Lust Leads to Destruction - Part 1

Date: 2013-09-11 Author: Sajjanapriya das

Hare Krishna Prabhujis and Matajis, Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva.

Our beloved spiritual master HH Mahavishnu Goswami Maharaj says that, 'Srimad Bhagavatam equals behaviour' and every pastime of the Lord and His beloved devotees in Srimad Bhagavatam gives us certain lessons to learn as devotees and correct in our life. This will really make us spiritually progress towards the Lord. The 14th Chapter of 3rd Canto talks about pregnancy of Diti in the evening and it is very interesting chapter which talks about the pastimes which happens before the appearance of Lord .

Kashyapa muni is a great sage created by . He was married to Diti, daughter of Prajapati to start the creation of this gigantic material world. Daksha has been entrusted to create human beings and that is the reason he is called Prajapati which means master of all human beings (Praja). Along with Diti, his thirteen sisters were married to muni to start the procreation. All the thirteen sisters of Diti got the children and they were very happy. But Diti did not have any children and therefore naturally out of concern and also out of envy towards her sisters, she started approaching her husband Kashyapa muni to give children, as she was tormented by cupid and wished to immediately unite with Kashyapa muni.

The only issue was that the approaching time was inappropriate, as it was sandhya time and therefore it is prohibited as per shastras to unite and produce children at that time. But Diti was afflicted with too much of sex desire and therefore started approaching Kashyapa muni. She started conveying her opinion about her feelings and she was nagging her husband very strongly to get the child immediately. She gives so many logical arguments to Kashyapa muni that why he should not postpone the unison time with her, justifying her stand very perfectly. The below verse 3.14.16 of Srimad Bhagavatam is spoken by Maitreya muni to Vidura Mahatma and in a nutshell is the summary of whole chapter. This is uniqueness of our Vedic literature.

iti tāṁ vīra mārīcaḥ kṛpaṇāṁ bahu-bhāṣiṇīm pratyāhānunayan vācā pravṛddhānaṅga-kaśmalām

O hero [Vidura], Diti, being thus afflicted by the contamination of lust, and therefore poor and talkative, was pacified by the son of Marici in suitable words.

Srila Prabhupada gives a wonderful purport, mentioning about the characteristics of the devotees involved in this pastime of Srimad Bhagavatam. His Divine Grace says in the purport to the above verse,When " a man or woman is afflicted by the lust of sex desire, it is to be understood as sinful contamination. Kashyapa was engaged in his spiritual activities, but he did not have sufficient strength to refuse his wife, who was thus afflicted. He could have refused her with strong words expressing impossibility, but he was not as spiritually strong as Vidura. Vidura is addressed here as a hero because no one is stronger in self-control than a devotee of the Lord. It appears that Kashyapa was already inclined to have sexual enjoyment with his wife, and because he was not a strong man he tried to dissuade her only with pacifying words."

We have to be very clear on one thing that as struggling devotees, we should not consider that these depictions of Diti mata, Kashyapa muni as ordinary people. Each one has been ordered by the Lord to enact this pastime of Lord Varaha and therefore they are taking these roles and acting accordingly. They are very exalted devotees of the Lord and this pastime is basically to exhibit our condition of behaviour, rather than these exalted personalities. We have no right to condemn them whatsoever. Kashyapa muni was the father of Lord (Krishna Himself) and what reason he can behave like this. This is just to teach us conditioned soul's behaviour and how to rectify it. That is all. They are all acting on behalf of the Lord.

Krishna willing we will continue to learn the lessons from the above pastime in the subsequent offerings.

Thank you very much. Yours in service of Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva, Sajjana Priya Krishna das Abu Dhabi. Lust Leads to Destruction - Part 2

Date: 2013-10-04 Author: Sajjana Priya Krishna das

Hare Krishna Prabhujis and Matajis, Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva.

This is in continuation of the topic, "Lust leads to Destruction" wherein we were meditating on verse 3.14.16 of Srimad Bhagavatam. This verse is spoken by Maitreya Muni to Vidura Mahatma.

iti tāṁ vīra mārīcaḥ kṛpaṇāṁ bahu-bhāṣiṇīm pratyāhānunayan vācā pravṛddhānaṅga-kaśmalām

O hero [Vidura], Diti, being thus afflicted by the contamination of lust, and therefore poor and talkative, was pacified by the son of Marici in suitable words.

The word pravrddha ananga in the above verse means highly' agitated by lust'. In third Chapter of verse 36, when Arjuna inquires the Lord O - descendant" of Vṛṣṇi, by what is one impelled to sinful acts, even unwillingly, as if engaged by force?", Lord Krishna replies, "It is lust only, Arjuna, which is born of contact with the material mode of passion and later transformed into wrath, and which is the all-devouring sinful enemy of this world."

