lfNCHA..INED MEMORIES

Story and Artwork

by Nicole Comtet

Although complete in itself, Unchained Memories fonus the final part of the Spock/T'Kahalin trilogy.

In Return to the Source, Spock, delivering secret infonnation to Vulcan, is captured and interrogated by Romulan agents. He is only saved by his mental links with Kirk and Sarek. His meeting with. the musician TKahalin speeds his recovery.

In Blowback, Kirk, Spock and McCoy are taking leave on Vulcan. T'Pring, tired of her life with Stonn, seeks revenge by trapping Spock into a traditional duel with him. T'Kahalin persuades T'Pau to intervene.

Now, in Unchained Memories, Vulcan must decide between the teaching of Surak and the traditional ways. TPring makes one final bid for revenge, and the relationship between Spock and T'Kahalin is decided.

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CHAPTER 1 The pleasant sound of ice cubes clinking in glasses made them look round "I don't know about you, Jim," and there, in a swirl of lavender silks, remarked Dr McCoy, "but 1 can't begin to came the lady of the hOllse carrying a realise that it's only been a week since we laden tray. arrived." "Please, stay where you are," Amanda "OnlY a week? Mmmm .. so much has said as the two men made to stand up. happened that it seems more like a "I'll gladly join you for a drink." She sat month," Kirk sighed. down and handed them frosted glasses of gukk juice. "We Humans need to drink a "Yeah, and if Sarek hadn't returned in lot in this climate, don't we?" she added the nick of time, TPring's machinations pleasantly. would've come off, and by now you'd probably be bereft of your First Officer." "Seems to me that we've done nothing but drink and eat in this house," MCCoy "Those blasted warriors! Makes me remarked. "You can't imagine how see red just to think of them," Kirk they've spoiled us." retorted feelingly. A smile lit Amanda's blue eyes. The Captain and the CMO of the "Good!" she replied. "I knew I could rely Enterprise were relaxing by the pool of on Staurak and his staff to look after vou Ambassador Sarek's residence and while we were away. I only wish you had recalling the events which a few days ago been spared that unfortunate had set the placid community of ShiKahr demonstTation of Vulcan savagery. My astir with shocked outrage. god! How could they?"

"Uh huh," McCoy acknowledged, "That's what Jim and I were just "that was a close thing for sure. All the talking about," McCoy told her, "and my same, it waS sheer bad luck to come and conclusion is still the same: that Spock spend our leave here just when that came out of it alive is nothing short of a darned girl happened to come back home. miracle." Damned coincidence!" "Yes, I dread to think v,'hat would "Coincidence? wonder. .. " Kirk have happened had our return been mused. delayed," Amanda said fervently, then leaning forward she lowered her voice. "You wonder what?" The Doctor "But Doctor, I card help being concerned looked sceptical. "That she might have about Spock. He wants me to believe that had t all planned? I grant you that for he is fully recovered, but I know better, pulling crooked schemes she takes the and I'd be glad of your medical opinion. biscuit, but it's a long way to proving that What do you think?" she timed her return to Vulcan on purpose "Well ... " McCoy assumed his professional air, "the check I gave him "I wouldn't put it past her," the this morning ~ under his protest, mind Captain muttered darkly. you - confirmed the improvement in his 3 physical condition. His wounds are "It does indeed," Kirk nodded, practically healed, except that nasty gash remembering how Spock had spent hours in his shoulder which will need a few in meditation since he had been released more days to close properly, but on the from T'Lian's ward, "and 1 know of many whole Spock is pulling through as well as occasions when that method might well can be expected. You don't have to worry, sere and save us a lot of trouble. Does Amanda." that kind of meditation work for Humans?" "Physically, yes, buL." Amanda paused, an unspoken question in her "Yes, to a certain extent, but I must eyes. confess that a mother finds it difficult to forget the wrongs done to her son," she "If you mean the psychological replied. trauma," McCoy resumed, "yes, no doubt he is still affected, but who wouldn't be in "And who could blame you," McCoy his place after TPring's betrayal? A shock exclaimed, "especially in view of recent of that magnitude is bound to leave events. Heaven knows I'm only an mental scars for a time. He will emotional Human, but I don't mind eventually forgive and forget." saying that I'd wring that girl's neck without the least compunction." "Forgive, perhaps; but forget...? No, Leonard. Vulcans never forget," Amanda "Well I trust that your Judicial Council replied sadly. will take disciplinary action and that TPring will get her just deserts at last," This gave the two men pause, and Kirk said. "Do you know how long the they pondered on this further singularity hearings will last, Amanda?" of the Vulcan brain. "A few more davs, I believe," she "Hmmm," Kirk nodded moodily, "total sighed. "I do wish thi~ case was over and recall ~ is it a blesSing or a curse, I done with. It's so painful for all wonder? Dammit! there are things in concerned. " one's life that are best forgotten. Imagine having them constantly in memory. How "Apparently," McCoy remarked can you live with that? Spock told me wryly, "there are some Vulcans around once that Vulcans know no hate, no who are quite capable of destructive resentment. Sounds wonderful, but how emotions. But from what you've told me, can they keep themselves from hating I assume that people like TPring are the people who have wronged them if they exception. " remember everything? Vulcans are no saints ... or are they?" A shadow passed over Amanda's face and she paused before replying. "They "No, Jim, they are not," Amanda are, fortunately. I've not lived all these answered softly, "but at least they strive years on Vulcan without acquiring a to attain perfection by adhering to logic, certain understanding of the people. and achieving a total mastery of their Vulcans do not permit themselves minds. They are able to block destructive emotional release, but there are emotions from their conscious minds, and exceptions to every rule, and T'Pring is thus achieve some degree of peace and one of them, as we learned to our cost." sereni ty. Does tha t answer your question?" "Then why the heck did you pick her 4 as a bride for Spock?" McCoy asked "What about your father~in~law? How bluntly. "Don't tell me there were no did he take it?" asked the Captain. other eligible girls around." '"Much better than we anticipated. He "Easy, Bones," Kirk protested, but waS a remarkable man, a true adept of Amanda, not in the least put out by IDle," she said with a reminiscent smile. McCoy's outburst, looked at them and "But naturally the marriage arrangement replied simply, was transferred to the next generation, and when he was seven. Spock was You are right, Leonard. There were pledged to little T'Pring." some very nice girls whom I would have preferred for my son, but the choice waS "What was she like then'" Kirk not mine. We had to abide by the Family's enquired with interest. decision." "TPring? At that time she was a very "Oh? Something like a marriage of pretty, well-behaved child," Spack's convenience?" Kirk suggested. mother replied. "It was only at the bonding ceremony that I had some "Yes, a tradition still maintained in inkling of her true nature. I remember my ancient families. In fact the match was shock when I saw her cold, disdainful pre~arranged two generations ago," expression in such a yOWl.g child. And Amanda explained. Spock's hurt, bewildered look when they touched minds for the first time. He told "Do you mean that Spock and T'Pring me afterwards that his shy approach in were engaged before they were even the link was met with strong aversion born?" asked McCoy, wide-eyed. and contempt. We thought at first that her negative reaction was due to her "Yes, Doctor, all because of Sarek's inexperience, and perhaps to the strong father, who had a close friend, and they ascendancy of her mother's family, arranged for their children to marry. You staunch traditionalists. But events proved know that on Vulcan a parent's decision that her character was not of the kind one is law, disobedience is unthinkable. would expect of a Vulcan." She sighed. "1 However, when Sarek entered on a know it's useless to waste time in vain diplomatic career he was eventually regrets, but I can't help wishing that we assigned to Earth and .. , Well..." Amanda had given our son a wife who made him shrugged with a smile. happy."

and he found vou," McCov "Such as T'Kahalin, for instance?" finished, much amused. "And then wh;t McCoy suggested slyly. happened? Scandal in ShiKahr?" "Yes." Amanda smiled thoughtfully. "Not quite, but I must admit that "Yes, T'Kahalin would have made a Sarek's bonding with a Human stirred a perfect match for Spock, a charming, great deal of curiosity, and caused a few sensible, highly intelligent girl." shock waves among the 'Old Guard', as the traditionalists

"\Nell enough to agree with you, The lady blinked in surprise. "You Amanda," said the Doctor with a smug could help, Jim? In what way?" grin. Kirk's eyes twinkled. "1 think that the "Let me explain," Kirk intervened. object is to make Spock realise and accept "You see, since our arrival here Spack has their 'mutual attraction' and to encourage taken us around, has introduced uS to a him to make a decision about it," he number of people. We met T'Kahalin on declared. several occasions, and have come to know and appreciate this lovely lady. "Sciund" fine," McCoy drawled, " but Furthermore, our perceptive Doctor here how do you propose to do tha t, since has drawn my attention to the particular Vulcans don't talk about their private interest she and Spock seem to have in lives?" each other." "Of course, a direct approach is out of "Interest?" scoffed McCoy. "You mean the question, Bones, but believe me, there fascination, Jim! Remember that night at are ways and means, more subtle and the concert? They were so absorbed in efficient, to arouse his curiosity, then his one another that the universe might have suspicion, and eventually his jealousy. In crashed about their pointed ears for all other words - agent provocateur." they cared." "Agent provocateur? You, Jim? That'll Amanda let out a delighted chuckle. be the day'" "So you did notice! I'm so glad. It means then that the mutual attraction they The Lady Amanda, much amused, seemed to develop two years ago is still shook her head. "It sounds very going strong." ingenious, but I'm afraid that arousing envy or jealousy in a Vulcan is a hopeless "Two years ago? That was when Wldertaking, even for the Captain of the Spock came here on that secret mission, Enterprise," she said with a touch of wasn't it?" Kirk asked. "Fancy! And he humour. "Spock will just ignore your never said a word about her." Then, provocations - provided that he takes any catching sight of Amanda's raised notice of them at all." eyebrows he amended with a grin, "Not that he would, of course. Vulcans ate kind "1 don't know about that," Kirk of reserved about these things, aren't replied, a cunning look in his eyes. "I they?" believe he can be provoked, to judge from certain comments he made when we first "They are indeed/' said Amanda. met T'Kahalin. Anyway, 1 can but try - "Such private matters are never with your agreement, of course." mentioned. I only wish, though, that their understanding would develop into Amanda paused for thought, then something more tangible than mutual decided, "Well, why not? if you think you admiration." can induce him to make up his mind." 'That's all very well, Jim, but you "No, he is in the study at the moment, don't stand a chance with an unemotional in communication with Sradek." Vulcan female. Your legendary charm will have no effect on TKahalin, "Professor Sradek? Whatever for?" especially as she only has eyes for Spock. Amanda wondered. How do you propose to capture and hold her attention?" "Sradek's expert opinion is required by the Judicial Council over a point of McCoy sounded sarcastic; he was history;' Spock replied with a sidelong answered with an impish grin. glance at his Captain.

"Simple, Bones. I'll talk about Spock." "Ha, Mr Spock," the latter said with an amiable grin, "so I'm not the only one to take an interest in Vulcan history/' a remark which earned him the rise of an CHAPTER 2 eyebrow and the reply,

At that moment the subject of their "Indeed, Captain. Professor Sradek's conversation appeared on the patio, knowledge appears to be much called on walking in their direction. The Vulcan's these days," regal bearing and sober elegance would have struck the most casual observer, but Amanda sensing some subtle the three who knew him best only noticed undercurrent in the remarks, was about subtle signs of tension in his poshlre and to change the subject tactfully when the set of his jaw, Obviously the hearings Staurak arrived bringing refreshments at the Council and the confrontation with and the good Doctor put in his oar. Storm and T'Pring had been anything but pleasant. "Why is that, Spock? I mean, why must your Council seek out Sradek's "Mother, gentiemen." Spack greeted expertise? Can't they make up their them with a formal bow. "Staurak told me collective minds as to whether you were that I would find you by the pool." right or wrong to take up the challenge?"

"Sure, Spock," The Captain gave his "That is precisely the question, friend a welcoming smile. "Staurak Doctor;' Spock replied coolly, and took a knows our favourite place; it's so nice and long swallow of Staurak's special tonic. cool by the waterfalL Come and join us?" His mother was having none of these "Do sit down for a moment, Spock - delaying tactics, and with an authority I'm sure you need rest," his mother said born of long experience she asked, "Will with a searching look. "I shall go and you please explain, Spock. What fetch you a drink," happened? Did Shundak not give evidence?" "Unnecessary, Mother, Staurak is seeing to that," he told her, and sat down Spock raised dark, brooding eyes to wearily on the garden seat beside her. her face. "Shundak gave evidence, and so did his assistant, but since their "Where is your father?" she asked. testimonies contradict that of Stann, "Did he stay in town?" today's hearing turned into a debate over the logical or illogical significance of my 7 actions. And so in view of the "Me? You bet I'll give my evidence! Councillors' persistent disagreement­ It's about time to square accounts with Sarek suggested calling in Sradek's that girl. She's been making a nuisance of expertise." herself long enough; now it's the time of reckoning ." "In other words," the Captain summed up, "their probJem lies in the question of Wordlessly, Amanda reached out her whether you deserve blame for breaking hand and squeezed the Doctor's but the law in fighting that duel, or praise for Spock, eyebrows raised in reproof, said sticking to tradition. A pretty quandary sternly, for your eminent logicians, isn't it?" "Let me point out, Doctor, that what "You know," McCoy declared. "] think the Council requires is a statement of the it's so damn fUilllY to see these rational truth, not a misguided expression of Vulcans entangled in their own logic." revenge."

Spock favoured the Doctor with a "Oh come off it, Spack! I hope you quizzical glance and remarked, "You know me better than that. It's not revenge won't find it so funny tomorrow when but plain justice we're talking about, and you will give evidence to the Council." by god] shall do my best to see it done. Never fear, all I'll tell your blessed "What?" McCoy changed colour. "Do Council is the truth, the whole truth, and you mean that we have to ... ?" nothing but the truth. And let me tell you that the naked truth on T'Pring and her "Yes, Doctor, you and Jim are called as schemes is pretty damning as it is." witnesses, on TPau's recommendation." "Bones has a point there," Kirk said "But] don't understand, Spock," Kirk gently. "Since we are called as witnesses, objected. "Only the other day you said can we do less than tell the facts as we that my word, as an Outvvorlder, has no know them? Look, Spack, she had no value here." scruples in planning your undoing through every possible means. Why "True, Captain, but it concerns should we spare her?" T'Pring. You were both present at our encounters and now, as she refuses to Spock gaz.ed at his Captain with make any statement other than persisting troubled eyes them murmured, "Yes, in her accusations, T'Pau has proposed perhaps you are right, Jim." hearing your evidence. The Council has agreed to receive your testimony before 'Naturally we're right!" McCoy making a decision and bringing in a retorted with spirit. "Don't you fret, verdict. Provided, of course, that you are Spack - Jim and I know what we're willing to testify. Since you are not doing." Vulcans you are not compelled to do so." Amanda} who had followed the "] see." Kirk nodded thoughtfully. discussion attentively, presently said, "T'Pau seems to have made good use of Spock, what about Stonn? What does he the information we gave her the other say about this? After all he was simply a night. Very well, Spock, if my evidence is pawn in T'Pring's game. He was needed I'm ready. What about you, shamelessly used. Does he realise that?" Bones?" 8

"At the moment he seems unsure, implacable. This is appalling." confused, Mother, but I think that he begins to realise the extent of T'Pring's "Yes," McCoy nodded wisely, "but not machinations." altogether unexpected, nor unprec­ edented. I mean, the case of T'Pring is a Spock's quiet reply drew the dry typical illustration of the love/hate comment from McCoy, "Confused, is he? syndrome: unrequited love turning into No wonder. It's always a shock to find destructive hatred." out one has been set up - and by one's bondmate at that." Kirk looked sceptical. "Love, Bones? Does T'Pring even know what it means? I "What I can't understand," Amanda rather think that she sought revenge out resumed, "is what was T'Pring's ultimate of spite and frustration. Enraged at seeing motive in telling those lies about you, my her clever plans fall flat, she joined forced dear." with X'Our, the one man on the planet she knew hated Spack." The three men looked at her in perplexity, and the Captain said, "But "Sure, Jim., That comes in to the don't you see, Amanda? Her plan was to account," the Doctor conceded, "but get Stonn lmd Spack out of the way in one believe me, hatred of that virulence go by provoking that duel to the death." proceeds, nine times out of ten, from rejected love and! or jealousy. You know "I know that, Jim. What I mean is that how it goes. Er ... Hell hath no fury ... she must have had a reasm.Vulcans never do anything without a logical reason." ''Not quite, Doctor," said Spock, and he declaimed solemnly, '''Heaven hath no Instinctively all eyes looked to Spock rage like love to hatred turned/Nor Hell for an answer. A short tense silence a fury like a woman scorned.' The ensued, than the Vulcan, keeping his face Mour~ing Bride, William Congreve, carefully expressionless, said, "1 know the Earth." reason, Mother. T'Pring told me." For a few heartbeats all three stared at Amanda caught her breath then said Spock, then McCoy, feeling that it was tightly, "She told you? She had the nerve' high time to cheer up the mood, let out a When was that?" groan and rolled his eyes skyward,

His gaze fixed on his clenched hands, "Oh lord! I might have known our Spock said in a toneless voice, "After the walking encyclopedia would come up pat combat, on the Ha'aka hills. She was with the correct quote. Tell me, Amanda," quite frank about it. She said she no he stage-whispered, "this habit he has of longer wanted Stann, she wanted me, an.d splashing quotations right and left - is so, since I had refused to bond with her ... " that something inborn, or a trick they His voice broke off, his words hanging in taught him at school?" the silence. Grateful for the turn of conversation, Amanda, blue eyes bright with anger, Amanda glanced Sidelong at her son and sat still for a few tense seconds, then she replied likewise, "Between you and me, whispered bitterly, "So that was her Doctor, it's both. You must blame it on an motive. Revenge. A logical reason indeed. insatiable curiosity inherited from his My god, I never thought she could be so father, and on hi's mother's obsession, 9 born of a long teaching career, for literary about supper, and perhaps see what precision, " Sarek and the Professor are up to." PIcking up the tray she turned to go, then "Not forgetting hours of homework paused as a thought crossed her mind. under your tuition, Mother," Spock "By the way, has Spack infonmed you of remarked pointedly. the Mav'Ikman?" she asked her guests.

"Quite true, my dear," his mother Kirk and McCoy exchanged a rejoined lightly, "but you must admit that bemused stare, but Spock replied calmly, they've not been entirely wasted. See, .. "Yes, Mother, I have." you are now perfectly able to cite your sources with accuracy," "Because," she continued, "TPau called this morning. She said that now This proved to be too much for the that we are back home the ceremony good Doctor. "Do you mean to say that calUlO't be delayed indefinitely, in which this kink he has is all your doing?" he she is quite right. So we shall hold it at asked in awe. the end of the week, as soon as the Council makes a judgement and closed ''I'm afraid so," she assented with a the hearing. It will not interfere with your sweet smile. plans, 1 hope?"

"Why the surprise, Bones?" asked Three pairs of eyes met, and Spock Kirk, much amused."That is a typical announced, "Actually, the Captain and Dr example of 'Like mother, like son', isn't it, McCoy wish to spend a few days at the Spack?" Tsai-Kal Plantation, but we have not fixed a date yet, so perhaps ... " "Indeed, Captain," His First Officer solemnly agreed, which earned him a He looked enquiringly at Kirk, who fond smile from Amanda, replied at once, "Sure, we can wait a few days. It doesn't matter." ''Why Spock, is that recognition of the heritage I gave you?" she asked. "Very well, then." Amanda smiled, satisfied. "We shall hold the Mav'lkman Quite conscious of the grins on his on the fifth day, which gives us just time friends' faces Spock replied, at his most for preparation:' Vulcan, "Mother, to deny my Human heritage would be as pointless and Amanda was hardly out of earshot illogical as to deny that I am your son." when Kirk demanded an explanation. "What's all thiS, Spack? What's this "It would indeed," she replied softly, Mav'Ikman ceremony? You never told then gathering her flowing robes about us." her she rose gracefully, reminding Kirk of Spock's innate elegance. Apparently it did "With due respect, Captain, 1 did. It is not corne solely from his Vulcan ancestry, the Family Meeting 1 spoke of on the way and the more he observed mother and here," Spock reminded him. son, the more he noticed in the one traits subtly mirrored in the other. "Oh, that's what it is, The presentation to the Clan ... Yes, now I remember," Kirk "Much as I enjoy your company," said admitted. "Sorry, Spock, but what with Amanda, "I had better check with TMina your heroics and those warriors, it just 10 slipped my mind." This provoked a sardonic retort. "Do try to be logical for once, McCoy. How "Quite understandable, Jim," could they possibly all gather here within murmured the Vulcan, but McCoy was a few days, especially as many live far not satisfied. away?"

"That's all verY well," he declared, "But 'Thank goodness for small favours!" is we must be introduced with pomp and breathed the Doctor. circumstance, I want to know more about this Clan of yours, Spock. Will they all "I must admit that I feel rather like attend? And how many are there, Bones does at the idea of being introduced approximately. Do you know?" to a whole Clan," Kirk put in. "But I am impressed, compared to the few relatives "Approximately, Doctor? So far as I 1 have left." recall, at the last census the Clan totalled ~,692 individuals. In ShiKahr and the "There is no comparison, Jim," Spack neighbouring districts, however, the explained. "A Family here is a Clan number comes down to 164, or perhaps whose origin can be traced back to the 165 since our cousin TTal is expecting a Pre-Reform Age, and whose members birth at any moment, I was told. But claim the same ancestor at about Surak's surely my father could give more time." accurate information since he keeps all the Family records." "I see," Kirk nodded. "And at the moment TPau is Head of your Clan, with Both Humans gave him a stuIU1ed Sarek as second in command, am I right?" look, then Kirk chuckled. "Spock, you can't be serious ... Yes, of course you are. "Exactly! Jim. Although important Sorry for asking," he hastily amended, questions concerning the Clan are often transfixed by an affronted look. debated at the Council of the Elders, the final decision falls to TPau, or to my "Of course he's not!" McCoy father. Now, if you will excuse me ... " challenged. "Don't you see that he's Spack stood up and made to leave, but a pulling our legs, Jim?" loud protest from McCoy brought him up short. "Pull your legs, Doctor?" a disdainful Vulcan shot back. "Why should I? Most "Hey, just a minute! Won't you tell us improper!" about that ceremony? I mean,., What will

we have to do, or say I or whatever?" "Oh, knock it off, you silly Vulcan. You know damn well what I mean! "You must ask Sarek, Doctor. So far as Seriously, though, do you really have .. know you won't have to say anything. How many? Four thousand six hundred Just do as you are told, that is all." relatives?" McCoy breathed a sigh of relief. "Four thousand six hundred and "Thank god! I was afraid Jim would be ninety-two. Yes, Doctor," Spock said expected to make a speech." stiffly. "A speech? In Vulcanur? Heaven "Heavens! And do we have to meet forbid!" Kirk exclaimed. "But what about them all?" clothes, Spack? Dress uniform, or 11 civvies?" "Well, gentlemen," she asked her guests, "what did you think of your "Dress uniform would not be experience of a Vulcan enquiry?" appropriate, and would be uncomfortable, since the gathering takes "Verv interesting," replied Kirk, place at the Ar-Elak'Ksar. But better sipping' his drink with relish. "As check with my parents." Taking his leave expected, we were invited to tell them the Vulcan strode back to the house, what we knew of the case, and without followed by the glare of a nonplussed presumption r believe that our evidence Human. made some impression."

"The what? What did he say, Jim?" "I agree, Captain," Sarek said. "Your testimony has thrown a new light on this "No idea, Bones, but never mind affair. Yours in particular, Kirk, as it fully we'll find out in due time," Kirk said corroborates the evidence given by easily as he pulled himself to his feet Shundak."

"Are you leaving too?" asked McCoy, "Then you think that Spack has a good stretching lazily. chance of being vindicated?" Amanda asked hopefully. ''I'll be right back. Just going to change for a swim." "1 am not in a position to presume on the Council's decision, mv wife," Sarek replied in mild reproof, '''but I cannot CHAPTER 3 deny that what we heard today is quite conclusive which, all things considered, As the drone of the air-car was augrns well for our son." abruptly switched off the Lady Amanda carefully folded her needlework and "I should think so!" interjected McCoy. multi-coloured skeins of wool and put "I tell you, if those judges of yours don't them away in the wooden chest which clear Spock of all blame after the home stood by her chair. She meant it to be a truths Sradek delivered, then there's not surprise for her son, and worked in much to say for their precious logic. With secrecy at the tapestry emblazoned with all due respect, Ambassador," he added the Family crest, a le-matya rampant of with an apologetic grin at the sight of sable and gules on a field silver and azur. Sarek's raised eyebrow.

Anxious to hear the outcome of the "Really?" Amanda's eyes widened in day's hearing she quickly left her sitting surprise. "What did he tell them?" room and was crossing the hall when simultaneously Staurak appeared with ''I'm afraid it would take too long to the traditional drinks for the newcomers, tell the whole story," said the Captain, and the back door opened, admitting "but your professor is certainly not a man Captain Kirk and Dr McCoy escorted by to mince his words. He concluded his her husband. statement by advising the Council to make up their minds once and for all. Silently Staurak handed each a frosted Either have Vulcans abide by the glass and discreetly vanished while teachings of Surak, or have them follow Amanda looked at Sarek, who responded the warriors' traditions. But they couldn't with a reassuring nod. have it both ways. LogicaL isn't it?" 12

"Dear old Sradek - always the nOI1- "We shall be delighted, Amanda," conformist."Amanda looked pleased. McCoy drawled. 'The company of pretty "Sarek, what do you think?" women is always a delight, isn't it, Jim?"

"I admit that Sradek'$ conclusion may "Absolutely! And I shall be glad to be the logical answer to the dilemma we further my acquaintance with the Lady are faced with. A decision must be made T'Kahalin, all in a good cause," he added as to which must take precedence, the with a wink. "By the way, do you know Law of SlU'ak or the traditions, a decision where Spack is?" of considerable consequence indeed. However, conjecture is pointless at the "Spock? Well when I saw him last he moment, Amanda; we must await the was in the arbour playing the story­ verdict with serenity. In the meantime teller." you may be interested to view this tape; it is the record of the hearings. I thought it "The what' Oh, [ see - the kids from ought to be kept in the Family Archives." next door," Kirk grinned. "Well, it's quite a story that we can tell him. Coming, "You thought well, my dear. Thank Bones?" you," his wife replied with a fond smile. "Out there, in that heat? No, thank Sarek inclined his head, and walking you. No more for now." McCoy pulled to his study announced, "Also, we have a himself to his feet and made for the stairs. guest at' dinner. Professor Sradek "If you'll excuse me, I think ['II have a accepted my invitation," He paused, it shower and a nap before lunch." hand on the door knob, and turned. "I hope that you do not mind?" he asked as "And perhaps a mint julep, Doctor?" an afterthought. . suggested a new voice.

"Not at all, I am delighted," she said "Bless you, Staurak! Yeah, that would lightly, "because I also have invited be just right." guests tonight." "I shall take it up to your room, sir." "Oh, indeed?" "TI1ank you," the Doctor mumbled, "Yes, dear. TLian and TKahalin are already halfway up. coming to dinner. I hope you don't mind?" she asked sweetly, "Well, since McCoy is out of action for the present, I'll go and find Spock:' Kirk Something unspoken passed between decided. "With yow pennission, them, after which Sarek replied gravely, Amanda?" "No, my wife, you did welL" Then he made a dignified retreat into his den and "Of course," she smiled in return. closed the door filmly behind him. "Only.. don't tell Spack that we have ladies at dinner, will you?" Amanda, a sa hsfied smile on her lips, turned round and at the sight of her An impish grin lit up the Captain's guests' appreciative grins asked in jest, face. "Of course not. Surprise is essential And I hope that you two don't mind in shock tactics, Amanda, didn't you having Vulcans at dinner?" know?" Crossing the gallery he soon disa ppeared behind the mass of climbers 13 hanging from the arcades. creepers and took a peep through the gap. It was well worth it. In the blueish The torrid heat hit Kirk like a light filtering through the leaves Seric and sledgehammer once he was in the open, his little sister sat cross-legged on the but curiously it didn't feel as sand, their rapt gazes fixed on the story overpowering as it had in the first days, teller. Spock, hands clasped about a knee, proof that one gets used to everything, was sitting at ease on the wooden seat even the Vulcan climate. Having which ran round the arbour. At their feet refreshed himself at the ever-flowing was spread out what looked at first sight cascade he went in search of the arbour, like a brown shaggy rug, bu t to judge by whatever that meant. Taking care to stay the rhythmic rumbling escaping from it, well within the shade of the trees, Kirk it must be the inescapable sehlat followed a winding path through some indulging, like McCoy, in a little siesta. shrubbery, and finally caught the distant sOl.md of voices. ThIs charming scene, conjuring a studious classroom, brought a smile to As he drew near he easily identified the Captain's lips, the more so since the the children's piping voices in contrast to serious expressions of teacher and pupils the deep and so-familiar tones of his First contrasted curiously with their casual Officer. He moved on cautiously, not a attire. Kirk had noticed with approval the little curious to hear the kind of yarn sensible way that Vulcans dressed their Spack was telling the children, but he children, short pants for boys, tunics for soon realised that they were speaking girls, secured with shoulder straps. Adult Vuicanur, naturally. So much for fashion, on the other hand, was more eavesdropping! He pushed his way diversified, and could on occasion be between two thick clumps of evergreen - extraordinarily ornate and sophisticated, after making sure neither belonged to the Kirk had, for instance, seldom seen spiky variety - and at last came into sight anyone as regally imposing as Sarek in of the arbour, a pergola-gazebo type of full ambassador's robes. construction made of intertwined lattices to judge by what was visible under the But today Spock had chosen casual profusion of fragrant climbers. clothes more appropriate for home, a kn.ee-Iength sleeveless tunic of white Looking for the entrance, Kirk made homespun secured by an indigo belt; his way quietly around, and on hearing through the open sides of the tunic could Spock unfold his tale behind a screen of be seen the indigo blue of the briefs. This foliage it suddenly occurred to him that simple attire, together with the light Vulcanur was a rather musical language sandals on his feet, concealed little of when spoken with such elegant diction. Spack's slim figure, but as always he Unforhmately, apart from learning a few managed to appear as neat as a new pin. essential words, Kirk had never found the That was a trait his Captain envied, he time to learn the language, and with whose clothes often came off the worse universal translators at hand, one tended for wear, as the amazing quantity of to become lazy. Too bad he had left his in uniforms he ruined could attest. the house. Suddenly Spock stopped in mid­ Well, if eavesdropping was out of the sentence, the sehlat blinked open a pair of question, perhaps a peep was possible, golden eyes, and they all looked in Kirk's and he would give a lot to catch Spack direction. unaware. Kirk pushed aside some of the Damn! he thQught, You can't fool fh03/l "I am afraid," he said finally, "that their Vulcan em"$. interest today was not so much about the Enterprise as about Stann's challenge and Rising ponderously on its forelegs the the D'Alik'Tal." sehlat emitted a warning growl which Spock stopped short with <1 brief "Why Spock, you can't blame them, command. Then he called out, can you?" Kirk laughed softly. "I'm sure your exploits have been the nine days "Word you join us, Jim? The entrance wonder over the whole of ShiKahr. It's is on this side." not surprising then that they've fired the imaginations of those kids. Just think Well, Kirk thought wryly, rather try ami what it means for them. I know that in cafch a cat napping than Jl Vulcall IlI1lHoare, their place I wouldn't miss the chance to and he skirted the arbour. hear of my hero's deeds at first hand."

A little while later, after a memorable "But you are Human, Jim, and they interview with Captain Kirk, the children are not. They should have had more took their leave and, sehlat in tow, went restraint. This excitement over what was back home the way they had (orne, but a glorified bloodshed is unhealthy through the gap in the fence which had and unethical," Spock remonstrated become by mutual agreement their firmly. private short-cut from one domain to the other, "Spock!" Kirk protested. 'They're only children. Don't you realise that you're in a "Nice kids," Kirk commented as he fair way to becorning a livi.ng legend for watched them run through the copse of Vulcan youths? And don't tell me it's t1amboyants, "and surprisingly good at illogical; please. there's nothing wrong speaking Federation Standard. they're so with a little hero-worship. Well," he young. Do they teach languages that amended in view of a disapproving early in your schools?" eyebrow, "so long as the object is worthy and sets an acceptable example to future "Yes, quite early," Spock replied, generations, Don't you agree?" folding his hands. "However, those children have an advantage over their Kirk's twinkling eyes and quizzical classmates, my mother's teaching smile won a reluctant nod from his friend, experience and proximity." who still looked troubled, however.

