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Prom this view it seems praying for money with unwitting I have called identity states. Most "false clear that wishing and praying are fan- prayer, whether he thinks of himself personalities" have specific emotional tasies that divert us from what we ac- I cores, so when a situation evokes differ- tually need to do, so we are better off as a religious person or not, whether he gets down on his knees and for- ent emotions it can cause a change to just get on with the work. mally asks God for money or not. The from one "false personality" to an- Yet Gurdjieff also said to pray as if woman who constantly Imagines trag- other. The "new on-stage subself isn't everything depended on prayer, to be- edies befalling her is effectively pray- interested in the same things the previ- seech help from a higher level, recog- ing for them. Our habitual attitudes af- ous one was. The thing that-makes these nizing that our work efforts wiU come fect our life in many ordinary, psycho- subselves "false" personalities is that to nothing unless we are helped from logically understandable ways; but un- we unwittingly identify with them at above. After all, the ordinary self that witting prayer is another way in which the time they are active and thus mis- makes efforts is somethjng of an illu- we aeate our life, sometimes.%ith take them for our whole personality, sion from the mystical point of view, tragic (even if wished for uncon- our whole self. so it is the higher self that really sciously) consequences. As Gurdjieff Effective petitionary prayer would works. In his practical teaching he em- frequently expressed it, your being at- be possible for a person who was gen- phasized work effort, not prayer, tracts your life: uinely cohaous; who, at will and for probably because he found that his stu- , ;Effective petitionary prayer in Gurd- extended periods: deliberately sum- dents had so'many distorted and in- jieffs hew: then, is intense and consis- moned up hls'or her intellectual and correct ideas about ideas like prayer tent desire and thought. Most petition- emotional intensity to consciously that there was' no point In teachhg ary prayer, however-formal or unwit- pray; and who prayed "from" his or much about it until they had done ting-has almost no effect. There are her more integrated and constructive enough psychological work on-them- several reasons for this, given Gurd- subpersonalities or from his or her es- selves to clean out the aspects of false jieffs view of ordinary consciousness. sence. personality that would otherwise sab- First, because ordinary people are otage most efforts at genuine prayer: by shifting identities with dis- Is Prayer Magic? parate and often conflicting desires, Some might object that this empha- %onsclous Prayer the unwitting prayers of various iden- sis on controlling the quality of con- Gurdjieff dismissed most prayer as tities contradict and largely cancel one sciousness' and - emotion to achieve useless fantasy, but he described a another. GurdjieFf argued that we all more effective prayer smacks of magic process of mnsdous prayer that was have many different identity states, or some sort of power play: If I am de- effective. Conscious prayer is a proc- and some of them are at odds with one liberately intense, if I aeate an emo- ess of reuzpituhffon, in which you another. Random alternations of "I de- tion, then can I force God (or some- consciously remind yourself of your sire X," and "I'm not interested in X, thing at some higher level) to give me knowledge and intentions. The effec- give me Y," and "I hate X," and so on, what I want? Am I at least getting bet- tiveness of such recapitulation is a do not give any consistent message to ter odds by my actions? In one sense function of the degree of conscious- ness we bring to it. higher levels of the universe. ~ yes, in another no. Another obstacle to effective prayer Gurdjieff made a somewhat para- Suppose you decide, "I want to be is our inability to be consciously in- doxical statement on this subject: serious." Merely praying this over and tense. Ordinary emotions, triggered by "Work as if everything depends on over mechanically, while daydream- external events and reacting predict- work. Pray as if everything depends ing about other things you'd rather be I ably and mcchanially with our per- on prayer." What did he mean? doing, is a waste of time. To be effec- ) sonality patterns, may tempo&y Gurdjieff felt strongly that we must tive, when you say "I" you must un- produce strong desires, strong formal work on understanding and trans- derstand what you know about "I." or unwitting prayers; but external forming ourselves with no expectation For Gurdjieff this would mean: events change and the instigating de- of receiving any sort of outside help, realizing that you had many "1's" sires disappear. A person in a life- natural or supemamd. Only I can rather than a single unLfied "I" threatening situation may genuinely transform myself, only my efforts realizing that many of the identity and intensely pray, "Dear God, save count. The strength I have is the states we accept as "I" when they are my loved one's life and I will never sin strength that comes from making ef- active have mutually contradictory de- again!" The loved one recovers (which forts. I cannot grow stronger muscles sires and perspectives may or may not have any relation to by just wishing for them, nor can feeling your desire to create a sin- this prayer), the stress disappears, and someone else, magically make my mus- gle, unified "I" 48 NEW REALITIES When you say "want," you have to better than the definition of petition- it &cult for many of us to seriously recall, for example: ary prayer. Indeed Gurdjieffstates that try it. My own psychological. parapsy- how these many "1's" in you have the focused, conscious attention and chological, and altered-states studies, many wants recapitulation in consciously praying as well as personal experience, have how these wants come and go something Wre, "God have mercy convinced me that prayer is a valuable with your moods upon me!" may well have the effects avenue for our growth, and I intend to what you know about creating a that God ,is being asked to provide. spend more time in prayer. The "sci- want that carries more weight than This throws us back to the paradox: entific psychologist" part of me ,* ..xthese'mechanical wants Work & ,$'everything depends on ef- winces as I write the above statement: I *. When you say "to be," what does fort. Praf'as if everything depends on Your colleagues will ridicule you for ef- "being" mean? Is *it only mechanical ptaY&<~romone point of view the saying such a thing! But tbis is what I being, in the sense of simply existing, fort of 'consdous'prayer automatically, have learned in examining personal lawfully,..produces beneficial results, psychological growth, and that is .. or is it the being of a person who can do,a "being" that has will? including'"pdssib1e connections to what I will say. I do not know exactly How exactly do you define "seri- higher levek'of our selves. From an- what we should pray for, but I think other point of view our efforts may be we would do well to pray for further .r,, ous"? How much of that definition is , pleasing to higher aspeas of being and understanding of ourselves, .and wis- . I your own and how much is your su- perego's, forced on you in the inno- attract help and ..bles~ings.Probably dom in what to pray for. " ' - cence of childhood? both and neither views are true, de- pending 'on your state of consdous- T. Gurdjieff believed that . consdous . Cbarles Tart, professor of psycbol- ness and-6'eing.t, *- .. ' ' ogy at Ibe University of Califmvaia, . prayer can be very effective, so you - DavLF, is an authority on. altered " ' -.Shall We Pray? had better be very cleq about exactly states of consdousness. He is tbe au- what it is you want. Prayer is not fashionable in today's &or of ~teredstates of conscious- In many ways Gurdjieffs descrip- modern growth circles; indeed it is ri- ness, Wamg up: overcoming the ob- tion of conscious prayer fits the above diculous given the biases of sdentism.