedo fue inven- virtue, and live in peace with herself, knowing that what she by someone that had never had the tado por alguien que nunca había senti- does is ‘real’. So she takes fear; pride, who never had the pride. do el miedo; y el orgullo, por quien nun- Whitfield. After these excesses, I knew that it had been, not that they ca había tenido orgullo. Comprendí que she is ready to accept ‘fidelity’ 25 had dirty noses, but that we had had había sido eso, no que tuvieran las nari- and ‘virtue’ as valid concepts, to use one another by words like ces sucias, sino que nos habíamos tenido ‘and so I have cleaned my house spiders dangling by their mouths que usar unos a otros por medio de las . . . the wild blood boiled away and the sound of it ceased’. Their from a beam, swinging and twisting palabras como arañas que se cuelgan por validity depends, of course, on the and never touching, and that only la boca de una viga, se balancean y re- satisfaction of sexual delire, and 30 through the blows of the switch tuercen sin tocarse nunca, y que sólo por this Addie has got through could my blood and their blood flow medio de la vara mi sangre podría mez- Whitfield and through the birth of as one stream. I knew that it had clarse con la suya en una sola corriente. Jewel. been, not that my aloneness had to Comprendí que había sido eso, no que As Addie’s section reveals, what she did as she ‘lay dying’ be violated over and over each day, mi soledad hubiese tenido que ser viola- was eccentric but valid. She got 35 but that it had never been violated da una y otra vez cada día, sino que nun- away from the meaningless words until Cash came. Not even by Anse ca había sido violada hasta que llegó of religion and found for herself in the nights. Cash. Ni siquiera de noche por Anse. the truth in actual experience, so that she and Cora talk on quite He had a word, too. Love, he También él tenía una palabra. Amor, lo different leeels, Cora preaching acceptance and enacting it against 40 called it. But I had been used to llamaba. Pero [167] yo llevaba mucho tiem- a meaningless litany of high- words for a long time. I knew that po acostumbrada a las palabras. Sabía que sounding phrases, Addie that word was like the others: just a esa palabra era como las demás: sólo una travelling a long, hand road until shape to fill a lack; that when the forma de llenar una carencia; que cuando she finally reaches an acceptance right time came, you wouldn’t need llegase el momento preciso uno no nece- of life and of death based on experience. But the road she has 45 a word for that any more than for sitaría una palabra para llamarlo, como no travelled through her life, like the pride or fear. Cash did not need to la necesitaba para el miedo o el orgullo. road she finally takes to her gra- say it to me nor I to him, and I would Cash no necesitaba decírmela ni yo a él, y ve, is strewn with victims of her say, Let Anse use it, if he wants to. yo decía: Que la use Anse si quiere. Con- selfishness. The family reach So that it was Anse or love; love or que era lo mismo Anse o amor que amor Jefferson in a sorry state, Jewel 50 Anse: it didn’t matter. o Anse: no importaba. deprived of his horse, Darl of his senses, Dewey Dell of her abortion and Cash of his leg. But I would think that even while I lay Solía pensar en eso mientras yacía even before they have set out on with him in the dark and Cash asleep junto a él en la oscuridad y Cash dor- the actual journey, all of them in the cradle within the swing of my mía en la cuna al alcance de mi mano. have in some way been sacrificed 55 hand. I would think that if he were to Solía pensar también que si se des- on the altar of Addie’s search for wake and cry, I would suckle him, pertaba y lloraba, le daría de mamar. truth. Darl suffers most, for his too. Anse or love: it didn’t matter. My Anse o amor: no importaba. Habían mother felt at her worst after his birth, passing on to him a sense aloneness had been violated and then violado mi soledad y luego la propia of the separation between word made whole again by the violation: violación había venido a restablecer- and deed which finally leads him 60 time, Anse, love, what you will, la: tiempo, Anse, amor, lo que se to the asylum for the insane in outside the circle. quiera, fuera del círculo. Jackson. We see, after reading this Then I found that I had Darl. At Entonces me enteré de que iba a tener section, that the actual journey to Jefferson, carrying the great first I would not believe it. Then I a Darl. Al principio no lo quería creer. burden of her decaying corpse, 65 believed that I would kill Anse. It Luego creí que iba a matar a Anse. Era closely and ironically parallels the was as though he had tricked me, como si me hubiera engañado, como si lives which the members of the hidden within a word like within a se hubiera escondido detrás de una pala- family have led up to this point, paper screen and struck me in the bra igual que detrás de un biombo de which were dominated and back through it. But then I realized papel para darme un golpe por la espal- shaped by the force of Addie Bundren. She was concerned only 70 that I had been tricked by words da a través de él. Pero luego comprendí with preparing herself for death, older than Anse or love, and that que había sido engañada por palabras más regardless of the toll such the same word had tricked Anse viejas que Anse o amor, y que la misma preparations might take on those too, and that my revenge would be palabra también había engañado a Anse, around her. She is not, of course, that he would never know I was y que mi venganza consistiría en que él entirely to blame. She herself received a warped inheritance 75 taking revenge. And when Darl nunca se enteraría de que me estaba ven- from her own father, the notion was born I asked Anse to promise gando. Y cuando Darl nació le pedí a of life as a preparation for death, to take me back to Jefferson when Anse que prometiese que cuando murie- but she does nothing to make the I died, because I knew that father ra me llevaría de vuelta a Jefferson, por- inheritance she passes on to her own children any better than the

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had been right, even when he que supe que mi padre había tenido ra- one she herself received. couldn’t have known he was right zón, aunque no hubiera podido saber que The section is the revealing any more than I could have known la tenía igual que yo no podía saber que centre of the book. The fact that it is placed more than halfway I was wrong. estaba equivocada. through the novel is not acciden- 5 tal, for Addie Bundren continues “Nonsense,” Anse said; “you and —¡Qué tontería! —dijo Anse—. Tú to exert an influence even after me ain’t nigh done chapping yet, with y yo todavía no lo vamos a dejar, con she is dead, so she has a right to just two.” sólo dos. speak after physical death.

10 He did not know that he was dead, No sabía que entonces él ya estaba then. Sometimes I would lie by him muerto. A veces yacía en la oscuridad in the dark, hearing the land that was junto a él, oyendo la tierra que ahora now of my blood and flesh, and I era de mi sangre y de mi carne, y pen- would think: Anse. Why Anse. Why saba: Anse. ¿Por qué Anse? ¿Por qué eres 15 are you Anse. I would think about his tú Anse? Y pensaba en su nombre hasta name until after a while I could see que al cabo de un rato veía que la pala- the word as a shape, a vessel, and I bra tenía forma, era una vasija, y veía would match him liquefy and flow que él se licuaba y se iba vistiendo den- into it like cold molasses flowing out tro como melaza fría fluyendo de la os- 20 of the darkness into the vessel, until curidad en la vasija, hasta que la jarra the jar stood full and motionless: a quedaba llena e inmóvil: una forma significant shape profoundly without [168] significativa, profundamente life like an empty door frame; and inerte como un dintel vacío— y en- then I would find that I had forgotten tonces me daba cuenta de que había 25 the name of the jar. I would think: The olvidado el nombre de la jarra. Y pen- shape of my body where I used to be saba: La forma de mi cuerpo cuando a virgin is in the shape of a and era virgen tiene la forma de un y I couldn’t think Anse, couldn’t no podía pensar Anse, ni recordar remember Anse. It was not that I Anse. No era que pudiese pensar 30 could think of myself as no longer en mí misma como no virgen ya, unvirgin, because I was three now. porque ahora yo era tres. Y cuan- And when I would think Cash and do pensaba Cash y Darl de esa mis- Darl that way until their names would ma manera, hasta que sus nombres mo- die and solidify into a shape and then rían y se solidificaban en una forma y 35 fade away, I would say, All right. It luego se desvanecían, yo decía: Muy doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter what bien. No importa. No importa cómo they call them. los llamen.

And so when Cora Tull would tell Así que cuando Cora Tull me decía 40 me I was not a true mother, I would que yo no era una auténtica madre, pen- think how words go straight up in a saba en cómo las palabras suben derechas thin line, quick and harmless, and en una fina línea rápida e inofensiva, y how terribly doing goes along the de qué modo terrible los hechos se que- earth, clinging to it, so that after a dan a ras del suelo, pegados a él de modo 45 while the two lines are too far apart que al cabo de un rato las dos líneas es- for the same person to straddle from tán tan separadas que una persona no las one to the other; and that sin and love puede pisar a la vez; y que pecado y amor and fear are just sounds that people y miedo sólo son sonidos que las perso- who never sinned nor loved nor nas que nunca pecaron ni amaron ni tu- 50 feared have for what they never had vieron miedo usan para eso que nunca and cannot have until they forget the sintieron y no pueden sentir hasta que se words. Like Cora, who could never olviden de las palabras. Como Cora que even cook. ni siquiera sabía cocinar.

55 She would tell me what I owed to Solía decirme lo que yo les de- my children and to Anse and to God. bía a mis hijos y a Anse y a Dios. I gave Anse the children. I did not ask Le di los hijos a Anse. Yo no los for them. I did not even ask him for pedí. Ni siquiera le pedí lo que what he could have given me: podía haberme dado: no-Anse. Ese 60 not-Anse. That was my duty to him, era mi deber hacia él, no pedirle to not ask that, and that duty I eso y ese deber lo cumplí. Yo era fulfilled. I would be I; I would let him yo misma; a él le dejaba ser la for- be the shape and echo of his word. ma y el eco de sus palabras. Era That was more than he asked, because más de lo que me pedía, porque no 65 he could not have asked for that and podía pedirlo y ser Anse, sirvién- been Anse, using himself so with a dose de sí mismo por medio de una word. palabra.

And then he died. He did not know Y entonces murió. Y él no sabía que 70 he was dead. I would lie by him in estaba muerto. Yacía junto a él en la os- the dark, hearing the dark land talking curidad y oía a la tierra oscura hablar del of God’s love and His beauty and His amor de Dios y de su belleza y su peca- sin; hearing the dark voicelessness in do; escuchaba el oscuro silencio en que which the words are the deeds, and las palabras son los hechos, y las demás 75 the other words that are not deeds, palabras que no son hechos, que sólo son that are just the gaps in peoples’ lacks, los huecos de las carencias de la gente, coming down like the cries of the que bajaban como los graznidos de los geese out of the wild darkness in the patos desde la salvaje oscuridad en las

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old terrible nights, fumbling at the terribles noches de antaño, tanteando los deeds like orphans to whom are pointed hechos como huérfanos a los que se les out in a crowd two faces and told, That señalasen dos rostros en una multitud y is your father, your mother. les dijesen: Ese es tu padre, tu madre. 5 I believed that I had found it. I Creí que lo había descubierto. Creí believed that the reason was the duty que el sentido era el deber de los vivos, to the alive, to the terrible blood, the para con la terrible sangre, la amarga red bitter flood boiling through the sangre roja que corre hirviente por la 10 dad. I would think of sin as I would tierra. Pensaba en el pecado como pen- think of the clothes we both wore in saba en la ropa que los dos llevábamos the world’s face, of die a la vista del mundo, en la compostura circumspection necessary because he necesaria dado que él era él y, yo era was he and I was I; the sin the more yo; el pecado tanto más grave y horri- 15 utter and terrible since he was the ble por cuanto él era el instrumento dis- instrument ordained by God who puesto por Dios que creó el pecado, para created the sin, to sanctify that sin He santificar ese pecado que El había crea- had created. While I waited for him do. Mientras le esperaba en el bosque, in the woods, waiting for him before mientras le esperaba antes de que me 20 he saw me, I would think of him as viera, me lo imaginaba vestido de peca- dressed in sin. I would think of him do. Pensaba que él también me imagi- as thinking of me as dressed also in naría a mí vestida de pecado, aunque él sin, he the more beautiful since the el más hermoso porque la vestidura que garment which he had exchanged for había cambiado por la de pecado estaba 25 sin was sanctified. I would think of santificada. Imaginaba el pecado como the sin as garments which we would las prendas que nos quitábamos con ob- remove in order to shape and coerce jeto de conformar y forzar la terrible the terrible blood to the forlorn echo sangre al desamparado eco de esa pala- of the dead word high in the air. Then bra muerta que cuelga en el aire. Luego 30 I would lay with Anse again—I did not me volvía a acostar con Anse —no le lie to him: I just refused just as I refused mentía; sólo me negaba a él, igual que my breast to Cash and Darl after their les negaba el pecho a Cash y a Darl en time was up—hearing the dark land cuanto crecieron—y oía a la oscura tie- talking the voiceless speech. rra pronunciar su mudo discurso. 35 I hid nothing. I tried to deceive No ocultaba nada. No trataba de enga- no one. I would not have cared. I ñar a nadie. No me hubiera preocupado. merely took the precautions that he Simplemente tomaba las precauciones que thought necessary for his sake, not él consideraba necesarias para sí mismo, 40 for my safety, but just as I wore no por mi seguridad, pero del mismo modo clothes in the world’s face. And I que me vestía a la vista del mundo. Y en- would think then when Cora talked tonces, cuando Cora me hablaba, pensa- to me, of how the high dead words ba que las altisonantes palabras muertas in time seemed to lose even the con el tiempo parecían perder hasta el 45 significante of their dead sound. mismo significado de su sonido muerto.

Then it was over. Over in the Luego todo se acabó. Se acabó en el sen- sense that he was gone and I knew tido de que él se fue y de que yo me di cuen- that, see him again though I would, ta de que, aunque lo volviera a ver, nunca le 50 I would never again see him coming volvería a ver acercándose veloz y secreto swift and secret to me in the woods hacia mí por entre los árboles vestido gallant adj. 1 brave, chivalrous. 2 a (of a ship, horse, etc.) dressed in sin like a gallant de pecado como si llevara un garboso grand, fine, stately. b archaic finely dressed. 3 a markedly attentive to women. b concerned with sexual love; amatory. garment already blowing aside with ropaje que se entreabría con la veloci- — n. 1 a ladies’ man; a lover or paramour. 2 archaic a man the speed of his secret coming. dad de su secreta aproximación. of fashion; a fine gentleman. — v. 1 tr. flirt with. 2 tr. escort; act as a cavalier to (a lady). 3 intr. a play the gallant. b (foll. 55 by with) flirt. But for me it was not over. I mean, Pero para mí no se había acabado. gallant 1 valiente, gallardo 2 cortés, galante. El vocablo suguiere cortés en ambas lenguas, pero en over in the sense of beginning and Quiero decir, acabar en el sentido de lo cada una añade matices nuevos: gallant parece recalcar la ending, because to me there was no que empieza y termina, porque para mí idea de valentía, como valiente, gallardo, espléndido mien- tras que galante da más peso a connotaciones de cortesía beginning nor ending to anything por entonces nada empezaba ni termina- y elegancia en castellano; en inglés los flirteos se convier- 60 ten en favores sexuales hasta el punto de ser un eufemis- then. I even held Anse refraining ba. Incluso seguí rechazando a Anse, no mo por prostitución. still, not that I was holding him como si le rechazara por primera vez, garboso 1. adj. Airoso, gallardo y bien dispuesto. recessional, but as though nothing sino como si siempre le hubiera rechaza- 2. fig. Magnánimo, dadivoso. else had ever been. My children were do. Mis hijos [170] eran sólo míos, de la of me alone, of the wild blood boiling sangre salvaje que hierve por la tierra; 65 along the earth, of me and of all that sólo míos y de todo lo que vive: de nadie lived; of none and of all. Then I y de todo. Luego me enteré de que iba a found that I had Jewel. When I tener a Jewel. Cuando desperté para acor- waked to remember to discover it, he darme de descubrirlo, hacía dos meses was two months gone. que él se había ido. 70 My father said that the reason for Mi padre decía que la finalidad de la living is getting ready to stay dead. I vida es prepararse para estar muerto. Por knew at last what he meant and that fin entendí lo que quería decir y que él he could not have known what he meant no podía haber sabido lo que quería de- 75 himself, because a man cannot know cir, porque un hombre no puede saber anything about cleaning up the house lo que significa limpiar la casa después. afterward. And so I have cleaned my Y así yo he limpiado mi casa. Con Jewel house. With Jewel—I lay by the lamp, —estaba acostada junto a la lámpara,

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holding up my own head, watching sujetándomela cabeza, mirándole cortar- him cap and suture it before he lo y suturarlo hasta que se puso a respi- breathed—the wild blood boiled away rar— la salvaje sangre se amansó y cesó and the sound of it ceased. Then there su sonido. Luego ya no hubo más que la 5 was only the milk, warm and calm, and leche, caliente y tranquila, y yo yacien- I lying calm in the slow silence, getting do en calma en el lento silencio dispues- ready to clean my house. ta a limpiar mi casa.

I gave Anse Dewey Dell to Le di a Anse Dewey Dell para 10 negative Jewel. Then I gave him anular lo de Jewel. Luego le di Vardaman to replace the child I had Vardaman para reemplazar al hijo robbed him of. And now he has three que le había robado. Y ahora tiene children that are his and not mine. tres hijos que son suyos y no míos. And then I could get ready to die. Y entonces pude prepararme para morir. 15 One day I was talking to Cora. Un día estaba hablando con Cora. She prayed for me because she Rezó por mí porque creía que yo era cie- believed I was blind to sin, ga para el pecado y quiso que me arrodi- wanting me to kneel and pray too, llara y también rezase, porque las perso- 20 because people to whom sin is just nas para las que el pecado es sólo una a matter of words, to them cuestión de palabras, la salvación tam- salvation is just words too. bién es sólo palabras.

41 25 WHITFIELD (1) WHITFIELD

WHEN they told me she was CUANDO me dijeron que se esta- dying, all that night I wrestled with ba muriendo, toda la noche luché con- Whitfield (1) Satan, and I emerged victorious. I tra Satanás y salí victorioso. Desper- 30 woke to the enormity of my sin; I saw té a la enormidad de mi pecado; al fin This section contains the true light at last, and I fell on- my vi la auténtica luz y caí de rodillas y Whitfield’s unspoken thoughts as knees and confessed to God. And me confesé a Dios y le pedí su conse- he travels to the Bundren farm on asked his guidance and received it. jo y lo recibí. «Levántate» —me the night of Addie’s death. “Rise,” He said; “repair to that home dijo—, «acude a esa casa en la que 35 in which you have put a living lie, has introducido una mentira viva, a amongin the middle those of people with whom you esa gente entre la que has ultrajado have outraged My Word; confess your Mi Verbo; confiesa tu pecado en voz sin aloud. It is for them, for that deceived alta. Es a ellos, a ese marido engañado, husband, to forgive you: not I” a quienes les toca perdonarte: no a Mí». COMMENTARY: It is no 40 So I went. I heard that Tull’s Conque fui. Oí que el puente de Tull se accident that Addie’s section, bridge was gone; I said “Thanks, O lo habían llevado las aguas; dije: «¡Gra- which is concerned with the Lord, O Mighty Ruler of all “; for cias Dios mío, Supremo Hacedor de honest desire to explore actuality, by those dangers and difficulties todo!»; pues en estas pruebas y dificul- should be sandwiched between which I should have to surmount I tades que debía superar vi que no me sections narrated by characters who tend to dwell on words to the 45 saw that He had not abandoned me; había abandonado; que mi readmisión en exclusion of deeds. Whitfield sets that my reception again into His holy su santa paz y en su santo amor resulta- out for the Bundrens’ farm in a peace and love would be the sweeter ría así todavía más dulce. «Sólo te pido spirit of nobility and confession for it. “Just let me not perish before que no me dejes morir antes de haber but ends up by acting with a I have begged the forgiveness of the suplicado el perdón del hombre al que cowardice to which he reconciles 50 man whom I betrayed,” I prayed; “let traicioné» —supliqué—; «no permitas himself through the use of empty me not be too late; let not the tale of que se me haga tarde; y no permitas que words, ‘God’s grace upon this house’. He thus confirms Addie’s mine and her transgression come el relato de la falta que cometimos ella y idea that words and deeds are from her lips instead of mine. She yo salga de sus labios y no de los míos. separate and stands revealed as an had sworn then that she would rever Ella me juró entonces que nunca lo con- inadequate man, far less 55 tell it, but eternity is a fearsome thing taría, pero la eternidad es una cosa terri- courageous than she but perhaps to face: have I not wrestled thigh to ble de afrontar: ¿no he luchado, yo mis- a little more practical and aware thigh with Satan myself? let me not mo a brazo partido con Satanás? No per- of human frailty. have also the sin of her broken vow mitas que también el pecado de su perjurio upon my soul. Let not the waters of caiga sobre mi conciencia. No permitas encompass v.tr. 1 surround or form a circle 60 Thy mighty wrath encompass me que las aguas de tu Divina Ira me rodeen about, esp. to protect or attack. 2 contain. until I have cleansed my soul in the hasta que haya lavado mi alma en presen- presence of them whom I injured.” cia de aquellos a los que injurié».

It was His hand that bore me Fue su mano la que me sacó sano y 65 safely above the flood, that fended salvo de la riada, la que fue apartando from me the dangers of the waters. de mí los peligros de las aguas. Mi ca- My horse was frightened, and my ballo estaba aterrado, y mi propio cora- own heart failed me as the logs and zón desfallecía cuando los troncos y los the uprooted trees bore down upon árboles arrancados amenazaban mi in- 70 my littleness. But not my soul time significancia. Pero no desfalleció mi after time I saw them averted at alma; una y otra vez los veía desviarse destruction’s final instant, and I en el instante de la destrucción final, y lifted my voice above the noise of elevaba mi voz por encima del ruido de the flood: “Praise to thee, O Mighty la riada: «¡Gloria a Ti, Señor Todopo- 75 Lord and King. By this token shall I deroso! Con esta prueba limpiaré mi cleanse my soul and gain again into alma y volveré a entrar en el redil de tu the fold of Thy undying love.” amor imperecedero.»

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I knew then that forgiveness was Entonces comprendí que obtendría el mine. The flood, the danger, behind, perdón. La riada, el peligro, superados, and as I rode on across the firm earth y mientras cabalgaba otra vez en tierra again and the scene of my firme y la escena de mi Getsemaní se 5 Gethsemane drew closer and closer, acercaba más y más, me puse a hilvanar I framed the words which I should las palabras que debía usar. Entraría en use. I would enter the house; I would la casa; interrumpiría las palabras de ella stop her before she had spoken; I antes de que empezase a hablar; le diría would say to her husband: “Anse, I a su marido: «Anse, he pecado. Haz con- 10 have sinned. Do with me as you will.” migo lo que quieras.»

It was already as though it Era como si ya lo hubiera hecho. Mi were done. My soul felt freer, alma se sentía más libre, más tranquila quieter than it had in years; de lo que se había sentido desde hacía 15 already I seemed to dwell in años; ya me parecía morar en una paz abiding peace again as I rode on. permanente una vez más a medida que To either side I saw His hand; in. cabalgaba. Por todas partes veía Su my heart I could hear His voice: mano; en mi corazón oía decir a Su voz: “Courage. I am with thee. «Valor. Estoy a tu lado.» [172] 20 Then I reached Tull’s house. His Luego llegué a casa de Tull. youngest girl came out and called to Su hija menor salió y me llamó me as I was passing. She told me that cuando pasaba. Me dijo que ya she was already dead. se había muerto. 25 I have sinned, O Lord. Thou He pecado, Señor. Bien sabes lo pro- knowest the extent of my remorse and fundo de mi remordimiento y la decisión the will of my spirit. But He is de mi alma. Pero Él es misericordioso; merciful; He will accept the will for Él aceptará mi intención en lugar del 30 the deed, Who knew that when I acto; Él sabe que cuando hilvané las pa- framed the words of my confession it labras de mi confesión era a Anse a quien was to Anse I spoke them, even though se las decía, aunque no estuviese presen- he was not there. It was He in His te. Fue El en su infinita sabiduría quien infinite wisdom that restrained the tale impidió que de sus labios moribundos 35 from her dying lips as she lay saliera la historia mientras yacía rodea- surrounded by those who loved and da de los que la amaban y confiaban en trusted her; mine the travail by water ella; a mí me correspondía cruzar aque- which I sustained by the strength of His llas aguas que afrontaba gracias a la fuer- hand. Praise to Thee in Thy bounteous za de su mano. Gloria a Ti en Tu magná- 40 and omnipotent love; O praise. nimo y omnipotente amor; gloria. bereavement deprive of a relation, friend, I entered the house of bereavement, Entré en la casa de la congoja, la etc., esp. by death. Luto, duelo, des- gracia, aflicción the lowly dwelling where another err- humilde morada donde yacía otra po- ing mortal lay while her soul faced the bre descarriada mientras su alma en- 45 awful and irrevocable judgment, peace caraba el juicio terrible e irrevocable. to her ashes. Descanse en paz.

“God’s grace upon this house,” I —La paz de Dios sea con vosotros — said. dije. 50 42 DARL (14) DARL

ON the horse he rode up to Se fue a caballo a casa de Armstid 55 Armstid’s and came back on the y volvió a caballo, conduciendo el Darl (14) horse, leading Armstid’s team. We tiro de Armstid. Las enganchamos y bitched up and laid Cash on top of tumbamos a Cash encima de Addie. This section consists of Darl’s unspoken and unverbalised Addie. When we laid him down he Cuando lo tumbamos volvió a vomi- thoughts as the family collect vomited again, but he got his head tar, pero sacó la cabeza por encima themselves and leave the river to 60 over the wagon bed in time. de la caja de la carreta a tiempo. spend the night in Armstid’s barn. While observing all that is going “He taken a lick in the stomach —También se ha golpeado en el estó- on round him, Darl is peculiarly too,” Vernon said. mago —dijo Vernon. obsessed with Jewel’s actions at this point, an obsession which is marked in the text by the 65 “The horse may have kicked him —A lo mejor el caballo también le ha appearance of italic print in the stomach too,” I said. “Did he pegado una coz en el estómago —dije yo—. whenever Darl is thinking of kick you in the stomach., Cash?” ¿Te ha dado una coz en el estómago, Cash? Jewel.

He tried to say something. Dewey Intentó decir algo. Dewey Dell le vol- 70 Dell wiped his mouth again. vió a limpiar la boca.

“What’s he say?” Vernon said. —¿Qué ha dicho? —dijo Vernon. COMMENTARY: Jewel has just rescued his mother’s corpse “What is it, Cash?” —¿Qué te pasa, Cash? —dijo from the river, an action which seems to bring to Darl’s mind the 75 Dewey Dell said. She leaned Dewey Dell. Se inclinó sobre special relationship between down. “His tools,” she said. él—. Sus herramientas —dijo. Addie and Jewel and so focuses Vernon got them and put them into Vernon las cogió y las metió en la ca- his attention on Jewel. After the the wagon. Dewey Dell lifted Cash’s rreta. Dewey Dell levantó la cabeza de family are settled in the Armstid’s house, Darl has an unverbalised

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head so he could see. We drove on, Cash para que las vieras. Después echa- image of his brother, who is Dewey Dell and I sitting beside Cash mos [173] a andar, Dewey Dell y yo sen- seeing to his horse in the barn. to steady him and he riding on ahead tados al lado de Cash para sostenerle y The image is much like the one in Darl (2), with the emphasis on on the horse. Vernon stood watching él marchaba delante a caballo. Vernon the agility of Jewel, the gaudiness 5 us for a while. Then he turned and se quedó un rato mirándonos. Luego dio of the horse and the ‘obscene went back toward the bridge. He media vuelta y volvió en dirección al ferocity’ with which Jewel walked gingerly, beginning to flap the puente. Andaba con cuidado, agitando las addresses his animal. Such wet sleeves of his shirt as though he mangas mojadas de su camisa como si se repetitions of imagery strengthen had just got wet. las acabase de mojar. the impression Faulkner is buil- ding up of his characters. 10 He was sitting the horse before the Estaba a caballo delante de la cerca. gate. Armstid was waiting at the gate. Armstid esperaba a la puerta. Nos detu- We stopped and he got down and we vimos y él desmontó y bajamos a Cash lifted Cash down and carried him into de la carreta y lo llevamos dentro de la 15 the house, where Mrs. Armstid had casa, donde Mrs. Armstid ya había pre- the bed ready. We left her and Dewey parado una cama. Dejamos que ella y Dell undressing him. Dewey Dell lo desnudaran.

We followed pa out to the wagon. Salimos y seguimos a padre hasta la 20 He went back and got into the carreta. Volvió a montar en la carreta y wagon and drove on, we following la metió en el corral mientras nosotros le on foot, into the lot. The wetting had seguíamos a pie. La mojadura nos ayu- helped, because Armstid said, daba, porque Armstid dijo: “You welcome to the —Bienvenidos a esta casa. Podéis 25 house. You can put it there.” dejar la carreta ahí. He followed, leading the horse, Él siguió detrás, llevando al caballo and stood beside the wagon, the de la brida y se quedó junto a la carreta, reins in his hand. con las bridas en la mano.

30 “I thank you,” pa said. “We’ll use —Te lo agradezco —dijo padre—. in the shed yonder. I know. it’s a Nos arreglaremos con el cobertizo de allá imposition on you.” bajo. Sé que abusamos de ti.

“You’re welcome to the house,” —Estáis en vuestra casa —dijo 35 Armstid said. He had that Armstid. Tenía de nuevo aquella surly bad-tempered and unfriendly; churlish, wooden look on his face again; mirada de madera en la cara; aque- mean, hosco, arisco, huraño. that bold, surly, high-coloured lla mirada retadora, hosca, subida rigid look like his face and de color y rígida como si su cara y eyes were two colours of wood, sus ojos fueran dos maderas de dis- 40 the wrong one pale and the tinto color, pero con lo claro y lo wrong one dark. His shirt was oscuro al revés. Se le estaba empe- beginning to dry, but it still zando a secar la camisa, pero to- clung close upon him when he davía se le pegaba el cuerpo cuan- moved. do se movía. 45 “She would appreciate it,” pa —Ella te lo hubiera agradecido —dijo said. padre.

We took the team out and rolled Desenganchamos las mulas y empu- 50 the wagon back under the shed. One jamos la carreta debajo del cobertizo. side of the shed was open. Uno de los lados estaba abierto.

“It won’t rain under,” Armstid —Ahí debajo no se mojará —dijo said. “But if you’d rather . . .” Armstid—. Pero si preferís... 55 Back of the barn was some rusted Detrás del granero había unas sheets of tin roofing. We took two of cuantas chapas de cinc oxidadas. them and propped them against the Cogimos dos de ellas y tapamos el open side. lado abierto. 60 “You’re welcome to the house,” —Estáis en vuestra casa —dijo Armstid said. Armstid.

