THRILLING
AND •
INSTRUCTIVE DEVELOPMENTS :
AN
EXPERIENCE OF FIFTEEN YEARS
AS ROMAN CATHOLIC CLERGYMAN AND PRIEST.
BY M. B. CZECHOWSKI,
MINISTER OP TEE GOSPEL.
"Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter." Isaiah v. 20.
BOSTON: PUBLISHED FOR THE AUTHOR. 1 8 6 2 . Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1862, BY M. B. CZECHOWSKI, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the Distriet of Massachusetts.
Stereotyped and printed by
G. C. BAND Sc AVERY, CORNRILL, BOSTON. INTRODUCTION.
MY design in publishing this humble production is to present to the reader a brief recital of the more promi= nent features of my past experience, observations, and conclusions in my connection with the Roman Catholic sect, for the purpose, in the first place, of self-justification in leaving it ; and, secondly, to induce others to a con- sideration and examination on this important matter, as well as to show the best way to escape from Popery, and to encourage honest inquirers after truth. The reader will find a simple, unvarnished narration of many facts in my history, showing how I was treated by this " Infallible Church," and also what is its real spirit of inspiration. MICHAEL B. CZECHOWSKI. EDITOR'S PREFACE.
DEAR READERS : — The narrative contained in the following pages will be found, on perusal, all that is claimed for it, —" Thrilling and instruc- tive." Although there have been books published purporting to be an exposure of the crimes of the Roman Catholic clergy, yet, admitting their truth, which we are not in all cases inclined to do, there has been a coarseness in their style almost as offensive as the evils they professed to expose and condemn. In fact, we have looked upon them as "got up " for a sensation, and people have bought them to satisfy a keen appetite for the marvellous and the sensual The present work, we are happy to say, is of a very different kind. The narrator does not indulge either in vituperation, or in that rancor which the proselyte to a new faith frequently shows toward those of his abandoned creed. In becoming a priest, he sought to become a true disciple of Christ ; and, actuated by the purest motives hiffiself, he saw with grief and pain the abuses which grew rank, and were fostered by the highest dignitaries of the " true church ; " and, like Luther, he sought not a separation from, but a remedy for the evils which corrupted, her. Besides, being a true patriot and foe to despotism in every shape, his soul revolted against the unthinking, unquestioning servility and obe- dience which the priests demanded of their people. Filled with zeal for the accomplishment of reform, Mr. Cze- chowski, through almost unparalleled difficulty, peril, and priva- tion, reached the "Eternal City," where reigned the "Infallible." Here, he thought, by presenting his memorial of abuses, with the suggested remedy, to "Christ's Vicegerent," he would meet with sympathy and comfort. But, alas, for his hopes ! Where he looked for consolation he met neglect and scorn. Where he ex- pected perfection he found the greatest defect, — for purity, cor- ruption ; for the service of God in its sublimity and excellence, he witnessed the greatest charlatanry, tradition, and blasphemy ! He arrived in Rome with delightful anticipations, and departed iv EDITOR'S PREFACE. V
disgusted, and despairing of finding a perfection which did not exist. Passing through nearly all of the perils enumerated by St. Paul, the Abbe Czechowski reached Paris, and, as chaplain, joined " the five hundred" who threw themselves into the breach between unhappy Poland and her oppressors, to be slain or scattered like thousands before, who have bared their breasts to the swords of tyrants. Pursued by even more relentless foes, the Jesuits; Prussia, France, and Belgium closed their hospitality against this advocate of civil and religious freedom, until the broad folds of England's flag, and the Stars and Stripes, waved their shelter and protection over the homeless head of tie noble fugitive. Not only as a narrative of church evils and persecutions is this work interesting, but also in its historical, statistical, and politi- cal character. Of the respectability and truth of the writer there are many vouchers, which appear in the appendix ; and as to the merit of this autobiography, we subjoin extracts of commenda- tion from a gentleman of known piety and talent, Rev. W. H. Lord, son of the learned president of Dartmouth College : — MONTPELIER, February bth, 1862. MR. M. B. CzEcnowsxt :— DEAR SIR: Absence from home and engagements at home have prevented me from an earlier notice of the manuscript you left with me. I have read It in part hastily, and in part carefully. It has much literary merit, being exceed- ingly well written for one who has had so little experience in our language. Its statements of facts, and especially those relating to the monasteries and the French and Italian priesthood, seem almost incredible, and yet they harmonize with other authorities. They are actually appalling, or would be, if they truly represented the morals of the Romish clergy and monks, and were not excep- tional instances of laxity and depravity. Your narrative is certainly remarkable, and, as you truly style it, " thrill- ing." If published, it must attract great attention, both from its political and religious character. I should predict for it a rapid and large sale. Of the accuracy of your statements it is, of course, impossible for me to judge. They are new to me, and are of such a character as will test your personal credit to the utmost. You will be prepared for that trial. I should be happy to subscribe for a copy of the work when it is published. I am sincerely yours, W. II. LORD. After the above, we deem it but necessary to add, that we are convinced it only needs a perusal to render this work interesting and popular with the Protestant community, and "instructive" to candid readers of opposing creeds. J. F. C. BOSTON, 14TH APRIL, 18112. 1* CONTENTS.
CHAPTER I. My birth, parentage and education —Discipline — First religious impres- sions — Desire to become a true disciple —Paul Jendrzejewski— His proposition —I consult my parents and receive their disapproval—My distress— Compromise —I sacrifice all for the poor and am ridiculed by the Ulterior —Journey without scrip or money— Arrival at Stopnica Motry'— Ceremony by which I became a Franciscan—My new name and routine of the institution. 13 CHAP TER II. Appointed church treasurer— Jealousy — Effort to ruin my reputation— The lost treasure — My distress — Father and mother arrive—Their offer— Treasure found — Indignation of the Superior — Am restored to trust— Peculiar sensations at secret prayer — I desire to give up all for Christ— Mental depression— Apply to my confessor, who prescribes amusements, and I go back to my old indifference 19 CHAPTER III. I am sent to the monastery of Pinezow, where I am allowed greater liberty— Laxity of order—Pollution and abomination among the priests— Sui- cides —Profligacy of the monks—I and my fellow-students resolve to leave —Write to Aulick, missionary at Smyrna—My companions leave clandestinely— I give the Superior my candid opinion— Am entreated, flattered and persecuted — My dream — Arrival of the Provincial, who investigates my wrongs— He denounces my persecutors and orders my better treatment—His departure —Renewal of my persecutions. 23 CHAPTER IV. Father Marianna' visit —Invites me to join his monastery— Arrival of Eno- zowski, our Superior —I persist in my determination to leave —I am ordered to doff my, ecclesiastical garb — Am destined for the army —I ask permission to visit my parents, and determine to escape—My dan- gerousjourney— Arrive at Przyrow and resume the priestly. habiliments —My new name—Begin my duties — Receive the "four minor orders" • — Am ordained sub-deacon and deacon —Revolt of the monks — I am forced to join them—Their violence—The Superior excommunicates them—More outrages —I am beaten and wounded — Arrival of the Provincial—Determined resistance of the students, who accuse the Su- perior— Compromise — Peace restored. 28 CHAPTER V. I am ordained priest — Return to Przyrow— Appointed Vice Magister — Our new Superior —I visit my parents — Kindness of Lord Mazarki —Bru- tal character of Matuszewski — Chapel of Sancta Anna Thaumaturgia — Group of figures— Tradition concerning them— I make a discovery— Vice and hypocrisy of the priests — Startling convictions — Vietorianus — His cruel persecution by the Superior —I protest, and resign the keys of my office. 34 CHAPTER VI. Narrative of the judicial murder of Sierocinski and his compatriots. 40 CHAPTER VII. Excitement of the priests against Russia —Szczegienny —I join the patriots — We are betrayed, and our leader captured— I take to the woods— Dreadful journey —I find a friend —Resume my flight, and arrive at Am surprised by an agent of Matuszewski — My escape and his rage — I pass the Russian guard, and reach Czerna. 51 vi CONTENTS. vii
CHAPTER VIII. Kainko —Released from his vows, he becomes secretary to the bishop— His liason with the bishop's sister— Their flight and marriage — Poverty — Ele submits to a separation from his wife and children — Subsequent his- tory. IS CHAPTER IX. I pass on to Cracow —Meet my father's market wagons—I am persuaded to visit home, and recross the Vistula — Ingenious ruse to escape the soldiers' vigilance — Arrive at home — Am selected to officiate at my sister's mar- riage — Presentiment — Timely escape — Father's arrest—Again reach Cracow Resolve to visit Rome. 62 CHAPT.E4 X. • My motives for journeying through Hungary Meet no obstacle in passing the Vistula—Fall in with a company of teamsters on their return from Cracow— They agree to give me a passage — Vigilance of the Austrians — Consultation —Fearful peril, and providential deliverance. CHAPTER XI. The Unito-Greek church — Its origin— Bulls of Gregory I. and Celestin — Wholesale murder of infants — Revocation of the anti-connubial de- cree— Superior character of the Unito-Greek clergy —Liturgy—Form of administering the Eucharist — I arrive at Xaschau — Visit the Latin bishop — Alwming intelligence —I meet With unexpected sympathy 72 CHAPTER XII. I journey on to Pest—Revolution in Turkey and Slavonia —I write to Posen for protection and employment—Receiving a favorable answer, I return by the way I came— Arrive on the Austrian frontier— Pass the barrier gate— Dreadful journey through the Carpathian Mountains—Arrive at the residence of a Greek Catholic priest — My pitiable condition — I rest a few days, and resume my journey— Arrive at Z— — Meet with L. C. who proposes my return with him to Cracow — We reach Bochnia, and rest— On examining the mountains beyond the Vistula, I descry my father's house —I resolve to visit my parents — L. C. remonstrates —I am determined, and set out —I encounter fresh danger of arrest, but merci- fully escape —I reach home—My mother's mental derangement—Her recovery —I leave home for the last time —I pass the barrier gate — Get bewildered— Encounter a soldier—He challenges, and permits me to pass — I reach Pobiednik — Approach the bridge through an orchard — Danger from watch-dogs in the dark — Crawling on my, hands and knees I touch the foot of a sleeping sentinel— I run for it, and reach a place of safety —Proceed to Cracow, where I spend the Christmas... 76 CHAPTER XIII. Theatrical entertainments —I recognize Madame M. at the 'theatre —I visit my, benefactress, who warns me of danger— She furnishes me with money and I escape — Arrive at Piekary— Meet my former Superior, Brzozow- dal — Departfor Siemaniee— Amve at LINE,— Visitthe priest, and accept a situation as chaplain— Treaty between Russia and Prussia—I am or- dered to leave Prussia within fourteen days— My dismay and sudden ill- ness— Convalescence, recovery, and final departure from my fatherland. 84 CHAPTER XIV. I anticipate much pleasure from my visit to the Pope — Arrive at Tropan — Bishop Skorkowski— Resume my journey to Olmutz, thence via Brmm to Vienna— Am in custody three days as a fugitive from Russia — The Russian ambassador requests that I be sent back —I meet a friend who intercedes for me — Regain my, liberty, and am allowed to visit the places of note in the city — Tombs of the Hapsburgs — Sepulchre of Napoleon II. — Leave for Bruck — I resolve to prosecute my journey on foot —I pass through Gratz and CIll — Description of the latter place. 89 CHAPTER XV. Austrian and Slavonic hospitality. contrasted— Arrive at Laybach — Anec- dote of the innkeeper — A pious pastor—Resume my, ourney —First might of the Adriatic Sea— Trieste —Magnificent view—Thinking to shorten the way, I but protrdet my journey — Arrive in the city, and put • tip at a hotel — Visit St. Maurice Cathedral. 95 Viii CONTENTS.