"Ah yes," Kirk smiled. "Once a "All the same, Jim, I would prefer it teacher, always a teacher, eh? But," he otherwise. I do believe that it is wrong to turned and til ted his head at his be the focus of so much attention." companion, "you're not doing so badly with teaching yourself, Spack," he teased. "Would you rather be ostracized, as "What epic was it today? Our dealings when you were a child?" Kirk countered. with the Romulans? Or perhaps that "You are accepted now; you're even memorable encounter with the Organians becoming a celebrity. Well then, who not and the Klingons?" accept it logically? There's nothing you can do about it, anyway." Spock sought help from the ceiling, then looked down at his clasped hands; The Vulcan looked at his Captain with for some reason he looked embarrassed. darkening eyes. "Jim, I don't thing you 15 fullv understand the situation. Vulcfl11s statement. "Incidentally, your father had abh'or violence in all its forms, therefore it all recorded, and I'll be that Amanda is logically they cannot accept what I have watching the full report of our evidence done, and the Judicial Council has every by now - and that, I hope, should raise his reason to condem.n my actions. No, listen, spirits because she looked quite worried Jim. The fact remains that I took up \·vhen· we came in." Stann's challenge. [ fought the duel. Furthermore, I could have killed him in A soft sigh, quickly suppressed, came the heat of the fight. Do you realise that r from Spock. "Yes," he said sombrely. "It is was ready to kill, Jim?" regrettable, but unfortunately inevitable. Being I·tuman, my mother cannot help "Yes, but you didn't. That's just it. showing her concern over this case." You ... did .. not. You refused to give him the finishing stroke, and that, my friend, Kirk stared in disbelief, then broke makes all the difference. And you knm'." into laughter. "\1)' ',vord, Spock, are you something? I'm pretty sure that the trying to find excuses for ;\n1.anda being Council \vill take that into account. worried sick about you? Don't you know Logically, they must." it's just a normal I·luman reactiont'

"The Council will judge my case on "1 know, Jim, but I fail to see vvhat facts, Jim, not on emotional consid­ purpose it serves to indulge in that erations," Spack stated flatly. depressing emotion, since it cannot change the issue." "Okay. But common sense will prevail because they can't ignore your Professor Kirk shrugged. "{ agree," he conceded, Sradek's arguments. I'm sure his "It's pointless, but what do you expect? statement will carry weight with their It's a I-Iuman failing. And you know decision," Kirk said confidently, adding what?" A mischievous grin spread over with a lopsided smile, "and you must his face. "I do believe that you, my Vulcan admit that if there's one thing Sradek can't friend, are not entirely immune to that be blamed for, it's emotional failing. Come on, Spock, tell me true - in considerations." your heart of hearts, aren't you a littlf'. bit concerned?" "I admit that, but .. could you be more specific, Jim? What did Sradek see?" Caught off guard, Spock assumed his Spock could hardly contain his curiosity. best 'affronted' look, but challeng(~d by Kirks daring stare he paused and "Well for one thing, he declared that to engaged in a swift introspection. Then, require from Vulcans the strict shaking his head, he returned Kirk's gaze observance of such contradictory steadily and replied simply, "Honestly, concepts as the teachings of Surak and the Jim, I find no trace of anxiety in my mind, warriors' traditions was the height of oniv curiosity over the Cnuncil's final nonsense." decision, toge'ther with a certain degree of fatalism. There is nothing I can do about "Oh"?" Spock's eyebrow rocketed it, so 'HakTuvar'Shun', as the saying skyward. "Sradek said that?" goes."

"He did, il.nd much more of the same," "Meaning?" Kirk said smugly, and he proceeded to relate the gist of Sradek's momentous "Meaning something like 'What will

17 be, will be'." exercise, to judge by the slow smile playing about his lips. "Ah'" Kirk grinned, and began humming off key, "Che sara, sara; Directly across from him Amanda, a Whatever will be, will be ... " vision of lavender and silver chiffon, officiated with her usual gracious "Captain!" attentiveness. Sitting next to her, Professor Sradek, whose spare frame "Sorry, Spack. Just reminded me of a seemed lost in the depths of his chair, very, very old song that my mother used clutched one of Amanda's precious china to sing at home. We have much the same cups in his vvrinkled hands and made no maxim on Earth, with the difference that bones about his views on the matter we seldom put it in. to practice. We can't uppennost in their minds. manage the Vulcan detachment, as you know. Ah well, nobody '5 perfect." he It' was strange how, despite the stood up, stretched, and said with a han.d Vulcans' reluctance to speculate, that on his stomach, "I've a feeling right here subject kept recurring in the that it's not far from lunchtime. What conversation. about you?" From her comments Healer TLian Spock nodded assent. "Another 8.2 obviously disapproved of the warriors' minutes, Jim." rituals, but then she was a doctor, not a Valkyrie. A remarkable lady, regal in her "Then I'd better go and drag McCoy black and saffron robes adorned with out of his beauty sleep." He walked away, gems and the symbols of her calling, she calling over his shoulder, "Coming, was as gifted in looks as in intellect. Spock?" The same applied to her niece. McCoy's eyes swept on and dwelt with CHAPTER 4 pleasure on the striking beauty of TKahalin, all grace and elegance in a Eridani sent a last flash of light over silky flowing affair of jade green and ShiKahr before sinking below the turqUOise. She seemed content to just horizon. the sky turned from scarlet to a listen and sip her tea, her lovely face ruby glow which slowly deepened into quietly attentive, but under her aloof the violet hue of the Vulcan twilight. The serenity the astute physician detected air burned still, but already a gentle something like a secret elation, an breeze, rustling about the garden city, exultation that shone in her eyes. heralded the night wind of the desert. Careflil, prettJj lady! McCoy chuckled In Sarek's house the evening meal was inwardly. Your reputation might suffer if you over and the company was sitting on the let those green eyes of yours betray your feelings. patio drinking coffee and tea, a ritual So much for llllemotional Vulcans! Lblemotional introduced from Terra by the Lady fiddlesticks! Granted, you have evert) reason to Amanda. Dr McCoy relaxed and warmed rejoice, Spock is sitting less than fwo metres a balloon of Sarek's brandy in the cup of away from you, and is relatively unscathed, An his hand. He listened with half an ear to amazing stroke of luck, considering that he the conversation while his keen blue eyes might well have beell killed by that gang of observed the group of people gathered umrriors. around the coffee table. An entertaining 18

"/ don' f k'l0l0 If YOIl realise, bill· .'1011 literally entirely justified, Sarek" She looked at rock his breath away when YOII came in toilh her host "W ith due respect to the Clan T Lit71l (or din1/er. Surprise, s1ll1m·se! I've never and to our traditions, I think something seelJ him so m(Jved be{ore, though he c(J()ered it must be done to put a stop to these fast enough behilld that poker face. But the look combats from times long past I tell you, I ·he c\"1twe you! Ye Sais, wasJ/' f fhat something? no longer want to see in my ward young J' /11 sure Amal1da noticed - she cOllldll't miss men hacked to the bone for the sake of hmo ljOllr eves met rlnd locked across the rOO/l1. some perverted code of honour. No That'mlls('ue pleased her I/O flld. Bllt what's Healer can countenance such appalling that crazy VII/em) lip fa 11OU', vretellding practices, such illogical waste of life. indifference?He'll have /imsfealinga march on Don't you agree, McCoy?" him before he kllOlf..1S it, Come 011, lady, If..1hy dOll' f YOIl give him a lead. "Oh, absolutely!" McCoy said emphatically, "You and I are of the same As if on cue Tkahalin leaned forward mind on that subject, TLian. No and set down her cup on the marble table. physician worth his salt could approve of In doing so she stole a glance in the these bloodshedding heroics. The curious direction of Spock, who sat quietly on thing is that each of us, in our own sphere Kirk's other side, saying little as usual. of activity, is faced with the Same her move at once caught his attention, recurrent problem. Yours, on Vulcan, and their eyes met and held for a few arises from what you aptly call 'a heartbeats which seemed an eternity. perverted code of honour'; mine, in Abruptly she dropped her gaze and s~t Starfleet, proceeds more often than not back thus di&ippearing behind the from the stubborn and overzealous sense Captain's solid frame, of duty of certain officers ~ naming no names. Situation apparently different, The scene had not been lost On the same result all we have left is to try and watchful Doctor, who laughed up his repair the damage." sleeve at seeing Spock's features quickly resume their customary composure. In the ensuing silence a murmur of Spock; YOIi fool, that Vulcan pose isn't a bit of agreement ran around the company. Kirk lise. You give yourself away every time she looks met his FiIst Officer'S eyes and chuckled at Y0lt. When tlre YOII goil1g fa face (he facfs, good-humouredly. damn1it? "Really, Bones," he said, "I wish you'd Suddenly Sarek's voice broke in on his keep things in proportion, Sorry, but you thoughts," and I suppose that Dr can't compare our duty to Starfleet and McCoy has strong views on the matter, that of a Vulcan to the Ancient Laws. And have you not; Doctor?" the Ambassador you paint the situation blacker than it is. was saying, a gleam in his eyes. Our life out in space isn't half as dangerous as you would like our friends "Uh .. , strong views? Er ... " Caught off here to believe, is it, Spock?" guard, McCoy fumbled and, playing for time, gulped down some brandy while "Agreed, Captain," was Spack's cool wondering what the heck he was reply. "Dr McCoy's assertions are grossly supposed to have views about. exaggerated, which is not surprising given his noted propensity for Unexpectedly, TLian got him out of melodramatics." his plight by saying quietly, "1 am aware of Dr McCoy's views, and I find them That was too much for McCoy. 19

"Melodramatics?" he protested hotly. that Leonard has a valid point there." "You ungrateful so~and-so! What about the uncounted hours I've spent in Sickbay A lofty eyebrow rose fractionally and patching up the two of you and trying to Spock's tone expressed polite disbelief. keep you alive? Is that melodramatic, I "Oh do you, Mother?" ask you?" "Yes, You see, it is simply a matter of Actually the Doctor's emotional perspective. You men are committed to outburst fooled no~one, not even the duty, and naturally must see to it that it is Vulcans, who had begun to size up the done, regardless of the consequences; true nature of the grumpy Human by which is precisely what our Healers here nov\'. have to deal with appalling consequences sometimes. And in view of Least of all Spack, who pursued the the recent events which nearly cost you argument with maddening calm. "Do not your life, I fully endorse their opinion misunderstand me, Doctor. Your that the price to pay is much too high. I efficiency as Chief Surgeon has never know, dear," she gave her son a fond been questioned. That is not the point." smile, "that is an emotional reaction, but that is what your mother feels on the "And what is the point, if I may ask?" subject." demanded McCoy, the light of battle in his eyes. Their eyes met in a long gaze of understanding, then Spock inclined his "Simply that you have mistakenly put head and said quietly, "Point taken, the Warriors' Code of Honour and the Mother." Federation Code of Duty on the same level. That is an error. They have nothing Upon which the Doctor was heard to in common," mutter, with a smug grin on his face, "And about time, Spock!", while the Lady "Oh yeah?" drawled the Doctor. T'Kahalin said clearly, "We agree with "Maybe I'm dumb, but I can't see the you, Amanda." difference between a wounded Vulcan in my Sickbay and a wounded Vulcan in Jim Kirk, hazel eves a-crinkle in a TLian's intensive care ward. And to smile, spread his hands and said, "Well, quote a certain Science Officer, a Spack, if the ladies are now taking sides difference which makes no difference is with the opposition, what can we do but no difference.' How's that for logic, Mr yield with a good grace. Are you satisfied, Spock?" And, blue eyes twinkling with Doctor?" triumphant glee, McCoy folded his arms and sat back in his chair, obviously McCoy gave a snort. "No don't get me settling in for a lengthy argument. wrong, Jim. I've never questioned your duty, and I never will, \·vhatever I might But it was not to be. Before Spock feel about it. We all have our own duties. could launch one of his stinging replied I only wish, if it's not asking too much, everyone's attention was drawn to the that you and Spock would curb that Lady Amanda, \vho delicately cleared her propensity for rushing in where angels throat then said, fear to tread."

"Spock, dear, I hate to spoil your fun A discreet movement of curiosity and meddle in your debate, but I think stirred in the Vulcan guests, but 20

Ambassador Sarek merely commented, the Csotxlk of our legends, I suppose/' "In interesting metaphor, Doctor, and one she suggested. well adapted to the matter under discussion, but I think we can close the "Yes, in so far as angels are generally subject for the present." He stood up and believed to be emissaries of the deities, offered Amanda his hand. "f believe our and are endowed with supernatural guests expressed the wish to see your powers. The great difference, however, roses, my wife. Are you not prone to say lies in the fact that the Csotxlk of our that they are at their best at nightfall''' traditions are definitely male creatures, while the gender of angels has never been Amanda rose and touched Sarek's specified and has therefore been, over the paired fingers. "They are indeed. Their centuries, the subject of endless debates fragrance is always more perceptible with among dogmatists of all sects." the evening breeze." She looked invitingly at her guests. "Ladies, Professor? Would "How slrange!" said T'Kahalin, struck you care for a walk in the garden?" by the idea. "How could they waste time debating on legendary beings?" "By all means," Sradek replied readily as he got to his feet with Spack's help. "Probably because the futility of such "What greater satisfaction to the intellect a pointless dispute never occurred to that an interesting discussion followed by them," SpaCk replied. "Once, the the contemplation of roses? And," he controversy reached such a point that the peered up at Spock, "that was certainly a religious authorities of the capital town of lively debate that you had with the the Byzantian Empire were still arguing Doctor, my boy. Quite stimulating endlessly over the sex of angels while indeed." their city was being besieged by invading forces." On the way to the garden Amanda looked back a t her son. "Spock/' she said, "Really' And what happened'" she "I think 1 left my woollen wrap in the asked, obviously shocked. lowlge. Would you, please?" "The town fell to the enemy, was Spock silently assented and was looted and taken over, as was to be turning back when TKahalin's voice expected, but to my knowledge the made him pause. crucial question of whether non-existent entities are male or female has never been "I don't quite understand," she was satisfactorily settled." Spock paused, then saying in a puzzled tone. "This concept of raising a questioning eyebrow at his angels is new to me. Would you please grinning friends, who could no longer explain? What exactly are angels?" keep straight faces on hearing the two V ulcans solemnly discussing angels, said, Before any of the Humans could "Captain? Is something the matter? Is my produce an a~swer Spock came out with explanation inexact, perhaps?" the infonna hon. "Angels are celestial entities, TKahalin. They originate in "On the contrary, Mr Spock," Kirk ancient Terran mythologies, and are replied, "you are as always a mine of usually fitted with one or several pairs of infonnation. But I hope you won't be wings offended if I say that it is not quite complete. You see," he flashed his most "Indeed? Then they must be similar to radiant smile at T'Kahalin, "\ happen to 21 be an expert on angels, and if you care to When Sarek, for i.nstance, claimed his hear my version I could tell vou ... Come, rights as a Vulcan consort Amanda let's joi~ the others." Deftly'steering the granted them willingly, but precisely Vulcan girl towards the path he went on, when she chose to do so. As for Spock, "Y0S, contrary to Spock's theory, angels any observer could tell how much, exist. I've met them. Guardian angels, for despite his aloof maImer, he loved his instance ... " His voice faded in the distance Human mother. Vulcan ways or not, this and they disappeared from view while a charming and frail-looking woman bemused Vulcan remained rooted to the reigned with gracious authority over her spot. household. A remarkable lady.

Actually Spock was fighting a sudden The lady in question was proudly and disturbing emotion when a dry showing the visitors her roses in the chuckle behind him brought him back to amber glow of the garden lights when a reality and to the presence of Dr McCoy, warm' shawl was lightly dropped across who was regarding him with an ironic her shoulders. Pulling it close about her expression. she smiled up at her son.

"Masterly, wasn't it, Spock? But then, "Thank you, my dear," she said, then there's nO beating Jim when it comes to nodding in Kirk's direction she said charming a lady - even a Vulcan lady. pointedly, "If you're looking for Jim, he's Too bad, though. He stole your show. over there." Tut, tut, tut." McCoy was shaking his head with mock sympathy when he And indeed when Spack looked round found himself pinned by a Vulcan glare. there was his Captain making a long arm and gingerly pulling dovvn a branch of "My show, Doctor?" Spock's voice was rambling roses for TKahalin's inspection. tightly controlled. "I don't see what you She put up both hands to cup a bunch of mean, and I have no time for your absurd creamy yellow roses and leaned close to comments. If you will excuse me, my smell their scent, thus affording such a mother has need of her wrap." And pleasing spectacle that, curiously, Spock turning on his heel, Spock strode stiffly felt a tightness somewhere in his chest. back to the house. Drawing in a long breath to dispel the "Uh-oh!" muttered McCoy. "Looks like odd sensation he slowly walked over to our agent provocateur is producing some Kirk, who exclaimed at the sight of him, effect after all." "Ah here, you are, Spock. What kept you so long?" Deep in thought the Doctor sawltered past the pool towards the rose garden, his Slightly put out by his Captain's path brightly lit by footlights which curious attitude Spock chose to ignore sprang into life as he walked. By now he him and turned his attention to the young and Kirk had got to know Spack's family woman whose luminous eyes had the well, but they were still amused at seeing uncanny power of luring him into their t-he Enterprise's First Officer running depths. Firmly resisting their spell he errands, like a mere cabin boy, for his kept his voice carefully neutral as he said, mother, They could not help but admire "I trust that your curiosity has been the supreme ease with which Amanda satisfied, TKahalin, and that Captain Kirk handled her two solemn Vuicans, has given you full information on angels, archangels and the like?" 'eYes, he did," she replied quietly. "He state. The lights from the wooden ceiling told me who guardian angels really are." turned the Vulcans' faces into tragic masks devoid of any emotion. Vulcan "Oh, indeed?" Spock hesitated, sensing self-control at its most awesome. some double entendre in her words. But was it that telling glmv in her gOlden­ l-Ie leaned towards Amanda and green eyes, the tone of her voice, or whispered, "A very definite judgement, perhClps that knowing grin on Jim's face? don't you think? I guess the Council Whatever it was Spock could not, did not, wants to make an example of these men." resist any more. All trace of resentment he might illogically have felt faded into Amanda nodded, "Yes, it looks like it," nothingness, and something warm and she said. strangely pleasant touched him deep inside. H is dark eyes softened as he gazed "Well let's hope they've not decided to down at her and replied gravely, "I see," make an example of Spock as well," although he sounded as if he did not see McCoy muttered from the other side. anything at all except the beautiful face turned up to him. Amanda sighed. "We shall know soon enough, Doctor," she said, and cast an anxious glance at her son, who stood CHAPTERS wrapped in impenetrable reserve on one side of the court. Opposite him Stonn was The verdict fell like a blow in the leaning on a walking stick and studiously silence of the courtroom. ignoring his D'Alik'Tal opponent.

"It is the judgement of the Council that Kirk, following her gaze, looked at the X'Our and his partisans are guilty of all cloaked figure of a woman standing a few the offences with which they have been steps behind Stann. "TPring, I presume?" charged. Consequently, they are he murmured. sentenced to the deprivation of Vulcan citizenship, and to exile for the remainder Amanda nodded assent, and watched of their lives. Furthermore," the with mixed feelings the woman who had impassive voice continued, "it is the caused so much havoc and pain around recommendation of the Council that the her. Lla-Hanak Brotherhood, also guilty of the aforementioned crimes, be definitelv Meantime the five convicts were dissolved. It is so ordered, and so it shall being escorted out by the officers of the be!" Court, but as they drew level with Spack X'Our halted abruptly and threw him a A faint whisper rustled in the Hall of glare of such hatred that the watchful the Judicial Council. It was packed with Humans froze in awe, kinsmen of the accused, witnesses, and members of the High Council, all sitting "What the hell?" growled McCoy on the banks of seats around three sides under his breath, of the Hall. Seconds passed in a heavy silence as From his vantage point in one of the the tvvo Vulcans faces each other, eyes upper galleries Kirk could see the five locked in an implacable stare, then accused standing in front of the podium pushing forwards X'Our spoke loud and on which the green-robed judges sat in clear for all to hear. 23

"Yes, Spack, you win, you miserable By now the commotion had subsided half-breed! You win today, but mark my into a shocked silence and the five men, words - the time will come vvhen you and after a last challenging look at Spock and your... Cbn will pay for this! You damn .. Sarek, were led out of the Hall, \'\'hich You are not fit to live!" echoed with a hollow sowld when the heavy doors slammed shut behind them. Amanda, white as a sheet, pressed her hands to her face, while from the After a suitable pause the Provost audience below rose a confused munnur resumed, "Sarek, we share vour which grew and reverberated around the indignation. But the case has been judged; Hall, to climax finally in an X'Our and his partisans have received the unprecedented uproar of protest. supreme penalty. His Clan is discredited, Simultaneously the guarcis tried to mOve his Brotherhood is disbanded. What more the convicts along; people rose in cane be done to compensate for the outrage; and Sarek, his face taut with outrage done to your kin?" righteous wrath, strode forward to stand at his son's side. Sarek drew in a deep breath, looked at Spock, who had maintained a dignified "Provost!" he thundered over the silence throughout the incident, then once clamour. "I protest! On behalf of my son again in full control of himself replied and of 111Y CIan, I demand reparation for calmly, "Nothing more, Provost Stravos. 1 these insults. 1 demand that-" duly acknowledge the soundness of your decision. r only trust that the Council will "Who are you, Sarek, to demand evince the sa~e dear-mindedness when an.ything?" X'Our cut him short, eyes they pass sentence on my son." blazing with a fanatic fire. "You and your Clan disgraced yourselves when you "We will, Sarek, rest easy on that brought an Off-worlder into our micist! matter. We will." You have soiled the purity of the Vulcan race by letting your blood mingle with "I rely on your wisdom, 5travos," alien blood. You and vour hybrid Sarek replied with a slight bow. offspring here have brought sham"e on our people. Because of the likes of you, After conferring briefly with his Sarek, Vulcans have lost the true spirit of colleagues the Provost proclaimed, "The our warrior forebears, and have turned to Council will take a twenty minute recess­ alien wavs. You have forsaken our but let no-one leave the precincts," he superior r~ce, you have-" warned sternly, his eyes on some enterprising alien pressmen who had "Kroykah!" the harsh command rang rushed to the exits. Having re-established out, followed by deafening bangs of the order to his satisfaction, Stravos stepped judicial staff on the flagstones. "Enough!" down and glided towards the elderly The Council Head was now on his feet, Vulcan lady who had watched the scene tensed with anger. in austere impassivity.

Having obtained silence he coldly Meantime Amanda, still pale from proceeded, "Shame on you, X'Our! ll1is shock, slowly released her breath. A hand scene is disgraceful and dishonours our was laid on her arm, and a pair of keen Court. Officers! Take these men away, blue eyes regarded her. and see to it that the sentence is carried nut without deJny." "Are you all right?" the Doctor asked 24 kindly. inscrutable as TPau, and after all, he was the first concerned. Why didn't he join in She nodded with a smile, not trusting the fray?" her voice. "He could not, Doctor," Amanda told ''I'll go and get you a drink," said Kirk, him. standing up. "f think we could all do with one Both men looked at her. "What do you mean, he could not?" McCoy asked. Moments later he was back with three tall glasses of fruit juice. "No doubt a "Spack is committed to silence as long 'Staurak Special' would do better, but as he stands accused and awaits a verdict, thev don't seem to have it here," he and so are Stonn and T'Pring. They must re~arked in jest. not speak. That is the law," Amanda quietly explained. "This is perfect. Thank you, Jim." Amanda gratefully sipped her drink. ''I'll be damned'" was all McCoy found to say, but Kirk, realising what it had cost The Doctor, in an attempt to lighten his friend to keep his self-control in the the atmosphere, said, "You know, those face of such deliberate provocation, said guys who always rant about emotionless, tightly, computerised Vu1cans.. Well, they should spend some time in these Judicial "And X'Our, damn him, took Courts - that would make them change advantage of that law to abuse Spock their tune real fast." publicly. He knew that Spack could not reply." "Look who's talking!" Kirk protested. "Who's constantly riling my First Officer "Precisely, Jim, and that is why 5arek for being a heartless, pointy-eared intervened," Amanda put in. computer, eh, Bones?" "But" said McCoy, his eyes on the "That's different, Jim. It's for his own Hall below, "if Spack is bound to silence, good, and he knows it too. Why, he'd how come he and Sarek are talking just think something was seriously wrong now?" with me if I didll't taLU1t him now and then," McCoy retorted. "Seriously, 'They are not, Leonard," said Amanda. though, who would've thought that "Look again." Vulcans could blow their tops as they did just now! Even Sarek. My word, what a Intrigued, they watched father and show. He was magnificent. I never son, who were standing shoulder to thought he had it in him." shoulder. Then the Captain caught on. "[ know - a mind link." "Vuicans are creatures of passions, Leonard, for ,Ill their mastery at "Yes. jim. The parental bond. It is controlling them," Amanda reminded permitted." him. "That's neat!" McCoy declared "You're telling me!" he grinned, "But appreciatively. "So they can communicate how come Spock didn't turn a hair? I was without interference, even in a room full wCltching him, as stone-faced and of telepaths?" 25

"There are appropriate techniques," She smiled, then after a slight pause she replied simply. announced, "Message received and acknowledged, gentlemen, but I'm "Really' WelL speaking of surprised at Spock; I didn't know he was interference, my translator seems to have conversant with Terran sign language." developed a glitch. Some blanks were left in what that fanatic said. What exactly did "Well, drawled the Doctor, "Jim and I he say to Spock to cause such a have taught him a thing or two about hullaballoo?" Human ways. You'd be surprised."

A faint blush suffused Amanda's "{ have no doubt about it," she replied cheeks. After some hesitation she replied pleasantly. grimly. "I cannot tell you. The profanities he uttered are simply untranslatable. At that moment that staff-bearer Believe me, it is better that way. How he struck the floor three times to call the dared!" she whispered, taut with anger. assembly back to order.

"Sorry," McCoy said hastily. "I "Uh-oh, here we go again," muttered shouldn't've asked. Stupid of me." McCoy, all thought of banter forgotten.

"No, Doctor," Amanda sighed. "You At once all conversation ceased in the could not know that a Vulcan could stoop Hall, the groups dissolved, and all so low." returned quietly to their places. The three Humans saw Spock look up in their "Well, seems to me that lots of direction before resuming his parade Vulcans are behaving out of character stance, while his father exchanged a few right now," the Doctor commented dryly. words with T'Pau before sitting doW1) by Then seeing an abstracted expression Sradek. cross her face he asked, "Is something wrong?" A pause ensued. Provost Stravos coolly surveyed the audience, then "Hmmm? Oh no, on the contrary," she declared, "The proceedings are now said, a secret smile on her lips. "I just had resumed. Let Stann and Commander a message from my husband. He is Spack come up for judgement." reasonably optimistic." Then at their obvious surprise she explained, "Sarek In the tense silence the two V ulcans and I are bonded, you know, and we approached and stood under the scrutiny share our thoughts. The marital link, if of their judges. you like." Stravos began, "Spack, Stonn, you "I see," Kirk said with interest. "Does it stand accused of the same offence, work both ways?" therefore your cases will be judged jointly. You have been found guilty of Amanda was amused. "Of course, Jim. illegally and wilfully fighting D'Alik'Tal Do you have a message for Spock?" to the death, and thus of having violated the guiding Principles of Surak, an The two men exchanged a glance, inconceivable crime which must be then McCoy chuckled. "We sure have. punished with extreme rigor." Here Just tell Spack this," and he raised both Slravos paused and let his stern gaze hands with fingers crossed. wander over the audience, who were 26

frozen in expectancy. "Wait!" hissed McCoy. "I t-hink there's more to come." "On the other hand," he resumed coolly, "the Council is conscious of the He was right. The Provost raised his fact that in fighting this duel you abided hand for silence, then calmly proceeded, by our sacred traditions and stood up for the honour of your Clans, thus deserving, "This verdict necessarily implies that as of right, our approval and you, Stonn, and you, Spock, will commendation. henceforth abide by our laws without fail." "Furthermore the Council is possessed of indisputable evidence proving that you Both men bowed in silent assent. both acted, Wlknowingly, under the contriving agency of a third party, "Commander," went on Stravos, his namely your Chattel, Stonn, and her keen gaze locked onto Spock's, "you are accomplice of the Lla'Hanak Brother~ cleared of all blame. Conclusive evidence hood. In sort, we know for a fact that vou has proved that your conduct throughout have been the victims of a deep-laid plot this incident conformed to your Vulcan designed for the sale purpose of your heritage, It has been proved that you took elimination. It follows, therefore, that the up Stonn's challenge only after having question is whether the wrong done to been subjected to extreme provocation you outweighs the wrong that you have and prejudice. Also, having won the done. The Council has, after careful combat as a true warrior, you refused to consideration, reached the following exercise your right to give the finishing conclusions. stroke, and you spared the life of your fallen adversary. In showing StOlU1 mercy Here the Provost paused again, as if you proved your respect for life and for deliberately playing with the nerves of the teachings of Surak. For these reasons, the Humans who were hanging on his and because this illegal duel was forced every word. At last he solemnly upon you, we solemnly declare your proclaimed, name and that of your Clan clear of all blame, and your honour intact. You will "In view of these facts, and of the therefore leave this Court free and in high aforementioned mitigating circumstances, esteem, Spack. Live long and prosper," and also because to condemn on the one hand and praise on the other would be In the pause that followed while the illogical, it is the decision of this Cow·t to audience, struck by this W1precedented render a favourable verdict and withdraw tribute, waited for Spack's response his the charges laid against you." mother whispered,

A murmur stirred over the Hall, "I can't believe it! So unexpected, so whether a reaction of satisfaction or overwhelming!" disapproval it was hard to tell. "Do you think so?" Kirk said, "Well, The Lady Amanda heaved a sigh of after what he's been through, that was the reliei. "Thank god!" she breathed, "He is least they could do," in the clear. Sarek was right." Amanda, divided between shock and "A full acquittal," Kirk said happily. amusement, looked at him. "But Captain, "Even better than expected," you don't seem to W1derstand. This is a 27

Vulcan Court of Law!" silence. She paused beside Stann, slowly raised her hood, and let it fail back on her Meantime Spack, keeping intrusive shoulders, revealing the perfection of her emotions finnly in check, bowed and flawless features and elegant hairstyle. replied, "Lord Provost, Councillors, r respectfully acknowledge your verdict, "God, she really is beautiful," was and pledge my honour to take heed of Captain Kirk's hushed comment your recommendation in future. Peace and long life." He saluted the Council and "Sure, and all the more dangerous," wen t with measured steps to join his McCoy reminded him. father, whose strong features shone with ill-concealed pride and satisfaction. Dovvn in the Hall the Provost, with hardly a glance at T'Pring, was saying, The Head of the Council then turned "Stonn, your chattel holds a great to the man left standing in fl'Ont of the responsibility in this case. Although she trial board, and the look he bent upon obstinately declined to answer our him was much less favourable. questions during the hearings, her culpability has been fully established, and "As for you, Stann, I cannot say that she must be severely punished. But her your behaviour has been entirely fate depends on you alone, since tradition blameless in this affair. You are also grants you the rights of life and death discharged, since it has been proved that over your chattel. The prerogative and you were used as a tool in the the decision are yours, Stonn." machinations hatched against Spock. But a dose examination of your case shows a StOIU1 stirred at last, swallowed hard, regrettable lack of judgement in your and met the eyes of the judges. "Lord conduct, and an equally regrettable Provost," he said in a muted voice, "the degree of credulity and bigotry. The fact decision is no longer mine. '['Pring is my that you were easily manipulated into chattel no longer. We have separated." believing the accusations brought against Spack shows in you a tendency to There was sensation in the Court at fallacious reasoning. However, there is no the unexpected h.lrn of events. mind so biased that it cannot be refonned through strict discipline and meditation. "You and TPring are no longer It is therefore the decision of the Council bonded?" Stravos smmded displeased. that you go into retreat with the Masters "Then why were we not infonned?" of Gol for a period of hNo years, after which time you will resume your current "} ask forgiveness," Stann said, "but activities if - and only if - the Masters our bond was severed and nullified this consider it opportune. They alone can be very morning before this session. From judges in the matter. And so it is to be." now on I relinquish all rights over T'Pring, and commit her case to the As Stann seemed to be rooted to the COWLcil." spot and crushed by the sentence, Stravos looked past him and said coolly, "Now The Provost turned and exchanged there remains the crucial question of your looks with his colleagues, then declared, chattel, Stonn. let her come here!" "Very well. We shall assume the responsibility and proceed. You may He raised an authoritative hand, and withdraw, Stonn. Let your retreat at Gal the cloaked figure approached in a heavy be beneficial. The Masters have been 28

forewarned of your arrival. They expect consequences, painful though they may you within two days." be. According to the law you will be declared unfit to live on Vulcan, deprived It was a chastened Stann who limped of your Citizenship, and banished. back to his kinsmen without a single However, we know how to temper justice glance at his former bondmate. with mercy. Should you publicly make amends and express sincere regret the After a brief pause Stravos resumed, Xtmprsqzntwlfd Clan may propose 'TPring, need 1 specify the offences of leniency to the Judicial COlmcil and which you are guilty? Deceit, slander recommend a remission." TPau paused with malice aforethought, duplicity, for breath and also for effect, then incitement to murder.. these are but a continued, "As a substitution, we propose few from a long list. Are you aware of the that you be taken to Mount Seleya to sentence you deserve for these crimes?" spend the remainder of your life with the Adepts in retreat and contemplation. I "I am aware." TPring's voice was trust that appropriate disciplines and clear and self-assured. penitential exercises may enable you to redeem yourself and eventually obtain "Provost! A moment, please," broke in some degree of serenity. Your fate another voice. It was TPau, who was depends on your decision now, but approaching with regal authority. "With remember that once pronounced the the permission of the Council, may I have sentence will be irrevocable. Think about a word with the accused?" it, TPring. You have already wasted much of your life through your own An. unprecedented request indeed, but fault. Do not destroy what is lett of it:' who could refuse anything to TPau? Stravos bowed and quietly replied, One could have heard a pin drop in "Granted, TPau. you may proceed." the Hall but T'Pring, far from showing confusion and remorse, let a smile of Up in the gallery curiosity had contempt flare on her arrogant face. reached its peak. "I refuse," she declared flatly. "I have "How about that?" marvelled the no time for your pity, I have no time for Doctor. "What do you think the old fraud vain regrets. Wha t is done is done. [t was is up to now?" forced upon me because I was denied my rights. I do not want your leniency, TPau. "No idea, Bones, but I'll bet this has I reject your warped, clannish justice. I been pre-arranged," said Kirk. demand m.y rights!"