So lust leads to anger and when we are blinded by anger, we end up doing harm to others and our own selves. In verse 3.14.16 of Srimad Bhagavatam, Maitreya Muni mentions two specific effects of being agitated by lust - Onekrpana is which means poor or miserly and other is bahu bhāṣiṇim which means to be talkative.

When we are krpana, we don't think about the well-being of others. But we would be interested in satisfying our own needs at any cost. Our beloved spiritual master HH Mahavishnu Goswami Maharaj says, If" you act as selfish then you don't care for other living entities. Your mind is engrossed in yourself, your expansion and your name and fame and not on Krishna at all. You think too much about yourself." When we are krpana, we are narrow-minded in our dealings with others. Acharyas like Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva have shown by their personal example as to how we should not be narrow-minded, but should have a wide-heart full of love and compassion for all living entities. How was it possible for them? The secret is that they kept Krishna as the center of all their activities. So instead of being self- centric, praying for the mercy of acharyas like Srila Gurudeva and Srila Prabhupada, if we also make our life Krishna- centric, then we will be able to overcome this quality of being krpana.

Krishna willing we will continue to learn the lessons from the above pastime in the subsequent offerings.

Thank you very much. Yours in service of Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva, Sajjana Priya Krishna das Abu Dhabi. Lust Leads to Destruction - Part 3

Date: 2013-10-30 Author: Sajjana Priya Krishna das

Hare Krishna Prabhujis and Matajis, Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva.

This is in continuation of the topic, "Lust leads to Destruction" wherein we were meditating on verse 3.14.16 of Srimad Bhagavatam. This verse is spoken by Maitreya Muni to Vidura Mahatma when he is narrating to him about the pastimes which occured before the appearance of Lord Varaha. He says to Vidura how Diti when afflicted by lust insisted her husband Kashyapa Muni to unite with her, though it was inauspicious time for unison.

iti tāṁ vīra mārīcaḥ kṛpaṇāṁ bahu-bhāṣiṇīm pratyāhānunayan vācā pravṛddhānaṅga-kaśmalām

O hero [Vidura], Diti, being thus afflicted by the contamination of lust, and therefore poor and talkative, was pacified by the son of Marici in suitable words.

In the previous offerings on this topic we saw the below points.

1. Lust is the root cause of all our sins and it leads to anger. 2. Specifically in the above verse Maitreya Muni describes about two effects of lust. i) kṛpaṇā ii) bahu-bhāṣiṇī

The result of being kṛpaṇā is that we become selfish and we don't think about others. So when we stop keeping ourselves in the center and lead a Krishna-centric life, then we will be able to overcome this kṛpaṇā mentality. In this offering we shall see the next effect of lust. ii) bahu-bhāṣiṇīm: In Bhagavad Gita verses 2.62 and 63 Krishna very nicely explains us how lust develops and what are the ill-effects caused by it. He says, "While contemplating the objects of the senses, a person develops attachment for them, and from such attachment lust develops, and from lust anger arises. From anger, complete delusion arises, and from delusion bewilderment of memory. When memory is bewildered, intelligence is lost, and when intelligence is lost one falls down again into the material pool." So lust leads to anger, delusion, bewilderment of memory and intelligence. And in that state, we forget ourselves as servants of the Lord and we tend to think ourselves as master. The result of such kṛpaṇā thinking would lead the intelligence to find out arguments in favour of our mentality. The result of such mentality is that we justify all our actions and behaviour with logical reasoning and understanding and consequence of such behaviour will lead to becoming bahu-bhāṣiṇīm Duryodhana is also another perfect example of this mentality and the result was catastrophic for the entire Kuru dynasty. Similarly the result of Diti Mata's behaviour resulted in two demons and . But once she heard from Kashyapa muni that she will have demons in her womb, she sincerely repented for her behaviour and action in the later verses. But we as conditioned souls continue with our kṛpaṇā mentality and we justify our actions with so much of logic in devotional service. This is the reason for our downfall of our bhakti and we cannot blame anyone for our fall down. The biggest challenge in devotional service is that we will not even realize that we have fallen away from devotional service, because our mind will cover our constitutional position of the soul - ātma-moṣam.

When we have krpana mentality and bahu-bhāṣiṇī then the result is that we do third offence of disobeying the spiritual master. Our beloved spiritual master HH Mahavishnu Goswami Maharaj says that only when we deny devotional service, we will commit that offence of disobeying spiritual master. When we deny devotional service, material miseries are waiting at the door to pounce upon us. Instead of being attacked by the material miseries, the best way to come out of this krpana mentality and bahu-bhāṣiṇī is to realize like Diti mata and sincerely repent for our bad attitude and improve our behaviour. The progress of such sincere repentance will invoke the mercy of spiritual master and the Lord and that is the assurance of our progress in our devotional service. (ātapyamāna-hṛdaye ’vasitaṁ namāmi)

Krishna willing we will continue to learn more lessons from this pastime in the subsequent offerings.

