with kate mulgrew…………………………………...….……..capt. janeway tim russ…………………………………………..….……...…..…...lt. Tuvok robert picardo………………………………………………..the doctor jennifer lien…………………………………………………………..…...kes ethan phillips………………………………………………………….neelix garrett wang…………………………………...……………....ensign kim robert beltran……………………………………...….cmdr. chakotay roxanna biggs-dawson…………………………….…...…....lt. Torres robert duncan mcneill……………………………..……...……..lt. Paris jeremy roberts…………………………….…...…….lt.cmdr. valtane and george takei ……………………………………………..…..….capt. sulu grace lee whitney……………………………….....……...lt.cmdr. Rand michael ansara……………………………………………….……….kang
1 STARDATE 50126.4. THE U.S.S. VOYAGER PROCE- EDS WITH ITS LONG JOURNEY TO HOME...
Here you are. This is an experimental blend...
THE EVERYDAY LIFE GOES ON WITH ITS LITTLE THINGS. LIKE BREAKFAST.
2 The success rate of your culinary experi- ments is not high...
Ensign Golwat thought it was deli- cious...
Ensign Golwat is Bolian, and she could drink even the most corrosive acid...
3 Breakfast is co- ming right up... Hmm… impressive.
Porakan eggs! The most flavourful in the sector… I had to sterilise them in a cryostatic chamber for three days, then each had to be parboiled...
4 I’d prefer not to hear their history...
On Talax it’s a tradition, and… Aaaarghh!!!
SUDDENLY TUVOK’S BREAKFAST GETS TOO HOT.
5 Engineering has been a- djusting the conduits… it may have created a ther- mal surge...
FLAMES ARE SOON UNDER NEELIX’S CONTROL.
Janeway to Tuvok. Report to bridge. Mr. Neelix, I’d like you to join us.
What a tragic ending...
6 We have detected a gaseous anomaly containing sirillium, we’ll need to stockpile as much as we can. I’d like to convert bay 3 into a contain- ment chamber......
My pantry...
CAPTAIN HAS A REQUEST.
Sirillium may improve my coking time...
7 ...and blow up your ki- tchen! Sirillium is mo- re useful as a warp plasma catalyst...
THE VOYAGER GETS INTO It’s a class-17 THE NEBULA. nebula...
Analysis, Mr. Kim...
8 I’m detecting hydrogen, helium and sirillium...
I’m picking up plasmatic turbulence, it might be a bumpy ride...
TUVOK BEGINS TO FEEL UNEXPECTED SHUDDERS AND GIDDINESS.
9 BUT HE IS SOON NOTICED.
Tuvok! Are you all right?
I don’t know. I’m e- xperiencing dizzi- ness and disorienta- tion. Permission to go to sickbay.
10 TUVOK ENTERS THE LIFT, BUT HIS GIDDINESS INCREASES. HE CAN HE- AR A VOICE...
“Help me, Tuvok!”
A BLOND LITTLE GIRL’S VOICE.
Help me, Tuvok!
11 WHY DOES HE RECALL THAT?
“Help me, Tuvok!”
A NASTY REMEMBRANCE, ANYWAY.
Help me, Tuvok! Please, don’t let go!
12 A VERY HURTING ONE.
NOOOOOOOOO…...
TUVOK REACHES THE SICKBAY STAGGERING. KES RUNS TO HELP HIM.
13 HIS HALLUCINATED LOOK MAKES CLEAR THAT HE’S IN A VERY BIG TROUBLE.
SOON AFTER THE DOCTOR CAN EXAMINE HIM...
I was holding a young girl by the hand, but she fell to her death...
14 I had an emotional response! Anxiety, fear… It was me as a child, and it did seem like a memory, but I don’t recall the incident.
If you were human, I’d say you had a panic attack! The- re can be any number of e- xplanations… Telepathic communication? Repressed memory…?
15 I’ll have Mr. Kim exa- mine the sensor logs. Maybe the nebula is affecting you.
Now you can go… but I want you to wear this neurocortical monitor. If you have another episode, it will record a com- plete encephalographic profi- le and alert sickbay...
16 THE VOYAGER HOVERS ABOVE THE NEBULA.
Structure, logic, fun- ction, control. Logic is the foundation of fun- ction, function is the es- sence of control...
