ABSTRACTS ALEWINE, Kenneth, University of Texas, Galveston, USA, e-mail:
[email protected] DIGITAL MELANCHOLIA: VISUALIZING MUSIC AND MOOD VIA UNSTABLE MEDIA As a cold calculus of the rational and as simulated patterns, the digital is often understood as the opposite of the real, the analog, and the material. In the context of electronic music, the digital is also thought to lack warmth and fullness, dissociating music from its role as a therapeutic resource for emotional action and recovery. To imagine the digital as a feeling, to experience virtuality as something fully immersed in mood, is to reconsider traditional notions of what it means to be digital. This presentation will explore a digital melancholia in an intermedial context, one that is musical, visual and generative. Serving as a better descriptor of unstable media performances than terms like depression or PTSD, a digital melancholia produces unpredictable iterations that may be used as a creative resource for intermedial expression and modification of the illness experience. This renders the status of melancholia as imaginative substrate, as generative substance, as musical process. The presentation will thus illuminate some of the unexpected consequences that occur among the interstices between medicine, mood and music. In this presentation I will demonstrate a visual music with a virtual synthesizer that I built using a visual program language for constructing musical instruments, specifically to audition the generative qualities of melancholia, which define the digital as an inventive framework from which unstable media emerges. This presentation will argue that the digital functions in electronic music as a complex emotional system like melancholia.