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NYC TOHP Transcript 081 Brenda Holder NEW YORK CITY TRANS ORAL HISTORY PROJECT https://www.nyctransoralhistory.org/ http://oralhistory.nypl.org/neighborhoods/trans-history INTERVIEW TRANSCRIPT BRENDA HOLDER Interviewer: Anna Keyes Date of Interview: April 4, 2018 Location of Interview: Brooklyn, New York Interview Recording URL: http://oralhistory.nypl.org/interviews/brenda-holder-8dc90r Transcript URL: https://s3.amazonaws.com/oral- history/transcripts/NYC+TOHP+Transcript+081+Brenda+Holder.pdf Transcribed by Noreen Lai (volunteer) NYC TOHP Interview Transcript #081 RIGHTS STATEMENT The New York Public Library has dedicated this work to the public domain under the terms of a Creative Commons CC0 Dedication by waiving all of its rights to the work worldwide under copyright law, including all related and neighboring rights, to the extent allowed by law. Though not required, if you want to credit us as the source, please use the following statement, "From The New York Public Library and the New York City Trans Oral History Project." Doing so helps us track how the work is used and helps justify freely releasing even more content in the future. NYC TOHP Transcript #081: Brenda Holder - Page 2 (of 19) Anna Keyes: Hello, my name is Anna Keyes, and I will be having a conversation with Brenda Holder for the New York City Trans Oral History Project in collaboration with the New York Public Library’s Community Oral History Project. This is an oral history project centered on the experiences of trans-identifying people. It is March... Brenda Holder: Fourth. Mm-hmm. Keyes: ...the 4th. April 4th. It’s April 4th. Holder: April 4th, 2018. Keyes: April 4th, 2018, and this is being recorded in Crown Heights. Okay. That’s all in order. Now let’s get to the good stuff. Holder: [laughter] Keyes: [laughter] Okay. So can you tell me your name and age? Holder: Brenda Holder, 51. Keyes: And what are your gender pronouns? Holder: She and her. Keyes: How would you describe your gender? Holder: Woman. Keyes: Mm-hmm. Um, when and where were you born? Holder: Um, South America, Guyana. Keyes: Guyana? Holder: Georgetown, Guyana. Keyes: What year were you born in? Holder: 1966. Keyes: Mm-hmm. Um, tell me—can you tell me a bit about your childhood and family background? Holder: Hmm. Um, I came to New York when I was at a young age, from Guyana, and New York was home. I grew up here till I joined the military, basically. NYC TOHP Transcript #081: Brenda Holder - Page 3 (of 19) Keyes: Yeah. Holder: Mm-hmm. Keyes: You were mentioning—you told me earlier that you were raised by the community. Holder: Yeah. Mm-hmm. Keyes: Can you tell me a bit more about that? Holder: Um, because I was homeless, and—I met a lot of nice people from the LGBT community. And whereas, you know—Paris Dupree, one in particular, who was my gay mother. And she took me in and guided me and helped me and kept me out of trouble. Keyes: Yeah. Holder: And someone that I went to for guidance and someone I looked up to. And like Dorian Corey and Pepper LaBeija and—just to name a few. Mm-hmm. Keyes: So, um, can you tell me about, like, your earliest memory of encountering a trans person? Holder: Oh, that was like—hmm. I think I was about 10, 11, in—going shopping in New York with my mother, and passed by two trans women. And they were shopping, and, you know, by their—the way they were talking, um, you know. Which was Duchess LaWong—you wouldn’t know—and her girlfriend. And I met them years later. Keyes: Oh, really? Holder: I had the opportunity to meet them, yeah, mm-hmm. Keyes: Can you tell me more about that? Holder: We were—they were—I guess they were buying fur coats. And we were just—I don’t know if we were going to an appointment or just out shopping. Keyes: Do you remember where? Holder: In Manhattan. Keyes: Somewhere in Manhattan. Holder: Mm, somewhere in Manhattan. NYC TOHP Transcript #081: Brenda Holder - Page 4 (of 19) Keyes: Mm-hmm. Holder: Mm-hmm. Keyes: And then—can you tell me more about what it was like talking—meeting with them years later? Or is that when they were buying fur coats, was years later? Holder: No. Keyes: Oh, okay. Holder: It, um—when I actually met them, through the ballroom scene, and I remember—and I was like, “I know you from somewhere.” And then, [clicks tongue] you know, the memories came back, and it was like—when I told Duchess