Dysfunctional Veterans," Stolen Valor, and the Social Groups of Post-War Soldiers
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You’re Welcome for My Service: “Dysfunctional Veterans," Stolen Valor, and the Social Groups of Post-War Soldiers by Caleb Bielby, B.A. A Thesis In History Submitted to the Graduate Faculty of Texas Tech University in Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements for the Degree of MASTER OF ARTS Approved Dr. Randy McBee Chair of Committee Dr. Gretchen Adams Col. Dave Lewis Mark Sheridan Dean of the Graduate School August, 2019 Copyright 2019, Caleb Bielby Texas Tech University, Caleb Bielby, August 2019 Acknowledgements For helping me along my path of research and writing, I would like to thank my committee of Dr. Randy McBee, Dr. Gretchen Adams, and Col. Dave Lewis. Dr. McBee offered me the flexibility for my research to find its own path and the direction to keep it grounded and relevant in the field of social history. Dr. Adams has helped shape my research interests in a profound way while always being a supportive advisor throughout my undergraduate and graduate schooling and continuously offering exceptional insight into the field of memorialization. Col. Lewis has provided unparalleled understanding regarding the shape of the modern veteran community and developments made in the realm of psychiatric treatment and assistance for returning veterans. As this thesis is my stepping-stone into the world of education, I believe that Dr. Richard Verrone and Dr. Gary Bell deserve a special mention. Dr. Verrone has had a tremendous influence on the way I look at a teacher’s role in relation to their students and without seeing him consistently practice a student-first mindset I doubt that I would be half as prepared to walk into a classroom as I am today. Dr. Bell has also given me continuous encouragement and helped shape my instincts in the teaching of history and the philosophy of teaching as a craft. Finally, this thesis would not have been possible without the veterans who volunteered not only their time but their experiences so that I may gain a more complete understanding of what they each endured. Without their openness and candor, this research could not have become what it is today. I hope that I have been able to do their experiences justice in this short amount of space. ii Texas Tech University, Caleb Bielby, August 2019 Table of Contents Acknowledgements ........................................................................................................... ii Abstract .............................................................................................................................. v List of Figures ................................................................................................................... vi Chapter I- Introduction .................................................................................................... 1 Background and further readings .................................................................................... 4 In support of oral histories and personal accounts: My case-study sources.................... 8 Chapter II- Cucumbers and Pickles .............................................................................. 13 Whose voice do you listen to?....................................................................................... 14 What is the infantry/combat arms? Why does it matter? .............................................. 18 What are grunts like?..................................................................................................... 26 What is the modern battlefield? .................................................................................... 27 What is combat really like? ........................................................................................... 31 What is it that bonds combat veterans or fellow combat arms soldiers? ...................... 33 The mental health crisis of veterans .............................................................................. 34 Why the discrepancy between perception and reality? ................................................. 39 Closing thoughts ............................................................................................................ 42 Chapter III- Commemorating Combat ........................................................................ 44 Analyzing soldier-produced digital memorabilia in the War on Terror........................ 46 Methodology ................................................................................................................. 48 The Pre-YouTube Era ................................................................................................... 50 The Age of Viral Videos ............................................................................................... 58 When the fight turns ugly .............................................................................................. 63 When the fight gets funny ............................................................................................. 67 Getting the “joke”.......................................................................................................... 69 Civilian videos about the War on Terror ....................................................................... 72 Closing thoughts ............................................................................................................ 74 Chapter IV- You’re Welcome for My Service ............................................................. 78 What has remained the same? ....................................................................................... 82 Did you kill anyone? ..................................................................................................... 92 iii Texas Tech University, Caleb Bielby, August 2019 What makes War on Terror vets different? ................................................................... 93 What is it like to be a GWoT veteran? .......................................................................... 96 Dysfunctional Veterans ............................................................................................... 103 The funny and positive veterans.................................................................................. 108 Seeking help after the military .................................................................................... 116 Do non-veterans find a place in veteran culture? ........................................................ 120 Stolen Valor: Civilians forcing themselves into veteran culture................................. 124 What is Stolen Valor? ................................................................................................. 126 What does Stolen Valor reflect? .................................................................................. 128 Chapter V- Conclusion ................................................................................................. 133 Veteran Monologues ................................................................................................... 136 Bibliography .................................................................................................................. 145 Books:.......................................................................................................................... 145 Articles: ....................................................................................................................... 147 Web Articles:............................................................................................................... 149 Images: ........................................................................................................................ 152 Videos: ........................................................................................................................ 152 Oral History Interviews: .............................................................................................. 156 Appendix A .................................................................................................................... 159 Oral History Interview Agreement Sample:................................................................ 159 Appendix B .................................................................................................................... 160 Oral History Interview Questions: .............................................................................. 160 iv Texas Tech University, Caleb Bielby, August 2019 Abstract In the aftermath of any war, returning veterans have always had to find their place in society. Contrasted against the experience of World War II and Vietnam veterans, it will be shown that not only have War on Terror veterans taken a very active role in shaping their own culture but that many veterans also take an active role in shaping the narrative of their wartime experience. This analysis of veteran culture from the War on Terror serves to add knowledge to the historical fields of memory, war and society, and cultural history. Briefly discussing the experience of combat as described by many veterans from World War II, Vietnam, and the War on Terror- it is imperative to establish the reality of military life and engaging in battle. War on Terror veterans are shown to differ from previous generations as they take an active role in memorializing their own wartime experiences. Proving themselves very adept at adopting a digital medium rather than physical space for such memorials, War on Terror veterans take agency in shaping the ways in