Hie Em ^Qoset NEW YORK STATE S OLDEST NEWSPAPER I ()( AI M \\ SHRII 1 S Nation cotnes to town By Jeff Lehigh Queer Nation Rochester, the fifth national Diaing for Dollars chapter of thc new direct action group, met V. For story and for the fiiTit time on Sept. 16 at the Gay Alliance more pictures, see \ ofthe Genesee Valley, 179 Atlantic Ave. Fifteen page 14. people attended. Mark Siwiec, one of three coordinator, gave Photos by T.L, an oral history of Queer Nation, which started Cvetan in New York Ciry last April. "Certain members of ACT-UP/New York became concerned with the fiact that all the civil disobedience and all the direct action zaps were focused strictly on HIV and HIV-rclated difficulties," Siwiec said. "Tbey realized the need for the broad spectrum of gay-related issues to be addressed. And they decided to do something about it. A splinter group broke off from ACT-UP, including Michelangelo Signorile from Outweek maga2Jne—the in­ dividual respotisible for itiitiattr^ outing. They advertised for the next meeting, and boom, thif^ iust started to grow and grew very raq>id- Rochester comes out, October 7-14

Siwiec added, ''Queer Nation realizes the shown ("Living, Loving and Living" and ^ said 'They're making war on us, and we need By Susan Jordan "Mother, Mother") and a discussion will a strategy to respond.* importance of lobbying on behalf of HIV- "We want to achieve thc two ma^r goals positive individuals. The group simply wants follow. "Thert was a spontaneous call Co leaders of Natiottal Day," said Hm Mains, Virginia Apuzzo, formerly Gov. Mario to broaden thc cange of activism to include all Rochester City Couturflmembcr and longtime arourkl che councry, and thc U^r Conference aspects of gay and rights issues." CuofiM>*s liaison to the lesbian and gay com­ was convened in 1988. A lot of arguing went gay activist. "The first is to increase visibility munity, will be the featured speaker at thc Oneof the most contTDvctsial "zap" actions temporarily on Oct. U, and the second is to on about who was atui wasn't invited, and Queer Nation uses is called "Nights Out." University of Roch

Editorial state and local news By Susan Jordan for me, buc chat she wasn'c abouc to disown and he replied, "You may end up running I also remember saying last year that Oct. Newsbriefs, continued from pagc 1 ing up the issue of extending health insurance, code when asked if he supports the governor's Coming Ouc Day, Oa. 11, is here again. This me, and could accept thac chis was what I had screaming into the nighc." bias bill, he has a strong history of suppon on 11 is my birthday, my own personal coming- chosen for myself. leave and other benefits to city workers and year conununicy groups are planning a Com­ Mom was myscified and caken aback by this their partners. gay issues. As a Town of Brighton Councilman, out day, and thac 1 was planning to observe it Wc went on to discuss whac women loving AIDS Rochester drive ing Out Week with a wide range of events, cryptic remark, and it took her several hours -Chris Nealon, Gay Community News; MiUer was instrumental in securing an employ­ by ct>ming out to my mother. This year, I want women really means; for instance, how les­ CO figure ouc chac che doctor was implying that AIDS Rochester, Inc. will host a reception which will hopefully involve many people and to write about what that was like. Robin Kane, The VC^hitigton Blade. ment policy there banning on Good & bad new^s send the lighc of cruth, healing and self- bianism has been made to seem a matcer of the nurse was a lesbian. Nevertheless, she went to announce its second Annual Campaign on . acceptance streaming through a lot of closei I drove seven hours to northern Vermonc. genical sexuality only; how it is that, of couise, to ^he nurse's house for dinner. They had a Sept. 23, from two to four p.m. at Harro East Caucus surveys ON COMPREHENSIVE CIVIL RIGHTS: for N.Y. PWAs doors. If so, all of us will benefit, atKl our strug­ glorious in ies autumn colors and fiill of but at its best also involves just as much love, pleasanc, uneventful evetiing and Mom said she Athletic Club, 400 Andrews St. The general civil rights bill, known also as gle for acceptance and civil rights will be that chartered busses bearing whac Wrmoncers call crust, respect, commitinent and cormection on never did know if the woman was a lesbian Hazel Jeffries, president of thc board of candidates on the Omnibus BUI, was first introduced in the By Ellen Yacknin much closer to victory. (affeccionaccly?) "leaf-peepers." Afcer che in­ all levels as heccrosexualicy. And sometimes or not. directors of AIDS Rochester, will announce Sute Legislature 20 years ago, and never has The good news for petsons with AIDS is that Last year I remember writing about how it icial catching-up on family doings, 1 handed even more. . . . ''Supposing for che sake of argument that participation on behalf of the board and the political issues been voted on. In his survey. Sen. Perry in­ New York Sute adopted, at the end ofits 1990 feels to be very out as the editor of the Empty Mom a copy of thc EC and suggesced that she Mom broughe up a memory of che cime she wa5 a lesbian, and chac she was interested members of this year's honorary committee. By Jennie Bowker dicated that he would sponsor the general bill legislative sesston, a few measures favorable C/oser. During the pasc 12 monchs I've had no read thc editorial first. Then 1 went off to take when, as a single woman, she worked ac a in you," I said, "maybe she sensed that you Members of the honorary committee were Each autumn, preceding the November covering New York Sute's estimated 1.7 to PWAs. Notably, the legislature refined its reason to r^ret that visibility, and much cause a shower I was fairly sure that all would be vecerans* hospical in North Carolina. She was wouldn't have responded to an approach ftom chosen for their active involvement in the areas general elections, many potential voters may miUion gay and lesbian persons. Assemblyman laws concerning thc confidentiality of a pa­ to rejoice in thc freedom and self-respect that well, but 1 must admit that it wasn't che most dating a doctor there — the "red-haired doc­ her, and ouC of caution or simple respect or of health and social services, local media, ci­ wonder whether a trip to the polls is worth Ciantt supports this, as well. Quattrocciocchi tient's HIV sutus. implemented a health pro- come wich having nothing co hide. (Of course, relaxed shower of my life. tor" famous in our fiunily for having preced­ both, decided not co make one." ty and county govemment and past support their effort. Perhaps this apprehension is a and Smith's responses were that they would x>' law, and expanded a demonstration manag­ I haven'c had to come out to any more den­ Luckily for me, I have a loving, intelligent ed Dad in Mom's life One day a muse who also Mom choughc for a minuce. "Not like that of AIDS Rochester Members include Diana result of not trusting candidates to live up to neither support nor sponsor the bill. Rep. ed home health care program which would tists holding sharp-pointed instruments, and open-minded mother She said that being worked at the hospital invited Mom over for red-haired doceor." she said. "I had CO fig^ hirn Wightman. WOKR-TV; Dr Andrew S. Doniger, their promises, or not knowing whether these Slaughter said she favors amending the Federal provide long-term home health care to disabl­ which is just as well.) a lesbian wasn't what she would have chosen dinner. She mentioned it to her doctor friend off every cime i wenc out with him!" Monroe County Health Director; Tim O. futuure elected officials can provide any ser Civil Rights Act to include sexual orienution. ed and chronically ill adults, specifically in­ Mains, City Councilmember; Daniel M. vices pertinent to our own lives. ON DOMESTIC PARTNERSHIP: cluding PWAs. who qualify for medical •np Meyers, Executive Director, Al Sigl Center; Rab­ The annual Rochester Lesbian and Ciay When asked if they sujjported domestic assistance. bi Judea Miller: Police Chief Gordon Urlacher, Political Caucus candidate surve>s arc an ef­ partnership legislation, which would provide Thc had news is that, in yet another shon- City of Rochester. fort to uke the challenge out of learning what access to health and bereavement benefits to sighted and mean-spirited attempt to balance AIDS Rochester Executive Director, Paula each candidate will provide in the interests of unmarried panners. Smith responded "yes," the budget on the backs of New York's most Silvestrone, will welcome the guests and an­ the gay and lesbian community. The 1990 Quattrociocchi answered "no," and Perry was needy, the legislature axed one of New York cions to supp«>rtJesse Helms in his re-election derhatided that Miller address our concems. wc consider their efforts to continue the legacy nounce the total amount pledged to the cam­ questionnaires reveal various stances on timely unsure. This topic is relatively new to State's major public subsidy programs available Call for boycott campaigns for che SenaCe. Philip Morris is the VCfe encouraged them to tneet with us to and agenda of Jesse Helms a slap in the face, paign to date. gay and lesbian issues including AIDS treat­ lcgislaton». and many opinions of it have yet to pay the hospiul costs of people with AIDS. single largest corporate ctmtributor toward a discuss the demands ofthe boycott—that they if not a threat to our very lives. Let your friends, ment and funding, women's health studies, to be formed. This bill has been introduced by Buried in New York's final-hour, 69-page of Miller beer, museum being built to honor his ac­ go on record in the North Carolina niedia bartenders, bar owners and others know you Rain liampers gan^e sale domestic partnership, general civil rights, anti­ downsute Sen. Ohrenstein. 1990 Hospiul Reimbursement Bill was a one- complishments. Philip Morris recently against the Helms legac>' of and are in solidarity. Don't buy bigotry. BOYCOTT gay violence, U.S. immigration laws, and AIOS FUNDING & PUBLIC POLICY: line sentence which abolished the sute's Marlboro cigarettes donated over S2(M),(MK) to thc Helms library AIDS bigiHry, and that they denounce their MILLER BEER AND MARLBORO The Gay Alliance of the Genesee Valley homophobic miliury poHcies. Although David Gantt's survey was not quaner-century-old "Catastrophic Illness Pro­ and museum being established in his parent company Philip Morris for its excessive To the Editor: CIGARETTES. Men's Group and the Bachelor Forum held a Some candidates are not covered here received, he holds an outstanding record on gram." Under this program. New Vbrk paid for homecown of Monn>e. N.C, and S20,000 corporate funding ofthe Helms museum and There are times in our lives when wc must Sinccrelyv garage sale to benefit the GAGV building fund because their surveys were twx received in time all gay issues, including AIDS poUcies. Perry's a ponion ofthe hospiul expenses of residents toward his re-election campaign. campaigns. It was hoped that out of discus­ on Sept. 8/9. the same weekend as the to be reviewed and published. Candidates in­ recofd is also strong: he said he generaUy fitvors who suffered a catastrophic illness, but who take a stand for what is righc. Jesse Helms is sion a resolution could be reached. Tim Ltmccford wn>ng. He is our mosc formidable foe in che Philip Morris i.s the parent corporation of Clothesline Arts Festival. volved in prinurics will be included in the current pubUc policy, and an increase in fun­ did not have the insurance, income, or U.S. Senace. He has been che single mosc vocal ehe companies chac manufacture Marlboro Miller responded to the boycott by ineeting A representative from the Men's Group said November EC. ding to address HIV disease Quattrociocchi resources to afford the astronomical costs of Senate opponenc of AIDS funding and educa­ cigarecees and Miller beer. These are cheir with rtrpnrsentatives on Aug. 28 in Sacramen­ that the sales were very good on thc first day, OPENLY GAY CAMPAIGN STAFF: £avors current policies in fiindir^ levels. Smith hospiulization. tion . c*ensorship-free arts funding, and the civil laigcst-selling products, and are also the two to, Calif. They parted company with a verbal PJEC gives but they were rained out on the second tlay. All of the respondents said they personally was not knowlet^eable of current HIV policy. The Caustrophic Illness Program permitted rights of women, people of color, gays and les­ major products lesbians and spend agreement to take action to end the boycott; Thc sale raised »250 for the fund. The Forum knew gay or lesbian people. U.S. Rep. Louise IMMIGRATION LAWS* THE MILITARY, a person who was not otherwise financially bians. He has violated our basic human rights their disposable income on. In its defense, Miller would take issue with Helms ^attacks on infomiation was said to be a good location and another Slaughter, Sute Sen. Jack Ptrry, Family Court AND ARTS FUNDING: eligible for Medicaid to spend only a certain as Americans, rights of freedom. Philip Morris says that whac beneficiaries of AIDS funding, gays atid lesbians, and frcedom such sale may be held in thc fidl. There is also JtH^ Michael Miller and Rochester City Court The orUy federal level catKlidatc to respond ponion of his or her income or resources on of speech. Further, Miller offered to donate to students "The freedom to say and think what we cheir corporace coneribucions say and do is an idea to inake it an annual event. lui^ Theresa MUler said they have openly gay to date was Rep. Slaughtci; a former Sute hospiulization. After an individual paid out, cheir own business. S 200,000 to a non-partisan voter registration lb The Editor: persons on their campaign sta^. Sute Sen. Assemblywonun from the Fairpon area. for hospiul c^rc, the lesser of roughly 2S per­ believe. To express our individuality and diver­ project in