TUVOK IS DOING A PARTICULAR VULCAN PUZZLE.
17 BUT THE HOUSE FALLS TOGETHER WITH HIS CONCENTRATION.
IT IS ALSO KES’FAULT. The Doctor wanted me to adjust your monitor to pick up additional readings...
18 It is called Keethara… It What are you means “structure of har- working on? mony”. It helps to focus thought and refine men- tal control.
It doesn’t look very har- monious… what does it look like when it’s done?
The form is not predefined. It is a reflection of the builder’s state of mind.
19 I’d like to see it when it’s finished… good night.
THE FOLLOWING DAY TUVOK GOES BACK ON DUTY. I haven’t experienced any further problems. How are you? I’m fit for duty.
20 I spent the night in deep meditation, trying to determine the source of my be- haviour. I could not.
Try to forget about it… sometimes the solution comes to you!
Mr. Kim, what about the nebula?
21 No sign of anything that could have affected Tu- vok… it’s a standard class-17!
I suggest a tachyon sweep. It would reveal any cloaked ships… we are close to Klin- gon Space!
22 Tuvok, the Klingon Empire is on the other side of the galaxy...
You are right… I’m un- certain why I would make such an obvious error...
23 SUDDENLY, TUVOK IS A CHILD AGAIN.
AND HE LIVES AGAIN THAT NASTY EXPERIENCE.
NOOOOOOOOO….
24 TUVOK IS EXPERIENCING ANOTHER CRISIS.
CHAKOTAY CAN GET HOLD OF HIM JUST IN TIME.
25 BUT THIS TIME THE LITTLE DEVICE ON HIS NECK HAS RECORDED EVER- YTHING.
THE DOCTOR CAN EXA- MINE THE DATA.
We may be dealing with a repressed memory. The subject is inhibiting a traumatic memory, which is beginning to re- surface...
26 And that’s causing brain damage?
Vulcans have a physical reaction to the battle be- tween conscious and un- conscious… his mind could literally lobotomise itself!
What’s the treatment?
There’s no medical treatment...
27 If the patient initiates a mind- meld with a family member, they could try to bring the re- I’m the closest he pressed memory into the has to family here... conscious mind...
The Doctor tells me it is a memory. And yet I cannot remember. It could be very dangerous to me, even life- threatening… On this ship, I trust you more than anyone else...
THE CAPTAIN GOES TO TUVOK’S BED.
28 I’ll help you get through this...
I will initiate the meld, and attempt to access the memory fragment.. You will act as my pyllora...
You will be my guide and my counsellor. You will help me reconstruct the memory and as I am reliving it, you will only be an observer and I will be the only one to notice your presence.
29 When do we start?
I’ll need time to pre- pare. Please return in one hour.
Ready when you are, Captain.
AN HOUR LATER ALL IS READY.
30 Your mind to my mind, your thoughts to my thoughts...
TUVOK BEGINS TO CONCENTRATE.
I’m taking us back, back to the boy that I was...
31 SUDDENLY JANEWAY FINDS HER- SELF IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PLA- CE, BUT DANGEROUS ANYWAY.
Return fire! They ha- ve knocked out our targeting scanners!
THE BRIDGE OF A STARSHIP, IN THE PREVIOUS CENTURY. THE ALARM SOUNDS, THERE’S A BATTLE.
32 Damage report!
THE SHIP IS UNDER FIRE, AND IS VIOLENTLY SHAKEN.
AND THERE APPEARS A STARFLEET LEGEND.
33 Hull breach on deck 12! We have lost power on decks 5, 6, and 10!
BATTLE GOES ON.
Tuvok! Where Aboard the Excelsior, are we? approximately 80 years ago. We were fighting the Klingons. The battle was started by an inci- dent...
34 Before you collapsed, you thought we were ap- proaching Klingon Space! Why did you bring us here?
I did not intend to.
Maybe this memory is I attempted to go to connected to the girl... the precipice...
35 THE SCENE CHANGES. JANEWAY IS AL- WAYS ABOARD THE EXCELSIOR, BUT IT’S A MORE QUIET MOMENT.
Time to defend the Federation against ga- seous anomalies...
36 We were charting a gaseous anomaly on Voyager...
You’re due on the bridge in minutes. You won’t have time to drink this...
