Memorial Book
In Loving Memory of
JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN (August 1, 1986 - July 17, 2004) WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER. THE GOOD LORD SAID RELL YOU HAVE DONE ALL YOU CAN DO DOWN HEAR NOW COME ON HOME SON.I NEED AND LOVE YOU TOO. RELL YOU WAS ON THIS EARTH FOR A SHORT TIME,YOU LEFT A LOT OF GOOD MEMORIES LOVE YOU SON.THE GOOD LORD SAID COME ON HOME RELL YOUR BATTLE IS WON. CLAUDETTE This memorial website was created to remember our dearest JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN who was born in RICHMOND VA on August 1, 1986 and passed away on July 17, 2004 at the age of 17 . You will live forever in our memories and hearts. JARRELLE
J-is for thr joy you brought in our heart.
A-is for the sweet attitude you had.
R-is for the riches you give.
R-is for the right you made in our life.
E-is for the everlasting love you have.
L-is for the love we share.
L-is for the all the laughs we had. E-is for the everlasting love and joy that will never fade away.
love you son
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HELLO FAMILY HEY MOMA THATS MY TRUCK
I AM TOO COOL ME AND MY BEST FRIEND
MY ROOM LOOK THE SAME
I AM LOOKING GOOD LOOK AT MY PRO FILE
LOOKAT MY ANGEL DADDY KEEP MY TRUCK CLEANCLAEN
I BEEN ROCKING BRAIDS FOR A WHILE NOW THANKS SARAH
THATS ME WHEN I WAS A BABBY I MISS YOU ANGEL
I MADEMY FAMILY HAPPY I HAVE MORE POO BEARS
LOOK AT MY KITA
LOOK AT MY SISTERS HAPPY NEWYEARS
I AM SO SMART
YOU HAVE TO LOVE ME DONT SIT IN THE WHITE ROOM
ME AND MY BEST GIRL BRO. I LOVE YOU
KAYJON UNCLE RELL SEE YOU
Angel2 Memorial Candles our words, your light... 04/12/2010 04/11/2010 04/09/2010 04/08/2010 MOMA MOMA MOMA Moma Hi son moma love and miss Hi son rell i went to sleep Hi son rell moma love and Hi son moma love and miss u so much rell john lil boys is late i dont know wat i was miss u rell i am at work you very much it was a good something else they act like u doing i did not get on your everybody is doing well pray day keep praying for the and scooter angel is doing web i love and miss u we for yourfamily .keep your fam. i'm tired I don't know good love went to da grave yard sibling close to you why make magic
04/07/2010 04/06/2010 04/05/2010 04/04/2010 MOMA moma Moma Angel Hi son rell moma love and Rell its hot rell your moma Hi son moma love and miss Hey bro love and really miss miss u rell i know how to text love and miss u rell show lil you it was good day my leg u tough day 2day but i know ( lol) i like lt rell people dont john the way he need u i still hurt keep praying for god is going to bring me know what goes on in my know he miss your talks the fam. watch over tarzan. through keep praying for the mine make magic pray for the family no easter egg hunt fam.
04/04/2010 04/04/2010 04/03/2010 04/02/2010 Moma baby girl moma MOMA Hi son momma luv n miss u I love u and i really miss u Hi son Rell i love and miss u Hi relle moma love and miss son happy Easter know y'all and whn i go to sleep i Rell l we went to the movies u so much rell please pray been busy i'm sure u looked always dream about u and today it was a good day Rell for usrell these holiday got nice sort of a hard day for sometime i will be talking to all of us is over big Momma me i am depress all i want to the fam we luv u cause i really miss u houses magic do is eat magic 04/01/2010 03/31/2010 03/30/2010 03/28/2010 MOMA moma MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i love and miss Hi son moma love and miss Hi son rell moma love and Hi son rell moma love and uso much rell this is easter u so much Rell keep praying miss u so much rell we miss u so much rell church weekeng u know how i feel for your fam. the sun was prayer every body is doing was nice liljohn and his about this weekend pray 4 shine on both sides of the well tarzin is doing good i family went to church kita your family magic street 2day make magic thank god 4 u all rell walk the marathon magic
03/27/2010 03/25/2010 03/24/2010 03/24/2010 Moma MOMA Moma Moma Hi son love and miss u good Hi son rell momma miss and Hi son moma love and miss Hi son luv n miss u it was a day today just keep praying love u so much rell we talk you it was a good day today good day a long day at work for your family make magic about u all the time rell we long day at work make make magic and pray for the don't let your name rest magic and keep praying for whole family pray for your family the family
03/23/2010 03/22/2010 03/21/2010 03/20/2010 Moma Moma moma MOMA Hi son i luv n miss u didnt go Hi Rell I love n miss u 2day Hi rell moma love you so Hi relle moma love u relll we work 2day went with Kita 2 was a gud day went 2 crazy much rell we went to church went to que basketball game da doctor she ok my eyes work brother sick dis mon. and the grave today aunt today he did good. i went to mess up think its allergy jus a virus angel doing gud wanda came 2 church 2day church today also trell did keep prayin 4 ur fam. kita goin 2 dcotor happy 2 c her talk 2 peggy good he dance 03/20/2010 03/18/2010 03/18/2010 03/17/2010 MOMA MOMA Your Big Sister "Kita" MOMA Hi son rell i went out with Hi son rell moma love and Hey lil brother, it's been a Hi son rell moma love you so aunt ree it was nice i need miss you so much rell its nice min since I wrote on your much rell moma miss you so that rell i dont know what i outsde everybody is doing page, but you best to believe much rell its nice out side rell am going to do keep well moma got good news I think about you everyday. I work was ok angel is feeling prayingicg 4 me son magic today she was happy . love U! better magi
03/16/2010 03/15/2010 03/14/2010 03/13/2010 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi big boy rell moma love Hi rell momalove and miss u Hi rell moma love you so Hi son rell moma love and you so much rell we went to rell my light was out in my much rell we did not go to miss you so much rell today the grave-yard today i got car today your dady fixe it the graveyard its raining is a nice day we did all our lost well i got turn around for me with my help, angel is outside i hope to go on work yesterday i thought we your.jj like cars not leeling well wednesday ,we wnt to churci was going out to dr
03/12/2010 03/11/2010 03/10/2010 03/09/2010 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell w clean up today Hi son rell moma love and Hi son relle moma love u so Hi sweet son rell another we went out for little bit it miss u babbyrell its nice much rell grandmoma nice day rell i need to clean was nice its raining today outside i love it rell work birthday is today ,today was my room and your room i dereka was sick he is ok wsa ok kay is sick i think he a nice day i clean around need to get motivate your kayjon was sick 2 have spring fever your tree. make magic son moma is lazy make magic 03/08/2010 03/07/2010 03/06/2010 03/04/2010 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell today is nice went Hi son moma love and miss Hi love rell i miss you rell i Hi son rell mom love and to work it was ok rell i miss u so much rell i wish u was am lazy i take my medi e miss you rell i thought your u so much one of uncle billy here rell i need more stength and then i go to sleep rell i web was gone rell i was friends was kilt my heart felt rell pray for me i will be ok i wonder is i depress life is not going to cry rell these are bad 4 him am in a funk fair love u my memories love u son
03/02/2010 03/01/2010 02/28/2010 02/28/2010 MOMA MOMA moma MOMA My baby boy rell moma love Hi rell moma love u so much Hi son moma love and miss Hi rell moma love and miss and miss you rell i have start rell i need pyayer relluncle u rell came home left my u rell i saw you in my waken up at 347.am again venson turn fifty year old wallet at home will go to the dreames last night brell i thats cool i say thats my time yesterday they getting old gvave yD on monday i have was so dumd i ask u why with you magic17 your moma is young to go in get some new was u so red looking magic
02/27/2010 02/26/2010 02/24/2010 02/23/2010 Moma MOMA moma MOMA Love and miss you son make Hi relle moma love you so Hi rell moma love and miss Hi rell u are my angel that magic much relle its cold outside u so much rell i been trying watch me rell i love u and rell keep praying for me and to do my taxes rell keep your sister and brother so our family rell a-p and angel praying 4 your famil rell i much rell i have to make hang out. magic dont understand peop some changes pray 4 me 02/22/2010 02/21/2010 02/20/2010 02/19/2010 MOMA Moma MOMA MOMA Hi rell moma love u so much Hi Rell Momma love n mis u Hi son rell moma love and Ihi son rell moma love and rell pray for your uncle billy Rell we went 2 the grave miss u so much rell we are missu so much rell rell i went to work today it yard 2day big moma n trell going to take your daddy out gerrannne put your name on was ok rell i am going crazy went with us it was a good for his b-day he is 53 . he a clendar it was nice of her need prayer day 2day ur moma cook getting old. magic the family is doing well mag
02/18/2010 02/16/2010 02/15/2010 02/15/2010 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i love u rell kita Hi son rell i miss u so much rell your daddy birthday is Hi rell i love and miss u so stay over here a long time rell i need prayer rell u dont today much rell i know u know last night we talk and laugh know relle pray for me and aunt amanda was in the at those boys every body is our family your daddy hosp. pray for your family doing ok rell getting old not me rell kay in q doing it up
02/14/2010 02/13/2010 02/12/2010 02/11/2010 Moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell happy love day u Hi rell miss u so much rell i Hi son moma love and miss Hi sonmoma love and missu my love forever rell jj had his stayed in the house 2day i u so much rell i cant fix my so much rell pray for yoir party today i did not go i am was going to get some gas to internate if u was her u will family rell the boys did very just lazy dont like driving lazy kita and lamont going fix aunt amanda is sick good on their reportcards over ss out 2night watch over her magic rell make magic 02/10/2010 02/09/2010 02/08/2010 02/07/2010 moma MOMA moma MOMA Hey Son moma love n miss u Today was ok,it is snowing Rell moma love and missu Hi son moma love and miss we still havin bad weather again. I miss u and love u so rell watch over a keep u so much rell i did not go to clearwire acting up Kay n much. Make Magic, Love praying for your family i church 2 day the grounds Angel played in the snow Mom! went to work 2 day it was ok was a lil slipery so we stay they miss u make magic rell i need to check me home miss churh xox
02/06/2010 02/04/2010 02/02/2010 02/01/2010 Moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son my love n miss u very Hi rell moma baby boy rell Hi son moma love and miss Hi son rell moma love and much Rell A drove 2 my job your crazy sis got stuck in u so much rell i drove in the miss u rell i was off today in da snow yesyerday n she snow i got her out rell we snow it want so bad rell i the snow rell angel was out wont scared Kita n I wus so might get snow on 2/5 hope need a good vacation just to of school too we slept most of proud of her. magic to go the graveyard thank about nothi the day magic
01/31/2010 01/30/2010 01/29/2010 01/28/2010 MOMA MOMA MOMA moma Hi rell moma love and miss Hi rell love you so much rell Rell moma love and miss u Rell moma love and miss u u rell the snow is still here its snowing like crazy rell lil rell babby girls b-day is rell i took my med early rell i every body is ok thank god john went to work he made it today 15 teen wanda dont did get good news my antonio b-day is today he is home ok thank god i call ree have no babbies.we might mamma was good i thank 26 rell keep pray no answer get alot of snow 2 night xo god son keep praying for us 01/27/2010 01/25/2010 01/24/2010 01/23/2010 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hison rell i love and missu so Hi son rell moma love u Hi son rell moma love u so Hi son moma rell i love and much rell i am not happy rellwent to work son pray much rell i went to the miss youso much rell i went pray for us rell i know u for your momma no i am graveyard today it waslot of to sleep early so i did not know your gomoma going going to be ok rell it rain mud tree dance in church i write on your web sorry through pray 4 our family real hard today rell miss u waspride of him magic your moma old. magic
01/21/2010 01/20/2010 01/17/2010 01/16/2010 Moma MOMA moma moma Hi son love n miss u had a Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi relli love and miss urellits Hi son moma love n miss u wonderful day its rainin so much rell i dont fuss no been five years and 6 monte been in the house ap turned outside thinkin bout change more u are the only one since i actual touch you rell 21 the other day we going ur pic on my cell phone keep could handle me rell pray for keep praying for us rell ap over there 4 his dinner pray prayin 4 us mke magic your family magic party nice 4 us over there son
01/15/2010 01/13/2010 01/11/2010 01/10/2010 MOMA MOMA Moma moma Hi son we went to the Hi son rell moma love you so Moma love u so much Hi son rell its so cold i am graveyard 2day i put u a much rell i miss our times everybody doin well keep cold so u know its cold did new blue truck its cute went together rell i have not wrote praying 4 your fam A n I not go to the grave yard to work it was nice rell keep a poem in so long i need a wud be going 2 the grave 2day went to church going praying 4 your familly momment a lone yard 2ma if it don't snow tuesday 2 the g-yard 01/08/2010 01/07/2010 01/06/2010 01/05/2010 Moma Moma Moma MOMA Hi son moma love n miss u Hi son moma love n miss u Hi son love and miss you Hi rell son i love u so so much. Kay is doing very snow still here just a little make magic muchrell our family need good in school (A) love bitwork was ok Angel went your prayer s rell its so cold school a good day make back to school 2day she went to work every thing magic happy make magic was ok i thank god miss u
01/04/2010 01/03/2010 01/02/2010 01/01/2010 Moma MOMA MOMA grandmonther Hey son love n miss u Tay Hi babby rell i love u rell Hi son rell i call u my Hi rell happy new year miss turn sweet 16 really cold went to the grave yard 2 day misterman because when i you outside went to work it was so cold i have not been last seen u you was only 17 everything ok keep praying to grand moma mo grave i now u are 23yr old a long for your famly make magic am going soon xox time 1day i will see u son
01/01/2010 01/01/2010 12/31/2009 12/30/2009 moma Angel moma Moma Happy happy new years son HAPPY NEW YEARS big bro Hi Rell moma love so much Hey son moma love and moma love you son rell if i we had a good time last this would be the last day I miss you son i miss writing had 1 wish we had a nice night we wish u was there it write you this yr can u this morining so im writing time but miss u so much i wasn't the same love and believe another yr have tonight it was a good day at know u was here magic son miss u come n gone i miss u magic work make magic 12/29/2009 12/28/2009 12/27/2009 12/27/2009 MOMA MOMA DADDY MOMA Hi son rell i miss u u know i Hi son rell moma love and Rell i miss you son tell your Hi rell i love u so much i love u very much rell pray miss u so much no big grand parents up there i went to the grave yd for me i need it son i have to problems thank god rell all miss them too love you son yesterday put new teddy make some desision help me the snow is gone a new year merry xmas and a happy bears on all your grve have son make magic is getting ready to come new years love u son to take my daddy a funer go on
12/26/2009 12/26/2009 12/25/2009 12/25/2009 Angel moma grandmonther Angel Hey Bro I enjoyed christmas Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi grand son happy xmas Merry Christmas big bro I I hope you did to Kayjon Que rell xmas was nice we went love you know you going to have fun and Jay enjoyed christmas to kita and grand momx in heaven celebrating the they got everything they house rell the gang was birth of jesus love and miss want love n miss you happy so was ,love u son, you
12/25/2009 12/24/2009 12/23/2009 12/22/2009 MOMA moma Moma MOMA Hi son merry xmas i talk to u Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi son moma love n miss u Hi son rell staying at home last night in my dreames rell so much i dont want to think so much i feel much better have a cold rell i have not u have a wonderful day i about tomrow rell my snow still here went to work had a cold for a long time know your grandparents holidays are not ths same i today trying to fix up the this 1 beat me i am taking will 4 you love u son hope u will have gd dy house for xmas med. love u son magi 12/21/2009 12/21/2009 12/20/2009 12/20/2009 Angel Moma MOMA grandmonther Hey bro it snow friday me n Hey son moma love u n miss Hi rell i love and miss u rell i Ijust want to said hello and I que played in da snow firday u not feelin 2 well cold bt was driving in the snow it love in kroger parking lot wasnt coughin got da best of me was ok rell i love u and i da smatest thing we can do hope 2 write u in da mornin miss u rell i thought about u but love n miss u make magic 2day
12/19/2009 12/18/2009 12/17/2009 12/16/2009 moma MOMA moma MOMA Hi son rell i love u rell its Hi son rell we might get Hi son another month rell it Hi rell moma love and miss snowing outside your some snow rell the boys was still hurt 5yrs n 5 mos my lil u rell tree is so big i love it brother is out in the snow talking about u yesterday we boy in heaven rell i miss u so rell every 1 help kay dust pray for your family rell we all miss in love u rell make mch i know u dont like when angel in big j put the tree up all miss u so much . magic love u son i talk tht li j clean
12/14/2009 12/13/2009 12/12/2009 12/10/2009 Moma MOMA MOM moma Hey Rell I love you and miss Hi rell i love and miss u rell Hi Son, I Love and Miss You Hi son rell i loveu rell i miss you so much we have been we put the tree up it look So Much! Make Magic :). u too rell angel is crazy she decorating 4 xmas we bee nice rell we work hard it was have finisn her 1st sem. she is fixing your grave b4 Sunday rainig so we did not go to the so happy rell thanks 4 your make magic son love you grave yard prayers 12/09/2009 12/08/2009 12/07/2009 12/07/2009 MOMA moma MOMA bigmonther Hi son rell i love and missu Hi son rell i am cold i had a Hi son rell moma love u rell Hi rell love you grandson i angel and kita is here with good day rell i miss and thanks 4 the prayers rell miss you very much me the other gang is down lovee you rell i think we keep on praying 4 your stairs we all love and miss u going to put the tree up this family 2day was a good day son make magic weekend make magic make magic son
12/06/2009 12/05/2009 12/04/2009 12/03/2009 MOMA Moma MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i went out of town Hi son moma love you I Hi son rell i miss u so much Hellomy best 23 yr old rell u it was nice with moa and her want out wit my sisters and rell i dont have the xmas are getting old no not me but girls and vick and vens and moma make magic sprite thats sad .because u u rell moma love and missu his wife and moma friends know i been bless rell make rell i still need u to pray for love and miss u magic son us magic
12/02/2009 12/01/2009 11/30/2009 11/28/2009 MOM MOMMA MOMA MOMA Hi son i love u more and Hi son rell i love u so much Hi rell i miss u like crazy i Hi son rell moma love u rell i more rell tonio have a tatoe every thing work out all know god love us rell keep went out with the girls 2day with your name on it rell i right angel is a lili u rell i on praying for your family it was nice my minds was think 5 family have one with almost hit a deer i was a lil the family is going out of somewher else 2 day .make your name we xox u scared town this weekend magic son 11/27/2009 11/26/2009 11/26/2009 11/25/2009 MOMA Angel momo moma Hi son rell i miss u son rell i Happy thanksgiving big Hi son moma love u so much Hi son rell i love u rell its am ok keep praying 4 your bro!!! love and miss you rell its 458am happy almost turkey day yell i loe family rell we had a nice thanksgiving son have a nice the lord and i have aiot to be time i stayed in the house for day dont eat 2much miss u thankful for i need for u 2 2 days , magic make macig son love u keep praying alway
11/24/2009 11/23/2009 11/22/2009 11/20/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi rell moma missu rell i Hi son rell i love u rell we Hi rell i love u and miss u rell i giving up i cant do this might have to stop writing u went to church 2day it was rell i still need tha prayer any more i am sorry i tried for a while.rell i love u and real good .rell i need it keep rell your moma have not make magic love u miss my baby boy i hve faith praying 4 us bless u son cook this week a lil lazy rell love u make magi make magic son make magi
11/19/2009 11/18/2009 11/17/2009 11/15/2009 MOMA moma MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi son rell i love u so much Hi son rell i went to church like crazy rell i am praying rell please pray for your rell 2day is the 17 of nov rell 2dayit was oka preacher over time i need your familyrell kay going on a u been in glory for 5yrs. @ look like uncle authur lee prayers too i have not herd trip on thurday watch over 4months and i miss u every preach it was nice we went from k yet make magic him relll make magic day pray 4 us to graveyd. make magic 11/14/2009 11/13/2009 11/12/2009 11/11/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMMA moma Hi son rell i love u rell aunt Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi son rell i love u rell i need Hi son rell love u rell pray wanda had a babyshower so much rell now they are u to pray for me rell ask for me rell i want to be fair for cliff yes cliff having a boy messing with pe rell i dont good to give me strength 2 rell u know what i am the shower was very know rell what i did in make it through rell i miss u talking about rell its rainy nice ,danita is good life .rell make magic so much magic and cold make magic
11/10/2009 11/09/2009 11/08/2009 11/07/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMMA MOMA Hi son rell i loove u rell i am Hi rell son i love u rell went Hi son rell i miss and love u Hi son rell i love and miss u going to be ok in jesus name to work did ok rell angel is rell i have been praying so much rell we having a rellwork was ok a and k is doing well in college i know please pray for your family family meeting today i hope doing well in school @ q they she would a love 2 pray and rell we went to the grave it be good rell pray 4 us are smart xo she have u . yard .make magic xo make magic son xox
11/05/2009 11/04/2009 11/03/2009 11/01/2009 MOMA MOMA moma MOMA Hi son rell ilove and missu so Hi son rell love u rell i miss u Hi rell love you son rell pray Hi son i did not go to the much rell i went to work we are reading a good book for yoour family rell your grave=yard tody i will go on 2day it was nice rell i am not about a man went to heaven moma getting old rell we monday to much rain i am felling well 2day pray 4 your for 90 min.its good love u went to vote 2day angel &me ok love u son rell make moma. magic son .make magic kay act like u magic 10/31/2009 10/30/2009 10/28/2009 10/25/2009 MOMA moma moma MOMA Hi son rell love u rell aunt Hi son moma love u rell pray Hi son i love u rell i am Cood morning son working ree b-day lil john took the for your family,rell i dont no doing ok i been going to on the family website need boys out for trick a treat.the about this weather its nice church i am enjoy it i pictures of u. going to church girls went to the mall .i outside make magic son love thought i had wrote on you and the grave yard 2day stayed in .xox u web moma getting old.magic love u magic
10/24/2009 10/23/2009 10/22/2009 10/20/2009 CLAUDETTE CALHOUN MOMMA MOMA MOMMA Hi rell love u son rell angel Hi rell moma love u relli Hi rell love u so much rell i Hi son rell pray for me rell i went to the game with lewis dont know whats going with need your prayers .rell baby need it rell i was so mad last 2day their school won i stay the family rell its so crazy girl is doing bad in school nigt i went to sleep the same in the house 2day looking at pray for us. make magic well acting up in school rell things rell love u so much tv .make magic pray 4 her
10/18/2009 10/17/2009 10/16/2009 10/14/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA moma Rell my comp. crazy rell i Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi son rell we have had Hi son rell i love u rell your love and miss u so much re;l rell went shoping with the some rainy days i think its baby girl was fighting at i think i need to fast and girls 2day it was fun rell getting cold u know i like school she won rell watch pray the devil is busy make pray for us rell another that when i am in the house over our family love u make magic son love u month 5yr and 3 mon. still need your prayers magic 10/13/2009 10/12/2009 10/11/2009 10/10/2009 moma moma MOMA moma Hi son rell i miss u so much Hi son rell i love u rell rell Hi my love rell we went to Hi Rell moma love u so much rell kay act like u relli had a did i tell u we our the grave yard today all 2day was a gud day still good day angel going on familyhave a web site its moma children was at need ur prayers Kita moved brake this week rell keep nice i have not wrote on it church 2ddday moma and everything out her old house praying for. magic yet make magic son xox the gang had r h f s it was make magic nice .
10/08/2009 10/06/2009 10/05/2009 10/02/2009 moma MOMA MOMMA moma Hi son rell love u rell pray Hi son moma love u rell i am Rell love u rell i help your Rell my car is sick rell pray for your family rell we have going crazy rell please pray daddy fix the car rell i done 4my strength angel is a family web site i have to fix for your family the white good john say i did good i praying for me rell i talk 2 our page i am on angel ghost broke down i think its was hurting rell make magic peggy shemade me laugh comp. i like it over .make magic the family xo kita will be moving sat.