"Oh? You think those two are in "Your rights?" TPau's eyes narrowed cahoots?" dangerously. "Have you taken leave of your senses, girl? You forget your place. "1 wouldn't be surprised." You have no rights, save one - the right to beg for mercy and forgiveness." Meanwhile Tpau was facing T'Pring and submitting her to one of her "Never!" The woman, eyes flashing searching stares. "TPring," she said with rage, threw all caution to the winds. presently, "your misdeeds have brought "Better to be banished than humiliated. I shame and dishonour on your people. It will not demean myself by begging for is only right that you take the mercy. Do not patronize me, TPau. r am 29 not of your Clan. I am no longer a chattel. sombrely. I will not be ordered about. And by right and custom I am now free to choose my Curiously, and in spite of being bondmate. It is my right!" honourably discharged of all blame. Spock experienced no satisfaction, only a She insolently turned her back on the sense of relief at the thought that this Matriarch to face Spock, who was unpleasant affair would soon be over. He standin.g a few paces away as though appeared as calm and remotely austere as turned to stone. The look of defiance she ever, but the successive blows to which gave him was enough to send cold wave he had been mentally subjected in the of anger washing over him. past hour had somehow impaired his resilience. The support of his friends, the But TPau was not to be so easily presence of his father, a pillar of strength outdone. Seething with indignation she at his side, had comforted him; but as neatly stepped between the MO fanner Amanda liked to say, there was only so betrothed and striking the floor sharply much a man could take, and he now' felt with her cane she snapped, "No, T'Pring, that he could take no more. absolutely not! You renounced all rights when you challenged many years ago. The strange blend of hatred <1nd Your disgraceful behaviour proves that hW1ger which he read in TPring's eyes your actions were from the beginning before she tmned away chilled him to the taken with pure malice and intent. Since bone. Spock allowed himself an you spurn our mediation, r now imperceptible sigh. He had to admit that relinquish your fate ta the Judicial Trau had been right. That very morning Council and abide by their decision. she had told him, in no uncertain terms, Provost, Councillors, I thank your that he was a fool to trouble himself over forbearance for allowing me this attempt. TPring. His request to try to save the girl It was, alas, to no avail. Let the trial from banishment, the worst fate that proceed. She is all yours." could befall a V ulean, was illogical, emotional, useless, and a waste of time. With a nod to the Council the Nevertheless, TPau had yielded to his MalTiarch took her leave and stalked back insistence and made the attempt which to her place, little imagining the only she could make. l1,e result had only memories her last words had suddenly revealed TPring in her true light, and conjured up in Spack's and T'Pring's confirmed her conviction. Yes, TPau was minds. They were the same words uttered right; he was a fool. by T'Pring on the Ha'aka Hill, the terrible words bv which she had abandoned Such were the bitter thoughts that ran Spack to his worst enemies. through Spock's mind as he looked on listlessly while the judgement progressed 'He is all yours!' she had told them, to its foregone conclusion. In a daze he certain that Spock could not survive, and heard Stravos drone out the long that her hurt pride would be avenged. sentence, and even grant the accused a Now, in the gaze they exchanged, each reprieve of five days before leaving saw what was in the other's mind. What Vulcan, thus giving her time to put her an ironic, unexpected reversal of the affairs in order, and to take her leave of sihtation. those who were still on speaking terms with her. Probably what Humans call pocHe justice, Spock thought as he watched her When T'Pring was finally escorted 30 away and looked back at him for the last pace by the Lady Amanda and Dr time, her eyes still held that strange McCoy." expression of bitter haLred and regret. Kaiidth! It no longer mattered now. He "Spock!" Kirk said breathlessly. "It's felt that he could no longer bring himself wonderful! Are you all right?" to care. He was conscious only of a great lassitude, and of the need to be alone, the "Perfectly, Jim." Brave words belied by need to retreat into himself and try to the obvious strain on Spock's face. recover some peace of mind. Kirk was not fooled, and looked at As last the Provost declared the him searchingly. "Sure, Spock? Gods, session closed and the staff-bearer gave when I saw those press guys crowd you, I the signal for the assembly to depart. As feared you might never make it, but I they went out Spack could appreciate the reckoned without Vulcan savoir-faire! smooth efficiency with which his father, Congratulations, Ambassador, and you, assisted by Sin/ann, Shundak and some gentlemen. That was a remarkable show others, closed in on him to shield him of force." from the swarm of reporters who descended upon him armed with cameras There was a little glint of humour in and recorders. Sarek's eyes as he said calmly, "We are honoured, Captain. That is praise indeed, "Commander, a word, please!" coming from an expert such as you."

"What exactly was the accusation?" "Sarek," Amanda intervened quietly, "with your permission, I think it is time to "Spock, what are your impressions?" go home." Her concern was evident, and her husband took the hint. "Ambassador, a word for lnter-News­ Corpl" "Certainly. Let us go by the back door. Come." "Spock, who is that T'Pring? Is she your wife? And so, while the crowds were still commenting on the events in the Judicial "Commander!" Hall, Sarek and his party departed quietly, leaving the disgruntled foreign All they could get were a few close-up correspondents with a poor opinion of shots. Ambassador Sarek's imperious the Vulcan Public Relations Organisation. glare, reinforced by the irresistible impetus of his fellow Vulcans, was more than a match for the newsmongers. Even before attendants had time to i..r'ltervene CHAPTER 6 and restore order Spack's escort had forced a path through the throng of "Jim! Are you ready yet?" called Dr reporters, who fell away like waves split McCoy as he pushed open the door after apart by the prow of a destroyer. giving a perfunctory knock. He looked around the room. The slanted shafts of Thus in no time Spock was spirited the setting sun, filtering through the away and safely shepherded to a private window screens, touched everything with room. Seconds later Captain Kirk came a ruby glow, but Jim Kirk was nowhere to bouncing in, foilowed at a more sedate be seen. 31

McCoy frowned at the clothes laid out shops. I suppose it's to impress the on the bed and raised his voice. "Jim, ladies?" was the caustic reply. we're waiting! Hurry up, will you?" "It's to impress one lady, Bones." A muffled voice answered, and seconds later Captain James T Kirk, "Yeah, bu t so far your charm seems to scantily wrapped in a towel, emerged be wasted on that particular lady. On the from the bathroom. "What's all the racket other hand, I detected a certain degree of for, Bones?" he asked, energetically annoyance in our Vulcan the other night," rubbing at his wet hair. "That's no way to McCoy revealed with satisfaction. behave in the residence of a Vulcan Ambassador." "You did?" Kirk looked pleased with himself. "Yes, looks like my efforts are "We're supposed to leave in five producing some effect on Spock, which is minutes, Captain, that's what!" rasped all that matters, actually." He began McCoy. "And no fear of upsetting Vulcan brushing his hair vigorously "And one protocol, because they've already gone. good think with this Mav'Ikman As far as I know, there are only the three ceremony, it should take his mind off of us left in the house, so we'd better get other things." going, Jim. We can't keep a whole Vulcan Clan waiting - it's unthinkable." "Quite right," said McCoy with a knowing grin, "and I believe that a cosy "Nervous, Bones?" Kirk teased as he tete-a-tete with T'Kahalin is indicated as began to dress. an antidote for TPring's noxious effects. Doctor's orders," McCoy strolled to one of the windows and looked out. "No, but this kind of "Well your prescription had better be official reception is not exactly my cup of effective, Doctor, because he needs it after tea, you know." what he went through at the tria!," Kirk said bitterly. "Thank god it's over now. "Don't I know it!" Kirk chuckled. "At Spack is in the clear, and in another few least you can't complain about dress days we'll be rid of T'Pring." uniforms. A good thing they're not required tonight." He picked up a straw­ "And not too soon," the Doctor coloured shirt and held it in front of him commented dryly. "Anyway, I'm sure that with a complacent glance in the mirror. in time he will -" A soft knock on the door "Yes," he said reflectively, "I rather like broke him off short. "Well, lalk of the this one. What do you think, Bones?" devil," he drawled as Spack came in at Kirk's call. The Doctor eyes him critically and nodded. "Uh-huh, nice colour, but what "Gentlemen," Spack anJ\ounced, abou t these embroideries and things on ignoring the provocation, "the skimmer is the front? Looks a bit fancy to me." ready. It's time to go."

"That's because you don't know "Ready when you are, Mr Spock," said anything about Vulcan fashion, Doctor. the Captain who, with a wink at McCoy, 111ese are all the rage at the moment." snapped to attention and asked. formally, "sir, does our attire meet with your "Are they? Well, you should know, approval?" after all the time you spent in those 32

Catching the teasing twinkle in the were converted into comfortable living hazel eyes, Spock straightened up, folded quarters. My parents often stay here his hands behind his back, and assuming during the hot summer months, as their his 'superior officer' mode, walked slowly air is cooler in the hills than in ShiKahr." around them, looked them up and down and finally declared, "You'll do, "Well I hope it hasn't been modernised gentlemen. At ease," too much," Kirk put in. "There's nothing I like better than stately homes steeped in "Thank you, N1r Spock; and if r may be history, and fortified castles complete so bold, you're quite an eyeful yourself in with towers, battlements, drawbridges, that suit," Kirk retorted with an buttresses ... you name it." appreciative look at his Vulcan's sober midnight-blue elegance. Then, all "Not forgetting the fair maiden and business again, he grabbed his jacket and valiant knights, of course!" McCoy jeered. set off for the door, saying over his "Jim, I never knew you had such a shoulder, "Let's go, my friends. What are romantic sou!!" you waiting for?" "Unfortunately Ar Elak'Ksar does not Moments later Spock's air-car was possess drawbridges or ghosts, Captain, speeding over the desert, and its pilot was but I don't think vou will be doing his best to satisfy the curiosity of disappointed." Spock pointed at the steep, the Humans. craggy hills coming into view. "See for yourself." "Ar Elak'ksar is the Family domain located in the foothills of the LLangon The huge disc of Eridani, hanging low range," he informed. them. over the horizon, flashed its last beams across the sand dunes and set off with "But Spack, I always thought ShiKahr light and shadow the wind-sculpted cliffs was your home?" said McCoy. looming in the distance. The Human pair squinted through the viewport in search "Correct, Doctor. it has been for the of the fort. last -1-0 years. Before that it was at Ar Elak'ksar, the original stronghold of the "Where, Spock? I can't see... Oh, there! Clan." There is is!" Kirk exclaimed. "Look, Bones, on top of that big red crag, see? Hard to "A stronghold, eh? That's where tell from here, It seems to be part of the you're taking us? I'll bet it's a ramshackle cliff ~ a perfect camouflage." pile of stones full of draughts and crawling with the ghosts of your Indeed, the old fortress, perched on a ancestors." ridge, looked as if it had been carved out of rock rather than built of assembled Disappointingly, McCoy's bait failed blocks. Only the regular pattern of the to produce the desired effect. Spock's ramparts told the eye that it was not the eyebrow rose in controlled amusement, work of nature. Spock reduced speed and and he replied blandly, "This is the 32nd changed course. As they drew nearer the centurv here, Doctor, and Vulcans have cyclopean wails, crowned with parapets acquired ,,\ certain degree of civilisation and towers, appeared to them like a and a certain sense of comfort since the mirage in the red haze of sunset. There in castle was built. AI' Elak'Ksclr has been all its arrogance stood the hilltop restored, and a few years ago two wings stronghold of predatory warlords whose 33 descendant happened to be the gentle and But- he was deprived of his argument civilised man of their acquaintance. as Kirk, glued to the viewport, exclaimed, "Just look at that, Bones! isn't that After a moment of silent something? A castle out of a fairy-tale!" contemplation McCoy felt bOW1d to air his vie\'\'s. "Well, Spack, I must admit I The air-car was now skimming the never expected anything so spectacular. rooftops and skirting towers which I'm impressed." sported emblazoned pennons flapping merrily in the breeze. As they flew over a "I am glad that it comes up to your forecourt Kirk noticed a number of expectations, Doctor," Spack replied cloaked figures climbing a monumental placidly. stone stairway.

"Magnificent, Spack!" Kirk enthused. "Are we on time, Spack?" he enquired. "Exactly my idea of the mythic castle. I guess these walls have witnessed many a "We are, Captain. We must go in last." feat of arms?" "Oh - so as to make a triumphal "They have indeed, Jim," said Spack as entrance, I suppose?" he set the air-car in a smooth descent, "but they have also been the scene of "Precisely. The reception of honoured appalling carnage in our savage past." guests is ordained by immutable rites which must be strictly observed." "Is that so?" McCov sOWlded sarcastic. "A real congenial bMch of fellows, those "What fun!" grunted McCoy, rolling ancestors of yours! Are you certain their his eyes skywar~, ghosts don't haunt the corridors at night, moaning and vvringing their blood­ "But let me add, gentlemen," Spock dripping hands?" continued imperturbably, "that after the presentation ceremony there is what you "Absolutely certain, McCoy," Spack might call ... er ... a party," retorted repressively. "No-one has ever met a ghost at AI' Elak'Ksar, or anywhere "A party?" McCoy beamed. "How on Vulcan. Ghosts simply do not exist, about that! A real party, with lost of food, Doctor." booze, music, pretty women.. Is that it, Spock?" 'That's what you say," McCoy muttered darkly, "but you won't get it out Assuming his best puritanical air the of my mind that down in the dungeons, at Vulcan replied, "Something in that style, the stroke of midnight, there are some but of course you won't find here the ghastly hair-raising goings-on." licence and intemperance which too often characterises Human social functions." "I won't even try, Doctor. Given the nature of your mind, it would be a "I don't doubt it, Mr Spock," the hopeless endeavour," Spock remarked Doctor said with a wink at Kirk. dryly. "Okay, now that we've been warned "And just what's fhat supposed to we might as well get on with it," said mean T' demanded the bristling Doctor, Kirk. "What are we waiting for, Spack?" readying for battle. Spock was now keeping the skimmer "Looks like we're not wanted here," hovering over the forecourt. "In just a McCoy muttered to Kirk. moment, Captain," he replied. On one side of the door hung a large Kirk hesitated, then said, "Oh, all brass gong which, when struck by Spock right. But don't we go and park with a mallet, boomed loudly with a somewhere?" hollow sound. A t once the doors swung open, and they found themselves facing a "The others have all parked on the solid wall of Vulcan wan-iors in full array. other side of the keep, but we don't have From the crests of their shining helmets to," Spock answered cryptically. to the breastplates of their armour they sported the le-matya rampant emblem of Captain and physician traded a the Xtmprsqzntwlfd Clan, and they stood mystified glance and settled down to in ominous silence, barring the way by wait. holding their long spears crosswise.

At last Spock snapped out- of his The three tall figures who stood on abstraction and touched the controls. one side offered an equally imposing "They are now ready for us. We can go." sight. Clad from head to foot in gold and black, they looked darkly mysterious "How do YOll know?" McCoy asked behind their black cowls, and reminded curiously, then as realisation dawned he Kirk of some esoteric ceremony he had said, "Oh yeah, stupid of me. Vulcan once watched on Earth. The same thought magic, of course." occurred to the Doctor, for he sidled up to Kirk and hissed, "Jim, is this a joke, or Spock set the skimmer gliding down have we fallen into the clutches of the as gently as an autumn leaf and touched Vulcan Ku-Klux-Klan?" ground precisely at the foot of the stairs. He switched off power and released the "Neither, Doctor," Spock said calmly, hatch, then looked at his companions. "It "and from now on kindly keep silent." is time, gentlemen," he said, standing up. "And Doctor, no magic, Vulcan One of the figures then moved otherwise, was involved, only a mental forward and intoned, "Who comes here message from Sarek." seeking entry to Ar Elak'Ksar?"

"Same thing!" quipped the Doctor as "It is L Spock, son of Sarek, of the he climbed out of the small vessel in the House of Xlm.prsqzntwlfd." wake of the Captain. "What do you seek, SpaCk son of Sarek?"

Once outside they could not help but "T request the favour of an audience feel somewhat overwhelmed by the with our Elders," Spack stated. grandeur of the place, and they craned upwards, past the stone roofs and the "For what purpose?" the other battlements to the patch of velvety sky continued. twinkling with the first stars. But it was time to go, and they followed Spack up "So as to introduce these Humans to the 39 steps to the huge gateway, only to the Council, and thus obtain for them the find the nail-studded door firmly dosed. goodwill and protection of the Family." 35

"Impossible!" the hooded man having heard it before. reproved. "The Clan does not admit Offworlders in its midst." As his shoulder brushed against Spock's Kirk felt a whisper~t()uch to his "Wrong!" cow1tered Spack. "The Clan mind, the familiar presence seeking has already admitted a Terran." admittance. With an inward smile, he opened his mind. "Who are you to dare make such an assertion? What proof do you have?" Do come 111, Speck, Glad you calI S!'X/l'{' me a thought. "1 am Spock, son of Sarek and the Lady Amanda," Spack said with dignity. I felt a certain IIIlcasil1ess irJ your mind, Jim. "I am the living proof of the truth of my Call I heIp' statement." Oh, jll5t something fhat's pllz=ling me. ThaI' An argument of consequence, no Iilan there - his voice SffJ11$ familiar. Did I meet doubt; for the ritual was interrupted for him somewhere? consideration. Then the spokesman resumed; Yo/{ did, Jim. At the ~~!I11IU1Silll11 mid 011 the Ha' oka Hills. "What right to these Outvvorlders have to claim this privilege?" Got if.! Shllllliak, isn'! it? So he's yow kill, too? Did he object to 01/1' presence here? "One is mv Commander; the other mv Healer. both' are my friends," Spock No, Jil11. He was orlly discharging his duty. declared simply. Jlist wait and see.

Another pause followed while the With that mild rebuff Spack withdrew Vulcan conferred with his acolytes; and as gently as he had entered, leaving his McCoy and Kirk exchanged a glance. somewhat mystified Captain to summon as much patience as he was able. Finally, the rites having apparently been perfom1ed to his satisfaction, the The group was now crossing an open­ masked man solemnly stated, "Your air courtyard surrounded by stone pillars. reasons appear to be sound, Spack, and In the centre a fountain sang, and a big your request is accepted. Come! We shall crackling fire sent a myriad of sparks up lead you to the Council of Elders." to the starry sky. 111en, after following one of the porticoes they climbed a flight At his signal the guards parted and let of steps up to carved wooden doors Spock and his companions cross the which parted at the approach, and threshold. As if by magic they produced suddenly the trio stood facing a lofty hall naming torches, and the cohort set off in ablaze with lights and filled with good order along echoing corridors which brilliantly garbed Vulcans. The sight was seemed to have been carved out of red so unexpected and so dazzling that the rock. With a look at their shadows Humans paused instinctively at the door; dancing on the walls, Kirk speculated on at once a hush settled over the assembly, the identity of the mysterious Vulcan and all gazes turned expectantly to the who had performed the greeting ritual. In newcomers. spite of the hood that muffled the voice the Captain had the nagging feeling of "Now what are we supposed to do?" 36 wondered Dr McCoy, somewhat­ rejected by his peers, disowned by his unnerved at finding himself face to face father, was now greeted as an equal by with all these resplendent Vulcans and these superior Vulcans in the historic suddenly deserted bv their escort, who for home of their Clill1. Amanda was right some reason unknown had simply things were changing in the ShiKahr vanished. community, and if she was watching their entrance now she must be glowing with But Spock - thank god! - was very motherly pride ... and rightly so. present, standing at their side. "Hush, Doctor," he said. "Just keep calm and But, where tU175 Amanda? Where were follow me." the women, for that matter? Kirk cast a surreptitious glance right and left, but so Then \·vith tranquil authority he far as he could see there were no laelies, stepped forward, and the company parted only males present. Well, it probably was to form a guard of honOill for the visitors. one of those men-only gatherings, As he and McCoy walked close on unless.. The Captain squinted upward, Spock's heels Kirk could not help being and beyond the bronze chandeliers rtmused by this reversal of their hanging low from the timber vault he situations. Usually it was his First Officer, could discern massive walls hung with always mindful of etiquette, who walked tapestries, shields and weapons. On one one or two steps behind him. side tall windows looked out to the night, while on the other several bays with But here, as McCoy had aptly balconies seemed to lead into upper remarked, they were on Vulcan turf, and rooms. And there indeed were the ladies, had to conform to Vulcan ways and their faces and jewels gleaming in the half customs. It suited him very well just now light. to let Spock take the lead, which he did with the graceful dignity inherent in his With a nod and a nudge Kirk disclosed race, a particular trait which had always his finding to the Doctor. struck the Captain; but here, curiously, it was.. different, it was more than that. Following his gaze McCoy muttered, Spack, head held high, moved with "Some people have all the luck. That's measured step in an aura of calm where the best view is." confidence. He was the suzerain commanding respect, the victorious They had arrived at the dais where the warlord claiming homage and Family Cotmci.l sat in state, At a glance recognition. And come to think of it, the Kirk took in the colourful rugs strewn on image conjured up in Kirk's imagination the floor, the torches burning in brackets, was not so fanciful, considering that a and the richly-robed, impressive-looking few days ago Spock had victoriously Elders who sat in high-backed chairs on emulated his warlike ancestors. either side of the majestic and inscrutable Matriarch. Standing guard around them As Kirk walked in his friend's wake, were the warriors of the cohort and the watched by all these splendid Vulcans, he three cloaked men who had greeted them. thought that this pageantry, a legacy of Their black cowls were pushed back, and pre-Reform times, had perhaps not been true enough, one of them was Shundak, staged only for their benefit, but also for the MasterwatwArms who had acted as Spock, the heir to a highborn Family. Spack's second at the duel. What an ironic reversal indeed! Spock, who had left his home world in disgrace, Now Spack was raising his hand in 37 greeting and saying solemnly, "Most condescendingly, an.d looked Kirk and venerable Elders, peace and long life. I McCoy over as though they belonged so come to serve." some rare species, after which she proceeded with the rituals. Raising her "Live long and prosper, Spock. We voice, she asked, "Does anyone else in were expecting you," TPau replied these precincts wish to come forward and affably. "The Elders have been apprised of speak for the visitors?" the regrettable incidents of the past few days, and of their satisfactory conclusion. "I do," said a deep voice. We are pleased with your performance throughout this crisis, and with your zeal Spock tumed expectantly, the ranks in defending the good name of the parted, and Sarek, an imposing figure in family. You have done well, Spock." gold and black robes, approached with solemn tread. He paused with a glance of A murmur of approval rose from the acknowledgement to his son and guests, assembly. Spack inclined his head and then moved on, saluted the Elders, and respectfully replied, with an ease born of long practice in intergalactic conferences, he took the "I am honoured, TPau." floor.

Suddenly a bloodcurdling yell went "Honourable Elders, and you, my up in the hall, taken up and repeated by kinsmen, I stand before you to in traduce all the males present, who all stamped James T Kirk, Captain of the USS one foot in tempo. The roar was Enterprise, and Leonard McCoy, Chief indescribable, and made the windows Medical Officer. They are my son's fellow rattle and the Humans' flesh creep. officers, and currently my guests in ShiKahr. As custom would have it, their "Bones, do you realise? It's the war­ Mav'Ikman was to take place upon their cry, the voice of Vulcan's savage past!" arrival but w1foreseen circumstances, of Kirk hissed as the clamour echoed and which you are all aware, interfered with washed over them like battering waves. our plans. It is only tonight that 1 am able to present Captain Kirk and Dr McCoy, TPau waited patiently for the whose reputations have been known on acclamations to subside, then coolly our world for some time, From personal resumed, "Spack, are these the experience I can attest that both are men Outworlders whom you present to the of good character and high principles. Cow1cil of the Family?" Some of you, I know, have already met them and will, no doubt, support my "Yes, they are, Trau." Spock moved request and that of my son to receive aside and signalled his friends to come James Kirk and Leonard McCoy into our forward. family with the courtesy and respect they deserve. Trau and Elders, I have had my "I am told that you wish them to be say. We now await your decision." Sarek received into the Family, Do you vouch stepped back and calmly folded hLs hands for them?" in the ample sleeves of his robe in confident expectancy. "I do, TPau, on my honour," Spack replied firmly. After exchanging looks with her associates the Matriarch rose with great ''Very well." The old lady nodded solemnity. She stTUck the floor with the 38 staff of her office and proceeded to deliver to what was just said. I find it regrettable the age-old fonnula of acceptance. that prejudice against Humans blinds you to the characters of Spock's friends." "According to our Law and Customs which come down from the Time of the "I heard you without prejudice, Sarek, Beginning, and following the pledges and so did all here. Captain Kirk is your made on your behalf by Sarek and Spock, son's friend? Then how can you explain son of Sarek, we, the Council of Elders, their fight to the death when they were have the fight to grant you, James Kirk, last on Vulcan? How does that tally with and you, Leonard McCoy, the honorary your flattering description of Kirk's status of exalted guests of OUf House, character?" together with the privileges and duties deriving therefrom. Such is the decision At this direct attack on Kirk, Spock of the Council, and so it shall be!" and McCoy immediatelY closed ranks with their'" Captain, an"d in such an In the pause that followed the Captain instinctive unison, obviously born of long was about to say a few words of thanks practice, that Sanhil, impassive though he when suddenly a voice was heard loud looked, was taken aback. and clear acros~ the hall, Sensing his advantage, and before "1 protest!" Sarek could reply, Kirk raised his hand and said, "One moment, please. With In the shocked silence which fell upon your permiSSion, Madam, I want to the assembly a tall, powerfully built man reply." made his way up to the dais, cast a penetrating look upon the trio, then Trau nodded assent. "You may speak, firmly repeated, "I protest! Venerable Kirk." She was intrigued by this Elders, your decision is unwise and w1expected turn of events, particularly by inopportune! the instant reaction of the trio, and together with the assembled Vulcans she TPau replied imperturbably, "It is awaited developments with great interest. your right to raise objections, Sanhil, but you must state your reasons." The Captain then rounded on his accuser. "Sir, since you are so well "Mv reasons are obvious clS they informed you must know that the combat logically follow my observations of was not of my choosing. It was high­ Human behaviour. TIle question is, how handedly thrust upon me by a Vulcan far can we trust Outworlders? How do female recently convicted by the Judicial we know if they will observe our prime COUTlcil, and for the sake of some ancient rule of non-violence, and that they will custom I knew nothing about. If I was never take up arms against our Clan, as is chosen as her champion, if I fought stipulated in our code of behaviour? against Spock, it was against my will.'· Considering the notorious propensity of Humans for war-mongering, I very much "Incorrect!" the other retorted coldly. doubt it." "As an Outworlder you were free to decline the challenge. Why did you not do Kirk's protest was forestalled by so?" Sarek, who moved with authority to confront the newcomer. "It seems," he Kirk hesitated. He felt Spack's said calmly, "that you paid little attention discomfort, and knew how painful it was 39 for his Vulcan pride to hear such a private the death, And it was r who nearly killed subject publicly mentioned, Dammit! it him, I who nearly committed murder, not was none of their business, after all. What he! How dare you accuse Captain Kirk! could he say How dare you question his loyalty!"

"Jim!" hissed McCoy. "What's the "Good for you, Spock!"broke in matter with you? Say something!" McCoy. "About time someone came up with a few home truths. Now it's my "We are waiting, Captain," Sanhil turn." reminded him, "Why did you accept the challenge?" "Don't, Bones!" Kirk said sharply,

Decision made, Kirk drew in a deep "Sorry, Jim, but there are certain breath and declared, "Whatever my things that need to be said, With your reasons were for accepting the challenge, permission, Ma'am?" he belatedly asked they are private and no concern of yours, TPau, who sat watching them with close That is all I have to say," attention,

"And that's all you'll get for an "Granted, McCoy, Since you have answer, Mister!" McCoy commented with obviously set your mind on having your satisfaction. say, you may proceed."

TPau intervened. "Now let us get this The ironic undertone in her voice was over with. 5anhi1, are you satisfied with not lost on the Doctor, who flashed her Captain Kirk's response?" one of his lop-Sided grins and replied unabashed, "Much obliged, Ma'am," Then "} am not," the Vulcan said turning to the aloof Vulcan he fixed him emphatically. ''Kirk did not answer my with blazing blue eyes and attacked, question. We know for a fact that he fought against his friend, How can we "Look here, Mr... Sanhil, isn't it? You trust such an unreliable Human?" can't go around casting accusations at people, especially when you don't know "That is enough!" cut in a frigid voice, them. I, on the other hand, happen to and there was Spock facing Sanhil with a know Captain Kirk particularly well, and defiant glare. I tell you that he would never hurt anyone: least of all Spock, his best friend. The room fell silent at once, tense and expectant. "You may not be aware of this, but these two have the reputation of forming "I am surprised at you, Sanhil." the best command team that Starfleet ever Spock's voice was perfectly controlled, had, a team which functions on trust and "When I pledged my honour for my loyalty. TI1ey have saved each other's Captain, our Elders accepted it. Why not lives a dozen times over, and you want you? My father spoke for my friends; people to believe that James Kirk could why do you not believe him? You affirm do harm to his closest friend? I tell you, that James Kirk is not to be trusted. 1 tell it's impossible. you that I trust him with my Hfe, with my soul! Can you do as much with any friend "When Spack had to come home to of yours? He look up the challenge, yes, Vulcan some years ago, Jim Kirk took the but he did not know it meant a fight to responsibility of taking his ship off ~o course, contrary to Starfleet orders, "You bet, Jim!" was McCoy's gruff because Spock's life was at stake. And reply. when he was chosen for the challenge he accepted it for the same reason. I am "Indeed, Captain," said Spock, who Spack's physician, or Healer, if you like. with arms folded on his chest was eyeing Well, I can attest without committing a Sanhi1 with suspicion. "Sanhil, I fail to see breach of confidence that he was in no the logic of your interference, and 1 think physical condition then to withstand a you had better explain." fight to the death against Stann or any of the Vulcans present, let alone that big Sanhil looked at the three men in turn hulking fellow with the black mask and and let a subtle expression of that nasty-looking knife that he kept appreciation cross his face. ''The holding to our throats. explanation is simple, Spack. This was just a logical and necessary demon­ "That's why the Captain took up the strahan." Then, addressing the Elders, he challenge. He knew it was the only way solemnly declared, "TPau, you will agree to save Spock's life. Dammit, he couldn't with me that the experiment has proved just stand by and watch his friend being conclusive. Therefore we fully approve hacked to death, now could he?" McCov your decision to greet the Humans as glared at the stolid Vulcan, and in fin~l h.onorary members of the Clan. Let them argument added, "And if you don't live long and prosper!" believe me why don't vou ask T'Pau? She was there; she can tell you that I speak His words were met with a murmur the truth." of approval, and before Kirk and McCoy could react to this surprising volte-face, "That will nO.t be necessarv, Dr TPau stood up. McCoy," the other replied l~velly, "because I waS there too." "Your agreement is duly acknowledged, Sanhil. Now that our "You? You were there? frnpossible. I decision is approved by the Family. let us would h.ave seen you." greet our guests in the Vulcan way."

"You did, Doctor. The 'big hulking At once male voices burst into a roat', fellow with the black mask' whom you so and the war-whoops rang again under aptly described ... it was me," Sanhil said. the roof as they had over the Vulcan desert centuries ago. "Ye gods!" McCoy's jaw dropped. "This is the Clan's rallying cry, The Captain then decided that this had gentlemen," Sarek told the dazed gone on long enough, he squared h.is Humans, "a traditional acclamation in shoulders and declared in his best your honour." command voice, "Now let's get this straight. You were at the challenge, you "Then we are accepted?" asked Kirk. "I saw what happened? Then will you thought for a moment that..." kindly tell us what is the meaning of this charade? I think we're entitled to an "No, Captain, your acceptance was explanation, don't you agree, l3ones? never questioned, but for some reason Spock?" He cast a questioning glance at our kinsmen deemed it necessary to put his officers. you three to the test. Am I right, Sanhil?" 41

"Perfectly," the other replied. "Come on, Bones, it was all in a good cause," Kirk said with a shrug. "A test?" Kirk wondered. "Whatever for?" "So it was, Captain," Shundak agreed with satisfaction, "and your responses "To prove that your reputation is not came up in all ways to our expectations. over-rated, Captain," put in Shundak, The way you stood up for one another who was now standing at Sanhil's side. was the best proof of your friendship." "The Enterprise officers are indeed know here, and the friendship which binds "Glad to have been of service, them has become something of a legend. Shundak." Kirk gave him a sardonic grin. It has naturally aroused curiosity and "I take it then that we've passed the test?" speculation among our people, has it not, Sarek?" "Absolutely," the Vu1cans answered with conviction, "Quite so," the Ambassador agreed, "but there are some who still deny the "A very effective demonstration advisability, even the possibility, of an indeed," Sarek's comment was touched understandi.n.g betvveen Vulcans and with his subtle brand of humour. Outworlders," "Effective, Father?" Spack eyed him "Precisely," said Sanhil, "and it was to quizzically, "Possibly, but somevofhat prove them wrong that with TPau's irrational, don't you think?" consent we seized the opportunity of the Mav'Ikman to show the existence of a "Oh come on, Spock! Whoever said link between Spack and his Human that Vulcans were rational?" McCoy's fellow officers." sarcasm surprisingly triggered a ripple of amusement all aroWld. "And," Shundak took up the tale, "Sanhil here waS considered as best "Who indeed?" said a new voice, laced qualified to conduct the demonstration," with suppressed laughter.

