University of New Orleans ScholarWorks@UNO University of New Orleans Theses and Dissertations Dissertations and Theses Fall 12-18-2014 The First Foretelling Cynthia M. Davidson University of New Orleans, [email protected] Follow this and additional works at: https://scholarworks.uno.edu/td Part of the Fiction Commons Recommended Citation Davidson, Cynthia M., "The First Foretelling" (2014). University of New Orleans Theses and Dissertations. 1911. https://scholarworks.uno.edu/td/1911 This Thesis is protected by copyright and/or related rights. It has been brought to you by ScholarWorks@UNO with permission from the rights-holder(s). You are free to use this Thesis in any way that is permitted by the copyright and related rights legislation that applies to your use. For other uses you need to obtain permission from the rights- holder(s) directly, unless additional rights are indicated by a Creative Commons license in the record and/or on the work itself. This Thesis has been accepted for inclusion in University of New Orleans Theses and Dissertations by an authorized administrator of ScholarWorks@UNO. For more information, please contact [email protected]. The First Foretelling A Thesis Submitted to the Graduate Faculty of the University of New Orleans in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of Master of Fine Arts in Film, Theater, and Communication Arts Concentration in Creative Writing - Fiction by Cynthia M Davidson B.G.S. Southeastern Louisiana University 2011 December, 2014 Copyright 2014, Cy Davidson ii Acknowledgements Dedicated to… James, for tolerating my time away and loving me though all of it. Mom, who always listened even when she didn’t understand. Dad, who knew when not to say no. I will, of necessity of being human, forget someone. The people who have influenced or blessed my life, and by default my writing, include far too numerous beings to mention here. Please know that I carry you in my heart and thoughts, always. To the elders: I ask your forgiveness, if I spoke in a way that was not appropriate; that was not my intention. Thank you for your guidance and your lessons, especially those to come. To my closest ancestors: Thank you for the lessons and the love. Abel and Connie, Herb and Peg, and to all who came before you and the many who come after. With my humblest gratitude to the many whose gifts of love, friendship, help and prayer cannot be adequately describe by the known English language… Cara Moore, Beth Brinkley, Katie Reynolds, Edie Talley, Yvette Jemison, Ted Davidson, Mary and Jack Weaver, Uncle Carlo, Rev. Robin, Helene Roush, Wysteria, Bruce Carlino, Mona and Stan Livermont, Adam Sitnick, Anthony and Jennifer Borrageiro, Mary Dorrell, Nancy Rosenstein, Linda Verbecke, Vicky Zorzella, Simone and Mike Miller, Nancy Scheuermann, Gina Rawl, Annie Craven, Jerry Fox, Adam, Ethan and Zeb Carlino, Fr. Wayland Melton, Joy Sargent, Joan Robes, Grandpa Barney, Bob Barnhill, Kevin Wilde, Victoria Fortner, Terri Friend, Mike and Linda Sears, Joe Plum, Flavia, Diane Dee, Ymani Whitehawk, Ember Moonbeam, Linnette Raven Torbet, Jack Blosser, Matt Kilbane, Michael and Lisa Bryan, Davis and Chris Simms, Becky and Tom Denton, Danny Harding, Julie and John Ward, Steve and Janice Willis, Cyndi Masters, Wayne and Diane Ivey, Laura Betag, Tony Hilliard, Ione, Grandma Mary, Frances, Meg Robinson, Janet Retz Jones, Emily Childress, Lane Adams, Charlotte Powell, Kim Helferich Smith, Hoss, Cecelia, Doc, Wayne, Burney, Jerry, Brian, Tommy, Papaw, Tom and Diana Sheehey, Joe and Dan Schlueter, Brian and Chretien Cochran, Erik and Erlinda Nye, Joel Treadwell and Bea Groene, Sue and Santa Dan, Ray Shepherd, Bobby Joe Cantwell, Robert Joyce, Clif Bonillian, Sylvia Gray, Kay Broders, Lois Wilson, Jim Winter, Steve Schepker, Chad Winters, Lora Leblanc, Steven Varnado, Blake, Dani, Megan, Mark, Lydia, Quinn, Trey, and the rest of the amazing characters that welcomed me at DVick and taught me to love the theatre again, to the two champion defenders, whether as player characters or in the real world, who encouraged me when I needed it most, Sid and Worm. In awe of your talent, in gratitude for your willingness to share your expertise, and for the welcoming me into your midst… To the amazing Creative Writing community at the University of New Orleans, including (but not limited to) Rick Barton, Joanna Leake, Barb Johnson, Neal Walsh, Lori Ostlund, Richard Goodman, Justin Maxwell, Larry, Liam, Joyana, Denise, Lea, Luke, Eli, Wilson, Jack, Stephanie, Rachael, Katheryn, Mike, Woodlief, Roxy, Erin, Caroline, Tad, Adam, Vy, Kia, Todd, Heather, Ross, Kate, Maurice, and the many others who made my experiences online, on campus, and in Cork, Ireland unforgettable. iii With much love and many blessings to the small