10/01/2009 09/30/2009 09/28/2009 09/26/2009 momo MOMA MOMA MOMA Rell your moma is going Hi rell love u son rell kita did Hi son rell i saw this truck Hi rell son i miss and love u crazy rell i tjought i had get her house yesterday we and it say ms my son rell i so much rell aunt wanda wrote on you web sorry iam went over her house thats y i thought of you rell i love u so came over 2day i was happy tacken new med. now love u did not write yester day much to see her rell i am proud of pray 4 me make magic son make magic a she is doing ok 09/24/2009 09/23/2009 09/23/2009 09/22/2009 MOMA Moma Angel MOMA Hi son rell i love aqnd Hi son rell your moma love Hey Rell love and miss u i Love you son rell i helping missyou rell your godmoter and miss u pray for your got my first A in college by kay with his spelling pray need you tp pray for her she family make magic love u the grace of god i was so for your moma son just like going through it but she is excited im pretty sure you you son smart boy need a strong pray 4 all ofus seen how excite i was push love you
09/20/2009 09/19/2009 09/17/2009 09/16/2009 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son the girls went to the Hi son rell i miss u i put new Rell i miss u rell i love your Miss u babby rell pray for us movies last night it was fun flowers under your tree all rell i had a good day rell i my day was nice rell we had Rell I need prayer Rell pray today and i tacken new still need prayer so bad keep a meeting it was nice rell i for your moma everybody is flowers to the grave yard on us in your heart make magic pray you doing well love u doing ok sunday i juse love u son
09/15/2009 09/13/2009 09/10/2009 09/09/2009 MOMA moma MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi rell i miss u rell we went Hi son rell your moma love u Hi son rell love u so much rell i need your prayers rell to the graveyard 2day rell i so much rell work was ok rell i had a nice day today kay act like u and oue act iron i thought or your i dont rell angel is loving college rell i have to get a new like q jay is crazy like us he miss iron your clothes but i she is driving the big truck comp. this one is going crazy like to go love @miss u rell make magic k @ q is doing well 09/07/2009 09/05/2009 09/02/2009 08/31/2009 moma MOMA CLAUDETTE Angel We had a cookout at vick Hi rell i loove u rell a nother Hi son rell i went to bed Hey Rell I had a wonderful house it was nice your daddy holday rell i am going to get early yes2daytry to write on day 2day I really love an crazy .went to the grave stronger at this i clean up your web later but the web miss you keep lookin after yard today tay @ trel was today i get happy i get sad did not work miss u love u me n the family I model baptize 2day make magic the hoi-day make magic yesterday... love yu
08/31/2009 08/30/2009 08/29/2009 08/28/2009 moma moma moma moma Hi son rell we are at home Hi son Rell i went to the Hi son rell iam using angel Hi son rell i miss u so much angel and i did a lot of gravyard today Rell i put lap-top u know i want one a rell i made 80hous this pay driving today i cook your some new trucks and teddy good gift for christmas lol thats neat lol rell i love u son favorite noodles they was bears Rell your daddy was n rell i need your prayer rell i rell make magic every boby good make magic church today make magic realy do is doing well
08/27/2009 08/27/2009 08/27/2009 08/26/2009 MOMA Angel Angel moma Hello son rell i beat kayjon So i explain this moment Hey Rell Love and miss you I hi son rell moma love and in checkers rell he miss u we with you face to face got my phone yesterday. Im miss u rell i wish tou know all talk abour u all the time in my 2nd wk of school i what i am thanking rell i will make magic son love u really lik it i wish you was be ok i know u praying for here physically our family 08/25/2009 08/24/2009 08/23/2009 08/22/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i miss and loveu Hi rell we miss u so much Hi rell we went to church Hi rell we went to aunt rell kay act like you rell he rell i love u rell kita is buying today rell its so hot rell i love annette house today we had love looking at t.y the old her a new house keep and miss u so much rell pray a nice time kordell is three stuff rell make magic praying angel love college for your family rell make years old rell make magig make magic magic love u son
08/22/2009 08/20/2009 08/20/2009 08/19/2009 MOMA Moma Angel MOMA Hi rell your moma was Hi son miss n love you it's Hey Rell 2day was my 2nd Hi son rell u are so miss rell i druck on 082109 i was been hot Angel has been day of school I go 2 VUU.. miss u so much rell angel thirsty and i drunk 1 of your dropin me off at work keep I'm a college girl... Well I went to school today she like dsddy beers you know the prayin for your family make know you knew that cause rell i wish you could of went storie lol love you son magic we love you you walkin the campus wi to college
08/18/2009 08/17/2009 08/17/2009 08/16/2009 MOMA Angel MOMA moma Rell i love u @miss u rell Hey Rell I can't believe it hav Hi son rell i miss and love u Hi son rell i love and miss u angel would be going to been 5 yrs n a month it rell five years and one soso much rell life is not rair college she is happy rell seems longer I really miss month rell please pray for all the time i am ok but i watch over her make magic you n wish you was her you family make magic need you to keep praying for son pray for your family physical not mental our family . 08/14/2009 08/13/2009 08/12/2009 08/11/2009 MOMA MOMA moma moma Hi son rell moma love u rell Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi son rell i am frying Hello rell i miss u so much went to work it was ok rell so much kayjon and q is chicken thats funny rell i rell my head hurt today kita pray for me i need a your getting so big we have jj he miss and love u somuch rell looking for a house pray for magic every body doing love out doors he is big rell i angel is going to college keep your family we need it make well. make magic xoxo am ok make mag lookig out make magi magic son.
08/10/2009 08/09/2009 08/08/2009 08/08/2009 Mom to Angel Anthony moma Angel moma Garcia Rell moma love @nissu we Hey Rell I got a laptop today Hi son rell i love u rell iam Perhaps they are not stars in went 2 church 2day i love now I can write on here on aunt ree compre rell we the sky, but rather openings going 2 church i feel better everyday in up date you my did not do any thing to day where our loved ones shine after i leave rell pray for phone broke so I can not txt rell i wish u was here so down to let us know they are your family loveu u til the 21st of Aug. much love u son. happy.
08/08/2009 08/06/2009 08/05/2009 08/04/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MMOMA Hi rell rell i went to sleep i Hi son rell liljon @family Hi son rell uncle moni and Hi son rell your moma was did not write last night so i made it back home ok thank uncle percy b-day 2day rell i trying to finish your books will write 2 times to day love god rell aunt wanda is love and miss u rell i am still for so i came up stairs to late you u son moving rell i miss u so much working on the books pray 4 i thought i wrote on your rell keep praying 4 us me son love u web i am getting o 08/04/2009 08/04/2009 08/02/2009 08/01/2009 kenya kenya MOMA Aunt Wanda Happy b-day rell and clifton Happy b-day Hi son rell i love u son rell i Hi rell we miss you very wish u a happy b-day went to grave yard i had to much and we will like to walk bare feet my shoes hurt wish you a happy birthday . me.rell i have to get your a love you moma nice gift payne@family
08/01/2009 08/01/2009 08/01/2009 07/31/2009 Angel MOMA Melissa Eiler (Visitor) MOMA Happy B-day big bro... I love Happy birthday son rell i Happy Birthday Jarrelle. Hi son rell i love u son rell i and miss you hope you are having a nice May God forever Bless You had a dream about u today time up in heaven rell i miss & yours. you and tarzan your was and love u son,make magic riding my van make magic love and miss u
07/30/2009 07/30/2009 07/29/2009 07/29/2009 moma Mom to Angel Justin moma Laura sis 2 angels Molly Lindley &Adam Hi son rell today is a good Hi rell moma love u so much day aunt ree came over ~♥~ A candle lit with lots of rell i need you to pray for the Lighting a candle in your today rell keep praying for love ~ ♥~ ♫ ♫ Happy family rell i am not sleeping memory for your birthday. me i love u son rell make Birthday to you sweet angel at all about 3 hrs of sleep rell May God bless your family magic in heaven above ♫ ♫ Happy miss and friends. BD Jarrelle! 07/27/2009 07/25/2009 07/25/2009 07/23/2009 MOMA DADDY MOMA DADDY Hi son rell moma love aqnd Hi son we all miss you rell Rell its been 5 yr since i Hi rell i miss u so much love miss u and the worst way its the24 of july we only see u touch your hansome face rell u and miss u son rell tell my daddy hi and i in our dreames we love you i miss u so much i know the love him rell make maglc son lord no best but it hurt so bad make magic
07/23/2009 07/21/2009 07/20/2009 07/20/2009 MOM MOMA moma MOMA Rell moma love and miss u Hi son rell ilove and miss Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi rell i llove and miss u rell rell i wish you was here with urell i was sick today but i went to thr dr. everrry thing five years too long rell the me rell 7/24/09 thats the am ok just mess up on my was ok need to watch what i family have been here for day you was buried rell it med, rell stay in the house all eat i will Rell make magic two days we had a good hurt so bad xox day make magic time rell love u
07/18/2009 07/17/2009 07/16/2009 07/15/2009 MOMMA Melissa Eiler (Visitor) moma moma Moma rell i love you so Thinking of you Jarrelle on Hi rell your moma is going Hi son rell the devel is mess much rell i miss you so much your Angel Date today. May crazy rell for real i am going with week rell you pray rell you have been in glory God forever Bless You & crazy rell this is going to be harder for your moma i am for 5 yrs rell i cant belive it yours. a long weekend pray for us i praying to love you son my magic love and mis make magic 07/14/2009 07/13/2009 07/11/2009 07/10/2009 moma MOMA MOMMA MOMA Hi son rell getting ready for Rell iwent to sleep looking at Hi son rell went to aunt Hi rell i have a head ache sat. i pray every thing go tv i did not wrte on your web manda house for jr 2years aunt wanda say its stress well A bd on 2ma she is sorry your moma is getting old party is was nice until maybe so rell i love you so getting old .love you son old love you miss you son the rain, we came home much rell. i have to fix your make magic early make magic books make magic
07/09/2009 07/07/2009 07/05/2009 07/03/2009 MOMA MMOMA MOMA moma Hi son rell i love and miss u Hi son rellthese comp. Hi rell we went to vicv house Hi son rell it was my b-d i son rell its almost five years getting on my nerves they on the 4th it was nice then wsnt to wk. and everybd call since i saw u rell do u look are not working good rell if we came home .rell i got a to tell me h-b-d i fell a sleep i like me make magic love u you was here you would new printer rell i love amd felt you near ilove u and make it better love you son miss u so muc your siblings
07/02/2009 06/30/2009 06/29/2009 06/28/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA moma Hi son rell que and i was Hello son rell i had a good Hi son rell pray for your Rell this comp, make me sick together we went to the store day today rell my life have tarzan i have not heard from we went to the g-y today i and he like doing scool wk.it not been so good since you him . rell i love and miss u have to get you some more was nice rell its getting close went to glory love u vickie is having a cook out trucks and flower love you to the17th on 7/4. make magic son.make magic 06/28/2009 06/25/2009 06/25/2009 06/24/2009 MOMA Angel MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i mis n love u so Hey Bro... I had to get my Hi son rell lif iis s niot fair Hi son rell i been trying to much rell i try to type like a shots 2day for college.... I kita and her fam is on a make these comp work rell i the cucurch honor the 12th knew you was there wit me.. cruse stay wiyh them karey miss u you rell u would of graders it was nice.i thought i love n miss you bro... and the boys are back k had had them working make of you son a good time. xox magic love u
06/23/2009 06/22/2009 06/20/2009 06/19/2009 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi rell you had aunt manda Rell hi rell my comp. is going Hi son whats up rell i love u Hi son one of those days rell going today rell i love u i say crazy i know its me lol rell rell a went out .every body i miss u rellif god aks me i know my son is in heaven i we had a nice time yesterday pass to the next grade. i what do i want i will say let still miss u alot make magic rell every thing we do we know u know . make magic my family be 2gether i mean include u magic son love u all of us magic
06/18/2009 06/17/2009 06/17/2009 06/16/2009 NOMA MOMA baby girl moma Hello son rell i miss u rell Hi rell moma miss u happy Hay rell you rember when Hello rell i dont know whats you have been on my mind ann. i miss you so much i you call me me thay name going on i qrote you but i so much rell i was in the had to keep john children and next year i will be in 8 dont see them on your web shower and i was thinking of today lil jay is u all over grade and i will be walk moma love you son makr a poem for u . magic again love u make magic aroses the stage. magic 06/12/2009 06/10/2009 06/08/2009 06/07/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hello son rell i went your Hi son rell your sister did Hi son i wated to write you Hi son i am goingto the gr- god-son grad. todaay i was her thing rell her diploma this morning but you know yard after church today rell i on your site last night trying have five stickers we went to the deal clif had surgery am having one of those days to put pic on the web i did the grave yard and took today and your grma having make magic love u not lite candle pictures.make magic surgery on wed day
06/06/2009 05/31/2009 05/30/2009 05/28/2009 MOM MOMA moma Moma Good morning son rell i miss Hi son rell i miss u rell i hope Hi sonrell i miss u rell this is Love you son make magic u and i love u sooo much rell this kidney stone is gone. go the worsr i ever felt rell good things are working for back on monday pray for make magig love u son us i thank the lord.i know your moma make magic son you are watching
05/27/2009 05/26/2009 05/25/2009 05/24/2009 Moma Momma MOMA MOMA Hey Son, I am still in a little Hi my son i miss u so much i Hi son rell i miss u so much Hi my son rell i miss u so pain due to the surgery. had surgery today i have a rell i will be having sugery much we went to the g-yard Angel is taking care of me. little pain but i'm ok love you on tuesdayso i mightcant i had to buy new flower i Love u and make magic. make magic writr but i love you son need to buy some more Love UB make magic trucks too u know make magic 05/23/2009 05/22/2009 05/21/2009 05/21/2009 MOM moma MOMA mom 2 Waylon Kitchens Hey Son, today was a good Hi son rell you have the Hi son moma love and miss Lighting a candle for your day. Everyone. Was at the coldest room i miss in love u we wass cars today u angel in Heaven! Keeping house today like old times. you son i am ok hope to see know it kita and angel did you and your family in my Ilove and miss u. you in my dream xox rell i am surgery on tuesday thoughts and prayers! God if the beer dont workxoxo Bless
05/20/2009 05/19/2009 05/18/2009 05/17/2009 MOMA MOMA moma MOMA Rell love u son rell iam Hi son rell i am tacken the Firstday back to work i did Hi son 5/17/09 another happy today i still miss u pain rell i think i can take good lil pain i am ok sugery month rell time go fast son i alot i stop tacken my med for any thing after losing u just set for the 26 hope i pass the miss u soo much i want to pain.angel is on count down dont wont to lose stone by then love you son cry rell make magic son xoxo 6/10/2009. magic another.make magic love u make magic
05/14/2009 05/13/2009 05/12/2009 05/11/2009 Moma moma MOM MOM Hey Son, I am not feeling to Hi son rell i miss you so Hey Son, I had a minor Hey son, I miss u and I love good today. I really miss u much tnanks for beenthere surgery today. I knew u u. Make magic! and love u so much. for me lovve you son keep were there ith me. Make the magic going love you magicB 05/08/2009 05/07/2009 05/07/2009 05/06/2009 MOM Mom moma Mom Love you son. Make magic! Hey son, love and miss you Hi son rell i know god is Hey son, sorry - have not so much. Today was a good realson i love your so much been writing.I will be back to day. Make magic! Love Mom rell keep on making magic my routine soon. Make love you i am ok son magic, love Mom!
05/05/2009 05/03/2009 05/01/2009 04/30/2009 Mom MOMA MOMA M Hi son love you I was sick Goodmorning son went to Hello son moma love youson Hi son rell pray for cliff he is last night o I didnmake pick a dress up yesterday rell i am colc hope my bllod having surgery today rell magic't write but I'm ok rell i thouhgt i wrote on your is not low did not go to work keep us strong love you son web ikept your nephews fri it today pray 4 us make magic make magic was fun love u son
04/29/2009 04/28/2009 04/27/2009 04/26/2009 moma moma moma MOMA Hi son rell i miss you work Hi son rell your sister is Hey son i love you and miss Hi son rell aunt wanda in was ok thanks for watcing crazy left the comp. on all you (A) went to the doctor kenyacame to church today over us we love you son kepp night .good morning son today she doing good keep rell i miss you we went to the making magic xoxo love you getting ready for praying for your family grave yard today pops ann. work make magic make magic was the 21st 04/25/2009 04/25/2009 04/23/2009 04/22/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i miss you so Hi son i love u so much angel Hison love you so much rell i Rell i been tryingg to to tell muchrell its hot i think it was went out you said it was ok go to the dr. on friday angel you that you got a easter 93 degree wewentto a her report card a-b i told her going to a party not sure of basket your god mother wedding annette was in the i want all a her last report my felling i know you be pooh bear its cute . make weddingshe look pretty. card magic watching her xox magic son moma love you.
04/22/2009 04/21/2009 04/20/2009 04/19/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i love you so Hi son rell peggy did good Hi son its raining Hi son rell pray for your much i wrote you letteron her surgery went well she outside.rell peggy haven uncle tarzin he need a good sunday it is long. i love said jackie was holding her surgery tomorrow pray for friend.the ones he have is not talking to you son and hands.rell thanks for your her rell i miss you i did clean his friend. make magic son writing you poems and prayers love u your room yesterday.love u letters
04/19/2009 04/18/2009 04/18/2009 04/18/2009 AUNT WANDA MOMA moma MOMA Hi rell just look on your web Hi rell i wrote you a poem ITS THE 17TH Hi son a nother month rell it page and think about the today rell i wrote on your will be five years this july good time the family had web on the 17th but they put rell i still hurt i miss you so when you were hear i miss the date on the 18th i try t much rell i miss ourtalks and you and love verymuch write everydy xox raide xox 04/16/2009 04/15/2009 04/14/2009 04/12/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son i miss you soo much Hi son rell i miss you so Hi son your moma was lazy Hi rell today its all most over rell i had a gooday today rell muchrell u will be so proude yes-day i did not come to rell easter sunday was a kay-j call me at work he did of your lilsis she is doing your room to write on your blessing i miss u so much. i something bad pray 4 our well i hope and pray we here web sorry my love .work cook today it was nice.rell family make magic from some colleges was ok. make magic.
04/11/2009 04/11/2009 04/10/2009 04/09/2009 MOMA grandmonther MOMA MOMA Hi son i am late( a )was Still love you Hi son rell i am in your room Hello son rell its hot today doing my hair rell this was rell i think you like when i rell i do it rell (A) prom is one of your favorit h-days so am in your bd room.we comimg up soonAunt Manda you no what that means to found a dress its her. make took her to look for dresses me pray for me magic magic son love you make magic
04/08/2009 04/07/2009 04/07/2009 04/06/2009 MOMA MOMA baby girl MOMA Hello son rell you see what i Hi son rell you keep me Hay rell how is you doing Hello son rell i miss u so am doing pray for me and strong rell i pray for our and i love you and miss you much.rell i was putting pic our family rell makemagic family rell your g-d mother too me and trell get alone we in a photo book momahave miss u so much. love you is being tested pray for her dont fight like we do no moei alot of grandchildren and make magic dream about you graet grand children 04/05/2009 04/04/2009 04/03/2009 04/02/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMAA Hello son rell went to church Hi son rell i love you and Hhi son rell i went to Hello son rell i am talking to and the graveyard today put miss you we went to looking chesterfield today all bye my your grandmom on the new flowers on your grave for prom dress we had a self went to lisa moma wake. phone she want me to start today.big mom went to good time. rell another i told her to be strong rell planning your anv.i church too miss u magic holiday.pray for me. magic love u make magic willsoon.rell i love you magic
04/01/2009 03/31/2009 03/30/2009 03/30/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA babygirl Hello son rell a new month Hi my big boy i love you so Hi son rell one of my days Hay rell this is your baby have came inn.rell its get much rell lisa moma went to rell i cant find your girl and a lot of boy like me close for angel graduation glory today keep her in your decorations i am going to but i dont like them because soon rell i am praying hard prayers lov you make magic buy some more on you know in dont want a boyfriend to see that day. xox the day love you son magic intill i turn 20yea
03/29/2009 03/26/2009 03/26/2009 03/25/2009 MOMA Aunt Wanda MOMA MOMA Goodmorning son rell i did Hi rell just write yo let you Hi son this com. running me Goodmorning son ,rell one of not write yesterday comp. no we miss you a we love crazy this morning. rell i those days rell keep praying crazy or your moma venson you kenya and the boy said hope and pray you are doing for our family.i see tarzan didit. it was nice love you my hi well this morning pray for every day keep looking over son make magic your family.do magic him.love you son 03/24/2009 03/23/2009 03/22/2009 03/21/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son grandmoma did ok God morning ,rell its going Hello son rell one of my Hello my sweet son rell i she have to get injcetions to bea good day i am clame daysi know it will get went out yesterday.it was uncle ven will be getting it in jc name rell fixs this better.grandmoma go to the nice silva bridle shower rell married saturday kyda had comp for me you know what doctor on monday pray for we ate finger food love you her lilboy on friday .xoxo to do rellmake magic her love you make magic. son xoxo
03/20/2009 03/19/2009 03/18/2009 03/18/2009 MOMA moma MOMA MOMA Hi son rell one of my Hi son rell i miss you soooo Love you son rell all most Hello son rell rell i went to mornings i know i am going much i always wonder what five years what a moma todo the graveyardyesterda y ree to be ok rell i try to be stong . you doing i know you love you son. went to ms liz is on a end i kydia is having a baby keeping our family in was glade ree showed me i today.love you son. line .up there and down here have to get flower xox
03/17/2009 03/15/2009 03/13/2009 03/12/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son rell i am sorry i did Hi son its raining i did not Hi rell grandmoma did go Hi son rell your moma not write your moma is go tothe grave yard .we with her test.rell i was scred loveyou rell grandmoma will getting old tell your went to church all of us went for her but she did good rell i have her test on friday pray grandma hi she been in lil john and his familyand love you for your girl. kenya aol is glory for 23 years. love you angel and i not working. son 03/11/2009 03/10/2009 03/09/2009 03/08/2009 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son your moma is crazy i Hi son rell grandma b-day is Hi rell your picture fell i was Hi son rell its day light was wondering why i could today we are tacken her ouy wondring you miss me saving times we lost in hour not sleep i did not write love on saturday if she fill good writing you today rell i love to sleep i think she is ok need you son make magic pray for her she is having a you and i miss you so much.i your prayers love you son. test on friday. will never for get
03/07/2009 03/06/2009 03/05/2009 03/04/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA moma Goodmorning my son rell i Hi son rell i cantsleep dont Good morning son rell i put Hello my sweet son rell we lcve and miss you rell aund you worry i am ok rell pray the song that lilijohn like om need your prays your manda and silvia came over with us she have a load on your web i am looking for godmoma have hard times i here last nightand she was her . we know god love us another song love you son know you know love you rell talking about you .xox she have faith.xoxo
03/03/2009 03/02/2009 03/01/2009 02/28/2009 moma moma MOMA MOMA Good morning i am going to Rell its snowing angel say Hi my son i miss you so Hi son kiara will be having try to drive thismorning she miss her brothers i know much rell kydia had her her baby shower today she is pray for me now love you she do the snow is so pretty. i baby shower it was nice rell having a little boy . angel son miss and love you too. make your god moma need you to cheer last night. they lost. magic son pray for her. she is strong rell pray . 02/27/2009 02/26/2009 02/26/2009 02/25/2009 MOMA moma MOMA valenzuela Hi son rell we went to the Hello son rell i wrote the Hi son rell i clean your room You are a love child god dentiey today pray for your same thing yesterday but i i cant throw nothing away bless your family moma rell your g-d moma just finish today love you so i clean around it look nice need a word from you love son. rell i love and miss you. you son
02/25/2009 02/24/2009 02/23/2009 02/22/2009 MOMA MOMA moma MOMOA Good morning son rell i Hi son rell i change your Hi my sweet boy rell i went Hi son i love you rell i still clean your room you have web-site i like it relli love to the grave yard y-day i miss u soo much.we went out alot of stuff i stillcant part and miss you like crazy. i am said i want pink flowers for last night and i was with it yet so i just clean going to clean your room ok easter lisa will kill me.she thainking about you love u around love u son. love you son say no pink son.
02/21/2009 02/20/2009 02/19/2009 02/18/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son i slept late today its Hi son rell u prayed for Hi son i could not use the Rell i am going crazy 644 am i did go to bed late i kenya she did not get that f i comp.this morning it was thinking about angel day am goimg to the g-y.today i love you sonrell keep all of us not working i know the deal 6/11/09 lil worried pray for have to fix it upfor st -p day. in prayer.tarzin need you to. love you boy. our family.love u son love u son love you son 02/17/2009 02/17/2009 02/17/2009 02/16/2009 big bro baby girl MOMA moma What up whats happen i I need for u to pray for me in Hi son rell the mornings Hi son rell you rock i was know mom and our sister school and i need help in my come fast. i have to go to not doing well today head told you that you are a unlce class and homework work today. rell keep hurt i thank i was depress again i just let you know it is praying for your family because your car was towed hard without you here today is the 17th i am blue. it will get better.
02/15/2009 02/15/2009 02/15/2009 02/14/2009 baby girl moma Aunt Wanda moma Rell i am not doing so good Hi son rell your daddy b-day Hi ! Rell you left four year Happy valentine moma love in school i have a f on my we did not go out to eat. rell ago but i still miss and love and miss you. your daddy report card and i really miss auntwanda have aol.now you .I wish you was here but bday on sunday i dont know you and i really love u she say she will write, love you are in a better place. what he want to do yet love you, you son.
