TRANCE FORMATION OF AMERICA
TRANCE Formationof Americais the documentedautobrography of a victim of govemmentmind control.Cathy O'Brien is the only vocaland recoveredsurvivor of the CentralIntelligence Agency's MK-Ultra Project Monarchmind controloperation. Chiseled deep into the white stoneof the CIA's Langley,Virginia headquartersis a partialverse lifted from the Holy Bibfeand writings of SaintJohn..." and the truthshall make you free." This statement, like the agency,is totalreality. The buildingthat it is engravedlpon housesthe world's most successfulmanufacturer of lies to facilitatepsychological warfare. "Company" The usestruth andtechnology as their raw materialsto produce"pure" liesfor controlof you andAmerica's allies. Within thepages of TRANCE Formation of America you'll find thetruth.
U.S. GOVERNMENT MIND CONTROL
On August3rd, 1977the 95thU.S. Congressopened hearings into the reportedabuses conceming the CIA's TOP SECRETmind controlresearch program code named MK Ultra. On February8th 1988, anMK Ultra victim,Cathy O'Brien, was covertly rescued from her mind controlenslavement by Intelligenceinsider Mark Phillips.Their seven yearpunuit of Justicewas stopped FOR REASONSOF NATIONAL SECURITY. TRANCEFormation of Americaexposesthe truth behind this criminal abuseof theUnconstitutional 1947 National Security Act. uSP$00ililililJlllillllllllllllllllllilllflrsBN0-1th01h5-'{-a TRA]YCE FORMATION OF AMERICA
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I T TABLE OF CONTENTS
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PART I
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PART II AN OPEN LETTER...... ,,..75 DEDICATrON...... ,..76 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS ,.....77 TRANCE-FORMATTON OF AMBRICA...... 78 CHAPTER1...... 81 My TNTRODUCTION TO HUMANITY...... 81 CHAPTER2...... 87 THE RITE TO REMAIN SILENT ...... 87 CHAPTER3...... g4 MY FIRST PRESIDENT ...... 94 CHAPTER4...... g7 THE MOST DANGEROUSGAME ...,,...... g7 cHAprER5...... 103 TINKERINGWITH THE MIND .....I03 cHAprER6...... 109 UMTED STATES MILITARY & NASA MrND_CONTROL TRAIMNG...... 109 CHAPTER7...... 15 CHARMSCHOOL...... 115 cHAprER8...... t21 CIA'S WAR ON DRUGS OPERATION: ELIMTNATTNG COMpETmoN...... ,.. r2l
CHAPTER32 ...... 218 A PLACETO RLrN,NO NEEDTO HIDE ...... 2I8 CHAPTER33 ...... 222 EPILOGUEUPDATE ...... 222 VICTIM OF THE SYSTEM\TIMELINE ...... ,....,...... 225 SILENCEEQUALS DEATH REFERENCELIST INDEX
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by Mark Phillips TWELFTH PRINTING Since tlie first printing of TRANCE was released in September1995, many of the hard-to-comprehenddetails have been verified and miraculously managedto surface through our controlled medias. Pleasehelp us any way you can to provide this book to anyonewho will further researchits contentsand thus shine the light of truth on the psychological warfare plan that is being silently wagedagainst humanity. Pleaseremember, for as long as your thoughtsremain free, and cclnsiderthe psychologicalannoyance poser of a singlemosquito in a room with no light. This book will remain in print until justice prevails,the technological antidote for Kelly is provided, and unbi- ased,uncensored mass news media attentionis given to the contentsof this book. Thank you for your support. pBEwoRq
by Mark Phillips
". . . with liberty andjustice for all."
Preambleto the United StatesConstitution
My name is Marquart (Mark) Ewing Phillips, born May 17, 1943 in Nashville. Tennessee. I have no criminal record and I have never been adjudged insane. I am not a scholar, professional writer, or mental health ptiysician. While I lack the offrcial published academic credentials, I am iec,ognizedinternationally by mental trealth and law enforcement professionals as ariauthority on the secretscience concerning external control of fhe mind. The purpose of Part I of this book is to document how this reputation was gained. This brief and highly condensed contribution is intended to provide an understandingof why, when, and where I embarked on a study of the most secret technology-declassified knbwn to man: Trauma-basedmind control. Through the publication of United States Govemment documents,_our U.S. Department of Defense (DOD) admits that this ancient wizard's mechanismfor control is so dangerous that most information pertaining to it must remain classified as TOP-SECRET. As the employee of a DOD subcontractor with exposure to mind-control research, I was required to sign an gqth of- secrecy. I am restricted by law from revealing certain specific information to this day "sensitive" that direcily pertained to hy employment as, among other exposures,- a U.S. DOD subcontractorin mind-control research. This super secrettechnology is an evolved systemof remote human physical and psychological manipulation that has only recently been officially recognized by' a-ciedited mental health physiciansfor what it i.s,_absolute mind_ control. My first encounter with- rirind-control research began in the late 1960s in Ailan6, Georgia on the Emory University campus at the Yerkes Primate Center. It wi there that I leained about lrimate behavior modification-the basis for human mind control. Part I of this book is my attempt to impart an understanding of how this and other exposures would prepare me for the challengeof a lifetime. what I witnessed,in terms of technology, at the Yerkes Primate Center and other government sponsored research facilities, combined with years of personal research into this science of mind manipulation, did not adequately prepare me for what I would be exposedto in 1988 through an unexpectedchain of events. This exposurecame in the form of personal acquaintancewith the human results ofhcially entitled by DOD as, among other cryptic file titles, MK-Ultra.' I have outlined tnis noxious intr6duction in tropesthat the material provided by one MK-Ultra survivor, Cathy O'Brien, will incite a legitimate federal investigation of her claims. I was able to liberate MK-Ultra victims, Cathy O'Brien and her daughter,, Kelly, from the invisible grip of this U.S. Government secret weapon. of contiol. In the process, I also helped Cathy recover her mental and physical health. Howevei, I have not been successful in enlisting the cooperation of my government to pursue the justice issue. There is a reason for this failure to justice you, reader, NEED TO KNOW. I have been told obtain that the " repeateilly, "Justiceis not obtainable,For ReasonsOf National Security. . This book is primarily the autobiographyof Cathy O'Brien, who did not volunteer tor seryrce to -her country, but was used her entire life against her innate, vglqnqry _ryi! lor perpetulting criminal activity by many-so-called leaderswithin the u.S. Government. These "treasonous "seryice" ieadLrs,' diil volunteer for.political to our country. They must be held accountablefor their actions. Together, cathy and I have dedicatedour lives to the Dursuit of iustice and rehabilitation for her and Kelly. AII avenuesfor justice anb rehabili6tive relief have been blocked For Reasons of National s6curity. The question arises, whose perhaps security?. cathy 9_'Pri",l provides the logical-answer. aftei reading this work, you will ^inspireothers to readlt. collectively, as iatriots, ye carl m+e.a positive difference for Cathy and Kelly, our governmint, and humanity, by_having our voices heard. In niy opinioni6ur grEat United Starcs Constitution does not need to be amended it nrfudsto be-enforEed. . The grim reality we must all embrace is that there is, in human terms, no Justlce, ang r.l9 r_eye_nge_adequateto equal what these two, and many other victims of this u.S. Government secret weapon experiehced. The only remaining remnant of opportunity for justice ior theje survivors would bL derived from -a public forum expos6 of what they experienced. what these survivors need to witness is the mass dissemination of their story and a radical, positive changein their government's managementof secrets. Tiris would be ari acceptable,though belated, substitutefor justice. Their hope lies in the belief that-- "Truth lives a wretchedlife, but alwayssurvives a lie." Anonymous
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MIND COI.I"TROL BY ANY OTHER NAME
Sometimes words, or groups of words, found in the English language have many defrnitions or meanings. Within each meaning there may be different logical and literal perceptions of the application of a given word. However, the words mind control usually conjure up a single response. This is most unfortunate due !o the vast differences of perception contained within the reference. For example, if you have access to a late I980s Randarn House or later Webster's New Collegiate Dictionary and reference mind control, you will notice there is a conspicuous absenceof a listing. Should you go one step further and secure a college professor's teaching copy of Oxford's Companion To Thc Mind (Oxford Press 1987), you can reference practically anything concerning research of the mind without a reference to mind control. Perhaps yoq Tay now realize that throlgh Random House, Webster and Oxford Press omissions, you :re a victim of information control.
I Mind control is sometimes loosely defined as information control. This I being one of many accepted ways to iefrne the term should immediately raise questions of distrust towards your information souroes. Since what we think is basedon what we learn, manipulation of a mind, or a nation of minds, can be accomplished through control of information. With thought control being a result of information control, many avid researchers of mind sciences simply label it "soft" mind control. These days, we live in a world in which the continued existence of multinational businesses and govemments depends upon instant com- munications. However, with consideration to the so-called problem of information overload, it would appear to most people that we hear and see enough to make rational decisions concerning our individual lives. Unfortunately, this is not true. What we don't know, as evidenced by mind- control atrocities, is quickly destroying society as we have known it. The answer to this problem is glaringly apparent. We, as citizens of a supposedly free country, should not permit our government to restrict any information that protects criminal activity under the guise of National Security. Secret knowledge equals power, with the end result being control. Therefore, despite the deliberate efforts of those persons in control of national media information management (who are not media employees), results of secret mind-control projects gone awry have been leaking out for years through the media. People are literally waking up to the mind-control reality because there is an obvious lack of logical explanation for cerlain sensational news events. What really happened at Jim Jones' fonestown and with Sirhan Sirhan, John Hinkley, and I-ee Haney Oswald? And, more importantly, why did it happen? The simple common denominator existing among these persons has been publicly stated by the media, based on research of their medical histories, is mind control. In reality, information control is but one component of mind control. "brain Whereas washitrg," a term coined by an investigative journalist writing about Korean War P.O.W.s around 1951, described the results of what the Chinese regarded as thought reform. The term brainwashingdenotes to most peoplethe destructionof a person,s lnemo_Iy.This slang term continuesto be usedby the news media in place of the. al.l encompassingterm, mind control. In ieality, applied brainwashing techniquesare similar to thoseused in trauma-basedbehaviof modification. Pfqqg _thepast three decades,a significant number of religious groups worldwide has been cited by the mainstreamnews media as destructivecults. An empluis-on q9 word de$tructiveis necessaryin defining thesegroups as cults. Random House Diaionary defines cult- as "a particular system of religious rygrship". !y this definition, the word cult would encompassall religions._.Thgse so-called deskuctive cults have been publicly -mind denounced by the news media f9r using brainwashing,thought reform, and manipuEtion tactics on their believers. However, there is an obvious lack of expressed concernby these samemedia as they fail to addressthe underlying isiues of mind contiol, the powerbasis for abuie. - Perhapsthe reporting news media can not, for somersmon, publicly open the proverbial Pandora'sBox. Is it plausiblethen to considei that-closer scrqtiny,by the media and the public, of thesedestructive cults' leadership could reveala solid connectionto governmentsponsored mind-control research? These are questionsthqt, in themselvesproperly addressed,would provide importantanswers to this socialepidemic ihvolving physical and psychological abuse. The answersthat an in-depth professional-irivristigationwould pro:viae could be the first step in resolving the rash of problemsthat destructiv-ecults, serialkillers, andsexual child abusers,thrust upon society. As consumersof nationalnews media supplied information, we continueto accepthalf-truths which, in this casescenario, is seeingand hearing only what resultsfrom massmind manipulation. Historiansprovide us a glimpse into the future through recordedevents of the past. It appearsthat throughoutrecorded history, man has, towardsthe end of each millennium, returned to a focus on certiin types of bizarre human behavior. For example,there has been in the past 150 years a resurgenceof wide spread interest in the occult "black arts" which include satanism or Lucifarian religions. Theseconstitutionally protected nreligions" use traumato controlthe mindsof their followers. Mind-control practices within the occult groups (according to survivors adjudgedcredible and law enforcementofficials) have been accreditedwith bridging the gap betweenapplied scienceand Shamanism. Occultismas a ryan-nerof_religious expression has been around for thousandsof years. Only in the last 150 years has scienceaggressively pursued the truths regarding riind manipulationhidden within the occultbelief systemsthemselves. According ta the RandomHouse Dictionary, occulttsm "is the practice of qllegedsciences claiming knowledgeof supernaturalagencies which i.re beyond the range of ordinary knowledge." Once again, it is a reminder that secret knowledgeequals power. In 1971, the New York Ttmesreported a story on the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) and occult research,the basis of which was gained through a collectionof documentsreleased by - the U.S. GovernmentPrinting Offrce uhder the Freedomof Information Act. This was a report to Congreis and cleady showedthat the CIA was interestedin the causeand effect clinical findings that occult religious practices have on the Black Arts practitioner's and/or the observer'smind. Of particularinterest to the CIA were tlte heightenedlevels of suggestibility that certain occult rituals produced in the minds of the practitioners. Cannibalismand blood rituals were rankedhighest in the order of importanceto their research. Behavioral psychology teachesus that control of human suggestibility is recognizedas the fundamentalbuilding block for externalcontrol of the mind. This suggestibility factor alone potentially createsa human rights legal issue when we consider constructinglaws to protect people from overt or covert mind-controlpractices. Considerationto the humansuggestibility factor could result in all forms of consumeroriented service and/or product advertising becomingillegal. Advertising and the marketing of servicesand/or products throughcommunications c:m be justifiably definedas a type of psychological manipulation,thought reform and/or mind manipulationwhich resultsin a form ofbehaviormodification. A patriotfriend, StevenJacobson, published his book entitledMind cowrol in Ameica, in 1985,eloquently exposing the scienceof mind manipulationthrough advertising. The basisfor successfullymodifying human behavior requires mind manipulation techniquesthat, when expertly appliedthrough advertising media, become a form of "soft" mind control. Factoringin suggestibilitythrough the tactile sensesas the "Achilles' heelu of the humanrace renderseveryone vulnerable to becoming,on somelevel, a victim of soft mind control. The controversyof what is and what is not mind control rageson among scholarsin the schoolsof law, humanrights, and mentalhealth. All the while the confusionof issuesprovides a form of legal protection for practitionersof trauma-basedmind control, the only known form of remotehuman control that is absolute.All other formsof mind control,including chemical and electronic manipulations,are consideredby mind-controlexperts as temporary. There are laws protectingU.S. citizens' rights to practicetheir religious beliefs and freedom of speech. There are no laws which specifrcallyprotect leadersof destructivecults and/or practitionersof trauma-basedmind control. However,because of the U.S. Government'suse of mind controland the broad diversity of legal opinion concerningthe acceptedlimits of free speechand religious practices, the legal loop holes for criminals employing mind-control techniqueson their "flocks" for personalgain remainopen. For every problem there existsa solution. The formula for problern solving restsfirmly on the quality of the supportingresearch information concerningtlte nature of the problem. Irgislating laws specifically to protect people from mind-control abuseswould be futile. Practically every civilized society in existencehas some law and/or group of laws which would protect the people and punish the practitionersof mind control. I:ws are enforcedaccording to lawmakers' interpretations of the specific legal language. The lack of enforcementof laws already on the books that could pro0ectus from mind- control abusesstems from applied legal interpreations and cover-upsof sur- vivor testimonyby the CIA and National SecurityAgency (NSA) For Reasons Of National Security. Mind-control atrocities, if committed by anyone who could be linked to governmentsponsored projects, are typically ignored and coveredup. Access to the courts by thesehapless survivors is thus stonewalledby governmentpaid so-called legal experts who receive their orders from the National Security Agency. Defining the term "mind control" is akin to definingthe limits of the 1947 National Security Act. The basis for the solution to the National Securi$ controversyis simple. It is known as: Truth logically applied. rt is an obvioustruq ttril theNational of military securityAct hasbeen interpreted, not :?fir#rf#lfrt#:t '*;;i;i"'6d i;-pd;;;ift activity Repeal of this Act.and replacement with the.established rules of military conductconcernins Nationai saili';;t ao constitutionatriehts-of noi--i"frft; ;po" the 1m-rica'9;ii;":ry o?'ilevr u' rights of its alrie-swourd in compliancew-ith the coiiitutioi.-''rr resurt
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"Ey"ry revolution, bloody or bloodless, has two phases. The first is the struggle for Treedom; the second the struggle for power. The phase of the struggle-for .F ry4oT is divine. He who has participated in it invariably feels, physically, that his best and most precious-inner self has come to the iurface. We. kgory that being faithful to the TRUTH stands higher than our own participation in governing the country-and that is why *e must not have a societythat would reject ethical norms in the name of poiitical mirages.',r As I was saying to my grandmother, Mamaleen Johnson, "My life has turned.into.a nightmare and I'm wide awake," tears were streaming-down my face, dripping off my chin onto her patent leather shoes. She afTectionately patted my shoulder as she listened The words we exchanged, the room's wallpaper and furnishings, my-a beloved grandmother, Mamaleen, even the taste of my tears combined-with feellp. of overwhelming grief--it is all there etchedinto my memory.-of This was the summer before I was to enter my sec -E!ttF,E"f- r FBI, and the MOB (Mafia) are the same, and they're making their moves on the military." "I I responded, already know that, but how do I savethese two people?" "OK. He said, Get the mother on the phone while her handler is gone. Use the usual hang up code of dial and ring twice, hang up call back, ring once, hang up and call back. Tell her you're God. Give her a biblical passage. They're all Christian basedprogrammed around here." Understanding that this procedure would gain Cathy's full attention, the General continued, "She'll do anything, and I mean anything--except toast Houston--that you command her to do. Remember, God commands. Find yourself a preacher who knows the Bible and get a double-bind verse. You know what to do--for God's sake. And, listen, if you do this, you're on your own.tt uMark, this is nuts," he pleaded. Go to China and take them with you. Forget about this Red, White and Blue cesspool. It'll clean up. There's lots of good guys in the inside busting their assesto stop this mess, but you're not going to savethe world." "No, I injected, just my ass and a couple of people who Uncle considers something other than human." Then we briefly chatted about some fine points of the rescue and how to legally stop Houston from taking her back. I never saw this friend again. Walking back to my car, I listened again in my mind to his haunting words, and my own life suddenly seemedlike a scratchedphonograph record with the needle following the same groove over and over again. The thoughts in my head were suddenly very unpatriotic--a far cry from the feelings I had expressed in China concerning Mr. Yoon's involvement in shipping Chinese missiles to Libva. Now I felt pure rage for what my country had become during the years after I had bowed out of doing defensework. For once my own mind seemedto be my worst enemy. Hatred for everything consumedme. I loved what my country had once represented to me, but now I was ashamedto be an American. And unbeknownst to me at the moment. soon I would be ashamedof being a male, basedon Cathy and Kelly's memories. During the long, usually boring drive to my secluded house in the wilderness southwest of Nashville, I distinctly recall considering the inherent risks in the formula I was given for "stealing" two slavesfrom under the coke- filled noses of the CIA. Mv concerns were not of whether I could do it. but related to my friend's question of, "What are you going to do with them?" My thoughts went blank as I muttered to myself, "Life is getting com- plicated again". I then consoled myself with the old adage of "first things Itrst". Within a few days, I had played God and coordinated the move of Cathy and her 8-year-old daughter, Kelly, out of Houston's house into a nearby apartment. All of this was totally unbeknownst to Houston. As instructed, I had deliberately placed the powerful coded suggestionsinto Cathy's mind. These commandspartially bridged her own amnestic true perceptions that Alex was going to kill her. Little did I know that the messageI was provided to block Houston's former control of her was true. Cathy and Kelly seemed to me to be very disoriented and somewhat disconnectedfrom reality. In their new, sparsely fumished kitchen, I listened "knewu quietly to Cathy excitedly explain that 'God had sent me" to her. She 14 roveson tfie ople?', 9.one.y* once, rfn8 passage. rtion, the fPt toast s. Find E. you ##tj,r#;t,ggg#ffi,iffi'p#,ffi#ffffi on your it! you. i,totsof re not nsiders points never ffi'ffi#mru#ffi/er me for tha rords. t' th6 o Iny ]ssed ls to rfter rbe vas nI he nt It l5 se!.up hguse with- her mother. we filed for a noncontested divorce. I agreed to sell the houseand what remained ofourjoint possessions. still unable to secure expert help for caihy and Kelly, I maintained their safety by moving them into my housieuntil it was sold. If ivas durine this time that I was approachedby a neighbor who said he had seensomeone t[rough his binoculars wearing a gun and taking pictures of my house. Other such intirsive vrsits by gnkng_wqpersons followed suit. I was getting real nervous. I again called on a cIA operative I knew who worked within Nashville's "get corrupt law enforcementelite who, days later, informed me to mv ass out of there now--som@ne wanted me dEid!" When I asked why, ie said, "you know damn good and well why!" The house sold quickly and I had al-readydecided to walk away from my company, nly_cgntlacts, and the one million dollars on deposit as-a letter of credit at B.c.c.I. in New York. Mr. yoon came to Nashville. He purchased Houston's stock. I returned Mr. Yoon "Farewell, to the aimort. Mv last words to him were, friend". He knew nothing of what was going on and I have never seenor spoken.wilt tti.r qgain. Thaiafternoon I cldaned'outmy office, handed the keys to the landlord, closed out my personal and compairy banli accounts. I had ., . becqm.e.angrybeyond anything I had ever experienced. In retrospect, this_wasthe birthing processof evolution from man to patriot. I now gnly wanted-answersto what was going on in my government. We needed to be safe while I searched for these anlwers. My-next stop in this pursuit would be Las V_egas,Nevada. Once there, I met with some frwerful, underworld characters I had befriended back in my "packaging" aviation days it eapitai lnternational Airways while gambling jrinkets for theie characters. I telt contrdent that these guys would protect me at least until I could hnd out w,f1t and wlo cathy knew. I was remin_dedby these men that they were a part of the cIA's new funding operations. one oi them flippantly remarked "You while chom-pinghis Cuban cigar, can't hide an egg in a feh holse, fella". My. contact then coldly informed me thaa I had becom6 involved in something that affected_oui National Security. ',wise "Oh, I lied to this guy" and cryptically responded, well. I'll take them (Cathy and Kellv) io ntasta gnd play like a voiceless chameleon". In retrospect, this spontandus "red [e must have-workg{to.protect me from shirting" myself to b-ecomethe recipient of a CIA/MOB hit. "parkedu .9uthy and.I contir_r-ued-tostay i.n I-as vegas for a few more days wSiting to. retrieve Kelly from a last minute (suspected-clA) court ordered viiit with. her biological {athpr,. wayne.cox. I:tei, I would-learn from Kelly's medical reports that she had spent Christmasvacation "in hell.,, I was now alone in my mind, scared, and going broke fast. Once again I felt totally alienated from everything and evlrvbbdv in mv life. ei tnis moment, I began constantly_reminding myself ttrai I w'asdoing the only thing I knew for sure )v^qsright. Realistically, I-was astride the prov-erbialtijer and I could not get off its back and survive.- 3 l99l Ro-^. CatholicWeeklv 16 greedto CHAPTER 3 ed their his time THE RECLAMATTON OF CA ugh his rtrusive "The greatestgift anyone can give anotherrs a good hville's memory.',4 assout nYou It was now the week after christmas 19gg. I was fulfrlling -ielongingthalf of my , wirh all of our rer.na-,ning tl*g:I_11"^-V,"q1:_-ob. rffi;l"new contannenzedand secretlyin transiton a different ship, I, niy family;aid )m my j"ry-boundfor,Anchorage, Alaska. :tter of fj:..yn Ths sixiee;trunarJ mite trtp tnroughrce and snow would take about three days to complete. unfortunately^, chased it gave me time to think. lo him Due to our.ne€ativecash flow situation, I , rearisticallyI knew there was no have praceto run or hlde lrom the CIA. rffice, Cathy and Kelly seernedhappy and believed they were safe. This was my number orie priorityi bank F"i ri, i'riJulo trust ttrat my escape.plan_ would convince interested^clA--personnel that *J-no longer reprgsente! a threat tg theil security. The plair was based on an ancient spect, psychological warfare formula develoied by thi Romans. t waniealo Dortrav myself as akin to a character in a bad'Reagin We 1*esrernf 'noui" *d-rid; fi;;ha sunsetnever to be heard.from again. Thinking to myself r this that where we were hgaped.geographically,there was=nosun to setlat erful, leatt untit iprins.- L,ateone nlght abolt.mid way into our voyage, I sought apihl the solitude'that"the outside rorward oeck would afiord me. I was ]ters. thankful for the wind-driven sleet and s^noytFt stung and clgsed and opened^my Cout lry.?ye-s,'strungbut" mind foi6;sed thought. frofira comUination-oi.ag"-anA paft unDearaDte1-,,t1^*" ..11p1;qchofoCjcalliemotlonal heartache. vhile To sa.feguardmy preciouste€nage son, Mason, from being hurt and/or unwltunglyused as.a pawn to force me to remain silent, I-had virtuallv tin our tather/sonbond. I lovedand missed and $stroyeq him very niuch.and still do'. The resultantemotional pai-n from the deceptionana sepdraiion-'i""rn"oto u" uka compoundingwithin me andwas consuming hy being. nust I had, in the courseof rescuing rient cathy-andKelly] shunnedand insultedmy son,collapsed my company,simur-taneouily orchestiited t*" di";;c*;d ;ie all personartreasures. I worried I would neversee my elderly motheragain. Her healthwas deteriora{ng. tailored /lslt4ry Ih" clothesI *oie no r-oigeirii ,ne, as t forty poundsanO tootceO skeletal. Chronici"i6r,ii", i'ryo,ptorn ly's lll}r^t^:::l ctepression ^";j".^yl"l: I ryr".Uy felt, was slowly driving-mema'd. My'o*n snon-rcrmmemory was beginning inI to fail. I had-noticed-forthe first time in gJ:r mrny y€arsthat I was stu-tteringwhen lhis enunciatingcertain words. I knew mls wasJust the begrnningof a long and dangerouiexpeditionin searchof rgI answers. dI r^stood As alone,with eyesclosed, on the ship'sice-covered steel deck, a strangefeelin_g of relief washidover me. I hadsomeho* r-"e"d "emergency " io iemerue, rrom whereI could draw strength. I begansile-ntly praying for inner strengthand glidance thro-ugh'ameaitation t""ffii&;I'd i"ffidd i;; ago...Immediately, I experienceda feetingof peacefulsi,tr-aszurance thdt we wouldsurvive to t€ll our story. SuddenlvI becameaware-that the icy'.tpf"t"ntly wind was freezing my face and hands. I was elatei that I could r"et ig*n. I had repressedmy tactile t7 *0,T"*{-,Jl:d^:.::ffi H?."#,i-J#"H.:i"gl""::-rgi^,,1""..f:llltimesincerlearnedof,,:i:ltI,;9;ii.,ijffi ;fi#ib;ffi: cathy,s - gfli.?::: e voicewas comin g fromI :HSsbmewheie. #I".ri,,r rooreo -: arouna-::--'- l"*:,1 ..rv T4"' ^l;;" {i"pe.'j;ry? ffi d;;;#fu.!"wrvuvrrw uuwll #ffi;b::Tf:.ill(J WrADpeO ln a dark$ffL,t:T:,,Hev gfeen blanket alm,":t mqirrf 'dui""oiof i["the voice. .cy man,manf.t:*l*lf youvorr UK?.'oK?,, Tl,:":11",T.:_tL:"19!rge.uesiai ;;;: ;e^iffegairii r r,.",.a.trearAl jlis.ry":*ylili,t;"FH#',,i"i*i#^ilo',l$il;Ihis good man whom I latercameto tnooi una ,,J6;; y::"Y,,*kP:,Tl,ll.,^T:_*T:t#il';":yf,'.t; y"s-a classic "*f.fr" of whatAlaskans rerm ,,sour dough". Roughlvaefineo,-a sorii"aGh"#;: "l.iJ";l,j,Ia y-ll ftanybody t;; ;;;ffifrom rhe ^w" ['jf,1":1,]1"",:nj::f nj#g-::*_qnr,o'";;i"il"*;i;ycilil,i *:".**:* Fiij1orie j'i?ii{.crl".ff *"," 1-,""T,,,"",i:,mediaviolen".l *a unconilotted gie€d. :: I offered him a ciearetteand-my h_andin friendship, somethingI had not e voluntarily in al-mosta vezr- w"-uii*a'"il"rriiWe qorecrt r^ .r^r, i- ^^-e^^-r-r^, arrival.ffi;otunanlv vear.' iX"i""Tilit,'"#3:ffJ Abouttwo davs rater,,we randed_safery at theJuneau docks. we by theferry's Captain that weretord it wastr,".oia.rt any.of i[. iJcioe.':rne snip,s rnermomererread a minuslorty degreesranreritreit.''iJi anticipated n'il',r.,,,was an wearhercondition, ,ila ro?iutr,v ;"; iGiiy, ;;;i:riiul.nulr"ng.. I had spentabout two ylJrs.in Alaska'around helped 1gg0. It was then that I my formerboss froni gqo,g, i"t".iti""JArr*iyi, a new o;.* - iamats put carrieron line knownurieny is creai NorthemAirrines. back then, not because-of I reft Alaska the ini,ironmei'i wtricrr I loved, but cue ro my inability to cope with Kamars;a"iry-tr-i"a"r1.. rhi..rrgid colorful hisrorv i"ir"*"r,io a long, working for orhercin .""io.ilea aiirinEil er'ong'otn"r jobs, hehad herd top execuriue nolitio", of ilitoilt *itii^ii,,ii"iiiiiXui sectionof the u.S. Forestry ii, ,rppon servic;;Air eiie.ica, and Evergreen(cIA) carri- Now I wasback in Alaska,unemployed, and knowing I wasbeing like an animalbv the same tracked org'-i'uti,iniiib.p,. uiousry indirectlyworked for, the centralInteliieence.Agenq'y. Having r-t.-pt tn" past feeling much coupleof-nights, I was bett6r*g *i9yer'['o]'u.irig tractea did not mire-prodrlcfve.thirigion{" conci.n me. I IT^llll:"g my mind. r courdnor ailow raw fear to Dec9lngany galt_olmy daily diet oTthouelit process. uam-y_andr dedicated every , possibremorirent to locatea housewe courdcall home. We finalty founda fourirlgl tf,ut bedrooms 'we .anartmgnt *ur-in"ip"n-rivi with two and a rieatedgarage: - rria io triu" u h*tqd. belovedpet_raccoons gaiagefoi my three ana'tw5doqr. d;; ;;;lo,"e wourdnever beyonda TV, two havefurniture beds,and a taute*a "ituirr. This inconveniencenever discussed.We werecoitfortaUte.- was After settlins "our into plac€".in the remote town of chugiak, aoins.noimarthings. ryral we scnoor'::rT*it"]y -uee-an we enrorreoxJii i"'"Jrlt pubric metour new neighbor.q, and played in ttresnow. ;r1 ;T frri'*as traditionar'ramilywii__sl,rieilrrins ueing ;:+:l*T_1. cairry;; ii"iil" haonevei Our remainins meager resources were disappearing before my eyes. cost of asthmamidicati"on The ttriirerry "orJ.iilrir"a b keep her arive'was $400per monrh. r strongryiliiltdd lr'.ii'nt"n over health 'in "id,! i*i",i r"ii,Li o..rining resultedfrom the iwb weits heit;;'it'enaa recently'rp""i*itl serialkiller, wavnecox. s.rtgt"u. 'n";]fi;fiii;u alleged ritualsshe i#,Tffit, satanic andhei four-year-oldrt.plio*.,".1'luiou, r,iouL"'r"LJilJ t". 18 t** ;.t of Cathy,s ffi^ . Fortunately.I dftrjffi s [.;lilf,"# tr 19 provided 6. I cathy adequatefood, vitamins,water, and sreepto restoreher failing physicalhealrh. "mind 7. I taught cathy how to view her memorieson a movie screen. ratherthan re-experirince the; thr;ugi; ttre'mino,s;uinu"rt"rl'iiv';',iotanism. 8. I instruct6dcathy-how to trince terserfand-JiltJitf," le*pttrof trer trancestate through a self-hypnosis-- technique regara^ 'n.aiLion). was put Eonle This in place to avoid possiblecoritamination inoT- .onr*ion of her memories,.which might .have happenedhad r "sJ 1--r,ypno;;"i;d.;tffii techniqueknown as gurseormaqerv. 9.. gglnt was no.t allowed-to'readbooks, newspapers,or magazines,"'-'catr,y watch to TV, or to discusswith Kelly anything ,tt'"-'.."ittea. hia experienceda l,ifetime of informatio'ncohtrol"and tdef;;; had minimal contamination of memoryto sort_through.rhis rule *ii ut* unoiistood--'--' and resrylted^!,VKelly,.whos-e memories weie beginning to i"rf*i. ru. A' Denavlorpattems and social habits cathy exhibited were re_ g11mined.through lgglcat discussion between us. All pie-estabiistreouetravior p"rr?Tti routines,were re-scheduted-or itoppel corfiet"ry. r r. r requrredi::l::9ilg"llly "lost-time"her to weara wrist watchtwenty-four houis a day, to al'ertme of any shefelt she*as e*periincing. time,wiihout 'iviiiieas is .r.osing trauma, a strongindication that personalitvswitctrin! f-;firrin;.' '--- u.ing ableto accountfor time is air indicato'rthat recovery is occurf;ne. The memoriescathy yas Jecgvelrngwere- trofriutJ ueyo"8 anythingI had 1ve.Jheard anyole speakabout. I often-wondered iai di falle;"in"love wittr a.s :-amJ- a resurtof my .develo-pingthe psychologicalmalady known as the StockholmSyndrome._ Those trrbultrtsndvrlr both-eredil i,;i i-tew r had gr3'y: tg^|gy"-C"1!!,V_. I had heard"lougt horro_rfrom Catfryana Xeily to know fiom post :..:T^:9i":lll"pq TraumaticStress Disorder (pTSb). The symptomsof this disorderwent unnoticedby - cathy and Kelly ulause they too werePTSDed, and had been all their lives. My own.healthb.gT , lo.deterioraterapi{Iy.. My regainedbody weight r wasexferienctng incr&iuii-sto.dcr, pain, vomlrlng'-9:r;t1,j: T:l.l iyg.9lte.asain... and dlarrhea. I wasliterally living on a patentmedicine knodrn t6 ulcer sufferers "secur6" "lower as Maalox. A phoie call'to a oocioiiriend in the 48" producedthe nameof a locai internal medicine6;iJi; I could trust. .Aw^areof mypredicament,my physicianfriend madJ tnJippointr.nt on my oenarrror thrsdoctor to,prepge certain in-office tests. oni-of the tests, sloTach. :"ttlC ij9^*g-p.!_.^ tulie,'showedrhat as a resultof a *aiei-Uornepar_ asrte' there were holes in the walls "No. of my stomach. He recommenided emergencysulqgry. I replied, How riruchlonger can I live with this beloresurgery?" "It He said,. dependson howwell youcan follow my instructions". ."\q proutem,'-I said..y.itt" a'few daysof i"eaingryr"ii'int "u.nourry andrakingthe prescribed medications, I begairto recover. It was during this recoveryperiod thit I beganmy telephonesearch for flY,"lt^_t9^:f*'weil 919y'.1rryoygry process... Agiin r ri'astoia by my former connected" assoclatesthat I knew it all. I was not convinced. However, my persistencesoon paid "pay off as one particular phone ""ti,iiuriJln'my striting proverbial dirt"i The medical books on experimental research for treating dissociative .crandestine ',on disorders mysteriously appeare,O hold" i;;; Jin" nug6 .t ! 20 l.! t-I B I - , restore her A-nchorage trHt"iH"l PublicLibrary. *.". covertry irie g41ser, t:"1#: I. arertedro pick rhanisrn. Pth of her srncel-ll'l.l'l;.1nffiI was walkir *i+ild;d{tp{*:l'j"x;.-,',;.rysackin ton). T}is -' rl' 9f IEr ffs.: t'*: *i'tr rnduction ,xl#,,{Ttin"?ffi ffit o"lriixffi" trtr#iifjdi#{ uines, to rr'Wrii# athy had minimal know |,itt$d*" ,* is"eryid;;I W #:,::'#:i; :"il :; tood and vouib'.i,,_ii"#i;",la[HtilH1fi"r.,,Ti1ffi'"3::[l]'#'ffiUi':r""i# t/ere s-hew3s aaoresisinfnie re_ r, aso^,r_Tsur{ concluded by nar rchavior ,esponsiureTrr-a,,*frI :ly. ;,fl:'fd["*Jpq,if"i:J:{!ifdi.t"[r:;xll rleft me ;*#A[*l*ffi''?n#.t'*l#:ii{ilrttm#Hfl lrauma, fl* 800# Rffo'q"q.on_lhe S*{*T s being l,!"lt witha timeand ;"; ;;';;i. b&k"m;[;';a; :lTttatlv.($iqe,ilu*;li,'Ji"?",TllillliT3:t.::li.bprovided r"-foi;""#;;"ifr'j:^'-ut$ this800# and many orhers I had :ry]"'' t; ;;;#y accessrhe e with as the jHff:fltifxlllx-Hiimi'""Tffi#'i'ilfr?#lil*$",$i; I had ;ffi larow The *,1+truUlii"'i#;*m;,1m"',pg';.;r'i*r,l1.l,r'{1fi*,,-;r.nenext soundI he: do not know too lt"t"i" ptffiuse 'I ntit?tntit!1 Y rhelngs,prob my call was",T9 YT tt ;;;f;' ffj qtdiEt eighr rem?,, r r,rt 1?I^" 1{ g:!!i#.li : f :':1,:i: Pam, :ranwithr'i'-iJ"?il-tr''a'"d'' 'n ,t'p[fut#r#"i:1qr":rg'l'i'-"1fl e to "ii:i:*i mphasizin g mv the .'#:""e',T-1.8, dr #i nn,?ilr'|l*ou'tv ould ton :sh, .ftt?'tr;ri;Ht:m H.:i.q,{ii{{Hi,ffi.i!'i' '+i?ffup,y.r, fcould speak with som hisinstru-ction io aftir )ar- rasler.He "we'ep *ho douli;"i:.'errupted t Ced saia, his i!"f'Tiltls'r"W::"s: i;,?lui#:r";;';{ffi,Ii"".lii;-$fn#ihfr t#i"XtTlil; wruch.1.1',",1g,tr,yi''#i3;9,$&;fi'#l',qT,}i'[tifiI can't provide. goingto need ;ly "A """t'i''"" a rererratl lil{"d, referrar?JJ#*i,Filt}'o 0r b."i,?*:T"il:iit?,tf witha doctorwho knows 3r ,i]f* aboutthis and might r 0 *,,iF'if,#f"fff.*$"**fiffii"ilsffh*:.,, t and,ha,was ,he ,as, ] ny*tli#nlH"rftr mrnd-controrll3t*ftif"",xfiii.llir.ffjpJ;:#:,,r,tr""Ii atrocities) buthe courd d-#ioirl" r,"rp. 2l oh, be algrt. Everybody's- watching this guy so anythingyou say, they (the bad guys)will know." "Thank you very much,"I replied. Somewherein the process df finding 3 relgrrar professionailyacquainted with Dr. Hammond,I ielephoneddissociitive disordeis-speciuiirt.'or. Bennett Braun,a well-knownand published psychiatrist in chicag'o,-i[i"ols. I learned from our conversationthal he had air entirehospital uniiai:olciieaio ttrerapy for peoplelike cathy and5elly. I wonderedaithe time *rrv fiii nu,newasn,t prevroustyprovided to me for a consultation.As a resultof thisbrief telephone encorrnter,.,Ilgqrned "bed" that Dr. Braunhad a numberof patientson it""g *'"iiiiri list for a within this..facility. "friend-" The doctorthen rit*ia.a rn" the nameand telephone.number of a he confrded in,'reojii ai[azine senior investigativereporter Civia Tamarkin. reoptglTime -,_j^"ii3"^rllg y!i1 Lif.e mag.azJrle.rgporter was to be my biggest srngreJudgement error in thepursuit of helpfulinformation. I woulds60n i&rn for nearly :*.y*,il9ilftly-re_sponsible"expert" cbstingme my life, anddid-i"dir;tlt cosr-Kelly lrer chance for therapy--whichis an6ther book in itself. rpo!: with .-^^\T_a^I f,-rl! Civia, shedropped important nareJfit! a maple rree orops leaves atter a frost. I audio tape recorded practically all conversationswith thisseemingly -niewell informed;o!rce,then andin theyears to follow. civia first provided the nameand ptroni numue;;i iil" Boston -'9eprogrammer,"an ex-Moonieprogrammer by-the name of Steve Hassen. "iottv" Next,.she_provided the nameand p^hoi'e number to contactlotvn west at ycl4. Re_luctantly,she gave nie the referral I neededto 6omruriicate "briefly with DI: cgry H_ammond.The later contractbeing the only helpful', one with whomI wouldspeak. .- Maximizing.myPtso impairedjudgement, I telephonedprogrammer Steve Hassen,ror advrceon how to.helpKelly (only),which resulted in-his coming to Apparently,-his :Ii,h,911:.tl 1$9 agenda.iviq t9 traumarizeCittry Uy usiriga weil-Knowncode- to tnggerher to run for her life-from me. rhrJ method-he employed.gould have been effectirrc, but fortunatelyfo1 cathy and Kelly, his robotic delivery like his moral ethicswas very poor. I learnid thaiHassen's y,91::d_T{roglded professional.respect for hil ucLA psychiatristfriends, Dr. west€nd Dr. MargaretSinger, derived from sinisterreasons. Little did I know that L,r. West had worked for the cIA in project MK-Ultra mind-control researchfor decades.It seemssome of Dr. west,j cIA support&iiiearch haa beenexposed by a congressionalinvestigator of the MK-'frira iioiect in tte lvlus. Howeverhe survivedthe public scrutiny because the u.s. Gbvernment had, in-elsence,halted further irivestigationo'r nim *a ttit *otk unoer the gyrse. Ilf"g -lTTrV _His onty rep6rtedcrime was for f.ilin!-an elephani wlth an overdoseof ISD in the presenceof schoolchildren. ihese ficts t t?"L3fter ygy]9 'l-his cathy anj I spokEwith him by phoneand suusequentdisaster struckus. too is anotherstorv in itself. .The phonecalls betweenDr. Cory Hammondand myself-moii-u"tu"utewere informative and supportive._He proved himseif to be the singt6, tiu" rntormatlonasset I would know in my questfor experttherapy advice. Iater Dr. Hammonddelivered to the mentar-hialth comminityttrro'ultr i symposlum presentationin l99l,.the wholetruth as he knewit on th[:topic 6f min-d-control. flls aovlsorylnstructron to me on a-particularErickson "revivification",technique for painless, nonabreactive memory recovery, calied literally savedmy pre- 22 l'i Eli I (thebad relivingthe horrors as she ;:?ffifJrjtm rememberedthem. Thisman is my rsainred.,*:p"iss;l"imfr,tr +r:"xi",.,llRT*, i.:H#ll.iffi T#&:"di,'i"#'T,gl,q-t'ig1"'"#"ill,Jrnr ::ff1lii^u,e##1,il.1ilT,is..";;: f":?1,{,Hr.ffi""3;t",,#-#J.JflT,ffi**;dlTiHffig"hn,#8J"oril:l: *iH :11i# i aff;ilffii^; r"lt?:qdeterioratiri'gfornoapparenii*.*]"vfrillsi,'J4:'jii*rUtil*:"'a:;tl, s asmmaand behavior were raaicatty senlor::39 ;x#i"i;tr one Friiay ro"iihg in- iGy,"'cg,v receiveda ca1 from Kery,s *n ".po,.iur"-"ni'r,,u"herexaminedschool ffifq.* fil]{$dffi$:.niffilr:r*i"#ffi#'t1",*idl'ttitg,: * f ii,:T'"i'#*qfff s",f EpreButthislltfr;,*f""rt"H;]Fjdt"T"'ffiilT:j'Jfl,flr,nl all 's exhaustedout^su-ppty oiilHG;;r;.t{,nq-n'Jid',ioi"li,i"r, -i''.;';;hysub_sriruted :"]*:ffi to usedin her*:?i*r"i sheresurarlv tlon p"t"p. herwh'e she sirugg.red roiirei;;;;i.i. distilredwater and sat witlr using.anrrictsonlechnique *h;;"ired of guided iil'ith ormJmountiiniTil'g'Ji:f,fl,"fii'*,[m{#Fv," vt?{ii,r andpurred and onryto'6-e il'd#Hi$ifr"Xt*.,.9"q!H f* ;rul,trr:ff3 actuarrv?"rri,!iilea sound : F:' i+?iltx,y"$nt'*t*:'#andher coughing-spell. asreep y-t trerueaiiae'iio r asreo why i;;il;;f5 she*u"r,lfl*t r,,;.n*,".,hewa,er I ffff*,$;i,B:I*i$:j,pm**r"'*;rff,JH;,wavne(the ,: I.*0,'*;,f ,ilt#lff?Silil,ou'"i *ds;;'C"19' overand over and over again.,, ; ifi:{x#:4;#i$#iifschool,, ,r*,+" i :When"What out,,lr,.i.p]iJ.'" I lasked, do you mean?,t--' , Jnerobotically nWhen "Doyou remghu{ lepeatgd, school,sout.,, wrreirwffiiii.uri, royou?,, r asked. ;l:,,Hil"#i:f?fi:il,Til#",t["$d:i"rdi'ffii+1J,#ilydt,,:t ir,i'"iti1'ji!',fiiriirtq"fiilF"3j",ilT,:H;:u"'r#il li"'rivpn.is".p-.- Ai;; ;nr#**r5:,'S1,lXl;l;xtiiml*,;"1fffi#n,?:;;u,q,"ts * .Ar I suggesred,.Ketydid feer rrs daywould eooatl1ry1t-morning and rerurned to bL.!9rlist dayin Eirch;*a .b,rementary. school. ry,fr.,}"fil!#j#tffit"'ll":"tffi {iilirffs:-"*.ri,:l';,:'ff "?i Cathysaid, ,tto, Uui*e-iiiiT 23 I-ater that evening, Cathy, Kelly and I would make the last of emergency 9rives to seek mediial help'for Kelly. At Anchoraee'sHumana Hospital, cathy'and I met with the young, r l:,ehl E9 -! alt f."lphysician, ii;. r.o"i;' t h6ier;;;il'*;,i.i' p".pr, ano' perhaps'.tnghtenedas to.Kelry'sun-exprainable deteriorating conaiticn requesteda privatemeeting and she comolied. After aboutthirty minutesof my exftainingwhat cathy and Kelly hadt rescued{rory, I defiied mind contr6lid G;:""L;;i.E-il1r,;;.'3ie'1rne.a r consultedwith a local female.psychiatrist,Dr. pat patriikio'"u"ruui" k"[y. The evaluationwas completrJdand Oi. patrick invited C"it n--A "uentu me,_to her office for a consultation. This was to ue xetiv's first offi evaluation that indicated she suffered from Muliipri- fiiiti"irii" piro, a seriouspsychological disorder resulting froh *""i1, ^iA ,"d trauma.^ry1_?1,' patrick I then askedDr. if shecould arrangefor a sexualabuse specialis if Kelly_had leqrfr. beenabused. She compliedl rt e ie-suiir*ete ioJitiu".' 'arncK .and uathy seemedalmost relieved at this validation. The res srcKenedme. -- Kelly's-asthmastabilized at Humanaand she was transferredto cha ll:{llrl.llltlil,uosnitaf for in-hospjtalcare. Dr. nat ict apparenUyproul me Destcare sheknew.- unfortunatelyit was inade4uate.Mbnths paised r the Stateof Alaskawelfare.authorities'began io ifii,ilK;ily^*", not'irnprou andher ineffectivecare costs were. mounti-ng by thousandio? aori"r, *""ruy. ^ . Dr. lltrick' ^cathy-,and I, with the cdbp6rationof thJ iennesseevior unmes uriums commis-slon,began searching for a hospitalthat would acc Medicaidinsurance. Finalry,on-e was locaft-in ow;;b*, rl,ii""r.y *r., *::f:li lry'flly,.ln workingwith -ritually au99J, cr'tiir.n-'--kdily , ransrerredto thrstacility andthe stateof Alaskapaid all the bills for her'mr there. I:.ter we would learn,that tf.is eleganltrospitat facility *i, noir,ing,n, than a human warehousethat colected-wtratevii-reesiil6 ilHJ'and sr q^"]^"TT,9lf wouldpay themper..child resident. A pretty placeto see,but caretor. Kelly wouldprove to be "lessthan nothing".- .D^ur1ngthe summerbefor.g Kelly.was-transferied to this Kentuckyhospit and cathy was recov_eringsatisfactrjrily, I felt it was sareioleauei't'eir site marl could tlnd work. "lower we desperatelyneeded money to travel, to live, and returnto the 48" with Xelly in the winter. I quickly secureda- job- at Business nperformance"-Alaqka college as an interviewer prospectivestudents. My sales resultedin ,v Gins;iomoted two weeksfrom an admissions-representativeto Director'of eE,fiiisions. fanked.apmuch money as possibreirom my ea-ingJouiiitr" ""ii'nre mon. ro provrderor our move, to be closerto {e!!v: The thoughtof the separati agonythat would exist berweencathy and K6lly servedai a ieminder or r ongqingseparation fr_oq my son, whofrrI had nof heardr.oo, in armost" vea, cathy, on ill advice irom me, cailed her father and u"eeil-?ot' ,t financialhelp for.Kelly's "This sake. H;i f;th;r-;i;;^$ili ;;;i,Fft;ur tocati and commented, is America. Unlessyou comeback to Michieanalor It 1111t^1 Tptt"_ was this statement-ttrat triggered Cathy;i'repress memonesot her own tortured childhoodby this aflegedpervert and sh salesman,Earl O'Brien. Soonthe FBl,telephonedcathy andtold her that sheneeded to "voluntaril come to the AnchorageFBI office for questioning. upon arrival, cathy w 24 tlre last of our informedthat she was under federal investigation for attempting !o extort moneyfrom her father. Qgthylooked strangelyrelieved when she heard thesecharges. Iater I would learn that she "crazy,' lell belle.r.knowing for sure she was no-t or ff*"dF"f:Edelusionaland that her fatherdid in fact d6 ttrosethings io t"i -o-t"i brothers andsisters. Kelly had been "inspired,, . rnepherd. ,_..Jll^M tq:n! y"r ope+y pympatheticand reportedtythe DOJ then rnvestrgatlonwas subsequertlydropped upon his recomm6ndation.This-agent wenton to securea cashdonation through his Mormon churchthat enablei us ,andeveituallv jurisdiction. s..nrst to leavehis officiai It is noteworthv alry that during this sametime, -throughanother special agent at Disorder theAnchorage gffce, I fias : and repeated lBi interrogitea'f;;;;i;t i-[""*Ti"!"raing an unrelatedcrime involving my ex-wife an-dher lawyer uoss in noriai. r m"* notfi.ng, I now know that the FBI was, in effecl, "Grpti"e 6--d"-rton rnn sespecialist to posrtive. credibjlityas advocatefor carhy and Kelly throughiheir inieiti'g;tid;ift;;? Dr. and rne results l?:-}:I _r_"fSg"irpl ryf 91wife h'erlawy-er was sotveA,"anOfrir tawyir accompllce_was convicted of first degreemurdei. My ex-wifebecame a stat'e's witnessand was acquitted. d-to Charter "se€" However,days iater I would my ex-wife beingarrested and processed nuy provided on^ popular. "unsolved s p.assed lne national televisionshow Mysteries,'. That and unlortunatecase involved only one homicideand madethe irationalnews for ot rmprovine weels to ; weeklv. come. In contrast,cathy's testimony,with proofs provided FBI officials,was filed and deli6erately sseeViolent covered upl-fo" {u-*-o*'o}'National tou-ld Security. accept The 'i""'iTtl "t fall seasonin Alaska was now quickly giving in to winter and the lnlu.}gti.9qdust" (snow).was re-coaringflhe suhdunoiig rount inr. The air becomrngrippy. The ghange-of seasonssi,gnaled another change T,let move *'tnrnY.fl.l.tlntqty rmlng my newt'amily. $gtty;glsgging- to be transferredsoon to the tcentuc[y more ValleyInstitute of Psychiatry(V.I.F.). t and shte -saving cathy and had been every dollar I could earn ee,but the -I during my brief tenureat AlaskaBusiness college in preparationfor our move f,ack'to the "lower48". hospi1"I. I. I realizednow that :u side "fusion". cathy had gone into a stateof recovery known as so long sinceitoppedswitching personaritler v€,:tnd to .shq.frad -a-r,ioE."or" " gSlily: rnrerhgent,and.logicat lady. she wasno longersusceptible to anyone yiewer mggenngher to.go againstor away from me. she continuedto iournal her of tnumahcmemories and was professionally adjudged stable. )Totedin lassaeeon shipsand ferries ouf of lnitrorage to Seattle slons. I ,.fhp was booked solldlor monthsahead. They would only acceptfrEight and/or vehicles. I e months purchased . rparation two, one-wayticketi on AlaskaAirtine's ano Sroufhio"r ruriii-i"r, Pacer, ind remainingbelongingJ to th" An?ii;;ge-i'o"rc ro, rofmy snlpment.i.lZ-6,.AMC ayear. as wg p,"ck*.oy.ba.gs readyto boardour flighr, a )r some nEuby._^^*99:llttvolcano .and1v_erq location eruptedand haltedall air traffic in or irut of Anchorasef6r ihe roilowlngtwo_ weeks. we waited anxiouslyfor the aimort to reofon. we r alone, would pressed leavefirst and Kelly and her nursewbuld soonfoilow. rnii'would be thefust stepof what woulci journey I slave be an endless in our puriuii ofjurtit". Mark Phillips' mouo ttarily" "! Tbe term Multiole Pelsonaliw rI was Disorder (MPD) is now clinically referred to by mental healthprofessionals as Dissociative Identity Disorder(DID). 25 CHAPTER4 . . our much anticipated arrival into the seattle (washington) International Airport .terminal heralded 1 nery b"gi!tt-ng. Cathy appeared'to be openly optimistic that perhaps, at long last,-Kelly would doonhave her ctranci ro'r recovery. Privately, I. felt much- less hopeful. I knew from past personal "insider experierces and through {y sgg1c9s" that mental healih physicians from the private sector of society had little acquaintance with secret u.S. Government mind-control research. The only mind-control information these doctors had access to for the most part was from the hysterical comments supplied them by their-troubled patienls. Hysteria, in this 6ase, as a symptom of misinformation is highly contagious, and therefore spread'througt(ou't ttre mental health profession. Many practitioners "ostrich displayed-thrbugh symptom-s of the syndrome" to me, their peeis, and patients fear and chronic denial. It was 1990, the beginning of the last decade of this century and the millennium, and most mental health physicians remained in a state of denial concerning the existenceof mind conEol-. Mental health as a science is barely one-hundred.yearsof age. Truly an industry in its infancy in relation to tG other recognizedhealing arts. Due to mental health's infancy and the fact that it is rooted in the archaic, mystical theories of Jung and Freud, combined with the non-availabilitv oi "mental government controlled researchinformation, the term health" is vidwed by patients and doctors alike as an oxymoron. PatientsI have interviewed who suffer from dissociative disorders frequently refer to the profession as "mental "the -unfortunately hell," and their well-intentioned provlder ai rapist". for all parties concerned, in many reported instancesthese cruel labels are consistent with. the.quality of.the car.i: prov_idg!. whereas I strongly support, in concept, the healing arts existing in the fields of mental health Ihat corilo 6e applied'iri the treatment of mind-control patients, I cannot foresee their appliiition in meeting the needsof thesg.patienlswithout some radical changesinblur National "mild" Security Act. Around 1970, r recall witnessing a cale in ooint. I was overseeingthe video taping of-a ToP SECRET psychiatric experim'entinvolving I yo-ung man wto had suffered brain damage resulting from s6me type of severE g" head trauma. .This p_atientwas ambulatory. corild not rememblr anything, express himself, or for that matter, think. He was not brain dead. rre wi6 mi1d. !ead.. fhroug! the.application of ? combination of experimental drugs and hi+ech electronic technology "retrained" _involving harmonics, his brain was beiig to permit constructed thought piocessesto commence. The braiil scar tissue that was inhibiting his ability to think was being chemicalty and "hot electronically Qy-pqssed. I equated thii experimental procdiure !o the Ijring] of an ignition switch of an automobile to preclude the use of a key. The extraordinary procedure and subsequentresults 6f this experimental therafy was meticulously recorded. The record, tape, and doctor notes were droprifi into a security envelope and were taken 6y courier to Fort George M#de, Marvland. 26 I what m'a{'ethis casero rcro:gr:-*"r ftg 'ltr{rf"" pr,vsicievent that immediarery foilowed. a f;sffi{'riiiliTild,,.3"l$iiil#"hf,fiif;,r,J",}t,I'ff .;xf,*;;j;;itr' " an-"ffi-,*filfitT#i"ti:,.,H rT!,n e bitterr y to h is f)"1:':g:yi'frlff#?IJJnf if#Jti'*""i;,':tlitour"",'"#l# i,#"ii,:t"rii;ffiil,9rou.,iri""iift ;;,"'r*jiffi.d##:,ffi" oa^nrr-rratfr n#1 ,?fii"jJff3:iltr ffi':r*lil,l$ $: Xf'f,t supported\:bv :tr"-"-g,o;J;;-*;;,ii " oo",o,,, own m orar ili-|iJ,";l{ uoo;illrfflf'i,i: thesipp*-''iii.'b"il, n. nuasigned upon tl?nal;^- Y's' rnus wtthout benefit 1'11o31hesetarrno[iv^aeveropmentq ,';;Of ;+;iiti{}t"3"",f the patients',tutoii,"-*,i.Hffil,f?,Tig",?ll *rg*l# "t';l!?g!,t"ffif,t l'#fi il,*.,[;i'frtvide "' vbeco mintcare. a " ;#;;rn o,,i? #*.u "?icrroric iii proverbiaLcrossroads."