“I thank you,” pa said. “I’d take it —Muchas gracias —dijo padre—. Te 65 right kind if you’d give them a little agradecería mucho si les dieras algo de snack.” comer.

“Sho,” Armstid said. “Lula’ll —Claro —dijo Armstid—. Lula pre- have supper ready soon as parará la cena en cuanto termine de aco- 70 she gets Cash comfortable.” modar a Cash. [174] He had gone back to the horse Había vuelto al caballoy lo es- and he was taking the saddle off, taba desensillando; su camisa his damp shirt lapping flat to him mojada se le pegaba al cuerpo when be moved. cuando se movía. 75 Pa wouldn’t come in the house. Padre no quería entrar en la casa.

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“It’s nigh ready.” Armstid—. Está casi listo.

“I wouldn’t crave nothing,” pa —No pido nada —dijo padre—. Te lo said. “I thank you. agradezco. 5 “You come in and dry and —Entra a secarte y a comer algo — eat,” Armstid said. “It’ll be all dijo Armstid—. Eso estará perfectamen- right here.” te aquí.

10 “It’s for her,” pa said. “It’s for her —Lo haré por ella —dijo padre—. sake I am taking the food. I got no Tomaré un bocado en memoria suya. No team, no nothing. But she will be tengo ni mulas, ni nada. Pero ella os lo grateful to ere a one of you.” agradecerá a todos vosotros.

15 “Sho,” Armstid said. “You folks —Claro, claro —dijo Armstid—. Ven- come in and dry.” ga, entrad todos a secaros.

But after Armstid gave pa a drink, Pero después de que Armstid le diera he felt better, and when, we went in un trago, padre se sintió mejor, y cuando 20 to see about Cash he hadn’t come in entramos a ver cómo seguía Cash él no with us. When I looked back he was vino con nosotros. Cuando volví la cabe leading the horse into the barn he was conducía el caballo al establo ya estaba already talking about getting another hablando de conseguir otro tiro y al sen- team, and by supper time he had good tarnos a la mesa a cenar ya daba la cosa 25 as bought it. He is down there in the por hecha. Está allá abajo en el establo, barn, sliding fluidly past the gaudy desliándose con fluidez al otro lado del lunging swirl, into the stall with it. agresivo torbellino brillante, metiéndose He climbs on to the manger and drags en el pesebre con él. Trepa al pajar y baja the hay down and leaves the stall and con heno y sale del pesebre y busca y en- curry-comb: a comb designed for 30 seeks and finds the curry-comb. Then cuentra una almohaza. Luego vuelve y grooming horses be returns and slips quickly past the esquiva la única pero tremenda coz del single crashing thump and up against caballo y se pone a su lado, allí donde no the horse, where it cannot over-reach. le puede alcanzar. Empuña la almohaza, He applies the curry-comb, holding manteniéndose dentro del radio de acción 35 himself within the horse’s striking del caballo con la agilidad de un acróba- radius with the agility of an acrobat, ta, mientras lo maldice entre dientes en cursing the horse in a whisper of un obsceno murmullo de cariño. El caba- obscene caress. Its head flashes back, llo vuelve la cabeza, enseñando los dien- tooth-cropped; its eyes roll in the dark tes; los ojos le giran en la oscuridad como 40 like marbles on a gaudy velvet cloth canicas sobre un trozo de terciopelo bri- as he strikes it upon the face with the llante cuando él le pega en la cara con el back of the curry-comb. revés de la almohaza.

43 45 ARMSTID (1) ARMSTID

BUT time I give him another sup PERO cuando le doy otro trago de of whisky and supper was about whisky y la cena estaba casi lista, ya ready, he had done already bought daba por hecha la compra de un tiro de Armstid (1) 50 a team from somebody, on a credit. mulas, a crédito. Por entonces ya anda- This is a record of the span A 1 (de las alas) envergadura (de la mano) palmo 2 Picking and choosing he were by ba seleccionando y escogiendo, dicien- (de tiempo) lapso, espacio 3 Arquit (de un puente, etc) conversations which take place the bridge has a span of 100 metres, el puente tiene then, saying how he didn’t like this do por qué no le gustaba esta o aquella 100 metros de largo 4 Arquit arco a bridge with four among the Bundrens after they spans, un puente con cuatro ojos span and wouldn’t put his money pareja y que no se gastaría dinero en B 1 (un arco, puente, etc) cruzar 2 (en el tiempo) have lost their mules. Jewel has abarcar 3 pareja de caballería, tiro in nothing so-and-so owned, not nada que hubiera sido de éste o aquél, ni gone to fetch a doctor for Cash hen coop: a house for hens [galline- 55 even a hen coop. X siquiera una jaula para pollos. [175] but returns with an amateur horse- ro] doctor instead. The leg is set and “You might try Snopes,” I said. —Podrías probar con Snopes —dije next morning Anse borrows Jewel’s horse to visit the Snopes “He’s got three-four span. Maybe one yo—. Tiene tres o cuatro parejas. Puede and buy a team. In his absence, of them would suit you.’’ que alguna te convenga. the sun comes up and the 60 buzzards start to collect around Then he begun to mumble his Luego empezó a murmurar entre dien- the farm, attracted by the smell mouth, looking at me like it was me tes, mirándome como si yo fuera el due- of Addie’s corpse. Anse returns, that owned the only span of mules ño de la única pareja de mulas de la co- saying he has got a team. He has span of mules: a pair of mules taken the money which Cash in the country and wouldn’t sell marca y no se la quisiera vender, cuando saved up to buy a radio and has 65 them to him, when I knew that like yo sabía que, de una manera o de otra, traded Jewel’s horse as well for as not it would be my team that sería mi tiro el único con el que iban a the mules. Jewel is furious, leaves would ever get them out of the lot salir de aquel corral. Lo único es que no on his horse and, next morning, at all. Only I don’t know what they me imaginaba qué iban a hacer con el someone from the Snopes’ farm would do with them, if they had a tiro, si es que lo conseguían. Littlejohn appears with a team of mules, saying that the horse has been 70 team. Littlejohn had told me that the me había contado que la riada se había delivered during the night. levee through Haley bottom had llevado más de tres kilómetros del terra- Armstid is left to wonder at the levee: raised bank of a river done gone for two miles and that the plén que encauza el Haley y que el úni- way in which Anse gets people only way to get to Jefferson would co modo de llegar a Jefferson sería dan- to do things for him. be to go around by Mottson. But that do un rodeo por Mottson**20. Pero eso 75 was Anse’s business. era cosa de Anse. COMMENTARY: The main a close man: a difficult man, a hard “He’s a close man to trade with,” —Es difícil hacer tratos con él, por- purpose of this section is to fill in bargainer he says, mumbling his mouth. But que es que no suelta prenda —dice the details of how the family get a new team of mules, although it

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when I give him another sup after mascullando. Pero cuando le doy otro incidentally gives the reader a sup: a drink of whisky supper, he cheered up some. He was trago después de cenar, se animó un confirmation of his opinion of the aiming to go back to the barn and set poco más. Tenía la intención de vol- impact the various members of the family make on those who see up with her. Maybe he thought that if ver al granero a velarla. Puede que them. 5 he just stayed down there ready to pensara que si se quedaba allí abajo take out, Santa Claus would maybe hasta la hora de irse, Santa Claus le bring him a span of mules. “But I proporcionaría un par de mulas—. reckon I can talk him around,” he Pero para mí que le convenceré — says. “A man’ll always help a fellow dijo—. Nadie le niega ayuda a un ve- 10 in a tight, if he’s got ere a drop of cino en apuros, si es que le queda una Christian blood in him.”’ gota de sangre de cristiano.

“Of course you’re welcome to the —Podéis usar las mías, natu- use of mine,” I said, me knowing how ralmente —dije yo, sabiendo 15 much he believed that was the reason. que él creía que era por eso.

“I thank you,” he said. “She’ll —Te lo agradezco —dijo él—. want to go in ourn,” and him knowing Pero ella preferiría ir con las nues- how much I believed that was the tras —y él sabiendo que yo creía 20 reason. que era por eso.

After supper Jewel rode over to the Después de cenar Jewel cabalgó hasta Bend to get Peabody. I heard he was el Bend**21, a buscar a Peabody. Yo ha- to be there to-day at Varner’s. Jewel bía oído que hoy estaría allí, en casa de 25 come back about midnight. Peabody Varner. Jewel volvió a medianoche. had gone down below Inverness Peadoby se había ido a algún sitio más somewhere, but Uncle Billy come abajo del Inverness**22, pero el tío Billy back with him, with his satchel of [176] venía con él, con su maletín de ve- horse-physic. Like he says, a man ain’t terinario. Como él dice, en definitiva un horse-physic: medicine for horses 30 so different from a horse or a mule, hombre no es tan diferente de un caballo come long come short, except a mule o una mula, salvo en que una mula o un or a horse has got a little more sense. caballo tienen algo más de sentido común. “What you been into now, boy?” he —¿En qué lío te has metido ahora, says, looking at Cash. .” Get me a muchacho? —dice, mirando a Cash—. 35 mattress and a chair and a glass of Traedme un colchón y una silla y un vaso whisky,” he says. de whisky —dice.

He made Cash drink the whisky, Mandó a Cash que se bebiera el whis- then he run Anse out of the room. ky, luego echó a Anse del cuarto. 40 “Lucky it was the same leg he broke —Por suerte fue la misma pierna que last summer,” Anse says, mournful, se rompió el verano pasado —dice Anse mumbling and blinking. “That’s sombríamente, entre dientes y parpadean- something.” do—. Ya es algo.

45 We folded the mattress across Doblamos el colchón por encima de Cash’s legs and set the chair on las piernas de Cash y pusimos la silla the mattress and me and Jewel set encima del colchón y yo y Jewel nos sen- on the chair and the gal held the tamos en la silla y la chica sostenía el lamp and Uncle Billy taken a farol y el tío Billy se metió tabaco de 50 chew of tobacco and went to mascar en la boca y se puso a la tarea. work. Cash fought pretty hard for Cash se resistió con fuerza durante un a while, until he fainted. Then he rato, hasta que se desmayó. Luego se laid still, with big balls of sweat quedó quieto, con grandes gotas de su- standing on his face like they had dor que se habían detenido en su cara 55 started to roll down and then como si hubieran empezado a rodar y se stopped to wait for him. hubieran interrumpido para esperarle.

When he waked up, Uncle Billy Cuando se rehízo, el tío Billy ya había had done packed up and left. He kept recogido sus cosas y se había ido. Siguió 60 on trying to say something until the tratando de decir algo hasta que la chica gal leaned down and wiped his mouth. se inclinó sobre él y le secó la boca. “It’s his tools,” she said. —Son sus herramientas —dijo ella.

“I brought them in,” Darl said. “I —Ya las he traído —dijo Darl—. Las 65 got them.” tengo yo.

He tried to talk again; she leaned down. Intentó hablar de nuevo; la chica se agachó. “He wants to see them,” she said. —Quiere verlas —dijo. So Darl brought them in where he Conque Darl las trajo para que las 70 could see them. They shoved them pudiera ver. Las [177] metieron bajo la under the side of the bed, where he cama, donde llegara con la mano y pu- could reach his hand and touch them diera tocarlas cuando se sintiera mejor. when he felt better. Next morning A la mañana siguiente Anse cogió aquel Anse taken that horse and rode over caballo y se fue al Bend a ver a Snopes. 75 to the Bend to see Snopes. Him and Jewel y él estuvieron hablando un rato Jewel stood in the lot talking a while, en el corral, luego Anse montó a caba- then Anse got on the horse and rode llo y se marchó. Para mí que era la pri- off. I reckon that was the first time mera vez que Jewel dejaba que otro

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Jewel ever let anybody ride that aparte de él montara el caballo, y hasta horse, and until Anse come back he que Anse volvió anduvo dando vueltas hung around in that swole-up way, por todas partes, vigilando el camino watching the road like he was half a como si estuviera a punto de salir co- 5 mind to take out after Anse and get rriendo detrás de Anse para recuperar the horse back. el caballo.

Along toward reine o’clock it Hacia las nueve empezó a apretar el begun to get hot. That was when I see calor. Entonces fue cuando vi al primer 10 the first buzzard. Because of the buitre. Para mí que fue por la mojadura. wetting, I reckon. Anyway it wasn’t De todos modos no los vi hasta bien en- until well into the day that I see them. trado el día. Por suerte la brisa soplaba Lucky the breeze was setting away desde el lado de la casa, conque no apa- from the house, so it wasn’t until well recieron hasta bien entrada la mañana. 15 into the morning. But soon as I see Pero en cuanto los vi fue como si pudie- them it was like I could smell it in ra olerlo en el campo a más de un kiló- the field a mile away from just metro de distancia sólo con verlos, y que watching them, and them circling and se pusieran a trazar círculos allá arriba circling for everybody in the county para que todos los del condado vieran lo 20 to see what was in my barn. que había en mi granero.

I was still a good half a mile from Todavía debía de estar a casi the house when I heard that boy un kilómetro de la casa cuando yelling. I thought maybe he might oí gritar al chico. Creí que a lo 25 have fell into the well or something, mejor se había caído al pozo o so I whipped up and come into the algo así, conque arreé y entré en lope (esp. of animals) run with a long bounding stride. lot on the lope. el patio al galope.

There must have been a dozen of Había por lo menos una docena 30 them setting along the ridge-pole of de ellos posados en la viga del gra- the barn, and that boy was chasing nero y aquel chico perseguía a otro another one around the lot like it was por el corral como si fuera un pavo a turkey and it just lifting enough to y el pajarraco se elevó lo suficiente dodge him and go flopping back to para esquivarlo y subir otra vez al 35 the roof of the shed again where he tejado del cobertizo donde el chico had found it setting on the coffin. It lo había encontrado posado en el had got hot then, right, and the breeze ataúd. Entonces ya apretaba el calor had dropped or changad or y la brisa había caído o cambiado o something, so I went and found Jewel, algo, conque fui a buscar a Jewel, 40 but Lula come out. pero Lula salió.

“You got to do something,” sha —Tienes que hacer algo —dijo—. said. “It’s a outrage.” Esto es una vergüenza.

45 “That’s what I aim to do,” I said. —Es lo que pensaba hacer —dije yo.

“It’s a outrage,” sha said. “He should —Es una vergüenza —dijo ella—. De- be lawed: (Am. col.) brought to be lawed for treating her so.” berían de denunciarle por tratarla así. court, arrested 50 “He’s getting her into the —Intenta enterrarla lo mejor que pue- ground the rest he can,” I said. So de —dije yo. I found Jewel and asked him if he Conque encontré a Jewel y le pregun- didn’t want to take one of the té si no quería coger una de las mulas y mules and go over to the Bend and acercarse al Bend a ver si daba con [178] 55 see about Anse. He didn’t say Anse. No dijo nada. Se limitó a mirarme nothing. He just looked at me with con aquellas mandíbulas que eran blan- his jaws going bone-white and cas donde se le marcaban los huesos y them bone-white ayes of hisn, then aquellos ojos tan claros como las mandí- he went and begun to call Darl. bulas, y fue y se puso a llamar a Darl. 60 “What you fixing to do?” I said. —¿Qué piensas hacer? —dije yo.

He didn’t answer. Darl come out. No me contestó. Salió Darl. “Come on,” Jewel said. —Ven —dijo Jewel. 65 “What you aim to do?” Darl said. —¿Qué vas a hacer? —dijo Darl.

“Going to move the wagon,” Jewel —Voy a sacar la carreta —dijo Jewel said over his shoulder. por encima del hombro. 70 “Don’t be a fool,” I said. “I never —No hagas tonterías —dije yo—. No meant nothing. You couldn’t help it.” quería decir eso. No lo puedes evitar. And Darl hung back too, but nothing Y Darl dudaba también, pero Jewel se- wouldn’t suit Jewel. guía decidido a hacer lo que había dicho. 75 “Shut your goddamn mouth,” he says. —Cierra esa maldita boca —dice él.

“It’s got to be somewhere,” Darl —Tiene que estar en algún sitio —dijo

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said. “We’ll take out soon as pa gets Darl—. Nos iremos en cuanto vuelva pa- back.” dre.

“You won’t help me?” Jewel says, —¿No me vas a ayudar? —dice Jewel, 5 them white eyes of hisn kind of con esos ojos claros suyos que parecen blaring and his face shaking like he echar chispas y la cara temblándole como had a auger. si tuviera malaria. auger: an ague, a fever “No,” Darl said. “I won’t. Wait till —No —dijo Darl—. No quiero. Es- 10 pa gets back.” pera hasta que vuelva padre.

So I stood in the door and watched Conque me quedé a la puerta viendo him push and haul at that wagon. It cómo empujaba y tiraba de la carreta. El was on a downhill, and once I thought terreno iba cuesta abajo y durante un 15 he was fixing to beat out the back end momento pensé que iba a derribar la par- of the shed. Then the dinner-bell rung. te de atrás del cobertizo. Entonces sonó I called him, but he didn’t look la campana para comer. Le llamé, pero around. “Come on to dinner,” I said. no volvió la vista. “Tell that boy.” But he didn’t —Ven a comer —le dije—. Y avisa al 20 answer, so I went on to dinner. chico —pero no contestó, de modo que The gal went down to get that boy, me fui a comer. La chica salió a llamar al but she come back without him. chico, pero regresó sin él. Estábamos a About half through dinner we medio comer cuando volvimos a oírle heard him yelling again, running gritar mientras corría para espantar al 25 that buzzard out. buitre.

“It’s a outrage,” Lula said; “a —Es una vergüenza —dijo Lula—, outrage.” una vergüenza.

30 “He’s doing the best he can,” I —Hace todo lo que puede —dije said. “A fellow don’t trade with yo—. Nadie cierra un trato con Snopes in thirty minutes. They’ll set Snopes en media hora. Se pasará toda in the shade all afternoon to dicker.” la tarde regateando a la sombra. to dicker: (Am. col.) to talk busi- ness, to bargain 35 “Do?” she says. “Do? He’s done —¿Hace? —dice Lula—. ¿Hace? Ya too much, already.” ha hecho demasiadas cosas.

And I reckon he had. Trouble is, Y para mí que las había hecho. El pro- his quitting was just about to start blema es que [179] como deje de hacer 40 our doing. He couldn’t buy no team cosas tendremos que empezar a hacerlas from nobody, let alone Snopes, nosotros. No podría comprar un tiro a withouten he had something to nadie, y menos a Snopes, sin algo que mortgage he didn’t know would hipotecar que no sabía todavía que fuera mortgage yet. And so when I went hipotecable. Conque cuando volví al 45 back to the field I looked at my campo miré a mis mulas como diciéndo- mules and same as told them les adiós por una temporada. Pero cuan- good-bye for a spell. And when I do volví aquella tarde, con el sol que se come back that evening and the sun había pasado el día entero brillando so- shining all day on that shed, I wasn’t bre el cobertizo, no estaba nada seguro 50 so sho I would regret it. de que fuera a lamentarlo.

He come riding up just as I went Llegó en el caballo justo cuando yo out to the porch, where they all salía al porche, donde estaban todos. Te- was. He looked kind of funny: kind nía una pinta ridícula: parecía más un 55 of more hang-dog than common, perro apaleado que nunca, y se le veía hang-dog: (Am. col.) sheepish, and kind of proud too. Like he had como orgulloso a la vez. Lo mismo que ashamed, alma en pena done something he thought was si hubiera hecho algo que consideraba cute but wasn’t so sho now how que era muy ingenioso aunque no estaba other folks would take it. seguro de cómo lo tomarían los demás. 60 “I got a team,” he said. —Conseguí un tiro —dijo.

“You bought a team from Snopes?” —¿Se lo compraste a Snopes? —dije I said. yo. 65 “I reckon Snopes ain’t the only —Para mí que Snopes no es el único man in this country that can drive a hombre de esta comarca que sabe hacer trade,” he said. negocios —dijo él.

70 “Sho,” I said. He was looking at —Claro, claro —dije yo. Jewel, with that funny look, but Jewel Miraba a Jewel, con aquella pinta ri- had done got down from the porch and dícula, pero Jewel había bajado del por- was going toward the horse. To see che y se dirigía hacia el caballo. Para ver what Anse had done to it, I reckon. si Anse le había hecho algo, supongo. 75 “Jewel,” Anse says. Jewel looked back. Jewel —dice Anse. Jewel volvió la “Come here,” Anse says. Jewel cabeza—. Ven aquí —dice Anse. Jewel come back a little and stopped se puso a andar hacia su padre y volvió a

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again. detenerse.

“What you want?” he said. —¿Qué quieres? —dijo.

5 “So you got a team from Snopes,” —Así que le sacaste el tiro a Snopes, I said. “He’ll send them over to-night, ¿eh? —dije yo—. Mandará las mulas esta I reckon? You’ll want a early start noche, supongo. Mañana tendréis que to-morrow, long as you’ll have to go madrugar, pues tenéis que dar un rodeo by Mottson.” por Mottson. 10 Then he quit looking like he had Entonces Anse dejó de tener el as- been for a while. He got that pecto que tenía. Recuperó el de perro badgered [acosado]look like he used apaleado que solía tener, y to have, mumbling his mouth. murmuraba entre dientes. 15 “I do the best I can,” he said. —Hice todo lo que pude —dijo—. “‘Fore God, if there were ere a man Pongo a Dios por testigo de que ningún in the living world suffered the trials hombre ha pasado por las pruebas y tribu- and floutings I have suffered.” laciones que he tenido que aguantar yo. 20 “A fellow that just beat Snopes in —Un tipo que se impone a Snopes en a trade ought to feel pretty good,” I un trato tiene motivos para sentirse bien said. “What did you give him, Anse?” —dije yo—. ¿Cuánto le pagaste, Anse?

25 He didn’t look at me. “I give a No me miró. chattel mortgage on my cultivator X —He dado en ______prenda la cul- and seeder,” he said. tivadora y la sembradora —dijo.

“But they ain’t worth forty dollars. —Pero no valen ni cuarenta dólares. 30 How far do you aim to get with a ¿Adónde piensas llegar con un tiro de forty-dollar team?” cuarenta dólares?

They were all watching him now, Ahora todos le miraban, callados y quiet and steady. Jewel was stopped, fijos en él. Jewel se había detenido a 35 half-way back, waiting to go on to the mitad de camino hacia el caballo. horse. “I give other things,” Anse —Le di otras cosas —dijo Anse. said. He begun to mumble his mouth Se puso a murmurar otra vez entre again, standing there like he was dientes, quedándose allí parado waiting for somebody to hit him and como si esperara que alguien le 40 him with his mind already made up fuera a pagar y se hubiera hecho a not to do nothing about it. la idea de aguantarse.

“What other things?” Darl said. —¿Qué otras cosas? —dijo Darl.

45 “Hell,” I said. “You take my team. —Demonios —dije yo—. Llevaos mis You can bring them back. I’ll get mulas. Ya me las devolveréis. Me las along some way.” arreglaré.

“So that’s what you were doing in —Por eso estaba hurgando usted en 50 Cash’s clothes last night,” Darl said. la ropa de Cash la noche pasada —dijo He said it just like he was reading it Darl. Dijo esto como si lo estuviera le- outen the paper. Like he never give a yendo en un periódico. Como si no le durn himself one way or the other. importara en absoluto aquella cuestión. Jewel had come back now, standing Jewe1 se había acercado y estaba allí quie- 55 there, looking at Anse with them to mirando a Anse con aquellos ojos suyos marble eyes of hisn. “Cash aimed to como canicas—. Cash pensaba comprarse ese buy that talking machine from Suratt gramófono que hay en la tienda de talking machine: (col.) radio with that money,” Darl said. Suratt**(23) con ese dinero —dijo Darl.

60 Anse stood there, mumbling his Anse se quedó allí quieto, murmuran- mouth. Jewel watched him. He ain’t do. Jewel le observaba. Todavía no ha- never blinked yet. bía ni parpadeado.

“But that’s just eight dollars —Pero eso sólo son ocho dólares más 65 more,” Darl said, in that voice like —dijo Darl, con aquella voz de quien se he was just listening and never give limita a escuchar como si la cosa no fue- a durn himself. “That still won’t ra con él—. Ni siquiera con eso podrá buy a team.” comprar un par de mulas.

70 Anse looked at Jewel quick, Anse miró a Jewel, furtivo, como des- kind of sliding his eyes that lizando los ojos en aquella dirección, y way, then he looked down again. enseguida volvió a bajar la vista al suelo. “God knows, if there were ere a —Dios sabe que si hay un hombre man,” he says. Still they didn’t que... —dice él. Ellos todavía no habían 75 say nothing. They just watched dicho nada. Se limitaban a mirarle, espe- him, waiting, and him sliding his rando, y él dejaba resbalar la mirada hasta eyes toward their feet and up los pies de sus hijos y la subía hasta la their legs but no higher. “And the altura de sus rodillas, pero no más arri-

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horse,” he says. ba—. Y el caballo —dice.

“What horse?” Jewel said. Anse —¿Qué caballo? —dijo Jewel. Anse just stood there. I be durn, if a man seguía allí quieto. Qué diablos, si un get the upper hand control 5 can’t keep the upper hand of his hombre no es capaz de meter en cintura sons, he ought to run them away a sus hijos, debería echarles de casa, sin from home, no matter how big importar lo mayores que sean. Y si no es they are. And if he can’t do that, I capaz de hacer eso, que me condene si be durn if he oughtn’t to leave no debería de largarse él mismo. Qué dia- 10 himself. I be durn if I wouldn’t. blos, eso es lo que yo haría—. ¿Quiere “You mean, you tried to swap my decir que intentó usted hacer un camba- horse?” Jewel says. lache con mi caballo? —dice Jewel.

Anse stands there, dangle-armed. Anse seguía allí, con los brazos caídos. dangle-armed: (neologism) with 15 “For fifteen years I ain’t had a —Hace quince años que no tengo ni arms hanging loosely by his sides tooth in my head,” he says. “God un diente en la boca —dice—. Dios bien knows it. He knows in fifteen years lo sabe. Sabe que llevo quince años sin I ain’t et the victuals He aimed for comer los alimentos que Él destinó para man to eat to keep his strength up, que comiera el hombre para conservar sus 20 and me saving a nickel here and a fuerzas, y que he ahorrado centavo a cen- nickel there so my family wouldn’t tavo para comprarme una dentadura sin suffer it, to buy them teeth so I que mi familia sufriera por eso y poder could eat God’s appointed food. así comer la comida que Dios provee. I give that money. I thought that Bueno, pues le he dado ese dinero. Pen- 25 if I could do without eating, my sé que si yo podía pasarme sin comer, mis sons could do without riding. hijos podían pasarse sin montar a caba- God knows I did.” llo. Dios sabe que eso es lo que pensé.

Jewel stands with his hands on his Jewe1 estaba allí con los brazos en 30 hips, looking at Anse. Then he looks jarras, mirando a Anse. Luego apartó la away. He looked out across the field, vista. Miró hacia el campo, su cara in- his face still as a rock, like it was móvil como una roca, igual que si alguien somebody else talking about estuviera hablando del caballo de otra somebody else’s horse and him not persona y él ni se molestara en escuchar- 35 even listening. Then he spit, slow, and le. Luego escupió, muy despacio, y dijo: said “Hell” and he turned and went —Al diablo —y dio media vuelta y on to the gate and unhitched the horse se dirigió a la cerca y desató al caba- and got on it. It was moving when he llo y lo montó. El caballo ya se movía come into the saddle and by the time cuando se subió a la silla y para cuan- 40 he was on it they was tearing down do estuvo sentado ya volaban camino the road like the Law might have been abajo como si los persiguiera la justi- behind them. They went out of sight cia. Enseguida se perdieron de vista, that way, the two of them looking like en aquella dirección, como una espe- some kind of a spotted cyclone. cie de ciclón de mezclados colores. 45 “Well,” I says. “You take my —Bueno —digo—. Llevaos mis mu- team,” I said. But he wouldn’t do las —dije. Pero él no quería llevárselas. it. And they wouldn’t even stay, Y los demás no querían quedarse, y aquel and that boy chasing them chico persiguiendo a los buitres el día 50 buzzards all day in the hot son entero bajo aquel sol de justicia hasta que until he was nigh as crazy as the se volvió casi tan loco como todos los rest of them. “Leave Cash here, demás—. Por lo menos, dejad a Cash aquí anyway,” I said. But they wouldn’t —dije yo. Pero tampoco querían. Con do that. They made a pallet for him unas colchas le improvisaron un jergón 55 with quilts on top of the coffin and encima del ataúd y le echaron en él y le laid him on it and set his tools by [182] pusieron las herramientas al lado, him, and we put my team in and y enganchamos mis mulas y arrastramos hauled the wagon about a mile la carreta durante un par de kilómetros down the road. camino abajo. 60 “If we’ll bother you here,” Anse —Si te molestamos aquí —dice says, “just say so.” Anse—, sólo tienes que decirlo.

“Sho,” I said. “It’ll be fine here. —Nada de eso —dije yo—. Aquí es- 65 Safe, too. Now let’s go back and tará bien. Y también segura. Ahora ve- eat supper.” nid a casa a cenar.

“I thank you,” Anse said. “We got —Te lo agradezco —dijo Anse—. a little something in the basket. We Tenemos algunas cosas en la cesta. Nos 70 can make out.” las arreglaremos.

“Where’d you get it?” I said. —¿Dónde las habéis conseguido? —dije yo.

“We brought it from home.” —Las hemos traído de casa. 75 “But it’ll be stale now,” I said. —Pero ahora estarán pasadas —dije “Come and get some hot victuals.” yo—. Venid a tomar algo caliente.

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But they wouldn’t come. “I reckon Pero no quisieron. we can make out,” Anse said. So I —Nos las arreglaremos —dijo Anse. went home and et and taken a basket Conque me fui a casa a cenar y luego back to them and tried again to make volví con una cesta con algo de comida y 5 them come back to the house. otra vez traté de que vinieran a casa.

“I thank you,” he said. “I —Te lo agradezco —dijo Anse—. reckon we can make out.” Pero nos las arreglaremos. So I left them there, squatting Conque allí los dejé, en cuclillas al- 10 around a little fine, waiting; God rededor de una hoguera, esperando; Dios knows what for. sabe qué.