CHAPTER XVI. Arrival at Venice— Proceed to the Monastery of St. Francisco di Paolo— St. Mark's Cathedral — Ducal Palace — Church of Santa Maria della Salute. —Island of St. Lazard — Arsenal — Santa Maria Assumption — S. Maria Scula Grande—Church of St. John and St. Paul—Academy of Fine Arts, etc. 100 CHAP TER XVII. Arrive at Padua— Visit the celebrated St. Antonio Monastery —Hospitality of the monks— Visit the church —Its splendor, relics, and traditions— Bacchanalian charcter of the priesthood — My pain and disappointment —Visit the Palace of Justice and Papafova —I return to Venice, where I miss my purse — Go back to Padua to find it—In Venice again. 106 CHAPTER XVIII. Depart for Ancona— Storm in the Adriatic—Our danger — I get under a table, and hold on while the_ gale lasts—Put into Pole.—Resume our voyage and reach Ancona— Visit a Dominican monastery — Mutilated statue of the Pope — Arrive at Loretto—Its famous church — Traditions — Noble devotees—Their abject servility— Cup and saucers, &c., once used by the Virgin Mary. 111 CHAPTER XIX. Arrive at Portioneula— Birthplace of St. Francis— Visit the monastery — " her Porta Chen !" — Traditions — Temptation of St. Francis—He scourges himself unto blood — Miraculous effect— Some account of St. Francis and St. Dominic, and how the former received his live wounds —Also, the origin of the black mantle of the Dominicans 114 • CHAPTER XX. City of Assisi— Multitude of churches — Curious origin—Legend of St. Francis— Description of the combination of churches — Poverty of the St. Franciscan Nunnery — Tradition — Persecution by St. Dominic — I make arrangements to proceed to Rome—Cool effrontery, of a priest— Am compelled to ride beside the driver— Character of the Italian clergy — Preaching versus practice. 118 CHAPTER XXI. Rome —Passports demanded and baggage examined—Enter by the Porta del Popolo — Egyptian obelisk Statue of Neptune— Palace of the American embassy and Protestant church—The Capitol—Castor and Pollux — Monastery of Aracteli — Visit to St. Peter's— Disappointment at first sight—Mary Magdelene — Questionable influence of the picture —Statue of Pius VI. — Bronze Statue of St. Peter—Pope's throne —Op- tical illusions — I begin to appreciate the magnificence of the place— In- comparable mosaic of the transfiguration —Ascend to the cupola— Colos- sal statues of the twelve apostles — The ball of the cupola—Autograph of Alexander of Russia— Magnificent view — Egyptian obelisk —'•!n hoc sign vines!"— Tradition— A swineherd becomes Pope—Feud be- tween Sixtus V. and his cardinals. 123 CHAPTER XXII. I request an audience of the Pope—Friendly warning of a Spanish priest— Description of the monastery and church of Santa Maria D'Aracoli — The Santissimo Bambino—How it was discovered— Its peculiar efficacy —Coffin of St. Helena— Bronze statue of Marcus Aurelius—Visit to the Museum — " The Dying Gladiator "— Statue of Domitian — Of Mar- forM, &c. — Senatorial palace — Prison of St. Peter — Tradition — Peter's chains. 110 CHAPTER XXIII. Arch of Titus— Amphitheatre — Description of the ancient fights with wild beasts— The Appian Way— Monastery of St. Sebastian —, Pontine quo vadia ?" —Extraordinary legend — Valley of Egeria— King Numa Porn- piliue and the nymph —The catacombs — Roman nobles and plebeians. 133 CHAPTER XXIV. St. John Lateran Church — Lateran Palace — The Scala Santa— St. Luke's painting of Christ— Church of the Holy Cross of Jerusalem — Arch of CONTENTS. ix
Claudius— Tomb of M. Virgilius Eurysaces — Church of Santa Maria Maggiore — Statue of the Virgin — Relics— St. Paul's Church —Pyramid of (Jams Cestius — American and English cemetery — Grave of Shelley — Monastery of St. Bartolomeo — Monastery of " Boni Fratres"— Ghet- to, or Jews' quarter. 141 CHAPTER XXV. St. Claudius Monastery—Origin of the Polish Jesuits—Carnality of the priests—My audience with the Pope — Arrival of the Prince Nuncio of King Leopold — I receive the holy benediction and dismissal — I doubt the Pope's infallibility 145 CHAPTER XXVI. I receive a summons from Cardinal Lambruschini— 1 am asked my opinion about a suitable remedy for the abuses in the church—Perceiving I am mocked, I am careful of speech — I receive a proposal to go to Jerusalem —Weighty inducements—Evidence of the flagrant profligacy of the Pope—Hie seraglio—Pius V. and Gregory XVIL — Massacre of the Huguenots — Fiendish rejoicing thereat—Reflections 149 CHAPTER XXVII. Horrible account of a priest's crimes—Rome a hot-bed of infamy—I visit the Pantheon— Christmas in Rome — Ceremonies at St. Peter's 153 CHAPTER XXVIII. Renewal of the proposal to go to Jerusalem—Conflict between worldly honor and a good conscience —I reject the _proposalt and leave Rome for France — My feelings on leaving "The Eternal City" — At Leghorn I am not permitted to land— Arrive at Genoa—Some description of the city — Marseilles — Visit the bishop — Temple of' Diana — St. Mary's Church 157 CHAPTER XXIX. I reach Avignon— Palace of the French Popes— Three infallible and univer- sal monarchs reigning at once! — Institution of the Jesuits—Tombs of John XII. and Benedict XII. - Proceed to Valance — Pius VI.— I reach 'Lons— Visit the cardinal — Danger to the Franciscan robe — I am ab- solved from wearing it, and become a secular priest—Officiate at St. Mary's Church— Credulity of the inhabitants a source of revenue to the priests — I arrive at Paris—Am courteously received by Prince Czar- toryski and Count Zamojski— Church of St. Vincent a Paulo assigned me 161 CHAPTER XXX. The churches, monasteries, nunneries, hospitals, and prisons of Paris 104 CHAPTER XXXI. Hypocrisy of the Parisian priests— Villany of the pastor of St. Opre —Lust and fiendish murder — He escapes — Proclaimed a martyr, and miracles wrought in his name! — Priest of Lyons— Seduction and murder— He is condemned to hard labor for life — Further account of the sensuality and avarice of the French priests 169 CHAPTER XXXII. • In my grief and perplexity, I consult a Polish friend, who finally advises me to be guided by the Bible alone— I am overjoyed—I revisit Prince Czar- toryski, and express a desire to return to my native land—He recom- mends me to the notice of Cardinal Prince .De Dippenbrock— I leave Paris—Pass through Strasburg,..Heidelberg, Frankfort, and arrive at Leipaic— Short account of that place — Arrive at Dresden — Reach Bres- lau in Silesia—Commence services at Reichtal— Drunkenness among the people —I begin a temperance movement 173 CHAPTER XXXIII. My mode of procedure —Encouraging success — I reform the schools— Gratitude of parents and children — I excite the jealousy of the German priests—They prefer complaints against me— Commissioners sent to examine charges against me—I am exonerated from blame— Visited by John Rouge— Am invited to join the Reformed German Catholic Church My reasons for refusal 177 X CONTENTS.
