SARAJEVO IS NO MORE by Hamza Baksic Mr Baksic is a journalist for a daily "Oslobodjenje." The paper with 60 years of tradition, it was published every day throughout the war in Bosnia between 1992- 1995, regardless of shortages of the paper, ink chemicals, electricity, staff, etc., while coping with all other problems that followed the siege of Sarajevo. If you like to comment on the content, you may forward an e-mail directly to Mr. Baksic at
[email protected] Translated by Igor Knezevic ________________________________________________________________ 1 PROLOGUE This book is a record of a nightmarish struggle for survival in besieged Sarajevo. Since the autumn of 1991 I had been getting the impression that my journalistic scribblings had begun to stink of history. With the passage of days and weeks, history began to penetrate into our homes, to kick people out of their houses, to kill and wound. I hadn’t been successful in understanding events, meetings, statements, but they remained recorded (as the war was drawing closer, the notes were resembling a diary). Then, Sarajevo was attacked. I noted down days and events, only to succumb for a day or two. Time, the calendar, in the siege was meaningless. The day passes in expectation of the next one, supposedly better. Why should time or date matter in a city in which human life meant nothing? Keeping a diary is, however, like an addiction. Diary notes always come back to haunt the one who tries to record them. For me and for many Sarajevans who are not writers by trade, were drawn to keeping a diary by the abyss of free time, and the vertigo, which we felt facing it.