Ranjit: I Saw Him and He Conquered Me
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QUESTION :The first time you met Siddharameshwar Maharaj, at the age of twelve, how did you know that he was your Master? Ranjit: I saw him and he conquered me. That's the main point. Since my birth my thoughts have always been on the side of the gods – Lord Krishna, Rama and other gods in Hindu mythology. I was praying with all my heart from the age of six. I was very much engrossed in worshipping Lord Krishna with very much devotion. I would go to temples and go on pilgrimages. All my family members were also worshipping along with me. At that time, my health was very weak and I was fasting and doing many, many things. There's one extra month that comes in India, it's called Krishna Purushottama, Lord Krishna's month. During this month I was not speaking, even when I was having my meals. I just want to say that during this period I was doing so many things. Later on I got into an accident. I was walking together with my father and a cart conductor ran over my leg. The bones were broken in three places. It was completely bandaged. Also, at the time my mother was pregnant, so my neighbour took charge of me. She was a very religious minded old lady. In the end, I lived with her for twenty years. And as she was very religious minded, more of these kinds of thoughts came upon me. Her nephew was working in a solicitor's office where the managing clerk was named Mr. Okaria, a man who was in touch with Siddharameshwar Maharaj at that time. Her nephew was of a very different nature because he didn't believed in God. In 1925, he went with Mr. Okaria to Siddharameshwar Maharaj's birthplace in Pathri, just to see what was there. My Master's personality was so great that when someone came in contact with him, they could not go away untouched. So, although her nephew didn't believe in God, he still took the mantra from Siddharameshwar Maharaj. When he returned to Bombay, he told me, "When Siddharameshwar Maharaj comes to Bombay, I'll take you to him. You must take the mantra from him." I took his mantra and his bliss automatically came upon me. Although I was a believer in idol gods and I was worshipping them just like a fanatical person, the next day I left them. How? I don't know. When I saw him I forgot Lord Krishna. That is the greatest thing which I saw in him. So, what I want to say is that when I saw him, I felt very natural, I tell you, and I forgot Lord Krishna, bas! [finished!] After this meeting nothing remained in me. So, in this way I met my Master and by his grace I understood. All honour goes to him and not to me. Some people ask me, "When will we understand Reality? How will it happen?" It happens if your mind desires it very strongly. So, since I met him that day, I forgot all the words. I realised that the Master is the only person in the world from whom you can get something. His knowledge was so great and simple. He never used big, complicated words and he was a believer that the Vedas – the highest sacred books in India – should be taught to women and children too. He was so sure of his own realisation of Reality and he felt that it was everybody's birthright to understand. Only in a human body can you achieve this. Otherwise, animals and birds for example, have no discrimination power, no intellect. Their life force is the same, but the contrivance of discrimination is not there. Only the human body has got the contrivance to discriminate between good and bad, between what is Reality and what is unreal, between what is illusion and what is God. Question: When you first met your Master, did you reject everything all at once? Ranjit: Yes. 'Rejected' means that I left what my life was then; worshipping was my life. So I rejected that first. Then, what else is there to reject? After that, nothing needs to be rejected. But my family members were against me. My mother was coming to hear him, but still she and my family were against me. I never cared for them. I said to them all, "I don't care for you!" I was a very strong minded man, I tell you. [laughs] Question: You have to be, no? Ranjit: One should be. Unless you become strong minded you can't accept the Reality. It counts upon your death. One side is death and one side is Reality. I accept the death. "You are not going to die because you are the Reality." That much will power one must have. My family members were very much against me, my brothers and many people. I said, "I don't care for anybody." So, one should have that great understanding. Understanding makes you stronger. Nothing else. If you call a doctor, he will say to you, "I will cure you, don't worry." He then gives you the medicine. You should accept it because he has got that understanding. Other doctors say that you will die. So, no, don't worry about it. Have faith in your Self. If you loose your faith in your Self, then you are lost. You become the smallest creature in the world. What is there [shows with his hand the space between thumb and index finger]? There are so many people in the world. What is the meaning of one person? He may be the greatest of the greatest, but what is there? Unless you know that everybody is He [Reality], then you can understand the real greatest of the great. Then everybody is He. People don't understand this. What to do? They don't take it to heart. They say, "What will happen if I do this then?" That doubt always comes in the mind. Mind is always doubtful. So one should not worry about the mind. Throw away your mind, throw away your ego. Have the understanding of Reality in your Self. That was his mission and he gave that mission. Today I dare say to anybody, "Why worry, you are He." There must be some power in your mind, otherwise how could you even say anything? Some people may say, "OK we'll kill you, because you are He." So, kill me! I say that I never cared for anybody. You have to understand. Discrimination power should be used, discrimination of the mind. There, mind helps you. Mind is there to help you to understand Reality, and if you want the Reality, mind can do anything for that. There are so many examples in Indian mythology about this. There was a devotee of Lord Krishna, as well as some Narana. The word Narana means 'mind'. So, some Narana dressed up as a saint and said to a Krishna devotee, "Cut your child up, and while doing so you should not cry. You must sing nice bhajans during this, and finally you must cook your child." She did it. Her husband was also devoted to Krishna. They cut the boy up – they took him from his school and they cut the boy up. She didn't cry. She then cooked him and gave it to Narana, who was dressed as a saint. Narana said, " You have no child now, you are a barren woman." She was so strong and replied to him, " Forget that! I've had a child in my stomach before and now I am carrying a second child." And then what did Narana say? He had understood – she had the greatest devotion for the Reality. He called that second boy, "Come Raul" – his name was Raul – "Raul come!" He came then. Narana then understood that the boy had never died. Nobody dies. These are the examples given in mythological books. One should understand that. People say, "How can we do it? We are such a small creature." Why? Have the courage to do anything to achieve the Reality. Nothing else. If your body goes, let it go! Siddharameshwar Maharaj always said, "I will leave my body, I don't care, but I will achieve the Reality." He was a very strong person. He was going to the gymnasium and at that time he was doing one thousand push-ups! One thousand at a stretch he was doing. He was so strong! But five or six years after his Master, Bausaheb Maharaj, died he realised that understanding in the mind. So he said to his co-disciples who were travelling with him, that they should go ahead, go further. He said, "Meditation is not the last point. One should go further ahead." But they said to him, "But our Master has not told us that!" He replied, "Let Master not say, but can you still not go?" He was so strong in the mind. Then he left their company. They were three or four co-disciples, and they were moving around, giving that understanding to people. He said, "No, I don't go." At first, for nine months he sat on one peak, a hillside in Bijapur and he achieved the Reality. Then he left. All this is so miraculous, I tell you. If you have got faith in the Master, then everything becomes a miracle I tell you! And he achieved the Reality.