?6il;;i"l!::::!l"ffr.i9ri: !"#'f,fl'x*#f:;;3;*fi.f ilr:. :: "' :kr il.,*1r.rffilffil I"flnl^1gSFifl'1,%ft1nt$'St'H+:lo!i., upp*sto ue biic'[.a ron REAsoNs lf: ;"li'"ii;ii;n':xn"*ff*r$;trlifi,::ffiii.l.n*n,tt#*#iir,::xr ;o,Ti|T; ;ffi:*'i15,'.'i;HFn:ruj::s.e crevpr.qe aituc'rine *,e.mentar hearth i:'"':-"":^ylg tr,xtlg,::tr,';,*- Thechurch "f S6i;tdd;i""J.9g9re"{_dni*ttg-lltffi f,ffi'";q+:#j$;T# *; *;;r readerin publicrv ;ff:# -$:r!.'ffi"?:ff"fitr%l.f',i"8'''o"'"::i:r' rh;o:i;sh-irff;urch's washington', ;ffi{t grum{m1'#tr'#"#i#ffi'lt"i:'1illiffi'"lff;#H':H#'e'#; fliix?:ii"*.*:d. ".,}:"i!r ,'i,3-u'fn{ subliminir$:fti!fl"m,ind contror "l["'fii,ffitTJ5,1:0"'gfi{::":11,i!!J, :#3:#,g,,k'ilr"d;ililfi: nu'.tir, tii,i"i,ili"r,oaiti."i6n,r,r"r!r, i# llfiiff{'3,# ru,l."';ti;",Y"i*}lii J': o'o1,1i"l3fn$i#'#-f",:liXl'?t;,:r'fl,{ffiii,-ti:l*qi1,11il,{,1lllftr ffi ,',??l"l'J:Ti"^[*r'f+'ffi 1' " iliir'.''rrirf'has-round-rufllaryitfijF?;g,i,.,,,trj"r",; *g l'3i:i:f ,#',io'.v tr,,"-,n*-*frhearth proression,s regime {{: :gi["iib:[,Iffi1.flt'l!':o':^r"..an-errectivelherapy g{ ror dis- involves-nat-ional +r;+n concerning-.iirr,r,"oilf{atr*'qiiF;,T-J ffi*-ifrlf'#tf"###i""!i, security mind-control;.r#:?: r""."ti 27 ln lhe present climate, referring mind-control victims to mental health r professionals for treatment would be-tantamount to subjecting a patient needing delicate surgery to a surgeon who was blind-folded-and hand-cuffed. Th; knorvledge of -these c-onditionsproduced the private opinion I withheld from -C.athy.when sle .professed optimism for Kelly's latesi recovery opportunity. Nevertheless,-cathywas nearing complete recoVeryand we bothiecolnized we were doing all we could at the momenl to provide for Kelly's "who" needs. . -Pertr,aps ileltifying within our governmdnt is interested in withholding vital,medi?l researchfindings and-technologiesinformation from the mental health profession could provide a foundati6n of understanding. ry personal 5r.o* experienceswhile working for capital lnternational Airwayi, l. tormed a strong opinion that addressesthis question. However, the answer that mirrors my perception was.later gloquenily provided-Hunt, by a washington, D.C. _news correspondentand journalist,- Lind-a in her book SZcrei Agenda.6 The historical basis for this book are the declassifiedDoD documents identifying Projegt Paperclip as being the secret importation/relocation of Nazi and Fascist scientistinto the United Statesover a forty-year period. These brilliant criminal .scientists were primarily iocused on two areas of research,rockets an{ the mind. They were-placedin positions of authority in, among others, prestigious universities, colleges, industries, and NASA. buei th.e yearg, these imported criminals have diiectly influenied our society with advanced rocket technologies_and mind-contrdl applications througtr u.s. Government sponsored-research. According to Seciit Agenda, Nazism, as a philosophy an-d f9q of gjrvernment, is alive and destro-ying6ur countiy, in part, as a result ofProject Paperclip. I can attest to this statement frgm.personal knowledge gained during my employment at capital lnternational Airways, which is nam--edas one oT th6 primary transportersfor Project Paperclip. These were background facts for sohe of the thoughts that rushed through my mind on our long drive from Seattleto the SoutheaslemU.S. I was anxiois to discover the end results of my telephonecampaign in the pursuit of justice I had waged while in Alaska. our first destinationwould be Huntsville, Alabama. This southernu.s. city is famous for its tourism_centerpiece, the NASA owned u.S. Spaceand Rocktit center. The town also boasts of being home to more pentagoir, black-budget, U,!. dollars.per capita than anyplace in America. Cath-y liarbors a very opinion_of $ffeqenl this town,.its poti* force,-and the NASA researchfacility'. 'to For cathy and Kelly, Huntsville had been a place they were regularlv taken by Alex Houston for hi-tech torture and the produ'ction of Etrita'ano aautt pornography films. . This trip to Huntsville would be different for cathy, except for one aspectof her previous experiences. Both she and I would reolive oui first threat-to our lives.,inour.pursuit of justice from "normal" law enforcement. This was surprising to me and for Cathv. - Ttrq -lead-upto thil threat began with my phone call to a Huntsville based legal aid group known as the National Rsvicilation of child Advocates. This publicized that it was formed through 9rggi.3ti9n 'Bud' the leadership efforts of the local district attorney crammer, who is kn6wn to his constituentsas nGun Ban Bud". After supplying thi.l advocacy center with cathy's recollections of her past experiencesin Huntsville, we were contacted by tivo Huntsville city 28 o"p*tent 'vice" qti detectives.Their names f$;; wereJeff Bennetand chuck anival into Huntsvilt"iglT two vjce y'fg,,lri,.d fiH'Fifffi**-a$i,#{ik*;f-l;5,lli'"ffi-'';FrTF,;r*,l Tr. copsescorted us andour *"- in thereto.be h study.I tn"*1'*rtl.4;? #:t"'"y^"t? specimensfo;*ii;;;;; misieai ;4Tfl :t#ffi";l ;[[;*r]]J;jij;"":fl:: 5,ffi*ance,. ':::fff ";;"d;r,:.'#$i#*#li:trtr{"#":Hgl,m*ljH]$-T[Ti#'"nxl'3'"iJ.i'ffi#ilt,vill,?H,#lffA: Di,hiiiA;#:!:ffl'J,:fr#:: ro#*'sfrldfrT, h?plyj{,:lf#-'-Tassets intrri l;#i ftl'#,fl,j:J^9rp1ing o'o crammer.rhei r nameswJii Arr*c*#-d- nao^s:'E:A;t';i,k exnausted_d;i?{r. ,,9f oro.iJurfl.,ry n, ot nowwhile ,l:r.-.1*ollectio.ns,_.Crabtreewe *"'i-''tlr and Benner ,J:: rili*","-*rj?:i #Jiif"ille tiil,'and shutup ir we and.l'tuould ,;l; ptifi;rSflllv learn,h"l.gTll'. andBenner o'icer in over five_-srates hadnotified everv ',,1:S-. i;fo;;l;;.,,'enr t"-*ri"n,,.#e. had providei $li#[;X+*.,t'7.{#1tytTJ"""ffi.Jtr#.icp1,witlr_iril*Hffi1ij""'fi'fiL 6,"n'."',::ntg d3t"T''j ri:y !d.d;;iil'$**Ti'i'il':T"[iryi'?f=,F]"tr:g*'*"ia*r#&H1i,1 _ts!fi*'J:1,f","";",fi:fii: r'ii'aryiiJictattorney thoserespbnsible triaiffi; courd.proverfre I rarysmentitii,iXl?:prii,bv.astopffiute for the 6rt"*it^"i'iirassrnarron. ^i u..'#'#ffIt3,"xjild.*iilfifit:i#i,ilil"l.'*#ffJffi,,3: The 1 y*'-of ategei-cor$nmentpii.ii..J. _alregedrlfia ffi ileenco.oering *::fitxt,ffi:i"r"*:i:RTg1':il;;"nitv,bob,-ini'o?Jo'u,,"hrsnumber up The wife ofr ,u*iu.n,a;,"*tr.1'iffil:?:t*.r#i',.,"'lb!'"#ilir"r3rff"il,.r-:.",orpus nfttl,*-*ltturvauusea. "nere- ;1",Hfi I"l ifr'rlP raafrrio aayin co-urt 'nne!"Thisstatement-wasffiKJut;;ffi,lm'ml,;**,,ifiH,,.1T"^1mt:i:lli:'ffi1J,txli;t:n[€i'di..o"rt?li-i?.X; j,i*:Tf,.*Tnistration-rraaTuao.nry.decrarei we'llgive rl,il"i'ii,iilirli;r,*r."rt.:'#,;lt"tr t'"r toxif,iuikvttilo services ffit-:, andrhey wi'find adoplrive Thiswas r bT?-trgdevelopmentsinSp-_r_{g'r.courd not funcrionourside a &lfiff.I,fi*fufril*lT"1{ffgg"T"'i$.,f ;l;lf ,::"qigr,"t'!['6#tlr",.a"i,i;{a"1;i'r,li,icid3rbythree "rril@;;;r#jii,xTtuffli,Hrr,ffiffffi "ql6,$,i#;tT*i"#"yr T:l*ftitl:r#if;?li; 29 r hours. we rushed her, gasping.for_breath,to vanderbilt Hospital in Nashville, for.emergencytreatment. Again Kelly's condition *o*n"a'io thi extremetv cnuqu pornt, then returned to normal. Her attending doctor thought-----c he hai seena real miracle until he learned about mind control.- Vanderbilt Hospital physicians who reviewed Kelly's past medical and psycnlatnc records recommended that she be moved to the worst child warehouse we've seen s9 far, crocket/cumberland House,-the'l'home for brqk91 butterflies" (see-photo). . Becausecathy_and I ;;;t'both unemployed and Kelly only had Medicaid insurance, the state or rennJsiee demanded temporary custody. Their demands for custody were legally legitimate and moraily equatedto extortion for they had no intentions of s&kirig eifert trrerapy for Kellv. l:lglly ^^.Ilto..yg1^", j*g:I.at cgytLproceeding,- with five lawyersopposing l,Tny:.I",ll1d 1 partratvrctory. Kelly..wastransferred to ChartarUos:liitat ii Ntempnrs' Iennesseewhere again she did not receive MPD/DID therapy, but for the first time did receive-genuine empathy from a so"iJ *ort"r,'Abbott Jordan. - - Dulng. this period, my life and riberty was threatened by the Nashville y:Ig^,lgtx_Deparrment.-This verbaldeath threat *as aetiiereoty Metio Homrcrde cptail Mickey-Miller and echoed "you by his friend and subordinateLt. Miner said, be_stf_orget this woman; walk away from .t;gll{.J19"Js. "There,s alt lll.l"igy P.9,t9I..V,our]lealrh.changes."Jacobs said, nothing wrong wltn that lod that her father (cox) can't fix. she just has allergies. yo-u'o besi forget you ever heard of either 6ne of them." f rtau" art-ttrir'conversation on audio tape. Within a few months of these threats came others threateningboth our lives and liberty _{r9ry e1ery branch of law enforcemenr *itrriri ittJ stat" or Tennessee. This included the Nashville office of the FBI. The latter was in the "clerical "rrime form of a mistake" on.the part of the FBI that was to be ; up; fo;,_mr,ry_ruosedly.threatening..the tiesident or tneuniieo Stui"r, c*rge Bush. rnls char.ge-wastotally groundlessand was subsequentlydropped, but oily after I secureda lawver. *d __.,."I,,,y1j__n9*-"phas€ J?, Cathy and I had determined that we must proceed wrth two" of our pr{suit_of-The justice through a well organized infoimation fj::Tll"llgl.campaigl...- fundingfor thiiproject woito i"air""try J"r" lrom the assrstanceof Bill Rosswho alsoprovided constant moral suDport. - cathyand I have_alwaysfelt.uncomfoitable exposing gentte periSis like Bill Ross to such horrific informationas pertainsto trau-mi-basedmind control. However, we have l*1"* over..tha.yearsthrough our ^puOtic-speating engagementsand consultations .with _ptrysiciansanii - others ttrat, g6neratt! lp.lktlg, rygpl_e.appreciateknowing yn! theyare no tonger-'"l tt L t6p of thi: food chain." Bill Rosslike hundredsof oth6rsnever give up hope'that we would live to tell our storv. ., Five yFrs q?yqpasseil since we retumedfrom Alaska. The lessonslearned throughthrs trarl-blazing effort in our pursuitofjustice shouldnever be taught p".pgr1tttould-have l1gy,ol1. N9 ro eiperiencethe heartache,desperation, ind gnndlngpoverty that Cathy, Kelly, andI havehad to live with. Du.nng the winding down portion of our information dissemination Cafhy !1T,?19nt lgprgachedme wittr an idea she thoughtcoutO-tr.tp us win pubhc sllpport. She 'Dlna' had repeatedlycommented that she wanted do rescue Serdrna Reed,daughter of actor/singerJerry Reed of smokeyAnd rhe 30 {}i5Hi ffft*ir*i:rr*il?r#;,#,hii? ffii"r.tr ri*r:r"x1"sffi*I .ez, At,tb- f Ii. ud.d s@., Ergffih'*0fr'***#u#**utffi** &168, Ad @aa r*n*. sr. 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This de$ce wilr I ihere i":gThoi:' :(t eoabletlrcrn. hessce't"ry I benect,tl*:ti*Ti:tum the :ffi[l"##;61i*t.h"' I *hld,? ! r^;-' -ino" I technotogY'-*ltfil*,*:",T'';.11 o co "frl$fi.* d OF com- n HE toma I is {J +{ ",'H'Sfi;;;rr-;d' G I mart 34 YZ Vl,tlnffi 33,"i;1'-0,"". ?;.r,,,.a"t,, .,ou?''rruucqn&r#:i*,.#;i!l-:j"*irr,r"ri:i,*, ror trtrurrtrrt Fliijfiii#at* s&zlrr tn-Ptrrlt fiffi;;n -. "_. lrrE, l: lrtrllrrjlctl t""'>ix?:: trdr.tr, corD' I ?rale Co. srcnrrcr htrlrrrtrtrvc: W;;rorD'stcn' ttrt, !: tlttllrrtlc.l t rltZ.r'.2 irtrllrralcrl "*, .. ,ri frdrrtrr l:t*" "r.r..,, of l.t"...rt.ttvc, *i ?.!rt c. lial I.r lerrrrcrtrtlrr: Frrtt !: uet_?tr l.F.r.!!.Gtra! lltcf:l;;';l,rl.SFffi; - ;*1n""",.*_n:":::T;,'""Miaisrryor t(, *Al ZHAI o,0""*',i'jllil" X'NT'NG &r_3 LU JUNDA Burcau Chicf i*r: S.n li-f. il':i',i;,*{,i.." ",'J,:',, i:;'j ;:,,,", o "ulH,ggg"' _r.r (6t5) &54. ..r. (6t51 _ 05{, r.r 5{s77 (5 (,f &ln.di{tCryry r.r 5{6tl !."8':E;?"-f" 35 LASER \SvSrEirS & ELECTRONICS inc. MARX g PHILL'P3 r. o. tol a{ N^lroia! gut xaucrr tuurol& llii. Itsaa atotgl Dtvtatox rlL (attl aa&aaa 907-34$1905 a[-{7&1905 FAI 907.3{$9802 }IARK E. PHILLIPS ffiafilxi' DIRECTOR OF PSSENGER SALES & SERVICES 86 €d oiEtd Bbd. NORTHERN i MAFK a€. PHILLIPS $n +350 GREJIT AITTLINN$ Archd|op. Mib o()515 34@ INTL. AIRPOffi RD ANCHORAGE 99ff L: (s7) 24'14r4 TELEX 2527! Mark Phillips T.l. (Cl5) !05451 Prcsident Frx. (Clsl L5{5t T.l,: 3-29!677(5 Lld F.L 5{t$tll lntnrrmtqulCw ^MWUM trMEOIO6MYfuECTS ||rurys6Ntw rrM Mark E. Philligs P@idcnt S.lr. Ofrk Arirn Hd Box 158352. Nashville'TN 37215 8d Po Box t AYAPPOI!.1IENTOI{LY Na3hville' TN 37215 Tlltphonr tGDl ik 4ff",LtL / QL"--hL b."9 4{t'"-r;" MARK E. PHILLIPS' C. HT. Cllnlcrl€Po.b HYPnoth"tPllt s9cl|lv Purpost Noure.Lim;EticProgmmim Sports'/AthlotictConditioning Rohab Sottxvircsis haruaion PainRoliel/lniury 36 U. S.Depertment of Jugtkc UnitcdSwcsAtartley Middle D istrbt ofTane ssce gth ll0 Ae.e SNh, tuia A_96I 6ty7365ttl N@hiu.,Tewec nml-tnL FIStdt2-'ttt September 9, 1991 Ir. t{ark phillips Dear I.{r. phillips: This letter wi.ll. advisg. you of. the rc' or.- i rr"' foJ.lowing tnarters f;:;:"i:::t"Hot"?"t"S'" ilo " Ii r cr and Jury r or' whic h you you l. are a LIN urtr.ceI:g::"re,-",,ai'.lvl",i.{l"i!+,'"""!nT.; -s-u#'a_r;il=rji!,r&i"..,,.r"T1?#";l: or the Gra-nd .lury tras .yo, _tte commission of a.":1r:__"ra-y;;.;",.;, evidence linking .o unrted states Attorney, _in -trre Judgrrrenf or the s orri"",, I-po-"^Jior" ctefendanr. 2. - - The Grand Jury i6 conducting "ffi an investigation of possible ;:iiffi ;:.f*'r" : "ifi:i,i:iil1i1;"it,", e,u rs .c .' i". tii'ns ; r, 3. iou mav ,"11": to.answer answer to the qu6stions any guestions if a trurhful would t"nJ-to-.irr,.rininate you. _ 4. Anythinq "o,r_go,say.may Jury be used against you or in a subie[uent regfu-"f;";;J;;;. by the Grand 5. You . are entitled to consult ndEter. If you rrith counsel about this cannot affo; ;;ira dPpornted for you "r, uaaorrr"y, one rdill be upon your request to the.court. ::":iiJ,""'l!,,Iitqi"ii=rj"'.1?l;?tT:l'1"ie:".t&,lT;B::;ti:; "n"r"'i con s u I t "i i t' ns- !i I "i r "i=","rl"i,J""?":XT ;". """ i55i' uJro.!, Sincerely, {-aL-s-- VAN S. VINCEtfll /tp Assistant United States Attorney 37 3fl'g*["]$tates Plrtrict @og,{*u,,"" I{,ARK PHILLIPS SUBFOENATO TESTIFY BEFOREGRAND JURY SISFOENAFOfi: Dptason 6oocuuemtstonoBJ€cr{sl you aRE HERCBYCOMMANDED b 4|ps md tdify bdoc rhs G nd .lry ot the unit d ststB Dis.ti cout.t rhc dffi, date..nd lirne tpaifietl bdw .S. Courthouse 8th t Broad Grand Jury Roon Nashville, TN 37203 . r9, 1991 YOU ARE ALSO COMMANDEDlo bhg with Youlhotoltrying doct rEil(d qobisi(sl:' iou will be asked to provide fingerPlint8, pahnprints, handYriting exenPl and testhony. ( Thb $bpoam ltdl |'ndn in rff€cr 6d F., re gmtBd harc to &pat bY oE couft o. bY !n otfE rclirg b€half ol dE trt. liltGt"cririn u;- lsSGTNUS.Aiffi Thb trrbgoar b VAN VINCENT, AUSA A-951 U.S. Courthouse Nashville, TN 37201 615/736-515r 38 ,I{ESSEEt 'ESIIFr ) JURY 19gA Fanlly photo lst0Ro8J€CT($ o+ lhrkr Cathyr Ketly t8 Oi5t'riCo,rt, -l .rury noon :---| I rv, lggl I -l*. 1 I 's erenrprlI I I I i ' lcti€ on l, rggt ffi Crthy rnd thFk, l99j 39 Cathy in Co:unel , l.lexico prion to prostitution Eo Pnesident de la tledrid. t986 iN$ig:.;-.:*'.^d;*it*$W5tt tlqTr Crthy rnd Kelly "un ln KeY Uert C.thy durlng op€Frtifir rlth Jrlf t{F.ltt St. Thonu, UE ViFgln ltlrndr aax ilgtrt Cnrnay' . hqr. 9lrr3 utrd Crthy m ilcL'i sttFr.rp C.y nmr CIA comunlcatlonl 40 3{ll Berno*r Esllst lsxeot975 of brokrn buttcrf lr..l" *[.i.-i;iy,;";J;fi" pol itlc.l prisonen ttrtu3 beE.n -fit-hEF; -niiinS: -iiiJir "iiJ.[[i". I y rith biol oelc.l tt. coi. I ult rcrlll killar tlayne Cox xd borrd po.ttim on Ctrtlbctnr Councll i:l y srth pedophilo Boxcer iiiit I end, Vcnnoni tggi 4I Fi:*'"Hm Cethy'r p.dophllr + Spanky AnderEonr who Kcl I y nenrd ls ebuger rn.l who rbu6ed Crthy rs e chlld 42 THENlcu,r,,,___. - - aoq ^.. ryrltI DEFlterr t=@: A tD skrN a...__.-...-^r.Ot.OGy sam'dJ. g,poYs, HOiliARD uo. L. SALYER. lf.D., F.A.C.P. '*r^xmg"H* #L:rffi ':H?1:L::,,jlT#,o ROAERT ALAER?S, pglrchdet.y il.D., NP.H. ALASKA PSYCHIATRIC SEFVIC€S 'ffimffi#" ilmffiSv**.i, ",-l:S"ii5i.#Fhi},:r. EJffI^i:'31+il"iilIE_ JUDTHBKOHLER, us r5r(S0tootcAL tIAItNtn *,SH.ffi,w" floFEr5|9Mt cqrrj€(of ,oo,irfft#*, (,iltD t |outr ,ltoit, r,f tr thnnf rrgl^t coJt5Et,||G fuu. o^r. nne lo',szQn t5 YOURf,Err FFotrilErr rrlr r8'.Fcrrcoon(€ FR/^|Yr( mrtrtrEFxt09irl i*=SIffi",:aI.,= ".r.* Ittgiltl4 ttvJi20l{90 lt8 tOFfrvOOO :k,_ I n:rcf xaSHytBG, 6t5| 2iz_2tt5 flin. ,7U tiotrar&$a 43 I E PEDIATRICCONSULTANIS OF AIASI lnveltlgetor Jeck Ghepren Anchorrgc Pollcc tlept. a5ol S lrrtry Arrhorrgc, Alacke 9950, 8Er llLLl Orlttlt Dur llr. Cftepccnr Lclly OrErkn epperrcd.ln ay offlcc ln thc correny- of hcr rothcr, Gathy 0'Brren' on o6/12/E9. lothcr requ*ieir r"rru.tt* ];l posrtblo rcruel lbute. Ghlld appeered rorcurret tll rt a.3a but ra! furry coopcratrvc good end had e lcaac of hunor - Joklng durlng thc crtrlnrtlon. E?t{rAtlgi trEEtfrr She rar e recber round +El$tpronlncnt face chtld rlth chcakr. Othcrrlrc nct.tlvc. IREASTST lrclrtt - "r. O devclopaent. t"rri..'n.-gc"ft.f St.g. Cf,EST: ?lnc oualcrl rheezcr ttrroughoui. Cfl, c:'Ir tenner sr.t. o dcvcloFrcot. rrrc rntrortur-rr lutciecr,y rJa'rrtt rhltr e Gulturt tor renrlly tr.nlEltr€d dllcuer gal ncartlve.1dc11tc -dlrche-rgr. Ttrc hyrren hu r rnooth_tlrtct rdjo-ao'r rrti r 6 i a;.;;;i;;. vrtlael rucorr Thc rppertad nonar. RgGtALr ber oo tc.rt, no tnd no ftrrurcr, rcrrr. EltRDrr E*?r.trrc. rrc rrthcr rtoctj-li' il-"'p.orr,n"r port lon. Letge P$ctQqft opcntng -ln tho h;rcn rndrcrtrv. o[ rcrull pcnctrrrron. ionrpcclflc v.tlnltlr ot chtldhood. Chronlc .fflE . vrglnltrr ffiT: crurc. ro.r! rrcllln3 of tf,c htrcn tlrrue. rf thc rr.rtlng ecr€ not prcrlnt-, che opcnlry tbrough thc hpcn ta, rpprlr lerscr.. rhe rrrc or th- opcirq ltrilt rr tyjrcir ioi :1t11.-..llr'rs n'r - r crrud oc€n rcru.llt pcnctratad rlth rn obJact thc rrre of flngcr. 'b.cru!a en edult thlr could not.hrv-G bcc,nctuscd by rn- rcctdcnt -i.J-c.r"g. tr rccclrcd thc hyrtcl beck rnto thc lrrroltur frr ci,qh to protrcr rt occurrlnt fror frltr, rpllte, ctc. cllntolt t. LrLLttntDGS. lt.D. ?cdtrtrlchn CIL/br ccr Dr. lruno keppcr llr tr88e ,2(n Ai'Wd t*iglw *iw. *rite 2JO o /Uxlto' 4e, Atir*a995@, lelrytror tg.)z) 275,951 7 44 PEDIATRICCONSUIIANIS OF AIASKA,INC. cli'rd 8. tilaltite, M,D., (A P. t pt-b.r l!. 1989 Dlo! lobcttrr u.D. lOl Drle Slr hlt. 210 laf,orqcl Alerhe 9950t Drrr Dlont vlth klly Gor tc a 9 and l/2-tcar-otd chtonlc .rthc.tlc thal rar lnvolved llother lnd Kelly are nor lct irrcnt ln ! cult shlch dtd rind ProS!.nlng' tl rrthcr lntcnllvc tr..t!.nt for thte rt'th tllutrry cffect' ghr hrd phyelcel flndtnga of chronlc trtftrce. Thcy have eppllcd f-or soclal gccottty Dierb{lftt shlah rcqulrer cvrlnrtlon rnd erpertlrc beyond nrlne. A copy of thc paperrork ls enclored. q,luTo:i!. LILLIIRIDCE, !1.D. Lrttttstc Gettr6cntcrologkt @/br tlclortra \-*sn 5d ,2U Aitpott l#ithr' &ir,?, S|'G Z:m . Amhoria$, Ales*e 995of, fereprur (nn 2ZeSSrz I 45 ir f'r Ii. b-g CHARTER NORTH HOSPI'T'AI cox (o'BRIEN)' KELLY 2530 DE EARR ROAD DR. PA?RICK ANCHOR,AGE, ALASKA 99508 H.R. f: 00-lZ_t5 (907)-258-757s AD(ISSION DATE: 09_I9_89 DISCHARGE DATE: tlO_I6_t9 D.o.E,: 02_19_90 OISCHARGS SUHI.IARY DISCHARGEDIAGNOSES: AXIS I: Dissociative Disorder AXIS II: Post TrauRatic Stresg Disorder AXIS III: Bronchial asthnra AXIS Iv! Precipitating stress: Severe AXIS v: ltighest levei of function: Fair patient lhe is a 9l year old-girr rrho was adnit.ted.to the hospitar on transfer from Hunana Hospitar. nhcre she haa been " piii."ni-i". approxi.nately-trro ueeks. she was adnitted there becaui" "i acute in-- astlTatic ep:lsode in vhich she had deteriorrted from a previous ti.e._ _Additionally, the patient ia a victiltr "i a"i"if-"l;.; :;; involving hypnoalt, Eind control, and psychologica progranni.ng._?.ll!=.1319..bu!e I The patient had been under the hypnotic "ir"ir"i-"i Der step-farher fron the age of teo and a baLt'ir"tii-ufpi"iii"I.ry six nonths-prior to adnission- Duling this tine ttre piii."t--r,"J been sexually abused and had partlcipitco in ritual .i"".-ira-'rr.o bcen prograrueed to die- Last itun., it tt" end of tt" patient ""to-i-y"Ir, - thc had an acute.asthmatic episode reguiring intensiv,e trclthent at Hunana Hospital. ouring that time she'wai ""-=i"r"ra" and.has-beeh rccently on a course of steroi.ds- ffr" piti.nt-i=-- admitted to charter North Hospital uecauie of suj-cid;l_,/ho;ici;at i'deation' The ideation appears to be loscry directed towards herself, her mother and her step-talher. The patient's nental statu! exanination at the tine of admission indlcates an artracrive bronde-haii"J-er.i ritt,-"""rign;il-il;" shaped faces conslstent Hith the o"" oi sieroias. Sn. e.sily to ,"i"t..' the erarniner whon 3he r"ot s inio"gn ne, outfali!.i-i."o...r.. She ls anirEted and engaging- She is quite resrstant of he! probl.ems to exploraEion but can- iaiiry easity i.i.i t" the sexual "h: experienced- abuse l.i rhere aie n" Uj.riii.-"r unusual. behaviors notcd in thls examination tonight- ah;-;;"='-rt"-ippears seem somewhat agitated that she is apprcheisrvc. ;lror;tTtt" to be inteilecruarly ffiff:=*i,".3i:;i:i"l:I;.::""'u"'os'PostTraumatic social hlatory was obtained by the unit sociar Horker. rt is his assessment that she is-an engaging and,.verbal youngsier social yritcr on a-s"i"rfi,ciaf, level. rhe rei i'5 i"-'iiitg".o ttri patienti"-J!i"n"." which consisted -e"ii"iti of a horse pe!60nna and wiifrdrawii. rl""r eas good and eye contact appropriate. 46 ;rArE oF LoursrANA ;3:."i:ff;;"ili CERTIFICATE OF LIVE AIRTH ri;,,h..- ,.,.,rg_!-C l:: 856 iiaGi6--ii;ffi -, -.,-' rt ;;;------q-- o r'D''ro I'r'g-- rrr:-l: g. - "-|9#+"-J:;*#*': oui.chita Y.t;C xo O LoriEiana r- N9C 84 B "'"';:i!o-%?fiE:io-- white "^" "'lf,AR'2 0 1980 CONFIOENTIAL IION FOR '!^EDICAI ANQ HEALTII USE ONLY nrl kb tutl & tk O.t rd b'f, 16) 1 lr,Il '.7.1.:: r*irr € *-ilii I;g;#,-,1+I"Tlr*g1.T:_n^F:f^fl"_f$if^il!i-\foi-vi"'' nril;,'oi:"ii,iri"i"[i-;.i:;,Ji.ff:orusctrcc,pr\r a siininnrrsorr rgm;,oocu!.mr roffXl1ii"',Tx. 6A-n.s. !o:3?,f #$I0"Ef, sEQ. , I i/ I 47 t rrs .toth .-tl' ffrtorr ' !rtrJl-/\t9&A-'-- E!Ct_ foo tr.,S- hDLhirr,LD ,8_ $rFa-la }n. LO ItErgtS h!. Xr- &Fm XbE Elr h-ttE tt- D8 vn Qf4 l r.O 1q ,7&d +,8 ift* r'4, v t+"N 4fn fLh r\nl" rlt I'ui, *,irl^ t^ ).^\. xr-l,f fP lf--. h*rfl' /' +,J L,*'i,T> +l T-- 1..!/L^'" ^Jvl1 Jt, lrrti"+k lt4or, d4 I '*y'n-o /t{1/).* Qc 1 r+- t r ao ,1" ls, lott.+ nfnr arrl l^+'. It* e*.'t-i*g r-' t'-.A..fl.l-l<- ' 48 1-\ !tJ EEE l- U 35€ .c6 {t -8ag co :i-|g \. I \lI F€.8 n .{l U' f.e-E rJxo - t JI$l l\l n't ;EE \l +'.F H b P's E 5J_ d I €s8 I S*.e (a ,E rJ rt, '.= cl I :t56 .€ug I S:-E FE5 l.2 d u c3 c) t) E s) o t' I o .o c (-{ B 49 THE WHITE HOUSE WASTITiIGTON tfsveober 20, LggO Dear ConEreaaDan Cleuent: Thank you_for your r.eEnt letter encloslng corr€Bpondenee you roctlrrd frou llark Phillips of ltashville, Teruresae€. !:.?ppr"giltg your tntcreet !.n sharJ.ng tfr. Phlllipsr letter vith us. I bave tatc6n the liberi,y or for.tdirrg o copy oC y-oir correspondence to the approprlate officials for firrther attention. Thank you aEain for your lnterest Ln rrriting- I{ith best regards, federlcltF lure Asalstant to tbo President for Ieglalatlve Affairs The Bonorable Bob Cleoent Eouse of Repreeentatlves llashlngrton, D.C. 20515 50 THE WHTTEHOUSE WASHIilGTON Deceqbcr l,t, 19go ng Dcar Hr. phil],ips: $*,:i$-*uJ*li**gi**Xi*-u,:g,1;,i,;"+r SiDccrcly, .z/+72?.&-,* s*it#i':Hiti,rr.or"!3;"'o-'. fj:.o::I.t' -Phiuips rr;;;yif:""_!o,___-.rvrrr€r rsbssz IN 32215 51 I Ih*.' I BOBCLEMENT dn dsn6T. Ttinassac cocum€E oN rulLrc wof,ks aNo mrsrcRr^TroN cotsrn€t oN sPtrN6FrtLD.TN t7r72 raicHsl ltrrrl AilD frsH€RrEs ffi coflGitssroN^r mv€L ^do rounsr caocus 2'O! JTFFFRSOTSNEF sTtchrc coMlrn€t lBnfted €ongruirof the Ftstcg x^sHvrrLr. rfl 37200 oarocMnc sTtcirNc ^{o rcud cosrrtrr Aoursof Rqrrrnton'oer :DE ttrlarhington,2oflt-lzot c^xilor Hou6c oFFrcaeu(oric Noveober 15, 1990 202-225131 r Xr. Mark Phllllps P.O. Box 158352 Nashvllle, Tennessee 37215 Dear llr. Phllllps: As you lequested, I have forwarded to the presldent and Attorney General Thornburgh the packages you dellvered to Ey office. Should I receive a response, I will be pleased to share it l,ith you. Io the oeantioe, please feel free to call on me if I can be of furEher asslstance. Thank you, agaln, for brlnging this matter to my attentlon. Bob Clenent Member of Congress Rcl dt rXIS STATIONEAYPflIiTTO ON PAPTi MAOE WITH RECYCLEOFIAENS 52 .. h.r t:. r'frf .rL:{.?na i',:r r;tistt, lr"al" l '. itn I unitctl5r;rr 'Sutrn rv^sl{raillti |\C lt'!rr.' l6ri! llarch r3,l-991 t{l. Uark Philllps P.0. Box 158352 ilashville, Iennessee 37215 Dcart{r. Phillipsr Thank you for contacting ne concerning the Honarch Progran. lhe tradltlo:: of Congressional courtesy provides that we allou our colleagues the opportunlty to assist their cwn constituents. .h,ccordingly, f have referred your ietter tc Senator A.l Gore. He is in ttte best llosition to revjaw the Datter, and I am confident that ire rilf offer a}l appropriate suggestion6 and assista',ce. I appreciate r:re --cnfidence you h;ve shown l:y cortacting ne. Scnate ED/cr cc! The ttonorabla A!, Gore 53 I Cabdftllgm^grrl * T ? JUL I99I 'v HrlEocM Ms. Cathy o'Brien P.O. Bor 158352 NashviIIe, Tennessee 372L5 Reference: P9l-0739 Dear Ms. O'Brien: This is a final response to your Privacy Act request for information on yourself. we have searched those Agency systems that might contain information reqarcling you and find that we were unable to identify any information or record filed under the name or names you have provided. We appreciate your patience and uhderstanding during the period required to process your request. Sincere ly, John H. wrig Inf tion anil Pr iv 54 &r cl€|rEvt rffi@ FtD.a ffi nlltF.t*s lrofrt'a ar!tgrr ffid GgrFlw^i$ rorBffi6t ffid @trFxd [email protected] rrl'..# trr.mffi ffi €ongrarof tu |lrdnil Ftmcr ffiro lrutlt8 iruntrnqtum ar@rtr 'lEE ordrqtr, wtut rssu@ ffiff4ffiliff [email protected] attrly 11, 1992 &{'gttl . l99l tu. Cathy o'Bri.n P.O. Box 158352 trarbville, T€mresg€. 3?215 D.ar l,Ir. O'BciGn: Tb.an!. you for sbarllrg Elth re thc aaldltloml lnforaatlon lbout your daughter. I bot. tbe futura look! brlght r for you and leu-y. Plare tc.p De Infoned of rrly ealdltlonal progrra.3 tn tblc eaca. strcc!.Iy, for / :he M t^rwrmC rGre gndilCG 55 A hIELL KNOWNALLEGEII MINN I CONTROLLETITOP ..NooNIE'' THAT THE CIA SENT IN ON HARK ANN CATHYIN 1989 BY U.C.L.A.'5 (c.I.A.) nR. JOLYNWEST, M.n. ANN CULT AWARENESSNETWORH FOUNNERHARGARET SINGER. I4:N. St","n JJ*oon W.€1. cuLT ANDMhto coMrRoL s?GciAUsI SIR^TEGICINTEFVENTTON TTERAPIST P.O.BOX 686 BOSTON,MA.02258 (617)9646977 "NUUI WNDEMUS. NUUI NEO€IMUS RECruM AUt JU$II4M- MARF:'S ATTI]RNEYFT]R 9-9-' 9I HENRY A. MennN FEEIERALSUBPOENA TITLE 18 ANMEYATLAW u.s. conE SECTION871 FEO€UL hJBLIC DEENDER I | &6BRoA'DWA]/ TENNESSEE 37203 l_NASHVTLLE. 'S CATHY ATTORNEYFOR f'lARt:,S FETIERALSUBPOENA TITLE 18 u.s. cot'EsEeTIoN 871 MTcrrAEL E. Tenny LAWYEi 150 SECOND AVENUEN., SutlE 315 NASHVTLLE.IENNESSEE 372OI (61 5) 256.5555 F^x (6tg) 256-5652 I'ICI.: THORNBURGH,SCHICAGO CUE-SCOUTFRIEND FROM 1986 N.C.L. CARIBEEANCRUISE 2tr3 t(tNG cRoaarNc 3.W. 56 JUVENILE COURT APPOINTED "SPECIAL ADVOCATE" FOR Cflrt AFlfid ttcbt Adroc.b THE STATE OF TENNESSEE-- thrwlittn &rnn[. Oowt NOT KELLY D2l*o.d Ar;fl1r,Eogth trldrvllh. Trnocac 372f O lrtlrFrbbb Aasigla nt ProgrenrDirdor (61s1zs&soogcrrEc CIIIO,IISSIONER TAYLOR' S HNKER APPOINTED TO MARSHA WLLts. tf.s.w. KELLY'S CASE CHILDR€Ii E PFOISnA!. SpectALISY OIVISION OF MENTAL HEALTH SERV:CES DOCTOSI gLnG 106CHUIICH S? jHvrLLl, IA IENtiESSeE !72r9 [613) 7aF!t rEAf,rr,f.cRo$,E "*L?1,.,?"rNrEF ArrtmFr iYYEHiLi ALso REpReseNr-d'iiE srATE OF TEil}IESSEE tCNrcB S rcELE NEViE55E. ooStAHLxAX A.r.-dG 2t | |'\tgl Srregr SfATE OF TENtr\|ESSEE uo'mrelttrtEssiE ttzor @aivr€rl o7 m lcruiH att) xst& lgffi 6rl) 2aaaato ,THffi#1uHo,s PooR LEc;ltlhr"= Wf EI- KELLY INTO COVER-I,P ERIC B.TAYLC'R. H.s.H.A. lfR CURRENTPoLITICAL Gontr'Ers rr*Mll! lBt{arut t2la .acttr 7a tDae!|!l DCtAFnaft c rc^Ltll AID tt{vnir|crl llEoc o olvlg(xl cncEoFPGi uSEilrlGES COII1ISSIDNER TAYLOR'S TTEDICAID }If}RKER APPOINTED TO KELLY's CASE YICKY AUSTIII tErEFvEctg?trut' iPEfiM{N r|ecrur '| tlruLlE lr 57 I aor-ez*ozoo SE HABU E€IPANOL i Fex 3ot-e7s.g6o9 I PRT,DENTIAI AssocIATEs, INc. THEN-FRESIftENT OF MEXICO rNvETrcATrvEANDcoNsuLTNGsERvrcE ,S LTCENSED'BomED'rNsuRED tlE LA l.lAttRltt SPy SENT IN ON MARF: ANII CATHY IN 1992 II2 NORTH ADAMS llT I r"*"r*ternNDE R€KVIUT. MD SOAS rrt,\_ r.tii I I IMFERSONATCIROF U.S. CUSTOMSANB IMI"IICRATIONS JOSEOCTAVIO BUSTO PRESIOENT OFFICERS WHOWORKETI FT]R TI.E.A. TO PROTECTC. I .A. CARIEIBEANNRUG OPERATIT]NS P.O.8OX 5.2467 I I Crbtr: CONSHtpI I /rco COMERCtOST. T.f.x FiCA tgZSt ZttOl I sAN JUAN. P.R. OO9O3 -_ T.l. (8o9) 72s-253?l *:--1 @l J*f 3*oo 9n/erna/ionT 9aaeilignlion, %ologmpih u/ gaialiu C.I.A. AERIAL HARASSMENT &nicet, gljl.lana &/et PILOT HIREII BY ALEX HOUSTON IN 19gB tI"".y %.tn." - Gaer :we friuerynle %"o/o., 19ooJ/efl"ot//e, 1ean. 3 ZOz2 (crt) an- 3 I Merropotiranlteatth D€p;nni6i:-- _-l DaddsonCounly i Cnmmunityllealrh Agerrl I CaringFor Chlldrun prcgram i!YF!rLE couRr APPorNrErl lgFNgI r{HoALso PRorEcrs Albla torrh ANB_REFRESENTS THE STATE T}F TENhIESSEE 58 STATEAGENCIE5 TO WHT]MMARK AND CATHY PROVIDET}EETAILED TESTII'IBNYrfitrCUMENTATION, AND TNFORHATIONIN 19?1 JUVENILE CTTURTAPPOINTETI ABENCY WHO II"IPLEI.IENTEtr KoltryJoyner, M.A CIVIL RIBHTS VIOLATIONS nesourceCoorctinoiof l45lEmlOPlor9.te60A l{dnde.tN 37210 367-1422r Fca 36?.1Etu OF IENNES6EE 8BD JUOIChL OtsTFICT 6 us tII' DAXr. ALSoBBOOI(g ANDREWEARL o|€nnrcl ATTOt|ll€YOEXEnAT SPECIAL^cl{l I r€rrNESS€€ EUFEAU OF lNvE3T16ATl0lJ ti Ictl S I j p1 3qx ,x'rrr t.'.ux l!f$ rrS;rre ;r 3;lt0{r9'o ..-. .----L ; f_ r "Equtl Ju.lict for Vhrtmc" STATEVICTII'I'S ADVOCACY onealtrznr roN THAT---t{AE EARiep FROI'! JUVENILE , ORGANIZEDVICTIMS OF VIOLENTCRIME COURTPRTISEEDINBS P.O.Box1221 Madlson.Tll 37 I 15-1221 Hot LhE (6151865-4i165 I gtH SENATORIALO1STFET TENNESSEE STATE SENATORTO WHOI{CATHY SUBI"IITTETIEETAILS OF KELLY'5 PT]LITICAL PRISONER THETMAM. HARPERSTATUS AFTER SPEA|{INE TO THE *** STATE LEEISLATURE AETOUTTHE BIIL I IN I4ELLY'5 NAHE 9CI2 (SENATE) 1462 {HOUSE} AND HEF RTGHT TO ,,,,., EUALIFIEB REHABILITATION' I lllzl I l€orstertvE rl:zr+oete {6r5i 7.Lz.jl__ll lrls+rvtule. 59 A FEhI OF T'IANY FEBERAL AGENTS AND/OR AGENCIES TO WHOI'T FIARHAND CATHY FROVIDETIDETAILEII TESTIMONY ANE INFORMATION FROI.I1989 THROUGH1991 RAYlvroNDE. EcN{sY, Je t?EctaL rcfNt rl FEO€iAL BURaU OF rNVE3Yt6 Tra!ff EOER& AUTSTNC ITts I EFOAWAY NASNILLE. TN !t2ol T€! ,613' 156 l6t6 DE tt?IE{t of ?xc ti! a|Ji1r U}|NED s'A'E' CI'C'E! f,Eit,'Cr O}:fEE qT N'Ei'IAL tr?AIE TENETH J. ICIIJ.OI 5laraffi rE Ea& Dllcnot (.lcutrft 6,rrEo f t!3 cu6tqf. actFrtct a2t cata^l. titit/Eq aGfl r|l ts 4r_E rac, Loartitxu rtD Ftt: aCt-ttt Gsl 5.t,t KEN MARS0{EN sEo&reffi FEOERAL SUREAU OF INVESTGATON 70r-cs€ ro. tor I oaco aw&C.IAiKA.SEIO r (m7t27l-aaa I JanpslLrKltdFns frffifolarhc|trll o7{7,|{0r U.3.Curbnr.Srd6 la0Err10d|ln"Ssb16 OilcaolEfrm.mil A|llnqr,lf,€t 60 A FEI{ OF T'IANYFEBERAL AGENTS AND/OR AGENCIES TO }IHOI,I FIARKAND CATHY PROVIDETIDETAILED TESTIT',IONYANT, INF0RMATIoN FROI1 1?89 THROUGH1991 SFECIAL AGEr, trllDurEAutFl{rErnrltoil alr?E ltta, tS9ctal f,I_DtE rQ rea? crF?o! atrct" scrtor xas|-a|'E ttti, El ErcAr'lEtaf of trf Tr|aattt uialTeD rTAtEr cr,a7ora atffc cttct r ||a[iYErrnt JACK DEl'AilEV lFrcLL acEftt r:sDcr?AcEifril car acc llsaq; tlra t tt ti lL /ry'nartr/k,m DEPARTMENTOFTHE ARMY Ul**J lk"t^ CRII'INAL INVESTIGATTONOIVISION /r Jqe- srsg uxlD rrrc D-t arl& Rrt'mnc wre Fq"?3u- ri8? SF JAMES R. DIBBLE ItEt/l|. lccf,r -FEDffiEtAtoFin/esrro rr T.OUISE"6RET'ER, SP€cu! lo|:ir w'CAPITOLST. 6L I rroN."* **f*H,ffi*. KY{03{ro.ro . Om.!:tttttrt M.tte''r.ral' prr:(6lEl7tl GilrlD.l Lu..qg.bl ?lt 8. Erqd Sbcct Ncr Orlerar,Il,70lt9 (50r)t26lr23 ry-tcofiwEsFs DEP|rilH] JOE @FLEY FOR}IER $iERFF I,IUSICIAN FOR JACK GREENE I{IIT] HNKED &fITH COX ,LTMF (rq tb6rr! ,u&;Otelta.i'r.9ara BII,LY trtt, rs{F .ffilfrToo'u''COI.SN t25 l[ rth r Qorrui b. zcrl LI IIilI J MePI{uJP,!I.h. unilfnaFr. s^f,rEr ffisffi# rfnruaECfiI z-Au -2ol) rili|r, FETIOF' VARIOUS CTTJNTYLAttl FnRcEtIENT AGENTS AND AGEI{CIES HHOIII,IARK AND CATHY PROVIDED. ILED TESTII'IONY AND INFORMATION. .:f€:---:" +;.. TF'R .!-..i- RONALD J. MII :. ..' P-O Box 69 WhitcHouse. TN 3?188 Chief of Police Mcin$. o Gmdlens"ilh,TN17072. 16l, E9-'45 &16-[ qt.ac-m htrtgtttlt l*€t,lE flcf, tl}tns . d.dlt of lt'o|rrtd Certtt ;ffim P|lGr D.D|tn|||t lf JrrFidJtEl?frt 63 PR()fiCTITUI.IRT, TM flA'SPR(lGRAil (lF RE$IANCAN BEIATI(|RAI, I(IDIFICAN(}N JOINTHEARING It'lEt t8t SEtE{f, COUUITTEEOI{ II{TEIIIOENCE ttD ttt SIIBCOTUII1TEON EEAITEAID SCIEI{IIFICNESEAXCH or tat COUUIIItsEON EUUAN RASOUBCES UNITEDSTATEg SENATE NINEII'.FIFTTI @NOBESS tlnaf, 8!8troN luGUtT t ttrT P*t|tlt d f* ai. r-o( ff. lhlclt Ccrtnr. oo tnt lfilrrc! q|trdtlara |ld ltrcil Bcr|rn!' uJ. covtrt|ltrr,,roqilE Ofrtct r{l(, t/rr|tU6lof r tt y* rtr," tho trrlrr|,ardra.a ltry]^ l.,ta.al_rtrr lrlrrttrytrrto s.rlt_tr.a lrar.. :trara latit lir. art!-{tlar,trara?_l & (lF I qBErlIrgR.ror)tFrcAnoil pnocRArs - BURTAUoFPRt$ots-- ryyl /, Tg?/L.: 7o'ea HEABING }E EE- suB0omflIlEailD6"*r#,momffi 0 C lID OOIOMMI Eorrs'orrpffiW fiE JTII}ICUBY rrnrglT-?ERD mrcDGSS m)rc I *'BmR,,,rrte ____ 'IlDArl #DEFoSi-i(:i,; I I I Dro 65 T- l' / .1 BI0t(lGtcAtTsltilc nlY0tYll{c mmril sUBJ[cTs By i t#:, TltEDmARIiln{T 0FDS[!|SE, 1977 asy' :t77 HEARINGS TEIIOITE TBE SUBCOUUITIUEON HEATTHANI} SCIEMITIC BESEARCH ot lltE COUIIIIIEEON EUUrW NDSOURCES UNNEDSTATtsS BTNATE NINEf,Y.FIENI CONGBESS trBSrr SDsstoN F-\arrrliATro.\or. sr'rous ooi.r",o"ro rN tHE DnFEssE DEPABT]IE\'TS EFFOTI! AO PBqTEqf ?TIE HU)t^:i SrBJT:CTS. OF DBUG EEEE:IACS oep ]tABcH I A.\D ltat 2!. 1ci? osllcnr cor'll!ilt!{ tr,tucArlq$ utrrvtrstfl uBRAnir Nov8 1977 i'W;tT'flT'BRAR' $Nt [ilff$fi 0r flffi Imt EiiviTrrrrl eNr PUBucATroNs II MilI Prhtrd lor tla or of th &oalttcalluanl Rcloreer u-3 @vEll.Itm trarrBfc otTtcE tat o vtSltt{Glol :!lt??+ 66 EASrc6suT. rr{ BrrfAvroryBroI}lEDIcAt AIYD REsEffH;rez6 HEARINGS tlrbrt trrt suBcoilMrllu0N [zuTE colffion r,aBonaND "#zuenu UnnuogTATEg-gEiYffiIt!* NINEIY.F'C *"#rI.nNc'Ess lx^rurrroN *iffT#&yffiffi o, Bro fom t. lIrD t?. t rf t||!t t b, rlo rrr ot |}. Ct_ttt G .! Lfrcr..|| tur|c "'t *"::Hmn Wdt||! ?G€ro ',ro olDcr .,: HUIIAT{DRUG TESNilG BY THE CIA" 1977 /&: o8l HEARINGS tDroaE,!a suBc0uunTBE0N f,EAITf, A TDSCIEMIIFIC XESEA3CE oD !!t COilUITIEEON HT]UAN RMOUf,CES UNITEDSTATES SNNATE NINETY.FIFTII @}{CBESS rntT tEtltolt ot s. lggS alo IIIND rEl puDr.ro Etllt! llovtcE ^Gr ro tlEttGISE TEr pltt!D!t{:F! aoIIXSttSt tol p!{rtlEc.nor gus.ncrs tar OF Eux^rc or BtorrDrcaL eno rgreirorer ag rxABcE, lxD Iot otaB PUtFOstS 1 rlluttD D rIrD tr, rr? DEPOSITORY oniloo t nnrrsuil UTflltl!il I.OAABY "$$.t$Fs;**# FEBr 6 1978 $m n[rfl 0f xil ntl It |lltrt Hltal br ttr lrC ala OE IS:r e Euo lasrtu u.l ooyBrrg,it trtrlmto ortt(t r-o ;|atlttotor: rtt 68 :i ifi[ ug'orcusrmo nroruAnoil il [mcATtoN HEARINGS IEDOTE NE SUKOil.I{ITII;EOr SE(,NECIAFD DISCTGTIRE @ | ED SELDCTCOUUNTIE OI LYMTHGBNCE OF TAE UNITEDETAIES SENATE :f I-\-ET t'-FIf TH COSGBES S l8eo-\D sE-{slos rrrBCEt.gafe:! Ft|ltra tor tl. C of tlc &L!ct O@tltrlcr ol llrcll[urcr E,t @rElslEst PrtrTrFG o?Ftct rltEt:sctos : ta?a 69 IIGNHNOilTO f,I}DIFT TE, APPUCAITOII OF rm m$[00il0F llFonilrn$ acl T0 Tru cEr{TlAtilml.!fficE rGE#r HEA$NG Etlll SIIBCOXUITTEBONIEOIEI,ANON crr PSNUA}IENT SEIECTCOUUIITEE ON I}NEITIGENCE f,OIISEOF NEPNDSD}fl|ATTVES NINETTEGII'IE OONOBESS Y tlrltlrt a rI. ET.Q I5A It;*,Ct t|AY 95 l9S Itlotr{ for rhr r of tb FrGd Sdrcr cbrrlr o lrdfirrn u3 qxlllgi tl|r||lr! ottEE Ir-ilro t.It6n : ltal [tltor{0r p* n 7lq trqG '.'..- a @tfiimtffi,i,itHflm I{EARINGS sxrrcT EIICE courrrn;;-g-i"*urclr_cl OTTEE TIITTED o-'-'-rr--j'l--*-lssxuTr FIFUr coric8Es-s FIBSI SESSION \. ""*"II1,,,,, , r. n( t fi? 9.c ABUSEOF PSYCHIATRYFOR POLITICAL REPRESSIONIN THE SOVET UNION _Ygllgll,__ HEABING Tlisl'lll()Nr0l'lrlt, N(llill,\Nlt. lllltT t "'.s'ffi" !rl = I sulJc0uMlTl'$l;T0 lNvuillcAl'$ Tilll ntl al AO}TINISTRATIONOX' TUl: INT$ITNAI,SBCUITITY tot aol I ACIIANI) 0TIIERh\TliltNAL, Sli0ultlTl' LilWti l.ll .rt .|'UB rol .i! c0}illultl| 0N I'lui JUDIUIAIIY fa.. lat cl (.1 UNITBI}8'I'A1TB EANATE 9o l?l NI -\ti.l' r .r()t :!911|'u( r:iulili.ss A' }.l|.s.l. stiSstu:V tT-rl't. llfrEttTt||rv $ts rrLTolrt:tt ::?, l.J'lB t,'r tlltEl, llt JUlr.{T rrt. ll-lLcll !:9. .tg?-l I'rirtql flr lbs u* r,( rlE (i|tDB|hlc urp tl \, ."{tt .fjit+ UulSllltlait'lft{ I lD7. \. tfliirv :AI. 0lu.1luntsuille Oinrcs !ocaUm h>- '-ffiufuFduFUDrrr!'EqEAT 73 -rlL PART II by CathyO'Brien 74 AN-APEN-I,ETIEB Mind control is absolute. Under MK-Uftra Project Monarch trauma-based nindcontrol, I lost control over my own free will thoughts--I could not think to question,reason, or consciously comprehend--I could only do exactly what I wasdriven to do. Those who controlled my mind, and ultimately my actions, "gods". claimedto be "aliens," "demons," and But it was my experiencethat theseperpe-TRAITORS of New World Order controls were/are bound by arthly, human conhnes, despite their terror-tactic claims and illusions. The gme laws of nature, and the same laws of man do, indeed, apply to them. Whilethey manipulated me by my religion, my maternal instincts, and my "possessed" genuineconcern for humanity--they never my innate being. They couldnot make me one of them. Thev never took into consideration the sengthof the human spirit. They did not-evenknow it existed. Ask why. 75 I DEDEIIAN This book is for Kelly, 11 0r{er that sheis unde.rstoodand grantedher right to qualif,redrehabiritation fo1 the Mi Ltrd project abusesshe endured Monarci Mind_control at the hands;?d;;;;6,s so_calledleaders. - This book is dedicated,as am I, to phillips trom Mark for rescuingKeny andme our mind-controlledexistence, *a "r.iti"g mein ttre 4" y"y to recivery ?or Kelly llrtir:StJl,,issisting iis;;.;ti;"-;il;y-mind, ;#.y;;i;rtimateli 76 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS Aspecialthanks to thoseunseen, whose presencehave been evident.And lspecialthanks to thoseunsung--you know who you are. right ,ntrol lme .elly tely 77 TRANCE-FORMANON OF AMERICA m tr My name is Cathleen (Cathy) Ann O'Brien, born l2l4l57 in Muskegon, ol Michilan. I have prepared this trook for your review and edifrcation co.ncern-ing K "our" a little known tool that United States Govemment is covertly, illegally, f( and un-constitutionally using to implement the New World Orper_(One World tI Govemment). This well documentedtool is a sophisticatedand advancedform of behavior modifrcation (brainwashing) most commonly known as MIND s CONTROL. My first hand knowledge of this TOP SECRET U.S. Govemment a Psychological Warfare technique is drawn frop my personal experience as a a White House "Presidential Model' mind-control slave. Much of the information enclosed herein has been corroborated and t "clean" validated through brave and courageous members of the law I enforcement, scientific, and IntelligenCe communities familiar with this case. I These individuals' efforts helped me to understand and corroborate what happened after a lifetime of systematic physical and psychological torture orihestrated to modify my behavior through totally controlling my.mind. Some of thesecourageous individuats are employed by the very sy-ste_gthat controlled me and live in fear of losing their jobs; their families, or their lives. They have- gone as far as they dare towards publicly exposing this tool of the^engineersof Ihe New World drder--to no avail. Thls book is a grassrootseffort to solicit and enlist the public and private support of Human Rights advocates, the recognized, respected-This doers-in America to expose this invisible personal and sociil menace. can be done by well organized, cooperativecitizens with a ^anOpassion for justice, who have expressedinterest in restoring out..Constitution tating back America. This copy you hold is for your edification and acuon. While these pages have been condensedfor your quick perusql, there are literally thousandsbf files of documentation that quppgrt much -of what I am reporti-ng. Thanks to those dedicated individuals who found a means of manipulating the system more cleverly than the perpetrators, the documents refened to were derJlassifiedfor releaseright at the source! It is my patriotic respect for the prin-iples of truth, justice, and ultimately that freedom-on which America was founded that compels me to expose the world domination motivations of those in control of our government, commonly referred to as the Shadow Government. By taking back America NOW, we c9n maintain the integrity of our country's history and future by detouring. its destinedcourse ofbeing recognized world wide for the mind-control atrocities literally begin where Adqlp_h Ilitler left off. unleashed on humanity that- "New Hitler's version of worid domination-that he termed in 1939 the Wodd Order" is currently being implemented through .advanced technologies.in, amongothers, genelic mind-conirol engineering 6y thosein control of America. (D. HD commentedabout the operationsof this Selnatorfianlet Inouye, "...a secretgovernment before a SenateSubcommittee and described it well as government with its own Air Force, its own Navy, its own fund shadoriy 'national raising'mihanism, and the ability to pursueits own ideasof interest', free fiom all checksand balances-andTree from the law itself." primary and skilled deprogrammer,-Mjtk The expertise of my advocate "T9P Phillips, drJvelopedthrough his [i.S. Defense Department knowledge o-f Secrei" mind-cbntrol research and researchers, was responsible for the restorationof my mind to normal functioning. As a result, I have recovered the 78 1 memoriesrelated in ft,,:-flrr,-d havinglglvived the ordeal,have reachedthis I porntof enormousfryrlolgtt, fn iigb, orchestrated through a series of brilliantlv I evenrs.varr. H,iiiipr l"*^,i#'o,e_ arld my g-year_old ; Kelly,from our mihd-controltea'eiiiL-nilana_took daughter-, I forrehabilitation. us to the safetyof Araska rr was theretdf;;L-.;; th;kft, piJ"i'i'iunt *y "g^:" was ngring Manvffi ffir'f,U.S. tt :::::'i"'ly;;;i-*ffi supposedtoforget. andforeign government r*r#;ltil#"1,i'r?it"?,i""s were shkedon the belief that-.I iould noi 6J-il-p.grammed accuratelyrevear and rehabiritatedto the criminal covert-activit-i"i.d.ap"*lrrion-, ii'i"lri"r, and I were forced to participate,--p"rtiJir-it-i;;"ile"tlgavnusn x"rry Administrations.Now ttr,at.ttray6 gaini .6it o, or my own mind, I view myduty as a motherand Americai-p"Hi;; it as expose exercrsemy gainedfree wil to the mind-control-gqTid"rttai my-iaughterand I ofthosein control enduredat the hands of our government.fhis personalview of insidepandora,s Boxincludes a keenoercep"rion or iro* riniJonttor impremenr i, rhe New ivortd..oroel il ;;;;;ar knowredgeFri;;;"apparentty theso-called "masterminds" of wHo someof ar" uetina ilri, *Jira andmind dominance MostAmericans old enough effort. to r"r"-L"iiecat exacttywhere thev wereand y"*:",S^:y=_*:1"d9ine. wr,e-n piesia;;;-i;il; F. K;;Jt' ass:rssrnatronrraumatized *"r"i,l,rt. His r*:f:-l^gg provides.anexamptd of f,or*i'f,ehuman recordsevents surroundrng rcuunerv:i:9_^ql"r:gj"phically. trauma. The rraumasI enduredduring my mind-controiledvic;imi;ti; pr""lii latitudeto rgcovgr my mgnigry me the i" rh;--;h;;graphic derairin which ir was recorded.The direcrquotes t havein"tuf'J"in.the^fo'owing ruefully pag.esdepicting selectedeventi, are.verbatim. f iporog,," tor any butthis was necessarv obscenitiesquoted, to maintaintneinleg'riiv -"'-"", of tfrestateinent, ani-"l.uot.ty refl9q1the character of tne speateitsi. WhileI am freeto speakryV ljna, Kelly, now 17, is norso forrunate. Kellv has ver to receiue_rehiuliit"tii,n"ioi'rrer .srraiierei'i"..in.urity *a f99nnped,voung.mind. high techsopr,isticati;" ;ilG-iiiiri,ily"'ii,i"" f,r-oiJiiron*.n nauma-basedmind-control .The procfuuresstr6 inoured, uint, reeyirgl highly quatinea garnrnglp,Tdly .speciarizet, "-" i; "iJ fri' in"'."entuaily controlof her miirdand rife. brie to the.po.litical;;;;;oi'ou;';bulil1 allefforts to obtain her inarienibt" .igr,rid"r.rilbiritation-andseek hen blockedunder the.guise ;iv"tionJ iusricehave of so_EarlJ Sil;ty:f^il"i ,.surt, Kellyremains untreated in'-ttre custoay oi tr," Siut" system-a of Tennessee--avictim of the 'leaders"--a-svstemsvstem conrroiled ang riranipurateauy-"19;.-"g! oui ul"ri"E'e"o;-,n.n, wherestat" Foirt'H"l;;" tii rlp8i''miritary TOPsEcREi abuses--asysrem. which existst"it"_r*a._r"r luniin-6"air"t a uy ourperverse, corruDt abusers in washington,p.b.--itre in thecustody of the ;;;ffr;';oritical ilffi,ffi st"t""r il""iilseeto'this'iroiiffi;'"*},ffi ;t Violationsof laws "id- psychological threats lgllrt Warfare intimidationtactics, to.our-lives,and variousothLer forins of cIA Damage practicesthus far have containment remained""hind;tJ;; uncheckeddudto the SecurityAct of eNo National .1947 tt"lqgt iG;;;;.ndment to samewhich allows thosein conrrolof our governmentro censor Tql;; i;;;."r;"_yii'ing *,"y ll1:"^Yl:tlill"y:*ftry -"?i# f.* iioiio.itrio"rhrears asa resulrof rhet#ifalr ofthe Soviet union, oui ;i;.":';Gffi;ly no.longer.*uo,u.lffi censorship.This facr aronesh 79 Y I I I . ,Hencethe purposeof .releasingthis book at this time. After sevenlonq vears or Derng.unl.usltyand parntullyseperated from my daughter,while our ibirsers I navenao ruil accessto her th.rougha corruptand-manifulated svstem. it is mv I I.-ry.^l.,,fgp:.1{i!t."r rosolicit Kelp from yo" in ttieidrm-"f;;'"i;;.';;ili;J, ano puDllcourcry concernrng this very solvableproblem. I I could not prevent the traumatic mind-control abuses Kelly endured due to I my own victimization, yet she is dependingon me now to expbse the truth and enlis! the help that the Juvenile court has restrainedher from seeting. I dedicate tl this book to Kelly, an{ all others like her, and to every-What American-unaware of the mind-control atrocities prevailing in this country. Americans don't ll know is destroying them from the inside out. Knowledee is our only defense I againstmind control. It is time to WAKE UP and arm ourselveswith ihe truth. restore the constitutional values of freedom and justice for all, to retroactively I enforce the 13th Amendment. and take back Ameiica! I I I 80 CHAPTER I ",Y'..f11oTt*?i[:';,rH,s?1ft jpl j"bssansubstiturinshis glh_",,ce,.oi rani,"dil;; ,ri"*: ilff:: 1y'Th*r,i li'ir*. ;f.,:i:' ;#.J"fl.perv-er.se.J:-:"l!g:Tqfi""; ""fion. due to Multrple.Personalitj,{',H1ts[) ;j"""Thpiid"t:.:i.,ll'wntcrt caused her Disorder., My;f"J;.;; to Scquire ' '', l,"*trfrurJwrlr nIS semen ',.if iffuffirrlue urroa[' ret I :g'*flfioT x;rr**ilfrmy mothei's mit[.-':*"ilr:'f fsflv:,?::l,nll could not i ilff'$rr-'"'*ff;,1!:-1,ln"tnii *lii t.li""il:L'Hll #*';l;tIt't {' . r recarrrecar". " tdhL.-6"in!"ffiti;t;"T?rtffiffirff.lf#ili.,otoaar"l?tjl'l"s:,f.lY3jlvi39,p*lpr.p"i.plo?'."' asmy instinc,r^!:lFA"A, r3or.nelp rf,"r#ehr;r' ,y ,no,r,", medto crearmv throat of my fatniiliEil::y.g+*gu{ni'B sbbs, my tenor rose as " 6r.,u,oi ai.. My fi:Slf X1?#."*ji:g:f#-.Ti'..i:ff l. l^r{qi- ffi il,'irE'#,'_"]f",';tr""-st-t,1f _c_or [o,t me, she acc used "*",:fme o? m_vserrr.la;;;;4il$^gjiri1"*i'.ffiff:#'*;; younsto .lh;i losicallyund.rstand ;fi ;;rr",f,,lBi:fr :r.4.-{Ut,,S,tii,'J# J.lcceptedhis strineling:Igt ;b#;';rn;har_ ya; aoiru!J# ;;, wrons. tvp. a-""r*ilfr and na.tufrl_partof my home il,f;Tt i?lI,:rfi .ffl:gl{ i ? :ryl and^ s u rrocation rosari srv and:-fleFrlt;;;r,;;'".d,Tf retr his penis. q" $*l'"fff:f"nl,i,i'r1li_Htalfrit",,*,-'Jr,iJr, nggeredaccess T:l "r, cbnditiondd_response, to thatpart or my urainffi6r"],.l"yrry -::l er.dureda,t:ir*myu,ainthe trauma. I I#,.$ffTl,:'l'*H#ff"to;?1o1";]tr.tr;"it1it..rr,i.'f to.mv-father--whict fj$^Pyt.3na-liter soro ne n:'i: d;':tonged tre 0.9*^T trg followingpages. mentas will be explainedand ,i,-"ft'dnp.ff t "?.# o*., I ^fi t:t* Al"',.1g,Jill. abusers, abuses and ffjffiirlrj#T,';""?T:"g"p*igT'ft ,fl'#?#',:";?:r3*il;) Htr.{$,tS"i3'F,'{"a.;"h*."h;i"l!i€,il,:,,Tir'.''iir"rl,iffi J|qrffi s."* "n duu o.,t:T4$:!F!,{r,:y?#lj'#i:;f .'ffi*ffifiit*3,ry,41i#1,"*f #ffrA#jj .Uonssters..rdever6ped'moie";; #,j,,''F,t"{#:it'[Ij:H:qH"l1ffi-1+;:',Frl;d;i$ffig,ijhi.qudd'b;i ""ri"l,i n r,",ro*,Ei ;ili,,tt,,?T?gi, abusedtv todto ftd%Hi ;lt:fft3n"rkfiJllv ind-irertrrree brothers, wrio in turn tgnity often f,_--Yy'*rry[*J',I;;ru*$;***l;n*"'$ffi'_'Xffioi"''1IlJAoJ:H went _carypingon the \rrgf r'ir;a*^^^ __ re Krver flowing through hii 8l I I I propefty, which is where we pitched our tents. My mother's brothers, "Bomber" Uncle Ted and Uncle Arthur Tanis, often accompanied us and sexually ll abusedmy brother and me. I _It was-dee.rhunting seasonin or around November, 1961, when my father took the famify camping on The High Banks to hunt with my uncles-. That I night as my brother and I were being sexually passedaround'the campfire to s_atisfypedophile perversions, a lost hunter stumbled into our camp. My father shot him when he attempted to run; the rifle's blasts piercing my brain and I further fragme,lting my mind. I sat dazed in a dissociative trancb while my mgther methodically picked up the campsite and my father and uncles disposed I of the bodv. I ASAs mvmy fatherramer_ droveorove us away fromrom the crimecnme scene, we were stopped by several hunters who had the road blocked in a desperate atlempt to locale theii I missing companion. They describedthe man I saw my father kill, and said they heard gunshots. Reality intruded on my dissociative trance, and I screameil I and cried hystericaly until I no longer knew why I was crying. I My Uncle Ted'led" soon became a street derelict.derehct. Uncle Bomber died a few years later from alcoholism in his early forties. And my father became more financially and politically connected. My mother's oldest brother, Uncle Bob, was a pilot in Air Force In- tellieencetelligence and often boasted that he worked for the Vatican. UncleIlncle Bob was also a commercial pornographer, producing kiddie porn for the local Michigan Mafra, which looped back to Mafra porn king and U.S. RepresentativeJerry Ford.'ord.' I split off more personalities justiust to deal with mvmy Uncle Bob.Bob, his "friends."" friends, and the perverseDerversebusiness he sharedwith my father. My father's sixth grade education had earned him a job as a worm digger for local sport fishermen. By the time I was six years old, however, his pomographic exploitation of my older brother, Bill, and me had provided enough income to move us into a bigger house nestled in the Michigan sand dunes. My father was right at home there. The tourists and drug dealers who littered the eastem shore of Lake Michigan further supplementedhis income by paying for perverse sex with us children. My father also became involved in illicit drug sales. Soon after we moved, my father was reportedly caught sending kiddie porn through the U.S. mail. It was a bestiality film of me with my Uncle Sam O'Brien's Boxer dog, Buster. My Uncle Bob, also implicated in manufacturing theporn, out of apparentdesperation informed my father of a U.S. Government Defense Intelligence Agency TOP SECRET Project to which he was privy. This was Project Monarch. Project Monarch was a mind-control operation "recruiting" which was multigenerational incest abused children with Multiple Personality Disorder for its genetic mind-control studies. I was a prime "candidate," "chosen a one". My father seized the opportunity as it would provide him immunity from prosecution. In the midst of the pandemonium that ensued,Jerry Ford arrived at our house with the evidencein hand for a meeting with my father. "Is Ead home?" he called to my mother, who nervously stood behind the screendoor, hesitatingto let him in. 'Not "He yet,' my m6ther replied, her voice shaking.a should have been home from work by now--I know he's expecting you." "That's OK". Ford turned his attention to me. I was standing outside on the front porch, and he crouched down to my level. Patting the large, brown 82 - envelopecontaining the confiscatedporn tuckedunder ,,you likedoggies, his arm he said, "Buster huh?"- is a nicedo.ggJ," I replied. nHe,sfunny.,, the Not understandingwhy dog had beenwhiski7i*ay irt-n'dr" wasconfiscated, "Buster'sgone. " b- I comprained, "Buster'sgone?', "Yeah. Ford asked. My UncleSam took him away,,,I told him. Ford laugh-edloudty at ttr;.i;;"1,-.ih';y ,t"t"r.nt. In my thoughthe found limited view, I it humorousthat r{ustei-tanitilvertiute.'ri;;;;;:" Mi?"iilarfijfu into drivewav,honkins the the horn of iiiJ.;e% i;;A;i"d'"p. with his fly eye level-to me, r noticed--tir'p"riii'was er."t conditioned. and reachedfor it as "I ..,."'I9.,l*,.honey,- Irq-raid. havebusiness to tend..." Ford wentinside wlt!-myparents to officially sealmv fate. Not long after that my i'a-trrer-y'as to Boston Harvard .{io*n for a two-weekcourse ar on how to raip me for this ot'i*rrooi-orux-utt " project when he returned Monarch. from.Bosron,,yl;th;;; ilffiilfieail with new*nowledgeof what he ;.J"* his "satanictermed prv"holosv,,. rnls equatesto reversal.s,"and involves iich play_on_words andphrases that stuck as puns in my-me mind li(e,;fou-ea- your keep,and l,ll keepwhat youearn." He presented with a bommemoralive ',would char'mbilfi of dogs, angTy motherwith rhe news that they b; h";ir;";;iJ-iiirar"n,, raisein the proiect. to fr now.havet*o iiJt"tr'-?_f9* ilqth8., #!iig'rro, t6 to 37 who-arestin under ,fid ug" father's ;;;l; Mt-;dil9;'ioil;:ili with my suggesrions,r1r.l"l.:.g ;^tlT6ye".'r-ifi fti"" :''F; exampre, whenI could not snaDnly own Sjpajama T top to-the bottoms in a childish effort to keepmy farher out 83 Immediate.lyaflgr my father's return from Boston, I was routinely prostituted_to_thenMichigan State SenatorGuy VanderJagt.VanderJagt latei becamea U.S. Congressmanand eventuallychairman bf the Repullican National CongressionalCommittee that put GeorgeBush in the irffice of President.I was prostitutedto VanderJagtafter numerouslocal paradeswhich he always pa-rticip-atedin, at the Mackinac Island Political Retriat, and in my home stateof Michigan, amongother places. My Uncle Bob helped my father decoratemy bedroom in red, white, and blue-panelingand Americaq flags. He providedassistance in scramblingmy mind according to Project Monarch methodologies.Fairy tale themeswere used to confuse fantasy with reality, particularly Disney stories and the Wizard of Oz, which provided the base for future programmins. I had.per-sonalifiesfor pornography,a ptirsdnalityf-or bestiality, a person-alityfor incest, a personality for withstanding the horrendous plychological abuseof my mother,a personalityfor prostiiution,and the rest "me" "normallv" "normal" of functionedsomewhat at school.Mv oersonalitv provideda.cover for the abuseI was enduring,but b6st of all it had hopei- hopethat therewas somewherein the world where peopledid not hurt e-ach o_ther.This same personalityalso attendedCatechism, a weekly class at our Catholicchurch, St. Francisde Salesin Muskegon,Michigan. "Sister." My Catechismteacher was a Nun, or Al-thouehI could not conscious-lythink to protect,myselffromabuse, I had decidedihat becominga Nun-wouldprovide me with the kind of life I sought.I could not rely upon my family,the police,or politiciansto protectme. ihe churchappeareh t I 8s lMrrltipl" Personality Disorder (MPD), now known among mental health professionals as Dissociative Identity Disorder @ID) is the mind's sane defense to en insane situation. It is a way of dealing with trauma that is literally too horrible to comprehend. Incestuous rape violates primitive instinct and surpasses pain tolerance. By compartmentalizing the memory of such 'normally" horrendous abuse, the rest of the mind san function as though nothing had happened. This compartmentalization is created by the bnin actually shutting down neuron pathways to a specific part of the brain. These neuron pathways are triggered open again when the abuse recurs. The same part of the brain that is already conditioned to the traume deals with it again and again as needed. 