02/13/2009 02/12/2009 02/11/2009 02/10/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi moma sweet son rell its Good morning son relll your Hi son rell u know i write Hi son rell i wrote you two one of those days i have that moma cant see with out her you when i get up inthe poems on yesterday i have to right i miss you sooo much glasses love and miss you morning jj was born get ready for your new love you son. son keep praying for the yesterday at 8:22am his book .we should have a new family. name is jonothan jarrelle baby today ,love you. calhoun 02/09/2009 02/08/2009 02/08/2009 02/06/2009 moma moma moma moma Rell today is the day the Finshing up with the 8th Sorry son i miss yesterday Hi son rell one of my crazy baby should be coming JJ conv.you thought she need a your momais crazy love you days up early rell love you. pray for them . they need it bal. i will get her and pops rell big -j went to the gy he keep praying gm did gooc. love you son. one love you son say your ball. was at js miss you son grave whats up with
02/05/2009 02/04/2009 02/03/2009 02/02/2009 moma moma MOMA moma Hi son rell gr.moma had a Hi son just want you to Hi son moma love you rell its Hello son rell i am writing test today she did ok rell i know that i love you and i snowing kay want it to you be fore i go to work i miss you rell keep praying miss you rell went to angel snow.pray for our family came down stairs i just want for your famiy. bb. game last night it was any day now jj will be here. to say i love you son nice. love you son
02/01/2009 01/31/2009 01/29/2009 01/28/2009 MOMA moma MOMA MOMA Hi son love you son we went Hi son rell i thought i lit a Hi son rell angel drove to Hi son rell its arainy day to the graveyard today the candle yesterday. kenya is school toady rell she put a today we had ice yesterday. superbowl today. i dont 14yrold she is having a party sticker on my car no i was ok rell i love and miss you so know whats going on but today love you son.keep with it she was happy love much. angel &dad is looking. praying. you son . 01/27/2009 01/26/2009 01/25/2009 01/24/2009 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Rell i have your picture Hello son i miss you so much Rell goodmorning i miss you hi son rell its one of my flying around on your web rell karey is going to have rell our family went to your mornigs rell i try lord not the best picture rell love your nephew soon. i loove grave yesterday tancle say knowes i try rell you keep me you son.tell our family i say you son. that your grave was cool. he strong love you son. miss hello like yourtrucks you
01/23/2009 01/22/2009 01/08/2009 01/03/2009 MOMA moma MOMA moma Hi son i love you soo much Hello son rell your web site Hello son rell moma love Hi son happy newyears son rell uncls atl went to glory move so i cound not wruite i and miss you so much, rell i we love you.rell pray for on sundday rell miss you. have to put your poem on have so many poems but you your god mother she will bre keep fm in your heart your site.love you son know my typing skills. taken her bords love you
12/30/2008 12/29/2008 12/28/2008 12/27/2008 MOMA moma MOMA MOMA Rell i promise the good lord Rell,i love you so much and Rell i prayed for a comp. so i Rell i thank god i got a new that if i get the internet i will miss you so much. rell lil-j can write on your web i comp. i can write you every write on your web every day and karey had a flood in thankgod and our family day now rell i love and miss son i love you so much their apartment pray for our love yoou son rell xmas was you so much family not good at all for me 12/24/2008 11/06/2008 11/03/2008 10/31/2008 moma moma moma moma Merry xmas son momamiss Rell you already know rell a Hi son rell i am at the school. Rell i still praying for that you so much hope you get say she havea-b.i hope you rell i being praying so laptop maybe for christmas what you want i brought are doing well rell much.rell i know you se rell aunt ree bd miss you like you a truck and t-bear pooh thanksgiving is coming soon whata going on down here . crazy son love you all ways rell i love you so much
10/17/2008 10/03/2008 09/30/2008 09/26/2008 moma MOMA moma Momma/Angel Hi son the family is doing Hi son rell i have new Rell moma i love you son rell Momma said that she love well rell i miss you more flowers for you i hope to go imiss my comp. i have alot of you and keep praying for the today then yesterday rell see grandma mo grave soon poems to put on your web family you are my lilman now my jackie might have her site angel went to h-c she boy haha love you son stone .rell i love you son had a good time xo
09/24/2008 09/04/2008 08/31/2008 08/31/2008 moma HELLO SON moma Angel Rell another boy i am happy Rell i miss you we are doing Hello son rell i miss you . rell Hi Rell I really miss you and rell it make me think of you well rell they pray for all the we went to jackie momorie Mom is rushing me off Karey more they are planing on children this sunday it made service to t was nice rell i computer so thats all I can name him after you rell i me thank of you love you son love you soo muc.i say right now. need my comp. rell xox 08/14/2008 08/07/2008 08/04/2008 08/01/2008 momo bigmonther MOMA MOMA Hello son since our internet Hello gandson i miss you Hi son we went to the gyd Happy birthday son rell i is not working i am writing very much and ilove yesterday it was so sad it hope you have a wonderful you in my note book rell was just us and we all was bd. my boy 22yrold i wish i your moma love and miss thinking it would be perfect can see you son moma love you if you was here . her children john 25 .
08/01/2008 07/31/2008 07/28/2008 07/23/2008 Dessa Smith MOM Kalynne's Mommy MOMA Happy Birthday Jarrelle Rell, i miss you so much rell Happy early birthday Hi love rell i need a new wishing a heavenly day to you will be 22 yrold my jarrelle! make sure to have comp. i have kitas now i miss you and precious memories youngest son tell your family extra fun on your special writing you on the web to your family. Joseph's up their to make sure u have day up in heaven! in my everyday rell i am praying mom the best party thoughts an prayers! xoxo now you pray rell love u
07/17/2008 07/16/2008 07/16/2008 07/16/2008 Dessa Smith MOMA MOMA MOMA Jarrelle I light this candle in Rell i hope i am dreaming Your lil sister is 18 thank god Rell kita look like in angel i your memory with much four years i have not held to see another child turn 18 felt your love their rell i hope love sent to you and your you hand or fuss at you rell rell i love and miss you so and pray everyday that i am precious family. Joseph's let this be a dream . love much. asleep and you will be mom looking at me . 07/12/2008 07/12/2008 07/12/2008 07/12/2008 Big Sis big brother Angel moma Can you believe I am getting What up bro you know you Hey Rell our big sister is Rell i love and miss you kita married tomorrow. I really you having a niece or getting married can you big day today rell keep us in wish you were here to enjoy nephew. you know they are believe it. I really miss you. your prayer my day with me. I know you going to act crazy lke you. will be there...
07/10/2008 06/24/2008 06/20/2008 06/18/2008 MOMA MOMA MOMA MOMA Rell imiss you and i love and Rell i miss you sooo much Hi son rell i miss you so Hi rell i cant get those dum miss you like crazy. rell if i rell rell i miss my cumputer much rell i cant fix our things to work if you was had one wish. rell you know writing on your web rell i computer. send some of your here my life would be alot what i will say ask god for stentgh lord experties to me ha ha love better love you son knowes i needit. you son.
06/17/2008 06/16/2008 06/09/2008 06/08/2008 MOMA MOMA moma MOMA Rell my babby rell its been I dont know what came over Hi son your grandmoma Hi son i know you have been almost four years today next me saturday. i know i have lorain is having surgery busy i miss you son i.love month will be 4. rell ilove to be stronger rell i just miss today.liljohn and karey is you rell i have to get a new and miss you. you so much. love you having another baby . rell computer. love you son babby. keep us all in your prayers. 06/02/2008 05/23/2008 05/21/2008 05/14/2008 Moma MOMA moma moma Hello son i know you know Hi son your family keep you Relli love and miss you so Hi son rell thanks i ask god did you meet her. busy we do love and miss much. the computer is crazy to send help and he did we you so much rell our girls at home it will get better fix it. que is a smart came through. kay wii have watch over your family boy.angel is a strong and his party on sunday . kayjon will be 8 yr on 27 smart girl too . love u.
05/13/2008 05/12/2008 05/10/2008 05/09/2008 MOMA MOMA moma moma Rell moma love you angel Hi son love you so much i Hi son all the children are Hello son another day with and lil john is doing well wish you was here my life here rell i miss you i hate all out you another m-day with keep praying for us son we would be so happy if you holidays small or big out you rell i miss you like all miss you. was here i know you are because you are not here crazy. here but youif i could hole u love you son
05/02/2008 04/25/2008 04/18/2008 04/13/2008 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son just want yo to know Hi son rell angel is driving Hi son moma comp. is going Hi son,john and kita jobs are that i have to do better with my truck smile down on her crazy i have some poems to close its been raining every this sit. i mess up the son rell i love and miss you put on your web-site rell its weekend kep praying for computer pray for your so bad. my comp. is going all most4 yr. i still pray and your family love you son moma love you son crazy. so be patien miss you love u 04/10/2008 04/06/2008 04/03/2008 03/31/2008 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hi son your moma is crazy Hello son rell one of our Hello son love you big boy its Hello son i love and miss you our comp. is going crazy and prayes came true keep on been raining since sunday i so much its a rainey day i i miss working on youe web praying for your family rell i went back to the grave yard am working on your site love you boy love you. monday.love u website.
03/30/2008 03/30/2008 03/27/2008 03/26/2008 MOMA Kita MOMA MOMA Hello son moma love you so Hello Rell,yesterday was so Hello rell the devil trying to Hello son i love and miss you much rell we had a easter great. We had a Easter Egg make me mad but he is son went to grave yard egg hunt it was nice then we hunt(a week after Easter) telling a srory pray for your brought a bunny rabbit its cook hb and hd we miss you for the boys and they loved family love you soo much cute and some more flowers love you son it. We really miss u! son love you boy
03/22/2008 03/21/2008 03/19/2008 03/16/2008 MOMA MOMA moma moma Rell i love you son rell can Rell pray for your moma rell I love you son and i miss you Hello son i miss you soo you belive yardsales are i hate holidays big or small i so much. i have some pretty much lil john is going on starting already i miss us love you watch over your flowers. i like them ,rell your interview smile down on him going i just miss everything family love @kisses trucks are gone, i will buy love you son love you my baby boy some more. 03/15/2008 03/12/2008 03/12/2008 03/07/2008 MOMA MOMA moma mom Hello son rell i need anew Rell grand moma party was Hello son moma was sick i Hello son i miss you son rell i cumputer it work sometime nice i thank she miss you and had the flu my head was am sick i have the flu. my its crazy rell kayjon getting pops rell we all love and hurting but i am ok.i love angel is looking down from a suit like your for easter. miss you both and miss you above i will be ok rell i loove you
03/05/2008 03/04/2008 03/03/2008 03/02/2008 mom MOMA MOMA moma Hello son i am going to bed Hello son love and miss you Hello whats up son rell i am Love you son we are in your now i love you for so many rell i am so sad but i dont at home on a monday night room angel and karey doing reason. just because you are know why i will be ok love love it miss angel a little. math liljohn sleep on your you .love my lil man you love you. bed.
03/01/2008 03/01/2008 02/29/2008 02/27/2008 MOMA MOMA MOMA moma The big game at the segel Hello son uncle venson b-d Hello son miss in love you Rell aunt wanda had sugery center to night. going to the was yesterday he is 11 yro. words can not express how today i am sure you know grave yard today i think i no he is 48yo thats funny much i miss seening and and she did good keep have to take your flowes up miss you and love you son. fussing with you rell i hear looking out love you boy today love you son your voice.its just me 02/27/2008 02/27/2008 02/25/2008 02/24/2008 moma Jamel grandmonther MOMA Hello son we have been busy I still can believe ur gone. I Rell I miss you R.ell we are Hello rell love you boy we went to the grave yard want u to know dat ur really trying to give a party for kayjon in your room playing on sunday ,but the computer missed and dat i love ur venson with your toys.the sterning we have at home take moms new truck and the whell miss you son forever to start.love you plates i know u do too
02/23/2008 02/20/2008 02/19/2008 02/17/2008 moma MOMA moma moma Hello son my youngest son Hello son i love you and you Hello My pride and joy I Rell i love you your daddy rell i miss you so much i know this look down on your miss and love you so much bd was fri-d we gave him brought some stickers for brother he need your prayes Rell I need a day off. Iam cards and baloons rell your third book. just call me we are having bad weather. being crazy love you nothing is the same but we your moma love u so we miss our boy
02/15/2008 02/13/2008 02/12/2008 02/11/2008 moma moma MOMA moma Hello son love and miss you Hi rell love you son rell my Hello son its raining like Hello son miss you like crazy son rell i am going to get you leg hurt pray for your family crazy i want to sleep but you i heard you iknow . but you some new stuff for your we all love and miss you, know angel want to go to the know me i always want the grave soon maybe store.we won last night it best for my children moma tommorow. i want alot for u was a good game . understand. love you 02/09/2008 02/06/2008 02/05/2008 02/04/2008 moma moma moma moma Rell i am so mad i can spit i Hi my baby boy moma love Hello son love and miss you Hello son love and miss you i am mad because i dont spit and miss you soso much i rell i am not going to let the wrote you a poem saturday went to the grave yard all of have been tested this week devil win over our life. and i lost it i will rewrite one your things are gone.pray rell keep praying with send down some blessong for for your moma . us.love you your family.
02/03/2008 02/01/2008 01/31/2008 01/30/2008 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Rell god is so good. i love Rell can you belive another Good morning son i miss you Rell i miss you so much i you so much i love writing month have gone. its rainy and love you rell watch over hear your voice all the time i on your web page. today angel have a game to your family love you son love you rell look down on night rell look down on your your family. family love you son
01/28/2008 01/27/2008 01/26/2008 01/25/2008 MOMA MOMA moma MOMA Hell boy how are things up Hello son what you doing? Good morning son look Hello son i was to lazy to their rell i have to buy you lol rell love and miss you like down on your family love come down stairs last night some new trucks.love you crazy you boy going to the grave rell i love and miss you and missing you yard i need to fix things up. 01/23/2008 01/22/2008 01/21/2008 01/20/2008 MOMA moma MOMA Moma Hello son love and miss you Hello son rell moma love you God is so good rell i put the Son moma miss you and love rell aunt manda need you to and i still pray for you rell other comp. up and its you my computer is broken I pray for her she is having a look down on your brother working love you son. will get it fixs and write you test done on 1/24/08 love and sister this week they back soon love you what you need you, love you don't kill
01/18/2008 01/17/2008 01/17/2008 01/16/2008 MOMA Angel MOMA moma Hello son moma love yourell I can't beleive it's been 3 Hello son 3 years and six Hllo son rell we might get angel is wrong you have years and 4 months with out months my boy rell i love some snow tonight rell i miss been gone for ever but you seeing you but knowing that and miss you like crazy what and love you are always with us. love you i have you in my present I dont kill you only make you son love you stronger
01/15/2008 01/15/2008 01/14/2008 01/13/2008 MOMA rose mcphee angel Leo moma moma mom Hi son rell today was not Hello son miss and love you Hello son angel and i went to that bad peggy went to the Hi Rell I wanted to send you so much.kathy sent me a the grveyard today brought eye doctor yesterday she can & ur family my prayers sermon its (frog) fully rely some of your stuff home love see.thank god love you boy. on god. you and miss you 01/11/2008 01/09/2008 01/09/2008 01/08/2008 MOMA MOMA MOMA moma Hello son love and miss you Rell tell our family up their Hello son god bless you i Hello son rell your moma is son rell i been working for that we need them to help miss you so much rell look going crazy i have not been 33 years on and off miss you you watch over our family down on your family. to sleepy yet its 1:32am love son i thought i wrote love you boy you i am going trying to go yesterday.getting old to bed now.
01/07/2008 01/03/2008 01/02/2008 01/02/2008 MOMA MOMA Lucy-mom to angel moma Laura Hunter Hello son moma miss you Hello son not doing much Rell moma love and miss soo much.went to the grave just missing you love you You are missed so much by you.i went to work today it try to fix up something boy your loved ones. Please visit was ok i know i am blessbut diffrent keep praying for us them as often as you can. sometime i get stupit love love you God bless you and them. you son forgive me Sending hugs to your mom
01/01/2008 01/01/2008 12/31/2007 12/31/2007 Angel moma Clores~Isabella moma Carvalho's Mom Hey Rell I really miss you we Rell i told you we will miss Hello son we are going to had a good time last night you we was playing a new Very sorry for your loss,may miss you to night i love you but it would have been even game call wii it was fun love the peace of God stay close to son watch over us love you. better if you was here, you happy new years your heart,i lost my 21 years Happy New Years old daughter.God bless 12/30/2007 12/29/2007 12/28/2007 12/27/2007 MOMA moma MOMA moma Hello son i did not get to the Hello son we love and miss Good morning rell iam Hello son went to work graveyard today it was you aunt wanda b-day is going to the doctor watch today it was ok.rell I miss raining.i willget their today. over us today love you and you . tuesday rain or shine. rell misss you watch over uncle venson
12/26/2007 12/25/2007 12/24/2007 12/24/2007 moma MOMA TYRELL FAMER MOMA i have been in your room all Merry christmas son. i hope TO my daddy who i love so Rell your favorite holiday is night. i cant sleep i wrote on and pray its nice for you love much miss you like crazy but here not yet but its here. lil your website love & miss you you son what dont kill you i Know you are here with me john did his thing keep son. xmas was ok.keep only make you stronger. in my Heart and mid love looking out for your sisters watching us. your son and brother.
12/23/2007 12/22/2007 12/21/2007 12/21/2007 moma MOMA ap moma Hello son rell rell lord only Hello rell trying to get Hey cuz i miss u bra Love and miss you son Rell knowes thehouse ready for its cold christmas its hard son.what dont kill you only makeyou stronger. 12/20/2007 12/20/2007 12/19/2007 12/19/2007 bigmonther moma MOMA moma Hello rell iwant to let you Good morning son I have Rell i forgot to tell you your Rell your moma is going know that i still love you and been to bed. cant sleep but I tarzin had a big scare on crazy i miss yesterday blame miss you am going to try to go back to monday i know you are it on your age haha love and bed.Rellyou know ME. keep watch out for him love you miss you son. praying love you. son i will always pray .
12/17/2007 12/16/2007 12/15/2007 12/14/2007 MOMA MOMA moma moma 3-years and 5 months moma Rell i am doing ok today rell Hello son one of those day Good morning son i was love and miss you i went to keep on praying for me and rell i love and miss you only praying about some things the grave yard today i put our family.i miss you & love if we can turn back in time.i and you was in my prayers all your decoration up was you. will be ok. so i wanted to tell you not please. iloveand miss you.
12/13/2007 12/11/2007 12/10/2007 12/09/2007 moma Moma moma moma Sorry son i did not write on Hello son i know you are Hello son rell its so nice Rell i am going to bed love the web yesterday i hope you busy today i call aunt outside god is looking out for and miss you son jackie is in all had a nice time on the amanda and told her-hbday us. rell i looove you boy. the hospital look down over 11th.love you son i hope your did something her love you son good for grand mama mo .loveu 12/09/2007 12/08/2007 12/07/2007 12/05/2007 moma MOMA moma MOMA Miss you son i went to Hello son its nice today aunt Hello son its bad weather RELL I LOVE YOU church today i love to hear jack bd today i love and miss outside you daddy say i can that preacher preach he was you handle it. i know I can Ihave talking to me. love you rell. my own Angel love you
12/05/2007 12/04/2007 12/03/2007 12/02/2007 moma MOMA MOMA moma Hello rell we did get some Hello son i am a little sleepy Hello son rell i love and miss Love you sonits getting cold. snow today cc did ok. bm did today. went to bed late and you rell your uncle need you not go i hope and pray that wokeup early. love you son to watch over him. rell i miss every thing will work out bm went to court today her you love you son. in cc.look over
12/01/2007 11/29/2007 11/28/2007 11/27/2007 MOMA moma MOMA moma Miss and love you son i'm Hello my sweet angel i miss Hello son angel will Hello son love and miss you going to your grave and love you son keep becheering at freeman forever pray for your sisters sometime today keep looking over our family we watchover her love you son and brother. watching over us need you son 11/25/2007 11/24/2007 11/24/2007 11/22/2007 moma MOMA MOMA KAYJON Rell we didit thanksgiving is I thought i had wrote on this Hello son we went to I miss you uncle rell i wish i over i needed god and your page on the 23 of nov. your graveyard today i brought could see you. love you uncle stength. love you. moma is getting old you a new truck its black rell dont eat all the turkey. miss you son.
11/22/2007 11/22/2007 11/22/2007 11/18/2007 LIL JOHN DADDY MOMA MOMA Hey,jarrelle i miss you. rell i Love and miss you rell. Happy thanks giving son Hi my big man rell i love you got lost going to happy thanks giving son. miss you so much rell we rell you know i need to be grandmoma house. keep stop saying what we are strong this week i need some looking out. thankful for. but we have a of youg stength this week lot to be thankful for. love you son
11/17/2007 11/17/2007 11/15/2007 11/13/2007 MOMA MOMA MOMA Aunt Wanda On nov.16 your daddy and Hi son your lost last night Hello son grandmoma want Love and miss you Rell my wedding ann.he went to angel was a lil mad i told her have her surgery on friday. i work and i took angel to the next year they will win love hope it be soon so she want game. love and miss you son. you son be worring about. love you son 11/13/2007 11/13/2007 11/13/2007 11/12/2007 Friend of the family G.M moma moma God bless you good friend To the sweetest man i ever I always want to say whats Hello son went to the will no love you up son, but i am sure you graveyard nothing out of would hane an answer love place i put some new you boy decoration out love you son
11/11/2007 11/11/2007 11/11/2007 11/11/2007 Daniel "Que" Your Big Sis DJ DJ Uncle Rell, I Miss You! I Her Rell, just wanted to to When they wrote me and Write a leter to the school to always ask my mother about stop by and say that I Love told me I got accepted I get in the engineering you. Ba keep saying that me You and I really Miss You. knew u were watchn over program and I talked bout u and Kay act like you. Love me and got me in the school and how u went there to tech You Uncle Rell! and I got accepted
11/11/2007 11/11/2007 11/11/2007 11/11/2007 DJ Vickie Crawford Family +bigmonther Mane its been hard without I miss u just like it was We all miss u much Rell as I miss you very much u here Rell we dont even b yesterday. It's funny that I the holidays come near it sometime i think i hear you doing nun 4real as a family. say that bcause it seem like u seems so funny because u iknow you are watch us love But im in highschool now at are always near. are not hear. we all love u you yo school I had to 11/11/2007 11/08/2007 11/01/2007 10/31/2007 MOMA moma claudette claudette Hello son love and miss you Hello son angel and i are in Hello son i am going to the Hello son love and miss you. son. i am going to the grave your room angel singing . i grave yard to make sure all Aunt Ree birthday today. Lil yard about 11:am.today i am am on the computer. love your belonging is their. love John will be taking the boys going to put some you son you son. out for halloween look after thanksgiving decor. them.love you
10/27/2007 10/27/2007 10/25/2007 10/22/2007 MOMA moma MOMA MOMA Your tarzin is very sad he Hello son love and miss you Miss you son i am in your Hello son love you. rell your need a pick you up (ha) iwas going to the grave yard cold room it look the same a baby girl is acting like she is watch over him love you son today but its to wet i am little cleaner ha ha love you going crazy pray for her. going on sunday regardless. love you boy.
10/18/2007 10/07/2007 10/04/2007 10/02/2007 moma MOMA MOMA CLAUDETTE Rell i love and miss you so Hello son i thank of you so Rell i love you and miss you Rell i know you are looking much i always think about much so what you are my down from above i miss you you. lilttle man i should just to say i miss you son 10/02/2007 09/20/2007 09/18/2007 09/18/2007 moma MOMA MOMA MOMA Hello son i have been sick i Hello son miss in love you.i Another month is gone and Miss you son i was sick i was thought of you sooo much am doing better thank the we all still miss you like like grandmoma mozelle love you son lord.keep on looking after crazy son. short of breath. keep our family. love you praying for us
09/11/2007 09/10/2007 09/06/2007 09/04/2007 MOMA claudette moma MOMA Hello son lil-john brought I did it I drove to Hello son i miss you keep Your brother and sister is me to work today. it was Washington Angel had a looking out for our family missing you and kyda. john fun. i miss my men. love you game I will go to west h--- did get a new car. angel son for your not to jail love you going back to school 11gr. son kyda going to college.
09/04/2007 09/03/2007 09/03/2007 09/03/2007 MOMA lil kyda lil kyda lil kyda This is the first day of school. Just watch over the family . Cheerleader. i am so happy U not there playin that loud i know you are watching touch our heart to let u s for her . now we have to music . mane we had sum over them. miss you son know that we are still as 1 no watch them boys . lord rell good times down stairs. now matter what. but i love u i don't hurt nobody child . we both have to watch out will always luv okay .before i go for angel now she is a 09/03/2007 09/03/2007 08/25/2007 08/25/2007 lil kyda lil kyda MOMA moma To get up in get ready for hey rell i know u havent been I love and miss you Rell watch over our family school . rell i am sitting here written you . my bad i have son.today i am haven one of your cupcake, cryin cause it hard to walk been workin rell this is my those days i will be ok love babybop,myia,rich ardand down stairs in see that room 1st year out of school now it you son. jr.ask god to give them door open in angel time to strenth to go on.