North Carolina and other states. <»ays and lesbians in over 60 cities across die For several years Rochester Peace and Justice Ithaca enacts Quattrociocchi^s response was * •unsure," and Slaughter showed a supponive stance on cent of his or her incotne or the difiercnce bet­ sity. That's our birthright, and it's ensured by Several days later. Miller reneged on half the the Bill of Rights." ruuion have joined in the boycott to show that Edtication Center has made information-regar­ Gary Smith, challenger to Assemblyman several issties. She supports the repeal of ween his or her irK.n>me and the cash assistance demands, leaving no choice but to continue domestic partnership Stephen Hawley, did not kttow of any openly Philip Morris u.ses that statement in their they don't buy it. AIDS funding by Philip Mor­ ding military life avaUable to students in the discrirvurutory U.S. immigiationAuturalization level. New York paid thc balance of the per­ the boyctKt. lb add itisult to injury. Miller con­ gay or lesbian persons on his staff. promotional campaign commemorating the ris lists less than six percent gay-specific in Rochester schools. This information corrects Ithaca's c:offmK>n Council enacted a com­ laws on the basis of sexual orientation and HI V son's hospiul bill. their trs that the boycott had and counters the less than adequate view prehensive domestic parteiship ordinance on BIAS CRIMES LEGISLAnON: stattis. She does not agree with the current US. Signific*antly, single and married childless celebration ofthe 2(K)th annivervary ofthe Bill been rtrsolved. Atig. 1. the flrst in New \brk state, or on the of Rights. Philip Morris ha.s made contribu­ Since the beginning of the boycott we have presented to students by military recruiters The Nas^related violence bill backed by Gov. military policy which excludes homosexuals. adults comprised the primary beneficiaries of The boycott is not over. Ves, Miller met one operating in the schools. East Coast. The measure^ which passed by a Cuomo would increase penalties for those Slaughter would "continue to oppose the the Catastrophic Illness Program, because demand by making a statement denouncing I regret that my recent article criticising cer­ voce of 7-2, creattfs a legal status for lesbian, convicted of committing a violent act out of language of thc Hcltna/Roturakkaichct- amctMi- sinftk: and fnarried parents of minor chtldnm Helms' policies. But Miller and Philip Morris tain aspects of PJEC's work could be imer­ gay and unmarried heterosexual couples that hatred based on race, reUgion, and other ment" conceming NEA funtUng, and "sup­ qualify for Medicaid if they are forced to spend still have a way to go. >X^ have now expanded preted as describing a situation where no parallels marriage. Four couples have categories including sexual orientation. Sen. ported the conqMomise agrccinetu, rather than more than a ponion of their income and thc bt>ycott to Rtxrhester. Several oiganizations counter-recruitment information is available registered so far. IH^rry supports this bill, and promises spon­ choose eUmirution of the 1990 NEA ap­ resources on medical care. It is no great sur­ and businessc-s have already endorsed it in the to students. PJEC has done valuable work in To qualify, couples must share a primary sorship next session. Several legislators who propriation." prise that an overwhelming majority of PWAs past few weeks. Many will continue to endorse this area. I hope this letter corrects any inac­ residence and declare that they will continue voted for the bill arc Assemblyman Robert WOMEN'S HEALTH STUDIES, W.I.C. are childless adults. Until a childless PWA is it, with your help. Anyone wishing to endorse curate picture that a reader might draw from to do so indefinitely. Each partner must be 18 King (150th District), Roger Robach (134th), and WOMEN*S BUREAU FUNDING: found to be legally disabled under stringent the boycott or get information may call my article. or older and unmarried. Couples meetittg the and David Gantt (133M). Neither Quattrocioc­ Slaughter wants increased fiiruling for the Medicaid legulatitMis, he or she wiU not qualify Yes, I want to D Subscribe! 1-800-666-3308-21. (Rochester is city #21.) Thanks to the Empty Closet for the chance qualification must rcrgister with the city clerk chi nor Smith would sponsor this bill, and V(bmen, Infants and Children nutrition pro­ for Medicaid. As a result, the elimination of c;;orporations usually get pretty upset when to offer this correction. for S20; they may legally absolve the relation­ QuattnK-iocchi is tbe only Democrat to have gram, as well as for the U.S. Department of New York's Catastrophic Illness Prtjgram will ship for S5. a representative does something to embarrass Sincerely. voted against it. Sen. Kehoe is a leading op­ Labor's Uiomen's Bureau program. She added be financially devasuting to PWAs who have n Renew! their business. Philip Morris should know that Lucinda Sangree Similar domestic pannership ordinances ponent of thc version contaffiing sexual orien­ that woitien should be given equal inclusion, not been determined to be legally disablcrd, but D 1 year: $10 ($18 Canadian; $20 International) have been enacted in Seattle, \l^ash.(where gay tation, and has been openly homophobic. regardless of sexual orienution, as subjects in who must nevenhelcss be hospiulized. activists are fighting a ballot measure to repeal Judge MiUer demonstrated an exceUent federally funded health studies. Currently, Until recently. New York has becrn at the n 2 years: $18 ($35 Canadian; ^38 International) the law); Madison, Wis.; Incoma Park, Md.; awareness of bias crimes, while Juc^ Johnson many women are unfairiy excluded by regula­ forefront of sutes whi^ have implemented and in Berkeley, Sanu Cruz, West Hollywood did not respond to questions conceming bias tion, and tnost health testing results benefit enlightened pHilicies regarding health care for and Los Angeles Calif. crimes, citing a prohibition by the Judicial men only. There has been little incentive to ex­ its residents. By its obliteration of the Name Ithaca's Commem Council is currently tak­ Csct print advertisenients that contain nude drawings or Gay & Lesbiaii Convention Pkvss for the Gay AUiaiice of Genesee ^Uey. Inc. Appron- photographs, nor does it print advertising that sug­ THE GAY SOURCE MlJlrl\ 4'UMi i:itfticy itt cacli rt»uc anr diMrihuicd tlurinfi gests that the person pictured in the ad is for sale or te first week ot the monlh fay mail in a plain sealed that you will "get' that particular person if you cmdope. The puMicatioii of die name or phatograph of patronize the establishment advertised. Gay AUiance Peer Facilitators can help you by providing; Sponsored by The Gay Alliance aoy person or ocjpMuation in articles or ad«crttsiqg is IMN Advertisements that are explicitly sexist, racist or of The Genesee Valley an indication ot the sexual or affectional orientation ageist will be refused; advertisemenu from organiza­ • Information on Gay Alliance Events and of (hat per»on or the members of that organization. tions or businesses that are sexist, racist, ageist or For pubiication. submit news items, letters, stories, anti-gay wilt also be refused. Activities poetry and tm by mail Octobet; 1990 THE EMPTY CLOSET

Festival participants have vehementiy tactics of tyranny. . . how do we figure out Gay Gaines B.C. Place Stadium was removed by city denied that tbeir evmu has anything to do with what we've stolen from a culturc and what workers within hours. child pornography. The Iowa Civil Liberties we've assimilattrd?" draw over 7,500 One Canadian TV station chose to show on­ Newsffronts Union nied suit Sept. 6 on behalf of the fiestival, Because of the white women's angry ly the croquet competition as an example of demanding the return of confiscated material response, Indian women posted an atmounce­ to Vancouver wtiat the Games were all about, and sevefal Coalition, calling the amendment the begin­ tional Council ofthe Ans, the NEA's advisory and challenging the legality of the warrant us­ ment saying they were not necessarily in­ papers overplayed thc insignificam right-wifig R. HUinski, a former Marine sergeant who lost terested in talking with white women about The third Gay Games, held Aug. 4-11 in \^- Kissing breaks out ning ofthe end of decency in the county, and body. Until now. peer panel recommendations her assignnient after testifying as a character ed to condua the search. couver, Canada, drew over 7,500 athletes from opposition. But as the week wem on. covers^ claiming that a pro-gay vote would flood the have almost always been accepted by the coun­ -Chris Nealon, Gay Community News. the event, and directing women wishing to seemed to improve as respect for thc achieve­ witness for a lesbian colleague who was fac­ discuss the issue to white women staffing a 30 countries, and won increasingly positive area with thousands of ''chUd-molesting cil and the chairman. ing a coun manial. coverage from the Caiudian press, although ment of holding the Games began to grow. across New England homosexuals." South Florida's Roman nearby table. -Barbara Gamarekian, New K>rXr Titnes. During testimony at the 1988 court-manial ignored by the U.S. media. Vancouver otganizers had in fact pulled off Catholic Anrhbishop Edward A. McCanhy sent -Laura Briggs, Gay Conununity News. trial, HUinski said that her fonner colleague, The opening ceremonies attracted a crowd this large intemationai sporting event with New England lesbian and gay activists are a letter to parishioners calling the measure 8,000 w^omen Sgt. Cheryl Jameson, "did a fine job" and that of over 20,000 spectators. Ixsbian comedian remarkable success, and very few complaints caUing for simultaneous kiss-ins on Oct. 11, "morally unaccepuble." Robin lyier emceed, and Simon Nkoli, gay werc heard about housing or other services. Coming Out Day. Jameson's sexual orientation had not affected go to Michigan; in addition to the homophobic atucks, low Courts to say her work in any way, Navy memo South African activist, was among the Thc only flaw was a $ 140,000 debt left at the The Massachusetts Coalition for Lesbian and turnout by liberal retired nonhemers and by speakers. Nkoli, a double marathon runner, end of the Games; otganizers are trying to raise Gay Civil Rights and Queer Nation Afiter thc trial, Hilinsks's supervisor demoted S/M, racism issues gays themselves helped to defeat the Turhich artists her and cut her pay by »220 a month. The recommends was unable to participate t>ecause of the ban the funds from the city of Vancouver, and ask­ Massachusetts are coordinating outreach to amendment. •> The 15th Michigan 's Music Festival on athletes from South Africa. Nkoli supports ing for donations to help defray the debt. groups acn>ss New England, asking them to Corps* only justification, the ACLU argued in drew about 8,000 women this year, between -Chris Nealon, Gay Community News. are **obscene? legal papers, was that her supervisor believed equal bigot]*y the ban. and said that he h9pes to compete in Closing ceremonies dramatized the pri4le stage kiss-ins at centralized locations in A bill soon to reach the Senate floor would Aug. 15-19. As in past years, the music, 1994 as an openly gay and free Black South and satisfaction felt by the athletes, and the Massachusetts, Rhode Island, Connecticut, that HUinski showed poor judgment in her workshops and other events were accom­ An intemal Navy memo advocating ftirther require the National Endowment for the Arts testimony because she was "lenient in her targeting of wonten for discharge dtie to African representing his country. bonds they had formed during the week. Bob Maine, New Hampshire and \trmont, in­ to recoup federal funds granted to anists who panied by intetise political debates. The sports events itKluded swimmir^, track Isnor of the Vancouver swim team summed cluding campus kiss-ins suged by student position on " Thc on-going conflict between S/M and anti- homosexuality was recently leaked to thc Na­ Group asks are convicted by thc courts of violating Earlier in the same month, HUinski's super­ tional Organization for Women and Con­ and field, tennis, volleyball softball. basket­ it up by saying * *A lot of gay people don't have organizations. obscenity laws. S/M lesbians centered this year on thc issue of ball, wrestling, ice hockey and physique a good sense of identity. Coming to an event Bost^ Studds* office. end to NEA pledge The measure, approved last month by the fessional and dependable." At that time, her The memo, entitled "Equal Treatment of competition. like this gives us a great sense of gay pride. This principal kiss-in site in Massachusetts. "Kiss­ Senate Labor and Human Resources Cortimit- Ofganize S/M ' *play panics.'' A new controversy Mike Mcaliffe, 51, of West Hi>llywood. broke is where gay people Icam to love themselves." ing in public shows that we'ie not afraid to be A bipanisan Independent commission, supervisor had also called her judgment erupted over the appropriation and commer­ Male and Homosexuals;* was tcc, would also extend the NEA's life for five "outsunding." distributed to all commanding officers in the world records in the seniors master division The Intemationai Federation of Gay Games wbo we are," said David Manin of Queer Na­ crcated by Congress to review thc grant- years, with S175 million in spending authori­ cialization of Native American culture by white l<>r the 50 and 100 meteis butterfly. The Games announced to the accompaniment of "New tion Rhode Island. "It's the first exposure for making procedures of the Nationai Endow­ After serving for 11 years with the Marines, craftswomen. Naval Surface Forces ofthe U.S. Atlantic Fleet ty in the first fiscal year, suning Oct. 1. Hillinski left the service in 1989. She said she and was sent to NOW and Rep. Studds by having been internationally sanctioned, the York. New York' that thc 