At this announcement Spack lifted an They turned rOLmd and found eyebrow, Kirk broke into an amused themselves facing a group of dazzling smile, and McCoy scowled, women in full formal dress. Among them was the Lady Amanda, who smiled and "Do you mean to say that all this was said, a ploy, and that you used us for your demonstration?" he grated. "May we interrupt your conversation, gentlemen, and remind you that drinks "Obviously, Doctor," said Spock. "For are now being served in the gallery next them, the idea was to provoke our door?" reactions,"

"And it worked," the Captain CHAPTER 7 remarked wryly, Jim Kirk, goblet in hand, was leaning "My word! Of all the crafty, green- against the balustrade and observing with blooded ... " McCoy muttered in amusement his First Officer, who was exaspera tion, standing a few metres away in the 42 crowded gallery. While politely lhe Family:' acknowledging the greetings of the passers-by, he noted with some relief that "I do not, but Sarek gave me to the party was not the starchy affair that understand that my presence would be he had half anticipated. In contrast with appreciated, and the Lady Amanda the formal Presentation, this looked like a graciously insisted." family reunion - which after ali, it was. Apparently these people were happy to "Your presence is indeed greatly get together in a convivial ahnosphere, appreciated by all of us, Professor, and so not devoid of a certain decorum, was your evidence in Court. It was a however. contributing factor to the decision of the Council, I'm sure." The loud laugh ter and boisterous spirit usually found at Terran social "It was the least I could do for my gatherings were out of place here, and the former student," Sradek replied simply, conversations that rose and fell around although Kirk could tell he was pleased. him were kept at a decent leveL Even the young people who had appropriated "Perhaps, but it meant a lot, believe Spock a moment ago had behaved with me. Bu t tell me, sir - there's something proper and gracious Vulcan demeanour. I've wanted to ask you about Spock. What And yet for all their restrain.t they could was he like, as a student at the hardly conceal their fascination as they Academy?" plied him with questions. Apparently these bright young things were no more There was definitely a glint of humour immune to hero-worship than their in Sradek's eyes as he said, "He was counterparts in the rest of the Federation. brilliant, Captain. Unpredictable, sometimes even obstinate, but Such were the Captain's thoughts as undeniably an exceptionally brilliant he savoured the sparkling wine provided student." bv the faithful Staurak, who officiated at tl;e buffet. Kirk smiled happily. "1 expected no less, Professor, and shall I tell you "Interesting, is it not?" said a dry voice something? He hasn't changed a bit." at his side. "Shall I tell YOII something, Captain? I Kirk turned. "Professor Sradek!" he am not in the least surprised." said genially, then following the old man's gaze he nodded. "Yes, very Like two accomplices they were interesting. Spock, hero of the day. Is that sharing a knowing look when a familiar usual on Vulcan?" voice said behind them, "Professor, Captain, I am told that the meal will be "Certainly not, Captain, but all things served shortly. Shall I show you the considered, let is say .. understandable," way?" Sradek admitted philosophically. "Ah, Spock, that's good news," said "Quite," Kirk smiled at him. "After all, Kirk. "I was just beginning to feel a bit a D'Alik'Tal fought to the death, plus a hungry. But I see you managed to escape trial before the Judicial Council, are not your fans," he teased. commonplace. But I'm surprised, Professor - I never knew you belonged to Spock looked embarrassed, much to his Captain's joy. "f-ans, Captain? You McCoy grinned and forged ahead, "[ must be mistaken," he replied primly. also had a session at the bar with "The species is unknown here." Shundak and Sarek's secretary; and good old Staurak, bless him, introduced me to "Is it? Then how do you explain those some more local specialities; and last, I wide-eyed young things back there had quite a chat with our argumentative drinking in your every word? If they're friend 5anhil." not fans of yours, they're certainly playing the part to perfection. Don't you "Sanhil?" Kirk sOW1ded surprised. agree, sir?" "How come? No more hard feelings?"

Thus called on, Professor Sradek "No more, Jim. 5anhil and I have nodded wisely. "Spock, I suggest that you buried the lirpa. And - " McCoy's eyes accept the fact, illogical though it seems, t\vinkled, " - you'll never guess what his that you have become a celebrity. I know profession isl." you will find that fame is a concept difficult to assume, but you must learn to Kirk looked non-plussed. "I've no idea, cope with it and not let it impair your Bones. How should I know? Or perhaps, judgement." given his physique ... bouncer or prize fighter, if such things exist in ShiKahr?" Spock gazed at his old teacher and sighed imperceptibly. tor understand, sir, McCoy stifled a chuckle. "Can't you be and I appreciate your advice. I shall do serious, Jim? See, you've scandalised my best to act upon it," he replied quietly; Spock. Sure, Sanhil would do very well in then catching sight of Kirk's mischievous the ring, but he's nothing of the kind. smile he asked with assumed innocence, Actually, he's the Chief Pediatrician at the "Is anything the matter, Captain Kirk? Medical Academy, and one of the most No? in that case, let me take you to brilliant I've ever come across in that supper. This way, Professor." field."

Spock was shepherding his Captain Amused by the Doctor's enthusiasm, and his former teacher towards the buffet Kirk whistled. "A pediatrician? I must when they ran into Dr McCoy, whom admit that's rather unexpected. Talk of they had lost sight of for some time. misleading appearances!"

"Ah, there you are," he said breezily. "1 A slight cough drew their attention to was just looking for you. Delighted, the Professor, whose eyes sparkled with Professor Sradek. So we meet again!" The curiosity. "I do not understand," he said. Doctor appeared to be in high spirits. "Spock, explain. What bearing can physical appearance have on a person's "Where the devil were you, Bones?" occupation?" Kirk wanted to know. "None, sir," Spock told him, "but it is "1 was socialising, Jim, and would you common tendency with Humans to draw

believe it N I've met lots of 'fascinating' premature conclusions from insufficient people." data, or from what they call 'first impressions'. " The provoking look he shot at Spack was received with perfect equanimity. "I "Indeed? Most curious," commented don't doubt it Doctor," said the Vulcan. Sradek. "1 am not aware, however, of you .j.j having inherited this tendency from your McCoy looked round and came face to mother, Spock." face with the glittering panoply of a Vulcan warrior. "Oh .. er... yes, please." "I should hope not, sir!" Spock said He smiled tentatively. "Have we met righteously. "Such. a shortcoming would before?" be most inconvenient and unbecoming in a scientist. Besides ... " His voice faded into By way of reply the Vulcan removed silence. his close-fitting helmet, and McCoy's eyes crinkled in amusement. "Of course we Intrigued, Kirk followed his gaze and have! You're Shoran, aren't you?" saw, some distance away, Sarek and Amanda standing talking with. a number "No, Doctor, I am Xan. This is of guests. He knew most of them, but Shoran," he was told. apparently there was nothing there to strike his First Officer dumb all of a "Greetings, Doctor," said the other sudden. Curious! warrior as he deftly retrieved the plate tilting dangerously from McCoy's grasp. The one of the ladies turned round, and all became clear. He heard McCov 'Thank you, son," the Doctor grinned, breath in his ear, "God, she's stunning!" and looked appraisingly at the tvvins. and could only nod and stare, for indeed "Sorry, but I got it wrong again. My, you never had TKahalin looked so beautiful. look good in your shining armour. So that was you, escorting us with such pomp? Something in her full-length dress You really gave us quite a show back caught the light and glinted as she there." moved. TI1e mass of her auburn hair was neatly encased in' some kind of gold "We are honoured," they murmured filigree cap encrusted with bloodstones fonnally, but the Doctor wasn't fooled; he the colour of her eyes, and more of the knew they were secretly flattered by his gems sparkled at her throat. Her golden­ heartfelt praise, Vulcans though they green eyes swept over them, alight with a were. tiny smile of recognition, then lingered on Spock's face as though trapped in his Moments later the tw'ins had made magnetic gaze. Time stood still. him comfortable, Vulcan fashion, on a pile of rugs with his supper within reach "Ah, gentlemen, we were expecting on a low table when Amanda appeared you," said Sareks steady voice. with a plate and goblet and asked, "Do you mind sharing your table with me, The spell was broken. Heads turned, Doctor?" greetings were exchanged, then on Amanda's invitation everyone proceeded "On the contrary, I'll be delighted!" to the buffets where food and drink were McCov, Southern charm to the fore, served in profusion. beam~d at his hostess.

Dr McCoy, balancing a laden plate She sank gracefully onto cushions and a chunk of home-made bread in one beside him and replied to the youths' hand, was reaching for a mug of frothy query if she needed i.mything, "Not at the karveesh when a voice said at his side, moment, Xan, thank you. Why don't you "May 1 be of service, Doctor?" two go and have supper? You need sustenance after your brilliant ~5 performance, don't you?" McCoy stared, wide-eyed, "You must be joking'" The m'ins looked pleased, "With your permission, Lady Amanda, we will," and "I am not, believe me. We have never with a slight bow they took themselves done this before," Amanda said, blue eyes off. dancing. .

"Nice boys," McCoy commented as he "Then what was Spack about, telling watched them go, "and damn good­ us it's common practice?" looking in those warrior outfits," "He probably meant the simplified "And so happy to have been selected version of the Mav'Ikman, informal for the parts," Amanda confided, smiling. receptions at home and such-like," Then, "You cannot imagine the fierce seeing that the Doctor was truly baffled, competition we had among our young she said, "To tell the truth, Doctor, it was men for the privilege of escorting you:' all Spack's idea. He told us of Captain Kirk's special interest n history and "Is that so? No wonder I was under ancient cultures, and suggested that we the impression they were having a good take adventage of your visit to reinstate time," the Mav'Ikman in its original form."

Amanda smiled and looked around "Spack's idea?" McCoy's eyebrows her. "Actually, r believe that everyone is went up in surprise. "I never knew him to having a good time tonight, and I be so keen on tradition," wouldn't be surprised if your Mav'Ikman were recalled in the Family as a very "Neither did we," Amanda smiled special event Leonard," reminiscently, "and that such a request should come from Spack of all people all "Same with me," declared MCCov but rocked the Family to its foundations," heartily, "I won't forget that ceremony ii'-t a hurry." He downed the last of his drink, "That I can well believe," the Doctor then leaning forward he lowered his grinned in appreciation, voice, "But something puzzled me, Amanda. I know that V ulcans are "In fact," she continued, "the Elders notorious for going in for pomp and were all pleasantly surprised by Spock's ceremonies on all occasions, but why notion, and TPau was particularly in should you still hold these fancy rituals to favour, so much so that without more ado introduce newcomers to the Clan? I she decided to make your presentation an mean, rounding up all your folk, having occasion for the Gathering of the Clan, TPau and the Elders officiate, and the and set everything going. We found the warriors, and all the rest of it? Why go to documents relating to the pre-Reform all that trouble for Jim and me? We're not Mav'Ikman in the Family Archives, and", that important to Vulcan - or are we?" well, everyone did their best to make a success of this day - didn't they, Sarek?" "Perhaps more than you think, she asked her husband, who was now Leonard," Amanda said with a knowing standing beside her. look "But to answer your question, what you saw is exceptionaL The presentation He gazed down at her in mild reproof, ceremony performed tonight has not been "Of course, my wife. What else did you held within living memory." expect them to do?" A typical Vulcan 46 reply which drew a grin from McCoy. statement is essential to the debate. On the other hand," he continued with a look "And a success it was, Ambassador. at McCoy, "there is no reason why our Most impre~~ive." guests should wait for Spock. Doctor, I suggest that you and James leave Sarek looked pleased. "Yes, everything tomorrow as scheduled, and Spock will went off quite satisfactorily induding that join you later. Perhaps you might go with test of Sanhil's which all three of you them, Amanda. A cure at the Spa is passed with commendable success, always beneficial. Is that arrangement Doctor. A memorable day for all acceptable, Doctor?" concerned, I am sure." "Quite, sir. That is, if the lady has no "One thing that I shall never forget" objection?" McCoy cocked an enquiring his wife said quietly, "is the standing eyebrow at Amanda, who replied ovation that the Family gave our son. brightlv, Who would have imagined such a welcome just a few years ago?" "No objection at all. I shall be glad of a change, and an Ambassador's wife is "It was perfectly justified," Sarek accustomed to these short-notice stated firmly. "Given Spock's decisions. I only wish that you could find irreproachable conduct, dnd the time to join rne at the Spa, Sarek." favourable verdict brought in by the Council, the Clan could so no less." Pride "{ cannot for the present, Amanda. was so evident in his voice that his wife must leave you now." Sarek walked off to looked at him fondly. a nearby table where TPau and Sradek were already sWing. "Yes, mv dear, but [ still find it most gratifying t~ see our son finally accepted. McCoy could not but look with But are you going? VVon't you join us for interest as the stately Ambassador sat supper?" cross-legged beside them without losing one scrap of his dignity, then he "Later, perhaps. I must now discuss remarked "Correct me if I'm wrong, tomorrow's meeting with TPau an.d the Amanda, but your husband seems to Elders." approve of Spock now. Does this mean their estrangement is definitely over?" "Very well," Amanda said simply, then as a thought crossed her mind she Subtlety was never one of McCoy's added, "by the way, will Spock be needed strong points, but Amanda was not at the High Council?" offended by his point-blank question. She knew that she could safelv confide in the "Certainly. His presence is required. good Doctor, who und~r a somewhat Why?" crusty mask hid a compassionate soul, so she told him in an undertone, "Yes, "Our son had arranged to take his definitely, I'm happy to say. God knows friend.:; over to Tsai-Kal tomorrow, to how many years they've wasted, but they spend a few days at the farm. He still are both so strong-willed, so absolute in needs rest, you know," she reminded him. their opinions."

"I know." Sarek considered, then said, "Don't tell me!" was McCoy's caustic "I regret, but Spack cannot be spared. His comment. "Stubborn as a mule', our First Officer. Takes after his father, no doubt." might work in this particular case?"

Amanda merely smiled and cast a "{ cannot say, Leonard," she sighed. fleeting glance a t the next table, where "So much depends on circumstances, on Spock was now attending his father. "At opportunities .. " least they're content and at ease in each other's company." "And on Jim's little game?" he suggested, looking at Jim Kirk, who was "Yeah, so I've noticed," the Doctor standing glass in hand and holding forth said, following her gaze. "They've come a to a captive audience, among whom were long way from that day when you first set TKahalin and her brother Sirvann. foot on the Enterprise, haven't they?" "Perhaps, who knows?" Amnnda "A long way indeed. It was probably turned a speculative gaze onto the group that Romulan conspiracy two years ago and smiled. "I must say that your Captain when we believed Spock to be lost to us plays his part to perfection, but then he is that made them finally realise how much such a charmer." they care for each other. But of course, being Vulcans they will not admit it. Love "That he is, for sure, and I can tell you is an emotion, Doctor, and as you must be that he's enjoying every minute of it!" was aware, emotions ... " McCoy's caustic reply. Then, suddenly aware of a presence behind him, he "I'd have to be deaf not to be aware! looked round and started guiltily at Spack has dinned that into my ears long finding himself watched by a pair of enough. But tell me, if love is to be quizzical brown eyes. ignored or repressed, or whatever, what do Vulcans do when they want to take a But McCov was an old hand, and he wife? If they're not bonded from reacted like a'shot. "Ah, Spock, there you childhood, how do they tell a girl?" are. We were just talking about you," he said genially. ''They don't." "Indeed, Doctor?" A slanted eyebrow "They don't? Then how does the girl expressed suspicion. know'? For instance ~ sorry for being personal ~ how did Sarek. .. ?" "Yeah. About that business at the High Council," he explained glibly. "Too A secret smile warmed the lady's face. bad you're being kept in town for a while, "He did not have to, Doctor. I knew." but at Sarek's suggestion your mother is coming with us tomorrow, and you'll join "Oh? feminine intuition, I presume?" us later, if it's all right with you."

"In part, yes. But don't forget that "Perfectly, Doctor. Yes, I was informed Vulcans are telepaths, and there are ways of your plans and I concur with your and means far more subtle than the decision, Mother. I shall have supper methods of Human males, believe me." now, so if there is anything you wish me to bring you (rom the buffet ~ some "Really? Sounds fascinating," said txvumpf, perhaps?" McCoy, much taken by the idea; then with a nod in Spock's direction he said, "Yes, dear, I'd love some, with tika "Do you think that the Vulcan method sauce, please," his mother requested. +8

"What on earth is that?" McCoy whose eyes twinkled back at him. "r see, wondered. in the Bible, huh"? I might have kno\VI1. Like mother, like SOIl. Jim was right. But "That, Doctor, is a Vulcan delicacy one thing, though .. looks like his bright which has nothing to do with Earth," idea of an agent provocateur is a flop, Spack said flatly. doesn't it? There seems to be no way of shaking your son out of his Vulcan cool, "Spack!" Amanda protested. "Can't and it's not for want of trying." you be more explicit? Txvumpf, Leonard, is mixed vegetable and fruit skewered "Do you think soT' Amanda, a small and grilled over embers and flavoured smile on her lips, was following Spack with herbs and spices. Look." She pointed with loving eyes. ''I'm not so sure," she to the courtyard, where people were said softly. busying themselves over barbecues by the fire. "Can't you smell the spices from Moments later the Doctor was still here? It's delicious - you should try it." wondering whether Amanda, with her motherly intuition, might not well be "Okay, then, I'll have some of your right when Spack Came back with the chumpf, Mr Spock, and another drink, if fruit and vegetable kebabs and settled you would be so kind." down beside them to eat his supper. The Vulcan speciality turned out to be 'Txvumpf, Doctor. Your surprisingly good, particularly when pronunciation leaves much to be desired." dipped in the tika berry sauce which McCoy tested with caution and found to "Whatever you say, Spack," the be mu~h to his liking. Doctor replied amiably. "Oh, and while you're over there, why don't you try and The three were quieti y savouring their keep Jim from monopolising the prettiest food when Jim Kirk showed up carrying a woman at the party?" plate piled with food. "May [ join you)" he asked, and on the "Be my guest" from Spock's face registered a momentary McCoy plumped himself down beside flash of annoyance as he turned a Spack and announced,"God, I'm considering ga;'e on his Captain, who ravenous!" Then eyeing the others' plates was deep in conversation with the Lady he asked, "What's that you're having? It TKahalin. A few seconds went by, then smells real good." Spock looked back at Mceo:' and declared coolly, "What you ask is impossible, "These are strumpf, Jim, a Vulcan Doctor. The Captain cannot alter his speciality," McCoy informed him, "and nature any more than a leopard can they taste as good as they smell. Want change its spots." some?"

And with that sententious comment "Shall r fetch some for you, Jim?" the Vulcan left a thwarted Human asked Spock, poised to go. muttering darkly, "Damn! Wonder where in Hell he picked up that one?" "Not now, Spock, thank you. I have plenty already," said the Captain, heartily "Not in Hell, Doctor; in the Bible," lucking into his food. murmured a sweet voice. '·And to what do we owe the favour of "Huh?" McCov stared at Amanda, vour company, Jim?" McCoy asked 49 presently. "What kept you so long?" "that was outrageous!"

"Oh, I was just sOcialising, Bones," "I know it was." The Captain grinned, Kirk replied airily. unrepentant. "But it worked!"

"So we noticed," was the sardonic "So it did," said McCoy, "and r think reply, "and with the ladies in particular." you were right, Amanda."

Spack then joined in. "Did you enjoy yourself, Captain?" And indeed as the party ran on into Kirk favoured him with one of his the night it became apparent to McCoy radiant smiles. "Enormously, Spack. You that Spack, while feigning aloof know, on SOlne people pointed ears are indifference, was the prey of a perplexity downright attractive." verging on irritation at the sight of Kirk's tactical manoeuvres, and T'Kahalin's This left the Vulcan speechless, and baffling response; but then Spock could Amanda a fascinated audience, at pains to not know that the subject of their keep a straight face, but McCoy, taking conversations, and of the ladY's obvious his cue, said, "You know, Jim, I don't interest, was none other th~n himself, want to spoil your fun, but it seems to me which made it all the more interesting for that the old Kirk magic isn't operating on the watchful Doctor. warp drive there. I wonder why?" But matters really came to a head Aware of Spack's close attention, Kirk, when the music began. for effect, took time to gulp his mouthful and wash it dovm with a long draught of By the end of supper a small group K'Vass. Then he siU'ugged and heaved a had gathered around TPau and was deep sigh. "I know why, Bones - my ears quietly talking over a drink when the are the wrong shape. I'm afraid r don't sound of a harp, soon joined by other stand a chance. Now if I had elegant string and reed instruments, rose above pointed ears like those of my First Officer, the hum of conversation. things might be different, don't you agree, Mr Spock?" As the musicians, grouped on the steps of the fountain, settled into J. soft, "Certainly not Captain!" he replied captivating melody, McCoy seized the curtly. "On Vulcan, sir, when it comes to opportunity to ask TKahalin for the assessing the qualities or shortcomings of favour of some music, a suggestion which an individual, the physical appearance met with approval all round, and which never comes into account. Now if you Amanda seconded. will excuse me, I shall go and fetch some more txvumpf." And in one smooth "Would you play for us, my dear' We motion Spock ill,folded his long body, would be delighted to hear your latest stood up, and departed with dignity. composition." Then as TKahalin hesitated Amanda delicately suggested, "And "Well?" asked Kirk, obviously pleased perhaps my son might join you in one of with himself. those ballads in which vou both excel. Would you, Spock'" . McCoy chuckled, and Amanda shook her head at him. "Jim Kirk," she declared, A pause ensued. TKahalin waited, 50 acutely aware of Spock's watchful eyes By then the harps had finished their upon her face, and of the unfortunate piece and drums were beating softly, blush creeping up her cheeks. rhythmically, while several young men were gathering by the fire that had been Then he said, "I shall be honoured, rebuilt. Mother, if TKahalin is agreeable." Intrigued, the Captain asked, "And There was no reason then to waver what is the Sir'Takuht?" any longer, and she replied with correct formality, "The honour is mine, I t was Professor Sradek who provided Commander," inwardly pleased that her the information. "Literally, the Sun voice was as cool and controlled as Dance, Captain, a ritual war dance Spock's. She raised her eyes and met his performed without change at the Clan's searching gaze, and then all pretence was gatherings." swept away, for the look which passed between them was so revealing that it "Indeed," said Trau. 'This ritual took their breath away, and left the dance, Kirk, comes down from the dawn shrewd Doctor in no doubt tha t of time. It is traditionally led by the male something definitely existed behNeen Head of our House, or by a surrogate them. deemed worthy of the privilege. Who will it be tonight, Sarek?" Feeling suddenly awkward, as if he were in truding on something very "I believe that our kinsmen have private, McCoy averted. his gaze and already made their choice," Sarek replied turned his attention to his fellow placidly as a few youngsters came up the conspirators. Amanda's expressive face steps. betrayed a satisfaction which was curio~sly mirrored, although to a lesser He was right. They saluted and degree, on 5arek's serene features. Sirvann, acting as spokesman, said Apparently the Ambassador was privy to formally, "Sir, with your permission the the situation and seemed to approve. As Clansmen wish for Spock to lead the for Kirk, he returned the glance with a SirTakuht tonight." wink and a smug grin, the satisfaction of a job well done. Spock started slightly, but his father did not seem in the least surprised and For indeed the confusion, the unease replied, "You have my leave, Sirvann, The that Ki.rk had perceived in his friend request is granted. Spack, go with them." while he, Kirk, had ostentatiously kept company with TKahalin, seemed to have But Spock's first response was to vanished. She had just gazed at Spack, he decline. "I cannot accept, father. The he, all frustration forgotten, had let honour is yarns by right." himself be drawn into those magnificent eyes of hers as if unable or wlwilling to "So it is, but tonight you are chosen by escape their magic. the Clan as my substitute, and the honour is now yours. Go, my son; Ollr kinsmen The voice of T'Pau broke the spell. are wai ting." "We shall be pleased to hear your performance, TKahalin. However, the Seeing Spock's hesitation the Sir'Takuht must come first," she declared Matriarch intervened, "What is the with authority. matter, Spock? Do you scorn the honour 51

that is done you?" Vulcan eyebrows climbed at that remark, and Amanda hastened to explain, "I do not, TPau," he answered, "Jim, all Vulcan children learn music and somewhat nettled by her tone, "On the dancing in kindergarten." conlTary, I am. very conscious of the privilege bestowed on be, but... it has "Is that so?" put in McCoy. "For been a long time. ! am not sure I can ... " educational purposes, i suppose?"

"Nonsense!" she broke in sharply. "A "Quite so, Doctor." Healer TLian true Vulcan never forgets the rites and joined in the conversation. "We consider customs of his forebears!" dancing to be an essential factor in education and physical development. It Spack winced inwardly, stung by her helps the children to acquire proper blunt statement and its implications. 'Art behaviour patterns and correct thee Human, or art thee Vulcan?' Would deportment." he ever hear the last of that question which hurt like an open wound? But he "1 quite believe you," commented had his pride, and pulling himself under Kirk, having in mind the graceful bearing tight control he replied, "Very well, TPau. which characterised Vulcans in general Let it be as you wish." and Spock in particular.

Rising to his feet he said formally to "Kindergarten, eh? I can just visualise Sarek, "I abide by your decision, sir, and little Spock learning his first steps of accept the honour of leading in your dance." McCoy obviously enjoyed the stead:' Then turning about Spack strode idea, then as a new thought occurred to down the steps, the yowlgsters close on him he remarked, "But as he said, it's been his heels. a long lime. Do you think he'll remember?" McCoy, ever watchful, caught a gleam of triumphant satisfaction in TPau's "Spock often danced the Sir'Takuht in black eyes as she watched Spock take his his early youth, Leonard," Amanda said, place in the circle, and he was intrigued. "'and he should remember." For all he knew the astute old lady, with her biting remarks, might well have led She looked at her husband, who stated Spock just where she wanted him. Why with calm certainty, "He will, Doctor. He was that? Another test, perhaps? will." ' Whatever it was, McCoy felt sure that it would certainly be worth watching. Following Sarek's gaze they saw that the young Vu1cans, whose number had Then, meeting Kirk's quizzical gaze, considerably increased, were standing he drawled, "!·low about that, Jim? Rather motionless arowtd Spock while the slow wlexpected, wasn't it?" cadence of the drums, rumbling like the roll of distant thunder, emphasised the "'Well," replied the Captain, "'I should strange feeling of suspense. know by now there are no limits to his accomplishments, but still I admit to McCoy was struck by their vacant being surprised, Bones. I never knew that expressions and enquired, "What are they my First Officer could dance, let alone doing now? Communicating mentally?" conduct ritual dances like this ... er ... SirTakuht." "Precisely, Doctor," Sarek told him. 52

"By means of a light mind link, Spack is the Human guests stared wide-eyed, attuning them to himself and to one fascinated by the alien, haunting melody, another." the strange rhythms and combinations of steps, and the grace and beauty of these "The warlord link, gentlemen," put in young Vulcans whose intent faces shone Sradek, obviously determined to give the above the dancing flames as they Humans their full measure of Vulcan solemnly enacted the rituals performed history. "In the past, such a bond made it by their warrior ancestors around the possible for the Chieftains to camp fires. communicate covertly with their men, to rally them in the thick of battle, I But what struck them most was the recommend you pay dose attention to the sight of Spock. What a revelation to see figures of this dance. Their symbolism is him dancing with his young cousins, on highly significant." his native soil, and conducting with unerring authority the ritual patterns as The historian had hardly spoken when though he had done nothing else in his the dancers, suddenly galvanized by a life, With something of a shock Kirk and deafening roll of the drums, snapped out McCoy watched their sober and gentle of their trance and, arms on each others' friend transformed, by the magic of a shoulders, fanned a large ring in the dance, into a fierce warrior, a svmbol of centre oj which stood Spock; their Vulcan's savage past. With l{is feline physical and mental focal point. The grace, his dark eyes burning with a harps played a Hourish echoed by the strange, wild fire, never had Spock looked shrill notes of reed pipes, then they more alien, more beautifully exotic. .. and launched into a solemn melody, and with more remote from the steady First Officer stately steps the dancers began moving in of the Enterprise, a slow circle around Spack, who danced facing each in turn. It almost looked as if he deliberately flaunted his primitive Vulcanity in the The musicians gradually quickened faces of the watchful Clan, with a curious the tempo, the SWl Dance gathered lack of restraint faithfully mirrored in his momentum and took all its significance as fellow dancers. Maybe it was the the Vulcans, in their rich attire and excitement of the dance, the obsessive flashing gems, moved like multicoloured rhythm of the music, or perhaps for the spheres orbiting a sun, a cobalt blue star first time Spack wanted to prove to whose magnetic aura focused and himself and to the Clan that here he was, controlled their impetus. the heir to the most powerful House of Vulcan, perfectly capable of conducting The Sun Dance continued in that the ancient rites of his Clan - in short, that mode for some time, then the cadence his Vulcanity was not to be questioned. changed and the circle broke up. A new pattern took shape as the dancers paired If that was indeed the reason, Spack off, side by side, then opposed, facing had succeeded. The Vulcans were their Chief and each other in turn. Driven impressed, He had undeniably captured by the insistent drums and pipes they their attention, not least that of a lady stamped, turned, crossed, stamped, back whose green eyes never left his elegant and forth with energetic steps and figure as he danced with his peers. primitive movements simulating combat. Then again the musicians switched to Meantime in the watchful audience another rhythm, slow and resotmding, 53

and the audience's attention was adequately and in conformity with our redoubled, for the Sir'Takuht was coming rules. Our young men are to be to its conclusion. The Vulcans once more commended. Furthermore, a special closed arow1d Spock and danced shoulder mention must be made of Spock, whose to shoulder, forming the Circle of leadership, flawlessly inspired and Warriors, but they were nOw facing controlled, has proved to be worthy of his outward like a living rampart about the ancestry. Notwithstanding his Human Chieftain. Thus the ritual of the Sun heritage, the Vulcan blood [un.." true in Dance was made complete. your son," she admitted with a glance at Spock's mother. Thev turned three times in a circle, then pa"used, and suddenly the Clan's war "Most kind, TPau, but I never cry, as fierce as the howl of a le-matya, doubted that," Amanda said in honeyed burst out, roared by dozens of male tones, a significant exchange which was voices with such fire that the echo not lost on Dr McCoy. lingered on around the courtyard before vanishing into the night. "Looks like Spock has passed the test," he whispered in Kirk's ear. Kirk and McCoy exchanged a glance and \vaited, Then after a moment of "He certainly did, and with flying silence the musicians launched into a colours," Kirk heartily agreed, remarks lively tune which at once brought the which earned them a sharp look from the ladies to their feet. Moving with stately Matriarch and a sweet smile from dignity they joined the dancers, who now Amanda. stood in line waiting for them. Couples formed, the harps swept- a Signal, and a Presently the latter rose, shook out her dance similar to old Terran reels began. flowing robes and said, "Sarek, dear, with your pennission I shall ask the Captain Kirk, amused by the spectacle of these for the next dance. Will you, Captain?" formal Vulcans engaged in a folk dance, She held out her hand invitingly. noticed that Spock was standing apart in his familiar pose, hands behind his back, Surprised and flattered, Kirk stood up in conversation with Sirvann and some of and replied with due formality, "I shall be the youngsters, but Sarek's voice brought delighted, but does the honour not fall his attention back to his host. first to the Ambassador?"

"An interesting performance, was it "No, Kirk, and for two reasons .. There not? Does this Sir'Takuht meet with your was a glint of humour in Sarek's eyes as approval, TPau?" he explained, "First, my wife can tell you that I find it more pleasing to watch her Under his composure Sarek seemed to dance with another than practice that be pleased, and so was Amanda for that activity myself. Second, where dancing is matter, for her face glowed with ill­ concerned here, unlike Earth, females concealed pride. Obviously Spock's have the prerogative of choosing their performance had come up to his parents' partners." expectations. "Really? I think that's wonderful," TPau sat poker-faced as usual and McCoy declared. coolly replied, "It does, Sarek. The ritual has indeed been conducted and enacted "And," Amanda pointed out with 54 spa'rkling eyes, "it is extremely ill­ prompting he was doil1g very well mannered for a male to decline a female's indeed; so well that when they paused for invitation." breath after a couple of dances, several ladies came and claimed him for partner. "Do you hear that, Jim?" McCoy chortled. Amanda readily left him in their care, glad to sit down for a while, and when "Me? Decline? Not on your life!" Kirk the music started anew in a slow, protested. "But there's a problem, curiously enticing tune, the Captain was Amanda. What if r make a fool of myself? irresistibly swept into the dance by a Vulcan dances are not my forte, you raven-haired beauty. know." "There he goes," commented McCoy, "Don't tell me you've never practised "the old Kirk charm at work again!" folk dances in Iowa, Jim. You'll see, Vulcan traditional dances are no more A soft laugh from Amanda answered complicated. Come along, And you, my him. "Jim may well find his match before dear," she said to TKahalin, "what are long. Just you watch, Doctor," On you waiting for when I see yOW1g men McCoy's querying look she added with a over there waiting hopefully for a mischievous smile, "You see, this is the partner? Don't you want to dance? I Sham'shalik, the mating dance, or dance know of one at least who would he of seduction." honoured to be your first choice, Do come with us," "What? A dance of seduction? On Villcan?" McCoy could not believe it. And the Lady Amanda finnly gathered Kirk and TKahalin in tow, Sarek cleared his throa t and explained, claimed her son's attention with "Do not miswH.ierstand the term used by authority; the next moment she had him my wife, Doctor. There is absolutely no standing in line with TKahalin, and comparison betvveen the Sham'shalik and, proceeded to lead Kirk through the say, the Rigellian rna ting dances, or the patterns of the dance, questionable gesticulations of the female Orion dancers."