CHAPTER XXXI V. Singular dream—Its fulfilment — Secret enemies at work — Massacre of Polish nobles — Cruelty of the house of Hapsburg — Imprisonment of my lather, &c. 182 CHAPTER XXXV. I am arrested —Examination of my house and effects—Distress of my parishioners — Am taken to Namslau jail—My friends follow me —I am sent on to Breslau — Dreadful news— Conducted to the torture-chamber —My examination 186 CHAPTER XXX VI. At midnight I am sent to Posen My sad reflections—Meet with a friend on spy way — Arrival at Posen —" No room in the prison"— Conducted to tae castle — It is also full — Am placed in the Palace of Inquisition — My watch and money taken from me —I get a good supper, and am left for the night— Sounds in the prison — My view from the window — Melan- choly records on the walls—Am removed to a loathsome dungeon— Allowed half an hour each day in the court—My heart lightened to meet some dear friends — "Non coronabitur nisi legitime eertaverit !"— My fellow-prisoners 190 CHAPTER XXX VII. My health declining, I am ordered a change of rooms—My examination— Humanity of 1W. Gerlasse —Departure of M. Knolinski to receive con- demnation — Our last adieus I — My severe illness and dreadful suffering —Removal to better quarters — Saradynski — Amelioration of my state— Visit of the prison director — Separation from my friend S. —My dream —I am awoke by the jailer—My second examination —I am proved innocent, and liberated — I leave for Berlin 194 CHAPTER XXXVIII. I arrive in Berlin — Brought before the director, and again imprisoned—I almost despair—My final release—Letter from Reichtal —Hamburg — Receive an invitation to visit London — While there, I receive a pressing cull from Paris—Arrive in Paris—Society for the emancipation of Poland —I am chosen director, &c 199 CHAPTER XXXIX. Revolution of 1848— Proceedings in Paris—I am compelled to mount guard — Am discharged by earnest request— The soldiers express their appre- ciation of my non-combatant principles— Society of Henry V. declare for the republic—The tri-color —Polish society congratulate the new government, 8w. 204 CHAPTER XL. Important movement for the emancipation of Poland —I enroll my name as chaplain of the band — Sympathy for our cause — The Jesuit Godlewski —His treachery condemnation and escape—We arrive at Strasburg — * Enthusiasm—Battle of Miroslaw — I return to Paris—Polish refugees — I am expelled the city 209 CHAPTER XLI. Am appointed Polish chaplain at Laney —Narrative of Victor Emanuel and the law of Siccardi — The king and his ministers excommunicated — De la Santa Rosa dies without " benefit of clergy "—Victor Emanuel com- mands the performance of the usual funeral services —Popular contempt for the Archbishop Fransoni — Arrest and banishment of the Archbishop of Turin — Popish consistency redivivus! 214 CHAPTER XLII. I receive invitation to a feast at Laney —I refuse to honor their insulting " toast," and persist in leaving the assembly — My letter to Madame I. De G. of Paris — I tender my resignation to the Polish committee —My mar- riage—Learn book-binding-1 ani expelled from Belgium—Arrive in London—Am driven by the Jesuits from soy hotel — Wander about the streets at night — We find shelter and protection — Our distress through the evil reports of Ssulczewski and Michalski —I obtain an interview with Lord Dudley Stuart—He orders our free passage to the United States — Arrive in New York 219 CONTENTS.
CHAPTER'fLIII. BIOGRAPHY OF PIUS IX. Origin—Albert Mastai, the combmaker —Emigrates to Sinignglia— His ac- tivity in the civil wars under Pius V., Gregory XIIL, Urban VII., and Gregory XIV. —He becomes rich and powerful— Union with the house of Ferretti— Birth of than Maria Mastai Ferretti Sallazzi, afterwards Pio Nono— His temperament and early education— His accomplishments— Amours — Ambition — Physical disability — Disappointed hopes — Dis- suaded from suicide, he becomes director'of an hospital, and is cured of his malady 226 CHAPTER XLIV. BIOGRAPHY or PIUS ix. — continued. He receives hie physician's certificate, and is admitted to the priesthood— Becomes distinguished as a preacher—Returns to Rome — Receives ap- pointment of secretary to the mission to Chili—Ills lack of success as a preacher there compensated for by his reception among the fashionables — He conspires against Muzio— He is brought' back to Rome — Ile re- fuses a prelacy, but accepts the presidency of St. Michael's Hospital—Is made Archbishop of Spoleto —His violence sad intolerance—Ho is forced to fly —Implicated in the revolution — Complicity with Georgey — Gregory XVI. — Becomes a favorite of the new Pope—He is made cardinal and bishop of Imola—His new mistress—Death of Gregory XVI.— Candidates for the Papacy—Intrigues—Assembling of the car- dinals. 234 CHAPTER XLV. BIOGRAPHY OF PIUS IX.— concluded. Cardinal Lambruschini expects Austrian support—First ballot — Secono ballot — Disagreement among the cardinals Absence of the "Holy Spirit!" — Female influence In favor of Mastai— Excitement on the read- ing of the final vote — How Mastai received his election — The new Pope receives the homage of his subjects—At first, he introduces salutary measures, but soon appears in his true character —He aids Napoleon HE in the destruction of the republic—Plunders his people to cartels his minions— His general character. 243 CHAPTER XLVI. INFALLIBILITY OF THE POPE ILLUSTRATED. Assassination of Lord Traietto — Rage of the Pope — Seizure of Ludovieo — His trial — The Pope revives for him a barbarous punishment— His exe- cution — The true murderer discovered 253
APPENDICES. No. 1. Certificate of priesthood from Bishop Valentine 257 No. 2. Certificate of priesthood from Bishop Tyc 258 No. 3. Certificate of priesthood from Bishop Ferrara, together with a brief of the privileges and duties of the order "Maria del Carmine"— Note to the lame —Rate of sale for indulgences, &c. 259 No. 4. Certificate of character for irreproachable conduct be., from Menzel, Spiegel, Surma, magistrates of Reichtal • also, for priestly character, from Franeiscus Hertel, priest of Reichtfd 264 No. 5. Commendation for Christian conduct from Franciscns Willenborg, pastor or Altona 267 xii CONTENTS.
No. S. Testimony from the church of St. Severin 267 No. 7. Notice from the commissary of police to quit Paris and France — Certifi- cate of character from the Archbishop of Paris ; also, from Hanicle, rector of the parish of St. Severinus 270 No. 8. Certificate of character from Ludovicus, Bishop of Annecy 273 No. 9. Certificates of chaplainship to the Polish Colony of Laney, near Geneva 273 No. 10. Was St. Peter ever in Rome? — Negative argument — Also, Bible proof against the infallibility and supremacy of the Pope 275 No. 11. Mahomet — Hie birth and lineage — Receives the Koran from Gabriel— Neglects his mission•, and receives a second visit from the angel—He preaches Islamism — His converts and his enemies — He erects his first mosque in Medina-al-Naby — Especial orders to his disciples at prayer— He der ats the Koreish caravans, and plunders Damascus — The Koreish take refuge in Mecca, which is taken by Mahomet—He destroys the tribe of Koraidha — Conquers the Mostaleklles and the Jewish tribe of Reihat— Seizes their treasures, and puts Kenana to death— His generous conduct to the chiefs of Koreish — Ile is crowned spiritual and temporal sovereign on the hill Al-Safa— Some of the tenets of Islamism—The Pope and Mahomet 280 No. 12. Excommunication Major 284 No. 13. A true copy of the Plenary Indulgence 286 THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS,DEVELOPMENTS.
CHAPTER I.
