Wine Into Water on Human Suffering and the Love of God
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A SERMON FROM ST. MARK’S EPISCOPAL CHURCH NEW CANAAN, CONNECTICUT WINE INTO WATER ON HUMAN SUFFERING AND THE LOVE OF GOD Justin Crisp, Seminarian January 20, 2013 ~ The Second Sunday after the Pentecost John 2: 1-11 They have no wine, O Father. They In Dostoyevsky’s The Brothers Karamazov, have no wine. there’s a parable told by Ivan to his brother Alyosha entitled “The Grand Inquisitor.” Once jailed, the Inquisitor visits Whereas Alyosha is a novice monk, Ivan is Jesus in his cell to explain why this is so. a terribly disenchanted and pessimistic man, Recall with me the temptation of Christ by down on the state of humanity, the world, Satan in the wilderness. Jesus faces three and their relation to God. The two of them temptations: to turn stones into bread, to cast are sitting in this restaurant, and Ivan Himself from the Temple and be saved by recounts for Alyosha a poem he has written, the angels, who would catch him, and to rule a poem imagining what would have over all the kingdoms of the world. The happened had Jesus returned to earth during Inquisitor explains that, had Jesus turned the the Spanish Inquisition, of all things. Recall stones into bread, he would have guaranteed that the Inquisition was a 15th century that those for whom he provided food would institution of Ferdinand II and Isabella I have followed him forever; had Jesus cast designed to enforce and maintain orthodoxy, Himself down from the Temple and angels or right belief, by any means necessary. So swooped down to catch him, there could Jesus is returning to Seville during what have been none who doubted his power and Dostoyevsky writes was “the most terrible divinity, guaranteeing their faith and time of the Inquisition, when fires were obedience; and had Jesus accepted Satan’s lighted every day to the glory of God, and offer to make him ruler over all the world, ‘in the splendid auto da fé the wicked he could have guaranteed the whole world’s heretics were burnt.’” Jesus performs a salvation. The Inquisitor says Jesus denied miracle on the steps of the Seville cathedral, himself these things in order to leave human bringing back to life a little seven year old freedom intact—but this was, quite simply, a girl whose funeral procession he has mistake. Human beings with freedom are interrupted. All this is seen by the Grand wretched little things, completely lost in the Inquisitor, “an old man, almost ninety, tall morass of moral indecision, and confused by and erect, with a withered face and sunken a world that withers, decays, stinks, and eyes” who, with an outstretched finger, dies. So the Church has corrected Jesus’s commands Jesus’s arrest and sentences him mistake—it has sought to feed, to awe, and to be burned at the stake. Jesus, it seems, is a to rule, so that the people can be happy, if liability his church simply cannot tolerate. ignorant. 1 The Inquisitor then reveals their It’s against our mores and codes a secret, saying: “We are not working with little, this kiss. It’s too personal, too close, Thee, but with him [Satan]—that is our Jesus kissing this old man square on the lips. mystery. … Just eight centuries ago, we took And yet this is how we describe the from him what Thou didst reject with scorn, incarnation, the in-meat-ment of the God in that last gift he offered Thee, showing Thee Jesus Christ. In Jesus, God assumes not just all the kingdoms of the earth. We took from any human nature. He assumes ours. The him Rome and the sword of Caesar, and God of the universe assumes our nature, our proclaimed ourselves sole rulers of the earth flesh. This isn’t some vague, irrelevant … we shall triumph and shall be Caesars, metaphysical platitude. I mean that in the and then we shall plan the universal first century CE, God assumed the very happiness of man. … And all will be happy, nature of all of us human beings sitting in all the millions of creatures except the this room this morning. hundred thousand who rule over them. For only we who guard the mystery, shall be Jesus Christ is divinity kissing unhappy.” humanity; he is the marriage of heaven and earth. This is actually precisely how St. The people, O Father—they have no Augustine, one of our great patristic wine. They have no wine. theologians, interprets our Gospel reading But then something remarkable from John this morning. The