Gerry Roche "A Memoir"
A Survivor’s Story: a memoir of a life lived in the shadow of a youthful brush with psychiatry by Gerry Roche And the end of all our exploring Will be to arrive where we started And know the place for the first time. TS Eliot: Four Quartets Contents Introduction 4 Chapter 1 : Ground Zero 7 1971: Lecturing, Depression, Drinking, John of Gods, … Chapter 2 : Zero minus one 21 1945-71: Childhood, School, University … Chapter 3 : Zero’s aftermath: destination ‘cold turkey’ 41 1971-81: MSc., Lecturing, Sculpting, Medication-free, Building Restoration, …… Chapter 4 : After ‘cold turkey’: the cake 68 1981-92: Tibet, India, Log Cabin Building, … Chapter 5 : And then the icing on the cake 105 1992-96: China, Karakoram, more Building, Ethiopia, ... Chapter 6 : And then the cognac … (and the bitter 150 lemon) 1996-2012: MPhil, Iran, Japan, PhD, more Building, Syria ... (and prostate cancer) … Chapter 7 : A Coda 201 2012-15: award of PhD … Armenia, Korea, … Postscript : Stigma: an inerasable, unexpungeable, 215 indestructible, indelible stain. Appendix: : Medical interventions on the grounds of 226 ‘best interests’ Endnotes 233 2 I wish to dedicate this memoir to my sons Philip and Peter and to their mother (and my-ex-wife) Mette, with love and thanks. I wish to give a special word of thanks to Ms. Maureen Cronin, Mr. Brian McDonnell, Mr. Charles O’Brien and Ms. Jill Breivik who assisted me in editing this memoir. 3 Introduction A cure is not overcoming anything, a cure is learning to live with what your are, and with what the past has made you, with what you've made of yourself with your own past .1 The story that I tell is of a journey, or perhaps more of an enforced wandering or a detour occasioned by what, at the time, seemed as inconsequential as the taking of a short break.
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