My birth, parentage and education — Discipline — First religious impressions — Desire to become a true disciple — Paul Jendrze- jewski — His proposition — I consult my parents and receive their disapproval — My distress — Compromise — I sacrifice all for the poor and am ridiculed by the Superior —Journey with- out scrip or money-- Arrival at Stopnica Monastery— Ceremony by which I became a Franciscan — My new name and routine of the institution. h reference to my birth, I have little to say, further than it was on the 21st of September, A. D. 1818, of honorable parentage, of the ancient Polish house of Czeehowski, near the city of Cracow. My parents were entirely ruined in their worldly prospects by the war between Russia and Napoleon I., in the years 1812-13. In consequence of this, my dear father was under the necessity of making great personal effort to secure an honorable education for me and my sister Juliana Antoinette. I was educa- ted in Cracow ; and in 1835 I received strong impulses to devote my live to the cause of God, produced by 14 FIFTEEN YEARS A. CATHOLIC PRIEST. listening to an eloquent sermon, by a Franciscan priest,* setting forth, in strong language, the great zeal, holy life, and glorious reward of St. Francois, his patron saint. During my early youth, I was under the discipline of priestly confessors ; therefore all my religious im- pressions were to this effect, viz., —that there was no salvation outside of the Romish Church ; that her priests were holy men of God, and direct descendants of the ancient apostles ! I opened my project to a certain priest, saying that I wished to be numbered among the true disciples of Jesus. He approved my desire, and immediately introduced me to the Provincial, Paul Jendrzejewski, Superior of the Franciscan Reformers' Missionary Society. This gentleman received me with great kindness, and solemnly assured me that my impressions in this matter were from above ; and at once made me the proposition to join myself to a cer- tain monastery, in order to prepare for the priestly office, which I cordially accepted. It had always been my custom to consult my kind parents in everything, and without their advice and consent, to do nothing. I immediately wrote them a letter, informing them of my intentions, and soliciting their consent and holy paternal benediction ; not dream- ing of a disapproval, but rather supposing it would give them great joy. How great then was my disap-
*Maximilianus Kozikowski. This man, two years after, for some cause unknown to me, was so miserably persecuted by the priests, that he became crazy and hung himself. THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 15 pointment and grief to receive, by return mail, a letter containing not only an utter disapproval of my intention, but an absolute disinheritence of me, if I persisted in my contemplated course. With great alarm and distress, I immediately repaired to the Provincial, and informed him how matters stood. He comforted me by engaging, to act as mediator between my parents and myself ; and eventually, he brought about permission to follow my inclinations, with this understanding however, — " that I must not expect them to assume any responsibility in the case." It was therefore determined that I should leave Cra- cow for Stopnica Monastery ; and was ordered, accord- ingly, to prepare my baggage. But upon being called on by the priest to know if I were ready for my journey, it was discovered that I had neither baggage or money. Upon inquiry, I stated that I had made a donation of it all to the poor students of the Univer- sity, in accordance to the instructions of Jesus, as set forth in Luke xviii. 22 : "Distribute unto the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven : and come, fol- low me." This, however, only called forth the ridicule of the Superior ; and I was left to pursue my journey without scrip or money. I arrived in safety at the place of my destination, and, upon the 14th of September, A.D. 1835 (being seventeen years of age), after general confession, abso- lution, and holy communion, I became a Franciscan, with the following ceremony : The hair is shaven so as to make it represent, as nearly as possible, the crown of 16 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. thorns of our Saviour. The priests then proceed to the great altar of the church with the candidate in the midst. The Superior, assisted by the other priests, first blesses the robe and other appendages, and then clothes the candidate with them, at the same time con- ferring another name, significant of his having another holy patron in heaven to intercede for him ! by which name he is afterwards addressed and recognized, with the title of " brother." After this, each priest gives a kiss of brotherly love and recognition upon the shaven crown. The now acknowledged brother is conducted to his allotted cell. There he divests himself of his carnal or worldly garments, even to entire destitution, and clothes himself in his sacerdotal robes, which are made of a coarse, rough, woollen material. I took upon me the priestly garments of a Franciscan (strictioris observantice) Monk. The name given to me was Cyprian, so that I was now recognized as Brother Cyprian. I will here give a brief account of the discipline of that institution, as it was imposed on me. Firstly, I was forbidden to even speak to any one of the outside world except in the presence of the Superior. Secondly, I was forbidden even to set a foot outside the common entrance, for one year. Three times every week, on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday evenings, we were required to assemble together, and discipline ourselves by flagellation, near half an hour. Every morning at 4 o'clock, winter and summer, we were required to as- semble in the church and sing, in Latin, matins for over THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 17 an hour ; afterwards, to spend half an hour in secret meditation. One half-hour was now devoted in Latin prayer to the Virgin Mary. At half-past six all must be present to hear mass for the convent. Immediately following this, commences what is termed Canonical hours, Prima and Tertia, or psalms singing, and con- tinues one half-hour. This being finished, all proceed to ,breakfast, which is composed of bread, meat, sau- sage, or herrings (according to the day), accompanied with a glass of whiskey or beer. The whiskey portion I conscientiously refused. At half-past eight the bell calls to the School of Ceremonies, &c. At half-past ten all again repair to the church to attend to Canonical hours, Sexta and Nona, for over half an hour. At twelve o'clock, dinner. This is composed of a variety of fresh meats and vegetables, served in a course of dishes from four to eight in number, with a quart of lager beer to each person. After dinner (sometimes, when the Superior is in good humor, he calls 'for the consolation of a glass of good Hydromel wine) exercise and recreation until one o'clock, when the bell summons to silence. for one hour, during which every one is required to be in his cell. From 2 to 3 o'clock amusement and recreation in the garden, as each may choose, either cultivating flowerS, or studying botany, as the taste or inclination may be.* At
* But when this is prevented by rainy weather all resort to the school-room and employ the time in making holy relics, which is done by shaping a very small piece of wood into the form of a cross, in the centre of which a small glass bead is fastened by means of a little holy wax from the candles. It is then wrapped 2* 18 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST.
3 o'clock all again repair to the church for Vespers and Complins. Directly following this, silence for one half hour, during which each one sits with his head covered with his capuce or hood, occupying himself in reading, praying, or sleeping, as the case may be. The exercises are finally finished by the litany and prayers to the Virgin Mary. At half past five o'clock, supper. This is composed of two or three diiferent dishes and one quart of lager beer to each one. (On festival days one glass of Hungarian wine is added to each person's poltion.) After supper, recreation and amusement until seven o'clock. The exercises of the day are now finished by prayers and flagellation, according to the time of the week. The novices are then shut up in their corridor for the night like prisoners. in paper to be used as follows : On begging expeditions, the fruits of which are depended on by this order for a living, these relies are used by the mendicant priests in the following manner. The people are told to make a hole in the stable floor directly under that part of the cow which gives its daily supply of milk, and de- posite one of these relics in it to cause a plentiful supply of that sort ; and another in a hole in their mangers to prevent derange- ment of appetite; and two others, one at the top and the other at the bottom of the stable door, to prevent harm frintgatanic in- fluence, and all is safe ! One of these wonderful charms is'clirected to be placed in the nests of the poultry-yard, with the assurance that it will cause an abundant supply of eggs, &c. &c. CHAPTER IL
Appointed church treasurer— Jealousy —Effort to ruin my repu- tation—The lost treasure —My distress — Father and mother arrive — Their offer — Treasure found — Indignation of the Superior— Am restored to trust— Peculiar sensations at secret prayer—I desire to give up all for Christ—Mental depression —Apply to my confessor, who prescribes amusements, and I go back to my old indifference. IN the second month of my ecclesiastical life, having been so fortunate as to secure the Superior's confidence, I was intrusted with the keys of the church treasury, vestry-room and organ, a privilege not often conferred upon a novice. This circumstance excited the jealousy of the others, which was the cause of much trouble to me, as will be seen in what I am about to relate. A short time after I was intrusted with the keys, having left the vestry -room door unlocked a very short time, upoft returning, I was alarmed and surprised to find a chalice of great value, being the gift of an ancient Polish king, together with a large amount of money, gone from the vestry. As no one outside the building could possibly gain access without being dis- covered, suspicion must necessarily rest upon the novices, or upon me. I, however, immediately ac- quainted the Superior with the facts, who at once took possession of the keys, manifesting considerable dis- # 19 20 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. pleasure, but without accusing me of dishonesty. This was not the case however with my brother novices, who seemed to find much satisfaction in tantalizing and ac- cusing me day and night. I was greatly astonished and pained at their diabolical conduct. My trouble was now so great that my flesh wasted away to that degree that I appeared like a living skeleton. I wrote to my dear father, informing him of my distress, and request- ing him to come and pay for the missing property. I earnestly prayed to the Lord to help me, and bring to light the truth in the case. I also entered into penance by sleeping on the floor instead of my bed. After two or three weeks spent thus, how great was my joy to hear my dear father's voice at the front entrance inquiring for me. I at once informed the Superior that my father was at the door. He immediately went to receive him, permitting me to attend him. We found both my father and mother, but neither of them knew me at first, —so great was the change that I had experienced, in way of dress, and emaciation of body from distress of mind and sorrow. My father promptly proposed to pay for the missing property ; but the Su- perior, being much embarrassed, and in doubt how to proceed in the matter, requested my parents to tarry for dinner, thus giving himself an opportunity to consult with other priests, and to come to some conclusion. This invitation my father, after some hesitation, concluded to accept. I had now an opportunity for conversation with my dear parents in the presence of the Superior. It so occurred, that, just at this moment, the woman TIIEILLLNG DEVELOPMENTS. 21 from the village, who was in the habit of doing the washing for the church, called for her work. The Superior went to attend to it, requesting me to accom- pany him. While engaged gathering up the different articles from the place of their usual deposit, what should present itself to view but the missing chalice and the money within it ! 0, how great was my joy, and thankfulness to God ! I fairly danced with de- light. The Superior was greatly astonished, and expressed himself fully convinced that a diabolical effort had been made to injure my reputation, and make much trouble in the monastery ; at the same time de- claring with great excitement, that if he could discover who had done it, a severe flogging unto blood, shaving his crown, and a banishment from the place, should be the punishment inflicted upon the culprit. Ile now again handed me the keys, telling me to be more careful. I did then, and do still consider the hand of the Lord • was strikingly manifest in my deliverance, just at the. moment when I so much needed it, for the consolation and relief of my dear parents, who had taken so much pabis to assist me, as well as my own comfort and the vindication of my character. A few days after this, as I was engaged in secret prayer, which I loved very much, at the usual time, I seemed to have a spirit of great earnestness come upon me. This was followed by a peculiar humming sound, succeeded by a glow of feeling so delightful as to be altogether beyond description. At the same time my heart appeared heavy as a stone, so as 22 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. to produce a sensation something like suffocation. In connection with this, I experienced great happiness ; and so complete and entire a giving up to the will of my dear Lord Jesus, that I felt ready to suffer and en- dure anything for his sake, even to the giving up of life, if required. Never in my life was I so humble. After praying nearly all night in this happy condition, and sleeping a little towards morning, I went to the con- fessional to relieve, if possible, my burdened heart. My confessor recommended me to try amusements and recreation in the garden as relief, — evidently not hav- ing anything better to offer, — and finally succeeded in so influencing me to give up myself to this course, that I lost my trouble and became as before. ti
CHAPTER III.