I come on home. I kept thinking Volví a casa. No dejaba de pensar about them there, and about that en ellos allí, y en el que salió dispa- 15 fellow tearing away on that horse. rado a caballo. Y en que sería la últi- And that would be the last they would ma vez que le volverían a ver. Y que see of him. And I be durn if I could me condene si le echo la culpa. Y no blame him. Not for wanting to not me refiero a que se negara a dar su give up his horse, but for getting shut caballo, sino a que se deshiciera de 20 of such a durn fool as Anse. ese maldito idiota de Anse.

Or that’s what I thought then. Bueno, eso pensé entonces. Porque Because be durn if there ain’t que me condene si no hay algo en esos something about a durn fellow like tipos tan idiotas como Anse que parece 25 Anse that seems to make a man have obligar a que se les ayude, aunque al si- to help him, even when he knows he’ll guiente minuto uno se tire de los pelos be wanting to kick himself next minute. por haberlo hecho. Porque a la mañana Because about a hour after breakfast siguiente, como cosa de una hora después next morning Eustace Grimm that de desayunar apareció Eustace Grimm, 30 works Snopes’ place come up with a que trabaja para Snopes, con una pareja span of mules, hunting Anse. de mulas, en busca de Anse.

“I thought him and Anse never —Creí que él y Anse nunca iban a lle- traded,” I said. gar a un acuerdo —dije yo. 35 “Sho,” Eustace said. “All they —Así es —dijo Eustace—. Lo único liked was the horse. Like I said to que a los dos les importaba de verdad era Mr. Snopes, he was letting this el caballo. Como le dije a Mr. Snopes, le team go for fifty dollars, because iba a ceder este tiro por cincuenta dólares, 40 if his uncle Flem had a just kept porque si [183] su tío Flem no hubiera sol- them Texas horses when he owned tado a esos caballos de Texas cuando eran them, Anse wouldn’t a never “ suyos, Anse jamás hubiera conseguido...

“The horse?” I said. “Anse’s —¿El caballo? —dije yo—. El chico de 45 boy taken that horse and cleared Anse lo cogió y se largó con él ayer por la out last night, probably halfway to noche, a estas horas probablemente esté a Texas by now, and Anse——” medio camino de Texas, y Anse...

“I didn’t know who brung it,” —No sé quién lo habrá llevado — 50 Eustace said. “I never see them. I just dijo Eustace—. No he visto a nadie. Sólo found the horse in the barn this me encontré a ese caballo en la cuadra morning when I went to feed, and I esta mañana cuando fui a darles el pien- told Mr. Snopes and he said to bring so, y se lo dije a Mr. Stopes y él me dijo the team on over here.” que trajera el tiro aquí. 55 Well, that’ll be the last they’ll ever Bueno, ahora sí que no le vuel- see of him now, sho enough. Come ven a echar la vista encima a ése, Christmas time they’ll maybe get a seguro. En Navidades puede que re- postal card from him in Texas, I ciban una postal suya desde Texas. 60 reckon. And if it hadn’t a been Jewel, Y si no hubiese sido Jewel, para mí I reckon it’d a been me; I owe him que me hubiese tocado a mí; se lo that much, myself. I be durn if Anse debo. Que me condene si Anse no don’t conjure a man, some way. I be hechiza a los hombres de algún modo. Que conjure a man: (Am. col.) bewitch durn if he ain’t a sight. me condene si no es todo un cuadro. 65 44 VARDAMAN (6) VARDAMAN

NOW there are seven of them, in A HORA hay siete haciendo 70 little tall black circles. circulitos negros arriba. Vardaman (6)

“Look, Darl,” I say; “see?” —Mira, Darl —digo—; ¿lo ves? Vardaman remains almost He looks up. We watch them in Levanta la vista. Los vemos hacer oblivious to all the tensions which little tall black circles of not-moving. circulitos negros inmóviles arriba. surround the buying of the mules. As we see in this section, which 75 consists of his unspoken and “Yesterday there were just four,” I say. —Ayer sólo había cuatro —digo. spoken thoughts, his sole concern is with the buzzards. Armstid in There were more than four on the barn. En el granero había más de cuatro. Armstid (1) saw Vardaman trying to frighten the birds away, and

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here we glimpse Vardaman’s “Do you know what I would do if he —¿Sabes lo que voy a hacer si trata de thoughts as he does it. tries to light on the wagon again?” I say. posarse otra vez en la carreta? —digo. light on: alight on, land on

5 “What would you do?” Darl says. —¿Qué vas a hacer? —dice Darl.

“I wouldn’t let him light on —No dejaré que se pose encima de her,” I say. “I wouldn’t let him madre —digo—. Tampoco dejaré que se light on Cash, either.” pose encima de Cash. 10 Cash is sick. He is sick on the Cash está enfermo. Está enfermo enci- COMMENTARY: What box. But my mother is a fish. ma de la caja. Pero mi madre es un pez. Vardaman overhears in this section confirms the impression “We got to get some medicine —Tendremos que comprar alguna we have of the other characters; Anse is still protesting that he will 15 in Mottson,” pa says. “I reckon medicina en Mottson —dice padre—. not be indebted to anyone, Darl we’ll just have to.” Para mí que no nos queda otro remedio. is prepared to accept Vardaman’s assertions that his mother is a fish “How do you feel, Cash?” Darl —¿Cómo te encuentras, Cash? —dice and Cash is very ill but stoical. says. Darl. There are a few lines and one long 20 passage in this section printed in “It don’t bother none,” Cash says. —No me molesta en absoluto —dice Cash. italics. These represent the I don’t bother nones (Am. col.) I deepest levels of Vardaman’s am not troubled thoughts, the unverbalised “Do you want it propped a little —¿Quieres que te la levante un poco? recognition that Jewel has gone, higher?” Darl says. —dice Darl. the acceptance that Jewel’s 25 mother is a horse and, in a long Cash has a broken leg. He has Cash tiene una pierna rota. Ya se ha passage, an expression of his had two broken legs. He lies on roto dos piernas. [184] Está echado en- conviction that his mother, being a fish, escaped when the coffin the box with a quilt rolled under cima de la caja con una colcha enrollada was in the water. his head and a piece of wood debajo de la cabeza y un trozo de made- 30 under his knee. ra debajo de la rodilla.

“I reckon we ought to left him at —Para mí que deberíamos haberle Armstid’s,” pa says. dejado en casa de Armstid —dice padre.

35 I haven’t got a broken leg and Yo nunca me he roto una pierna y pa- pa hasn’t and Darl hasn’t and dre tampoco y Darl tampoco y “It’s just the bumps,” Cash says. “It —Sólo es el traqueteo —dice Cash—. kind of grinds together a little on a Es como si se rozara una parte con otra a bump. I don’t bother none.” Jewel cada sacudida. No me molesta en absoluto. 40 has gone away. He and his horse —Jewe1 se ha largado. Él y su caballo se went away one supper time. largaron una noche a la hora de cenar

“It’s because she —Sólo fue porque ella nunca quiso wouldn’t have us beholden,” que le tuviéramos que deber nada a na- 45 pa says. “‘Fore God, I do die —dice padre—. Dios es testigo, hago the best that ere a man.” Is lo que pueda hacer el que más. —¿Es it because Jewel’s mother is a porque la madre de Jewel es un caballo, horse, Darl? I said. Darl? —dije yo.

50 “Maybe I can draw the ropes a —Puede que consiga apretar un poco little tighter,” Darl says. That’s más las cuerdas —dice Darl. Por eso why Jewel and I were both in the Jewel y yo estábamos en el cobertizo y shed and she was in the wagon ella estaba en la carreta, porque el ca- because the horse lives in the barn ballo vive en la cuadra y yo tenía que 55 and I had to keep on running the estar corriendo todo el tiempo para es- buzzard away from pantar al buitre

“If you just would,” Cash says. And —Si te parece... —dice Cash. Y Dewey Dell hasn’t got a broken leg Dewey Dell no se ha roto una pierna, y 60 and I haven’t. Cash is my brother. yo tampoco. Cash era hermano mío.

We stop. When Darl loosens the Nos paramos. Cuando Darl afloja la rope Cash begins to sweat again. His cuerda Cash empieza a sudar otra vez. teeth look out. Enseña los dientes. 65 “Hurt?” Darl says. —¿Duele? —dice Darl.

“I reckon you better put it back,” —Para mí que mejor la vuelves a po- Cash says. ner —dice Cash. 70 Darl puts the rope back, pulling Dash ata otra vez la cuerda, apretan- hard. Cash’s teeth look out. do con fuerza. Cash enseña los dientes.

“Hurt?” Darl says. —¿Duele? —dice Darl. 75 “It don’t bother none,” Cash says. —No me molesta en absoluto —dice Cash.

“Do you want pa to drive —¿Quieres que padre lleve la carreta

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slower?” Darl says. más despacio? —dice Darl.

“No,” Cash says. “Ain’t no —No —dice Cash—. No tenemos time to hang back. It don’t tiempo que perder. No me molesta en to hang back: (col.) to delay 5 bother none.” absoluto.

“We’ll have to get some —Tendremos que comprar alguna medicine at Mottson,” pa says. medicina en Mottson —dice padre—. “I reckon we’ll have to.” Para mí que no nos queda otro remedio. 10 “Tell him to go on,” Cash says. We —Dile que siga —dice Cash. Se- go on. Dewey Dell leans back and guimos. Dewey Dell se vuelve y le wipes Cash’s face. Cash is my seca la cara a Cash. Cash es herma- brother. But Jewel’s mother is a horse. no mío. Pero la madre de Jewel es 15 My mother is a fish. Darl says that un caballo. Mi madre es un pez. Darl when we come to the water again I dice que cuando volvamos al agua a might see her and Dewy Dell said, lo mejor la puedo ver, y Dewey Dell She’s in the box; how could she have dijo: Está metida en la caja; ¿cómo got out? She got out through the holes iba a poder salir? Salió por los agu- 20 I bored, into the water I said, and jeros que hice yo y está en el agua, when we come to the water again I dije, y cuando volvamos al agua la am going to see her. My mother is not voy a ver. Mi madre no está dentro in the box. My mother does not smell de la caja. Mi madre no huele así. like that. My mother is a fish. Mi madre es un pez. 25 “Those cakes will be in fine —Anda que esos bollos van a estar shape by the time we get to buenos para cuando lleguemos a Jefferson,” Darl says. Jefferson —dice Darl.

30 Dewey Dell does not look around. Dewey Dell no levanta la vista.

“You better try to sell them in —Será mejor que intentes venderlos Mottson,” Darl says. en Mottson —dice Darl.

35 “When will we get to Mottson, —¿Cuándo llegaremos a Mottson, Darl?” I say. Darl? —digo yo.

“To-morrow,” Darl says. “If this —Mañana —dice Darl—. Si estas team don’t rack to pieces. Snopes mulas no revientan en pedazos. Snopes 40 must have fed them on sawdust.” debe de haberles dado serrín de comer.

“Why did he feed them on —¿Por qué les daba serrín de comer, sawdust, Darl?” I say. Darl? —digo yo.

45 “Look,” Darl says. “See?” —Mira —dice Darl—. ¿Ves?

Now there are nine of them, tall in Ahora hay nueve, haciendo circulitos little tall black circles. negros arriba.

50 When we come to the foot of the Cuando llegemos al pie de la loma hill pa stops and Darl and Dewey padre se para y Darl y Dewey Dell y yo Dell and I get out. Cash can’t walk nos bajamos. Cash no puede andar por- because he has a broken leg. “Come que tiene una pierna rota. up, mules,” pa says. The mules walk —¡Arre, mula! —dice padre. Las mu- 55 hard; the wagon creaks. Darl and las avanzan con dificultad; la carreta cru- Dewey Dell and I walk behind the je. Darl y Dewey Dell y yo vamos andan- wagon, up the hill. When we come do detrás de la carreta, loma arriba. Cuan- to the top of the hill pa stops and we do llegamos a la cima de la loma padre se get back into the wagon. para y volvemos a subir a la carreta. 60 Now there are ten of them, tall in Ahora hay diez, haciendo little tall black circles on the sky. circulitos negros arriba en lo alto.

45 65 MOSELEY (1) MOSELEY

HAPPENED to look up, and SE me ocurrió levantar la vista y saw her outside the window, la vi al otro lado del escaparate, mi- looking in. Not close to the glass, rando hacia dentro. No demasiado Moseley (1) 70 and not looking at anything in cerca del cristal, y sin mirar nada en Here we find the unspoken particular; just standing there with especial; sólo estaba allí parada con thoughts of a complete outsider her head turned this way and her la cabeza vuelta hacia aquí y los ojos who sees the Bundrens for the eyes full on me and kind of blank clavados en mí y como sin expresión, first time. Unlike the men on the too, like she was waiting for a como si estuviera esperando una porch in Samson (1), Moseley belongs to the town not the 75 sign. When I looked up again she seña. Cuando volví a levantar la vis- country and so looks on the family was moving toward the door. ta se dirigía hacia la puerta. with even less comprehension.

bumble move clumsily, trastabillar She kind of bumbled at the screen Titubeó o algo así a la puerta durante trastabillar 1. intr. Dar traspiés o tropezones. 2. intr. Tambalearse, vacilar, titubear. 3. intr. Tartalear, tartamudear, trabarse la lengua. 101 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas

door a minute, like they do, and came un momento, como les pasa a todos, y in. She had on a stiff-brimmed straw entró. Llevaba un sombrero de [186] paja hat setting on the top of her head and con el ala muy tiesa, encajado en la co- she was carrying a package wrapped ronilla y un paquete envuelto en papel 5 in newspaper: I thought that she had de periódico: supuse que tendría veinti- a quarter or a dollar at the most, and cinco centavos o un dólar como mucho, that after she stood around awhile she y que después de pensárselo mucho a lo COMMENTARY: This section would maybe buy a cheap comb or a mejor compraba un peine de los baratos puts the Bundrens in another new bottle of nigger toilet water, so I never o un frasco de colonia de la que usan los perspective for the reader. We see them through the eyes of the 10 disturbed her for a minute or so except negros, de modo que durante un minuto townspeople and from this point to notice that she was pretty in a kind o así la dejé en paz, aunque me fijé en of view they appear both of sullen, awkward way, and that she que era guapa de un modo hosco y des- grotesquely comic and a little complexion n.1 the natural colour, texture, and looked a sight better in her gingham garbado, y que resultaba mejor con aquel tragic in their simplicity. Dewey appearance, of the skin, esp. of the face. 2 dress and her own complexion than vestido de percal y su cutis natural de lo Dell in particular appears in sharp an aspect; a character (puts a different focus, ‘bumbling’ at the door of complexion on the matter). 15 she would after she bought whatever que resultaría con lo que al fin se deci- complexión 1. f. constitución, naturaleza y re- the shop, her eyes blank and her lación de los sistemas orgánicos de cada she would finally decide on. Or tell diera a comprar. O a decir lo que quería. voice incapable of expressing her individuo. Temperamento, contextura física that she wanted. I knew that she had Yo sabía que ya lo tenía decidido antes y moral. wants. already decided before she came in. de entrar. Pero hay que dejarlas que se The story of the Bundren But you have to let them take their tomen su tiempo. Conque seguí con lo wagon, as told to Moseley by his 20 time. So I went on with what I was que estaba haciendo, pensando en dejar assistant Albert, contains the doing, figuring to let Albert wait on que la atendiera Albert cuando se acer- implicit contrast between the figuring: (Am. English) reasoning, ways of the town and the country. judging her when he caught up at the fountain, cara al mostrador de los grifos**(24), Anse had remained oblivious to caught up: finished working when he came back to me. cuando Albert se me acercó. the horrified reactions of the the fountain: (Am. English) townspeople, being concerned soda-fountain, a type of drink 25 “That woman,” he said. “You —Esa mujer —dijo—. Será mejor que only with telling them his story dispenser better see what she wants.” vea usted lo que quiere. of how the stinking corpse had travelled to Mottstown. “What does she want?” I said. —¿Y qué quiere? —dije yo.

30 “I don’t know. I can’t get anything —No lo sé. No consigo sacarle nada. out of her. You better wait on her.” Será mejor que la atienda usted.

So I went around the counter. I saw De modo que salí del mostrador. that she was barefooted, standing with Vi que iba descalza y que estaba có- 35 her feet flat and easy on the floor, like moda así, como si estuviera acostum- she was used to it. She was looking brada a ir descalza. Me miraba, in- at me, hard, holding the package; I tensamente, agarrando el paquete; saw she had about as black a pair me fijé en que tenía un par de ojos of eyes as ever I saw, and she was negros como nunca jamás había vis- 40 a stranger. I never remembered to, y que era forastera. No recorda- seeing her in Mottson before. ba haberla visto por Mottson antes. “What can I do for you?” I said. —¿En qué puedo servirla? —dije.

Still she didn’t say anything. She Seguía sin decir nada. Me 45 stared at me without winking. Then miraba sin pestañear. Luego she looked back at the folks at the miró a los que estaban en el fountain. Then she looked past me, mostrador. Luego miró al toward the back of the store. fondo de la tienda.

50 “Do you want to look at some toilet —¿Desea algún artículo de tocador? things?” I said. “Or is it medicine you —dije—. ¿O quiere usted algún medica- want?” mento?

“That’s it,” she said. She looked —Eso es —dijo ella, y enseguida vol- 55 quick back at the fountain again. So vió a mirar a los del [187] mostrador. I thought maybe her ma or somebody Conque pensé que a lo mejor su madre u had sent her in for some of this fe- otra persona la había mandado entrar a dope: (col.) medicine, specifically male dope and she was ashamed to por uno de esos medicamentos para mu- laudanum used to stop ask for it. I knew she couldn’t have jeres y le daba vengüenza pedirlo. Sabía menstruation 60 a complexion like hers and use it her- que no podía tener un cutis como el que self, let alone not being much more tenía y usarlo ella; aparte de que no era than old enough to barely know what lo bastante mayor para saber para qué se it was for. It’s a shame, the way they toman. Es una vergüenza cómo se enve- poison themselves with it. But a nenan con esas cosas. Pero en esta co- 65 man’s got to stock it or go out of marca uno tiene que tenerlas o renunciar business in this country. a hacer negocio.

“Oh,” I said. “What do you —Veamos —dije—. ¿Cuál usa us- use? We have——” She looked at ted? Tenemos... —Me volvió a mirar, 70 me again, almost like she had said casi como si hubiera dicho que me ca- hush, and looked toward the back llara, y volvió a mirar hacia el fondo of the store again. de la tienda.

liefer: (Am. col.) would rather “I’d liefer go back there,” she said. —Preferiría que fuéramos allí —dijo. 75 “All right,” I said. You have to —Muy bien —dije yo. Hay que seguirles humour them. You save time by it. I la corriente. Se pierde menos tiempo. La followed her to the back. She put her acompañé al fondo. Puso la mano en el pica-

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hand on the gate. “There’s nothing porte de la puerta de atrás—. Ahí detrás sólo back there but the prescription está la rebotica —dije yo—. ¿Qué desea? case,” I said. “What do you want?” —Se detuvo y me miró. Era como She stopped and looked at me. It was si se hubiera quitado un velo o algo 5 like she had taken some kind of a lid así de la cara, de los ojos. Especial- off her face, her eyes. It was her eyes: mente de los ojos: unos ojos de tonta, kind of dumb and hopeful and esperanzados y malhumoradamente sullenly willing to be disappointed all dispuestos a sentirse decepcionados, at the same time. But she was in todo al tiempo. Pero tenía algún 10 trouble of some sort; I could see that. problema; lo notaba—. ¿Qué le ocu- “What’s your trouble?” I said. “Tell rre? —dije—. Dígame lo que quiere. me what it is you want. I’m pretty Estoy muy ocupado —no intentaba busy.” I wasn’t meaning to hurry her, meterle prisa, pero uno no tiene tan- but a man just hasn’t got the time they to tiempo que perder como la gente 15 have out there. del campo.

“It’s the female trouble,” she said. —Es el mal de las mujeres —dijo.

“Oh,” I said. “Is that all?” I thought —Ah —dije yo—. ¿Sólo es eso? — 20 maybe she was younger than she pensé que a lo mejor era más joven de lo looked, and her first one had scared que parecía y se había asustado con la her, or maybe one had been a little primera, o puede que tuviera una regla abnormal as it will in young women. algo anormal como les pasa a las jóve- “Where’s your ‘ma?” I said. “Haven’t nes—. ¿Dónde está su madre? —dije—. 25 you got one?” ¿O no la tiene usted?

“She’s out yonder in the wagon,” she said. —Está allí, en la carreta —dijo.

“Why not talk to her about it ¿Por qué no habla con ella an- 30 before you take any medicine,” I tes de tomar ninguna medicina? — said. “Any woman would have told le dije—. Cualquier mujer le pue- you about it.” She looked at me, and de hablar de eso —me miró, y la I looked at her again and said, “How volví a mirar y dije—: ¿Cuántos old are you?” años tiene? 35 “Seventeen,” she said. —Diecisiete.

“Oh,” I said. “I thought maybe you —Ah —dije yo—. Creí que ten- were . . .” She was watching me. But dría unos... —me miraba. Pero en 40 then, in the eyes all of them look like los ojos todas ellas parecen como they had no age and knew everything si no tuvieran edad y supieran todo in the world, anyhow. “Are you too lo que hay que saber en el mundo- regular, or not regular enough?” ¿Es usted regular o no? [188]

45 She quit looking at me but she didn’t move. Dejó de mirarme, pero no se movió. “Yes,” she said. “I reckon so. Yes.” —Sí —dijo—. Me parece que sí. Sí.

“Well, which?” I said. “Don’t you —¿En qué quedamos? —dije yo—. know?” It’s a crime and a shame; but ¿O es que no lo sabe? —Es un crimen y 50 after all, they’ll buy it from una vergüenza; pero después de todo, al- somebody. She stood there, not guien se las tiene que vender. Estaba allí looking at me. “You want something quieta, sin mirarme—. ¿Quieres algo para to stop it?” I said. “Is that it?” interrumpirlo? —dije—. ¿Es eso?

55 “No,” she said. “That’s it. It’s —No —dijo ella—. Eso es. Ya se me already stopped.” ha interrumpido.

“Well, what——” Her face was —Bueno, pero qué... —había bajado lowered a little, still, like they do in un poco la cara y seguía quieta como ha- 60 all their dealings with a man so he cen siempre que tratan con un hombre, don’t ever know just where the de modo que éste nunca sepa dónde van lightning will strike next. “You are a descargar el siguiente rayo—. ¿No está not married, are you?” I said. usted casada, verdad? —dije.

65 “No.” —No.

“Oh,” I said. “And how long has it —Ah —dije yo—. ¿Y desde cuándo been since it stopped? about five no lo tiene? ¿A lo mejor desde hace cin- months maybe?” co meses, no? 70 “It ain’t been but two,” she said. —Nada más que dos —dijo ella.

“Well, I haven’t got anything in my —Bueno, en mi tienda no tengo nada store you want to buy,” I said, “unless de lo que quiere comprar —dije—, a no 75 it’s a nipple. And I’d advise you to ser que quiera un chupete. Y le aconsejo a nipple: an artificial teat for a baby’s bottle buy that and go back home and tell que compre uno y vuelva a casa y se lo your pa, if you have one, and let him diga a su padre, si es que lo tiene, y que make somebody buy you a wedding haga que alguien le saque una licencia

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licence. Was that all you wanted.?” de matrimonio. ¿Desea algo más?

But she just stood there, not look- Pero ella seguía allí quieta, sin ing at me. mirarme. 5 “I got the money to pay you,” she said. —Tengo dinero para pagarle —dijo.

“Is it your own, or did he act enough —¿Es suyo o fue él lo bastante hom- of a man to give you the money?” bre como para dárselo? 10 “He give it to me. Ten dollars. He —Me lo dio él. Diez dólares. Dijo que said that would be enough.” sería bastante.

“A thousand dollars wouldn’t be —En esta tienda no bastaría ni 15 enough in my store and ten cents con mil dólares ni con diez centa- wouldn’t be enough,” I said. “You vos —dije yo—. Siga mi consejo y take my advice and go home and tell vuelva a casa y cuénteselo a su pa- you pa or your brothers if you have dre o a sus hermanos, si los tiene, any or the first man you come to in o al primer hombre que se tropiece 20 the road.” por el camino.

But she didn’t move. Pero no se movió. “Lafe said I could get it at the —Lafe me dijo que en la drug-store: (Am. English) a drug-store. He said to tell you me botica me lo darían. Me dijo que le di- combination of chemist’s shop 25 and him wouldn’t never tell nobody jera que ni yo ni él le contaremos a na- and cafe you sold it to us.” die que nos lo vendió usted.

“And I just wish your precious —Y a mí me gustaría que hubiera sido Lafe had come for it himself; that’s su encantador Lafe el que hubiera venido 30 what I wish. I don’t know: I’d have a comprarlo; eso es lo que me gustaría. No had a little respect for him then. sé: entonces a lo mejor sentía algo de res- And you can go back and tell him peto por él. Conque vaya y cuéntele lo que I said so-if he ain’t half-way to le dije... a no ser que [189] ya esté a medio Texas by now, which I don’t doubt. camino de Texas, lo que no me extrañaría. 35 Me, a respectable druggist, that’s Venirme a mí, un respetable boticario que kept store and raised a family and tiene una familia y es feligrés de la parro- been a church-member for fifty-six quia de este pueblo desde hace cincuenta y years in this town. I’m a good mind seis años... Me están entrando ganas de ir to tell your folks myself, if I can a contárselo a sus padres, si consigo ente- 40 just find who they are.” rarme de quienes son.

She looked at me now, her eyes Ahora me miraba, sus ojos y and Pace kind of blank again like cara otra vez sin expresión when I first saw her through the como cuando la vi por primera 45 window. “I didn’t know,” she said. vez por el escaparate. “He told me I could get something —Yo no sabía —dijo ella—. Él me at the drug-store. He said they dijo que en la botica me darían algo. Me might not want to sell it to me, but dijo que a lo mejor no me lo querían ven- if I had ten dollars and told them I der, pero con los diez dólares y diciendo 50 wouldn’t never tell nobody . . .” que no se lo contaría a nadie...

“He never said this drug-store,” I —No se refería a esta botica —dije said. “If he did or mentioned my yo—. Si lo hizo o mencionó mi nombre, name, I defy him to prove it. I defy le desafío a que lo demuestre. Le desafío 55 him to repeat it or I’ll prosecute him a que se atreva a repetirlo o a atenerse a to the full extent of the law, and you todas las responsabilidades legales, pue- can tell him so.” de usted decírselo.

“But maybe another drug-store —Pero a lo mejor en otra botica quie- 60 would,” she said. ren —dijo ella.

“Then I don’t want to know it. Me, —En tal caso no quiero saberlo. that’s——” Then I looked at her. But Eso es... —entonces la miré. Pero es it’s a hard life they have; sometimes dura la vida que llevan; a veces un 65 a man . . . if there can ever be any hombre... si hubiera alguna excusa excuse for sin, which it can’t be. And para el pecado, que no la hay. Y ade- then, life wasn’t made to be easy on más la vida no está hecha para que les folks: they wouldn’t ever have any resulte fácil: no tienen ningún motivo reason to be good and die. “Look para ser buenos y esperar la muerte— 70 here,” I said. “You get that notion out . Mire —le dije—. Quítese esa idea de of your head. The Lord gave you what la cabeza. El Señor le ha dado lo que you have, even if He did use the tiene, aunque se haya servido del de- devil to do it; you let Him take it monio para ello; deje que sea Él quien away from you if it’s His will to do la libre de eso, si es Su voluntad que 75 so. You go on back to Lafe and you así sea. Conque vuelva usted con Lafe, and him take that ten dollars and y usted y él cogen esos diez dólares y get married with it.” se casan con ellos.

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“Lafe said I could get something —Lafe dijo que en la botica me da- at the drugstore,” she said. rían algo —dijo.

“Then go and get it,” I said. “You —Entonces vaya y que se lo den — 5 won’t get it here.” dije yo—. Aquí no lo va a conseguir.

She went out, carrying the Salió, llevando el paquete, package, her feet making a little arrastrando levemente los pies hissing on the floor She bumbled por el suelo. Volvió a titubear 10 again at the door and went out. I could junto a la puerta y salió. Por see her through the glass going on el escaparate vi que iba calle down the street. abajo.

It was Albert told me about the Fue Albert el que me contó el resto 15 rest of it. He said the wagon was de la historia. Me dijo que la carreta ha- stopped in front of Grummet’s bía parado delante de la ferretería de hardware store, with the Jadies all Grummet, y que las señoras salieron hu- scattering up and down the street yendo por la calle con los pañuelos en with handkerchief to their poses, and las narices, y que un grupo de hombres y 20 a trocad of hard-nosed men and boys muchachos de olfato menos delicado se standing around the wagon, listening quedaron alrededor de la carreta, escu- to the marshal arguing with the man. chando al comisario discutir con el hom- He was a kind of tall, gaunted man bre. Era uno de esos hombres altos y fla- sitting on the wagon, saying it was a cos que estaba sentado en la carreta y 25 public street and he reckoned he had decía que aquello era la vía pública y que as much right there as anybody, and él tenía tanto derecho como cualquiera a the marshal telling him he would estar allí, y el comisario le decía que te- have to move on; folks couldn’t stand nía que irse; la gente no lo podía aguan- it. It had been dead eight days, Albert tar. Debía de llevar ocho días muerta, me 30 said. They came from some place out dijo Albert. Venían de algún sitio del in Yoknapatawpha county, trying to condado de Yoknapatawpha, y pretendían get to Jefferson with it. It must have llegar a Jefferson con aquello. Era algo been like a piece of rotten cheese así como un trozo de queso podrido caí- coming into an ant-hill, in that do en un hormiguero y metido en aque- 35 ramshackle wagon that Albert said lla carreta tan destartalada que Albert folks were scared would fall all to me dijo que la gente tenía miedo de que pieces before they could get it out of se hiciera pedazos antes de salir del town, with that home-made box and pueblo, con aquella caja de fabricación another fellow with a broken leg casera y otro tipo con una pierna rota 40 lying on a quilt on top of it, and the tumbado en una manta encima de ella, father and a little boy sitting on the y el padre y un niño sentados en el pes- seat and the marshal trying to make cante y el comisario tratando de que se them get out of town. fueran del pueblo.