"Naturally, no comparison," Professor What with music, dancing, drinks Sradek said primly. "This dance of regularly supplied by Staurak's efficient seduction, for want of a better term, is a staff, and occasional informative relic of our past, Doctor McCoy, from the conversations - since Vulcans do not time of the primitive nomadic tribes. indulge in small talk - Dr McCoy finally Then, the females often ou tnumbered the had to admit something he would have males, and competition was high between thought impossible: he was enjoying them to obtain the favour of their mates. himself at a Vulcan reception, So were his Hence the origul of this dance. hosts, in their quiet, subtle way, even Nowadays, of course, it has only a Trau, who sat there like a hieratic idol, symbolic significance, and is considerably surprisingly alert despite the late hour. more restrained, as you can see for As for Jim, he was having fun, no doubt yourself." about that. Being light on his feet it had not taken him long to get the gist of the "Mmmm.. looks pretty alluring to steps, and with Amanda's occasional me," the Doctor remarked, \,vatching the 55 ladies dance around their partners with naturally been cultivated since she was a small gliding steps and sinuous child, but I admit that I have seldom seen movernents of their arms. The contrast her perform, as well as tonight. I think was striking between their enticing, that the excellence of her partner has undulating gait and the restrained much to do with it. Your son is also a movements of the men, who danced, talented dancer, Amanda, quite talented arms crossed at their backs, with proud indeed. Curious, though, that the gravity. Sham'shalik appears to have reciprocal effects, do you not agree?" So far as McCoy could judge Kirk was doing all right, taking his cue from Spock, "You're right!" McCoy broke into a who danced next to him, but the Captain grin. "Makes you wonder who's seducing was apparently paying more attention to who!" his attractive partner than to his steps, and who could blame him? With her "Mutual understanding, probably." bejewelled jet-black hair piled high on her mUffilured Amanda, and a knowing look head and her swirling scarlet robes, she passed between her and Sarek. truly was a sight for sore eyes. "Probably. Most curious cmd Still, when it came to sheer grace and interesting," said T'Lian, mildly surprised. beau ty, McCoy had no trouble in taking his pick, for TKahalin definitely eclipsed "Indeed," was the curt comment from them alL The girl was a joy to behold, a TPau, who was following Spack's and his vision of gold and emerald radiance partner's movements with a keen, \veaving her luminous spell around the speculative look. royal-blue figure of Spock. "Well, there's nothing more naturaL Spock, as if bewitched by her after alL Nice young couple, perfectly seductive grace, seemed Lmable to take matched.. Such things things happen, his eyes away from her while moving you know," McCoy drawled casually, instinctively through the figures. Then on thus giving the two ladies food for a change of rhythm the couples closed in thought. and danced face to face, almost but never quite touching, in a strange seductive As it happened TKahalin's and pattern. Spock had locked gazes with Spock's apparent understanding became TKahalin, and they moved in slow even more evident when, moments later, motion, their eyes so full of each other the dance came to an end and ,m that they could have been alone. intermission was called to give the dancers a rest. "My god!" McCoy muttered. "She really is seducing Spock!" While drinks were being circulated the couples broke up and sat around by "Yes, so it seems," Amanda nodded the fire or by the fountain, where Jim appreciatively. "I never realised that your Kirk, after taking leave of his fair partner, niece was such an accomplished dancer, came and plumped himself down beside T'Lian." Spock.

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"Come off it, Spack!" Kirk countered dancing, or after a pause they sang some pleasantly. ''Sut for the pointers you and Ni-Var duets, a classical expression of your mother gave me, [ would've been Vulcan art, and Kirk was touched by the hopeless." perfect attunement of their voices, T'Kahalin's mezzo-soprano blending "You are too modes t, Ca ptain," pu t in admiJ:ably with Spock's rich baritone T'Kahalin. "For a first time you did very well." But what struck him most was when, following another pause, T'Kahalin swept "You are too kind, T'Kahalin," Kirk a series of chords, then began playing a replied. "At least [ tried not to disgrace simple, austere melodic line. A bright my partners, and it was fun. but..." he tenor voice, that of her brother Sirvann, looked at the two in turn, "may [ remind took it up and vocalised on the theme, you of your promise? Will you play for then Spack's deep voice joined in, singing us?" a cow"l.terpoint. Then more voices joined in, and soon they had the whole group "Ah yes, our promise," Spack singing a chant, solemn and soaring like a acknowledged with a small smile. "Shall hymn. And when the whole assembly of we, T'Kahalin?" he gently asked the girl, Vulcans, men and women, joined in whose sparkling eyes answered him chorus, the Captain was so impressed better than any words. that he could not help but steal a glance at McCoy, and saw that the fastidious Having borrowed instruments and Doctor looked as stupefied and moved as hrned them anew, the pair launched into he did himself. a brill iant demonstration of what Vulcan harp music should be when played by Amazing Vuicans, who denied true masters. themselves all feelings, and yet who had the gift of rousing such strong emotions As he was swept away by a flow of in others. Who could imagine that a alien and compelling harmonies Kirk people as dispassionate, exacting and - remembered what Spack had once told yes - as insufferable in their superior logic him and McCoy of the Vulcans' constant could produce music of such inspiration? quest for beauty and perfection. He was That, perhaps, was the Vulcan paradox. not an expert, but he could tell from his own impressions and from the rapt faces of the listeners that something like perfection was being attained there, and CHAPTERS he felt all at once overwhelmed and very proud for his Vulcan friend. A few days after the Mav'[kman a sign affixed to the door of a small From the two harps the musicians' residence in ShiKahr warned passers-by un tiring fingers called forth an amazing and callers that the Lady TKahalin was variety of musical pieces, simple, popular not to be disturbed for the next few days. melodies which they elaborated into an infinity of variations, or more This was the musician's habit when complicated themes proposed by she was working in preparation for a T'Kahalin and which Spack developed recital or concert with the Philhannonic with the precision of a mathematical Orchestra, and naturally no-{)ne would demonstration. At times, with a lively presume to trespass on her privacy. tune they sent the young people back to 58

Certain of being on her own in the variations of her own while her mind peace and quiet of her home with only drifted back to the night when she and the birds for company, TKahalin had Spock had danced and made music donned cool leisure wear, white knee­ together, length tunic, long panls and light sandals, and she looked neat and lovely as she sat Incredible! He not only remembered Lross-iegged, surrounded by her musical her after two iong years of absence, but instruments and reams of blank sheets in he had brought his friends to her concert; readiness for composition. he had even seemed pleased to renew their acquaintance and their musical She had in mind some interesting complicity. And she would never forget themes which she proposed to develop they way he had looked at her when they into musical pieces, a suite for orchestra, danced the Sham'shalik. Slrange, how the or perhaps a symphonic poem. One very evocation of his dark gaze seemed to particular leit-motiv had kept running in produce peculiar vibrations in her chest. her head since the Mav'!kman, when Sh·ange ... and disturbing. Spock had brought it up on his harp in one of their improvisations. ll1e melodic In order to dispel such unseemly line was heautiful in its stark simplicity sensations TKahalin drew in a deep and intriguing in its potential for infinite breath, went through a brief mental combinations and variations, almost as if exercise, then picking up some sheets of there lay under the spare elegance of the paper firmly shut her mind to all matters phrase, and as yet unexplored, a mine of save the task at hand, and began the creative possibilities, or endless notation of the theme's variations even as harmonies. they sprang to life wlder her fingers.

Curious - that description could well The musician was so deeply lost i.n the apply to the composer whose dual nature throes of composition that she did not provided TKahalin with an inexhaustible hear the faint click of the garden gate, nor source of fascinating observations. the footsteps crOSSing her small patio. It Illogical! Such a comparison was was only when a long shadow fell on the improper and irrelevant. Yet was it, floor at her feet that she raised her eyes really? When she could no longer ignore with a start. In the doorway, silhouetted. the hidden depths which lay as yet agai.nst the outer glare, stood u dark, unexplored beneath Spock's calm and cloaked figure. courteous formality? When she was allowed the signal favour of a. glimpse Surprised, and somewhat annoyed at into his mysterious personality when being i.nterrupted, TKahalin watched the their eyes met and held so compellingly? person step in and draw back the hood, They said that a work of art reflects the revealing a beautiful, haughty face which soul of its creator, Then, logically, Spock's she knew only too well. music was a reflection of his soul, was it not? 'TPring?" Putting her harp aside, she rose to her feet. Absenhnindedlv TKahalin reached for her harp and let her fingers brush the The tone of surprise and disapproval strings. ,'\.5 if of their own volition they which she could not keep from her voice picked out the sam.e tune that had was not lost on the intruder, who said haunted her, that pure, austere melody coldly, "Greetings, TKahalin. I apologise which she insensibly intertwined with for this intTllsion, but it is imperative that 59

I talk lo you before leaving Vulcan." disloyal like his Human forebears. Do not believe wha the .. "Oh, indeed?" was TKahalin found to say. "Kroykah! That is enough!" TKahalin's unsteady voice and ashen face "I know that my presence is betrayed her agitation. unexpected and unwelcome," T'Pring went on loftily. "Personally I would TPring, congratulating herself on the rather have avoided this meetin.g, but I success of her ruse, nodded with feigned felt it my duty to talk to you in commiseration. "I understand. It is not confidence." always pleasant to hear the naked truth, or to see one's delusions shattered, but I "Indeed," repeated TKahalin, whose trust that my experience may be of face betrayed nothing of the distrust servic~ to you, and my warning spare you mixed with a certain curiosity which she the mental sufferings which I endured felt at the moment, and she waited, calm when I was linked to Spock's perverted and aloof. mind. Then my efforts will not be in vflin "Yes, r came against my better judgement, for there are certain facts The two women eyed each other which you ought to know for your own while TKahalin brought herself, her good." anger, her deep sense of au trnge, under control. She look a long, shuddering As T'Kahalin's eyebrows, raised in breath then said in a voice edged with polite disbelief, seemed her only distaste, "1 suppose that rowe YOll some response, TPring continued, taking a step gratitude for taking the trouble to warn forward, "I must warn you against the me against Commander Spock, but you man whose deeds have led me to the have been misinfonned, TPring. Ours is precarious situation to which I am now purely a social relationship; we are reduced. I would not wish you are cousins from the same Clan, as you are anyone to be deceived as I have been certainly aware, nothing more. Spack has deceived by that man, and you must no view upon me, not have I upon him. know ... " Should I have, it would be presumptuous indeed, for he is far above me. And so "What are you talking about?" broke your... revelations.. serve no purpose in TKahalin, radiating disapproval. except to show you in your true light. How you dared come and vilify Spack to "Don't you understand? I'm talking my face is more than I can comprehend. abou t Spock!" TPring replied waspishly. No, hear me out, T'Pring! You have had your say, now let me have mine. You TKahalin stiffened in shock, but her have truly surpassed yourself today. How visitor went on, "I have been told that you could you imagine that I, or anyone, and Spock have been seen much together would believe your accusations? I am lately, and that he pays you special surprised at you. I would have thought attention. Whatever his designs upon you you to have more discernment, but then may be, beware, TKahalin. Spack is a your thirst for revenge must have warped half-breed, remember; behind his your judgement." deceptive Vulcan facade lurks a degenerate being born of Human stock. "How dare you speak 1'0 me in thaI Do not trust him. Spock is corrupt and tone!" hissed TPring. 60

'''And how dared you speak of Spock as passed between Spack and me is no you just did?" countered the other, her concern of yours!" T'Pring, caught in her indignation boiling to the surface. "For obsession and contradictions, replied years you have intrigued against him, but arrogantly. "I tell you Spock belongs to you have failed, TPring; all your cunning me by right; you shall not have him!" schemes have failed and brought you nothing but shame and disgrace. So now Sickened and confused, TKahalin in one last attempt you try to destroy his could only shake her head and murmur, good name by resorting to despicable "You are not in your right mUld, TPring. slander. How illogical~ Did you not No, I shall not listen to one more word realise that accusations levelled at Spack from you. Go now. Please go away." She and coming from you have no value turned away. whatsoever? How little you know your own people! You have wasted your time "I will... but not alone!" said the cold and mine, TPring. I only ITust that in the voice behind her, and the next moment fu ture and wherever you may be, your TKahalin dropped unconscious to the undertakings will be more rational and floor. more respectable. I wish you well, despite the wrong you have done, but now do me A few minutes later a small skimmer the favour of leaving my house. I have no took off from a quiet back yard and swept desire to prolong this interview." over the rooftops of ShiKalu' heading for the desert. T'Pring, defeated but undaunted, retorted in icy tones, "Nor I! I shall gladly Sitting at the controls, TPring spared relieve you of my presence, but allow me a scornful glance at the limp form lyulg one more word. You cannot deceive me, on the floor beside her. The fool! It had TKahalin. For all your righteous denials, been so easyt A master stroke, indeed. In I know that you want Spack as much as one move she had achieved her most he wants you. I have seen you together; I coveted ambitions: the elimination of the have seen the way he looks at you, I have woman whose presence i.n. Spock's been bonded, and I know. There are signs entourage had become a source of so revealing as to be unmistakable, But let growing irritation; and a final but definite me tell you this!" T'Pring paused and revenge on Spock, a last blow before directed a look of pure venom at leaving her home world. TKahalin, who stared in shock and confusion at the disclosures. Revenge - an illogical concept for a Vulcan,

It was an opportune idea which had A hatch opened, and a female prompted her to come and gain entry to appeared dragging a limp body which TKahalin'$ house. True, her attempt at she heaved and pushed and finally discrediting Spock in the other- woman's dropped down onto the sand below. The eyes had failed, but by a clever move she unconscious figure fell and rolled over to had turned the scale to her advantage, rest finally at the foot of a small dune, and and before long Spock would learn what the mini sand-slide she had set off settled it cost to offend her. around her as a whispering shroud,

A sigh and a movement drew her T'Pring looked down from the attention to her victim, who seemed hatchway, apparently cool and about to regain consciousness. It was too indifferent, then with a slight shrug she soon, there was still some way to go. turned away, The hatch door snapped With cold determination T'Pring reached shut, the air-car climbed and circled, then out and her fingers dug into the base of with a roar gathered speed and soon TKahalin'$ slender neck. disappeared from view.

That should keep her UI1COl1sciOliS for a And there was nothing left in the sllfficient time. desert, nothing but the silence, the scorching heat, and the motionless girl half buried under the sand.

The desert of Ah'Hrak, also known as ~. ~. .. The Forge, was the most extensive on Vulcan's northern hemisphere, and was It was about mid~morning in the lush also the most deadly. A few trails, a Tsai'Kal Valley when a young man legacy from long-gone nomadic tribes walked across the paddock of the still marked the hostile wasteland, but plantation, pUShed open the door of the few people ventured afoot into its depths, stable and looked in. let alone wandered off the beaten tracks, for to lose one's way there was "Dr McCoy?" he called, peering in the tantamount to a death sentence. Ah'Hrak dim light. was one of the great Vulcan sights best achnired from the safety and comfort of "Here, son. What is it?" answered a an air~condHioned flyer, provided that voice amid sounds of stamping and one kept well within the secure network shifting. of flying lanes. "Commander Spock, sir." And yet in one of the wildest and most remote zones of the desert the heavy "Spock? Has he arrived yet?" McCoy silence was suddenly ripped by the pu(r emerged from a stall, a large basket in of an engine, a purr that grew steadily hand. into a roar as an air-car appeared in the 62

"No, Doctor, he is calling from "Well, so you say, but you don't look ShiKahr. he is asking for Captain Kirk, as fresh as a daisy to me!" McCoy but the Captain has not yet returned. grumbled, peering at the screen where perhaps you would take the call?" Spock's face appeared drawn with fatigue. "Mind that you don't forget to eat "Sure, on my way." McCoy set his and sleep properly at least." basket down well out of reach of the long-necked mares and patted one small "Thank you, Doctor, but you can rest fluffy head, saying, "Just you wait a easy in the respect. TMina and Staurak minute, my precious, I'll be right back," are both making sure of that," Spock then he followed Xan to the steward's replied dryly. office. "Good for them," McCoy grinned, The good Doctor had been engaged in then said, "Jim's going to miss you; he what had become his favourite pastime was expecting you for lunch. He left early on the Tsai'Kal farm, the feeding and this morning for a ride with Shoran over pampering of the chack mares and their the hills somewhere. He really is taken adorable young. On their first visit to with that mare of yours, Morning Star H Spock's estate he had immediately fallen rides her for hours.'~ for the gentle animals, and he never failed to pa y a prolonged visit to the stables "I am glad," Spock said with approval. every moming. "And you, Doctor? Have you found some recrea'tions to your liking at the farm?" In his father's office Xan switched on the com unit which he had left on hold "Sure. there's plenty here to keep me and said, "Here is Dr McCoy, Spack" occupied, besides siesta. Why, in the morning I take a stroll in the gardens, and "Hi, Spock," McCoy said, sitting then I go feed the chacks. They sure know down. "Still in ShiKahr? What's keeping meby now." you? That business at the High CowlCil not finished yet?" "Indeed? Interesting. However, i recommend vou not to overfeed them, "Good morning, Doctor. No, they especially th~ young. They are on a strict have not reached any final decision yet, diet, and you should conform to the and I must be available during the grooms' instructions." debates, so I shall not join you before tomorrow evening, or the following "I know, Spack, and that's exactly moming." what I am doing," McCoy countered with some impatience. "Don't worry about "Well that's just too bad. Your mother your precious chacks. I'm not likely to

- who's still at the Springs, by the way - make them ill H I'm a doctor, dammit!" won't be best pleased when she hears that. 111at's not exactly the sort of "That is precisely my point, Doctor," convalescence your doctors ordered, Spack replied dead-pan. "You are a Spock. You were supposed to take it easy, doctor, not a veterinary. Spack out." remember." With that parting shot McCoy was left "1 know, but it cannot be helped, to stomp out of the room muttering, Doctor, and I assure you that my physical "Damned Vulcan! Thinks he knows all condition is satisfactory." 63 the answers!" dust raised by her steps that burned her eyes and throat. She knew that she had ~. ~. ~. * little chance of survival, but come what may she would go on so long as her The red giant Eridani rode high in strength would allow. Vulcan's burning sky and blasted the Ah'hrak with its lethal beams. The desert As she plodded on a thought kept rippled in the heat waves which distorted haunting her feverish mind. Why .. why the horizon and gave the solitary figure, a did T'Pring resort to violence against her? mere speck in the sizzling immensity, the How could she, a Vulcan, commit such a illusion that cool water lay just ahead, just betrayal? Out of revenge against Spock? beyond reach. TKahalin trudged along If so, why' Why had TPring made use of wearilv, stifled bv the hot smell of the her to avenge herself on Spock? Did she sand, 'scorched by the merciless sun think that TKahalin's fate meant so much which made a mockery of her light to hini? clothes. T'Kahalin, who had never met such She had torn a strip of fabric from her unadulterated hatred and jealousy in tunic and fashioned a hood with it to anyone, let alone a Vulcan, was out of her protect her eyes, nose and mouth from depths. And yet she could not help but the blinding swirls of sand and dust wonder ... What if T'Pring had been right? whipped into her face by gusts of wind. What if Spock really did care for her? Alas, she would never know .. After a brief and regrettable surge of panic when she had regained *~. * consciousness and realised the extent of her predicament, TKahalin had coolly Under President Sholek's assessed her situation and come to the chairmanship a momentous discussion logical conclusion that it was precarious, was in progress in the High Hall of the to say the least. She was lost, somewhere Supreme Council. It was the last of a in the desert, and no-one was likely to series of long and heated debates that had report her missing for several days. Not kept the Councillors in session for the last being adept at trekking, she was not three days. Actually Sholek, whose familiar with the vast deserts patience was legendary but not surrounding ShiKahr, and did not know inexhaustible, had firmly stated that a where she was. final decision was to be ~ade at this last sitting and preferably by consensus. Wherever she looked, as far as she Pailing that, the question would be put to could see in the glare, there was nothing the vote and settled by a majority to give her a clue as to her whereabouts, decision. So once again opposing only sand dunes rolling away to infinity, arguments went flying back and forth as and here and there long flat stretches of the die-hards, the Traditionalists, fought a stones and rocky outcrops. If she climbed last-ditch battle. to the top of those rocks, perhaps she could orientate herself and find her way "The 'Old Guard' still have some to ShiKahr? ' resources left, do they not?" Professor Sradek, who was sitting beside him, TKahalin had set off bravely, despite whispered in Spock's ear. the fiery sand which. scorched the soles of her sandals and blistered her feet, and the "They have indeed," Spack replied, his eyes on the speaker, a stern, ascetic­ the floor and countering the opposing looking man who had been particularly arguments with his usual skilL unpleasant when he had subjected him to questioning. "Do not misunderstand me, Xuroc," he was saying. "Of course we must abide by "They can delay the procedures as our traditions! They are the very much as they like, bu t in the end they will foundations of our culture. But I repeat, have to yield to the majority." the warriors' customs, which you prize so highly, often compel our yOWlg men to "Do you really think so?" Spock raised commit unacceptable acts of violence. an. eyebrow. How can we expect our fellow-citizens to hold by Surak's precepts of peace and "Of course," replied Sradek. logic, and at the same time demand their "Traditions are all very well, but if they observance of barbaric rites from our conflict with the tenets of Surak and Dark Ages? That is illogical! Is the threaten the peace of Vulcan, then they D' AlikTal of a few days past not a must be abolished. The sooner they sufficient illustration for you of that realise that, the better." absurdity' What more do you need to open yon eyes to the stark reality? You Spock gave his old mentor a quizzical were not on the Ha'Aka Hill, Xuroc! You glance and remarked, "If they do, we shall have not seen the appalling outcome of have the speech you gave yesterday to that duel, the wounds, the bloodshed. 1 thank. I have seldom heard a more have. I was there, and I tell you, these enlightening and incisive address, savage rites must be abandoned or else Professor. " the teaching of Surak can have no more meaning for Vulcan!" "Yes, I believe that some COlUlciIlors were not exactly pleased with my plain A deep silence followed Sarek's speaking," Sradek said with satisfaction, compelling eloquence, a silence suddenly "but then one cannot please everyone, broken by a cold voice saying, and certain things needed to be said, whether they like it or not. But as I recall, "You object to the D'AlikTal because your father did not mince his words your half-Vulcan son did not come out either, as the Humans say." unscathed. A pure Vulcan would certainly have ... " "Sir'!" said Spock, mildly shocked. "I did not know you were familiar with that Exclamations covered the voice, then Terran idiom." subsided when Sholek stood up and knocked sharply on his pulpit. "One must never miss an opportunity to broaden one's knowledge, my boy," the "Councillors," he said sternly, "we old man replied sententiously, adding have had enough of these pointless confidingly, "I learned that one from your arguments which only serve to confuse Dr McCoy. A fascinating character, is he the issue. Let me point out, however, that not?" to my knowledge the D'Alik'Tal was won by the half-Vulcan over the full Vulcan, "Indeed, sir," Spock said, straight~ not the other way about." A murmur of faced though inwardly much amused. amused appreciation followed his dry remark, then he went on, "This being By now however Sarek was holding said, we shall now proceed to the vote 65 after a fifteen minut-e intermission. The was not quite recovered from the after­ Council is now in recess." effects of the duel, and the prying Councillors with their endless The Councillors rose to their feet and questioning had done nothing to improve moved about, or engaged in conversation. his condition. Spock, seeing that Sradek was likewise engaged, stood up and made for the door. He felt utterly weary, physically and He suddenly felt the need to be alone, mentally, and longed for the peaceful away from 'these endless discussions, if Tsai'Kal Valley and the company of Jim. only for a few minutes. Tomorrow, after a good night's sleep, he would join his friends and spend what As he walked past T'Pau she stopped leave he had left with them. him and gave him one of her penetrating gazes. "Spock, are you going home?" But as he focused on the familiar pattern of the green stones set on the "I don't think I can, TPau. I am at the raked sand in preparation for a much­ service of the Council for the duration of needed mediation, an image intruded on the session." his mind, the image of a female with golden-green eyes, dancing and moving "Nonsense!" she replied curtly. "The with fascinating grace. Spock sighed. It Council has no more need of you. You seemed that of late his mental processes have given them all the information they were becoming quite irrational. Since the requested, so you can leave now. And do Mav'Ikan he had found himself thinking not be concerned over the vote - reason of her more and more frequently, a highly will prevail." disturbing situation ... and yet curiously pleasant. "So be it, T'Pau." With a slight bow Spock departed, wondering at this TKahalin.. New Dm-vn.. i-\n unprecedented favour granted by the appropriate name for a lovely and exacting Matriarch. Perhaps she talented person whose looks were on a possessed more compassion than she was par with her accomplishments. To any generally credited with. Vulcan male, even the most fastidious, she would make the perfect mate .. Anyway, Spack was thankful to leave the Council Hall. A curious feeling of Spock gave himself a mental shake. unease was troubling him, all the more What kind of thought was that? Highly disquieling since he could not trace its improper, and certainly no concern of his! cause, other than the intense cross­ But as he finnly channelled his thoughts examination he had been subjected to into a more seemly direction that feeling over the last three days. of unease crept into his mind again - then was gone, leaving him with the vague impression that somewhere, something was wrong. It waS late afternoon when Spack emerged from a long and relaxing swim Curiously these feelings did not match in the pool and made his way to the the mental patterns he was familiar with. meditation enclosure. Sinking onto the Could they come from someone he had stone bench, he had to admit that never melded with? Someone whose McCoy's diagnosis, although poetically mind had an aWn! ty with his o\ll/n? expressed, had been essentially correct he Hardly. It was not T'Pring, that much was 66 certain. Their childhood link was had the strong night breeze, which had definitely severed. blown steadily in her favour, keeping her scent from the roaming le-matya which Then, T'Kahalin, perhaps? Unlikely, growled and fought savagely over some [or a.ccording to her brother she was at game but a short distance away. home closeted \·vith her harps and her music, preparing for her next concert. Despite her fatigue she had been Should he call on her on his way to unable to rest, or to retreat into a light Tsai'Kal and make certain that all was healing trance, and she had kept vigiL well with her, if only to set his mind at attentive to sounds and movements rest? That it was but a lame excuse to pay around her, and had gazed up at the TKahalin a call Spock did not even pause glorious spectacle of the Vulcan night to consider and, his decision made, he until from sheer exhaustion she finally slipped into the levels of mediation fell into a fitful slumber. leading to relaxation and inner peace. Now she was trying to reach, before **~.~.* night, the hills which rose in the distance - provided that those hills were not mere The sky was fire from horizon to illusions, mirages like the oasis which horizon. Not a breath of wind stirred on appeared and disappeared on the the desert crushed under the oppressive horizon. Uncertain though she was ot heat of EridanL And yet a lone figure their reality, she had decided to go and plodded on slowly, doggedly along an find out. She could feel her strength almost invisible trail. Her skin was declining steadily, but was no less burned, her parched throat and lips were determined. on fire with thirst. The sharp, uneven stones of the trail ctit through the soles of ~. >1- * * her sandals and made her blistered feet bleed. Spock, clad in tan desert suit and boots, dropped his bag into the hold of his TK''l.halin went on, denying the pain. air-car, then siUing at the controls began She felt that if she stopped for a rest she plotting a course to the Tsai'Kal Valley, could not set off again. She had when the sight of Sarek's Secretary discovered the old trail from the top of running towards him made him pause. outcrop which she had so painfully Intrigued by the young man's behaviour climbed the day before, and for want of a Spack let the hatch door slide open. better sign had followed the path, hoping it might lead somewhere. She also looked SirvaIm looked in saying breathlessly, for shelter for the night, for she dreaded "Sorry to delay your departure, sir, but a going again through the experience of the communication just came in for you. I previous night, which she had spent thought it might be important." curled up the the fold of a dune, shivering with cold and apprehension, listening to "You did right. Who is it from?" the howling of predators stalking their prey - and what better prey than a "I do not know. The message is locked defenceless woman who could hardly under voice-code, and progranuned so as walk, let alone run. not to be accessed for two hours ~ an unusual procedure." The stars, twinkling serenely high up in the skYI had been kind to herl and so "Most unusual indeed." Spock raised 67 an eyebrow, and getting out of the craft "And now, as a parting gift, let me stroke briskly back to the house. give you some advice. If you propose to "Where?" he asked quietly, for it was attend TKahalin'$ next concert, do not early yet; Eridani was barely peeping take the trouble - it will certainly be over the horizon, and the household was cancelled. Did you not know? Your not yet astir. musician, with whom you seem so taken, is unavailable. She is gone, Spock. Gone, "In the study, sir, locked into the main you understand? Never to return!" com terminal. I was on my way in when I TPring's lips curved in a tiny smile of heard the signal." triumph as she delivered her parting shot. "And I hope you grieve for her for the rest "Good timing," Spock commented, of yOW' life!" sitting at his father's desk while Sirvann slipped away discreetly. The screen blanked, and a few seconds went by as Spock sat motionless, numb As he began to break through the with shock. Closing his eyes he tried to delaying security lock, Spock could not discipline his tangled thoughts, to grasp help but wonder who would go to such the meaning of TPring's words. Words of lengths in taking precautions, and spite, words of contempt.. what was especially in delaying the delivery of the new? But from that hatred one thing message, and for what purpose? stood out, one name blazed in his mind Certainly not Starfleet. The High ,·vith blinding clarity. TKahalin. She had Command had more sophisticated said that T'Kahalin was gone, never to methods of despatching classified return ... messages under security codes. Who indeed? It was most odd. Spock shud?cred as the strange sensations of disquiet rushed back to his After a few seconds work, child's play mind with a tragic significance he now for an expert like Spock, the message was understood on Iv too well. TKahalin was unlocked, decoded, and he sat and stared in danger, dying perhaps, and TPring .. in disbelief at the screen, where the proud face of TPring came into view. After a In his anguish Spock felt a sudden pause the image came to life and she knot of anger inside himself, a killing delivered her message with her cold and rage flaring and taking possession of his precise diction. being as he fully realised what TPring had dared to do. "Greetings, Spock. When you receive this call I shall be on my way to exile By all the ancient gills, she roil! pay for this! because of you and those of your House. Security Officers are coming shortly to He stood up abruptly, clenching his escort me to Vulcan Space Central and fists, and clamped down on his surging see me off my home planet. emotions. COI1trol... Control... He had to think, to take prompt action ... Perhaps it "This is not a farewell call, Spock, for was not too late ... Perhaps there was still indeed I do not wish you and your kin a chance ... But what he needed first was peace and long life. Quite the contrary~ I facts, a confirmation of his dread. want you to know that you cannot oppose me with impunity. So far you Spack strode into the small office next have won, but beware, Spock - r always door. "Sirvann!" he called. repay the wrong done to me. 68

·"Sir?" The secretary looked up [rom he murmured, then t1.lrning on his hell he his desk. left the room.

"Sirvann, I have a question. It may Sirvann caught up with him in the seem inquisitive, but I have a good reason hall. "Commander, shall I go with you?" to ask. Have you seen your sister he asked. recently?" "No, better not. This is my If Sirvann was surprised he did not responsibility, Sirvann, something show it and replied, "No, Commander. between T'Pring and me." She asked not to be disturbed for a few days. She is currently rehearsing her "I understand," the young man said concert." quietly.

"Yes, I am aware of that, Nevertheless, He was opening the front door to let recommend that you call her Spock out when a deep voice made them immediately," Spack said grimly. turn.

"Very welL sir." Sirvann complied at "Spack? I thought you had ahady once and placed the call, but his curiosity left." Sarek was coming downstairs, got the better of him. "May I ask if you looking mildly surprised. "Is anything the have reason to believe that TKahalin may matter?" not be at home?" "Yes, Father. It seems that T'Kahalin "I have good reason to believe she has disappeared, and I strongly suspect may have come to harm. The message I TPring of being responsible," Spack just received was from T'Pring, and from stated bluntly, startling his father out of what she says, I fear for your sister." his Olympian calm.

The flash of alarm which sprang into "Spock! Do you realise the enormity of the young man's eyes told Spock that he your accusation?" need say no more. As there was no answer to the call Sirvann !Tied again and "I do, sir, but I also know what she is again, then finally looked up with capable of. The message she sent me, troubled eyes. which you will find on your desk, leaves me in no doubt. With your pennission, I "She does not reply." must go now."

