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SpeakUp 5.25X7.5 FINAL.qxp:RagontDesign 2/16/11 8:16 AM Page 7 Chapter 1: All Better 9 Chapter 2: Too Cool 27 Chapter 3: Can’t Tell 43 Chapter 4: Following Me 61 Chapter 5: Very Weak 79 Chapter 6: Strong Person 93 Chapter 7: Little Girl 107 Discussion Questions 123 Write Your Own Letter 125 Worksheet 1: Rounding 127 Worksheet 2: Addition 128 Worksheet 3: Missing Place Values 129 Worksheet 4: Telling Time 131 Word Search Solutions 132 Answer Keys 139 Acknowledgments 141 SpeakUp 5.25X7.5 FINAL.qxp:RagontDesign 2/16/11 8:16 AM Page 9 Chapter 1 “W here are you going? I just know you don’t think you’re going with us, Morgan.” My new cousin Drake, who was my stepdaddy’s nephew, was acting like I had the plague or something. Placing my hands on my hips, I said back with attitude, “Yes, I’m going. That’s why I’m getting my coat. Can you tell Daddy Derek to hold on a second, please?” Since it was December, I also needed to grab my gloves and hat to keep warm. Just as I was heading quickly to my room, I felt somebody behind me stepping on my heel. I knew it was that rude Drake, and he didn’t even say that he was sorry. “No. I won’t tell him that,” Drake said, as he continued to follow me. SpeakUp 5.25X7.5 FINAL.qxp:RagontDesign 2/16/11 8:16 AM Page 10 Speak Up! “Ouch!” I yelled out. I turned to face him after he stepped on my heel a second time. “What’s your prob lem?” Drake jumped in front of me so I couldn’t move. “You need to stay home. Okay? This is a time for me and my uncle to spend together. It’s called ‘man time.’ We’re going to the hardware store to get some paint, and that’s not a place for girls. Just stay here and wait for my sisters to wake up. Maybe y’all can bake cupcakes, or Christmas cookies, or something.” “He doesn’t even know what color I want for my room, Drake. Get out of my way because I’m going,” I told him, as I pushed him to the side and went into my room. “Ugh! You’re always ruining stuff,” Drake huffed, as he came into my room uninvited. “What do you mean?” I asked. I was in shock. I couldn’t believe it. Of all people, Drake was the one to talk about me messing up something? This was my first Christmas with my new brother and my new stepdad in our new house. And, because of him and his sisters, we weren’t alone. My new cousins were staying with us, and they were crowding my space. Drake, who was two years older than me, was a pain worse than a loose tooth being pulled out. Samantha, who liked to be called Sam, was ten. She thought she was the next Teen Miss America. At first I used to admire how cute she always looked. But when she started taking up extra time in the bathroom every day, her primping was not cool. Sadie was a year older than me and we got along just fine. 10 SpeakUp 5.25X7.5 FINAL.qxp:RagontDesign 2/16/11 8:16 AM Page 11 All Better The only thing was, she liked playing with dolls all the time. There were more things that I wanted to do, that I wanted to try, and that I wanted to learn. “Just forget about tagging along, I told you. He knows what color pink to get for your room. Your mom wrote it all down. Now we’re ready to go and we figured out every - thing last night when we talked about our ‘man plan’ for today. You were nowhere in it, Morgan. Stay home!” Drake headed out of my room and slammed the door. I backed into my bed and sat on it. My feelings at the time told me to put both of my hands under my chin and pout. I wanted to cry, but because I was a big girl, I decided not to. I couldn’t do anything. I sure was mad at the fact that Drake was going with Daddy Derek and I wasn’t. At Thanksgiving dinner, Drake had been feeling insecure about not having his uncle in his life the way he wanted now that Daddy Derek had a new family. So I was the one who went out of my way to make Drake feel special. And now that I wanted to be included in what they were doing, he didn’t want me to be. And that wasn’t fair. It wasn’t really okay, but I had to tell myself that so the tears wouldn’t come. I was holding them back pretty hard. • • • • • The only thing I could do was wait until Daddy Derek came back. Then we could have some special time of our own. Now, three hours had passed and I was becoming 11 SpeakUp 5.25X7.5 FINAL.qxp:RagontDesign 2/16/11 8:16 AM Page 12 Speak Up! impatient . I mean, what did they have to do, mix the paint too? Did they get lost trying to find the paint store? Fifteen minutes later, I learned that wasn’t the case because the two of them walked into the house with smil - ing faces. They had bags filled with items to do work in the yard and the house, along with tons of paint. Daddy Derek called me over to see the paint sample for my room. When I saw the pretty shade of pink he bought, my mouth stretched with excitement from ear to ear. But then my smile quickly dropped when I wondered if I were going to be able to help paint it. If not, I wouldn’t enjoy my room as much. I followed Daddy Derek outside. “I can help you guys.” “Thank you, sweetheart, but I don’t want you to have to do any heavy lifting. Drake and I can handle it. You go on back inside and help your mom,” Daddy Derek said, patting me on the head. Drake looked over at me and stuck out his tongue. I wanted to yank it, but I just walked back into the house. I thought about my dad, my real dad, who was serving our country in the U.S. Navy off the coast of Africa. I missed him so much, and I knew that if he were here, then he would let me help. Daddy always told me that girls could do anything guys can do. There were women serving in the Navy with him. What did Daddy Derek think would happen? That I would break a nail or something? I was strong and just needed a way to prove it. 12 SpeakUp 5.25X7.5 FINAL.qxp:RagontDesign 2/16/11 8:16 AM Page 13 All Better Throughout the day, I was told no every time I wanted to help. I couldn’t help put up the fence. I couldn’t help spread the pine straw. I couldn’t help plant the flowers. I couldn’t help organize the shelves in the garage. I couldn’t help. I couldn’t help. I couldn’t help! What was the big deal? I wasn’t going to get hurt or anything. Pretty soon I got tired of trying and just gave up. The minute I walked in the house, Mom sent me right back out to get the mail. Walking past the guys, I saw they were sweating from head to toe from all the hard work they were doing. Daddy Derek looked at me and said, “Hey, Morgan. I know you’re glad you’re not out here working this hard.” I just stared at him. “Uncle Derek, I’m thirsty,” Drake said. “Morgan, can you go and grab us a couple bottles of water?” Daddy Derek said to me, as if all I was good for was being the maid. I ran to the mailbox to get the mail and went back inside. Mom was tending to Jayden so I laid the mail on the table beside her. Then I went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to grab the two waters. Running back outside, I handed one to Daddy Derek. I really wanted to throw Drake’s water at his head because he had a smirk on his face. He was probably thinking that since I was a girl I had to be his servant, but I gave him the water anyway. It just made me so mad. I walked away feeling worse than a kid nobody wants on their team. 13 SpeakUp 5.25X7.5 FINAL.qxp:RagontDesign 2/16/11 8:16 AM Page 14 Speak Up! Later that night at dinner, I said nothing. My parents and cousins were talking so much they didn’t need to hear my voice anyway. As soon as I was done eating, I asked to be excused from the table. Mom had taught me good man - ners so I asked if I could leave the table instead of just get - ting up and walking away. A few minutes went by and Mom came up to my room. She looked at the finished walls and said, “Morgan, the paint smell is too strong. You don’t need to sleep in here tonight.