It’s not for me, it’s for the captain......
37 A LITTLE LATER, TEA IS ON THE BRIDGE.
Outstanding. I may have to give you a promotion. That was not my mo- tivation, captain......
38 He doesn’t look like his portrait at Headquarters...
In the XXIII century holographic ima- ging resolution was less accurate...
Wasn’t your first assignement on the Wyoming?
It’s a long story. But this was my first Starfleet career. I was 29.
39 Are we about to en- counter the Klingons?
Not exactly. The Klingon moon, Praxis, is about to explode. This led to the first Federation-Klingon peace treaty.
What does it have to do with the girl?
40 BEFORE TUVOK CAN GIVE AN AN- SWER, THE SHIP STARTS VIBRATING.
Energy wave at 240 degrees, mark 6 port!
41 Shields!
THE DANGEROUS WAVE COLLIDES WITH THE EXCELSIOR!
42 THE SHIP IS HARD SHAKEN.
Thrusters! Turn her into the wave!
43 THE EXCELSIOR GETS OUT THE SHOCKWAVE WITHOUT IMPOR- TANT DAMAGES.
The subspace shock was originated by Praxis, sir! The Klingon moon!
44 Praxis is their e- nergy production facility...
Did you go to Praxis?
No. We were warned off by the Klingons and resumed our survey mission.
45 Two Starfleet officers were accused of murdering the Klingon chancellor… they went to the Klingon Home- world to stand trial!*
* CFR. “Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country”.
Set a course for Kronos. The Azure Nebula should conceal our approach...
Captain Sulu felt an intense loyalty to them and decided to go to the rescue. Everyone seemed willing to go along this breach of orders, but I felt differently.
46 Captain, this is a violation of our orders from Starfleet Command. It could precipita- te a conflict between the Klingons and the Federation.
Ensign, you will find that more hap- pens on the bridge of a starship than just carrying out orders and observing regulations. There is lo- yalty to the men and women you serve with. Those two men on trial, I served with them for a long time. I owe them my life a dozen times o- ver, and I am going to help them. Let the regulations be damned!
47 That is an illogical line of reasoning.
Objection noted. Resume your station!
THE EXCELSIOR HEADS TO KRONOS, THE KLINGONS’ PRISON PLANET.
48 IT GETS CLOSER TO THE BLUE NEBULA.
That nebula… looks very similar to the one we ob- served on Voyager!
49 BUT THIS MEANS A NEW CRISIS FOR TUVOK.
NOOOOOOO…!
50 THE MIND MELD STOPS.
THE DOCTOR HAS TO OPERATE IMMEDIATELY.
51 His synaptic pathways are degrading. If the memory keeps resurfacing, his neu- ral structure will collapse, resulting in brain death.
PROGNOSIS IS NO GOOD.
Not yet. I’ll let you know when it’s safe to revive him.
We were just starting to make progress. We acces- sed the repressed me- mory. Can I talk to him?
52 WHILE THE VOYAGER MANTAINS ITS COUR- SE, THE CAPTAIN HAS TO FACE A MORE DIFFICULT AND UNUSUAL MISSION.
I don’t see any connection be- tween this nebula and the one the Excelsior saw...
53 This one is a class-17, while theirs was an 11. Both contain trace a- mounts of sirillium, but that’s about all.
But they do look similar...
Not to sensors. The Doc- tor says that the visual similarities may have triggered Tuvok’s me- mory of the Excelsior...
54 But what about the me- mory of the girl? What does she have to do with Tuvok’s experien- ces on Sulu’s ship?
I’ve been studying the Excelsior’s logs... They don’t say anything at all! Captain Sulu decided not to en- ter that journey into his official log.
55 You mean he falsi- fied his logs?
It was a very different time, Mr. Kim. Captain Sulu, Captain Kirk, Doctor McCoy...
Imagine the era they lived in. The Alpha quadrant still lar- gely unexplored… humanity on verge of war with Klingons and Romulans, their ships we- re half that fast...
56 They were slower to invoke the Prime Directive and qui- cker to pull phasers. They had to bend the rules a lit- tle… but I would have loved to ride with a group of offi- cers like that!
Several hours after we en- tered the nebula, we were ambushed by Klingons. A battle ensued, and we we- re forced to abort our rescue mission.
TUVOK HAS RECOVERED.