08/17/2007 08/13/2007 08/13/2007 08/13/2007 MOMA DANIEL MOMA CLAUDETTE hello son i know you have Uncle rell i miss you.because Rell i know you are with lil Hello son we have a new been busy. peggy say you i have fun playing with you. john and karey watch out for down stairs its so cute i need are busy too. watching over them. love you son some gold pillows. lil john love andmiss you son.
08/06/2007 08/06/2007 08/05/2007 08/05/2007 CLAUDETTE moma grandmother grandmonther Uncle moni and uncle percy We went to the graveyard But i kown you are in good Rell I love you some time Ifill is fifty years old. watch over yesterday we let all the place in the arm of jesus iwill all alone you know sometime cliff. love you son balloons go i hope you see you soon bye rell love i just think some time if you receive them.all 25 of them i you were here i could go to know it should of been 21. church 08/01/2007 07/31/2007 07/31/2007 07/31/2007 MOMA MOMA CLAUDETTE MOMA Happy birthday son. love Liljohn and you will have My mens birthday Rell aunt amanda grandson you sooooo much. 21 celabration on saturday.all 08/01 .rell you would of all most drowned on sunday. candles.what dont kill you the girls went out of town. been 21years old tell your only make you stronger. love grand parents i said to make you sure you have a nice party l
07/26/2007 07/22/2007 07/18/2007 07/18/2007 MOMMA moma Kayjon Kayjon Rell i thought i was coming Hello son today we are I miss playing on the I don't have nobody else to to meet you last monday i going to have a memorial computer with you and I still babysit me.I miss your could not catch my breath. service for you 3years. and love you very much Uncle. funny joke,hugs,and playing my chest was hurting you wil be 21 on 8/01/07 so with you. we decide to do this
07/18/2007 07/18/2007 07/18/2007 07/18/2007 Kayjon Karey Karey Amanda Moss I love you. I miss going to Rell the wedding is coming Rell your nephew is Rell, when I thought we the park and McDonald's up and it makes me miss you becoming more like you could have lost J.R. I said with you. I don't have more because you aren't every day and he stills talks You Wouldn't allow that to anybody to cheer me up here helping me plan it. Keep about the last time you took happen. You see I know when I am sad. watching over us. him to the park. you're always here. 07/18/2007 07/18/2007 07/17/2007 07/17/2007 Amanda Moss MOMA PEGGY PEGGY Rell, You're miss but not Rell we will have a memorail Thanks for watching over Jarrelle i miss you i fill your forgotten. Everytime Meka's service for you on sunday in your family. sprite all the time you make little boy smiles I say Rell our backyard. love you son me fill closer to god and Pop is visiting him. thankyou for your love
07/17/2007 07/17/2007 07/17/2007 07/17/2007 DADDY Kita CLAUDETTE MOMA Miss you rell lots of love. Rell I really miss you. I don't Rell we went to your grave Three years son what do a know if a day as past that I today.your daddy was upset moma do now with out her did not think about you. I i was strong for him. rell i little boy? just wonder what love and miss you. love you we all miss you if.what dont kill you only make you stronger.
07/17/2007 07/17/2007 07/17/2007 07/11/2007 grandmother MOMA Drena lil kyda Ilove you very much and Moma little angel up above You and your family are in But you knw whats the best missing bless our home with lots of my thoughts and prayers. part bout it you r not love. rell! rell my baby love forgotten baby boy love you you son. so much c ya later 07/11/2007 07/09/2007 07/09/2007 06/26/2007 lil kyda MOMA Moma moma O m g rell i miss you so much Rell i know you re busy but Hello son i fix your grave Rell oh honey i miss you so mane i want u to always your cupcake need you love alittle diffrent saturday i put much i cant stop thinking of remember that i kierra you son teddy bears i kept the trucks you i love and miss yuou simms love you so much . i too. love you son. sooo much. still cant be u gone
06/19/2007 06/19/2007 06/14/2007 06/07/2007 aunt bernie aunt bernie moma MOMA But nerver forgotten please Hi Rell Well kita made it my Rell your girls took that rell can you belive the family forgive me i thought u thoughts was on you alot walk this week. i thought of room. i just been writing in finished school in 2005 because some of her special you so much and your day your book love and miss you instead of 2004 but my heart moments was shared with son i love you son was in the rightplaceluv u you missed
05/27/2007 05/21/2007 05/17/2007 05/14/2007 moma MOMA claudette grandmonther Rell kay is seven years old Rell we went to the Oh son i miss you so much I missyou iwish you very today.we all miss you. graveyard on sunday a frog motherday weekend was so much jump out of one of your hard i love and miss you trucks peggy ran it was soo funny oh son i miss you so much 05/05/2007 05/05/2007 05/05/2007 04/27/2007 CLAUDETTE MOMA moma MOMA Love and miss you son Kita birhday is the 6th she Rell your cupcake was LOVE YOU SON want to go out to eat with married on the 26th of her girls.lisa is three years march. she was so pretty. old today.
04/26/2007 04/24/2007 04/18/2007 04/18/2007 CLAUDETTE MOMA CLAUDETTE MOMA Rell i cant make this Rell imiss and love you so RELL LOVE YOU Rellwelcome all those computer wokk. much. children in who was shot down on monday. love you son
04/18/2007 04/18/2007 04/11/2007 04/10/2007 MOMA MOMA anut bernie CLAUDETTE Rell is was so cold at the Whats up son i went the Rell aunt bernie misses u We miss you and love you so grave yard rell i miss you gvaeyard today the pretty more than u will ever know much. son i ask for this 17th off i flowers i brought for you love u was missing you too much. they are gone so i will have loye and miss you so to get some more. 03/29/2007 03/28/2007 03/28/2007 03/20/2007 MOMA MOMA CLAUDETT bigmonther I miss you so so muchlove I will put your poems on Rell imiss------hello grandsonijust want to you your page this weekend. ----you like crazy. tell you that i love you cumputer crzy or moma dont know what she is doing.
03/15/2007 02/16/2007 02/11/2007 02/09/2007 Angel MOMA claudette Drena Rell i really miss you. Hello son miss and love you. i miss you son catherine call Thinking of you and your your daddy is fifty. me last night and told me family! her son went home to glory. i felt sad for her and her family. take care
02/07/2007 02/01/2007 01/31/2007 01/28/2007 grandmonther CLAUDETTE GRAND MONTHER claudette Hello rell how are you doing Hello son i wrote you a Rell i have not forgot What can i say you know.rell just stop by to tell you ilove poem .i need a poem about you.rell you know i love and tell me what to do love you you children when people ask me miss you. one day i hope to son.i miss you like crazy! how many children i have see you. started already. love u 01/16/2007 01/11/2007 01/02/2007 12/27/2006 CLAUDETTE moma MOMA Drena Hello my angel love and Miss you son so so much HAPPY NEWYEARS2007 Merry Christmas and Happy miss you son. New Year to you and your family!
12/26/2006 12/20/2006 12/17/2006 12/08/2006 CLAUDETTE MOMA MOMA MOMA Oh my rell three christmas Merrychristmas son i love Rell the tree is up we miss Rell is one of those day you with out you. it does not get and miss you. you. what dont kill you only know felling sorry for my any better. love and miss make you stronger. self because i miss you soo you son much. hate thank about decorating.4 christmas.
12/08/2006 12/05/2006 11/29/2006 11/24/2006 claudette bigmonther MOMA Kayjon Fleming Love and miss you son. Rell i miss very much love Rell i love and miss you soo Happy thanksgiving day grand much.going to the grave yard to fix your stone for christmas. 11/24/2006 11/24/2006 11/24/2006 11/24/2006 +Danel KAyJon MOMMA DADDY Q love you uncle rell Happy thanksgiving loveyou Happy turkeyday love and Miss you son. happy uncle rell miss you my little man thanksgiving
11/22/2006 11/20/2006 11/19/2006 11/09/2006 CLAUDETTE a friend of the family moma CLAUDETTE What dont kill you only Iam lighting a candle for Rell , my rell love and miss Love and miss you son its make you stronger. ,,,,,miss you with much love and you son.what dont kill you hard for me this time of you. admiration you are always only make you strong. year.i miss our little talks in our thought and prayers and our rides to the malls. for evee. God bless your fam alway love you son.
11/07/2006 11/05/2006 11/03/2006 11/03/2006 moma Sha God's Servant Tim mary RELL I MISS YOU. I was just thiking about you Love your website. family Love and miss you rell and move today in morning have much love for you. service. The Lord showed the vision that you and mom are in his safety. RIP 11/02/2006 11/02/2006 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 grand monther MOMA Robert and dad Yvonne Rell you know Ilove and Love and miss you son Hey rell we miss you my dad What a wonderful testimony miss you. Rell you and pop said he need a ride to pick to you Rell you are truly left me here.Your know I me up from school to go to missed But I know that you cant drive grandma house we love you are with each and everyone and miss you. of your family members
10/31/2006 10/31/2006 10/29/2006 10/29/2006 AMEN a friend MOMMA ap Allow you family to see your Bless you sweet child I know that the lord holdes Love always work. you in his loving arms.i thank the lord for the 17 years he loan you to us. love you son.
10/28/2006 10/23/2006 10/21/2006 10/18/2006 moma DADDY Catherine Dj Rell just sitting her thanking MISS YOU SON. We all miss you and love Rell i been missing u it aint of you. praying on you. been the same with out u.rip something that you gave me ill see up there someday the answer to already. love you son. thanks 10/18/2006 10/18/2006 10/18/2006 10/18/2006 Vickie Vickie Amanda Amanda Moss When times get hard Rell, Imiss U so much I was You were the link to holding Rell, You are missed and sometimes whether it's the thinking if Rell was here and the family together. I know that will never change. As fam. or personal I pray for he knew my car was messed you're at peace. I truly love you know our family has you and pop to lead me the up he would say go trade You and miss you so much. changed without you. right way. U are missed and get a new 1
10/18/2006 10/17/2006 10/15/2006 10/15/2006 A Friend of Jesus sweet son Katrina Timothy J. DaSilva's Mom-Zira The angel came,i saw them To my wonderful son. i love Rell you were so caring and there, they took you up the and miss you son. understanding. You looked May your Son rest in Peace. golden stairs,i am happy you out for everyone and for that I'm so sorry for your loss. I made it in heaven. family I miss you!! also lost my Son on July 15, you can rest. 2006. Miss him everysecond of everyday
10/15/2006 10/14/2006 10/13/2006 10/13/2006 MOMA Miyah BabyBop (Asia) Vickie Miss and love you son The times when my mom Rell, I really miss U. I wear You are missed down here had to work and you were at the shirt that we made with but U are in a better place. I bigmonther house and my your picture on it so I want can't forget about mom called and said "Rell" forget U. Love U you,Myasia is always asking keep a eye out 4 her about U. 10/09/2006 10/08/2006 10/08/2006 10/08/2006 MEL Bennie Mom's friend - Kathy Mom's friend - Kathy Rell,as my dear friend Much love. God has diffeent We planted a tree so your We planted a tree so your youngest son,rest peacefully purposes for everyone. Mom and Dad would see it Mom and Dad would see it until you see your famiy People on earth miss you, every day and know that every day and know that once more. love mel but you lived a good life. God you were at peace and you were at peace and Bless looking down from heaven looking down from heaven on them. on them.
10/08/2006 10/08/2006 10/08/2006 10/08/2006 Destiny a friend EMAIL BUDDY BIGMOTHER You know I miss you but I Friend live your life your son Your son was loved Rell i love ans miss you .you know you are in a better is in heaven he is watching were my best friend and place.Tell my momma and you. keep the good work up. grandson. them i said "Hi: and " I love yall".
10/08/2006 10/07/2006 10/07/2006 10/07/2006 bigmonther Daniel "Que" Cammack kayon Aunt Bernie I love you miss you very Uncle Rell I miss you and I Ilike to play with my UNCLE I luv and I miss you much love you very much. I really RELL.AGAIN wish you were here, but I know you are with God. 10/06/2006 10/06/2006 10/05/2006 10/03/2006 LaToya Smyre Ashley Aunt Jackie I miss you a whole lot I miss Love and miss you, Cous When I met you it didn't take Rell, you are and will be my you being here with your long to see how your mother favorite nephew. Love you warmth and laughter It loved and adored you. I miss haven't been the same since you. May you rest in GODs you left luv you arms.
10/03/2006 10/03/2006 10/03/2006 10/01/2006 Karey E-MAIL FRIEND Mary AUNT WANDA Rell I think of you everyday God bless you calcld17. you Jarrelle I never met you or I love you rell we all miss and I miss getting your did a wonderful job. i am your parents your mother you very much phone calls. I loved you like going to put my daughter on andI emails each other my a brother and I miss you thanks for sharing. Rellyou a son is with you. your mother very much. cuttie loves you so much.
10/01/2006 09/30/2006 09/30/2006 09/30/2006 Kenya KAYJON Jatay Danita I miss you rell because you I LOVE YOU. MY UNCLE Rell i really miss you and i You were the best little were my bestfriend i love just can't get over the fact cousin and God Daddy to my you babygirl that you are gone.I miss you babyboy I could have asked so much and i love you. for. I love and miss you. And I will see you again. 09/30/2006 09/30/2006 09/29/2006 09/28/2006 Trell Smooth Drena Missing you I love you god dady . Its been a long time sense I Rell even though I didn't JARRLLE I miss you. have seen your face.Your know you personally, I have always in our heard what a wonderful son, hearts.Loveyoubro .One day brother and friend you were. I hope to see you RIP Jarelle again.Onelove.Ame n
09/27/2006 09/27/2006 09/26/2006 09/26/2006 lil kyda lil kyda MOMA Shae But just alwayz remember Hey rell dis is your cousin People said that time a I miss your nuckle head that kyda love's u very kyda . rell i miss u so much .i healer i am not sure this is down here but God want you much . hold down the leo's miss riding bikes .laughing, true theres not a day go by to rest with your IRIS...I love baby boy love u play driving , just missing u son that i dont cry for you...tell my mom I said I period . you.what dont kill you.-- love her too..RIP
09/26/2006 09/24/2006 09/23/2006 09/23/2006 Kita """"""""&q PEGGY LB Words can not describe how My sister past away a year My love will always be there We miss you like crazy I feel about losing you. We ago. i know your family miss for you.i will never stop had a relationship that no you . god bless your family loving youor missing you. one could understand. I miss man. you little bro! 09/23/2006 09/23/2006 09/23/2006 09/23/2006 FRIEND OF THE KAYJON Daddy Angel FAMILY I love you uncle rell. i miss Ilove and miss you son I miss you Rell I never met you but i do youso much know you your mother love you and your other siblings
09/22/2006 09/22/2006 09/19/2006 visitor no name CLAUDETTE Rest in Peace, Jarrelle You are miss.we all miss you Rell i love and miss you Condolences from the deepest of our hearts... AUNT WANDA MOMA PAYNE March 29, 2009
PEOPLE SAID IT EASY TO GET OVER A PERSON WHEN THEY ARE GOING BUT THEY MUST NOT KNOW WHO YOU WHERE BECUESE YOU ARE STILL MISS IN AVERY ONES HEART WE WILL ALLWAY LOVE YOU UNTIL WE SEE YOU AGAIN . IF YOU SEE REST ARE THE FAMILY SAID HI WE LOVE AND MISS THEM TO.
I LOVE YOU RELL
MOMA LOVE YOU February 26, 2009
Play Me!
Play Me!
Play Me! RELL I DO LOVE YOU AND YOUR SIBLINGS VERY MUCH I WAS JUST PLAYING WITH THIS GRAPHIC THING
CLAUDETTE CALHOUN life will never be the same January 27, 2009
LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. RELL I KNOW OUR FAMILY LOVE YOU AND NONE OF US THE SAME. WE ALL TALK ABOUT YOU ALOT. I KNOW YOU HEAR US.RELL I KNOW YOU BE SMILING. RELL THANKSGIVING WAS OK.RELL I AM SURE IT WILL GET BETTER . LOVE YOU SON.
WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONG
claudette RELL January 2, 2009
RELL HELLO SON RELL I MISS YOU WE ALL JOIN ANOTHER CHURCH ANGEL, KAREY AND KAYJON WILL BE GETTING BAPTIZE ON SUNDAY SEPTEMBER THE SEVENTH I HOPE THE SUN WILL BE OUT EVERYBODY SAY THEY WILL BE THEIR. RELL I KNOW YOU WILL BE THER RELL I HAVE TO BELIEVE YOU KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING EVERY DAY AND RELL YOU KNOW WHAT WE ALL ARE GOING THROUGH. JACKIE CHILDREN GAVE HER A MEMORIAL SERVICE ON YESTERDAY HALF OF THE FAMILY WAS NOT THEIR WE HAVE TO PRAY HARDER FOR OUR FAMILY. YOUR BABY SISTER WILL BE A SENIOR THIS YEAR RELL I THANK GOD FOR YOUR. I TOLD YOU QUE GAVE ME HIS COMPUTER I THOUGHT THAT WAS NICE HE HAVE CUT ALL HIS HAIR OFF NOW HE LOOK LIKE HIS MOMA .KAY NEED TO KEEP HIS HAIR CUT HE HAVE THE N HAIR BUT THEY BOTH CUTE AND LOVABLE. I CAN SAY THAT, RELL I AM IN YOUR COLD ROOM SO I WILL WRITE YOU LATER LOVE YOU SON. SEPTEMBER 01, 2008
claudette Miss you January 2, 2009
l LONG FOREVER RELL SON YOU LEFT US SO QUICKLY THERE WERE NO GOOD BYES. RELL YOUR DEATH IS FOREVER AND OUR LIVES. THE SADNESS THE ANGER THE LONELINESS OF YOU WE ALL PREFERRED HAVING YOU HERE ALWAYS LOVE YOU SON. SEPTEMBER 14 2008
CLAUDETTE LOVE YOU April 25, 2008
just wanted to say good morning and to tell you over and over how much I miss you I really wish that you were here with me right now but then again you are always with me oh god how I miss you *tear* I wanted you so bad but god had other plans for you . How your siblings miss you especially Angel she talks about you and her always says that you are our angel and are watching us all the time. well I must get going I will write you soon I love you my son
CLAUDETTE YOU HAVE WINGS April 3, 2008
How is it that I never saw your wings when you were here with me? When you closed your eyes and went to the Heavens I could hear the faint flutter of your wings as you left. Your body no longer on this side your spirit here eternally I see your halo shine. I close my eyes and see the wings surround me in my saddest moments and my happiest times. Rell Your my Angel you have a new assignment now Always my Son forever my Angel. You fly into my dreams, and when I am asleep I feel your wings brush against my face wiping away the tears I shed since I can no longer hold you in my arms but in my heart. You’re so missed .
CLAUDETTE HELLO GOD April 3, 2008
I said, God I hurt And God said, I know
I said, I cry alot And God said, That's why I gave you tears
I said, Life is so hard And God said, That's why I gave you loved ones
I said, But my loved one died!! And God said, So did mine!!
I said, It's such a great loss!! And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross!! HELLO GOD I said, But your loved one lives!! And God said, So does yours!!
I said, Where is he now?? And God said, My Son is by my side and Your Son is in my arms!!
CLAUDETTE DEAR RELL April 3, 2008
Dear Rell, I have been saying my prayers since July 02,1970 . I will continue with the prayers till my time to leave this earth comes along. I will never forget that golden smile of yours . You are such a beautiful boy you have given me another reason to leave this world in peace when my time comes. You will be the first one that I will look up when I make it to heaven.Rell you have pushed my grandmoma and daddy to second and third place. Rell you will be my hero.Rell I realize that you are with the good lord.Rell I know our family in heaven watch over you. I wish that I could had taken your place, so that you could be here with our family.Son you will be forever in my mind and heart.
CLAUDETTE LOVE YOU April 3, 2008
Sometimes I grieve so deeply That I can hardly breathe One look at your photograph And the pain begins to ease Sometimes I grieve so softly That it hardly hurts at all One look at your photograph And the pain begins to call No matter how I grieve for you The one thing you'll always find Is day or night, heavy or light You're ALWAYS on my mind
MOMA IMISS MY SON April 3, 2008
My Loving Son Tears of pain just keep flowing like the pouring rain, you were only seventeen, only a young teen, No more 'I Love You’ No phone calls, God is this all true! No no more hugs, No more kisses , My Loving Son My broken heart will never mend Until I meet you again! I know you now have wings And your Halo is made of Gold... You are smiling and so happy A smart boy who was so bold Where you are in heaven there is no more pain I only hope your death will not be in vain Words cant express how much we miss you Only our heavy heart know the truth No goodbyes my son, wait there for me We will rest in Gods home eternally!
CLAUDETTE MISS MY SON March 31, 2008
Our family say it often enough...it is impossible to believe that such a bright, happy, positive and enthusiastic person is no longer here with us. For me it seems unreal every day that I pass by your bedroom door. Going inside your little room breaks my heart and seeing your all your cars and pictures that hurt me so much I can't do anything but cry. Baby I miss my little boy so much. You were my rock my confidant you and your siblings are my world. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wake up and hope that when I go down stairs to your bedroom you would be sleeping in your bed... I know you are not body here anymore, but I still cannot accept it...I pray that all this is a nightmare, but I realize that it is not that it is too Real for me to take. I miss you so much I feel like a wounded bird without a wing. I pray every day that you never forget us because I need you to be like you were here on earth...I love you baby I miss wrapping my arms around you and kissing you non stop. I pray you can forgive my tears, because I know you would not want any of us to cry. It is just that it is impossible to believe I can't see your face everyday except in pictures. I love you forever. My light my life my joy my world you and your sisters and brother will always be that way...pray for us and let God know that I love him and Jesus that I am glad he is protecting you. I adore you baby always, ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!
MOMA I HEAR YOUR TEARS February 23, 2008
CLAUDETTE I AM WATCHING YOU AND I HEAR EACH TEAR FALL ON YOUR FACE. MOMA AT THE MENTION OF MY NAME IT SOUND LIKE MUSIC TO TO YOUR EARS. IT CAN BE HEARD OVER A BASKETBALL GAME. MOMA I HEAR YOUR TEARS FALL ON YOUR FACE. MOMA I WATCH YOU GO THROUGH EACH DAY AND YOU WISHES THE DAY WOULD END. MOMA WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT ME TO YOUR FRIENDS AND OUR FAMILY I HEAR YOU.I ASK THE GOOD LORD WILL MY MOMA EVER BE THE SAME ? I HEAR EVER TEAR FALL ON HER FACE . MOMA I SEND YOU HUGS . THE LORD SAY HE WILL WIPE EVERY TEAR AWAY. MOMA I AM WATCHING YOU AND I HEAR EVERY TEAR FALL ON YOUR FACE . MOMA I WILL CALL YOUR NAME I WOULD SAY CLAUDETTE CAMMACK CALHOUN THATS MY MOMA.
LOVE YOU SON 2/23/08
Angel/moma miss you December 17, 2007
How can I go on without your smiles, your love? You were my youngest son. You came to me for everything. I miss our talks, oh how I miss our talks. I remember the day I brought you home you looking up at me. The pain in my heart is so great without you here. I pray daily to God to get me through the hurt. I'm angry that could not save you that day at the beach. Your heart was so good. You saw good in everyone and just wanted to help.You'll never know the lives you touched my Rell I hear daily how many people miss you. I also hear how big a heart you had and how you helped others. Giving them your last. How did a Young Man of 17 have that big of heart? Son, I want you back with us so bad. I hope you know how much I loved and still Love you. Please watch over us show us how to live and love as you have loved. Be our angel to guide us through the pain. Never leave me. Let your spirit be our comfort. Their is no way I can say good-bye and I never will. But I will say Fly my Rell Touch All Those You Couldn't Touch! Love Those Who Didn't Show YOU Love! And Forgive Those Who Have Hurt YOU I. Pray you teach me how to do these things also. Please help me to not become bitter and to live in yours and Gods. image. Until we meet again, I Love and Miss You My Son. what dont kill you only make you stronger.
Angel/CLAUDETTE Picture December 17, 2007 Dear father God:
please watch over the children you loan me cover each one of them with your blood. thank you in the name of Jesus I pray amen
what don't kill you only make you stronger
angel picture December 17, 2007
Angel/MOMA I WILL NEVER SAY BYE December 17, 2007
Jarrelle not a day goes by that we don't think of you and expect you to come to see us because we miss you so much son. We miss you more each day and we love you now and forever. we miss your Beautiful smile...your kind voice...your laugh and those conversations that only the family can know. We was so blessed to had you as a son. We know we can not call you on the phone anymore but in our heart we talk to you everyday. A child bond is so strong that not even in death can it be broken. Life is forever changed by your absence...but we will forever hold you in our heart and remember you for the rest of our life. We miss you forever and we will hold all of your goodness in our heart.son you know how many people love and miss you.You are always in our heart and thoughts everyday from earth to Heaven. We know one thing that you are our Special son and Angel.