I am sent to the monastery of Pinczow, where I am allowed greater liberty — Laxity of order — Pollution and abomination among the priests — Suicides— Profligacy of the monks —1 9,nd my fellow-students resolve to leave—Write to Aulick, mission- ary at Smyrna— My companions leave clandestinely—I give the Superior my candid opinion—Am entreated, flattered and persecuted — My dream — Arrival of the Provincial, who inves tigates my wrongs — He denounces my persecutors, and orders my better treatment—His departure—Renewal of my per- secutions. IN September, 1836, having closed one year of my novitiate or prison life, I was sent to another monas- tery at the city of Pinczow, in order to go through a course of study in Latin Grammar, Rhetoric, Moral and Mystical Theology, &c. In this place more freedom was allowed me, being permitted occasionally to prome- nade outside. In the second year of my study we hail very great trouble in the monastery. Our Superior, Anthony Brzozowski, was t singular man. (He is now, if living, in Silesia, Prussia, having left Poland in 1843 in order to escape the power of the Russian Govern- ment.) He was pleasant and agreeable in his personal intercourse, but proud and aristocratic in the first degree. His management was negligent ; in fact he did not spend more than a week in three months at the monastery. We suffered much hunger and cold, being 23 24 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATIIOLIC PRIEST.
left destitute of supplies necessary to our comfort and prosperity during his bad government ; and the conse- quences of lax discipline were everywhere apparent. One priest was discovered proving himself altogether recreant to his trust in the confessional ; others were in the habit of elevating females to their rooms at night, by means of cords. Sodomy was also discovered. The priests were frequently arrested by the police. Abominations with girls, and many other crimes which decency forbids being mentioned, were practised. One priest, before I had come to that place, had been burned to death in a drunken frolic. Another had hanged himself in the pulpit of the church. s Drunkenness, playing of cards, dancing, &c., prevailed. In fact, the influence was so bad throughout the entire arrangement, that the students, there being but five of us, secretly determined to leave the place. In order to carry out this design we wrote to Mans- vetus Aulich, a missionary in Smyrna, Turkey, informing him of our intention, and proposing to join him in his mission to the Slavonian people. After waiting about three months and getting no answer, one of our number suddenly left for parts unknown. A short time after, three more determined to try their chances in the outer world, and accordingly left with- out ceremony. They invited me to join them ; but having connected myself with the place in a legal man- ner, J chose to leave it so. I was therefore left alone. At half-past eight, the usual hour for recitations, the bell, which was rung by one of the students, failed to - THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 25
perform its office. The professor, after waiting, acted in the capacity of bell-ringer himself, but no students appearing, he visited their respective rooms, until at, last he came to mine. When I answered the summons he entered and made inquiry for the others. I there- upon informed him that they had left that very morning under cover of a dense fog, and also, that they had tried to induce me to do likewise. I told him plainly that I had determined to leave, but intended to do so legally. I gave as my reason, that I had found the place a school of the devil rather than a school of Cluistianity; and as I had come there with the inten- tion and expectation of serving the Lord, I could not stay any longer. He now made much effort to in- duce me to change my mind, promising me many privileges and advantages, using also great flattery; . but, after finding it all a failure, he changed his mode of procedure and commenced to persecute me. The Superior being nearly always absent, the other priests were at liberty to do as they pleased. They therefore gave full vent to their diabolical dispositions in inventing every possible way to annoy me. One day after dinner I was made the object of so much abusive and scandalous accusation, that my heart seemed almost broken. I retired to my room ; and after earnest prayer to God for relief, I threw myself on my bed in great distress. After a while, •I fell asleep, and dreamed. Methought thlt I was travelling along a way, having a high mountain on the left, with a beautiful plain and olive trees on the right. A little 3 26 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. way in front of me, as I advanced upward (for the road seemed to ascend along the side of the mountain), appeared a stream of water descending to the plain. Across this stream was a bridge, with a blacksmith's shop near by, and persons at work in it. Beyond this shop, in the distance, appeared our monastery, with a way leading up to it from the bridge. Just as I came in front of the smith's shop, a dog from the mountain furiously attacked me. He was evidently under the influence of that dreadful disease called hydrophobia. I could obtain nothing with which to defend myself, except some small branches from the trees, so that I was in great danger. Just at this juncture I was dis- covered by the men in the shop, who promptly rushed to the rescue, and with their red-hot irons soon dis- patched the furious animal. At this instant I looked up and saw the carriage of the Provincial, Ioachimus Majewski, crossing the bridge in front of us. Upon coming up, he inquired what was the difficulty, and, when informed how matters stood, gave my deliverers a reward, took me into his carriage, and drove with me to the monastery. As I was knocking at-the door for entrance, I was awakened from my sleep by some one at the door of my room knocking, to call me to supper. I expressed sorrow at not having heard the bell; and upon going out, I was again made the subject upon which to pour out the utmost gall and bitterness of in- vective and abu§e. I was then told to eat my supper, which I did (being very hungry), amidst tears and great sorrow ; at the same time receiving the curses of THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 27 one priest (who acted as chief) ,—" that the bones might stick fast in my throat, and choke me to death before I left the holy order !" At this instant, dong, dong, went the bell, nine times, the signal denoting the arrival of the Provincial. When he came in I kissed him with great joy (because he was my best friend); and he anxiously inquired what was the matter. I signified my desire to talk with him in private. When he retired from the church to his own private apartment, he very tenderly and kindly repeated his inquiry. I then proceeded to give him the particulars of the whole affair. He immediately called for his secretary, and ordered him to commit my chief persecutor to prison, where he remained nearly twenty-four hours. He then directed his secretary to take down my testimony in full. A council being called, it was decided that my persecutor should publicly (that is, before all in the monastery) make confession of his wrongs, and ask my forgiveness. A few days after, the Provincial took his leave, to continue his ordinary duties by visiting another monastery. He left strict orders to treat me with kindness, at the same time directing me to write to him, if I were persecuted again. My situation was for the time materially changed, but, alas ! this con- tinued only for a few days; and I was under such strict surveillance that I was not able to send a letter to any place. CHAPTER IV.
Father Marianus' visit — Invites me to join his monastery — Arri- val of Brzozowski, our Superior — I persist in my determination to leave — I am ordered to doff my ecclesiastical garb — Am destined for the army —I ask permission to visit my parents, and determine to escape —My dangerous journey— Arrive at Przyrow and resume the priestly habiliments —My new name — Begin my duties — Receive the " four minor orders " — Am ordained sub-deacon and deacon — Revolt of the monks —I am forced to join them—Their violence—The Superior excom- municates them — More outrages — I am beaten and wounded — Arrival of the Provincial—Determined resistance of the stu- dents, who accuse the Superior — Compromise — Peace restored. • A suonr time after these things, the Superior of a monastery of the Regular Franciscan Order,* Father Marianus, from Przyrow, visited our place. He was a very noble, candid man, and of excellent reputation. He secretly invited me to come to his place, and offered me all the privileges, advantages and protection con- nected therewith. I was very thankful for the favorable change.which I was already enjoying, but still more so for the door that now seemed opened for me to leave. Our Superior, Brzozowski, coming to the mon- astery about this time, and finding me fully determined to leave, made inquiry whether I was provided with clothing; and being answered in the affirmative, he directed me to lay off my priestly habit., and clothe * The difference between the first strict Reformer Order, and the Regular, is the same as between the Mormons and Shakers, each professing to be Christian. 28 THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 29 myself for my departure. He then put me into the custody of a priest, by whom he sent me to the com- missioner of police, with the instruction to have me gent to the army.* Just before leaving, a young priest got an opportu- nity, and cautioned me to be on my guard, acquainting me with Superior B.'s intentions. I was very thank- ful to my Heavenly Father for this kind revelation ; and as I was on my way to the commissioner, I earnestly sought the Lord's direction. When asked " what I wished to be done," I requested permission to go to my father's house ; engaging to give myself up to the government of that place, and to act according to the direction of the same. The commissioner approved my course, and permitted me to depart accordingly. Happy to have thus escaped the impending danger, I returned my humble thanks to God, and took my way along as though I was designing to return to my father at once. But when I was fairly beyond view, and had come to a wood which would screen me from observa- tion, I turned my course in the direction of Przyrow Monastery. I had a journey before me of over sixty English miles, all along which I was exposed to dan- gers from wild beasts of prey, murderers and robbers, or of press-gangs, who were employed by the Prussian government to catch men, and carry them to the army *Many innocent persons were treated in the same manner in different parts of the kingdom, and were sent to the army. The Prussian government has such confidence in the Bishops and Su- periors that their testimony against any person, just or unjust, la considered of as much value as that of any regular spy. 8* 30 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. as soldiers. Moreover, it was deep winter, and some- times I was in snow up to my breast, besides a great part of my journey had to be performed in the night. But through all, I took the Lord for my guide and protector. He was my stay and comforter, that portion of Scripture found in the 91st Psalm being almost constantly in my mind while passing through these dangers. On the 22d of February, 1838, I arrived at my destination, happy, and rejoiced to find myself thus delivered from all my persecutors. I received a very warm admission into the monastery at Przyrow, and was clothed once more in the habili- ments of priesthood. The name given to me was Matthias, so that I was now recognized as Bro. Mat- thias in this new Popish denomination.* I remained a year as a novice, and prepared myself for a philo- sophical course ; and when the course was opened' at Piotrkow City, in Sept., 1839, I entered upon it, in company with eighteen other candidates. This course is a term of three years. At the commencement, students are required to take a solemn oath never to leave the order, unless by special permission from the Pope. A few weeks after this I received what is termed " the four minor orders," and in the third year I received ordination as sub-deacon and deacon. Before receiving each of the abCrve-named orders, I was subject to a thorough theological examination before Bishop Tomaszewski, and examinators, Doctors of Divinity. A little before I left the Piotrkow University, the * My full name is Michael Ignatius Andrew Cyprian Matthias 0. B. Czechowski. THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 31
Superior, M. Switalski, imprisoned one of our class, G. G., for staying in the city longer than the rules of the institution permitted, and returning rather intoxi- cated when he did so. This same evening the other philosophical students called on me, and declared their intention of forcibly liberating our imprisoned classmate. I endeavored to dissuade them from their purpose by saying it was better to let it rest until morning, when the Superior might be induced to comply with our wishes. They, however, not only refused to hear me, but threatened my life if I did not join them. Upon this, seeing they were armed with axes, knives, and billets of wood, I thought it best to attend at the place of council, where I again opposed their mad scheme ; but it was decided to proceed to the cellar of the Superior, break down its door, and make a portion of his wine subject to our use. This was done, and then followed the liberation of our companion, Gregory. Afterward, they proceeded to call on the Superior, in- tending to administer a substantial scourging. He, however, effected his escape from his room by a secret door. They then proceeded to the room of the Vice- Superior, who was not so fortunate. After this, other rooms were approached, whose occupants had taken their timely departure. The whole concern was -now under complete revolution, as it were. Windows -skim broken, &c. The next morning I rang the bell as usual, when the Superior made his appearance, and inquired what was the matter. I told him how things were., and that I was forced to go with them, by reason of their threat against my life if I did not. He imme- 32 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST.