1994 Games will be many straight people to affection between ment for the Arts, has recommended that no The bill is supported by a broad coatitton The S/M debate seemed io be lowcrkey than records will go down as having been set at the held in NcH- York City. people of the same sex." legislative rcstrictions be placed on the kind hoped her successful legal challenge would en­ in past years, following an announcement by anonymous sources in Baltimore, Md. and of committee liberals and conservatives, in­ courage others to speak out against the Norfolk. Va. Ciay Ciames. -Peter Medoff. Oay Community News; Bill of an that can receive money from thc endow­ cluding Sen. Edward Kennedy (D-Mass) and festival otganizers that S/M activities would not miliury's ami-gay policies.' * 1 strongly believe The military's anii-Iesbian and gay policy is New Yorker Bruce Hayes, a former U.S. Strubbe, The Weekly News. ment . Thc commission also uiged that the NEA Sen. Orrin Hatch (R-Utah). The compromise by women who did not want to witness them. that sexual orientation should not be con­ one ofthe primary tools used to harass and in­ Olympic swimmer won sevetal gold medals. Florida county no longer require recipients to sign a pledge worked out would allow the couns, rather Many S/M women boycotted the festival, and sidered in evaluating anyone*s performance," timidate all military- women. Department of The swimming events were capped off by a that the works they produce will not be than the NEA, to decide which works are those who attended lampooned the policy and FACT campaigns she said. l>efense statistics sht)w that for all the services "pink flamingo relay" in which swimmers ' 't>bscene.'' obscene. found ways to circumvent it. The most rejects gay rights combined, women are three times tnore like­ dressed as mermaids, witches. C^armen Miran­ However, thc panel called for Congress to Under the bill, grant recipients convicted on dramatic action was the dropping of leaflets das. Ninja Turtles, etc.. carried plastic pink against Helms, Conirar>' to the expectations of activists, include in ans legislation cautionary language criticizing the S/M policy from a small private ly than men to be discharged for homosexuali­ voters in Bn>ward C^ounty, Fla. rejected a pn)- criminal chaiges of violating obscenity or child Iowa police, feds flamingos strapped to their heads as thc>' swam about the responsibility inherent in spending plane. ty. This memo spells out more clearly than c\'er NEA censorship gay amendment to their human rights or­ pornography laws would have to return their before the inherent sexism of the policy and acn>ss the pool. Team New York, with around federal money. Thc gn)Up said that the sun­ Women of color organized u march against The First Amendment Crisis Team (FACT), dinance on Sept. 4 by S9 to 41 percent. federal grant money to the NEA within 90 days. raid men's festival its implementation. It amounts to a blueprint 51) members, brought the speciator*> to their dard for publicly financed an must go beyond raci.sm on (he land, in response to concerns a recently formed independent campaign ex­ The measure would have added sexual They would be barred from receiving further for the Navy lo witchhunt its top women feet w ith their pack of Mario Thomases as thc sundard for privately financed an, and en­ Some 31 local Iowa police and federal of­ expressed by Native American wt)men abt)ul penditure committee in San Francisco, an­ orienution tnics for at least three years. ficers raided the Midwest Men's Festival on professionals. "That Ciirl." tails considerations that go beyond anistic Kennedy hailed the committee's rejection the widespread sale of crafts by white women nounced on Sept. 14 the launching of its cam­ pnuected against discriminatiim. excellence. Aug. 26, claiming to be looking for a child por­ containing feathers and symbols of traditional The memo states *'. . .overt or covert In addition to the spt>rts, the Games featured of harsher anti-obscenity curbs on the a cultural festival (with concerts, films, craft paign to preserve the National Endowment For In spite ofthe defeat, activists said that the John E. Fn>hnmaycr, chairman ofthe NEA, nography ring, and arrested two men, one on Indian spirituality. Indian wt>men circulated homosexual activit>' impacts in a ver>' negative endowment. fair etc.), non-stop parties and a Gay Pride The Arts (NF.A) and frce it from censorship, vote marks progress for gay and lesbian rights refused to comment on the report, but has a marijuana charge and one on a second- a statement written by Andrea Smith which way on morale. . .There is a perception by -Robert M. Andrews, Associated Press. Parade which proved to be the largest in Van­ while simultaneously targeting thc NEA's arch in Florida. "It thrills us that 71.sexuality is somewhat couver's history. After the parade 750.0manticizcd views of tolerated, while male homosexuality is dealt onUM>kers enjoyed an intemationai fireworks November's election. <:ounty" said Btad Buchman of United the seventh annual Ans for Greater Rochester ed FBI agents and at least one helicopter Ac­ Indians, and despite the pnnestations from the with swiftly and sternly. . . Experience has Citizens for Human Rights, * * 1 don't think that's cording to men who were prcsent. officers Indian community, ccmtinue to buy what the>' competition. During the week numerous fun­ FACT has initiated a massive advertising Awards Luncheon on Oct. 18.) Navy clears shown that the stereotypical female homosex­ campaign using a combination of television, a major defeat." wearing rubber gloves confiscated festival .sec as Indian spirituality Tlic result ofthis Ne\\- ual. . is more aggressive than her male draisers and parties were held for PWAs and The commission suggested measures which their friends. print ad\ ertisetnents. direct tnail and outdoor Although the pro-amendment campaign would weaken the role of thc NEA's arant- rcgistration lists and questioned various men Age cra/e is nothing less than cultural and counterpart, intimidating those women who seemed to be going well, mid-August saw a Christine HUinski about the presence of children at thc Elkhom spiritual genocide for thc Indian people. Our The city of Vancouver for the most pan advertising to urge Americans to express to making peer panels, and place more authori- might tum her in. . . ." their C in the hands of the chairman and thc Na­ restored the good-service record of Christine The memo goes on to say that *'the Thegn)up has contracted with U.S. Sprint for stereotypical female homosexuar' is "hard­ parti) because thc event brought an estimated VC'hitc women refused to accept thc women S15-20 millitm to thc city. Many gays and les­ a "900 " number which, when dialed by con­ oi color's triticismii. "I'm not tht oppressor,'* working, caceer-oriented. willing ti) put in cerned citizens, will enable them to send a U)ii^ hours on thc ii>h, anti ann>n^ tht* Com­ hians wert^ Harassed iin ther strCtrts, but ri^ht- said >Xanda lltndcrNt>n. "Vthy must I alwavN wing fundamentalist pnitcsts proved to be lelex directly to tVicir representatives in Con­ b<- the target? 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October, 1990 THE EMPTY CLOSET 7 ^. INTERVIEW be most eifective, and what kind of events I encourage people to take risks in all levels of The Final Closet: The Gay Parents' Guide tbr would yt)u plan if you were oiganizing their lives, and maybe they'll be surprised at Coming Out to Their Children. Rip Corley, something like this? the results. And maybe not. . . (laughs). But it's Editech Press, $8.95. Lori Matocha worth thc risk. For mc, breaking my own Before meeting my gay friends, I had that of the most significam milestones of my life. LM: I think it's gn»u. It would be nice to have This book is well-organized, addressing in all-too-familiar feeling that I was alone in the Now, abnust two years after graduatiiig ftom a s|>eakout t>r rally or something to unite all silence about sexual abuse and being a lesbian tum such issues as attitudes, legal concems, From New Mexico Coming out to has made mc happier and freer, and 1 recom- world in the way I felt about myself What a thc V. of R., my coming out and coming to on coming out the different groups who will be going to thc adult children, and AIDS. Has a good section surprise and feeling of relief when you Hnd terms has reached new heights. I have a very various events. nieiid that everyone start telling thc truth sd>out on resources. their lives. to the U. ofR.: ochers like you who arc experiencing the same close straight friend who accepts and loves me a psychiatrist By Susan Jordaa I like to suppon everythit^ gays aiKl lesbians Revelations: a Collection of Gay Male Com­ things. The only probtem at this point is that for who I am. Many other straight friends Ftict and activist Lori Matocha. co-owner of are doing. Even if sotne things aren't perfea, For people who arc isolated, I can hardly im- ing Out Sttyries. Ed. Wayne Curtis, Alyson, living in nonhwestcm New Mexico, that*$a7/ know about me and have no problems. My co­ Wild Seeds Bookstore and Cafe, stopped by the at least it shows we're working on it. VH? want :^ne how difficult it might be for them. I $7.95 a continuing joumey you have. lik> be one of a gay community of workers and members of my board of direc­ and to Uncle Sam Empty C/oser office to talk about coming out. to do something at Wild Scetb. That Friday wc know how hard it was for me, starting to talk Itstimonies: a Collection of Lesbian Com­ By Ken Maidonado eight, in the middle of the desert in a town of tois are also in the same boat. It just doesn't about sexual abuse. In certain situations you LM: I never had to come out thc way some do have Monica Grant, who is a lesbian ing Out Stories. Ed. Sarah Holmes, Alyson, For mc coming out was very gradual. I, tike less lhan 19,000 people, is very frigtitening. matter much any more. I have rK> problems By Eric Bellman people might; because my family had fallen feminist. do have to weigh your safety But they might $7.95. many tnher members of thc gay and lesbian After graduating from high school I moved to with my sexual orientation, nor with anyone be surprised if they came out to friends, at their I took a year off between my Junior and apart and I never had to come out to them — SJ: Obviously you support outing in some Diverse collections of first-person accounts community, was aware of my sexuality at an Kochester to attend thc University of knowing of my sexual preference. It is a part responses. Give people some credit. senior college years. In fact officials had en­ it wasn't an issue. My family epitomized thc sense, since Wild Seeds co-sponsored of coming out. Great if you like to compare early age. I cant remember exactly when it was RtKhester. and fve been here since. of me that 1 can not and will not ignore, be forced a separation, etKouraging mc to resolve word • 'dysfunctional;' For that reason it tends Michaelangelo Signorile's visit here in June. SJ: Until wc come out in large numbers and your own experience to other peoples'. that I realized that I was indeed "different" as Rochester was a welcome and refreshing cured of, or hate. anti-social behaviors: I had been caught steal­ to be hard for me to really understand why What form do you think outing will take in get visibility, we won't be able to end oppres­ The Original Comity Out Stories. Ed. Julia far as my sexuality was concerned. It was just change that brought many new exf>eriences ing. It was hoped a year's worth of intensified sion. Yet until we end oppression and the I know coming out is not all that easy. It people have a hard time coming out to their thc future, and do you think it will play a itjic Penelope and Susan J. Wolfe, Crossing Press, the way it always was and would be. However, and a new awarcness of myself 1 could finally wasn't for mc. It doesn't matter how ideal the therapy might enable mc to resume progress families and fear refection by them. in changing things? threat of violence, people wil! continue to be $10.95. by thc time I entered middle school and puber­ identify with an entirc c*ommunity and not lust toward my career. too scared to come out. How do wc resolve situation or how many opportunites you My first lesbian relationship was in hig^ LM: It's really one of the few issues I don't This revised and enlarged editton is a ty set in, I became more awarc of that *'dif­ a handful of gay frictuls. A complete social net­ receive, it is still difficult when you grow up Shamed and unwelcome at home, I elected school, but I didn't realize I was a lesbian; I have decided, emphatic opinions about. Thc a bind like that? Yet we absolutely have to at wonderfiil collection of stories and poems ference'* and actuaUy knew what it was call­ work was finally in existence that was made some point. in a society that will not educate its members to remain in Buffolo, and found two part-time lust didn't know what was going on at that more I read thc more concerned I am about about the coming-out experience and its ed. Having to deal with all thc turmoil that the up of tndividuais like mc. I was amazed that about homosexuality. No matter how much jobs: in the afternoons I was a library clerk, LM: It could be that so much of thc move­ point. When 1 got to college and met women it being a viable tool. Signorile's lype of outing significance, during four decades of lesbian liv­ onset of puberty and tbe beginning of oiganizations existed with missions of help­ support I had, therc was always somebody a short order cook at tu^t. Without the shelter ment's energy is taken up fighting AIDS and at thc women's center saying they were I fmd kind of enjoyable, and I know that a lot ing and loving. Readers will rect>gnize many adolescence bring to one's life was one thltig. ing thc gay and lesbian community in areas of who would still hate, still bash, and