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Autoethnography Sally Denshire Charles Sturt University, Australia abstract Autoethnography, an alternative method and form of writing, can make for uncomfortable reading. A transgressive account in the context of professional practice opens out a professional’s life, remaking power relations in the process. Relational ethics is an emerging growth area for autoethnogra - phers, given the ethical implications for everyone represented in a transgressive telling. Future directions include fresh juxtapositions of layered autoethnographic texts and collaborative accounts that break with the self–other dichotomy. keywords autoethnography ◆ relational ethics ◆ remaking professional practice ◆ transgressive writing Autoethnography is ‘an alternative method and form a greater or lesser extent, inevitable parts of the of writing’ (Neville-Jan, 2003: 89) falling somewhere autoethnographic act still raise questions about the between anthropology and literary studies. Some value of each autoethnographic account and which social science researchers have an interpretive literary accounts are to be published and counted as research. style and others have been ‘trained to write in ways Journals such as International Journal of Qualitative that use highly specialised vocabulary, that efface the Methods , Qualitative Inquiry , Sociology of Sport personal and flatten the voice, that avoid narrative in Journal , Journal of Contemporary Ethnography and deference to dominant theories and methodologies of Disability and Society regularly publish autoethno - the social sciences’ (Modjeska, 2006: 31). The com - graphic research . plex relationship between social science writing and Moreover, autoethnographic writing has become literary writing has led to a blurring ‘between “fact” increasingly common in a range of disciplines, includ - and “fiction” and between “true” and “imagined” ’ ing those drawn on in professional practice. An (Richardson, 2000b: 926). Autoethnographers often autoethnography written within/against a profession blur boundaries, crafting fictions and other ways of (Evetts, 2012; Lather, 1991) may destabilize bound - being true in the interests of rewriting selves in the aries between a professional’s work and the rest of social world. their life and break through the dichotomy between Writing both selves and others into a larger story selves and others (Reed-Danahay, 1997). goes against the grain of much academic discourse. In this article I am thinking sociologically about Holt foregrounds the challenge that autoethnogra - doing and writing autoethnography in contexts of phers issue to ‘silent authorship’: professional practice. My autoethnographic doctorate, entitled ‘Writing the ordinary: Autoethnographic tales By writing themselves into their own work as major of an occupational therapist’, comprised fictional tales characters, autoethnographers have challenged accept - of practice written in direct dialogue with selected ed views about silent authorship, where the researcher’s publications from my body of work. These twice-told voice is not included in the presentation of findings. tales of sexuality, food and death contained vulnera - (2003: 2) ble, embodied representations of moments of practice (Denshire, 2010, 2011a, 2011b). Yes, autoethnography is a contested field. The My discussion in this article is grounded in over introspective and subjective performances that are, to 30 years’ experience as a practitioner-researcher of Sociopedia.isa © 2013 The Author(s) © 2013 ISA (Editorial Arrangement of Sociopedia.isa ) Sally Denshire, 2013, ‘Autoethnography’, Sociopedia.isa , DOI: 10.1177/205684601351 1 Denshire Autoethnography occupational therapy. Practitioners in this little tique the depersonalizing tendencies that can come known health profession typically attend to the into play in social and cultural spaces that have meanings of activities in a client’s everyday life, asymmetrical relations of power (Brodkey, 1996). recording moments from a client’s life narrative as Potential contact zones in schools (Brodkey, 1996) part of their practice. I find the interdisciplinary field and health settings can be social spaces (Pratt, 1991) of occupational therapy a productive space from where ‘strangers … meet and interact’ (Brodkey, which to interrogate work and everyday life. Later in 1996: 27). Autoethnographic writing that shows the article I consider autoethnographic examples of interactive moments from these social and cultural embodied accounts from health and disability stud - spaces can be ‘the currency of the contact zones’ ies against evaluation criteria derived from ideas of (Brodkey, 1996: 28): ‘narrative truth’. The article begins with a theoretical overview of … auto-ethnography