diately sat down and wrote the excommunication of every one (threatening them with the military force if they persisted) except myself, thus cutting them off from going to the church, eating, and holding conver- sation with the rest of us. The order was given that they be supplied with only bread and water. Dinner being prepared, we assembled in the refectory to par- take, when down came the rebels to the kitchen, and unceremoniously gathered up all, and retreated to their rooms. So we were obliged to order the cook to pro- vide us with something more. The same course was taken with the supper. The following night they again knocked at my room ; but being refused admittance, they at once violently broke open the door, rushed in, and commenced to beat me, wounding me in such a manner that I was literally covered with blood. I finally succeeded in escaping from them by forcing aside the one nearest me, who was intoxicated, and passing the door, which was not very strictly guarded, those near it being more friendly. I fled to the room of the Superior, where I took up my temporary resi- dence. A doctor was sent for, who found it a difficult task to dress my wounded head, which it appeared had been struck by a sharp cutting instrument, producing a very severe wound. A few days after this, the Provincial, who had been written to by the Superior, arrived, whereupon an examination into the affair was made. It was declared by the students that they would never again submit to the Superior, boldly charging him with being a wicked man, and a murderer ; and that he had unjustly impris- THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 33 clued one of their number, whom, having refused to liberate, they had done so forcibly. In proof that he (the Superior) was a murderer, they related that upon a certain occasion, when one of the drivers had acci- dentally struck a horse in the eye with his whip, and put it out, he was so enraged that he seized a cudgel and beat him so cruelly that the poor driver died in a short time. They also related (what I saw myself) that, upon an occasion of a solemn ceremony in the church, in the presence of the thousands assembled, the Superior Switalski was so drunk, that in attempting to take the chalice containing the holy wafers, for the service of blessing the congregation, he fell on the floor, and the holy wafers were scattered, where they were gathered up by the unsanctified hands of women and children. When asked what they had against me, what caused them to treat me so cruelly, they said, " Because he refused to join us, and took sides with the Superior." Upon this, I told them I did not believe in taking up arms as they had done, that it was not my business, and that I was disposed to a more peaceable way of adjusting any difficulties that might occur. It was finally decided that the students should ask my for- giveness, and the Superior should ask theirs, which was assented to by all the parties, the Superior giving some of his best wine to seal -the bargain ; and all became quiet again. But with me, it was not so easily remedied, for I now plainly saw that I was having to do with those who were all rotten within, though externally they might appear tolerably well. CHAPTER V.
I am ordained priest—Return to Przyrow —Appointed Vies- Magister — Our new Superior —I visit my parents—Kindness of Lord Mazarki — Brutal character of Matuszewski— Chapel of Sancta Anna Thaumaturgia — Group of figures— Tradition concerning them — I make a discovery —Vice and hypocrisy of the priests — Startling convictions — Victorianus — His cruel persecution by the Superior — I protest, and resign the keys of my office.
I Now entered upon a dogmatical theological course; and after passing the final examination, 25th of June, 1843, I was ordained priest, and received my creden- tials accordingly. (See Appendix, No. 1.) This solemn ceremony was performed in St. Cross Church, in Warsaw, amidst a very large assemblage of specta- tors, and many priests of the first rank. I was ordered, at my own request, to return to the Przyrow Monastery, where I was honored with being appointed Vice-Magister, and professor of young clergymen in noviciate, etc. I found that, during my absence, the place had undergone a great change. My friend, the Superior Marianus, had died, and his place was occupied by a priest of the name of Eleutherius Matuszewski, a truly wicked man, of whom I shall have more to say hereafter. I now obtained permis- sion to visit my parents, in company with one of my best' friends, a secular priest, John Wachlarski. 34 THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 35
The archi-priest Anthony Bogdanski, and others, assisted me to sing the first solemn mass of my priestly office in the presence of my dear parents, sisters, breth- ren, and many others of my friends and acquaintances. This was done in the magnificent church connected with the ancient monastery of the Norbertins Society, and now the palace of Lord Charl Mazaraki, in Heb- dow village, one of my best and kindest friends. Afterwards the benediction, by imposition of hands, was given, first to my father and mother, sister, broth- ers, then to my friends, Mazaraki's family, and lastly to the entire congregation. I was taken very.much by surprise in being presented with a rich present by Madame Mazaraki, consisting of money and other valuables, and a fine Arabian mare. This was one of the happiest days of my youth, believing that I was now recognized as a true servant of God, and little dreaming of what was to follow. But very soon after, alas, I had my eyes opened to the iniquity and crimes among the priests, through the confessional; or the popish omniscience (as well as the laity), which, according to the famous testament of Ignace Loyola, is " tout voir, tout savoir, tout avoir ; " i. e., to see all, to know all, to have all.
X SHORT HISTORY Or THE MONASTERY AT PRZYROW AND THE SUPERIOR, ELEUTHERIUS MATUSZEWSKI. After remaining a few days longer, I returned to my monastery to enter upon the duties of my office. will now say a little concerning the piety and habits 36 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. of my Superior, Matuszewski. He was directly re- verse of the former one, — whose character was mild and gentle, — and seemed wholly given up to whipping, scolding, and storming about, swearing, drinking wine, and making money. He carried his whip with him continually, ready to be used whenever his savage impulses moved him, — in fact, he was better adapted to fill the post of headsman or hangman to some tyrant, than the one he now filled. This monastery, of four hundred feet square, was very rich. Connected with it is a large church, out of which a gate on the left opens into a rich chapel of Sancta Anna Thaumaturgia. This chapel contains an altar, above which is a group of figures regarded as sacred.• St. Ann, the mother of the Virgin Mary, is seen in a sitting posture, holding the infant Saviour with one arm, and encircling her daughter Mary, who is standing, with the other. These figures are adorned with crowns of gold, and covered with a profusion of costly stones and magnificent ornaments. Tradition says " they were found in a wood by some children, who informed a priest; but he, being faithless, was sur- prised the same day to find his cattle all dead. How- ever, upon going with a procession, and bringing up the- precious charge, all his animals were restored to life !" Before these idols (for they can be called nothing less) the people from all the surrounding country assemble and pay their adorations, leaVing behind them a substantial testimony, in- money or valuables, to their strength of devotion. Further- THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 37
more, employment is obtained for many confessionals, where the people confess their sins, and pay their money for the Mass. Thus an abundant source of enriching the monastery was furnished. I was now in a position to discover that what I had supposed to be real devotion was sheer hypocrisy. The priests were in the habit of employing the day- time in such duties as their calling required; but in the darkness of night, they used to let themselves down from their rooms by cords, and went about seeking associates, with whom to gratify their dominant propensities, and in the morning go secretly to the younger priests to confess, or confess one before the other, and forgive one another. And I here declare that I have found it a fact, not in the vicinity of this monastery only, but of every other one, in all coun- tries with which I have been acquainted, that there are very few females, married or unmarried, residing near the monastery, who escape these priestly para- mours ! I often reflected, can, it be that God will bless a nation whose pastors are such men? There was one of the young priests, Victorianus, . against whom the Superior, Matuszewski, entertained a great dislike, on account of his having revealed some of his iniquity. After a time he found a chance to commit him to prison, whether with or without reason I cannot tell. After ten days' absence, this young priest suddenly appeared among us while we were• at prayer in the refectory. His appearance indi- cated great weakness and suffering, being very much 4 88 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. famished and bowed down. After the services were over, I remained, and asked him what was the trouble, when he informed me that he had been confined in the prison, and kept on bread and water, in quantity scarce sufficient to sustain life, and that the Superior, M., with other priests, had visited him that morning, and so unmercifully whipped him as to render his back a mangled mass of flesh and blood ! Upon lifting his garments I saw convincing evidence of the truth of his testimony. His under-garments were completely soaked in blood ! At noon, when we were assembled for dinner, the Superior, M., called this young priest into the midst of the refectory, and ordered him to kneel. It was with great difficulty that he assumed this posture, and retained it. The Superior now gave vent to his diabolical malice and rage in a volley of abuse and anathemas most disgusting and savage. After having thus emptied himself, he turned, and addressing me, said, " Father Czechowski, I commit this misera- ble fellow to your charge ; make him labor with the young clergymen under your care;" thus virtually taking from him the rank of priest, and evidently not intending to have any allowance made on account of his condition. I was so indignant at his inhuman and unjust conduct that I not only refused to comply, but immediately resigned the keys belonging to my posi- tion, declaring that I could not any longer retain my connection with such a state of things. In great anger he declared that he would attend to it, and im- mediately called a council, and appointed another in THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 39 my place. A few weeks after, when he had recovered, I advised this young priest to leave this wicked place, and go into Prussia, which he accordingly did. I now found myself in a situation from which I could not see how to extricate myself honorably and without personal danger. I therefore earnestly sought wisdom and aid from my heavenly Father. I earnestly besought our merciful God to " deliver me from mine enemies, 0 my God : defend me from them that rise up against me."— (Ps. lix. 1.) CHAPTER VI.