2 Uo"l" Ted had also cried hysterically the night of the murder. Several years later, he almost killed himself when he drove his car into the White River near the place of the murder. 3 G"r"ld Ford, aka l-eslie Lynch King, Jr., sened on the appropriations subcommittee for the CIA and was appointed to the Warren Commission to investigate the assassination of President John F. Kennedy while I knew him only as a pom boss! 4 My -oth", often voiced complaints that she'could not see faces,'which personal experience has taught me indicated that she was suffering from on going physical and psychological traumas, and therefore was not in control ofher senses. 5 'illusion H"d -y teachers been educst€d in the obvious signs of child abuse, my of normelcy" would have been interpreted 8s s cry for help. Dissociative trance &ydreaming, tones of helplessness and sexuality in drawings, and the electric prod marks on my face should have been recognized. 6 Th"r. same themes were routinely used in creating Project Monarch slaves. This fact emerged through years of networking with mental health professionals. 86 CHAPTER2 On May 7, 1966,-lwas patent dressedin white^frommy C-atho.lic rearhershoes as wasm3n$atgry veil to my white was-sranding ioii"r.ing my first hory ourside p!i;,' toirr,.a"oi'o"i" communion. I u' Francisof Assisi.g*r_!*: TJrrv ri.arting'roi'tir;ceremony :ffiila iliraurk.gon,, to "on'n.'J*. when who wasaffiriated wiuit-tre cl'ircn, Guy ;3...... :rderJact' shodeacross the rawntowards dorvnon one knee, L:-,_y._^.C_rouching", uF"utii"i VanderJapE;thrud"i#;"ul?i,'gi,[?ng,| qearto methat vou ll-rourare |'","i. lt;11* tnegrace .fl_awl:$;;d;iliry. enr. of God.not your actions, ir,ut y'o"'1r diltffi;,,.pure rt is by coveredbv thebiood pure. at-heart.you arL ir o:tr roto'rio- s'"iio1, rike nung.rhis is for vou.,, dri"t;"i"*iusl thecross on whichhe neckrace'Like the Kennedy F..;#l.d;dffiGd d;, ;i,;;iil-", .ory.ro* #ft: pJ presenred-mewith at thesrate trl#'# ;llf Ur"::l;*[:"'"""'y.'fil i'tru* wourd r."o' "' ti,.ou gh th e *.il'X"r"'opi';i,f joinedus, charmor HH;S,'Jii:Jii;3lTly9lg$FatherDon,, theHorv Mo-th'er. .rt;;s ;; #ffii qiii1i,r",f:,l:ti:"il:: Jft {IliiJ_l,f {{i!!l?-t";iJiig""i.i"-Tt1;y":*,,1'Jriccr.irc5,;;F;i#ilJn,ora,.,'J; instrucfri,:.,:",'.:',ff,1*,il[l'P#"'"3i'#*riF:-tffi ted,',wh en Fat'he., ,r'""'rs.:trl,ff yt{:r9gII, 6ffi,i :frJti?fl ,iffi ,if#:: trf strckto fiunlesst""Wi"'ti:'-?Ti.!';;gT"T1i'tt'l"g,+dtvou'rnb*"*i,"i',n-" you suct iibr?rris thumb.,, the roof of your mouth catechism .h*if,"#T.i:nt,l; :j#tj"H classmatesfor the procession into the booyor Christ." nlherpgn "Ahhh... said,holding up thehost. men,"I respondedis ""1f; Gfi;ili"cking rhe_waferoff his thumb. *iii*dTilif"U#'1fr:,H,#j.$Efg*ith;;-l;;rriiLr,iri"iy !ou"foi*oir * i*'i" i i'' '8f, ",f lfiqll l;'" f ii.,",i,"nlu'TiJ3: f t,* ir";, r l ps,T#ff 0r'hrstime tarkine !:Tti1ig1":iiq:di:1.tr,,1HT"",,#:i#i,1i#il"?T#:H:::*ith,r{,u1.1" mssron ii6i,"tJiiJlg recenrrvflown ,,a over seas'i Mv UncleBob ;;"idiJrluql in rrom sotnrogghout the years'. were_friends,and remained thulgl_|o.3"spe"iar es thepilvirlill^ii drove euinrngservice *i1, Fatn.JblilderJagt meback io rectoryaooiii'ii,.-ld ,,r'1if,:"ltii,rl,:tffIfl.jn6."'k;;;'* "n0,' churchacross the streer trauma'!ry*,and ;ii,'nTt,s,".:" 1.!Ti:i",.ffi sexualabuse that ensuediJttii"tid".o ,l*,. #*, it"# my mind to readiryaccept 87 programming throughout the years that deliberately merged both U.S. Government and Jesuit mind-control efforts for New World Order controls. "You "I work for the Vatican, and now, so do you," VanderJagt told me. have just entered into a covenant with the holy Catholic church. You must never break that covenant." "What Still capableof questioning at that time, I asked, is a covenant?" VanderJagt answered, "A covenant is a promise to keep secrets, the secret that the church knew all along. The Pope has all the secrets locked away at the Vatican. Your Uncle Bob and I have been to the Vatican. It is time you entered into the holv covenant and learned the secrets of the church that were written long before ttrrist even came into being. The Dominican monks kept the covenant that Noah carried into the new world. They kept the secret with them. It was written on parchment and kept in a secret place in the Vatican. They took a Vow of Silence to never reveal its location, or its content. You must enter into the covenant. You must carry the secret to your grave. Keep it secretfrom your mom, dad, everybody." VanderJagt proceeded to frll my suggestible young mind with biblical "inter/inner interpretation that laid the groundwork for future dimensional" programming themes utilized by Project Monarch programmers to control the compartmentalizationof memory synonymouswith MPD/DID. "They 'ichrist saw them all," Vanderiagt was telling me. are dimensions, places you can see on your way to death.: That's why they're called die- mentions. You must remember that Christ died and came back to tell us everything he saw while he was on his way to heaven. He was gone three days, but it was much longer than that where he was becausetime isn't t}te same in other dimensions. Purgatory is one other dimension. Hell is one. And there are lots of others in between. Oz is another dimension. The sky is not the limit to all the worlds out there waiting to be explored. You can travel in and out of all these dimensions, learning the secrets of the universe. You have been chosento explore these other worlds for the church. Listen in the stillness and you will hear his voice guiding you3 on your missions. The rosy cross is like Dorothy's ruby slippers. Never take your rosy cross off, Cathy, when traveling " other dimensionsand vou will alwavs be able to return home. Father Don joined'VanderJagt i'n a ritual which bathed me in the blood of a slaughteredlamb, and subsequently,through this hideous blood trauma, locked their stated perceptions and a basis for mind-control programming deep in my mind. This basis for programming was anchored in the Vow of Silence which "not the Jesuit monks take only to keep secrets,but so they can still their mind "Rite and hear their inner guidance." Certain that the to Remain Silent" which they had performed would ensurethat I keep their secrets,Father Don and Guy VairderJagtsubjected me to their pedophile perversions. The two joked that I had become"a good Cathy-lick". After the nfte to Rerirain Silent was installed, the voices of my multiple personalities that I had previously heard in my head ceased. In the silence of cleliberatelycreated memory compartments,I could only hear the voices of my abuserswho createdthem... commanding my silence. Silence for who and what I knew was involved in Proiect Monarch Mind Control. My family routinely vacationed at Mackinac Island, Michigan which is a small island positioned in the Great Lakes close to the Canadian border. Mackinac Island, with the Governor's Mansion and historical Grand Hotel, was 88 - S. a political playsror )u rst anorherdimension.,ui"ri,"r"ii,,"i,-;.&ff*Fjti'fti'":"ffifit#F:irgiii+:'#l:H,::,f.,ry,'s:HL:"fr s#?r?$,".ri: 8j:,l":r.fiil:.ff !T,;,T,m"f gnthetiny israni,ihicrr l# et anenorLi.l-fi:itJ'Jf,'"rf,::"l,oi'"'.*.i"io-iuiolilng ' reriedon le a'cdf6;nil;T#H"what ?:lgX:gti"",od" ;ffi Lt ru""o""*", Ueiter'oftli'i..IY,l,l':'.":^T9Tl"y'splace Mansion, I overnearJ ru islandlgmT.nl,. for auto execsto g"i "*"f triii wiih n;;;;*,", lio"r,i, irt ,1,'* on _ e Mackinac ,t Islr h fiir;t*rxtru""_r*irftHitft ennancedby my fath J J"ild!*'glfl t ilil:": J{{:ff-:iJT,'!E eo,, ffi$:fu:*t$$jifli[Tor whathalocc u.,eo in I A*:ro",I',i,';","""ifi":ftil"i1,?"illliiofrf$TrSl",f#;*#in jt**t when pierre ' Trudeauwas elected rrige tleardir said, "pierre of can-adain lg6g, pnrase TrugTu ,: ;;" ;;.b;r"i..{o.lf^ini1ler I often crypticallv referring to Trua;;;rl"rnr, go*_._,,.l drsi heardthis g.iith;t to the vatican when Father fn:Uf:t ilil i-"19_se"oa.ra.rte-nass.' rhis ract .rp*t;1-pE;i'd;';:l5r:hose:]iJ;,A I knewwho were invoiuea-in- tr,i?"itr,ori"rr.ruit .. lle summerafter Trudeau was.l*r.dl-jy-.father Mac.nacrsland as "ig:.,,cifob;il took the family to t-rovernor'sMansion. ;;:i"rg,".statue^onthe grounds .". "..;rJin" igg of the ]1gura thee;;;;i tg the.Grandn6iJl r noticed i#i:'i,iTi ooli1i"T"?TstttX,',ru";ffrLup!:.,tue i,:g'_r"t rined the rron i or the ord anu.aci-g-a,ette i""#;il":ll ,,upp;";;-h"d";;ura.J.ini tntti,it"::.991:9t*l hesaid, "straightenloui rmportanrfor you,o #,liu"t l.Knewsomeone ir was I ty herebecause of thoseflags, " ;1,*^r1 fy link rhf#.t*' I said,tucking ,-. .wnen I was at the.vatican,',';h''P;;:"vanderJast gf,g_ln,,,rwas told that prime U{'ili{Hfi ?:J ti,f;-", i:1"". f lie thin ks ri k" ;;'; i:d. Aru e in.themansion, gyJ,fl;',13tiriTof:,.:ql9l' wherepierre rrudeau was "ror.Ji'r,"tl*ttil-,1di3lJ lilbf_t9o,rcro*oE-*itr," antiques. drapedYgq.,.nr,ovir.a-.[uir,'*-r,."yi -uentnome' tif=l:: tuxeoo-coii"was 'i,ttr,Tfl'J##l#fiiffi+l':i?jtti{.tr9!tf Fd1;t'#;;;ili'l neattv totti_l*^!y silencevet?" His somuer, li;m*,r,,9j]t'klou friif attitude*a, thatendured^,1: rupto f:y"HtiffiJi"ilX"-tt1'9r'9" aboutin terdi men RemainSirent, r neicefr;;.'" .t' sions "g; ;;?"u lgmg &i,ii#ii'ir'" -acc"rdiir'ii ii,i"'",ril"ensionsb".",.ty i Lil 90 peqe Uncle Bob filmed. ald I pomographicallyon_numerous producingbestiaritv occasions, films that l *ouio rili?'Ga.n pi6.re rrua.au *as privy Peperemained a Dart to. 9f ry "Tpgri"i6_ rong after Grandpavan divorced himselffrom mv cg91",'*?'ron!' "rtii"i o"""r"ili"itl,oif'r-deau,s perversionfor litt'lechrroren. *,.I"yt^:t:* to.gro.winto adolescence.By ti,meI wasthirteen years my Drs$ts were tender !!,e old, and beginning_-wrento srie[, wtricrrmaae rneT'ioo ota,, for pedophite.perversions. my'ra;h;;"b;,;fii,r'" rsrandI*d,..J:el'-l iJvu.rin"" ror routineprostitution at the political Retreat,vanae'rragi-intioduced to a newfriend hri had me made_no;1il'li;;; il\t";hfi;;;,";c.'as a u.s. congressman--U.S.senator Robert a. By;J; oemocrai Byrd ?ro; w;rt virginia. hadbeen a U.S..Senatoras t,ongas'iiaO Uen afi"e,'s"*iie whip and later president ", Senate as eroiemfire or i'r,".s.*t"--i'".-tro'fir powerful nyio5or-*anl.a "tt",iiion i"j idr#t wnol::f^came 11ql"pl_1go.n,rn contactwith Jq"gg.. fromal I him, particularlyfrom my ratrrli.-wne]r"'il wereleft alonein his room. he loomed'6vermi-in'u'tlnr*t.nrng_stance. slittyeyes locked His cord,blue onto min-e.I una."rrJ ini crimbeainto his bedas ordered. I wasmomentarily relieved to-find tfriitris it didn't peniswas abnormally tiny__so small evenhurt! Andr couldb;*ih;'*itf, ir'l;fi ffii,"aili'tt#'# beganto indulge.himself in his brutal perversioil; ftrt"g "madejust on and on abouthow I was for him" due to rhevasr ;;""6-"f,p"i"1"""ii*"iiririio. -*"i"".frr0', spankingsand police The handcuffst traa preuiousry_enourea"rire ptuy comparedto SenatorByrd's neardeath tbrturJs. trunareor;1 body.still ;;;, on my show today.-.with Vandi;i"g,,- r;; was a matterof ,,how could.give,".whereas much I with Byrd it *ui--"rto*'muchI couldtake,,. And I was {orgedtg take more pain thln any humancourd iogicJit dedicated ;ilil;. I was to Bvrd at aie thirteen*"rti"n ,.-iie worildudairec-tng'my in projectMbnarch,"and ry riir,i,r'il',iri-i"i#-#"*;J,ff"; future specifications. b his My. , MPD/DID existencebecame more regimented from thatpoint kept_piysicallyworn on. I was down_to ttt" poini-8i'exhaustionin oider that I be sutrcrenuyreceptive to my father'srimited trypnotic to condition frog*';il' ";;abirities mv mind foi mind control. rfie pornrigra-ptryl w?siorced participatein b&ame to much-more ;i"6;;il;idtely alei dyro, s*itctring me fro.mpredominantry pedoptrire a"a ueiiiariiy-irr."i"'r;-;o;'";;Lr"TJirions sadomasochism(s&Ml.^-,1t1 or 11tte1a"?=ilp+o -worked in tanaeni^oailyto ,!d ry spiTt,' destroyingany remnantsrert or my-ierf-""tft;;;;, downmy self-esreem. rearing and tnds annihitating--d-py ii;';ili'E; They conditioned/taushtme my dreamsy9r" ;*liit my reality wrrjtg ii.doil.- ;;c;;r;i;il weredreams, that Il*_ilmommy.and- 1na..up sls.qptisht,.dream abour your daddy"is whatI heardeuery nigtt. niis ;as'ini;;ledf"oconruse I my-mindtobelieve incesr in themiddre oitrrJnigrrt *as 'iusi'iuil;;r". television, books, \dy and music became "u"n ,nor" strictly controiled and monitoredthat before. This vas *i ""ry t"'i"'rri"!J#;i freedom L"r't"',Iinur.ul" of choice,but for totalmind-coniiir "inotuonlns Dumoses. ror example. the annualtelevising of Judy Garland''swizoia of oz was celebratedas a erandhotiday -ounJ 'iy t""r!l i[i, *"r-t" p]ii"#my base-program.Tin!il tl,; iii6rJjt-"i-rl'iiU'il;;#;,"lo",ro ,,rpin,,mind Intol-ol-fyluT: "ovei anotherdimension theRainbow". Arlir ai,. ,Bi;;;iifiij'^su theRainbow..." \srruJl lny ou". was a themethat uecami a i".t^"i.ljir. 9l My father insisted I watch the Walt Disney movie Cinderella with him, paralleling my existenceto Cinderella's--"magically trance-forming from a dirty little slave to a beautiful Princess". In typical "reverse psychology" humor, he "Someday referred to pornographic photos when singing my Prince (prints) will "will come," or by placing literal sexualemphasis on come". My brother, Bill, who was often featured in kiddie porn with me, was not a "chosen one" for Project Monarch supplying more children to be @eyond "what dedicated in later yea$). Yet my father figured that was good for me would be good for my brother". He took us to see Walt Disney's Pinocchio, explaining that my brother and I were his puppets still in the carving stage. The distortions of reality that these and other Disney theme movies provided when coupled with my father's government trained conscious and subconscious controlling influence, began to further erode our ability to discern fantasy from reality. My brother, now 37, remains psychologically locked into those traumatic childhood years and is obsessedwith Disney themes and productions to this day. His house is decorated in Disney memorabilia, he wears Disney clothes, listens to my father's instructions on his Disney telephone, and maintains "When You Wish Upon a Star" as his favorite song, which has locked his children into the sametheme. My father also instructed me to watch Alfred Hitchcock's horrifying movie The Birds with him. This reinforced in mv mind the movie's theme that there is "no place to hide from the birds/Byrd". I was quickly beginning to lose all ability to question anything but my own "no judgment. It was easy to believe that there was indeed place to run, no place to hide," which is a necessary and primary psychological basis for governmenUmilitary mind control. In later years, "who ya' gonna call?" and Ronald Reagan'squip "you can run, but you can't hide" echoed deep within my mind. After all, even if I could think to seek help, who would help me? The police? The church? My parents? Relative? Politicians? School? There was no one left that would help me, I sensed. My television programming was then expanded to include the shows that every Project Monarch Mind-Control slave I knew had to watch: I Dreatn Of Jeannie, The Brady Bunch, Gumby And Pokey, and Bewitched. I could relate to the Genie pleasing her master, who was a Major for the Air Force rn I Dream Of Jeannie. This served to confuse the reality of my own experienceswith the "just fantasy of television production. I told all outsiders that my family was like the Bradys". Through Gumby And Pokey I was led to believe that I was as flexible as these animated clay performers. Therefore, I was capable of being physically maneuvered into any sexual position. The mirrors depicted a doorways to other dimensions and adventures interlocked with my Catholic conditi 92 him, lirty ,he y!'#,"1*Pj- will ". l.raln. This term sraves, )ta reversedthe; mrnd" and be instill the rralnlng to stay on t me quip, ',When io, 9rte1 c rn.mewrong he line,,. en ,us rm se :ls )y Ld d s ffifi I ) t i Monarch ; slave,s were referred ,chosen ,t :*,toT." to as ches,. a ro thepoint just before jointly-used,^,_^l o**,l*i""Il by the catboric Door programming, - Jesuitsandthe CIA was It , ,**#.r?eath's wasthe voicesof m, * and handrers that I raterheard guiding . ".;.. ; ,, ;;-::mtemationallv :'*""^ recognized slaveoperations ";;;;: < termror Proiect epeatedrythroughout -,,";,ffli,ille Monarch 93 CHAPTER 3 MY FIRST PRESIDENT Muskegon, Michigan is a coastal tourist attraction, and home of the annual Seawayand Coast Guard festivals which bring people to the town from all over Michigan. VanderJagt remained publicly visible through opportunities such as these. My father often could be seenwith VanderJagtand was photographedat his side *trite iudging festival events like the kiddi; parades, inO siuti,turing contests, and so on-all of which I entered and won. In later years. mv fathei polished and shined the red paint of his 1966 Ford convertibte t6 cliauffeur VanderJagtthrough the local parades. This only served to reinforce the illusion "pillar that my father was a of the community". In 1973, Senator Byrd instructed my father to send me to Muskegon Catholic Central High School which was overseenby the director of St. Francis of Assisi Church, Father Lepres. The Catholic church, of course, has its own political structure, with the Pope presiding over all. The strong political ties between the Catholic church and the U.S. Government was overtly evidenced by the much publicized relationship between the President and the i'ope during the Reagan Administration. Of course, I had been privy to this political relationship ever since my First Communion--a relationship that the Rite to Remain Silent was intended to cover. My experience with Catholic Central's direct involvement in Project Monarch'i physical and psychological conditioningfurther confirmedthe union betweenthe U.S. Governmentand the Catholicchurch. When Senator Byrd changed my school from public to Parochial, he also destroyed through dissociation my school personality. I no longer viewed school as my haven from abuse, as it was controlled by the church and, as I later leamed, monitored by a com.rpt segmentof the C.I.A. By the time I enrolled in Catholic Central, the cliques and groups had "good" already been formed. I had a personality to fit in with the kids and one "bad". "good" that interfaced with the It did not take long for the kids to notice "bad". I also got along with the I soon found the only kids that could relate to me were the other known Project victims. We clung together in a close knit group, herded around like the proverbial sheepby those in the school who knew we were MPD/DIDed and under mind control. We each switched personalities as circumstancedemanded, most often in unison. We were ritually iraumatized, constantly tranced, and then programmed during school hours. Since t n6 "school longer had my singular personality" and was constantly switching instead, the compartment of my brain that held school memory wis no longer consciously retrievable. Therefore, I had no basis for continued learning aside from what I could photographically memorize from class. My grades appeared erratic, ranging from A's to failing. And some A's received I did not earn academicallv. In my rrfouired religion class, Sister Ann Marie had been leading us in study on the topic of Confession. This was to prepare us for the kind of Confessions we were to be giving Father Vesbit, who was also our school principal. The day Sister ordered us to Confession, I refused to go. I unconsciouslyfeared I would be sexually assaultedagain in the Confessional,this time while my teenagepeers waited impatiently outside the door. Sister made an example out "Satanist" "going of me to the class, saying I was a and that I was to hell'. 94 r_=ltlgll Yill l,g.:r"uq" frorn the occultismthat protiferared at the school,I could_nolonge-r differentiate between Catholicism and Satanism. whaleverSenator syld'f purposesin sendingme to catholic school,no one seemedto notice that I had no reason to ieligiously ;dhil 6 batholic principles.- "spi.ituar Therefore, the.applied .reuersalof S"tun-iJ,n-h;il-"; paqic" to it either. The wedgebf anti-superstitionttraf tne ciifroric s"f,.iof*ui '"gd^::.Tgltl^9-d:ilqinto me-only served^ to discount iri;-d;i-ifin.ipr", unJ supersfitloustraumas that theywere attempting to useto controlmb. Satanismis ofren usedai g.,extrgme'pai-n/violencetrd;;-6;;" in project MonarchMind control,__reportedlydue t6 the previousGfian N;i Himler Research. I did not adheieto tlie desiredtretptessness itiit"a" tn-il ni, *u, lspirinigl warfare" and out of the realm o! ;ankina;;- abidif**--- to ,top. $egartlessof my-religiousbeliefs or disbeliefs,I eipe;;;; , trr,;luii m9same., tserng subjected to andwitnessing trauma so horrible,while my bodv wasraped-, tortured, and. ravaged by menliterally droveme out of mv-ai mi;d.-pranned, catholic central did intreas-e.py endurancecapauiiiiiii however.I^signed up for the two-mile'runin ttrJ girri;iil[-6;;, ordered. Muskegon_catholiceenFal led the shte of "modify" Michifan in trigtr scrroor-adrretiii, usingmind-control technique to their stai athletes"anociuie them to pre-establishedrecords. ihe schoorgainer nationalriognition ::::l_q.l-9_q{ profe*i-o4 1?L1lr^_.ont*-b^utionro tgague_swith their manufacturedprogrimmed amletes.. But, lrke rommy.I-aSorda's Dodgers, catholic centralisc-onsistent victoriesbegan_to raise suslicions and questi-ons.' This created" puuri. scandal rorlne school that threatened to closeits doorsin 1975. Thegirls' andguys' trackteams converged after school for practice.I was among.thetew temalessingled out for coachingby CoachCh'everini and his hypnoticmind-control methodisms due to my nr5jeci ruonarcrr"ictimiltion. r wasinstructed to run 13 milesper day (an6thercorny satanicploy) to get in shapefor my two-milerace. I o?tenrair with a malerfteno wtro'wai'the record holdertor the two-mile in_guys' He and I were friends, sharingmuch due.to .tragk.. our similarfrgject Moriarchvictimizations. Together wel"arned how to snrt,ou.tpar^n aqd tqtiguewhen we ran. We trancedinto a fast paceset in our mmdsby coach cheveriniwith no comprehensionof time or'distance. we j perceived "yellow the track as our Bricl,kRoad" in accordanit *ith the oz theme.programming.Senator pyrd's plan for UuitOing;t pt t i,itJ'J"aurance throug!catholic central's.coaching m6thods proved su"cceisrut'ror allowing mi to survivehis intensely torturous se-xual perveisions. In additionto routinetrip; to MackinacIsland and Niagara Falls, my family ) gflen,tookcamping. trips to-"get.awayfrom it ail;'. fi ;A,tlt T'ilai'tat en to Keyplaces tor ntual abuse,prostitution, I andpomography. '"bick IrLthe fall of 1974, Ty.lathe.rannounced we were going tir go iampiig in ifi;;l; an old t fashionedfestivat in the smarlrjmotjto*il or ceiar"spriE;, Mi;;E;-for their annualRed Flannel i Dayscelebraiion. My mothertold me-topac[ rfrv-piessedleans ana Fcl my cathotic schooluniform which shehad washed and for + me:yTl.rtoccaslon. cedar t Spiings was. quiet, with the festival eventsincluding dilapidated amusgmentrides set up in a smallparking lot, andcontests whereiocal farrers I plttedthelr mules and horses against each other to seewhose could pull themost weight. The (and I .main only) srreetof town was finJ with1fie iew rocat rncludrng ',long .oJ-ttl._r.r9:, the town's red flannelunderwear johns" factory. In thecenter ot town, a mock, single,jail cell hadbeen erected io hold anv airdau t 95 parade participants who failed to wear the required red flannel underwear. The jail was guarded by quasi Keystone Cops. I was amused when the townsfolk beganlining up to march in the parade, with very few remaining to watch it. A mentally retarded man carried the baton to lead the parade, followed by kids on bicycles, hay-wagonsof old folks, a grade school band and people walking-all in their red flannel underwear. The grand finale' of the parade, the town firetruck, was approaching, surrounded by numerous motorcycle police. I "the heard folks whispering, President is coming". I assumedthey meant the President of the underwear factory. I was wrong. I watched in horror as the firetruck rolled to a stop, and Secret Service helped then President Gerald Ford as he steppeddown to the pavement. My father was excitedly tugging on my arm, half dragging me through the wall of Secret Service agents, to talk with President Ford. I looked around nervously as my father made the necessaryarrangements with Ford to prostitute me to him later that evening. VanderJagt, who never missed a parade it seemed, was signing autographs. As he smiled at me, someone roughly grabbed my arm. Nervous and startled, I screamed. The crowd laughed as a Keystone Cop threw me in the jail, scolding me for not wearing my red flannel underwear when I was talking to the President. I was trying to be inconspicuousin hopes no one would see me with the likes of Ford, but then, they did not know him as I did. The Keystone Cop rattled on and on about "how luc$r" I was until my father paid my bail and I was released from the cell. That night, I wore my Catholic uniform as instructed and went into a dissociative trance as mv father drove me to the local National Guard Armorv where I was prostituted [o Ford. Ford took me into an empty room, pushed me down on the wooden floor as he unzipped his pants and said, "Pray on this". Then he brutally, sexually assaulted me. Afterward, my memory was compartmentalizedthrough use of high voltage. I was then carried out to the car where I lay in the back seat, muscles contracted, stunned, in pain, and unableto move. When we got back to Muskegon, my father sent me to the beach as always, "wash to let the repetitioii of crashing waves against the beach my mind free of memory" while I watched the sun set. I was totally locked into the belief that "no truly th-erewas place to run," not even to the Pri:sidentof the United States. "sane" "me"--my I remember that the part of innate personality--seemedto die after seeing Ford as President. I recall walking up the steps of Catholic Central High School one moming, reaching for the door, and crying uncontrollably. I cried myself into a heap at the top of the stairs. I did not even know why I was crying. As an MPD, I rarely cried at all. But I was still sobbinghours later when school let out. Someonefound me, but I do not recall to this day ever leaving the school steps. I never really experienced "emotion" after that day until I was rescued, deprogrammed and reintegrated in 1988. Now all of my brain was functioning through a wide variety of memory com- partments, also known as multiple personalities, with no part of me left "free" "no of abuse. Now it was as though I had place to run," not even in my brain. This drove me out of my mind which is exactly what my abusersneeded for total control. 96 CHAPTER4 gx'#:iit'ffif"il?;':.tri.ilgfi.ifrry,:'^ylls'""i3n:"#x;i,Trtrf 'fl",,1,,trj p,t$t*T,$i-fi'#*,l,si+t@:,5,llr-t::',#frnot allow *.?f3iiH"fmatterwas nor*-Y-11^'-d for me qil*:x# t ff #iiiq?litq,.;t''.;}'Li:i,;{{lniff*aspan si;;""'[1Ti:fii5i"ili,,;,* accordingry.i,;'*y,I themarter 6m'ffifrrlt*$**ff,'q-+;l,;u,lll,la. conressilrii",r,tHff#',;':r**if, ,fr:uftions r,#' ;'#il::J,#l*,llf, F:""T: rle,1l"fi,'f'fui',ffiili;'rh,l;;:1,,,,,h.,i :,1! J n* ,T;:};*1".#;,*ruf:?:i:ir*"ifliifl %":}:Hf, meil{:li:.{tTi"'+'ff country. He rhen'ii":-t-l9eestea and traisferredJf : counseloi,''Cl; ;rde;; ;"#l"iff,^:lpendableto my fatl o;i-;i that I see the sct'"of gui-Oince enrhusrastically f^.tjfu; .-o"nnir"'#fner i:"*"'#tflhll#,;#lt#,?fi";,;dfltold qft^ffiffiflTi'li;,'f . -ucr-an€} Deganbv fu f* informing me that he r ne knewjust what I ri 'trlifi'ftijffii';",i,;ffil';;ffi ftfrHd'ffiffidfi '#i-l ,.F:,{i":lilnffi 'n?j: i#il[l:fr-"ylit:lt-##'?ffischeduleg-afoltow ls groereawhile ihe,r*T:rr: srioes "rli rip"ppoi;tr;;;'iif -r ru rt h er " co un ser in g "' ran] y".'#:Jff?i,!"# lo11tq "id^ -p;;il;' ; of u't f "ouji"*c'nange sceneryflom theusual l::l:,:igi$rdli'wl*."s#['f'J,f*,hi,r+:i,.-ry;Ai;nfi:rrpuo! rifewas r""alli?' thefamiry l",oy yhy untit up.._ ,,r-connr.lned"counsefin!;':l#iltil-Yp,to ht;;ilt3'r:::I::i1l9t theTetons wl r arrived. :lr-Hii:,'rfr:".Xff.:i:tri"fff 1sp,,".;-.ri.;;IT,:TT,:":li'"iil&;'#ng.,t"lf3lit*r*:l'#fl ;T"j'{*Jr:,*.iH1',_::?a?fr; 97 - t I invotvedin l I ti,'iiftti;$frr"*l'"*'ii:"**lffi'x'ff;,. ?rr"=ile'v'"*uur l---fi*$t'ffiffitr#,sil.",Ti;", I personalities. I l I ume on gave the J Deenlibra.lly dr I pr.ogrammed-sub to question ,TtT: ---' r wuru onry After the MecDil ,r:- n do as I was mffim ffiffi:ffii#*ff;,ffiffimHff,i;*f 98 ffi T nide to show me a stuffed "jackalope" mounted on the wall. Due to my anced,dissociative state and high suggestibility level, I believed it was indeed crossbetween a jack rabbit and antelope. It was 100* degrees in the adlandswhen it cooled down at night. The intense heat of the day accentuated I ty ever increasing thirst. My father was physically preparing me though water i eprivationfor the intense tortures and programming I would endure in lyoming. Dick Cheney, then White House Chief of Staff to President Ford, later gcretaryof Defense to President George Bush, documented member of the iouncilon Foreign Relations (CFR), and Presidential hopeful for 1996, was riginally Wyoming's only Congressman. Dick Cheney was the rsrson my mily had traveled to Wyoming where I endured yet another form of brutality- "A isversion of Most DangerousGame," or human hunting. It is my understandingnow that A Most Dangerous Game was devised to mditionmilitary personnelin survival and combat maneuvers. Yet it was used n me and other slaves known to me as a means of further conditioning the rindto the realization there was "no place to hide," as well as traumatize the ictim for ensuingprogramming. It was my experience over the years that A lost DangerousGame had numerousvariations on the primary theme of being ripped naked and turned loose in the wilderness while being hunted by men "wilderness" rd dogs. In reality, all areas were enclosed in secure military ncing whereby it was only a matter of time until I was caught, repeatedly rped,and tortured. Dick Cheney had an apparent addiction to the "thrill of the sport". He rpearedobsessed with playing A Most Dangerous Game as a means of aumatizingmind-control victims, as well as to satisfy his own perverse sexual nks. My introduction to the game occurred upon arrival at the hunting lodge nr Greybull, Wyoming, and it physically and psychologically devastatedme. wassufficiently traumatizedfor Cheney's programming as I stood naked in his rnting lodge ofhce after being hunted down and caught. Cheney was talking i he pacedaround me, "I could stuff you and mount you like ajackalope and rll you a two legged dear. Or I could stuff you with this (he unzipped his nts to revealhis oversizedpenis) right down your throat, and then mount you. hich do you prefer? Blood and sweatbecame mixed with the dirt on my body and slid like mud )wn my legs and shoulder. I throbbed with exhaustion and pain as I stood nble to think to answer such a question. "Make up your mind," Cheney nxed. Unable to speak,I remained silent. "You don't get a choice, anyway. makeup your mind for you. That's why you're here. For me to make you a ind, and make you mine/mind. You lost your mind a long time ago. Now m going to give you one. Just like the Wizard (of Oz) gave Scarecrow a 'come ain, the Yellow Brick Road led you here to me. You've such a long, ng way' for your brain, and I will give you one." The blood reachedmy shoes.andcauglt my attention. Had I been further ong in my programming, I perhaps would never have noticed such a thing or rd the capability to think to wrpe it away. But so far, I had only been to acDill and Disney World for government/military programming. At last, hen I could speak, I begged, "If you don't mind, can I please use your rthroom?" Cheney'sface turned red with rage. He was on me in an instant, slamming y back into the wall with one arm acrossmy chest and his hand on my throat, 99 choking me while applying pressure to the carotid artery in my neck with his "If thumb. His eyes bulged and he spit as he growled, you don't mind me, I will kill you. I could kill you--Kill you-with my bare hands. You're not the first and you won't be the last. I'll kill you any time I goddamn well p1ease." He flung me on the cot-type bed that was behind me. There he frnished taking his rage out on me sexually. On the long trip back to Michigan, I lay in a heap behind the seats of the Suburban, nauseatedand hurting from Cheney's brutality and high voltage tortures, plus the whole Wyoming experience. My father stopped by the "wash waterfalls flowing through the Tetons to my brain" of the memory of Cheney. I could barely walk through the woods to the falls for the process as instruc'ted, despite having learned riy lessonswell from Cheney on-following orders. "annual" The next year when our trip to Disney World rolled arou.ld, my father drove, pulling his new Holiday Rambler Royale International trailer. (I "I slept outside in a tent because I was not permitted inside it since wasn't family".) My father dropped me off en route at the Kennedy Space Center in Titusville, Fiorida where I was subjected to my first NASA programming. 'obsessed" "Yellow From then on, I was with following the Brick Road" to Nashville, Tennessee. Moving to Nashville was all I could talk about. If "Why?", anyone asked me the question I could not think to ask myself I would "I respondby reiterating it was something had to do". I had gone through the motions of my senior year in a dissociative trance. I became further distanced from religious values by my religion class teacher, Brother Emmett. This was due to his promotion of cannibalism via Pier Paul 'corseal' Reed's bookAlive, and by his teachingsat a religious retreat I attended that included occult ritual at St. Francis Church. I graduated from Muskegon Catholic Central High School in our bicentennial year of 1976. I was led by Senator Byrd to revise my plan to attend Hope College like I had promised VanderJagt as a child. This new plan was for me to temporarily attend "real Muskegon Community College, because my education" was to come through mind-control programming--not school. In order to be exhausted,.as "real was necessaryfor my education," I worked three menial jobs in addition to attending college. During my first semesterof college in 1976, I made plans to take a trip to Nashville with my Project Monarch friend from Catholic Central. (She remains an expendablevictim to date, and therefore her identity must be protected from public release for her safety.) My father explained that I was to stay at the Fiddler's Inn in Nashville, see the World Famous Printer's Alley row of sleazy country music nightclubs, and attend the Grand Ole Opry o.n Ftldgy_night, "friend," .as ticket irrangements had been made through a in spite of their scarcity during the Thanksgiving holiday. I never thought to associateFiddler's Inn with SenatorByrd's fiddle playing when my friend and I arrived in Music City, U.S.A. Nor did I find it odd "star" when a-country music entertaining it the Black Poodle nightclub in Printer's Alley began directing my activities. My friend and I were provided with free passesto the Black Poodle to encourageus to return each night where enterlainer and CIA operative Jack Greene and his Desperado band were playing. During breaks between sets, Greene and his band would sit with my "my iridnO-anO me Io manipulate our sulgestible minds. I was told it was destiny" to have met band member, Wayne Cox, who had been trained for 100 I panmilitary mercenary operations under I-ouisiana's u.S. Senator J. Bennett Johnston.I soon learnedthat "Freedom everyone associatedwith Greene was involved in his cIA Train" operatiois. when I told Greene ttrai mv rriend and I *tuming Fn$y Igylg ryl9g on night due to attending the Grand'Ole Opry, r,e told us that he would be working !\" 9pw that night. He made arrang-edrents for ys to come back stageand sei trim imirediatelifollowine "security" hii seement. He gKplarnedthat the guard at the opry, Nishville tr,tdtropolice Lt. Bob Ezell, wasa good friend oi tris and would lei ui in. . A! the Opry, my friend and I sat in the audience watchins as Jack Greene his "specialguel!," llttf,fd U.S. SenatorRobert C. Byrd. nt the sighr of I we.ntrnto pre-conditiold LIlg' a d*q trance_androboticirlly went throuEh the following Tgtigns,or Greene's instructions. once backstagi:, Greene p6inteo out hrsdressing l9om, which he was sharing with SenatorBird, ano ordeied me onality 1.-_{!glgt that had beensitting in the_audiencehad perceivedByrd as an entertainerand could not, or would not, think further. Bui as I walked into room_and..sgw.llrd $g p*hq nerched_dnthe elge of the mirrored u-ity in hls_boxershorts, I switched inlo the child personality that had known him is a U.S. senator on Mackinac Island since-age 13,' and responded sexually. Byrd_was "his,"-excitedry |{terward,"always claiming me as telling m" tr.taihe trid wanted his own little witch". I soon learned thJenormitv of this statement. JackGreene's band mem_ber,Wayne Cox, later told me that playing music "baclied'hiri". behindSenator Byrd at the opry wai not the'only way he He also backedhim politically and in Freedom Trairi opeiations. cox then made arrangementsfor my friend and me to stay the re-mainderof our triD at his Hendersorville, flfterin Tennessee.There-was no choice but to compiy. The tollowlng nrght, after Jack Greene completed his show at the Black p6odte, he lrove mJ tneld and me to.a nearby participating after-hours club, the Demon's Den. There, cox was to pick us up and talte uslo Hendersonville. "on Instead, we were.slipped? drug.and taken a tour" of union station, Nashville's then abandoned.tralnslation, wiere supposedlythe only train still running through therewas the FreedomTrarn. _ se-natorByrd's attemptedcultivation of superstitionthrough mv catholic schoolingshould have maximized the impact of ihe occult ritual-I wai subjected to in the tower of the old stone and slate turn-of-the-century train depot. But th.9 p.arn and horror was sufhcientl.y effective in itself-leven without my adheringto superstition--toproduce tlie intendedmind shatterins "flashlight results. coi loo\ ry friend and me on a tour" througn the rud'ble of Union Station,until we came to a homelessman sleepingon t[e ground. "kiss " cox ordered me to the railroad bum good-bye, then snol nirn betiveen the eyes while I was still only inchesaway'. He then used a macheteto chop off'the man's hands,which he put in a zip-lock bag. He then led us up the ricketv stairsinto the tower of the old depot. There Jack Greene,his band membersiand others dressedin black robes were gatheredaround a black leather alter in a room lit by.candles and draped in redlelvet. In total shock, I was laid on the alter and subJectedto rape_andtorture while the participants indulged in sex, blood, and cannibalismritual. next day I wg\e ''bacl..nightmare".... Tttq up on cox's couch, vaguely aware that I had suffered a When I stood up,- I passedout from blood loss. I was bleeding profusely from the vagina. lt was all I could do to preDareto drive back to Michigan, and my friend was certainly not in a stable fianie of mind to 101 help. I..did not know what happenedto me, nor "obsession" was I able to question it. I had a new on my mind. I had been programmed at the ritual to move to Nashville and marry Cox, as ordered by SenatorByrd. Back in Michigai, I made the ann6uncementio my parents that I was "predestinaiion". moylg to Nashville to.marry QoI, "l it was What they would not tell me was that my father had just litbrally SOLD me to Senator Byrd in exchange for lucrative military contracts that made him a millionaire overnight-a millionaire on a sixth grad-eeducation--a perverse, child exploiting criminal, immune frgm prosecution, working as a CIA operaiive for tlie U.Sl government! That mind shatteringoccult ritual I endured in Nashville marked a new life of wealth and prestige for my father while thrusting me into a new phaseof my torturous existence--andI had no choice in any ofit! I N""huill" Metropolitan Police Lieutenant Bob Ezell, who also acted in the capacity of Grand Ol' Opry security guard, covered up the murder. 102 CHAPTER5 TINKERING WTIH THE MIND ?!m. I wasa l9-year-oldmind-controlledprogrammed slave in the 5 FEo{ Mgnar_c!Fireedom Train operation, iitihrrv ownedbv U.S. $gV^ Leaaer.Robertg. By{d, wh o wasth ei a 20-y6ar-i il; ;b Jni;; fgg5,Ap1priationsCommittee. As Byrd,s'o*i-iitU"-*it"f,;-Gi I roul alsobecome involved in covertgovernment operations. I irow t+ Str requiredmore memorycoripartments/personalities than I pd. Henceone more reasonfor the hina shatieringoc"ui ftuaf, ry'Etdestined'-PH::-,T1j1,marriage to Cox. In typicalpro:eci MonLch ;-dd;: g: T* 31q91"l ly_-l i f", .while cox begam 9 m y. pri maqi { q{ rg{"y{ Byrd'sorders to ensurethat I wasiit"i t*,iti'"i,i"*i + appolnt€d[_mes and to maintainme undermind control. Cox 4y ry notpaid gpf for his role_likemy farherwas. Instead,he either 00('r0€$ or- would be prosecutedfor distributingdrugs and beine the cnal hller thathe was and is to date. cox's primary role wasto sfr'atter pf !{,rt-Fpugh repeatedoccult trauma ur-uiitt as iathemI Ouu!r.,t"r, y, tobe.rarq.in th.e.genetic mind-control studies of projectMoriarch." I mved fo. Nashville,as ordered, to marry Cox, wiro toot o'e io tt " nrcodsof hishometown swamp in chatham,i-ouisiana ro. mo.rttriat " tir" 3atllglt?*1l9rl:_^9,*"_!a$been brirught. -anuup in. witcrrcrurtuy"hi, :!ST:iLd-,oJ€ctsd-me lg1qedfgr. ritua'y. iogil-rrer'trley 4_rr.1t{ty,to their 1rer.ryxqally ' beliefs, which included- what equates to a-weakenei .Enim of mindcontrol used by witchesfor centuries,atiitioieo lniuperstition ;der tlun scientifrcfact. Thelesuperstirious beliefs ie.i"gfv "*ni[i.a Utf, &x's.mergenarytraining to the point rhathis kifling dc.d ;""i"f "onlior. ro. !nl4j: :l9T yould,murder a lu.qan throughrepeateil stabbing with a knife, odrvng thatthe _"departing spirit" and splatteredblood gave-him Dowerto gTTJ_Tt ryld. In truth,it was.myaversion and subsequent traumati'zation by reeventthat caused me to dissoc-iateand trance, leaving my subconsciousopen F-$ *p:_ftns and,thoTof others. puqne the trrre6y#; i;;;;iih c'o*, *Tpuy mpregnatedand aborted me six times,consuming several of his own ofisp.nngand preserving the others shapedin ceramic for iale in his intersnte oocult.body parts business. Cox's M.O. for murdering "Hands alwavs included rymovlngthe hands with a machete,as the of Glory,'he liitn-driedin $e. geranlic.shop of h_isand his mother's housewere in'demand *o tr,u, ostnDutedtlrogghout the occult underground supply network. cox's protected parts 11311:,_11tn0_,bodl distribution routes included Texas, Arkansas, Mlsslsstppt,I'ennessee, and Florida. cox andI traveledto Florida on severaloccasions as his mother's Darenn li^vedin Mims, which is only minuresaway from tt i NeSe xirindf sp""" centerin Titusville. cox, Iike my father,'madesurl i-*J itoe'}ii ,nina- contoltesting and plogpqining aiorderai. Co* perceived,ne ai (rle," project i thos"n andotten used this cIA Monarchterm whenreferrins to "" me' and forproudlyfustifying" his leaving-me at theNASA install"tion.-""- of belief system_s_thatapplled to varioussituations, all ^, .-U.p,L"h1g-1vanlrywere fr.e gI,yrucn-olvrne superstltronbased. He believedin spirit communicationor guldance"through nature spirits and demons, that Satan must be 103 BermudaTriangle i! a door to another appeased.that Jesusis an alien, that the 'religiously' ;ifi;;ri;h; -A tt'"t the end of the world is near. -He carrieda like a tiiili iiu'him-UJ everywhere--including to occult rituals--quotingscripture "being "eatingttrl boAy and drinking the blood," tt*ioni-. iuitift"O itnurderin! i,irriii-in'tt" bt.rird;" and euen children"accordingto the.-story of C"O i*tt"g AUrahariby orlering hlp-to rn-urderhis son, Isaac,by knife on an CharlieManson, touted alter. Jim-Joneswas orie of Coxrsidols, as was "power -and-he the Jonestownmassacre as a prime eiample of the of (CIA) mind control". I becomea Mormon in the church of Jesuschrist of Iltter co* demanded "prove" Dav-Saints.This wasto that Satanwas everywhere-particularly.in the Mdnroe, LouisianaMormbn church where he led occult ritual, ancl ln the ienOersonville, Tennesseechurch that the so-called Freedom Train rolled through.'----CEi;* determinationto instill his religioussuperstltious.beliefs_in me was siAe-1mcledby J. BennettJohnston in hiishrevefurt, Iluisiana office early in the- - summer of 1978. Coiir mother,Mary, had driven us to Johnston'soffice nearBarksdale Air Force Baseas orbered.' As sheknocked boldly on the obscure_metaldoor, I "GeneralDynamiis Researchand DevelopnJgnt": i*O ttt" attachedmetal sign: - "Unlawful A;".tulier sign nea. the d"oorknobread: ,to enter premiseswithout penaltyof federal i,;;;;tffi73tion. en violatorswill be prosecutedunder law."-'iohnston, a light blue, leisuresuit and smelling.stronglygf bod.y wearing "fre1l, oOoi, opln"O the dodr. hey Senator,"Mary -d.rawledin he-rbackwoods "I to seeyou lrke you LouiSiaira- - dialect. broughtthe children ' " " :ratd.''.- Jottnstonlooked at her-withannoyed disgust. I seethat, he saidmatter-of- factlv. He then proceededto instruct Mary to wait outsidea momentwhile he A-lA'*iih b-oi,'tftin to tate him on to h6r homein Monroewhere I could be '---a;;.3,1d-pickedup at the Airport a few dayslater. - i *o! usheredirito Johnston'sbarren military-style furnished offrce. Several Presidentialand military photographs-!'t.'ng .-o.nthe. wall and ;;J "r td *ty Oe"or. Johnstonsat 6n the fioni of his military.issue desk -O tutt"O to Co'x's subconsciousmind using cryptic, hypnoticDisney .Peter Pan themelanguage,2 as he apparentlyhad done in the past when uox nao a mindleft to control. ;A, long as your ticker's croc!:a-dial you've been feeding Oqnilg_,.that (Peter) kney to over the yeis wiit be runningright behind.you. P3tn low -stay i siepatt6aa of the gami and-sto"pthe inevifible processof becominggator bait himielfby offering[o givehim a handnow and then." "Hands Cox lismembEred"hismurdered victims and distributedthe of andoccult traumatized/ Peter Pan theme programmed Glort'' to fellow Satanists"left ;;;A#;;*ftif" f""Oing over" body partsto-al alligatorthat lived in the r-*urp U"frindhis house] This was indicitive of Cox's twisted,murderous Peter Pan theme programming...a ;;.;;rt- 6--Johnston's traumatic "first or&ramming*""c;;lffiiv thatI wasabout to experience hand"' i"rt "rti"g cox on SenatorByrd,s orders, Johnston continued, "l,ui-i5f to t*O it to ihat pan. His livelihoodof creatinghookers for the C;;1"fi-Cftiii*"i ino."o lucrative. And speakingof creatinghq9ke5, a little i"Ia tifir* it"t uinifrfrom routinehand'-ling to a themethat is..alien could my military mind- ;i;"'G;t"tir" io you." Revealinghis intenl to ensure 104 I i pl$f.progorming, I, r"a;ila#:"Johnston told him. ,,r,1 groundwork .9:Et"" tiii,l'i9,,nlh'T-lherl1I l-u,!u. andset t 1"1:"ut"i,'ai-tr#;gTiir"#;?#.;"do outto taunchfor you,and it,s l s:;"'.dt?1-:i{;ffi.%:"n$jl'i?j,"ifi?,Hhe-turnedhisrurattentionto ^tlstdy my.beliefs a1{ Rerception;;'f";"i;iit-":-manipulatedty .ii,A:-;; aprcture of himselfsh: Dtpenment.$iTr;i,n'i#ffir##{Hn'm#qifirffilqfAll thodfine'u"rr'?iii.rl'fffr1__Mo.Yn .ul tt" Fttiua"ipfiii n***tn*l'mfit1{i'i,t:iliTi?di":'-withthei^t'ipi;:bia;; iltrr\1?Tii?Jp|lii:li#iitr35','ffi'ri;f;""""f 3rx"i,"ffiri tre,+iH*-ft'*l#"y,f*ryr*-ffi *i#pil",irfi{Hj l'hil1;?'#:"r."";*jl"if.'ritri;tfrn andout ;#*Lr*"h"fr ffi;,fth";;;;;i".-and of thefuture, d;;ii;r rd'iurt. r n'l4y*:*"itx#il'S'1"tf;31 flel #'f;-"n'g'"''o"tLi""i;'lt!'o'*" w. ffif,,TffJfrtrffff+-ilfiffiffi$#"H,e:'fffi ffi#ffiffi -udrE Arr -, nar.dill rorce Base,airflrelg.H"- *"-ipiar"nuy destination--Tinker-friilr.""fr,1#"yxii'6-$'"ii5jx';ffi*H*lT;i':i:iii;.t'"ilT#Ijl_$qy" :t ,:$nh:lt,l'.3'.i1plf" wasreaav :'";#s3ff ; Basein tff:f; :#ll toit"'fr 5L ou. ;6:;p'5tl.tLq$x;;'";rr{4T,g'",f,f'Igt'.'m"r"#i*xr"';i"d{#,Ffrf,ff##ii:is,i?: ffi*Pi,: _.I:1,yd t" ;;#;; ,T,1",*!1"ft#1,,,,1?,il;"6"d;:"ft#nt theA:.li{Tlffii,{:ii'ltrol,?,1pirot Pii.-horri ;;;' li. l:Hr:*jl*nea alalespon ded,,, what th. n, "lj llfl,:i,1"ry,1. beginning to sh"owa ' A uniformed man T,.li::,J:.ry#S*,"T',ffas"cap'nu rt*s,:"J4.:.',1t"!Liil;'*tll'f"tr"Til'*fwniiii"tiJd';""rff;"fiv"fl:# i'# 105 I was $"T",nto.eJ"tlltt_ng"Hey, aboutto endure). Whenhe noticed------my"'J arm,' Cap,n remindedhim, that'snot necess:rry,irou tnow.;- "Yeah,I know.' TakecarJ"iit?;';J.- Here..-,,Johnston took the straps of mv.!anf top andpulled them aown arouno rt f"r*;;ififi;h cover "There, " -ail' couldnot "You the bruise.) that.just-aboutcoveis it. He-siiiiJ continued, look like i South"- uiti"-irr"iila!'rattrer than a damned yankee anyway." ol, Cap'n "She'll said, be a Tinker-belleby welre heretoday.,, Then, referrins to Johnston's t: !irn," $rough "How primary durpo* in actually eftort ng me to Tinker he askei', areyour southhff;',il-"p;r"'iio#tro!"r!"r'ringr' "I.'nqgot.to.talk ., to you aboutthat," Johnston answered. The two tarkedas lttgyghthey h_adworketi in tandemori given nJerc-enaryoperations/assignrenii in th.epast. "I "bacK may needa few of your Soysto backmd ori rorltiii"" " you, or coveryou?,' "Both theCap,n retorted {9;]nllonlaughed, if you,ll frontthe operation.,, Johnstonhad previously."justifred" his us6 of Tinker @eterpan theme) programmedmind-controllil mercenariesto me uy saying,'^,rvrir&naries missionaries are who follow their inner -toguid;cJ system.uti{"r-ttantt "ii Sam. Politics ord uncle hinder the route freedoin, and these-boys slip under internationallaws. undetected,ro ""..y out1# *iit tr," ,iiit{}'uoys dreamof doing...'i only I was escortedaway from the two by a nurse,yho. pqp.o4edto be tending to my injuredarm. In fact,she was p.eiarine.me for rh'e,ii;k;;_b;lle an electrified cage'o__ metalcas_e-.with an electrih.d frid totto'n. ;;?A iiiiaJJ *", s,ubjectedto high,.direct currentvortagelS compartmentalizethe peter pan thememind-control orogramming that I Endured.Like pei;p;{iinkerbeile, I learned "ride to trie.ri'ght""a; ;;;;]liavel., edditi;;"ily; my instiled Tinker-belletheme mind manipulationinctuaer-a "naturJ;lniuitft sen;^;T'ffiiirlNeuer_una timelessnessthat was rootedin^my 6";;;;;^d to my MPD/DID. time due Backin Louisiana.co1 "riding. and I shareda subconsciousunderstanding of peter Pan themesand the light". r[" aiii"r"nce between conscio'sly us was that cox activatedTi{ Clinton"ffiffiffi#ryry;il-l r , I crypti< heme) proceed. ,,\ es are Uncle . o"*:"ffi"j under Clinton r only ;,.Tf:5o*' rding : ie"'- was Pan elle, illed i uung shndard , *#ler"ro:1Xffin:,{'*ix$#'*::':i:x';tre triggeieoTri,,it#ii Jesuithandsignals Iand lTfJXT, ano andcrypti< "senaror accesseda previouilyptgt"ii#o due + ,"nr,.." ".., :^: :: eter lox r*ils"fdtry's*',:rrffif rn's i #trit1lf*;'ffi,",* -g**ll rer- /or by aIs mulfiple***'n person r on conditioningthi ne . 9een capable , , tnterdimensiona in ,tff es : ;lHlT#.ff:: 'ot0 I v d d t i t anvm.."u,*"ii:*ffi#Ffil*t';;';l#j$tr#ffififilffijrutr;',,"i.d*Trffi jr&,fH**:f-fl t I }*# i t07 t -s. "Are Houston intemrpted, you talking about(music).equ-ip.mentor the kind Huntivilli: (Alabima's NASA mind-controltraining center)?" tfr.n'y9eot"'-"nirfi;; in ',But i'r-oi"} ,Jpii"a. it was Huntsville that launched her to the pride ir.rBarbara' stars. The doors openai wide after that. _Byrd took 1 lot-of the Byrd's l"A-1," Ooo', iilf kept opening. With iny baby's t^F.nl -q influenceon her mind and career'there was no way we coulo lose'.' aipointed mind-coirtrol handler in 1980, Byrd's When Houston Uecarne-my "enterlainment" innuince il;t mind boosttil Hbusbn's career. His travels had expanded io accommodatecovert drug and money laundering operations in Canada,and throughoutthe canbbean' acrossihe U.S., in Mexico, "no Houston had, and has, a great deal of show" m-oney,but I was never o"triit"O--""oss to it. Pilveiy was one more means of control I endured, as i.:;;]ik" ;ii"fi*"." not afforded the freedoms that having money allows. Wf,"" i *"r ivorking three menial jobs during college, all of my moneJ_was ntln ftorn me bv m-y putents. All"money eamea by Cox's cocaine and body ,"rd";r";;i"r iuur ieinvested in the coven and drugs, leaving u.sdependent on "earn"_ I 5h#d; fd;;i U^i" n.""rsities. With Houston, I [ad to ev-erypenny "eamlng my sDenton groceriesand necessitiesover and over again,_whlch made f"ro; i O-.fiU"iii"tv impossiblecycle. This kepime financially-dependent and i;"h;il4;"rA*l-*-ii4t iUiiiii t" escipe,even if I liad knownenough to attemptit. il"t" proiective'maternalinstincts as a mother may have.been-brothersac- centuiteddue io ry pirt unsuccessfulattempts to pr.olecimy and It was_m.ydesp6rate neid to-keep Kelly safethat ;iri;;; (I ";* had twb iiit..t). i point 'ngnt or flighf whehI wastransferred to Houston. I lidr" tii"to ttr- of "fightl' t "a toneaeo losi -i my ability-to but my newmaternal instincts compelled me*;;"fiGii;. aia ar I 6outato" savg Kelly-.and myself from Houstonand her I lul"-in pi6:""t Monarch. SinceI had no a5ility to-reason99,y1f-amnesic, "fi.d; to ty parents'new housein affluentGrand Haven, Mighlean-' I had no conceDtof what r *as runningrror or to. I arrivedwith my baby.daughter in ri'" .'"tr.'tfi"'tatGrJ.tottt"s"on-Wittrin out backs,and what few donatedbelongings I ii""aidii"lrli=f--Glly. a few-days,nJY Parents-received and followed SinaioiSv.A's instruitions,and turnedme bactiover to Houston--who,in turn, sentme backto Louisianafor furtherconditioning. After three ror" *onthr of intense,nonstof-tortures by Cox, I could not think to follow maternat-insiinctsand baiely kneiv my own name..I hadno idea iio* ofOi*us, whereiwis, how long I hadbeen th6re, and what hadhappened io X"ifv Outitigthat time.' Kelly's-owntestimony and gllnent programmed *f"ioit"i"tuA'Multipie Fersonality/nissociativeIdentity Disorder.reflects the sheendured during ffin';#i;;-t"phiitica-t&-conaitioningand torturoustrauira this and numerous"ntuing timestha"t we were separated..when I wasreturned to Houstonas orctresiriieOby Byrd, my braiir containeda seriesof new -""1';6;i"comDartments ready to be programmedand led. minAicontrol'bef,avior programming began at_oncg, and Houston .nrurfi ittui f was taLin to my appoinieOdestiiations under the-guise of his i*uJfr in the "ountry musi'! iir-Oustry. In the early 1980s, my base Armv Lt' piog*rrnini'*uilntiilJ uJ rott-C"titpbell -Kentuckv:bJY S' botlonetVtiihael equino. Aquino holdi a TOP SECITETclearance in the ;;i;;;; itrtertigence'ngincy's-i'sycholo-gical_WarfareDivision (Psy Ops).. He is i orofessed[f*-N-l, tfr'"]outia"t of"the Himler inspiredsalanp Temple of Sd';;;;;bil;h-ga wirh chitdritg.4 and sexual a6use at thePresidio Day b31" in S- ntancisco,-Catifornia.But like my fatherand Cox, Aquinoremains 110 - s I[ 'am"r f while t E 4. -l"tu' he continuesto traumatizeand program CIA destined yung mindsin "supirio? t ! a qu_gstto reportedly-iqdi.iil6;;create the project I MonarchMind-contrbiled race; of ! sravei. *,"t*eqlii"Ji"id not r o his orofoundlvorgfessed adhere 'Eahnii Gurt "ufJr'rtrtron any more than I did. His r powerni"* il-rh;]-;; ;fi'il"r.varidtiorx wfichhe uq or tilir vortagestun f s*,' n:" f,g"gl]ili,,Gh &"ti;*d "A"itism@lood E tralP.