"That is what I was afraid of," Spack "Wait! Where are you going?" said, then he drew a deep breath and added with cold determination, "Very "To T'Pring, Father. I must obtain the welL There is but one way to find out truth from her." what befell your sister. TPring knows, and she must tell." "But you cannot, Spock. Let the Security Officers deal with her. I shall call "But I do not understand. Why should the Security Department immediately." T'Pring harm T'Kahalin?" Sarek tumed to go, but was stopped by Spock's sharp command. Spack's eyes softened as he met Sirvann's troubled gaze. "Why indeed?" "No! No, Father. Let no-one interfere. 69

I t is impera tive that I see T'Pring in did not care to leave lying about after she private, and I must act alone. T'Kahalin's had gone. She had been warned to expect life is at stake." th~ Security Officers early that morning, and had been waiting, pElcked and ready, Before Sarek could protest further since dawn. Spock was gone, and within seconds his air-car could be heard taking off and She was indeed ready to leave Vulcan speeding away. and all her frustrated expectations behind her, She had left all her affairs in order, The Ambassador, somewhat fuffled at and had even indulged, a moment ago, in having just been given orders by his own one last sweet revenge on Spock. She had son, gathered his dignity about him and sent him a delayed message to be looked enquiringly at his secretary, who delivered onlv when she would be well seemed about to leave too. "And where away. She had not been able to resist the are you going?" satis'faction of letting him know without any doubt whom he had to thank for the "With your permission, sir, to my loss of that girl T'Kahalin. A last and sister'S house, to try and find evidence as perfect revenge indeed. to her present whereabouts, although from what Spock said ... " His voice trailed The whine of a skimmer soft-landing off in obvious concern. just outside her door made her raise her head. Alreadv? Sooner than she had "Yes," Sarek said heavily. "This is a expected, but' it did not matter. She was most distressing situation, but we must prepared, and the sooner she left the not draw hasty conclusions. Perhaps better. there is a simple explanation for T'Kahalin's absence. let us wait until we Voices sounded in the hall, footsteps hear from Spock. In the meantime, by all approached, but Tpring remained seated, means go and gather what evidence you for it would not do to appear too hasty. can find and make enquiries. I shall wait there was a soft knock, and her old here." Sarek, inwardly much perturbed, maiden aunt peered round the dOOf, retreated to his den. looking strangely flustered.

Somehow, and despite recent and "T'Pring, r cannot ... " she began, but painful experience of T'Pring's capacity was firmly pushed aside, the door was for mischief, Sarek still could not believe flung open, and T'Pring's eyes widened in her to be so callous, so devoid of honour shock as a tall, tan-suited man walked in. as to go to the lengths of deliberately causing TKahalin harm, but when a few "Spock?" she breathed, and rose moments later he switched off the tape of slowly to her feet. her message, he could no no longer question Spock's accusation. There WElS, "Obviously I was not expected," Spock alas, no doubt about T'Pring's guilt, no remarked dryly, then looking at the old limit to her wickedness, lady still hovering in the doorway he said, 'Will you please go." * * * ~. "Certainly not!" She eyed him with Meanwhile TPring was Sitting by her disfavour, "This intrusion is unacceptable, fire and idly watching the leaping flames Spack, and your conduct most improper." devour the last batch of papers that she 70

"When it comes to improper where 1 saw her last. But why trouble behaviour, believe me, you have a far yourself over her? There must not be better example in T'Pring than in me," much left of her by now." Spock rejoined. "I must see her in private, so you may go." Her cruel smile left Spock speechless. As he stared at her flawless beauty a "r shall do not such thing. You cannot burning sensation rose in his throat, see T'Pring alone," the old lady retorted. something as sudden as it was frightening: halTed such as he had never "I can and I will. You are wasting my known himself capable of. time, T'Oona. Leave us now!" But seeing in her mocking eyes that he There was something in his cold glare was being intentionally provoked, Spock and command tone that told the woman somehow mastered his emotion and went that further objection might be unwise, so on grimly, "You dared abandon TKahalin she hastily beat a retreat and closed the in the desert? When was that? Answer door behind her. me!"

TPring meantime had recovered some TPring paused and considered that of her poise, and was coldly eyeing Spock she had nothing to lose, being already across the room. "Is it to bid me a safe sentenced to Vulcan's extreme penalty, so joumey that you force your way into my she coolly replied, "Three, perhaps four house?" she asked frostily. days ago," and was rewarded by the sight of Spock's livid face. Spack returned look for look and replied, "I have co~e for an explanation. "Four days?" he repeated in disbelief. What have yOU done to T'Kahalin.? Where "Four days alone in the desert? Have you is she?" ' gone insane? Do you realise what it means?" T'Pring bit her lip. "Oh, so you have accessed my message." "I am perfectly sane," she snapped, "and I know what it means. Do not "Of course r have. Did you think your delude yourself, Spock - you will never futile delaying tactics would be proof see her alive again." dgainst my experience? Rather presumptuous, don't you think? This A wave of bi tterness and grief washed tendency you have of overestimating over Spock as he murmured, "I did not yourself is irrational and foolish, T'Pring." think you would sink so low." He watched her Hush at his deliberate insult and continued sternly, "Now, The contempt in his voice was answer me. Where is T'Kahalin?" crushing, and made her bristle with resentment. "Who are you to judge me? "TKahalin? How should I know? You are so arrogant, but you have only Somewhere in the desert, I presume," she yourself to blame. You knew I wanted replied with assumed indifference. you, but you rejected me, so r decided to take from you what you took from me. "In the desert?" Spock's heart sank. You would not have me for a mate, so I "What do you mean? Explain!" saw to it that you would not have her."

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Spock felt, and a. violent urge to wipe that you dare to claim the Rules of Ethics? satisfied smile off her face once and for You surprise me! But you need not fear a all, but she had the information that he mind probe. That is a crime, and I shall desperately needed; only she knew where not sink to your leveL Moreover, I find T'Kahalin was, so once more taking a the idea of joining minds with you firm grip on his temper he strode up to perfectly revolting. There are, however, her and said tightly, other methods, just as effective, for extracting the truth from a reluctant "For what you have done there is no subject. Did you know that, TPring?" excuse, T'Pring, but if you have a grain of common sense left in you, you must Before the frightened girl could react realise that it is in your best interests to she found herself pinned to the wall, her tell me the truth. For the last time, answer jaw roughly grasped by fingers of steel, me! Where is T'Kahalin?" and she was forced to look into the dark burning depths of Spock's eyes. A surge For a few heartbeats the two glared at of fear and rage at her helplessness seized each other in silence, then deliberately her. turning her back on Spock, TPring replied in a dismissive tone, "I do not "No! No, let me go!"she hissed like a remember." fury.

That was the last stra\v. Sudden Iv She struggled desperately, trying to possessed by a cold fury, Spock grabbed elude the relentless, magnetic gaze boring her arm and spinning her round to face into her with a frightening force ... in vain. him said through clenched teeth, "You She felt herself irresistibly drawn into will give the the infonnation now, those dark fathqmless pools and swept willingly, or I will take it from you," and away in a dizzy descent ... ,u'td then lost all long fingers hovered purposefully over sens~ of time, -of space, of feeling except her face. for the insistent voice coming from far away and repeating endlessly, T'Pring, eyes wide in apprehension, shrank back, but Spock tightened his grip. "Where? Where is TKahalin? Where?" "Tell me the truth, or I shall force it from you!" Spock heaved a sigh and released his grasp. He seldom used his hypnotic "You cannot! The officers will be here powers. To hold a being in total at any moment; they will prevent you." subjection to his will was distasteful to a man as respectful of others as was Spock, "No, they will not. There is no-one to but when it was necessary hypnotism interfere, only you and me, Trring." ca,me in useful. It had in the past, on Omega IV for instance, and it did now. There was something so ominous in his tone that she char'\ged colour. "No!" Spock knew that he would never have she gasped. "You would not dare. You obtained the information from TPring would not force a meld on me, against all otherwise, but there was no time to the Rules of ethics!" waste. A shiver ran uncontrollablv through his thin frame at the thought ;f "You, T'Pring'" Spock allowed himself T'Kahalin alone, helpless in the Ah'Hrak a small smile of contempt. "You, who Desert. The only way to find her quickly have broken our Laws many times over, in that vastness was to keep T'Pring in a 72 hypnotic trance, board her small air-car arrival and had then taken the convict and make her return to the exact spot away in her own craft to an unknown where she had abandoned her victim. destination. And then ... ? If this unprecedented move was, as it Spock refused to accept the possibility seemed to be, an attempt to spare T'Pring of TKahalin's death. Against all logic' he the enforcement of her sentence, then, the still hoped. Chief admitted, the whole affair was beyond his comprehension. Perhaps * *~. Sarek would care to give him an explanation? When the two Security Officers eventually arrived at TPring's hOllse to Sarek pennitted himself an take her to Vulcan Space central, all they imperceptible sigh, then bringing into found was Spock's sleek skimmer sitting play the best of his diplomatic skills he on the landing pad, and an olltraged old hastened to smooth the official's ruffled lady alone in the house. Upon enquiry feathers and confirmed his information. they were told how Commander Spack had rudely forced his way into the house Yes, his son had taken the liberty of and carried T'Pring off in her own craft carrying off a condemned person without without a word of excuse or explanation. advising the proper authorities of his More ou trageous conduct was yet to be intention, but the matter was of the seen, they were told, but then what else utmost urgency and demanded prompt could be expected of a half-breed? action. Spock had gone on a rescue mission in. the Ah'Hrak Desert; it was a Intrigued, the two men took their matter of life and death. leave, duly reporting the occurrence to their superior officer, and asked for Having obtained the full attention of instructions. Upon being told to stand by his questioner, Sarek calmly proceeded to and wait for further orders they calmly explain the situation as he knew it. He sat in their skimmer and awaited added that his secretary had found developments. undeniable evidence that his sister had been missing for some time. This Being Vulcans, they wasted no time in evidence, combined with a message from vain speculation, but as both had been on Spock sent en route to the Forge Desert, duty at the Judicial Hall during the had confirmed his worst fears. T'Pring Lla'Hanak trial, they could not help had indeed abducted TI

the moment; any interference by a third logic, Spock? You are wasting your time. party might affect his mental hold on You will not find her, the le-matya has T'Pring and compromise the issue. He seen to that." suggested, however, that Security patTols might be positioned along the desert "Be quieti" Spock replied tightly. "I borders, to intervene if necessary. have all the time in the world. If she is here, I shall find her," an affirmation The matter thus being settled, Sarek TPring chose to ignore as she resumed was left with the task of informing her disdainful pose. Amanda and TPau of the situation. It was unfortunate that private skimmers were not fitted with sensors, CHAPTER 9 and Spock missed the long-range scanners on the Enterprise. Then it The sun was climbing steadily above suddenly occurred to him that he could the skyline and setting the desert on fire have called on the sensor equipment of while the skinuner hovered and circled Vulcan's orbital stations; they might have persistently over the crests of the red sand been of assistance. Instead of which, he dunes. At the controls Spack, all his had rushed headlong, like a Human energy concentrated into his eyesight, driven by unruly emotions. A feeling of scanned the desolate vastness below. deep shame swept over Spack. Lack of judgement, lack of control.. What had T'Pring sat silently beside him, her happened to him? Once more he had to gaze fixed on the horizon. While under admit that logic failed him where hypnosis she had obediently followed his TKahalin was concerned. orders and found the way back to the place where, she said in a monotone, she Calling his wandering thoughts to had pushed TKahalin out of the air-car order Spock topped yet another rocky and left her to her fate. outcrop and scanned the expanse on the other side. Something down below made Controlling his bittenless Spock had him sir up, the trace - barely visible tested her mental state and made sure she among the rocks and clumps of spiky spoke the h'uth, then having obtained bushes - of an old trail winding across the what he wanted he released her from the plain. Spack knew that trail from his trance. After a brief reaction of anger and youth, when he had haunted the desert in disbelief when she realised the situation, search of peace and solitude. Many a time T'Pring had retired into a sullen silence, he had trekked the old nomadic trails and and from then on they had ignored each explored the campsites and half-ruined other. forts of the ancient Vulcans. This footpath, now half covered by the sand, At first Spack had combed the dunes was the ancient way from ShiKahr to the in the vicinity of the site, then had Tsai Shan Dag. He recognised the few gradually widened the search, but so far .. stone markers still standing along the nothing. There was no trace of T'Kahalin, sides. and her footprints had long since been swept away by the wind. She must have If TKahalin had been able to come walked over a long distance ... unless ... this far, then perhaps ... ? But why delude himself? Spack knew he had to face the As if she sensed his anxiety T'Pring grim reality: how could she have survived remarked scornfully, "Where is your in that inferno without water, without 74

protection? Still, it was a possibility he He sank to his knees beside the could not overlook, and so Spock sent the motionless body huddled face down c1ir~car down towards the trail and began against the rock, and holding his breath a systematic survey, flying a dozen gently turned it over. One slim hand fell metres above the grotrnd to avoid back and Spack recognised on the throwing up dust and blotting out the forefinger the bloodstone ring TKahalin track. usually wore.

111€ had covered quite a distance, and Feverishly he brushed the sand away were coming into sight of high sandstone and raising her head loosed the dusty cliffs sculpted by the wind and knawn as cloth from her face. His heart sank at the the Ringing Stanes, when TPring broke sight of her beauty sadly marred by the the silence. hardships of the desert. He laid trembling fingers to the base of her neck and felt for "Spock," she said idly, "your obstinacy a pulse. A lew anxious seconds went by, is beyond all understanding, You will not while he tried to ignore the thumping of find her, I demand that you cease this his own heart, then at last a faint, almost senseless search and take me back to imperceptible pulse beat against his ShiKahr. You would be well advised to do fingertips, irregular but definitely there. so, or you may regret it. Is that not a sand cloud over there?" Spack, suddenly overwhelmed by a strange emotion, sat back on his heels and Spock looked up and saw, far beyond allowed himself a sigh of relief. Then the tall cliffs, a dun-coloured mass that feeling a hostile presence he looked up was moving and spreading rapidly over and saw T'Pring watching him in stony the desert. "Yes, it is," he replied curtly, "a silence from the air~car. Without a word sandstorm of' great magnitude she returned his level gaze with a look of apparently, heading our way. But it won't pure venom and backed into the craft. But be here for some time." And paying not now was not the time to deal with her, the least attention to T'Pring's protest, and Spack turned his attention back to the Spock continued the search. He knew this unconscious girl. was T'Kahalin's last chance. In the condition she must be in - assuming she By means of simple Vulcan methods was still alive ~ she would never survive he succeeded in bringing her round, and one of the terrible sandstorms of the as soon as her breathing became more Ah'Hrak. even he gently lifted her head and brought the flask ta her parched lips, Minutes went by, charged with tension. At last Spock, with a heavy heart, The blissful sensation of cool water was about to give up when he caught running down her throat was enough to sight of something white emerging from revive TKahalin, and her eyes opened, the sand at the foot of a rock. Wordlessly filled with pain and confusion. They he set the craft down on the trail, regarded Spock with blank switched off the engine and opened the incomprehension; to her he was only a hatch, then looked at TPring, who sat shadow against the blinding red sky. staring out as if petrified. Spack, deeply moved by the sight of "Stay here," he ordered, "and r hope her green-gold eyes clouded with for your sake that she is alive!" Grabbing exhaustion, brushed her tangled hail' <1 water tlask, he jumped down and ran. from her brow and said softly, TKahalin, 75 it is i, Spock. All is well now. You are himself and TKahalin from this safe." predicament he had to think fast and act accordingly. He had found TKahalin She could not make out his features, alive; now it was his responsibility that but she knew his voice, and a faint flush she remain so. crept over her hollow cheeks. "Spock?" her voice was no more than a hoarse Bringing himself back under can trol whisper. "Spock .. you found me?" Spock studied the ominous sandstorm swelling and racing across the vastness "I have found you, and now I shall and calculated that providing its speed take you home." and direction remained unchanged they just might have a chance to reach the cliff "Home ... Take me home ... " she sighed! range in time. He knew of the existence of an inexpressible relief in her eyes. gulleys and caves in which they would be relatively secure. Spock gave her some more water, which she savoured with relish, clipped Normally Sarek, not hearing from the flask to his belt, and was abou t to take him, would have despatched search her up in his arms when the sudden burst parties, but when storms raged over the of engines made him swing round. desert all flights were suspended for hours, sometimes for days, so they were The air-car was taking off, blasting on their OV\TT\ and had to move quickly. him with stones and dust. Spock Already the light was beginning to dim, instinctively threw himself in front of the sun to lose colour as grey clouds TKahalin and in disbelief watched the raced across its disc, and a quickening craft rise up rapidly, hover over them as breeze was stirr41g the sand around them. if mocking his helplessness, then circle There was not a moment to spare. twice and speed away with a roar. All these considerations had gone When the whirlwind deliberately through Spock's mind with ligho1ing provoked by TPring abated, Spock speed, and he turned to TKahalin with a followed the shiny vessel, their only sense of urgency. To his surprise she had means of escape, with his eyes until it managed to struggle to her feet, and disappeared from view. What he felt now leaning against the rock she was was not so much frustration as rage, a regarding him with confusion. wild towering rage with TPring and even more with himself for having, even for "I thought... Was that an air~car? Has only a few minutes, lowered his guard it gone?" she stammered. and let her get the upper hand. How could he have been so rash as to trust her with "Yes ... and the fault is· mine," Spock the air-car? Had he not learned to his cost replied guiltily, and briefly told her the what she was capable of? TKahalin's fate reason for their present situation, adding, had prevailed over all other "There is no excuse. I should have considerations and made him forget the anticipated Trring's move and ... " most elementary precautions. His tiresome Human half had taken over "No, Spack," TKahalin cut in softly. again. Would he 11(?7)tr learn? "You could no more foresee her duplicity than I could when she came to my home. But vain regrets had never served any Do not blame yourself." purpose, and if Spock meant to extricate :.' 1 , I ;

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"You are most kind," Spock said with brutally drawn from visions of the gratitude, "but I am responsible," and the predicament of Spock and TKahalin to look he gave her brought a delicate flush her own no less critical situation. to her cheeks. So absorbed was she in self­ "Unfortunately," he went on, "a congr~tulation that she had been careless, sandstorm is coming, and we must make and had overlooked the sudden haste. With your pennission, I shall carry unpredictable shifts of L'Riset, the desert you to those hills. Will you allow me?" wind. One moment she was Hying secure in the crimson light of Eridani, the next T'Kahalin's flush deepened. "Perhaps I her craft was caught in the blinding storm can walk.. with your help," she and buffeted by incessant gusts of wind. suggested, and bravely took a. few steps, TPring used all her skilt she fought but all at once her legs failed and she desperately to escape, but it was too late. would have collapsed but for the strong ann that caught her just in time. Clogged by sand, the controls did not respond, and the engine faltered then "I doubt it." Spock looked down at her stalled. The roaring gale played with the with smiling eyes. "It seems that we have helpless vessel as with a toy, and rocked no choice. I must carry you. Do you trust it from side to side. The obscurity was me?" total, and Trring had no idea of her position. She clutched at the console for The look she gave him then moved support, tears of frustration in her eyes. him to the core. "Implicitly," she said No! It could not be! To have come so far, simply, and let him take her up in his to have achieved her goal... and now ... arms. A sudden squall caught the air-car and Spock set off at a brisk pace, his eyes tipped it over on its side, then the next on the ominous wall of dark cloud instant another gust sent it spinning into moving towards them. No word was nothingness. Beside herself with rage and exchanged, but both were conscious of terror, TPring screamed .. feelings that neither could express or even formulate to themselves. As Spock '" * '" :+ * lengthened his stride he felt TKahalin's hand slip up and cling to his neck for The scouts patrolling the bow1daries support, and instinctively he tightened of the desert duly reported the sudden his hold; and when later her head, heavy rise of a sandstorm in a remote area and, with fatigue, fell gently onto his chest, as acting on instructions, went to if it was the right place to be, Spack was investigate. Having ascertained that no unable to tell" why a curious feeling of craft other than the one being used by exhilaration had taken hold of him. Spack and TPring had venh.lred into the desert that morning they hovered and ~. ~. * * >I- observed, ready to render assistance if possible. Trring also had a short while ago felt that strange and pleasant sensation, for a Presently they detected an air-car very different reason, of course. But that coming from the direction of the Tsai gratifying moment of complacency at her Shon Dag, closely followed by the fast· last, definitive triumph over Spock had moving stann. The Security Officers been short-lived. Her attention had been signalled a warning and moved in to the 78 rescue, but to no avail. The gale raced "Bells ... I hear bells.,," towards them, and they could only retreat hurriedly and watch the helpless craft Bells? Out in the desert? Spock raised being suddenly seized by the black his head and strained his ears - and clouds, then disappear from view. A indeed, above the scream. of the wind he moment later a blinding orange light perceived the barely audible sound of which ripped through the darkness left chimes, His pulse racing, he scrambled to them in no doubt as to the fate of the his feet, for he knew what those bells vessel and its passengers. meant. The Ringing Stones, the sandstone crags, so called because the wind made All they could do was to get away their gaps and crevices ring like bells. from the menacing storm and report to And it also meant that the hills were near, Headquarters. that he only had to follow the chimes to find them.

But as Spock trudged on, blinded by Meanwhile Spack was fighting a swirls of stinging sand, the storm raged battle of his own against the unleashed and roared even more, as though it felt elements of Ah'Hrak. He had walked that it might finally lose its prey. quickly, and had covered most of the distance to the hills when the clouds How long did it take him finally to caught up with him, and the full fury of reach the crags? Spock could not tell, the sandstonn broke. In a matter of having by now lost all sense of time or minutes the grey light had gone, replaced direction save one, that of the Ringing by a darkness so dense that even Spack's Stones calling out to him like a foghorn to infallible sense of direction was of little a ship in distress. help. All he could see was a wall of blinding, stinging sand all around, all he Reeling with exhaustion, Spock could feel was the impetus of L'Riset hugged the face of the cliffs until he came screaming and trying to blow him off his upon a narrow canyon swept by gusts of feet. sand, and he groped his way along, clawing at the rock, half-carrying, half­ His greatest fear was of losing dragging the unconscious girl. He was on TKahalin, a. fear she obviously shared, for the verge of collapse when his hand despite her innate reserve she had found a gap. Pushing in, Spock tumbled unconsciously locked her arms about his into some kind of rocky niche, and passed neck and buried her face in his shoulder. out. There was only so much that even a He stumbled, buffeted by the gale, but Vulcan could take. continued obstinately on what was, to his best estimation, the way to the hills. *~. ~. * Thrice he fell to his knees and had to muster all his strength to regain his feet, Ambassador Sarek sat at the but never did he let go of his precious viewscreen gazing a the stricken face of burden. his wife with the sickening feeling of deja vu. He was recalling tvvo years earlier, Then he was on his knees again, when he had broken the news to Amanda choking clnd fighting for breath, when of Spock's capture by Romulans, He TKahalin's voice sounded feebly in his repressed a sigh. It seemed that adverse ear. He leaned forwards, and despite the circumstances had an unpleasant bedlam heard her say, tendency of late of recurring often - much 79 too often. Already the outrageous obstinate sometimes." abduction of T'Kahalin had come as a shock to Amanda, and now there was the "I agree, but perhaps you should say sandstorm, the probable destruction of is, not was, Amanda." the air-car, and no news of Spock. She was devastated. "But you just said that..." Amanda stammered and eyed her husband with Sarek waited patiently for his wife to some suspicion. "Sarek, what exactly do calm down, and watched her dab at her you mean?" eyes and draw a shaky breath. "What 1 was going to tell you when "Sarek," she said presently, "are you you interrupted me, my wife," her spouse sure that the air patrols are not mistaken? pointed out in mild reproof, "Now please perhaps it was some other craft they saw pay attention. According to eye­ in the storm?" witnes·ses, TPring's air-car was most probably lost, but that does not "No, they were quite specific. necessarily mean that Spock was, I have T'Pring's air-car was the only one reason to believe that he was not aboard reported in the area this morning, which the craft at the moment of the accident." tallies with the last message I received from Spock. We shall have to wait wltil "My god! What makes you think the stOlID is over, but there is little hope that?" Amanda began, then her blue eyes of ever finding any trace of it. However, widened in realisation and shone with there is a possibility ... " hope. "Oh Sarek!" was all she found to say. "But Sarek," his wife cut him short, "why did you not call in Security in the "Yes, tbe parental bond," Sarek replied first place? Wby did you let Spack go quietly. "So far as I can tell, our link is not alone?" broken. If Spock was dead I should know, I should feel a rupture, a void ... and I do San~k winced inwardly at the not. Logically, therefore ... " reproach. Amanda was at the moment too distressed to think rationally. " ... Spock must still be alive," his wife "Because there was no way of stopping concluded with a fond smile. "What a Spock," he explained calmly. "He waS relief! But how? What do you think quite emotional about it. For some reason happened?" he believed that only he could obtain the truth from T'Pring, only he could find "Without indulging in speculation, T'kahalin. he insisted that no-one one can logically surmise that Spock left interfere, and was gone before I could the air-car, possibly because he found raise an objection. But as it turned out, T'Kabalin, and then T'Pring ... " Amanda, he did get the information, and for all we know he may well have found He raised a meaningful eyebrow a this TKahalin. What no-one could foresee, wife, who nodded and continued, "And unfortunately, was the outbreak of this T'Pring left him stranded and escaped. sandstorm." Quite a habit \,vith her, I must say."

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"No, indeed. She finally got her "Then he must really care for her." deserts, and through her own fault. What Amanda looked delighted. a tragic, even ironic end," Amanda remarked, and was silent for a few "If you had seen Spock's behaviour moments; then her thoughts returned to this morning you would not doubt it," her son, and she asked anxious lv, "But was Sarek's comment, then he went on, what about Spack? I-lave you s~nt out "Tell me, is Captain Kirk with you?" search parties?" "Not at the moment. The twins have "That is unfortunately out of the taken him and Dr McCoy on a trip to the question for the time being. We carmot volcano. Why?" risk any other craft out in that storm." "There are two things I want you to "I understand, bu t how will he tell Kirk. First, on no c1ccoun t must he survive? People have choked to death in initiate a rescue operation in the Ah'Hrak. sandstorms, have they not? Is there no if I know the Captain he is quite capable other way to save Spack?" of attempting the impossible for Spack, but he would certainly not survive the "None at the moment. We must wait desert in the present conditions. Tell him and hope that Spock found shelter. But that the sandstorm is being constantly you should have more confidence in his monitored, and the moment it subsides resilience. He is a V ulcan, desert~born and we will be notified. bred, Amanda, and quite capable of coping YVith the hazards of the desert, "On the other hand; there is a way even with a sandstorm. He passed the Kirk could help. Be and Spack share ~ Kahs-Wan with success when he was special mental link, as I recalL Tell him to seven; all the more reason for him to open his mind and be prepared, for Spack survive now, when he is in the prime of may well try to communicate with him. life. But rest assured, I will have him Everything must be done to contact sought with sensor scans as soon as the Spock, you understand," ahnospheric conditions allow, and naturally I am in mental contact with "Of course, my dear. I shall let him him. know, but I don't mind telling you that I rather dread his reaction when he hears "Which brings me to another what happened ... " Amanda's voice tailed important matter. We have proof that off meaningfully. TKahalin is alive. Sirvann reached her mind but a moment ago, It was a brief "I can well imagine," was Sarek's dry and very weak contact, but clear and comment. positive. So it seems that there also T'Pring has failed." ,.

"Oh, I'm so gladl The poor girl - what Spock came rOLU1d to the sound of she must have suffered! Do vou think that howling winds and the feeling of a hard Spack found her, and is with her now?" bed of rock. He raised his head and looked around into the darkness. After a "Very likely, and that would not moment he made out the dim, jagged surprise me, judging by his fierce outline of the narrow gap beyond which determination to go and save her," Sarek the gale raged undeterred, which proved remarked dryly. that his eyesight was unimpaired, thanks 81 to the inner eyelids that nature had given Although Spock took care not to him, for anyone other than a Vulcan intrude on her innermost thoughts, he would have been blinded in that was at once hit by a wave of emotion sandstorm. Spock also felt that he could which told him, better than words, of the breathe normally again, and taking stock terrible experience TKahalin had of his refuge he saw that very little sand undergone for the last four days. Moved had seeped into the shallow cave. by her suffering and her courage, he slipped into her mind and taking on her Sitting up wearily he felt TKahalin's pain withdrew the anguish from her body lying beside him where she must mi.nd, replacing it with pleasant thoughts have fallen when he dropped and peaceful images. He mentally unconscious. With his mind carefullv wrapped her in the soothing calm of his shielded he laid a cautious hand on he'r aura so as to make her feel warm and face, and was relieved when she stirred, secure, and when after a moment he felt moaning softly, at his touch. But her her body relax and her breathing ease, he breathing was shallow, her skin felt knew that she had gone into a healing abnormally cold, so Spack took off his h'ance which would eventually blend into jacket and wrapped her in it, doing his a refreshing sleep. best to make her comfortable and keep her warm. It was now time to disengage from TI

On that logical conclusion Spack Sarek's satisfaction and relief at uncapped the flask, took a long draught knowing he was alive were evident, and of water, keeping and savouring it in his his calm presence brought comfort to his parched mouth for a blissful moment. son. On the other hand Kirk's ebullient This was to be the first and last time, for manifestation of joy was almost too much TKahalin needed the water far more than to bear, though Spock had by now he. Then leaning over the semi-conscious acquired some experience of his Captain's girl Spock lifted her head and made her emotionalism; he found that it could also drink slowly, carefully; then after putting be stimulating, and their dose mind-link the precious flask away he took her in his must have acted like a tonic, for when it arms and initiated the healing meld. dissolved his tiredness had almost 82

vanished. "Jim!" the latter exclaimed at last in >[- ~. ~. ~. exasperation. "Stop making an exhibition of yourself! Think of your reputation, Hours slipped by like the sand swept darnmit!" relentlessly across the desert by the gale. Hours, days and nights came and went, "Look who's talking. You're worse all alike in the roaring darkness. In their than I am, Bones!" Kirk retorted. shelter TKahalin reposed and dreamed, pleasant soothing dreams of cool breezes, "At least I behave myself in front of deep shade, singing faun tains. She the Vulcans." dreamed of a warm presence, strong and vigilant, constantly at her side and "Pah!" guarding her from danger. The searing sun, the thirst, the iewmatya could no "And for Pete's sake stop pacing about longer harm her; she felt secure. like a caged lion, or I'll give you a shot ~ and no kidding!" When at intervals she drifted back to consciousness and the reality of the storm Kirk rounded on the Doctor. "You her head was gently lifted, some water wouldn't!" he dared him. was poured, drop by drop, down her throat, but before she reached full "Want to bet?" McCoy shot back, a awareness light fingers brushed her brow challenge in his blue eyes. and she sank back into sleep.

,. '" ,. >[- ,. *,. * Finally, at dawn, the wind faded to a Hours went by slowly in the ShiKahr sigh then died. T'Kahalin floated to the household. All the patience of Vulcan surface of consciousness then woke up to was called for to sustain with decent an incredible silence, and to a warm touch equanimity the stress of the long waiting. on the side of her face. She opened her Sarek shared his time between his studv eyes and looked up, straight into dark and the meditation garden, while Sirvan~, eyes that regarded her in the dlm light. Staurak and the rest of the staff took turns to stand guard by the com unit. "Spack?" she whispered. "Is it ... '" She saw the austere lines of his face soften * >[- * * almost imperceptibly, and the trace of a smile curve his mouth. Time dragged on endlessly at the TsaiXal fanTI. If the Ladv Amanda curbed "Yes, it is over, and we are safe." her anxiety with proper restraint, as befitted the wife of an Ambassador, her "Safe ... " she repeated softly, savotu"ing companions, Captain Kirk in particular, the word, the sensation, then she often demonstrated the regrettable wondered, "How long' I do not spectacle of Human emotionalism. remember clearly." Despite his mental contact with Spack Kirk could not help worrying, and vented "Three days and four nights, and the his frustration at their enforced inaction sun is about to rise," Spack told her, on anvone at hand - who, more often than adding by way of explanation, "You had a not, h~ppened to be Dr McCoy. long sleep." 83

"Yes, had pleasant dreams," They found the narrow entry to be murmured TKahalin, lost in thought. partly obstructed by sand drifts and Spock, pulling a stout knife from his boot, Looking arotmd her she was startled had to hack their way out. Then keeping to find herself wrapped in Spack's jacket his thoughts firmly shielded he took the and lying on the sand. Rather self­ girl's arm and helped her along, through consciously she sat up slowly, and the deep sand, out of the ravine, realised that she felt no more pain, only a great lassitude. With the storm, the terrain had changed completely. Boulders, outcrops Spock, who was kneeling nearby, sat had been covered by sand, but the high back on his heels and remarked, "You cliffs were recognisable and Spack looked seem to be recovering." around in search of landmarks.

"Indeed, I feel much better," she "Is ·there really water in these parts?" replied, and gave him a sidelong glance. TKahalin sounde'd doubtfuL "Your doing, I presume. You healed me?" 'There should be. I used to know "No, I did not. I only helped you several water holes in these hills, and initiate the healing trance." they cannot all have dried up."