Narrative of the judical murder of Sierocinski and his compat- riots.
WHILE my thoughts were continually occupied with those things, I was made acquainted, with strict injunc- tions to secrecy, with the horrible judicial murder of the Polish patriot and priest Sierocinski,* who, having organized an attempt at revolution, had been sentenced by the Emperor Nicholas to receive 7000 lashes, which were actually administered, although above half the sentence was carried out on a corpse Mr. Siero- cinski, before the national struggle for independence in 1831, was a Superior of the Order of St. Bazilian, in Ovroez, in the province of Wholynia, where the high schools were under his superintendence. In the commencement of this unfortunate struggle, he joined the patriots, and played a very conspicuous part in it. Unfortunately, he, fell a captive into the hands of the foes of his country, who lodged him in prison; and, by the verdict of a jury and the will of the Czar Nicholas, they took from him the sacerdotal unction; of the prelate they made a private Cossack, and he was sent to Siberia to his regiment, where, with others in
* Translated and abridged from the Polish Memoirs of Hon. Rufus Piotrowski. 40 THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 41 the Cossack uniform, with lance, and on horseback, he was galloping for some time in the wilds of Kirgiz, prosecuting the unfortunate inhabitants of that region. In. Omsk existed a military institution for the Cos- sacks ; and they wanted a teacher for it. They remem- bered that Mr. Sierocinski was a professor, and being formerly superintendent of a high school, must be a man capable to instruct. Besides, his Superiors, con- versing sometimes with him, found in him great capacity and learning. Mr. S. was a good patriot, a conscientious teacher, a true follower of Christ,* and, withal, a very learned man ; and, in combination with these necessary qualifications, he spoke several foreign languages, as French, German, etc. Consequently, out of a private Cossack they made him a teacher in the institution of Omsk, — not a teacher who has all the privileges and immunities of that class, but a teacher with the rank of a private Cossack, always belonging to, and counted to, his regiment. (Such foolish and inconsistent things can only exist in Russia !) Mr. Sierocinski was of a very delicate organization ; yet, notwithstanding failing health and a tender soul, he possessed an iron will, high conviction and feeling about the moral worth of mankind. He felt deeply the great injustice perpetrated on poor Poland, and had a great compassion Tor his unfortunate brethren in exile, — fellow-prisoners in Siberia. He threw, there- fore, all his thoughts, heart, and energies over that vast wilderness. He counted the number of unfortu- * According to the light that had been-given him. 4* 42 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST.
nates, he noted down their strength and resources ; and, remembering the fortunate occurrence of Mr. Beniow- ski, the hope of liberating himself and the others from Siberia, sweetly, but deceivingly, began to smile on him. He began, through his duties as professor, to make acquaintances with the Poles, of whom there were plenty in Omsk ; also, with those Russians who had an aversion to the position in which they were placed. They, coinciding with the views of Mr. S., undertook to prepare others for the enterprise. It was easy to make proselytes where there were so many wounded feelings, — so many bleeding hearts through injury and injustice. To that class belonged Poles, Russians, Tartars, soldiers, and settlers. It was necessary to be a member, and admitted to all secrets of these plans, to know accurately what means the conspirators in- tended to adopt for the furtherance and accomplish- ment of their aims. In fact, it would be highly im- prudent to divulge all facts appertaining to them, which, if known even to-day, would make many per- sons suffer, and prompt our enemies to greater vigi- lance. Suffice it to say, that the aim of Mr. Sierocin- ski was to separate Siberia .from Russia, and, conse- quently, to liberate all sentenced to hard work in the mines and settlements. In case they should not suc- ceed, they intended to retreat, armed, through the steppes of Kirgiz into the domains of Tashken, where are many Christians; or into the very Buchary, and from thence, if it were absolutely necessary, to the English possessions in the East Indies. THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS.
The plan of Mr. Sierocinski found a ready response a good many breasts, and was widely spread throughout Siberia. Every preparation had been made ; and it wanted only a beginning of the enterprise, which was to happen in a few days. Omsk was expected to com- mence ; because it had the most soldiers, conspirators, the only artillery in Siberia, much military resources, as ammunition, arms, military chests, etc. The conspira- tors stood manfully to their task. A night was decided on for the commencement ; but, alas! here as every- where, there was found treason. And who were the perpetrators ? Shame reddens my brow, the national honor rev'olts within me, and my heart does not wish to believe in such foul and corrupted feelings. What would not I give if I could hide from the world the 'shame and stain thrown upon the holy name of my dear country ! But the feelings of justice prompt me to divulge ,the impartial truth. These traitors were neither Russians, Siberians, or Tartars, — they were Poles! Not long before, fighting and shedding their blood for the independence of their country, they were by her tyrants sentenced for life to servitude as private soldiers in the Siberian battalions. There were three of these abominable Judases, — all of them sol- diers in the war of 1831. Two of them served in the Polish army before the revolution. The name of one .1 do not recollect ; the name of the other two I re- member quite well, — they were called Gajewski, born in Poland Busse, and Knak, born in Warsaw. These three Poles, the day before the beginning of the insur- rzz
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rection, waiting for an opportunity, went to the com- mandant' of the fortress in Omsk, Colonel Degraveau, and revealed everything. Unfortunately, they knew too much, because the greatest confidence was placed in them, and they were admitted to all the secrets. They knew that Sierocin- ski was the leader, and who, after him, had the most influence. They knew where and how the insurrection was to begin. They revealed all this, and put a stop at once to the contemplated revolt. Mr. Sierocinski, and almost all the leaders, as well as the traitors them- selves, were in Omsk, or its vicinity, and they were immediately arrested. The strictest orders were sent to the remotest parts to arrest all suspected ; and all influential men, guilty or not guilty, Poles, Rus- sians, Siberians, Tartars, and soldiers. The greatest part were Poles. It is impossible to know the exact number who were arrested in Siberia, but, without reckoning, it certainly reached one thousand in the beginning ; afterward the number was greatly dimin- ished. The prisoners were carried to Tobolsk, Tomsk, and Omsk, the chief quarters of the insurrectionists. The arrests took place in 1834 and '35. The intelli- gence was communicated to St. Petersburg, and the inquisition began. Two commissions, one after an- other, were appointed for investigation, and both of them resigned without deciding anything. The affair was very complicated ; and so many persons were com- promised in.the plot, that the conscience of the mem- bers of both commissions would not permit themselves THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 45
to take so great a responsibility, because, in the pecu- liar misfortune of the guilty, their intentions could be justified through their situations. Besides, they con- sidered the great number to be sacrificed, and the execra- ble law of the despotic power. The third commission, sent from St. Petersburg, brought the trial to a con- clusion, which had, at intervals, lasted more than three s years. Some of the accused were liberated in the beginning ; others, during the investigation ; and some, after the investigation; while those who appeared guilty remained in prison waiting for their sentence. Mr. Sierocinski, through all the three years the trial lasted, maintained, immovable, the constancy of his char- acter, and his unbending strength of soul. He re- sponded graciously to all inquiries, but they could get nothing from him ; still, under cover of an iron will, Mr. Sierocinski had a feeling soul, with a mild and tender heart, those attributes of a happily-organized man. But, this feeling and tenderness, combined with will and character, will astonish nobody, when the fact is known that he was a native of Polish Ukraina, where the blood is not water, and the heart ice ; the will valor, not dandyism, and action, not chat. Raz rodyla maty, raz propadaty ! " Once born, once die," is the proverb of the people of Ukraina. I had the opportunity of once reading the poetry of Mr. S., which he wrote occasionally during his three years' imprisonment. In these snatches of inspiration the whole beauty and nobility of Mr. Sierocinski's soul is revealed. •How mn,Oh slOnging of soul What 'dignity I How much 46 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. rectitude of a good Pole ! How much sorrow, regret, suffering, and misfortune, in the soul of man for whom there is no hope on earth! At last, the sentence was pronounced in St. Peters- burg, dooming the Prelate Sierocinski, Mr. Druzha- lowski, Jablonski, Szokalski, Zagorski (an old man past eighty, an officer in the wars of Napoleon I.), all of whom, for participation in the insurrection of a 1830-31, had been sent to Siberia, as private soldiers for life, beside a Russian gentleman, Mieldyn, to seven thousand lashes without mercy. It was plainly in the sentence — " seven thousand lashes without mercy" (Na siem tysiacz palok bez poszczadi); and if the latter should survive the punishment, after recov- ery, he was to be sent to hard labor to Nerczynsk for the remainder of his life. Many accused, but not so much implicated as the above, were sentenced, accord- ing to their transgressions, to three, two, one thousand and five hundred lashes, and afterwards sent to hard labor for life, or for a certain number of years. Others were directly sent to different garrisons in the remotest parts of Siberia, &c. The fatal day at last arrived when the cruel and inhuman sentence was to be executed, —the day of the fearful judgment. Never before was such a great number, and so cruelly, punished, as those who suffered in A. D. 1837, in the month of March (but which day, I don't remember), in the town of Omsk. The cruel and hard-hearted General Gitafiejew was ex- pressly sent from St. Petersburg for the strict and THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 47 accurate fulfilment of the sentence. The brutality of Gatafiejew fitted him for a work even the abhorrence of the Russians. Very early in the morning, two complete battalions, each numbering ono thousand men (the more easily to count the one thousand lashes), were sent into the town of Omsk to execute the sentence. One of the battalions had to butcher those who were sentenced for seven thousand lashes ; and the other, those who were sentenced for a less number. Both battalions were drawn up in a straight, wide, opev line, standing at a certain distance from each other. Gatafiejew had his attention directed everywhere ; but stood by the battalion which had to inflict seven thousand lashes. According to a usage of the Russians, the soldiers, when they admit some- body through lashes, as it is generally expressed, should stand in a narrow, open line, and, when they strike, not to raise their arms away from their sides, nor move their feet forward, having to keep them in the position of a soldier under arms ; and the lashes should be. of such thickness that three might easily:go into the muzzle of a musket. Here everything was different, everything perverted. Gatafiejew gave the orders to take arm's length ; that is, a distance of the length of an arm in striking, and to move one foot forward, to give a more effectual stroke ; and the lashes were sticks, only one of which could go into the muzzle of a musket. The unfortunate victims were led out of their prisons to the place of execution, where the sentence was read to them. 48 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST.