wedding is not happens: Jesus, who has just heard from the just any wedding, and this wine is not just mouthpiece of his Church the story of their any wine. St. Augustine writes, “For the complete undoing of his work on earth and Word was the bridegroom, and human flesh of their betrayal of him for the arms of Satan was the bride … That womb of the Virgin himself, this Jesus just looks at him. “The Mary … was his bridal chamber.” The old man longed for Him to say something, Word, that is, the Son, the second person of however bitter and terrible,” Dostoyevsky the Trinity, is, through the incarnation, writes. “But He suddenly approached the old married to our human flesh in the bridal man in silence and softly kissed him on his chamber of Our Blessed Mother’s womb. I bloodless aged lips. That was all his answer. want for you to feel how embodied this is, The old man shuddered.” And he let Jesus even if it makes you a little uncomfortable. go. Being uncomfortable is okay. It’s a little carnal; it’s a little fleshy, but it’s profoundly How magnificent is this God’s love Christian. for us, that he looks his church—the church that has squandered its inheritance, betrayed It’s spectacularly intimate, this love, closer its mission, ruined its gift, indicted its to us than we are to ourselves, this divinity savior—he looks at this church, looks him that transforms us and changes us and makes square in the eyes, takes him by the hand, us whole, this God who marries humanity in and kisses him. Kisses him despite it all. Jesus. Kisses him because he loves him. But our world isn’t always perfect. It Do whatever he tells you, his mother isn’t always beautiful. This kiss with which said to the servants. Fill the jars with water, Jesus blesses the Inquisitor—that’s so mind- he said. And they filled them up to the brim. bogglingly extravagant, so terribly beautiful—we have to come to terms with 2 the fact that Ivan says afterward of it that Often, I’m Mary in this story. I’m though “the kiss glows in [the old man’s] looking out at this world, looking at our heart, [he still] adheres to his idea[s].” There lives, and I cry out to God: we don’t have are moments when we, like Mary, look at any wine. I pray that we, in the midst of all Jesus and we say: “They have no wine.” this horror, may have the faith to say, as See, as Mother Anne taught us a few weeks Mary does, “Do whatever he tells you.” ago, “in Scripture, wine represents the Notice, Mary says this to the servants Kingdom of God and the restoration of our despite the fact Jesus has pretty much just relationship with God, as well as the joy and brushed her off. Mary trusts what’s coming. fulfillment of human life at its best.” May we have the strength to wait, the Running with St. Augustine, then, reading wisdom to see Jesus having jars of water this passage from John, the wedding at filled, filled to the brim, jars of water Cana, as the wedding of God and humanity transformed into wine, ordinary life in Christ, we are confronted with the transformed into supernatural communion. audacious confrontation of Jesus by his mother: “They have no wine, Jesus. They See, turning Jesus turning water into have no wine. They’ve run out!” The joy’s wine in our own lives, I think, often isn’t all all gone. The life’s been suffocated out of that flashy. Note that in this story from John, us, and we can’t feel you anymore. there’s no “BOOM” or “BANG,” no smoke Whatever you tried to do and accomplish in and mirrors, just jars of water and one really the incarnation, God, it doesn’t look like it’s shocked steward. Maybe that’s the secret, working! that God’s love is as simple, and yet as transformative, as a kiss, a kiss that comes to We know what this feels like, don’t us unconditionally. Water into wine in our we? We know what it is to run out of wine. lives doesn’t mean the hurt goes away. It It’s like children, little children, gunned means God working through the hurt, means down in their classrooms. Jesus, we have no God crying with us and holding our hands, wine. My spouse left me. Jesus, we have no means feeling God’s joy in the midst of pain wine. I don’t know what to do with my life. and suffering. It isn’t the outright removal of Jesus, we have no wine. All my job pain and suffering by divine fiat. applications came back unfulfilled. Jesus, we have no wine. I’m lost in the suffocation We cry out, they have no wine!, and of a depression I can’t escape.