+ a traumabase, hii prolrammingias high t"r, nuddledin a -He iiJl"rean,,--not r Droverbialytj:!::l br;t ;i Enorance. quicttydispelred the I co1.in-ftuence,.andbgs3lnrocgmming -mi".coioing-to iilirr'siecifications siaistic'"i, "ou".t cie'arug'i,uii J fioT.r]illulllt:#*'rT*t ie5r*r.'iii, Duringthe r threemonths I wasback with C_ox,a muscrein my upper I *all wascut anddropped vaginal { preparaiio"}& i"i,rtd;'iolh'liu.i"" a hideous 3 witch'sface' for Seiitor plruersion. Aquino provided inshuctions _nyio;i the ancient 3 on how to mutilate,6;;;-i;uston used silver exactoknives nitrate and hot 1 to carve the details of ttt" r"* without any form of anesthesia. I By flexingthe muscle powlwar.d, *,"ia""lioiil;';"i#,nyiugin". thissurgery give Bvrd a vagini-suit+ Not t pems':I-{-dig rcuriosity" l" *;il;";'i#rdeveroped B rt alsoprovided. an equitabre to btdispi;t"d;; rg"l and over F in.bothcommercial and non-"orrii"i"i pornographyand prostitution. on thel98l I anniversaryof rohnF. x"n*oy'r assassination,I was Alex Houston forcedto | .'r.oyl fo; app_ear^an;;;il;. Earlier rhar month when I had beenraken to washington,p.'c. r- p.ortiiution "marryingr purpoi.r, iiiiJ'inlo.n.,ed me thatI woutdactuailf be r'ir-*h.,il'Eiaca'"d Houston. vows,, to "It is a covenantbglw-e€n "It 'til the two of us," Byrd-hadsaid. is me that you will honorand obev deathgo n1ywgdpinp u o:n.t'Byiqlffit"fi"ti i," ,, pick up dressirom.a l.b. itore" Throughoutrhe years, oftenjoked about ryarby Houston the my.washingd;; D:il-r,i.iling dress__ which was depictedin.,lglrfrcan'ce 9{ 'commemorate Rornoerarhicihotos and a commercial video to bur weddin'gnig6];;"-"-'""" AIex Houston's,,best iranl" Jimmy Walker,- was ajso a photographerfor wi,el,i'iiisridl#tn-eie,e*onyif,Iarry _Flynt'ssexually graphii: corrlrciat tl'tf -me i'*eaa-in'g;ifF:_;i.iiir,"?fr lr"-.fi iitrJi^;{,TJl#, he..presented with a rose patterned deliberatelv "our"*Edding;, crysralcrucifix desisnedto anchor il;y'c;;hlii[rvlii#" instlred beliefs.rne_Ulry ntr"t"{A;pi&il."r" rn wedding crystalcrucirrx 1411 .my dresswith the to'"commemorateour w;ddingnrght," '*"t"was standardlock-in mind-controlledslaves r tnii *fio ",narry; 3;tffiffi,jr"iall ioi"*i-6 Houston's . booking agent, Reggie.Mac"rf.air,uilG,'-f!nn"rGr, (Macl:ughlin), of laterof MacFadden United Talent and igEncy p tio u"r"-uLnng cIA countrymusii acti into liy iocitiiis to aid the execution governmentiryolu"o operations.. of coverr For exampie,Houston,s """triloquiii-ii "Alexand Elemer"would be sctredufedt".-rgk;;l"lat a Washington,. countyor statefair near D_.C-.,w[ere I would'Ui-pi"t"O_.upby or helicopter escortedto the white .car and Houseor ttre.lentafon.-rt,i "niuN! ;ivi;;;;ould be compartmentalizedin my.memory in a minner ttat cuurerr',ni-io simply.been Eliieve r naa travelingin the country" music indusrry;;;;;; i,6*k wouldbe suspecr ho,n",, "entertiained" of my _absence.d;td';xample would be that Houston at Byrd,s'Wert nirgi"i"-s-[G H;;;"ry ;;;";ffi gave a 111 legitimate appearanceto my presence there, when in fact I was being prostituted to the SenatorI had "married." During the early '80s, Reggie Maclaughlin primarily booked Houston into areas that were conducive to my mind-control programming with Aquino. I was first subjected to Aquino's tortures and programming in Fort Campbell, Kentucky; Fort McClellen in Anniston, Alabama; and most frequently, at Redstone Arsenal and Marshall Space Flight Center in Huntsville, Alabama. Military mind-control was fast, effective, and highly technological, but it was the NASA programming that launched me as a "Presidential Model". Even though Aquino instilled my programming on both military and NASA installations, he had access to the latest technological advancements and techniquesthrough NASA. These included mind foolers such as sensorydepri- vation tanks, virtual reality, flight simulators, and harmonics. By the age of two, Kelly had already been subjectedto Aquino and his programming through theselatest technological advancements,which shatteredher fragile young mind before her basepersonality had a chanceto form. Rather than use occultism on Kelly, Aquino traumatized her through sexual assaultand high voltage tortures of the mind and body. She, like I, to this day carries numerous scars from this "non satanic" abusebase. i know, from yeirs of research, NASA technology and Aquino's programming, combined with the Project Monarch standardsleep, food, and water deprivation and high voltage, made Kelly a subject of state of the. art .genetically multigenerational MPD/DID psychological mind-control englneenng. In 1981, Byrd personally joined Aquino in Huntsville, Alabama during one of our programming sessions. NASA cooperatedfully with Byrd on any and everything, since it was Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee that determined how much and/or whether NASA received government funding. I lay naked on the cold metal table, tranced and photographically recording every word and detail of my programming and every word that Byrd and Aquino not so privately discussed. Byrd was providing Aquino with specific details of certain perversions he wanted me equipped to fulfill or perform. Additionally, they talked about scrambling my immediate memory with two private porn frlms they were arranging to have produced locally. These were tttleA How To Divide a Personality and How To Create a Sex Slave. These films are the kind NASA became involved in producing for the d'ual purpose of "scrambling" memory and ciocumenting their mind-control procedures. The resident Huntsville, Alabama pornographers were two local cops, one of which was (and is) a Sergeant.sThis servedNASA and the CIA well when cover-up was necessary. The How To Create a Sex Slave film depicts the common "spin" pro- gramming, which in essenceis the combination to unlocking or accessing a specific programmed act. For example, the compartmentof the mind that holds memory of incest is stimulated to open when the original abuse is eminent. Seeing my father's penis would ntrigger" a specific response, supposedly opening the neuron pathways of my brain to allow the part of my brain that dealt with his actions before to deal with them again. With "spinn programming, the trigger of seeing my father's penis is replaced with a combination of specific verbal commands and a specific number of physical spins so that anyone with the "combination" could accessthat particular part of my brain. The part of my mind containing "knowledge" of the original abuse "likeu by my father learned to painful, sadistic sex. Senator Byrd wanted me programmed in such a way that he could decide if he wanted me to scream and t12 Jegitim3te appglanpg to my presence there, when in fact I was being prostituted to the SenatorI had "married." Dulng the early _'80s, Reggie Maclaughlin primarily booked Houston into areas that were conducive to my mind-control programming with Aquino. I yas fir.st stjecte-d_to_Aquino'siortures and pr6gri'mming in Fort Cimpbell, {eltucky;.Fort lv{cCle_llen.in--A_nniston,,Alabama;and-most frequentfy, al RedstoneArsenal and Marshall SpaceFlight center in Huntsville,'Alabama. Military^mind-control .was_fast,efl'ective, and highly technologicar,'but it was the NASA programming that launched me as a-"piesidential-Model". Even lhoug.h . Aquino instilled my programming on both military and NASA inslallations, he had access to t[e latest- technological advincements and techniquesthrough NASA. These included mind foole.-rssuch as sensorydepri- vation_tanks, virtual reality, flight simulators, and harmonics. By the agti of two, Kelly had already been subjectedto Aquino and his programriing thr-ough theselatest.technological_ advancements, which shatteredh-er fragile yo*ungmiid before her basepersonality had a chanceto form. Rather than rise occultTsmon Kglly, A.quino traumatiTf her through-sexualassault and high voltage tortures of the mind and body. she, like I, "non to this day cames numerousscars from this satanic" abuse base. i kno.ry, flom ye,irs of research, NASA technology andAquino's programming, coqrli.ngd with the project tvton'archstandard slee!, food, and water deprivation and high voltage, made Kelly a subject of state bi the . art genetically multigenerational MPD/DID psychirlogicai mind-control englneenng. joined_Aquino . In 1981, Byrd.personally in Huntsville, Alabamaduring one programming oI our. sessions. ryASA cooperated fully with Byrd on any and elerything,, since it was Byrd's Senate Appropriations iommittee' that determined how much and/or whether NASA reCeiv-edgovernment funding. I lay naked on the cold metal table,.tranced and photograpihicallyrecording every word.and detai.lof my programming and every word-that Byri and eqiino ncit so privately discussed. Byrd was providing- Aquino with- specific dietails of cgrtain..peryepionshe yTrd ms equip-pedto fulfill olperforin. Additionally, they talked about scrambling my immediate memory witli two private porn filrii they were arranging to have produced locally. Thele were tttlid How'To Divide a Personaliry and How To create a sex slaie. These films are the kind NASA ,'scrambling,' bu?q" involved in- producing for the dual purpose of -Huntsville,memory and- documenting their mind-control procedures. The resident Alabama pornographeq_wgre tw_olocal cops, one of which was (and is) i sergeant.s This servedNASA and the cIA well when cover-uDwas necessarv. "spin,, The How To Create a Sex Slave film depicts the conimon liro- gramming, which in essenceis the combination to unlocking or a&essirig a specific prggrammed act. For example, the compartmentof th6 mind that ho-lds of incest is stimulated to bpen when the original abuse is TeTory '4gg..r" eminent. seeing {y father's penis would a specific response, supposedly gpening the neuron pathways of my brain !o allow the -again.part of my b'rain thdt dealt with his actions before to deal with them Wittr "spin" programming, the trigger of seeing my father's penis is replaced wiiil a combination of specifrc verbal commanris and a specinc numb-er physical "combination" of spins so that anyone with the could a?cessthat particular pirt of bratl.. The part.of my._mindcontaining "knowledge" .rny 'like" of the original-wanted abuse by my father learned to painful, sadistic sex. Senator Byrd me programmed in such a way that he could decide if he wanted me to scream and LL2 when he whipped me, or if he wanted me to become sexually aroused and cry -After odance" "beg" for more. programming, when I met with Byrd, I would like a music box dancei, twirling round and round until Byrd's fiddle music stopped. My mind precisely calculaled how many revolutions I had made wtr'eitrer I wai capable of conicious counting or not (huch like a normal person wakes up at a particular time without an alarm clock), and the desired results were produced as accessed. T[is is but one simplifred example of sex programming, and I was pro$rammed for more than sex. But this particular incident of programming at ihe U.S. Army Redstone Arsenal would change my existence entirely and set the stage for my role in covert government black, budget-type operations as a "PresidentialModel". Seeing and/or knowing that Kelly was being tortured and programmed -commonproved to be a detriment to my own mind-control programming,,such that the "cross-programming" of mother and daughter was rarely viable. In the fall of 1982, Houston was scheduledto perform at the State Fair in Senator Byrd's home state of West Virginia. Byrd arrived at our hotel with Lt. Col. Aquino, who took Kelly with f,im, supfosedly for programming pulposes. I wat left alone in the h 113 The majority of my programming, as well as a large part of Kelly's, was again Oz theme based. This meansthe combination of codes, keys and triggers to access me were relaled to L. Frank Baum's story, The Wizard Of Oz. Whether or not it was Baum's intention (or for that matter Walt Disnev's. Lewis Carroll's, etc.), it is evident that his psychologically intense story was used for manipulating minds. Much of Thc Wiznrd Of Oz lends itself to themes commonly used by perpetrators. For example, nearly dl MPD/DIDs have suffered the loss of p9t9 during ritualized torture. And all of Baum's primary "over characterDorothy's nightmarish experiences the rainbow in Oz" stemmeil from her desire to risk her own life to protect her threatened pet. Abusers use this lesson to condition the victim to drop all resistanceand cooperate or "I'll get you, my pretty, and your little dog (or child) too." The "over the rainbow" scrambleof dreamsvs. reality provides abusersa theme by which to manipulate an MPD's subconsciousperception of switching personalities. Oftentimes this theme is transdimensionalas is Oz, or that which was just experiencedwas "just a bad dream" like Dorothy was told upon her awakening in her own bed back in Kansas. CIA cryptic language is manipulation of the English language such that 'double words have a double meaning (aka binds' in mental health terminology.) It works much the way as communication through "inside jokes", among people familiar with each other. Perhaps this is a reason for the government's use of professional comedians as slave handlers. Since mind- controlled slaves' minds function consciously through their subconscious,which has no way of discerning fantasy from reality or intended meaning from literal meaning, cryptic dual level languageis especially effective. Many CIA covert operations I was involved in occurred in public. Anyone who overheard the conversationwould have discerned something very different from what actually "trance-spired". For example, one of my Washington, D.C. Secret Service escorts linked arms with me like Dorothy did with her companions^to when walking the Yellow Brick Road. This would have appeared be normal behavior, or even romantic, to outsiders. But to me it was a signal to "stay the course" (Bush's quote) and follow directions. Arm in arm we walked through the crowded Air and Space Museum of the Smithsonian to the nearby NASA "Seryice headquarters. There he read the Entrance" sign on the door accentuatingsyllables ever so slightly so that I heard him cryptically command, " Serve-us,En-Trance" . I Jimy Dean is knowledgeableof, and a willing particip8nt in, crimiml covert activity including the uw of mind*ontrclled slaves. "Marching ' to Misrcuri' is a Momon barcd belief that inrerfacedwith the CIA's faction of the country music industry being tmnsfered to Bnnon, Misrcuri in the mid 1980e. 3 l2o,ooG"olt stun guns leave two indentedprod rurks or moleetwo incheeapan, while the cylindrical stun gun u*d prirurily in the vagim and rcctum leaves prod mrks/moles 314 of an inch !p8rt. A l@k into tnsh-magazine publisher hrry Flint'g ,Ilrctlcr will show prod mrks on the mind*ontrclled slaveshe photogophs, particularly on rhe thrcat, near the lips, and on the back. 'witch's 4 The face' has alrc been rcfered to !s that of a baphometand Jesuit monk. 5 I photo identified the Serg*nt and his Qailer)ofticer in 1990, and Mark's and my lives werc thrcarenedlhrcugh lhen-Dietrict Attomey, now U.S. Reprcsntrtivc, Bud Cnmer @. Huntsville, Alabam) of lhe Congrcssional Pemnent IntelligenceCommittee Esa rcsult of this rcvelation! 6 To a liteml mind-contrclled MPD/DID slave, the tem "Head Friar'equaler to "he8d frier," meaning high voltsSe to lhe bnin, rt4 CHAPTER7 EHARM-SCHOOL After Aquino instilled my base sex programming, I was often taken by Houstonto Youngstown, Ohio to attend the sex slave training camp hell hole refenedto as "Charm School". Houston often performed in the Youngstown area at county fairs, Fraternal Order of Police shows, or any little country musicentertainment gigs that would bring us in the proximity of the dreaded CharmSchool. On &casion, Kelly would go through the torture process with me. But usually Houston delivered me to the door for trainilg with other CIA andMafia slav6smy age, and then left taking Kelly with him. When Charm School was in session, there were several gids being tortured and trained at once. I have seenand known numerous girls to go through Charm School, but, understandably,few are reported to have survived or recovered their minds enoughto talk about it. C-harmSchool was reportedly operated by an identified member of the Mellon Banking family Endowment for the Arts' largest contributor). @yrd's "Governor" The operatortfrt tfre"ninie and role of from th6 movie My Fqir Iady,-in an attemptto confuse my torturous reality with movie fantasy,. In the movie, Governor is the cockney title given the professor who transformed a female street urchin into a functioning high society lady. Additionally, Mellon'suse of the title, Governor, was intended to create scramble for the real Govemorwho frequentedthe school as though it were only a whore house. I am referring to then Governor of Pennsylvania (and later U.S. Attorney General,now secretaryfor the United Nations) Dick Thornburgh.' Aquino pro- vided some of the piogramming at Charm School and everyone I knew in governmentoperations was at least aware of it. Then Youngstown Qleriff, n9y U.S. RepresentativeJim Traficant, was usually present. He capitalized on his "Lurch" ability to portray himself as by slowly opening the door and saying, "Walk this way''. To a literal slave in training, this means walk like he is walking-like Lurch, Egor, a street whore, Scatecrow, and so on. Oncethe door closed behind me, Charm School meant I would be charmed, mesmerized(hypnotized), and programmed to be a high class prostitute for selectpoliticians. I did learn their way to walk. I learned when to talk, how to dress,how to sit, stand, and all the rest. Table mannerswere not taught as they were not needed since slaves endured food and water deprivation when working. Above all, we were taught how to gratify any sexual perversion. Just as Traficantopened the door to Charm School for slaves, he oftentimes.wasthe one to "test" their newly learned sexual skills to determine when or if slaves could leave. A typical three-day course at Charm School included the usual factors of food, and wati deprivation; trauma; high voltage; and programming. sleep, "designer" Often times experimental or tried and proven CIA manufactured drugs were administered which produced specific brain wave activity to maximize and/or compartmentalize programs. I usually spent the first day hanging in the dungeon. Charm School is housed in an identified stone historicalrailroad barron's former residence. and the basement was in fact a wine cellar dungeon. It was dark, damp, and musty and was decorated in classictorture chamberfashion. It was complete with various hanging chains, a 115 U I I I stretching_rack,whips, and altars including one specially designedfor bestiality sex. As I hung by my wrists, I could hear and-smell-the aiimals in the neit cells--a black Nubian goat called Satan, a small donkey named Nester, sometimesa small white_pony referred to as Trigger, and virious dogs, cats, snakes,and gthers. All Charm School animals were trained to sexually-respond-who to the smell of urine. Whel someone, such as Dick Thornbdrgh particularly _eljoyed this kind of kink, entered my cell and urinated o-n me, I knew I would soon be released from my chains and led to the animal altar for bestiality lessons, pornography, o-r to please a perverse onlooker. I was hung \ by.Ty ankles, sqeqche4on a rack, burned, and tortured repeatedly. My feet "off and hands were chained to a wall for what was termed thlewall sex." i was \ taught "Silence" in Oz fa-shionsince screamingdid not produce results anyway I urtless they lvanted it for pornography. This was implemented with air electronic canine bark collar normally used to train a dog nol to bark. wqs repeatedly filmed pornographically, "Master's_ _I and always taken upstairs to the Chambers" for prostitution to participanfs, "Govemor" including the real of Charm School, then Pennsylvania Gbvernor Dick Tlornburgh, CongressmanJim Traficant,, LJ. Col. Michael Aquino, and others. When Kelly was with me, she endured the same and we were forced to see each other physically tortured as further psychological trauma. This was to ensure I could never remember the who, what, when, or where of our bizarre enslavement. This is what is sometimesreferred to as cross-programming. In spite of the deliberately created amnesic blocks, I developed a sub- conscious sympathetic understanding for other Charm School slaves that extendedoutside the walls of this man-madehell. This understandingemanated from the depths of my being, creating a compassion for other mlnd-control victims that compels_me to give voice to their silent pleas for help to this day. I became close friends with one such victim, who must remain anonymous in order to survive to eventually recover. This beautiful blonde and'I had numerous opportunities to be together throughout the years, as Houston's government sponsored travels routinely took him into her home state of Pennsylvaniawhile Dick Thornburgh was Governor. My friend and I were photographedtogether for hrry Flynt's commercial pomography publications, and featured in the illicit frlms th-at contributed to funding CIA covert operations. In addition to this, she and I were able to spend two weeks together when her husband/handlertraveled to Houston's farm in Tennesseefor instructions on handling his new "bride". "made "wedding," I was of honor" for my friend's which was no more a ryarriagg than mine to Houston. As was customary with Project Monarch slaves, her marriage to her handler equated to marriage to her- mind-control owner, U.S. SenatorArlen Spector. "wedding" - The I was forced to participate in was for pomography purposes only, and it took place in Arlen Spector's Conneaut Lakb-hbus-e in Pennsylvania. Spector's stone house was located in a wooded, remote setting and was masculinein decor. Side rooms were either designatedfor perverse sEx or were fumished with antiquated NASA virtual reality-and programming equipment. Th9 mysty smell of Spector's playhousewas ovbrpoweledby the scenfof roses, which he symbolically presentedto his slave on their "wedding" "wedding" day. My friend's photos included Catholic themes-,anci the crucifrx featured was rose cut crystal similar to the one I received from Byrd. 116 :iiih?:iFtt,3ilyt*"ffit*;.H:rT.*,;,rry#1xffi ,ffi?,ffi TS lffi ,*Hntt,fiWn-+l'll'nff";s*enw"rr*ffii prorechon-y'or"-tr,uui'.ffi1:tri*::9i-9..1q4",*"iii"ii'r"i'r'i!r','fiiltLl::m:Tu'ffifrffiffilil',it'#fri:il# T.-d$tglffi to orarm siirool i-;,ffifu extensiv fo1lutup operations. Houston ** ;r;i,;ii,*?s'"r9"fi%iliHiirT*rr: ifr'"?S,t'?:'i?nkerAirForceBase"*g:lrd#;.s:.il;"r?ffi#"**:::',,fo,j:lg,1loroer thatI be back in the turther enhanced,u oh?.tg.g^3phi:"-;ffi J,_'il,ii: ,^-andq,u delivering ;;'tfi,*hah_%';ilJ"io iougndirecr con uEuvennggovernmentgovernmenl messagesmessaees whinh ^*^.. trot " rTl.Jfr"#',trf,n9;Sial;l'rd;d; 'Ti",gt. .I wasarso trained nug thepentapon,c "., .li^t1tl,1,l{ernStignal dnig mute tranJil.int r^, triffijf'.i"1uffi3ff:#:n*r?#;3:ff T"f#liii,.#,",:,ffi ',,#pjllljj, il.t"rfiri"il; b"#il.X,. r orce fi ;::,:; gl*T#3*1p*,ru$it"#"*:i'Ig#tr"fffi r,,*l#jifBasein ffi:T:ffiNehr:ck, ?f;5,:';'3t'i,,'#?1ff::-"j;d"rc,dff "iilJ'q,J,liil:?::,:?:ff#,'J:y,,lg?Ti:#h.Hilli3iXill'itr 11esx..rrom around th,the ;;,rd:'wo'alueffi J'11,j1,:lf t_"_1, :greens- sh;;i& ;i;iiii. )$"' en Air Forceofficial tTj i:; exprainedt-o'ri" tt"', my every ,,couid t*:,'" a.sefarate foui-scr6n move be iHTJiXrf"f $1. viewer,he. demonstrated asrapidty show,*it[-u,!"J"n", #hd,#i-,fItmg u, r,".o"il5l#,3:;Y919{.-slidep*#NT;;da+r;a dd; l5;;tfitlt+i':'i::#mt-x''fl;+"*"'fl'tteHouse? or toyour "y:l:qky*iiiil;YfiJ, was lil'":fri 'i";l'#k7'lli;F;';f depictedwivine from Air'+f"*'"lpi[$rr+,""5'"6u.r;:u",,'rirc youcovered. :^Lll,yoycan'r hiae.-/ rtiir tui-d#"'iuri,'.'utot Youcan 3estitlestate convinceme in thatmy ivery movecould u" n,onitollto my uunngthe course o-f mv H';l*i14"#,H:#;lj{:$it'iilttr1lnfto Bvrd ,qif"t,xrTf mowas schedured 1o;oilt?l1t1t-d "t ?rylpa notlil'Lil"bbrJ""r *srl&ffi;rd**fii'.ffi;{,fiilcn sraverunner, Kds Kristdrerson,4 H'$ffr"Hdl"ii*i tnilltY programmed *riom'iiaa kng*,1 since for Opry "u"nti--'i,rfron rg7g,,my mshncessuch as ttris. circuited,,. Uhaer ^1,^1j1iiptJ'iuiiirout",i.oq*rnring would have !$, rcrsgnStities-il"r*_E+,autogenrcaly, whereas";;;;" I I*"u,Xor?"'Jn,iilt,il"",l,ff"l lgd. r backed in,o )pnersons:lw me as I backedfurtheir, u;t*een ile wall andthe machine. rt7 "The "what are you doing in there, little lady?" Kristopherson asked. Colonel-- wants to seeYou." "What eouino had walkid over and sarcastically asked, ar9 you doing in tftor"lnu.ni"" *irest That could very well 5e a shocking 91q9rier1cefor.you." All exoerienceswith Aquino or Kristopherson resulted in-hlgh vg.llageelectnc regqd.forhuman life.s Aquino ;fu-il'ffi;;;, *a ippriintly-to neitherriao aly "had reinforcehis belief that I no where to run' no usedthe oDDortuniti "power"--his where-Wf,if.to hide' frornhis stungun. i untangledfiyself from thel wires, Kri.stophersonand Aquino continuedtheir banterat niy expense.Kristopheison !91.d up. his key qng atlq while he told 'eq"uino,';Vou;t"iinsled it. catching 'nV uitaiuiOe6attention as conditioned, g"onndneed the Keys to the Kingdom to work with this one rieht""';i;;; here. " to the Kingdom," of course, referred to py previously instilled mnt tli"rt.il-"lnnir-o-irfrJnsional"Catholi'c programmed- peisonalities- Since fdil ffi ri p.fi"ry mind-controlprogram-mer at the time, Kristopherson *ii inforring'Aquino'of programspr^wi-ousty instilled in childhoodvia the ;Ri1eto RemfinSilent". ny jii'gling tireteys, he wasdemonstrating his control over- -;i me and his momentaD/edge on Aquino. "She's noi 'em." Kristopheiton-*assaying as hejingled the keys. mine untesi"yluwarina play ball. nesides,you-have.to. The Byid -Events sent.me"' ,,I,iebeen e*p'ecting you," Aquindsaid with a smile. laterthat-night proveditrat lquino naf'U#n suipliedthe keys !o qy-previously.established i"i,iii U.iJ pi6grim-ing, which'h'eand Byrd usedand allered to suit their own perversions.'-"S;iJ;onitored "progress," all of my programming"He and oftentortured me lgft off, to *itfr iris ;hil;Apoctetf 118 i ;i q*l*tr' ' anyway,and at' t fgun._tr)r'sinvolvr , ru,g,'ffil; / 119 -= blackielicopters patrolling the area would. And if all else failed, the "Eye in lh" $ky" would locate him or her, and a torturous death was suppoiedly rmmlnent. to my abusers, my deprogrammer and primary advocats Mark _-.According "THE Phillips and I have embarked on Most Dangerous Game" through efforts such as releasing this book and turning a spoflight on the Shadow Government to reveal its members' identities and their crimes asainst humanitv. Mark "game" Plrlllips and I are determined to beat them at their ow-n by aiming the "95o/o" "don't - with the truth that perpetrators want them to-know!" I Di"k Tho-brrrgh is listed in Houston's CIA memo book which is now in my (and others') possession. 2 Pl.r"" note that, while still SheriffofYoungstown, Ohio, Traficant was investigated and subsequently indicted for federal racketeering, drug distribution, and Mafia connections. However, he was acquitted through careful CIA jury mqnipulation ard he went on to become the U.S. Representative he is to this date. 3 'eyes "you Oo"" g"ioiog to see and ears to hear,' this can nrn, but you can't hide' theme is so widely used it is visible from Hallmark greeting cards to Interstate overpasses to the lock-in 'I'll song by the rock group, Police's Be Walching You'. 4 'nsrried" e good friend of mins efte remains a victim to date was to Kristopherson on "married' the night she wed her mind-control handler-much the way I had Byrd when I wed 'wedding Houston. The crucifix used in her IJrry Flynt night' pom photos was mirrored rather than crystal. 5 Kri.toph".*o nearly strangled me to death with his penis, which had further sexually excited him, late in the summer of 1987 during another incident related to Byrd, t20 in lly CHAPTER 8 rk) :ts nt rk I no longe_rhad any mind of my own. I was absolutely void of free will and le ryS.now lotally robotic. So was Kelly. We wore our Charm School smile at all times, and dld exactly what we wAre told to do. The only characteristic noticeablyout of -Outsidersplace was Kell programmedvocabulary and mannerisms. traveling within the country musicindustry. MyMv public imase was a programmed personality that always ;rammed"air-head" smiled, lookeit and taiteO tite tf,e proverdial-"air-hean blonde that kept- out- sidersaway by socializingonly wittrin my controlled environment. This lifestyleappeared quite-normal for my role as Houston'smuch younger ,'wife,' rn mecountry muslc lndustry. When wi: were not trdveling, I began each day at 4:00 A.M. with a minimumof 2 hours aerobic exeicise. Afterward, I iended farm animals and d_id_-otherchores, then cookedHouston a large country breakfastwhich neither Kelly or I were permittedto share. Houstonwould then order me to work to exhaustionon his 100-acrefarm while he watched. Thesechores included hauling,stackilg, and feedingout hundredsof balesof hay to our livestock ) eacf year; maintainingmiles of electricfencing; cutting acrbsof grasswith a pushmower an_average of twice weekly; i bustingconcrete with a sledgehammer andmixrng_ and pouing new cement;digging by handand main0aininga two t acrevegetable ggqgn for ca4n!ng;cutting, hauling,and stackingfirewood for Houston,his neighbors, I and friends; shovelingpick-up truck Ioads of creek gravelto fill in enormouspotholes in the gravel roCd leading to 11 rural I residencesincluding Jack Greene's;and anythlngelse Houstondould think of I thatwould wear me down. Houston'sexhaustive, slave-driving work orders mademy father'sseem benevolent in comparison. The "best"-of days were rough. 'like . .I ate a bird--@yrd),'following Byrd's ordersof 300 caloriesper day-- *iJh.no-s.ygar or caffeine. IvIy metabolismwas low. I was trainedto-compirte calorieslike a machine,eating more like a rabbitthan a "bird". I had to count everycalorie, from a simpletaste of what I had to cook for Houstonto semen. Houstonensured that Kelly and I never got more than two consecutivehours of sleepper night. He accomplishedthis throughautomatic mental "alarm clocks" thatwoke us up at two- hour intervals-Kelly with asthma,and me with panic. Thesetactics crintributed to Kelly's andmy total inability to resistmind co'ntrol. __ Travelin-gin.the country music indultry was no easierthan existing on Houston'sfarm in Tenness6e.It certainly-lackedthe glamourthat outsiders usuallyassociate with entertainmentindustries. CIA covdrtdrug operationshad permeatedthe industry. Entertainerswere used to buy, sell, and distribuie cocainebr_ougl{ into this countryby the U.S. governmentfor the purposeof funding the Pentagon'sand CIA's Black Budgets. Nashville'i local government,_from my perspective,was totally comrpted by these criminal covertoperations. Cover-up, murder, drugs, and white slavery prevailed. Entertainersusually made it big only when they participatedin CIA dperations and/orwere slavesthemselves. I know of numerousentertainers in needof rescueand deprogrammingfrom their mind-controlledexistence, because it was t2l I 9i:::y:r."0 that voicescould be harmoni cap[vateaudiencel ; made,not uo- l' H.rnese:Yot: entertainers1vl."il.iilYpr:::T#"?lrtJ.,T# "f#l:'"j3 programmingas I permit _have."il4"i*a"tii.r,-of the them to carry out govemment same courseof the-irouu"i:. operationsin the Caribbean-ina.. Miami,..._Ig*:giT.nio.ioa Lines (NCL) rHr i*v.:r.n ;uEi;"? ;q'8*'fih ;ent"'tu"'Lt,, J:iiifl,r $3t ffi $lliq ffifF*$,xi"3ifeirrete wiilL rikethat $Tf l";3lffin:tttp'e"yrJ'.iiriit'"ffff""Xiip:ilirf lf;'nr*iy;#"fl1trTl#'*; ffiJh'";"H,ij r':#"T:r[TiII""l.*'+!t?ili"ffand Immigrationiinspectors.. thevi;d;"'i;ffi"J,'f,with_Houston,,uri,ttt j"".&g;"*f.r ."tiiliy :Jd#l.f took cruisei fi3"%i,1ffi-?il:*,t,,:lffjii#,nt'*;r,ru.""1,";,:iyT..,ii,l* 1gF-".ifl{8;['fi,ffi:j :: out..ffryf^1lf*i'".Tr:!i'$g;':;*,:tl'^:ll'r*lipri."lii'rrerigrrttime In theearty ror€achactivity I wasforced lii,t,'illi,i,ffJ""jii$];.lii"Eig*'.:'"'#&]1'ei.'J:#*i';T",TTffitS3grlfiiilT"i#H ?o-cafr In keeping with^NCl,s.C1nUQ"n " operations, Byrd n'ru o adjusted his use of iiii#frilTf "n:fr ? ^':' " *'i'#ili t:'r"'q,'.'; tJft i,n'S's onur, Air- 9:'l"l'lipL;r,.*'i;],'ffT.".HT,nlLT&"oJ,T1l1a"dth;'i;"ii,l"'r oridn o* cruiseships i uilt *ri qggurar'*hd;;'ffi r;?#_Hf,.T, avoidedin favor of a th-eme i lil*;Ji: urrG-Robert -or.ruitrti! i:4tii,T$ experience-rhai c' (sealnyrd' Heiofi-"il,';el,311s1 l, of rhe Sea_ lastong.ueen itreepicenrer disappear,-transrormed'into'anoirrei'oirlifiiiffi.fldlil,iT"":rlli"ffgl:'.,*':l.ii"i$t;a#t3j*l-l!herear.er,EreJi,iiiierruricoi (a]iens) 1ve camein. th.*gt"A;;liror.reflection iT_T#,::T Iabncof .T.,rl.lg of space'the deepblu6.*. Sor*iius_entered thi hore in the anddorphins' And wheh- Earth,splani as whales we .r"rg"d-fio;"hi ,*, o.l;ilt"TI:, *" "'"fi"i"l"wii .someof us c'ame-nyingout. ,,p!l;'l3l,'.11,. qr;}."$ ;:q ll.,1:*dn,rtrne nsh"' *h.nx' h vi.nyou fr-"r, srorug business was :irr{:? is #:i1""u",1 t # i ,tr,*.-qu+*uffi*u:}ffi#''r.*gtl;ulb6omingi"i trr,.tr, frwasstoredintheHJndlylil,nr"dfi 1#.il;i,#311fi ',rftjff to" 'uiil'ai'ii19-'1", uf,f 'i!nn.,,*,"*:: iiiti_''f$ff #lr$'i|":l* fi N;il"r", i^:'j:"gaIG ;ii#:"1"{,1iff#"'J'"5T:""'3it-':q-"nt.'turn-"'.T'L,iitt.", roi ordiredth;ir;.il;;#frargeamount of the cor *-$,t,lh,mhfF,,',"1.J{.*iff, F 122 f.' ;ffi ; il#rlft -,:ilffi#tfr;1*,t'r'ffi triJ,,,l*rt,ffiffT;; j;:ffifr{,;i$"#i#,#:,,Ari,,,eByrd,.,d n : $ffiryPsffifffff*#ffi 123 h I "And cryptically continued. I trade in whatever uncle orders. An order has !_eenplaced. -You.must follow orders and go to that place. Go to the While House Inn at_the pie_r. Carry your laundry 5ag (full of cash) with you, and see the man in blacL. (My cuban contact almost always wore a conspicuousblack trench coat.) There is a laundermat on the dorik itself. Thdv do all mv laundering for me, and will be expecting you. watch for the sea-han with th'e: d_uffelbag. Wh.en you see the military "I lreen duffel bag, approach the desk. he says. need this.laundered,-bu1 )l[ep"welcome 1Oo not havE-th-e^time,,'you say, to Paradise. I will make sure it is cleaned and deliverei on time.; Then give "This him your {uffel .bag-o^f-'laundry' il.9 9ay, has been properly launderedfor, you". Take lhe duffel bag. It will bd light as a feather.^nbturir to the Inn and enjoy the buffet." "Do Qhanging modes, Buffett unzipped his shorts as he asked, you like a buffet? I have a Buffett buffet for you now. And it is paradise!,' I carried out the drug transaciion-as ordered, the whole ordeal lasting a matter of minutes. A buffet was spreadin the courtyard of the white House Inn at 4:00 PM just as Buffett said it would be. Buf due to the food and water deprivation necessaryto maintaining my mind-controlled trance, Houston forbid me liom carrying out this last part of Buffett's instructions. Alex Houston Enterprises was another side business that Houston used to cover for his cIA criminal covert activities. It included "energy the relabelline of G.E. gapacitorsfgr thg sav-ings".c_ompanies, Queen Electric and phise Liner, he sharedwith his former wife and frrst cIA mind-controlled slave. She was i catholic processedPuerto Rican blonde beauty. These G.E. capacitor banks were sold internationally as €nergy saving devices, when in fact iltey provided one more meansof transporting drugs from the U.S. around the worl!. It was Houston's G.E. capacitor scam that provided me insight into the elaborate !gng- ]s_land_d_ocksdrug _network.run-by U.S. Congrelsman Gary Ackerman (D. NY).' I flrst met Ackerman in l98i when Housi-onwas bookeil into the woodberry Music Festival with known cIA mind-control victim Loretta Lyln.' __l,oretta'sroad manqger,-Neo-Nazi pedophile Ken Riley, who was also Alex Houston's best friend, often assistedHouston in handliir! me. Riley in turn handed my Charm Sclroof programmed keys, codes, and triggers to. CongressmanAckerman, who skillfully accessedmy ,lltce Ii WondeVknd mirror.theme.programmin_g. After snoriing a couplti of lines of coke,'and he stepped.into the center of a three way-in minor where he positioned me proceededto sexually gratify himself my throat. Xen Riley, and other involved membersof Loretta's band, all laughed as Ackerman stumbled around the room while pulling his pants up from around his ankles and complaining that "couldn't "Ackerman he stand for sex like that". The term svnbromer was coined after that in reference to sex that drained "those a man of hii energy, and circulated among who know" for years. I 'Bernuda NcL cruise ships routinely pass through the so-called Triangle,' and Byrd did not miss this opportunity to tap into old progran-ing base installed by senator J. Bennett Johnston. 2 Wh"o Mark and I turned in detailed information on this drug drop !o law enforcement, our lives were endangered to the point that e foreign Intelligence officer intervened and subsequently saved our lives through a timely tip-off. 124 ---_--\-- ) ) '? 'Diamond in the Rough' was a term used to describe an MpD/DID slave actively engaged in programming via torture conditioning. 4 c.ogr"o-,n Ackerman's caribbean cocaine and Asian heroin operations have not hinderedhis position post on the Congressional Office and Civil Service Committe€s, nor the Arirn rnd Pacific Affain Commitfsg. It is imporiant to nots that, as a matter of Congressional rccord, Ackerman openly opposed compulsory drug tests for all federal employees. 'senetor Byrd proudly claimed Loretta as his mind-controlled slave and told me, "I litcnlly nade Loretta what she is today, and she is maid to order'. Loretta's son and secondary nind'control hmdler, 'I Emest Ray, told me, know what the Byrd did to my mother. I can ger runy with murder.... All I gottr do is call him end I'm free as a bird/Bvrd. , r25 CHAPTER 9 . mind-controlled existencebecame more compligted qftqr senator Byrd Yv president introduced me to then Ronald Reaganin tire fal of i-gg2;;t a white Hg5:,qolidgd,p*y. ,'Wheriyou _!Vrd totA me, meer the Chief, imagine him wlth nrs pants down. He's most comfortableknowing you are imagiiing him with.iis pants down. He doesn't want formality." F&frer presidinirori had conditioned me to dread the offrce of president, ana r inecnaniiatty weni through the motions of meeting Reagan. _ Reaga! admittedly had seen th{ now To Divide a personalitv and How to crearc a sex slave videos made.in Huntsville, Alabama. He acteit very pleased with .me as though I lrd participated in their willingly. within the'fiist few mrnutes ot meeting Reagan, he was giving me aiting "When tips to utilize in g:I"llTe.1lqperllions and.pomographylf you beciom6your part, your pertormance lncreases,which in tum increasesyoui ability to d6 youi partl-for '+s\ not IguI_gguntry: what your country cql d_ofor ydu, Ask what'you can oo ror your country'--your part," he instructed. Somehow.Reagan,s r6minder ot Ford's and vanderJagt's conditioning to Kennedy's quote-seemed more significant "simply" p1li9tl.{ty- .ihan lexually . ent6rtaiding -self-professeilpotiticiani uy a ilag rn HayTq"Kaleldoscope .my bottom.. After_gazing de€p into his eyes," each metaphoricalphrase he spoke became life aird breath to me. explained to me that the illegal F9"g- 'Justified." cIA covert activities I was forced to partrclpate in were as they fyn{ed covert "America's activities in Afghanistan and Nlcaragua. Heexplained, FreedomTrain is spanningihe globe ancl sex is but a sidetrack to the ultimate course of freed6m. 6ur jorb of procur-lng.andtran_sporting arms is the most difficult part of all. But it can and must be done. How can a man with no arms fight? These operationsare necessary.as American-peopl.eryrse too much hell a6out violence al'ready,and it is better they're not informed of our supporting wars they cannot underitand the significanceof. " I realize now that \*gs twi-sted reality to fit his personal perceptions rather than to adheretg Byrd's philosophy "elxcuses,' "the -In of providing fbr what he deemed order of things". typii:alRealal fashion, "an he did not p"t""i"" mind control as slavery, but as biportunitf for thosewho otherwis^ewould have.nothing in life". He claimed that multigenerational "previously incestuously abused children like myself, or impoveriihed baseball players ii6m third '6e world countries and slums, are provided an opportunity to lfl ttrev can be' a 'contra-bution' Illq$l TkilC to society,_ddrnatiori, and the *orit, by uti- llzng.therr ratentsto maximum potential.' with this attitude,Reagan dispiayed pride in_the sick role he played as The wizard of oz, directing project rraonaictr slaveslike myself. -That night, SenatorByrd acted in the capacity of a pimp and prostituted me Referring io^lTqg."Does to m€.as though I wple amachine, Reagairasked Byrd, sherun on chemicals?"meaning specific CIA drugs. answered, 'She . .Byrd rakes it.in sp-urti". __Inoticed t'hatReagan's eyes lit up with perversion and understandingbf Byrd's scatement,whiih meairt that I 126 "shared'whatever drugs were in his systemthrough-his urine. Reaganlater did;; frepiefene4 #x shves equipp.Fd.forthis task sincehe, as President, should---;W;ii;;not hlve to get up in the nightto urinate... his glass,"All I've had to fuel her with is 'That'ineagatisai4 holding ip 'whiz alcohol. not much of i ibtt fr6m a of a Wiz(ard)."..Fytd irruiltl ai ieugan's oz cryptic-ife jbke and rer_r.rovedlris gold.cgqrqe vial from I innerpocket"of his suit. ihO Reagandiscretely tumed their backsto the the "spoon oar$whiie Byrd fed" Reaganthe drug up his nose. '- "Uncle doesn't I f,tfor. t ieft wittr Reagan,Byrd informedme that Ronnie I sleeowith his mommv(N'ancy),tr and that he preferredsnuggling into his LL t neai. tiett blueflann6l itreetiin his nightshirtand ridiculousnightcap because 'thev'riwarmer.---iit"t, softer. more comfortable, and don't snore". accessed sexualprogramming, and I i" rtii u"oto"m, Reagan "Uncle 4y ory patt" prostituteto Ronnie". Reagandld.not move became as a "my Outinet"*.'Aftet all, that *as duty". And my duty wasto pleasehim, t never.hurtme "ftitiner it took, and'it took moreiime ihan anything, -4eagan"bond" I (healwavs made sure someone else did that) and usedthis as a to the iiiU"itritO ('Kitten") personalityhe alwaysaccessed for sex. . Reagan'smost ;;;;lDdfiatitv'tint was his love foi bestialitypornography'' -According and a 6';y-idna6rs, t"is passionfor pornograptryesialated its manufacture auring his Administr''ation.-H6 wholeheartedlyapproved and .} Oistti6ution- encourased- the poin industryfor funding-(private)covert activity. instructional pornographyfilms I.and others t M*?*tnr'.rcial and "Uncle oarticiDitedin. referred to as Ronnie's Bedtime Stories," were ffiiili"i.l- sbt.ty fo. his 'Afterpleasure--oftentimes according-to his instruction, uiine ii."dor Train slaves. my initial meetingwith- Reagan, I wasused ntri ttrat were productidpredominantly at YoungstownCharm il ffiil;a "Chief'Pornographer"'.Michael Scf,i,oi-Olor by his Dant6,-specifically. to otisf" trir perveisions. Theseincluiied a wide rangeof cryplic themes,but were'mostl!bestiality. Reaganoften_watched the videoswhile I was pros- tituted--ifi;rt !o hiin, requiringme tole-enactthe poqr froryeyerpossib-le' - -. . tvtichaelDani6, AKA. MichaelViti, ffi neigan'iCtrief Pornographei "charity" at an elite Nashviilehotel wherehe was attending Golf Tournament OperativeCharlie Pride's Pro-Am Golf Tournamentin iestivities. Like CIA "charity" Albuquerque.New Mexibo,this tournamentprovided a cover for the white slavery6perations that dominatedthe event. Houstonand I ilafi; a;a ';ctrafityi ;it"" ;tt "a"d iuctr events,as did Dant6,but it.was only after having met' --O"ttt?-t*tReasan that Dant6's and my pathscrossed as arranged. rn. to hir hotelioom after our initial introduction. He snorteda fe* finesoi cof", ioot"O me over as though.I were merchandise,and accessed mv sexDroqrammlng. He thenanogantly-asked me if I knewwho he was' He idia-*L't'"ii"J in"Beverlyttitts, ddirrirnia and mademovies. I thoLghthe ;ffi ;;i.rti"g io tris Uoxofftce flop, Wnterhawk,until he said,."UncleRonnie sentme. fre wantsme to mak6 movieswith you as your'contra-bution.' good WJtt gonn" have a good time, then he's gon1a.hirvla !ime'--a1d won't you Baby? Get dressed' We're evirvbfiv's happy. Y6u'll like ihat, " '-"f;;a-t"l.pton"oeoin'sUaclk dow-n-siairs and makearrangements. "our me often, pr6fessing love" thro*gh command reinforcementsand making arrairgementstd meet me in specific places for oroducinguncle Ronnie'i nedtime stories and commercialpol1. These io.ution-5"iniluded,among others, Tennessee,Florida, the Caribbean,and 127 - rgiffh'"H,p,:$;*Tfi:'i+,ffi3$:ft*'# ffi 128 - ic to the cIA baseballmind-control farm to scoutout new slaves. Thev excitedlyabout the prospectof winning large sumsof moneytfrrouefr 'ling,onngon nggedriggeq ga[es:games. I had beenqwqeToraware for vearsy-earsthat manvmanyorbpr6 playeis,olaveis- :ularly..IaSorda's.Dodgers,were mind-controiledand trigge'redto win or accordingto their owners' bets and favors. The Ddd'sers.Reasan's iteAmerican pastime" ball team continuously won, including tf,e World S"eries his Administration. The Mafia was in on the bet rieeine. and tion was_pasqd -to certain ones through Thornburghana--ot6drs as medftomhom my 'baseball"baseballcomputer" programming.o Tg thl-s-d"yI am not certaihwho'insligated tfr'e plastic surgery to which I .fgtqU]y.subjected,- but soon after meeting R-eagananil Dant6 I was duledfor breastimplants. perhaps it wasdonE for firnography. perhaosit R€agan'spreference. I tendto believeit wasa combinadoriof the two^and rytl **_ my breastswere no longerlactating. In the first commercialporn lReaganhad directed Dant6 to producein St. Thomas,u.s. virein lslinds---- breastsDreastswere still tenderand swrillenswollenfrom siliconeimofntimplant surgervl.urn.*l- My appearanccw_as not tlrg over" l'enOured?fiei meeting gan. .only_j'qake Aquinoand I-were called 1o {.ashington,p.C. to revisemy basecore nJmgg.to overrideSenator Byrd's control for securityreas p'n., .T.ry knewAquino's lqage _rias oniy a guisefor rsyJhoi'crgicat Pq, Puthls. appearance at the White House in costumemade Aquino'look hebelieved his own facade. Aquino got even with Reagan. Mindes before prostitutedto Reaganthat evening,-Aquinoordered fie into a ctoiea sioe where_he very quickly had intercoursewith me. When he finished "Take he slappedme on the behind arrd disrespectfully said, that to Reagan.instrucred how to program IT_ti_g,th1day,"spul: {Quin_o_"How me in keeping t_ prggrammingdepicted in the to" videos. "program'it,n "under gansiud,.retemng to me as though I were an object, number one. I the numberone. It's the first, the best, and it promotes confidence--like wgni' I observed.Aquino_giving him lhe inteltiectualyaiig"it"o i*ri-l," ted. loj anyo.newith the fortitude to make a suggdstiorito him, but percdhis reactionb-y, giving somethought to JHow "ignite the reqiJst. Sincethe udeosshowed the 6th revolutionto the heat6f heu" for sex, no one rldsuspect I had-sex programming under the first revolution.tt woltd tate E modlllcauonof my initial programming,but Aquinowas sold on the idea. rogr,amTingme accordingio neagan,iinstrucdbn,nquino wouiAU"-aUf" Dudeaddedprotection for Reaganwhereby any programI wasunder at the tm-l!"ll9oof: replaced Ilyo b.yF?g"tl'lnumber oneas quickly as w him. This effeclive safetymeasure infurialted Byrd ttre i'rrt tirE r," "a* instantaneouslyswitch out of his controlin Reagan'ipresence. t29 : ";"#lili?i,TJl""l I sio." I had no con *h*u, the'80s ai."".oing-'""*"l"ttfif::H-T'j!;t'1' seemedrike one rong day to telieve.-l: that "'r".y "n.o*,". Furtherrnore, I was programmed been ;;J#;::T_:',tn*"- _ nrst b conoitionedffi:r.HffT"r:il:1fls;as_"the time"., i. il.* thatr had *ryi, rr Reagan in Titusville, Florida. since 1978 at NASA,s ' cape Reagan preferred Pom3osraphic suchas bestialitv, masazine; ffi Tff,t?},"llo*' whilehis favorite Frynrror rhe tirre .C.nr-er l"".",| ,11::un'u'nu",*i"fHustler's or pomographer. f;"#jTtj stills' Flynt was Pornographer. Dantd,s gainhim rhe co ll'i' " *"u- ;;::ffT1l"ffiti:i#1,il.;; intemariona,,.*Flynt such prqsidents maintai[edtt as ^"un"rtotonttt his New world order "u"o' * "tq cotleagues Madeteine cli ,ututo Bill Albright; ,;"..' casey; u'N' Ambassador covernors "to *o '*tot, ".lirector MinisterThomburgh, ,,,"t'- ""0"t**i"., ;"Jffi:T$ffit orcanada ru,..,'"'T, Prqsident trj#:.Jffi::: r"1.--"l"rJJJ]'"''*t' of Mexicode ra Madrid, "on,""0, Lo,* *, travug been out of ci ;,ffii*"H',tf;':g;H;;ft ".,fffi,1ji''l:il".T,::i,,,t,ti:::"; 130 ious i rtrol the i CTTAPTER o; l0 the ,T 'i I nffi'ltHq,--@*l!i,,::r%i,f1r:*:**my*'ex. I f;i*l;Jhb*'#n#pg;#h$Ti""'d*',;*;$'#.:"#rffim#mftt?#gff#**:*n'Iffm mffmmmrpruruffiffffir estr ItlT'l'#Jil:':"r,ilTff rirnir'.'ffi:frijT T:lhlt,f,ffii"i."H#Lf**i#Tfi 19j.rp iir.Li rrali?€d 3Y.head. M il,rffiJlffiirlf*,i;"'''ffiEiJi:rilHi,1+#,t# ilffi#*}1'ffiffi$,''#ryqH''tr#,qrf:-tr_-:tr"**pffifi'.,',l,:e***ffi _- .,.vr ulC Cofnef 131 I "Wipe hitting me in the forehead. yourselfup. -You'rejust gettingstarted. I'll seeto it you get what you've got comingto you." nortrinatelv for mi:. Bvrd-had-brutalize cause to return to the formal cocktail party and did not hive time'to me further. My face was battered,mouth torn, and my throat felt tom and stretched. I.hail diff,rcultyswallowing flr sometime, ahdcould not speak. I certainlywas in no conditionto returnto the cocktailparty, andwas escorted out by agents/guards. Befoie i'could leave Washingtdn,Byrd made good on his threat and arrangedfor me tromeet with Cheneyin a blue bedroom-ina pal:t oI the White remotethat "no one couldhear my screamsand moans". But Cherey HouG so "Silence" implementedOz theme conditioninganyway as he proceededto brutallysexually assault me. "B!rd tells'me you need a good whipping. But I'm not certain which instrurirentyou prefer,so I broughtthem all." Cheneyhad a.riding.croq'a whio. and a cat-b-nine-tailslaid olt on the bed. He beatme quick and hard as thorighhe were releasinghis lensionsrather than -savor!!-gmy pgn like Byrd did.' I regainedconsci6usness when Cheneyslid a pillow.underTJ.nTF' steeredme-by the hair, and bent my headback. Survival instinct kicked in when he posilionedhiniself abovemy head. I hoped_tosatisfy him.before he became t32 qnceptof time. The hour glass was a visible way for me !o see "my time runningout' andactually grasp the concept. the fust timeI reportedin, Cheneyshuffled throughthe clutter on his desk, pckedup a paperand began reading: 'Numberone. I am NOT your friend, andI don't want to seeyou unlessI cderyouto reportin. Numbertwo. Follow the Colonel's(Aquino) orders, as it is thechain of command.What he ordersyou to do. is a commandfrom me. Followit to the letter, as thoughyour life drJpendsupbn it, because(he looked q andgrinned wickedly) of course,it does." His cold eyesbore into mine as bwalkedaround to thefront ofhis desk. "Any questions?" I knewhe "was NOT my friend," but he already"saw me" sexuallyon other msions. I was perplexedand hesitated. Even though I remained silent, (latey sensedmy hesitationand becameenraged. He got up in my face, "Don't Dotedmy breastbone with his frnger and roared, even THINK to Erstionanything I say! Thereis no questionas to what I do, what I think, or whatI uy, becauseI am absolutely above questions-especially YOURS!! Your ordenareclear.Now getout ofhere! I havework to do!" Throughoutthe next three years, U.S. Army Lt. ColonelAquino used me in Se llandsOn Demonstrationson numerousArmy, Navy, Air Force, and NASAinstallations across the U.S. accordingto Reagan'splan and Cheney's oders. TheTop Brassprivy to the demonstrationsranged from three at a time b roughlytwenty. In closing,Aquino always "persuaded"them to line up wtile I wasforced to perform sexuallyon commandwith eachone. The larger gnupsrvere physically painful, while the smaller groups often involved uapprovedvariance from the routine, such as revealing Reagan'sbestiality pcrversions.The wide array of "switching" my personalitiesthat Aquino inmrpontedinto the demonstrations,and the vast amount of high voltage and Utureto whichI wassubjected, left me exhaustedand physically devastatedfor daysafter each one of Reagan'sHands-On Mind-Control Demonstrations. I My.law is permanenily dqmqged from Cheney. I have chronic TMJ. 133 CHAPTER11 '"APUr-IEIU-SABIE (cIA ^ Yv operative)handler, Alex Houstonwas scheduled perform counrrymusic entertainer to with I-orettalvnn iitire. pdtboy-ci;i-in",ffiantic citv. ll::f::Zin-the:ering qf .te8t.i,ia'i.'J"i'r,ttedlydid notwant me there f6r mepe'ormance. He explainedthat after tris "ar.rr;; likea sho#,hg iffia"d 6 carrotas lunch.foithe BunnGs;ili'i'.wouu bnry ue in hadwhite Housebusine* lir'*y. BurI to itiina-*ru,'i ain r"it rriiioirl.iiliii,. Reagan hadarranged for me to.meet.with his persorgt.attactrJ,-'nnit,:["Hauiu whoalways.prayed lnow 9Tpt.o)' the..ydt-iiduston "oi" or the-"h;i;;Arice In woiderrandwhite fflj[:""fr,]x;,*lil1":'"u",. h; no bil'; ;i; mearong cIA operativeKen Riley, the Neo-Nazipedophile who functionedin the capacityof Loretta Lynn's ioao manigii ana handler, lroiect MonarchMind_Control^#_gemenrs was Alex Hou_ston's"ior.rt-??"n0.' nile]" o_rGn';a]d; throughI-oretra's and Houston;,;fiJ-a;nt agent, all of $eggie Maclaughlin,for us to travel together--parti;udt wten it invorvedgovernmenr operationssuch as this^playlioy covert aiil'ilg'AfO. Loretra,siinging career political ries into CrA covert and of_erations"n?r;;*ril";;"ril;"ilil"r. Rirey escortedher in and out of the wnite rrouse-on.nuo,"rou, ReaganAd occasionsftn^iila "backuD"mini stration.. By n"tu*t "ttri-tioi,'il.,ir riii;fi;;;"dary as a handrer l"i rore {o_rme as te ofteniiturned from D.c. wittr ordersfor and/orconc6rning me. Houstonil riir,;t ;il';."d ;";h;--crei*L,i'op"otionr, countrymusic interests,Neo-Nazi ana u1s. cou"-,n"nt ,il;;il;, project Monarchmethodoroeies::J3y: r""{"gt activities. nornoerunhv;F;;;;; -ribilJgrapnicailypedophile Keilv andRilev's youngaafgfit;i ;de .irtd,i rii,i.a together,and dnduredth-e srlxual-assaflts of H;u-;!on numerousoccasions. ffiiifii;I8getner on This trip to Atranticcity_p.rovided me an opportunity while her to talk with hretta husband.Mooney-,'R1ley -a Ho"Jr" met for business. had so much in Lorettaand I comm.onirlat -o,ir tir;;d;;h"r had beenrestricted time we met in t'tinneapotis,- from the Min""its-t" .i" 19gr and discussedour victimizarions.iwhile alond il-irr;i6;;l;r,p r9."i we discusseda wide range ."i!t9 il;l,oy ctub, of topicpr.ilm-nioiherhood to the white House. we tarkedabout Reasan in iermsoi hi' ;;i; ;;-ih, *irgii recitedthe genedl praises ilr iiiii"i;osry we "favorite" we were trainedtJ say. we rirrca'auoui'n""g-,, music bv Air^Supply,-*ni"r.t'rr'Jtr"aa supptiea to us cryptit both via Rilev. fj_r l,u,pnJr's NASA/i,rd;i'iii;;;h tieme recordingsbecame ,life breath"to us both ac"cording arid to_neagan;slntention,which locked in our programmeddevotion for him. we discuised I-oretta iil-il";;'I;"ugiiion p*y had attendedat the white Hd;;:-"t was aware thereas Housron she had enterrained relavedinformaiion-to nifJ| gg1ti"i"g t"'iiriti"t Panamato meerwith panamania"-tidi";;'d trip to jcrn opeiatii,"'ffi;;i Noriega that Riley deliver the i;f;;;ion party.)lljrdsr i-n"g- during the Inauguration Loretta and I switchedpersonarities spontaneously as we triggeredeach other -inadvertentry wittr ^t[e sharJ-;#,ii" ranguageto which we accustomed.we discussedforbidden were s"bjdis l;cil;?ilivo;""d ;? Byrd until 134 If Rileyand Houston "i1g1:-r-and f separatedus as thoughwe were naughtykids. I rearnerfmore than a coupleof f ;;;";bored ro-aboutLoretta wh'e citv,but was never permirted unotirii'opportunity in t f:ill:* to speakwith herso i Thistrip to Atlantic.Citywas-multi_purpo:e, govemmenr whichwas not unusual operationsin ;ti.t i*.i i"#.