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Editor: Julie Fulbright Front cover photography by: Marchelle Wear Graphic Design and Production: Tony Bartolo and Brenda Ellis Printer: Dockins Graphics, Cleveland, Tenn. Copyright: 2008 Cleveland State Community College All Rights Reserved Cleveland State Community College is accredited by the Commission on Colleges of the Southern Association of Colleges and Schools, 1866 Southern Lane, Decatur, Ga. 30033-4097, telephone number (404) 679-4501. Cleveland State Community College is an Affi rmative Action/ Equal Employment Opportunity (AA/EEO) institution committed to the education of a non-racially identifi able staff and student body. 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CSCC HS/8148/4/11/08 Table of Contents Jessica Schoate Eternal Winter . 6 Conversations with the Mirror. 7 Helplessly Watching . 8 Jeremy McMillan Ode to the English Language. 9 Dianna Ghorley Love of My Children . 10 Angela Shope Nightmare . 12 Bobbie Firestone This Old House . 13 Dennis Borelli Dancing (haiku) . 14 Erin Nelson Sharing the Nightmare . 15 Katie Pierce February’s Freezing . 16 Breandra Porter Bleeding Heart. 17 Ashley Herrod Who Am I to You? . 18 Alina Dixon Never Forget . 19 Sierra Goins Sissy. 20 Octavia Goodman You Are Loved. 21 Sue Robinson A Child with a Child . 22 Chad Ehlers Remember Me . 23 Michele Lea Martin Who Am I?. 25 Tia Seitz Calm before the Storm . 26 Fear . 27 Giving Up?. 28 I Am Flirting with Disaster . 29 I Love You More and More . 30 Love vs. Hate. 31 Untitled Hurt . 32 Peng Pan I Miss . 33 Prom Sisters . 34 Dear PC . 35 Story Time . 36 Laura Thompson Waters of Kentucky . 37 Dreaming . 38 Life. 39 Melody Ramos Untitled . 40 Courtney Pippenger Fingerprints . 42 Steve Alvarenga The Day I Lost Everything . 43 Ultrasound . 44 The Cost of Freedom . 46 Expedition . 47 To the Ones That Can’t Have What They Want but Have Beauty All Around. 48 Landen Saffl es The Law of Time . 49 If Life. 50 The Broken Glass . 51 Of Rules and Regulations . 53 The Greater Calling . 54 Anonymous Paige . 55 John Stimmel Living Ashes . 56 Sara Straussberger Perceptions from a Campus Picnic Table . 57 Ode to Freakin’ Jeep Cherokee . 59 The Magenta Epiphany . 60 Ashley Stamps Untitled . 61 Devin Carson Sunday . 62 Forever...Mija. 64 You Don’t Know . 65 Ann Green A-Z Poem. 66 Where Is He Now?. 68 Nature’s Course . 69 Valentine’s Day Sonnet . 70 Color Poem . 71 You’re Beautiful. 72 Fears. 73 Parody of Emily Dickinson’s “Poor Little Heart” 74 Autobiography Poem. 75 Tasha Bates Elephant . 76 Haiku . 77 A Few More . 78 Tiffany Bunch The Suicide . 79 Sam Robinson The Football Player . 80 Andy Wells Letter Poem . 81 Player 19 . 82 The Death of a Dream . 83 The Hole . 84 Hannah Bramlett Reluctant Hero. 85 Untitled . 86 Butterfl ies. 87 Life. 88 Danny Giraldo In a Nutshell . 89 The End of Days . 90 Last Words . 91 Taylor Varnell My Big Boom . 92 Mallory Owens Campus Poem . 93 Wooden Solid. 94 Alphabet Poem. 95 Lauralyn Franklin The Watermelon Bandit. 96 Giant Circles of Hay . 97 PHOTOGRAPHS SUBMITTED BY: Alicia Reynolds, Meredith Casteel, Bobbie Firestone, Kirsten Donnelly, Ashley Trammel, Jennifer Jack, Whitney Dodson, Peter Wakarura, Nicole Bryan, Judy Norton, Caitlin Elston, Peng Pan, Heather Lutz, Laura Thompson, Alesia Cabrera, Lisa Rymer, Steve Alvarenga, Terrell Lowdermilk, Jay Bailey, Will Bryant, Caitlin Swanson, Sara Straussberger, Chris Moses, Marchelle Wear, Ashleigh Pennington, Meghan Stout, Brittany Greely, Tonya Cross, Hilary Brand, Whitney Maroon, LaCinda Hyde, Taylor Varnell, Jenny Bryant, Rachael Thompson, Amber Shiffl ett, and Jeanette Banta. ORIGINAL DRAWINGS SUBMITTED BY: Jacob Carpenter, Marcus Price, Kyle Brogden, and Ernest Saunders. NOTE: Drawings/photographs