Apparently TKahalin was not Just as he spoke Eridani, peeking over deceived bv this half-truth, for she stated the horizon, touched the tips of the simply, "Y~u saved my life, Spock," and highest crags with its scarlet beams. her eyes held such a warm glow, her face "Look!" he exclaimed, pointing up. "Do was so open, so tender, that Spock felt a you see that rock up there? 111e Elders hot sensation rise in his chest and flow called it the XiraI1nah's Head." throughout his being. "It does indeed look like the crest and No, Impossible, I 17111 a Vulcall. Hau} call I beak of a Xirahnah," TKahalin remarked. experience sllch exquisite emotions? HalO can I "How did you know?" elldure them withollt being avenohelmed? Hew do Hum((ns cOIX with them? "I often used to hike in the Ah'Hrak in my youth," Spock explained, "and if With a considerable effort Spack memory serves, there is a spring at the averted his gaze, got to his feet, and foot of that crag. Come!" picking up the empty flask said awkwardly, "Er ... If you are willing, I They were making their way through suggest we go out and look for water. It a chaos of tumbled rocks when suddenly may be some time before they find us. Do strident cries made them pause and look you think you can walk?" upward. A pair of Xirahnah, commonly called Silver Birds, had appeared from "I believe so." TKahalin stood up with nowhere and were gliding on the desert Spack's assistance and fOWld that she thermals, shi.ning like burnished steel in could indeed move about. She was also the red sunrise. After a few turns the much intrigued by Spack's sudden giant birds, as if sensing they were being embalTassment, but she wisely acted as watched, flew off in the direction of their though nothing had happened, and said namesake crag, circled over it, then with a no more. last eerie call swept away and disappeared from view. 84

T'Kahalin turned her gaze back to and never had water tasted so good! Spack, saying softly, "I have seldom seen Feeling revived she looked round and more beautiful creatures. Were they saw Spock standing transfixed, and showing us the way? Or am I being watching her as if bewitched. illogical?" "What are you looking at?" she asked "I am sure they were, and no, you are curiously. not illogical, T'Kahl," Spock replied gravely, and the look he gave her, his "You," he replied simply. unexpected use of the pet name known only to her closest kin, caught her "Oh!" T'Kahalin flushed a delicate unaware. She gazed at him in wide~eyed green and, very much aware of her surprise and felt something strange, tattered clothes and tangled hair, pushed intangible, pass between them. uruuly locks away from her face, saying diffidently, "Yes, my appearance is far The next instant the magic was gone, from presentable, I know." and they resumed their quest. "True, but you are still beautiful," it was not much of a. source. A mere Spock replied quietly, his dark gaze fixed water hole hollowed out of a large, flat upon her. boulder by age long erosion, and fed by a steady trickle of water oozing from an TKahalin's blush deepened and she overhanging rock. Because of its could on Iv stare at him in shocked silence. configuration the site, enclosed by tall, She had 'often, when travelling abroad, red cliffs at the base of the Xirahnah's hear Off-worlders pay her flattering Head, had been spared by the storm, and compliments on her looks, or her musical they could hear the drops of water ring talents, but never had a Vulcan told her crystal~clear in the pool. point-blank that she was beautiful. Such a thing v\'as not done on Vulcan. Was As they approached a number of Spack being illogical? Unthinkable' And cinnamon desert squirrels, gathered on yet.. how could he find beauty in her the verge, raised watchful heads with when she felt so dirty, so graceless, in bright beady eyes, and the more timid rags? It was inconceivable. even scurried away. But T'Kahalin sat quietly on the stone and projecting gentle Spack, suddenly conscious of his thoughts said in a low voice, audacity, swallowed hard and said, "My apologies, TKahalin, l... I did not mean to "We also have need of this water. Will give offence. My remark was you share it with us?" inexcusable. "

She and Spock waited, stock stili, and "It was, at least, illogical, a few moments later the small animals Commander," she replied primly, amused returned, accepting the newcomers in at seeing him now as embarrassed as she. their midst. Then taking pity on his confusion she stood up, straightened her rumpled tunic, Only then did T'Kahalin dip her hands and went on, "It was illogical, but not in the cool water and run them dripping offenSive, so you are excused, for if you wet over her face and neck with the grace can see beauty in my bedraggled of a preening bird. then she cupped her condition your forbearance is great hands under the falling drops and drank ... indeed." 85

"Forbearance does not come into it," TKahalin, shaken and confused, laid Spock said gravely. "My remark was her head on Spock's chest, and they stood perhaps illogical, but it \vas only the embraced, stUlU1ed by the revelation of a truth." feeling that Vulcans had for so long kept buried so deep as almost to forget its They regarded each other in silence, existence. and TKahalin shivered with the strange fire that burned deep in Spock's gaze, A few minutes slipped by in silence, while he had the sensation of being then with a sigh TKahalin murmured, drawn, of falling into her golden-green "What is happening to us, Spock? What eyes. They felt themselves on the verge of have you done to me?" some incredible discovery, and were moved by a strange vibrancy. "I do not know, TKahL Nothing more than what you have done to me." Spack's But, confused c1nd perhaps voice was husky with emotion. "All I unconsciously playing for time, TKahalin know is that fro~ the beginning of our turned away, saying, "But I am being acquaintance I have felt drmvn to you, selfish. r have kept the spring to myself, although it took me some time even to and you have not had any water." In one admit it. Will you be offended if I tell you smooth motion she ben t over the pool, that you are most dear to me, more than I lifted her cupped hands brimming over could imagine?" with clear water, and impulsively offered it to Spack. "Will you not have a drink?" "1... I also find it most pleasing," she asked innocently. TKahalin confessed in a muffled voice. "J also have thought of you as a ki.ndred Spock, quite conscious of his spirit, but how could I know that my hammering heart, moved forward, pleasure in being with you, talking or lowered his head and drank from her playing music, was more than a paSSing hands with a pleasure beyond imagining. interest? I have no experience in He drank to the last drop, and almost emotional involvement. I did not know insensibly let his lips brush her palms and what it meant?" linger there. Then, feeling her tremble ever so slightly, he raised his head, and "And now, do you know?" asked she snatched her hands away to press Spock in a voice deep and tender. "Do them tightly to her heart. you, TKahalin? Please, look at me."

They stood face to face, lost in each TKahalin complied, and the moment other's gaze for what seemed an eternity. she met his gaze she knew in her heart of In that moment Spock knew at last that hearts that she loved this man more than he could no longer delude himself with she would have thought possible. She pretences and denials. He knew with gave him a smile, and the answer he was blinding clarity how much TKahalin awaiting. mean t to him, and as he watched realisation dawn in her eyes and take "Yes, now I know, beyond any doubt." possession of her being, he saw her sway She knew also that she ought to be suddenly as if overcome by her discovery. ashamed of such emotional behaviour, Instinctively he reached out to her, and but curiously she was not - and nor was the next instant they simply found Spock, to judge by the true passion she themselves in each other's arms. could read in his eyes. "''''..

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!-Ie let a sight of contentment escape a.ccomplishment, and when Spack finally him and said quietly, "T'Kahalin, before pulled away each was left with a deep we pledge ourselves to one another, I sense of loss. must remind you that as Vulcans we should obey the dictates of reason rather The time had come for the V ulcan rite, than the impulse of our hearts. On the so Spack and T'Kahalin each raised a other hand, it would be illogical for us to hand, fingers parted, and matched them protest against our natures and deny our in the palm-to-palm touch. then with mutual attraction, don't you agree?" grave solemnity they spoke the words that pledged them to one another until "I agree, it would be quite illogical," the Family's agreement and the final she said softly, and her glowing eyes told bonding ceremony sealed their union. him even more than he wished to know. When it was complete they gazed at "Very well then," Spack said, and each other in silent wonder, and to holding her close he raised one hand and Spack's utter surprise and delight gently felt for the contact points of the T'Kahalin laid a hand shyly on his cheek. meld. "My mind to your mind," he His Human side could not resist; chanted. instinctively he covered her hand with his own, raised it, and pressed her lips to his "My thoughts to your thoughts," she palm. whispered. This time T'Kahalin did not seem to Their eyes closed, and then together mind; on the contrary, as he let her go she they murmUIed, "We are one." looked at him inquiringly. "Is this what Humans call a kiss?" she asked with At first their minds brushed together innocent curiositY. tentatively, then the meld sprang to life between them and Spack's mind eased Spock was taken aback. "1 t is, but how irl.to the patterns of hers for a perfect are you so well informed?" he asked, and match. Together they lost themselves in offered her his 'paired fingers as a token of each other's thoughts and feelings; they affection. explored each other in the endless delight of discovery. The knowing, the sharing, "Because I saw it done when I went to the sense of oneness were to them a Earth on a concert tour," she replied, revelation. Never before had they touching her fingers to his. "It seemed experienced such feelings of belonging, of very strange to me... I wondered what completion, nor had they imagined the interest Humans find in kissing one spiritual fulfilment of a purely mental another," she admitted after a breathless bond; and the most extraordinary things pause as Spock began the Vulcan touch­ was the shared joy of acknowledging at play of seduction, last that special feeling, that emotion called love, which they had confusedly "I suppose they find it pleasant," felt stirring within them for so long, and SpaCk said dreamily, more intent on what steadfastly denied - lli1til now. he was doing than on discussing Human behaviour, "When 1 kissed your hand, did They knew, however, that a meld too you find it wlpleasant?" deep and too long at first joining could be damaging, and that they had to part, but "Noaa .. ." TKahalin seemed unsure. they lingered, savouring that moment of "Odd, perhaps, but not unpleasant." 88

'Another pause ensued while the prepared." subtle caresses they gave each other's faces claimed all their attention, but TKahalin drew a deep breath and TKahalin's innate curiosity prompted her hesitated. Having obtained what she had to pursue the subject. hoped fOf, she suddenly had misgivi.ngs. "Do you think we should? Kissing may "Actually the kiss r observed on Earth not conform to Vulcan Ethics." was not like yours, Spack. I t was, I believe, more.. intimate. I saw couples .or think it does," Spack replied, kissing one another on the face, and remembering certain occasions when he apparently taking pleflsure in the process. had inadvertently caught his parents in Very unusual..." each other's arms, "and if a kiss on the hand is acceptable, I see no logical reason "Mmmm, I see what you mean, why a kiss on the face should not be." Spack murmured while brushing her lips with his fingertips. "According to my .or think you are right," T'Kahalin Captain, that is an essential factor in agreed, her desire to know overcoming Human courtship procedures." her reticence. "We could try.. as an experiment?" "Oh7 Does Captain Kirk know about such matters?" "As an experiment, of course," Spack replied deadpan, drawing her to him. "He certainly does. He is even considered an a~thority on the subject," "Have you done it before?" she Spack replied, wondering where she was whispered, and raised an expectant face leading him with all these questions. to him.

"I see. TI1en perhaps I should ask him "Never, but for everything there is a to explain ... " Her voice tailed off, and she first time," Spack declared with more looked up at Spock. "Do you think he assurance than he actually felt. would?" she asked, running loving fingers along the firm line of his jaw. ll1en, taking his cue from his Captain's p~rformances - which he had "No doubt, but there is no need to ask occasionally and unintentionally him. If you wish to obtain information on wih1essed - he laid a light kiss on the the significance of kisses, I kn.ow a better young woman's cheek; and emboldened way," Spock armounced, for, now aware by her favourable response he let his of what she had in mind and amused by mouth glide softly along her jaw to settle her innocent guile, he felt that he was as finally on her trembling lips. capable as Jim of satisfying her curiosity. He felt her stiffen at first, then her "Do you, really?" her eyes widened i.n mouth softened and she shyly returned anticipation. "What is it?" his kiss. They drew back and exchanged a glance. "Experimentation, TKahl. 111€ logical method of learning anything at firsthand "Interesting," Spock commented. is experimentation," Spack told her "Even ... satisfying. Don't you agree?" gravely, and catching her hand he brought it to his lips. "If you would care "Very satisfying." TKahaJin's shining to experience it with me, r am quite eyes spoke volumes. 89

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"Why not?" she munnured, and as his "Here are Captain Kirk and Dr McCoy arms came around her in a tight embrace come to look for us," Spack said, waving she put her arms around his neck, and back. "We must go now." she had seen the Humans do. The strange tone of regret in his voice Their second attempt was even more was not lost on the young woman. She gratifying. In truth, it was little short of sighed and looked around at the perfection. Their total mental harmony shimmering pool, at the small desert had probably stimulated their senses, for creatures going about their business as if the long kiss they exchanged was so nothing had happened. sweet and so passionate as to reduce its Human model to insignificance by "I shall never forget the spring, com parison. Spack," she whispered. "It will be Our secret place." When they parted, albeit reluctantly, TKahalin felt so overwhelmed by all "Yes, the secret place where we found these novel sensations that she let her one another." His deep, caring voice head rest for <1 moment on Spock's brought tears to her eyes, and ,1 longing shoulder. As if in a dream she felt his lips for the warm protection of his arms, but touch her forehead and heard his deep, they had to leave, so she kept her voice dark voice murmur as if to himself, under control as she pledged, "I shal! come back." "Kisses,.. Kisses sweeter than. wine .. Yes, now it makes sense!" TIlen aware of "We shall come back together," her curiosity Spack explained, "An old answered Spock. Terran ballad that mv mother used to sing when I was a bO)I. The significance "Together. .. " she repeated, and the had always escaped me ... until now.! word was both a certainty and a promise to be kept deep in her heart. "Kisses sweeter than wine," she repeated under her breath. "Yes, very The sight that met their eyes when appropriate. I must ask the Lady Amanda they came out of the rocky defile was to teach me that song." startling enough to make them stop in their tracks. No less than three air-cars "She will be delighted." Spack smiled were parked on the sand, two more were down at her, a smile so warm, so tender, approachil1g an about to land. Several that it took her breath away. people were making their way towards the cliffs, one of them marching ahead They were so absorbed in each other with a purposeful stride, another that they paid no attention to the distant hurrying behind, trying to keep pace with drone of skimmers flying over the him. hilltops. It took the roar of engines directly overhead to bring the two Spack and TKahalin, one supporting Vulcans back to reality. Looking up, they the other, moved slowly forward and saw an airwear hovering like a hawk in the Spack instinctively braced himself for the sky. It came sweeping down, and as it encounter, but in the presence of the banked above their heads faces appeared Vulcans his Human friends' greeting was at the windscreen and hands waved at properly restrained. 90

Kirk refrained from hugging his First prevent you following the Doctor's Officer and merely grasped his shoulder prescription," Sarek put in. with a concerned look at his thin face, and a question. "Spock, are you all right?" Then addressing the Security Officers who were standing by and awaiting To which Spock replied quietly, "We instructions he said, "Gentlemen, your are well, Jim." assistance has been most helpful. Be sure to convey my appreciation to your 'Spock! You'll have us believing you superior officer. But let me not keep you really tIre indestructible!" was McCoy's any longer from your duties." greeting, much on the good Doctor's usual style, but pity and kindness shone The men saluted and went off to their in his eyes as he took in TKahalin's respective craft. wasted appearance. Sarek looked at the young woman, As was so be expected the Vulcans' and his impassive features softened as he meeting was right and proper, although told her kindly, 'TKahalin, your Sirvann could hardly hide his emotion at predicament has been sorely felt by the seeing his sister. few words were spoken Family and all of ShiKahr. We are besides Sarek's quiet greeting to his son, thankful that you survived." "You did well, Spack," much more was silently expressed in the Vulcan way with "If I did, SClrek, it is thanks to your looks and the ritual touching of hands. son," TKahalin said simply.

No time was lost in vain discourse, Sarek raised an eyebrow, inclined his except that Sarek br.iefly apprised the pair head and replied, "Perhaps, but Spock of the decisions made about them. only did what was expected, considering Sirvann was to take his sister directly to his responsibility in the matter - an the Healing Centre where TLian ~as unintentional responsibility, I admit," he expecting her. As for Spack, following amended with a glance at Spock. their previous plans he was to join his parents and friends at the Tsai'Kal Estate A silence followed, full of unspoken to spend the rest of his well-earned shore thoughts, which Sarek broke decisively. leave under the medical supervision of Dr "Come! let us waste no more time here. McCoy. Sirvann, you take charge of your sister, and you have my leave to stay with her as This last detail brought Spock's long as T'Lian. deems it necessary. Spack, suspicious gaze to the Doctor, who, true gentlemen, let us go." to form, reacted at once. But at the moment of parting Spock "Yes, Mr Spock. In case you don't hesitated. TKahalin, being escorted away know it. you are in dire need of a full by her brother, turned round, and the medicaL 110t to m.ention sleep, rest and look they exchan.ged drew them plenty of good nutritious food." irresistibly to one another. They touched hands in the farewell ritual, dropped their "If you don't mind, Doctor, what I mental shields, and their thoughts need first is a bath ill1d a shave," Spock merged again for a brief, intense moment. replied firmly. Peace (Illd /O/1S lifc, TKahalil1. Take gro:t "Quite right, Spock, but that does not care of yourself. Peace alld long life, SJ-Xx,k Will you come faScinating being who was his son. and [.'isit me? Spack, deep in thought. was following I shalL as SOOJ1 115 the Family COl/neil :.,rives with his eyes the silver-grey skimmer as,.,,'ecmtI1t. We must abide by their decision, but bearing Sirvann and TKahalin away, His I trust that it toil! be 50011, lean face, drawn by days of fasting and fatigue, was strangely lit by a look of I shall wait for YOli. Spock sensed wonder, or secret contentment such as wistfulness in their newly-firmed link, Sarek had never seen in his son, then on a lighter tone, I thallk you for the experiment that we made Ilf the spring, It was That, added to the revealing scene he //lOSt. .. il1structive. had just witnessed, seemed significant enough for the austere Vulcan to draw My pleasure, TKahl, Perhap3, if YOll are the logical conclusion that something of willins, we might repeat it some other time? paramount importance had taken place Spock's gentle teasing rang like chimes in between Spack and the young woman. her mind, and she responded in kind. And he had a fairly good idea of what that something was - something that he We misht, indeed, if only fo fry alld improve and his wife had been expecting for some 0/1 it? time.

Both shared with delight the lingle of And so Sarek, never the man to beat amusement which ran through their about the bush, decided to bring Spock to minds, then they retreated behind their declare his intentions, "Spock," he said barriers and parted, never knowing that quietly. they had given the onlookers matter for interesting speculation. Spock turned his head and found himself caught in the scrutiny of his On their way back to their air-car father's penetrating gaze. "Father?" he McCoy cocked an eyebrow at Captain asked, hastily bringing his mind back 10 Kirk, who grinned back at him, but they the present. wisely refrained from comment until they were safely out of Vulcan earshot, Sarek paused, then certain that he had Spock's full attention, asked, "Spock, am I Meantime Sarek and Spack were right in assuming that there is an boarding the streamlined skimmer that important question concerning your Spack had left in front of T'Pring's house future that you should discuss with me and which had been brought over by and your mother?" Security men. they took their places in silence, Sarek at the controls, and took off, Spock, rather disconcerted, swallowed followed by the others, Sirvann heading alid said, "You are, sir. But I proposed to straight to ShiKnhr, Kirk hovering and do so in the privacy of your rooms at the waiting for Sarek to take the lead. farm,"

The Ambassador plotted a course to "Very proper, Spock, but this air-car the Tsai'Kal Valley, set the craft on seems private enough for the purpose, automatic, then leaning back in his seat since there are only the two of 11S present. steepled his hands and indulged in what As for Amanda, she may be physically had lately beCOIl"Ie one of his preferred absent but her presence with us is quite occupations, namely the study of the real, as you ought to know," 92

·Spock was moved bv Sarek's you knew that TKahalin and I were unwonted reference to the m;rital bond suited to each other, whY did you not which permanently joined husband and arrange our bonding as y~u did 'with .. ?" wife, and replied simply, "1 know that, Spock broke off, embarrassed. Father." "As V\'€ did with TPring?" Sarek said "Then," Sarek went in imperturbably, calmly. "No, my son. The regrettable "what keeps you from speaking your events resulting from the family's mind, Spack? If you want TKahalin for decision to bond you to T'Pring have long your wife, why do you not say so?" since convinced me that it was preferable to let you make your own decision on the "Father!" Curiously, Spock felt at once matter, and let you have full freedom of relieved and somewhat put out. "You choice." knew about it?" Spock, stupefied, stared at his father. "According to your mother, it was As far as he could remember it was the obvious from the first that you and first time he had even heard Sarek TKahalin were meant for each other, and acknowledge an error. she has some experience in such matters, believe me." Sarek, a quizzical glint in his dark eyes, returned his gaze and said, "Yes, my "So .. it was that obvious," murmured son, even Sarek of Vulcan can learn from Spock, a faint blush colouring his his mistakes." cheekbones.

Sarek surveyed his son with a keen CHAPTER 10 look not devoid of amusement. "We did not need special insight to notice your Wrapped in the silence of the desert mutual attraction," he said. "Even your Jim Kirk and Spock were riding side by Human friends have been aware of your side over the red sand dunes that unrolled interest for some time." before them with the regularity of gigantic waveS frozen into immobility. "I see." Spock paused, considering the implications, then went on, "Do I take it, That s jusf plain silly! thought Kirk, then, that you and Mother approve of our whose imagination had conjured up the decision?" comparison. How il1 Hell could zoaves freeze il1 this stiflil1g heat? I ask YOII! "We not only approve, Spock, we are pleased. TKahalin is a personable, For the best part of the day they had talented girl of unimpeachable character. been riding along an invisible trail known We could not hope for a better choice. only to Spock, en route to a mysterious However, our agreement is not sufficient. campsite where they were to spend the You need that of the Elders, thev have the night. Thank god Eridani's implacable final say. I shall contact Trau t~night and furnace was now on its way to sW1dovvn, inform her, although I rather suspect she and the heat would eventually decrease. already has an inkling of the situation." Kirk longed for a well-earned rest and "Thank you, Father, but I must admit I a meal by the camp fire under the stars in am at a Joss to understand why you did the company of his Vulcan friend. That not exercise your parental authority. If sounded romantic enough, but much as 93 he had enjoyed the trip and admired the that the desert never revealed itself for stark beauty of the desert, Kirk had by the asking, the desert had to be deserved. now had about enough of that silent, Damn right! Kirk felt the tug of that sandy world devoid of any living soul for affirmation down to his very bones. Just kilometres around, but for himself and as well that instead of hiking, as Spock.. and the chacks, supposing that previously planned, they had yielded to chacks possessed a soul. McCoy's persuasion and followed Amanda's suggestion of going with the All animal life had gone into hiding, chacks. That way they had travelled in leaving only silence over the desert. The relative comfort, and to ride Morning Star only living thing they had seen was a was always a treat. single greyish tree trying to survive by the well where they had stopped for a The Captain had just reached that meal break at noon. It was an apology for conclusion when he felt Spack's gaze a tree, but it gave enough shade for upon him, and looked at him enquiringly. travellers to lie down for a nap, which Kirk had done gratefully. He had been "Are you all right, Jim?" Spock asked. much intrigued by the wind chimes that hWlg from the low branches, and had "Fine, Spack," Kirk replied gamely. "A asked Spack for an explanation. bit sore and stiff, that's all, but that's part of the game, isn't it? You know, I was just "What are they for, Spack? Not just to thinking that Bones was right. I don't make it pretty, I suppose? There must be think I'd've made it on foot." a logical reason; do they signal the presence of the wen to travellers?" "Agreed, Jim. For once McCoy's talent for contradiction has turned out for the "Yes, if necessary, but they first have a best," Spock admitted. ritual purpose," Spack had told him. "They are thanksgiving chimes, to "You bet it did!" Kirk chuckled. celebrate the presence of water. That is an old tradition in these parts, where water They were referring to the argument is scarce." that had sprung up between them and the Doctor when the latter had caught them "Well I think that's a very poetic idea, discussing a three-day trek through the Mr Spock," Kirk had declared. desert.

The thought of that well and its cool "You must be crazy, Jiml" McCoy had water made him feel thirsty, and he exploded. "Think of the appalling reached down for the thermo-flask that conditions. Sizzling heat the best part of hung with his pack across the neck of the day, freezing cold at night, and no Lak'Tur, his chack mare. He took a swig water for kilometres around. You'll never of water, rolled it in his mouth, then spat make it. Not to mention a few details like it out with the sand that had a maddening the le-matya, the carnivorous plants, way of seeping everywhere, even into his the .. ," mouth. So much for desert suits, boots and the rest! TIley seemed to be no match "Doctor, please!" Spack's cool voice for that danm.ed sand. had effectively interrupted McCoy's recital. "The conditions are difficult for a But what was he grousing about? Had Human, I admit, but surely not as bad as Spack not told him that very morning your imagination paints them, and you 94 can rely on me to take good care of the gentle cinnamon-brown mare, and Spock Captain and bring him back to you in on Champion, his black stallion. perfect shape." The sun was steadily Sinking towards "You, Spock? You, who nearly lost the horizon and casting the rolling stretch your life in that desert? Are you out of of sand into deep shadow when they your computerised mind?" The Doctor topped a steep dune and Spock called a was off again. "You just Came back from halt. that joy-ride in such a state of exhaustion and dehydration that you've barely "Do you see that clump of trees down recovered, and now you mean to do it there?" he asked, pointing. again, and take Jim along with you? Of all the hare-brained notions!" Kirk peered down and about ffi'o kilometres ilway sa'!,\' a rocky ridge "Doctor," Spack had calmly argued, emerging from the sand, dotted with "even you must realise that the clusters of bushes and gnarled trees. circumstances are totally different. We shall go fully equipped f~r the hike, with ''That is Oill campsite, Captain, and enough rations for three days, and there is a welL I suggest that we mOve on sand..;;torms do not occur every day on the to arrive before nightfall," Spock said, and desert, you know." kneeing Champion forward he plunged down the slope in a swirl of sand and "How can you be so sure?" McCoy urged his chack to full gallop, closely had countered. "If we're to judge from followed by his Captain. your meteorologists' recent feat they seem to be as reliable as ours. That last Eridani hung Iowan the west when storm which nearly cost you your life - they reached the foot of the ridge and they never saw it coming, did they?" found the well, complete with tree and wind chimes. They hilstily set up camp "Bones," Kirk had protested, "don't while there was still daylight. Spock you think you're overdoing it?" looked after their mounts while Kirk built up the fire and unpacked. The Vulcan, But McCoy had been adamant, and after freeing Champion and LakTur from the discussion was building up nicely their trappings, fed and watered them, when Amanda walked in and asked what then set them free to wander and graze on the trouble was. When apprised of the what sparse vegetation they could find. situation she had laughed softly. Then having gathered some fruit from the scattered shrubs Spock sat down, drew "But my dears, why all the fuss? I out his knife and set about chopping quite understand your wish to explore the them into portions. desert with Spock, Jim, but why do it the hard way when there are chacks here at "I see you're letting the chacks roam your disposal? I'm surprised you didn't free tonight," Kirk remarked. "No risk of think of that, Spock." predators here?"

And that had been tha t. "No, not here, Jim."

So now they were trotting over the "What about the le-matya? Don't they shifting dunes in the late afternoon of come this far?" their second day, Kirk on Lak'Tur, his 95

"They do, but this place is ... let us say, The creature, once before them, reared protected," Spack said cryptically. on its hind legs, tilted its huge crested head and a pair of golden eyes surveyed "Why?" Kirk looked up in surprise. the intruders with more curiosity than "Something special about it?" hostility.

"Yes, you could say that," Spock Kirk sat fascinated by the cold stare, admitted, then as Kirk prepared to light barely conscious of Spock's whisper, the fire he stayed his hand, saying, "No, ''Quiet, Jim. Do not move, Just watch." not yet." The Vulcan then slowly raised both "As you like, Spock, but you sound hands and projected his calming aura very mysterious tonight. What's all this onto the animaL A few seconds slipped about?" by in complete silence, then with a 10ng­ drawn-out hiss the lizard lowered its head At that very moment the Captain felt to the level of Spack's hands and waited. a sudden tremor shake the ground Spock took some of the fruit he had around them. "Did you feel that, or am { prepared and offered it on his open hand. hallucinating?" he wondered. A long forked tongue darted out, and in the wink of an eye the fruit was gone. "No, Jim, it was quite real," Spack told More followed, and was as swiftly him calmly. consumed. "

The next moment the quake started The Captain was watching his friend again, slnmg enough to move the sand with the creature when Spack told him and dislodge fragments of stone from the under his breath! "Your turn, Captain." rocky ridge behind them, With some trepidation Kirk fed the "This is getting serious!" Kirk drak with the remains of the frui t, after exclaimed half in jest. "I didn't know you which the lizard, apparently satisfied have quakes on Vulcan." with the offering, shook its head, hissed, and glided away to vanish in the sand. "We do not, Jim. On the other hand, we do have a visitor." "Phew! That was quite an experience, Spock. You knew about it, didn't you' Following his gaze in the crimson You've seen it before?" light of the setting sun Kirk saw the expanse of sand before them suddenly "Yes, Jim, have had several ripple, heave and fall away from an encounters with draks in this area. They iridescent, glistening body like water live in underground burrows and only from a whale in the ocean. The creature surface to hunt, or to see who intrudes On shook the sand off its back, then wiggled their territory," Spock explained while towards the two men, revealing the scaly lighting the fire, form of a reptile about eight metres long. "I take it then that we've been "Good god, Spock, what's what?" Kirk accepted?" whispered in awe. "Indeed, we have been granted asylum "A drak, Captain, a sand lizard. We and nothing will dare disturb us, least of are on its domain," Spock murmured. all the le-matya, as long as we stay under .. \. (9):' ' 97 the drak's protection." "It's hard to imagine that in less than a week we'll be back up there on the "It's nice to know they're on our side. Enterprise." It gave me quite a turn when that creature came straight at us. It's not "It is indeed." vegetarian, is it?" "And it's difficult to believe that by "No, the drak is like you, Captain, an that time my First Officer will be a omnivore." married man."

"Well it's a good thing it didn't fancy a "Mmmm." Starship Captain for supper," was Kirk's comment. "I can just visualise the commotion on board when the crew hear the news," Kirk By that time the sudden Vulcan teased. twilight had made its brief appearance, then the full starry sky settled over the A long-suffering sigh came from desert. TIle two friends had supper to the Spock, which brought a smile to the tinkling of the wind chimes gently Captain's lips. "You know/' he went on, stirring in the breeze. They sat on the "for a moment I was afraid that you margin of light and shadow, their faces wouldn't come back with us, that you'd and hands cast in strong relief by the settle on Vulcan." dancing flames. "Why should I do that, jim?" Kirk, coffee mug in hand, stared pensively into the fire and with a "Well I always thoughts that Vulcan contended sigh said at last, "You know, married couples had to live together, and Spock, this is exactly my idea of shore preferably on their home planet." leave: camping out in beautiful surroundings, interesting encounters, and "Not necessarily. Some couples have good company. Too bad McCoy isn't with to live apart if it is required by their us." activities, for instance."

Spock arched an eyebrow. "Can you "And does TKahalin agree with this imagine the good Doctor riding a chack arrangement?" for three days on end?" "Of course. Her career lies with the "No," Kirk chuckled, "not really. Well, Music Academy and with the it's been a long day. We'd perhaps better Philharmonic orchestra, which often tum in if we must start at daybreak takes her throughout the Federation. tomorrow," Mine is with Starfleet, in outer space."

When he had settled into his sleeping "The Council should have no objection bag the Captain found that sleep eluded to your marriage, then?" mm. Turning his head he saw the Spock was also wide awake and staring up at "Not for that reason, anyway. That the starfield overhead. They remained question never arose with T'Pring; silent for a while, sharin.g that precious logically it should not now." moment together, then Kirk said, "Logically, right! Then what's taking 98

them so long to make their minds up and Silence - a silence so tight that Kirk give you the all-clear?" Kirk wondered. began to wonder if he had not perhaps "It's been four days now since Sarek shocked his friend to the depths of his notified TPau. You won't have much Vulcan soul. time for your honeymoon, Spock." "Why ask J11€, Jim? You are far more "Captain, there is no moon on Vulcan, qualified than I to answer that question," honey or otherwise." Spock said at last.

"Spo-o-o-ock!" groaned Kirk. "Whv "Touche, Mr Spock. I asked for that, must you take everythi.ng so literally'? didn't I? Sorry, my friend - I didn't mean You know what a honeymoon is, don't to pry. Don't answer if you'd rather not." you?" "Jim .. " Spock began, then paused 2\5 if "I do, but that makes no difference, to marshall his thoughts. "Jim, it is not Jim. We have no honeymoons on Vulcan. that I don't want to, but that I find it On the other hand, Vu'lcan couples marry difficult to express myself on that subject. for life. Separations and divorces, which I All this is so new to me that I have been believe are common place among unable vet to analyse what r feel, and to Humans, are almost unheard of here. Sn estimat~ the degree of..." in a \v<'l.y uur honeymoons last [or tife, and bevond." "Spock, please!" Kirk broke in with a laugh. ''I'm not asking for a scientific "I see. Well, Vulcans had better make report on your emotions. All I want to sure they are temperamentally suited know is if you are happy." before they marry.". "Ah.. I believe that I am, although I "Precisely, Jim. A full range of bio imd cannot yet fully appreciate that sensation psycho tests are required before the of well-being that I suppose you would Cl)uncil gives its approval. Every call happiness, Jim." precaution is taken to ensure the success of the bonding." "You are happy, Spock,l can tell, even if you're not sure," Kirk said warmly, "Yes, Spack, but that didn't prevent "and well you might be, having won the your bonding with T'Pring from being a n"\ost beautiful and charming woman of hopeless failure." ShiKahr. Isn't she marvellous?"