where I remembered her from, she was like, “Wow! Really?” Yeah. Keyes: Mm-hmm. Holder: It was kind of—it was like—it was like meeting a star. Keyes: Yeah. Holder: Like somebody famous. Yeah. Keyes: Mm-hmm. Did it—do you feel like it really stayed with you? Holder: Yeah, mm-hmm. It did. Keyes: So, um, can you tell me, when was the first time you heard the term “trans”? Holder: Years later. [coughs] Excuse me. Keyes: It’s okay. Holder: Years later. Um, but it wasn’t “trans”; it was “transsexual” or “transvestite” in the ’80s, you know. And later on then there was “transgender” and “trans,” you know. Keyes: Did you find—was “femme queen” used sometimes? Holder: Yeah, from the ballroom scene. “Femme queen,” yeah. Mm. Keyes: Um, I’d like to hear more about your memories from kind of the first time you entered the ballroom scene, and—yeah. NYC TOHP Transcript #081: Brenda Holder - Page 5 (of 19) Holder: Well, I entered the ballroom scene in 1981. And I walked femme queen performance in one. But it was a magical—it was like, wow. It was someplace you could showcase your talent. You could be anyone you want to be. Your creativity, your passion, you know, how you felt being yourself, who you—your true, authentic self. Who you wanted to—who you saw yourself as, basically. Mm. Keyes: And what did that mean to you in the context of the rest of your life? Holder: Um, well, I was still finding myself. I didn’t know who I was, you know. But I guess it guided me, because it was the outlook, because I learn—taught me how to respect myself and carry myself with respect and not let anyone put me down, you know, for anything, and not to degrade me, and walk with my head held high. Keyes: Yes, it’s so important. Holder: Yeah. Mm-hmm. Keyes: And do you feel like you’ve carried that with you since? Holder: Yeah. Mm-hmm. Keyes: So can you tell me about the circumstance—more about the circumstances of your life, maybe when you—around the time you were a teenager? Holder: There wasn’t much to tell about. Keyes: Okay. Holder: Not really. Keyes: So, um, what was your—did you have like a religious background at all growing up? Holder: I’m Catholic. Keyes: You’re Catholic. Okay. Holder: Yeah. I did—I do believe in God, and I do go to church. And as you know, for Catholics, you can go to church Monday to Sunday, anytime, 9 to 5. And so times when I was feeling any way, I would go—that was my safe haven. I would go sit in church. And one church in particular was the church on 42nd Street across the street from Port Authority. Or the one—the Actors’ Theatre Church on 49th Street, yeah. Mm-hmm. Keyes: So, um, I’d like to hear a little bit more about what locations was the ball scene happening in, and where did—you said you won in ’81, is that right? NYC TOHP Transcript #081: Brenda Holder - Page 6 (of 19) Holder: Mm-hmm. Keyes: Um, do you remember where that was or... Holder: In Manhattan. If—I think it was on—uptown, if I’m not mis—yeah. It was uptown. It was so long ago. [hums tune] Decades ago. Keyes: Yeah. [laughter] Holder: [laughter] Keyes: And I just—I want to know, because I think, um— Holder: It was different back then, because, see, ball started about 4 or 5 o’clock in the morning, when people were going to church on Sunday, you know, so—and they happened uptown. And it was like, one side of the street you see church people, and the other side of the street you see the ballroom people, and then it was like—be cautious. Because back then, you know, there were a lot of hate and—bigotry and those words that don’t define a person and can degrade a person and make a person feel bad. You know, but then you go inside the balls and it’s like a whole different world, a whole just different atmosphere, and you come alive and you feel the thrill of competition. And to—you’re competing against your friends, and it’s like, “Yeah, come on,” you know, “we’re going to do this.” And when you hit the ballroom floor, it’s all about competition. And afterward, whoever wins, you win. There was no fighting—there were a few fights, but there was no fighting, basically. And you know, for—true friends can compete against each other without taking it to that next level. So that’s how it went. And like I said, my gay mother was Paris Dupree, my grandmother was Dorian Corey. I knew Pepper LaBeija, Junior [LaBeija], Avis [Pendavis], everybody, basically.
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