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SEBASTIAN Terrified, a young prisoner in the Second World War SEBASTIAN FAULKS SEBASTIAN closes his eyes and pictures himself going out to bat on SEBASTIAN FAULKS’s books include the number a sunlit cricket ground in Hampshire. one bestseller A Week in December, Human Traces, On FAULKS Green Dolphin Street, Charlotte Gray and Birdsong, which Across the courtyard in a Victorian workhouse, has sold more than three million copies. In 2011 he A POSSIBLE LIFE Every atom links us a father too ashamed to acknowledge his son. wrote and presented the four-part television series A POSSIBLE LIFE Faulks on Fiction for BBC Two. Every feeling binds us A skinny girl steps out of a Chevy with a guitar; her voice sends shivers through the skull. Every thought connects us Soldiers and lovers, parents and children, scientists and musicians risk their bodies and hearts in search of connection - some key to understanding what makes us the people we become. Provocative and profound, Sebastian Faulks’s dazzling novel journeys across continents and time to explore the chaos created by love, separation and missed opportunities. From the pain and drama of these highly particular lives emerges a mysterious consolation: the chance to feel your heart beat in Front cover photograph: someone else’s life. Tina Hillier Back cover photograph: Colin Thomas HUTCHINSON Random House ebook 20 Vauxhall Bridge Road available London SW1V 2SA Fiction ISBN: 978 0 09 193680 8 I S B N 978-0-09-193680-8 www.sebastianfaulks.com www.randomhouse.co.uk 9 780091 936808 £18.99 SEBASTIAN Terrified, a young prisoner in the Second World War SEBASTIAN FAULKS SEBASTIAN closes his eyes and pictures himself going out to bat on SEBASTIAN FAULKS’s books include the number a sunlit cricket ground in Hampshire. one bestseller A Week in December, Human Traces, On FAULKS Green Dolphin Street, Charlotte Gray and Birdsong, which Across the courtyard in a Victorian workhouse, has sold more than three million copies. In 2011 he A POSSIBLE LIFE Every atom links us a father too ashamed to acknowledge his son. wrote and presented the four-part television series A POSSIBLE LIFE Faulks on Fiction for BBC Two. Every feeling binds us A skinny girl steps out of a Chevy with a guitar; her voice sends shivers through the skull. Every thought connects us Soldiers and lovers, parents and children, scientists and musicians risk their bodies and hearts in search of connection - some key to understanding what makes us the people we become. Provocative and profound, Sebastian Faulks’s dazzling novel journeys across continents and time to explore the chaos created by love, separation and missed opportunities. From the pain and drama of these highly particular lives emerges a mysterious consolation: the chance to feel your heart beat in Front cover photograph: someone else’s life. Tina Hillier Back cover photograph: Colin Thomas HUTCHINSON Random House ebook 20 Vauxhall Bridge Road available London SW1V 2SA Fiction ISBN: 978 0 09 193680 8 I S B N 978-0-09-193680-8 www.sebastianfaulks.com www.randomhouse.co.uk 9 780091 936808 £18.99 Royal - TPB Template TPS - 234 x 153 mm EXLIBRIS 548AA_tx.indd 1 7/19/12 9:06 AM By the same author FICTION The Girl at the Lion d’Or A Fool’s Alphabet Birdsong Charlotte Gray On Green Dolphin Street Human Traces Engleby A Week in December NON-FICTION The Fatal Englishman: Three Short Lives Pistache Faulks on Fiction 548AA_tx.indd 2 7/23/12 9:19 AM SEBASTIAN FAULKS A POSSIBLE LIFE A Novel in Five Parts HUTCHINSON LONDON 548AA_tx.indd 3 7/18/12 3:28 PM Published by Hutchinson 2012 2 4 6 8 10 9 7 5 3 1 Copyright © Sebastian Faulks 2012 Sebastian Faulks has asserted his right under the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988 to be identified as the author of this work. This is a work of fiction. Names and characters are the product of the author’s imagination and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. This book is sold subject to the condition that it shall not, by way of trade or otherwise, be lent, resold, hired out, or otherwise circulated without the publisher’s prior consent in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published and without a similar condition, including this condition, being imposed on the subsequent purchaser. First published in Great Britain in 2012 by Hutchinson Random House, 20 Vauxhall Bridge Road, London SW1V 2SA www.randomhouse.co.uk Addresses for companies within The Random House Group Limited can be found at: www.randomhouse.co.uk/offices.htm The Random House Group Limited Reg. No. 954009 A CIP catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library ISBN 9780091936808 (Hardback) ISBN 9780091936815 (Trade paperback) The Random House Group Limited supports The Forest Stewardship Council (FSC®), the leading international forest certification organisation. Our books carrying the FSC label are printed on FSC® certified paper. FSC is the only forest certification scheme endorsed by the leading environmental organisations, including Greenpeace. Our paper procurement policy can be found at www.randomhouse.co.uk/environment Typeset in Fournier MT by Palimpsest Book Production Limited, Falkirk, Stirlingshire Printed and bound in Great Britain by Clays Ltd, St Ives plc 548AA_tx.indd 4 7/18/12 3:28 PM For Lawrence Youlten As we lie . 548AA_tx.indd 5 7/18/12 3:28 PM 548AA_tx.indd 6 7/18/12 3:28 PM part i – a different man Geoffrey Talbot was supposed to be a linguist, but spent most of his time at university playing games. He appeared twice for the First XI at cricket, but was not selected for the match at Lord’s where his place was taken by ‘Tiny’ Trembath, a slab of a man already on Lancashire’s books. At rugby, Geoffrey’s headlong tackling in college games had earned him a game for the university itself against Rosslyn Park, but at Twickenham the man chosen at open-side wing forward was a graduate Rhodesian. It was no surprise to Geoffrey that he fell twice at the last. His Hampshire day-school had told the pupils that their place in life would be the middle rank. Geoffrey’s father worked as a jobber on the London Stock Exchange and hoped that Geoffrey, with his knowledge of languages, might one day go into the Diplomatic Service. Geoffrey’s mother, who came from Limoges, had no ambition for Geoffrey; her main interest was in dog breeding, and the family house near Twyford Down was home to generations of yapping dachshunds. After graduation, Geoffrey went to see the university appoint- ments board, where a man with a pipe gave him some brochures from Shell and Imperial Tobacco. ‘You’re a personable fellow,’ he said. ‘I should think you’d do well in industry.’ ‘What about the Diplomatic Service?’ ‘They won’t mind your sportsman’s two-two – won’t even ask – but their own exam can be tricky.’ In September 1938, after a series of rebuffs, Geoffrey found 1 548AA_tx.indd 1 7/18/12 3:28 PM a possible life himself at a boys’ preparatory school in Nottinghamshire, where he was to teach French, Latin and elementary maths. He had been interviewed by the headmaster in London at the offices of an educational agency and hired on the spot. The taxi from the station drove through the outskirts of a mining town before the road opened up on some hills of oak and beech as they neared the village of Crampton. The school was set on high ground that overlooked a fast-flowing tributary of the Trent; it was a building whose elevated position and solitary brick tower gave it a commanding aspect; the grey stones were covered in creepers and the stone-mullioned windows held leaded lights. The headmaster’s wife, Mrs Little, showed him upstairs to his quarters. She was a woman in her sixties who smelled of lavender water and peppermints. ‘It’s not a large room,’ Mrs Little said, ‘but bachelors can’t be choosers. The boys come back tomorrow, but there’ll be tea in the dining hall today at six. You can meet your colleagues. After tea, you have to forage for yourself. We don’t allow drink on the premises, though the Head won’t mind if you occasionally go down to the Whitby Arms.’ The room had a small sash window, with a view towards a wooded park. There was a chest, a shallow built-in cupboard with a hanging rail, a standing bookcase of four shelves and a single bed. When the house had belonged to a wealthy family, Geoffrey thought, this would have been a maid’s bedroom. The shape of it seemed somehow to dictate the sort of life he would lead. The bookcase would need filling and the evening sun would help him read in the armchair with its loose floral cover; he would send for his old books from university and might even get round to the plays of Schiller and Racine; presumably there would also be a lending library in the town. He had never imagined he would be a schoolmaster, but felt the role settle on to his shoulders as easily as the black gown he hung up on the door. 2 548AA_tx.indd 2 7/18/12 3:28 PM PART I – A DIFFERENT MAN His interview with the headmaster of Crampton Abbey had been brief. Captain Little, a tall, grey-haired man whose horn- rimmed glasses had one blacked-out lens, had made it clear that Geoffrey’s principal job was to improve the performance of the sports teams.