"I know, Jim, but even the best "Mmmrn.. she is indeed." Spack's arrangements are not always proof dreamy voice seemed to come from afar. against unforeseen events." "She is a remarkable woman, and 1 still cannot comprehend why she has accepted "Agreed," Kirk grunted, and <1 long me, such as I am." pause ensued \-vhile each. followed his own line of thought. "What do vou mean, 'such as VOLI are',

Spock?" Kirk' demanded. "That J perhaps Spock assumed that his companion vou are unworthy of TKahalin? if that's had fallen asleep when Kirk, probably ~hat vou think, 'you need to have your feeling that the time was right tor head ~xamined, m'y friend!" confidences, asked him point-blank, ''Tel! me, Srock, what's it like to be in iove?" "But Jim, consider! I Jm only a half- 99

Vulcan, a mere Science Officer in "That, Mr Science Officer, was only a., Starfleet, while she is acknowledged as figure of speech .. , as you"," Kirk's voice this century's most important musician, tailed off into silence, the greatest composer of our Music Academy, Her beauty and her intellect "Captain? Jim?" No reply; his Captain are unmatched, she moves in the best had finally dropped off to sleep. circles of the Federation, yet she is willing to share her life, her mind, her verv soul The Vulcan allowed himself a tiny with me, That will never cease to fill me smile, certain that no-one but the sta;s with wondec Jim," could see it, then slipping into a light meditation he let his thoughts dwell for a Kirk, lOO, was full of wonder at moment on happiness, oneness, love; hearing his Vulcan friend, that unique strange and new concepts which revolved being set apart by his dual ancestry, around the fascinating young woman speak of his bride-to-be with such humble whose·awareness was ever-present in his admiration, His proud Vulcan had been mind, He was thus pleasantly absorbed conquered by the enchanting TKahalin, when sleep claimed him, that much was obvious, but as he was well aware, the reverse waS equally true.

"Spack," he said softly, "hasn't it By the end of the following day occurred to you that TKahalin feels for Captain Kirk was flying Spack's air-car you as you feel for her? If she is ready to back to ShiKahr with his Vulcan friend marry you it's because she truly cares for sitting, lost in thought, beside him. When you. It's as simple as that. Oammit, they had returned to the TsaiXal Fann at Spack, don't you realise that you two are midday, tired, happy and ravenous, they simply in love with each other? Yes, my had been told that Spock's parents had friend, it's love - pure, unadulterated love gone to ShiKahr with Dr McCoy early - whatever your Vulcan logic may say to that morning, Sarek had left a short the contrary," message requesting Spock to go back home as soon as as convenient. A long silence followed, enhanced by the wind chimes, then Spock said quietly, So, after a shower and a light lunch "I think that my Vulcan logic is prepared with the Tsai'Kal family the tvvo had to admit that you may be right, Jim," taken their leave, with the promise to return for a longer stay on their next trip "Of course I am," Kirk mumbled to Vulcan. through a yawn, ''Trust my life-long experience. Actually it all comes down to Jim Kirk stole a Sidelong glance at his what a wise man said aeons ago. 'It's love companion, "A penny for your thoughts?" that makes the world go fOW1d.' There he said lightly. you have it in a nutshell, Spack." he yawned again, loudly. "Jim?" Spack surfaced with a start.

"Indeed?" After some thought Spack "Preoccupied, Spack?" declared, "Whoever came up with that theory knew nothing of the Laws of "No .. , am just wondering what Physics, Captain." caused my ia ther's sudden change of plan, Jim." A sleepy chuckle answered him, 100

"News from the Council of Elders, no came to greet them. "Ah, here are our doubt, what else?" Kirk suggested. ''1'11 bet lTavellers!" Her pleasant smile looked that rushed your mother into the somewhat forced. "Did you have a good preparations for your bonding ceremony. trip, my dears? And what do you thirlk of You know what mothers are like when it our desert, Captain?" comes to the weddings of their children, especially their only sons." "Hot, dry and spectacular, Amanda. It was well worth it, and we had a great "Possibly, but I still do not understand time," Kirk replied. why Sarek gave no explanation in his message "Good. I'm glad you had fun," she said absent~mi.ndedly, her eyes on her son. "Perhaps to surprise you?" the "Spock, your father wants to see you Captain said jokingly, but in view of now. Will you please excuse us, Jim?" Spack's primly-raised eyebrow he amended, with a grin, "No, of course not! "Sure. I must go and change, and Sarek wouldn't do that. Anyway, it won't wlpack. See you later." be long now." As Ktrk made for the stairs he heard "No." Spack glanced down at the Spock say, "Mother, is something the desert Wlrolling Wlder the craft. "Another matter?", to which she replied in a low twenty minutes, and we shall arrive." voice, "Sarek will tell you, Spack. Come in," and the door of the study closed He could not help but feel a certain behind them. uneasiness when they reached the outskirts of ShiKahr and Kirk deftly Hmmm, wonder what's up? Kirk thought, steered the skimmer over the rooftops starting up the stairs. He found McCoy before landing in the courtyard of sarek's waiting for him on the landing. "Hi, mansion. Bones! Here we are, safe and sotmd in spite of your horrific predictions." The air-car had barely touched down when the door opened and Staurak "Mmmm... " The Doctor looked him appeared at the top of the steps. over critically. "You've lost weight, and you've gained a tan, which isn't "Welcome home, gentlemen," he said surprising. Well, you look all right, but solemnly, and signed to an underling to you can consider yourself lucky," he said go and collect their bags. dryly.

"Greetings, Staurak," they chorused, "I am perfectly all right, and I had a climbing the steps. wonderful time," Kirk enthused as he pushed open the door of his room. "You "Are my parents at home?" Spock don't know what you missed, Bones. asked. Spack knows the desert like the back of his hand, and he took me to some places ... "They are, as well as Dr MCCoy. Your You have no idea!" father is expecting you in his study." The old Vulcan's face and tone of voice were "I can well imagine!" McCoy snorted studiously formal and expressionless. as he followed his friend into the room. "Better you than me, Jim. Camping out in As they walked into the hall Amanda the desert isn't exactly my cup of tea." 1 01

Closing the door, he leaned against it, Captain. "Jim, I know what you're feeling. arms folded on his chest, and watched the Believe me, everyone here is very upset Captain bustle about, chatting happily. about it, but let me explain. Sit down and listen to me." "By the way," Kirk was saying, "why didn't you wait for us at the farm? We Kirk eyed the Doctor warily, then were supposed to come back together. sank dow,{ on the edge of his bed: "Okay, Why the hurry? Has the wedding been Bones, I'm listening. Explain what? The brought forward?" Council's objections?"

He was hanging his clothes in the "Exactly, and they are perfectly wardrobe when the devastating answer justified." McCoy sat down beside him. came. "Jim, Spock and TKahalin are unsuitable for each other." "There will be no wedding, Jim." "Unsuitable?" Kirk repeated in "What?" Kirk whirled round. "What disbelief. "That's ridiculous! I've never did you say?" seen a couple more perfectly matched. Anyone i.n his right mind could see that." "You heard me." McCoy's face was grirn. "Spock's bonding ceremony has "They are ... and they are not, Jim," was been cancelled." McCoy's cryptic reply.

Kirk stood stock still while the impact "And what's that supposed to mean?" of the words sank in, then a deep flush rushed up his face. "No!" he flared up. "I t depends on the tests, Take the "No' They can't do that! My god, they psycho test, for instance. Positive all cmL't do that to Spack! Why, only through. Actually the comparison of yesterday.,." Spock's and TKahalin's psychological profiles indicates a compatibility ratio of He fen silent, aware of a pang of 82.', a ratio so exceptional that it's never dismay as he remembered Spock opening been recorded before. In plain words, Jim, his heart so trustingly to him. "Trau and they have a completely compatible the Elders refused, dicta't they'" he mental pattern. The Science Academy resumed. "But don't they realise those tvvo can't get over it." are in love? No, of course not! What do those old fossils know about love?" "You see, Bones? That's what I keep telling you. No need for all this psycho "Jim, listen!" McCoy tried to put in a clap-trap; we knew that all along." word, but as well try to stem an overflowing torrent. "I know, Jim, but you don't know the half of it. If it was only a matter of mental "But what is Sarek doing? And affinity, no problem, the Council would Amanda?" Kirk demanded. "Don't they give its bleSSing right away; but have anything to say in the matter? Are W1fortunately ... " the Doctor heaved a sigh they going to stand by ,ll1d let their son and shifted uneasily, "unfortunately there yield to the decree of a bunch of...?" are all the other tests to take into account - physiology, biology, what have you. "Jim! Stop it, will you!" At last These Vulcans are amazing thorough and McCoy's sharp interruption silenced the pains taking." 102

"Yeah, I know," Kirk put in. "Spock team. Tlley were very willing to help, mentioned those tests to me." considering what Spock did for them two years ago. 'Illey all came to the same stark "Well, extensive tests have been conclusion: incompatibility. conducted by TLian and her team on Spock's and TKahalin's physiological "This was duly reported to Trau, data, which was stored with that of the Sarek and the Family Council who, entire Vulcan population in the Medical because of the gravity of the problem, Academy data banks." referred the question to the High Council of Vulcan, no less, for a final decision. "And the results? Come on, Bones!" After all, Spack and TKahalin are not exactly nonentities in Vulcan society. And "The results are catastrophic, Jim. as a last resort TLian called Sarek last They are biologically incompatible." night at the farm, asking for, I quote, "Dr McCoy's expertise as Spack's personal "Oh no!" Kirk groaned. "Then if I've physician'. Very flattering, but what more got it righL if they marry ... " could I do than Vulcan's genetic experts? Anyway we left early this morning for "If they marry, TKahalin will die. All the Academy, and we all gathered in the tests indicate'that even if she survived Stolar's lab for a last check. pregnancy she would die in childbirth. rt's Spock's crazy physiology, Jim. Total "There's no way, Jim, Even crack incompatibility with the girl's." scientists must yield to the laws of nature and admit defeat. And I tell you, all those "But look at Sarek and Amanda, Vulcans were truly sorry. When they told Bones. Vulcan and Human.. and it Sarek and Amanda I saw how deeply worked." they felt. Sarek, like a true Vulcan, took it on the chin, but Amanda .. ," McCoy shook "Sure it did, otherwise Spock wouldn't his head. "Poor Amanda - to say that she be here. It seems that in their case Sarek's was distressed is putting it mildly." rare blood group ~ one or two percent of all Vulcans, remember - was a deciding "No wonder," Kirk sighed. "To see all factor. TKahalin's blood group, her hopes shattered to pieces ... What a unfortunately, is totally incompatible shock for her, for them alL And Spock? with T-negative," How is he going to take it? This is sure to shut him up again in his Vulcan shelL "Hmmm," Kirk muttered, considering Damn! It's so unfair, Bones. He was just the implications. "Is there really nO way? 1 beginning to learn what happiness, what mean, with all the possibilities that love, really are. It was just like a dream genetic science can offer nowadays ... " come true. He'd found the ideal life­ partner at last, and no more T'Pring "No, Jim, there really is nothing they around to create trouble and mischief." can do, and it's not for want of trying, He paused, caught by an idea. "I wonder TLian was so upset by the result, and so what happened in that storm in the concerned about her niece, that she desert. Has anything come out of the enlisted her geneticist colleagues to check searches?" her work. For the last two days hundreds of tests and verifications have been done "As a matter of fact, it has," the Doctor in the labs of the Science Academy. She {old him as he stood up and moved to the even cailed in Professor Stolar and his window, "When you were both away, 103

Sarek received a message from the substitute for the true love he'd just Security Section. They found the begun to accept. And T'Kahalin? I'm sure wreckage of her air~car partly buried in it's just as bad for her. Has she been told the sand, and they also identified some yet?" scraps of her clothes, but that's all. Her remains, wha tever was left of her after "By now, yes, certainly, T'Pau and the explosion, are lost forever in the TLian were going to see her after desert." receiving confirmation of the High CowKil's final decision. They must be "Where she had meant to leave Spack with her now, I suppose." and TKahalin in the first place:' Kirk said thoughtfully, staring out at the sunset. * * * ,. "You know, Bones, 1 can't bring myself to be sorry for the girl. She was wickedness "The Family cannot allow your life to personified. In my view she only got her be jeopardised, T'Kahalin, and as T'Li,m just deserts. The good thing is she's not just explained to you, it would be if you here to gloat over Spock's misfortune." mated with Spack"

"That's not what I'd call much of a TPau's voice was the only sound in eulogy, jim, but I take your point. TPring the room. T'Uan and Sirvann watched the was hoist with her own petard," McCoy forlorn figure of T'Kahalin with concern. commented, joining Kirk at the window. She sat, head bowed over her clenched hands, and had difficulty remaining calm "Yeah:' Kirk nodded, "she's gone, all in front of TPau. right, but she's somehow been granted what you might call a posthumous After CI mom~n t she drew in a shaky sa tisfaction: Spock will never have breath. "My life?" she whispered. "You TKahalin, " tCllk of my life? But what is my life worth without him?" "Danm shame!" McCoy grunted, then remarked, "Ah, there's Spack. Wonder "Do not speak like this, child," Trau where he's going?" said sharply. "Keep in mind Surak's teachings. All life is sacred to Vulcans and They watched the tall figure striding must be preserved, yours included. It is rapidly across the garden, heedless of the therefore your responsibility, your duty branches and prickles that he brushed on to Vulcan, to protect your life and not risk the way. it by bonding with an unsuitable male, even for emotional considerations." "To the desert, probably:' Kirk replied quietly, "That's his refuge when he's hurt . TKahalin paled, but collecting herself and needs to be alone. Always has been tightly replied with dignity, "I know my since he was a child, Amanda told me. duty, TPau, I know my responsibility to God, I wish there was something I could Vulcan, but... you do not know what you do~' ask of me, Spack is the mate I have always wished for. I have never been "There is, jim," the Doctor told him. spiritually attuned to anyone as I am to "There's your friendship - you know how him and ... and you want me to renounce much he relies on it." him?" he voice faltered, and despair clutched at her heart. "Yes, but... Poor Spack! It's a poor 104

"It is a great loss, I know, T'Kahalin." "Shall 1, T'Pau?" TLian asked the Trau's voice softened perceptibly, "but Matriarch. you must not let your feelings overcome your mind. You must be strong, my child, "Yes, do it. You are a Healer, you have and logically accept the fact that yow the skilL This mental contact must be bonding with Spack is impossible." stopped."

''T'Kahl,'' TLian said softly, "you do Sirvann, a silent observer until now, un.derstand, don't you? Exceptional stood up and protested, "No! You cannot though your mental affinity with Spack do that. TIlis may harm her mind beyond may be, as proven by our tests, your repair. Please, leave her alone." joining with him would put your life at risk. We cannot allow that. This is a "Rest easy, Sirvarm, I know what I am reality you have to accept, painful though doing," TLian told him quietly. "A light it is." mind meld should suffice. Do you not trust me?" "1 understand, and I beg forgiveness," TKahalin said in a toneless voice. "I shall "I do, TLian. I apologise. But my sister accept the decision of the Council in so has gone through so much already ... If far as Spack accepts it too. What does he she could be spared... " say? Does he know about it?" "I know. I shall take care. Be quiet Trau and TLian exchanged a glance. now." "Sarek was to call him back from the Tsai'Kal farm," TUan said. "I assume that It took Healer TLian only a few Spack must know by now." minutes to bring TKahalin back to full consciousness. As she sat pale and shaken Just as she spoke TKahalin stiffened her aunt said kindly, "T'Kahalin, answer and closed her eyes. her face suddenly me, please. Are you bonded with Spock?" drained of colour. She pressed her hands to her temples and gasped, "No'" She looked shocked. "No, of course not. I t would be improper before "He knows!.. Oh, he kr'lOws now .. the official ceremony." Oh, so much pain ... distress ... anger ... No, Spack! Not your fault ... No-one's fault.. "Exactly, but why do I feel Spock's Regrets, yes ... Grief. .. so much grief ... Oh presence in your mind? A presence Spack, my own, do we have to accept strong enough to lock you in a trance?" their decision? Do we have to ... ?" "I cannot say. All I knc1w is that we TKahalin's disjointed utterances were mind-melded once, for a short time, in the all too clear to the startled listeners. desert. 1 have felt him close to me ever since, like a presence hovering at the edge "What does this mean?" TPau asked of my mind, nothing more ... until now." severely. "T'Lian, are they bonded?" TLian nodded, looking grave. "} see. "No, not that 1 am aware. It is most Yes, I see what happened TPau. Their unusual. TKahl? TKahalin.? Answer me!" spiritual empathy is so strong that the TLian called, but her niece was so deep in simple merging of their thoughts has her trance that she paid no attention. linked thern almost as solidly as a full bonding. They have not really been lOS conscious of being so linked until that that is all I ask for," TKahalin replied moment when emotions which neither simply, her golden-green eyes shining could control brought their minds with unshed tears. together. A most unusual occurrence, I admit." T'Fau nodded acceptance. "Your opinion, TUan?" she asked. "But what can be done? Since they will never mate, they cannot keep their minds "Since it is TKahalin's choice, I think permanently bonded," TPau declared that the least we can do is to let her have peremptorily. that satisfaction. As for her bond with Spack, I incline to believe that it will fade "I agree." TLian paused for thought, away with time and distance, and then went on, "Mind links can be eventually disappear altogether." dissolved, of course, but the process is painful and liable to damaging after­ "Very well. Sirvann, as TKahalin's effects. I would not recommend it. The brother you may have your say," safer and more efective way, in my opinion, is to erase the memories of their "1 agree with TLian, TPau. Please, let feelings for each other. Oblivion would my sister keep her memories." give them the peace of mind which they might not fully achieve otherwise. It is for "Good. One more pOint, TKahalin," you to decide, TPau." the Matriarch then said. "What if Spack chooses oblivion? What if he prefers to "Indeed, this is by far the best forget you and what you mean to him?" solution," TPau decided. ''T'Kahalin, my The dark, beady eyes challenged child, do you .. ,?" TKahalin's, and read in them an unshakable conviction as the girl replied "No! I refuse! You cannot take that firmly, from me. For everything else, I submit to your decision, TPau, You take Spack "He will not, Trau. of that I am away from me, you condemn me to live .. certain." I accept. But I beg of you, let me have my memories. That is all I have left now." "You seem to have a great deal of faith TKahalin was now on her feet, quivering in Spock, child." with indignation, beautiful in her revolt. "I do, because I know him. I know his TPau's dark eyes gazed at her for a mind, TPau." moment. "Memories can be painful, TKahalin," she said at length. "It is The old lady looked at her preferable sometimes to forget distressing searchingly, then solemnly declared, "So events, a feat that other species can be it, then. Keep your precious memories, accomplish easily, but which is denied to TKahalin. In time, you will learn to Vulcans without assistance, Is that what treasure them even more, r grieve with you want, child? Are you prepared to live thee and with Spock, my child." She stood with regrets for the rest of your life?" up and retrieved her cane, adding, "I must go and see him now. Sirvann will take me "I am prepared to live the rest of my to Sarek's house." life remembering with joy and gratitude the few moments of fulfilment that I A thought crossed her mind, and she shared with Spock. That is all I have left; paused at the door. "I am told that Spack 106

is going back to St-arfieet in a few days. If which spangled the blackness of the sky he wishes to take his leave of you, when the faint sound of a sandslide T'Kahalin, will you receive him?" brought his attention back to the ground. Peering into the dc.lrkness he saw a "I shall be honoured, TPall." That was shadow move among the other shadows, all the girl could muster, for as soon as then the dark figure of Spock stood alit the door closed behind Trau and her against the background of the dunes. brother she sank onto the couch and buried her face in her hands. Kirk took a few steps forward. "Spock!" he called. * * ~. * The shadow halted. "Jim?" There was Jim Kirk was leaning against the a hint of surprise in the voice. garden gate and staring out into the dark, waiting. The breeze, filled with the scents "Yes, it's me." The Captain walked on, of the desert, ruffled his hair and cooled and stopping by his friend he asked with his brow. It had been almost two hours concern, "Are you all right, Spack?" since Spock had gone, like a hurt an.imal hiding away to lick his wounds. "Perfectly, Captain/ said the cold voice. After supper, served routinely, although no-one felt like eating, they had Undeterred, Kirk went on, "I know adjoun1ed to Amanda's sitting room what you're feeling, Spock, and I also while Sarek found some pretext to retire know h'om experience that all one asks to his study. Amanda had hinted that he for in these circumstances is to be left waS more distress~d than he would like alone. But I just want you to know that to admit, having set great hopes on the when eventually you do look for a match and on the prospect of offspring to friendly shoulder to cryan, I'm here, for ensure the continuation of their Family what it's worth." line. But alas, it was not to be, and Amanda had confessed with tears in her "Thank you for the offer, Captain, but eyes that she despaired of ever seeing her that would be most improper." son happily married. "Dammit, Spock, don't pretend you When Sarek had eventually emerged don't understand. I only mean that when and announced TPau's visit, the Captain you need a friend, you know where to had gone out to the edge of the desert to look. Okay?" meet his friend. "Understood, Jim. Thank you," was all The desert was unsafe at night, and the answer he received. Kirk hesitated to venture too far out into the dunes he could see shimmering in the After a moment of silence Spock starlight. It was easy to get lost out there. started to walk to the house, and Kirk. fell He tried to communicate his presence into step with him. From what he could down their mental link, but Spack see of his face Spack looked so tightly remained obstinately silent, locked controlled that Kirk easily identified the behind his shields. cold front behind which the Vulcan withdrew when he was most deeply hurt. Kirk waited, and was lost in the contemplation of the myriad fiery sparks "You sure you're all right, Spock?" he 107 asked again, tentatively. for an argument to convince his friend, then trying another tack he said, "Look, "II I am not, I shall be eventually," Spock, you always tell me that regrets are Spock replied at last. pointless, Then why torment yourself over a responsibility which is not yours? "Oh?" Where is your Vulcan logic?"

"For the moment I have to come to Spack halted, looked up at the starry terms with the consequences of my sky, and sighed. "It seems that my logic errors, and it is not a pleasant has failed me lately, Jim. I need a certain occupation." time to readjust to the present situation." Then he walked on again, saying, "Come. "Errors?" Kirk interjected. "What TPau has arrived, We must not keep her errors?" waiting."

"Errors that a Vulcan should never make,Jim." TKahalin was absent-mindedlv "You don't call falling in love an error, plucking the strings of her harp, calling do you?" forth the melody line that she had been working on - ages ago, it seemed. "Yes, I do. First, I allowed myself to be ruled by my emotions. Then I believed for After two days spent in prostration a moment that happiness was made for and meditation under Sirvann's brotherly me. Error, Jim. I should have known care she found that her music was the better," best cure for her grief. She was a Vulcan, and she owed it to herself and Spack to Such bitterness made the Captain observe proper Vulcan behaviour. wince. "Good god, Spock!" he exclaimed, "How could you, how could anyone Spack hact never left her thoughts. He know how those bio-tests would turn was the inspiration for the musical piece out?" that she had in mind, a symphony with harps and orchestra, The theme was that "Precisely, Captain. That is my of Spock, so it was only right that the greatest error. One must not become composition be the symbolic convergence involved in emotional attachment of what they meant to each other, a without measuring the possible tribute to their all-loo-brief encounter, consequences. Because I failed to do so, I and to their memories. am responsible for TKahalin's distress." He nearly choked on the word. The young woman laid her instrument aside and rose to her feet. She "And what about your distress, was expecting Spock any time now, and Spock?" Kirk asked gently. was feeling strangely nervous, The idea of seeing him again was enough to shake "And mine too," Spack admitted in a what control she had painfully achieved. hollow voice. She went to the garden door and stared out blindly, trying to compose herself. "Spock, be logical. It's no-one's fault, it's only one of those damned unfortunate Then suddenly she knew he was circumstances ... " Kirk fell silent, at a loss there, behind her, watching her, and she 108 slowly turned round as jf drawn by his conscious of having re-enacted almost magnetic gaze. Spack had entered on word for word their parting scene in the silent feet and was standing just inside botanic garden two years past, a scene the door which Sirvann had discreetly printed ever since in their memories. closed behind him. Spock then cleared his throat, took Silence reigned as they gazed another step forward, and the moment he appraisingly at each other across the spoke her name that frigid armour in room. To Spack, TKahalin looked more which he had wrapped himself fell away, endearing than ever, radiating grace and revealing the warm, loving man intelligence, dressed with the same quiet T'Kahalin had discovered by the spring in elegance as when he had seen her for the the Ah'Hrak Desert. first time. A moment later they were in each He appeared to her remotely austere, other's arms, having no recollection of a dark handsome man aloofly impressive crossing the space between them. Once in that black cloak casually thrown over again they became one; they merged his shoulders. thoughts and feelings with a joy mixed with grief all the more intense because it He took a step forvvard, and raising was the last time. his hand said with stiff formalHv, "Greetings, TKahalin. You honour me by When at last they parted they knew granting me this last meeting." that they still had, intact and doubly precious, their joined memories and the "I am honoured by yoW' visit, Spack," mental bond which linked them like a she replied in kind, inwardly dismayed by tenuous golden thread. this formal mode of address. After an awkward pause she bravely went on, T'Kahalin took Spock's hand and led "You leave tomorrow, I was told." him to the couch where they sat in silence, gazing at each other, each filling "Yes, I have come to bid you farewell, eyes and memory with the vision of the and to convey the best regards of Captain other. Few words were exchanged. All Kirk and Dr McCoy." that mattered, their love, their regrets, their acceptance, waS expressed with "Most kind," she murmured; then their gazes and kept in the secret of their clasping her hands tightly together she hearts. said in what she hoped was an easy tone, "You will be gone a long time, I When, later, Sirvann came in bringing suppose?" refreshments and sat with them at their invitation, the conversation ran on such "Yes, I suppose so." safe topics as Spock's future missions and TKahalin's music and concerts. Any more "Will you ... ?" She faltered, then tried intimate subject would have been a again. "Will you return to Vulcan some breach of Vulcan propriety. time in your travels?" All too soon, however, Spock had to "I do not know yet." go, and Sirvann used a pretext to withdraw with commendable discretion. They paused and stared at each other in shocked realisation, suddenly "Your brother is very understanding," 109

Spack remarked, fastening the clasp of his is given for all time," Spock cloak. finished the binding formula.

"He is very dear to me, and he feels Then as they touched hanQ'), palm to deeply [or us," she said. "He also admires palm, they spoke the farewell ritual, "Let you greatly." peace. be with you at all times, dearest. Live long and prosper," in voices husky "Does he?" An eyebrow lifted. "I with emotion, believe that is regarded as an improper thing to do," Spack said with mock Spack then dropped a light kiss on her severity. lips and, tearing himself away from her, turned in a swirl of black cloak ... and was "Is it?" T'Kahalin was all innocence. gone, "Then I must ask forgiveness, because I too admire you greatly." EPILOGUE Spack could not resist. He swept her into his arms and whispered in her ear, "You are forgiven, beloved, and I must Six mOl1ths later .. , confess to admiring you more than is acceptable in Vulcan society. 1 must go now, T'Kahl, but before I do, may I have "Sulu! Hold, please! Wait for me!" your permission to kiss you for' the last time?" Sulu, Chief Helmsman of the Enterprise, obliged, and wo seconds later In answer she put her arms around his the Communications Officer rushed into neck with a delightful lack of restraint the turbo-lift gasping a 'Thank you!" and told him in a low voice, "You have it, before leaning breathlessly against the Spock, with all my heart." wall.

"Then let us try to improve on our last "Such a hurry, Uhura! Where to?" experience," he said before suiting his Sulu asked with a grin. action to his word. "j don't know. I'm looking for Spock. Time stood still, then .. , Know where he is?"

"Kisses sweeter than wine," T'Kahalin "Lucky man. Sure it's Spock you're murmured when she had recovered her looking for? Your charms would be breath; then looking up at Spock, her eyes wasted on that Vulcan, you know." brimming with tears, she vowed, "I shall go back to the source, Spack. I shall go "Don't be a fool! I want to see Spock back to our secret place." about music, not what you think."

"Yes, and I shall be with you. "Oh, in that case, I happen to know Wherever I happen to be in the galaxy, I where he is. In the Officers' Lounge, shall be with you," he promised, playing chess with the Captain," Sl.Ilu "Remember: parted and never parted.,. a revealed at last. Vulcan hearL." "Couldn't you have said so in the first "Once given ... " she went on. place? Deck 8," Uhura called, and the 110 turbo-lift hummed to life. "Mr Spack, I've got something here for you which I found yesterday at that "And when r saw them last," Sulu music store at the Base. They told me it's went on, "it looked like the Captain was just been released, and it's a hit already. well on the way to winning." It's a marvellous piece of Vulcan music with harps and orchestra. You must hear "Spock? Beaten at chess? Things are it - it's out of this world. So I got this tape coming to a pretty pass," Uhura for you. Yes, take it, Mr Spack, it is for commented as she slipped out of the you; I've got another one," she said, opening doors. "TI,anks for the lift!" she offering the tape to the Vulcan. called back with a wave to Sulu. "You'll see," Uhura went on, "that it's When she entered the lounge, by a composer named ... er... T'Kahalin; a crowded now with off-watch officers, woman, r guess, with that name. Do you Uhura saw that Sulu had been right. As know of her?" she reached the quiet comer where Kirk and Spack were seated, a 3-D chess set Kirk started and shot a glance at his betvveen them, Kirk was delicately First Officer, who sat in silent shock. picking up one of the pieces and saying "Yes, of course!" he exclaimed, giving his with obvious glee, "Checkmate, Mr friend time to recover his control. "We Spock'" know of her, and even attended one of her concerts when we were on leave on The Vulcan frowned slightly over the Vulcan. Do you know she is considered board, then declared, ''That was a most one of their leading musicians at the unconventional move, Captain." moment?"

"] know, Spack, but that's the beauty "Oh, really? That's wonderful!" Uhura of it. You didn't see it coming, clid you, beamed. "There's just one thing, though, my friend?" The title is in ancient Vulcanur, something about memory, I figured out. "No, r admit to a certain lack of Could you translate it for me, Mr Spock?" attention tonight." Spock looked down at the tape which "Understandable, Mr Spock," Kirk said he held clutched in his hand, then turned quietly, with a keen glance at his face. it over, and curiously seemed to have "Want to take your revenge?" some trouble in reading the title. At last he swallowed hard and said, "You are "Not tonight, if you don't mind, right, Lieutenant. It is in the poetic {ann Captain." of Vulcanur, seldom used nowadays. I believe that the most accurate translation "Okav, some other time, then," Kirk would be ... 'Unchained Memories'. Yes, it said airily, then catching sight of Uhura, is 'Unchained Memories'," he repeated. who was obviously waiting, he said, under his breath. "Hullo, Uhura, what can r do for you?" "'Unchained Memories'?" Uhura said "Not you, Captain, it's Mr Spack r just slowly, head tilted like a bird's. "Rather want to see for a minute." unusual, but quite fitting to the music. I like it - don't you, Mr Spock?" "Yes, Lieutenant?" "I shall have to listen to the tape 111 before! can give you an opinion. Now, jf some goat after fill. Should I look il1 011 him, you vvill excuse me ... " Spack stood up make sure he's all right? abruptly, and turning on his heel left the room without a backward glance. Caught betvveen his desire to help and his fear of intruding, Kirk stood debating Uhura followed him with her eyes, with himself. Then, making up his mind, stiff with outrage. "Well!" she said he went to Spock's door and buzzed for peevishly, "For all the thanks I got I might entry. There was no reply. After a as well have spared myself the trouble. moment, feeling a little worried, Kirk What's bitten him? Did I do something used his over-ride and walked in, the door wrong, or what, Captain?" sliding shut behind him.

"Uhura," Kirk said quietly, "don't be The Captain at once found himself too hard on Spack. You did nothing immersed in the hot red atmosphere of wrong, but... " He bit his lip, hesitated, Vulcan, and a riot of harmonies so eerie, then making his decision told her, "Sit so captivating, so beautiful that he felt a down, Lieutenant. I think you deserve an shiver fun down his spine. explanation, if only to justify Spock and keep him in your good books. I know I So that's TKahnlin's , Unchained can rely on your discretion," he added Memories'. Must be fhe best piece cf music with a knowing smile. she's written yet. No 'words call describe it. No wOIlder LUwra tons so taken roifh it. "Sure, Captain," she said, taking a seat. "At my station, you know, you learn how Kirk looked round. No sign of Spock. to keep quiet." He walked on silently aJ."\d peered round the partition sqeen. There in the dark, "I know, and I appreciate that. So kneeling in front of the Fire Shrine, was what I'm going to tell you must stay Spock, clad in his rimal robe, his dark strictly betvveen us. Only Dr McCoy head bent over hands joined in knows about it because, you see, when medi ta tion. we were las t on Vulcan ... " As he watched his friend bathed in the **~.** red glow of the Fire and the flowing music of TKahalin's symphony, Kirk had A few hours later when Captai.n Kirk, the strange impression that while Spock after a routine check in Engineering and was right there in front of him he was at on the Bridge, finally decided to turn in, the same time far away, in a world of his he walked past the door of his First own, a world of peace and fulfilment, of Officer's quarters on the way to his own. sorrow and acceptance, of unforgettable But once there he hesitated, looking back memories. at Spack's door, wondering how the Vulcan had taken the blow unconsciously With the sudden feeling of being a dealt by Lt Uhura. intruder, and more moved that he wished to admit, Kirk turned round and quietly Too bad, Kirk thought. Spock was jllsl tip-toed out of Spock's room. cornillg out of his self-i111p