continue of a student exemption, however, I was violence against us, that coming out might lesbians—that was it. I knew that was for me. of lesbians and gays like knowing about of their favorite musicians and writers, such But to have to come to terms with a difference legal services, civil rights, advocacy, etc It was to spread thc fear and hatred about something notified within six months ofmy Seleaive Ser­ have to be a secondary priority. But ifs always I can't even describe it. It was like a great famous gays and lesbians — like, "Oh, I didn't as Alix Dobkin, Minnie Bruce Pratt, and Judith in sexual preference on top of everything else also surprising to leam of organizations that that they didn't understand. vice induction and took the obvious recourse there. Peopte who are out keep saying to the weight being lifted. Ever since then I've been know John Ihtvolta was gay!" McDaniel. could seted, you have to come out and join me Diflerent Daughters: a B€X>k by Mothers of I survived those turbulent two years of mid­ AIDS epidemic that 1 had heard so little about. who would, after my interview, provide me in doing thc dangerous work. But it's never end. I will constantly be coming out to I do read all those coming out stories. It's feminist. I feel thc secrets of patriarchy arc Lesbians. Louise Rafkin, Cleis Press, $8.95. dle .school, and by my sophomore year of high The first four years here in Rochester were with a document cenify'ing my undesirabili­ something that might take an evolution of con­ various members ofthis community. Whether a situational thing. I can't imagine that peo­ respcmsible for most ofour opprcssion. All of This is a very well-put-together colleaion. schl I had seven friends who had come out spent coming out of the shell that had been ty for govemment service. sciousness, rather than a revolution. it\s to my co-workers, my friends, the person ple dont know I'm a lesbian, and when they thc abuse that women sustain, and have sus­ and very affirming. Mothers eloquently speak to me. In return, their honesty and trust in me built around me by living in an excluded gay who runs the comer market, thc dry-cleaner, I told the doctor lwas queer He asked many assume Tm hctcr^iscxual it just kills mc. I was tained throughout history, that's denied, hush­ of their struggles to accept and share their led to my coming out to them. I u Still My Mother? Beck, $7.95. be stifled n> allow me and other members of I resealcd the envelope and a few days later It's a decision you have to weigh. It's their sexuality and I think it would be nice if This is an antholt^y of first-person nar­ A first-person account of a suburt>an mom's LISTtN TO HOT MESSAGES & this community to live in peace. I feci that each reported for my physical. Despite my interest dangen>LLs to come out. But I've always figuted we could be I'm not personally going to out ratives, weighted towards white, middle-class joumey from denial to acceptance of her gay * coming out'' brings more visibility to the gay in men's bodies that day was a nightmare; they're going to bash me if I'm quiet and anybody as a tactic, but from what I hear and lesbians, most of them coming out of son. Vtry affirming. LEAVE YOUR ANSWER IN and lesbian community. And that with visibili­ ever>'one seemed homely and nervous. Wc they re going to bash mc if I'm loud, so I might read, a k>t of younger, more revolutionary peo­ hetcrosexuai relationships. A bit narrow in Now That You Km>w: What Every Parent ty wc will aid in decreasing the ignorance, thc stood in our jocke>' shorts in lines on worn as well stand up for myself My oppression as ple in the miwcment may decide it's focus, but from the heart. Should KntAv Abtjut Homtisexuality Fairchild MEET OTHER MEN THAT COMPLETE PRIVACY fear, and the hatred. linoleum floors in large drab green rooms for a woman has helped me tt> recognise that. I've worthwhile. Parents Matter Ann Mullcr, Naiad Press, & Hayward, $8.95. WANT WHAT YOU WANT! I believe that wc can do something positive various tests and exams. All the while I clut­ had incidents of harassment and violence, but SJ: What would you say to someone who S9.95. Addresses many of the myths, misconcep­ ON OUR NEW in this world by coming out of our closets. 1 ched my envelope. Shortly before niKin it was that just makes mc want to fight more rather is completely closeted and feels unable to Helpful guide for lesbian daughters, gay sons tions aiMl stereotypes surrounding lesbian and 24 HOUR ACnONI encourage exery member of this community taken from mc. At noon the group was divid­ than hide. ci>me out to anyone? and their families. Very supponive, and helps gay life It provides some praaic^ ways parents ELECTRONIC NIAIL BOX to do so, but I also support your right to do ed up and the unwanted werc pulled aside, left SJ: Oo you think thc Coming Out Week is LM: I think everyone has to struggle to bet­ bridge the gap between us and our families of can deal with their own lack of undemanding it at your own pace. I just hope that you do to sit in silence and then told to leave. I was a gcMHl idea? What events do you think will ter themselves, wherever they're starting from. binh. A good choice for Mom and Dad. 1*90(h988»8500 1-900-234-2345 eventually make that choice. Trust mc when free. I say it feels great! JutSli (S2 tor !^t nmuie) A The LIBERTY Is Closing!

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The Triple Goddess as Virgin tains (pebbles fallen from her apron), Ukes and may also be ancient, in the sense that decay islands. She is found in England and Wales as By Susan Jortlan originally a moon gtxldess. The numerous and corruption give birth to new life, as gteen the Giantess Black Annis/Cat Aruia; the witch- shoots grow out of mold and as the fires of the The woiship (^ the European Gteat Goddess "Virgin Islands" of the world refer to such hags of the Fens; thc Nine Hagges of Caer probably goes back to thc Paleolithic era. when legends. In the Middle East, -many Virgin Crone Brimo gave re-birth to the Virgin toy w, led by Gorddhu daughter of Gorwenn, Piersephone in the ELeusinian Mysteries. images of cosmic fetnale personages werc love/birth-dieties such as Astarte, Aphrodite, "the Hag from the Ends of Hell;" Miltons carved oti cave walls, out of stone, or on bone and Isis were connected with the ocean and "Blew, meager hag;" Chaucer's "loathly hag" It is interesting that Old North French or antler ancfacts. The primeval Goddess of with waters of life. The Virgin Mary, a form of from The Wife Of Bath's Title, and so on. carogne means * 'a cantankerous or this pre-agricultural time, judging from thc ar­ the ancient Hebrew birth goddess Eleanor Hull writes, "These ancient mischevious old woman," ie. one who defies chaeological record and from beliefs of Euro­ Mariam/Asherah, wears a bltie cloak aiKl is hail­ hags belong to a very old stratum of belief patriarchal rules. Some other more or less pean shatnanistic societies of historical times, ed as "sur of the sea." and seem to be indigenous." related words are "crane," the bird sacred to seems to have been perceived as creator of the Rhea. Aife aiul Kali; "croneclc," an obsolete The Vligin is also the lady of light, whether A Welsh Ule describes St. Samson of Dols The Mermaid/Star Vifgln world, mistress of beasts and spirits, and ruler ofthe moon, sun or stars. Grainne is the Irish form of "chronicle;" "crony;" crvo, Gaelic encounter with a hagge dressed in red and car­ "sheepcote" (the ewe again); "croon,'* to sing of the elements. sun goddess and lUran the Etruscan goddess rying a trident, whom he meets in a wood. Thc Alexander Marshak, in TTie Ro(Hs of Civiliza­ of the sun. Aranrhod of U^es, a birth goddess or chant; "crt>od," to make the murmuring hagge explains that she and her eight sisters sound of a dove; 'cranberries" which were tion, describes Stone Age bones which are connected with islands, is the "Silver Wheel" live with their Mother in the forests to which carved with calcndrical records of the cycles of surs, especially the Corona Borealis, her otK'e "cronebcrries;** **ciook," meaning hook, they are bound. Hull's version of the story barb or trident, or staff used for herding sheep; t>f thc moon; they may have been used to Spiral Castle where, as Robert Graves writes, makes the hagge say that she and her sisters calculate women's menstrual cycles. The cyclic the spirits of hen>es go at death to be reborn. are "morally perverse sorceresses,'' which no "crow;" "corona/cranium/crown." Triple Goddess ofthe moon is probably a very The Golden Bough records widespread The Tlee of Life or Cosmic Axis is often con­ doubt means lesbian witches. TTicy "stoutly dtsuffs and wheels; act as midwives and pro­ ancient ftgurc. As new moon she is thc nected with virgin goddesses, such as Erigonc refuse Xo come to any accomodation with the winter/death expulsion rites, "Battles of Winter The rowan or mountain ash, tree of light and and Summer," in which the Virgin defeats the phets; sweep away the sins of humanity with the quickening of life in the Dmidic tree calen­ MaidcnA^iigin: as full moon thc maturc and Persephone of Greece. Sacred virgin-trees saint," and the hagge slays his young niale their bnH>ms. woman or Midsummer Hagge, and as waning include birch, rowan, asoka (an Indian tree companion. Crone and is symbolically reconciled/reunited dar (described in Graves* The White Gtxldess) crescent the Cronc/Winter Ilaggc. which becomes fertile when it is touched by with her. The message is the essential harmony The Crone represents transformation, . is also called quickbeam, cwicbeam, witchen, Hagges served as guardians of the changes and exchanges; she is the severe face As centuries and millennia went on. and a Virgin), almond, apple, ivy, pomegranate, and interdependence of Virgin and Crone, witch-wand or "the witch." It is connected The Cronc/Winter Hsigge, bottling her mstgical distaff smd stsmtUng on a sacred wilderness and young animals, protecting summer and winter, life and death. In a typical of winter and fate, but also the eternal source humans developed agriculture, the Cioddcss's vine, cherry, palm (thc southern birch tree), them from greedy hunters and leading them with the Celtic firc feast of Imboic or contn>l of wild plant life and wild beasts was stone. rite held in an English village, the Seelie Court of life's rebirth on the planet. Her trees are Candlemas, Feb. I, one ofthe four great firc and silver fir (the northern birch tree). Roses, to forage in deep snow. Celtic myth makes it elder, willow, blackthorn, ash, reed and yew; extended to domesticated crops and animals. lilies and spring flowers belong to the Virgin. ofthe Virgin, playing flutes and violins, meets feasts, the others being Halloween (Oct. 31), "Hagging" is "thc meeting of hags or wit­ clear that they also served tjhe community as the LInseelie Court ofthe Crone, playing tongs her beasts (in addition to the Winter Hagge's She continued to be seen as ruler of the Thc Viigin's beasts include unicorn, dragon, as "enclosed field." "pasture." "hedge," foster mothers and teachers i>f children, train­ Beluin (April 30) and Lammas (Aug. I). ches." The OED gives as examples, "The wit­ and cleavers. ("Seelie" is an ancient word beasts) are the ewe, goose, hen, crow and The word "witch" is also linked with clcmenul forces: wind, waters of heaven and dolphin, seal, otter, cat, swan, dove and all "thicket of underwood," "wooded enclosure, ing them in martial and magical arts. The hag­ crane. She is "Mother Goose" and is visible in earth, fire, and all aspects of the planet itself, watcrbirds. She represents emotions, creativi­ coppice or copse.* * Old Norse hagg 2nd English ches . . . their hagging, their riding in the aire," meaning "holy, blessed," which was turned "wilUjw" and "wicker." And the OED defines and "He would spie unto what place his wife ges t>f Caer Loy w raised the hero Pcrcdur, and by the patriarchs into "silly"). The two courts rhymes like "There was an old woman who as well as m Cuchulainn, to name on­ ed; then the two sides sit down to a feast. moon/hut where she was going no morul and attributes. The Virgin is the youthful lady the negative connoution put on thc word of Berkshire defines'' hag'' as " remaitK of an­ Hags in Celtic folklore are ly two of numerous examples. could tell/for under her arm she carried a alder or witch-hazel. The wind, moving in the In the Slavonic area of Ungarisch Bnxl, of the sea, thc waxing moon, thc sun and the "hag" by men) is the mature woman, thc full cient oak forests. . which have grown into a "old. . .wise. . .possessed of supernatural The Cailleach Bheur of Ireland may be the bnHjm. pliant branches of sacred trees, inspired poets Moravia, girls dressed in green traditionally stars. She can either be the Mer-Maiden ofthe mtMin in the lunar triad. She is either thc kind of copse, or what is termed in Scotland powers." The Great Hagge, called in Ireland most well'prcscrvcd of the ancient hagge- and sybils to prophetic utterance danced around a May tree, and a greenclad girl "Old woman, old woman, old woman, said sea or the Virgin in the Underworld, who bears Amazon/Valkyrie, thc woman warrior who is hag W^HKIS." A Yorkshire glossary has "Hags, and Scotland thc Cailleach Bheur, was the an­ figures. She was connected with the forest, Thus, "witch" could conceivably mean drove away one dressed in white, symbolizing I/Whither, oh whither, oh whither so high?