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yj. «;>^ *# •HK-S10K;J-0£:- 0\Jt\- ilVES-Jl^oM^I^O •>£ CONDUCTED-By V/ltH WHICH IS IlMCOiyolVVTEO <Jl0lf5EH0LD'Wbl^S "m SATURDAY, AUGUST 22, 1874. PBICB TWOPENCE, the country—the place to which, when NARROW ESCAPE. the time is ripe, he hopes to transplant BY THE AUTHOR OF 'nENIS DONNE,' 'NO ALTEiUtATIVE,' &C. &C. Kate; and that in la-vishing love and care on them, Eiite feels almost as if she were CHAPTER XXni. THE CRUEL TRUTH. bringing herself nearer to the donor. KATE'S -windows in the house in one Kate has stoutly backed up Mrs. An of the verdure-clad Bayswater roads are gerstein in the latter's determination not bright -with flowers, even in mid-winter. to accept an income from Captain Bellairs. In spring it is needless to say they bloom " I have enough for both ; I am making into most softly coloured and harmonised more money than I can spend on myself," beauty. She is qnite remarkable for her Kate says -with the unconscious egotism masses of snowdrops, her lemon-tinted and self-confidence of an author who has I tulips, and delicately pencilled crocuses; stUl to execute her first failure. " I'm as her clumps of Russian violets, and great proud for Cissy as I would be for myself, waxy-headed pale pink, and blue, and buff and, with my consent, she shall not Hve hyacinths. She is also quite remarkable on any man's bounty. You know, better for her tender, loving care of the same, than I can tell you, what would be said if and for her jealous guardianship of each she did—what would be said of her and leaf and bloom from contact with any thought of you," Kate says when he moots other hand than her own. the subject. Mrs. Angerstein has made, futile, feeble "Do you care about what is thought of efforts at watering and pruning K!ate's me, Kate ? " he asks. " You have thought pets once or twice, but Elate has sup badly enough of me in days gone by. pressed all these efforts. Have I redeemed myself in your eyes ? " "They are the only things that are She looks up at him, and there is a altogether my own," she says. " My truthful earnest look of desire for her family have cut me, my dog is dead, and good opinion in his eyes. With all a my cat has strayed away. Leave me woman's perspicuity she reads clearly that my flowers; let me feel that they lift up he loves her better now than he did in their heads and recognise me as their only those old days in Torquay. But still she friend. Tou have your children; I have dare not unbend, for she distrusts herself. nothing else." "How base I have been," she thinks, "My dear, I thought to save you self-reproachfully, "I'd have taken Prank trouble," Mrs. Angerstein responds. "One away from May without compunction, I would imag^e you had a sentiment about loved him so well. ShaU I ever dare to them ; that they were the gift of a lover, let myself think that I can go back and I instead of being ordered in from the take up the original feeling for Harry nurseryman's round the corner." Bellairs, and try to teach myself that it is Candid as Kate is in most things, she a good and true one ? " does not think it necessary to tell Mrs. She tnms questioningly to him, as she Angerstein that her "only friends" are thinks this, in her candour she is about to the gift of Captain Bellairs ; that they state the case to him, and leave it to his have been transplanted from his place in judgment. But as she hesitates, the op- ^ 299 VOL. XJI. ^ 434 [August -22,1874.] ALL THB TEAR B.ODBD. [Condncted by ortuaity is lost. Cissy comes in, with for ihe first time in her life; " men are so tBf'garb of widowhaod on truly, but with much better advisers than women are, Ciny W> -other sign of widowhood about her, for dear; I'U go and see about ordering snpper she is smiling, radiant, perfectly satisfied and you'll stay and have some with nt thiat he is waiting here for her, and merely won't you ? " she adds, suddenly turning pnttii^g up with Kate in the meantime. to Bellairs, who is only praying that he ^'Kat«," she begins, with a little may be able to detain her to mount guard c^ort at addressing her communication to over the coming interview between himself Eate only, though *he inclines her head and Cissy. towards Captain Bellairs, as she speaks, " I am only too