Nirodbaran Talks with Sri Aurobindo 01
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Talks with Sri Aurobindo Volume 1 by Nirodbaran Sri Aurobindo Ashram Pondicherry NOTE These talks are from my notebooks. For several years I used to record most of the conversations which Sri Aurobindo had with us, his attendants, and a few others, after the accident to his right leg in November 1938. Besides myself, the regular participants were: Purani, Champaklal, Satyendra, Mulshankar and Dr. Becharlal. Occasional visitors were Dr. Manilal, Dr. Rao and Dr. Savoor. As these notes were not seen by Sri Aurobindo himself, the responsibil- ity for the Master's words rests entirely with me. I do not vouch for absolute accuracy, but I have tried my best to reproduce them faithfully. I have made the same attempt for the remarks of the others. NIRODBARAN i PREFACE The eve of the November Darshan, 1938. The Ashram humming with the ar- rival of visitors. On every face signs of joy, in every look calm expectation and happiness. Everybody has retired early, lights have gone out: great occa- sion demands greater silent preparation. The Ashram is bathed in an atmos- phere of serene repose. Only one light keeps on burning in the corner room like a midnight vigil. Sri Aurobindo at work as usual. A sudden noise! A rush and hurry of feet breaking the calm sleep. 2:00 a.m. Then an urgent call to Sri Aurobindo's room. There, lying on the floor with his right knee flexed, is he, clad in white dhoti, upper body bare, the Golden Purusha. The Mother, dressed in a sari, is sitting beside him. Purani, hearing the urgent ringing of the bell, had answered the call. Then Dr. Mani- lal, who fortunately had arrived for the Darshan, was called. Presently some of us came. Dr. Manilal has examined Sri Aurobindo. Yes, a fracture and of a serious type. All necessary first aid given, a specialist from Madras is sent for. Meanwhile a deep gloom has overshadowed the Ashram. The Darshan has to be abandoned. The visitors leave, one by one, with heavy hearts and ardent prayers for the speedy recovery of their beloved Master and Friend. He was laid on the bed for an indefinite period at the rigorous command of the doctors and attended by a few disciples. There followed regular con- versations with those disciples, who were given the privilege of serving him from then onwards for twelve years. There was not a subject that was not touched upon, not a mystery that he did not illumine, not a phenomenon that passed unnoticed, humorous or serious, superficial or profound, mundane or mystic. Reminiscences, stories, talks on art and culture, on world-problems and spiritual life poured down in abundant streams from an otherwise silent and reticent vastitude of knowledge and love and bliss. It was an unforget- table reward he accorded to us for our humble service. "The Divine gives himself to those who give themselves." Those anxious days called forth our best and noblest and he gave in return his fathomless compassion, freely and divinely. All the talks could not be recorded, some have to be kept back, but the rest are presented here. They are as far as possible authentic, though the words and expressions cannot be his own in all places. ii Sometimes a question bore no relation to the one preceding it. Indeed, that was often the general trend of the talks. In a group like ours and in the milieu in which we worked, a methodical discussion of a subject was not al- ways possible nor even very worthwhile. But the pronouncements of one day would often be completed on an other when new aspects were brought up in conjunction with those expressed earlier. One of the most exciting and significant features of our talks was in con- nection with the last World War. At its very start, a radio was installed in Sri Aurobindo's room and he used to listen to the war news three or four times a day. Then would follow comments and discussions on the war situation, in- ternational politics, India's vital role in the war and other allied topics. There we realised Sri Aurobindo's deep and firm grasp of world-politics and, what was most surprising, his penetrating insight into military affairs. Once some- one asked him, "Did you ever use the military genius you seem to have?" He replied briefly, "Not in this life." Sri Aurobindo could foresee, as it were, the various strategic moves with their immediate or ultimate consequences on the fate of the war. Sometimes he would drop hints as to how by his spiritual force he was guiding, helping and protecting the Allies and safeguarding In- dia's interests. In the early period, the conversations took place in the evenings. Some five or six of us used to sit by Sri Aurobindo's bed and wait for his signal. The Mother's presence was an occasional feature that added a lively interest to our talks. Later, however, her work kept her away. Those who took part in the talks were the regular attendants, Purani, Satyendra, Nirodbaran, Cham- paklal, Mulshankar and Dr. Becharlal, and three occasional visitors. Dr. Manilal, Dr. Rao and Dr. Savoor. NIRODBARAN iii Table of Contents NOTE.................................................................................................................i PREFACE...........................................................................................................ii 1938................................................................................................................1 10 DECEMBER 1938....................................................................................1 11 DECEMBER 1938....................................................................................4 12 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................12 13 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................14 14 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................18 15 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................26 [16 or 17] DECEMBER 1938......................................................................27 18 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................32 20 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................41 21 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................43 22 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................44 23 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................49 25 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................52 26 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................58 27 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................62 28 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................68 29 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................70 30 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................76 31 DECEMBER 1938..................................................................................81 1939..............................................................................................................84 1 JANUARY 1939.......................................................................................84 2 JANUARY 1939.......................................................................................88 3 JANUARY 1939.......................................................................................93 4 JANUARY 1939.....................................................................................100 5 JANUARY 1939.....................................................................................104 6 JANUARY 1939.....................................................................................108 7 JANUARY 1939.....................................................................................112 8 JANUARY 1939.....................................................................................118 iv 9 JANUARY 1939.....................................................................................123 10 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................128 12 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................135 14 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................140 15 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................144 16 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................151 17 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................158 18 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................164 19 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................171 20 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................177 21 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................180 22 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................185 23 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................189 24 JANUARY 1939...................................................................................196