-a,tg.nEticipate. for I 'lti,iii:YF I hada major ' ffi'i:1.,i'ili':ffi .N;'i';ii"-tillg it tl.'"airport; amessase to I bvna u il ; ilJ;; i: and anotrier i'ogiu''n; o in t piostiturion'io-iiu'uiulu i'.XlT'ilt":"",11,'r ?Jji",. a-spects; u.roro,ngro Reagan,s t"r,ir",illlftinmeni" and t tu rhesun was se11i_n_e.9i9r ) . _ Arla;li;-Ci'ry, activated project Monarchoz prosrammin{that*ut uiiJrii''rrrpn^To,l:lqn the I levercovert operations, and ) prostitutilii:$jjil:is^?::?il,t*'".lUJi.,'.,ii[1:,i.rt#,,iT;"ti",,,j]iul;*lglr pe -pi,,iii'+rsona Ii ty, "l n i; una . r.iu-ri ; ;', i "; waslyfr in a icate dio ilr ;.,,#i Til,.?,*;:g l' underar the time. ilarety did r wii t{) :,nff i,,1*i ccrtainly ;ii.;;r:, at onceibut appliedin th.isopL,rati"; ;ir'h ti#D. ,indicators. they k towa^rdtt'. Hous_tonled me down the ;l,tfttTi.tf,Tdwal I " i. i'.iii,ii, *ne re ;; ;"; ;; Habib, singing,."Followthe yeiloiv_r_ Housron'il.,ilJ,.xf;itr;'$'i"*ufr,if1.6 n,,. uo'lflow^and i.i"tiiiouo,,. ffi:lTf Fq!ll:?,':fitJij"i,f*;n-,..: ,pp.,ir,io}i.uiii'r *i,1 ffi ;:ii,.!.11i:' suchalong, il:,,l?,,ili i#J, r" d.yi". bi fl,filftrl,y'come rong-*uiii i.. you.uncre Ronnie senr you what-wouldthat be?-lre- asked,loudry as he leered_at_me ourdnot respond because andchuckred. I I wasunder t.Juy progrum.He handed xeyand pulted me close as ]r_e iyii""iiliirri,r#t ,.Use mehis room irp.r.o, rhekey. put andstep thiough a window it in &t"tttj"itlti.?mtf;.,door')lewere gettihg in rime."'Theother gamblingroom. impitient,r"o I qi,i'.iiiy.*il".a ,r,. WhenI arrivedin Habib,sroom,_two programming.,,Chieflvrspegt 'be!r'"of accessed ing,;;'f lir^,ggOyg^uards my Anangemenb ,1,9i1i"S^Reagan,s weremade for thetw6 guards-to rn.irug.. """'in'pi.t.up a fair sizedshipment jt of "ffi lffJt Xt' :l'1 i' 11u'Ifi i".c ;n rrm ri ta;y ;'b;il ; i,ir, i'#Xltifl 'n' planeand flv to D-6. n. oonlpft,TypSrr ortlis #r3f;3;: *i,.i. i'iouro - wnenHabib arrived. me inrothe bedroom part oegandisrobing, down io li,:rl:*O his boxe*ho;;;;;g;e.red of thesuite and recentDant6 porn socks.Referrins film r wasused ;;;il; ,;id:?tillin'"".,Xi;I:rT:r.i"g ro a reruss...rnen rnrew me a prnkpink reddyteddy H*'ll._*ffi;"$; ? andalgruffredruffled "l"i,,i:if:*.^r,:Tl1i=l:p;"tir;;.1;ftffi;: i:fili: $ili.!'1xt':x'd';;:::'1,iilff'"+q:rrnml,;,'^.:,n[h,ddr?'i,f"#+f[T',1''-lrffi:'*-'"u-,iuii.t"'ovJl,on "#:i,#t: sdficraraclers'especiailv in hisboxdr rh;;;. il; ' iiyi,.r,.u, conrroredIaughter that -cot #J l1 q*"r ii" fr" ",,. ryl orF*ii"W.ffthe bed on mm an d, ff n.!*;;t*i inl xl.lji "j#L'rtiT,fJitf :*'"'. s ne i .*fi,r..-""iffi ffi tredme so tightly I was srretch;;."H.-r;;;;,0 ::f ffi:,T ttre stuffed car under mv lJ) mouth, 'jcome thenentered me,r.oughly from behindand said, to poppa".The intensepain.as he brutallylodbmized 'n" ** oui*.iglr.J"uv; h[i voltage stungun.as he jolted m9 repeatedlyto create tt e pe.ue?il.tfting'rfiou",n.nt, andrectal muscle constricti6ns he desired.I sgpn^p-a-ssed oui_r.onitte highvo.ltage bii"Ai"; of his stungun. It wasnearly 3100 AiM. *il;]-ililiid out the doorwith the sruffedcaiinmy hands,.niuseated,disorienid;;Ji; pain.The exrreme cool,ocean breeze h6lped revive me asHouston marched me backto thePlayboy Club, Houston knewI hadbeen programmed with a messagefor Reaganthat I would deliverthe next morning-inD.c. As "ar;i;;;%.s"n i-J.uccess immediate it ly. His quick timing"someh;*p;;ii;h' ii;i;;.i.ir"t, tr,. :l-.,.,_ri:i,v aid, progrimmed code"s(designed rS il;;;' ;; i"i"iJ,""ri#' Lpressed) andaccessed the information. Housion riept a written,i.dd;i-;;i ;.iiug., wasable ri6 to access(along with.photos and teogeiij for hi;;;;;;i;rofit and futureblackmailine ourp6ses,sliould he needto protecthimself. In thiscase, I surmisefrom Houlton't'puni'nu"iti"iii.i, *"versationsI overheard him and.Riley, between andmy recollectionof the-,n.rrugeshe accessed,that his purposein extractingthis informationwas for his pErronutpioiit-in dealing.s tucr.aoo, with Noriega.-runderstood irwis thesekinds^of -- "' oeilings---^' ttrat eventuallycontributed-to Noriega,s downfall *itt tt, Cia. Morning-arrived "spacev"., beforeI ias ailowedto rt..p, unat r.tt exhaustedand asI waitedbv.the curb for Habib'sbodt'gl;;as it;i;i'Fi;ilon and me up and^rake rs ro the airport.A smallmilitiri airpla;e';;;-puit.o restricted in . fencedin areaas we arrivedat the airpoit.'rr,e t*o SJiyguuro, conductedtheir business and quickly loaded ttreirunt wilt it"-6,inotes cocaineas planned. or Housronand'I board.otti"-uirf iun"'irr"o-'lr* to washington,'D,c.,where I deliveriJ Hiuiu;r messageto Reagan. transaction The bank numberslater checked out to bea caymanisland acc6unt number. Philip - Habibwas directly.involved in variousDIA/CiA-O;;ilons I rvus *,:.fd#J"*.lp:,,-:,il.thro.ulhou.r tr,eneigu;buir,-eo'oinirti.iii,,ii. mtr,Lr"Jfr Dlck uheneymaintained his roreas my-commander for thesJojerarrons, g r,.*a mvacrions ;h*t mler"'utionii;;Diprot"uii.' i.iuii5*" concernecl..cheneyllbl 91 *.r. orchestratedevents from behindhis desk,wheriis Habib wasactive in thefield as Reagan,s attache'. _^--Tl:.1:11"^yj.lg_Operationsldocumented in theirenrirery from my experience perspectrveonry, mosr likery involve. orher "need aspectsto whicht am iroi iriuy. in lypicatDIA/clA manner,scanr to knowf inior'nutioni.ruti.jlnii,. ,,r.rt hand.notknowing what the right hand*ut ooing.;;N;;ili;il;lthe'ouerutt I criminal RllRosJororyl,i-g"" cariiir iG;;" andoperation She, Game, clocumentedherein, doei not change. ,]t lRiley, over time, owned severalslaves. 2Riley, like my father' wayne cox, b and other, remains apparenily immune from prosecution for his crimes againstchildren and humanity, ,,National as it is considereda matterof decurity,,under the 1984 ReaganAmendmenr to the National Security Act. R 3I still have the handwritten note It from Loretta that prompted our forbidden conversation,and I hope_thatsomeday I-oretta c( will gain the piece/peace-of-mindthat comes with rehabilitation. the course of deprogramming, I found retrieval pl .aln of this information much luicte, rtran it would have been had Housron not accessed it previously, against govemm.nt poriJf, "na io, rri. own personalgain. 136 E - The tage ents CHAPTER12 line thi me :to tI ir he d) d I ffiw n s r I m 137 so that when You melt into it, You lose Yourself into the oool of tiquid mirror' Sted into the Lnoking Glass Sink deePwithin its Pool and strad-dledimensions in time' I'll seeYou there'.. along with mY friends. "e"tioi"t"fy, his name written upside It was signed: Phil Habib," with un?l"iiiin" "* though it w6re a mirror reflection' oo*n nlrt me-see.your note"' Houston knew therefould-H; be a note,.and ordered "Go towarO the dress' aheadand try ,nut.fiiie-it i-t tv hil;. g"siurei 'come to ii'?i""*fiii,r;;a'rhf;;te.---lf,ow let,s see,what does it say? PoDpa'?"-i I'd. ever felt took the dressfrom the box. It did not feel like.anything cryingquietly, afraid before. It wascold tike ili;, U"'iiti"tit J.silk. I started showup r naort on' thatHabib would somehow U note from ,,put it on and lll "if you in,'f Houstonsaid as he took another his"'" wallet *Tiretdsand read it asI undressed: a pair of magicshoes to wearwith your dress' Somethiniin-lightening, to transpoftyou'faster itian ttreol' ruby slippers(Oz) irt" tttd"t, litcethe dress,are qqdeius! for y-ou' andwhen you wearthem you'll be frt for a King' f ii t.nO tli'emfor you at the appropriatetime' "See. You're not going Houstontucked tne io[-6ici in'his-wallet. when you haveshoes to -n*^t"r" **.- you'tinloi ftir "ritt" Wttit" House sliPit on." wdarwith it. Just programmingfor I did. Houstonu."Li."a -Xil;il;l-hu-ttg.the Habib's wondlrland brutal sex dressin Kelly's-closetwith my his own gratification. theshoes ;|il ,;#;:ffin.-t';biia-;"t oi iigr,t,our of mind: until arrived... with "sent the shoesfor me" soon afterward' They were shiny.black Habib the hiehheels and sides. In *dtbp*ra to O" ttf-*iligilt."i"g boltsdown "wonderlitd placeof"c.re dinner that nrght, Ho-uston g-averne a wafer"6'IDHMA- a'^i ;-E"tt^t'5.''iEat rhe tit 138 pinted me in the direction- of_philip Habib and sent were me over to him. My eyes lryked on Habib's as he hypno'ri.tty *d'; Melt into your melted miiror tor an electrifying ride. lnok deepintb tfi'eblack of my meiting mirror eyes. reflecting l1ygf me, ieflecring -you, rellectingm€__you__me_you_ m-e ltqur.)vemett together and sink deep rntothe other side. Habib took me to a quieter pot an adjoining room wonderrandwarer as r'i i; ;ii;;i;-!n and held up another wonderland, l"o i/;rd;'riii"iiiiit,"itr#'i"o,n" ,o Kirten.This is " *ry fip...L"ili"t". rravefifttime io-ixptain.', methe waferand "ontirir.i,--'fr't'ii -r ffirqyr andI,ll takeyou throughthe Habibtook me bv the hand and led me to the doorway of another room. It wasa dining.roomoi sorts *t "re an inroimii soonas Habib i*t of guestswas gathered. As appearedin. the doorway,Ki.c FA{rd;i Sfu;-ffiil;; quickly excusedhimsetf frbm rhe tqqte.arrd ;pp;#.ffi: Hewas robeand headwear wearinga murticorored with a brack-b.&;;6;;a:- i;;il'ri"fiu],'ffir..a uy ftig'lvickg{'ltecherous gare. i iteffi b;5i introduced "This '"ii ffi theother room in redr. nauiu him. is iri;J;; i'r"ntion"o-l,i"y;;; n'r'ri,ii"il' I roboticallvresoondei, 9n9_of" U s.a. pteaiu; b '."; -o';r*,! i:il my hand ashughr in charm'Schooi.Fahd'#;;;"im ti* my evilblack ,,you,hand. As hedid, his eyesbore into m_ine;r- h; ;irli"oid, beautv".rtr:{rgiiilffwar embers.Setithem elowine i.i i-litiii"fi;l-h;!, gr",rry rllil llame--blackflame.r He Taugrr'ea;i;ili; ilin. enect hypnoticconditionins. df nis usi of NASA slappedhim.on-the ..--Habib shoulderas thoughthey knew eachother welr and herewere no formaritiesbetween them and ;i"d; ;ffi King?" i;ght?' 1",ti"t nt ro. " Thethree of us went into another room'ine;"6;;a that appeared to be a guest bedroom sj.,rgib-*us occupying. ue crosea ff-;;Tiliiiomatic rehuonsare very imDortant. you knowthe ord ,"ying Romansdo'. *h.;'ii nirfi'" uo u, iVell.^he's a Kirrt.- c;t"on lour'k"as. if-*1r-t,"i, you. command.Satisfv his deepest wisies. iIi yo"li"- ?;;;;di;.".pii turnyour Genie fiee.,' ,i0", ,o Fahdwas sittine in a c.h.arr.bya coffee tabre. front -As I knert on the carpetin off him,his oiercing -Hebrack ;G;;;;'rtuo into Icouldnot my brainrike swords. turn arvav. strot6a-my"."i"iriil,-r.,is inddxnngli,'i.iiuuting ntomy ffiffiilsT$ii:i,.'J,iilditr$aiTl,T#il,'";r:ilf"ruya:x; tent. A feasthas been spread for voul-Ue ,pr"O f,li f"gi'iii'e*pos"d hispenis-one of the nastiesr r fi;d ;; i*"* -rii* iiiiJr.'"rgr,?""#*i"i'*o., 0utsmelled and tasted strongtyoispi;;.-;;il watched"i i .u,'i"a-tut ,ny rd.S, ryjl to thepleasure 6f fana.' rnenHablb went to the chestof drawersand began pulring prod ;tit* out his electric andbondase eouioment ^to as h" ;*pi;;a; i.t nie intr6duce-you other_'friend'.I neric ,o ,y bottleup a riressagewi,htou,i6"ni""i-o ,Jna"ii ou, ,o sea.You know what to do. BeginunOi"ir'ing'no*.,, 139 I did as I was told and lay on my stomach on the bed while Habib sodomizedme. He urJ trir it""iric prod'equipmentand programmed.me with ;ry;G; io-O"flrii io GeneralMan'uel No:ri6ga while on an upcomingNCL cnuse.- -i ^B"h;;r;*ur at seaon boardan NCL cruiseship boundfor their.private island in th" Stir.up Cay, which wasto be fry rendezvougnoint with Noriega. ;iio-tUiiup 'il;t;ri;rd'ihrough programming, th91ryentlpenie in tlre Bottle' wai a crvitic meisageitom flng Fahd to Noriega. It was a moonless-night *n"",iU"'t[ii-C;bd; *atett aipearedas blacl as the lig!t!._I could not aiii.oiirrt'-1* ,W fror the'iea in accordancewith NASA .hypnotlc shtp. "ondifio"ing- t gizeA, totally entranced,-from the rear of the cruise goufin uGd ttte-oppottunity-tohypnotically enhance .Habi_b's previous prg- nornnline. while trddmatizin!me ,littr ttre threatof leing. thlglvn overboard. irt"'iiiiii"qitt';1;;n*6ilf w-ate?in ttreinty blacknesswhilelhe lights of the -sh.ip f"d. ?ffii;;-;O-i".tr,ei--i*iv--until all il Ulact 140 labib with {cL lin ga. lg, Iht Lof ic ). t- ) ) ! ffi I I i - e- Jsw'twrrn John and ffififfiffit-M,ffi*:,ffiffiHl,,T ^t"q1*o'fftfl, trffi ?ff5,:*F:'o#'31*#ffIiqy^'t wsting to wehad,""iii,.i,rl'i"a"il*::lr*;;tfr#mg,HhT,+$# to makeit backto the ship'slhuttle beforescheduled departure arrived' the beach*"r n*ty.aiq.ffi;; time. when we backto the .alr.thepassengers had been taken ship. A' thattemainea *arir,ltooo conrainer hurryingus onto *re and the NcL worker Hl""x* srrutireani; ut-a tril;;p;;t[i'*as waiting when the cruise ship docked at the port of Miami, puerto and cIA operative Rican drug lord Jos6 B;s-6 *"r'"""tlii as a u.S. (commissioriedbv the o-q-!;rf"i"i;"Jn'ixg"n.y Immigratrons officer often did for gusto'help;'"g'.iri.i,11n [hroughthe drl;, which he NCL. undetecied of cocaine' The with the rargeroad drugs-lvete^wtrich-*i,picrca in'tl*sultcases, th_er speciallymade motoi.home loadedinto Houston,s parkinglot. iirtg in NCL,s gu-d"0, restricted Most of the cocainew"r ttoi!"a off Air ForceBase in $ usuarit warner Robbins Macgn,.geot-gL, to del"itrttiuut"ato destinations me' The moneygenerateit by- th?. unknownto sa6;i.;q: -. wassupposedry used to fund maJorarms shipmentinto Saudi etauii. a hu*i Therg.weii_ons were. reportedry fffi$illffi[f ;:S'"t,l"i; il :il; tries. rh e i'6il;*; ;henrerayed . ..A large quantity of cocaine was retained oellvery by Houston for his own use and ror personarprofit through his coun-try or thecocaine would be..derivered"bt;; music industry contacts. some B*9T pana-' ;llJfi 6td"di A;6i;;i'ui"rrioor, prin." _!in S ulran, s own- iie pieeo"". r c'urleo a messagefrom warner Rouuiis Air ForceBase in addition messagefrom NorieEaagreeing io'r"ii;r'i"ro,1 to the Pentagon' b.ack-t"-b-i"i'dnin"y"t tr," chenevtfr91 p=reparia me roitrronnal phase wasa meerinewiih prinie of the operation. This tandar'l;i'; c;""".y, Houston,and bthers to as sultan)-in Nashvirie,T.ilJ;;n"# referred rhere,I wouldrelav p_opqn visited corrupt friends. and I fife: "f "c'..ee{";iito Fahd.\i.ii,, uiiij+n Noriega theu'S.. aswet asconfirm ait ar .orcenigr,t'i^cLi"r.i!fteonsl banktransactions' In turn,Fahd;i ;i"riii"g prgeo-n" ana would reraythE messases :1f$*Jfl,':3,":ff ,ffi'lrvloni;;;i"s?.sTi;,;il;;'d;:d?#";; "Suhan Dick chenev cautionedme, wi' friendsar the Siockvur.o.;. be in Nashvilrehaving dinner with iriie silkd,ft;s a popularcountry music dinner clubknown for its crA crrti'inar.ffilJtiJiiy i".'y;i;q"ilj"'dr,.r!y at the list on his desk.and;niin;;;""1?ing granced (Mayor) Fulron' orhers,those friends would be ano (slgriii) fit"ilir.;"iily are-considered operation.Thev're noi aiscreie.- a threat to the rr,oru, in'iarticuraris not to be trusted__he,s ::r'1T.#:lffi, itr5ff;,rt"et*ry;; i."'"" ,r'" t"ui"'u!idi" t"n"'i,",og" i, r certainlvhad no questions _thistime. I di_{not needhim to caution aboutNashviile's Mavoi ni-c4argnurtin'-*r,o1,-H.9u.ton me and sheriff FateThoiras. hadprostituted me to, r had kn;;; *iJ riltr ror years,had been aboutthem before.and h3d no ter-fiil'ror-tfem cautioned Fulton had at a'. TogetherThomas and indiscieetlyperpetuat& *re-iotai corruption Nashville's$2'8 b'riori that had permeated goung musicindustfi, wh.ich the They ran the citv's busines_s Fn city of frashvi'e. ir"m ; b;::ffirstockyard_white-cipacity they openly used coca.ine. If. i r,"a'iio"ii" drank and wonderedwhat "Homing ' to wonder, I hould have a iig;. ri ir{i|."r to mternationalcriminal the concrusionof this coverlope"ration*ir-aoing with such row As it was,I couldonry sense level sreaze. riii"i"l *ir,iti]ri to dealwirh them,too. 142 -----1 we PrinceBandar Bin Surtan'srepuhtion for sex and.drugs was widely ken in Nuhville. known But muchor my'inrorrnationp"rt"ining-6- tir-u.'tiiiti", *rn" ker ftom-one of my closestrrojeit ruonJitr-rf,enas. ing She is an entertainer,s daughlerwho wis prostitutediegulariy to Suit"n when he *as in town, wtrich nasoften. rrd ffi:n cheney.was through with me, Byrd escorted cer ^^ me to the white House I P.Kgagan,who alsocautioned me aboutthe prince. Reaganwas aware of he Eabib'shavins acrivared me sexuallywitn rad firularrq, ;a ;;d"" it ir# tf,"t ,y rheduledreniiezvous with princJBina; fi;l? not incrudeth;-ur;;;*. t's p_l.o'tpresence, "nirds ;;ffi;;i"n ed fften","1%T.j:I*_'l (Reagan's @yid;i.ilt bya petname.for 1e), but not Homing_Figedns.Homing pigei,nl NS hstefour." Byrd raughed. Reagancontinued, rlHofti;t-pie;ni'iun" to on" Fryose'Pasing meslsages-. T.t"en*t trti;'.y ;;;il'iria€tl'iil"i, passed a mes'.ges-toand from eachother by wiy of pigeoni. Messagesthat have ly ourse setthe of eventsthat havealtered'tne bourietf ttiitoqr.--Hr*in! i;ij*n, -" 'n by,l dedicatedto their task, .and flying ouei seas,yet _neverpausing rong ooughto.even quench their thirsrlgiving-no thought ioitreir o*n fi""ai."ntlcatea wh.n rd is.released,he takesa direct c-ourseto fiis re 1?:gqn o"stinition.- to thevery messageson which historywas founded. Why, even e rErqlonT#l,enng Noah aprgeon.totraverse the seasto bring backa messageo?'hope. It is yourdutv to artachan addedmessage to_ thj Homilg pigd"- ;;-;f p*.;; ftomourhomeland to his: one rrom-ttrepresident of fir"rinit"a e stit"i'to ring Fahdof.Saudi {r.1!,ia, ... (Omitteddue to internationatraminc;iio;};- s wasvrsibly inspired by the speech.I wasliterally saved'bv I Iromn_-Byrd the bell anomerbonns. long winded recitationthat Reagantiad just irispiredin Byrdwhen cheney-teleph-oned me uacf io nir otn.". ji*iirtir]-moriiing t ana ognry Fa appeaieov6rv busy,truniea, anol;hLle ;ir;i r,"J r"!n^i,rn, I a short iurt time earlier. Mt. h.qt was.heavyin expectantanticipation of the sexualbrutirity cheney's yer 4rs"l.and "picture ;dod; normalryincited. I was rcIlevedto escaDethe torturous painting"competition that experience meIiyrd H-llg.h, andReag_an *ere iuo'ulio-"ilu"rt.in. ruryheart'iigrrtener rynen{y- escortlefr me at cheney's offrce and I noticedhd foui;-ood had clungeddramatically. " . -'I understandyou ord.ered me to reportin, Sir. cheneylooked up from his deskwhere he wis shufflingthrough'pape;i ,iir tyi"!""i,'ir"JJ",io, b"fo." leavinghis office. "Sit "I down,"he ordered. just got word that the Geniein the Bottle ,cast- aryay'Qpenqignis complete and I i-ntendto pop a cork or two of mv'own in celebntionof its successfurconclusion. I trau6tlmi. on ,ny'rrl"irinj''*-, you h join me. Thebunkhouse is being.prepared.-.ucrreney'apfarentTy-ttrougtrt or something,went to thedoor and told th6"bu'nkhouse."guy who naoes'coft5o-*",'"rniit. ,ur" ftere'ssome wonderland wafers in the "I'm He walked'tohls desk, pig,Hulltt. phoneand said, outtahere" lnto it ano stam,n.ait ot*n. r rouoweduhenev out the door,_and we turnedto the right rather than outside the left his oflice and *alkgd. to hi; t;;;;H quarters referred to as the bunkhouse.It was decoratedin chenej't *.rt"* style in browns vith and tans, leatherfurniture. - There was io rooa lmajre ronri nutr*'stashed somcwhere),butplenty of bottlesofalcohol. I wasswollen and bleeding.vaginally, the bottom of my shirtwas soaked in blood,and mv bellv hurt deef insiaewfi6n ry ii"o.t finatiy-cimeior-ire thenext earry moriring.'Staying'aroild a-h;;"y'*t;;;;';[it;; "", iLo,, " 143 mishke as removing,}is-clothes umehe or-questioninghim-_it brokehis a"4;id'ff;::l w_asforbidden. This 1y_T1","otanv r,ouir'a"rin'ru_ng,"rcohor punisrr.me.liiiirir,"n morning tni:1ffiffii1; #?lgfftlt ,Jfo andusing"r,,s enormous lifted i$r"""ri'riiy'::'#f::ri,ffiri; 'oiftlll"y {ru-$:Bi;fhistreao ana irou-diy-rtu,.o, "Now youknow why they ca, ir Backin Tennessee-""rf '#tmv cra_n^:r _-._^- Lg.ll',9-r, i6y.d qtlt#lrtil:ff :.y!.o knew r was un der mind and.pain.I was stin f":g':tanowrot€ me a prescriptign'?oi lY,"llitlgh!,1higi in i"ii--!fi ex-posure Nu,r,ulr";,Ti;*ffiff31. voltage^iill,i:i"flg,r*,,ru:*1"."_#"i?tl;a#.ni?;iiil"fifr" b11";"-tl-9t':nv io uci Ct enJy A- . . waitressred me to.the Saudi ArabianAmbassador,s hbre T,'F;igi: -anar,,ilJ"i; il;'where chief he wasroe ".s{icommand i:$ril:Iffi to deliver : #l,r' h-o-rsepray1,.* g",.l,m:ifc:19. t;i r;"i"oi"$_H[ii"l_E?;"i,t **j '"ffilgl" *;t;;; "iir'[ ilur"]i #ffi|f,:::gffi tobusinesi.;' rh;;. hughier wartress'arm:'r'iJ.""\:iru::gf"*l:l']itri';;il:;;j.Ti;:ffi andrh:.ryilt.d to i;*r*.Jr"r: ftq led_to._ :ffi*d;!'P iu',-insiderhe;;;; lio r quicruylflf a"rir.[o'-ry$a-1 pigtbn emptu o-;'*T(HH;.J,'trftill,?Tiffitr,""ihil,t^fif iffi,-g+i::i[,*ff]:ffi9'J;r*..lrt#i,#,$tt"f:n,rur:x tdUS,Jdl,:f),;: me his ,-^.f:.tgld dTver would meet me , y:r"os".^"p'rffi,'liH#rl::h:;'Ifi":ffi$"'e*iJ;;i;J:'rir,#,r::'f #Jr,llirfr ,[tri*["{!$,*x',ff&{;gt*:r#1,",*m ilii-',i63i"lllXt#:iJ'ffi;#"",*X1,ffi."1 rmmediatery rertthe area. My Fulton j and his bankwere under - ::l* Federalinvestigation as of Fate Thomasis currentry 1991. " srv1' io " r.a"or p"ort"otiary Recentlyunder line for bribery and exlortion. Federalinvestigation fo, comtptiool 144 This ming CHAPTER 13 mous ived. dto OPERANON SIIELL GAME somerimeprior to the. ill ir "'wasftngton, deathof cIA crrrgf D.C. for,1,!lfl", "l-g^*ftion .!r]riam casey, I was in SheltGlT". Ir#_,Contrawas rind 3i;;#*dilwvemi for ocaineaspectsoffr:ffii{,:li' 3.15,fi'"*l:, *"a:rsx:$;{t't'sll"; 1c) ney Ginvestigad";:--No;a;"r'"iBltxJrr",i#;#il#lii emDanassmentto the Reagan--s"ih'nJ;;i'"-i";;tion.. to to be discrete The rieedto convince abouthis. inuoruemeni il'u:i him 3in criminarcovert activitieshad /as #*T"rJ"trtut#:t.r3, openrionsffiffi that funded f *ntm# oe -nr'Jiil:iit ","r"t projects;,Hrs,,l: Monarch.My cIA ooerative*.pli:k'Ufiod;q'1iirranore?, suchas proiect er cearngswith panamd ilouston,s^shgdbwyback door drue lo I:$:l:..*iiinii uiirr.r"d of :rmonsthieves; er iilflj;:f -,,honof a Game[ifrtr'.,o,"ffi9^r"'#'Jfwas.one #iJ,'"",3;yy-r.,91",.;i',,doiiE-uuti_sn,,, operationshett oi th.-ror" rig"ir**i' #J;".I1:.11-"less,lrormafive whichI hadbeen forced to particioate. covert operationsin tuJ rore ..- beganone,Tfl day when v wasnmgtonMonumenr *if Houstond_ropp"O me off at the 1 yq"rg] wds-ih"ym6t Uy i*o agentlt ciln themby flashinetheir IDs. y,h9,heg"_tgd.meto go omce ;J";;; m-ero the rarge whereI had frrstrnet chene'y-to-.a"uiirion,, white House I Lb.ntrolDemonstrations::T -i,i.usu.at,for the rtlands_onvrnd_ {""., bk;+. Cheneyand Reagan g$1g, tJrls.time to excess?o, ,o ..rfi were $*i#f,liln:li:"1,*,?'l"s,"gtoi;;,;!,ti!fin'if, ;"rflTffi"ilHH;:'; '"'l'".:i:yT"t:"::ffi agrhted9L1_.qr;'ii:i'ffias usual ,'ffi#tp,lii;Xl,l,fu at **FT^r^ ii ,iiy pr.r"n"". "##:i ome in duringa seriousdisc_ussion .,lpirJity Apparentlyr had moresomber .auoi,_t-iian:yonrra.asReagan,s mdod thanI had^,everseen it. i"'60* was a gn_rikand looked out the ffilfrT -intheir cou-ntri:-.ua;e,ua', hor.dogs, mts,s#il*Trfr.;*ffiffitielievef,ii{iJ$iil'tr{tr"':.i$fr ,a*ii"l#i"vr*andorie ns-not;r-a*ano"oi#:'iW",ll"S,tJ,"#rJ'[!f"' utl",t"l"fl'f,h:H.T*l ffiilff;'fl l*,f :#$ f ["-.t;"irttTuJ.i.o',"ti mes we m usi,i ie aroue ns{(ior,d)ord;;-fit1;ililljjix;if'ii'?ifl *:fn;ji.f,*i]:ltru ffil';Tfi:.'*w'n1;c,"d"n*ng j':li;g;#*:,':?,Utf,,.FJ; 63"i'nuie* nusrff-[,tl{*rfi ri l'ffii?;#'+ifl***.1rj*:t"*ffi seabove th.ra* io "s tagr ;-Jffi-f;it;&;J'ty_ooing T"iriul"!'i1,3 .rEamsof rhosebrave men fighting i;il l,iifl; r,T1'ri#*l ;: was o]1rplrr in sp'reaoing ffiffi;rl:san c.siu.i"!;;;"'il#;, ipparentryrost in thepoetry or I I 145 Ii grs3l,"l"Jr'".',1"0,1Tffitil.#flqd,::?i,Tl",lll,JffJ,T,,x,oT,:ffi rollowtn''""r mine.n frh"rT ,""ourned -- in your br oua_your ordersfi qffi:ffi needand arf you Ri:t#*frtffijtru*"iM oasementI11.tlr /9I noo"tJli **.fl**."(Oz",,h" pro gffi*i.i;til;;'y;#;!# f'ili Xfl;ini *"fj r{ $ydr#f$ip:ili'1:ij'Uffi'fiJ"htr;$1i:mlri'lll#*era,ions-he,ijyj.,l::#Tii,iffi"'#;,:,l?:I eooa'nr-pffi,A+:,!x'ffif 'r:,-.fl !'to_si,p"6n;;;";;;sjgi'illWl'*,l,itf;"'1v'J'u'a,e!tJ: qds*;#tffi'J".rqE:-fhe Tq Yacht)' going wtttiili:{,::??""i3%lt provideyou;i)PT.99a's . ona hiswarei._itU,:T*i""l,::.lFi;qie;i,f"ilt"f'lJ"l1?.'Ul*.,,p:g"$i"uii,L,ru.entpink,,i{ii"tnfl,eiiiryii'"i *.1ryft aLtiirliTfJ""tl1T,ffi tim; *is noi slmp-sonnodced ttre. 'Jriei iffi:"fl.I i ifr'u""ff's He smiled'"Th;;;';;i Sroii 're.ff oncepffi"li$ 9T' A shet. rn o"tlt:'!"t* a19;i -LrI(eyou are--emDtv-and uey hold pass ifi"ri,#-vnr;'"y; '- n"u" your void? rhe k:: risten. eiu not*t-lsirr.i] ii one.earand odt ,n. jllou -- "'t 'nu,r$fJ;.., Jvvru sooroeuheney's savage-beast"l"*"*"rrli +^^r-__ , . uneneyrd-d;';";r'',f*#-$tr;1ffifu$:r[fi had pulled it. comprehendii5at he \^;", iiti'i#!*?fsince;i#*,''r: personality ffi;j;TJ;f"j,*,,1,ft:"lgT"hoy i courdnot "!"rr"to where* I kk'#*fl 'flflkijt Ronnie ;;**, certain Hffiilifl$-ry $*ljitu't tJ"-r#;tg-t 4g'g'tt"d'triiii"nt; respionsti' "#ai,Programmed uncie €rme.lonones because ;c;;hfifll^"1 " __ch.n.y ."id, tinl,"!. uflnK o*Xt^5_!:Vondme., mffrt$"firvu cognacand fi"$:dl'l'.ffi eat those goaOamh;iity ,SJrjlJ* .--.1 d""{?:ii ;:Yl,'"il,X:;li;il,.,l:,1[t;l,,;]::,ro have aJely Bely ir you t46 I t't"ff'ryiilfi:,i4.1,"4':3,I"4f, )t, sl:'i','ffllko;:tgi:soins,ohavea ut ry )u 1e rg ffi'.q-eTffi-",#mmr;5*tt**."**-*;:: t_ol9"pt g!r-dffii*ffiffifi;;ffi at the oval offi;e-a;;;;,';;"Y'.3 j'l't:l,*?:Tt"T#fof the expdrience.The ;r,ui#*;r#$,ri,r':1--v'Y rrvuJrvrl was H:.""hyr"r ffiB*_boqgoneat waltlng tn the car all. as though i hii ffiffm*'u;s-rur*ib**tr'*l'*.$i# fttr;xl:ffi ,,lstiT-*i:,q:!iil;!9,'n*ilr;:"Jr",#lftit.T ffi.f,ffil$;'{#-".1'P:'1'":'il'#iffi"Tjllii*tin"fr[, iln" *, ?#'Hffi11tdr;:*t1::11*U'-85"i:x1,?ilii','#l;lll-',*,]ou,." ffir,"#51:;;r',,';"4ffif,:;#ili';Y;rffi+!,"l;:,Hf ,s,;1,if;iqfl;ijffirli#:"ffi*t#i#ffi,#Jil j:lli$ i'$:triff"*.f""lj.l*-Folg pd-,,,r,d rike. ro have re trees off the fairway a wordwith and turned to me with his t47 armscrossed over histulgil'-g19rt, miyd_h.im,se.lf rike eyesinto mine.-rrnd.mre qp gtler, andbore his shark_ you.'.a.;. 1.n"0 ttr.e.Baby_ '#l^h itto ho.a s Earfr"'uegan she, with me as mgrFce-toDickbhenev.,r"jogr-n,"-tf"1":'fll"il"{!fr:i!:i:f m* *lrg:q taning mition (pornprofits) to irresani ; "ffiry,g. !Xl?r?"#";rf;h;Iffi"# poorour monevnow lomgqrceInternational. I-et,s enterprising 1n{.wg'ttbei-wimiing in it. Thisoperation su6cess._,I-et'rt*p it tiiiiii,iv._ hasbeen an AII Mexicanchannels .ceaseagreiment _heroin).with panama. are imjr"*liitd?"*"ile and chief." He took""r19n gyuy.u1o.'iii?a,r"end.tq Hail to the Cheney),"ke care o11ni id;i,# my chestrike lrteria;Dt.i...;;,:._",d" [d;"d";il# oui,; the Baby,sEar. il"rl#ffilf;tTnT.i#1''over.andm trance etti'aia sign.of.the(satanrc) horns at h&"iit;' ii,il'bffif,.fl* v signi fi can tlv since-I hud-#;;"ditioned so hit th6 golf ball, 'How's rh"r3_l'frf he asked, my friend,A[en "Very simpson, well, tt..*^l-np!g bristled ht;;Alr". as he missedanother shot. His i:1ffi:il1i"firjlr;"I* ii'"0? moreto his message, hetook our "Gimme " that fucking. shell. He wiggledhis dii.1,"J^fqi*HJiffi?yg',and fingep at me. Thar wasn,t,,where,s the fiTiflfit #.1 not _lrnd moreasi!3ted, roared jll,,"fn"rd respond. me your goddamn tjT;"tlli.l6ry:i{at me. Close ear!!,,he i *=fJ ff L9:"rn"ait in hi s hand. g*b".'qq;?;,,f;ir".#,ixk''*ffi ,*.iu3l:{,rrLf :lx.i;:tl?*,H:.T;t#^:.1il'rrtto;him one" *iih [iffrT$Tllfilii ni*i,t,or.". -n"l; wnen - we met uo w'-ttl my father at or course' the thiri_hole. Ford set up his and waving tris ciuu ii-mi'ili,i'g", ball first. off'" out.of here before I get Ir'[vfather ooinied rh;;"y;il iltiirru.ou.r teed o'o'n", tutitie,'oJail"l';" his_shourderandret our a *itt*i}:f;fi;u$j throughthe bushes and back to waswairing tearfulry for _oY#i;jg,"f"l;#, """**"r myreturn. lll'"'u' She ;fwas MpDed awar."ftialti4d;e thar Ford had *tlTrxinitiatei. i, "$H u.qh.;I;y riri",rr.the yay rrei ffi rpnngs'and thev. too, dreadedhit-il;fu rraani," in ceaa, ;l degradin!_sexuarity. I hurried f,3i:'?J#:i"rumn1t*:"eii!ilf"irv, wasoR. chentjy's threat to - r ord not see the,|aby,'i, Ear 'radenton shell again untir Kelly and I arrived Beach.Frorida. i.apui ui. ri;lr,"me in alo.nel.and into Froridawith Housron notiave'arorJin-oleiti.insr,i'-6ir":'ftT9I:tly droppedHdrb; ;il';i q"I"f,ll"#H,"*';j,l"iJf;.'li umaha, Nebraska"b!:I:,rt" ;"il;; d6L. sexuallyabused in ry.o.being trauniatizedand accordanc".*ittt["-datnotic invotiement"in Monarch.survivor paur Bonacci "ilrt.'iirJious e_i"t " "f hi;. Frankrincover_up case has l$,Iifr ,,"i:''1'""# 9t iL;;;' tr,tl"in Boy sT;w;' iioi,ttonort"n sovernment'uusiness."' f,d' .TT'li#*"t EHfj"#:'tr:*t:r?nl 148 inh a participatingcampground on the bay across from MacDill Air Force "Closed Base.It, too, was for the Seasonn. lle recreation room of the campground was actually a harmonics pogrammingoperation, and the offices were filled with elaborate computers gnssten! with high-level CIA operations. The day Kelly and I mef with Saalor Simpson, I had been instructed by campground wbrkers to drive to utby SantaMaria Island where we were to collect unusual shells. Kelly and I "wild rtre on the side" of the island hunting sand dollars because they had tirds' in them. As we walked through the shallow water, Kelly scared up a $ingay, which sent us screaming for the shore. Simpson was on the beach hughing,looking out of place in his cagney hat and grey suit with legs rolled q andpolished shoes in hand. He seemed familiar with the beach. When we ratrcd the shore,he struck up a conversationabout shells. It wasn't until he bld us aboutthe Baby's Ear Shell and opened his wallet to retrieve it that I tiggeredand knew who he was. As he^took it out, he also flashed his ID dgalling us to go with him. Considering Kelly, he had slipped a shell into the randfor her to find that looked like an eye in a spiral. He used this as a lypnoticinduction to control her, comparing it to Busfr's Eye in the Sky. "You. Simpsonshowed me the shell in his hand and began, You alone will llp theshuttle boat to vour Princes' cruise. It will leave the dock from vour ownbackyard (Oz) at Zi30 pm. Dress appropriately (Houston had ensured the poper attire had been packed). You will be escorted to the conference room rndon into the top deck. You will see as you approach the ship (Noriega's yacht)t) the top deck is surroundedin black mirrors. Iook deep into the mirrors, fut is whereyou will be. And where I will be when next we meet." We ralkeda little further up the beach to where the motor home was parked and, nfeningto the Baby's Iln,Ear, Simpson said.said, "They're very rare indeed. This one ir theright ear. You must go to the other side of the island, out I-ong Boat f,ey,Xey. to find its match. The Colonel (Aquino) has the babv'sbaby's left ear and will El you at the Pier at 4 pm. Stop at the little market on the corner and call. 11€oIlcn it's just down the streeta little ways."- I followedinstructions robotically. Kelly and I watched from the pier as bur big, armed(with machine guns) emotionless(programmed?) guards gnnedthe areaasarea as Aquino emerged from a car. Kelly said, "Mom, let's go". I rcmemberedCheney's threat and assuredher I would protecther, thoughI mild notcomprehend from what. WhenAquino approached with two Dobermanson leashes,I told him Sinpsonhad sent me therelooking for the left baby'sear. He openedhis hand hseal "allthat was left--the baby's ear--the dogs had devoured and consumed &e restof the baby." It was bloody, ragged,and bluish rather than pink. fretheror not this wasan actualbaby's ear, the impactwas the same. I put &lly further behind me away from the dogs. I stood traumatized and Cltranc€d,ready for command. Aquino instructed me in full detail on the d$t's activities,and that I wasto leaveKelly with campgroundpersonnel until ny r€turn. Thatevening I was taken to Noriega's yacht in the bay via a small notoftoat. I triggeredand trancedfurther as I approachedthe familiar "black nirored"yacht according to plan. I washelped onto the back of the yachtby Panarnnian'palace' guardswho kept me there at gunpoint until I was cleared nd my Baby'sEar passkey accepted. I was escortedpast the Air Force Base dcials, theirwives, drug people,and the vast amountsof cocainelaid out for t49 $."r. .l recognized.qveralof the guests,including oliver North and puer nican d.rue.lord Jos€Busto. I was-ledJp the srai"rsto trt"-"oni.r"n"" ,o. where_Aquino,- "be Noriega, and Simpsonweie waiting- Sirp.o"i-- i realize 150 L lb inductionas he cut me between the breasts with a knife saying, "In lnifete sharpand clean, I'll carve out what I want." My trance trailhad been to theextent that my circulatory syst€m was slowed. Therefore I did Il untilu[ur AquinoAqulno hypn6ticallynypnoucauy changedcnangeo my trancerance level.levet, He thenmen toldtotd "retreated that.thebaphomet carving had to the depths of my body and ssesingme and inciting the heat of hell." He commanded rire to show r], the vaginal mutilation carving of the baphomet face. As I did, q{.r.dll*:ea^mI se1.,llpr*pt$,.Noriega s eyepb.ufqgd ln ten-o! ulsion.While Aquino told him his "rejection-ofmi: had Elled me," I breathingand moving as conditioned. Noriega was dumfoundedas "Even laugledwickedly and threatened, death-will not permit her--or apgapefromftom the Wizard's Dower."power." He exolainedexplained that I waslhewas the "Wizard's "re-energize {-'qnd9r his spell".and could thereforb myself and come lifg." He put C vaginal prod in my hand and ord6red mL to masturbate withi!, pushingthe button to eldctricallyjolt myself internally upon-his 4, Noriega'seyes were enormous. He paled io a sickly gri:y, fellopen and he ran out the door while Aquino assuredhim that tie naa to run, no whereto hide from Reagan'spowers." a predictablyinterpreted the demonstrationas a threat from the depths whichwhrchshould have been enough to heed Reagan's commands to bieakbreak taffickingrafficking ties immediately. (Apparently this is not the case as is by Noriega'scontinued Florida incarceraiion.) Aquino and Simpson oyu_1vithlaughter as they congratulated themselvess onoh a -ofjobiob well done. finally ordered me to drLss an-descorted me to the back the yacht to th guardsput me on the shuttle boat rather than kill me becauseof Nor- honor. approachedthe dock of the campground, the boat driver told me I ,I 'recreation'-room. find Kelly asleepin the I ran to her, and, fearful of rs threat,made sure her earswere still intact. I wasimmensely relieved themstill thereand to know shewas "OK" (I could not think [o wonder rtc hadendured in my absence.) I illogically felt like a "good mom" for " g my Frt right so Kelly could live. Never before had I experiencedsuch : of dangerto us b-otharld my relief was proportionate. I lovingly held ny armsthe rest of thenight. 151 CHAPTER 14 CLN{TON COKE LINFS met up with Bill Clinton again in 1982 at a county fair in Berryville, -l "entertaining" Arkansas.AIex Houstonwas theredue to the closeproximity of the CIA Near DeathTrauma Center (aka slaveconditioning and programming camp)and drug distributionpoint rt SwissVilla in Lampe,Missouri. I hadjusi enduredintense physical and psychologicaltrauma and programming.Cliriton was campaigningfor Governorand was backstagewith Hillary and Chelsea while waiting to make a speech. Clinton stook in the afternoonsun with his "his armscrossed, talking to Houstonabout him and people"(ClA Operatives) beingbooked into specificareas for the dual purposeof entertainingand carry- ing out specificcovert drug operations. From my perspective,those who were actively laying the groundworkfor implementingthe New World Order throughmind conditioningof the masses madeno distinctionbetween Democralic and Republic4nParties. Their aspi- rationswere internationalin proportion,not American.' Memberswere often drawnfrom, amongother elitist groups, the Council on ForeignRelations. Like GeorgeBush, Bill Clintonwas an activemember of the CFR, Bilderbergers,and Tri-Lateral Commission. Based on numerous conversationsI overheard. Clinton was being groomedand preparedto fill the role of Presidentunder the guiseof Democratin the eventthat the Americanpeople became discouraged with Republicanleaders. This was furtherevidenced by the extentof Clinton's New World Order knowledgeand professedloyalties. "hell" Clinton understoodthat I hadjust beenthrough in Lampe,and took it all in strideas he focusedon his speech. He not only was well awareof the mind-controltortures and criminal covert activitiesproliferating in Arkansas and the neigboringstate of Missouri,but he condonedthem! Justas thereare no partisanpreferences in this world dominanceeffort, neitherare there any strongindividual stste considerations or bounderies,either. I knew from expe- riencethat Clinton'sArkansas criminal covert oDerationsmeshed with ihe Lampe,Missouri center where he routinelytended business and claimedto "vacation," stayingin thecompound's resort villas. In 19U3,Houston took me to Lampe for routinetrauma and programming "entertain" while he was scheduledto at the amohitheatre.Also scheduledto perform were Bill Clinton's and GeorgeBush's' friends Lee Greenwoodand CIA operative,slave runner, and country music singer Tommy Overstreet Greenwood and Overstreet were active in both the Lampe, Missouri and Lake/]vlount Shasta, California CIA compounds. Ctinton wls flown in from Be_rryville,Arkansas by helicopter for the s[ows as well as for a businessmeeting. Before Clinton arrived, Greenwoodand Houston were in the backstase dressingrooms snortingline after line of cocaine. Houston,always eager'[o makean extrapenny to pinch,attempted to prostituteme to Greenwood."She's "She the real performer,"Houston said. performsall kinds of sex acts upon command. For a small price,she's yours." Creenwoodlaughed, and referring to my Huntsville,Alabama NASA "l've programmingsaid, spentmore time in Huntsvillethan she has, and I 152 *#ft *:Htiil""?rfl#il,'ff"1'*.,rp""" cadet' program medror sex. Sh "."i"#'$Tf#%111;-S:#il-oheard what Greenwood nH, in Berryville. said. e proximityof programmine :rr. I had iusT ttng. Clinion and Chelsea zu-*"*l sunwith his , Uperatives) g andcarryl rndworkfor fhe.masses r nerr aspi_ wereoften rrons.Like ergers,and overheard, underthe scouraged Clinto"n's rd rook it **f#W;l*'!tff[';ffi re of the {rkansas ;g'fii'Fif,i*f""#i lbereare lere any j,Tn:*:r!_(spaine)toputusa,, T 9xpe- il?r"#":i:i,it{;,Tti':1"'*1,# vlth the ,?,9;;,r'J#:?1i:?#".;Tnr,kl;ln##i,ii:Sl$ft.ifidi#; med to mming uledtd ld and srug*f'##,*'lt*,:,f**,1i***,j,';i,q#i:ii# rstreet i and from eting. :stage ler to She's upon i I , ffi$h,5h}fffi#tr#ffijiffffi \SA / fry*m"i;*oT&1,1Trffil-,iiT;"d:f".?l{ri5:*ii;*u,fi ndI ?:,'f,l I ,,:lH"i.1"|,:aff!?i,ff ;3##:f'#s:ffi"tr"1ff*;,:{lls"JiJ 153 r nao been visiti wnen**''# we parted orsexualfriend a #:},''#"flflq rampe meedng. eacn other witF a ru*Hs* #l ffiffi ff 154 lon was/is Clinton ourI had "tbttom__ addedb.1lgt Ugultol said, ;s tineis, we've_got "ont $,tg il r99r colloquialisms. Villa. oi oI tf,Ei&tg) il4:rrrrr, rh;ri;;;y",ve icheduledas got u_oustonand triTJlsi'$"frJTtpll;j;:Hl'tmli"i*"*;y,","t,:i,,g,;:tT,lili#: gonnahang va'6ut to, grv.. A"d #.fi?,ir; ;il;i;"'; rl'rs.ofiii,"^iliii} it passes stortune in ff#fiir$f ,rl a guest pperwork, ffi*l;;*+tlni:f,*;inrry;:l'r*"';;: unelsqlto andHar neauv crearEd rh"ab€;i,n?,Til'"fil,lrTilJillltt: out hii . Tommv "tgtolJ ;ill?J"r;,1;T,i,&1" riouitli,yrc"t"She's h", our oFhere,,. $e receni laughed' i Pfiidil; :nesfacing *nti iii#i't"n"i ii,"":ri.l"o r,r'Ji.; She,skept .nurnerous lnton-_was tgedfrom ilil',ffi#$ir,:"*ffif A*eran nusic. *"[+ii*1Ji"'iltrfr?nq o.ou'emerip iil:fi'' At Artioughll' I g,e,o1,311ain ffi;'i"X'""":Jil,f#f;fil"ii'",# s countrv hadprevioirrll,f:! ,i,4 il;il verylittre to sayto eachorher__ o nearbi iif;:'Hl^itrJJ,ff;9, daz*anh dril rrom-thetorrur6s r had rchedthi: ,,Ifl endured ouslyno f $;1ginfiilt'i'i#"ii%?fi[?:i1,3HflH,*::i#?ih-ffi cocaine .-.rflulary_wasfully clothedand '-l;fii;il stretched ald I "Hilarv out o sleeping bility of l|re. anived. :::."j'^::,D.ed when Hall's esseeto seor-un.*poi.o,i#"ry,jJ{l!#di.:"#r[4y1fli,"f#,;tg, nertomy bedroom and m_ade ndmost 'Yrg:1.;l$,1:j{_"'s"14"".ii.il;in!01"r.,oy"1y'. Sheis rdustry. 'utiiulion.#ili'*j 0,,.r,.,, tite-rallv. a rwo_ e could erstreet ,g9rug *.lfltiiii:;#d.l*#;hill:T,fl$;$it"elt*,''*li.y#"i,,,-uI nda . course,she,s Bvr as ;s'.;-'.',"n;d'''$ i uin e the conversation as ocaine a9:yglpresidentiat : il, infr#;t:0"*n'-ol! I . rsiders Model,wiratev#ir,..,rpn",#i,trllljt:".rerhing -abouther being 3time" ,':**l;*liff lrlil.ff3:llllH*l?::n,t"t*,:;j-'' r fund l, and mmunitvji{fr okine ,* '{r]!!tl:,q*,Ti"H'r}:$i:T;fi'ry{{,ii'tiT,:,:rmawaretosociar diseases-. n *", " *.riffi.*rTfll,i*,ifl",1&.1"1.*il OKE f|$lr.nasea.around"clean" in that govem;;";'b""i; to ther',c uegreedegree sex slaveswere ;;ffiJ: matttt"i nonenon" of mymv abuserseh,,oo," t*t,^^',tn9_!gltrolled p."u,lii";rirA::;:#Xr; ty of very ,ff trust Appuently11#jt!1i"311ff JjP*T,fi *Jt1:ff ,:"-1"-oispraythemutlation ment atouseduv-** J,i,r";':'"**i:".Y-:eSan,Pe,rtorming-oral sex on me. " ',ri;i,l*ffi on, t9ngrl.q*i"rl;;;"ti;fi:"frlill;il-iJtrTfr ut dayin thehot sun.sh,e g"rd, ,,E":t;;,";,-god, tt#X3,*yl it eatme now,,. :the ,mr,:li;lj;P';ir;il1";;*,tuito;oinI hadno l.ug l!.'i',?il3lJ,Hf I ft'ff ruld :',i,',ffi uIs I ,ll'U'l#f*Tf:n:**,;il,t,,;;x'[fr3'?#TT"TJo1i*H'ili, I ";;ilT?Hrffi1"i?'y;"#i1'Trff jacket I iJrx,"x?H.iv#iT,;;,r;tossedhis 155 I put my clothes on as ordered, and Hall's wife drove me back down to the mansion where Houston was waiting for me. The meeting apparentlv had been a success. I heard discu_ssionsthroughout the remalniirE v*'r between Houslon, his agent Reggie Macl-aughlin, and I-oretta Lynn's trintiter. Ken Rilev pertaining to Hall's successfulbranch of the cIA cociine operation emanatin! from Arkansas. No discussions were as poignant and ievealine as thos; between Alex Houston and cIA operative iouitry music entertaifier Boxcar Willie. Boxcar willie burst onto the country music scene after an ad campaign of high hypnotically persuasive produced television commerciils- that lech "star". strategically made him an overnight sensationand The country music industry's Freedom Train neededa conductor to lead the industrv and'fans to Ppllol' Miqsquri, and Boxcar willie was placed in the driver's s'eat. tite ttre fi{ Pipe.rof Hamlin, Boxcar willie succeided in his role of trance-fening ttri industry in 9lg* proximity to the Lampe CIA cocaineoperations. Boxcar willie was one of the primary ground levdl contacts that Bill Hall made after clinton convinced him to casti in on the cocaine benefits of the country music industry transfer. Houston and Boxcar willie discussedHall,s lucrative dealings-.througholt the years in my presencewhile traveling the ggy.nq' together, billed on the same shows, inclirding performancesat the Swiss villa Amphitheatre. I had much contact witn noxcaiwillie personallv since mv government sponsoredcocaine runs often coincided and intermeshed with his. But I never knew Boxcar Willie as well as my daughter, Kelly, knew him. Kelly has named.Boxcar willie as one of trer frimar! se*ual ab'usersin three different mental institutions, justice. ")vhy and has voiced fristrati6n at the lack or "T I the one locked. up w!!19 my abusersremain free?" she coistanuy pleals. I assureher I am doing all I cair to blow the whistle on Boxcar willii: for her, and_exposehis role in transferring the country music industry to close proximity of the l-ampe, Missouri cIA cocaineoperition as outlineij by Bill Clinton. I I-oyalty to the sovereignty of our country is non existent under New world orders. "President' Clinton poses no more leadership or loyalty to our country than Ronald Reagan did since both follow(ed) New world order directives from former U.N. Ambassador snd cIA Di- rector George Bush. 2 Hill".y Clinton is the only female to become sexually aroused at the sight of my mutilated vagina. 156 CHAPTER 15 NO MORE BBANNG AROUND THE BUSH It wasa sunny,fall dav in 1983when U.S' C91er91sm9Guy VanderJagt op"ot uJ tina-*nttof-tnJ handler,Alel Houstonrr-ny tlren 3 1/2 mdwithmy CIA Senatein ilr";id"er"r,hil:-ifiii,' '"pp".t"Aila on the iteps of the U.S. {frifiiit"i, 6.'C.' X"iri f".iliar.with^VanderJagt,although I had h.erin his@ll-9"1l^: I couldnot -ripii"i,i"try remembiret"oing ^li::::l I frinkO realizehe was, tn-iaci, seiiuatly abusing hel jdst ashe hadme when a child. VanderJagtfi;ii ;; ;i kneein- fronf of her to talk with her, ru would "seeuncle ffifr.d'il ttut-;toaii *", " ,poi"t {y' becauseshe mommlseeiUncte Rirnnie (Reagan)". He stood_upand GeorseGush) white "Ift's go tfifi;r'fi rhLffi;-, ;ti"c'ii,uici li wondzrtaridgrypri-c language, man*i';;iAdvinture togethei" and led her-quietlyand robotlcally away' White Houie, both of us 6;i1,'rJfy "iuin-tfr"t aftirno :ration Greenbacks for Wetbacks," Cheney said, laughing. Bush with him. ,tt.pqglgd. "your lis composure.to co_nclude, assignmentbegins in {1fllf!{N"orwegian..CaribbeanLines) and ends whe"n you ,.tufi }io, withword of succ-ess." efe withwrur .1.il.lflu i.l:{_;::9.'.Syeht 3f,:,:J,eJs a.hand gcsruregesture that[nar directedolrecleo my gueg'lz;e fromlrom Bushtsush :Ttgllir,ll,:111, lgnning..oytf1:t. sy.then r wasd-eepry tranced and 3r3":,L gt_ rl_T9ll9i" g s alI -tos:ther -f! lt" g, trance'w'astimeleisly gpd fgr furtherplogramming. f l;ft the: Whitewhite U6useHouse wiitrwith ;;-r;;;;-ia messagefo'r YtcePresldent of Mexico, carlos Salinasde Gortari, from the-vi of theU.S., and with one very sick child. Mr Roger projects through puppets on his show, and one of his key characters from the of Make-Believeis King Friday the l3th. 159 CHAPTER16 OPERANON GREENBACKSF ^ Vy ClA.mind.-controlhandler, Alex Houstonand I boardedthe Norwegian caribbeanr_rnqs-sl{n bound for cozumel,Mexico, with a large,black, softiide suitcase-packedfull of cashand a proposalof "prosperity'frorir ttreu.s. ttris plo.podz programmed-in-meby vice Presideitgirsh,-was supposedly initial 9jplol"FS groundwork for the North American Free Trjdle Agieement (NAFTA). It was my understandingthen that the North American Free Trade {Breementwas considereda significantstep in implementingthe New World Order through mind .manipulationof thE massi:s. Acciording to Byrd, propagandadisguising the true purposeof NAFTA includedthe con&pt of "?ree trade"which the U.S. andMexican governments had long sinceshared. ',Free trade"of child and adult mind-controlledslaves, cocaine, heroin and businesses hasbeen not-so-secretly-proliferating for years. My own fatherjoined the ,,run for the border" via U'.S. StateDelartment and Iifexican suusiaizeabusiness incentives.and openedyet anotherb-ranch of his u.S. Departmentof Defense- given-business_in Mexico. This was part of the "free trade" agreementthat I knowpersonally has been operating smoothly from at least1984. In an effort to maintainthe illusion that the agreementwould not createa negativeeconomic imbalancebetween Mexico and the U.S., tourist areas of Mexico were deliberatelybuilt up, enhancedand Americanizedwith U.S. dollars. These fundswere provided-through CIA covertBlack Budgetoperations of drug and slavetrading, as well as directly throughthe SenateAppropriations comfrittee of which SenatorRobert C. Byrit is chairmanas of this writing. I certainlydo not purport "educate" to understandinternational buiiness, nor haveI attempledto myself through what I know to be propagandaslanted and filtered periodicals. How moneyinterfaces in world maiketshas beenwell documented.For example,who supportswhom in which financialendeavors is apparentlyfar too complexfor evenBCCI attorneysand investigatorsro sort lhrough. My personalperspective on Mexican, U.S., and Saudi Arabian buildup of Mexico's economyis limited to my own experiences.My under- standingis further affectedby deliberatemi-sinformation from the criminat perspectivesof thosewho were in control of my mind's knowledgebase and actions. From time to time,_senator Byrd usedm-e as a roboticsounting board. He told me what he wanted me to hear, and this was structuredmorJ toward strokinghis own €rrorrnous,warped ego than it was to educateme in world finance. "the .. SenatorByrd claimed moneygame is simplya gameof control,"and his ailoptedGolden Rule of-"Fe who holdi [ves !y "by ihe [ota makesthe rules.,' He told me in so many-words that appropriating-funds to all (viable) projectsushering in the free tradeagreerirenf,-and 'criminal' allocatinglesser amounts to U.S. socialsystems such as our justicesystem, Iiontrol our country and our place in world markets. All the world-is a stage,and I own th! theater!...youcan bank on it!" - SenatorFV.4l lwis,tedreality echoed in my mind whenAmerica was bought and.._soldby President-sBush ($glg) "I and efinton in the recent passage-of-Bvrd NAFTA. would never run for President--Oh.I'd win if I did." 160 lAs , fdaA .r f _w lna l' f Pe li^],'rorlYep;.^ , o," iil"! soft i;,r^- | qgrtu* a I _-vrrl a h atr il.r- Sreelree l^-?*- I, ctC) ;;xrv ivewrvar,. w;:1,.r,--xqs It e,^ ,:s to n,-.j- I n Tl'-€Ptor'i,* I Ltt ;:fY. 'F.J f 'rur .;-l YuslrteSs,." f nea ffi/!#^;fi,;*rI ,#'atffN1ffiff*'-ffi1pffi'frg ffiffim trflffi| sn*n**;,ryprwroTm**fiffi il,wlffi #ix{r"":",{.Hdn ***$*f XffiEhry 161 I at the militarv installation with the aforementioned suitcase mem( When anived "office" of cash in hand, I was taken to Salinas' through a series of electronic lyj eatessuarded bv off,rcersin white uniforms. Salinas sa[ at his desk, which was mapl il;i"ffil"i''""^lii:;:,-.iiit"ty issue;, G on a highly poliqtred wooden floor wher il;dtt t;; ti.t"air/r;oiO of .iecoi aiia personat iffeiti. This created an air took of militarv practicalitv] I G thesuitcase ii front of Salinas and began relaying- Chel r ;h";;;'""'i"" rr-i'0"6#" piolrammea to deliver. ;il;"";tii"ioi" ir'onr-ttt"-- Vi"" ptoiA"nt of the United State of America to it he out nilet Uois in VExico. e."ri."-ir t"if fing to shareits wealth through a trade I asreemEnt with Mexico. We'll trade our cash for control over Mexico's .8ifr"" i"o t-"ioi" pioari"tion. nycontrolling your dru-gindustry, y9 cal oPPn Pgto-sll the border betweenbur countries tb dlow a fred flow of cocaine and heroin into of iiii U^f , U*ght and paa f- i" American dollars to build Mexico. Eygntyatp \ this coufd dis'solve tlie border between our countries altogether as Mexico's economy grows to rnut"ft oui* if *e Uigi" toAay, ttris dreair could be realized Och bV the tiri of the century--sharingthe samecontinent, sharing the same wealth. Wtrv? ttre drue-giving industri already dictates what the Mexican government can or cantot do. By ttre U.S. control of your drug industry'--Iul"*i"q'-regaiL1 "onttot ouer lier"gouirnment. Re-establisheitpower lacked !V I{.S, dollars will bring Mexico on-an economic par with America. we can begil by spreading the tord through the (drug) cartels that the U.S. is covertly willing to open the borders to free-drug tradtby making agents available to show y_outhe passage and routes through-which th-edrugs are to be delivered. Only V.S, agents can bring Mexican i'eroin and (South American) cocaine across the border, -and likefiise they will bring the cash in. Explain to those selectfew who control the drue empirbs that tf,-e cruise line (NCL) agreement is going into mass -xp-ansiori,tearing down the border beiween oui count4es enough to allow for as manv drues td come in as Mexico can deal out. when do we begin? Im- mediatdly. fhe cash is at hand. ( gestured toward the suitcasewhich Salinas unzippaf to find full of cash.) Ddliver whatever amount of brown heroin you traveit hand as a meansof confirmation to the agreement. Keep the changeas a token of the change and good fortune that has befallen Mexico from its neighboring"e,s nation." f friisneA Bush's message,Salinas immediately took a note pad from the desk and scrawled a quick not6. He passedit to a-g-uar_dwho was stationedat ttr" O*t. He stood up, smiled, and^leanedover h-is desk as he extended his hand in a warm handsh'aice.I was escortedout. Houston found me on the front stJpi of the installation and together we were escortedthrough the barbed wire fentes and back onto the streetsof Cancun. f *ait A in a small clearing nearby for an indeterminate length of time, playing with a large iguana. Fii'ally, a iaxi cab driver pulled u-pand-honked his horir tI.ee times,-sig-naling-was me to pict up a fist-sized ball of Mexican brown heroin. The her6in citdely wrapped-in brown paper, tied with twine, and measuredapproximately the siie of a baseball. Ai quickly as the cab driver left, Houstdri,who was standingsome distance away with two.uniformed men, sistialed me to ioin him. We wlre then driven to th-eairport where we boarded a-U.S.- - eir Forie aircraft to Washington,D.C. just immediately upon arrival at Andrews Air lorg9 Base outside of Washington, D'.C., I was taken to SenatorByrd who then escorted me to Dick Ctr"*v?t pentagon office for a meeting with Vice PresidentBush. I was ill and vomiti'ng from i-hehigh voltage administeredin Mexico to compartmentalizemy t62 rcntioned suitcase mem'ry.r was allowedto usgByrd's magneticpass rnes,ofelectronic ^ key card to unlock t mue of doors that led to the i-adies' fr.oom. I wds still wearing oesk,which was inappropriate-for-D.C. i cruisecrothes ano carrying dte r'eroin-.ii,,iliot" t rcd wooden floor whenI metwith Bush to confirm Mexico's gL nrs.created alreementto his propo'sal. an air tookthe heroin for himserf,obviousry pteasea-wiirr rh; q"Jiiti'ttfrroou o beganrelaying cheney.laughed-andtold "confiscate "Over Bushhe nee.ieito the contra-band,,. B*lshreplied, my ashe.laughed rteof America "If -de1d..b4yl at Chenjy;sContr";ot. to . . youdon't sharesoire of it, thit courabi-thiifu;;4h6";y "pit r through a trade it here." i"ri] over Mexico,s Bushstruck a pitch Dose,wound.tp,_made a fakeout pitch, andjoked ry, we qm open b."bfllbanter,'Tl's itrigti a fly' ball.''vouie gorngto have-ct"n'iliotto stear.,, I :_andheroin ihto tossedthe heroin in the air,-cau[ht rco. it, and stroa"foi if;"-o*i.--"" vrrv'vr t . Eventually ofhis chair, pointed to the iooriand ;tde;J-;;"Out;;.- rer as Mexico'-s Houstonand I were flown in ould to MontegoBay,-- Jamaicaand transported be realizd 0choRios to boardour nextNCL cruiseshii. re samewealth. 