/To the sun-child at winter solstice. The Virgin connected with horses, or the Winter Hagge hanging woods or woods in general." cient British Artemis, goddess of the wild beasts, crops and megalithic stones. "Changer" or "Life-bringer" — fitting titles winter The crone-impersonator returned sw€?ep thc cobwebs fnim the sky/But I'll be then emerges from the underworld on May who lives with her sisters deep in the forest A glossary for Whitby, Yorkshire, describes wildemess, of whom Katherine Briggs writes, Katherine Briggs says "A whole book rather for the priestesses ofa religion which stress­ dressed in green, and all the girls danced with you by and by!" Fve (Beluin in Celtic terms) and brings the to which they arc bound; this aspect may also something as * 'built on the face of the hag (old "the variety of aspects in which she is than a chapter might be written about the ed the intenronnection of humanity and tt)gether In Lusatia, Poland, (near the shrine And "There was an old woman lived under spring and renewed life back to the upper be called the Crone. local stat«:ment)." "Hag" here means thecliffe. presented is itKlicative of an ancient origin and Cailleach Bheur and the crowd of variants nature, and the innate sacredness of life cycles ofthe Black Virgin of Czechstokowa) "women a hill/And if she's not gone she lives there still T' world. "Hag" (KX'Ufs first in English literature in Scots dialect hag and Old Norse Tiogg denote widespread cult." and '*giant-like which sum>uhd her," and Eleanor Hull writes and of all living thinK!»- alone are corKcmed in carrying out death. and The Hagge and Crtme are often identified c:eltic scholar Jean Markale traces the Latin 1225 as hegge. According to the Oxford ' 'gap or ravine in a mounuin,* * and * *chasm in Hags. . . seem to have been the last shadows "Her age is years and centuries and her Sources suffer no male to meddle with it." They made with the figure ofthe Witch. An investigation yitgf> to Celtic/Indo-European terms for "great, English Dictionary, it is derived from Old a crack or a cliff," such as myths say were of a primitive nature goddess, the Cailleach children are tribes and families." Adler. Margot. Drawing Down the Moan. powerful," and to Greek words for "energy, created by the foot or hand of a Hag or Bheur, Black Annis, or Gentle Annie." a white-robed effigy holding a scythe and of the etymology of that word is also ver>' in- New York; Viking Press, 1979. English haegtesse, haehtissa, etc., meaning, The Hagge embodies the cycles of birth. structive. It comes from Old English wicce, action." Feminist etymologists Susan J. Wolfe "Fury, witch, hag." The "ulterior etymology Giantess, or by the hoof of a mare. The Hagge can be the Midsummer Lady of bn)om. and carried it in a singing procession Briggs. Katherine. Encyclof>edia of Fairies. gn>w(h. death and rebirth; seasons and to the forest, where they tore the puppet to wycce. wychye. and is also a verb, meaning "to and Julia Penelope connect maiden (Old is unknown," which means that it could be Thc OED also says that "hag" had thc con­ love and battle, who rides her swift marc or elements. She represents the natural order of witch" or "to bewitch." These words in tum Ne\v York: Banum Books. 1977. English maegdan) with "magic," "mage," derived fnim a pre-Indo-European root. It can notation of "moss ground that has formerly is drawn in a chariot by elks; she' 'sets up her pieces and cul down a tree which they dress­ Daly. Mary. Pure Lust: Elemental Feminist harmony and equilibrium with nature, in ed in the white robe. This they carried back derive from Middle German wicken, wikken. "mighty/powerful," "to fight," and Old Per­ be traced back to Old Teutonic hagatusfon, been broken up. . . marsh or bog. . . heathery chair in the hills in thc season of which she pn>vides sustenance, protection, which thcOED says is "of obscure origin.*' Like Philosophy. Boston: Beacon Press. 1983. sian/la^/na-zan, "Amazon." "Spirit, demon or infernal being in female spMM of firm ground in a bog. . .overhanging heatherfoloom" (Midsummer) and presides to the village rejoicing. Evans. Arthur Witchcraft and the Gay con.summati excuses for terrorism of wnic patriarchs, Indo-Europeans who for a bog. the harvest rites of Lammas (Aug. I) American Librar>-. 1966. eagk'. magpie and raven. She is at thc heart of especially crimes, by bands of n>vinjt males. lntl*>-Eu«>pcan nxjt, wie. weik. withmeanin]^ where they Uved in sistcrhtKKls of seven or associated women and Nature with everything "Hag" is also a verb, meaning "to witch," At Halloween, however, she transft)rms in­ everything, and only when she retums to her Craves, H**>cTt The Vt'hite Ciocldess. Neww The essential unity of Virgin and Crone was such as "to l>end, tum. twist, change, weave, York: Farrar. Straus & Giroux. 1966. nine. The records of the Roman general Pom- that is "evil," "repulsive" and "dangerous." or "to torment, trouble or terrify" (thc to the Winter Haggc/Cronc, and goes about central position can harmony be restored to forgotten, and when people danced around bind together" This, as Margot Adler writes, Hull. Eleanor Folklore in the British Isles. ponius Mela refer to an island at thc mouth of Hagge has related meanings, such as "a kind enemies of the Goddess). Thc word "hag­ smiting the earth with her distaff to blight humanity and thc earth. the blazing bonfires they shouted no longer thc Loire river where nine priestesses lived, gard," in Ireland and the the Isle of Man, gn)wth and call down the snows. During che would make thc witch one * skilled in the craft New York: Folcroft, 1974. of light .said to appear at night on horses' manes Tlic (nme is also the Winter Hagge. She is praises to the Goddess, but "Bum the wit­ of shaping, bending and changing reality." and where no man might set foot. They serv­ and human hair;" "a white mist accompany­ originally had the meaning of "a wild female winter she roams the forest, protecting thc the Spinster-Fate of the Waning Moon, the ches f" .Markale, Jean. Women of the Celts. New ed their community by prophesy, herbal heal­ hawk caught in her adult plumage;" the say­ wild beasts; it is said that the deer are her cat­ There may also be a connection with wick. >brk: Ciordon & Cremonesi, I9"'6. ing frost;" and "H:^ge, a flame of fire that Foasi and the Underworld. As Mary Daly has The Crone is the lady of wisdom and wic meaning "alive," as in "the quick and the ing, weather and water magic, and navigational shyneth by nighl." Clearly thc reference is to ing went "Live a haggard still therefore/And tle. ( )n May Eve she relinquishes her power to said, the Cnme is the Survivor. She comes in­ Marshak. Alexander Tbe RIHHS of Civiliza­ advice. Celtic mythology, wliich is generally for no luring care.* * Haggard came to mean * *a the returning Virgin and throws down her staff ultimate magical pt>wer She draws down the dead." In Lincolnshire. England, a tbiklorist tion. Ne%\ York: McGraw Hill, 19^1. the Amazon Hagge, thc Winter Hagge and their to power at Halloween and rules until the mn and unites with the lunar diety; with her interviewed an old forester who said that ir is felt to incorporate beliefs and practices t)f an­ ritualistic mix>nlight rides. The 12th-century wild and intracuble woman. . . not to be cap­ under a holly tree or gorse bush, transform­ return of thc Virgin from the Underworld in Neumann. Erich. The Great Mother cient prc-Indo-European cultures, is full of tured. . who rejects men. . .wild, strange, ing into a sunding stone or into the Virgin cnmies .she turns willow snags into giant neccs.sary to "ask the Old (ial's leave" before Princeton >i}: Princeton L'. Press, I9''2. writer John of Salisbury mentions "a ceruin spring snakes and races about on them in the waters cutting an elder tree (tree ofthe Crone) while references to thc Islands of Women, called woman who shines hy night, or forward. . .unsociable. . .incompatible." It herself. Old Dutch cmne means "old ewe," and thc WoUe, Susan J and Julia Penelope. Blessed or Fortunate Isles. Ceruin islands off was said ofa falcon "who preyed for hcrselfe ofthe Fen country. Cn>nes are found in covens it was still "wick ' or alive. The correct for­ "Linguistic problems with patriarchal HenKlias. . . (who) summons gatherings and Thc Hagge's shrines are caves and gnivcs, OED connects this with words meaning' car­ of l^, nine, seven, three, or as soliUries; they mula was to say "(iive mc some of thy wood Ihe western coast ofthe British Isles, especially assemblies. . ."The 11th-century "Corrector" long before she was taken." Owls too were call­ especially those close to healing springs. Her rion' and carcass" — on thc face of it. in­ reconstruction of Indo-European culture: a lit­ guard the innocent and the waters of life; hea! and I will give thee some of mine, when I grow tle more than kin, a little less than kind." thc Scilly Isles off Cornwall, conuin a high of Burchard describes women who ride by ed haggaitis, which has thc connotation "wild- worship was stn>ng in Ireland and Scotland, sults heaped on old women by men. But the percenuge of megalithic tombs. c>'ed." Obviously "haggard" was a mcuphor the sick; raise the dead; destn>y evil and bar­ into a tree." Dead trees and logs which were Women's Studies International Quarterly, night with Diana, thc Roman name for where she was revered as the builder of moun- connection of death and decay with the crone renness; spin past, present and future on their not "wick"didnot require permission to cut. Throughout the Dark Ages which follow­ Artemis, tireek goddess of moon and forest; for lesbians. 1980 ed thc defeat of goddess-centered paganism, Diana's daughter Aradia is "Henxlias;" both legends persisted in associating virgins with are forms of thc White Goddess. islands, as in the myth of St. Ursula and her But the basic connection of "hag" is with 1 lOO sea-faring virgins who were said to have thc earth and forest, as in Old Norse hagi, SPECIALIZING IN ..^Blghf woman For The Jo^^ JOHN MITCHELL, Ph. sailed the seas for centuries before being kill­ Swedish and Middle High German hage. Old REPAIRS ed by Huns at Cologne. Ursel or Orsel was English haga and so on, with such meaninRS INNOVATIVE PHOTOGRAPHY P.V. ADDITIONS Licensed clinical psychologist REMODELS Sensitive, confidential treatments CA^PEnc^v tailored to the individual House calls available PAT VIGLIETTA 482 - 5694 J Days: 475-2261 Evenings: 328-5161

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16 THE EMPTY CLOSET October, 1990 Columnists m votes? I don't, but I sure want to meet you*" Groviring up: Heanwarming, yes» but why, I wondered? And why, too, I wondered as I read my mail did (I've lost) that loving feeling these insistently cheerful, balanced and active loves getting mail. I mail her clippings from men elect to answer ads? They seemed so com­ By Erie Bellman the Nztionai Enquirer or the Star, especially plete in their hobbies and outlooks. They were i once concluded a City Newspaper per­ ghastly un-rctouched color close-ups of Lucille optimistic, healthy, independent, caring and sonal ad with "I don't carc ifyou arc short or Ball just before the end when Lucy was sealed discreet to the man, and that was paragraph tall, blue collar or a hairdrcssen but you must in pancake, lipstick and mascara—for all we one. Whatever did they need? I observed, be a l>enKKntt;* because I believed I could face could tell already dead (the Ettquiter does quite among other things, that there seemed to be anything across the pillow in the moming ex­ a job on Liz. too. but it's Lucy Jane loves). a contingent who polish an up-beat sales pitch, cept a Republican. I needed then to believe that Jane shudders when I suggest listing political and while they pay pop lingo lip service to in forging a rclationship values should weigh affiliations or dietary peculiarities in my ad. needs and goals, they seem to have developed more than sex. My jaunty tone notwithstan­ and snaps, "tt doesn't matier if they like Rita an armadillo hide of denial; one can find no ding, I was desperate when I wnne that ad, Hayworth, have been to Paris or eat worms! point of contact, no anxiety or longing in their willing to consider ;in>' package if the contents What matters is whether they read and lick letters. One realizes one is playing a game and BUi Medleyf thctadlRigfttcous Brother. would pn)ve worthy. I was convinced identi­ stamps!" Jane is right; a generic ad gets thc ac­ its rules arc being revealed in the process. fying needs, holding fast to liberal ideals, was tion. Everyone understands "GWM seeks One is wise to employ a sorting/rating This raises a potent topic: men lie. One must critical and I was unwilling to shelve those same." She received a letter written on half a sysiem. Jane does Yes-No-May be. 1 prcfer be prepared for married men who. at noon, values as 1 sought companionship. napkin in green crayon once and didn't seem 1-High to S-Low with pluses and minuses, lit­ in smart suits, calmly explain the sadness of Initially a hetero phenomenon (and an upset. She filed it under maytye-minus. tle check marks and smiley faces. N^pus points a no longer fiillfilling domestic situation. One's unsettling one—the first ads in Screw However when I have rcad thrce responses in for trying and demerits for i's dotted with gratitude for answered prayeis turns sour; one magazine were shocking) personal ads werc a niw indicating the potential suitor "likes circles. My penchant for the odd undermines leams new rules, draws lines. In the process sanitized by the time they appearcd in smaller quiet times together, walks on the beach and my system: I'm a sucker for a hand-printed I grow to understand what is reasonable in this cities. Thc idea tk hold; by then the trend listening to Hall and Oats. . ." I growl and re­ letter—misspelled words, upper and lower life and what is not. had been adopted by gays. 1 liked that on invent confetti. cases mixed, carefully adhering to a notepad's Pressed by Jane, who senses my growing am­ se\*eral counts. There is a societal near- Jane has backlash fits of bizarre creativity blue lines. Responses will include a phone bivalence. I answer her that what I testily want validation to simply being in print. There it is: and once placed an ad. with my encourage­ number or an address, occasionally a post of­ (other than Bill Medley, the ra// Ri^teous black and white, sanctioned in ways