57 Do any of those events seem related to the girl?
No. If there’s a connection, I’m not aware of it...
I suggest we attempt another mind-meld, and try to access my memory of the girl.
Agreed.
58 IN ORDER TO TRY EVERYTHING, A DEVICE IS PUT ALSO ON CAPTAIN’S NECK.
I’m taking us back, back to the boy that I was. The boy lying on the precipice...
59 BUT THINGS DON’T HAPPEN AS SCHEDULED.
Tuvok! We are back in the battle with Klingons again, 80 years ago! I am at a loss to explain, but it’s hard to accept it as a coincidence.
60 I want to go back at the moment when you first My shift needed some saw the nebula... rest, so we returned to the crew quarters.
I attempted to sleep, but my bunk mate Dimitri Val- tane felt the need to di- scuss our situation...
61 I didn’t think the Captain had the guts to defy an or- der and run off in some mission to save old friends.
And you admi- re this trait?
Yeah, it’s corage- ous...
It’s illogical. You humans believe that everyone should be like you, that we should share your values...
62 If you hated it, why did you join Starfleet?
I joined under pres- sure of my parents...
...but I have decided to resign once this assi- gnement is complete.
63 Tuvok, I knew you left Starfleet for over 50 years, but I didn’t reali- se it was because of a conflict with humans.
I didn’t want to be here. I re- turned to Vulcan, where I spent several years in seclu- sion, immersing myself in the Kolinahr, to purge my e- motions...
But six years into my studies, I be- gan the Pon farr. I took a mate. Raising children made me appre- ciate what my parents experien- ced. I understood their decision to send me to the Academy, and that there were things I could learn from humans and other species.
64 BUT SUDDENLY ALARM SOUNDS. Red alert! All hands to battle stations!
A Klingon cruiser de- cloaked inside the nebula...
65 THE KLINGON CRUISER IS ON THE EXCELSIOR’S PATH.
Kang, we have been on a survey mission studying this nebula... Our navigation systems malfunctioned and I’m afraid we got lost...
SULU NEGOTIATES WITH THE ENEMY.
66 We’d be happy to escort you back… you could lose your way again...
THE EXCELSIOR MAKES ITS WAY, FOLLOWED BY THE KLINGON CRUISER.
67 Tactical status?
Forward disruptors trained on us...
SULU HAS OTHER PLANS.
What is the composi- tion of this nebula?
Oxygen and argon, with traces of theta-xenon, fluorine and sirillium gas...
68 Sirillium is a high combu- stible substance. Is there any way to ignite it?
Modulating a beam to a sub- space frequency would trigger a thermochemical re- action. Their shields would withstand, but their sensors and systems would be di- srupted for several seconds.
69 That’s all the time we need! Modulate a positron beam and stand by. We’ll ignite it, then clear the nebula.
Helm, prepare to enga- ge at maximum warp! Secure stations and bat- ten down the hatches!
70 The positron beam is ready.
Mr. Tuvok, light the match!
71 THE EXCELSIOR FIRES A RAY WHICH IGNITES THE SIRILLION...
THE KLINGON CRUISER IS THROWN OUT OF ITS COURSE BY THE EXPLOSION.
72 The Klingon ship has been disabled. They’- Set a course for re not pursuing. Kronos. Engage!
THE KLINGONS ARE FOOLED, AND THE EXCEL- SIOR CAN RUN TO RESCUE KIRK AND MCCOY.
73 NOT SO SIMPLE.
Detecting three Klingon battle crui- sers. They’re ar- ming torpedoes!
Mantain course! Return fire!
74 THE EXCELSIOR IS UNDER A CROSSED FIRE...
They’ve knocked out our scanners! Switch to ma- nual!
75 There’s a rupture in the conduit behind your con- sole! Get away!
TUVOK UNDERSTANDS THAT VALTANE IS IN DANGER.
One second...
76 IT’S TOO LATE. HE IS CAUGHT BY THE EXPLOSION.
AAARGHHH!!!
TUVOK CAN ONLY REALIZE THE OFFICER’S DEATH.
77 AND ONCE AGAIN...
NOOOOOO!!!!!
78 Something must be going wrong with the mind-meld. I’ll bring them out of it!
THE DOCTOR NOTICES THAT SOME- THING IS GOING WRONG.
