Vassar College Digital Window @ Vassar Senior Capstone Projects 2017 The inside Hannah Shlaferman Vassar College Follow this and additional works at: http://digitalwindow.vassar.edu/senior_capstone Recommended Citation Shlaferman, Hannah, "The inside" (2017). Senior Capstone Projects. 667. http://digitalwindow.vassar.edu/senior_capstone/667 This Open Access is brought to you for free and open access by Digital Window @ Vassar. It has been accepted for inclusion in Senior Capstone Projects by an authorized administrator of Digital Window @ Vassar. For more information, please contact
[email protected]. The Inside By: Hannah Shlaferman David Means, Full Year 2017 Ping Pong Our mother’s condition determined my sister’s name and mine. My mother, in one of her states of blissful mania, named my sister after a flower. Marigold: the golden blossom, bursting out from its center in vibrant color. The image stands clear in my mind from the first marigold I ever saw. It was in our neighbor’s yard, a whole bed of flowers. Their orange and yellow heads stood out bright against the green of their leaves. Mom picked one for me and held it up to my nose for a sniff. It wasn’t like the sweet smell of most flowers, instead it was musty, sharp, alluring and unpleasant all at once. I crinkled my nose and then watched, fascinated, as mom brought the flower to her giant protruding belly. Holding the marigold by its green stem, she swirled the petals in a circle on her stomach. The movement was slow at first but then became rapid. The flower began to sag.