that con­ ment, in another now defiinci city weekly that fice box number POB's are daunting; one Brother) is a friend who will drive (which I trast, one hopes, with the furtiveness of permitted racier, more explicit language: speculates the writer is shrewd and has his own hate to do) and som graffiti. "Bn>ken TV., needs knobs adjusted, antenna screening system. argue. Jane fnjwns. This modern mechanism, sensible for busy straightened." We had ti> pay a modent fee for When meeting top qualifiers ("You've been Some meetings are duds, some show only times, is practical and only temporarily each letter collected and as the toll mounted selected for one of thc following prizes. . .") promise. Basic realities remain: life cannot be unromantic. and divides into four distinct we lost enthusiasm for our prank, unsure if our well-lit. public access locations arc preferred. controlled. Some men seek a mirror image, all segmenis: writing the ad. re-ading responses, disinterest was because of cost or from reading Restaurants work. It's a nice mid-day break, they want is themselves. A few seek their an­ making contact, and the rendezvous. Each ac­ the truly eerie responses fn>m very strange too. One can talk about the service or menu tithesis, some want only to charm. And tivity requires different attitudes and talents men. and toddle onward after an hour without precious few admire independence. The uctivatingdifferent feelings: separate loops of At any rate the payoff is the mail slot clink. betraying more horror than a lousy meal troubling thing is that all parties concerned a roller coaster ride. Cietting mail is the most satisfying aspect of deserves. I was charmed by a man who sug­ have decided they want something they do not Writing is a challenge; one can be clever, the venture, a quick fix for unresolved desires. gested we meet at the polar bear cage at the have. Most ofus don't know how to go about sincere, subtly pnjvocative. You may list every Reaching for the manila envelope 1 think zoo. Kevin was darkly handsome, tattooed. adding the missing ingredient in our particular hobby, skill or attribute, or adopt instead a "Who wants to be my Valentine?" And how Alas he seemed to have two names; while he stew: the spice that will give it zing. minimalist posture, and strive to create a blank many? signed his awkward note Kevin, he regularly I don't think it's sex. I feel about sex the way invitation to which all are welcome. My politically focused ad drew more replies reterred to himself as Keith as we talked. The I feel about my closets full of clothes. Baby Jane opts for generic: "GWM seeks than Jane pniphesied: two photo copies of mix of ztM>. tattoos, and multiple personalities Sometimes I want to go to TJMax with a shop­ same." rea.s(ming that a tight-mesh net will voter registration cards and several writers induced light-headed whiplash, a giddiness ping bag full of clothes that I thought I wanted snag many tish. Besides being .smart, Jane is who ignored the issue, including one ex­ more ominous than romantic. Kevin/Keith was when I bought them and just leave them there. '.irniimcnvM Vshc SAVCS <>\d ^rcctin^ C3IT<1S> anti uberant man •wht> wrote, "Hev man, w^ho tempting and smiled a lot and said he'd phone. It has never crossed my mind to wonder it He did not. I was relieved. Bill Medlev is a DemtK'rat. $lO/ANTYOm

^©1990 REAL PEOPLE. LTD. • 95c PER MIN. • $2.00 THE 1ST MIN. • YOU MUST BE 18 OR OLDER i^ Octobet; 1990 THE EMPTY CLOSET 17 -K'^ Person of the month: Radclyffe Hall from testifying. The defendants weie fined and By Thomas Krolak of Ladye made John feel that her creativity was confident enough to write about lesbianism. She was called **Johti;* and had hair cut as bcit^ stifled. Only lan^ had touched upon the subjea. Sie the verdict was upheld on appeal. shon as a man's, wore tics, men's socks, broad John was ripe for a change by 191$ when had written a short story. Miss Ogilvy Fittds The contfoversy had caused sales of WHf to shoes, and smoking jackets. She fek like a man she met Ladye's cousin, Uiu Itoubridge. Una, Herself. It expressed her feelings of being a soar. The same was true in the U.S. where it in a woman's body. 28, was caught in a failed marriage. Their social outcast due to her sexuality and her year­ had been released that October In February, But had ^e been a man there would not rcmiance caused guilt feelings for John. She still ning to be male. Soon she be^m to work on the publisher was tried in New York, but the have been the classic novel of lesbian love, Tbe lived with Ladye and felt some affection for a new novel, named by Una TTie WsU of conviction was overturned. WHI ofLottelitiess. A courageous book for its her. In May 1916 John returned home after LtmeliBess. Its main character is modeled These battles achieved John's goal of bring­ tfanc its author was a paradox. She was the sex­ spending a night with Una. An aigumem began partly after Ogilvy. ing lesbianism beforc the public. The mail ual rebel who believed strongly in "God and with Ladye who accused John of abandoning Wanting this work to rcflect her belief that favoring her stand kept potuing in, but some Runiiy.' her. That eventng Ladye had a stroke and died lesbianism is inborn, she coaxed the sex­ lesbians thought Stephen's main affair in WtU was too much like a traditional marriage Jtjhn Her own hunUy's instability drove her to days later. John felt ic^>onsiblc for her death. ologist, Havelock Ellis, imo writing a had very mainstream views about the fsunily. find emotional anchots in the form of lovers. That year John began sjpcakktg to her ex- foreword. Building on chaiacters from But she and Una werc now intolerant of any Maiguerite Radclyfle Hall Qohn) was bora in lover through a medium. Una joined these previous novels and her friendships, she wove lesbians who appeared to be closeted. Feeling Bournemouth. England to rich parents on Aug. seances, which were frequent for at least two a plot around Stephen Gordon, a lesbian who a sharp sense of betrayal from friends who had 12.1880. Before then her father, called 'Rat," years. Soon, the couple became involved with has several love affairs. Steffen is not based not stood by them, they left London to live in had deserted his wife, Marie. TWo years later the Society for Psychic Research (SPR). They entirely on John. But like her she feels like a thc country. she divorced him. His father's will forced him wrote a paper about their experiences with the misfit, and acts like a husband to her lover to leave a trust fund for John. After he went medium which John read to the society. Viewed from our perspective the story is dated Beforc then. John was offended by a car^xxi away to live a life of idleness she rarely saw While in the SPR. Una sei^u^ated from her and pessimistic. Stephen begs God to give les­ that showed her nailed to a cross. It inspired him. But John always felt she got her husband, who knew of her love for John. Con­ bians "the right to our existence!" She is a mar­ her to write her next novel. The Master of the rcsdessness and temper from Rat. Like him she vinced that John was using the SPR to have an tyr, most other gays and lesbians in the book House (1932). It was about her concerns with would have periods of depression. evil influence over his wife, he persuaded are tragic. But Well dieered from other British martyrdom and compassion. While writing it another member to accuse John of immorali­ novels in that it did not depict lesbianism as she had mysterious pains and red marks in her Her rclationship with her mother was stor­ iust an adolescent phase. palms. The book failed, as did her next two. mier. Marie had tried to abort John. She would ty because of Ladye. The resulting slander suit Her private life also began to decline. The scream at and beat the girl, who reminded her was won by John in 1920. When it was published in July 1928, the time spent writing Master had come between of Rat. As John's sexuality became apparent. Although during the trial John's private life book was praised by most critics while they her and Una. whose health weakened. In 1934 Marie found another reason for anger. was not discussed, the meaningof "immoral" disliked its plea for lesbians. But in August the was apparent. The episode prodded her into editor of the Sunday Exptess denounced Well Una hired a nurse, Evgenia Souline. She was By thai time Marie had re-married. This 32. Russian, and ignited a hot passion in John. union would also be turbulent (marital discord being more honest about her sexuality. She as a threat to morals and demanded that it be masculinized her appearance and acquired banned. The publisher defended Xf^ll to the From then on. Evgenia exerted a hold over would be in all of John's novels). Her $tcp£uher John's emotions and money. Childlike, she neglected John and stole from her trust fund. morc lesbian friends. She took the role of Una's paper, while telling the government that he would drop it if necessary. That month he aroused John's protective instincts but knew When 21 she was rescued by her grand­ husband. The>' regarded themselves as mar­ stopped printing it after being threatened with how to manipulate her. Strangely. John had father's estate, which enabled her to move ried on the day in 1922 when John's periods an obscenity chaige. But the type molds were pleached lesbian fidelity. away. As a shy, sickly child she had written stopped. But the memory of Ladye would re­ sent to Paris wherc publication of VPU/ con­ Una was deeply hun but suyed loyal. She poems. In 1906 her first book of poetry, TWixt main so strong with John that she would tinued. From there, many copies werc smiqtgl- and John spent much time in Itsdy wherc they fiarch and Stais. was published, at herexpetise. dedicate her novels to "Our Three Selves" ed into Britain. After some were seized the became ardent supporters of Mussolini. In its verses spoke of thwarted desire, an omen (herself, Ladye and Una). publisher and London bookseller were tried 1939 John blamed Jews for the war that drove of her prose. Four other books of poems Her interest in clairvoyance was less intense in November. them back to England. But she was disturbed followed in the next nine years. after she began writing fiction. John resigned from SPR's council in 1924, when her first two Meanwhile John received tons of fan mail by reports of the Holocaust. The incentive for some of this writing was Soon she was fighting her own war against John's fiist intense love. In 1907 she met Mabel novels. The FOtge, and The Uttlit Lamp, were about Vf^ll. But a tnajor disa{^>ointment was published. They sold well, and got good the lack of support from other writers. An ex­ a series of diseases that ended in cancer. She Batten, aged 50, called "Ladye." Her endured it bnn^ely. fedii^ that suffering brings aristocratic beauty charmed John. In her poem reviews. This success continued in 1925 with ception was E. M. Forster who circulatcdapeti- A Satutxlsty Life. It and Lamp had brilliant tion for her But John was angry when she saw inner peace She died in October 1943 and was Ode to Sstppho her desire for Ladye was im­ buried in Ladye's crypt in London. plied. In The Scar John wrote of pride in her heroines who were forced into wasted lives. that his letter was a protest ^^ainst the ban and These stories, according to a biographer, said nothing about the book's greatness. He. Una was to be interred with them but rests lesbianism. Ladye dubbed her "John," pertuq^s in Florence where she died in 1963- Due to after a Hall ancestor whom the poet resembl­ Michael Bakei; reflect John's amNtion clashing Viiginia Woolf and other prominent people with her guilt about Ladye. The spiritual ele­ (25 of them writers) agreed to testify for the her persuasion, VftU was published in Britain ed. She converted to the Catholicism of Ladye in 1949 without trouble. and was influenced by her to be conservative. ment in Life is carried further in Adam *s Breed defense. (1926). A very successful novel, it ^ron l^R^o John too, v^uld have spoken in court but Quote from John: "For me to sleep with a She initially saw Ladye as a mother figure, but was advised not to. Seething in frustiation she man. . .would be an outrage against nature." Mabel was indulgent and often ill. Taking care literary awards. Now at the zenith of her career. John felt saw the judge bar all but one ofthe volunteers TIRED OF PAYING HIGH PRICES FOR PROFESSIONAL PICTURES? The first 100 customers will receive one 8x10, tvwo 5x7s and 8 y^^ iT ADVERTISING, SIGNS. wallet-size photos for the low W\ dy CUSTOM AUTO PAINT, MUMALS, PHOTOGRAPHY yV-^ AIRBRUSH, BANNERS CALL: price of $19.95! 