I can’t break the meld! He’ll be braindead! Get me a cortical stimulator!
79 I saw her again. The girl. Valtane’s death seemed to cause the memory resurface!
Something’s wrong with the mind-meld...
ON THE EXCELSIOR, IN TU- VOK’S MIND...
Who the hell are you? What are you doing on my ship?
BUT SOMETHING UNEXPEC- TED HAPPENS.
80 Intruder alert! Get security! Ensign, do you know this woman?
Why can he see me? At advanced states of dete- rioration, memory proces- ses become confused...
81 I will break the Don’t! We are getting meld... close to something! E- verything seems to be centred around the de- ath of Valtane!
If we replay thoise events and they see you, it will disrupt the memory again and you will suffer brain damage as well.
82 Take those two to the brig!
GUARDS REACH THE BRIDGE.
We’ve got to find a way to make me incospicuous...
TUVOK AND JANEWAY ARE TAKEN AWAY.
83 Time to defend the Fe- deration against gase- ous anomalies...
THE ESCAPE IS SIMPLE, THEY JUST NEED TO MOVE TO ANOTHER REMEMBRANCE...
Who are you...?
84 TUVOK’S VULCAN NERVE PINCH IS A BRILLIANT SOLUTION.
We could have asked... Asking female officers for their clothing could lead to misunderstandings...
85 This should be e- nough to terminate the mind-meld...
ON THE VOYAGER, THE DOCTOR IS AT WORK.
We’ll begin with a 20 kilodyne burst for 5 seconds...
86 Their neural pat- terns are starting to separate...
But... This seems to be a third engram! How’s that possible?
87 I’d say it’s something masquerading as an engram, the way viru- ses mimic blood factors to avoid antibodies!
The thoron radiation must have caused the virus to manifest itself. Increasing radiation le- vels should destroy it! Go to 40 kilodyne!
88 The Klingon ship has been disabled. They’- re not pursuing. Set a course for Kronos. Engage!
TUVOK IS BACK AGAIN A LITTLE TIME BEFORE THE KLINGONS’ATTACK.
Hey! Who’s at communications?
Detecting three Klingon battle crui- sers. They’re ar- ming torpedoes!
THANKS TO RAND’S UNIFORM, JANE- WAY CAN DISGUISE HERSELF ON THE BRIDGE.
89 They’ve knocked out our scanners! Switch to ma- nual!
THE KLINGONS UNWILLINGLY HELP HER… SU- LU HAS MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO FACE.
There’s a rupture in the conduit behind your con- sole! Get away!
IT ALL HAPPENS ONCE AGAIN.
90 ONCE AGAIN TUVOK CAN SEE VALTANE’S DEATH.
AAARGHHH!!!
Try to remember e- very detail about the next few seconds!
91 Help me, Tuvok!
I saw her, Tuvok! I saw the girl! Stay with it!
92 I’m trying, but my mind is weakening...
ABOARD THE VOYAGER... The radiation is kil- ling the virus!
93 The virus is embed- ding itself in the Cap- tain’s brain. Cortical stimulator!
JANEWAY BEGINS TO FEEL AS TUVOK.
94 NOW SHE IS ON THE CLIFF.
50 kilodyne burst! Now!
95 The virus is dying. In- crease to 80 kilodyne!
OTHER LITTLE BOYS APPEAR IN JANEWAY’S PLACE.
96 COMING FROM EVERY RACE AND COUNTRY.
AT LAST ALL IS ENDED.
97 TEH DOCTOR CAN EXPLAIN WHAT HAS HAPPENED.
It’s a viral parasite… It disguises itself as a memory engram.
It creates a false me- mory so traumatic that the mind would repress it, allowing it to hide!
98 The girl memory has been buried and copied so many times that there’s no way to know if it ever happened...
Did the Excelsior ever save Kirk and McCoy?
As usual, Captain Kirk provided his own means of escape...
THERE’S STILL AN OPEN QUE- STION. A CURIOSITY.
99 I’d say you miss those days on the Excelsior...
I do not experience fee- lings of nostalgia. But I am pleased to have been part of those events and ha- ving met Captain Kirk, Mr. Spock and Dr. McCoy...
Then perhaps you In a funny way, I fe- can be nostalgic for el like I was part of it both of us! too...
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