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GriffithREVIEW33 Such Is Life Edited by Julianne Schultz GriffithREVIEW33 INTRODUCTION 7 Storytelling, sense-making JULIANNE SCHULTZ: Past, present and future MEMOIR 10 Looking back LLOYD JONES: A self-portrait 27 On self-knowledge ANDREW SANT: A ring and its keeper 30 Striker CARRIE TIFFANY: Looking after the heart 38 My last-ditch attempt REBECCA EPSTEIN: Notes on getting by 61 After the words KATE HOLDEN: Writing and living a memoir 66 Not for official use DEBRA ADELAIDE: Finding a name 94 The cigar box MARION HALLIGAN: Opening the treasure trove of memory 104 My mother and me ANNA DORRINGTON: A reacquaintance 115 Nine-eleven-itis SHAKIRA HUSSEIN: Crossing the borders of belonging 133 Going to Washington, DC MELODY L FULLER: Crying for Oscar Grant III 141 The true history of the Circus DAVID CARLIN: Bluff, lies and feats of skill 148 The veiled bride CAROLIJN VISSER: From Nazi Germany to Bondi, via Shanghai 161 Never stop looking VIRGINIA LLOYD: Photographing the dead and dying 168 Denzil BRIAN GEACH: Father to the man 178 Family JOHN TRANTER: Looking forward, looking back 182 Waking up TONI JORDAN: Counting my blessings 187 Deep connections, artistic inevitabilities RAIMOND GAITA: The journey from book to film 194 Child’s play MEERA ATKINSON: The biggest Sherbet fans ever ESSAY 48 Adventures of the letter I PETER BISHOP: Reading and writing in the first person 73 Beyond stigma FRANK MOORHOUSE: Musings on the sadness of privacy 85 The living subject A J BROWN: Warts and all 108 Beyond truth and justice MARIA TUMARKIN: The path to healing REPORTAGE 127 The blind side MATTHEW RICKETSON: Deciding what to tell POETRY 93 Heart’s dream SANDRA GOLDBLOOM ZURBO 177 Hospice LAURA JAN SHORE www.griffithreview.com Read more SUCH IS LIFE articles online and purchase previous digital and print editions Griffith REVIEW gratefully acknowledges the support and ongoing generosity of our founding patron Margaret Mittelheuser. 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