45 “It’s a public street,” the man says. —Esto es la vía pública —dice el hom- “I reckon we can stop to buy bre—. Para mí que podemos parar a com- airy: (Am. col.) any something same as airy other man. We prar unas cosas como cualquier otra perso- got the money to pay for hit, and hit na. Tenemos dinero para pagar, y no hay ain’t airy law that says a man can’t ninguna ley que diga que un hombre no 50 spend his money where he wants.” pueda gastarse su dinero donde quiera.

They had stopped to buy some Habían parado a comprar cemen- cement. The other son was in to. El otro hijo estaba en la tienda de Grummet’s, trying to make Grummet Grummet tratando de convencerle 55 break a sack and let him have ten para que abriera un saco y le vendie- cents’ worth, and finally Grummet ra diez centavos y por fin Grummet broke the sack to get him out. They abrió el saco para quitárselo de enci- wanted the cement to fix the fellow’s ma. Querían el cemento para arreglar- broken leg, someway. se la pierna rota al otro. 60 “Why, you’ll kill him,” the marshal —Le van a matar —dijo el comisa- said. “You’ll cause him to lose his leg. rio—. Conseguirán que se quede sin You take him on to a doctor, and you pierna. Llévenle a un médico, y entie- liable responsable; get this thing buried soon as you can. rren eso lo más pronto que puedan. to be ~ FOR sth ser responsable de algo 65 Don’t you know you’re liable to jail ¿No sabe que pueden ir a la cárcel por (likely): I’m ~ to forget es probable que me olvide; the earlier model was ~ to overheat el modelo for endangering the public health?” atentar contra la salud pública? anterior tenía tendencia a recalentarse liable 1 responsable to be liable for, ser responsable de to hold sb liable, responsabilizar a alguien [for, “We’re doing the best we can,” —Hacemos todo lo que podemos — de] the father said. Then he told a dijo el padre. 2 (cosa) hotels are liable to 16% VAT, los hote- les están sujetos al 16% del IVA 70 long tale about how they had to Luego contó una larga historia de que 3 propenso,-a [to, a] 4 probable: it’s liable to rain, es probable que wait for the wagon to come back habían tenido que esperar a que volviera llueva Compound Forms: and how the bridge was washed la carreta y de que al puente se lo había be liable ser responsable away and how they went eight llevado la riada y que habían tenido que be liable for ser responsable de make jointly liable obligar solidariamente miles to another bridge and it was hace doce kilómetros de más hasta otro 75 gone too so they came back and puente y que a éste también se lo había swum the ford and the mules got llevado el agua de modo que dieron la drowned and how they got another vuelta y cruzaron el vado y se les ahoga- team and found that the road was ron las mulas y tuvieron que conseguir

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washed out and they had to come otro tiro y que encontraron que el cami- clean around by Mottson, and then no estaba inundado y tuvieron que dar the one with the cement came otro rodeo por Mottson, y entonces el del back atad told him to shut up. cemento volvió y le dijo que se callara. 5 “We’ll be gone in a minute,” he —Nos iremos dentro de un momento told the marshal. —dijo al comisario.

“We never aimed to bother —No queríamos molestar a nadie — 10 nobody,” the father said. dijo el padre.

“You take that fellow to a doctor,” the —Lleven a ese individuo a un médi- marshal told the one with the cement. co —le dijo el comisario al del cemento.

15 “I reckon he’s all right,” he said. —Está perfectamente —dijo éste.

“It ain’t that we’re hard-hearted,” —No es que tengamos mal corazón the marshal said. “But I reckon you —dijo el comisario—. Pero tiene que can tell yourself how it is.” hacerse cargo de la situación. 20 “Sho,” the other said. “We’ll take —Claro que sí —dijo el otro—. Nos out soon as Dewey Dell comes back. iremos en cuanto vuelva Dewey Dell. She went to deliver a package.” Fue a entregar un paquete.

25 So they stood there with the De modo que se quedaron allí con la folks backed off with gente un poco apartada con los pañuelos handkerchiefs to their faces, until en las narices, hasta que al rato apareció in a minute the girl came up with la chica con el paquete envuelto en pa- that newspaper package. pel de periódico. 30 “Come on,” the one with the —Vámonos —dijo el del cemento—, cement said, “we’ve lost too much hemos perdido mucho tiempo. time.” So they got in the wagon and Conque subieron a la carreta y went on. And when I went to supper se fueron. Y cuando cenaba toda- 35 it still seemed like I could smell it. vía me parecía que olía aquello. And the next day I met the marshal Y al día siguiente me encontré and I began to sniff and said, con el comisario y olí y le dije:

“Smell anything?” —¿No hueles a algo? 40 “I reckon they’re in Jefferson by —Para mí que ya deben de estar en now,” he said. Jefferson —dijo.

“Or in jail. Well, thank the Lord —O en la cárcel. Bueno, gracias a 45 it’s not our jail.” Dios no están en la de aquí.

“That’s a fact,” he said. —Eso es seguro —dijo él.

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“HERE’S a place,” pa says. He pulla —ESTE es buen sitio —dice padre. De- the team up and sits looking at the house. tiene a las mulas y se queda sentado miran- “We could get some water over do a la casa—. Podremos conseguir agua Darl (15) 55 yonder.” allí. This section consists of Darl’s “All right,” I say. “You’ll have to borrow —Muy bien —digo yo—. Tendrás que unspoken and unverbalised thoughts, as well as the words he a bucket from them, Dewey Dell.” pedirles un cubo prestado, Dewey Dell. overhears and speaks, as the family stop outside Mottstown to 60 “God knows,”’ pa says. “I wouldn’t —Bien lo sabe Dios —dice padre—. No make up the cement for Cash’s be beholden, God knows.” me gusta deber favores, Dios bien lo sabe. leg. Just as they finish working on the leg, Jewel reappears, having “If you see a good-sized can, you —Si ves una lata de buen tamaño, been absent since taking his horse to the Snopes’. might bring it,” I say. Dewey Dell podrías traerla —digo yo. Dewey Dell se 65 gets down from the wagon, carrying baja de la carreta, llevando el paquete— the package. “You had more trouble . Has tenido más problemas de los que than you expected, selling those esperabas para vender esos bollos en cakes in Mottson,” I say. How do our Mottson —digo. Cómo se deshilachan lives ravel out into the no-wind, nuestras vidas camino de allí donde no 70 no-sound, the weary gestures wearily hay viento ni sonido, los cansados ges- COMMENTARY: Here the recapitulant: echoes of old tos que se repiten cansinamente: ecos de effect of the journey on Darl is compulsions with no-hand on viejos acordes de instrumentos sin cuer- explored. In Moseley (1), the no-strings: in sunset we fall into das tocados sin manos: al ponerse el sol unnamed Bundren who furious attitudes, dead gestures of adoptamos furiosas actitudes, gestos apologised to the townspeople must have been Darl, who is the 75 dolls. Cash broke his leg and now the muertos de marionetas. Cash se ha roto only Bundren who seems to feel sawdust is running out. He is la pierna y ahora el serrín sale. Se está the awfulness of the situation. bleeding to death is Cash. desangrando, Cash se desangra. Here, at an unverbalised level, he longs for extinction, ‘If you could just ravel out roto time. That

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“I wouldn’t be beholden,” pa says. —No me gusta deber favores —dice would be nice’. He also, in the “God knows.” padre—. Dios bien lo sabe. lines ‘How do our lives . . . death is Cash’, sees the family as being engaged in a meaningless ritual “Then make some water yourself,” —Entonces haga agua usted mismo —digo which is related to the general 5 I say. “Wecan use Cash’s hat.” yo—. Podemos usar el sombrero de Cash. meaninglessness of life. The emphasis in the image is on When Dewey Dell comes back the Cuando vuelve Dewey Dell el repetition and on the lack of man comes with her. Then he stops hombre viene con ella. Luego él se direction in human affairs. Men and she comes on and he stands there para y ella se acerca y él se queda are seen as puppets attached to ‘no-hand on no-strings’. It is as if 10 and after a while he goes back to the allí y al cabo de un rato vuelve a Darl had suddenly realised that house and stands on the porch, la casa y se detiene en el porche, what he observes around him has watching us. observándonos. no reality but is a species of foolish play enacted by replicas “We better not try to lift him down,” —Será mejor que no intentemos bajarle of men. Until this moment, he has been 15 pa says. “We can fix it here.” —dice padre—. Podemos hacerlo aquí. concerned with the gap between words and experience, his “Do you want to be lifted down, —¿Quieres que te bajemos, Cash? — inheritance from Addie. Now he Cash?” I say. digo yo. sees experience itself as being without any reason or substance, 20 “Won’t we get to Jefferson —¿No llegaremos a Jefferson ma- possibly in reaction against to-morrow?” he says. He is watching ñana? —dice él. Nos mira con sus experience which has become too grotesque for him to cope with. us, his eyes interrogatory, intent, and ojos interrogantes, intensos y tris- He therefore negates everything, sad. “I can last it out.” tes—. Puedo aguantar. no-wind, no-sound, and imagines that men move without knowing 25 “It’ll be easier on you,” pa says. —Te sentará bien —dice padre—. why, ‘echoes of old compulsions’. “It’ll keep it from rubbing together.” Evitará que se rocen. It is a vision of the world which is not merely negative but which tries to deny that the world has “I can last it,” Cash says. “We’ll —Puedo aguantar —dice Cash—. any substance at all. Such a belief lose time stopping.” Perderemos tiempo parándonos. frees Darl to act without reference 30 to any idea of reality. “We done bought the cement, —Ya hemos comprado el cemento — now,” pa says. dice padre.

“I could last it,” Cash says. —Puedo aguantar —dice Cash—. 35 “It ain’t but one more day. It No queda más que un día. No merece don’t bother to speak of.” He la pena ni que hablemos de ello —nos looks at us, his eyes wide in mira, con sus ojos abiertos de par en par en his thin grey face, questioning. su delgada cara gris, interrogante—. “It sets up so,” he says. Se arreglará solo. 40 “We done bought it now,” pa says. —Ya lo hemos comprado —dice padre.

I mix the cement in the can, Mezclo el cemento en la lata, re- stirring the slow water into the moviendo lentamente el agua que for- 45 pale-green thick coils. I bring ma espesas espirales verde claro. Lle- the can to the wagon where Cash vo la lata a la carreta donde la pueda can see. He lies on his back, his ver Cash. Está tumbado de espaldas thin profile in silhouette, ascetic y su delgado perfil forma una silueta and profound against the sky. ascética y profunda contra el cielo. 50 “Does that look about right?” I say. —¿Te parece que está bien? —digo.

“You don’t want too much water, —No añadas demasiada agua o no fra- or it won’t work right,” he says. guará bien —dice él. [193]

55 “Is this too much?” —¿Esta es demasiada?

“Maybe if you could get a little —Puede que convenga añadir un sand,” he says. “It ain’t but one more poco de arena —dice—. No queda más day,” he says. “It don’t bother me que un día —dice—. No me molesta en 60 none.” absoluto.

Vardaman goes back down the Vardaman vuelve camino abajo road to where we crossed the branch hasta donde cruzamos el arroyo y re- and returns with sand. He pours it gresa con arena. La echa lentamen- 65 slowly into the thick coiling in the te en la espesa mezcla de la lata. can. I go to the wagon again. Voy otra vez a la carreta.

“Does that look all right?” —¿Te parece que está bien?

70 “Yes,” Cash says. “I could have —Sí —dice Cash—. Podía haber lasted. It don’t bother me none.” aguantado. No me molesta en absoluto.

We loosen the splints and pour the Soltamos las tablillas y le echamos cement over his leg, slow. lentamente el cemento sobre la pierna. 75 “Watch out for it,” Cash says. —Tened cuidado —dice Cash—, de “Don’t get none on it if you can help.” que no caiga nada en la caja, si podéis.

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“Yes,” I say. Dewey Dell tears a —Sí —digo yo. Dewey Dell piece of paper from the package and arranca un trozo de papel del paque- wipes the cement from the top of it te y seca el cemento de la tapa cuan- as it drips from Cash’s leg. do gotea de la pierna de Cash. 5 “How does that feel?” —¿Cómo te sienta?

“It feels fine,” he says. “It’s cold. —Me sienta bien —dice—. Está frío. It feels fine.” Me sienta bien. 10 “If it’ll just help you,” pa says. “I —Con tal de que te alivie —dice pa- asks your forgiveness. I never forseen dre—.Tengo que pedirte perdón. Nunca it no more than you.” lo hubiera previsto, como tú tampoco.

15 “It feels fine,” Cash says. —Me sienta bien —dice Cash.

If you could just ravel out into Si uno pudiera deshilacharse en el time. That would be nice. It would tiempo... Sería tan agradable. Sería tan be nice if you could just ravel out agradable si uno pudiera deshilacharse en 20 into time. el tiempo.

We replace the splints, the cords, Volvemos a poner las tablillas, apre- drawing them tight, the cement in thick tando fuerte las cuerdas. El cemento sur- pale green slow surges among the ge en espesos grumos verde pálido entre 25 cords, Cash watching us quietly with las cuerdas. Cash nos observa en silencio that profound questioning look. con esa profunda mirada interrogante.

“That’ll steady it,” I say. —Así quedará fijo —digo yo.

30 “Ay,” Cash says. “I’m obliged.” —Claro —dice Cash—. Os lo agradezco.

Then we all turn on the wagon Entonces todos nos damos media vuel- and watch him. He is coming up ta en la carreta y le observamos. Viene the road behind us, camino arriba detrás de nosotros, con su 35 wooden-backed, wooden-faced, espalda envarada, su cara de palo, mo- moving only from his hips down. viéndose únicamente de cintura para abajo. He comes up without a word, with Se acerca sin decir ni una palabra, con his pale rigid eyes in his high sullen sus rígidos ojos claros en su larga cara face, and gets into the wagon. sombría, y se sube a la carreta. 40 “Here’s a hill,” pa says. “I —Otra cuesta —dice padre—. Para reckon you’ll have to get out and mí que tendréis que bajaros y subir walk.” andando. [194]

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DARL and Jewel and Dewey Dell DARL y Jewel y Dewey Dell y yo and I are walking up the hill behind vamos andando cuesta arriba, detrás 50 the wagon. Jewel came back. He de la carreta. Jewel volvió. Vino ca- came up the road and got into the mino arriba y se subió a la carreta. Vardaman (7) wagon. He was walking. Jewel hasn’t Vino andando. Jewel ya no tiene ca- In this section Vardaman lists, got a horse any more. Jewel is my ballo. Jewel es mi hermano. Cash es at an unspoken level, all the things brother. Cash is my brother. Cash has mi hermano. Cash se ha roto una pier- which have meaning for him. His 55 a broken leg. We fixed Cash’s leg so na. Arreglamos la pierna de Cash para thoughts are short and consist it doesn’t hurt. Cash is my brother. que no le doliese. Cash es mi herma- simply of factual observations of Jewel is my brother tool but he hasn’t no. Jewel también es mi hermano, his brothers’ actions, the buzzards, the wagon, and of a got a broken leg. pero no tiene una pierna rota. brief image of the train which he hopes to get in Jefferson. 60 Now there are five of them, tall in Ahora hay cinco, haciendo circulitos little tall black circles. negros arriba.

“Where do they stay at night, —¿Dónde pasan la noche, Darl? — Darl?” I say. “When we stop at night digo yo—. Cuando nos paramos de no- 65 in the barn, where do they stay?” che en el granero, ¿dónde se meten? COMMENTARY: Vardaman’s tendency to list things and to state The hill goes off into the sky. Then La cuesta se pierde en el cielo. En- relationships, ‘Cash is my brother, the sun comes up from behind the hill tonces el sol sale detrás de la cuesta y Jewel is my brother’, reflects the and the mules and the wagon and pa las mulas y la carreta y padre pisan el workings of his mind. As a small child, it is necessary for him to 70 walk on the sun. You cannot watch sol. No se los puede mirar cuando van try to put things in some sort of them, walking slow on the sun. In pisando lentamente el sol. En order, to repeat things to give Jefferson it is red on the track behind Jefferson hay un tren rojo detrás del himself a sense of security. the glass. The track goes shining round cristal. Las vías brillan y dan vueltas and round. Dewey Dell says so. y vueltas. Eso dice Dewey Dell. 75 To-night I am going to see where Esta noche voy a ver dónde se meten they stay while we are in the barn. mientras estamos en el granero.

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“JEWEL,” I say, “whose son are —JEWEL —digo—, ¿de quién eres 5 You?” hijo? Darl (16)

The breeze was setting up from the La brisa soplaba de la parte del gra- This section contains a mixture barn, so we put her anden the apple nero, de modo que la pusimos debajo del of factual observations about the dapple 1 to mark or become marked with spots tree, where the moonlight can dapple manzano, donde la luna pueda salpicar el condition of Cash’s foot and or patches of a different colour; mottle questions directed at Jewel, 2 mottled or spotted markings Motear 10 the apple tree upon the long manzano sobre los largos costados me- 3 a dappled horse, etc 1. Dícese del caballo designed to upset him. When Darl o yegua que tiene manchas, ordinariamente slumbering flanks within which now dio dormidos entre los cuales de vez en asks ‘who was your father, Jewel’, redondas, más oscuras que el color general de su pelo.. and then she talks in little trickling cuando ella cuenta secretos en leves es- he is goading his brother and 4 marked with dapples or spots. bursts of secret and murmurous tallidos irregulares y murmullos attempting to make Jewel face the bubbling. I took Vardaman to listen. burbujeantes. Llevé a Vardaman a que los fact that he is different from the rest of the family. The section also 15 When we came up the cat leaped down escuchara. Cuando llegamos el gato sal- contains the information that flick 1 a a light, sharp, quickly retracted blow from it and flicked away with silver tó desde la caja y escapó con garras de with a whip etc. b the sudden release of a Addie’s corpse is now so decayed bent finger or thumb, esp. to propel a small claw and silver eye into the shadow. plata y ojos de plata hacia la sombra. object. 2 a sudden movement or jerk. 3 a that it is exhaling foul gases. Darl quick turn of the wrist in playing games, esp. takes Vardaman to listen to the in throwing or striking a ball. 4 a slight, sharp sound. 5 Brit. colloq. a a cinema film. b (in “Your mother was a horse, but who —Tu madre era un caballo, pero noise of the gases being released, pl.; prec. by the) the cinema. 20 was your father, Jewel?” ¿quién era tu padre, Jewel? [195] encouraging him to imagine that 1 tr. (often foll. by away, off) strike or move with a flick (flicked the ash off his cigar; flicked it is the noise of his mother away the dust). 2 tr. give a flick with (a whip, talking, ‘now and then she talks towel, etc.). 3 intr. make a flicking movement “You goddamn lying son of a —Eres un maldito hijo de puta men- or sound. in little trickling bursts of secret Dar un golpecito (interruptor), rozar (látigo), pa- bitch.” tiroso. and murmurous bubble’. sar rápidamente (páginas), arrojar (colilla, humo), sacar (lengua), apagar (luz) 25 “Don’t call me that,” I say. —No me llames eso —digo yo.

“You goddamn lying son of a —Eres un maldito hijo de puta men- bitch.” tiroso.

30 “Don’t you call me that, Jewel.” —No me llames eso, Jewel —ala ele- In the tall moonlight his eyes look like vada luz de la luna sus ojos parecen tro- spots of white papen pasted on a high zos de papel blanco pegados a un peque- small football. ño balón de fútbol en lo alto.

35 After supper Cash Después de cenar Cash em- began to sweat a little. pezó a sudar un poco. “It’s getting a little hot,” he said. —Empiezo a notar algo de calor — “It was the sun shining on it all dijo—. Para mí que porque estuvo al day, I reckon.” sol todo el día. 40 “You want some water poured —¿Quieres que le echemos un poco on it?” we say. “Maybe that will de agua? —decimos—. A lo mejor te ease it some.” alivia.

45 “I’d be obliged,” Cash said. “It —Os lo agradecería —dijo Cash—. was the sun shining on it, I reckon. Para mí que es porque le ha dado el sol. I ought to thought and kept it Debiera haber pensado en ello y llevarla covered.” tapada.

50 “We ought to thought,” we —Nosotros debiéramos haber pensa- said. “You couldn’t have do en eso —dijimos—. A ti no se te iba a suspicioned.” ocurrir.

“I never noticed it getting hot,” —No noté que se me iba calentando — 55 Cash said. “I ought to minded it.” dijo Cash—. Debería habérseme ocurrido.

So we poured the water De modo que le echamos agua en- over it. His leg and foot cima. El pie y la pierna que asoma- below the cement looked ban debajo del cemento parecían 60 like they had been boiled. como si se los hubieran cocido. “Does that feel better?” we said. —¿Te sientes mejor? —dijimos.

“I’m obliged,” Cash said. “It —Os lo agradezco —dijo Cash—. Me feels fine.” sienta bien. 65 Dewey Dell wipes his face with the Dewey Dell le seca la cara con el bor- hem of her dress. de del vestido.

“See if you can get come sleep,-’ —A ver si consigues dormir algo — 70 we say. decimos.

“Sho,” Cash says. “I’m right —Claro —dice Cash—. Os estoy muy obliged. It feels fine now.” agradecido. Ahora me encuentro bien.

75 Jewel, I say, Who was your father, Jewel, digo yo, ¿quién era tu padre, Jewel? Jewel?

Goddamn you. Goddamn you. Vete a la mierda. Vete a la mierda.

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SHE was under the apple tree and ELLA estaba bajo el manzano y 5 Darl and I go across the moon and Darl y yo cruzamos la luna y el gato Vardaman (8) the cat jumps down and runs and we salta al suelo y corre y la podemos can hear her inside the wood. oír dentro de la madera. This section records Vardaman’s conversation with “Hear?” Darl says. “Put your —¿Oyes? —dice Darl—. Pega la Darl as they stand beside Addie’s coffin. Darl tells Vardaman that 10 ear close.” oreja. Addie is asking God to help her ‘lay down her life’, a remark I put my ear close and I can hear Pego la oreja y la oigo. Lo que pasa which the child does not her. Only I can’t tell what she is es que no puedo entender lo que está di- understand. He thinks instead of saying. ciendo. something that he does know, a secret shared with Dewey Dell, 15 then he sees Cash and lies down “What is she saying, Darl?” I say. —¿Qué está haciendo, Darl? —digo beside Dewey Dell to go to sleep. “Who is she talking to?” yo—. ¿A quién le está hablando?

“She’s talking to God,” Darl —Está hablando con Dios —dice 20 says. “She is calling on Him to Darl—. Le está llamando para que la help her.” ayude.

“What does she want Him to do?” —¿Y para qué quiere que la ayude? I say. —digo yo. 25 “She wants Him to hide her away —Quiere que la aparte de la mirada from the sight of man,” Darl says. de los hombres —dice Darl.

“Why does she want to hide her —¿Y por qué quiere que la aparte de 30 away from the sight of man, Darl?” la mirada de los hombres, Darl?

“So she can lay down her life,” —Así podrá entregar la vida —dice Darl says. Darl.

35 “Why does she want to lay down —¿Y por qué quiere entregar la vida, her life, Darl?” Darl?

“Listen,” Darl says. We hear her. —Escucha —dice Darl. La oímos. La We hear her turn over on her side. oímos darse la vuelta sobre el costado—. 40 “Listen,” Darl says. Escucha —dice Darl.

“She’s turned over” I say. “She’s —Se ha dado la vuelta —digo yo—. looking at me through the wood.” Me está mirando a través de la madera.

45 “Yes,” Darl says. —Sí —dice Darl.

“How can she see through the —¿Y cómo puede ver a través de la wood, Darl?” madera, Darl?

50 “Come,” Darl says. “We must let —Vámonos —dice Darl—. Debemos her be quiet. Come.” dejar que esté tranquila. Vámonos.

“She can’t see out there, because —No puede ver lo de aquí fuera por- the holes are in the top,” I say. “How que los agujeros están arriba —digo yo— 55 can she see, Darl?” . ¿Cómo puede ver, Darl?

“Let’s go see about Cash,” Darl —Vamos a ver cómo está Cash —dice says. Darl.

60 And I saw something Dewy Dell Y vi una cosa que Dewey Dell me dijo told me not to tell nobody. que no se la contase a nadie.

Cash is sick in his leg. We fixed Cash tiene la pierna mal. Esta tarde his leg this afternoon, but he is sick se la entablillamos, pero vuelve a tener- 65 in it again, lying on the bed. We la mal, ahí tumbado en la cama. Le echa- pour water on his leg and then he mos agua en la pierna y entonces se siente feels fine. bien.

“I feel fine,” Cash says. “I’m —Me siento bien —dice Cash—. Os 70 obliged to you.” lo agradezco.

“Try to get some sleep,” we say. —Procura dormir un poco —le decimos.

“I feel fine,” Cash says. “I’m —Me siento bien —dice Cash—. Os 75 obliged to you.” lo agradezco.

And I saw something Dewey Dell Y vi una cosa que Dewey Dell me told me not to tell nobody. It is not dijo que no se la contare a nadie. Y no

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about pa and it is not about Cash and es sobre padre ni es sobre Cash ni es it is not about Jewel and it is not about sobre Jewel ni es sobre Dewey Dewey Dell and it is not about me. Dell ni es sobre mí

5 Dewey Dell and I are going to Dewey Dell y yo vamos a dormir en sleep on the pallet. It is on the back el jergón. Está en el porche de atrás, des- porch, where we can see the barn, de donde podemos ver el granero, y la and the moon shines on half of the luna da sobre medio jergón y estaremos pallet and we will lie half in the white acostados la mitad en lo blanco y la otra 10 and half in the black, with the mitad en lo negro con la luz de la luna en moonlight on our legs. And then I las piernas. Y luego voy a ver dónde se am going to see where they stay at posan por la noche mientras estamos en night while we are in the barn. We el granero. Esta noche no [197] estamos are not in the barn to-night but I can dentro del granero, pero puedo ver el gra- 15 see the barn and so I am going to find nero de modo que voy a averiguar dónde where they stay at night. se posan por la noche.

We lie on the pallet, with our legs Nos acostamos en el jergón, con las in the moon. piernas en la luna. 20 “Look,” I say, “my legs look black. —Mira —digo—, mis piernas parecen Your legs look black, too.” negras. Las tuyas parecen negras también.

“Go to sleep,” Dewey Dell says. —Duérmete —dice Dewey Dell. 25 Jefferson is a far piece. Jefferson queda lejos.

“Dewey Dell.” —Dewey Dell. [“What?”] —Qué. 30 “If it’s not Christmas now, how —¿Si ahora no es Navidad, cómo pue- will it be there?” de estar allí?

It goes round and round on the Da vueltas y vueltas sobre as brillan- shining track. Then the track goes tes vías. Luego las vías brillan dando 35 shining round and round. vueltas y vueltas.

“Will what be there?” —¿Está allí el qué?

“That train. In the window.” —Aquel tren. En el escaparate. 40 “You go to sleep. You can see —Duérmete. Mañana podrás ver si to-morrow if it’s there.” está.

Maybe Santa Claus won’t know A lo mejor Santa Claus no sabe que 45 they are town boys. son chicos de ciudad.

“Dewey Dell.” —Dewey Dell.

“You go to sleep. He ain’t going to —Duérmete. No va a ser para ningu- 50 let none of them town boys have it.” no de los chicos de ciudad.

It was behind the window, red on Estaba en el escaparate, rojo en las the track, and the track shining vías; en las vías brillantes que dan vuel- round and round. It made my heart tas y vueltas. Aquello hacía que me do- 55 hurt. And then it was pa and Jewel liese el corazón. Y entonces salen pa- and Darl and Mr. Gillespie’s boy. dre y Jewel y Darl y el chico de Mr. Mr. Gillespie’s boy’s legs come Gillespie. Las piernas del chico de Mr. down under his nightshirt. When he Gillespie le asoman por debajo del ca- goes into the moon, his legs fuzz. misón. Cuando se mete donde da la luna, 60 They go on around the house esas piernas tienen pelo. Rodean la casa toward’ the apple tree. hacia el manzano.

“What are they going to do, Dewey Dell?” —¿Qué van a hacer, Dewey Dell?

65 They went around the house Han rodeado la casa en dirección al toward the apple tree. manzano.

“I can smell her,” I say. “Can you —La huelo —dije yo—. ¿Las hueles smell her, too?” tú también? 70 “Hush,” Dewey Dell says. “The —Cállate —dice Dewey Dell— Ha wind’s changed. Go to sleep.” cambiado el viento. Duérmete.

And so I am going to know where Conque pronto voy a saber dón- 75 they stay at night soon. They come de se posan por la noche. Rodean around the house, going across the la casa y atraviesan el patio a la luz yard in the moon, carrying her on de la luna, llevándola a hombros. their shoulders. They carry her down La bajan al llegar al granero, mien-

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to the barn, the moon shining flat and tras la luna brilla lisa y callada so- quiet on her. Then they come back and bre ella. Luego vuelven y entran en go into the house again. While they la casa otra vez. Mientras los ilu- were in the moon, Mr. Gillespie’s minaba la luna, las piernas del chi- 5 boy’s legs fuzzed. And then I waited co de Mr. Gillespie tenían pelo. Y and I said Dewey Dell? and then I luego esperé y dije: ¿Dewey Dell? waited and then I went to find where —y luego esperé y luego fui a ave- they stay at night and I saw something riguar dónde se posan de noche y that Dewey Dell told me not to tell vi una cosa que Dewey Dell me dijo 10 nobody. que no se la contase a nadie.