happy to stay near you and gives him her hand in sUent saluta under any circumstances; you know tbat tion. "Kate, tbe system of treating me weU enough," he says to Miss Mervyn; like a baby or a fool has been carried on " but can't you let the supper order iteelt by his lawyer even after my husband's for once, and stay and hear a more coherent death. I am not the helpless dependent statement of the good news than Cissy on yonr bounty that yon—that we aU has yet given ns ? Tell it over again, thought I was. So other wUl can be Cissy," he says, with a laugh that is found, and I and my children come in for painfully strained and exaggerated. everything, as next of kin, or something " The good news," she replies with a of that sort." Cissy adds vaguely, " And sigh, "is only that I am less unjnstly I have been kept in the dark aU this time, treated than I thought I was; but it won't even whUe things have been settling them sound very well in the ears of a snccesafol selves in my favour, by the brutaUty of -writer, nor in the ears of a man who puts my brother-m-law." everything in the scale against that sno " To say nothing of the time-serving cessfnl writer now, and finds everytliing spirit of your husband's lawyer," BeUairs •wanting," she winds np with; and tliere says coldly. There is an exaltation about is a degree of -vicious determination about Cwsy, a forgetfulness ot aU that she owes Cissy that staggers her nearest friends, to someone else who is present, which who are only accustomed to herlimperand chUls his warm Irish heart, and fires his more amiable maimer. hot Irish spirit. " I -wiU stay and hear anything that " He knew that I should be all right i» either of you may be pleased to say," the end, you see, Harry," the widow ex Kate says, in answer to that last remarlc plains eagerly; " he didn't mean it as a which Captain BeUairs has made. Then slur on me, as his odious famQy said he she sits do-wn under a reproachful battery did; but aJFter all,"—and here her face of glances from Cissy. faUs suddenly—"his income died with But the burden of being in another him, and it's a barren honour that he has woman's way is too heavy a one for Kate paid me, in letting everything just drift in to bear patiently for any long space of my direction. There is the house and the time. It occurs to her, also, that it is pro furniture (that woman wUl never enjoy bably only the natural duplicity of man either, thank goodness), and the interest which is causing Captain Bellairs to por of two thousand pounds; is that much ? tray satisfactioti in her society. "Cissy, Can I Uve on it, Kate ? it might almost as at least, is honest in the matter, she shows weU have been nothing as vvhat it is," the me plainly enough that she wishes me to complaining bereaved one goes on, before begone," Kate says to herself, and in a Kate has words at command with which to spasm of ill-founded jealousy and annoy make answer. " I couldn't get up a spark ance she rises up, and once more declares of gratitude for it under any circumstances, that there exists some strong household even if I tried, and with the family waiting reason for her presence elsewhere. expectantly for me to espress gratitude " The shops will be closed presently, and for what was only passive and limp justice there are several things that I mnst get towards me after all; I won't try. How for to-morrow. To-morrow is a Ban* codld he dare "—she goes on, quivering hoUday, you ought to remember; all shop vrith anger now—"how could he dare to ping mnst be done to-night," sbe argne.i, let me live as I did, and then to die as he when Captain Bellairs protests against her did without providing for what has be going out at this hour. come necessity- to me and my chUdren ?" " At least if you must go you mnst allow "I leave you to talk to Captain BeUairs me to escort you," he pleads. aijout it," Kite Bays, speaking awkwardly "Ko, ixo, no; *lie necessity for an 4 Oharlea Diokens.] A JBTARROW ESCAPE. [AuKust 22,1874.] 485 escort belongs to my past life, not to my declare it to be am. untimely disturbance of present; besides I should make bad and her children. unprofitable bargains, if I felt that yon " I don't have them down here very were standing about, waiting impatiently often," she begins explaining.