Thank you very much. Yours in service of Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva, Sajjana Priya Krishna das Abu Dhabi. Lust Leads to Destruction - Part 4

Date: 2013-11-28 Author: Sajjana Priya Krishna das

Hare Krishna Prabhujis and Matajis, Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva.

This is in conclusion of the topic, "Lust leads to Destruction" wherein we were meditating on verse 3.14.16 of Srimad Bhagavatam. This verse is spoken by Maitreya Muni to Vidura Mahatma when he is narrating to him about the pastimes which occurred before the appearance of Lord Varaha. He says to Vidura how Diti when afflicted by lust insisted her husband Kashyapa Muni to unite with her, though it was inauspicious time for unison.

iti tāṁ vīra mārīcaḥ kṛpaṇāṁ bahu-bhāṣiṇīm pratyāhānunayan vācā pravṛddhānaṅga-kaśmalām

O hero [Vidura], Diti, being thus afflicted by the contamination of lust, and therefore poor and talkative, was pacified by the son of Marici in suitable words.

In the previous offerings on this topic we saw the below points.

1. Lust is the root cause of all our sins and it leads to anger.

2. Maitreya Muni described about two effects of lust - kṛpaṇā and bahu-bhāṣiṇī

Now let us see the other ill-effects of lust as described by Maitreya Muni in the above verse.

Diti mata was insistent and persistent to have the unison at the sandhya time but Kashyapa muni gave some shastric statements to her so that she can be convinced to postpone the unison. But she was adamant and Kashyapa muni yielded to her request. Srila Prabhupada writes in the purport, "It appears that Kashyapa was already inclined to have sexual enjoyment with his wife, and because he was not a strong man he tried to dissuade her only with pacifying words." We should not construe that Kashyapa muni is fallen like us. He is enacting this pastime for the pleasure of the Lord as if he is not spiritually strong. He is the father of Lord Vamana himself. This is just a pastime to tell our position, because we are very weak in our sadhana due to our insatiable lust (pouring ghee on fire) which naturally leads to our destruction. The moment we deviate away an inch from this determination of controlling our senses including the mind, we immediately fall prey to the onslaughts of material affection and we are just consumed and by the time we realise, it becomes too late for recovery.

The material mind and material senses are so powerful that it drags us to the rut always and any sense object can kindle our mind and senses immediately and the constitutional position of the soul is covered - (ātma-moṣam). Our sadhana is affected and we immediately blame other living entities and thus have favourable excuse in not following our spiritual commitments including chanting of 16 rounds sometimes. As an initiated disciple we cannot afford to miss this but we tend to do it because we think spiritual life is not so important and it is not our top priority. We always feel that, 'Material condition has to be improved first and then we can do our sadhana." This tendency prevails because spirituality takes a back seat in our life. We are more engrossed in current material conditions that we forget the fact that there will never be a situation wherein our material condition would be 100% perfect. It is impossible in this material world.

Srila Prabhupada writes in a wonderful purport (SB 4.29.32) and it is golden statement for eternity. "One should simply try to develop his Krishna consciousness and not waste his time, trying to improve his material condition. Actually the material condition cannot be improved. The process of improvement means accepting another miserable condition. However, if we endeavor to improve our Krishna consciousness, the distresses of material life will disappear without extraneous endeavor ." The key point is that we should simply endeavour to improve our Krishna consciousness and everything will fall in place. But we do the opposite. We think that let everything fall in place and then we can improve our Krishna consciousness. This is not correct. Let us remember the golden words of Lord Vamana in this connection so that is the key to our spiritual upliftment.

SB 8.19.25 puṁso ’yaṁ saṁsṛter hetur asantoṣo ’rtha-kāmayoḥ yadṛcchayopapannena santoṣo muktaye smṛtaḥ

Material existence causes discontent in regard to fulfilling one's lusty desires and achieving more and more money. This is the cause for the continuation of material life, which is full of repeated birth and death. But one who is satisfied by that which is obtained by destiny is fit for liberation from this material existence.

We should be satisfied in any condition of life. santuṣṭa ena kena vā. This is the key to control our lust. I fall at the lotus feet of my spiritual master, Srila Prabhupada and Lord Krishna that evil effects of lust which leads to destruction should be ingrained in my mind so that any activity I engage, I should be conscious of this fact. We require complete mercy of gurus and acharyas to implement this in our life.

Thank you very much. Yours in service of Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva, Sajjana Priya Krishna das Abu Dhabi.