invites writers to see themselves autoethnography. Then I show how an autoethnog - and everyone else as human subjects constructed in a rapher writing within/against a profession may begin tangle of cultural, social and historical situations and to rework representations of power circulating relations in contact zones. (Brodkey, 1996: 29) between intimates, friends, clients and colleagues using selected accounts from health and disability Some early autoethnographers studies. In this way, I foreground relational ethics A blurring of selves apparent in the early uses of the (Ellis, 2007) as a growth area for autoethnography term ‘autoethnography’ has had a productive trajec - and social relationships and responsibilities that may tory. Facing Mount Kenya written in 1962 by have implications for everyone identified in one or Kenyatta, the first president of independent Kenya, more telling(s). Finally, I touch on future directions is recognized as the first published autoethnography for writing autoethnography in terms of the social and has been criticized for being too subjective and implications of telling a story from more than one uncritical (Hayano, 1979). Anthropologist Karl point of view and the scope for unexpected collabo - Heider introduced the term ‘autoethnography’ in rations in autoethnography with previously silenced 1975 in the context of Dani autoethnography authors. (Chang, 2008). This autoethnography consisted of cultural accounts of sweet potato growing by the Dani people, a Papuan culture in the highlands of An overview of theoretical approaches Irian Jaya who were the informants for Heider’s doc - toral research (Heider, 1975, 2006). A few years This section begins with the point that autoethnog - later, Hayano (1979) used the term ‘autoethnogra - raphy goes beyond the writing of selves and notes phy’ in a different way to refer to the study of an some of the early autoethnographies that were writ - ethnographer’s ‘own people’, in the context of him - ten in an anthropological tradition. Contemporary self as a card playing insider. The culture of card play - autoethnography is informed by a range of disci - ing in Southern California was his ‘autobiographical plines. Writers of these accounts address social ques - connection to the ethnography’ (Chang, 2008: 47). tions of difference and becoming that may enable voices previously silenced to speak back. I note the Disciplines, boundaries, borders binary distinction made between evocative and ana - Communication scholars Carolyn Ellis, Tony Adams lytical autoethnography in a special issue of the and Art Bochner delineate autoethnographic Journal of Contemporary Ethnography and then show method ‘as both process and product’, reiterating how Reed-Danahay (1997) and others go beyond that ‘a researcher uses tenets of autobiography and this distinction. Some ideas on writing in different ethnography to do and write autoethnography’ (Ellis voices and giving fictive accounts in autoethnogra - et al., 2011: 273). Social science autoethnographers, phy are presented here. Finally, the section gives a writing in a range of genres in literary and perform - précis of feminist scholarship on writing ance studies, social and political sciences, higher edu - within/against, writing as knowing, postmodern cation, communication studies, disability studies emergence and a perceived reluctance to write pro - and health and social care, are starting to challenge fessional practice differently. the discourses dominant in professional lives. In order to write autoethnography you can’t feel com - Beyond the writing of selves pletely at home in your discipline (Burnier, 2006) While autoethnography contains elements of autobi - and the discomfort experienced at stepping outside ography, it goes beyond the writing of selves. Writing your own received frame is part of the autoethno - that crosses personal and professional life spaces goes graphic task. Indeed, autoethnography can provide further than autobiography whenever writers cri - ‘vehicles for talking to each other often, across the 2 Denshire Autoethnography borders of discipline and identity locations’ (Burdell writer’s personal experience has been particularly and Swadener, 1999: 25). influential: Autoethnography ‘opens up a space of resistance between the individual (auto-) and the collective (- I start with my personal life. I pay attention to my ethno-) where the writing (-graphy) of singularity physical feelings, thoughts, and emotions. I use what cannot be foreclosed’ (Lionnet, 1990: 391). I call systematic, sociological introspection and emo - Autoethnography has also been interpreted as a crit - tional recall to try to understand an experience I’ve ical approach necessitating a privileged speaker who lived through. Then I write my