I do not wish to detain the reader with the bat- talion which had to inflict punishment on the great- est numbers, but sentenced to the milder punishment ; but I wish to draw his attention to that party which had to murder Mr. Sierocinski and his five com- panions. The bloody and inhuman butchery began. Who was the first led to the slaughter, I do not remember. I only know that they butcherbd them all successively; and Sierocinski, as their leader, and the most guilty, was left for the last, in order to pierce his heart with pain and horror, as he looked at the suffering of his companions, and thought of that which awaited him- self. They beat and murdered, according to the letter of the sentence, " without mercy." None of them (except Szokalski, for whom the doctor inter- ceded, and who, on that account, was not beaten so unmercifully) survived the fatal punishment, but fell in the snow, reddened with his blood, and either died under the lashes, or shortly after. Mr. Sierocinski, looking at the suffering and end of his companions, was preparing, in his spirit, for the coming of the martyr's death. At last came his turn, when, according to the rule, his back was made bare, and his arms fastened to a musket, by the ends of which two soldiers conduct the victim through the ranks, to keep an even pace. When, as I said, he was stripped, and fastened to the musket, the doctor came to him with a strengthening draught, he being, as I have stated, of delicate organization, and, after a three- THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 49 years' imprisonment, having lost all his strength, he was more like the shadow of a man than a reality ; but the strength of heart, unbending will, and noble dig- nity, remained the same. When they reached him the draught, averting his face, he said, — " Drink my blood, our blood ! I do 'not wish to drink your strengthening draught, and I will not ! " And, when the order was given for the murderous march, he began, in a loud voice, to say the Psalm li. — " Miserere mei, Deus, secundum magnam misericor- diam Tuam" " Have mercy upon me, 0 God, according to thy loving kindness," &c. Gatafiejew shouted with madness, as if the infernal spirits had taken possession of him, — " One ! two ! three times ! Strike harder ! harder ! harder " — Pokrepsze nakazywat ! pokrepsze ! pokrepsze ! Therefore, he was struck so unmercifully that he only passed once through the ranks, receiving one thousand lashes, before he fell in the snow, covered with blood, and became nearly insensible. They lifted him up, but he could not stand. They had in readiness sleighs, with a fixed gibbet, on which they put him on his knees ; his hands were bent backwards, and tied ; his head bent forward ; and in this position he was fastened so that he could not move forward or back- ward ; and, thus secured, they drove him through the column, Gatafiejew shouting continually, — " Harder ! harder 1" In the beginning of the drive, his groans were heard, but, afterwards, they became weaker and weaker, it they ceased entirely. Our great martyr, 5 50 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATIIOLIC PRIEST.
Sierocinski, breathed till four thousand lashes. Then his breath of life fled, and the remaining three thou- sand lashes were inflicted on his dead body, or rather on his bones ! So unmercifully 'were they all beaten, particularly Mr. Sierocinski, that, according to the sayings of eye-witnesses, Poles and Russians, with whom I conversed personally about it, they beat and hacked up flesh which stuck to the lash, and was thrown far away, and only the broken and white bones could be seen. Such atrocities, even in Russia, never were practised before. All got excited, not only the Poles, but also the Russians ; and those who, as sol- diers, were obliged to beat the unfortunate victims, with whom I conversed purposely to find out the truth, assured me, conscientiously, that they never had seen anybody who had been so cruelly and inhumanly murdered as these Poles. This occurrence is spoken of, in all Siberia, as something extraordinary, and without a parallel in its history. CHAPTER VII.
Excitement of the priests against Russia — Szczegienny— the patriots — We are betrayed, and our leader captured— I take to the woods—Dreadful journey — I find a friend— Resume my flight, and arrive at --Am surprised by an agent of Matuszewski — My escape, and his rage pass the Russian guard, and reach Czerna. TEE news of this execution produced a very great excitement among the priests throughout the country, the intelligence thereof flying, as with lightning speed, though all in secret. One priest, whose name was Szczegienny, boldly assumed the lead in stirring up a spirit of revenge and insurrection against the Russian . government. This plan was readily entered into by every honest lover of his country, and the day and hour was appointed for a general rising. But the time was not yet. A few hours before the day appointed arrived, our leader was betrayed, and taken to prison, where he was murdered. Many others were arrested on suspicion ; and when I discovered that I, also, was in danger, being implicated in the whole movement, I determined to leave. In the first week of September, 1843, about three o'clock, P.M., I took to the woods, without any definite plan of action. I, howevwtruggled onward, sometimes in water and mud, and sometimes on firmer footing, until about ten 51 52 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST. o'clock at night, when I arrived at a little village about eighteen English miles from the monastery by the direct route, but much further by the way I had travelled. I discovered a light in a small dwelling, and, upon knocking, was invited to enter. I asked a lodging for the night, and was told that the man was servant to a lord living near by, and that I had better go there, where I could obtain better accommodations. Upon telling them I had unfortunately fallen into the water and mud, and was not in a condition to visit his lordship, I was permitted to repose my wearied limbs on some straw provided for my use. Very early in the morning, the man arose and went to his labor, informing his master that a priest had lodged with him. About seven o'clock, the lord called, and addressed me familiarly by name, proving to be one of my college companions, who had recently taken pos- session of the village as his patrimony. He at once took me home with him to breakfast, where I was introduced to his young wife, to whom he had been married only about six months. After intimating to him that pressing business per- taining to my father's family made it necessary for me to visit the vicinity of Cracow, I requested him to send his carriage and convey me some twenty miles on my way. He expressed sorrow that all his horses were en- gaged at work, except those he usually employed as car- riage horses, which were about to be used to convey his wife immediately to pay her devotions to St. Ann in Przyrow, and to the Virgin Mary, in compak with a THRILLING DEVELOPMENTS. 53 large procession to pass that way for this purpose, at Czenstochowa.* He, however, ordered one of the vil- lagers to prepare a carriage and horses and wait on me. He then expressed regret that his circumstances made it necessary for him to leave me and perhaps be absent until night. He therefore bade me farewell, telling me to be free, and enjoy myself as well as I could, until the carriage arrived. In great anxiety I watched at the window. In half an hour, when I was unable to rest any longer, I went in search of the man who was to convey me, and found him in no hurly to set out. Nevertheless, after a little, he took an indifferent pair of horses and conveyed me to the village of some six miles distant. A mile before coming to the village we descended a hill and crossed a plain, and upon arriving on top of the hill on the opposite side, the man suddenly came to a stop. I asked what was the matter, and was told there was something lost from the wagon. I was therefore left with wagon and. horses, while he went back in search of it, and was gone an hour. My situa- tion was not very comfortable, sitting here on the public highway. I greatly trembled with apprehensions, but resolved, if danger approached, to avail myself of the covert of a wood, favorably presenting itself at the right. It was just at noon when we came to the village of -. I now, after paying the man for his services, dismissed him, and directly went to the house of the priest of the place. I found him sick, with another * This is the richest monastery in Poland. 54 FIFTEEN YEARS A CATHOLIC PRIEST.
priest in attendance. He expressed pleasure at seeing me, and invited me to stop with him two or three days. I however told him I was on urgent and dangerous busi- ness of my parents, and could only stop to take a hasty dinner. I requested him to assist me on my way to the vicinity of Cracow, with his carriage and horses. After waiting for dinner near half an hour, suddenly the door was opened, and I caught a glimpse of the well-known features of the secretary of the Superior Matuszewski, my greatest enemy, accompanied by a soldier. The secretary was a faithful servant of his master Matuszewski, having been thoroughly schooled in Satan's service, and proved himself an apt scholar. He had suffered personal disfigurement from his licen- tious practices, and was known as Father Symphorianus. In a word, he was an incarnation of the Evil One. Upon entering the room it was evident that I was the object of his business. He informed me, with a kind of satanic pleasure, that he was glad to find me, having had much trouble on my account, and forthwith asked me if I would go with him. I answered him, by saying, with strong emotion, that I would take my dinner, and afterwards decide what to do. Dinner was soon brought in, and I was invited to partake. On the side of the room opposite where the sick priest was, a door opened into a smaller room, having another door opening into a large garden of fruit trees, &c.