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15 AGAINST the dark doorway he CONTRA el fondo oscuro de la entra- seems to materialize out of darkness, da parece como si él se materializara a Darl (17) lean as a racehorse in his partir de la oscuridad, esbelto como un underclothes in the beginning of the pura sangre, en ropa interior, al comienzo This section contains Darl’s glare. He leaps to the ground with de la claridad. Salta hasta el suelo con una unspoken and unverbalised 20 on his face an expression of furious expresión en la cara de furiosa increduli- thoughts as he watches Jewel unbelief. He has seen me without dad. Me ha visto sin siquiera volver la trying to rescue the animals and unbelief: disbelief Addie’s coffin from the barn even turning his head or his eyes in cabeza ni los ojos en los que la claridad which he, Darl, has set alight. abrupt adj. 1 sudden and unexpected; hasty (his abrupt departure).Repentino, brusco, cortante. 2 (of which the glare swims like two small enciende como dos pequeñas luces. speech, manner, etc.) uneven; lacking continuity; torches. “Come on,” he says, leaping —Ven —dice, saltando por la pen- curt, Lacónico, áspero. 3 steep, precipitous. 4 Bot. truncated. 5 Geol. (of strata) suddenly appearing at 25 down the slope toward the barn. diente que baja hacia el granero. the surface. abrupto 1. adj. Escarpado, que tiene gran pendiente; dícese también del terreno quebrado, de difícil ac- ceso. 2. Áspero, violento, rudo, destemplado. De- For an instant longer he runs silver Durante un instante corre plateado a claración ABRUPTA. Carácter ABRUPTO in the moonlight, then he springs out la luz de la luna, luego salta como una brusco 1. adj. Áspero, desapacible. 2. Rápido, repentino, COMMENTARY: This section pronto. 3. m. Planta perenne de la familia de las like a flat figure cut cleanly from tin figura plana recortada en hojalata sobre is a natural progression from Darl liliáceas, como de medio metro de altura, con tallos ramosos, flexibles y estriados cubiertos de cladodios 30 against an abrupt and soundless una violenta y silenciosa explosión: es (15), when Darl freed himself ovalados, retorcidos en el eje, y de punta aguda; flores from any belief that what was verdosas que nacen en el centro de los cladodios, y explosion as the whole loft of the barn como si todo el desván del granero se bayas del color y tamaño de una guinda pequeña. takes fine at once, as though it had hubiera puesto a arder de repente igual going on around him was real. His been stuffed with powder. The front, que si hubiera estado lleno de pólvora. motives for setting the barn on powder: gunpowder, explosives fire are not clear. Either he wanted the conical façade with the square La parte delantera, la fachada cónica con to rid the family of the burden of 35 orifice of doorway broken only by the el orificio cuadrado de la entrada sólo Addie or he wanted to hurt Jewel, square squat shape of the coffin on the rota por la achatada forma del ataúd en- who is so deeply involved with saw-horses: wooden frames with saw-horses like a cubistic bug, comes cima de los caballetes como un escara- Addie. His observations are a se- four legs used to support logs into relief. Behind me pa and Gillespie bajo cubista, adquiere relieve. Por detrás ries of images verbalised by during sawing and Mack and Dewey Dell and de mí, padre y Gillespie y Mack y Dewey Faulkner on behalf of the character. Jewel is at the centre 40 Vardaman emerge from the house. Dell y Vardaman salen de la casa. of these images, ‘lean as a racehorse’, frantically racing He pauses at the coffin, stooping, Se detiene junto al ataúd, se inclina, y about saving all Gillespie’s looking at me, his face furious. me mira con expresión furiosa. Por enci- animals and then going back into Overhead the flames sound like ma de nuestras cabezas las llamas suenan the barn to get Addie. When Gillespie tries to stop him, Darl 45 thunder; across us rushes a cool como truenos; nos alcanza una bocanada sees them as ‘two figures in a draught: there is no heat in it at all de aire frío: todavía no se ha calentado, y Greek frieze, isolated out of all yet, and a handful of chaff lifts un manojo de paja se eleva de repente y reality by the red glare’ and when suddenly and sucks swiftly along the es absorbido rápidamente hacia la cuadra Jewel emerges from the barn with stalls where a horse is screaming. donde relincha asustado un caballo. the coffin Darl’s image is of Jewel 50 “Quick,” I say; “the horses.” —Deprisa —digo—; los caballos. ‘enclosed in a thin nimbus of fire’. Darl’s vision of the events lends them a touch of savage He glares a moment longer at Me mira durante un momento más, unreality which is in keeping with me, then at the roof overhead, then luego alza la vista hacia el techo, luego his personal lack of belief in he leaps toward the stall where the da un salto hacia la cuadra donde relin- reality. His vision is, as ever, pre- 55 horse screams. It plunges and cha el caballo. Este corcovea y cocea, y cise, and he is keenly aware of the kicks, the sound of the crashing el sonido de sus cascos sube chupado contrast between the blows sucking up into the sound of hacia arriba mezclándose con el sonido mathematical elements of the scene and the formlessness of the the flames. They sound like an de las llamas. Unas llamas que suenan smoke and fire. His image of the interminable train crossing an como un tren interminable cruzando un barn itself, like a description of a a trestle:a wooden bridge made of 60 endless trestle. Gillespie and Mack puente sin fin. Gillespie y Mack me ade- surrealistic painting, is in the lines wooden planking pass me, in knee-length nightshirts, lantan con sus camisones hasta las rodi- ‘For an instant he . . .’ to ‘into shouting, their voices thin and llas, gritando sus voces débiles y agudas high relief high and meaningless and at the y sin sentido y al mismo tiempo profun- Only Darl, the sensitive observer, could have drawn out all same time profoundly wild and damente salvajes y tristes: the surrealistic undertones of the 65 sad: “. . . cow . . . stall . . .” —... la vaca... la cuadra... scene. Serious though it is for the Gillespie’s nightshirt A Gillespie se le vuela el camisón con Gillespies who own the barn and rushes ahead of him on the la corriente, por delante de él, hinchán- for Jewel, Darl is free to draft, ballooning about his dose como un globo alrededor de sus appreciate the humour of the hairy thighs. peludos muslos. events. Gillespie, stark naked and dragging a mule which is wearing 70 his nightshirt, and Jewel, riding a The stall door has swung shut. La puerta de la cuadra se ha cerrado coffin, are both potentially funny Jewel thrusts it back with his de golpe. Jewel la empuja con las nalgas for the reader and for Darl. buttocks and he appears, his back y aparece con la‘ espalda arqueada, los The fire in the barn enables arched, the muscles ridged through músculos tensos debajo de su camisa, Jewel, who looms throughout the scene as a figure of superhuman 75 his garments as he drags the horse mientras arrastra al caballo fuera cogién- strength, to fulfil Addie’s opaline: like an opal, shining out by its head. In the glare its eyes dolo por la cabeza. En el resplandor los prophesy that he would save her roll with soft, fleet, wild opaline ojos del animal giran con un fuego sua- from ‘the fire and the water’. fire; its muscles bunch and run as it ve, repentino, salvaje, opalino; sus mús- Because the tone of the novel is a mixture of the comedy and the

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flings its head about, lifting Jewel culos se agarrotan y se mueven cuando tragedy, it is possible that here, clear of the ground. He drags it on, agita la cabeza, levantando a Jewel ma- as in Whitfield (1), Faulkner is slowly, terrifically; again he gives terialmente del suelo. Este tira de él, len- making a wry and ironic comment on the nature of me across his shoulder a single glare tamente, tremendamente; vuelve a lanzar- prophecy. brief 1 (de duración) breve, momentáneo a 5 furious and brief. Even when they me por encima del hombro una mirada brief rest, un breve descanso 2 (de tama- wry adj.1 distorted or turned to one side. 2 (of a face ño) conciso, lacónico, muy corto, in brief, are clear of the barn the horse furiosa y breve. Aunque ya han salido or smile etc.) contorted in disgust (abhorrence), en resumen continues to fight and lash backward del granero el caballo continúa resistién- disappointment, or mockery. 3 (of humour) dry and 1 (noticia) informe, sumario, resumen 2 mocking. Jur escrito 3 briefs pl, (de hombre) cal- toward the doorway until Gillespie dose y trata de recular hacia la puerta Torcido, pervertido, raro, irónico, forzado, agria, zoncillos (de mujer) bragas amarga (of a face or smile etc.) contorted in 1 (dar información) informar, despachar 2 passes me, stark naked, his hasta que Gillespie me adelanta, total- disgust, disappointment, or mockery. 3 (of humour) Mil Jur informar a dry and mocking. Astuto, sagaz, ladino, taimado. 10 nightshirt wrapped about the mule’s mente desnudo, su camisón envolviendo de reojo [1. fr. Mirar disimuladamente dirigiendo la head, and beats the maddened horse la cabeza de la mula y aparta a palos al vista por encima del hombro, o hacia un lado y sin volver la cabeza. 2. fig. Mirar con prevención on out of the door. enloquecido caballo de la puerta. hostil o enfado]

Jewel returns, running; again he Jewel vuelve corriendo; mirad el 15 looks down at the coffin. But he ataúd otra vez, pero sigue. comes on. “Where’s cow?” he cries, —¿Dónde está la vaca? —grita, al passing me. I follow him. In the pasar junto a mí. stall Mack is struggling with the Le sigo. En la cuadra Mack forcejea other mule. When its head turns con la otra mula. Cuando la cabeza de 20 into the glare I can see the wild ésta se ilumina veo que sus ojos giran rolling of its eye too, but it makes frenéticos también, pero no hace ningún no sound. It just stands there, ruido. Se limita a estar allí quieta, mi- watching Mack over its shoulder, rando a Mack por encima del lomo, y swinging its hindquarters toward volviendo los cuartos traseros hacia él 25 him whenever he approaches. He siempre que se le acerca. Mack se vuel- looks back at us, his eyes and ve a mirarnos y en su cara salpicada de mouth three round holes in his face pecas que parecen un puñado de guisan- on which the freckles look like tes en un plato, los ojos y la boca son English peas on a plate. His voice tres agujeros redondos. Su voz es fina, 30 is thin, high, far away. aguda, lejana.

“I can’t do nothing . . . .” —No puedo hacer nada... It is as though the round had Es como si las palabras le hubieran been swept from his lips and up sido arrancadas de los labios y dispersa- 35 and away, speaking back to us das por el aire, y llegaran a nosotros des- from an immense distance of de una inmensa distancia de agotamien- exhaustion. Jewel sudes past us; to. Jewel se desliza junto a nosotros; la the mule whirls and lashes out, mula da vueltas y suelta coces, pero él but he has already gained its ha conseguido cogerla por la cabeza. Me 40 head. I lean to Mack’s ear inclino hacia Mack y le grito al oído:

“Nightshitt. Around his head.” —El camisón. Pónselo alrededor de la cabeza.

Mack stares at me. Then he rips Mack me mira. Luego se arranca el 45 the nightshirt off and flings it over camisón y se lo echa a la mula por encima the mule’s head, and it becomes de la cabeza, con lo que ésta se amansa docile at once. Jewel is yelling at inmediatamente. Jewel le está gritando: him: “Cow? Cow?» —¿Y la vaca? ¿Y la vaca?

50 “Back,” Mack cries. “Last —A1 fondo —grita Mack—. En el stall.” último pesebre.

The cow watches us as we enter. La vaca nos mira cuando entramos. She is backed into the corner, head Está metida contra el rincón, con la cabe- 55 lowered, still chewing though rapidly. za baja, todavía comiendo, aunque depri- But she makes no move. Jewel has sa. Pero no se mueve. Jewel se detiene, paused, looking up, and suddenly we levanta la vista, y de repente vemos todo watch the entire floor to the loft el suelo del desván que se disuelve. Sim- dissolve. It just turns to fire; a faint plemente se vuelve fuego; empieza a caer 60 litter of sparks runs down. He glances una fina lluvia de chispas. Jewel mira a about. Back arder the trough is a su alrededor. Al fondo, debajo de la arte- threelegged milking-stool. He catches sa, hay una banqueta de ordeñar de tres it up and swings it into the planking patas. La agarra y golpea con ella las ta- of the rear wall. He splinters a plank, blas de la pared del fondo. Arranca una 65 then another, a third; we tear the tabla, luego otra, luego una tercera; noso- fragments away. While we are tros vamos quitando los fragmentos. stooping at the opening something Mientras estamos inclinados hacia la aber- charges into us from behind. It is the tura algo se nos echa encima por detrás. cow; with a single whistling breath Es la vaca; con un simple aliento silbante 70 she rushes between us and through the pasa corriendo entre nosotros y atraviesa gap and into the outer glare, her tail la brecha hacia la claridad de fuera; tiene erect and rigid as a broom nailed la cola recta y rígida como una escoba cla- upright to the end of her spine. vada al final del espinazo.

75 Jewel turns back into the barn. Jewel vuelve a entrar en el granero. “Here,” I say; “Jewel!” I grasp at —Oye —digo—. ¡Jewe1! —e inten- him; he strikes my hand down. to agarrarle, pero él me aparta la mano “You fool,” I say, “don’t you see de un golpe—. Estás loco —le digo—,

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you can’t make it back yonder?” ¿no ves que no conseguirás llegar ahí The hall-way looks like a search- atrás? —la puerta parece como un re- light turned into rain. “Come on,” flector iluminando la lluvia—. Ven — I say, “around this way.” le digo—, por aquí. 5 When we are through the Cuando salimos por el boquete echa gap he begins to runs. a correr. “Jewel,” I say, running. He darts Jewel —le digo, corriendo también. around the corner. When I reach it Dobla la esquina. Cuando llego a ella él 10 he has almost reached the next one, casi ha alcanzado la otra, corriendo so- running against the glare like that bre el resplandor como aquella figura figure cut from tin. Pa and Gillespie recortada de hojalata. Padre y Gillespie and Mack are some distance away, y Mack están un poco más lejos mirando watching the barn, pink against the el granero, enrojecidos sobre la oscuri- 15 darkness where for the time the dad donde por el momento la luz de la moonlight has been vanquished. luna ha sido vencida—. ¡Cojedle! —gri- “Catch him!” I cry; “stop him!” to—; ¡detenedle! [201]

When I reach the front, he is Cuando llego a la parte delantera, está 20 struggling with Gillespie; the one forcejeando con Gillespie; uno delgado lean in underclothes, the other stark y en ropa interior, el otro completamente naked. They are like two figures in desnudo. Son como dos figuras de un fri- a Greek frieze: a horizontal band of a Greek frieze, isolated out of all so griego, aisladas de toda realidad por sculptured figures, specifically on reality by the red glare. Before I el rojo resplandor. Antes de que pueda a Greek temple or vase 25 can reach them he has struck alcanzarles, Jewel ha tirado al suelo a Gillespie to the ground and turned Gillespie, ha dado media vuelta y ha en- and run back into the barn. trado corriendo en el granero otra vez.

The sound of it has become quite El sonido de éste ahora se ha calma- 30 peaceful now, like the sound of the do, como hizo antes el del río. A través river did. We watch through the del proscenio de la puerta que se disuel- dissolving proscenium of the ve vemos cómo corre Jewel encorvado proscenium: square archway doorway as Jewel runs crouching to hasta el extremo más alejado del ataúd y the far end of the coffin and stoops se inclina sobre él. Durante un instante 35 to it. For an instant he looks up and levanta la vista hacia nosotros por entre out at us through the rain of burning la lluvia de pajas encendidas que cae ante portiere: (French) a curtain hung hay like a portière of flaming beads, él como una cortina de cuentas over a doorway and I can see his mouth shape as he llameantes, y veo por la forma de su boca calls my name. que está diciendo mi nombre. 40 “Jewel!” Dewey Dell cries; —¡Jewel! —grita Dewey Dell— “Jewel!” It seems to me that I ¡Jewel! —y me parece que ahora oigo now hear the accumulation of her la voz que ella ha estado acumulan- voice through the last five min- do durante los últimos cinco minu- 45 utes, and I hear her scuffling and tos, y oigo cómo jadea y se debate struggling as pa and Mack hold cuando padre y Mack la agarran, y her, screaming, “Jewel! Jewel!” la oigo gritar—: ¡Jewe1! ¡Jewel! But he is no longer looking at us. We see Pero éste ya no nos mira. Vemos que his shoulders strain as he up-ends the sus hombros se tensan cuando empina 50 coffin and slides it single-handed from el ataúd y lo hace resbalar con una sola the saw-horses. It looms unbeliev- mano sobre los caballetes. Se eleva in- ably tall, hiding hin: I would not have creíblemente alto, y le oculta: no ha- believed that Addie Bundren would bría creído que Addie Bundren necesi- have needed that much room to lie tase tanto sitio para sentirse cómoda; 55 confortable in; for another instant it durante otro instante la caja está levan- stands upright while the sparks rain tada mientras las chispas llueven sobre on it in scattering bursts as though ella salpicando como si engendraran they engendered other sparks from the otras chispas con el contacto. Luego, contact. Then it topples forward, cogiendo impulso, cae hacia delan- 60 gaining momentum, revealing te, permitiendo ver a Jewel y a las Jewel and the sparks raining on him chispas que llueven sobre él en- too in engendering gusts, so that gendrando otras nuevas, de modo he appears to be enclosed in a thin que parece rodeado por un delgado nimbus: cloud or halo nimbus of fire. Without stopping it halo de fuego. Sin detenerse, se in- 65 over-ends and rears again, pauses, clina y se eleva otra vez, se detiene then crashes slowly forward and y luego, atraviesa la cortina de fue- through the curtain. This time go. Esta vez Jewel está a horcaja- Jewel is riding upon it, clinging to das sobre la caja, agarrándola, has- it, until it crashes down and ta que de un tirón la saca mientras él 70 flings him forward and clear and sale despedido y Mack se precipita Mack leaps forward into a thin hacia Jewel al notar un cierto olor a smell of scorching meat and slaps carne chamuscada y a manotazos apa- at the widening crimsonedged ga los encendidos agujeros carmesí holes that bloom like flowers in cada vez mayores que parecen flores 75 his undershirt. que brotan en su camiseta. [202]

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51 VARDAMAN (9) VARDAMAN

WHEN I went to find where they Cuando fui a ver dónde se posan por 5 stay at night, I saw something. la noche, vi una cosa. They said, “Where is Darl? —¿Dónde está Darl? —decían—. Vardaman (9) Where did Darl go?” ¿Adónde ha ido Darl? In this section, Vardaman ob- They carried her back under the La volvieron a llevar bajo el serves what happens after the fire. Vardaman finds Darl standing 10 apple tree. manzano. beside Addie’s coffin, crying. He tries to comfort him, saying Addie The barn was still red, but it wasn’t El granero todavía estaba rojo pero ya has been saved by Jewel, so Darl a barn now. It was sunk down, and no era un granero. Se había hundido y el need not cry. the red went swirling up. The barn rojo subía en remolinos. El granero su- 15 went swirling up in little red pieces, bía en remolinos de trocitos rojos sobre against the sky and the stars so that el cielo y las estrellas de modo que las the stars moved backward. estrellas retrocedían.

And then Cash was still awake. He Y entonces Cash seguía despierto. 20 turned his head from side to side, with Volvió la cabeza a uno y otro lado con sweat on his face. sudor en la cara. COMMENTARY: Through “Do you want some more water on —¿Quieres que te eche un poco de agua Vardaman’s unsophisticated eyes, it, Cash?” Dewey Dell said. encima, Cash? —le dijo Dewey Dell. the reader is given a vivid 25 impression of the suffering of Cash’s leg and foot turned black. La pierna y el pie de Cash se pusieron various members of the family. We held the lamp and looked at negros. Levantamos el farol y miramos Cash’s foot is black, presumably gangrenous, and Jewel’s back is Cash’s foot and leg where it was el pie y la pierna de Cash por donde es- also black after Dewey Dell puts black. taban negros. the ointment of soot on it. These 30 are the obvious and outward signs “Your foot looks like a nigger’s —Tu pie parece el de un negro, Cash of the decay which is infecting not foot, Cash,” I said. —dije yo. only Addie but also her family. When Vardaman finds Darl crying there is no explanation for “I reckon we’ll have to bust it —Para mí que se lo tendremos que his tears. Vardaman assumes that 35 off,” pa said. quitar —dijo padre. he is upset about Addie’s near- destruction but it is equally “What in the tarnation you put it —¿Por qué demonios le han pues- possible that Darl is upset by the tarnation: (Am. col.) damnation on there for?” Mr. Gillespie said. to eso? —dijo Mr. Gillespie. failure of his scheme to get rid of his mother’s burdensome corpse. Although Vardaman records 40 “I thought it would steady it some,” —Creí que se la sujetaría —dijo pa- experience very directly, without pa said. “I just aimed to help hin.” dre—. Sólo pretendía ayudarle. any of the profound and poetic images which haunt Darl, his They got the flat iron and the Trajeron un escoplo y un martillo. section is not without a certain hammer. Dewey Dell held the lamp. Dewey Dell sostenía el farol. Tuvieron beauty. He is attracted by the red of the barn, and remembers it as 45 They had to hit it hard. And then Cash que pegar con fuerza. Y luego Cash se ‘swirling, making the stars run went to sleep. durmió. backwards without falling’. Such beauty, he says, ‘made my head “He’s asleep now,” I said. “It can’t —Se ha dormido —dije yo—. Mien- hurt like the train did’. This, in hurt him while he’s asleep.” tras duerma no le dolerá. simple, childish language, is an 50 expression of an aesthetic It just cracked. It wouldn’t come Aquello sólo se agrietaba. Pero no se response, being deeply touched by beauty. Vardaman also notices off. soltaba. that the little patches of moonlight which remain still on the coffin “It’ll take the hide, too,” Mr. —Vamos a llevarnos la piel también move up and down on Darl; in the hide: (col.) the skin 55 Gillespie said. “Why in the —dijo Mr. Gillespie—. ¿Por qué demo- other words, Darl is shaking with tarnation you put it on there? nios le han puesto eso? ¿Es que a ningu- grief and so causing the Didn’t none of you think to no se le ocurrió ponerle un poco de gra- moonlight to appear to move on his body. In this and other sections grease his leg first?” sa en la pierna primero? of Vardaman’s Faulkner shows that a direct and untutored 60 “I just aimed to help him,” pa said. —Sólo pretendía ayudarle —dijo pa- response to the world is not “It was Darl put it on.” dre—. Fue Darl quien se lo puso. necessarily a response devoid of wonder or a sense of beauty. “Where is Darl?” they said. —¿Dónde está Darl? —dijeron. [203]

65 “Didn’t none of you have more —¿Es que ninguno tiene el menor sen- sense than that?” Mr. Gillespie said. tido común? —dijo Mr. Gillespie—. Creí “I’d ‘a’ thought he would, anyway.” que él, por lo menos, sí lo tendría.

Jewel was lying on his face. His Jewel estaba tumbado boca abajo. Tenía 70 back was red. Dewey Dell put the la espalda roja. Dewey Dell le puso medici- medicine on it. The medicine was made na. La medicina estaba hecha de mantequi- out of butter and soot, to draw out the lla y hollín, para quitarle las quemaduras. fire. Then his back was black. Luego ya tenía la espalda negra.

75 “Does it hurt, Jewel?” I said. —¿Te duele, Jewel? —dije yo—. Tienes “Your back looks like a nigger’s, una espalda que parece la de un negro, Jewel Jewel,” I said. Cash’s foot and leg —dije. El pie y la pierna de Cash parecen looked like a nigger’s. Then they los de un negro. Entonces lo rompieron. La

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broke it off. Cash’s leg bled. pierna de Cash empezó a sangrar.

“You go on back and lay down,” —Vete atrás y acuéstate —me Dewey Dell said. “You ought to be dijo Dewey Dell— Deberías estar 5 asleep.” durmiendo.

“Where is Darl?” they said. —¿Dónde está Darl? —dijeron.

He is out there under the apple Está ahí fuera, debajo del manzano, 10 tree with her, lying on her. He is con ella, tumbado encima de ella. Está allí there so the cat won’t come back. I said, para que el gato no se vuelva a subir. Dije: “Are you going to keep the cat —¿Vas a quedarte ahí para espantar away, Darl?” al gato, Darl?

dapple 1 tr. mark with spots or rounded patches of colour or shade. 2 intr. become 15 The moonlight dappled on him La luz de luna también le salpicaba a marked in this way. too. Can her it was still, but on él. Sobre ella caía tranquila, pero sobre Darl 1 a dappled effect. 2 a dappled animal, esp. a horse. Darl it dappled up and down. formaba motas que subían y bajaban. dappled moteado “You needn’t to cry,” I said. “Jewel —No tienes que llorar —dije—. Jewel 20 got her out. You needn’t to cry, Darl.” la sacó afuera. No tienes que llorar, Darl.

The barn is still red. It used to be El granero todavía está rojo. Antes redder than this. Then it went estaba más rojo. Luego fue subiendo en swirling, making the stars run torbellinos haciendo que las estrellas 25 backward without falling. It hurt my retrocedieran sin llegar a caer. Me duele heart like the train did. el corazón como cuando el tren.

When I went to find where thy stay at Cuando fui a ver dónde reposan por night, I saw something that Dewy Dell la noche, vi una cosa que Dewey Dell me 30 says I mustn’t never tell nobody. dice que no debo contar a nadie [204]

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35 WE have been passing the signs for LLEVAMOS ya algún tiempo dejan- some time now: the drug-stores, the do atrás los anuncios: de las boticas, de patent medicine: medicine available clothing stores, the patent medicine las tiendas de ropa, de medicinas without consulting a doctor and the garages and cafés, and the patentadas (25) y de los garajes y cafés, y Darl (18) mile-boards diminishing, becoming los indicadores, en cantidad decreciente, re-accruent: (neologism) recurrent This section contains Darl’s 40 more starkly re-accruent: 3 mi. 2 mi. cada vez más escuetamente reiterativos: stark 1 desolate, bare (a stark landscape). 2 unspoken and unverbalised sharply evident (in stark contrast). 3 From the crest of a hill, as we get into 5 km, 3 km. Al coronar una cuesta nos thoughts, together with the words downright, sheer (stark madness). 4 completely naked. the wagon again, we can see the smoke subimos de nuevo a la carreta y vemos el he speaks and overhears as the completely, wholly (stark mad; stark naked). low and flat, seemingly unmoving in humo bajo y plano que parece inmóvil family finally enter the outskirts unwinded: (neologism) windless the unwinded afternoon. en la tarde sin viento. of Jefferson. As the wagon descends towards the town it has 45 to pass through the negro quarter. “Is that it, Darl?” Vardaman says. —¿Es eso, Darl? —dice Vardaman— Jewel is enraged by the comments “Is that Jefferson?” He too has lost ¿Es eso Jefferson? —él también ha adel- on the smell from the wagon and flesh; like ours, his face has an gazado; como las nuestras, su cara tiene tríes to attack an innocent white expression strained, dreamy, and una expresión de fatiga, de irrealidad, de by-stander. Darl prevents the 50 gaunt. desvaimiento. fight, gets Jewel to apologise but saves his honour for him. They then go on into the town, where “Yes,” I say. He lifts his head —Sí —digo. people turn appalled at the smell. and looks at the sky. High Levanta la cabeza y mira al cielo. After a brief stop, they mount the against it they hang in narrowing Arriba, sobre él, se ciernen en círculos wagon again and, with Jewel 55 circles, like the smoke, with an poco amplios, como el humo, con una balanced on the wheel, they set outward semblance of form and apariencia externa de forma e inten- off again. purpose, but with no inference ción, aunque sin ninguna implicación inference: suggestion of motion, progress or retro- de movimiento, avance o retroceso. jagged adj. 1 with an unevenly cut or torn edge. grade. We mount the wagon Volvemos a subirnos a la carreta don- 2 deeply indented; with sharp points. Lacerated irregularly. Dentado, mellado, raí- 60 again where Cash lies on the de Cash sigue tumbado encima de la caja do, rasgado, irregular, box, the jagged shards of ce- con agudas esquirlas de cemento pega- COMMENTARY: Darl shards: broken pieces ment cracked about his leg. The das todavía a su pierna. Las escuálidas emerges from this section as shabby mules droop rattling and mulas se dejan caer rechinando y someone with an unexpected ability to act when it is necessary. clanking down the hill. golpeteando colina abajo. He acted when he tried to burn 65 the barn, here he acts to prevent “We’ll have to take him to the —Tendremos que llevarle al médico — Jewel from knifing a man. Yet his doctor,” pa says. “I reckon it ain’t dice padre—. Para mí que no habrá otro customary pose is that of the no way around it.” The back of remedio —la camisa de Jewel se va lle- uninvolved observer who has Jewel’s shirt, where it touches him, nando de manchas negras de grasa en los difficulty maintaining a sense of his own reality. This apparent 70 stains slow and black with grease. puntos donde le toca la espalda. La vida contradiction in Darl’s nature can Life was created in the valleys. It fue creada en los valles. Subió violenta- be traced back to Addie’s state of blew up on to the hills on the old mente a las colinas empujada por los vie- mind at the time of his conception terrors, the old lusts, the old jos terrores, las viejas lascivias, las viejas and birth, the disparity between despairs. That’s why you must walk desesperaciones. Por eso hay que subir las words and deeds which has become a part of Darl, enabling 75 up the hills so you can ride down. colinas a pie para poder bajarlas montados. him to act decisively but making him lost and unsure when he Dewey Dell sits on the seat, the Dewey Dell sigue en el asiento con el enters the realms of abstract newspaper package on her lap. When paquete envuelto [205] en periódicos en thoughts. His thoughts, as they approach

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we reach the foot of the hill where el regazo. Cuando llegamos al final de la the town, follow the same pattern the road flattens between close walls colina, allí donde el camino se hace lla- as his thoughts throughout the of trees, she begins to look about qui- no entre dos cercanas paredes de árbo- book. He sees the buzzards as an emblem of the apparently etly from one side of the road to the les, se pone a mirar tranquilamente a uno unending and senseless journey, 5 other. At last she says, y otro lado del camino. Por fin, dice: ‘with an outward semblance of form and purpose, but with no “I got to stop.” —Tengo que parar. inference of motion, progress or retrograde’. As the wagon goes Pa looks at her, his shabby profile Padre la mira y su mísero over the hills towards the town, Darl thinks that ‘Life was created anticipant: expectant 10 that of anticipant and disgruntled perfil expresa un enfado antici- in the valleys. It blew up on to the annoyance. He does not check the team. pado. No detiene a las mulas. hills on the old terrors, the old “What for?” —¿Para qué? lusts, the old despairs’. This image relates back to Darl’s “I got to go to the bushes,” Dewey —Tengo que ir a un matorral —dice vision of the valley between Dewey Dell’s legs as the centre 15 Dell says. Dewey Dell. of all creation. The family’s descent into the town is a species Pa does not check the team. Padre sigue sin detener las mulas. of pilgrimage back to the “Can’t you wait till we —¿No puedes esperar hasta que lle- beginnings of its own creation, get to town? It ain’t over guemos a la ciudad? Ya sólo quedan me- the place where Anse and Addie 20 a mile now.” nos de dos kilómetros. met. But his reflections are not simply related to the family. They extend to all mankind, whose life “Stop,” Dewey Dell says. “I got to —Pare —dice Dewey Dell—. Tengo was created out of terror, lust and go to the bushes.” que ir a un matorral. despair, the kinds of unworthy motives which recall the lack of 25 Pa stops in the middle of the road Padre se detiene en medio del camino direction of ‘no-hand on no- and we watch Dewey Dell descend, y miramos cómo Dewey Dell empieza a strings’. carrying the package. She does not bajar, llevando el paquete. No vuelve la look back. cabeza.