'ernment can or Mexico regains f.S.dollars-will n by spreading mg to open the ou the passage ,.J. agentscan re border, and vnocontrol the ng into mass h to allow for e begin? Im- which Salinas vn heroin vou the chang6 as xrco from its pad from the ,sstationed at extendedhis : on the front r barbed wire gth of time. d honked hii xican brown h twine, and e cab driver brmed men, we boarded outside of me to Dick wasill and entalizemy 163 juve CHAPTER17 ofa l read @ql.sgE[ Dist "Neighborhoodl'-throue! prel was inductedinto Bush's Soonafter Kelly -G.eorge expJ rro11iircJiuat-Aret aurise, Bush enforced his odntrols on me. our mind-control nousti,n, ttua hken Kelly qe to D'C' for and il;afi, 319 -Washington, asl r"p"*iiv scheduledmeetings with Bush. Kelly had already.beene_scorted by with him that morning,durlg which ti-mel.had been whi "i'""s-i"'ttliiJndezvous enh ;i;;r.d t" in"-of U.S. SenatorRobert C. Byrdis officeslocated in the.nearty nuitOing. There, Byrd reinfo'bed his holds ol mg by- glai,ming fort Fti-i;G "proving" "no ano .o-"Uof bf tn" Justi& Departrireniand once again that I had *hiti to hide". My hoiror reactionwas compounded, Bus *ttoi to run and no the *iiin nvtO lookedat his pocketwatch and notified me in Alice in Wonderlanl ;ryil;t""g""g",:'iou'te late, you're late for a very importantdate," referring with Bush. to-my-- meeting just l'sprinted"fromthe HooverBuilding, encounteringHouston who waited hunied me to the Smithsonianwhere I waitedfor my esgo.S outsid€--lnrt-Jf"A Houston -at "Face a, the Changing"exhibit. This computerizedexhibit iffuitrateitow an individual'sface-cah take on a radicallydifferent appearanc€ feature. by-'Tfie slightly altering any single p( tixhibit fiscinated"meas a programmedMPD since multiplesoften ph"not"n^ 6f r6utinetynot recognizingthemselves in tht "*o"riin"" the unnerving Ro ffiil;; d"; io i*ircttin?'personalities.A multifle's faceoften changes slightly which 'ivalidates"the religiouscommunrtres' pgtc?.uoll,,9l int with eachswitch, w€ iol""fl.a "OJ*oni" pors"rsion"in occultism. I-ogic quickly.dispelsthis belief tf'tateueryone's expression changes according to emotion,.by m: *ttin iilr realized on ttin "otot and tones, bt*f p."rturi:, and by tig-hteningor ielaxing specific l,n'MpO's^face chinges aie riore exaggeratedwhen these micro muscles. ab naturalconditions are combinedwith thJ resultsof sophisticatedprogramming' "Charm over thesenatural phenomena as Ft School"teaches subconscious control re u-i*dv-tnio. disguiseon governmentslaves such as.Tysglf' as.well as to to their maximumpotential'- I was incapableof de ;"i;;f t'"iir""J3;'ueautyi re thinkingor logically under-standingmy fascination.with the display' as I stood totallyEnthralt-ed, waiting for my escortsas ordered. tr et tne escortsupptoich.d, i was relievedto.see Kelly with them. Th_ough and traumatized, fact that shewas alive was all I was \l stre*as nisiUfytranitil 1[e"Face fr: ;6"bb oi-gia'sping.When stre saw the Cianging" exhib^it,she excitedly just readme a abouithis!" BeforeI could hear S1 .i'.fuitnJ,"0n'.lJGeorge !9ok ni :rnvmore.-''i;;; i wasled away-,l-eaving Kelty with our handler,Hggslon' tft"n quiiLty tik.n to B-ush'sResidence Office, which-here-to-forewas x rrli. nitttoughit had slaleblue, plushcarpets and fine.furnishings unfamitiarto al iit " ttr" White Houseoffic"e, lattice work andshaller roomsp.rovrlted.a different in a trarA-Uici wooden chair as ordered, wliile_Bush--carefully SI "ii. r sat b *iitio"Jf'tit"r"tf in front of me on a little woodenfootstool. This allowedme faced irrili'"ir-i6intv "i-ni hrge boof that he held in.his pp. .,nn,i{tlstrations printed_in lolder's direction. A me. while ali text e*"iit the last pagewas l-t" t nigtr tecrrpi&e or ait specifical_lyde_sign* to enforce Ti'i, iioll ;;r;';"iq";, "You'Are you h mettr^oa'of Wtrlat Readu. The e;ti{i""otit" irograniming, t t& #'ffiffi,fi$Ht gaveir ii H{:iiffi1T :trrilYk theappearance ugh trol for m-l,$r-g-fr,,fii'is,'.toffig{-K-fffi by f il?.::T.g:'$l'.".T*r:'"'i"grv,i'"ir!';:_!!!i:fi!'tifJt""lil'ffflt )en 'by ananc€dtH:gr$iep";;'iffthe desired affect S$?"iffi!li',1#.'ft#i:ig;j'trii:' ng r0rr itJ$::i!i'ffiof,fanrarv-uoStii;l'igiq,-ilit#i_p".rpuy;_r,ad This ro scxamblereatirv wouro triie extraordinaryer_ no ir nor been ed ':$iix.s';ml'i:l*,i3#fifor 7d ",*n$ rg #ilt}Iiffj"J.:+fi fJ;,ffi?.fl I amthe Vice presiden,^yl_* circumstancedemands, st yourCommanderl ls Aljl y yiu,-ltfollow my commands. ttrstcommand's important _ ir wtren,rne r It is o;;';;; n*, senoyoi';;;i, youare what you ,*Jltt Throughoutmy tenureas_l,fTlOgti?f. I gouded Model mind_controiled specificbooks according q surt,'i slave,I was I ix*?;#;;:#i"*ffi ;"t'&*r. ^These boofts, deiivered Dool(s1",',H"H+["t#t?.$#,*lllT#,:r:were used to instruct werean aftempt to sc.amble 1,;;;'d;;itiii'li ,o." nvmindwitipertiniil;il';';ilxt'#'T"ffimvmmd with pertinenr fantasv;ottre.s *Jre nl?,1{,llT"E-Yit n"r;r:rfsii:fi,:ltnl"lsi,st?o roaa ,rrfli',,ip,,,,,',8$$1t, bS,L"#iri."'#T AJg'hanistun,nisn n, from f;**:f-{m,x','#r';lffi:J#,ffi l.tojo'v,ir*.ilii'ii?iJ.r X"llfi?,ll"l, 't#+*Fii:1ffi:",i,1*.lfsha whicht#{rI .#* o,i-,i,,g'l*H[,,ffiii "'i'nJo :,'i int ;f-' li'r :.y"r"lgw"@rrcu racl oeyond** nae, in prceiveff'{fllif it. how I was supposed to yjidfr-l,,:!.!ri";,";ii7:;i:^trtii"t.*:.f,",#iu'";;Jfi iK{"yg,tT.; rugnhansh ffil",HtdJii's;:\,i,"d.ffi'B#,"','i;F,!Jil,XllrH,,?,"T3_fNeverEnding story.. st"l"6",itt""iassic^o_f Mice and uihcaused,i,d m: pyC#,{,4;,}H},h,"!.q;g;;+*:.;.i,imJ'i*iH,:*##i-r::n visit hasyet to pick up on ttris-oioeri bvJuvenilecourt oiaer-noi to oiscuis-x'Jlii,;";;,ilTlii"ffi'"io I amiorbidden . Bush'smosr effectiv" "*arptitltti, about elrt.,wr,aty ci r€ m tr pl br lv br cr n 166 I )nrng CHAPTER18 lt 0o ty to lther IN-EE MEAll"rII4E tv)r I My life seemedto lead me at an acceleratedpace :s iS raganand Bush. Mv after being subiected to sh's I handrer,eGi-i',iiiJ"ls;ti;ily Ji"i'fi*"i/'*u, nr, J d Elemer's(his arier-.egodtffiv) poiu"r-ity )wn alarivelv . --wrr"n-*.'*!i",ii*r"t k6pt il'a;;ring so lled J withinthe country_musii cricui. I Qribbeanand Mexico uia tiliing rh" rgh Nci strlpr,'#"ori"i"ghis cocaineloaded motor bme.tostrategicary booked tto*r'"J"irr"'rr,"'ii.s:, *" 24- nandout of Washinston,_D__C: ,iiiJlJ"tiilii.""i"g-6il;J;'Jid,I rce AIl.alongttre way, my *"." citrerprostituted. usEa popog9phy, ny Ilmtd's"chief' 1-191me1cial or filmed in Michael ou bestiaritvpornography asbrderei by uncleRonnie Reasan. of _,,gr3:":*1l".:.11a,.:i:y."!il"gisil'il-'il-i;rire"n,'i_,i,.?'ii"."!1f","a" shinwe stay6d with "'y ra1nir.y..r.i, ; ;i'i;;il;?lr' ;#Jt'#l*T;f; htinformativ-e.Mv motherh#;"";t;;.d o'#p,.psyctrotogicaldH' SO bcyondher own MpD scarsabove and as condition;d-t".:;;; insbmniacl My fathii ttupwas routinelv traveling.to by rhis Londoi;__e;r;;y, ani! ana tating ttre turilvto FroridaisDisnev-worrd ;d'w;hiilign,.D.c. ![exr_cg,, Bill, My otJ"iu.ott er, stillworked for and.ivith t-",t"r; il;;r"d rvith ,,hunt,, in chenev's .rt him an'nuatvto crevbuil. wyorin3 ltig: il''r"int"in"o his dildrenunder tri'uma-base.mind-contr-oi'"*oroing wife'and three to my father,sinstructions. Mybrother,Mike. ran " "iq.o l!";;;fr;;;re""il;'sister,_Keili of my father,sand Uncle BobTanis' lucrative oorn..video birG; &ncing Jo, becamea bely contortionistbxcellinti";cfi;;;ti"." sn"" she ,,as Gunbv"accordine - became flexibleas to her p?oi!{,ffi;-d;mming. sn"*';;rft htoughschool iri chirdren's i'", *uy day-carecenTers, admittedry spotting, ror ftther,abused chirdren for poteniial';.tor"n-"dn.r,, my gnduated candiilates.In-.1990 -n"u"n,sh! to oDena ticensdda;F*;;'",iltti. r*-"-iJ;-ii-'cona Michiganfor niv father.My f.,iq;i-t", Pmject)programmed .iil?*r)_,.is a comlu_iids(crA comput''ergenius. rral ri-irt.r^Tim broketiis nneplace my motherh:glr:g j;;';'ffid?ingteg 1intt " it, t.g'yJa';."b,!yond.beforel my nner'ssports programming above and rrumair y'ungestsrster, Kimmv. "ii"d,'itv."i"c ,nv becamehvstericaliv oprgiiJ' ;ifrTir,ii. iog.rr,' ffif,H;Tffio'f,r'*ethe white i,".'ffi;gi"j.'H:;,:'tri*,::,1-1""T:qryi"I'j'u,xigr*.House, and wls under i d;l,ii;;F6;ili*ilt";U: sven.Ilook forward to th6 dayr cantrerp *reili;;d j."iailiil&'on ry parts ,.^llf-_I y"1u,sing. of my-.brainI wouldnot haveused under normal orcumstances,I deverooed the,abirity to reaouictwaro-;;;;ff*ii;ls rcadforward s' Houstori r couto "scramblins"gg.a iqi i tvpi.a*r v ;* rt:b;"d pn# d,,i.'non neansof signs.to.fromot6116 u, " baveling. _road _amnesiaof wherewe were He furthJr compoui'dedtrii inort-nlr"';r",i*Ujhc%;ih#il by conditioning phonericallyand literally, me to, read nooz" "ooz"-tqyrs]4_ed-o "ti"-at"A ,,zoo,, became and -;lmlgry'.--ari'L"""r"toloi'.*etronsas "oui-tciisas,,, Missouri (and rea? and became was!) west, became99. wheriI traveiqd., ano-i-ili'wayoo i-;iiiJ.iry,iiid iot consciousryknow-if I were omingor going. If anoutsio'errrappend to-"it'n," mechanicatlyreplied, "The aboutwh6re r d traveted,r townsiti tdGJri;, andlook alike after awhile.,, r67 'j r[ Commandsdelivered in the same languagetwisting manner were natural for me to follow. "Bq!e with it" was easier for me to become according to Reagan's for "rolling acting definition than it was to go with the flow by with it". Phrases Ge "In "I" like Wyoming Senator Alan Simpson's a switch of an (personality)/ ha "eye"(hypnotic blink)/ "i"(the letter), complaint becomescompliant. The parts co "normal" of mv brain I was forced to function with were not conducive to pa thinking. Ht Nor could I have appeared "normal" to outsiders had they cared to see c0 beyond my supefrcial programmed cover personality. I did have occasion to ur mix with "outsiders" at the local library where I took Kelly for her books on o\ days when we were not traveling. By age 6, she tested at the 7th grade reading th level. I also emerged from my closed environment to tend to Kelly's schooling. c( She maintained straight As, but her poor attendance record threatened to violate state requirements. Once when the librarian asked where Kelly would be traveling to waive library book due dates, or the teacher inquired as to Kelly's pr "the absences,I gave the usual responseof, towns all run together and look D alike after awhile." If they pressed for specifics, I ran through a series of d religious phrases such as "praise the Lord", to compensate for my lack of c "religious answers. People tended to overlook and accept fanaticism" tl "role" personality peculiarities, which combined with my traveling the country S music industry, kept outsidersat a distancefor years. h My "religious fanatic" cover personality was cultivated at the Brentwood, c TennesseeI-ord's Chapel "nondenominational" church, through "Reverend" @entecostal) the CIA Operative preacher Billy Roy Moore (who has since fled to Arkansas due to a local murder scandal). Moore transported cocaine from the Caribbean for the CIA, at least during "missions,"r the Reagan Administration, under the guise of so-called i.s., Christian ministries. It most likely was not the intent of the Christians dedicated to their Caribbean ministries to be used by the CIA and Moore to inadvertently mule drugs into our country. Even CIA agentsoperating under "need to know" partial information were denied the full scopeof what they were actually participating in. Many seemingly willing participants were "justification," manipulated, provided and deliberately misled to believe they were serving their country, rather than destroying it from the inside out. "Pastor" Moore combined his knowledge of Kelly's and my programming keys, codes, and triggers with his use of metaphorical language to maintain "following" anil/or direct our mode of operation. Moore's consistedprimarily of government mind-controlled slaves and handlers, including the Mandrells, Jack Greeneand his slave, the Oak Ridge Boys, and others. He instructed us on "religious" how to vote, which political issues to support, and to follow other political leaders such as his and Manuel Noriega's friend, evangelist Jimmy Swaggart. "Religious counseling" from Moore equated to maintaining mind- "God's "God's control programmingthrough Orders". And Orders" often came by telephone. "in Houston constantly prostituted Kelly to anyone the loop" who was willing to pay. Wh6n^she wasn't bei'ng proslituted, she was being filmed pornographically. By 1984, Michael Dant6 routinely filmed Kelly in pornography, since kiddie porn was as lucrative as bestiality. He filmed Kelly and me in I:s Vegas, Nevada and various other locations throughout the Caribbean, California, Florida, Tennessee,and in my home stateof Michigan. 168 -\ createdprofessional conflict with long time kiddie pornographers associatedwith Houston. Houston's close friend in Waycross, peooprriiilimry*artei, managJtrre otefenoilei' s*;p' il1l ;d rticipatedcipated in black budget funding operations for years on both the r and pornography levels. His counterpart, Dick Flood, refused to nte in any more pornography after Dant6 came on the scene. Even the "law dlle,ille, Alabama NASA/DIA/CIA-appointed enforcement" officers rarely succeedin their bidding for Kelly's video taped performances directlvordered bv Senator Bvrd. Dant6 considered himself her future aswell as mine, and maintained control of our porn "business" ventures h serious U.S. Government and international Mafia methodisms/ Jimmy Walker, the same photographer who had taken pornographic ddingnight" pictures for Larry Flynt, recently had other photographs of me fishd in Hustkr. When Dantd found out, he was furious. I-arry Flynt and ttd both worked for the CIA. had Vatican and Mafia connections. and beratelyappealed to Reagan'sperversions using Project Monarch Mind- tholledslaves. What Flynt could not "legally" publish, Dant6ran through unduground.Flynt andDant6 lived on opositecoasts, which, despitetheir larities,still was not far enough apart to sooth their differences. Waving handsin dramatic Italian gestures, Dantd furiously spouted a string of sritiespnities over Flynt's publishing photos of what he deemed "his property". lsing Flynt of going to extremes to gain favor/protection from the Ernment,Dantd shouted, "He's a bigger whore than the girls he promotes!" MichaelDant6's pornographic filming abilities served several purposes. from producing porn according tLo Reagan's own (well known) ons andmd instructions, Dant6 was present durduring many key international "satherinss". nent"gatherings". Oftentimes when I and others were prostitutedorostituted to government)rnment(New World Order) leaders,Dant6 had hidden cameras perverse sexual acts apparently for future blackmail leverage. These were scandalous in proportion and were usually ordered by Reagan. turned the videos over to Reagan, and covertly kept copies to protect ; Dantd converted a small room of his Beverly Hills mansion into a vault, where he kept his personal copies of the international blackmail bps there. Amongthese intemationally scandalous tapes are numerousvideos covertly at the supposedly secure political sex playground in northern ia, Bohemian Grove. According to Houston, Dant6's high tech able cameras used fiber optics, and fish-eye lens were in each of the club'snumerous sexual perversion theme rooms. My knowledgeof these ru wasdue to the strategicallycompromising positions of the political I wasprostituted to in thevarious kinky themerooms. I wasprogrammed and equippedto function in all rooms at Bohemian Grove oder to compromise specifrc government targets according to their personal "Anvthins. rversions.'sions. "Anything, anytime,anvtime. anywhereanvwhere with anyone"anvone" was mymv mode of ionat the Grove. I do not purport to understandthe full functionof this nl cesspoolplayground as my perception was limited to my own realm of ience. My perception is that Bohemian Grove servesthose ushering in the WorldOrder throughmind control, and consistsprimarily of the highest rfraand U.S. Government officials. I do not use the term "highest" loosely, copiousquantities of drugs were consumed there. Project Monarch Mind- t69 Commandsdelivered in the samelanguage twisting manner were natural for me "Role to follow. with it" was easier for me to become according to Reagan's fon acting definition than it was to go with the flow by "rolling with it". Phrases "In Gec like Wyoming Senator Alan Simpson's a switch of an "I" (personality)/ "eye"(hypnotic "i"(the had blink)/ letter), complaint becomescompliant. The parts coc of my brain I was forced to function with were not conducive to "normal" par thinking. Hur "normal" Nor could I have appeared to outsiders had they cared to see cou beyond my superhcial programmed cover personality. I did have occasion to "outsiders" unl, mix with at the local librarv where I took Kellv for her books on owl days when we were not traveling. By ale 6, she tested at ttre Zttr grade reading thn level. I also emergedfrom my closed environment to tend to Kelly's schooling. con She maintained straight As, but her poor attendancerecord threatenedto violate state requirements. Once when the librarian asked where Kelly would be tw, traveling to waive library book due dates, or the teacher inquired ds to Kelly's put "the absences,I gave the usual responseof, towns all run together and look Da alike after awhile." If they pressed for specifics, I ran through a series of del "praise religious phrases such as the I-ord", to compensate for my lack of Co "religious answers. People tended to overlook and accept fanaticism" the "role" personality peculiarities, which combined with my traveling the country sin music industry, kept outsidersat a distancefor years. his "religious My fanatic" cover personality was cultivated at the Brentwood, "nondenominational" obr TennesseeLord's Chapel church, through "Reverend" @entecostal) Ac the CIA Operative preacher Billy Roy Moore (who has since fled to go Arkansasdue to a local murder scandal). Moore transported cocaine from the Caribbean for the CIA, at least during As "missions,"t the Reagan Administration, under the guise of so-called i.s., pe Christian ministries. It most likelv was not the intent of the Christians go dedicated to their Caribbean ministrii:s to be used by the CIA and Moore to va inadvertently mule drugs into our country. Even CIA agents operating under frl "need to know" partial information were denied the full scopeof what they were vir actually participating in. Many seemingly willing participants were Di "justification," manipulated, provided and deliberately misled to believe they hir were serving their country, rather than destroying it from the inside out. "Pastor" se Moore combined his knowledge of Kelly's and my programming pc keys, codes, and triggers with his use of metaphorical language to maintain and/or direct our mode of operation. Moore's "following" consistedprimarily pr of govemment mind-controlled slaves and handlers, including the Mandrells, Ci Jack Greeneand his slave, the Oak Ridge Boys, and others. He instructed us on UT how to vote, which political issues to support, and to follow other "religious" el political leaders such as his and Manuel Noriega's friend, evangelist Jimmy "Religious a Swaggart. counseling" from Moore equated to maintaining mind- "God's "God's tr control programming through Orders". And Orders" often came by telephone. in Houston constantly prostituted Kelly to anyone "in the loop" who was tr willing to pay. When she wasn't being prostituted, she was being filmed ol pornographically. By 1984, Michael Dant6 routinely filmed Kelly in E pomography, since kiddie porn was as lucrative as bestiality. He filmed Kelly e) and me in I:s Vegas, Nevada and various other locations throughout the N Caribbean, California, Florida, Tennessee,and in my home stateof Michigan. Iv a r68 ,ere natural for me |rolng " Tht! created professionalconflict to Reagan's rormerly with long time kiddie pornoi y,rjhjt". phiases associatedwith rrouiton's pgdgphi re Ji m .Houston. -or."t'i"oi.J"J*i,close friend in w r lpersonality)/ nad"usr91" :. mvwarker, r-"!J' *," o r tp]rant. The parts .partrcipatedin bracri budget'fuil;'t;rtti"iii-?"ilJi"iT ,'normal" pornography t rclve to :gl: 3n9 leveis. uii""'ou"nt"rp"rt, Dick panlcrpatein any mor Flood. ref hey cared h,.iilinq"Ai;d#;'""f$?tJill6,f$fi to see couldrarely succeed il'&"1fl?t#;;:i[ir} nave occasion to jT th_eirbiadiil ?5iiierry,,"bite videoraped perfor lor her unlessdirectly ordered uy senaioiny?a. books on 'wneras welr .onsideredhims6tr ne rth gradereadinp asmine, aird maintain6a-co"trir " "rb,iifr."-,'uurii""l.,, -- ielly's r u.s : ..?.",r,,, schoolinel $t""rHt couernrnen i' i"d' int"*"tt oriJ rra"io -atenedto viohf "ff :* Kelly would be ,'".lfi '*[fi:}iiil]l[t,#,f*#l$ red as to Kellv's ry"'Hfl?,,fr:f puDfrshedin Hustler. I rgetherand look ffi Dant6 both worked rugh a series of fr lor my lack of '$',,x'*r_il:,ltri,i;l,f ous 8t;'"'Jft fanaticism" theunderground. prvnt il:'r,',:!Li*f"#ifu Irngthe countrv and'D;te ii"#;n'l!osite r,?*l srmilariries,still was'not.^far coasts,which, despi. enough"ffiiJ'r*th their differences. the his handsin dramaticItalian.gesiur"i,-b*te \ Brentwood. obscenities _furiouslyspouted a su :hurch,throueh over Frvnr's pubrisfng-li'oior"i'i Flynt *r,ut r,e ctlee.f,J-;f,ir*pro1^fro tas sincefled'lo *t::le of .goinq p_ e*irtmes-tJ'gain favor/protection sovernmen r, Dant6 shou ted,_ a Michael ll g,I 91es. eiwrrB!9i#' ii,;fi f#;.;. at leastdurins Danrd,s oornographicfr1fr:;i'"t,,rtr", "r producing. served severalpur lission5, 1.g.' l:d.:_,{tor porn- according-to- Reagan,sown (well. perversronsand instruciions,Dantd k the Christiani government"gatherings". *ii ir"rint *;T;t ;;;'i";"i;;_, and Moore brtentimeJ-ftr"n-i -o to government(Ney^._WgUA others were prostitu rperatingunder :?ngus OTgertkqjers, Dant6 had hidden rmrng perversesexuar acts apparentlt ca whatthey were vrdeos i* i;;ure b6kdri";;;;. rclpants were scandalousin pr6portion,_d were Danteturned -ana-*i-r" usually orderedb_v Rt o believe thev the videos^ov6r tb corerUy,t"pi-"o!i"r-to himself. Dant6converted .neagan, p le out. a smalrt6r'o?'nit BeverlyHills iransion programmine securityvault, wherehe kept hil;t : pom d;;;fu of the internationalbrac le to maintaii' tapesthere. Amongthese stedprimarily internatioryty scandaloustapes are numerous producedat the ,""?:*1l'r*^fi*q9fitiil videosco he Mandrells. ,.^ praygroundin nor structed California,Bohemiari' G{oyg. According 'teligious"us on undetectable io. Houston, Dant6,shigh er cameras "d;;;E isr,-"ye eliteclub's numerous :*^lt9* lens were in eachc tgellstJimmv sexualperveision tteme'rooms. My. knowledge cameraswas due to the stra-tegicalty of tainingmind'- p.?..plol:^I_was comfiorrlnq. posrtronsof the poJ s" often prosrirutedto-in rh6"ari;.u; came r wasprogrammed k nKymeme rooms. . andequipped to functionln fuf;;;;;;'iiitremian ln orderto compromisespecini gou._*.nl-turt.ts c p" who was perverslons."Anvthing, accordingto theirper being anytim-e,_y*lrere hlmed operation *rtn anyone,,was my mo( d Kelly at the Giove in playground^t.*Tt;".pdiT"'i"oersrand the full funciionor filmed Kellv Pllt_*.^.^""1*l q my_pbrceptionwas limited to my own reat oughout thi: Michigan. gfra?:s.i.I{'"fi Mafiaand U.S. :3fii-i:i[,;""t1]:T*,q:i:,*,*,ill:;'rn'##; Govern{1,19{afi"t;.'ItJ;"lyse theterm ,,highest,, ascopious quantities of drugs loo: wereconsum"d'*,"r". project Monarch I\4 r69 Control slaves were routinely abused there to fulfill the primary purpose of the club: purveying perversion. Bohemian Giove is reportedly intended to be used recreationally, providing "party" a supposedlysecure environment for politically affluent individuals to withbut restraint. The only businessconducted there pertained to implementing the New World Order, through the proliferation of mind-control atrocities, "Masonic giving the place an air of Secrecy". The only room where business discussions were permitted was the small, dark lounge affectionately and appropriately- - referred to as the Underground.' Sex slaves were not routinely permitted in the Underground for security "entertainment". reasons,leaving the lounge's small stageas the only source of This entertainment ranged from would-be talents such as I-ee Atwater, Bill Clinton, and George Bush to CIA Operative entercainerssuch as Boxcar Willie and Lee Greenwood. On one occasion I was instructed to meet with former President Gerald Ford in the Underground where Ire Atwater was picking and singing. As I walked through the smoke-filled room to Ford's table, Atwater intemrpted his song to cryptically acknowledge my unwelcome presence by "Over "Country singing choruses of the Rainbow" and Byrd's song for me Roads" while emphasizingthe lines of "Almost heaven,West Virginia". My purpose at the Grove was sexualin nature, and therefore my perceptions were limited to a sex slave's viewpoint. As an effective means of control to ensure undetected proliferation of their perverse indulgences, slaves such as myself were subiectedto ritualistic trauma. I knew each breath I took could be my last, as the threat of death lurked in every shadow. Slavesof advancing age "at or with failing programming were sacrificially murdered random" in the "simply wooded grounds of Bohemian Grove, and I felt it was a matter of time until it would be me". Rituals were held at a giant, concrete owl monument on the banks of, ironically enough, the Russian (rushin') River. These occultish sex rituals stemmed from the scientific belief that mind-controlled slaves required severe trauma to ensure compartmentalizationof the memory, and not from any spiritual motivation. Mv bwn threat of death was instilled when I witnessed the sacrificial death of a young, dark-haired victim at which time I was instructed to perform "...the sexually"as though my life dependedupon it". I was told, next sacrifice victim could be you. Anytime when you least expect it, the owl will consume "prepared" you. Prepare yourself, and stay prepared." Being equated to being "on totally suggestible,i.e., my toes" awaiting their command. After returning to Tennessee,Houston attempted to distort my Bohemian "prepare Grove experience by instructing me to myself for imminent death". He ordered me into a bathtub of cold water, placed ice cubes in my vagina, then transferred me to his bed. There he tied a coroner's tygretag on my toe, and hypnotically deepened my trance to the point where my heart and breathing were nearly stopped. Then he gratif,redhimself on my cold, still body through faux necrophilia--reportedly one of his favorite perversions. Houston had "perfected" his perversion to the extent that he handed the keys to my death- state programming to Lt. Col. Michael Aquino for use in Reagan's Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstrations. My death-statealso further equipped me in my role of "anything, anytime, anywhere with anyone" to be accessedat Bohemian Grove. The club offered a "Necrophilia" theme room to its members. I was so "necrophilia" heavily drugged and programmed when used in the room, that the r70 "slipping "before urposeof the threatof actually through death's door" and being sacrificed knew it" did not affect me. My whole existence was balanced precariously o ly, providing the edge of death as a matter-of routine anyway. My roboti'c state didnr "partv" "luxury" ls to permit me the of self-preservation,and I could only do exactly what mplembntine was told to do. My necrophilia room experience was only for the purpose ( rl atrocities] providingDant6 a compromising film of a targeted member anyway. rerebusiness Other perversion theme rooms at the Bohemian Club included what I heal nDark "Irt's onately and Ford refer to as the Room'. When he not so cleverly said, go I the Dark Room and see what develops," I understood from experience that t for. security wasinterested in indulging in his perverse obsessionfor pornography. In tt 3rtatnment". Dark Room, members had sex with the same mind-controlled slave they wer twater, Bill viewing in pom on a big screen television. :xcar Willie There was a triangular glass display centeredin a main throughway where with former was locked in with various trained animals, including snakes. Member picking and walking by watched elicit sex acts of bestiality, women ivith women, mother ,le,Atwater with daughters,kids with kids, or any other unlimited perversevisual display. lresenceby I was once brutally assaultedby Dick Cheney in the Leather Room, whic e "Country was designed like a dark, black leather-lined train berth. As I crawled throug a". the leather flaps covering the narrow entrance, I heard Cheney play on the wor "berth/birth" perceptions as the soft blackness engulfed me. With the small openin : control to covered, the blinding darkness enhanced the sense of touch and provided a 'es "blew such as option of anonymity. Cheneyjokingly claimed that I his cover" when rk could be recognizedhis all-too-familiar voice and abnormally large penis size. ,ancingage There was a room of shackles and tortures, black lights and strobes, a rm" in the opium den, ritualistic sex altars, a chapel, group orgy rooms including postr "kitten' ler of time beds,water beds, and houses. I was used as a "rag doll" in the "to "golden 'numenton store,"and as a urinal in the arches" room. e occultish From the owl's roost to the necrophilia room, no memory of sexual abuse. led slaves as horrifying as the conversations overheard in the Underground pertaining I y, and not implementing the New World Order. I learned that perpetrators believed tht controlling the massesthrough propaganda mind manipulation did not guarant€ icial death there would be a world left to dominate due to environmental an r perform overpopulation problems. The solution being debated was n( "selected lt sacrihce pollution/populationcontrol, but massgenocide of undesirables.' I consume I to being Bohemian rt death". gina,then 'toe, and breathing y through ston had ny death- Iands-On ne in my lohemiair I Moor" often operated under the cloak of World Vision. n" I was so The wooden sign was carved to read: U.N.DERGROUND , that the I I7l funding to get them out of hot water financially. I am ready to do just that so Ear lolg as they follow my guidelines. Mr. Bennett is working out the details of Go' this-plan, and _will be sharing much of that with you. I need you to do what you real do best by enlisting the full cooperation of state government at the upconiing Governor's Convention. I have never demanded Conventional sef of vou before, but this time is different. Persuadethese Governors at their wealest moment--bring them to their knees while you :ue on yours, and convince them that global education is the gateway to the future if there is to be any future at all.' Early the next morning, deep underground in the NASA's Goddard Space Flight Center mind-control lab near D.C., Bill Bennett began preparing me for "CIA the program. NASA usesvarious designer drugs" to chemically alter the brain and create exactly the mind set required at the time. Huntsville, "Train-quility," Alabama's NASA drug of choice, createda feeling of absolute, peaceful compliance and a sensationof walking on air. The drug administered this time was sufhciently similar to Tranquility to create total compliance. The beating I had endured the night before had rendered me helpless, anyway, and I could barely crawl up onto the cold, metal lab table as the drug took effect. In the darknesssurrounding me, I could hear Bill Bennett talking, "This is my brother, Bob. He and I work as one unit. We are alien to this dimension- two beings from another plane." The high-tech light display swirling around me convinced me I was transforming dimensions with them. A laser of light hit the black wall in front of me, which seemed to explode into a panoramic view of a White House cocktail party--as though I had transformed dimensions and stood amongst "Who them. Not recognizing anyone, I frantically asked, are thesepeople?" "They're not people, and this isn't a spaceship," Bennett said. As he spoke, the holographic scene changed ever so slightly until the people appeared "Welcome to be lizard-like aliens. to the second level of the undergiound. This level is a mere/(mirror) reflection of the first, an alien dimension. We are from a transdimensionalplane that spansand encompassesall dimensions." "Infinite "Infrnite dimensions," Bob injected. dimensions spanned si- muhaneously." Bill said, "No limitations". Bob softly sang, "I€t freedom ring". "There ruly is no where to run and no where to hide from us. We're who th is looking from behind the Eye in the Sky," Bill continued. I€ "We're watching you," Bob said. He sang a line from the popular rock o song "I'll Be Watching You". "I C have taken you through my dimension as a meansof establishingstronger E holds on your mind than the Earth's plane permits," Bill Bennett was saying. "Being alien, I simply make my thoughts your thoughts by projecting them into B your mind. My thoughts are your thoughts."' The brief messageBennett programmed me with pertaining to Education E 2000 was to be directed to stale Govemors at the upcoming convention while al delivering a packet of information: "The a. children. We must consider the children. Think for a moment bevond B tomorrow. Our children are the future. Their future lies in education. W6 can control the future today by regulating education. Our thoughts and plans for the future--put in their text. A text they can understand. Children's textbooks. The highest levels of government, the most brilliant minds on the face of this 174 st that so jehils Earthwould like input.into.the of future by *"J of^,th...children. ivhatyou ,TiJiT,t' you, as pcoming r,ili.*f"ffi :' *i HlJif ', ot you ul T*; :l:x1 #?3l'"?: i* weakest ce them ufure at I Space me for Iter the tsville, solute, rstered . The and I hisis sion-- was front louse )ngst she ared nd. are si- 'EducationI 'ho 2000 was dasigned ., to increase our child to criticallythinx ror themsetves.you capacitvwhite destroying rcIen€d$::?tltt !o canllijtytq ck fd*wBn:;;#:fi as America 20O( ,T,l'ffi",,ff ;f"ff er n'uu"*io'ot sti"iilx^thiffi%?;ffigi;i:#y;I Il,tr{f#:::,fft simonds,pubrished bycitizens 5. ror to ",dl:':TiJnff:*l,'"ff Bennett, who was stiniJ*ilil;;lf,;;1,,ilTflorhisname,(Robert)c. In Humanities".._ li,l acting ;A;#; in 1984,was dasignatea Endownenr of e (apped) to becomeu lt"T^"-^l""onal the " George Bush and tbe Educationthroughhis appoinred1'-t91-"*tBennett asSecreta ir"*'w.rii5ra""r'";tT:^9o-tf d *Tlff .rv_ofEducation. ;;;_,_,;ri flil#rfr, g^*;*:Jt 1 pertinentro.y ffiff ;ffi TT1?" ilJ"in;" GrobarEducation prqject. ) otherdimensions dolphin programming ' and is the.:1':T1 ,suqc-e^srsrhat water is "a mirror !o r,ni'*"-il il;ilffr:l##lf;llvetixed ;i,h.'. ;;r;;i;,:" 175 slaves. Identicallv mirror programmed, we operated in unison. The delicate red rose tatoo on my friend's left wrist signified her enslavementto the (New World) Order of the Rose to which Mulroney belonged. fvly friend and her young daughter reportedly were often transported across ttre UlS.-Canadian borier aI Nia[ara Fails for ]rostitution to Mulroney. The sexualabuse of her precious child was used as a trauma base to maintain control of her mind just as Kelly's abuse traumatiz"d .9.. Itfulrgney had prwiously Niagara Falls in my friend and me-alo-ng with our accessedse* irogrammin! at "buslness daughters--to satisfy his sanctionedperversions as though.lt- were- as usuil,'. Had I beeir capable of connecting events, I would have felt enonnous relief that our daughierS were not forced io participate in his sexual assault this time. "Mission" complete, I slipped on my dress and prepared to-leave. "I'[l -Mulroney pointed to me and'crypticalli-said, be seeingyou around. Maybe I'll see vou in Mackinac. Mav bg somewhere in time"' In three lines, Mulroney i:xoertlv tied the immaliate moment to childhood cues and current Mexican NAffA operations, as well as prepared me for my next encounter with him on Mackinac Island. 1 'Th" ord". of the Rose" was an emblem of those ushering in the New World order. "Orders from the Rose' were orders from George Bush. 2 "my R""g- first introduced me to u.N. Ambassador Madeleine Albright as mentor" in 'Madeleine Jesuit operations in the caribbe€n. Albright is a saint,' Reagan told me, forming "The my perception of her. Mother Teresa of the Caribbean-' 3 whil" I was in Jarnaica under Albright's (via Bush's) instruction, Larry Flynt photographers took advantage of my being there to use the picturesque Dunns River Falls as a backdrop for pornographic photos to be used rn Hustler. 4 R.rg"o,, red rose triggered a sexual mode usually used to compromise/blackmail dignitaries and lock them into loyalty to the Order of the Rose. t78 icate CHAPTER 21 New lross GLOBAL EDUCANON 2OOO The ntrol My programmed role toward implementing Education 2000 according to the in contact lusly '*ithohns bf th6se ushering in the New World Order brought me back 1 our fo.mer Governor 6f Tennessee,I-amar Alexander, and eventually Canadian ss as PrimeMinister Brian MulroneY. mous I had met I-amar Alexander in 19?8, at a satanicritual I was subjectedto in t this anaffluent neighborhood of Nashville, Tgnqe,spee.Lamar -Alexander presided over this sex-6riented occult ritual with full understanding of my Project oney MonarchMind-Control victimization and the impact his actions were having on ll see rnvmind. It was mv exDeriencethen, and intermittentlythroughout the years, oney thit tamar Alexande'r'ss'exual perversion was to bring his victim to the point of rican deaththrough "the oral suffocation. mon During course of publicly exposing Tennessee's need for education reformas"instructed, I wai in c 179 Bonnie shared in this friendship with the Mandrells and was looking (llu "friends" seeingher in the band. tbt I, too, was looking forward to talking with I-ouise Mandrell, but for a different reason. Barbara had just endured her near-fatal car crash, andI deeply concemed for her welfare. Throughout the 1980s while lo the guise of the Country Music Industry, Alex Houstontoured with !d and/or Louise Mandrell on a regular basis. Occasionally Barbara and I ro0 "church," each other in the Hendersonville I-ord's[.ord's Chapel. This church w offshoot of Billy Roy Moore's Lord'sI-ord's Chapel, and was pastored by his mi * Ale controlled slave.slave, Mike Nelson.Nelson, who became close friends with BBarbara.t I htel Houston and I were present when Mike Nelson broke program, and attemptd of bro' flee for his life with Barbara Mandrell. The pastor was subduedwith a stung qlt to and immediately relieved of his position, while Barbara frantically sougl 6ljun answersto the questionsthe two of them had managedto raise. ilrct Alex Houstonwas touring with LouiseMandrell in 1984when I-ouise had "premonition" Dit"P; of Barbara's imminent demise--muchthe same way Inretta Lym "psychicly 'l predicted" her son's murder. Like the murders of I-oretta's sonud inf Country Music entertainer Keith Whitley, I was aware of Barbara's plannd of '( accident before it occurred due to Alex Houston's direct involvement. Theg '( traumas were also used as a meansofoI lockingloclong inrn my mrnd-controlledind-controlled beliefbehet thattM "no tl I had where to run and no where to hide". Worst of all. I could not thinl to speak of what I knew due to my own absolute mind control. While Barbara physically survived her ordeal, her voice was silencedas planned. ,"; When Bonnie and I arrived at Opryland Hotel, we hunied to the ballroorn Benn where Louise Mandrell would be performing. My concern for Barban I detractedme from my appointmentwith I:mar Alexander until one of I-ouise's Othe dancerswho knew of my role put me "back on track". Govr "What "You're What are you doin!doing here?" he demanded. supposedto be at Rhett Butler'sler'slr's restaurantNOW.NOW.' bent I hunied to the restaurant where I-a,mar Alexander was having dinner with Senator Byrd and several govemors. Byrd was participating in the function for (Bet reasonsunknown to me, but I was aware that he had fiddled at the Opry. Byrd thin stoppedeating just long enough to acknowledgemy presence, "Where have you refl been?" I "I " was checking on Barbara over at the show, I replied as Iamar Alexander ran excusedhimself and walked over. bel Putting an arm around me and turning me away from the table, he wo "You whispered, could wind up just like her if you don't get with the program. of You've got programs to hand out. But right now, you're intemrpting my M: dinner. Have you had anything to drink?" go "No, Sir," I replied, traumatizedat the magnitudeof his threat. I-amar Alexander instructed me to leave immediately, order a grasshopper ca from the conservatorybar. and wait for further instructions. ha It was a matter rif routine for me to order a "grasshopper" from Opryland w Hotel's conservatory. The ice cream "drink" was specially made--alwayswith a hypnotic drug in it. As sometimeshappened, the waitress was unfamiliar with the process, and conservatory harp player and CIA operative Lloyd Lindroth interceded. The drug had the same effect as that administered at the D.C. pi NASA programming center by Bennett, and my mode was robotic compliance. After the drug kicked in, Lloyd Lindroth instructed me to proceed to the \ main ballroom of the Hotel, where Lamar Alexander would be meeting me. o 180 Theouterlobbyoftheballroomwas.decoratedinwall-sizemuralsthatextendedon the far wall to *ili;;'iii":rir"'.t "r'.tieinJ - oepicteo tothe top of the gotnrc i fiad seen'the murals to be ractng io*io the grand tt"itciG'- 3ry aooeared seemJ-to t""t asthey did to me that numeroustimes before, fii';";;it"d"ttrey "frtJ vas rt*"y 6""Ur9 doois leadingio the ballroom niehton the NASA o*i' io open'it' Inside' very tfur iJ'ifiii;d;iih il *v ittengttt ara cairsedme to feel was-relieveilwhen l-amar rhernom was a seaot brack suils and-ties, anJ'I i:Iw lobby' ffift;t uitt.i.a-t"" backout into the to those an td;"in as a cryptic'l indicator Alexanderpositioni?";;- ;ir'"int-" Tu# wasprovided a box nd- I wasu. mind--contrott"Oitiu". ,lex inthe know that idUilnlottution I was to hand envelopespu.*i]tfr tt"'iiOu*tion tn Ito ofbrown d me on exactlvwhat I wasto say outro rhegovernors. ni&"iioii;;-rtr""t with in D.c. Then gun #;;"i;;"tl.tuo prog***.a rie rght coniuncrionwith the ""t.r in rhecapacitv of a heietumed to thebaurilft, ?ir"i""ili "ip#"iiii rda ot*Pir. paunchy-governorasked' you waitingon the train?"a i'sutI packet ynn "No. t -r*"'i'- i['"n'."i i i"ia' q9PY" and Sir," !ttry"11{"r t"rl" iiTo yout toomfor you?" information*itr, youlna*J-t'ii ii' S1"r1 rned of""Tdhi'da-*tt"i heasked.' it mv name?" on theenvelopes' nese nGovernor,", ,"rpotiati''rrt"i"-"tiq{y wereno names that "Astu!e," havefor me?" tt" r"rponi't f4;-Ydili.li-rtanOing.it.to y,"-t ;ena elsevou want hink 'Thispacket," r *'fri"d, hi*'- anything"Education, bara si,ii"tt# of sill complimeirtsor ramar'it;";lGr utia t"pp.ai oom Bennett." ^ r--.^-r^' r'^i cuednrrpd-pi"f.- rhemthem as to mymv oosition'p Accordingto somegr the men'-AlexTg:l-l?9 ana Onio bara .ro""*oi of Pennsylvanii fnornburgh- ise's Others.such as then 6;"',t""'-?l"IrtJ#:1"#fi?SJ'"TilTiin nameonit".' I wassaving asI lhett ,ou' *{ jP,t',tni Mic hi gan BiI I :l',tJ:'';[""3$t, Bechgd_9r -in,.lT'lT9 ;' same with i*i insuttm€ thatwiy' I'm doingthe n for Bennett)wouldn't tt*piJjo*"asTo The figuiesI offer hereyou are,-but'f;;; i"ty oiirtt""t."ppi"""fi' Byrd ihing n;yichii^an schoolsystem." you rcflecrthe successo, "oui"iioniridoiil awaie of Michigan's ) cou"i"J"'1t-*"h"ta'':*o *"i *ttt "I I recosnized "speartingof *ttictt"' he continued' rankingfirst in trrenatioii'in;;;il":' since she is mder trti" v"""oi itr-se'aays believeI se€ your to'ii"T';;;;1G" i; siGr or v*it';!;il (ri'-rnv) 1l'lmSexample :, he workinsin the schoot'''T'ttuti"iii" little'sister is coming to of whit proper inrt,utti#'*ii"pioo"ut"' of how ;ram. Your whole ramily is a prime example gmy Mackinac-tofurther r,eritiits. ;q "g"inin,ra13r Alexander's rqom3s the night r*fluflt,'ff-Y,fl'*nni" t" asked'Bonnie' who blose."eonnii"hoJs-t-hat snake "f i;;ti; opper cameto a CIA photographerJimmy hadbeen r,rmeo pornoiraprtriiri dv -uirnmercial ryland w.rt".i*iitr-oi.ti'r*iPii",ut".-"ttu.o"p"]PPaconsticter'"*;Cieatt" "How'syoursr- with a Bonnielaughed. r with haddone numerous times in the ;ffH*i*o-l"tfioi:fft.as she,admittedlv ndroth -Irt it loose!" 'n D.C. pd;1;ti"iitffyi1c, to me project o6-"t"tnoning his pants' Referring '1 nce. lamar Alexano"t ;when *"r" a-worm with no hint he said, I first saw vo","vo" to the Monarchterms rg me. ofbeing a butterflY." 181 "Daddy (Alex Houston)said she was a diamondin the rough," Bonnie eve We volunteered.---;;StrJittines "I now". Turning to me he said, know you are a shoeshiner, ne€ yor and*-B;il;;;*-f"*iti"tmine need a shine." with the Stockyardbooth and lamar Alexander's pre "{hy .*ittg, iiugtted *tten he said, don t you both takea foot"' nyrd's irearbyioom as instructed. He was in the ups Tasf'com-plete,I w;i io "I-buise Uut1ioom-pi6a1i;t himself fo'r UeO. had her feathersruffled over On themdown a bit'" Drying ffibir-J; Joffislon-*ittrdistiny andI hadto smooth "[-ooks ttii Aouehgrev handson a toliel, he turnedto me and said, like you've hadvou-r rv-inds spread a bit tonight." '/I up anddown the stairs,"I stated. woreaiath "I'r jujt M;;h'i#;-i"ii'"f n" ,"id, not going-remember to fiddle with you further...I He *-JJ---io 6iui you something.io me by--Bye'" compartmentalized*'5il'ih;t*ir"t, my memorywith his stungun' -C-u,ii-(ellv and'l weretransportea to MackinacIsland, Mic-higan to rn""i *iirr Phme Minister Briin Mulroneyat then-GovernorJames Blanchard's". mansion. iio*io" led-kelly and me to a horse drawn carriaega; e9icklt.,-"-t^ that meI: steppedoff the ferryb6atonto the timeless,-antiquated,isl-j: ] 1"I9T Cah'aOianflags'iifriv weie aluin nying at the Grand-Hotel,but wasof no mind to q;;ii"". *il"i"tty U6siO?me, apparentlydrugged as our carriagetook us-- throueh-in" -nuiiirthe woods to theGovernor's manslon' in ttt" mansionwere reminiscentof the recent Tennessee Co*.io.?J-"onu*tion, Michigan GovernorBlanchard, Ohio governor Dick v_anderJagt.and c.rlri., *a iennsylvanincoi"-o, Dick Thornburgh..Guy "honor". to bt the gue-stof --"fi;lirrv n6ra wereals6 prisent. Mulroneyappeared "I reacfreaoui f{iJ handsand grtbril me, told you _I would seeyou somewherein time! I slippedtime, space,and distance to be heretJus evenlng. You^ --,,?;,-si;. andI have - some ground to cover." Bennetthas ir"iiaE"i n&gan's Gtobal.Education Secrelary Bill ,"nt r"'to oeliverthis educa"tionpacket directly to you." .I Yq to delivera iri", ir,l*" invefope-oi-Oocutitentssimilar'to [hose handedout at the Governor'-- s Convention. "I've excusedtrimself. alreadyheard the schpiel,"he saidas he ni-"f.,"t6 wi turned'-' to his otherguests, leaving Mulroney and me alone' GfoU"i-*:"iuti"on iJttre waie of the firture," I recitedas programmed.As g"tt Gat". and smallerdue to highertechnology tlTlllg-lh" glo9"' hy ttr" *oiii wi oui childrEnmust be educit"Oin the ways-of the world' Lducationas it is, Uii"fu-"o"ip, themfor lG in their own bickyard. We needto becomeinvolved Global g0 il;" Ail{;n;r "Auiution for the sakeof tfreir future and our_legacy. "I a"-""tiil ir ttr" *ay. The only way. I-ook into it..." I handedhim the envelope."...Peer into thefuture." M hir "ttns long enoughto acceptthe envelope,which he 8Il Mulronevuncrossed "I ""ru^"fi" iorr'"1 on;;h"it. am intirested-inthe children,-the legacywe leave ID d;* ;Jiffi *" tft"p" tft"i. futute by the way we recordour history in their rit Rosecues, he signalledme to photograph.lcallyrecoro test.,, UsingOrder of ihe "Tell his wordsf6r futuredelivery. Mr. Bennett(sss),"he htssed'grypttcally ke re revealing his ""implementationth:at Bill and Bob Bennett worked together using ii"iifi-:Uii" tfr"r"r, rnlemenrntinnis high.hish- I'ml'm already-sold--onalreadv sold on Global EI Z-CftiO*O fr"u. iOOition"tpirints I would like for themto consider. Headsetsat to r82 " everycomputerstationtotgp"_Yt-.--?olll,".S"-:1p::,'^:t*rll:t-,lff Bonnie "i;utplp"*d, andthe gendrations of the future mavlf; ii;tirf,iili"ffiiir"il--a "lf9,1.lt]$e'v needan added booster tobringto bnng tfrirtnupmem up [oto spee$'.-espeerr' A yniled uurLt;u Ct"p4tsrvua re shiner, future into a clear and voureducation package as a bisis is de'stined-tobring the r:^ ' ri exander's irefnt.reality. and me ;ili#;'i;*plete, Mulroney triggeredmy.seT. prog.ramming ,led ty wiiting,waiting, entrancedunder vasin the uDstalrsreircirs torn theme bdroomsherlroomsDeoI where kelli-wasKellY was robiltically fled over Oidersof the Rose. " Drying ke you've rer. I just ye." He Michigan nor James kly as we d that the o mind to riage took Tennessee :rnor Dick erJagt and honor". d see you rsevenrng. lennetthas r deliver a rut at the I practice even though 3 to 5 minutes said as he I h"u" witnessed girls die of suffocation from this withgut breathing is common. , Houston's pedophilia and stage mmed. As While Bonnie was not raised in Project Monarch' ti control her own actions. Bonnie is a multiple , the globe, hyposis techniques rendered Bonnie unable ln as it is, *ith"'-i1rl, a record of prostitution in need.of therapy and care' directinvolvement in theProject Monarch re involved nr*a'r"ii"p"Jy oJ**a SenatoiByrd's of his incestuouslyabused dauqhtel with Houston' :y. Global governmentmind-conirolled victimizations ;tt"uiog your nest--that's what the Byrd taught me'" t' him the t"tio can be a lucrative way to feather Mandrellcontinued,'l.ouisewasalittlewithdrawn,andsheneededtocomeoutofhercocoon :, which he andspreadherwings.IrantheicleabyByrd,andhesaid'Ifshedoesn'thaveatalent'let's ' viola, there she is. Another star on the :y we leave nake her one. What is a band without " niat"f And orv in their rise"* launched from NASA City, USA (Hunwille, Alabama)'" forbidden, and-conversations are :aliy record ry;;.:6;u"*"." mind-controlled slaves are usually occurs' Throughout the years' my owrr cryptically kept to a minimum lest cross-programming triggering basis, whereas Irby Mandrell *her using reiationship with the tvtandrils was limited to a zuperficial on Global .'ptoy.a.Houston,shlpnoticabilitiestomaintainmindcontroloverhisdaughterswhile Headsetsat touring. r83 CHAPTER 22 pea( stro resc MY CON-TRA-BUNON agft sakt U.S. and Mexican relationswere flourishing in the successesof NAFTA's repr groundwork, while polictical differencespertaining to Nicaraguaremained a Am minor point of contention. Since the Catholic Vatican'sIntelligence arm of effc Jesuits-wereworkins closelv with U.S.Intelligence to usherin theNew World reg: Order,they usedtheir establishedinfluence in Mexico and Nicaraguato provide wol ground for "diplomatic relations". My dual mind-controlvicti- edu a common "diplo- mazationby the CIA andthe Jesuits since childhood, and my previous pra matic relations"in Mexico thrustme into the role of messengerand prostitute Rei to Nicarasua'sDaniel Ortega. Pol wh WereFresident Reagan'i Nicaraguan Freedom Fighters fighters OF freedom wo of FOR freedom?My mind-controlledexistence rendered me incapableof pon- "passion relr deringsuch questions. Nevertheless, I had a programmed burningin wo the Contrasas was patrioticallyinstilled through torture, when my bosom" for Yo on my "peacekeepingmission" to Nicaraguafor Reaganlate in the I dmbarked cht summerof 1985. Po destination.Since Nicaragua I boardedNCL as usualto reachmy appointed wi to a remote was not a port of call for NCL, | flew from the Yukatanof Mexico ne top clearingthat I militaryairstrip in Managua.It was in this smallmountain en met wlth CommandantDaniel Ortega, as had been arrangedthrough the yo Vatican. Re I was dressedseasonably in shorts,with my long blond hair tuckedback in te( a Frenchbraid. Ortega'sattire, too, was reflectiveof the casualair to meeting. tu: His tan,military uniform had worn thin,and was free of anyprotocol insignias. ge The dark, rose-coloredsunglasses he peered through apparentlyhad not "noble th changeshis somberview of the cause"he claimedto represent'A man "Come th of few words,he greetedme with an order, with me." I rodewith him ct in silenceas he diove a jeep the short distanceacross the airstripto a small, AC neat,two story,white, frame house As we cameto a stop in front of the house,Ortega said in a sad,slow voice, "l c( haveneeds like any man. But I feel like a whore myselffor accecptingyour li President'soffer." br His bedroomwas cleanand functional, with numerousassault weapons scat- t( teredaround. I did not seeany modernconveniences or personaleffects, but a Ortegaseemed to be at home in his surroundings. sl Oltega'sdemeanor was that of a man who had abstainedfrom sex longer h thanmo.st in his politicalposition. As he slowly unbuttonedhis shirt,I noticed d a Catholicmedailion with the secretJesuit ascension/dessension symbol on it, tl a commonaccessory among Jesuit spooks. He satin wicker chairas I followed h his silentlead in gratifyinghim orally. 0 While he chain smokedcigarettes, I sat in front of him on the floor, and "President ! relayedReagan's message to him as programmed.I began, Reagan t a messengerof peace." t hassent me as "l'd He casuallyinterrupted, slowly looking me up and down. like to have a oiecein a few more minutes." - "Your I continued, people have enduredmany hardshipsthroughout their existence.He (Reagan)only wantsto help. The Americanpeople want to see 184 oeaceand freedom in vour land. Mexican and U.S. relations are growing irongerby the day, and-it is imperative that we resolve your conflict in order to resolieour own'with the M-exican government. We have come to the agreementwith Mexico that the Nicaraguan conflict must be resolved for the dkeof your people as well as our own. I am here on a_peacekee-ping.mission represeniativeof Vatican-based common ground shqed. by b.oth Mexican and Airericangovernments, to enlighten you to our peaceful intentions. The unifred effortof Mexican-American eatholic missions is to promote peace in your rcgion,while only enhancingyour culture. The world is rapidly turning toward w6ddpeace, and Nicaragua-is way behind the times-from technology ?nd ducatibnto government ideals and-religious senvi_ctions.- Pope John Paul is 'neigan',FaVingdilieently for peacein your region, and hasjoined forces with President tr,t6xico-,and even the Soviel Union to ensure that peace. - He- (the fope)knows your goals, he knows ygqr 4otiles (I leaned f9*99, almost wtrisieringfroh mi own instilled beliefl, he knows your soul. We can all worfin tindem to ichieve that peace. Nicaragua, small though it may.be. in rclationto the rest of the world,ls a signifrcanf stepping stone toward unifying worldpowers. It can no longer be a source of contention and diYgreement. Yourfr:ople must be free. FJee to worship God through your holy Catholic churcf.that is first and foremost on PresidentReagan's agenda, as well as the Pooe'sand Presidentde la Madrid's. A New World Order is coming into being wiihor without you; it is an inevitable processthat cannot be stopped. A whole newworld of piace awaits us all. I can see you iue a peace-loving man. It emanatesfrom-your being. Blood has flowed-across your land so heavily that yourpeoole arb drowniie in it. Together- we can cauterize that wound. ftepta.i btooa flow with- cash flow. Americanization can- upg-rade-your Ecirnologyat a rapid rate. Your People could compete in-world mar*ets by.