CutBank Volume 1 Issue 86 CutBank 86 Article 15 Winter 2017 Heroes and Villains Lacey Rowland Follow this and additional works at: https://scholarworks.umt.edu/cutbank Part of the Creative Writing Commons Let us know how access to this document benefits ou.y Recommended Citation Rowland, Lacey (2017) "Heroes and Villains," CutBank: Vol. 1 : Iss. 86 , Article 15. Available at: https://scholarworks.umt.edu/cutbank/vol1/iss86/15 This Prose is brought to you for free and open access by ScholarWorks at University of Montana. It has been accepted for inclusion in CutBank by an authorized editor of ScholarWorks at University of Montana. For more information, please contact
[email protected]. Lacey Rowland successful in selling junk was the story. It was also how he sold himself to my mother. He told her stories of the desert, of the haunted pasts of men Heroes and Villains on the range. He enchanted her. • • • guess you could say my father was a magician. He could make things I disappear. Heartache, tears, a quarter behind the ear. A bottle of The funeral home transported my father’s body to Twin Falls, Idaho, the bourbon. Paychecks. He’d figured out how to make his heart stop once, closest point of civilization north of the Nevada border. My mother moved but couldn’t make it start again. His death was not an illusion. I didn’t to Boise from Twin after my father left, she couldn’t handle the small-town know how to feel about it at the time because I hadn’t seen my father in stares, the feeling of failure that lingers over the place.