Love You son
moma
We will never say good-bye
Good-bye is just a word that we will never say
MOMA FADED ROSE December 16, 2007
08/01/1986------07/17/2004
FADED ROSE THAT DESCRIBE JARRELLE F- IS FOR THE LOVE HE HAVE FOR HIS FAMILY A -IS FOR RELL WAS ALLWAY THEIR TO HELP. D-IS FOR RELL NEVER ASK FOR A DIME TO HELPSOME ONE. E-IS FOR-THE-EVERLASTING LOVE YOUR FAMILY HAVE FOR YOU. D-IS FOR THE DRIVE YOU GAVE US. E-IS FOR THE ENERGY YOU BRING IN A ROOM. D-IS FOR MY DARLING SON. R-IS FOR YOU ARE SO RICH IN SPRITE. O-IS FOR SON YOU ALWAYS ON TIME. S-IS FOR SON YOU ALWAYS SRARED YOUR JOY. E-IS FOR-SON YOU HAVE ETERNAL LIFE.
FADED ROSE RELL MOMA LOVE SON.
12/16/07
CCALHOUN RELL December 3, 2007
RELL YOU MAY BE FAR AWAY BUT CLOSE TO OUR
HEART
RELL SON YOU TOOK THE MASTER HAND ALL ALONE. SON DID YOU LOOK BACK? RELL I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. RELL I, AM, PROUD OF YOU AND YOUR SISTERS AND BROTHER. WHAT DON'T KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER ? LOVE YOU SON MOMA 11/07
C CALHOUN TOMORROW November 23, 2007 TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS THIS IS A POEM WAS SENT TO ME FROM A FRIEND THAT SOUND LIKE SOMETHING RELL WOULD SAY TO US.
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me and I'm not here to see... If the sun should rise and find your eyes filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today... While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you... And each time you think of me, I know you'll miss me, too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand... That Jesus came and called my name and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready in heaven far above... And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart... For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.
We miss RELL
FAMILY
from a friend go Jarrell November 22, 2007
Go now, my son, the time for you,to go All tasks today are done. There are others waiting there for you, And songs yet to be sung. Go quietly, go softly, Leave all pain and fear behind. Today has left a part of you In our hearts, our souls, and minds. I’ll remember you, my dear one, As I lay down to sleep. I’ll remember that you made me smile, Although, it makes me weep. As you go to face your future, As you go to touch the sky Know that God makes all things possible, Angels never die. Go now, my child, the time has come. All worldly tasks are done. There are others waiting there for you, And songs yet to be sung.
CLAUDETTE MY SON SHOULD BE HERE October 27, 2007
JARRELLE SHOULD BE HERE WITH US.
HELLO SON I, AM, IN YOUR ROOM THAT'S WERE I, AM, MOST OF THE TIME WHEN I, AM, ALONE. RELL YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY HEAD. SON BECAUSE I DON'T. RELL I LOVE GOD I DO I ALSO BELIEVE HE DON'T BRING ME TO ANYTHING THAT HE DON'T BRING ME THROUGH IT. RELL SOME TIME I LOOK AT LIFE AND SAY ITS NOT FAIR. MY BABY BOY SHOULD BE HERE WITH ME AND OUR FAMILY RELL SHOULD BE IN COLLEGE WORKING AND BUY ALL KINDS OF OLD CARS FIX THEM UP WITH JOHN AND UNCLE VENSON. TELLING UNCLE MONI SOMEBODY IS NOT DOING THEIR JOB.MY RELL SHOULD BE HERE SO HE CAN TELL ANGEL COME ON I WILL LET YOU DRIVE MY NEW CAR. MY RELL TELLING ME MOMA YOU WORRY TO MUCH LILJOHN IS OK JUST GET HIM A CELLPHONE. NOBODY IN THIS WORLD DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS MY LITTLE MAN. TELLING KITA YOU BETTER STOP SPEEDING . TELLING LILJOHN ITS OK I GOT YOUR BACK.TELLING QUE I, AM, GOING PICK YOU UP SO YOU WANT HAVE TO GO TO CHEERING PRACTICE. RELL WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU.RELL YOU SHOULD BE HERE TO TAKE THE OLD FOLKS OUT TO WALMART. I KNOW THE GOOD LORD HAD OTHER PLANES FOR YOU .I KNOW AND SOME TIME I UNDERSTAND BUT I, AM, A SELFISH MOTHER SOMETIME. YOU SHOULD BE HERE TO PICK UP KAYJON UP ON FRIDAYS FROM SCHOOL AND TAKE HIM OUT. KAY WOULD HAVE LOVE THAT AND YOU WOULD HAVE TOO. THE GOOD LORD KNOWS BEST. A. P. SAY IT THE BEST OF US ALL YOU WAS THE MOTOR TO OUR FAMILY AND WE ALL MISS AND LOVE YOU BUT RELL I, AM, GOING TO BE STRONG FOR OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS UNTIL I LEAVE THIS WORLD. RELL I DO BELIEVE YOU ARE WITH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US. WHAT DON'T KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER.RELL YOU SHOULD BE HERE CALLING AUNT AMANDA EVERY TIME YOU GET A BREAK ASKING HER WHAT THE CHILDREN DOING (ARE THEY GETTING ON YOUR NERVES). TELLING AUNT WANDA I, AM, GOING TO TAKE YOU TO THE DOCTOR. TELL ANNETTE ITS GOING TO BE OK. TELLING UNCLE BILLY I STILL HAVE YOUR THREE DOLLARS. RELL WHERE IS THAT THREE DOLLARS? CALLING JACKIE WHEN SHE WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE.RELL WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU. RELL GIVE 101 PERCENT MAKE YOUR MOMA PROUDE . MY SWEET ANGEL.RELL I CAN HEAR YOU TELLING AUNT REE WE ARE GOING TO GET YOU A NEW CAR.RELL I LOVE AND MISS YOU SON.
LOVE YOU MAN
CLAUDETTE
WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE CLAUDETTE July 17, 2007 YOU STRONG
WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONG,
SON THATS A TRUE SAYING LORD ONLY KNOWES WHAT WE CAN BEAR
RELL LOSING YOU WAS THE WORST THING IN MY LIFE. RELL YOUR SISTERS AND BROTHER GIVE ME STRENGTH TO GO FORWARD TO MAKE ITTHROUGH ANOTHER DAY I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHEN PEOPLE WOULD SAY SMILING ON THE OUTSIDE BUT CRYING IN THE INSIDE. SON I KNOW THE MEANING ALL SO WELL RELL WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES SOMETIME I SEE YOU AND ALL OF US ON A PICNIC TABLE AND YOU TELL US WHAT TO DO. I ALWAYS SAY WE MUST BE IN HEAVEN BECAUSE RELL I AM THE MOMA I TELL YOU WHAT TO DO. RELL I HOPE THESE DREAM COME TRUE ONE DAY. RELL OUR LIFE IS GOOD BUT WE ALL JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH. RELL I HAVE TO BE STRONG FOR OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS THATS WHY I ALWAYS SAY WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER.
CLAUDETTE SON July 17, 2007
SON
RELL I MISS YOU SO MUCH , I WISH I COULD SEE YOU JUST ONE LAST TIME TOTELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. RELL NOT A DAY GO BY WHEN I DONT THINK OF YOU. SINCE YOU BEEN GONE MY WORLD HAVE BEEN RIPPED INTWO.I WILL CRY A MILLION TEAR BUT IT WANT BRING YOU BACK .NOW ALL MY MEMORIES ARE JUST PICTURES.RELL I AM SCARED THAT I WILL FORGET THE WAY YOU WALK.RELL I NEED YOU TO GUIDE ME WITH YOUR SHINING LIGHT.RELL ITS BEEN THREE LONG YEARS ITS SO HARD KNOWING THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE. RELL I AM MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE.RELL I ASK GOD TO GIVE ME A SIGN SO I CAN KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US SINCE YOU BEEN GONE
I FEEL SO INCOMPLETE RELL I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE AND MISS YOU. RELL GOD SHOW ME THE SIGN (LEAVE MY DOLLS )ALONE. LOVE YOU.
Godson TRELL Ilove you RELL July 10, 2007 Hey rell i miss you i was crying when you died, but you at went home to god we love you Rell and we hope you are happy were you are now.
Baby girl I LOVE YOU RELL July 10, 2007
HEY RELLwhat you doing Imiss you so much and the famliy do to . my brother is doing ok he is a good boy now he dont get in TO trouble no more cause he stay at grandma house and trell love you and trell miss you and i love you i was dream of you that day that you walk me home from school and i was cry ing i love you rell goodbye. lil Kyda i'm missin u like crazy..... April 12, 2007
o m god rell it time for me to walk cross that stage in 9 more weeks . o m g rell i am going to be so happy . i did it i am doing what u told me i stay in school i did not miss the bus this year wait hold up i did me n your crazy sista did the other day but rell i been doing so good so far that crazy cook ask how was the faMILY DOING , HAZY STILL TALKIN BOUT WHEN YALL WENT TO KD IN GOT ON THE ROLLCOASTER IN YOUR WERE JUSTIN CUSSING . WE LOL ABOUT THAT IN CLASS. MANE RELL I AM GOIGN TO BE HONST IT HARD GETTING OUT AUNT BERNI CAR IN THE MORNIN WITHOUT HEAR MUSIC WHEN U WALK UP TO THE DOOR. IT HARD NOT HEARIN U RUN UP THEM STAIRS IN SAY KIERRA IT HARD NOT HEARIN U N ANGEL NOT FUSS OVER MILK N THE MORNIN IT HARD I JUST SIT N ANGEL ROOM N BE READY TO CRY CAUSE I MISS HEARIN U . I MISS READY TO WALK OUT THE DOOR N HEAR U SAY HAVE A GOOD DAY AT SCHOOL. . N WHEN U I GET OFF THE BUS WE GOING TO RIDE THE BIKES THIS EVEN SO HURRY UP N DO UR HOMEWORK. I LOOK BACK EVERY MORNIN WAIT TO HEAR U SAY THAT. THEN I MISS U EVEN MORE WHEN I GET TO SCHOOL CAUSE I MISS WAIT FOR THE BELL TO RING N C U CARRYIN MS. PARKER STUFF TO HER ROOM . N U KNW WHAT WAS OUR BEST PART OF THE DAY LUNCH . WE USE TO HAVE FUN LAUGHIN AT OTHER PEOPLE WHILE WE LAUGHIN I TAKIN YOUR FFRIES . U FUSS AT OTHER PEOPLE AT THE TABLE THINKIN THAT THEY STOLE YOUR F FRIES. BUT RELL IT ALOT I CAN SAY BUT WHAT'S GOING TO REALLY GET ME WHEN IT TIME FOR ME TO WALK I GOING TO POINT IT TO THE SKY N SAY IT FOR U CUZ . I LOVE U ALWAYS I WILL NEVER FORGET U . U ARE ALWAYS N MY HEART.
I LOVE U RELL ,
CLAUDETTE MY SON April 10, 2007
RELL I MISS IN LOVE YOU
CLAUDETTE SOME PEOPLE WANT ME TO LET GO February 16, 2007
SOME PEOPLE SAY I SHOULD GIVE UP LET YOU GO. I AM SURE YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER.PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL PLEASE DONT TELL ME TO LET MY JARRELLE GO.YOU HAVE NOT LOST A CHILD . AGOOD CHILD.THE LORD HAD WORK FOR HIM TO DO. I DONT NEED TO HEAR THIS EACH DAY.I AM STRONG I HAVE TO BE GOD BLESS ME WITH THREE CHILDREN AND A NEICE THAT LOVE ME LIKE I AM HER MOTHER .JARELLE WAS ONLY SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD LIFE WAS JUST GETTING STARTED. HOW CAN I GIVEUP OR STOP LOVING OR WORRYING ABOUT MY LITTLE BOY (MAN).MY SON WAS A GOOD YOUNG MAN. STOOD UP FOR ME WHEN I COULD NOT SPEAKE FOR MYSELF. MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I WANT TO CRY. WHEN I THOUGHT NO HOPE HE GAVE ME STREGTH TO GO ON .THE PEOPLE SAY I SHOULD LET MY RELL GO. YOU KNOW MY SON RELL IS NOT GOING TO LET ME OR YOU FORGET HIM, THATS RELL WHEN YOU ALL ALONE JUST WATCH THINGS CHANGE. AS LONG AS GOD GIVE ME STRENTH IN MY BODY I AM GOING TO LOVE JARRELLE IN ALL MY LOVE ONES .MY HEART WILL ALWAYS HURT I WILL ALWAYS FEEL SOME PAIN. I WILL NEVER LET GO. CLAUDETTE MY RELL December 26, 2006
• J-IS FOR THE JOY YOU GAVE US. • A-IS FOR THE ALL THE ANSWERS YOU GAVE • R-IS FOR THE WAY YOU KEEP IT REAL. • R-IS FOR THE WRONG YOU MADE RIGHT IN OUR LIFE. • E-IS FOR THE EVERLASTING LOVE YOU GAVE US. • L-IS FOR THE GOOD LOOKS WE GAVE YOU. • L-IS FOR THE LAUGH WE SHARED. • E-IS FOR THE EMPTINESS WE FEEL.
A FRIEND OF THE GOD IS STILL ON THE THRONE December 17, 2006 FAMILY
ROBIN MILLER ~ I FEEL YOUR PAIN ~ November 25, 2006
TO THE ENTIRE CALHOUN FAMILY, I PRAY THAT GOD KEEP'S JARRELLE SAVE IN HIS ARMS. MAY GOD HELP YOU DURING THIS TRAGIC TIME OF LOSS. I HOPE & PRAY MY SON MICHAEL & YOUR SON JARRELLE ARE AT PEACE NOW & HAVE BECOME FRIENDS IN THAT PLACE SO FAR AWAY. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. ROBIN MILLER & FAMILY
CLAUDETTE MISS YOU SON November 19, 2006 I MISS YOU SON. GETTING READY FOR THE HOLIDAYS DONT SEEM LIKE NOTHING. I DONT THINK NOBODY IN OUR HOUSE EXCITED. ANGEL JUST WANT CLOTHES, LILJOHN WANT A GAME SOLD OUT. KITA NEVER SAY. BIG JOHN WANTS A TRUCK OR A BIG TV. I WANT NOTHING THATS POSSIABLE. I KNOW YOU WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS WITH THE GOOD LORD ON JESUS BIRTHDAY. RELL I HOPE YOU ARE SMILING DOWN ON US, I KNOW THATS THE ONLY THING THATSKEEPING ME GOING. LOVE AND MISS YOU SON. WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONG.
KAYJON UNCLE RELL November 17, 2006
I LOVE AND MISS YOU FOREVER
Angel I really miss talking to you November 17, 2006
I really miss talking to you face to face especially arguing with you. Well i'm going to write it down and tell you how I feel, and whats going on in the family. The family is falling a part thanksgiving we are not going to be together. We don't meet up on Fridays anymore. Only time we see each other on Fridays is if they order from the meat man. claudette MY BOY November 5, 2006
JARRELLE MY BABYBOY THE DAY YOU WENT TO GLORY A PIECE OF ME LEFT WITH YOU IT HURTS SO MUCH NOT TO SEE YOU.I HOPE YOU ARE SMILING.
KENYA Babygirl October 22, 2006
I love you rell.
MEL GUARDIAN ANGEL October 9, 2006
RELL YOU WILL BE MISSED AND LOVES ALWAYS BY EVERYONE YOU TOUCHED IN YOUR YOUNG LIFE, GOD ALLOWED YOUR PARENT TO BORROW YOU FOR A SHORT TIME BEFORE TAKING YOU BACK NOW YOU ARE THEIR GUARDIAN ANGEL. BLESS YOUR FAMILY AND TOUCH THEIR HEARTS TO RELIEVE THE PAIN AS ONLY GOD CAN DO THROUGH YOU RELL. LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALWAYS. MEL wanda with sympathy October 8, 2006
My thoughts are with you
JER. GOD IS LOVE October 8, 2006
MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU
Big Bro Brother October 7, 2006 To my baby brother
What are you doing up there
I hope you are having fun up there with our grandmoms
I know you big now
You know your nephews miss you alot
They started to act like you alot
You still need to give me my blessing
You know I love you alot in miss you alot
I need a blessing and you know how bad I need it
I know you looking out for us.
love your big brother
Kita "Your Big Sister" Missing You September 26, 2006
It's hard to talk yet write about my little brother. He was a loving person that could get along with anyone. He loved his family and would do anything to make sure we were happy. He loved seeing us together. He would plan cookouts at other people's homes and not tell the person about it until the family statrted showing up at their house. He was the only person that didn't have to bring anything to the cookouts.
I remember going to college and thinking that I would not be able to handle being away from my family, but my little brother made it easy. He called me almost everynight and made sure that I came home every weekend. He would even come down and stay with me at least once a year.
On the day, God took my litle brother I was filled with many emotions. At first I could not believe my eyes. I thought I was dreaming and things were not really happening. I was screaming but I couldn't here my own cries. I wanted to go and help my little brother, but I knew I didn't know how. Also, to see my aunt (confusing, his mother help raise me that's why I call him my brother) I just didn't know what to do.
After I found out the my Aunt was ok and that they still could't find Rell, I lost it. I was angry, confused and sad. I tried to be strong for my son, nephew, and little sister and brother. (Rell has a sister and brother) People around me we talking but all I could do was push them away and swear. I didn't know which way to go. I got through my rage once I got in touch with my family. But, that was only the beginning.
During everything I could only stay to myself and just keep quite. I am not a very emotional person and I really don't like showing my feeling. But, I was really hurting. Until, this day I have not stop thinking about my brother and the things we shared. I am often fighting with the throught that maybe I should have not been there. But, I know Rell wouldn't have had it no other way. He wanted those very close to his heart to see him off. I love him and miss him.
CLAUDETTE MY PRECIOUS SON September 23, 2006 RELL
MY PRECIOUS SON. YOU MY YOUNGEST SON AND PRECIOUS IN MY SIGHT. YOU ARE A GOOD SON I WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND CHERISH YOU.
Moma Did You Know September 23, 2006
Jarrelle you took the master hand. I know you had to go.I wish I could have taken that ride for you. I wish I could of saw the sign. Rell did you know? I wonder would you have told me? Maybe I should of saw the signs. Angel did your hair on Tuesday it look so pretty you remember i told you so. I remember you was sitting in your car. That Friday July 16, 2004 and you was sitting in your car thinking when you gave up on making sure everybody going to the beach. Rell did you know? Rell I miss you so so much nobody in this world will ever know. Sometimes I wonder did you ask god to take you and don't take my moma my brother, sister, nephew, and daddy needs her. Rell did you do that? Rell I hope you didn't because I need you too. My world is not complete. Rell I will always blame myself that you are not here with us I am your mother and I always told you I would go thorough hell for you but not to jail (haha) I could not save you from that water I tried but you know that you was already in the master arms. I am so sorry nobody else did nothing to save my little boy. Maybe that was the master plan not for to save you. Jarrelle now I can't touch or fell you anymore please be strong until God come for me. I know you are doing well now. Maybe the first week you was confuse but you are fine now Jarrelle I am your moma I am going to worry about you and your siblings until I can't thank or fell for myself. I am sure you looking good in your Angel outfit. I think you look good in white. Jarrelle sometimes I worry that you are down in the wet ground. I know you are not. Just the flesh. That's when the devil get in my head. Jarrelle Please do what you are told so you can get the best of everything. Like your big wings I miss you and always will. My sweet boy.
Memories all the gray you turned into colors... baby girl
hay rell this is baby girl. i miss u very much and i got put out of school because the girl wont to fright me over a fat boya so i can go back 2 mar and i am 15 now rell and i love u alot
claudette
FAMILY DO YOU WONDER
Have you ever wondered who hears your sighs and listens to your unspoken worries? I do Have you ever wondered who sees your tears and cries for you when life is disappointing? I do Have you ever wondered who feels your heartache or knows the pain you hold when your dreams fall through? I do I am a part of you and our lives, so joined together in spirit, we will always touch one another.
claudette
You will live forever in our memories and hearts. There is no way that anyone can ever replace such a loving person.you Just like a turtle you will live forever in every single person's life that you has touched from your sisters ,brother, grandmother, aunts and uncles,me your mother and father, naphews ,godchild and anyone else that ever came into contact with my Rell . Rest In Peace my little man. Mommy will be with you as soon as God calls for her.What dont kill you only make you stronger.
Love you son Rell
CLAUDETE
RELL ITS SNOWING IT HAVE NOT SNOW THIS MUCH IN FIVEYEARS . ANGEL SAID SHE MISS YOU AND JOHN SHE SAID YOU TAUGHT HER HOW TO MAKE A SNOW BALL. I DID NOT GO TO WORK TODAY I DONT LIKE DRIVING OUT IN THE SNOW. I WAS NOT TAUGHT THAT .
WHAT DONY KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER
Aunt Wanda
1) How lone i know-All his life 2)What he mean to me-He mean a lot to me @ kids it not a word i can said 3)THE FONDEST MEMORY when he brought me new hud cap for my car a put them on for me at burger king 4)Shit 5)I love rell just because the way he love hisfamily &friend 6)One word describe Rell- HELPFUL 7)My one coversation will be Rell can you go to the beach next week when i get paid . I LOVE YOU
kenya
1)how long did i know rell- all of my life
2)what did the crazy boy mean to me- a lots
3)what is the fondest memory you have of rell- my heart and my teddybear that my aunt give me of rell
4)are there any quotes or saying rell was fumous for saying to you- kenya come me and than he will say you want to go to the park
5)what did you love about rell- when he call me baby girl that what i like about him
6)in one word describe rell- he was a love person and a funney person
7)if you could have one more coveration with rell what would you' tell him- i will tell i always love him and i will always be his baby girl and tell him the whole is not right we dont be together no more like we always be and i love big couise
claudette
RELL THIS IS YOUR NEPHEW JONOTHAN JARRELLE CALHOUN 2/10/2009. RELL NOW YOU ARE BLESS WITH THREEE NEPHEW KAYJON DANIEL AND JONOTHAN.
CLAUDETTE
RELL
RELL YOUR PLACE YOU ALWAYS SIT AT WHEN WE ARE IN THE DINNING ROOM I HAVE A GOLD PLATE WITH ANGELS ON IT. I SIT IN YOUR SPACE MOST OF THE TIME I THANK OF YOU AND I START SMILING TO MYSELF. I ALWAYS BE WONDERING WHAT MY BABY WOULD BE DOING TODAY. RELL PUTTING A LOT OF SUGAR IN YOUR FOOD.CALL LILJOHN, KAREY AND KAYJON TELLING THEM COME ON TELLING KITA AND QUE THAT EVERY BODY WAITING FOR THEM BECAUSE YOU ARE READY TO EAT. RELL I MISS THAT. RELL WE HAD A NICE THANKSGIVING DINNER THIS YEAR BUT RELL NOTHING IS THE SAME. RELL KAYJON ATE WITH US THIS YEAR I WAS HAPPY ABOUT THAT .QUE HAVE BEEN EAT WITH US SINCE HE WAS BORN RELL YOU WILL BE SO PROUD OF THEM .SON AUNT REE DID NOT COME THIS YEAR. RELL WE ALL WISH YOU WAS HERE WITH US BUT WE KNOW YOU ARE WITH US.RELL I COOK EVERYBODYS FAVORIT I STILL OWE ANGEL A CAKE. RELL RELL I DONT WANT YOU TO FEEL BAD BUTT SON I RELIZE NO HOLIDAY OR BIRTHDAYS WOULD BE THE SAME FOR ME RELL MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME LOVE YOU SON.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2008
CLAUDETTE
LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. RELL I KNOW OUR FAMILY LOVE YOU AND NONE OF US THE SAME. WE ALL TALK ABOUT YOU ALOT. I KNOW YOU HEAR US.RELL I KNOW YOU BE SMILING. RELL THANKSGIVING WAS OK.RELL I AM SURE IT WILL GET BETTER . LOVE YOU SON.
WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONG claudette RELL January 2, 2009
CLAUDETTE
A Conversation between Jarrelle and Claudette Claudette Son I wish we had more time to share more birthdays and Christmas. I have in empty place in my heart. Rell I can not stare into your handsome face. There’s not a morning I don’t cry missing you. Jarrelle Moma I have seen you shed your tears I have watched you struggles throughout the years. Don’t you know I have always been there for Christmas and birthdays we did get to share? The good Lord sent me in many ways. When the alarm clock goes off or when your dolls fall. Momma in your heart you know this true. Claudette yes Rell I know it’s true I have felt you in many ways but I still feel cheated losing you at the age 17. That’s not wrong of me. Jarrelle Claudette Calhoun you are my momma whom I love and adore. I shall stand by your side forever. As you fight depression from taking your strength. My hands will hold you in place. All you need to do is think of that song and me the good lord place in your heart. Just as you count on your special three John, Kita, and Angel you can always close your eyes and think of me. I will come close and hold you. My sprit, my heart, my strength live on. Just as you mom I live on inside of you, smile, I love you. Claudette Rell I love you too son more then you love your blue car. Jarrelle I love you more. Aug. 10 2008 What Don’t Kill You Make You Stronger Love you son
CLAUDETTE
RELL I WONDER I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, RELL I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND OUR FAMILY. RELL DO YOU LOOK DOWN AT US AND WONDER WHAT HAPPEN TO US THAT DAY ON JULY/17/2004. RELL WHY I COULD NOT GET TO YOU? RELL I WONDER IF YOU KNOW I WANTED IT TO BE ME INSTEAD OF YOU. RELL I WONDER WHO YOU LOOK LIKE NOW. I WONDER ARE YOU FAT. RELL YOU KNOW THAT I MISS OUR DISAGREEMENT AND ALL OUR HAPPY TIMES. RELL I WONDER IF YOU KNOW THAT I THINK OF YOU EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY. RELL I PRAY AND HOPE THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE AND THAT YOU ARE SAFE. AND HAPPEN OUR FAMILY OUT IN HEAVEN. RELL I WONDER IF YOU KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. LOVE YOU MOMA
Momma
WHY NOT ASK ME
I HEAR IT AGAIN AND AGAIN PEOPLE ASK OTHER FRIENDS AND FAMILY HOW I BEEN. IT’S NOT HARD REALLY. JUST ASK ME PICK UP THE PHONE AND JUST CALL ME I HAVE HAD THE SAME PHONE NUMBERS FOR ALMOST TWENTY YEARS. I WILL TELL YOU. I MISS MY YOUNGEST SON SO MUCH I THINK ABOUT WHAT HE IS DOING? WHO HE LOOKS LIKE? IS HE HAPPY I AM A MOTHER FIRST THEN I START TO PRAY AND THEN THE GOOD LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY. I AM OK BECAUSE I KNOW RELL IS DOING WHAT THE LORD WANT HIM TO DO. I ALL SO BELIEVE HE IS TAKING CARE OF OUR FAMILY IN HEAVEN. PLEASE CALL ME AT ANY TIME I WILL TELL YOU THAT I AM TRULY BLESSED. I WAS BLESS WITH THREE GREAT CHILDREN AND ONE IS IN GLORY WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. AND TWO IS HERE ON EARTH AND I AM SO PROUD OF ALL OF THEN. I TRULY BELIEVE THAT ALL OF THEM KNOW THE GOOD LORD FOR THEM SELF. MY FAMILY LOVE AND PRAY FOR US TO BE STRONG EACH AND EVERY DAY. I AM DOING WELL SO PLEASE ASK ME I DON’T WANT MY FAMILY OR FRIEND TO GET THE STORY WRONG. ASK ME LOVE CLAUDETTE.
WHAT DON’T KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER SEPTEMBER 14 2008
big brother
CLAUDETTE
JARRELLE MOMA LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH RELL I CANT BELIVE OU ARE NOT HERE WITH US RELL I GET SAD EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT YOU. RELL I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME I KNOW WHERE THIS COMING FROM RELL THIS IS THE WEEK THAT YOU WENT TO GLORY THATS WHY I AM SO CRAZY. KITA WILL BE GETTING MARRIED ON SATURDAY . I AM SURE SHE WILL BE OK KITA LOVE THE LORD AND LAMONT SO I AM SURE SHE WILL BE OK. RELL I AM GOING TO BE STRONG FOR HER AND STILL THANK OF YOU RELL THEY WHAT DO KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER RELL I CAN LIFT A BOAT. RELL MY PRETTY BABY BOY LORD KNOWES I WMISS YOU SOOO MUCH. I WILL BE OK. RELL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RELL WHEN I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES I START TO SMILE I KNOW YOU ARE SAYING WHAT YOU LOOKING AT ME FOR. RELL I CANT STP SAYING I LOVE YOU SON.
calhoun We had our Easter egg a week after Easter. we had a nice time but Rell we all miss you.Rell I know you are in my heart. Rell I love you more then a fat girl love birthday cake.Rell kayjon look so much like you last week. He was growing his hair. ThankGod he wanted his hair cut .Dont get me wrong he look cute but his hairis not that good.Rell we made baskets. I took pictures Angel was going ito put them on my cumputer not yet. Rell I am sure you was looking good but very busy. Rell I am sure you had on white. love you son happy Easter.
CLAUDETTE
CLAUDETTE
Our family say it often enough...it is impossible to believe that such a bright, happy, positive and enthusiastic person is no longer here with us. For me it seems unreal every day that I pass by your bedroom door. Going inside your little room breaks my heart and seeing your all your cars and pictures that hurt me so much I can't do anything but cry. Baby I miss my little boy so much. You were my rock my confidant you and your siblings are my world. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wake up and hope that when I go down stairs to your bedroom you would be sleeping in your bed... I know you are not body here anymore, but I still cannot accept it...I pray that all this is a nightmare, but I realize that it is not that it is too Real for me to take. I miss you so much I feel like a wounded bird without a wing. I pray every day that you never forget us because I need you to be like you were here on earth...I love you baby I miss wrapping my arms around you and kissing you non stop. I pray you can forgive my tears, because I know you would not want any of us to cry. It is just that it is impossible to believe I can't see your face everyday except in pictures. I love you forever. My light my life my joy my world you and your sisters and brother will always be that way...pray for us and let God know that I love him and Jesus that I am glad he is protecting you. I adore you baby always, ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!
MOMA
Dear Rell, I have been saying my prayers since July 02,1970 . I will continue with the prayers till my time to leave this earth comes along. I will never forget that golden smile of yours . You are such a beautiful boy you have given me another reason to leave this world in peace when my time comes. You will be the first one that I will look up when I make it to heaven.Rell you have pushed my grandmoma and daddy to second and third place. Rell you will be my hero.Rell I realize that you are with the good lord.Rell I know our family in heaven watch over you. I wish that I could had taken your place, so that you could be here with our family.Son you will be forever in my mind and heart.
MOMA
S O WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU RELL
MOMA
My Loving Son Tears of pain just keep flowing like the pouring rain, you were only seventeen, only a young teen, No more 'I Love You’ No phone calls, God is this all true! No no more hugs, No more kisses , My Loving Son My broken heart will never mend Until I meet you again! I know you now have wings And your Halo is made of Gold... You are smiling and so happy A smart boy who was so bold Where you are in heaven there is no more pain I only hope your death will not be in vain Words cant express how much we miss you Only our heavy heart know the truth No goodbyes my son, wait there for me We will rest in Gods home eternally!
MOMA
CLAUDETT /MOMA Oh how my world Crashed down on me When you left my World Dreadful night and How my heart crashed and Burned when I realized That I will never
See MY baby ever again except For when I look At your pictures that
I have on the wall And how my world Crashed when I put Flowers on your grave
To let you know That I will never Ever stop loving you Or ever forget you in my heart & soul.
MY RELL
AUNT REE TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS PLEASE EMAIL THIS BACK TO ME I MAKE BOOKS FOR MY BOY EVERY YEAR SO I CAN READ IT WHEN I, AM. SO MAKE ME HAPPY. PLEASE ANSWER. THANKS
1. How did you know Rell and for how long? His Favorite Aunt. 2. What did that crazy boy mean/represent to you? My Car Boy. 3. What is the fondest memory you have of Rell? How Happy He Was. 4. Are there any quotes or sayings Rell was famous for saying to you? What the Hell 5. What did you love about Rell Everything 6? In one word, describe Rell ? Hellion 7. If you could have one more conversation with Rell, what would you' tell him? How much I love him.
FOR RELL/CLAUDETTE
A BROTHER Brothers can be so bossy And sometimes push. But they take good care of you Because you're someone that they love Rell knows that you love him You know he loves your too He's gone to be with Jesus And he's waiting there for you. You feel all alone sometime Since he had to go awayYou're sad and broken hearted And think sorrow's here to stay He didn't mean to make you cry And feel the way you do He's sorry that you're hurting He wants to comfort you Close your eyes and see himThink of all his funny ways. And all things he taught you. He's watching over you John,Kita,Angel,Kay,and Que He's in your heart for always.
love Jarrelle
CLAUDETTE/JOHN
RELL Jarrelle was a very fun and loving child since the day he was born. He was our life. He was always smiling and laughing and joking around. He was a joy to everyone he met and he will forever be remembered for that. He was such a loving person, he would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. And on July 17 Th., 2004 he was taken away from us in a tragic accident at the beach. The love of his life was his car and his family we will forever remember that day. Rell had a spirit unlike any other person you would meet. He was happy with his life, he worked hard and did the things that he needed to do while having fun. He will forever be greatly missed in this life.
CLAUDETTE
Merry Christmas
Hey son Just want to wish you a Merry Christmas. I had you on my mind all day. Today I had quite a few tears coming out of my eyes. It was hard today for me and Angel cause you would have been here with us for this occasion. I sure do miss you so very much. I miss you calling Angel at midnight and playing with your Christmas toys. I just miss you so very much. Holidays don't seem the same without you. All days don't seem the same without you. You meant a lot to all of us. You are a very special son and you will never be forgotten.Rell I did not put up our big tree I just use all of the small ones Rell I have face the faxs nothing will never be the same in our life but son dont blame your self the good lord had planes for you I just have to push my self more I know I have to live for your siblings and our family down here. I just did not have the love of christmas in my heart this year.son I hope and pray that you had a wonderful christmas .I told pops to look after my boy . All those grandparents you have up there I know they made it nice for you Rell I love you son and I wish you a Merry Chirstmas.
MOMA
RELL Rell I love you son and I miss you so much. It's been 3 years now since you went to Heaven and I miss you more every day. What I will give to see you one more time. To hug and kiss you and tell you again how much I love you. Rell just keep on watching for us son cause we'll be there just as soon as Jesus will let us. I'll love you forever Rell and miss you always. Love, Mama
shaketa
Jarrelle
I had the honor to know Rell for all of his short 17 years on this earth. Rell was and will always be my brother from another mother. He was my Rell and I was his Big Sis!
Rell and I had a lot of good times. Just seeing him sitting outside on his porch waiting for me to arrive in Richmond, to the time we sent bringing in the new years. To most Rell was shy and quiet, but when me, Rell, Angel, Aunt Claw, John, Karey, Kay, and Que, were together during new years, oh my goodness. It’s weird but one of my fondest memories of Rell was when I graduated from ODU. Rell was suppose to come to my graduation with Aunt Claw, but Aunt Claw took ill and was not able to come. When I was getting ready to graduate he called me and asked me for directions, because he had recently got his car and was going to drive down by himself. Although, I was touched by his desire to see his Big Sis graduate, I knew I couldn’t let him hit the road, by himself. Rell and I stayed on the phone for about 30min, which the whole time I was trying to convince him not to try to drive to see me graduate. That day I knew my brother was hurt, but I eased his pain because I got my Uncle Billy to call him when my name was called, so that he could hear.
Jarrelle, to me was what family should be. He was so caring, loving and would do anything for his family. Jarrelle had a heart of gold. Rell would not hurt a soul, but he was a protector.
It’s crazy because Rell always called you and after you answered the phone, the first thing he would say was, “What are you doing.”
There are no words that could describe what I love about Rell. He was my friend, my cousin, my brother and so much more. I loved the way he would make you feel special. He called me almost everyday, just to say hello and to see how I was doing. I also loved how he would go out of his way to get his family to be together.
If I had to use one word to describe Rell, I would have to say “Loving”.
If I could have one more conversation with Rell, I first cuss him out because he knew he was suppose to be here to help me move back to Richmond. But, really I would just let him know that he is one of my heroes and that I wish I was able to love so deep like he does. I would tell him that I love him and I wish he was here to celebrate John’s, Meka’s and my wedding. I would let him know that his spirit was embedded into Q and K because they are so much like him. I would ask him to continue to protect our family. Lastly, I would tell him that I love him. It’s crazy because although our family is so tight and we all know that we love each other, I don’t think we say it enough. I really regret not telling my brother, how much a love him.
Shaketa Cammack
VICKIE
1 ) my cousin
2)He meant alot to me because he knew how to keep the family together no matter what. 3) when he called you on the phone talking really fast and say everything in one breathe what u doing 4)iIloved everything about him the best thing was he was open,honest and out spoken and was never afraid to speak his mind 6) Honest 7) I will tell him that I love him alot and me and the kids are going to the beach. I have learned alot from this I know sometimes we take life for granted but we can be here one day and gone the next. Aunt Claudette I know that I don't say this often to my aunt and uncles but I Love each and everyone of yall and I know longer take life for granted.\ One of the fondest memory that I have of RELL is when he went to get his car he was so excited like a small child.
VICKIE
AMANDA
I TRULY KNEW RELL FOR ABOUT 4 YEARS, WHICH WAS ENTIRELY TO SHORT. I SAY THIS BECAUSE TO KNOW SOMEONE IS TO BE ABLE TO FEEL THEIR HURT, fears and the way they react when they're happy. Rell was like a link to me, because as long as the family was together he was happy. My fondest memories of Rell was the phone calls just checking up making sure everything was ok. My favorite quote from Rell was "What you doing?" I love Rell's shy way, but yet with his famiy it seem the Shyness just disappeared. In my conversations with Rell I tell him I know he's hurt with the way the family is dividing, I ask him about pop and wonder if Grandma Mo is living it up with King David. I tell him how my oldest grandson reminds me so much of him in the way he talks and carries himself, how he worry about the other children in the family if he thinks their about the wrong decision. And do you know he just raise his eyebrows and smile. I love him so much Claudette. Thank you for Lord for sharing him with the world. AUNT AMANDA
AP
HEY RELL U KNOW THE SAYING DAT MY MIDDLE CHILD IS THE THAT HAS THE BEST HEART AND THE MOST WONDERFUL PERSONAILLY AN BY KNOWING U ALL MY LIFE I CAN TELL U ARE MY BIG COUSIN RELL I MISS AN I LOVE U BRA. U WHERE SO CRAZY MANE U CAN MAKE THE FAMILY LAUGH ALL THE TIME. AND U COULD TALK FAST MANE I REMBER U USE TO CALL OUR HOUSE AND SAY WERE YOUR MOMA BOY I MISS THEM CALL MANE .YEA I WENT TO THE JM VS HIGHLAND SPRING GAME AN DATS MARIE IS A GOOD CHEERLEADER IM TRY TO GO TO MORE GAME TO SUPPORT HER.AN YOUR BABY GIRL DOING GOOD IN SHCOOL. AN CLIFF TRYING TO GET MARRIED NOW. RELL U HAVE A GREAT MOMA AND FAMILY THAT LOVE U . A AUNT WANDA STILL DEALING WITH MY MESS BUT FOR 2008 I GOING TO CHANGES A DO MY PART TO TAKE ACTION FOR MY SELF RELL WE LOVE U AN MISS U
CLAUDETTE
TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS PLEASE EMAIL THIS BACK TO ME I MAKE BOOKS FOR MY BOY EVERY YEAR SO I CAN READ IT WHEN I, AM. SAD IT MAKE ME HAPPY. READING THINGS ABOUT MY BOY. PLEASE ANSWER. THANKS LOVE YOU ALL.
1. How did you know Rell and for how long? The good Lord bless me with him for (17) wonderful years 2. What did that crazy boy mean/represent to you? he is my youngest son and one of my best friends 3. What is the fondest memory you have of Rell? so many things but I have to thank when I was sick my son is sort of shy but he fuss with those doctors and he got his respect and I did get the drugs I needed 4. Are there any quotes or sayings Rell was famous for saying to you? DON'T WORRY ITS GOING TO BE OK I WILL DO IT 5. What did you love about Rell everything Rell was my protector and he had so much love for every one he call family 6? In one word, describe Rell? my angel 7. If you could have one more conversation with Rell, what would you' tell him? son I love you and I wish it was me and not you I have live my life I was bless with three good children. I bet you would have been a good daddy. Rell I just miss you sooo much.
TAMEEKA BROWN Rell mean so much to me I was his cup cake and I still havea coversation with him all the time beacuse I know that he is watching over me and my family but I wish that I could see and talk to my son but you know what jr is going to be another rell and I wish that he will have the same attitude and the same sprit 2 help and do what he can for others we love you rell Merk and JR
MOMA
Jarrelle not a day goes by that we don't think of you and expect you to come to see us because we miss you so much son. We miss you more each day and we love you now and forever. we miss your Beautiful smile...your kind voice...your laugh and those conversations that only the family can know. We was so blessed to have had you as a son
We know we cannot call you on the phone anymore but in our heart we talk to you everyday. A child bond is so strong that not even in death can it be broken. Life is forever changed by your absence but we will forever hold you in our heart and remember you for the rest of our life. We miss you forever and we will hold all of your goodness in our heart.son you know how many people love and miss you.You are always in our heart and thoughts everyday from earth to Heaven. We know one thing that you are our Special son and Angel.
Love You son
moma
We will never say good-bye
Good-bye is just a word that we will never say .
WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER
RELL PARENTS
To our son -JARRELLE
We hope you know how truly proud we are of you and the man you had grown up to be. Rell you are a fine son you were and will always be. You were strong, generous, and always ready to jump in feet first to help others. You were capable of anything you set your mind to and there weren't too many things you wouldn't tackle. (Big Johntape records.) Jarrelle I had no idea how tall and strong and handsome you were I didn't seem to know it until I look at your pictures that you was a young man I always looked at you as little boy my little boy.,You were humble and sometimes shy, and always sensitive to the feelings of people around you. WHAT DON'T KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER? YOUR PARENTS LOVE YOU RELL
11/2007
MOMA
MY SON..
MY HANDSOME, SMART, TALENTED SON. SO MANY DREAMS UNFULFILLED.YOU BRIGHTEN MY DAY WITH YOUR WARM SWEET SMILE AND YOUR BAD WALK YOUR MOMA LOVE TO SEE.RELL MY HEART SHINE WHEN YOU WANTED TO TALK AND GO SHOPPING WITH ME AND YOUR SISTER. JARRELL THIS PART OF YOUR LIFE WAS NEVER DISCUSSED. IT WAS NOT WHAT WE HAD PLANNED.I REALIZE HOW IT'S TAKE ONE MOMMENT FOR OUR LIVES TO BE CHANGED FOREVER I REMEMBER ALL OUR RIDES AND TALKS AND OUR FUN TIMES TOGETHER,HOW IN ONE MOMENT OUR HOPES AND DREAMS FOR THE FUTURE CAN BE VANISH AWAYFROM A TRAGEDY LIKE THIS HAS CAUSED SO MUCH HEART ACHE ON OUR FAMILY AND LOVE ONES.BUT I SMILE WHEN I THINK ABOUTYOU ARE HEAVEN AND WALKING ROUND TELLING OUR LOVE ONES UP THEIR WHAT TO DO. RELL YOU ARE IN GODS CARE NOW AND I HAVE TO KNOW OUR GOD KNOWS WHATS BEST FOR US. PEGGY SAY YOU ARE FREE FROM THIS WORLD AND TRULY BLESSED TO BE IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD I THANK GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOU,JARRELLE AND YOUR BROTHER AND SISTER. FOR THAT LITTLE WHILE. WITH YOU. I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER .
WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER
. LOVE MOMA
2007
RELL RELL RELL RELL RELL RELL RELL E L 2004------2007 8/1/1986-7/17/04
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moma
JARRELLE YOUR MOMA IS SO PROUD OF YOU. .
Jarrelle K Calhoun what dont kill you only make you stronger
ccalhoun
JARRELLE K CALHOUN LOOK ! MEEKA AND RICHARD SON.HE IS SOO CUTE.
claudette I will celebrate your birth. I will celebrate my love for you and share my memories with whomever will listen to me. On the date of your death, I will silently pray for you as I always do, but I will not let this rule me. I will not think of the way you died, but the way you lived and the love that you brought me and our family. I will think of you every day and pray that God protects you as He did that day when you entered your next life. I will live my life without you, but I will have you in my heart. You are part of me as I am part of you. what don't kill you only make you stronger. HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY
MOMA LOVE YOU SON
CLAUDETTE
MY NEW ADDRESS
MY HOUSE IS SO BEAUTIFUL IT IS LOCATED ON AN ESTATE BEHIND THE PEARLY GATES. THE STREETS ARE PAVED WITH GOLD AND EVERY DAY IS LIKE SUNDAY. WHEN I GOT THERE I WALK AND TALK WITH THE MASTER I WAS WORRIED ABOUT MY FAMILY .THE MASTER TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY .YOU SEE THEY WILL BE ALL RIGHT. THERE IS PEACE IN HEAVEN, JOY HAPPINESS NO MORE CAR ACHE. HEAVEN IS SO SWEET. NO WHAT I CAN EAT AT THE MASTERS TABLE. I CAN TELL YOU MORE ABOUT MY NEW HOME, BUT INSTEAD, I, AM, TO PRAY THAT YOU GET MOVE YOURSELF someday. OH BEFORE I GO LET ME GIVE YOU MY ADDRESS THAT I HAVE HAD FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS AND FOUR MONTH'S;
JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN 17 SWEET YEARS ROAD GODS, HEAVEN 77777 PS MY MOMA TURN MY PHONE OFF BUT YOU CAN ALWAYS CALL ON GOD. IF YOU DON'T HAVE HIS NUMBER, PRAY. LOVE YOU. (JARRELLE CALHOUN)
CLAUDETTE CALHOUN 11/2007 WHAT DON'T KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER.
CLAUDETTE
FAMILY
ITS BEEN THREE YEAR FAMILY, I, AM, WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER I, AM, TRULY BLESS I MISS YOU ALL I DO WATCH OVER YOU ALL. I REALLY DO.
GRANDMOMA THE FIRST NIGHT YOU STAYED IN YOUR NEW APARTMENT I WATCH OVER YOU THAT NIGHT YOU SLEPT UNTIL 10:00AM GRANDMOMA YOU LOOK LIKE AN ANGEL SLEEPING.
MRS. WHITE NO I MEAN AUNT PEGGY WE ALL KNOW YOU HAVE a lot LOVE LET IT SHOW STOP PUSHING YOUR LOVE ONES AWAY WE ALL NEED YOUR LOVE AND ADVICE. STOP LOOSING YOUR KEYS.
UNCLE MONI- WHAT'S UP WITH HARTFIELD? ALL NEW FACES. I AM HAPPY YOU STANDING STRONG. THANKS FOR HELPING OUT THE FAMILY. HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY UNCLE MONI.
AUNT AMANDA - LOVE YOU GIRL KEEP THE FAITH I FEEL YOUR HUGS ITS OK. THIS IS YOUR TIME TO SHINE.
GODMOTHER- I, AM, FINE I, LEARN HOW TO RUN FASTER THEN THE NAKED EYE. YOU CANT SEE ME BUT I, AM, WITH YOU ALL THE TIME. KIM YOU HAVE A HANDSOME SON ALWAYS REMEMBER A SON LOVE HIS MOTHER ASK MY MOM. KELVIN YOU GAVE UP ON DOGS. KELVIN TROUBLE IS EASY TO GET IN TO BUT HARD TO GET OUT BE COOL. I HAVE YOUR BACK. THE WAR MAYBE OVER SOON. CORDELLE YOU LOVE PLAYING WITH MY PICTURES YOU COOL LIKE THAT.THE BRAIDS WE ARE GOING TO GET YOU SOME.