30 “Why not leave your cakes here?” —¿Por qué no dejas los bollos aquí? I say. “We’ll watch them.” —digo yo—. Los vigilaremos nosotros.

She descends steadily, not looking at us. Se baja decidida, sin mirarnos.

35 “How would she know where to go —¿Cómo iba a saber adónde ir si es- to if she waited till we get to town?” peramos hasta llegar a la ciudad? —dice Vardaman says. “Where would you go Vardaman—. ¿A que no sabrías adónde to do it in town, Dewey Dell?” ir en la ciudad, Dewey Dell?

40 She lifts the pack-age down and Baja el paquete y da media vuel- turns and disappears among the trees ta y desaparece entre los árboles y and undergrowth. la maleza.

“Don’t be no longer than you can —Procura tardar lo menos posible 45 help,” pa says. “We ain’t got no time —dice padre—. No podemos perder to waste.” She does not answer. After más tiempo —ella no contesta. A1 cabo a while we cannot hear her even. de un momento ni siquiera la oímos—. “We ought to done like Deberíamos haber hecho lo que nos di- Armstid and Gillespie said and jeron Armstid y Gillespie y avisar a los 50 sent word to town and had it dug de la ciudad para que tuvieran preparada and ready,” he said. la fosa —dice.

“Why didn’t you?” I say. “You —¿Por qué no lo hizo? —digo yo—. could have telephoned.” Podría haber llamado por teléfono. 55 “What for?” Jewel says. “Who the —¿Y para qué? —dice Jewel—. ¿Es que hell can’t dig a hole in the ground?” no podemos cavar un agujero en el suelo?

A car comes over the hill. It Aparece un coche en lo alto de la cues- 60 begins to sound the horn, ta. Se pone a tocar la bocina disminuyen- slowing. It runs along the do la marcha. Viene camino abajo en pri- roadside in low gear, the outside mera, metiendo las dos ruedas de fuera wheels in the ditch, and passes us en la cuneta, y nos adelanta y se aleja. and goes on. Vardaman watches Vardaman le sigue con la mirada hasta 65 it until it is out of sight. que se pierde de vista. [206]

“How far is it now, Darl?” he says. —¿Y ahora cuánto nos queda, Darl? —dice.

“Not far,” I say. —Ya queda poco —digo yo. 70 “We ought to done it,” pa says. “I —Deberíamos haberlo hecho —dice pa- just never wanted to be beholden to dre—. Pero nunca me gustó tener que deber- none except her flesh and blood.” le nada a nadie que no sea familia suya.

75 “Who the hell can’t dig a damn —¿Es que no podemos cavar un mal- hole in the ground?” Jewel says. dito agujero en el suelo? —dice Jewel.

“It ain’t respectful, talking that —No hay que ser tan poco respetuo-

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way about her grave,” pa says. so y hablar así de su tumba —dice pa- “You all dont know what it is. You dre—. Ninguno sabéis lo que es eso. No never pure loved her, none of you.” la habéis querido de verdad, ninguno de Jewel does not answer. He sits a vosotros—. Jewel no contesta. Está sen- 5 little stiffly erect, his body arched tado un poco tieso, con el cuerpo evitan- away from his shirt. His do el contacto con la camisa. Y la man- prominente, sobresale highcoloured jaw juts. díbula de vivos colores muy levantada.

Dewey Dell returns. We watch her Dewey Dell vuelve. La observamos 10 emerge from the bushes, carrying the surgir de los arbustos, siempre con el package, and climb into the wagon. paquete, y subir a la carreta. Ahora lle- She now wears her Sunday dress, her va puesto el vestido de los domingos, beads, her shoes and stockings. su collar, zapatos y medias.

15 “I thought I told you to leave them —Creí haberte dicho que dejaras to- clothes to home,” pa says. She does dos esos trapos en casa —dice padre. not answer, she does not look at us. Ella no contesta, no nos mira. Pone el She sits the package in the wagon and paquete en la carreta y se instala. La gets in. The wagon moves on. carreta se pone en marcha. 20 “How many more hills now, —¿Cuántas cuestas quedan, Darl? — Darl?” Vardaman says. dice Vardaman.

“Just one,” I say. “The next one —Sólo una —digo yo—. La siguien- 25 goes right up into town.” te termina en la ciudad.

This hill is red sand, bordered on Esta colina es de arena roja, bor- either hand by negro cabins; against deada de cabañas de negros; contra the sky ahead the massed telephone el cielo, enfrente, corren los cables 30 lines run, and the clock on the del teléfono, y el reloj del juzgado courthouse lifts among the trees. In se eleva entre los árboles. Las rue- the sand the wheels whisper, as das susurran en la arena, como si la though the very earth would hush our tierra misma quisiera ensordecer entry. We descend as the hill nuestra llegada. Nos bajamos don- 35 commences to rise. de empieza la cuesta.

We follow the wagon, the Seguimos a la carreta, a las ruedas que whispering wheels, passing the cabins susurran, pasando por delante de las ca- where faces come suddenly to the bañas, en cuyas puertas de repente apare- 40 doors, white-eyed. We hear sudden cen caras de ojos blancos. Se oyen súbi- voices, ejaculant. Jewel has been tas voces, exclamativas. Jewel ha estado looking from side to side; now his mirando de un lado a otro; ahora dirige la head turns forward and I can see his cabeza al frente y veo que sus orejas ad- ears taking on a still deeper tone of quieren un tono más intenso de un rojo 45 furious red. Three negroes walk furioso. Tres negros andan al lado del ca- beside the road ahead of us; ten feet mino, delante de nosotros; cuatro metros ahead of them a white man walks. delante de ellos camina un blanco. Cuan- When we pass the negroes their do adelantamos a los negros vuelven brus- heads turn suddenly with that camente la cabeza con una expresión de 50 expression of shock and instinctive sorpresa y repulsión instintiva. [207] outrage. “Great God,” one says; —Dios mío —dice uno—, ¿qué lle- “what they got in that wagon?” varán en esa carreta? Jewel se revuelve. Jewel whirls. “Son of a bitches,” —Hijos de puta —dice. Cuando lo abreast adv. 1 side by side and facing the same way. 55 he says. As he does so he is abreast dice está a la altura del blanco, que 2 a (often foll. by with) up to date. b (foll. by of) well-informed (abreast of all the changes). A la of the white man, who has paused. It se ha parado. Es como si Jewel se hu- par, en frente de, en fondo, juntas, a la altura de, is as though Jewel had gone blind for biera quedado ciego durante un mo- the moment, for it is the white man mento, pues, se dirige al hombre blan- toward whom he whirls. X co ______. 60 “Darl!” Cash says from the wagon. —¡Darl! —dice Cash desde la carreta. I grasp at Jewel. The white man has Yo agarro a Jewel. El blanco ha dado un fallen back a pace, his face still paso atrás boquiabierto; luego se le tensa slack-jawed; then his jaw tightens, la mandíbula y cierra la boca de golpe. 65 claps to. Jewel leans above him, his Jewel se dobla hacia él: los músculos de la jaw muscles gone white. mandíbula se le han puesto blancos.

“What did you say?” he says. —¿Qué has dicho? —dice.

70 “Here,” I say. “He don’t mean —Oiga —digo yo—. No ha querido anything, mister. Jewel,” I say. When molestarle, señor. Jewel —digo. Cuando I touch him he swings at the man. I le toco se lanza contra el hombre. Le aga- grasp his arm; we struggle. Jewel has rro del brazo; forcejeamos. Jewel ni me never looked at me. He is trying to mira. Intenta soltarse el brazo. Cuando 75 free his arm. When I see the man miro al hombre de nuevo, tiene una na- again he has an open knife in his hand. vaja abierta en la mano.

“Hold up, mister” I say; “I’ve got —Espere, señor —digo yo—. Ya le

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him. Jewel,” I say. tengo sujeto. Jewel —digo.

“Thinks because he’s a goddam —Cree ese jodido que porque vive town fellow,” Jewel says, panting, en la ciudad... —dice Jewel, jadeando, 5 wrenching at me. “Son of a bitch,” tratando de soltarse—. Hijo de puta — he says. dice.

The man moves. He begins to El hombre avanza. Se pone a dar vuel- edge around me, watching Jewel, tas a mi alrededor, vigilando a Jewel y 10 the knife low against his flank. con la navaja caída junto a su flanco. “Can’t no man call me that,” he says. —No hay hombre que me llame eso Pa has got down, and Dewey Dell is —dice. Padre se ha bajado y Dewey holding Jewel, pushing at him. I Dell agarra a Jewel, tirando de él. Le release him and face the man. suelto y me encaro con el hombre. 15 “Wait,” I say. “He don’t mean —Espere —le digo—. No le quería mo- nothing. He’s sick; got burned in a fire lestar. Está enfermo; se quemó en un incen- last night, and he ain’t himself.” dio la noche pasada y no sabe lo que dice.

20 “Fire or no fire,” the man says, —Con incendio o sin incendio —dice el “can’t no man call me that.” hombre—, no hay hombre que me llame eso.

“He thought you said something to —Pensó que usted le había dicho algo him,” I say. —digo yo. 25 “I never said nothing to him. I —No le he dicho nada. Es la primera never see him before.” vez que lo veo.

“’Fore God,” pa says; —Por el amor de Dios —dice padre—. 30 “’fore God.” Por el amor de Dios.

“I know,” I say. “He never meant —Estoy seguro —digo yo—, de que no anything, He’ll take it back.” quería molestarle. Retirará lo dicho. [208]

35 “Let him take it back, then.” —Entonces que lo retire.

“Put up your knife, and he will.” —Guárdese esa navaja y lo retirará.

The man looks at me. He looks at El hombre me mira. Mira a Jewel. 40 Jewel. Jewel is quiet now. Jewel ahora está callado.

“Put up your knife,” I say. —Guárdese la navaja —digo yo.

The man shuts the knife. El hombre cierra la navaja. 45 “’Fore God,” pa says. —Por el amor de Dios —dice padre— “’Fore God.” . Por el amor de Dios.

“Tell him you didn’t mean —Dile que no le querías molestar, 50 anything, Jewel,” I say. Jewel —digo yo.

“I thought he said something,” Jewel —Creí que había dicho algo —dice says. “Just because he’s——” Jewel—. Sólo porque viva...

55 “Hush,” I say. “Tell him you didn’t —Cállate —le digo—. Dile que no le mean it.” querías molestar.

“I didn’t mean it,” Jewel says. —No quería molestarle —dice Jewel.

60 “He better not,” the man says. —Mejor para él —dice el hombre—. “Calling me a——” Llamarme...

“Do you think he’s afraid to call —¿Cree que le da miedo llamárselo? you that?” I say. —digo yo. 65 The man looks at me. “I never said El hombre me mira. that,” he said. —Yo no he dicho eso —dice.

“Don’t think it, neither,” Jewel —Pues tampoco lo piense —dice 70 says. Jewel.

“Shut up,” I say. “Come on. Drive —Cállate —digo yo—. Ven aquí. En on, pa.” marcha, padre.

75 The wagon moves. The La carreta reanuda la marcha. man stands watching us. El hombre se queda mirándonos. Jewel does not look back. Jewel no vuelve la vista. “Jewel would ‘a’ whipped him,” Jewel le hubiera zurrado —dice

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Vardaman says. Vardaman.

We approach the crest, where the Nos acercamos a lo alto de la cuesta, street runs, where cars go back and donde empieza la calle, por la que van y 5 forth; the mules haul the wagon up vienen los coches; las mulas tiran de la and on to the crest and the street. Pa carreta y llegan a lo alto de la cuesta y a la stops them. The street runs on ahead, calle. Padre las detiene. La calle corre rec- where the square opens and the ta hasta donde se abre la plaza y un monu- monument stands before the mento se alza ante el juzgado. Volvemos a 10 court-house. We mount again while subirnos mientras las cabezas se vuelven the heads turn with that expression hacia nosotros con esa expresión que ya which we know; save Jewel. He does conocemos. Menos Jewel; no sube ni cuan- not get on, even though the wagon has do la carreta se pone de nuevo en marcha. started again. “Get in, Jewel,” I say. —Sube, Jewel —digo yo—. Venga. 15 “Come on. Let’s get away from here.” Vámonos de una vez de aquí. But he does not get in. Instead he sets Pero no se sube. En vez de eso apoya his foot on the turning hub of the rear el pie en el cubo de la rueda de atrás y se wheel, one hand grasping the agarra a un lateral con una mano, y con stanchion, and with the hub turning el cubo girando suavemente debajo de su 20 smoothly under his sole he lifts the suela levanta el otro pie y se queda allí other foot and squats there, staring en cuclillas, mirando al frente, inmóvil, straight ahead, motionless, lean, delgado, con la espalda envarada, igual wooden-backed, as though carved que una figura tallada, en cuclillas, en la squatting out of the lean wood. misma madera de la carreta. 25 53 CASH (4) CASH

IT wasn’t nothing else to do. No podemos hacer otra cosa. O 30 It was either send him to Jackson, lo mandamos a Jackson**26 o or have Gillespie sue us, because Gillespie nos demandará por daños he knowed some way that Darl y perjuicios porque se ha enterado Cash (4) set fine to it. I don’t know how de algún modo de que fue Darl This section, giving us our first he knowed, but he did. Vardaman quien le prendió fuego. Vardaman sustained glimpse into the mind 35 see him do it, but he swore he le vio hacerlo, pero jura que no se of Cash, consists of his unspoken never told nobody but Dewey lo contó a nadie más que a Dewey thoughts and the words he speaks Dell and that she told him not to Dell y que ella le dijo que no se lo and overhears as the family bury tell nobody. But Gillespie contara a nadie. Pero Gillespie Addie and see Darl taken away knowed it. But he would ‘a’ se enteró. Antes o después lo to the asylum for the insane in Jackson. We discover that 40 suspicioned it sooner or later. He habría sospechado. Incluso Vardaman’s ‘secret’ was that he could have done it that night just aquella noche con sólo fijarse saw Darl start the fire in the barn. watching the way Darl acted. en cómo se comportaba Darl. Somehow, Gillespie has found out about it and, unless Darl is And so pa said, “I reckon there Conque padre dijo: certified insane, Anse will be sued. Jewel wants Darl taken 45 ain’t nothing else to do,” and Jewel —Para mí que no podemos hacer otra away before Addie is buried, but said, cosa. Cash insists that he must be Y Jewel dijo: allowed to stay until afterwards. “You want to fix him now?” —¿Quiere prepararlo ahora? After the burial, Cash realises with surprise that Dewey Dell is 50 “Fix him?” pa said. —¿Prepararlo? —dijo padre. one of the most vicious in the attack on Darl. He now sees that she was probably responsible for “Catch him and tie him up,” Jewel —Cogerlo y atarlo —dijo Jewel—. telling Gillespie about Darl’s part said. “God it, do you want to wait Maldita sea, ¿es que va a esperar a que in the fire. Under attack, Darl until he sets fire to the goddam team les prenda fuego a las malditas mulas y a turns to Cash for advice and when 55 and wagon?” la carreta? told it would be best if he went to the asylum, he accepts it but But there wasn’t no use in that. Pero eso no tenía sentido. begins to laugh. “There ain’t no use in that,” I said. —Eso no tiene sentido —dije—. Po- “We can wait till she is underground.” demos esperar hasta que la enterremos. 60 A fellow that’s going to spend the rest Un tipo que se va a pasar el resto of his life locked up, he ought to be de su vida encerrado debería tener let to have what pleasure he can have derecho a disfrutar de algo antes de before he goes. que lo encierren.

65 “I reckon he ought to be there,” pa —Para mí que debiera estar allí —dice says. “God knows, it’s a trial on me. padre—. Bien sabe Dios lo que me due- Seems like it ain’t no end to bad luck le. Parece como si la mala suerte, una vez when once it starts.” que empieza, no fuera a tener fin. COMMENTARY: Cash’s section gives the reader a new and surprising insight into family 70 Sometimes I ain’t so sho who’s got A veces no entiendo que nadie ten- relationships. As Jewel has had ere a right to say when a man is crazy ga derecho a decir cuándo un hombre only one section, we have not and when he ain’t. Sometimes I think está loco o no lo está. A veces pienso realised that he returns Darl’s it ain’t none of us pure crazy and ain’t que ninguno de nosotros está loco del dislike with some intensity. none of us pure sane until the balance todo y que ninguno está cuerdo del todo Dewey Dell’s dislike of Darl has already manifested itself but 75 of us talks him that-a-way. It’s like it hasta que la gente se decide a situar- never with such ferocity as here. ain’t so much what a fellow does, but nos en uno o el otro lado. Es como si Cash’s own personality proves to it’s the way the majority of folks is no contara lo que uno hace, sino lo que have unsuspected depths. He has looking at him when he does it. la mayoría opina de lo que hace. obviously thought deeply about the differences between sanity

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and insanity and he reciprocates Because Jewel is too hard on him. Porque Jewe1 es demasiado duro con Darl’s feelings for him. In the Of course it was Jewel’s horse was él. Claro que fue el caballo de Jewel el end, Darl is betrayed by all the family except Cash, and is traded to get her that nigh to town, que se cambió para traerla tan cerca de betrayed for very poor reasons; 5 and in a sense it was the value of his la ciudad, y en cierto sentido fue el va- Anse’s love of money, Jewel’s horse Darl tried to burn up. But I lor del caballo lo que trató de quemar dislike, Dewey Dell’s secret and thought more than once before we Darl. Pero pensé más de una vez, antes even Vardaman’s innocent spying crossed the river and after, how it y después de cruzar el río, qué bendi- all contribute to his incarceration. would be God’s blessing if He did ción de Dios hubiera sido si nos la hu- Darl’s insane laughter only confirms that he is mad to 10 take her outen our hands and get shut biera arrancado de las manos y se la everyone except the thoughtful of her in some clean way, and it hubiera llevado de un modo discreto, Cash. For him, the laughter acts seemed to me that when Jewel y me pareció que cuando Jewel se esfor- as a further impetus for worked so to get her outen the river, zó tanto por sacarla del río, estaba obran- consideration of the nature of he was going against God in a way, do en contra de los designios de Dios, y sanity, ‘I ain’t so sho’ . . . same astonishment’. He is, when we 15 and then when Darl seen that it looked que luego, cuando a Darl le pareció que consider what we know of the like one of us would have to do uno de nosotros debería hacer algo, casi other characters, quite right to something, I can almost believe he me hizo creer que en cierto sentido obró question the nature of sanity. done right in a way. But I don’t reckon correctamente. Pero para mí que nada ex- This scene, in which the nothing excuses setting fire to a man’s cusa el prenderle fuego al granero de betrayed Darl who has done no 20 barn and endangering his stock and nadie y poner en peligro a su ganado y real harm to anyone and who has destroying his property. That’s how I destruir sus propiedades. Para mí que así been deprived of all motherly love, turns to Cash and says, ‘1 reckon a man is crazy. That’s how he es cómo se ve si un hombre está loco. thought you would have told me’, can’t see eye to eye with other folks. Por eso es por lo que es distinto de los is tragic and not comic. Darl’s And I reckon they ain’t nothing else demás. Y para mí que no se puede hacer statement has echoes of Caesar’s 25 to do with him but what the most folks otra cosa con él que lo que la mayoría ‘Et tu, Brute?’ and the betrayal is says is right. diga que es lo correcto. of the same magnitude, given that lumber 1 v. intr. (usu. foll. by along, past, by, etc.) the family has been through so move in a slow clumsy noisy way. Moverse pesa- damente, avanzar con ruido sordo much together and is such an But it’s a shame, in a way. Folks Pero en un sentido es una vergüenza. isolated group. As Cash observes, lumber 2 n. 1 disused articles of furniture etc. inconveniently taking up space. Trastos viejos 2 seems to get away from the olden La gente parece cada vez más alejada de Darl’s ‘insanity’, if it is insanity, useless or cumbersome objects. 3 US partly 30 right teaching that says to drive the aquel viejo principio que dice que hay is of a kind to which no-one could prepared timber. Madera, maderamen 1 tr. a (usu. foll. by with) leave (a person etc.) with nails down and trim the edges well que clavar los clavos y lijar los cantos take exception. Jewel shouts ‘Kill something unwanted or unpleasant (always him. Kill the son of a bitch’, lumbering me with the cleaning). b (as lumbered always like it was for your own use bien siempre, como si lo que estás ha- adj.) in an unwanted or inconvenient situation and comfort you were making it. ciendo fuera para tu propio uso y como- Dewey Dell jumps on him ‘like a (afraid of being lumbered). 2 tr. (usu. foll. by wild cat’ and the whole thing is, together) heap or group together carelessly. It’s like some folks has the smooth, didad. Es como si algunas personas tu- Amontonar 3 tr. (usu. foll. by up) obstruct. Obs- as Cash says, ‘a shoddy job’. truir 4 intr. cut and prepare forest timber for 35 pretty boards to build a court-house vieran tablas bien cepilladas para cons- The one other aspect of this transport. Aserrar, cortar madera, lumber-jacket a jacket, usu. of warm checked ma- with and others don’t have no more truir un juzgado, mientras otras sólo tie- section which is worth noting is terial, of the kind worn by lumberjacks. chaqueta the time at which it is narrated. de leñador than rough lumber fitten to build a nen troncos sin desbastar más propios lumber-room a room where disused or cumbrous chicken coop. But it’s better to para construir un gallinero. Pero es me- Cash says that they stop ‘in front things are kept. build a tight chicken coop than a jor construir un gallinero sólido que un of Mrs Bundren’s house’ to borrow the spade. This suggests shoddy 1 trashy; shabby; poorly made. 2 40 shoddy court-house, and when they juzgado destartalado, y cuando los counterfeit. that Cash’s section consists of 1 a an inferior cloth made partly from the both build shoddy or build well, dos se han construido mal o se han shredded fibre of old woollen cloth. b such thoughts which take place after fibre. 2 any thing of shoddy quality. neither because it’s one or tother is construido bien, no es el tipo de Addie has been buried and after shred 1 a scrap, fragment, or strip of esp. cloth, going to make a man feel the better construcción lo que le hace a uno Darl has been taken away, when paper, etc. 2 the least amount, remnant (not nor the worse. sentirse bien o mal. Anse appears with ‘the second a shred of evidence). Mrs Bundren’, the owner of the tear or cut into shreds. hacer trizas o tiras 45 tear to shreds completely refute (an argument spade and the gramophone. etc.). So we went up the street, Conque seguimos calle arri- toward the square, and he said, ba, hacia la plaza, y él dijo: “We better take Cash to the —Será mejor que llevemos a Cash doctor first. We can leave him al médico antes. Podemos dejarle allí 50 there and come back for him.” y volver a recogerle luego. That’s it. It’s because me and him Eso es. Es porque yo y él nos lle- was born close together, and it vamos poco tiempo, y pasaron casi nigh ten years before Jewel and diez años antes de que empezaran Dewey Dell and Vardaman begun to a llegar jewe1 y Dewey Dell y 55 come along. I feel kin to them, all right, Vardaman. Me siento próximo a to- but I don’t know. And me being the dos, desde luego, pero no sé. Y yo, oldest, and thinking already the very al ser el mayor, no dejo de pensar thing that he done: I don’t know. en lo que ha hecho, y no sé.

60 Pa was looking at me, then at him, Padre me está mirando, luego le mira mumbling his mouth. a él, murmurando.

“Go on,” I said. “We’ll get it done —Siga —dije yo—. Acabemos con first.” esto primero. 65 “She would want us all there,” pa —Ella nos querría a todos allí —dice says. padre.

“Let’s take Cash to the doctor —Llevemos a Cash al médico antes 70 first,” Darl said. “She’ll wait. She’s —dijo Darl—. Ella puede esperar. Ya lle- already waited nine days.” va nueve días esperando.

“You all don’t know,” pa says. —No sabéis nada —dice padre— “The somebody you was young with . La persona con la que uno ha pa- 75 and you growed old in her and she sado la juventud y se ha hecho vie- growed old in you, seeing the old jo, la persona que ha envejecido con coming on and it was the one uno y viendo venir la vejez le ha somebody you could hear say it don’t dicho a uno que no importa, y uno

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matter and know it was the truth outen se da cuenta de que esa es la verdad the hard world and all a man’s grief en este mundo cruel lleno de sufri- and trials. You all don’t know.” mientos y dolor. No sabéis nada.

5 “We got the digging to do, too, ” —Además tenemos que cavar la I said. fosa... —dije yo.

“Armstid and Gillespie both told —Armstid y Gillespie te dijeron que you to send word ahead,” Darl said. mandaras recado —dijo Darl—. ¿No 10 “Don’t you want to go to Peabody’s quieres que te llevemos a ver a Peadoby now, Cash?” ahora, Cash?

“Go on,” I said. “It feels right —Sigamos —dije yo—. Ahora me easy now. It’s best to get things encuentro bastante bien. Es mejor hacer 15 done in the right place.” cada cosa a su debido tiempo.

“If it was just dug,” pa —Si ya estuviera hecho el hoyo... — says. “We forgot our dice padre—. Además hemos olvidado spade, too.” nuesta pala. 20 “Yes,” Darl said. “I’ll go to the —Sí —dice Darl—. Iré a la ferrete- hardware store. We’ll have to buy one.” ría. Tenemos que comprar una.

“It’ll cost money,” pa says. —Costará dinero —dice padre. 25 “Do you begrudge her it?” Darl says. —¿Va a escatimarle eso? —dice Darl.

“Go on and get a spade,” Jewel —Venga, vamos por la pala —dijo said. “Here, give me the money.” Jewel—. A ver. Deme el dinero. 30 But pa didn’t stop. “I reckon Pero padre no detuvo la carreta. we can get a spade,” he said. —Para mí que nos prestarán una pala —dijo— “I reckon there are Christians . Para mí que aquí todavía quedan cristianos. here.” So Darl set still and we went Conque Darl siguió sentado y conti- 35 on, with Jewel squatting on the tail nuamos, con Jewel en cuclillas en la Bate, watching the back of Darl’s head. parte trasera de la carreta mirando la He looked like one of these bulldogs, nuca de Darl. Parecía uno de esos one of these dogs that don’t bark none, bulldogs, uno de esos perros que nun- squatting against the rope, watching the ca ladran, encogido y vigilando la pre- 40 thing he was waiting to jump at. sa sobre la que esperan saltar.

He set that way all the time we was Se quedó así todo el rato que estu- in front of Mrs. Bundren’s house, vimos delante de casa de Mrs. Bundren, hearing the music, watching the back oyendo la música, contemplando la 45 of Darl’s head with them hard white nuca de Darl con esos ojos blancos y eyes of hisn. duros suyos.

The music was playing in the Sonaba música dentro de la house. It was one of them casa. Era uno de esos 50 graphophones. It was natural as a gramófonos. Sonaba tan natural musicband. como una banda de música.

“Do you want to go to Peabody’s?” —¿Quieres que te llevemos a que te vea Darl said. “They can wait here and Peabody? —dijo Darl—. Pueden esperar 55 tell pa, and I’ll drive you to Peabody’s aquí y decírselo a padre, y yo te llevo a and come back for them.” casa de Peabody y vuelvo a por ellos.

“No,” I said. It was better to get —No —dije yo. Era mejor ente- her underground, now we was this rrarla, ahora que estábamos tan cerca 60 close, just waiting until pa borrowed y esperábamos que le prestaran la pala the shovel. He drove along the street a padre. Había seguido la calle hasta until we could hear the music. donde sonaba la música.

“Maybe they got one here,” he —A lo mejor tienen una pala 65 said. He pulled up at Mrs. aquí—dijo. Detuvo la carreta delante Bundren’s. It was like he de casa de Mrs. Bundren. Era como knowed. Sometimes I think that si lo supiera. A veces pienso que si if a working man could see work un trabajador será capaz de ver el tra- as far ahead as a lazy man can see bajo de lejos igual que un perezoso 70 laziness. So he stopped there like es capaz de ver la pereza. Conque he knowed, before that little new paró allí como si supiera lo que ha- house, where the music was. We cía, delante de aquella casita donde waited there, hearing it. I believe sonaba música. Esperamos allí oyén- I could have dickered Suratt dola. Creo que regateando le hubiera 75 down to five dollars on that one podido sacar a Surratt el suyo por of his. It’s a comfortable thing, menos de cinco dólares. La música es music is. “Maybe they got one una cosa que consuela—. A lo mejor here,” pa says. tienen una —dice padre.

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“You want Jewel to go,” Darl says, —¿Quiere que vaya Jewe1 o prefiere “or do you reckon I better?” que sea yo? —dice Darl.

5 “I reckon I better,” pa says. —Será mejor que vaya yo mismo — He got down and went up the dice padre. path and around the house to Se apeó y subió por el sendero y, rodean- the back. The music stopped, do la casa, se dirigió a la parte de atrás. La then it started again. música paró, luego empezó otra vez. 10 “He’ll get it, too,” Darl said. —Seguro que lo conseguirá —dijo Darl.

“Ay,” I said. It was just like —Claro —dije yo. Era como si ya lo he knowed, like he could see supiera, como si pudiera ver a través de 15 through the walls and into the las paredes y saber lo que iba a pasar next ten minutes. dentro de diez minutos.

Only it was more than ten minutes. Sólo que fueron más de diez minutos. The music stopped and never La música paró de nuevo y no volvió a 20 commenced again for a good spell, sonar durante un buen rato, mientras, where her and pa was talking at the padre y ella hablaban en la parte de atrás. back. We waited in the wagon. Nosotros esperábamos en la carreta.

“You let me take you back to —Déjame que te lleve a que te vea 25 Peabody’s,” Darl said. Peabody —dijo Darl.

“No,” I said. “We’ll get her —No —dije yo—. La enterraremos underground.” antes.