and writings that appear on the same page are not always by the same person. Written submissions are placed in random order or by the editor’s discretion according to publishing needs. Frontage Road 10 Eternal Winter Jessica Schoate The cold air chills my blood, Curling tightly around me, stealing my warmth. My tears turn to ice, slicing my cheeks as they fall. My world has become an arctic waste land. Numb, my skin is so terribly numb Deadened by the fi erce, icy breeze. Love once embraced me, smiled gently and warmed my soul, but quickly ripped its frigid claws into my veins. Spreading its frosted disease through my body. Alone I dwell in my eternal winter. Gone are the days when I would bask in the heat of our love. Only memories now, scorching my mind, turning it to so much ash. My body freezes with your absence, yet my mind is set ablaze with it. I am doomed to wander this desolate place and endure its agony. This wintry hell that our love has created for me, this is now my home. Photo submitted by Alicia Reynolds 6 Frontage Road 10 Conversations with the Mirror Jessica Schoate Pathetic tears sliding down your face, Shut up, little girl, you sicken me. You are the beaten dog whining at the feet of your master Begging for attention, only to be shunned. So run away, miserable child. Ponder why no one could love a parasite like you. Weep your tears of self loathing and desperation. You are the insignifi cant toy tossed aside, only good for a moment of amusement. Mirror, mirror, on the wall You say the most horrid things of all. A nuisance, you are the thorn in everyone’s side. A putrid mess plaguing the earth and soiling humanity, An oddity that no one could ever feel affection towards. Lie in a puddle of your own self pity, at least you understand how worthless you are. Shattered mirror, shards of glass, You are an eternal reminder of my desolate past. 7 Frontage Road 10 Helplessly Watching Jessica Schoate I see you, your venomous eyes glaring daring me to spill your secrets. I alone know your darkest of desires, I know your hunger for pain, I understand your starvation for tears, and I am willing to share my knowledge. I see you, your bitter voice gently whispering in Her ear. Her innocence shines like a beacon to your storm-tossed heart; Her angelic fi gure thrills your darkened soul. A fresh mind to torture and break, New agony to feast upon, And I weep the most sorrowful of tears for Her. I see you, your seemingly loving disposition towards Her; She takes your bait and runs into your arms. She doesn’t see your trickery, but it is crystal clear in my sight. She sees only your sorrow, not the violence you cleverly cloak. She sees your deep blue eyes overfl owing with love, not the harsh reality of your existence, and I wonder if she will allow me to save her. An unfaltering smile comes upon Her face as you touch Her hand, and I know that I am helplessly watching. Photo submitted by Meredith Casteel 8 Frontage Road 10 ODE TO THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE Jeremy McMillan Oh you! What a controlling force! You have monopolized the way I communicate! Since my fi rst word as a young babe You, like cancer, has grown along, within, and through me. You are a half-bred monster A mixture of Latin, of German, of French, and of Greek You have no reason for your laws And no mercy for the meek. For even the blind must adhere to subject verb agreements And the deaf must sign in the right tense! For as a child I grew up with Genesis That is – the alphabet, and have now come to the Revelation That you have an unyielding grasp upon my life! What a mangled system of rules That we constantly seem to break Comma splices and fragments abound Simplify yourself for Pete’s sake! I am under constant punishment.