CALIFORNIA STATE UNIVERSITY, NORTHRIDGE DISARMING the BITTERSWEET a Collection of Poems a Thesis Submitted in Partial Fulfillme
CALIFORNIA STATE UNIVERSITY, NORTHRIDGE DISARMING THE BITTERSWEET A Collection of Poems A Thesis Submitted in Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements For the Degree of Master of Arts in English By Neda Levi May 2013 The thesis of Neda Levi is approved: Leilani Hall, Ph.D. Date Ranita Chatterjee, Ph.D. Date Dorothy Barresi, M.F.A., Chair Date California State University, Northridge ii DEDICATION To the soundtrack of my beautifully startling childhood and teenage years: Simon and Garfunkel, Steve Winwood, The Cars, Phil Collins, Rod Stewart, Kansas, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Talking Heads, Foreigner, Queen, Bruce Springsteen, U2, Bob Dylan, Billy Joel, Billy Idol, Annie Lennox, Fleetwood Mac, Guns and Roses, REM, Gin Blossoms, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Patti Smith, Cyndi Lauper, Tracy Chapman, Bonnie Raitt, David Gray, Natalie Merchant, Nelly Furtado and Pink, the divine sounds that emanated from your indispensable art introduced me to the power of crying when I was deeply touched. Each time I try to convince myself that the past is a place worthy of visiting not permanently living in, my wishes to cradle its poignancy with all the fibers of my being still tug on my heartstrings amidst the early hours of day when my mind summons a lyric to pacify my restless cries and offer me painstaking sleep. Memories of the home I once had, the people I once kept in good company, my mother who deserved a lasting marriage, the aunt I lost to her life’s luminous contemplations, the grandmother I never said goodbye to, the years I spent yearning for my father’s unconditional espousal, and the exquisite sorrow I endured as a child of divorce exist because your words painted the portraits of my life before I ever put pen to paper.
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