30 “If he ever gets back,” Jewel said. —Si es que vuelve —dijo Jewel. Ha- He began to cuss. He started to get bía empezado a soltar maldiciones. Se down from the wagon. “I’m going,” dispuso a bajar de la carreta—. Voy allá he said. —dijo.

35 Then we saw pa coming back. He Entonces vimos que padre volvía. had two spades, coming around the Venía rodeando la casa y traía dos house. He laid them in the wagon and palas. Las dejó en la carrete, subió got in and we went on. The music a ella y seguimos. La música no vol- never started again. Pa was looking vió a empezar. Padre volvió la ca- 40 back at the house. He kind of lifted beza hacia la casa. Levantó la mano his hand a little and I saw the shade tímidamente y vi que corrían el vi- pulled back a little at the window and sillo un poco y la cara de la mujer her face in it. en la ventana.

45 But the curiousest thing was Pero lo más curioso fue Dewey Dell. Dewey Dell. It surprised me. I see Aquello me sorprendió. Comprendo que all the while how folks could say he toda la gente dijera que él era un tipo was queer, but that was the very raro, y que a la vez nadie tomara como reason couldn’t nobody hold it cuestión personal lo que hacía, por eso 50 personal. It was like he was outside mismo. Era también como si estuviera of it too, same as you, and getting ausente de todo, lo mismo que tú, de mad as it would be kind of like modo que enfadarse con él hubiera sido getting mad at a mudpuddle that un poco como enfadarse con un charco splashed you when you stepped in it. que al pisarlo te salpicara. Y además 55 And then I always kind of had a idea siempre me ha dado un poco la impre- that him and Dewey Dell kind of sión de que él y Dewey Dell sabían co- knowed things betwixt them. If I’d municarse sin palabras. Si tuviera que ‘a’ said it was ere a one of us she decir cuál de nosotros era el preferido de liked better than ere a other, I’d ‘a’ Dewey Dell, diría que Darl. Pero cuando 60 said it was Darl. But when we got it la terminamos de llenar y la cubrimos y filled and covered and drove out the nos dirigimos a la puerta de la cerca y gate and turned into the lane where llegamos al sendero donde nos espera- them fellows was waiting, when they ban aquellos individuos, y se adelanta- come out and come on him and he ron y se le acercaron y él dio un salto 65 jerked back, it was Dewey Dell that atrás, fue Dewey Dell la que le agarró was on him before even Jewel could incluso antes de que Jewel pudiera echar- get at him. And then I believed I le mano. Y entonces creí saber cómo se knowed how Gillespie knowed about había enterado Gillespie de quién había how his barn taken fire. prendido fuego a su granero. 70 She hadn’t said a word, hadn’t Ella no dijo nada, ni siquiera lo even looked at him, but when them miró, pero cuando aquellos tipos le di- fellows told him what they wanted jeron lo que querían y que habían ve- and that they had come to get him and nido a por él y él retrocedió, se echó 75 he throwed back, she jumped on him sobre él como una gata salvaje de modo like a wild cat so that one of the que uno de los tipos tuvo que dejarle a fellows had to quit and hold her and él y sujetarla para que no le arañase y her scratching and clawing at him like le tirase zarpazos como una gata salva-

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a wild cat, while the other one and pa je, mientras el otro y padre y Jewel de- and Jewel throwed Darl down and rribaban a Darl y le mantenían sujeto held him lying on his back, looking de espaldas al suelo, desde donde me up at me. miraba. 5 “I thought you would have told —Creí que me avisarías — me,” he said. “I never thought you dijo él—. Nunca pensé que no wouldn’t have.” me avisarías.

10 “Darl,” I said. But he fought —Darl —le dije. Pero él again, him and Jewel and the forcejeaba de nuevo, con padre y con fellow, and the other one holding Jewel y con aquel tipo, y el otro su- Dewey Dell and Vardaman yelling jetaba a Dewey Dell, y Vardaman gri- and Jewel saying, taba y Jewel decía: 15 “Kill him. Kill the son of a bitch.” —Matadle. Matad a ese hijo de puta.

It was bad so. It was bad. A fellow Fue muy desagradable. Fue desagra- can’t get away from a shoddy job. He dable. Uno no puede escapar de una cha- 20 can’t do it. I tried to tell him, but he puza. El tampoco. Traté de explicárselo, just said, “I thought you’d ‘a’ told me. pero sólo dijo: It’s not that I,” he said, then he began —Creí que me avisarías. No es que to laugh. The other fellow pulled yo... —dijo, luego se echó a reír. El otro Jewel off of him and he sat there on tipo apartó a Jewel y él se quedó sentado 25 the ground, laughing. en el suelo, riéndose.

I tried to tell him. If I could have Traté de explicárselo. Si al menos me just moved, even set up. But I tried hubiera podido [214] mover, o incorpo- to tell him and he quit laughing, rarme un poco. Pero traté de explicárse- 30 looking up at me. lo y él dejó de reír, mirándome.

“Do you want me to go?” he said. —¿Quieres que vaya con ellos? —dijo.

“It’ll be better for you,” I said. —Será mejor para ti —dije 35 “Down there it’ll be quiet, with none yo—. Allí estarás tranquilo, sin of the bothering and such. It’ll be preocupaciones ni nada. Será me- better for you, Darl,” I said. jor para ti, Darl —dije yo.

“Better,” he said. He began to —Mejor —dijo. Se echó a reír otra 40 laugh again. “Better,” he said. He vez—. Mejor —dijo. couldn’t hardly say it for laughing. He Casi no podía hablar de lo que se reía. sat on the ground and us watching Estaba sentado en el suelo y todos le mi- him, laughing and laughing. It was rábamos y él reía y reía. Fue desagrada- bad. It was bad so. I be durn if I could ble. Fue muy desagradable. Que me con- 45 see anything to laugh at. Because dene si entiendo por qué tanta risa. Por- there just ain’t nothing justifies the que no hay nada que justifique la des- deliberate destruction of what a man trucción deliberada de lo que un hombre has built with his own sweat and ha construido con el sudor de su frente y stored the fruit of his sweat into. donde almacena el fruto de ese sudor. 50 But I ain’t so sho that ere a man Pero tampoco entiendo bien que na- has the right to say what is crazy and die tenga derecho a decir quién está loco what ain’t. It’s like there was a fellow y quién no. Es como si en cada hombre Et tu Brute?: (Latin) Julius Caesar’s in every man that’s done a-past the hubiera una personalidad que está más remark to his friend Brutus (‘And 55 sanity or the insanity, that watches the allá de la cordura y la locura, que con- you, Brutus?’) who was one of the sane and the insane doings of that man templa las acciones cuerdas o locas de conspirators who assassinated with the same horror and the same ese hombre con el mismo horror y el mis- him in 44Bc astonishment. mo asombro.

60 54 PEABODY (2) PEABODY

I SAID, DIJE: “I reckon a man in a tight might —Supongo que cualquiera en un apu- 65 let Bill Varner patch him up like ro dejaría que Bill Varner le recompu- Peabody (2) a damn mule, but I be damned if siera como a una maldita mula, pero que the man that’d let Anse Bundren me maten si el que permite que Anse This section consists Of the treat him with raw cement ain’t Bundren le cure con cemento no es por- words Peabody speaks to Cash got more spare legs than I que tiene más piernas de repuesto de las when he is eventually brought to him for treatment and of his 70 have.” que tengo yo. unspoken thoughts about Anse.

“They just aimed to ease hit some,” —Sólo querían aliviármela un poco — he said. dijo él.

75 “Aimed, hell,” I said. “What —Querían, un cuerno —dije yo—. in hell did Armstid mean by ¿En qué demonios pensaba Armstid para COMMENTARY: Peabody even letting them put you on ni siquiera permitir que te volvieran a appears to have changed his mind that wagon again?” subir a la carreta? about Anse. Formerly he regarded him as an unlucky man but here,

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in spite of his use of ironic “Hit was gittin’ right noticeable,” —Se estaba empezando a notar — overstatement, he genuinely he said. “We never had time to wait.” dijo—. No teníamos tiempo que perder seems to regard him as someone who is criminally negligent about I just looked at him. “Hit never —yo me limité a mirarle—. No me mo- the welfare of his own family. 5 bothered me none,” he said. lestaba nada —dijo.

“Don’t you lie there and try to tell —No mientas tratando de convencer- me you rode six days on a wagon me de que has [215] pasado seis días**27 without springs, with a broken leg and en una carreta sin ballestas con una pier- 10 it never bothered you.” na rota y que no te ha molestado nada.

“I never bothered me much,” he said. —Nunca me molestó mucho —dijo él.

“You mean, it never bothered Anse —Querrás decir que a Anse nunca le 15 much,” I said. “No more than it molestó mucho —dije yo—. No más de bothered him to throw that poor devil lo que le molestó cuando tiró a ese pobre down in the public street and handcuff diablo en mitad de la calle para que lo him like a damn murderer. Don’t tell esposaran como si fuera un maldito ase- me. And don’t tell me it ain’t going sino. No me digas. Y no me digas que no 20 to bother you to lose sixty-odd square te va a molestar que te arranquen casi inches of skin to get that concrete off. medio metro cuadrado de piel para qui- And don’t tell me it ain’t going to tar el cemento. Y tampoco me digas que bother you to have to limp around on no te molesta tener que andar cojeando one short leg for the balance of your el resto de tu vida con una pierna más 25 life—if you walk at all again. corta... si es que puedes volver a andar. Concrete,” I said. “God Amighty, Cemento —dije—. Dios todopoderoso, why didn’t Anse carry you to the ¿por qué no te llevó Anse al aserradero nearest sawmill and stick your leg in más cercano para que te cortaran la pier- the saw? That would have cured it. na? Eso la hubiera curado. Luego podías 30 Then you all could have stock his haber conseguido que le metieran la ca- head into the saw and cured a whole beza en la sierra a él y así se hubiera cu- family. .: . Where is Anse, anyway? rado toda la familia... Y a todo esto, ¿qué What’s he up to now?” es de Anse? ¿Qué anda haciendo ahora?

35 “He’s takin’ back them spades he —Ha ido a devolver las palas que nos borrowed,” he said. prestaron —dijo.

“That’s right,” I said. “Of —Eso es —dije yo—. Por supuesto, course he’d have to borrow a que tendría que pedir una pala prestada 40 spade to bury his wife with. para enterrar a su mujer. A menos que Unless he could borrow a hole in pudiese conseguir que le prestasen un the ground. Too bad you all didn’t agujero en el suelo. Es una pena que no put him in it too . . . . Does that hurt?” le metierais también a él... ¿Te duele así?

45 “Not to speak of,” he said, and the —No demasiado —dijo él, y grandes sweat big as marbles running down gotas de sudor como canicas le corrían his face and his face about the colour por la cara y la cara tenía el color del of blotting-paper. papel secante.

50 “Course not,” I said. “About next —Claro que no —dije—. Para el ve- summer you can hobble around fine rano podrás brincar perfectamente sobre on this leg. Then it won’t bother you, esta pierna. Entonces ya no te molestará, not to speak of . . If you had anything no demasiado... Si tuvieses algo que pu- you could call luck, you might say it dieses llamar suerte, podrías decir que 55 was lucky this is the same leg you fue una suerte que ésta haya sido la mis- broke before,” I said. ma pierna que te rompiste antes —dije.

“Hit’s what paw says,” he said. —Es lo que dice padre —dijo él. [216]

60 55 MacGOWAN (1) MACGOWAN

IT happened I am back of the POR casualidad estaba yo atrás, en la prescription case, pouring up some rebotica, bañando de chocolate una 65 chocolate sauce, when Jody comes grageas, cuando entra Jody y dice: MacGowan (1) back and says, “Say, Skeet, there’s a —Oye, Skeet, ahí delante hay una woman up front that wants to see the mujer que quiere ver al médico y This section is narrated by the doctor and when I said What doctor cuando le dije que a qué médico chemist’s assistant in Jefferson to you want to see, she said she want to quería ver, me dijo que quería ver whom Dewey Dell goes for help after the burial of her mother and 70 see the doctor that works here and al médico que trabaja aquí y cuan- the removal of Darl. MacGowan when I said There ain’t any doctor do le dije que aquí no trabaja nin- is less kind than Moseley was in works here, she just stood there, gún médico, se queda allí de pie, Mottstown. He tricks Dewey Dell looking back this way.” mirando hacia aquí. into taking some useless and possibly poisonous medicine and also seduces her, insisting that he 75 “What kind of a woman is it?” I —¿Qué tipo de mujer es? —digo is a doctor and that this is part of says. “Tell her to go upstairs to yo—. Dile que suba a la consulta the treatment. Alford’s office.” de Alford.

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“Country woman,” he says. —Una campesina —dice él.

“Send her to the court-house,” I —Mándala al palacio de justicia a says. “Tell her all the doctors have freír espárragos —digo yo—. Dile que 5 gone to Memphis to a Barbers’ todos los médicos se han ido a Memphis Convention.” a una convención de barberos. COMMENTARY: MacGowan’s manipulation of the “All right,” he says, going away. —De acuerdo —dice él, saliendo—. innocent Dewey Dell might have “She looks pretty good for a country Está bastante bien para ser una campesi- struck the reader as rather callous were it not for the fact that Dewey 10 girl,” he says. na —dice. Dell herself has been guilty of even greater and more callous “Wait,” I says. He waited and I —Espera —le digo. Esperó y yo manipulation of Darl’s life. Darl went and peeped through the crack. X ______eché una ojeada por la rendija. has been put away for the rest of But I couldn’t tell nothing except she Pero no conseguí ver nada excepto que his life; she simply suffers what she has already accepted from 15 had a good leg against the light. “Is tenía unas bonitas piernas vistas allí a con- Lafe. she young, you say?” I says. traluz —. ¿Y dices que es joven? —digo.

“She looks like a pretty hot mamma, X —Está bastante buena, para ser una hot mamma: (Am. col.) sexually for a country girl,” he says. campesina —dice él. attractive woman 20 “Take this,” I says, giving him the —Toma —le digo, dándole el chocolate. I took off my apron and chocolate. Me quité el mandil y went up there. She looked pretty salí. Era bastante guapa. Una de good. One of them black-eyed ones esas morenas de ojos negros 25 that look like she’d as soon put a knife que parecen capaces de darte in you as not if you two-timed her. una puñalada si las engañas. She looked pretty good. There wasn’t Era bastante guapa. No había nobody else in the store; it was nadie más en la tienda; era la dinner-time. hora de comer. 30 “What can I do for you?” I says. —¿En qué puedo servirla? —digo yo.

“Are you the doctor?” she says. —¿Es usted el médico? —dice ella.

35 “Sure,” I says. She quit looking at —Claro —digo yo. Ella deja de mirarme me and was kind of looking around. y se pone como a mirar a su alrededor.

“Can we go back yonder?” she says. —¿Podemos pasar ahí dentro? —dice.

40 It was just a quarter-past twelve, Sólo eran las doce y cuarto, but I went and told Jody to kind of pero entré y le dije a Jody que watch out and whistle if the old man vigilase y me silbara si veía come in sight, because he never got al viejo, aunque nunca volvía back before one. antes de la una. 45 “You better lay off of that,” Jody —Será mejor que no te metas fire your stern out of here: (Am. says. “He’ll fire your stern out of here en líos —dice Jody—. Te echará col.) sack you so quick you can’t wink.” antes de que te enteres.

50 “He don’t never get back before —Nunca vuelve antes de la one,” I says. “You can see him go into una —digo yo—. Podrás verle the post-office. You keep your eye entrar en correos. Estate atento your eye peeled: (col.) watch peeled, now, and give me a whistle.” y silba en cuanto se acerque. carefully 55 “What you going to do?” he says. —¿Qué piensas hacer? —dice él.

“You keep your eye out. I’ll tell —Tú a vigilar. Ya te lo contaré you later” luego.

60 “Ain’t you going to give me no —¿No me vas a dejar a mí des- seconds on it?” he says. pués? —dice.

“What the hell do you think this —¿Qué demonios te has creído que is?” I says; “a stud-farm? You watch es esto? —digo yo—, ¿un potrero de 65 out for him. I’m going into sementales? Tú a vigilar, que yo voy a conference.” entrevistarme con ella.

So I go on to the back. I stopped at Conque voy al fondo. Me deten- the glass and smoothed my hair, then go delante del espejo, y me arreglo 70 I went behind the prescription case, el pelo, luego entro en la rebotica, where she was waiting. She is looking donde está esperando. Mira el es- at the medicine cabinet, then she tante de las medicinas, luego me looks at me. mira a mí.

75 “Now, madam,” I says; “what is —Bien, señora —digo yo—, ¿cuál es your trouble?” su problema?

“It’s the female trouble,” she says, watching —Las molestias femeninas —dice,

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me. “I got the money,” she says. mirándome—. Tengo el dinero —dice.

“Ah,” I says. “Have you got female —Ah —digo yo—. ¿Tiene usted troubles or do you want female molestias o las quiere tener? Porque 5 troubles? If so, you come to the right si es así ha encontrado al médico doctor.” Them country people. Half adecuado. —Estos campesinos. La the time they don’t know what they mitad de las veces no saben lo que want, and the balance of the time they quieren ______can’t tell it to you. The clock said X ______. E l reloj marcaba las 10 twenty past twelve. doce y veinte.

“No,” she says. —No —dice.

“No which?” I says. —¿No qué? —digo. 15 “I ain’t had it,” she says. “That’s —Que no las tengo —dice—. Eso es it.” She looked at me. “I got the lo que pasa —me miró—. Tengo el dine- money,” she says. ro —dice.

20 So I knew what she was talking Conque comprendí de qué me estaba about. hablando.

“Oh,” I says. “You got something in —Oh —digo—. Tiene usted en la ba- your belly you wish you didn’t have.” rriga algo que no le apetece tener —me 25 She looks at me. “You wish you had a mira—. ¿Quisiera usted tener un poco little more or a little less, huh?” más o un poco menos, no?

“I got the money,” she says. “He —Tengo el dinero —dice—. El me said I could git something at the dijo que en la botica me darían algo para 30 drug-store for hit.” eso.

“Who said so?” I says. —¿Quién se lo dijo? —digo.

“He did,” she says, looking at me. —Él —dice ella, mirándome. 35 “You don’t want to call no narres,” —¿No quiere mencionar los nom- I says. “The one that put the acorn in bres, eh? —digo yo—. El que le hizo put the acorn in your belly: (Am. your belly? He the one that told you?” la barriga. ¿Fue él quien se lo dijo? — col.) a vulgar term meaning made She don’t say nothing. “You ain’t ella no dice nada—. ¿No están casa- you pregnant 40 married, are you?” I says. I never saw dos, verdad? —digo, porque no veo no ring. But like as not, they ain’t heard que lleve alianza. Pero a saber si es- yet out there that they use rings. tos campesinos usan alianzas o no.

“I got the money,” she says. She —Tengo el dinero —dice. 45 showed it to me, tied up in her Me lo enseñó, atado a un pa- handkerchief: a ten spot. ñuelo: uno de diez.

“I’ll swear you have,” I says. “He —Estoy seguro de que lo tiene — give it to you?” digo—. ¿Se lo dio él? 50 “Yes,” she says. —Sí —dice ella.

“Which one?” I says. She looks at me. —¿Cuál de ellos? —digo. Me mira—. “Which one of them give it to you?” ¿Cuál de ellos se lo dio? 55 “It ain’t but one,” she says. She —Sólo hay uno —dice. Me looks at me. mira.

“Go on,” I says. She don’t say —Adelante —digo. Ella no dice 60 nothing. The trouble about the cellar nada. Lo malo del sótano es que sólo is, it ain’t but one way out and that’s tiene una salida y da a la escalera in- back up the inside stairs. The clock terior. En el reloj ya es la una menos says twenty-five to one. “A pretty girl veinticinco—. Una chica tan guapa like you,” I says. como usted —digo. 65 She looks at me. She begins to tie Me mira. Se pone a atar de nuevo el the money back up in the dinero en el pañuelo. handkerchief. “Excuse me a minute,” —Perdone un momento —digo. I says. I go around the prescription Salgo de la rebotica—. ¿Has oído 70 case. “Did you hear about that fellow hablar del tipo que se hizo un es- sprained his ear?” I says. “After that guince en la oreja? —digo—. Des- he couldn’t even hear a belch.” pués ya no podía oír ni un eructo.

“You better get her out from back —Será mejor que la saques de 75 there before the old man comes,” Jody ahí antes de que venga el viejo — says. dice Jody.

“If you’ll stay up there in front —Eres tú el que debe estar ahí delan-

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where he pays you to stay, he won’t te, que para eso te paga. Y si cogen a al- catch nobody but me;” I says. guien será a mí —digo.

He goes on, slow, toward the front. Sale despacio, hacia la parte delantera. 5 “What you doing to her, Skeet?” he —¿Qué piensas hacer con ella, Skeet? says. —dice.

“I can’t tell you,” I says. “It —No te lo puedo decir —digo wouldn’t be ethical. You go on up yo—. No sería ético. Tú sal y 10 there and watch.” vigila.

“Say, Skeet,” he says. —Oye, Skeet —dice.

“Ah, go on,” I says. “I ain’t doing —Vete de una vez —digo—. Sólo voy 15 nothing but filling a prescription.” a preparar una receta.

“He may not do nothing about that —Puede que no diga nada por la mu- woman back there, but if he finds you jer de ahí dentro, pero si te encuentra monkeying: (col.) interfering with monkeying with that prescription enredando con las medicinas, seguro 20 case, he’ll kick your stern clean down que te echa escaleras abajo de una pa- them cellar stairs.” tada en el trasero.

“My stern has been kicked —Tengo el trasero acostumbrado by bigger bastards than a recibir patadas de hijos de mala ma- 25 him,” I says. “Go back and dre más grandes que él —digo—. Vete y watch out for him, now.” vigila a ver si viene.

So I come back. The clock Conque volví. En el reloj ya said fifteen to one. She is tying era la una menos cuarto. La chi- 30 the money in the handkerchief. ca ataba el dinero en el pañuelo. “You ain’t the doctor,” she says. —Usted no es el médico —dice.

“Sure I am,” I says. She watches —Claro que lo soy —digo. Me mira— handsome me. “Is it because I look too young, . ¿Es que le parezco demasiado joven, o 1 (of a person) good-looking. Hermoso, bello, bien 35 or am I too handsome?” I says. “We soy demasiado guapo? —digo—. Antes parecido 2 (of a building etc.) imposing, attractive. used to have a bunch of old water- aquí teníamos un puñado de viejos mé- 3 a generous, liberal (a handsome present; handsome treatment). b (of a price, fortune, etc., as assets jointed doctors here,” I says; dicos achacosos —digo—. Jefferson era gained) considerable. (victory) fácil gentil “Jefferson used to be a kind of Old una especie de asilo para médicos vie- 1. adj. Idólatra o pagano.Gentile (En) Doctors’ Home for them. But jos. Pero el negocio empezó a ir tan mal 2. Brioso, galán, gracioso. GENTIL mozo; GENTIL donaire. 40 business started falling off and folks y la gente a encontrarse tan bien que un 3. notable. GENTIL desvergüenza; GENTIL disparate. 4. Amable, cortés. kind, pleasant, charming, stayed so well until one day they día comprendieron que las mujeres nun- obliging, comely gentle dulce tierno, dócil, suave, cortés, ligero, found out that the women wouldn’t ca se volverían a poner malas. De modo cudadoso, pausado moderado never get sick at all. So they run all que echaron a todos los médicos viejos y gracious : amable cortés, gentil, benevolente, indul- gente [lenient] the old doctors out and got us young trajeron a unos cuantos guapos y jóve- gracioso : funny,witty, amusing, charming 45 good-looking ones that the women nes como yo que les gustáramos a las graceful : lleno de gracia, con mucho garbo, elengante, digno would like and then the women begun mujeres y entonces las mujeres volvie- to get sick again and so business ron a ponerse malas otra vez y el nego- picked up. They’re doing that all over cio aumentó. Están haciendo lo mismo the country. Hadn’t you heard about en toda la comarca. ¿No ha oído hablar 50 it? Maybe it’s because you ain’t never de ello? A lo mejor es porque nunca ha needed a doctor.” necesitado un médico.

“I need one now,” she says. —Ahora lo necesito —dice.

55 “And you come to the right one,” —Y ha acudido usted al adecuado — I says. “I already told you that.” digo yo—. Ya se lo he dicho.

“Have you got something for it?” —¿Tiene usted algo para eso? — she says. “I got the money.” dice—. Tengo el dinero. 60 “Well,” I says, “of course a —Bueno —digo—, naturalmente un doctor has to learn all sorts of things médico tiene que aprender todo tipo de while he’s learning to roll calomel; cosas mientras aprende a preparar calome- he can’t help himself. But I don’t lanos**28; no le queda otro remedio. Pero 65 know about your trouble.” en relación con su problema, no sé, no sé.

“He told me I could get something. —El me dijo que conseguiría He told me I could get it at the algo. Me dijo que lo conseguiría drug-store.” en la botica. 70 “Did he tell you the name of it?” I —¿Le dijo el nombre? —digo says. “You better go back and ask yo—. Será mejor que vuelva a him.” preguntárselo.

75 She quit looking at me, kind of Dejó de mirarme y retorcía el pañue- turning the handkerchief in her hands. lo en las manos. “I got to do something,” she says. —Tengo que hacer algo —dice.

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“How bad do you want to do some- —¿Hasta qué punto quiere hacer thing?” I says. She looks at me. “Of algo? —digo. Me mira—. Claro está course, a doctor learns all sorts of que un médico aprende muchas co- things folks don’t think he knows. But sas que la gente no se imagina que 5 he ain’t supposed to tell all he knows. sabe. Pero no puede decir todo lo que It’s against the law.” sabe. Va contra la ley.

Up front Jody says, “Skeet.” Desde delante Jody dice: —Skeet. 10 “Excuse me a minute,” I says. I —Perdóneme un momento —digo. went up front. “Do you see him?” I Fui a la parte de delante—. ¿Lo has vis- says. to? —digo.

“Ain’t you done yet?” he says. —¿No has terminado todavía? — 15 “Maybe you better come up here dice él—. Quizá sea mejor que salgas and watch and let me do that tú aquí a vigilar y me dejes pasar esa consulting.” consulta a mí.

“Maybe you’ll lay a egg,” I says. I —Y a lo mejor hasta pones un hue- 20 come back. She is looking at me. “Of vo —digo. Vuelvo. La chica me mira— course you realize that I could be put . Supongo que se da cuenta de que po in the penitentiary for doing what you drían meterne en la cárcel por hacer lo want,” I says. “I would lose my que usted quien —digo—. Me quitarían licence and then I’d have to go to el título y tendría que ponerme a traba- 25 work. You realize that?” jar. ¿Se da cuenta de eso?

“I ain’t got but ten dollars,” she —Sólo tengo diez dólares —dice— says. “I could bring the rest next . A lo mejor el me que viene le puedo month, maybe.” traer lo que falte. 30 “Pooh,” I says, “ten dollars? You —Pero bueno... —digo—, ¿diez dó- see, I can’t put no price on my lares? No puedo va lorar en tan poco mis knowledge and skill. Certainly not for conocimientos y aptitudes. Sin duda no sawbuck: (Am. col.) small amount of money no little paltry sawbuck.” en diez dólares miserables. 35 She looks at me. She don’t even Me mira. Ni siquiera pestañea. blink. “What you want, then?” —¿Entonces qué es lo que quiere?

The clock said four to one. So En el reloj es la una menos cuatro minutos. 40 I decided I better get her out. Conque de cidí no andarme con más rodeos. “You guess three times and then I’ll —Diga tres cosas y le diré si ha acer- show you,” I says. tado —digo.

She don’t even blink her eyes. “I Ni siquiera pestañea. 45 got to do something,” she says. She —Tengo que hacer algo —dice. Mira looks behind her and around, then she a sus espaldas y su alrededor, luego ha- looks toward the front. “Gimme the cia delante—. Deme la medicina an tes medicine first,” she says. —dice.

50 “You mean, you’re ready to right —¿Quiere decir que ya está prepara- now?” I says. “Here?” da? —digo—. ¿Aquí?

“Gimme the medicine first,” she says. —Deme la medicina antes —dice.

55 So I took a graduated glass and Así que cogí una probeta kind of turned my back to her and graduada y dándole la espalda picked out a bottle that looked all cogí un frasco que me pareció right, because a man that would keep adecuado, pues, si alguie mete poison setting around in a unlabelled veneno en un frasco sin eti- 60 bottle ought to be in jail, anyway. It quetar merece estar en 1a cár- smelled like turpentine. I poured cel. Olía como a trementina. come into the glass and give it to her. Eché un poco en la probeta y She smelled it, looking at me across se la di. Lo olió, mirándome a the glass. través del cristal. 65 “Hit smells like turpentine,” she says. —Huele como a trementina —dice.

“Sure,” I says. “That’s just the —Claro —digo—. Es el co- beginning of the treatment. You come mienzo del tratamiento. Vuelva a 70 back at ten o’clock to-night and I’ll las diez en punto de esta noche y give you the rest of it and perform the le daré lo que falta y realizaré la operation.” operación.

“Operation?” she says. —¿Operación? —dice. 75 the hair of the dog: (col.) here, more “It won’t hurt you. You’ve had the —No le dolerá. Es la misma que ya le sex to undo the effects of the same operation before. Ever hear hicieron antes ¿No ha oído hablar de que original act; usually, another drink about the hair of the dog?” un clavo hay que sacarlo con otro clavo? to cure a headache caused

129 ______Faulkner’s As I lay dying tr. de Javier Coy notas originally by drinking too much. She looks at me. “Will it work?” Me mira. she says. —¿Funcionará? —dice.

5 “Sure it’ll work. If you come back —Claro que funcionará. Si viene a and get it.” terminar el trata miento.

So she drunk whatever it was Conque bebió lo que fuera aquello sin without batting a eye, and went out. I pestañear y se marchó. Yo salí a la parte 10 went up front. de delante.

“Didn’t you get it?” Jody says. —¿Lo conseguiste? —dice Jody.

“Get what?” I says. —¿Conseguir qué? —digo yo. 15 “Ah, come on,” he says. “I ain’t —Vamos, hombre —dice—. No te going to try to beat your time.” voy a hacer la competencia.

“Oh, her,” I says. “She just wanted —Ah, ella —digo—. Sólo que- 20 a little medicine. She’s got a bad case ría un medicamento. Tiene una of dysentery and she’s a little fuerte disentería y le daba un ashamed about mentioning it with a poco de vergüenza decirlo con un stranger there.” desconocido delante.

