Residue Principal Investigator: Dr. Preston B. Cline –
[email protected] Version: V.4 Monday, April 20, 2020 Summary You are not broken. You are not a victim. You are not a survivor. You have chosen the hard path—a path full of extreme experiences, both good and bad, which leave memories. These memories, in turn, leave a residue within you, which if processed can serve as the fuel that moves us to wisdom and joy. If unprocessed, however, it will begin to build up, to harden, until you can no longer move or breathe, until all you know is pain and sorrow. This paper is based on the rejection of the idea that Operators, in Medicine, Fire, Law Enforcement and Military, must sacrifice their lives and souls, in exchange for living a life of service. That together, as a community of Operators and academics, we can find ways to help them process their extreme experiences into the fuel that grows their wisdom, not the poison that fuels their sorrow This project is about finding better ways to process that residue. In the fall of 2018, I had a serendipitous interaction with the actor Tom Hardy, who shared his approach to residue with me. The idea is that after deeply inhabiting a character, there will come a time when an actor must move on and embrace the next character they will play. In some cases, an acting role may leave a residue that must be processed in order to add to, and not distract from, the next role. With help from actors Tom Hardy, Scott Glenn and Denis Leary, along with hundreds of Operators, this paper explores the idea that we can help Operators process the residue of their experiences in a way that moves them toward their potential, rather than toward their sorrow.