$" nrmof t[e centurj. Your future global position has already-been determined by gographyalone.- Flow with it.- IJad your people out of Po1erty-' Educate fneriii d manner conducive to their destined position in wodd markets. Free themfrom their struggles that have held them captiv_efor so_long. Allow the peace,prosperity and-freedom. can clurchbells to ring wiltr good news of "-You achieveall of vour-goals for your country's advancementwith our help. 0rtega thoughtfirtty nnisheO smoking a cigarette, and lit another as he "iell -up confrden-tlyrepl'ied, your President that I have seen his freedom, and listenedto his'words projecieOthrough yet another example of it. He paints a hutifut picture suspendedwithin his framework. A picture can appear serene toitsbehblder whiki it is being gazed upon. I cannot worship a graven image, mdthe picture he paints is jusithat. Wc have fought loo.halg and too long, millineSweat anO blooO acrbss this land in our determined effort to maintain human-valuesinstilled in us by our forefathers, who gained their profound wis- domfrom the original Cathoiic missionaries. These values are the same as froseportrayed in-President Reagan's painted pictur_e-only ours are.real. His have6nlv srirface value. like aniother-paintint. If I were to concede, I would onlybe iramed within the pictuie he paints, -!ung gn his-wall like a.trophy. I wilinot mislead my people, in spite oT his offers o! yealh and position. I am [ue to my conviciions, and when he is true to his,. then we will meet on commonground and have something of substanceto discuss. For now, words areonlv a waste of our time." nl'll OrtLgaput out his cigarette, and pulled back the covers on his bed- hkeyou"somewhere plea-sant." ffe took a well-used opium pipe/bong off his 185 tg dresserand handedme a nozzle. I had beentrained t9 accept.anydrug.giv.en ."-*-iifr tn" onty e*ceptionU"ing the strictly. forbidden puliu-3' I hesitated d;"g; aisireo t" it.*"t dptfq. 'ls.ihe^drugtooi( said'-"This ;;ii {fTJ-le of couldbe the way to *oriO p*."1t_Sex with Orte[a walSJvery leastfree forcedto-have."diplomatic relations" '*iirt;"ilil p;;rJi"". u"lid rnort I was foit'nJr*gan eaminiitration, h9 fell asleepwhen he was throughdue to belweenopium and cocaine. witl the"'- difference he i1.,f-h;k oi-ir"'ioiti a trom outsideawoke him. _As-I.prepared to leave, arbr ieep;i opium from his my said^';W;'i;- riatt, Uq inch o^rso .1.'is ball of b=lack per-sbnafstash, wrapped it in the cellophangfrgm cigarettepaggqe wrapper' the more fid;;,-;Gli" ifri'r'toyour Presidenland. t€ll him that Youand I found refe the surfaceof his painted i'** *itft-It-tre tttiJ suUstandtd hiii "*t i*P"tt on "Come Prot aoor quietlybehinti me he said, back and see mo, !i66i.,; ctoseOttri " ire"'-i';;r'i;fti"t"tireturned whenYou have more to offer. witl by plane to washingtol, D.9. where^_my uni: ".i-ssioi; trid "tiii"dt a. T-fti* tiind t was taken directly to Bush's office, Gor the ;il;;;-i aiiiverea" Ortela's- .essuge verbatim. Eliminating most of ther guih-i*tru.t"d?e messa_g€_to.Reag?Jr. Unable to and iiuf-olur, to delivir a_partial "-Need perceivemessage "oni"ni---O p"opt" biyond^my to-Know" mind- visi a ;;;;;il.d ]i;iia view, I h;d n6 co:nceptlhat ortdga's messagewould have sup irpact. 1 neJei occuneoto m'ethat ot g." had.proven himself to be ;a;d; prostitute ai-*uctt a hypocriteas tre purported^n:ug"{t.to bebylsing-free me as.a NC ;d;&;"t6i of badne*s'tn,i*ing-full iell. thatI hadno will with which hel th"" messagemore palah6le. revision of Ortega.'smessage anc to make .Bush's I aaOeOfuet to a pro-uerUiat-fiJttrat t didn't even know was burning when cre deliveredthe messageto Reagan. Thr (to the Oval re-l Bush was with Realan fiA tn" in Reagan'ssecondary office "Daniel of the White iffi* ; I relayedihe message-a! instructed, mir offrcet- But 6ffii i'"'i;*.;'6;ilg-;x11, who seeicsthe_ same resolutions that we do. to f," toiO me io tell you---1i-augin my pursefor.the opum) that he and I found pe( ;;;;'"*;; i" tttis'suUsiancel-Gha;ded the opium to Reagan)than you'll ever lefl imoari""'Br;ti'ililJon the surfaceof your paintedglobe'" anl "in*ein'i fice instihtly turnedbeet red -wit! rage.^ Bushthen Mr fol and.told gol ,*.i"0 and spun up Jut Jf tris ctrair, iook the opium !iry"]-l "SettleOown.--fnlie's 'ie more. It seemsth6 only peace.shespread was loc Reaean. "i my ;;tr[j h;;"leg;; rte.oeafor the door, saving, would reconsider inr ili*eie in you.iftEi-consiAeting.*hatls friling hers." Bushdropped cor ;;iid; "It's running inf f,ir e';! A"*n tt" Uic['o-f'rf Ggiio my"shoesas he c6ntinued, douin-- both sides of herlegs." sal oouioustv r wouldnil be subjectedto sex with Reaganthat 4I' I was of ;Aflil" back io Mexico, whereI resumedmy NCL cruise' Ar ori"ftl'""i"g'r.a I irvi;il"";';;;ty-"i the event compartmentalizedthrough high voltage, anl feiieved'atthe tinie thatI hadnever been gone at all' WC nu w? of un ac hu 186 rg glven to I hesitated CHAPTER23 aid, 'This ast free of relationsn U.HIRLEL I4SIAN rgh due to In the fall of 1985, lle $me-6ir;;;r"ili'ii, part of me that met-;Bill"' with Ortega was walking leave, ylS..-S=Cyappointed; crA 6-"r""; he arDouredrose garden of his lh?oughthe from his LongIstand esrate. #_ipur"ting- p"it;ili;v wrth_,C,.1r:t.t"c;"i|the wrapper, meTI currenr*rliLYrli.cian,programmi"g union Fgr" experriseinorcarrve or rnd betweenCatliotic ario cle o1ir."iionr.-c;G"il; more refenedto as a 'man.-o{. ti.li;n"- Reagan s painted programmed"undersranding". "r iur' io.,nrng my Jesuitmind-control have; w";ia vir%;fl#;i'p#f. < and see movingthe ny ,"_ moreviolent fictions "i r""i"ii", world wideand rbplacing withfairhful leaders of one them here mv worldg;;;;il;and the""i*"rio..ilu?.n, gtouut unificationis eminent. gearitguf-"iri"",_a it s office-, Godhas moved 11i1a cameto mein my dreams. : me to move men. r've -o"& rhem hereand I,ve of the there-nowir's time to mdvedthem Inable removenem. My-wo'ad tisio";;i.pl-rr.r"tr," grou" ' to andputs to restanv anau tensions, mind- ano*'i strrie,oierpoputution, and-starvation. My I have a ]]'ffiT,ff:|du,1'l:',""' ciu'ciiJJi"!-ii ilt ;;t^il"r0fr.#'ii; tril,ji slf to be Referringto mv mind-controlred rostitute involvementin Haitian operationsvia NCL,casei furtheidefined-'ihe ""Jr";;'ry;'r h which helped heartfeltmission in Haiti has in mv worrd vision ques!f--#, pdt to abandon message andturn their eves to God hedonisticvoodoo when I "ia-c"dri;"ii"ny th;f;;; aililn,'ii.y nu"" createdanatmoiphere ple-vir wrre-redy'u TheLord iiigu. wiil bevisited 6n'their rand. has so-moved me to move men'wh-o s!ar9 rc Oval re-movethose who o-ur goals into place, and "Daniel t*,tl.t:yay o,f*"gl lt_isfor ir.,t,i""ron'ir,at your missionin Haiti mustbe.brought to'a cloie. Baby Lo. But t0 Doc, in his tirelessdevotion savingthe demonicallypo-ssessed i*"6t uoi tr,9 I found peopledie uuraenoi-Jaicning tris 'll the wretcheddealttr un-teaitr"l "f"" irr*e doomedfor ever left with no arternative hell. we are bur to h""dT" ;;;o of God and sparehim from annihilation. For this reason, we will send sh then Mercenaries) in-the misriiiiies g"suit ro inocurate^tne'oeilgn-pop.uritio; ;ith ; vaccinethil ;ili;par; td told goodof heartbv virtue onry the ad o,fits -rourismeri-"it"ipt, ro mainrainHaiti within was guin will cease. the ler my ]gq 9t.rrna19iil muit ue stoppedfor the sakeof the nnocentsvisitine a oraguedrand. oespite our ropped complied diff6iences,'ri"iilbo" r,u, with trie viticin;s ord''' to ;il5't-"ri or his unning infestedtand, abiritiesin his demon_ and must resignhi; p.;i it to him ro rransport ufety. It is our dutv -'w;;;" him to as AmEricans-d roilo*iis of God to obeythe I was ofour Lord and Mlsbr^and ;i"t "ifi-fr;;ki commands :ruise. Americanand follower virfi rrl;l#fiy asan tge, I of G_odto instilitre uni;rrhili& ti,ui6itnil'rpot"n, anda plagueis imminent...pabyp9"'il u"iliir"p-"d word you for transitionand awaits of direction. will ^pr6vide- him ;if, ihat: *ord.,, yithwrth mymv perceptionsperceorions "understanding"- distorted -danJ qtih;il"cethnli" Jesuirrpcrrir nrprogrammed ^, .**^r instill'ed,.t*as pi-pareolo-"r"r,grourlyaccept,,any wastold. I bElieved and all I rhat the.eu,itut'ionin rt"iii'.r,i". u riory wli, neJeicapaote ofrealizing ir wasa testrun uatuefoiiiie.i"aii" tr,ir,iii''*"ria'fi;b. The devorionI fert toward.thg rlai-tdpeopte *as .or!^itrii-a'ierigious understandingof these arternatery c"rfii,*s#;fi; "ft;;;rrilTpdri. actuallysubconsciouslv r *", recogniz'ing;td;6fi fu mind-conrrolledihves in humancreated hel cariedltilti. this ionsciourry,ino* tnow li ilr-dr;'; pan ,o 187 the visible stun gun/prod marks, plastic ever-present smiles that never quite to op€ intend reach their dead apiearing eyes.- The children clung, to _their wide-eyed mothers. as thev peiforme 188 er quite !o open i1 and find the usual pierced chameleon and found, instead, a weapon ide-eyed intendedfor one." ngnized He openedthe box in front of me. Inside, laying on a bed of cotton, was an I seen a elaboratedagger with a handle of the same rose crystal from which the crucifrx "our ttedinto Byrd,had presented me on wedding night" was made. My first personal pulation meeting with Casey promised to be torturous as I recognized Byrd's participationin the grisly ordeal. "Is c armed I listened, deeply tranced, as Casey said, it a knife or a crucifix? I can't think to tell. Both symbolize martyrdom as far as I'm concerned. Note the rose pattern umanity cutinto the crystal. Now, I wonder who would have sent me this to give to Service you.' e guard Even under mind control I knew, as I was supposed to, that Byrd had remote provided him with the knife. My worst fears were confirmed when Casey "In with an beganusing Byrd's hypnotic induition, like a knife, sharp and clean, I'il n carveout what I want. Casey sliced through the front of my bra, exposing the I have ueabetween my breastswhere Byrd routinely cut me with his pocketknife. He Casey's piercedinto my breastbone deeply so that I 6eteved I would iplit, and indeed a book did split off a personality fragment compartmentalizing this event. Using r Read standardJesuit-based infinity program, Casey instructed me and programmed nto the mewith messagesthat I would deliver as though my life depended it-. "You oh e book _ must go to the Citadel and warn our Dominican brothers of impending doomto their neighbors in Haiti. From the Dominican side (of the Haitian blouse. island)you will be flown to Port Au Prince where you will meet with Baby Doc md his (Duvalier)at his Palace. He is already receptive to your word, and knows that ourself my words are your words and your word is Silence. You must tell General " a peep Cedrashis Order is from The Rose. Casey touched the white rose in his lapel, ed and signalingme to photographically record his-words verbatim. lence,5 Whgn he was through programming me with his message, "As Casey told me, )unt to quickly as you complete this mission, you must depart Haiti, never to ng any returnagafur." Casey used excessive high voltage to compartmentalize my memory. I recall being nauseatedand ill from his stun gun as I departed his dity of long Island compound/home via ferry programmed with messages to Cedras Like andBaby Doc. labor. Haiti had recently been dropped from the NCL itinerary as a Port of Call, a state blt the Dominican Republic side of the island remained open to tourism. When ld not Houstonand I debarked the NCL ship in Puerta Plata, we walked past a World left in Visioncargo ship that was being unloaded at the dock. I recall thafa soft ocean r with breeze-gently llfted thg hem of my white, gauzy dress as I weaved my way when throughthe dockload of World Vision freight to a waiting automobile. Religion and politics apparently mix in the Dominican Republic as ed the evidencedby the inseparablemixture of Catholic Missions, old forts,-statuesof ), airy ChristopherColumbus, and Catholic Shrines. As we drove past the mountain Lththe tramway that takes tourists up and down to the rustic Citadel and Catholic "Chameleon" laroon Shrineat the top, Houstonpelpetuated the book scramble. Dually rcferring to Cedras and the short donkey ride from the tram to the Citaddl ain it. dqicted in Diehl's book, Houston threatened to put me on the rickety 'Some tram d into uying, Jackasswill seeyou at the top." ed on In an area reserved for covert activities, out of view of tourists, I met with GeneralCedras in his Citadel office. Dressedin the eerie, Jesuit, dark, hooded "Chameleonn y said robe,Cedras completed Casey's book scramble scenario as we )ected walkedthrough the ancient structure to his office. Cedras' demeanormade him 189 appearmore as a militant than a "spook," despitethe corny monk's attire. With pove4 his hood down his back, Cedras' sharp, craggy features and darting steel blue reverel eyeskept my full attention. I had seenhim at a monasteryin Santo Domingo as questir ordered before,o when Haiti was still being used by the CIA for Operation starvat Watchtower to transport cocaineand Contra weaponsfrom Cuba. I t Alone with Cedras and properly signaled, I began photographically reciting Projec "I Casey's message, have word of warning from the Vatican by way of the by a t honorable and faithful William Casey. He sendsword of impending doom that Presid is to befail your neighbors on the darkside in Haiti. Voodoo manifest itself in contro mysteriousways while the way of the Lord is clear. Evil must be stoppedat all voodo costs. The cost shall be in terms of human casualty, as a plague is being visited to pet upon the land. Those who fornicate with devils shall be infested with the proce( plague. Woo unto them who have stood in the path of World Peace. By God's Haitia design the New Wodd Order shall come into being with or without the Haitians. Doc f All American operationsin Haiti are now destined for your ports. Your people u! (the CIA-UN operatedDominicans) will flourish in peace and prosperity while been I the dark side (Haitians) drown in the blood of this holy war that they have whon brought upon themselves. Close your borders swiftly and mainiain guardiansat Bi the gate lest the Haitians infest your land with their evil plague. Inoculation of intelk the massesshall be maskedin the bodv and the blood shall carrv the doom. As messa more and more Haitians turn to God'in their f,rnal hour, the iommunion they uI partake will be Satan's own. With their God as the scapegoat,your Island in Casel the Son (sun) will be freed of the vile and wicked. I have seen a vision, a in Ha World Vision, and it is through communion with the ancientsthat we have been whosr granted the Keys to the Kingdom? to unlock the gates of hell. The holy water and s sent herein has the blessingsof the Vatican and must be sprinkled like rain upon the h the Haitians. Our God reigns, and he rains rivers of blood upon the Haitian missi, masses,and he reigns supremeupon your mission. Your mission is clear. You peac€ serve communion and let God sort them out. Those who serve the bodv of not h Christ are covered by the Vatican, those who serve voodoo evil shall be covi:red plagu " in the blood of their own. It is clear our God reigns. I€t the gamesbegin. not b Combining the cryptic language of Cedras' CIA and Jesuit operations, you ( Casey had weaved numerous cryptic commands into his message. Had I been homr inadvertently accessed,the instructions would make little senseto those not cued doon to the language. Cedras was listening religiously, fully grasping the magnitude arm "The of Casey's instructions. I concluded the message, holy water with the to th Vatican's blessings will arrive at 1 PM today by way of World Vision. The hasc blood shall host the plagus."a \ I was relieved to depart Cedras' presence without being subjected to his sam€ usual perverse sexual brutality. This would be someoneelse's job this time, as coml my programmed trance was mainlained until I delivered Casey's messageto contr "dark "Island Baby Doc Duvalier on the side" of the in the Son". instr Houston took me to the small ClA-operated airport at the foot of the as u mountain where I boarded a small, white airplane destined for Port Au Prince, Don Haiti. When we landed, the pilot walked me over to Baby Doc's Tonton wate guards, and ordered that I be taken to the Palace. He spoke in rapid Haitian haul French, and lifted my symbolic, rosy cross necklace for emphasisto the guards. acro Reinforcing my instilled belief that the Catholic emblem would protect me, the with guards treated me with the respect that apparently was reserved for identihed misl Jesuit spooks. I was driven by white Mercedes to the Haitian Presidential me 1 Palace. Looking even more conspicuously out of place in contrast to stark 190 - 'f;s1t:'H:'l*l 'B^by -'- $1lt"'^trr*:*$;#."iJdJfiru'sl*F;'nfluxunous sur'ruurrurrr'" Do"'t - -:L-. ^F o I'IillT:li'll^""*l*":T,,,\i"Jf;lti'"i*tri*"'irl'i4"uhf;t*"fi "tt ff m$ffiff$fi#-fiibffiruffi#T'l,iui,ifd;;'rt":gttl'"[*#n'"%"tl#l',T:1ffi:"+."l*r; ff.1ffiffi;5n,".'vni*:t'lqf.uH*"Hii;i;;;i:Jt;li**TiT%"lrlft:'' t ,'l$i,llt*"'8lff'ft *i#ilf;t i'"i'Ii' il[L'#3txf,Hll'ss%:I"]i:..,c, limited bY his ffi; ,'iltis:",f&-l#?"Jtl:ff iam ffiffW*,,*fi*fiH**',*rqmqi*%t+t'-'.;l;r".t*3ffii"n"uvp*''#:,'i*'"t111 tr#{[1i: ffit',tffi['Ht:i'l""Tli,,,iiiilt";1:t'\i"-!:1ftl.,fii:+i:$#,I[#lf '*lliie"d,*,,*TTi;L"l!*,t-,"]-tt",*#'-**t[ ffis*$ri't*:lt;i$+1ru;p;#fitr$$r!* H,YJtr'JJ:,1'dfiJ,.H"L'flI,,iiT''}J5i'0"&83'l?'jHt"J!tuii"''prEvented 19l lon : slaves i with F nuser believ their I had pi I I World Vision was/is a Jesuit controlled organi2li61 that led churches to give them money Prostit under the guise of spreading world peace. What they were not saying was what the money was excite actu4fly funding--a world peace plan undel mind control' Chrisl z Perceptual distortions of the virtues that good people hold most dear is one reason for the an olc proliferation of criminal activity within such organizations as World Vision. There are those Houst within affected factions of such organizations, the catholic church, and even the U.S. genui: "Need Govemment that operate under distorted perceptions referred to by the CIA as a to Year I 'Need Know' basis--and they to Know" that their minds, religion, and/or perceptions are being itresi< delib^eratelymenipulated. whert J Sin"" the Catholics had joined forces with the United Nations to overtake the world place through rrass mind control, the Jesuit influence on Haiti was complete. By maintaining much of place the ceremony, placing literal interpretation on'eating the body and drinking the blood,'and crypt evil, Catholicism and voodoo, like Catholicism and the B providing a mirror reversal ofgood and ' United nations. became one in the same. low 4 'Chameleon' Th" t".- is a term used to describe spies who are expertly trained to blend attern into gny environment at any time unnoticed-just as an MPD mirrors the one they're with. woul, ) The Iesuit Vow of Silence was installed through the Rite to Remain Silent of my T "Silence childhood. Now I know, like so rmny others in Intelligence, that Equals Death" cocai Knoyledge is our ONLY defense against mind sqitr6l. Hous o 'a Byrd had told me that Cedres was strategically placed chess piece that the CIA, Je.suits nighl and p.N. moved around' to usher in their New World Order. Ir ' 'Keys to the Kingdom" was defined by Bill Bennett in accordance with le'suit eveq 'At programming as follows: the onset of Christianity, the Apostles compiled dl the Asso information that they had obtained from Christ and built the Holy Catholic Apostolic Church. was Christ intended it to be the one world church then-the truth, the light, and the way. The secrets Danl passed generation after generation. And look were kept in the ark of the covenant, and down "Oul generation after generation Christ caused for more to be written--the fruits of his labors expounding on the truth. Now the ark has become archives--a wealth of information. This cetu infoqnation is accessible to very few-the very few who hold the Keys to the Kingdom'. watc 8 lnterpretation of the finai message is left to fts minds of the masses who can still discern havi 'clear', truth. My conclusions are based on conversations overheard and my experience as a minr white House sex slave. Although Byrd and Reagan, anong others, had prostituted me to porn 'the officials in AlDS-infected countries, they used no protection against plague' when having / sex with me. the 9 Th"r" can be no world peace without peace-of-mind, and there is no peace-of-mind under attel mind control. Haiti, once a prototype of New World Order controls, has now been used up and insa 'pea.cekeeping discarded by the cIA and Jesuits. u.N. forces' have created a smoke and late 'pea.ce' mirrors illusion of by keeping it FROM the Haitian people. toe t92 CHAPTER 24 A-HU}I'TINC WE WILL GO onDecember4,1986,Iturned2gyears-old.Usually^mind.controlled"tftiotott rfuu.i-*1i"-OiiCarAea, ito. the hreedomtrain," at 30; but I argued *tren fre told 'n" 'ny g-e-ment abusersonly had one year left to iltir-fu;;G" and G;il;;. I had had no cotisc'ious-iegardlessawareness of the pasrsingof.time, i'*"r rtiif o;tiii. of what I believed,my abusersdid #6!ilii ,,use month theirbest to ,o" up"Jnyrii"Iiy and psychologicallybefore even a had"--l'iai'inpassed. Washington,D.C. on a routine trip,-cheeks which included. b-eing presiOeniiid"g"".-"' "Uncle Ronnie's" were flushedfrom n money orostituteOio "I off for ,ney was iii toro- qlwavstake two Yee\s #ffi"i1 ;a';;;;; ry9, into 6iitirt.^i t" g" Ua6t to Catiio^ia." Reagan^interrupted-himselfto break "Cialifornia I TheWhite n for the ii'rid'ri"lii*"".0 siyreto"g -o dance, hbre come..." "af*ayJ he appeared re those frour.,--f,"'"taimed, fraA beeir confinine to him, and "I trip every he U.S. "-i,lieA aUoutt'ir "pd*i"g ttip..'Ot, l;ok forward to this irri,i-rLfi while I'm there--the Need to vearbecause I set to s."-of[ iti"nds. I still work It's abouttime you see ruebeing iilij"ili i,"rfli """er done--butat leastI'm there' "'There's ttorn"." Then, quotingthe Wizardof Oz, he. no *ftri"l-""ff 9ud' 'There'sno world pr'il.ir*"holni.;-eno you;t" qbou!.p wly. Savit with me, re Fe instructedme in oz much of iiii; h;il. Thgrii no pii"" rif" hor"'.',' Then he ;ffi ;cti"t " od,' and i*otii."""liilb-;lii;;fiil vour heels. There's no placelike home' mv brain,..like.being hit with r and the ;-;i"stiiipioa"a in "setting {eadlv r.*"""it"1"'iLP;6fiA"airr.eit. Reagairwas the stage"for an meetingI to blend litlrriliirii"d r.;;i;lfi timJstip, to beieactivated at anupcoming h. wouldhave with him in Bel Air, California' were packed with rt of my The motor ttome *ai pact eO O ttte walls, and the walls california. Death'. .o..in" ui iouston, Keil'y;-;d i departed on our long drive.,to. i'touris^t proved as ird*t*-rlua plann6d ;Jdt"t stops" along the way that \, Jesuits nishtmarish""'il'.fr;'v+;;;as'the California ordeal itself. N;""da, Houstql ke4rt.Kellyand me buly prostitutingus to "in'-fre-k";il Music th Je.suit .u.*o*-h" Ene* ani in aitendanceat the Country room to room, I all the il#;id;, *i""r .onn"ntion. weary of being sentfrom saw.Michael Church. ;;;b;,k h th" lobby literaiiy ttving td qrc.t' ti brg3jhrylren and,I glasses, le secrets nrte. He was dresiedin an exfensive,'moUstei,light giey silk suit .dark waiting for me' n. And tootinr 111or"like a Fed ihan i l-eaning'ona.post, ;Oui purposeswas is labors 6ue,' he professedover the phon-efo1 mind conditionlng "yo.i're he looked at his rn. This crrtainlvnot aDDarentno*.- late," he -togrowled as by ;#h:'' Fi;'.;[ilJ"hi-inio the I:dies' iroom activateprogramm-ing walls' With my tl discern fr*ir! r":'fir"-mysefF in itr" innnity mirrors that lined the in commercial ]nc€ as a mindser like he dtJ; fti tttJn'used and directed me Kelly' dmeto *^oornoqraDhv. I-ater, he did the samewith H;rton iralmgtizea'Kelly and me i n preparationfor n having Xiifr5'd;?"6-;il,- Houston te upcoi,ini*ents'in bdifornia. While hiking downthe.canyon, f,vpnotic4fiAt of tne trip's-eventsbehind the deathand nd undet itt rli.A to-anchor westopped for.a d up and ffi;ffift;iiiii,-i"i i5 *rti"h'h"*_"r.subjecting us. When of-shock,unable ooke and iateafiernodn lunch in-ihe C*yon, Kelly iollapGd in a state was,as t0eat. Houston*"s pt".rea birarisehe'"got fo eatit all himself'. I 193 usual, undergoing the food and water deprivation. I was so thirsty, I could not \\ think to eat. Kelly's condition magnified my own terrifred state, and I did all I could could to keep Houston from supposedlypushing her over the edge. I carried the"Byrr s her for hours all the way out of the c:tnyon, without pausing to rest. In my own mind I wanted to believe I was actually able to protect her. The fact was, gunt Houston was wearing me down physically to ensure that I could not protect her Bush at our next destination: I:ke/Mount Shasta,California. Chen George Bush was highly active in both the Iampe, Missouri and Shasta, I California retreat compounds. Just like Iampe, Shasta's cover was country instru music. According to everyone I knew, singer and songwriter Merle Haggard Chen supposedlyran the show at I-ake Shasta,diverting any and all attention from the Bush nearby Mbunt Shastacompound. Shasta was the largest, covert mind-control diplo; slave'camp of which I am'aware. Hidden in the wooiied hills, military fencing the d corrals an enormous fleet of unmarked, black helicopters and more mind- watcl controlled, military robots than I saw in all of Haiti. This covert military make operation served its own agenda, not America's. I was told and overheard that little if was a base for the future Multi-Jurisdictional Police Force; for enforcing way. order and law in the New World Order. In the center of the high security favor compound, was another well-guarded military-fenced area that was rggar$qt a1 T a "Camp David" of sorts for those running our country. George Bush and Dick The I Cheney-sharedan office there, and claimed the outer perimeter woods as their were "A Predicated crypt own hirnting ground where they played Most Dangerous Game". ul on conversationsI overheard between the two, it was this world police military background that earned Dick Cheney his cabinet appointment as Secretary of You Defense' with the Bush Administration. Bush Houston stayed at Haggard's l-ake Shasta resort while Kelly and I were You helicopteredto Mount Shastafor our scheduledmeeting with Bush and Cheney. betwr The h-elicopterpilot directed our attention to the military fencing surrounding chanl the outer perimeter of the compound. Rarely did pilots ever speak to either of pull l us, but this one smiled wickedly as he told us we would need to know the outer room limits for A Most DangerousGame. C As soon as we airived at Bush and Cheney's inner sanctum, I noticed appar George Bush, Jr. was with them. It was my experience that Jr. stood by his Chen fathei and covered his backside whenever Bush would become incapacitated will1 from drugs or required criminal backup. It appeared that Jr. was there to serve her ir both purposeswhile his father and Cheney enjoyed their work-vacation. B Hypdr from drugs, Cheneyand Bush wer6 riagerto hunt their humanprey in his h "A Most Dangerous Game". They greeted me with the rules of the game, inspir ordered me toltrip naked despite the cold December winds, and told me in Oz c "beware cryptic to of the lions and tigers and bears". Kelly's life became the wabb as usual, which resurrected 6y natural and exagg6ratedprogrammed C stikes, "If maternal instincts. Tears silently ran down my cheeks as Bush told me, we (who catch you, Kelly's mine. So run, run as fast as you can. I'll get you and your slave little girl, too, becauseI can, I can, I can. And I will." to thr "Any Cheney, daring me to respond, asked, questions?" until "There's I said,- no place to run becausethere's a fence--the kind I can't get great over. I saw it." progl "no Rather than physically assaultme, Cheney laughed at my senseof where had a hole in the fence to run, no where tb hide" and explained that a bear torn I somewhere,and all I had to do is find it. He lowered his rifle to my head and said, "I,et the gamesbegin. Go." forme t94 ould not Wearing only my tennis shoes,I ran through the trees as fast and as far as I did all I could,which wasn't very far at all. Bush was using his bird dog 1o track me, the same one that had recently been used with me in bestiality filming as a carried "Byrd-dog" my own joke on my owner, Robert C. Byrd. When caught, Cheney held his rct was, gunto my head again as he stood over me, looking warm in his sheepskincoat. )tecther Bushordered me to take his dog sexually while they watched, then he and Chenevushered me back to their cabin. Shasta, I fuiled on my clothes and sat in the office part of the cabin awaiting country instructions. I had no idea where Kelly waS, nor do I in retrospect. Bush and Cheneywere still in their hunting clothes when the programming sessionbegan. Jaggard "You rom the Bushsaid, and I are about to embark on A Most Dangerous Game of -control diplomaticrelations. This is my game. You will follow my rules. I will have fencing thedistinct advantageof hunting you with my Eye in the Sky (satellite). I'll : mind- watchevery move you make. As long as you play the game by my rules and military makeno mistakes, you live. One mistake and I'll get you, my pretty,,an{ your ard that little girl, too. Yoir die, and Kelly will have to play with me. I prefer it that rforcing way. Then it will be her Most Dangerous Game. The cards are stackedin my favorbecause, well, it is my game! Are you game?" security "Yes, uded as Therewas no choice. I respondedas conditioned, Sir! I'm game." Theparallels to The Most Dangerous Game that had just occurred in the woods nd Dick "impossible" as their weredeliberate and intended to make retrieval of memory due to dicated cryptoamnesiascrambling. "Good. Then let the games begin. Listen carefully to your instructions. military "game Youhave no room for error." Cheney flipped his timer"--an hourglass. 3tary of "This Bushcontinued, game is called the King and Eye, and here's the deal. I were You wilt be establishing stronger diplomatic relations according to order 3heney. betweenMexico, the U.S., and the Middle East. Your role will require a ounding changeof face at each new place. I'll chart your course, define your role, and :ither of pullyour strings. You'll speakmy words when I pull your strings. There is no re outer roomfor error." Cheney was half lying across the plain, military issue style desk in an apparentdrug stupor as Bush talked. Still wearing his hunting coat and hat, noticed "Or Cheneyaimed his rifle at me from the desk and threatened, a-hunting we I by his "We'll ,acitated willgo." Bush hnishedCheney's threatby singing, catch a fox and put " to serve herin a box and lower her in a hole. Bushlooked at Cheney and burst out laughing. The sight of him dressedin prey in hishunting clothes with a huge bore, double-barreled shotgun to his shoulder inspiredBush to tell him he "looked like Elmer Fudd". ) game, "Where einOz Cheney, imitating the cartoon character, said, is that waskily rme the wabbit?" ammed OperationThe King and Eye would involve Reagan's#1 envoy Philip Habib "If , we (whocryptically played the Alice In Wonderland role of the White Rabbit with nd your slavessuch as inyself and Saudi Arabian King Fahd. So when Bush refened to the two as "Elmer Fahd and the Waskily Wabbit," he and Cheney laughed untilthey cried. Since both were already high from drugs anyway, they had a an't get greatdeal. of difficulty maintaining composure long enough to complete my programmmg. r where te fence I ead and Di"k Ch"o"y hff no official llt military history to justify his position as our nation's formerDefense Secretary under President George Bush. r95 CHAPTER 25 At 4:0 and Ho EUSE-BAEY bcam was ll I stt n b tel uril8 Iiguel d t" looting like the other. cenreredbetween trvo facing-b1ack1i":tiri"i-Bu;h --J *rii'ir,il] coffee table lirtered *t_t!, dpql and p.araphernalia." cr,Jn"y-t'ilg" *or sitting in marchingbtack lea--therreitine?s ancled to**oi-*," uon fireplace.wherea fiie wasbla'ing, illuminatingai'd treatingth; ,oo,n. .._,_!.f9in'jush's drugof choi&, wasin abindanceanat-r,eney joined him in usrng lt. Th,e smorgasbordof drugs laid o't supposedtyinciuaed opiun\ cocaine,and wonderlandw_a{ers (MDMHA-xrc a6'ecstas'vl,-*r,icr,-inoicatEi-i-had to me they intended to celebratetheir vacationwith aua,iion. seen stumblingdrunk before, but this wasthe only time I sawhim useheroin ano€lvet-h,"lgv lt.to me. .Kelly,-too_,was subjected to thedrugs. ,^-^",:t_l^1lt1Tp.!"d.-t_"TJI 91.:yf. on jhe. idea of peiophilia throughgraphic oescnpuonsor havlngsexrvith Kelly. Both werealreadysexually ardusei fiom ory,gl demonstratedto Bushwtry tre T0.antrclpatron.-.chen_ey "com6 did not havesex wlrn KrosDy expo-sln-ghimself to Kelly and saying, here,,. uDOnSeeins "No!y -y19L"y_lllus,ualty .tar€e lenis, Kelly-reeled back in horror and cri'ed, boT :Tl_^T19".1n:T fayCh_....Bush asked_ Cheney for his liquid cocaine atomizeras t,e got up to_takEKelly to ttre ueatoom.-'lvtt"n'ti";:;-;;?; i now Denevorent "The lt was of Bush to numb her with it.before sex, Brish replied, hell it is. Ir's I for me." He describedhis exciteditat"-iiiwolil"r '#;i, vulsu I explainedthat he wantedit to spray cocaine-on hir to i"rrt ! PlTl_"ndlonger. theney said, 'I thoughtit "Hdf wasfor the kid.' . !ush. gxplained-,- the fun is havins them squirm." He took Kelly,s handand led her off to the bedroom. "responsible" cheney told me that I was for Bush's assault , .since "burn,' on mv g*C,Tg^1y_?9llecauq,nt 1n e.l!4o$ DangerousGame, I would (in helt)'. Se..DulnegmJ rnner thigh with the fireplacepoker, and threatenedtb throiv r'eily rn rne rlre. He h)pnotically.enhancedhis descriptionof her burningto Ashe sexdally brutalized me, r heardxeii/s-wrrimieii comlng-rromTSlTlil:T 9.TplI., the bedroom.. As.her cries grew louder, Chentiy turned on classicalmusic to drown out her cries for help.- 196 At 4:00 am, as ordered,Bush Jr. (andhis helicopterpilot) came^to_retriev Kellvand me.' we were ilown (by helicopter)back to the I-ake shastaare ;i;i" H;;.ffi andG motorhonie'awaited-us.' Bush's assault of Kelly prove' to,ii,. " ini"i rt "tt"ring "*p"rl"n"" for me, and physicallydevastating Jo Kelly Shewas in dire need oi medicalattention and was unableeven to mov€ nou*t* threatenedto stop the motor home in the Yosemitearea and throw m ning me with and commandscould n< rez, Mexican il;; ;*D;tiff if r did'n't setttedown. His threats his control programmin_g_hadinadvertentl nstairsto the ffir"l ril'hd;;, ;-;"ch of "money-makers,".Houston ffitt *d:''F.i;6i-hL *outO-Ooctor tore bothhis permitte :e Kelly soon As for mt nd withdrawn meio ieteptroneKelly's and beginadminislering medicines. il;;;;# i;; ilis't"d in picking Jp the piecesin brder that I completem told me in a Presidet ffi;*?;n;t" in tt"itingio caiirc,inia, i.e.-, meetwith Mexican cnly hope she MisueiA-e la Madridand finalize plans to openthe JuarezDoroer' n caught and 'erything that ustic,western eather was in to an infrnity with one side lr sofas was a Cheney were : large stone )m. joined him in luded opium, hich indicated I had seen Limuse heroin roughgraphic arousedfrom I not have sex Upon seeing "No!" cried, iquid cocaine ney remarked Bush replied, typical vulgar penis to last : took Kelly's nsault on my um" (in hell). :ned to throw rer burning to ly's whimpers iey tumed on r97 CHAPTER 26 were Reage In NEW WORLD ORDERS Holly used "no lose" in bringing me back around to a functioning Michi There was time to "used level. I knew I had work to do. Althoughl was to be up" by qy 30S and n previr birthdav. I do not believe it was Bush and Cheney's intention to expedite the phont orocesi so quickly. Apparently it was their incompetence due to over- InJuis.n"" of Orues anrj'subsa{uent abuse of Kelly in my presence that Ferra Give OertriveA pafts of my maternal-based programming. Regardless of their I ;ixcuie," Houston drove us to San Francisco-,California where Temple of Set shot "f"pg1'", L (SitanliounOer' U.S. Army Lt.- C-ol. Aquino qa{e s9m9 emergency I was not taken to a hospital or a' mental institution, but to a. brain/mind dama plann researcliand developmentlab^on the U.S. Army Reservation.atPresidio. There ".i rnunv facilities iuch as this one acrossthe country at various CIA, military' all. in rel -a NeSe compounds where hyper-advancedgovernment knowledge is put 1o existr ttr" t"rt,-O"uelofrea and modifie'cl. Those I met who had expertly learned the said l rii"niift. rnectrinics of the brain in conjunction with the ins and outs of the T minO usel their gained secret knowledge to manipulate and/or control others. baset ihe-onlv thine l\fark phillips, Byrd, and Aquino had in common was the belief 's Jr. ttt"t ;t"it"t kfiowledge equili p,5wer'.' Byid explained to p9 th.alNew World "powers hous, Order were-strengthehed" by allbwing-the mental health community imm ;ly p"fti"l anOlor deliberite misinfoimation through their organization lobby, The ittd Arneti"an Psychiatric Association (APA), conceming tr€atment modalities for r"uet" dissociative disorders being created through-.mind. control! Per- conf gath( pitr"totr believed that withholding knowledge and the proliferation of deliberate 'm'sinformation over And allowed them coitrol over their secrets' and subsequently "Pre fturn*ity. They may be correct if no one can or will react to the information I presented'- -l;igndfi in this book. oi not, I overheard a conversationpertaining to death-and.the mind rend the r between Aquino anO a tab assistantas I lay on a cold, metal table in a deep hvonotic stite. Aquino was saying that I had come close to death numerous Con "incrdsed shatl ti'nies which my abilily io enter other (mind) dimensions en route to knot a;ah'. I had listenedto'Aquinri talk at length about such conceptsbefore, as ahea itroueh he were trVing to conrrincehimself of some interdimensional time travel l;Wtt.th"I l ;[iggff. in'principle or in theory, the results are the same," he "The Fen claim'ed. conceft of iime is abstractln itself." H;rpnotic talk of past- sreu Dresent-future set my mind in a spin that, when combined with Alice In mioor world cbncepts, created an illusion of timeless stati frinairtatnAtNAsA "dimensions" dimensions. I now know that the only I experienced were Are elaboratememory compartmentalizations5f real, earthly events by real, earthly criminals,- and certainly not by aliens, Salan, demons. -or fine efiJi'mo"ing me fiom th5 table t6 an elaboratebox, Aquino then shifted my mind to anothei area of my brain, claiming to have taken me into another "death's List dimension by way of door". Thii was I was _accomplished.while Lik subiectedto'sens6ry deprivation combined with hypnotic-and harmonic re- wai transformed in my mind witl rio'no111111ine.The'seeminely -eridured coffinlike structure "I the senseof increasingheat while slowly and [o i"retutolum, where I 'pulled irypnotic suggestion. Aquino then me through death's bila; through "void door" and int5 anottrerdime;-sion bf time". Parts of my programming r98 were "recreated for the recreation of world leaders," i.e., U.S. President Reagan,Mexican Presidentde la Madrid, and Saudi Arabian King Fahd. In my next recollection of awareness, Houston, Kelly, and I were in "brolie Hollywor5d,where Houston claimed the motor home down"--an over used-attempted memory scramble. He sent me down the street to telephone r functioning MichaelDant6, who lived nearby in Beverly Hills. Dant6 was expecting Kelly by my 30th andme to join him in his Beverly Hills mansion for several days as had been expeditethe previouslyananged by our handler, Alex Houston. Kelly and I waited at the ue to over- phonebooth as instruCted until Dantd arrived to pick us up in his midnight blue 'I resence that Ferrari. As soon as I sat down, Dantd said, got something for you, Baby. "vice" ess of their Giveme vour arm." Heroin was a common he shared with Bush, and he :mpleof Set shotme up with the drug right in front of Kelly. "repairs". "handle Iater that evening at his house, Dantd told me that he refused to r brain/mind damagedgoods," and that he would not be my next handler as previously "not "fit ;idio. There phnnEd. Xtot onty was I fit to live with" hini, but I was not to live" at fA, militarv. all. I am not ceriain what he meant to accomplish by these threats, but I know lge is put i6 in retrospectthat this was not his decision to make. Besides, I never perceived "love" "future" learned with him and his professed as a anyway. Instead, he the existence "acquire outs of the saidhe would go along with the original plan long enough to Kelly". ttrol others. The next day, hours before I was to meet with de la Madrid, L.A. Dodgers as the belief baseballteam manager Tommy I-aSorda, George Bush, Jr., and star pitcher of New World Jr.'s Texas Rangers, Nolan Ryan (who was also a banker) were.at Dant6's community houseworking oit ttre details of money laundering and bank transactionsfor the ationlobby-, imminentopening of the Juarezborder cocaine, heroin, and white slavery route. t modalities Thecommon bond of covert criminal activity overrode any professional baseball ttrol! Per- conflictsbetween them. All three were in town to be in attendanceat various rf deliberate gatheringsand parties of Reagan's, who would be arriving,in a matter of days. luentlyover And all-three appeared to have an understandingof my function as Reagan's information "PresidentialModel" mind-control sex slave. Dantd was gathering the necessary clothes and props for the evening rd the with-de la Madrid. I-aSorda, Nolan Ryan, and Jr. were standing in mind rendezvous "Baseball : in a deep theentrance way of Dant6's house attempting to activate my Mind 1 numerous programmed personality fragment that had inadvertently been Computer" "She en route to shatteredby-Bush and Cheney's traumas at Shasta. Dantd told them, l before, as knowsmore about baseball than you and Tommy (LaSorda) put together. Go time aheadand ask her something. Anything." travel "How same," he Much to IaSorda's amusement,Nolan Ryan asked, many times does LIkof past- FemandoValenzuela (Dodger pitcher) touch his hat if he's going to throw a h Alice In srewgy(screw ball)?" I could not respond, although I had once known more rf timeless statisticaldata than would ever be in print. "Hey, :nced were Jr. hollered, Dant6. Whaf's with your baseball computer here, huh? %1,earthly Are we supposedto say a magic word?" "Could "I donrf know," Dant6 responded. be drugs. Her sex is working shiftedmy frne,though. Give it a whirl." "No rto another Jr. declined, saying, thanks. The Baseball Computer sucks enough. hile I was Listen, we'll se€ you later." Jr. had never shown any interest in me sexually. rmonic re- Like his father, he had only- shown sexual interest in Kelly, who had been aryqy n my mind with him most of the day. As he turned to leave, he stroked me under the chin "I "Have : slowly andcryptically said, a Ball tonight". rghdeath's rgnmming r99 LaSorda, who had not been on his "Speaking.._ Ultra Slim Fast-sponsoreddiet yet, said, of balls, mine could use a little attention hlere.,' He unzippi:A nli pants. "We Dantd told me, gotta get dressed. Three minutes." Three minutes was a t{gger for me to perform a-specific, oral sex act. I knelt on the floor and pushed up laSorda s enormous belly, resting it on my head as I groped for his Di penis as ordered. Dant6's two Greal Danesiame in a-sJr. and NojanRvan left. ^f '-oi I had been forced to participate in a bestiality film with these sex-trairied does irl.#-m5i; earlier that day, and I had them off as I sexually gratified "the !o lght o -'----- hsorda before getting i&Oy for Ball'i Dl Presic Malib do no Reagi house Pacifi glass rd,' interi cathe overl I was down him' beinp initia and I were from I by$ Mad Calil rami song neve invo Blac undt thro impl l bod: Shat mes I "secrets, Wel Mark Phillips explained !o me that, by revealing their their power would "Good the diminish. always prevails through positive application, whereas the bad guys are InI hindered and slowed in their criminal endeavors through having to cover-up their negative will actions with lies to zupport lies. This inevitably allows the truth to emerge,. Mark said. endr 200 said, CHAPTER 27 d his s was HOTEL CALIFORNIA r and r his Dant6threwrneashort,red,slinkydresswithrhinestoneStraPlanjlap?lr ,'slass The shoes, like Oz ruby r left. of slippers" to *".t'iotrCina"i"tta.'s Ball". dogs ""odt fi"ct" bolt"shoes, were to trance-form ;ipp?ff;t"ffilio iichi"ling the event. Sorda intothe personallry rragtn"ni-tttat fr'ad beei pre-Drosrammedfor me meet with-Mexican Dant6escorted t" to-irt" p"tti/'gall; whi:re i wis to "second-home president rj*6 nia beenbragging about his in de la Madrid. I f frtst-tn-eiii*, -O ttt" pTice-wasopulence Eersonifred' Malibu,,ever since but who actualty"iiriJ;hiS ho.e in Malibu,-ealifornia, donot know .*"onld the white stucco Reasan,sinfluence *"' .jnio"niin the decor. From the front-, i,r udiitJ't*" r!"ty. The view overlookeda secluded iilil;;ilil;'l'iiution intoa crirf' rl"gqe.hthe smoked ffifi.:;;;.;d';;;Ai'd;;i;"i'-b"i1t in ;fitili'ffi;it i-h;t,|ilfi tri" ui.t, tttethree stories, lavisfilv carpeted " p"tri-oti""iew.-All lev6lshad a beige-white ird,";ffi;,'||;ii;;'ti;il; the in gofd'andc.yltuf. en enormoui"tt-O"ti"t hung irom interiordecorated greatroomwhich cathedralceiling, illumin"affi "lT;ht* r*Jiut oncefrom the overlooked"'-ilil"td the bay. day' It tfrll Uncte RonnieEeagan) would be arriving the next "wear *" ,ilv",,p;"irii;t;o.",rt i;il;"i a;ii'uaa.ia's welcomeparty and ftane;in btaer that Reasan'sbusin-ess meeting with dgwnany resrstancen" tui thisexcuse for ii;ffi1jld:,;ilrn*i1,r;ll' ihi; ;;.-;;i-tr'J n..t timeI heard prostitutei,,iii *6"ia ii ue thelast. In reality,I wasto do the beineDoliricalty to usedruss ffift fi'iil;itf o-J-ri';iii"i;;ds;., ;d.encourasede h Madrid rfie diplo'maiicrelations bEtween the U'S' andMexico ffi;i"*ilh""t-i6". commitment ffi.t;L;i';ti""il u"t tfi ;ffi ; ;i-thJ operationrequired total fromde la Madrid. io'it"-u.s. and (seductivety)welcome to the Hotel iilH,"Yi{3rlii""' h'enaa been- cued to the California.,,His Aeep-iiiio"iJ'f"ugh]"ap4.a " popular or'ny "rypti"^r-tit"r*t"-1;Hotel California, takenfto.t ." ramifications yo" can sonsbv the Eagles,"'i; tttt"O;'y* -i" 'lwiOifi can checkout anytime li.\:l^lll.you d. ittii conrtmen permanency *l".r"i;;;." .,li was consprnng._:LIt il;i"#il'in the-openry criminal, covert operations, in whichhe lnitlate; to 6nsurethat each criminal participant ;i;;ffi;i--ils "dirt" each other understoodthat if on" f"ii,"tft"V uff fitt. . Maintaining .on the..onlyqay thesecriminals throuehthis tuana-stvte'-m?il;;a;, ieemingly "honest'" Neti worta order kept each-other hilil;ililg,il-De Dant6and the la Madrid ano r *Jni-in-ti i-"#ui u.aroom, followedby. pante p-rogrammid-message-instilledat the bodvsuards. tneri'activited the "rf I havea ffiia;il f.fr'ii"rh ;; ili; M"d;d.__1r;c1eo. youplease, sir, to y"oi-ii"t ttt" Vice Presideniof-the UnitedStates' meseseto deliver workedout riyriil"r" io i"i N"igiu,j.irLd.-i,ipr.iii"ii"g ij you know, Salinasand I have r would to openthe Juarez border tomorrow. il;;ilir"i";;dJ -oyl'pr- this little. party tonight luys are In oreoarationand celebration 5f tnis accom-plishment, ;i-ri"d fiewwho ire integralparts of this negative ;i,i';ffi;-y*"f;i;i;;;iil and honor endeavor,and give you'iili iJtiiua" to seefirsthand the friendship 201 7 I I I among the (government-involved Mafioso) family members. I regret tfrat t long br I perver! could not be here in person to greet you, but Ron (Reagan)can show you thei ins and outs of the organization better than I. The transaction numbers havei includi been recorded, and arE available to you for cross reference purposes and h: desire' uphold the integrity of the players involved on -economicyour end of the Juarez border, Your commitmJnt ioday ensurrisyou of a higher standardof living for your people, increased'relationswith the U.S., an influx of American industry, 'Seal lna a position of high esteem in the New World Order. With your of Approval' we can d-issolve the Juarez border and make lvay for a future of -prbsperity -of for Mexico. For now, relax and erjoy your stay." One de la Madrid's guards was shuffling through some papers from a briefcase, and he told Dant6-hewould like the bank transactionnumbers. Dantd "You switched me to Are What You Read" Passbook programming, and I delivered the numbers intended for the border guards to de la Madrid as of sorts was used to calculate and confirm the numbers, ordered. A computer "hidden" Aware that the meeting was being filmed by one of Dant6's high tech de la Madrid held up a paper-wrapped ball of Mexican heroin. cameras, "A,tokqn Speakingdirectly at the camera, he cleverly said, of app_reciation,Mr. Bush. Somethingfor your private stock. The finest heroin available. Enjoy." "I'll Dant6 strode-acrois the room and said, take that and see to it that he gets it myself. " ul'm-sure you will," de la Madrid laughed. He then pu! all but one paper back in the biiefcase. I was instructed to present the elaborately embossed Mexican Presidential Seal (of Approval) to pre-appointedJuarez border guards as proof of de la Madrid's commitment, then deliver it directly to Bush for his file on the future NAFTA agreement. Preparedto presenta modified Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstration to de "You've la Mad:rid, Dantd said, heard from a Carrier Pigeon (messenger), You've seen her in a mode to accept program. And now I will demonstrate " her sexual modes. some of "I "That will not be necessary," de la Madrid told him. have been given a handful of keys that I would like to use on my own, including the one to destroy all memory. Not that it matterswhen we are monitored (he gesturedtoward the camera),6ut neverthelessI was instructed to do it." Dant6 did not seem to know this was not the first time I was sexually prostituted to the Mexican President. "She rides a horse well," Dant6 said, referring to both the rare practice of heroin to supposedlyblock my memory of this event, and a Reagan-inspiredsex "May act. Dant6-stucka-needle in my arm. I recommenda ride for you?" "I am on one now that I wbuld like to maintain," de la Madrid answered, referring to cocaine use and his running nose. Dantd laid out several generous fines of the white drug on a black mirror. He stroked me under my chin triggering Reagan's sex Kitten personality, picked up Bush's heroin, and two guards out the door. usheredthe "You De la Madri-d, fully aware of my pornography exposure, said, like cameras? Let's give th'em something to watch." He snorted two more lines of coke, undressed,-andfurther activated my sex programming with the verbal and physical keys and triggers Reagan had previously provided him_. At onelrcint "if he- enthusiistically commented that I have my way, the Free Trade Agreement will in-cludea few top of the line (he snortedanother line of coke for 'models' emphasis) (vaginally) carved and trained like you." De la Madrid had 202 I regret that I snowyou the j!il",::lii:F$.fl#,:';nnTr,#g,"armutilationcarving.Hewa numbershave mcluding#"T,,f,fi1iprotected "iiee vrnturidrug.de: rposes rade,, of mind_cont.",?3ld^tl-ioint and b oesrrethe next day during slaves. He reiteratdd luarezborder. a meetin'g;#n".Ig#lreo hi d ofliving for Icanindustrv. your'Seal of r a fufure of apers from a roers. Dant6 mmg, and I r Madrid as ne numbers. rch"hidden" rcan heroin. ciation, Mr. ,. Enjoy.', to rt that he t one-paper r ernbossed rderguards ushfor his ationto de tessenger). lmonstrate :n given a to destroy cward th6 I seem to Mexican acticeof piredsex )u?" rswered, lenerous my chin ,tn, and bu tike linesof bal and repoint Trade okefor rid had 203 CHAPTER 28 route( while consit be de provir recor( The next day, Dant6 drove me to a Bel Aire mansion high on a hill where and o another party was underway. As I joined those who had gathered on the I manicured lawn, I recognized many of the same Mafia people who had been at make "Hotel the Malibu retreat aka California". This was a welcome party for ignite PresidentReagan who had just arrived. He was walking acrossthe yard toward will t me with his friend, Jack Valenti, who was the president of the powerful Motion I'm I Picture Association of America. Reagan looked his role amongst his mobster U his revealing a dark Dantt friends, his beige coat with fur collar draped over shoulders 'Blur grey, pinstripe suit underneath. In retrospect, I remember him as dressediike the one mobster I did not have to meet, John Gotti. As soon as my eyes met f his, I was knocked to the ground by a familiar blue-white blast (high voltage) or, I like the one I had recently experiencedin D.C. I When I came back around and my eyes refocused, Dant€ was holding me crast "Well, up. Reagansaid, hello Kitten". ReaE "Uncle Ronnie, how'd you get here?" I askedin child-like innocence. roll "I "The rainbow, Kitten, the rainbow," he answeredin Oz cryptic. told you coml I was coming home. There's no place like home, and you said it with me. So, I here we are. I keep a little piece of the rainbow in my pocket so I can get back the r over it (to D.C.) anytime I want to. I make a wish, and click my heels, and got., I'm gone." For the moment, Reagan succeededin confusing my mind with Oz cryptic my' metaphors, reconfirming to my child personality that he was indeed the tor powerful Wizard. As we went inside for a brief meeting, my personality was anyl tleliberately switched to the one that had dealt with de la Madrid the night before. enol The grey-white stucco house was decorated in plush Presidential blue mar "office" carpeting and deep, cherry wood tones. The was small and further that crowded by those of us presentfor the meeting. De la Madrid was comfortably tot seated,as was Jack Valenti. I was not privy to Valenti's exact role in opening, tos the Juarez border. I only know that he was well educatedto the particulars of tos this meeting. Dant6 and I remained standing since we would be leaving as trac quickly as I heard what Reagan, who was shuffling papers and pacing the room, had to sav. am "Weli, Kitten," Reagansaid to me, "this is your death sentence:You'll go sch out in a blaze of glory." I was not surprised to receive conftrmation of my wal imminent death by Reagan. I had heard about death by fire from seemingly "free everyone involved in establishing trade," through Mexico, of our nation's adc children for drugs. Reagan'suse of patriotic metaphorsand puns while matter- cli of-factly informing me he ordered my death was reflective of his often displayed lack of respect for human life. What reflected his character even wa more were the crimes he was involved in that prompted him to cover-up ciu "sentencing" through me to death.I had witnessed the criminal foundations of MC NAFTA, which in turn could threatenthe successfulimplementation of the New Ke 'Free Wodd Order should these secrets ever be revealed. Initial Trade" vo including drugs and white slavery extendedbeyond the U.S./Mexican border. It tht 204 traumatized,robotic, mind-controlledchildren into Saudi-Arab routedU.S. t *t'it. Uuitaingup **p6titoctcdites- in Nicaragua*d.If-qr-.flSgugl I r *riiOir"l toie no ttrreal,preOicated on the (eironeous)belief that.I could events,-my.. deam wol be deprogrammedto regaih my memory of these "used t6 thoreinvolved.