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claiming tlic living, who arc perfealy capable Bi-Lines: in which Betty Barcode outs herself of giving their side of the story (but who will also have to deal with any consequences, long feminist tradition of this. Think of Sap­ By Cynthia Van Ness I stay involved in the sexual minorities com­ unlike the deceased.) pho, Virginia Woolf, Eleanor Roosevelt, and It sure is hard to retire such a memorable munity. Okay, so I have several men in my Kiahoffs best argument, because 1 am liv­ all thc iHher women wc claim as lesbian or pseudonym, but after hearing Michelangelo n>mamic history, and only one woman, but ing proof of it, is that we mustn't insist that bisexual henniKs. Are we claiming, outing, or Signorile speak injutie, I pn>mised my nM>m- ifi can't publicly own that same-sex relation­ everyone be as for along in thc cotnii^-out pro­ owning these wtmien? Do tfiese three tertns mate (hi, Ann) that I would publish my next ship, then I am part of the problem and not cess as wc are. IWo years ago, I started as an all mean tfie same thing? When feminists do Bi-Lines under my own name. Omsider it part ofthe solution. My relationship with her anonymous writer in the Empty Closet. Last it, is it always anti-patriarchal, and when done. may have ended, but that dte the inaugural Bi-Lines two Rochester's fiist Pride March, and today 1 write munity must end. always pn>-patriarchal? Do I sense a double yeare ag^ I was a chickenshit about signing my from my tiwn identity. Perhaps 1 should Signorile talked mostly about privilegtrs; standard? own name because the Empty Clt>set comes rcmcmfKrr this wisdom whenever I get how gay elites pose as heterosexual to pn>tect This Ic^ds me to another motivation for to the library where I work, and (horn>rN) my frustrated with my timid co-workers. their own privilege. He asked why low-paid, writing under my own name. I have co-workcris might read it. Ttnlay, my attitude bumed-out gay leaders pnrtect wealthy, thoroughly enjoyed reading all thc recent gay has evi>lved tt» the poim where I hope my co­ powerful celebrities, describing rich and gossip about various celebrities. When Ann FeeUng free: workers are reading it, becattse it's a fine paper famous closet cases as our Uncle Ti>ms. I sud­ and I go gnKcry shopping, and the tabloids and maybe they'll leam something. And I wish denly saw it as a class issue: wealth buys have a gay/Iesbtan/hisexual headline, we |ust my gay and (especially) lesbian co-workers as men! privacy. Privac7 is hardly a right, as Kirchoff love it. Sure, the National Enquirer is hardly woutd come out to mc. I know wh€> you are By Timothy Schapp reminds us when she recounts recent gay- on our side, but they're making homosexuali­ anyway, and MI do most «>f our non-gay co­ For over four years I have been privileged bashings. For example, if you ever have to app­ ty as ordinary as a Liz 'I2kyU>r wedding. It would workers. >%)ur closets have big windows. No, to work with a group of men who have taught ly for Nubsidi/ed. low-income housing, you f>e highly hypcK-ritical of me, by continuing to I'm ners on occasion So, hco" I am, going on public record as a the benefits of (exclusive clubs, AtKHher motivation was ego, pure and sim­ would look at me and say, "You've got that feminist, an artist, u writer, a vegetarian, a an easy supply of would-be lovers, lots of ple. Thomas (reller recently published a small, smile," indicating thc look I'd get witnessing registered lX'm-nnd bot>k titled : A Source men supptirting and fx:>ing thcie ft>r each other. educated Caucasian, a natural blonde, u nail- while risking nothing? Lots of Hollywood Book (Times Change Press, cl99<)). In it, he And though this gn>up is a gay men's support biter, a s(K>n-to-tum-5<) year old, a wimp at celebrities marched on Washington to support quoted fnim my first Bi-Littes, which I wrote gn>up, I came to realize tn'er thc years that heart, and a bisexual woman. I hope you are women's repniductive freedom, but name one xs Betty Barcode. I've made it into an much of what I was witnessing were issues of curiiius ahout my coming out pixxrcss, tWcause well-kn realize Tm going to use this column to talk about tion of Whpi (Goldberg) who participated writer—and it'sunder a pseudonym. Anytme that a latge part ofour jtHimey together involv­ outing in general and myself in panictilar I also in the I9H7 March on Washington for (iay & can claim my wtirdsf ed men .supporting, confnmting. disclosing, want to respond to Karen KirchofTs thoughthil Lesbian Rights, someone who said. "I'm gay, Careful readers will ntxe that in this column feeling, etc., with tithcr men. I realized even and challenging essay in la.st month's EC, "A too." When we come knocking— I have "tiwned" my relationshtp with a wt>man mt)itf that it is in the ct)ntext t)f our gender xs Feminist Opposes Outing." Karen deserves ap­ surprise—they're never, ever home. and I have "claimed" my previous writings, male that wc try and ftirmulate our identity plause and appreciation for contributing a I used these wt>rds deliberately and as a as gay. How do men feel and share their feel­ leminiKt perspective tm the issue, a perspec­ Yet I wondered about the limits of claiming; feminist, to demtinstrate that cmpowennent ings? How iio men "do" tntimacy and all its tive unheard in all the debate thus far if the rules were different for bisexuals. So, I .sttMKl up during the question and answer (to use the current jargon) can result from these facets? Why am I coming out now> Why did period and askcxi Signorile something like this: actitms. Yet Kiahoffs denial, "We will not be On thc heels of realizing mtire about the Signorile have this effect on me, when Barbara As a fairly out bisexual, can I claim an out les­ owned," rings in my ears. gender comp*;ment t)f tiur Ufe as gay men, I for­ (irier, of Naiad Press, whose coming oul bian if I've leamed that she has a man in the itself can be seen as a pnicess t)f tunately stumbled upon Bill Mtiyers' interview speech I attended at the University of closet? What if I found out that city coun­ claiming, taking back what's ours: ourbtKlies, t)f Rt)bert Biy in a PBS broadcast last January. RtKhester in April, did not? cilmember Tim Mains, who is a relatively t>ur self-tespect, our autonomy. t>ur history, Titled "A (Jalhering of Men," this interview Part of my motivation comes fn>m my powerful out gay man, had a secret affair with our values, our bonds with other womtm, and further stimulated my considerations t)f awareness ol" the heterosexual privilege ac­ a woman? (Rest assured that this is purely st) on. Feminism can even be seen xs a glt>bal- gender in gay life. Ctinsidering my own gender corded me because I am in a mtmogamous hypervisor I attend Kirchoff makes a gcMKl point when she RtKJsevelt. wht) arc no Itifjger aniund tt) ing had * 'boy adjectives" such xs "competitive, gay e\cnts regardless of whether the straight writes, "Outing insists by its practice t>n t>wn- discuss our assertions t)i'their hi )m()-or hisex- stronj*. in contn*!. tough, aggressive ' i-tc . anti media will be poiminu cameras at people, and xny, people." The t>nty pr*>b(em is. therc is a uality. At !ea.Ht pn»p<>nentN of uutinj^ are usually hoys not hein^soea?sy to talk lo. So what hap-

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pens when you put two of these "boys" in a well do we know the language ofour hearts, committed relationship? As I listened to BIy's and is it alright for us to speak that language? at Ham) East Theatnr, 155 Chestnut Street. The comments I could not help but think of my Do I feel connected with my male-self and evening will feature a DJ, dancing, desserts, AIDS directory own gender issues and how infrequently I thereafter with my male friends, mate, aiidgay coffee, and apple cider A cash bar will be available. Thc place to be seen this night will think about them. community? These and many more questions Free testing for HIV exposure is available thrive within us. Our joumey to find thc be thc Harn> East Theatre* Show your support A poet and teacher, Biy invites men to join for AIDS Rochester. Tickets are available at from New York State: call 1-800-541-AIDS him in what he calls * 'a descent into thc soul.'' answets may take many forms. 1 encourage you (1-800-541-2437). Other organizations which to find your^. I'm looking for mine. AIDS Rochester, Parkleigh, Village Green, and What are men feeling? What do men want? Ac­ Wild Seeds Book Store for S25 per person. Call provide AIDS-related services are as follows: cording to Biy, what emerges is not so much 232-3580 for more information. Tickets will AIOS Rochester, Itte., 20 University St., pro­ a clear set of answers but a flotxl of long- also be available at thc dtx>r vides education, referrals to appropriate ser­ suppressed emotion. As gay males, which of AIDS Update: "In thc Face of AIDS" is thc name of an ex­ vice agencies, client and family services, ad­ us is not familiar with the themes of long- vocacy for people facing HIV-linked suppressed emotion? hibition scheduled to open on Nov. 7 at the Uptown Gallery at Ja2a±)erry*s, 50 East Avenue. discrimination, and other services, including What do we find when we |oumey past our The exhibit will include art expressing many financial assistance and a public education tough male exteriors into our own emotional are you? facets and reaaions amidst thc AIDS crisis. speaker bureau. 232-3580 (V/TTY) or underworld? Probably we find a place where Susan Plunkett, owner, and David Kwasigroh, 232-4430 (V/TTY). we stockpile everything from wild joy to By Jeff Kost Helping People with AIDS. Itte. raises money October is "AIDS Awareness Momh." All curator, hope to bring forward some of thc furious rage to de^ sadness. And while the realities and responses necessary to confront to fimd agencies to meet the needs of the therapy profession has struggled for years to across the country, events are scheduled, agen­ AIDS/HIV-positive population. 987-1853- cies arc gearing up, and educators are grasp­ thc disease. Artists, pcrforrpers, and musicians direct men to delve into their inner worid, men interested in participating should conuct Gay Alliance of the Genesee VaUey peer can still be immobilized by the pull ofthe col­ ing this opporttmity to bring HIV education facilitators can provide referrals to physicians and its messages to millions of Americans. David at 235-6444. The exhibit is scheduled lective male opinion. through mid-December. and service agencies. Person on duty Sun­ Ely feels that men have become so isolated The messages are many HlV/AlDS is no day/Friday 6:30-9:30 p.m. Message machine longer hopeless. Know your own HIV status Jeff Kost is Ditector of Public Relations and firom each other, and from the mythology that De\'elopment for AIDS Rochester, the other times. 244-8640. guided men for centuries, that a deep feeling and the status of your partner(s). Learn risk- AIDS Coordination Pro/ect of Monroe reducing methods ifyou are engaging in risky designattxl Community Service Prt>gram for of inadequacy has become "thc primary ex­ Monroe andsexen counties. Ifyou bave infor­ County, run through Monroe County Depart­ perience ofbeing male in America today.' * And behaviors. Support agencies which are involv­ ment of Health and AIDS Insdtute of New Yotk ed in medical treatment or research, support, matitm to contribute to this report, please con­ so men Uke Biy, along with Jungian tact him at AIDS Rochester (State Depanment of Health) provides infor­ psychologist James Hillman, storyteller/ andcducatitm. lO/unreer.'And many more. . . mation, education and training, and maintains philosopher Michael Meade and others are en­ Five major cities will be participating in a a resource library. Sue Cowell, 274-6114 couraging men to fill their emotional natitmal display of the NAMES Projea AIDS (V/TTY). voids. Memorial Quilt, from Oa. 6 - 8. In Atlanta, Community Health Networkjnc. (CHN), Biy and others in thc rnen*s movement have Chicago, Houston, Los Angeles, and AIDS experts: 758 South Ave. HIV testing; medical, ex­ taken on a task that has challenged generations Washington, D.C, memorial panels will be perimental and pentamidine treatments; John of pyschotherapists, namely, getting men "in simultaneously unfolded once again in a blood heating Washbum Library; support groups; social couch" with their feelings. Men have establish­ gracious tribute to those we have lost to AIDS. work and case managcttient services. Em­ ed a notorious repuution for being reluctant The tribute is called "Common Threads: An doesn't i¥ork phasis on early intervention for all aspects of participants in therapy. Statistically, women Uncommt)n Response." Hyperthermia, thc heating of blotxl in an HIV and AIDS. 244-9O00. utilize thc benefits of psychotherapy far more "The Quilt is a symbol of the 'common attempt to kill the AIDS virus, is not effeaive, Finger Lakes Health Systems Agency pro­ than men. St) where do we go to get help for threads' that bind us in the fight against AIDS acct)rding to Dr Anthony Fauci ofthe National vides medical literature and newspaper clip­ our own emotional integration? and strengthen us against the parallel Institute t)f Allergies and Infeaious Diseases. pings as well as demographic and statistical Thc mens movement has taken a different epidemics of ignorance and hopelessness. Thc In faa, Fauci said, a panel of govemment data for use in developing health cate services. tack from therapy to help men rediscover their Quilt is also an example of the 'uncommon AIDS experts has determined that thc process 461-3520. emotional lives, by returning to what Robert respt>nsc' t>f people across America to the un­ may aaually increase the activity ofthe virus, Greater Rochester AIDS Interfaith Network Biy calls "the original therapy"— using myth, common challenges of AIDS." making thc disease worse. (GRAIN) provides lay and professional carc poetry, music and dance to awaken men frt>m A Volunteer Orientation Workshop will be Dr. Kenneth Alonso of Atlanta used the pro­ through healing and memorial services; train­ their emotional slumber. A participant at one held in conjunctitin with "AIDS 101" at AIDS cess six mt)nths ;^(o t)n a man with Kapt)si's ing of friendly visitors for visiting homes, of Biy's weekend gatherings for men once said, Rochester on Oct. 30, from six to nine p.m. sarct>ma, which he claimed was cured by hospitals, hospices and prisons; information "I had never felt myself as especially male. I Volunteer t)pportunities will be presented and hyperthermia. The proctfss was thtm used on about pastoral resources and advocacy on remember walking into my first group and discussed for all xspects ofthe agency by Lynne two others, one of whom died. The medical behalf of people affeaed by AIDS. thinking, 'everybody here knows how to do Hamiltt)n. vt)lunteer ct>ordinator HIV/AIDS investigators said that they doubted that the Monroe Community College maintains an it and I'm just faking. " educatit)n, transmissit>n, prevention and risk- man claiming tt) be cured t)f Kaposi's ever had AIDS Resource Library in thc Leroy V. Good 1 confess a personal fascination with the reduction will be uught by Georgia Lcmcr, thc skin disexse in the first place. They noted Library. 