UNCLE BILLY I DO HEAR YOU TARZAN JUST TAKE BABY STEPS BE STRONG YOU HAVE a lot OF PEOPLE PRAYING FOR YOU. AUNT BERNADETTE THANKS FOR YOUR LITTLE NOTES I LIKE READING THEM. I LIKE YOUR TRUCK TARZAN WILL KEEP IT CLEAN. KYDA GO KYDA I HEARD YOUR SHUTOUT YOU DID IT THANKS FOR YOUR PRAISE YOU GIVE ME I LOVE YOU TOO. ROBERT WALK IT OUT SOME OF THE ANGELS SHOUT LIKE YOU DANCE. AUNT WANDA I, AM, OK I HAD TO CHANGE MY LANGUISH. I DID NOT HAVE ANY PROBLEM GETTING IN THE GATE. THANKS TO MY PARENTS AND FAMILY. CLIFTON CLIFF YOU ARE NAME AFTER OUR GRANDDADDY ? WHAT'S UP? THANKS FOR STANDING IN MY PLACE WITH MY BROTHER. CLIFF HE GOING TO NEED YOU TO KEEP HIM COOL. I HAVE ALL ATTENTION TO BE THERE. ANTHONY AP I LOVE YOU TOO I SEE ITS HARD BUT YOU MAKE SOME MISTAKES BUT YOU MAKE GOOD DECISION. AP YOU HAVE A GOOD HEART THE DEVIL WANT YOU. TELL HIM HE'S A LAIR. THANKS FOR PUTTING ME ON YOUR WEB SITE I LOVE IT. CUS I HAVE YOUR BACK. KENYA DON'T FORGET OUR TALKS YOU ARE A LEADER NOT A------.LOVE YOU BABY GIRL. KITA SISTER YOU STAY ON MY MINE (COLOR PURPLE) GET YOUR KEY. SOMEBODY IS VERY PROUD OF YOU. I WAS THERE WHEN THEY MADE THE DECISION ABOUT THE JOB. KITA YOU KNOW I, AM,SMARTER THEN YOU NOW. THE LAST ALWAYS COME FIRST YOU ARE BLESS DO WHAT YOU DO KEEP THE FAITH LOVE YOU. QUE NEPHEW YOU COOL ROCKED THEM BRAIDS I, AM, WITH YOU ALWAYS ITS OK YOU MISS ME. Q. DO I HAVE TO BE A DINOSAURS? LIL-JOHN BIG BROTHER ITS ROUGH BUT ITS FAIR THINGS WILL GET BETTER. JOHN I WILL BE THEIR I, AM,NOT GOING TO KNOCK ANY THING OVER I GOING TO BE THEIR SMILING AT OUR FAMILY.I AM HAPPY FOR YOU AND KAREY. KAREY- I WILL BE ON MY BEST BEHAVIOR. BE BLESS KAYJON YOU ARE GETTING BIG I, AM,SO PROUD YOU ARE SO SMART BAR SAY YOU ACT LIKE ME. KAY YOU CANT FOOL BAR BECAUSE YOUR DADDY AND I HAVE DONE IT ALL. ANGEL HEY A YOU GETTING OLD NOW I HAVE TO WIPE THE DUST OFF YOU. A YOU DOING YOUR THING I, AM, PROUD YOU MADE NATIONAL HONOR SOCIETY.(YOU THOUGHT I COULD NOT SPELL IT) I, AM SMART. A YOU WILL BE CHEERING. I AM HAPPY FOR YOU DON'T GET FAST. A ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT EVER YOU DO OR SAY AN ANGEL IS ALWAYS WATCHING OVER YOU. ANGEL IF YOU GET TO GROWN I WILL MAKE YOU FALL WHILE YOU CHEERING. A MY BRAIDS ARE SO LONG. I LOOK CUTE.SIS I GOT YOUR BACK. A DO YOUR THING LOVE YOU. GODSON I LOVE YOU STOP GETTING MAD YOU COOL LIKE YOUR GODDADDY I HEARD YOU TELLING YOUR BABY BROTHER ABOUT ME THAT WAS NICE TELL HIM WHATS UP. DANITA DON-DON I LOOK GOOD IN MY WHITE I WEAR WHITE MOST OF THE TIME. GRANDMA MOZELLE TOLD ME SHE USE TO SING TO YOU THAT'S WHY YOU HAVE A NICE VOICE.DANITA JUST BETWEEN US THEY PUT HER OUT OF THE CHOIR TOO. KELVIN LAST YEAR I TOLD YOU REED FOX WAS TRYING YO GET UP HERE I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM YET. I WILL KEEP YOU UP DATED. VICKIE I, AM,LOOKING DOWN ON YOU. LISTEN TO DJ DO THAT VOICE SOUND LIKE MINES? WHAT YOU ALWAYS SAY TO ME ?SHUT THE---- UP. DARNELL(DJ) SINCE YOU HAVE MY VOICE CAN YOU STILL SING THE ANGEL PUT ME AND SOME MORE OF OUR FAMILY MEMBERS OUT OF THE CHOIR. JATAY TAY I HAVE YOUR BACK KEEP MAKING MUSIC. ASISA AND JAMAHI I, AM,GOING TO PRAY THAT YOU BOTH GET YOUR OWN TEDDY BEAR. MARCUS THANKS FOR THE SHOUT IN YOUR MUSIC MY MOMMA WILL LOVE IT. SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT GOOD OF YOU. TONY YOU ALWAYS WORK HARD ON AND OFF THE COURT. KEEP STRIVING. TAMEEKA (CUPCAKE) THIS IS YOUR YEAR YOU HAVE BEEN BUSY AND ON THAT NOTE I HAVE BEEN TOO. BLESS YOU MEEK RICHARD WELCOME TO THE FAMILY KEEP MEEKA HAPPY WHATS UP. JR. MISTER, JR. YOU HAD MY CUPCAKE SCARED I, GOING TO TELL YOU WE ALL LOVE YOU. AUNT JACKIE YOU CAN STOP CRYING NOW.YOU ARE TO BLESS TO BE STRESS.YOU SAY IT NOW BELIEVE IT. BONE WHY YOU STOP MAKING GOOD MUSIC? I CAN STILL LISTEN. SMYRE I SEE YOU IN THAT BIG TRUCK I RIDE A WHITE-----WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW? KENNYBOO NO GLASS BREAKING ALLOW. AUNT REE YOU WILL MAKE THE HEAVEN CHOIR. I CANT BUT I DO USHER. UNCLE PERCEY I LEFT MY STACEY ADAMS AT THE GATE. UNCLE LEROY I, AM LOOK GOOD AND FILLING GOOD. I MISS YOU TOO. UNCLE HUCK I HAVE YOUR BACK WHAT'S UP. DIAMOND THANKS FOR THE SHUTOUTS. MY NAME ON YOUR ARM THAT'S COOL. LIL DIAMOND YOU LOVE SMILING AT ME . SHAY SERVING THE LORD WILL PAYOFF KEEP GIVING GOD THE PRAISE. MANESSA WHEN YOU DANCE YOU LOOK LIKE AN ANGEL WE HAVE UP HERE SO KEEP ON DOING YOUR THING. DESTINY YOU HAVE BEEN BLESS WITH SO MANY TALENTS. SYLVIA THANKS FOR ALLOWING MY COUSINS TO DO THEIR THING ALL FIVE OF THEM. GRANDDADDY ROBERT ALL OUR FAMILY IS OK UP HERE THANKS FOR LOOKING AFTER OUR FAMILY DOWN THEIR. GRANDMA LORAINE KEEP SMILING. AUNT REGINA AND FAMILY THANKS FOR THANKING OF ME. I AM BEING BLESS. UNCLE RAY EVERY DAY IS LIKE FIRE WORKS NEVER A DOLE MOMENT FAMILY I HAVE TO GO I HAVE A JOB TO. I THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE I FILL EVERYDAY. TO MY PARENTS I TRY TO CATCH YOUR TEARS ITS OK I UNDERSTAND I, AM, YOUR LITTLE BOY. I AM GOING TO BE WITH YOU BOTH UNTIL GOD CALL YOUR HOME. LOVE YOU DAD AND MOM. TOYA YOU DID IT NOW YOU WORKING AND HELPING OUR FAMILY YOU GO GIRL.
UNCLE VENSON YOU KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO SAY BEFORE I SAY IT. I TAKE THAT BACK YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE ANGEL JARRELLE IS GOING TO SAY.BLAME YOUR SISTER SHE IS GETTING OLDER. UNCLE VENSON YOU ARE IN ANGEL YOU JUST DONT HAVE YOUR WINGS JUST KEEP PRAYING AND TRUST IN OUR FATHER THINGS WILL TURN AROUND FOR YOU.VENSON YOU CARRY EVERY BODY BURDENS ALLOW OTHERS TO HELP YOU I CAN THINK OF TWENTY PEOPLE YOU CAN SHARE SOME OF YOUR BURDENS.YOU REMEBER THAT SAYING WHEN TWO OR THREE PRAYING ALL THE ANGELS ARE PRAYING TOO. LOVE YOU ALL UNCLE VENSON I MISS THE TIMES WHEN YOU AND MY DADDY WORK ON CARS. I STILL HELP YOU BOTH NOT WHEN YOUR MESS UP YOUR BE ON YOUR ON.MOMA AND DADDY YOU BOTH ARE THE BEST PARENTS I EVER HAD ON EARTH. LOVE YOU MOMA AND DADDY AND FAMILY. JARRELLE K CALHOUN 2007 (CLAUDETTE)
Alice
Today, I got a new view of your memorial site. Jarrelle you are my youngest nephew and the glue of that side of the family still. I will never forget or stop carring you in my heart. The other day while talking to your mother and watching animal planet I thought of how only you and I would be the one to appreciate the snakes. They are as we know deadly but pretty. Rell from time to time You cross my mind with a sweet memory. Continue your flight and gather your wings for the ancestors and God truely love you best.
CLAUDETTE
HELLO SON I CAME DOWN HERE TO LOOK UP SOMETHING ON THE COMPUTER. WELL YOU SEE WHAT I AM DOING. RELL THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. ANGEL IS DOING IT UP I AM PROUD OF HER. I AM PROUD OF YOU ALL. Q WILL BE GOING TO SCHOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR ARTHUR ASHE ELEMENTRY. KAYJON WILL BE IN THE SECOND GRADE HE WILL HAVE A NEW NAME THIS YEAR. LIL JOHN DID GET HIM A NEW CAR THIS WEEK.I TOLD YOUR DADDY THAT I WAS WORRIED ABOUT YOUR SISTER AND BROTHER. I CAUGHT ANGEL CRYING AND ANGEL IS A ROCK SHE IS VERY STRONG. LILJOHN WAS NOT CRAZY HAPPY LIKE HE ACT WHEN HE GET SOMETHING NEW.BIG JOHN SAY THEY MISS YOU. BECAUSE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AN ANGEL ALWAYS HAD YOU WITH HER.LIL JOHN LIKE WHEN YOU MAKE A FUSS OVER HIM AND YOU ALWAYS WASH AND KEEP HIS CAR CLEAN.I TOLD HIM I GUESS. RELL WATCH OUT FOR YOUR FAMILY I LOOOOVE YOU SON. I AM SURE THEY WILL BE OK. KYDA MISS YOU TOO. SHE IS GOING TO COLLEGE. CLAUDETTE
DEAR FATHER GOD
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR ALL MY TRIERS I KNOW THEY MADE ME STRONG. LORD JESUS I ACCEPTED YOU IN MY LIFE MANY MANY YEARS AGO. LORD WHEN I HEARD MY BABY HAD DROWN I WAS PRAYING TO YOU. MY GRANDMOMA ALWAYS TOLD ME NOT TO QUESTION YOU GOD, BUT I HAD TO THAT DAY 7/17/2004 WHY MY SON A CHILD THAT LOVE YOU THAT KNOW WHAT POWER YOU HAVE OVER HIS LIFE .A CHILD THAT KNOW YOU CANT DO NO WRONG. WHY MY SON LORD. A CHILD YOU BLESS WITH A FAMILY THAT ADORE HIM .WHY MY SON ? A CHILD WHO JUST FINISH HIGH SCHOOL HAD GOALS. WHY MY SON ? A YOUNG MAN THAT HAD A JOB NEVER MISS A DAY FROM WORK .. WHY MY SON ? A YOUNG MAN THAT I LOVE SO MUCH MY SON WHO HAD MY BACK . A SON WHO WILL PUT YOU IN YOUR PLACE IF HE NEED TO. SMILE BACK AT YOU TO LET YOU KNOW YOU WAS WRONG BUT HE STILL LOVE YOU. A SON WILL DRIVE YOU CRAZY ABOUT ANY BODY HE CARED ABOUT. A CHILD THAT NEVER HAD A FRIEND IF YOU WAS HIS FRIEND YOU WAS HIS FAMILY.FATHER GOD I DID ASK YOU THESE THIINGS
LYING IN THAT HOSPITAL BED WITH THAT OXYGEN .LORD YOU SAY HE IS OK. .FATHER GOD I TOOK YOU AT YOUR WORD AND I KEPT ON PRAYING.
I JUST WAS NOT SATISFIED WITH MYSELF. WHY NOT ME LORD NO ANSWER .RELL HAD HIS WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF HIM I HAVE LIVE MINES.I NEED ANSWERS I TALK TO BIG JOHN HE SAID IT WAS NOT OUR TIME. THE TRANSPORTER CAME TO PICK ME UP THE NEXT DAY I SAID WHY MY SON LOOK AT ALL THEM GUY ON DRUGS,KILLING AND RAPPING WOMEN WHY NOT THEM ? SHE SAID HONEY GOD DONT WANT NO JUNK. HE NEEDED YOUR SON. GOD I DO UNDERSTAND HE IS A GOOD PERSON I KNOW YOU LOAN HIM TO US FOR SEVENTEEN YEARS FATHER GOD I AM VERY HAPPY T HAT YOU LOAN HIM TO US. ,BUT IT STILL HURTS I FELL HIS LOVE BUT I DO MISS HIM EVERY BODY TELL ME HE IS IN MY HEART . THANKYOU GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO SHARE JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN FOR SEVEN TEEN WONDERFUL YEARS .HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART UNTIL YOU SEND FOR ME.AND THE NAME OF JESUS AMAN.
CLAUDETTE
SON I CANT BELIVE ITS BEEN THREE YEARS UMUMUMUM. JARRELLE YOU WAS MY LITTLE MAN. OUR BASEMENT FLOOD LAST MONTH. SOMETHINGS I HAD TO DO IF YOU WAS HERE I WOULD OF THOUGHT I WAS TO CUTE TO DO. RELL YOUR CUP CAKE GOT MARRIED AND HAVE A BABY BOY.AMANDA AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE FOR HER. KITA AND TOYA TOOK THEIRE WALK ACROSS STAGE, I STILL PRAYING FOR A,P AND KIM THEY WILL DO IT. RELL I AM MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE. YOU SISTER WILL BE CHEERING FOR YOUR SCHOOL THIS SEPTEMBER . HOLD ON TO YOUR WINGS YOU KNOW IT WAS COMING BUT IT WILL BE IN AUGUST OF 2007. YES JOHN AND KAREY THEY WILL BE MARRIED. RELL I CAN SEE YOU KNOW STANDING UP THEIR BESIDE YOUR BROTHER. RELL WE WAS PLAYING WITH WATER GUN IT WAS NOT THE SAME KAY JON PLAY LIKE YOU NEVER GIVE UP WANT TO WET EVERY BODY UP. RELL YOU ARE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND MY BABY BOY .THE TIME IS GETTING CLOSER FOR THE DAY THE ANGEL CAME AND TOOK YOU HOME. RELL WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER, SON I LOVE AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. I HOPE YOU DOING WHAT YOU DO, MAKE EVERYBODY YOU MEET FILL LOVE.
MOMMA SON,OH SON THIS WAS ONE OF THE WORST MONTHS FOR ME I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY I HATE GOING TO THE MALL. THIS MONTH WAS EASTER AND I COULD NOT SHAKE MY SADNEST AT ALL JARRELLE I START GETTING MAD ALL OVER AGAIN ABOUT LIFE. I WOULD CRY COMING HOME FROM WORK. SOMETIME I WILL JUST SMILE AT ANGEL AND HOPE SHE UNDERSTAND THAT I LOVE HER AND SO PROUD OF HER BUT I JUST MISS ALL THE THINGS WE ALL DID .EASTER WAS NICE GRANDMOMA HAD DINNER FOR EVERYBODY WE HAD A NICE TIME RELL IT WAS NOT THE SAME RELL WE DID NOT DYE EGGS FOR THE KIDS I WAS NOT MY SELF NO EASTER BASKETS. MY HEART WAS NOT HAPPY THIS YEAR. I WILL DO BETTER ..RELL I MISS AND LOVE YOU
CLAUDETTE
THE PAIN THE PAIN NEVER STOP AND . THE TEARS NEVER STOP YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY I LOVE YOU SON JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER.
Angel
Rell I can't believe it will be two years and eight months on Saturday. You know Grandma Elizabeth is going to be gone for 21 years. You remember when we joke with you saying that when she got a good look at you she pass away. But any way I really miss you and I will always love you I know you use to think I didn't love and thought I liked John more then you your two are equal. I pray for you both every night. But enough of that can’t believe it will be two years and eight months since I didn’t argue with you or go with you to pick up your check. Oh yea and being happy but sad on my birthday weekend. Will you know, that I can be happy on my birthday but two days later have to be sad but I know you wouldn’t want us to be sad you rather see us happy and having a cook outs. You know how you use to plane those cookouts . We don’t know where the food was come from but we have the house to have it at.
Angel
I can't believe it's been two years and three months. I really misS you Rell. Just think this would had been your second year in college. You've going to Reynolds then going to Heartfield. You miss out on going to the club on your eighteenth b- day. Also having your son and nameing it The Rell Calhoun, and naming your daughter Momma Mia Mia X Calhoun. But I hope that would have been your kids nickname. Que and Kay is just like you. Que gives name like you, you know those crazy names. Kay is lovable you know how we can't stay mad at you. They both have Imagination like you. They have good memories of you and they always talk about their Uncle Rell Rell. John and I are the same as you can see. Kita. she the same. Moma is too, and Dad. The family is doing better now. But I know you was going to shine down on the family and give us better days.
CLAUDETT CALHOUN A GIFT
ON AUGUST THE FIRST 1983 I WAS GIVEN A GIFT ON AUGUST THE FIRST 1986 I WAS GIVEN A GIFT.ON JULY 15, 1990 I WAS GIVEN A GIFT. A GIFT OF LOVE A GIFT OF HAPPINESS. ON JULY 17, 2004 ONE OF MY GIFTS WENT ON HOME WITH THE LORD.THIS GIFT NAME WAS JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN WE CALL HIM RELL SHORT FOR JARRELLE, MY GIFTS TAUGHT ME ABOUT SHARING AND NOT THINK OFJUST MYSELF BUT OTHERS.THEY TAUGHT ME WHAT LOVE WAS REALLY ABOUT..JARRELLE LEFT US TWO YEARS AGO BUT MY LOVE AND MEMORIES OF HIM AND HIS SMILE IS ALWAYS WITH ME. SOMETIMES IT HARD TO THINK ABOUT LIFE WITHOUT HIM I GO ON.BECAUSE I KNOW RELL WOULD WANT ME TO TAKE CARE OF HIS SISTERS AND BROTHER AND FAMILY THE PEOPLE HE LOVED THE MOST.JARRELLE WOULD WANT ME TO BE HAPPY AND I TRY BUT ON HOLIDAYS OR ON HIS BIRTHDAY IT IS HARD,IT IS SAD IT IS LONELY WITH OUT HIM. SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW HOW I LIVE WITH OUT HIM.GOD AND MY OTHER CHILDREN GIVE ME THE STRENGTH. GOD LET ME KNOW THAT RELL IS SAFE WITH HIM. MY HEART GROWS EVERY DAY WITH LOVE FOR YOU I TRY TO BE THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT ME TO BE . I AM YOUR MOTHER AND WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MOTHER,LOVE YOU SON .
MOMA
1/17/2007
CLAUDETTE
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I MISS YOU ALWAYS I ALWAYS ASK WHY YOU ? I ASK WHY NOT A BAD PERSON WHO GO OUT IN KILL PEOPLE OR HURT OTHER PEOPLE.I DID GET IN ANSWER OUR GOD DONT WANT ANY JUNK. MY BABY BOY I LOVE YOU. MOMA
MOMA
RELL
TODAY IS THANKSGIVING IT WAS NICE ALL YOUR SIBLING WAS HERE. AUNT REE CAME OVER . THE FOOD WAS GOOD. WE TALKED ABOUT YOU . WE LAUGH SO HARD ABOUT THE THINGS YOU WOULD DO WITH SUGAR. RELL YOU LOVE TO EAT SUGAR. THE LAST TURKEY AND HAM YOU BROUGHT US THE LAST TIME YOU BROUGHT HOME WAS THE BEST TURKEY AND HAM I EVER HAD BECAUSE MY LITTLE BOYS BROUGHT THANKSGIVING DINNER THAT YEAR, PROUD MOTHER. WE STAYED HOME THIS YEAR WE DID NOT GO OUT THE HOUSE, WE HAD TURKEY,HAM,SWEETPOTATO,GREENS,CORNPUDDEN,STRING BEANS,POTATO SALAD, MACARONI SALAD,STUFFING, MACARONI AND CHEESE,CAKESAND PIES. ANGEL MADE A CAKE IN IT DID NOT FALL..WE ALL ATE IN THE DINNING ROOM YOU ALWAYS LOVE SITTING IN THE DINNING FROM FOR THE HOLIDAYS.RELL WE MISS YOU SOO MUCH. WE WAS TALKING ABOUT CHRISTMAS KITA ASK ME WHAT DO I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS? DANIEL (Q) SAY BARR WANT UNCLE RELL TO COME BACK HOME HE IS WRIGHT. I KNOW ! THATS WHY GIFTS NOT IMPORTING TO ME ANY MORE. WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER.
MOMMA
MY HEART ACHES
I STILL CANT BELIEVE ALL THIS HAPPEND A SIMPLE DAY AT THE BEACH. WE HAVE BEEN GOING TO THAT BEACH FOR TEN YEARS OR MORE.THE 17TH OF JULY/2004. A FAMILY DAY AND LOSSES YOUR YOUNGEST SON. OUR FAMILY WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. THE CHAIN HAS BEEN BROKEN .EVERY MORNING IS HARD TO WAKE UP AND KNOWING YOU WANT BE HERE.
MISS YOU SON
MOMMA
RELL AS I SIT IN READ ALL THESE WONDERFUL THINGS PEOPLE SAY ABOUT YOU. RELL YOU WAS THE ENGINE TO OUR FAMILY. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. I WAS BLESS TO HAVE GOOD CHILDREN. ITS WAS EASY TO KEEP YOUR IN ORDER. RELL YOU ARE MY YOUNGEST SON AND THE HARDEST OF THEM ALL. IT'S SO NICE TO SEE YOU WAS IN STILL IS LOVE . RELL GOD BLESS YOU LOVE MOMMA . (WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER)
A P
TO MY COUSIN I JUST NEED A MONMENT TO SIT RIGHT HERE TO TELL U WHAT I BEEN DOING SINCE U WENT IN ENTERNAL LIFE. IT WAS THE HARDESS TWO YEAR IN MY LIFE FOR ME AND YOUR AUNT WANDA. IF U WAS HERE I WOULD OF BEEN CUSS OUT BY NOW. I CAN HERE U NOW AUNT WANDA TELL AP GET HIS ASS IN THE HOUSE .U NO U HAD A WAY WITH WORDS. IN THE LAST 2 YEARS I WAS THROWN OUT SHCOOL FOR GETTING IN SOMEONE ELSE BATTLE , TALKING BACK TO MY MOTHER, BREAKING ALL THE RULES. JUST SAY THAT I USE TO ALWAYS WANT TO BE JUST LIKE U I ALWAYS WONDER WHY BUT NOW I GETTING OLDER AND I REALIZE U HAD A LOT OF POSTIVE INFULENCE IN A LOT OF PEOPLE LIVE AND IT TOOK YOUR LIFE FOR PEOPLE TO EXPLAIN IT MORE I NO IN MY CASE IT DID U HELD THIS FAMLIY TOGETHER THROUGH THICK AND THIN YOU WHERE THE HEART OF THE FAMLIY. IF THE FAMLIY WAS A BIG CAR U WILL KNOWN YOUR PART IT WILL BE THE MOTOR CAUSE U CANT MOVE FORWARD WITH OUT IT AND U CANT MOVE BACKWARD WITH OUT IT EITHER AND THAT JUST SAYING WE CANT BRING U BACK BUT CAN SEE U WHEN WE GET THERE. RELL LISTEN TO THIS OR U PROBLY ALL READY NO U HAD TO BE WATCHING OVER ME I DID THE DUMBESS THING EVER LAST NIGHT I WAS DRIVING IN A STOLEN CAR AND GOT PULL AND THEY PUT ME IN HANDCUFF AND THEN THIS MORNING I WAS ARREST PUT THEY DROP THE CHARGES EVERONE SAY IT WAS THE BLESS OF AN ANGEL AND IM GLAD I GOT 5 AND THE YOUNGEST HELP ME I LOVE YOU FOR THAT AND TELL THEM I LOVE THEM TO THANK U AND DONT WORRIED RELL ME AND JON STILL MAKING SURE ANGEL DONT GET NO BOYFRIEND BUT I NO SHE BE LOOKING AT THEM AT SHCOOL SO THAT WHEN U COME IN. RELL I LOVE U MAN ALWAYS AP IM PRAY TONIGHT GOD BLESS U AND THE FAMILY
LaToya
Hey Rell dis yo Toya Boo I miss you a whole lot especially that crazy laugh. Rell highschool is almost over for me and all I could think about is when I didnt I have no one to take me to get my school supplies and i never thought to ask you then the next thing I knew you and Angel was outside blowing the horn and we went all the way to Ashland you made sure i had the best. Rell I wish you were here because us teens are running wild without you but I know you will keep us tight and make sure we are going in the right direction. I love you and I miss you. KENYA I miss you Rell, because you used to take me to the park all the time, spend time with me that noone else would. You remember on one special summer day me and you was walking home from summerschool you made sure I got home and I told you bye Rell and you said bye babygirl. Ap was really scared but I hope he understand i luv you and I miss you very much i wish you were still here with me to do those things again walk with me in body and not spirit. I can't wait till the day I get to see you again.