joys in my life… Emily, Ryan, Mikaela, Zachary, Nathan, Abigail, Luke, Will, Kate, Abbie, Erin, Brandy, Chance, Forest, Mica, Chloe, Sam, Alex, William, Christopher, Andrea, Chip, Brian, Eric, John, Keith, David, James, Levi, Elizabeth, Ashley, Caitlyn, Sean, Christopher, Thomas James… With a special blessing to all who touch the fire and all who help others through… Carlo, Adam, Jerry, Mike, Dave, Ray, Steve, Mary, Tori, Ann, Christina, Brian, Todd, Kristopher… Words cannot express… Hawkwalker Thank you Pilamaya Wado Miigwech Merci For all the small joys in my life, especially for Emily and Andrea: The decisions you make from here forward are some of the most important in your life. Choose wisely. And by all means, choose for you, not for me, not for your friends, not for your parents, not for your favorite teacher or anybody else. Choose because it is what you really want or because it leads to what you really want. I made many decisions based on what I thought other people wanted me to do. I never even remember taking time to sit down and say, “No, I don’t want to do those things, I want to do this.” I wish I had taken a minute to look at the other real options I had. I wish I had realized that deciding not to choose was also a choice. My wish for you is that every decision, every choice you make is one that leads you to the most incredible version of you that is possible. That you recognize how incredibly lucky you are that you get to choose. That the woman you are to become in the future makes the woman of today proud. That she makes every choice, every mistake, every celebration, and every loss worth who she is. My hope is you don’t have to make as many side trips or climb out of as many holes as I had to. I do want you to know though that I will be here, cheering you on, hoping and wishing for the best as you get to choose your destiny. I will be praying for those around you, who can help or hinder you, to also make good choices. And I will be praying for you every step of the way. Not only because you are important and beautiful and creative, but because I love you and am very grateful to have you in my life. You are now and have been since the day I met you, joy and light to my heart. Thank you for being part of my life. Cynthia Marie iv Quotes I am enthusiastic over humanity's extraordinary and sometimes very timely ingenuities. If you are in a shipwreck and all the boats are gone, a piano top buoyant enough to keep you afloat may come along and make a fortuitous life preserver. This is not to say, though, that the best way to design a life preserver is in the form of a piano top. I think we are clinging to a great many piano tops in accepting yesterday's fortuitous contrivings as constituting the only means for solving a given problem. R. Buckminster Fuller If quantum mechanics hasn't profoundly shocked you, you haven't understood it yet. Niels Bohr There is nothing on earth that could ever make me want to relive certain years of my life when I was young. Johnny Depp v Table of Contents Prologue: Choices ................................................................................................................1 Chapter One: Beginnings.....................................................................................................2 Chapter Two: Halloween ...................................................................................................26 Chapter Three: Love is in the Air ......................................................................................43 Chapter Four: Complications.............................................................................................53 Chapter Five: Thanksgiving...............................................................................................70 Chapter Six: Elders Influence ............................................................................................80 Chapter Seven: New Orleans Revelations .........................................................................89 Chapter Eight: Irish Meetings..........................................................................................108 Chapter Nine: More Changes...........................................................................................122 Chapter Ten: Finally ........................................................................................................140 Chapter Eleven: What was That ......................................................................................164 Vita...................................................................................................................................189 vi PROLOGUE: CHOICES *** “What do you mean I get to choose?” Zeso said. She didn’t understand what was happening. “Having