1000 E. HenrietU Rd. 424-5200. men's mtnemcnt. But even more I claim a pcr- health education ctiordinator. Call Lynne at that both survivors of the treatment are still Strong Memorial Hospital provides a com­ st)nal interest in men. And therefore I realize 232-35HO tt) register. HIV positive and have suppressed immune plae range of HIV medical carc, including ac­ that an important part t>f my own journey with A safe-sex wt>rkshop will be hosted b>' Com­ systems. cess to experimental treatment protocols, and men necessitates gender introspection. I munity Health Network's John Washburn Alonso saitl thai he v^oulU continue his HlV testing. Mso provides psychiatric support believe strongly that this is also an essential Library and S.P.I R.I T. group on Oct. 12, at research into the controversial process, and counseling, and training of health trare undertaking for thc gay male community. 1 7:30 p.m., with Tim Lunccford, assisted by pt>ssihly in Latin America or Europe- professionals. Infctnious Disease Clinic, think that it is impt>rtant for us all to undet^ Craig Nenneau. There will be a limited number David Barr of the Gay Men's Health Crisis 275-0526. Department of Psychiatry, tand t)ur feelings for men. of nu'n accepted for this workshop, it promises said that the group was critical of those, both 275-6741. AIDS Training Projea, 275 5693 If we aren't supposed to cry or show to be "electrifying, sexual, and cducatit)nal" in medicine and the media, who raise false Mending Hearts, AIDS bereavement suppon "weakness," how do wc deal with pain or Make ytjur reser\'atit)n with Sidney t)rjt)han- ht)pes ft)r people with AIDS, tfspccially when group. Mtfets Wednesdays, 7:30 p.m., at Our vulnerability? What dt>es it mean to us if our na at CHN by calling 244 9(HK). the treatments are expensive and dangen)us. Lady t)f Victory- Church, 210 Pleasant St. mate makes mt)re mone\* than we dt)' How AIDS Rt)chester will ht)st The Masquerade -Philadelphia day News 671-3777 or 248-3780. much can we trust a man — or ourselves? How Ball tt) benefit AIDS RtKhester, Inc. on Oct. 27,

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sermcm series about an Old Tcsumcnt fish I Valley, 179 Atlantic Ave. Jewish parents group story: **J(mah - The Runner" will be explor­ Lesbian Writers last met on Sept 8. Rclation­ ing thc lessons that Jonah had to leam and thc A few yeais ago, a parent of a lesbian ships were defined, described and praised, in Men's Chorus hard way he went about learning them. Thc thc written and spoken word. Whether thc daughter contacted Jewish Family Service of first part of the series was on Sept. 30, but the Rochester about thc possibility of a support focus was on a slim, sexy lady with haunting­ to perforin at second and third parts will be on Oa. 7 and ly blue eyes, a brand new mountain bike, or gnxip Ibr parents and friends of Jewish lesbian 14 at the regular worship time of 6 p.m. and gay children. In answer to that need, JFS a computer to write songs with, wc, as usual, City Hall Atrium of^nized such a group. The discussion series focusing on different werc not at a loss for words. - On the first Mtmday und how to discuss, negotiate, or "fight" been imited to participate tn the Atriimi Scries, with your partner and live to tell about it* Next iteAOunre Center, oft Oct. 24 at 7T3O p.m.. will which is presented by the City of Rochester's as tNv>fcssionals who deal with gay and lesbian fefatme a presentation by £Ilcn Yicknin, *' Les­ clients andA>r their relatives and friends. tnonth, on Nov. 7, as the holidays approach, Downtown Tmst Fund. Interim Music Direc­ "Holidays— (^heer?* orjccfs?" will focus on Man Rights as the Decade Begins; Legal Issues tor bruce d. mcclung will condua the Chorus According toune ofthe gn)up's facilitators, how to survive the holidays and maybe even Affecting Lesbians." in works fiom its permanent tepertoixe, as well JFS community outreach c's welcome and A special video presentation entitled "(iod, Upstate Law Prt)>ea, a member of the board ing Holiday Concert. confidentiality is respected." of the Gay Alliance, the National Lawyer's (iays, and (iospel—This is Our Stt)ry," will Rochester (iay Men's Chorus has enjoyed a Those interested in moa- information Guild, Thc Bar Association for Human Rights, follow the worship service on Nov. 4. The warm relationship with the City, having been should call co-facilitators Hlaine HIkins at and thc 1990 Thursday night softball champs, video movingly tells thc .story of the invited three times to perform at the annual 244-483" or Michele Ruda al Jewish Family WICS or Women In Comfortable Shoes. A Metropolitan Communtty Churches and is also Festival of Lilacs, Rochester City Council Serv;cc. 16I-OIU). question and answer period will follow the a stirritig afllrmation of gay spirituality and honoa-d R(iMC and the Toronto (iay Men's presentation. love. The video will be shown at 8 p.m. Chorus by pn>clamation last June when both Gay Writes In addition to these special events. Open There will also oe a short business meeting choruses |">erformed at the Nazareth Arts Arms has worship each Sunday at 6 p.m. and getting-acquainted session. Center. By Jeff Lehigh followed by coffee hour on thc first, second. The LRC. an organization that provides op- (iay Writes, thc Men's Writer's (in)up, mcx'ts Thc upcoming concert which will open thc and fourth Sundays. On the third Sunda> of potunities for lesbians to stKializc, leam, and City's Atrium Series is supported by public every t'trst and third Thursday at thc (iay each month a hearty potluck dinner follows compare notes, meets on the fburth or last Alliance of the (icnesce Valley. 179 Atlantic funds from thc New York State Council on thc the worship service. Also, a special social ac­ Wednesday of thc month, at the new (iay Arts. In Monroe County, the I>ecentralization Ave., at 8 p m. tivity is planned each month. Further infor­ Alliance builing, 179 Atlantic Ave. Watch the If you aa* a writer or poet who ts feeling Program is administered by Arts for (ireater mation about these and other church activities Empty cutset calendar for each months date. Rochester. Other concerts made possible with writer's bli)ck, or having in)ubk' writing that is available by calling the church office at All leshians, and especially those who are great .story that you know you have—come this grant have included performatices at Tem­ 27I-H478. or you may receive the church's new to the community, are invited to join us ple B'rith Kodesh (April 1), Festival of thc join (iay Writes. We are presently l

Roman Catholics - Episcopalians Other Gay Christians Join Us! Dignity-Integrity/Rochester is an ecumenical organization open to Come join us on everyone who wishes to worship in a pleasant, non-threatening atmosphere. Wc invite you to join us for our weekly celebration of thc Eucharist, followed by a social hour, or one of our many speciai Saturday, Nov. 17, 1990 events such as a pot luck supper, picnic, retreat, etc. A Roman Catholic mass is celebrated each Sunday of thc month, except for at the Allen Sf. Club thc fourth Sunday when mass is celebrated in the Episcopal tradition. Fmm 9 pm to 2 am PastomI and Paer Counseling is also aymili^le

Sunday Schedule Liturgy-S.OOp.m. Social Hour-6:00 p.m. St. Luke's Episcopal Church 17 S. Fitzhugh St. (between Main St. & Broad St.) Phone 328-9758 For More Information Call 458-3894 dignity-integrity ^H rociiester October, 1990 THE EMPTY CLOSET 21

The permanent lepcrtoite which the Chotus The husbands'individual groups, limited to tional Coming Out Wfcek by attending the will perform is culled from past RGMC per­ FLOS 12 men each, have included 150 men since RomancTVsky & Phillips and Leah Zicari con­ formances and is chosen by the Choras Finger Lakes Outreach Socials (FLOS) is beginning in October 1984. Each group in­ cert at Nazareth Arts Center. Ticket informa­ members themselves. The selections ran the open to all gay men, lesbians and bisexuals in cludes two trained facilitators and meets six tion is available elsewhere in this issue of the gamut from thc Renaissance motet of Hans Leo thc Finger Lakes region, roughly the area from Monday evenings. The facilitators provide in­ Empty Closet. Those interested in having a Hassler. Cantate Domino, to Cole Porter^s ter's Syracuse to Rochester and Lake Ontario, to formation and feedback to group memt>er5 gathering for the Men*s Groupprior to the con­ Do It. Included in this selection is RGMC's Binghamton, Coming and everywhere in about coping with thc complex aspects ofbe­ cen should call Lee at 442-5117. signed version of Kumbaya which was the sur­ between. ing gay or bisexual and also married to a During Coming Out Week, a safe sex prise hit ofthe lS>86Gay and Lesbian Associa­ woman, and being a father as well. workshop with a nationally-recognized sex tion of Chonis (GALA) international festival in V(^ schedule social gatherings to meet new friends and neighbors once a month. VC^ had The womens'group, under thc direction of educator is planned. For lurther information Minneapolis. Since then, other chorases in about date, time and locatton, call Lee at Nonh America have requested copies of thc a wine tasting tour in September and are plan­ Vicki)0 Campanaro-Cummings of Medical Ans ning a Halloween Ball in October and various Psychotherapy Associates, provides similar 442-5117. This should be a very worthwhile arrangement and the work has been widely event for learning to be safc while having fun. perfomicd. activities for thc holidays. For morc informa­ support services to assist wives of gay and tion, contact F.L.O.S., Box 578, Newark, NY bisexual men in dealing with personal issues Don't miss this! Rochester Gay Men's Chorus is a commimity 14513. related to their unique marital situations. Mrs. On Oct. 21, wewill haveadiscussion on co- chorus which involves not only singing Cummings can be reached for information at dcpcndcncy. Leam about this issue from a skill­ membefs but non-singing volunteers. If you 325-4090. ed facilitator. would be interested in joining the Chorus or Gay/bi married men Charles Piersol, a retired clinical social Thc Cooking Group continues to meet on would like more infonnation, please call Thc worker, can be reached at 442-3506 for discus­ the last Sunday of every month. Plan to attend Chorus Line at 251-2077. Thc Chorus is aaive­ & w^ives' groups sion of gay/bisexual married men's group our meeting on Oct. 28. ly seeking a new artistic interpreter to sign per­ Suppon groups for gay/bisexual married applications. formances for thc hearing impaired. If you men and straight wives married to gay/bisex­ Jean Schaar Gochros, Ph.D., of Honolulu, would be interested in this position, please ual men will resimie their meetings as follows: Hawaii, did some of her research in Rochester krave your name and number with The Choms the w i ves on Oct. 3, and the husbands on Oct. in 1981 with couples in mixed sexual orienta­ RLAC Une. 1- 5. All group meetings are confidential. tion marriages. Her book. When Husbands Cotne Out ofthe Closet, published by Haworth New and former Rochester Lesbian Action Press in 1989, is a major resource of support, Coalition members are looking forward to an encouragement, and practical advice for exciting event to kick off thc new season. A Is drinking husbands and wives in such marriages. ROPES course is being offered to members free of chaige as a privilege of membership in thc organization. a problem Out and Al>out Thc ROPES course involves physical ac­ For (X-tobcr, Out and About plans a tivities designed to enhance group trust in your Ufe? weekend cabin party on Fourth Lake in Old building. The instructor for thc event is Mar­ Foige in the Adirondacks, Oct. 12-14. The fall tha Howden who teaches at NTID. Thc course AA can help. colors should be right for this favorite and will take place on Oct. 14 at RIT. ifyou would Call 232-6720, 24 hours a (Jay. popular trip, which this year will also include like to become a member and experience this Or come to Gay AA a boat trip and shopping trips in town. Won't physically challenging day with RLAC you join us? Cal! Bill 323-2419. at St. Luke's Church members, call Tiinya at 256-1202. Enrollment Downtown For those who cannot get away, there wil! We are a on Thurstlays at 8:30 pm. for thc ROPES course is limited. United be a rhcater ofgan concert on thc Wurlitzer at RLAC issponsoringa "Lesbian Celebration" More Light Presbyterian Sign language interpreted, the Auditorium Theater on Oa. 19. Finally, we to help kick off Coming Out Week. There will have a new Seniors Group forming to dt> Congrq^tion Church last meeting of the month. be games (bring your football, softball, frisbee), 11 am Sunday various activities

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If in­ with expenses. I'm attractive, feminine and tionship. 26 years old, 5'n", 165 lbs., light terested, call the p.f. line 244-8640, leave a discreel. Please write and offer suggestions. brown complexion, clean-shaven, boyishly GWM/GWF wanted to share large furnish­ message tm the tape. A peer facilitator will Reply to M.c;., PO. Box 27, Avon. NY 14414. handsome. Associate degree in business and ed apartment in downtown Buffalo. Non- get hack to you. accounting, also degree in hairstyling. Will smoker, clean, neat and responsible. 5375 in­ Female to Female: White feline, early 30s, answer all. Please write me. Larry Cash, cludes utilities, cable, basic phone. Security ROCHESTER CUSTOM LEATHERS Reporters for thc Empty Closet. Must be large-framed, a bit shy. Seeks warm Cauca­ 150-946, P.O. Box 45699, Lucasvillc, Ohio and references. 1-885-2180. CUSTOM LEATHER WORKS & NOVELTIES able to cover news stories, d be a slender cat. or a youitg kitten. Vtn 28, single, 5*11*' and 165 lbs. 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