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YOUNG WRITERS’ COMPETITION 2005 STORIES ABOUT YOUNG PEOPLE COPING WITH DIFFICULT TIMES © Copyright Transcultural Mental Health Centre, 2006 All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, facsimile, recording or otherwise, without the prior written permission of the Director, Transcultural Mental Health Centre. First published in 2006 by: Transcultural Mental Health Centre ISBN 1 74080 085 0 Additional copies may be obtained from the: Diversity Health Institute Locked Bag 7118 Parramatta BC NSW 2150 AUSTRALIA Phone 61 2 9840 3800 Fax 61 2 9840 3755 Email: [email protected] Website www.dhi.gov.au/tmhc Suggested Citation: Through my eyes - Young Writers’ Competition 2005; stories about young people coping with difficult times. Sydney: Transcultural Mental Health Centre, 2006. Design & typeset by: www.loveitdesign.com.au Printed by: Salmat Print on Demand FOREWORD The 2005 Young Writers’ Competition Through My Eyes provided young writers an opportunity to creatively express their concerns, thoughts, feelings and experiences about issues that directly impact young people living in a multicultural society. The competition was open to all young people, not only those from culturally and linguistically diverse backgrounds. In this way, the competition challenges all people to think about the effects of mental health and cultural diversity on families and young people in Australia. An initiative of the Transcultural Mental Health Centre, the competition has blossomed into an inter-agency project with Mental Illness Education - Australia and the Schizophrenia Fellowship of NSW. Between them these three agencies offer information, mental illness resources, multilingual resources and school education programs in NSW. From across NSW 365 young people, aged between 12 and 19 years, entered this year’s Writing Competition with the overall theme of “Young People Coping with Difficult Times”. Entrants were asked to write on one of two topics: 1. Write about a young person (could be yourself) coping with mental health problems either personally, in their families or with their friends. 2. Write about the experiences of a young person from a non-English- speaking background who is living in difficult times, either in Australia or overseas. Coordinated by the Transcultural Mental Health Centre [www.dhi.gov.au/tmhc] together with Schizophrenia Fellowship [www.sfnsw.org.au] and Mental Illness Education Australia [www.miea.org.au] 3 TRANSCULTURAL MENTAL HEALTH CENTRE Transcultural Mental Health Centre (TMHC) is an acknowledged leader in transcultural mental health promotion, publication and resource development, clinical service development, and education and training. TMHC is a statewide service that promotes access to mental health services for people of culturally and linguistically diverse (CALD) backgrounds. The centre recognises the significance of cultural and linguistic difference in mental health issues and uses a whole-of-lifespan approach, involving work with children, adolescents, families, adults and older people. MIE-A (NSW) OVERVIEW MIE-A (NSW) is an award-winning, not-for-profit organisation whose principal objective is the implementation of a mental health awareness presentation, INSIGHT, which aims to encourage an awareness of mental health issues and to promote better understanding, particularly amongst young people, about mental health in relation to increasing mental health literacy and resilience including the ability to recognise specific disorders, know where to seek information, treatment and support, identify risk factors and causes, dispel the stigma which so often slows down recovery or prevents early help-seeking. The INSIGHT presentation is conducted by trained presenters who have personal experience of mental health problems and disorders, either themselves or as a family member, friend or carer. The presenters’ personal experience is incorporated throughout the presentation, which encourages participation using activities such as role-play, discussion and brainstorming. The INSIGHT presentation is supported by the NSW Health Department, NSW Department of Education and Training’s Student Services and Equity Program and the Catholic Education Commission’s Student Welfare Program. 