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1 THESIS ABSTRACT A Field of Vocal Discovery: A Descriptive Study of Vocal Perception Nicola Oddy November 2001 Singing is a function of the human body and spirit which is as natural as laughter. Yet so many people in our culture shy away from singing because they feel that they have to know ‘how’. The purpose of this research is to explore how the singer perceives his or her own voice. How does the voice act as a channel for emotional and spiritual issues? How does the perception of the voice help or prevent the singer from being in the world? What kinds of fears prevent some people from singing? Does the perception of the voice change once the singer has had the opportunity to sing in a non-judgmental, safe environment? Answers to these questions were sought through a group of six people who attended a workshop entitled ‘A Field of Vocal Discovery.’ Five types of singers will be identified but in the context of this thesis, the singer’s perception of the voice was studied from the perspective of those who will not sing within earshot of anyone else, and possibly not when alone. The literature review is based in the areas of academic writings about the voice, the use of voice in therapy, the intangible nature of singing and sounding and theoretical foundations. This last area includes music therapy theory, field theory and theoretical thought in gestalt therapy. The method of research was conducted through the tradition of phenomenology in conjunction with a Heuristic approach. These were explored from the perspective of the practitioner researcher. Issues of judgement from the self and others emerged as influential in the singer’s experience of his or her own voice. 2 A FIELD OF VOCAL DISCOVERY: A descriptive study of vocal perception A thesis Presented to Antioch University in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the Master of Arts Degree in Counselling Psychology by Nicola Oddy, BMus MTA (music therapist accredited) Perth, ON. Canada December, 2001 _______________________________ Carolyn Kenny, Ph.D. Degree Committee Chair _______________________________ _____________________________ Diane Austin, M.A. Jane Gordon, Ph.D. Degree Committee Member Faculty Advisor 3 Copyright 2001 Nicola Oddy All Rights Reserved 4 DEDICATION For my dear old Mum, Bette Oddy For all of your love, support, pride, and for that push in the right direction at the beginning. 5 ii ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS Chuck, Aaron, and Aidan - my three guys, for all of the love and support you have shown during this process. Louise Stevenson - for your generous mentorship here at home. Carolyn Kenny – for your gentle guidance through the maze of academia with experienced and wise counsel. Diane Austin - for inspiring first hand experience, which confirmed my choice to continue down this path. Jane Gordon and Iris Weisman - for that vital link to Antioch University To my workshop participants who gave generously of their time. To all of my voice students and music therapy clients, who have unwittingly been my valued teachers. 6 iii TABLE OF CONTENTS Title page........................................................................................................................i Dedication..............................................................................................................ii Acknowledgements...............................................................................................iii Table of contents.……….......................................................................................iv CHAPTER 1 : INTRODUCTION Purpose of the study.. ...........................................................................................1 Origins of the inquiry.….............................................................................….........2 What is the Field of Vocal Discovery?................…................................................3 Overview of the Chapters.............................................................................…......5 CHAPTER 2: PERCEPTIONS OF THE VOICE The Blade of Grass and the Sunbeam ..........................................................…...6 Tangible and intangible elements of music............................................................6 A Blade of Grass: The Tangible Voice.................................................................12 A Sunbeam: The Intangible Voice.................................................................…...14 How the singer perceives the voice………..........................................................16 The Authentic Voice.................………................................................................19 Summary.....……….............................................................................................21 CHAPTER 3: LITERATURE REVIEW Academic writings about the voice.......................................................................22 The use of voice in therapy..................................................................................24 The intangible spiritual nature of singing and sounding.......................................28 Theoretical Foundations Music therapy theory.......………..........................................................................32 Field theory...........……….............................................................................…....37 Theoretical thought in Gestalt...……….........................................................…....38 Summary...………................................................................................................41 7 CHAPTER 4: METHODOLOGY The research approach…....................................................................................42 The research questions..........…..................................................................…....47 A field of vocal discovery.............................................................................….....48 The participants...................................................................................................50 The clinical experiences......................................................................................51 1) Discovery of the sensations of breathing in the body...........................51 2) Discovery of the sensations of the voice within the body................…..52 3) Discovery of the sensation of the voice in a resonant space................54 4) Discovery of the possibilities of improvisation in the voice.............…...56 5) Discovery of the voice in an outside environment..........................…...56 Analysis................................................................................................................58 CHAPTER 5: VOCAL DISCOVERIES Response to the Clinical Experiences..................................…............................59 1) Discovery of the sensations of breathing in the body...........................60 2) Discovery of the sensations of the voice within the body.....................61 3) Discovery of the sensation of the voice in a resonant space................62 4) Discovery of the possibilities of improvisation in the voice..............…..64 5) Discovery of the voice in an outside environment..........................…...65 Response to Interview Questions.......................................................................68 Discovery of vocal self perception............................................................68 Discovery of the fears people harbour in relation to singing:...................71 Discovery of the relationship of singing to a persons relationship to others: .................. ............................................... 72 Discovery of expression of an emotional or spiritual life through the voice.....................................................................73 Discovery of changes in perception that can occur with encouragement and a safe community: .......................................76 Outline of the Emergent themes.........................................................................77 First emergent theme: Being judged by self and others....…………………………......................78 Discovery of the influence of judgement by others.......................78 Discovery of self judgement……...................................................80 Discovery of self judgement from the perspective of others.....................81 Second emergent theme: Not being judged by the self and others.....………………………….........81 Discovery of the ease of singing in a non judgemental environment.....................………………………..............................81 8 Discovery that there are no singers and non-singers....................83 Discovery of the voice as a natural instrument..............................84 Discovery of tender memories of early singing..............................84 Discovery of enjoyment of own voice when alone..........................86 Third emergent theme: Discovery of singing as a channel for emotion and spirit………………….86 Discovery of perception of well being from singing.....……........…86 Discovery of feelings of spirituality when singing...…............….....87 Discovery of emotional issues through singing...................…........88 CHAPTER 6: THE FIELD OF VOCAL DISCOVERY DISCUSSED....................89 The Vocal Discoveries Described............................................................90 Answers to Research Questions...................................................90 The Emergent Themes..................................................................93 How being judged, not being judged