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STORIES, SYMBOLS, AND SELVES: FEMALE CONVERSION EXPERIENCES IN CONTEMPORARY TIBETAN BUDDHIST MONASTICISM A Thesis Submitted to the College of Graduate Studies and Research In Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements For the Degree of Doctorate In the Department of Psychology University of Saskatchewan Saskatoon By RAISSA GRAUMANS Copyright Raissa Graumans, November, 2016. All rights reserved. PERMISSION TO USE In presenting this thesis/dissertation in partial fulfillment of the requirements for a Postgraduate degree from the University of Saskatchewan, I agree that the Libraries of this University may make it freely available for inspection. I further agree that permission for copying of this thesis/dissertation in any manner, in whole or in part, for scholarly purposes may be granted by the professor or professors who supervised my thesis/dissertation work or, in their absence, by the Head of the Department or the Dean of the College in which my thesis work was done. 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Requests for permission to copy or to make other uses of materials in this thesis/dissertation in whole or part should be addressed to: Dean College of Graduate Studies and Research University of Saskatchewan 107 Administration Place Saskatoon, Saskatchewan S7N 5A2 Canada ii ABSTRACT This research traces the experiences of sixteen persons as they go from modern lay women to Buddhist converts to Buddhist nuns, ending with their adjustments to the institutional world of Tibetan Buddhism. Situated in the social science field of cultural psychology, this study adopts a critical phenomenological approach to describing and interpreting the experiences, narratives and field observations of this diverse group of nuns. Representing nine different countries (Korea (4), Australia (4), Indonesia (2), Denmark (1), Germany (1), Holland (1), Southern Europe (1), United States (1), Venezuela (1)), these sixteen nuns were recruited during a five month period at Thosamling nunnery, in Sidhpur, India, in 2011. In tracing the narrative, symbolic, and identity- based elements of their experiences, the author shows that the changes undergone by these women are emplotted as three separate phases: conversion, ordination, and post-ordination adjustment, defined by distinct social, symbolic, and personal experiences, and marked by diverse thresholds of transition and transformation. Prior to their conversions these women were embedded in modern secular societies where they felt dissatisfied and disconnected. Their progressive involvement with Buddhism moves them away from those mundane worlds, and ordination enmeshes them fully into a sacred and enchanted lifeworld. Their adoption and application of Buddhist concepts, symbols, and discourses help to unify their private and public selves, imbuing them with greater meaning, purpose and authenticity. The author argues that conversion and ordination are not passive processes, uniformly experienced and resulting in consistent positions and personas. Instead, when the women in this study become Buddhist nuns they do so for reasons and in ways that are both shared and unique and which reflect agentic engagement and innovative appropriation. In occupying distinct positions along a continuum from the center to the periphery of the Tibetan Buddhism, these nuns’ postures and positions inform ideological and utopian visions that intersect with forces within the Tibetan Buddhist world to create a spiral of growth and change that enables both Tibetan Buddhism itself and its female convert nuns to continue along paths of transformation and adaptation. Key findings are brought into dialogue with relevant areas of the literature (Buddhism and psychology, contemporary Buddhism, women in Buddhism, and religious conversion) and suggestions regarding future avenues of research are also included. iii ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I am deeply indebted to the nuns whose words and lives fill these pages. Their willingness to share their thoughts, feelings and stories has enabled a rich portrait of contemporary Buddhist monastic experience to emerge, and many lasting friendships to develop. A second crucial contributor to this work is my supervisor Michel Desjardins. His fearless creativity and playful wisdom will always and forever be a source of inspiration. Your mentorship in the academic and ‘real’ world have eased my passage along the winding path of this nearly decade long adventure. Merci. I am eternally grateful to my family, whose love, support, and distraction have kept me sane and brought balance and joy to this process. The fabulous women in my research lab are likewise owed many thanks for their support, encouragement, inspiration, and commiseration. Your laughter and lightness have solidified lifelong friendships and I very much appreciate each one of you. Finally, I would like to acknowledge the contributions of my committee members. Your thoughtful advice has greatly improved this work and I am thankful for your keen insights as well as your patience and support. iv DEDICATIONS This work is dedicated to the founder and head of Thosamling Nunnery and Institute. Without your vision, courage, and tireless dedication the fascinating and magical place of Thosamling would not be. v TABLE OF CONTENTS PERMISSION TO USE ................................................................................................................................ ii ABSTRACT ................................................................................................................................................. iii ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS ......................................................................................................................... iv DEDICATIONS ............................................................................................................................................ v TABLE OF CONTENTS ............................................................................................................................. vi LIST OF FIGURES ................................................................................................................................... ix PART I: INTRODUCTIONS 1. Introductions ........................................................................................................................................... 10 1.1 Literature Review .............................................................................................................................. 12 1.2. Research Approach .......................................................................................................................... 33 1.4. Thosamling: The Research Site and Participants ............................................................................. 45 1.5. Dissertation Structure ....................................................................................................................... 51 PART II: THE TRANSFORMATIVE PATH CONVERSION 2. Conversion: Becoming Buddhist ............................................................................................................ 52 2.1. Todorov’s Syntactic Analytic Model ............................................................................................... 53 2.2. Prototypical Plot #1: The Language of Loss .................................................................................... 54 2.3. Prototypical Plot #2: The Language of Distress .............................................................................. 59 2.4 Prototypical Plot #3: The Language of Investigation ....................................................................... 61 2.5. Prototypical Plot #4: The Language of Choice ................................................................................ 63 2.6. Interpreting the Immediate Causal Order of the Prototypical Plot-Forms ....................................... 66 2.7. Conclusion ....................................................................................................................................... 67 3. Following ‘The Path’: Discursive Appropriation and Symbolic Reversal ............................................. 69 in the Conversion Phase .............................................................................................................................. 69 3.1. Revelatory Turning Points ............................................................................................................... 69 3.2. Analyzing the Discursive Turning Points in the Women's Narratives of Conversion ..................... 72 3.3. ‘The Path’: Discursive Appropriation