4 SCHIZOPHRENIA FELLOWSHIP OF NSW INC Schizophrenia Fellowship is an established and well-respected mental illness charity with the vision of “A society in which people with mental illness are valued and treated as equals”. The Fellowship pursues that vision through advocacy for better funding and services, education and awareness raising across the community and the provision of innovative services for people with mental illness and their families. Education and training are provided through the Fellowship’s Remind Program which provides trained consumer (people with a mental illness) and carer speakers to schools, universities and other organisations. The speaker program is complimented by a School Education Kit containing lesson plans and information for teachers and teacher in-service training. THANK YOU The coordinators greatly appreciate the time and support offered by staff from schools, TAFE colleges and youth welfare organisations in promoting the competition and encouraging their young people to enter. They would also like to extend a special thanks to the members of the judging panel for the time and effort they devoted to reading the entries and for the difficult decisions they had to make. The judging panel: Pamela Riley Janet Cousens Maggie Gray Milissa Deitz Phillippa Venn-Brown Helen Sowey Fiona Robards Raewyn Proctor Marianne Webb Paula Abood Sussan Omar Therese King 5 1ST PLACE CATEGORY 1 CATEGORY YOU’RE NEVER ALONE FRANCESCA KELLY • 15 yrs St. Scholastica’s College Part one: Too Far To Save over. Through the doorframe she came back into her seat at her desk. Her eyes were a reflection Whereupon she began to write . of the outside world and when she stared into the mirror, the image in Every opportunity she gets she will ask her eyes wavered. But she hung on to be excused to go to the bathroom. to that composed look, the thing that Every time she receives a held her in one piece and stopped the “yes”. questions. The look she made her She will leave giving no mask. Steadily she walked out the indication that she knows anyone cold tiled bathroom and made her in her class. Walk straight to the way past the concrete columns and up bathroom, heading to her hell and the quiet stairs. Her legs led the way, heaven. never faltering, quick and purposeful. Stepping through the “Good, legs, good,” she doorway into the cold tiled bathroom murmured in her mind. she quickly glances at her reflection, “Idiot,” said the voice. keeping that image in her mind. She But she didn’t agree or turns right and makes her way to the disagree, what would be the point? fourth cubicle down. Finally, at the end of the corridor, the It is the fourth down door stood ajar and she made her way every time. 6 She goes inside and quietly “Suicide,” it whispers, “the easy way closes the door, locking it so that out.” it might shut her in. She begins to But she ignores the voice. She’s doing rock herself, from side to side; her it for her own good, isn’t she? eyes vacant and empty, seeing an “I am,” she thinks, blocking the words unfocused tiled floor. Sometimes she that are being whispered into her ear. breaks and starts to cry, and the tears begin to form, she’ll switch off again, She’s in the classroom, and eyes vacant and unfocused. she’s been happy for seven days! Finally realising her moment Seven days to zero tears, seven days is over, and that it is enough, she of the weight being lifted and carried dabs her eyes with the cheap toilet by someone besides her … seven days paper, stands up and straightens her of happiness. uniform. She unlocks the door and “She’s back in the cold walks out; already she knows there’s hardly anyone out there because each tiled bathroom again, time she would listen intently waiting rocking and crying” to hear if there were people about. She passes the other cubicles and turning Today is the day she breaks to her left, she makes her way over down. She didn’t want to, but now to the three basins and stares into the she knows that something small could mirror … trigger the tears. She looks away, blinking furiously to stop the flow of She’s back in the cold tiled tears, but her eyes keep filling up and bathroom again, rocking and crying. she really wants to run out of the room She doesn’t realise that she’s doing but she doesn’t want the attention. this at least four times a day. She doesn’t need the attention she She’s started to lose all notions of anything would receive. other than crying, and verbally abusing “Be happy! Just be happy,” herself. she cries tearfully in her mind. But “Stop crying, please stop crying,” she the voice just shuts her out, closing weeps. around her mind. If it had a mouth it “Coward!” comes the voice. would be smiling. “Coward!” She looks up at the clock, and She has switched off to abandon her sees that it is only five more minutes emotions and pains, so she doesn’t have to till she can escape. She couldn’t think, feel, taste or know. care less about class; she needs to be One thing manages to creep into her alone. mind … death. “Pack up girls, you can leave “Suicide,” sneers the voice. now,” the teacher says. “No, death,” she replies stubbornly. She was already packed; she 7 had packed twenty minutes before. She weaves her tales She grabs her bag and quickly strides Not knowing out, ignoring the calls for her to wait. Her tearful heart expresses words Down the stairs she goes and makes That is without her way past the concrete columns A doubt and into the cold tiled bathroom.