Angel
Rell I really miss you. I miss playing big cars with you. Playing with the sterring wheel and with the brake. When I kept on pushing the break thinking I'm driving. I miss siting in the cars that was broke espacially the thundebird we sit under the deck and act like we driving. We was saying we was going to walmart. I miss playing school with you. You use to be my teacher I was the only fourth grader knowing algebra. I also miss going to the park with you. We going get all the little kids, and you let me dive in the parking lot and you never let me drive your car. We taking John car telling him we going to pump up the pool and you took me to the parking lot to drive and never pump up the pool. You every morning making me listen to that song you know I couldn't stand. Now I got that song on my computer and I try to listen to it everyday. I listen Jay Z song featuring Beyonce just for the being part cause it said you ready B. You use to say that every morning. I miss you calling me saying "sista you stay on my mind." I got tied of all that stuff you was calling me. But I will love to hear you call me those names again.
MOMA
MY RELL
ALLL, MY JARRELLE YOU HAVE BEEN WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER FOR TWO YEARS AND FOUR MONTH'S.THE OLD FOLKS SAY TIME FLY WHEN YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD TIME,SO IF THAT'S TRUE YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME. I KNOW A DAY DONT GO BYE WITH OUT US MENTION YOUR NAME OR SOMETHING YOU DID , RELL I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. I AM SURE YOU LOVE ALL THE ATTENTION WHEN WE BE TALKING ABOUT YOU. SON I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOU ARE A PART OF ME. I STILL WISH YOU WAS HERE. SOME TIMES I GET MAD THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH ME FACE TO FACE AND I SAY ITS NOT FAIR MY SON WAS A GOOD BOY EVERYTHING YOU DID YOU DID FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR FAMILY. RELL I WISH LIFE WAS DIFFRENT MY LITTLE MAN. OK CLAUDETTE PICK YOURSELF UP. I HAVE TO BELIEVE YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE.GOD LOVE YOU AND ME. RELL FORGIVE ME SOME TIMES I FORGET AND START THINKING LIKE YOUR MOMMA SOME TIMES I AM NOT COOL(HA HA).I LOVE AND MISS YOU SON. WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER? SOOO TRUE.
bigmonther
Grand son I missing the time when we use to go to wal mart and you had that blue light in your car. And you have the light turn around and the car.The other cars was stopping for you to pass because they thought you was the police. I know God needed you. I love Grandson.You made me a happy grand mother.
JARRELLE /MOMA
SOMETHING RELL HAVE TO SAY TO MY FAMILY, SOMETHINGS I'D LIKE TO SAY THAT I ARRIVED OKAY. I' M WRITING FROM HEAVEN, I LIVE WITH OUR HEAVENLY FATHER NOW. THERES' S NO MORE TEARS OF SADNESS HERE .EVERYBODY IS FULL OF LOVE AND JOY. FAMILY DO NOT BE UNHAPPY JUST BECAUSE I'M OUT OF SIGHT ,REMEMBER THAT I'M WITH YOU EVERY MORNING,NOON AND NIGHT. THAT DAY AT THE BEACH I HAD TO LEAVE YOU MY LIFE ON EARTH WAS THROUGH THE LORD TOLD MY ANGEL GO IN GET MY SON,THE GOD LORD PICK ME UP AND HUGGED ME AND HE SAID WELCOME BACK HOME JARRELLE. I WAS WORRIED I ASK GOD ABOUT MY FAMILY. HE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID I WILL BE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY UNTIL THE END OF TIME.THE LORD GAVE ME A LIST OF THINGS TO DO. FIRST I HAD TO SEND HELP FOR MY MOTHER,SECOND I HAD TO KEEP MY DADDY STRONG,THIRD I HAD TO MAKE SURE MY BROTHER AND SISTERS WAS GOING TO STAND THE TEST. FOURTH THING WAS TO GIVE MY NAPHEWS A SPECAIL PERSON TO CARE FOR THEM AT THAT TIME IN THAT WAS KAREY SHE HAD THE HARDEST JOB ,BUT I THINK SHE DID GOOD.YOU SEE I WAS GIVEN A LISTOF THINGS TO DO AND I DID THEM.ON THE THINGS TO DO WAS TO WATCH AND CARE FOR MY ENTIRE FAMILY. WHEN YOU LIE IN YOUR BED AT NIGHT I'M WITH YOU ALWAYS .
LOVE RELL/MOMA
claudette
TODAY IS Q BIRTHDAY. YOU KNOW THAT MAKE ME THINK OF YOU MORE Q IS FIVE YEARS OLD. TIME FLY. RELL I WAS THANKING ABOUT THE TIME Q AND KAY WAS AT CHUCKIE CHESS AND ONE OF THEM WAS SCARED TO COME DOWN . UNCLE RELL WENT TO GET HIS NAPHEW. Q WILL HAVE HIS PARTY TODAY I NO YOU WILL BE THERE. RELL I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH. I CANT STOP THINK OF YOU . I WANT TO MAKE SURE WHO EVER WANT TO WRITE ON YOUR WEBSITE HAVE ENOUGH SPACE BUT I AM KEEPING THE BOOKS I WRITE MY POEM ALSO. SO I DONT MINE SHARING. RELL WE HAVE LOTS OF MEMORIES.LOVE YOU SON kayjon
my uncle rell
UNCLE RELL I MISS YOU I REMEMBER WHEN Q AND I HELP YOU WASH YOUR CAR.THEN YOU WILL GO AND WASH MY TRUCK. UNCLE RELL YOU WAS THE BEST UNCLE. I LOVE YOU
Smyre
Hey cous,
Miss you , and I will never forget you
Angel
Rell I really miss you. I miss arguing with you,and spending time with you everyother Friday going to the bank, and to best buy. I miss talking to you and you telling me if I was wrong or right. I really miss arguing with you about tweety bird and pooh bear and tweety bird is the best.
Aunt Jackie Rell, I Love you so much , I thought I will go crazy when I found out what had happen to you . Arlene talks about you all the time , kenny Boo acts as if you are just around the corner But each one of us have to deal with our pain in our own way. Boy you was and always will be truely loved. Miss you my Love.
moma
I THINK ABOUT YOU MORE AND MORE ITS BEEN TWO YEARS NOW ITS NOT A MINUTE I DONT THANK OF YOU. RELL OF MY THREE CHILDREN YOU WAS THE THE MUST LIKE ME. WE GET MAD WITH EACH OTHER BUT YOU ALWAYS COME AND SIT AROUND ME AND SAY YOU WAS WRONG . I TELL YOU I WANT WRONG NOTHING. YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FELL LIKE THAT NOBODY WAS MORE IMPORTANT THEN ME. RELL YOU MADE ONE OF MY DREAMES COME TRUE WHEN YOU WENT TO THE PROME I WAS SO HAPPY FOR YOU SON. OH AND WHEN YOU RECEIVE YOUR DIPLOMA A PROUD DAY. RELL YOU WAS DOING SO MANY GOOD THINGS THAT YEAR. IF I ONLY KNOW THAT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I RIDE WITH YOU I WOULD OF STOP OUR PLANES. I PRAYED FOR US RELL I DID .I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG WHEN YOU DIDIT COME IN THAT EMERGENCY ROOM TO FIND ME. RELL I WISH IT WAS ME INSTEAD OF YOU .I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE YOUR WAS JUST BEGINNING. YOU HAD YOUR NICE CAR ,A GIRL FRIEND AND WAS GETTING READY FOR COLLEGE.RELL WE HAD IT ALL PLANED YOU WAS WORKING AT HARTFIED. GOD HAD ANOTHER PLANE HE HAD WORK FOR YOU TO DO. I HAVE TO BELIVE THAT YOU ARE OK IF I THANK ANY THING ELSE I WILL GO CRAZY.
claudette CEMETERY
THE CEMETERY WHERE THE SUN SHINE SO BRITE LIES MY SON I LOVE SOO MUCH, HE WENT TO GLORY TWO YEARS AND THREE MONTHS.HIS RESTING PLACE I VISIT. PLACING HOLIDAYS DECORATIONS,CELL PHONES.TRUCKS,AND FLOWERS WITH LOVE. NO ONE KNOWES MYHEART ACHES WHEN I TURN TO LEAVE MY SON SHELL THERE. JARRELLE SMILE IS GONE FOR EVER AND HIS HANDS I CANT TOUCH. I HAVE SO MANY MEMORIER OF MY SON .I LOVE SO MUCH HIS MEMORY IS MY KEEPSAKE WITH WHICH I WILL NEVER PART. GOD YOU HAVE JARRELLE IN YOUR ARMS I HAVE HIM IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU SON. (WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONG.)
ANGEL/ KITA
WE MISS YOU
UNCLE MONTI
I HAVE SEVERAL MEMORIES OF RELL I LOVE HIM AND I MISS HIM VERY MUCH, BUT WE ALWAYS TALK ABOUT CAR'S HE WOULD ALWAYS ASKED UNCLE MONTI WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GET THAT CADILLAC BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT WAS THE TYPE OF CAR I ALWAY'S DROVE,BUT WHAT REALLY BOUGHT HIM AND I CLOSER WAS WHEN HE STARTED WORKING AT HEARTFIEALDS HE MADE ME SO PROUD BECAUSE HE LISTEN TOO ME I WOULD SAY RELL DONT DO THAT OR RELL YOU CAN SAY THIS ALL OF THE RESIDENT'S LOVE HIM BECAUSE OF HIS PERSONALITY WHEN SOMEONE HAD A PROBLEM IN THE KITCHEN WITH HIM THEY WOULD COME AND TELL ME WHICH WAS THE BEST WAY TO HANDLE IT I MISS HIM BUT I DONT THINK I TOLD HIM ENOUGH HOW PROUD OF HIM I WAS OR HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM,BUT I THINK HE NEW BECAUSE I NEVER FUSSED AT HIM.
MOMA
RELL
KAYJON REMIND ME OF YOU. I NEVER KNOW WHAT HE MIGHT SAY. HE BRAKES MY INKPENS AND EARRINGS JUST LIKE YOU WOULD DO.TALK FAST LIKE YOU. OH YES THAT SMART MOUTH. (HAVE TO BE WRIGHT.) SOMETHINGS KAYJON DO OR SAY A SURE ME THAT GOD LOVE ME AND HE DONT MAKE NO MISTAKES.IT ALL COME BACK AGAIN. THE TIMES WE SPENTTOGETHER ALL THE YARD SALES WE WENT TO.RELL I MISS YOU
Kita
There are three things that I remember the most:
1. When we went to the beach that day and you and Angel called me and told me that you were lost. I started putting on my clothes so that I could come and look for you two and when I started up the hill to my car, you both were walking towards me laughing.
2. I remember also when you came to stay with me in Chesapeake the day after I think Thanksgiving so that you could watch Que while I went to work. That night I thought you were joking when you told me I would have to sleep on the couch because you wanted to sleep in the bed. I can't believe you actually took my bed and put me on the couch.
3. I will always remember you waiting for me on the porch each and every time I came home. You would call me every 20 minute to see where I was. I remember telling you that I hadn't left yet and that I will be there in a hour. I would actually be around the corner and when I got to the house you would be on the porch with a big smile.
JOHN (DADDY)
I REMEMBER YOU AND I WORKING ON CAR .WHEN YOU AND I WENT TO THE JUNK YARD.AND YOU LOVE KEYS. RELL YOU COULD FIX ANY THING BUT YOU BROKE THEM SO YOU CAN FIX THEM .LOVE AND MISS YOU RELL.
CLAUDETTE RELL ALL I HAVE IS MEMORIES.I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WAS BORN YOU WAS SOSO HANSOME.THICK HEAD OF HAIR NICE SKINE TONE .I REMEMBER YOU WAS SO EASY GOING.RELL YOU LOVE TO DRIVE AT THE AGE OF FOUR. I CAN GO ON FOREVER. ITS SAD TO SAY I NEVER THOUGHT OF YOU AS A YOUNG MAN UNTIL YOU WAS TAKING ME TO THE DOCTOR. AND YOU WAS TALKING BACK TO THE DOCTOR ASKING HIM QUESTION ABOUT ME.I WAS PROUD. MY BABBY BOY I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.
KAYJON
UNCLE RELL I REMEMBER WHEN YOU TOOK US TO THE PARK.WE HAD A LOT OF FUN.MISS YOU. Life Story every hour, every thought, every smile... July 24, 2004
THE HOME GOING CELEBRATION
JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN
AUGUST 1,1986--JULY, 2004
JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN 17. IS THE YOUNGEST SON OF JONOTHAN AND CLAUDETTE CALHOUN SR.ONE BROTHER JONOTHAN KENT CALHOUN JR. TWO SISTERS ANGEL MARIE CALHOUN AND SHAKETA CHRISTINA CAMMACK:GRAND PARENTS MR AND MRS. LEWIS FARMER, MR AND MRS ROBERT PATTON :ONE GREAT GRANDMOTHER. MRS. LILA MAE PATTON; GOD-MOTHER. MS ANNETTE FARMER.FOUR GREAT AUNTS. MS.MARGRET WHITE, MRS. ROSA LEE CHATHAM, MRS RUBY KIDD; AND JULIA MANNING:TWO GREAT UNCLES OLIVER CAMMACK AND LINWOOD MANNING
FOURTEEN AUNT AND SEVEN UNCLES.TWO NAPHEWS KAYJON PRINCE FLEMING AND DANIEL Q CAMMACK; ONE GOD SON LATRELL KNIGHT. FIFTY COUSIN; AND ONE DEVOTED COUSIN TAMEKA MOSS AND VANESSA JONES A GOOD FRIEND.
MY JARRELLE HAD A LOT OF JOY AND HE LOVED HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS. HE HAD A SPECIAL GIFT OF BRINGING HIS FAMILY TOGETHER AND WATCHING THEM JUST ENJOYING ONE ANOTHER.SO MANY PEOPLE WILL FOREVER MISS JARRELLE; HE HAS TOUCHES SO MANY LIVES IN SUCH A SPECIAL WAY.REMEMBER HIM AND FOLLOW HIS PATH IN LOVING AND RECEIVEING LOVE FOR JARRELLE KNEW THE LORD AND THROUGH HIS KNOWLEDGE AND FAITH IN THE LORD HE MADE HIS JOURNEY HOME. MY LITTLE MAN MOMA WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. MY MR. FIXIT, WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER. LOVE YOU SON
July 25, 2004
Passed away on July 17, 2004 at the age of 17 .
JARRELLE MY BABY BOY THE DAY YOU YOU WENT TO GLORY A PIECE OF ME LEFT WITH YOU IT HURTS SO MUCH NOT TO SEE YOU, I IHOPE AND PRAY YOU ARE SMILING.
July 17, 2005
Born in Virginia RICHMOND VA on August 1, 1986 .
JARRELLE YOU WENT ON TO HEAVEN DIDT HAVE ANY REGRETS, LOVED EVERYBODY AND HAD SO MUCH RESPECT.I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. I BELIVE YOU ARE DOING YOUR THING IN HEAVEN. I KNOW ALL YOUR FAMILY UP THEIR IS PROUD OF YOU. I AM SURE MOZELLE IS TELLING YOU WHAT TO DO. MS ELIZABETH IS JUST SO PROUD. MRS ALICE IS ALLOWING YOU TO DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO IN HER EYES YOU LOOKING LIKE YOUR DADDY IN HE NEVER DID ANY THING WRONG IN HER EYES. RELL I KNOW YOU HAVE ALOT OF FAMILY MEMBERS UP THEIR I WAS JUST THINKING OF YOUR GRANDMOTHERS .JARRELLE YOU HAVE DONE MORE THEN YOU COULD I KNOW YOU LOVE US AND WE LOOVE YOU. I HATE THAT YOU HAD TO GO,I BET YOU ARE IN GLORY.RELL YOU WAS SCARED AT FIRST I HAVE TO BELIVE THE GOOD LORD PICK YOU UP AND SAID WELCOME HOME JARRELLE YOUR FAMILY WILL BE OK JARRELLE BUT YOU HAVE WORK TO DO NOW! I BELIVE YOU SAVE MY LIFE.RELL I ALWAYS WILL WISH IT WOULD OF BEEN ME INSTEAD OF YOU SON. YOU WOULD OF TOOK CARE OF OUR FAMILY. LOVE YOU BOY .
August 1, 2006
HAPPY 2OTH BIRTHDAY SON
JARRELLE ON YOUR 20TH BIRTHAY I AM SURE THE ANGEL IN HEAVEN GAVE YOU A WONDERFUL PARTY SO ALL YOUR FAMILY YOU HAVE HERE WE TOOK LIL JOHN OUT TO DINNER AND WE ALL SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITS NOT THE SAME I ALWAYS SAY YOU WAS THE THE GLUE THAT KEPT THE FAMILY TOGETHER.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY
RELL
October 8, 2006
JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN
SWEET17
GOD I KNOW YOU GAVE YOUR SON, TO GIVE US LIFE WITH YOU BUT FATHER GOD I DIDNT WANT MY LITTLE MAN TO LEAVE CAUSE HE WAS THE GLUE THAT KEPTOUR FAMILY TOGETHER, HE WAS PRECIOUS TOO.I KNOW WE ALL ARE PRECIOUS IN YOUR EYES AND ALL TO YOU WE WILL RETURN. I HAVE EXCEPTED THAT RELLE WILL NOT COME BACK AND I STILL HAVE MUCH TO LEARN. MY PRECIOUS RELL IS WITH YOU AND THERE WILL BE A DAY I TOO WILL LEAVE THIS EARTHLY PLACE AND RELL WILL LIGHT MY WAY. I KNOW YOUR ARMS WILL BE OPEN AND I WILL HAVE A SMILE TO SEE MY FATHER GOD AND MYGRAND MOTHER,DADDY,POPS, IRIS,MS ELIZABETH,MRS ALICE ALL OF MY LOVEONESWHO GONE ON TO GLORYAND MY PRECIOUS SON JARRELLE.
October 17, 2006
MY HEART ACHES
I STILL CANT BELIEVE ALL THIS HAPPEND A SIMPLE DAY AT THE BEACH. WE HAVE BEEN GOING TO THAT BEACH FOR TEN YEARS OR MORE.THE 17TH OF JULY/2004. A FAMILY DAY AND LOSSES YOUR YOUNGEST SON. OUR FAMILY WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. THE CHAIN HAS BEEN BROKEN .EVERY MORNING IS HARD TO WAKE UP AND KNOWING YOU WANT BE HERE.
MISS YOU SON
October 30, 2006
I LOVE THE AP STORY .
THE MOTOR (ENGINE) RELL I HAVE TO SAY THATS ONE SMART YOUNG MAN. RELL EVERYBODY KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR FAMILY SOO MUCH. I NEVER THOUHGT A BOUT YOU BEEN IN ENGINE. I ALWAYS SAY THE BOSS AUNT REE WOULD SAY YOU GET THAT FROM ME. I HEAR A LOT OF PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT YOU HOW YOU ARE OR WAS I ALWAYS LAUGH . I DONT KNOW AM I JUST GLADE TO HEAR YOUR NAME AND YOU NOT FOR GOTTEN OR I KNOW YOU DID SOMETHING CRAZY. I LOVE IN MISS YOU SON . WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER(SOO TRUE)
November 2, 2006
UNCLE VENSON WORDS
UNCLE VENSON TOLD ME MY LIFE WANT EVER BE THE SAME. HE SAID RELL PLAYED A BIG ROLE IN OUR LIFE,UNCLE VENSON NEVER LIED TO ME. I CAN LAUGHN TODAY SOMETHING I COULD NOT DO A YEAR AGO. I ALWAYS WILL HAVE SADNESS,VENSON SAYS I WILL LIVE MY SADNESS UNTIL THE DAY THAT I DIE AND I AM WITH JARRELLE AGAIN.
January 1, 2008
RELL Rell I love you son and I miss you so much. It's been 3 years now since you went to Heaven and I miss you more every day. What I will give to see you one more time. To hug and kiss you and tell you again how much I love you. Rell just keep on watching for us son cause we'll be there just as soon as Jesus will let us. I'll love you forever Rell and miss you always. Love, Mama
January 1, 2008
Dear Rell, I have been saying my prayers since July 02,1968 . I will continue with the prayers till my time to leave this earth comes along. I will never forget that golden smile of yours . You are such a beautiful boy you have given me another reason to leave this world in peace when my time comes. You will be the first one that I will look up when I make it to heaven.Rell you have pushed my grandmoma and daddy to second and third place. Rell you will be my hero.Rell I realize that you are with the good lord.Rell I know our family in heaven watch over you. I wish that I could had taken your place, so that you could be here with our family.Son you will be forever in my mind and heart.
February 17, 2008
MY LOVE MY YOUNGEST SON RELL MOMA LOVE YOU AND YOUR SIBLING SO MUCH.I TOLD ANGEL I MISS YOU. I ALWAYS WONDER WHAT IF. I KNOW ITS CRAZY RELL ITS BEEN ALMOST FOUR YEARS OH GOD HELP ME. RELL I AM BEING STRONG BECAUSE I NEED TO BE RELL I WISH IT WAS ME I SEE YOUNG GUY AND I SAY WHY MY BOY OR WHAT WOULD RELL DO IN THIS SITUATATION. RELL I AM SO SORRY BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE SEE WHAT I AM DOING NOW. RELL I WILL BE OK AND A FEW MINUTES I PROMISE. RELL PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I GO THROUGH BUT I HAVE TO THANK ABOUT WHAT YOUR DADDY GO THROUGH. I HAVE TO THANK WHAT LIJOHN GOING THROUGH. WHAT ANGEL GO THROUGH WHAT KITA AND OUR ENTIRE FAMILY GOING THROUGH. RELL YOU ARE ONE OF MY BEST FRIEND AND I MISS OUR TALKS AND OUR WALKS . ANOTHER MONTH HAVE CAME RELL I DO UNDER STAND I WANT BE WITH YOU UNTIL I GET TO HEAVEN. RELL I TRY TO LIVE RIGHT AND I PRAY THAT YOUR SIBLING TO DO LIKE WISE .RELL I WILL BE OK .TODAY MY BABY BOY . WHAT DON'T KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER. LOVE
YOU SON
July 22, 2008
MY SON BEEN GONE FOR TWO YEARS
RELL WE ALL MISS IN LOVE YOU . I TELL YOU WHAT DONT KILL YOU ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER. THAT IS SO TRUE. RELL WE HAD A BLESS MEMORIES SERVICE FOR YOU.WE ALL WAS CRYING. GRANDMOMA PREACH. EVERYBODY WAS DOING SOMETHING TO MAKE YOUR PROGRAME WONDEFUL.LOVE YOU SON.
A GIFT
ON AUGUST THE FIRST 1983 I WAS GIVEN A GIFT ON AUGUST THE FIRST 1986 I WAS GIVEN A GIFT. ON JULY 15TH 1990 I WAS GIVEN A GIFT OF LOVE A GIFT OF HAPPINESS. ON JULY 17TH 2004 ONE OF MY GIFTS WAS TAKEN FROM ME THIS GIFT NAME WAS JARRELLE KALVIN CALHOUN WE CALL HIM RELL SHORT FOR JARELLE, MY GIFTS TAUGHT ME ABOUT SHARING AND NOT THINKING OF JUST MYSELF BUT OTHERS. THEY TAUGHT ME WHAT LOVE WAS REALLY ABOUT. JARRELLE LEFT US TWO YEARS AGO BUT MY LOVE AND MEMORIES OF HIM AND HIS SMILE IS AWAYS WITH ME. SOME TIMES ITS HARD TO THINK ABOUT LIFE WITHOUT HIM BUT I GO ON I GO ON BECAUSE I KNOW RELL WOULD WANT ME TO TAKE CARE OF HIS SIBLING AND FAMILY THE PEOPLE HE LOVE MOST,RELL WANT ME TO BE HAPPY AND I TRY BUT ON HOLIDAYS OR ON HIS BIRTHDAY IT IS VERY HARD,IT IS SAD IT IS LONELY WITH OUT HIM,SOMETIME I DONT KNOW HOW I DID IT LIVING WITH OUT RELL BUT GOD AND MY OTHER CHILDREN GIVE ME STRENGTH.GOD YOU LET ME KNOW RELL IS SAFE WITH YOU.MY HEART GROWS EVERY DAY WITH LOVE FOR YOU. RELL I TRY TO BE THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT ME TO BE I AM YOUR MOTHER AND WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MOTHER.
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