25 It was my night, anyway, so I Aquella noche me tocaba guardia, de helped the old bastard check up and I todas formas, así que ayudé al viejo hijo got his hat on him and got him out of de su madre a recoger y le alargué el som- the store by eight-thirty. I went as far brero y salí con él de la botica a las ocho as the corner with him and watched y media. Lo acompañé hasta la esquina y 30 him until he passed under two street me quedé mirándolo hasta que pasó de- lamps and went on out of sight. Then bajo de dos farolas de la calle y se per- I came back to the store and waited dió de vista. Luego volví a la botica y until nine-thirty and turned out the esperé hasta las nueve y media y apagué front lights and locked the door and las luces de delante y cerré la puerta con 35 left just one light burning at the back, llave y sólo dejé encendida una luz en la and I went back and put some talcum parte de atrás. Luego fui a la rebotica y powder into six capsules and kind of puse algo de talco en seis cápsulas y or- cleared up the cellar and then I was dené un poco el sótano y entonces me all ready. sentí preparado. 40 She come in just at ten, before Llegó casi a las diez, justo antes de the clock had done striking. I let que el reloj diera la hora. Le abrí la puerta her in and she come in, walking y entró, andando muy deprisa. Eché un fast. I looked out the door, but vistazo afuera, pero sólo había un chico 45 there wasn’t nobody but a boy vestido con un mono sentado en el bor- in overalls sitting on the curb. dillo de la acera. “You want something?” I says. He —¿Quieres algo? —le digo. El never said nothing, just looking at me. no dijo nada, sólo me miró. Ce- I locked the door and turned off the rré la puerta con llave y apagué 50 light and went on back. She was la luz y fui al fondo. Me estaba waiting. She didn’t look at me now. esperando. Ahora no me miró.

“Where is it?” she said. —¿Dónde está? —dijo.

55 I gave her the box of capsules. She Le di la caja con las cápsu- held the box in her hand, looking at las. La cogió y se quedó mi- the capsules. rándolas.

“Are you sure it’ll work?” she —¿Está seguro de que funcionará? — 60 says. dice.

“Sure,’’ I says. “When you take the —Claro que sí —digo—. Cuando siga rest of the treatment.” el resto del tratamiento.

65 “Where do I take it?” she says. —¿Dónde lo tengo que seguir? —dice ella.

“Down in the cellar,” I says. —Abajo, en el sótano —digo yo. [222]

56 70 VARDAMAN (10) VARDAMAN

NOW it is wider and lighter , AHORA hay más espacio y más luz, but the stores are dark because pero las tiendas están a oscuras porque they have all gone home. The todos se han ido a sus casas. Las tiendas Vardaman (10) 75 stores are dark, but the lights están a oscuras, pero las luces se refle- pass on the windows when we jan en los escaparates cuando pasamos This section consists of pass. The lights are in the trees por delante de ellos. Las luces están en Vardaman’s unspoken and around the court-house. They los árboles de alrededor del juzgado. unverbalised thoughts as he waits outside the drug-store whilst

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roost in the trees, but the Cuelgan de los árboles, pero el juzgado Dewey Dell is having sexual court-house is dark. The clock on está a oscuras. El reloj de encima se ve intercourse with MacGowan. it looks four ways, because it is por los cuatro lados, porque no está a When Dewey Dell returns, Vardaman still fails to not dark. The moon is not dark oscuras. La luna tampoco está a oscuras. understand. 5 too. Not very dark. Darl he went No muy a oscuras. Darl el que se fue to Jackson is my brother Darl is a Jackson es hermano mío Darl es my brother Only it was over that hermano mío Estaba por allí, bri- way, shining on the track. llando en la vía[.] COMMENTARY: Vardaman’s delight in all the new sights of the town, the lights which appear to 10 “Let’s go that way, Dewey Dell,”’ —Vamos por allí, Dewey Dell —digo. ‘roost’ in the trees like hens, the I say. four-sided clock and the —¿Para qué? —dice Dewey Dell. pavement, is modified by his “What for?” Dewey Dell says. The La vía rodeaba reluciente el escapara- thoughts of Darl. These thoughts track went shining around the te, con él rojo sobre la vía. Pero ella appear in italics, suggesting that they exist at the deeper level of 15 window, it red on the track. But she me ha dicho que no se lo venderán a his consciousness, and Vardaman said he would not sell it to the town los chicos de la ciudad—. Pero en Na- clearly finds it difficult to boys. “But it will be there Christmas,” vidad todavía estará ahí —dice Dewey understand what it means when Dewey Dell says. “You’ll have to wait Dell—. Tendrás que esperar hasta en- he is told ‘Darl went crazy’. till then, when he brings it back.” tonces, cuando lo vuelva a traer. Vardaman cannot distinguish 20 between ‘going to Jackson’ and Darl went to Jackson. Lots of Darl se fue a, Jackson. Hay mucha ‘going crazy’ and it is possible that his innocent mind has hit people didn’t go to Jackson. Darl is gente que nunca ha ido a Jackson. Darl upon an unrecognised truth. It is my brother. My brother is going to es hermano mío. Mi hermano va a ir a only when Darl is taken off by the Jackson Jackson. attendants that he openly ‘goes 25 crazy’. The two things may well While we walk the lights go Mientras andamos las luces colga- be related in this way, the trip around, roosting in the trees. On all das de los árboles giran. Por todas par- being the cause of the madness. The section also creates the sides it is the same. They go around tes es lo mismo. Dan la vuelta por de- impression of a lost child, sitting the court-house and then you cannot trás del juzgado y no se las puede ver. in a town which is alien to him, 30 see them. But you can see them in the Pero se las puede ver en las ventanas waiting for a sister who is black windows beyond. They have all negras de más allá. Todo el mundo se engaged in an enterprise he does gone home to bed except me and ha ido a sus casas, a acostarse, excepto not understand and seeing a cow Dewey Dell. Dewey Dell y yo. coming into the empty square, a familiar object in unfamiliar surroundings which only makes 35 Going on the train to Jackson. Va en el tren a Jackson. Mi her- the loneliness all the more acute, My brother mano ‘I hear the cow a long time, clopping on the street. She goes There is a light in the store, far En la botica hay una luz, muy al fon- across the square, her head down back. In the window are two big do. En el escaparate hay dos grandes fras- clopping. She lows.’ 40 glasses of soda-water, red and cos de agua de soda, uno rojo y otro ver- green. Two men could not drink de. Dos hombres no se los podrían be- them. Two mules could not. Two ber. Dos mulas tampoco. Dos vacas tam- cows could not. Darl poco podrían. Darl

45 A man comes to the door. He looks Sale un hombre a la puerta. Mira a at Dewey Dell. Dewey Dell.

“You wait out here,” Dewey Dell says. —Espérame aquí —dice Dewey Dell.

50 “Why can’t I come in?” I say. “I —¿Por qué no puedo entrar? —digo— want to come in, too.” . Quiero entrar también.

“You wait out here,” she says. —Espérame aquí —dice ella.

55 “All right,” I say. —Bueno —le digo. [223]

Dewey Dell goes in. Dewey Dell entra.

Darl is my brother. Darl went Darl es hermano mío. Darl se ha vuel- 60 crazy to loco

The walk is harder than sitting on La acera está más dura que el suelo. the ground. He is in the open door. Él está en la puerta abierta. Me mira. He looks at me. “You want —¿Quieres algo? —dice. Tiene la 65 something?” he says. His head is cabeza repeinada. A veces la cabeza de slick. Jewel’s head is slick sometimes. Jewel está repeinada. La cabeza de Cash’s head is not slick. Darl be went Cash nunca está repeinada. Darl él ha to Jackson my Brother Darl In the ido a Jackson mi hermano Darl En la street he ate a banana. Wouldn’t you calle se comió un plátano. ¿No preferi- 70 rather have bananas? Dewy Dell rías unos plátanos? dijo Dewey Dell[.] said. You wait till Christmas. It’ll be Espera hasta Navidad. Todavía segui- there then. Then you can see it. So rá allí. Entonces lo podrás ver. De we are going to have come bananas. modo que nos conformaremos con unos We are going to have a bag full, me plátanos. Tendremos una bolsa llena, 75 and Dewy Dell. He locks the door. yo y Dewey Dell. Cierra la puerta con Dewey Dell is inside. Then the light llave. Dewey Dell está dentro. Luego winks out. la luz se apaga.

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He went to Jackson. He went Se fue a Jackson. Se volvió loco crazy and went to Jackson both. y se fue a Jackson. Mucha gente no Lots of people didn’t go crazy. Pa se vuelve loca. Padre y Cash y and Cash and Jewel and Dewy Dell Dewey Dell y yo no nos hemos 5 and me didn’t go crazy. We never did vuelto locos. Nunca nos volvimos go crazy. We didn’t go to Jackson locos. Tampoco fuimos a Jackson. either. Darl Darl

I hear the cow a long time, Oigo a una vaca mucho rato, 10 clopping on the street. Then she clap clap en la calle. Luego en- comes into the square. She goes tra en la plaza. Atraviesa la across the square, her head down plaza con la cabeza baja clopping. She lows. There was clap[.] Muge. No había nada en la nothing in the square before she plaza antes de que mugiera, pero no 15 lowed, but it wasn’t empty. Now it is estaba vacía. Ahora, después de que empty after she lowed. She goes on, mugiera está vacía. Sigue, clap . clopping . She lows. My brother is Muge. Mi hermano es Darl. Se fue a Darl. He went to Jackson on the train. jackson en tren. No se fue en tren para He didn’t go on the train to go crazy. volverse loco. Se volvió loco en nues- 20 He went crazy in our wagon. Darl She tra carreta. Darl Ya lleva ahí desde had been in there a long time. And hace rato. Y la vaca también se ha ido. the cow is gone too. A long time. She Hace rato. Lleva ahí más tiempo de lo has been in there longer than the cow que estuvo la vaca. Pero no más que was. But not as long as empty. Darl cuando estaba vacía. Darl es hermano 25 is my brother. My brother Darl mío. Mi hermano Darl

Dewey Dell comes out. She looks at me. Dewey Dell sale. Me mira.

“Let’s go around that way now,” I say. —Vamos por allí ahora —digo yo. 30 Me mira. She looks at me. “It ain’t going to —No va a funcionar —dice—. El muy work,” she says. “That son of a bitch.” hijoputa.

“What ain’t going to work, Dewey —¿Qué no va a funcionar, Dewey 35 Dell?” Dell?

“I just know it won’t,” she says. She is not —Estoy segura de que no —dice. No looking at anything. “I just know it.” mira a ninguna parte—. Estoy segura.

40 “Let’s go that way,” I say. —Vamos por allí —digo.

“We got to go back to the hotel. —Tenemos que volver al hotel. Es tar- It’s late. We got to slip back in.” de. Entraremos a escondidas.

45 “Can’t we go by and see, —De todos modos podríamos pasar anyway?” por allí y mirarlo.

“Hadn’t you rather have bananas? —¿No prefieres los plátanos? ¿No los Hadn’t you rather?” prefieres? [224] 50 “All right.” My brother he went crazy —Bueno. Mi hermano él se volvió and he went to Jackson too. Jackson is loco y se fue a Jackson. Jackson está más further away than crazy allá que loco

55 “It won’t work,” Dewey Dell says. —No va a funcionar —dice Dewey “I just know it won’t.” Dell— Estoy segura de que no.

“What won’t work?” I say. He had —¿Qué no va a funcionar? — to get on the train to go to Jackson. I digo. Tuvo que subir al tren para 60 have not been on the train, but Darl ir a Jackson. Yo nunca he subido en has been on the train. Darl. Darl is tren, pero Darl sí. Darl. Darl es my brother. Darl. Darl hermano mío. Darl. Darl

57[56] 65 DARL (19) DARL

DARL has gone to Jackson. They DARL se ha ido a Jackson. Lo metie- put him on the train, laughing, down ron en el tren y reía y estaba en el largo the long car laughing, the heads turning vagón riendo y las cabezas se volvían cuan- 70 like the heads of owls when he passed. do pasaba igual que cabezas de búhos. Darl (19) “What are you laughing at?” I said. —¿De qué te ríes? —dije. This section contains Darl’s “Yes yes yes yes yes.” —Sí sí sí sí sí. unhinged thoughts. He appears to believe that he has split into two quite separate people, the one 75 Two meas put him on the train. Dos hombres lo metieron en el tren. laughing and the other They wore mis-matched coats, Sus chaquetas, que no conjuntaban, se les questioning the laughter. bulging behind over their right hip abultaban a la altura del bolsillo derecho pockets. Their necks were shaved to trasero. Tenían el cogote afeitado, como

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a hairline, as though the recent and si los peluqueros, recientes y simultá- simultaneous barbers had had a neos, hubieran usado una cuerda de mar- chalk-line like Cash’s. “Is it the pis- car como la de Cash**29. tols you’re laughing at?” I said. “Why —¿Te ríes de las pistolas? —dije—. 5 do you laugh?” I said. “Is it because ¿Por qué te ríes? —dije—. ¿Es porque you bate the sound of laughing?” odias el sonido de la risa? **29 They pulled two seats together so Juntaron dos asientos de modo que Darl Darl could sit by the window to laugh. pudiese sentarse a reír junto a la ventana. COMMENTARY: As the 10 One of them sat beside him, the other Uno de ellos se sentó a su lado, el otro se reader has been aware of the sat on the seat facing him, riding sentó en el asiento de enfrente, de espal- potential division in Darl’s backward. One of them had to ride das a la marcha. Uno de ellos tenía que ir personality, this final split when backward because the state’s money de espaldas a la marcha porque el dinero he is betrayed by his family is not had a face to each backside and a del estado tiene una cara por cada cruz y surprising. The deed, the laughing, becomes quite separate 15 backside to each face, and they are una cruz por cada cara y ellos viajan a cos- from the word, that is, the inner riding on the state’s money which is ta del dinero del estado, lo cual es incesto. thoughts. Those inner thoughts all incest. A nickel has a woman on one Una moneda de 5 centavos tiene una mu- contain some sort of duality; there side and a buffalo on the other; two jer por un lado y un búfalo por el otro; dos are two attendants who pull two faces and no back. I don’t know what caras y ninguna espalda. No sé qué es eso. seats together, which reminds 20 that is. Darl had a little spy-glass he Darl tenía un catalejo pequeño que com- Darl of two-sided coins and the got in France at the war. In it it had a pró en Francia durante la guerra. En él ha- spy-glasses with two backs and no face. The section ends with Darl woman and a pig with two backs and bía una mujer y un cerdo con dos espaldas imagining the family talking of no face. I know what that is. “Is that y ninguna cara. Eso sé lo que es. [225] ‘our brother Darl’ and Darl why you are laughing, Darl?” —¿Te estás riendo por eso, Darl? himself trapped in a cage with his 25 two ‘grimed hands’ lying in the “Yes yes yes yes yes yes.” —Sí sí sí sí sí sí. spaces between the bars, foaming at the mouth as in the popular vision of madness. The wagon stands on the square, La carreta está en la plaza, engancha- hitched, the mules motionless, the da, las mulas inmóviles, las riendas en- 30 reins wrapped about the seat-spring, rolladas alrededor del pescante, la tra- the back of the wagon toward the sera de la carreta en dirección al juzga- court-house. It looks no different do. No parece distinta de las otras cien from a hundred other wagons there; carretas que hay allí; Jewe1 está a su Jewel standing beside it and looking lado contemplando la calle como cual- 35 up the street like any other man in quier otro en la ciudad aquel día, y, sin town that day, yet there is something embargo, hay algo diferente, distintivo. different, distinctive. There is about Tiene algo de ese aire inconfundible que it that unmistakable air of definite and tienen los trenes de marcha definitiva e imminent departure that trains have inminente, puede que debido a que 40 perhaps due to the fact that Dewey Dewey Dell y Vardaman, sentados en el Dell and Vardaman on the seat and pescante y Cash sobre un jergón en la Cash on a pallet in the wagon bed caja de la carreta, están comiendo plá- are eating bananas from a paper bag. tanos que sacan de una bolsa de papel. “Is that why you are laughing, Darl?” —¿Es por eso por lo que te ríes, Darl? 45 Darl is our brother, our Darl es nuestro hermano, nuestro her- brother Darl. Our brother Darl mano Darl. Nuestro hermano Darl en una in a cage in Jackson where, his celda de Jackson donde, sus mugrientas grimed hands lying light in the manos reposando ligeras en los intersti- 50 quiet interstices, looking out cios, silenciosos, mirando afuera, he foams. espumarajea.

“Yes Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes.” —Sí sí sí sí sí sí sí sí.

55 58 DEWEY DELL (4) DEWEY DELL

WHEN he saw the money I said, CUANDO vio el dinero le dije: “It’s not my money, it doesn’t belong to me.” —No es mío, no me pertenece. 60 “Whose is it, then?” —Entonces, ¿de quién es? Dewey Dell (4)

“It’s Cora Tull’s money. It’s Mrs. —Es dinero de Cora Tull. Es de Mrs. This section contains a conversation between Dewey Tull’s. I sold the cakes for it.” Tull. Le vendí los bollos. Dell and her father. Anse, using 65 moral blackmail and force, takes “Ten dollars for two cakes?” —¿Diez dólares por dos bollos? Dewey Dell’s ten dollars from her, saying that it is only a loan. “Don’t you touch it. It’s not mine.” —No lo toque. No es mío.

70 “You never had them cakes. It’s a —Nunca has tenido esos bollos. Es lie. It was them Sunday clothes you mentira. Lo que tenías en el paquete era had in that package.” el traje de los domingos.

“Don’t you touch it! If you take it —¡No lo toque! Si lo coge es usted 75 you are a thief.” un ladrón.

“My own daughter accuses me of —Mi propia hija llamándome ladrón. being a thief. My own daughter.” Mi propia hija.

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“Pa. Pa.” —Padre. Padre.

“I have fed you and sheltered you. —Te he criado y te he dado un hogar. 5 I give you love and care, yet my own Te he dado mi cariño y mi atención, y mi daughter, the daughter of my dead propia hija, la hija de mi difunta esposa, wife, calls me a thief over her me llama ladrón delante de la tumba de mother’s grave.” su madre. [226]

10 “It’s not mine, I tell you. If it was, —No es mío, se lo aseguro. Si lo fuera, God knows you could have it.” bien sabe Dios que podría usted cogerlo.

“Where did you get ten dollars?” —¿De dónde has sacado diez dólares?

15 “Pa. Pa.” —Padre. Padre.

“You won’t tell me. Did —No me lo quieres decir. ¿Ha sido you come by it so shameful de un modo tan vergonzoso que no te you dare not?” atreves a decirlo? 20 “It’s not mine, I tell you. Can’t you —No es mío, se lo aseguro. ¿No pue- understand it’s not mine?” de entender que no es mío?

“It’s not like I wouldn’t pay it —No es que no te los fuera a de- 25 back. But she calls her own father a volver. Pero llamar ladrón a su propio thief.” padre...

“I can’t, I tell you. I tell you it’s —No puedo, se lo aseguro. Le asegu- not my money. God knows you ro que este dinero no es mío. Bien sabe 30 could have it.” Dios que si lo fuera...

“I wouldn’t take it. My own born —No lo querría coger. Que mi propia daughter that has et my food for hija a la que llevo diecisiete años alimen- seventeen years, begrudges me the tando me niegue un préstamo de diez 35 loan of ten dollars.” dólares**30.

“It’s not mine. I can’t.” —No es mío, no puedo.

“Whose is it, then?” —Entonces, ¿de quién es? 40 “It was give to me. To buy something —Me lo dieron. Para comprar una cosa. with.” “To buy what with?” —¿Para comprar qué?

“Pa. Pa.” —Padre. Padre. 45 “It’s just a loan. God knows, I —Sólo es un préstamo. Bien sabe blooden: (col.) tied by bonds of bate for my blooden children to Dios lo que me duele que los hijos de blood reproach me. But I give them what mis entrañas me lo reprochen. Pero yo was mine without stint. Cheerful I les he dado todo lo mío sin límites. Con 50 give them, without stint. And now alegría se lo he dado, sin límites. Y aho- they deny me. Addie. It was lucky ra ellos me lo niegan. Addie. Tuviste for you you died, Addie.” suerte de morirte, Addie.

“Pa. Pa.” —Padre. Padre. 55 “God knows it is.” —Bien lo sabe Dios.

He took the money and went out. Cogió el dinero y se marchó. [227]

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So when we stopped there to CONQUE cuando nos paramos borrow the shovels we heard allí para que nos prestaran las pa- 65 the graphophone playing in the las, oímos el gramófono que so- house, and so when we got done naba en la casa, y cuando termi- Cash (5) with the shovels pa says, “I namos con las palas padre dice: reckon I better take them back.” —Creo que debo devolverlas. This section rounds off the story, beginning with the moment when the wagon stops while Anse 70 So we went back to the house. Así que volvimos a la casa. goes to return the borrowed spade “We better take Cash on to —Será mejor que llevemos a Cash a and ending when the family have Peabody’s,” Jewel said. que lo vea Peabody —dijo Jewel. returned home, complete with a new Mrs Bundren. “It won’t take but a minute,” pa —No me llevará ni un minuto — 75 said. He got down from the wagon. dijo padre. Se bajó de la carreta. Aho- COMMENTARY: The novel The music was not playing now. ra la música no sonaba. has been a mixture of comic and tragic events. This final scene is “Let Vardaman do it,” Jewel said. —Deje que las devuelva Vardaman —dijo almost wholly comic, with Anse behaving in a furtive manner and

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“He can do it in hall the time you can. Jewel—. Puede hacerlo en la mitad de tiempo the book ending on an ironical Or here, you let me——” que usted. O si no, déjeme a mí. note. Having carried one Mrs Bundren to Jefferson, the family take back another Mrs Bundren. “I reckon I better do it,” pa —Para mí que es mejor que lo haga All the children are impressed by 5 says. “Long as it was me that yo —dice padre—. Soy el que se las ha the change which takes place in borrowed them.” pedido prestadas. their father, a change possibly due to the absence of Addie who So we set in the wagon, but the Conque nos quedamos en la carre- denied Anse’s existence, ‘it (the music wasn’t playing now. I reckon ta, pero la música ahora no sonaba. new teeth) made him look a foot taller kind of holding his head up, 10 it’s a good thing we ain’t got ere a Para mí que es mejor que no tenga- hangdog and proud too’. The only one of them. I reckon I wouldn’t mos uno de esos aparatos. Para mí touch of sadness is Cash’s never get no work done a-tall for que no trabajaría bastante porque me thoughts of Darl whenever they listening to it. I don’t know if a little pasaría el tiempo oyéndolo. No sé si listen to the new record-player,’ music ain’t about the nicest thing a un poco de música no es lo más agra- ‘every time a new record would come from the mail order . . . I 15 fellow can have. Seems like when he dable que se puede tener. Me parece would think what a shame Darl comes in tired of a night, it ain’t que cuando uno vuelve cansado por couldn’t be to enjoy it too’. Cash, nothing could rest him like having a la noche, nada puede descansar más however, reconciles himself to little music played and him resting. I que tener un poco de música sonan- Darl’s absence with the words, have seen them that shuts up like a do. He visto unos que se cierran ‘But it is better so for him. This 20 hand-grip, with a handle and all, so a como maletas, con asa y todo, de world is not his world; this life fellow can carry it with him wherever modo que se pueden llevar adonde his life’. If Darl does not belong in the little world of the Bundrens, he wants. uno quiera. then he does not belong anywhere. As Cash’s section “What you reckon he’s —¿Qué crees que estará hacien- shows, the rest of the family 25 doing?” Jewel says. “I could a do? —dice Jewel—. Yo ya podría managed to accommodate toted them shovels back and haber traído y llevado las palas por themselves to Addie’s absence. forth ten times by now.” lo menos diez veces. Only Darl remains permanently alienated and it is at this point that the reader recalls Addie’s words “Let him take his time,” I said. “He —Déjale que se tome su tiempo —dije when she was pregnant with Darl, spry : alegre, activo, nimble, animado 30 ain’t as spry as you, remember.” yo—. No es tan activo como tú, recuérdalo. ‘my revenge would be that he would never know I was taking “Why didn’t he let me take —Entonces, ¿por qué no me dejó que my revenge’. The revenge seems them back, then? We got to get fuera a devolverlas yo? Tenemos que lle- to misfire, for Anse does not suffer, but Darl the inspiration of your leg fixed up so we can start varte a que te curen la pierna para poder that revenge is also its prime 35 home to-morrow.” volver a casa mañana. victim.

“We got plenty of time,” I said. “I —Tenemos tiempo de sobra —dije wonder what them machines costs on yo—. Me pregunto cuánto costarán esos the instalment.” aparatos a plazos. 40 “Instalment of what?” Jewel said. —¿Qué plazos? —dijo Jewel—. ¿Con “What you got to buy it with?” qué los vas a pagar? [228]

“A fellow can’t tell,” I said. “I —Cualquiera sabe —dije yo—. Po- 45 could ‘a’ bought that one from Suratt dría haberle comprado aquel a Suratt por for five dollars, I believe.” cinco dólares, me parece.

And so pa come back and we went Y entonces vuelve padre y fuimos a to Peabody’s. While we was there pa casa de Peabody. Mientras estábamos 50 said he was going to the barber-shop allí padre dijo que iba a la barbería a and get a shave. And so that night he que le afeitaran. Y aquella noche dijo said he had some business to tend to, que tenía unos asuntos que atender, y kind of looking away from us while no nos miraba de frente mientras decía he said it, with his hair combed wet esto, con el pelo muy bien peinado y 55 and slick and smelling sweet with mojado y oliendo a perfume, pero yo perfume, but I said leave him be; I dije que le dejaran hacer lo que quisie- wouldn’t mind hearing a little more ra; a mí tampoco me importaría oír un of that music myself. poco más de aquella música.

60 And so next morning he was gone Conque a la mañana siguiente otra vez again, then he come back and told se fue, luego vuelve y nos dijo que en- us get hitched up and ready to take gancháramos y nos preparásemos para out and he would meet us and when irnos y que él ya se reuniría con nosotros they was gone he said, y cuando los otros se fueron me dijo: 65 “I don’t reckon you got no more —Supongo que ya no te quedará más money.” dinero.

“Peabody just give me enough to —Peabody me dio sólo lo justo para 70 pay the hotel with,” I said. “We don’t pagar el hotel —dije yo—. No necesita- need nothing else, do we?” mos nada más, ¿no?

“No,” pa said; “no. We don’t need —No —dijo padre—; no. No necesi- nothing.” He stood there, not looking at me. tamos nada —se quedó allí sin mirarme. 75 “If it is something we got to have, —Si es para algo que necesitamos, para I reckon maybe Peabody,” I said. mí que a lo mejor Peabody... —dije.

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“No,” he said; “it ain’t nothing —No —dijo él—, no necesitamos else. You all wait for me at the cor- nada más. Esperadme todos en la esqui- ner.” na.

5 So Jewel got the team and come for Conque Jewel cogió las mulas y me and they fixed me a pallet in the vino a por mí y me prepararon un jer- wagon and we drove across the square gón en la carretera y atravesamos la to the corner where pa said, and we plaza hasta la esquina donde dijo pa- was waiting there in the wagon, with dre, y estábamos esperando allí en la 10 Dewey Dell and Vardaman eating carreta, mientras Dewey Dell y bananas, when we see them coming Vardaman comían plátanos, cuando up the street. Pa was coming along les vemos venir calle arriba. Padre with that kind of daresome and traía esa expresión suya orgullosa y hangdog look all at once like when he de perro apaleado a la vez de cuando 15 has been up to something he knows hacía algo que sabía que a madre no ma ain’t going to like, carrying a grip le iba a gustar, y llevaba un maletín in his hand, and Jewel says, en la mano, y Jewel dice:

“Who’s that?” —¿Quién es ése? 20 Then we see it wasn’t the grip Entonces vemos que no era el ma- that made him look different; it letín lo que le hacía parecer diferen- was his face, and Jewel says, te, era algo de su cara, y Jewel dice: “He got them teeth.” —Se ha puesto la dentadura. 25 It was a fact. It made him look a Y era eso. Parecía unos treinta centíme- foot taller, kind of holding his head tros más alto a fuerza de estirar la cabeza, up, hangdog and proud too, and then con aquella expresión suya orgullosa, y de we see her behind him, carrying the perro apaleado y entonces la vemos a ella 30 other grip—a kind of duck-shaped detrás de él llevando otro maletín: una de woman all dressed up, with them kind esas mujeres con [229] forma de pato, toda of hard-looking pop eyes like she was peripuesta, con unos ojos saltones de mira- daring ere a man to say nothing. And da dura que parecían desafiar a quien se atre- there we set watching them, with viese a decirle algo. Y allí nos quedamos 35 Dewey Dell’s and Vardaman’s mouth mirándolos, con Dewey Dell y Vardaman half open and half-et bananas in their boquiabiertos y con unos plátanos a me- hands and her coming around from dio comer en la mano, mientras ella se behind pa, looking at us like she dared acercaba detrás de padre, mirándonos con ere a man. And then I see that the grip aire desafiante. Y entonces veo que el 40 she was carrying was one of them maletín que traía ella era uno de esos little graphophones. It was for a fact, gramófonos pequeños. No había duda, all shut up as pretty as a picture, and cerrado y todo era tan bonito como un every time a new record would come cuadro, y cada vez que nos llegara un from the mail order and us setting in disco nuevo por correo y nos reunié- 45 the house in the winter, listening to ramos en casa a oírlo en invierno, it, I would think what a shame Darl pensaría que era una pena que Darl couldn’t be to enjoy it too. But it is no lo disfrutara también. Pero para él better so for him. This world is not es mejor así. Este mundo no es su his world; this life his life. mundo; esta vida su vida. 50 “It’s Cash and Jewel and —Estos son Cash y Jewel y Vardaman Vardaman and Dewey Dell,” pa y Dewey Dell —dice padre, con su aire says, kind of hangdog and proud de perro apaleado, pero también lleno de too, with his teeth and all, even orgullo, con su dentadura y todo, aunque 55 if he wouldn’t look at us. “Meet no se atreviera a mirarnos—. Os presen- Mrs. Bundren,” he says. to a Mrs. Bundren —dice. [230]

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