- I wasnearly up"€nl*?y_' "t*ili";;;orovidieitra insurance;snuif : ;.!f-h ;i; rlt' wasagreed.uponis.proof to. De la Mad beensilenced througllaea*. on a hill where and-'-iioufOothei le;ders at risk, thatI hadindeed "death not think to iespondto Reagan's sentence".Dantd wanted athered on the "The-nexttim rhohad been at mate-iureI eraspedth;'"itas he fraphically expounded, ffiil ;;;-t ?t&;fit fdt"l Cauv,it wiil cbnsum'evoir, uoav and soul' .And) :ome party for to tne wr lhe yard toward iltt Urirn,tiaby, burn. And I'll take y-ourashes and scatterthem I'mgoing to blbw you away. On film." owerfulMotion laugha gst his mobster ripotift*ring s6methin!- cryptic to whichhe couldrelate, Valenti fi.efd*ing to the old, porn, blue pencil editing tt evealinga dark Dil6{; ilist ;f words. "Blue "Blue-'iiriiimovies," he added, -;Wi'tlblazes". as dressedlike ,, 'Who Was Thi N my eyes met i.i"Lft"O*itfr iir. call it In Blue Blazes : (high voltage) Or,-''fj.how'boui'Cream-Ate'?" "That's l"-UiOria no6ceaReagan was not laughingand said, to fitm-a iiunt." He leaned-fon;ardin his chair close vasholding me crashinea Mercedes "It just ffi*i: t";;;fiffi-ttre-iisemUty ;;G ;d *id, is my desireto haveseven like agreeme locence. ;;ltTii line and shipped io me prior to the "I " :ic. told you completion. "Those Reasanagreed. responding, (blonde-haired,blue-eyed) f,rne kids t with me. So, what sl r I can get back th.;fr?*!" s"-"Oi'nr"-Ui"-Jiop of thd line, but they don't'have my heels, and got"lr* facedones are hard to comeby," de la Madld q-lipped:referrinl code' He cut hls eyes( vith Oz cryptic mvvasinal mutilation and Presidential -".vptiJ"tivprogramming -continued, "--from ;d one perspect ras indeed the il'#:ffi;iffi^ h#;lf 'One' 'count personality anv*av.-'rifi;';il"kia";hiEAnd I like having I can on"" was his arms I idrid the night n-te ,nirteo his feet and unfolded .noun["t6'"id;;;sh.'-Val-enti seemedto be boredof clich6sor was mis meanings,but judging from the toneof the meet esidential blue ffi.;;ith;;ffitrc-3ouut" (nyr{)and deregate your o rall and further lifi''d; iiirtii'*Jrl-;i;ir ,iniidfrit io 6ou5y"It rascomfortably h hi*,.'R"agantold his Mexicancounterpart. shouldbe relatlvely.$r toslio one in for vou e*w ie* shipments'orso oncethe Juarezborder is t role in opening hewere e particulars of ;;5h ffi it-.d"'i"iiuiti.i as planned." Reaganspoke-as.though else,even when he loo[{ qy drrecuon' I be leaving as tracteA-*fi;d;"nO thinking of somethingi'I piLse."sir,;-i Gt;; hauethe PresidentialSeal of Approval rcingthe room, I * r.iitii i"Efnii'tni io[e."' Dant6looked at his watch,.awar-e that il.i"Ifi; u"-"i-ir,"iuarez borderby rhe,'strokeof midnight".. Rer :nce:You'll go night befr .rmationof my na-tfioueito"*i;iir. -Wiri, see the pip"tittiO receividfrom de la Madrid the iom rarewLi[,-rctten," Reagan as Stt.o. TI seemingly ,'I-,il' .said,. lr"" rainbow:q""k'in D. of our nation's addoiil o; ;ryp,i", seeyo,i on th-eother side (of the s while matter- Click-'Mi;;;i;-ipunvour heels..." blact. Someonehad hit me with a powerfulsrun gun u : of his often tt *rt oi,*nl1l"ling as thoughDant6 was half dragsingme as he led me character even pulled up tt m to cover-up ;; ;hi;ii *ai ar?eaOy'iariigln1t" iircular drivl] We soon ftot" at the gal ,t"tioi on ttollyw-ood' Boulevard, where he had 9i foundationsof *ioi hr :ionof the New Kellvand me up ,"u"ol d"y, before. Kelly wasalready in. the.molor nFree uo*ldns sick and honibly t!-aumatized.She had beenconvtnceg q)' som Trade" ind dcan border. It ,#'T'ii"d'i;;'L'll"i:- h;;J!"" attemptedto createa hypnotically 205 "time slip," acting as though I had only been gone a few minutes. We drove quickly, stopping only for fuel in order that I be in Juarezat the appointed time. Th-ereI robotically presented the Presidential Seal of Approval to the proper "Free officials as programmed, offrcially opening the border to Trade" of crimes against humanity. Houston and I had hunied across the Juarez border where we were met by the Mexican official in charge. The guard looked to be r in his late 40s, with classic, rugged, Mexican features. He stood approximately the I 5'11", had black hair, an unkempt moustache,blackbeady eyes and a paunchy subjr belly protruding over his short, squat legs. He spoke excitedly in Spanish, with Mas< a harsl'r,cold tone to his voice as he spit out the necessarywords in English, invol "Give me the Seal". He snappedhis fingers, impatiently hurrying me. He took Scho the Presidential seal and knocked me face down on top of a small, barren metal mind desk while he closely inspected the document. Even Houston was unusually coun quiet while this particular uniformed guard paced the small tower room, I sweating profusely while he talked on his walkie talkie. Finally, he accessed explr and verifGd the bank transaction codes provided through whom he said was extra George Bush, Jr. He concluded the encounter by taking a stun gun from his expe belt and jolting me with it, supposedlyto erasemy memory. her t I was nauseatedand weak from high voltage and the ordeal as Houston and I be o. made our way back across the border. My empty stomach rolled, prompting s Houston to lie, 'I told you not to drink the water". In reality, I had had nothing opq to drink since the champagneat the Hotel California, and I hadn't eatenin days. oprJ I was thoroughly exhaustedwhen we reached the motor home in El Paso, but volal Houston was-seiually arousedfrom cocaine and the criminal events that merged dista Mexico with the U.S. at the Juarezborder. onh (nou (filir I mec you upor onn Liza repo pute role their noth nbor me" first I oper sumr Spac brasr depc and Whe clipl whit 206 Wedrove CHAPTER 29 .tedtime. neproper rade" of THE LIZARD OF AHS :z border ked to be After the opening ofthe Juarezborder, I was kept actively . "use busy according to rximately the.plan to me up" before my 30th birthday deattr sentence. I was "celebration paunchv subjecM to a brutal (near death gang rape) benefit" at an identifred i-sh,with ocelebrate Irl^gniq Lodge in Warren, Ohio to the free trade benefits" gained by English, gyolvedEast Coast politicos. Centers such as the nearby Youngstowi "Charrir He took School'went into niass production of slaves to mule drugs or-be part of the "trance-sport_operations". en meial mind-controlledsex slave Mexico was not the only tnusually countryreaping the economic benefits of criminal free trade. r room, After lr 207 bold red letters. My hat said NASA, in a mirror reversal of the standard bold C( red lettering. When I read it in a mirror, it appeared as though I were on the lit wrong side of the mirror and needed to step through (according to Alice In WonderlandlNAsA programming). It also clearly indicated to those-in-the- ac know that I was under mind control. Byrd looked at his pocket watch N prompting a wave of terror in me, and said in Wonderland cryptic, "We're late. wi As the elevator drops down the rabbit hole, we'll reverse time in order to get co " there a few minutes earlv. co Byrd spun me arouid to face the elevator's mirrored doors saying, "Irok rel deep into the mirror and be all that you can be by becoming infrniteiy lbst in atl US that you see." Byrd timed his hypnotic induction so that when he ordered, ml "Step through the mirror," the doors openedand we steppedthrough. re "down As the elevator supposedly went 99 (taken from Aquino's corny reversal of 6s) levels to the depths of hell," Byrd told me the Earth "spins faster Cr and faster at the core, causing us to spiral downward in a tornado effect." I fir dropped deeper in my hypnotic trance. The elevator doors opened to what thi appeared to me as an exact replica of the floor we just left. However, this M floor's hallway led to a computer room and sanitized-lookinglab area. Several te of the scientistsworking there were amusedby our hats, prompting Byrd to ham M up his comedic act. Byrd ignored the fact that theseNASA workers, like many ch others, may have deliberately stroked his entertainer's ego becausethey relied on his appropriationsfor funding. TI "He's Byrd made me robotically announceto the workers, taking me to your p( leader." th "I'm the Commander, here," the apparent director of the underground lab ec said. The workers again busied themselvesas he stood, arms folded defensively dt across his chest, while his bespectacled intelligent eyes darted the room gi surveying the situation. The Commander had a few, grey strands salting his Ll short, dark hair, yet his build was surprisingly youthful and trim for his age, or He and Byrd apparently knew each other quite well. Byrd strode over to him, th "Tom," draggingme along. Byrd called to his 50ish 6'1" friend. "This is your Cr specimenof the day that I promised I would deliver. I will be most interested to see what llou can deliver since diplomatic relations with Mexico dependson slr it. Not that I want to increase any pressure you may feel, but we need seven pr more just like her to stuff in the mouth of his royal Lizardry (de la Madrid) to se keep him from spilling his guts on the project." u "It's just as well, my friend," the Commander said, stroking his chin fi, "That without uncrossing his arms. way he can't talk without implicating dt himself." th "That's the way the Chief feels about it," Byrd agreed. "He's already in deep anyway, but this order (for slaves)hits him closer to home since they'll be th serving him personally." rc We walked to a clinical. sanitized area that had a maze of small rooms re where I was undressedand prepped for the lab. A nurse of sorts injected me dt "Tranquility" with the NASA drug and instructed me to put my lab coat back as "Walk on. this way," she ordered as she led me down the hall, swinging her in hips in an exaggeratedmanner. I immediately complied. The Tranquility drug v had no recreational affects, but produced an attitude of peaceful compliance to hr all orders given. As we approachedthe theater-typelab, a small group of men v( who would be in attendance were talking with Byrd and the so-called N Ig 208 re standardbold I th.y looked h I were on the ffy,f;Hfl;l;. at us and raughedat my literat nng complianceto to Alice In I was then to those-in-the_ led bl the CommandgIto "packstagel, ; pocket 1. entrancewhich "We'rewatch fti'#',io'l?""'i-"1tr{*,31i!:"!1if rc, late. *jirqt,,?:jt,,,tf n order '{i'i# IlT,i;Etii*t to get ;'#,Tr"il:"- ffi"#p*:lg X:T9-r1walpi,sitioned r,rgr,in "Look conversati ons b;,ru; o"l,'ff; tsying, rquested t'ilii %tr.i!" "ffi jli titely a video of the d";;;;;s,in ;f :r ; ffifu lost in all usedro create ^iatest mind-contrortechnique :n. he ordered, his seven fiiii;ty,"11e b, saltedwith "comic",sraves... camera.was firming scien tgn. #ilii$]ttt rit'iiioltr"t,on as a humorous,,iro,, iquino's cornv to :h "spins ^ SinceI was considll*. ,,yr*- faste? uommander up,,-anq^ my,death. was tado " rord the scientiststo t"f imminenr, effect." I Irrst, he said, " f#; fuck the Iab specimen,. ,, rcned to what beforeyou. *ti riy y;; ;;;,"i plyri'ur iies sampr However, this T9, sri p,"ii:uriosi area. Several [i,"ifii'#lt,gff"fi L? #,fl :1. *,}j$" *i !] a"iiiJ,,r.i, g Byrd to ham :rs, like manv se ffiH$Jftrt#,#,n',","#ti";il#Ti;lFfr',Hrui:F:* they relieil A -' live lizard encasedin a.glass rnecamera test tube of.sorts_wasinserted lg me wasfocused,.o111g ir.ilili; in my vagir to your ;)i regs.werespread in a birthi lerground ffJ'33k,*jT.'S:J:*lii{r;;""n*r*ii?H,,",f lab e4uaresto the reproductile_o,r.f*ri1''"il .i,_qo ,::xH,f"fih{igx d defensivelv 'ramatically breedingmdchine.,, d the snap'edon,a_rubber_el;u!-aia-prooeo I roorir me as thoughhe ls-salting his we tor his age. ^#'Li,iJiJtrfll".f"fff tr"+,',x1i,ii;:t,*"l,.'e,h"i,a'i"doo,ortr over outormy vagina -o iilyll 'Thisto him. out.into-tr,J,,".;.,:,'tfr,ry +ffir#:ffillTi is youi ffTT*l$ttffon demonstrationoi'ir'J'iro"iie or a presidentiar rstmterested m&et,,,tl . I apparentlyhad been dependson sravesde ra _TlTt"d.as t!. prorotypefor the sevenprogramme need Madridhad iii seven 5Cygs1ed. i""iil"rr,d was.-interestedii Madrid) to u" u,fiiii'irrtirated N.qs, lJ:frfi?f#i'#Tt,f?i^Ygt!nrdeous riker was.He wa anytechnologicat carving.i n1||'1q;3r ormowing tg his chin a6y-fe what,i implicating fii.,ld"#i#l'i'iiil*.ilrlt'"1#5'i,?,,,'J#1tilil.#",1"1,j':Hfffi,,;*i:experiencedprogramming ttrdtimebf_anru.i,;:,ffi:: or restingbefore or a already in lnls "his e . vlcleo created for pnrrol r i-^-r__r they'li be *d+j{:ifri!TiJ!';n[\, "X.*i$"";ryronq.erranvcrypticrizarc nall rooms njected me coat back itrii161';ryi,:,rg,i; 'inging her l'Hr*";,s*;rq'fril; fr$?l#il;",niT*1"ikrtolyg1'e . $;f,L- or virgins,was supposedrv uility drug uavanstd.proau;;f"'#';f ',st##; lpllance to T'''"':ild")ff"lli1,yfifi 3;"fi up of men ff ihfi so-called l#=$tkrizi"dil*TI'##,ffi'"n #g#*15"q4:"ffiadndproduced a horogram sirirar"tJir,eli?nusrraia 209 r in his You Are what You Read initiation. His hologram of lizardlike tongue *Jin""oroduced the illusion that he was transforminginto an lguana. While in Mr5xicri, I was always ordered to wait by rocks where the abundant.Iguanas "tiance-ported" "his iunnJUJfot" being to my'scheduled meetings with Royal Lizardry," the Lizard of Ahs. 2t0 )ngue CHAPTER 30 Vhile Janas loyal IN THE II.I"IEREST OF TIME A SenatorPatrick Leahy @-Vermont), who served as vice chairman on the U,S. Senate Intelligence Cbmmittee ih. 1985-86, was a "friend" of Senator Bnd. Leahy's position on Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee, coupled withhis former position in Intelligence, afforded him an inordinate amount of pwer and influence. While I had causeto have contact with Senator kahy'This on iumerousoccasions, Kelly was apparently more familiar with him than I. wasevidenced by our meeting with him in Vermont in the late summer of 1985. Alex Houston was booked to "enter0ain" at the State Fair in Rutland, Vermont. The entire trip proved to be a whirlwind of covert activity for me, duringwhich time I obtained a packet of papers from an unidentified operative withorders to hand deliver them to Senator kahy. Kelly had been kept as busy asI, sinceBoxcar Willie and other CIA operative pedophileswere in abundance atthe fair in I-eahv's home state. PresidentRea-gan had given me specific orders to carry out while in Vermont,which included delivering a messageto "Patrick" for him. He also hld me, "When you go to Vermont, be sure and go by ('buy') LL Bean." Literally interpreting what he suggested,I asked, "The whole store?" nNo," Reagan laughed. "I meant stop by there. I didn't mean buy the wholestore. I already own it. Just buy a few things, like an LL Bean Swiss ArmvKnife."' WhenReagan said he "already owned" LL Bean, I thought he was referring h theamount of shopping he did there. He wore LL Bean shirts, sweaters,and dippers;slept on LL Bean flannel sheets in his LL Bean pajamas; and carried his"Presidential" black, LL Bean, Swiss Army Knife, with which he cleaned hisfingernails. But I learned the real significance of Reagan's stiatementwhen I 'stoppedby" the Vermont LL Bean outlet on the final day of Houston's lengthy VermontState Fair engagement. The LL Bean outlet, located near the top of supposedly the highest mountain in the pristine forest, appea.red to be a store front for CIA covert activity. WhenI asked the 'clerk' assigned to Kelly and me for a black, Swiss Army Knife, his response was indicative of familiarity with government covert oprations. Using the old familiar statement(trigger), he ordered Kelly and me "Wdk h this way," as he led us through a storagearea and out the back door. There,a black, unmarked helicopter was waiting on a pad for us. Thepilot flew us a short distanceto the top of a mountain, where we landed ina clearingnext to a house that appearedto have no other access. The place wasrun like a fortress, and two guards in suits met us as Kelly and I emerged fromthe helicopter. The guards escortedus into the house, keeping Kelly while I metwith Senatort-eahy. I walked into an office-type room that had a panoramic view of the wilderness,where Leahy was leaning against a highly polished, wooden desk. IIewaswearing an orange flannel shirt that lost its purpose in crispness. It was myexperience that l-eahy's surroundings,like his apps[ance, were as sanitized aspssible. I delivered the documents and messageas ordered. I-eahy then proceeded to explainthat he was aware that my death was imminent due to my groundwork 2tl strapr participationin NAFTA, and that subsequertlvKellV would be tradedto the tre otvio_usly.wantto join in began west coast po*og*pny'"p";rio" No1lrnly dio "tracks" but he had to cover-up A wir ;G;t"iJupFU6r.ir" my 30th birthday, to w: whereKelly wasconcerned' 6ahy were alien-themed,but he Kelly Most of *v t uuruii. encounterswith cry' I on'''ni Citt'otic upbringingto drive hi-spoints inlo ryy mind. From often^ieiiJ criminals Eye r "i, i"tip*ti" e, i.eahy;;; ;;qGtiduqly oneof the most.intelligent "com' Gouern'ment.His carefully contrivedchameleon-like nantet ;f'6i;"'.ilil"-bn-"0"'i, principalsand ;nai;;Lisd; n-imitrJtititute. of appearingto sharJ.',the tt""ilA a nationaland word Uifi}i of-*hoin"ue, fr"-*is maii"ifully minipulatingon both sky'. internationallevel. ffe won i*g*'t iespect'throug-h.their shareddiplomatic While he appearedpublicly safe-- ;il'!" A; t"rican, and fris Itistr-iitttolic hlritaee. !\ Bird il S*"|" nppio'."*ll psugslthev actuallyworked together il;ff;; my oppor behind the scenes,n tn"it sh'areilworld dominancegfforq' Again from aeendaand answered to no one delivt p.i-rpotiu",-i*.hyi kahy wasi lon", who hadhis own fragn i-i;'";. inteffigence*is often.manifEstedto-me by triple depth did wasfor a deeperpurpose' ideal ;;iil to-triiiloias and?ctions..everyllri3' he drtterent' to lin and*'-rillvthis trip to Vermontproyed to be no for st "l'to I had beef,-iiu"n *tut felt like a sophisticated.variationof the robotic mind- acces NesX 6rI-i"^rii"Jr Atiig,-it*quitiiy, -whic.hturned us into the As the drug was overtakingme, doubl "ir"tt"ffJ r]*Js-ttrat Sen?iotGatty pi6fened. T, I^ attentivelv''::6';'A;;;;;ft;;;,;-tyginvlistened to what l.eahywas sayrng' Gove said,'reierringto both mv rolein NAFrA the one you togral anOf,is peJopfrileabuse-oihy-O-i,,'gttt"t. ."Of coirsg God.ii.not God. 6ne who's passedon and Leaht needto be concerned-^ *iitr. if" is"a passive Base' niUt". T'n" CoA you n'eedto be csncerningyourselfrith is the '"ii:J;ffi,'"rrlriJii"g-6"0..-1tr;iiiro o"fv-i" Evein thesky. It seesall, the I s.reat,.big. me give progr recordsalt, and tt*r*itiitr" i"f;;;tid iighiwhere it's needeil. Irt need-be known contir ;;;;;lda iaui""llfe"p-your mouttrsfiut and none of this (Bush)will know for s.ur% he's been to re( ffi;h;;;.-'d"rv v""i-v1i""-Fr6sident n.'d r€$art tris fifi.--' i'tn-not su]gestingGeorge Bush is God. Oh no, he [#rinn ii"t"ts'atf heis straddlingthe floon iJdil'6 ffi ;"tfr'-'iilii. ni ii i tJ.l--coa,'which-means inesct il;;;iy ;a-earthlypi-"t in oto"i trrattre tite actionon what he sees with his his metaphoricalmanipulation of Ir ;;;l.hilf Evef'n file Sty.;- Cont"ntwith mind iirii[ili^'itr;d,'h""'' n"i;il,-';No*, that's.enoughforq:phy' Go get.the kid'" outsidethe door with thetwo sexua idli;il';ffiail a;i"itv -o rbboticallyiuit hospi -Til;;;-*", ratl".ili-oi.rgl^an.ornatelycaryed door' and nu"ro-r.-'rrtiv-uitt"t.iiil;';tn; foi a man,decorated suffer i#il"h;1;ffi;;-. -h;s;biiiowy"piilows.i,igrrryEffeminate psyct il when the Senatorwalked il';#frJi *r,i6'Jv""i"t,;N".*, physi in,'i.f f g.fi.d; nof you I-eahy.signalled_Kelly _with^his V' .|gdin". submission.Then, accesstng Senal ffi;: ditl; switchingher into totLl silelnceand E il;;";l; 1,aipriuiously. recompartmentalized in mv mind il;iil ;;;iliti His thatI fromBush,s "no nyraPr'r!*uj";b,i;;ii;irv,-iiifrl uig"" ""aressin!. "g"i".ith" whiie'eyelefsheets, which seemed to the c pJ"'rf.i" i*["4 "i"n'*tr-iifq I was what accentuatethe perversity-oi trii"p"oophile actions with my a".ug-ht.grthat abuse-complete,I-eahy ordered Kelly and me to andr il;;;-*"tinl, ffi. to'rturous"torture distri iottowtrim downstairs to his lab"' ,'spy often e*perien.J6ut"*"nt conditioning". chambers I hadseen ano "torture lortyremore like T UeforeUotft ln tfreU.iianO MJ*i*, andtrairy's lab"looked ' in electronic{drug life ;i.iASA [b. ffi, u"i,ot-to-ttt"latest advan6ements .1in$- forthr controltechnology *ur *nritt*t *iitt ttis abilityto useit. I wasimmediately 2r2 to the *l$^^1"_:_"q11,__._l-r""cross and srainless steet table by thetwo guards.Leahy join in fggjilll9;,"ngl:" you,rqql and.hopeto die, Sti-cka needl6in youreye,/. )ver-up waspushed.slowly.into nly-right eye while Keny was foiced I0lytff warcn. lhrs entlre ordeal was directed for trauma p-urposes-primarily at Kelly "'u but he sinceLeahv fieured I would be dead soon anyway-. you tr'oiiii, ir'you pray From cry,Kelly will bi: thl first.to die. to coa andguih wiitiearl uecuus"r,is Efenow-has iminals 'computer-eyesd"an gar_." Lrahy intemrptea nit fo.r to explain that I was now a on-like link-up [o Busht Eye iir the sky,'-wiih ;l;i nilt"-fiL" als and rransmrttrngevery word Kelly__spoke.He continued with me, ,,Each ..i19ill.yol your nl and y.org speak, each breath you sigh, eye tmnce-mits-rerry;i to the Ev6 in the believed it, omatic 1ry"." -{9t]y which roc-kedher inio riiin"i. ili"t *u, ublicly vue-lorthe moment. rgether WhileI was literally out of my mind from intensepain, kahy utilized the )m my opponunlty prograr me with what he said was financial _to "personality", ifformation to no one r]yer lo-By.rd.. This..required no therefore the shattered depth sglen5 kahy had deliberately shifted me into when raping Kelly would be loear "computer_-eyes" llpose, to. his message. He told me that mf Uoav was a conduit t0lrrx hlm up.to the Eye in the Sky, where he was transmitting-the information I0r "only of the storageuntrl such time as Byrd accessedit. the tiniest little prick can mind- 11,-c1jllrycomputer.-eyesd' jto?ge bpk,.'rcany iaid, laughingat'his o*n lg me, oouDtemeanlng mockery of Byrd'spenis size. This was not the first tihe linhy transferred apparently-;;1 --i-'i,jjsensitive U.S. AFTA rlt_elLigepeinformation'to !^:yl1911l .Byrd"computerthr;ffh pr,o_ re you ngJaphrcallyrporde! numbersin my mind's banks',ever iince rn and fanl prepared_me tbr the task somemonths before- at white sands Missile is the baseIn New Mexico. It was therein the Top SECRETmind-control area of es all, that subjected me to extreme tortures and high_lech |1^!ry , ^kahy. "Fundiig ,e glve ryg,fTTl",g. Combiningpurposes as usual,kahy wassaying, will known mntlnueto be approvedas long as (mind-control)Frojects sirctiis this coitinue s been nrecelveyourlull attention".I wastreated like a lab animalwith no apparent no, he rcgud.forwhether I lived or died. I wasput in an electrifi.a rit"r *Ji.a -a ng the llooredcell,.referred to by some as thri *ooopectei gri4 ;hi"h'liovided ith his rnescapablephysical torture. ion of . I1 spiteof his tortures,intelligence, high-tech methodism, and sophisticated " "serrets"--inciuding kid. runo.manlpulatlons,senator r-eahy tailed to coverhis his re two f^U_p!rf of Kelly. He did succeed,however, in causingfiity ana-,L to Ue r, and nospltahzedtrom his torturousabuses upon our return to Tennessee.I had orated sufferedexcruciating pain and ineparabledamage to.nty tigtttiy",-*rtir" r.ily valked psychosomaticallysuffered respirafory failure dfe to nrs extremetraumas. Th'e th his li[i3, iTll"r.Fti"."s of the psycho-logicaldevasration wreaked on us by essing Jenatorl-eahy talled to raisequestions from outsidersas to the cause. mind bquallyworthv of mention,are numerousother- high profile perpetrators thatr-etly-ano , His " I hid exposure" to over the yeari. Theseindividualsl .il-;-o'*i,r'no? iriipite or red to theCIA t need+o-tno'wM. o. "a r"itii;;; "ih;;fi mo* I was whatthe right handis doing,"-werein positionito ue tno*i.dt;bt- oiicetty,s me to andmy victimizations. AII of themaccessed our programmin!eittreilor afrrg $Fbl!ol, banking/message.delivery, .mind-conriol ?"r""rtfiti""s, oi, n'ort mbers onen,lor tnelrperverse sexual gratification. lhese :e like too numerousindividuals and eventsare significant.G -iuli; chapters-;;';;; in my mind- Iife,who, in the ilterest of rime and spaci, *iti ," " liately Ionhcomlngbook. Ratherthan point a fingErat theseindividuils foi reasonsof 213 for all ',venseance" comparab'le),they must be publicly identif,red (there is none "'. rfrerefor-e,a list of perpe- ;;"sft;;i;;#; "li; f,;;';il;tii'r-d'"n'i*t aswell as hasbeen .o*piilf'Li;Gi;. t AiitriUute.for posterity, Traitors in ;t congresiionalliearings' that to Dreventthese individ;i-, irill;i";drinl sid;ld uJrottttcomingas a resultof this exposure' Si invol. blond claim Statel Band of thr invol scan( child contl playt of hz only Arat Migt 'Nei was the 1 \ L'B gath Kell the offir tofl whe solr thin Chr Yarl op€ and whr had exl life wh ins crc House-level 1 were a coded indicator of white Bl".k LL Bean Swiss Army Knives were a standard the Knives' and regular Swiss Army Knives operations. Red LL Bean Swiss Army ex( CIA indicator with which I wes also familiar' sle 2 your Congressmen' ch P1"""" support us in this effort by writing 214 ntified for all CHAPTER 31 tist of perpe- :y, as well as rearingszthat THE KING AND EYE saudi Arabia threaded in and out of most operations in which I was plTTly 11vol,v9d, due to their purchase_and routing of weapons, Arugr, -O blond-haired,blue-eyed programmed children. Accbrding t6 Georee-Birsh,s clams,Saudi Arabia was in essencea controlled financial arm of t-heunited states. Saudi Arabian King Fahd and his Ambassador to ttte u.s., prince Bandar,provided a front for the unconstitutionaland criminal covert oDerations of theu.S. This included the arming of Iraq and the Nicaraguan contras; u.S. involvement in the Bank of credit and cbmmerce Intern"ationatcs.i.c.r.) yl9.t; and funding of the- Black Budget through purchase of oui nation'i cnilorento be used as sex.slaves and camel jockeys. Since the IJ.S. "won" mntrolof .the drug industries through the so-talle 215 'Walkthisway,"Cheneyslurred.HeimitatedtheozScarecrow'swalkasmessag Bushwas busy of this. ;fta" ;i-G "io*O to Bush'soffice' nGl he led me throughm" 'Phil doing a his tension was apparent. He said, Habib.is behind his desk, and numberon his about I numberon histignnes!'*iFaio';iiaa' i;anivou to do a 'ot.5rror"," solidif'' "That a Royal word f cheneygroaned at.the term. meansgive him Dick tonight' fiftle the wl fuckine. wear him out. You're going on "'t"giJoFi-ri?e- r,6ri-tr,ioughthe riirror ind we'llmeet you on settles, &;il:e";;ro.;i,i#ouuit advers the otherside." "Good. on his facewhen we w-alkin (to the 3:00 stand He'd betterhave a smile "If part me as t went out the door. you do your confid e.fr{]i"erltingi; ilih-told lessfo ntnf'*i*j*ortea King all to L'Enfante Hotel wherer was.to be.prostituted,to we b"fot", but this was.m.yfirst time It ^*itiiiii"*o;i;r*i"ffFahd. r had been*#6J'ttfi;Lqatit Houst suggestedthat these.S *;'Xl1,1ltg,"'lf;t';"':ffi*1j:'fi:f,TE:{ "Your rangedfromapproxlmatelytentotwentyyearsold.IndicatingGenie-in-the.I bowed and said' Bottle program*,ng,-Ji#hiirt F"'? wa'siamitiar' firit wish *at.foiTtifotmation, which I told him wish is my commano-."^Fahd; ashis girls removed mv iiii,ifo'a'"riiil'il;^o.Jr",,i'iti" ;t Affi;iiil. l-at'J;ois'oued""washine ;pt"p;a'';; "rtra"t"o by me"with theirlongues' mlv Thegirls wereordered whilethe youngest o."Jnlfir"trnta "1tr s"?on t'it'- -his 5f;iti'-C*ttf' f"na i"*rding to instructionand asidewhile r proceeoi'td doing'my received;ili;"r 6fr-_en9yan$_nrsh. WhJn I finished thoseI had wasat thedoor to escortme #F t" fr;;;;;};Dbffi;tii 3'"t"tio11'.Habib suite' out. I wasto meet*t,i''fufid-"g"in at f :OOA'M' in Habib's AsI steppedeultLe lili fi"riiu-fg'gl*:t: \?q?*s"l1"Ttf""Hitl; yi;g'r"t"i Fo'a very. important date!" He w"Nff,:ffi'?'ffi,ri'"iwii"*r#r aniJCheney had just tedme downstairs to tne-eni.aiiloi'ttte ttoiet,.wtrere Sush ri?iCutoustyconspicugu;- in their trenchcoats' fikeiin,'looffi; ;c"tt in" andsestured to thephone across Bushimmediatery oide?fr iu-6i5, up the turnJd"'ild tiiilta- r- t1'9ottoi"' Cheneydashed "Don' the lobby. Habib to Habib, t vou l*ii,i"rLi"id;; i;;"]ifr'ilrh. B"ih said,iefenins wabbithoP?" ionefo seethe Secret'Serviceescort WhenCheney ,.*tn'# a momentlater, my (iOerltifel) iroGrtq iait wtritethe meetingin Habib's led me to theboutiqu#;;iiii; whichmy way. r fit"iou?.a *"to o"ptiuationfor sometime, "You suitegot under orderswere, can escortnoted as we sar;;;'ifit"tn. -II". totome his le'-nili: hd d;nk" He teasedme further' leada whoreto *"ter, friy"";;; At I'd;'";"k titq of a thousandcamels dry'' statingthat he knew whereBush' chenev' last. he took me on ,J,iJ #ti;i U Hi6ib;t t**' fanO, anOHabib were in the midst of-b;[ dlscussron' m"saction details I was proerammed Bush accessedtn" ,"irigi.Td de la andordered me tq relay* "iiiii';f-$y meetini.w-ith with ar Shasra, Thecomplexities of this Madridand subsequeJ;i;;-; oi ittiiut""iil;t tv Eeing.privvonlv to certainparts' should not be ;;,ift:;;;;;-"=JJ-bi was'seniirgthe stage for documentedhere out oi'"oni"*i. fO6 tnbryUiai-nustr .lting M"ii"o andSaudi Arabia's roles for implementingttre NewliJ;i'i'&d"t, Thisincluded th8l for further"-piiiit" of U.S..6uet["ri-minal activity' coverand warfarecipabilities' The the armingof rraq #iffi;f;;J'-i-.ttliti""t 2t6 ,'s walk as wasbusv is doing i rcr on his n a Royal ght, liitle etyou on the3:00 /ourpart .b Sng trst trme smongly err ages rrn-the- "Your rld him vedmy )ngues, lrdered on and lg "my ort me n like aid in " Ife d just |CTOSS p the r you scort rib's rmy can her, At l€Y, ned :la :his be for lor abusephysician,s ed * r*il "**tr; fffi examand photos corroboraie he ;:'Lf- 217 CHAPTER 32 meetin Mexic Ke A PLACE TO RUN. NO NEED TO I{IDE when parkin Alex Houston had maintainedhis capacitordistributing businesscover Servic throushoutthe years,routinely changingcbmpany names and custo-mers'Fy and tr summ'er'send i-n 1987, Housfonhad stumbledonto a l_egitlmatesales mqury create dil tht ieoples nepuUtic of China. Unable to proltabl.y manage.a legal contrc i,"r-ilir"s, fre i&t on i partner whom he said checkeriout to have a curiousbut recall, i*oti"i"iiri associatioriin U.S. Intelligence. This partnerwas Mark Phillips' In ffourio" had forbid me from meeting-Mark until his backgroundcheck was muser was intriguedwith ;;;i;t"d;a ttis attegiancesunderst6od..As much as he famili M*i;i piri, Houstonias enthralledwith his propcnsity for. condqc$ng-inter; king-r nationatbusiness.In exchangefor Mark's cooferation,H93$on-gd. he formed was a "l"eJ *.poration. Mark Ph"illipsbecame Preiident and CEO of Uniphayse..It her o ;ffi't 1on'g thereafterthat he won Houston'sconfidence through repeated NASr meethim' ''-i;;;-&ht;fttorofessionai successes, and Houston permitted me to M that Mark'was v,erydifferent from the other menI viewt treatedme as though q person,.andhis eyes of th "n"ouni"iJ -itin"ty.'He -I.1vere 'expt ;t"d"d no sexualiriterest in me at all. Insteailof discussingworld domination, slavery, pornography,Ahgs, and genocidelike the other men I knew, he multi yearsago rescuedfrom certain deathand ilil';"l;" io fiiiiu"co6'ni tre trad "wild" aGo iiil A;a. I wasdeeply impressed with ho\i his petsloved and trusted de la iii*. i .*flnot thinli ttr trust, ask for help, or evenqueition at the time what light it-' was that madeMark different. NAS I" th" iati of 1987,Kelly was enrolledin Nashville,.Tennessee's St. Pius Madr CatholicSchool. ffer'unusu6tbehaviors were addressedin schoolcounseling, havir ilith;i.l"ut", and/ororigins were neveraddressed. Kelly still laughsat the a sp: "anger" the..sourceof her absurditvof beingcounsllel to vent her by scribbling "anger" prog: il;;il ;;id oi paper and thenjumping on it. With her being but t ffi;;;y;ii;"t* pt'iJiL"t anapsyctr6togical-tortures and sexual abuse, it could was ;;;-6;-Jo-ti*piiitl.iiy retiev6Ol Hoiston had forbidden Kelly to display proj( "t*tion, -O liud ro c'clnditionedher. Once, when he_savagelybeat her for 1 That did not il;[i"d, ir.tuaJi"a in a cornerholding her for hours. ryIry.i{ my\ aff&t tirjr enormousnurturing needsany more than jyr_nningon a piece.ot recli her.fice, she openedhe-1 b-edpgy curtains pulli t"d. With tearsstreaming.down "Bush's "Why ln'd cried out to what shebe"lieved was Eye in the Sky"._ do you birtt hateme? Whv do you hateme so much,world, whenI love you? I want to dle tearl '--now. I can'tiake ii anymore." pass Th"tG "niO"nc"A'by the near deathasthma attack she endured,-further horr orovedfiat Houston'stoitures were too muchfor a seven-year-oldchild to co- com |;;;rh- l" iittrrpot, that remainingpar! of her mind that could^question has h"r existencewai too horrible to comprehendwas locked away. And so tt pro( *hn "life" ---ineo6s in the of a mind-controlledslave. theI b"c".ber 1987,my 30thbirthday launched the final countdownto my death. Houston was in'regular contaatwith Michael Dantd (as telephone crea i,iiiitr prove), and anangEmentswere finalized for Kelly. and me to be NAi i[i;i;.[ 6-6"fifohi". firere, I was supposedto be burnedalive in a snuff adn oornoeraphvfilm and feUy woulObecomd the propertyof Dant6. But first, I the fiii''i?fui]'t6--.o*i"ai "iv p"rt in Operation'Gieenbacksfor Wetbacks by ren( 2t8 meetingwith de ra Madrid. Houstonhad booked a New year,s Mexicofor all threeof us. NCL cruis Kelly )E and I were *{.Hng.among.theMexican pyramid whenHouston pointed out ruins in Tul ari'iguana"rizarasunnrng itserf on a rock g prhng lot' As Ketv -a i'"ppioffi"i near business cover i{" rguana,two Mexican Se d customers. By *yifgl :rerged fr6m a aarr'uiue ir,i;;;. rhey anohggers to our usedthe kevs. co nate salesinquiry Drosrammingthat traOUee_n'provided them to ' createthe ilrusionttrat i-he hwriotic manage_alegal jgr--" was trance-forminginto de Ia Madiid. ontroltechnigue was to b-uild : avea curious but * ;;;ri" uioct to ensureagainst mern as Mark phillips. realitr'.we round check ias - -1 were transported^There,by automobileto de la museum-stylehouse nearby. (.ry--a Madrid,s ta as intrigued with I were taken into his arl conducting familiarbedroom bv a unifor'nearu'tton-ty'*11,-. inter- king-size De la Madrid,sbed w: ln and he formed waterbedset in a uarkw*Ji-'ofr"ir"r". wasa plush rrris time-ttri 6"arp, ofUniphayse. It black-bloodred, which del" r"idoriopointed heronthe bed. It out to Kellv as he nrough repeated was my experi"n""-ituiJ" h Madrid,sbed NASAtechnology advenrure. was,in itsel the other Mountedinside of the,canopywas.a movie men f viewedpom screenwhere de la Mad on, and his eyes videosand/or NesAiprovio.a'iiirr.. From of the NASA rris-bediLil repri orld dominati6n. 'experimenral"Gordstar muttiic-rJen i"-ii"i, " "Bythar were mind-control routinery used ten I knew, he ;ililill;;. firming the actrial NA ertain death and cr.o.yp"dmonitors, th; ;;;"-rta"?videoprovided aill!,rfl*"Liordstar multiscreen the illusionof seej rved and trusted whenshown on a (singie)'r..."niu"r, dela Madrid's bed ai *is'iuilt i, at the time what canooy.roie*arpri )rn"";*n"n I wasin his lightblue skv with rouing bed.the sar .touaJ'*ii'affi"a on the moniror screens essee's pius NASAhad [sed to ro"!-l! ;t-;ld;;il"id,,Somewhere u St. Madrid in rime.,, de roolcounselins. showedon his canopymovie icreen. fie further hypnoticatv enhancedthe 6ffect ill laughs at tFe Flng r. lnoilrarilq; on iri'*"i"iu.a which he 'iii"i""l,'Jhadcovered w le source a spreadof simirariieht brue wiirr "anger' of her programming ;r-cv.^isor"*rt.iJ'in.Time,,^iir'.ofi!['itiJ ;Idft., p;;il'M; Nar being waseasir-v accessed butnevertheless compl6x--vitpl ri,npr aouse,rt could "igq*irg'[.ilr"A."il The porn6graphyshor elly from prdviousraping, t"*""ting-' to displav prolglrng.H^ 9j_T: *itr, ;' ;"il i;"";i"# ""r. ty beat hef fo'r our sexacts onto the scieenas they-"it dccurred."*i,"r" Thistime de la Madrid ;G I not positively saig, ;; we.began.. .,,, referring on a piece tL"qp" my.oagq\iqil Si;;il: of rccrrnell,yit1t-tltneagarnst 9J Heordered me to undressal oroomcurtains theheadboard of-his bed. eiirre ro-oi-litir"riil,"t" "I/hy pullingKetlv's jeans off aste saiol"vou u.g, , do you Drth guu"'oirttLi;#;il;i yiu g", l r want to die tothe border a'reement, and ni,* yourloriiiifirGil; g":^:h:J.r]t.rl_"d you. t"iilfJi,r. ' $ burn cannot eitinguish the flames of oassionvou her dured, p""aonto'r,-i,lv#"r,i,!',il#fi further hormonal l,filf,:ltUf?Jff #ltff H?,ti.i? ld child to co- experimentin evorve come.your role .gJnitici'ililr"'r"i.!*i"ily for geneiarionsr rculd question is compl6te.And. thank" ffiy friendsin Washlngton. hasperfected the formuli.qrd -of NeSl ay. And so it -qiJei.T#"'tb the rechnology minore procreationusing recreatedbloodfinesl -s." ftt ri,J -ry detectabrediiference make ntdownto mv I"4 ryl c9f-d.Reptilian. ioi'rouirlrl'; ue ta Madnd sestured (as telephon-e Ip .tgwarg the canopy screen,where the createdvideo of mv-"siving tidr; NAS, nd me to be NASAprovided to ilt""ri-t"ii'i"r. depicted.By this time, th ive in a snuff desi-ener-orye- {oi ;i ;e;"i'"r,-:''i-;;"iiiiy jl"r,la administeredand was[icking iff"tiio;;;:-r*i]'"y.r u", . But first, I werehypnoticary fixed or Wetbacks thevideo as he besan-defenseress*{6r"fG.;;JU'?i"'my.daughter. by renderedhelplessry She,-too,wa tiitt""a'.eL[ quietrycompried with his ever 219 E demand. Using specific commands,de la Madrid orderedme to spreadmy legs and displaythe vaginalmutilation caqying. He positionedhimself over Kelly-s thin face, smotheringher with his penis while he performedoral sex on my carvin!. jeot When at last we were returned to the NCL cruise ship, Kelly and I were cou vomiting sick from de la Madrid's abuseand the high voltagd trauma that runl followed. An unusuallylarge shipmentof cocaineand heroin had beenloaded, ther which was transferredinto the walls of our custombuilt motor homeonce we {ocked at Key Bjqcayne,Florida. Houston supposedlystayed aboard ship for sanl the next week of his engagement,while I drove the motor homefull of drugs up andmy sick daughterto Houslon'sfarm wherewe residedin Tennessee. reta By the time Houstonretumed to Tennesseefrom his NCL cruise, Ken Riley aw, hgd already empticd the motor home and dispersedthe drugs as previously Kel planned. The only businessHouston had to attendwas implementing the finil phase of trance-ferring Kelly and me to Dant6 and being updated on Mark our Phillips' latestsuccesses. sur Houston immediatelybegan programmingme to not take anything but pro Kelly's and my clotheswhen sentto Dant6. At the sametime, Mark Phillips hav and I had reacheda level of communicationthat was new to me. Althougti I itse had no consciousunderstanding of what he was saying, the truths he spoke resoundedthroughout the depthsof my being. For instance,when he showd me his "Back to the Future" Delorean he "Sometimes sportscar, wisely cryptically stated, you have to know where you've been in order to know where you'regoing.' . Just before Kelly and I were to leave for California, Mark askedme to help him force Houstonout of businessby providinghim with the files on suspecteil (corporate)criminal activity that Houstonkept hidden "somehow" at our house. Not only did I gladly do so, but I wasable to ask for help in return. I askeil him to help Kelly and me get away from Houstonbefore I was killed and Kelly was sentencedto a fate worsethan death. Mark assuredme that he would help. The day Houstonintended for Kelly and me to be transferred!o Dant6, I felt I strangecompulsion to telephoneMark and notify him. That morning, Houstondrove to Mark's offrce believing he was going to meet with him later that day. But Mark had brought a team of movers to the house, and rescud Kelly and me. He had brilliantly interceptedus as we were being passedto our intendeddestination! Mark evenunderstood Kelly's and mv needto rescueour farm petsfrom Houston'sabuse. He not only found good-homesfor our live- stock, but he had arrangedfor them to be loaded and transferredduring our frantic rush to move out of Houston'shouse. Within two hours.Mark safelv moved Kelly, me, our pets and livestock to freedom. Despite brilliarit orchestration,pandemonium broke out when it was discoveredthat Kelly andI had beenintercepted and detouredfrom our intendeddemise. - ,"Wake-u-p, sleeping beauty," Mark saidas he gently rousedme with a cup of freshcoffee. "Welcometo a newdav. " My eyes opened. I had never exierienced such kindnessbefore, and it seemedlike a whole new world to me. Mark presentedme with a beautiful watgq, which he strappedon rny wrist. "Now Noting my wonder and surprise, he explained,--The you will alwaysknow thatI gaveyou the time of day.''They time of dly? No one had given-me ever tireir time before. only vet took mine. And I neverworc a watchbefore. I did not evenknow what honth or yqr it was, let alonethe time of day. I had no conceptof time, which Mark Th explainedI must alwaysmonitor from that momenton. (re 220 "You legs .. say someoneis trying to kill you. Why?" Mark asked. I could not ,lly't tunk to answer.I was totally amnesic. All three of us were now in -Howgrave ng. jmpqt9:{,literally dodgingbullets while I desperatelysought the answers. rryere couldI haverequested help whenI did not evenknbw w:hoand/or what I was that runningfrom? Somewhereinside were the answers,and I intendedto uncover ded, themall. Fast. Now there were three lives on the line. iwe Mark understoodthat safety was tantamountto memory recovery. At the r for umetime, noneof us could be safeuntil I could recall who and whdt we were rugs upag$nst. - Mark quickly.soldeverything he owned,including his Del-orean, retammgonly basicnecessities. He also sold the motor homewhich had been lley gygdedme in my divorce from Alex Houston. Using thesefunds, Mark took usly Kellyand me to the peacefulwilderness of Alaska. indl February4, 1988marked the beginningof life for Kelly and me, free from tark ourmind-controlled existence. It also marted "The the beginniirgof a ni:w kind of survivalas we embarkedon Most Dangeroui Gam6" of international but proportions.pgspite death threats and attem-pts,lntimidation and cover-ups, we lips havesurvived thesepast years "another seven by refusing to keep secretsr--whichis in thI itself story.n' oke ryed td, lere relp :ted nly ked :lly lp. telt o8' rter red )ur )ur ye- )ur 3ly rnt JI up ir [ul he I A, qoi"kly rs the accurecy of my deprogramming notes were Iy corroborated and/or wrified,abstracts of various experiencesand Lth identifiaction of abuserswere vastly disseminated. rk I[oae who read these rbstrscts over the years, literally watched me gain piece/peace-of-mind (rintegrrte.) 221 CHAPTER33 the s healtl x Tenn EBILAGUE Moni Absolute mind control was the only existencewe knew until Mark Phillips politi rescued my then 8-year old daughter, Kelly, and me directly from the laws CIA/DIA's MK-Ultra Project Monarch in 1988. Through a series of carefully quali orchestrated events, Mark cleverly maneuvered our mind-control handler, Alex v "trust" Houston, into a position of that provided him the latitude to lift us free operi "owner," of our existenceunscathed. When my U.S. Senator Robert C. Byrd, bad 1 and other so-called leaders of our country involved in the Project realized the in th problem Alex Houston's bumbling had created, Mark took us to the safety of calle, Alaska where we began remembering that which we were supposedto forget. over The safety and serenity of Alaska provided an atmosphere conducive to Natir deprogramming, despite the pandemonium that ensued. Mark Phillips was the F first man who not onlv did not abuse us. but cared for our welfare and well unbii join being. His patient, g6ntle manner was iherapeutic, while his propensity for handling weaponsand apparent intellect kept us safe against all odds. Through appo his noble actions, Mark taught Kelly and me that the world of human interaction day , in which we had existed for so long was contraq/ to most human behavior. We and I learned that goodness does exist on this Earth, and that there were those in \ Washington, D.C. who refused to tolerate the mind-control atrocities they liber witnessedus and others enduring. recal As my eyes opened and I woke up to reality, I becameenraged, Enraged rem( for the traumasinflicted on my daughter. Enraged for a lifetime of abuseat the to re "leaders". ( hands of our country's so-called Enraged that the American public iny had no idea as to who and what was/is running their country. Mark helped me lnpu "The refocus my rage in a productive direction when he told me, best revengeis thror total recoverv." Juve"wi; I began iecovering at the rate of 18 hours a day through intensive therapy destinedto restore my memory and, ultimately, my mind. I learned the ins and herr outs of my own mind and recorded my memories in a journal. The stack of cour journals giew as over a decade of White House/Pentagon-levelabuse flooded cont my mind and intruded on my thoughts. Pictures from my past flashed across I my mind as neron pathways opened in my brain. I was regaining accessto my I are own mind and control over my future by recovering memory of my past. desp I Best of all, I was falling deeply in love with Mark Phillips. Why wouldn't I fall in love? He rescuedmy daughter and me from cerlain demise, restored my to al free will, was helping me recover in total safety, and was the polar opposite of fron my abusers. He treated me with love, respect, and thoughtful consideration. sup€ Equally as important, Mark proved to be an ideal father ftgure to Kelly. He acro providbd her with unconditional love and deep understanding. Through him, asa Kelly caught a glimpse of how kind men could be-and how good life could be. aske I had long since ceasedto hope that such a man even existed. com The love factor in my recovery is considerable. Not only did Mark Phillips mea l save my-at life, but now I had a reason to live it! The love we share,ke-ptme going times-{ike when Kelly was institutionalized in 1989 for Tenr homicidal/suicidal behavior. The loving relationship that Mark shared with who Kelly during our short year together as a family was suffrcient to arm her with ana soci 222 thestrength to survive her ensuingordeal as a victim of the so-calledmental healthanl criminal lustice" system. xettv. i6-w t8, iemainsa'political prisonerin the custody-9f--1heState of TennessA*netl-itre is deniei qualified therapy for the MK-Ultra B-j*t ftlonarctrMind-Control abuses she'endured. fhe Stateof Tennessee,under the violation of-n-umerous Doiitialt'h;;;d powerfut influenceof Kelly's abusers,is in SasiCciuit rights in their determinedefforts to keep Kelly from qualifiedtherapy and the family-positions sheloves. '-'fvhil" case matii of those in !o qake a differencein Kelly's *ot" on a "i.Ieedto Know"'basisrather than deliberatelyconspire with the I'ni'uuut.-""foteiloot --Questions into Kelly's-"What case history shouldraise serious questions intn?ii tiri"A.. like; could d child have to do with the so- presiding fitil.."N;iffiut SEurity" of our country?" Tlt" JuveniFcourt iudg_e "reasons ouiif.ffvi" caseclosed the doorsto the mediaand onlookersfor of liltil;-i;at"* ilfity' wtrite-years,gross and blatant_v_io'lations of laws and rightsensued. to an thiee long Kelly and I have been denied_our.right"guardians" onULi.A"ib;;t whiie'couri-appglntedadvocates and so-called My own court- 'rip"i"t.A;"tt"*iy,i'*fioioinforces with'attornevs paid bif by my pedophilefather' doublesfoitheluvenile Courtjudge when he takesa divoff. hasvet t6 representmy interest. My interestis in Kelly's well being *-Wfii"anlfuture--and if shewill havea futureat all. X"itV is still amnesicwith regardto mostof her.past,.sne.,i1d,e- liberatelvdenirfo therapeutical access tdher past,due to wlio andwhat shewill triggeredinto_ 1q21l:-i"n..a;nieO ac,cess to Kelly for fear shewould be "peee.1t1q" nr*U"ting by my merepresenc6.- As-for my deliberately fellf torememUeiwhat itre was'supposedto forget,-asher abusersfear,-it has been mviipe.ience that recovet inustcome fro-m ttre inside out. Not from outside inirt.'i;-;t;less for r?:lly thanthe piece/peace-of-mindl-have gained the questions:Why_h{Fe Uiourftou"tlfted rehabilitatioir. Wtrictr hises nQeorge il;;;Ti;ffi;;.oniuit"o us rronr sayingthe 1-am9 Bush?" whyis,$-e ;Wirra of Ozt a taboosubject for l(e[y while the Stateof Tennessee.provides jt"p["" Xing horr6r novels?fVnV are Kelly andI forbiddenby the mr*im "pi"iioint,;;'politiis, " " " " ffi i; ;;ih; *oiai New'world order, and mind control?"--il; "norm.alize" attemptby stateemployees to our relationship,Kelly and I ". forbiOOitftoiiscuss the past, my immediateefforts to affect her dire and desperate*'il;"6"ttfi'"nOsituation, or futureplans as a family. unjusfin Kelly's view is the Stateof Tennessee'srefusal toallow her anv contactih"tto"u.t'*ittr tvtart Phillips. While I am hindered i;-ffi;;-;"i"ire "onu"rotions with my daught-erdue to court ordered *i,i*lrifti'-'ti-cJnioirtip,-C6tirideriirg Kelly is deniedthe right to even wave to Mark ;l;;;ffi.pJkine-iil that, like me, Mark hasnever been named u'i,i".ii"r|i A-*i-"1 unfit, or viofatedany court orders.,the questionmust be astl'- Wftv does the Staie of Tennesseego to such lengths to ban all irruni*iion uittr* Kelly and the man wli-orescued her and taught her the meaning*T;if"-i;-;;kJ-G*of unconditional love? to no avail' The State of questionsfor vears "an fennesiLtifusis to "uen aiknowledgehei requestfor unbiasedattorn-ey -iiJ t"ifi r.pi"Jnt her interestsinstead of thoseof the state".^I. 1glly'p pleas for i;;;Gsent her go no fartherthan the deafears of the assignedstate ; il;* ;ni-iglng; "Need ilffi;k; hlr case. This socialworker is operatingon a 223 "Needs to Know" basis that has no basis, and she to Know" that she, along with the State of Tennessee, will be held accountable in the event that Kelly hurts someoneor herself. Kelly's frustrations have mounted beyond her ability to cope. I applaud Kelly for her determined but weakened efforts to stay in control of her own mind despite being denied qualified rehabilitation for the devastatingresults of Feb ProjectMonarch Mind-Control abuses.Kelly's daily attemptsto accomplishthe her psychiatricdisorder is pro- EXIS impossibleby psychoLoGICALLY managing Age portionate to her high intellect and willful determination. But it is not enough ope to fend off the Psychological Warfare that has been waged against her through Kell fun< CIA Damage Containment practices designedto keep her contained in amnestc ICV€ voice' silence. She needshelp. Sheneeds a collective cnfi Kelly can be helped through public outcry and through abolishment of the toe 1947 National Security Act (and 1984 ReaganAmendment to same) that has thal tnre security of ouronce greatnation. You can write your destroyed the Mar "National Security" Congressmenand Senatorsdemanding that the so-called Mel act be repealed. Do it today. Thank you. sou the pro' Now that Kelly is 18. UPDATE lnte qu€ - Fall 1998: Despite public outcry that grew to include a wide array of inter national rights organizations, with numerous documents\ letters directed to No' many of which were copied to me, Kelly has yet cor Tennessee'sGovemor(s), att( proven to be granted her right to qualified technological rehabilitation for the refr u.S. Government sponsoredMK Ultra mind control abusesshe endured since Hor birth. Those few criminals in control of our country, our information, and Ma ari "criminal" justice system refuse to provide the known, but subsequentlyour Da( never the less classified, technological antidote for a problem they won't cor admit exists. In view of over 70,000 (declassified)documents' evidences' videos, medical records, affidavits, and government insider testimony De Phi MK Ultra mind control abusesKelly and I endured proving the reality of the as! ittut ut. a part of what Mark Phillips and I accumulatedover the years, it is "judge", us( absolutely inexcusable that cover up continues. or, as the only oel 6th Andy Shookhoff, thus far involved in this casesaid in a l99l Nashville, Ho "laws do not apply in this casefor reasons TennesseeJuvenile Court hearing, wa of national security." After a decadeof cover-up, Kelly was released,un- Co heated, from the custody of the State of Tennessee. In the interim she is lea waiting, in a safe environment, for the rehabilitation she so desperately deserves. 224 he,along with tt Kelly VICTIMOF THESYSTEM hurts .TIMELINE- rc. I applaud lof her own lingresults of tccomplish the February4, 1988:Mark Phillips rescued Kelly and me fromour tortured mind contr sorderis pro- existenceas slavesof the u s. DefenseIntelligence Agency/ central Intelligence Agency'sMK ultra Project.Totally dissociative and amnesic, we fledfrom s not enough "owner' our clA operativemind control handler Alex Houston,my u.S. senatorRobert c. ;t her through 'black B Kelly'sprimary abuser George Bush, and the criminalcovert budget,,activity :d in amnesic fundingoperation(s) in whichwe wereforced to participateon nationala-nd internati, pandora's levels.we escapedthis boxof horrorswith enough secrets to expose cnminaland perverse hmentof the activityon the highestlevels of our goJernment,but we nave !9escape the psychologicalwarfare assaults involving cover-up and intimidationtac ne) that has thatcontinue to date. write your I Security" March1988: I sworeout a seriesof threecriminal warrants via the Nashville,TN MetropolitanPolice Department on Alex Houstonfor threatsand attemptson our livr soughtfurther protection through Nashville's District Attorney's office, "until but was told b theDA's lnve^stigator skip sigmundthat shotswere fired' nothing could be dor protectme. since Kellyand I werefleeing members of the U.s. Goveinment, 'federal Intelligence_,Military and Justice Departments, protection,'wasout of the question.Skip of inter - Sigmund,among others, suggested I leave town. irectedto November9, 1988:I was grantedmy divorcefrom Alex Houstonin (proven100% ly hasyet mnupt)sumner county, TN. whire stiildissociative and programmei,Houston's lheproven attomeytriggered (switched) me on the stand,and my own attorney,Jack Butrer, refusedto addressthe issuesof mindcontrol/ abuse and luredsince "Reverend" cut a deai with his friendal Houston'smentor clA operative BillyRoy Moore (of the Lord,schapel/ lion, and MarshaTrimble murder scandal). Subsequenily, .freed;'from "maniage" I wis my rown,but aranged/programmed to Alex Houstonwith litflemore than the clotnesor :y won't back.Jack Butler has retained to thisday all evidencessupplied him proving mind ontrol/abuse. ridences, imony December9, 1988:With only a few hoursnotice, I was subpoenaedinto courtas Mi I endured Phillips,Kelly and I werepreparing to fleethe state. Kelly'sbiobgicat father and my rs, it is assignedtrauma base handler (arranged by Byrd),wayne cox, in occultseriat kille judge", usedprofessionally by the clA whomKelly had seen only three times in eightyears, demandedshe not leavethe state. Dissociativeand amnesic,I representJd rille, myselfi 61hcircuit cou( (therewas no time to retainan aftomey)against cox, his motner,A )r reasons Houston,and his/theirattomey Bob Anderson,and pbad m-ycase to iudge swiggarr :d, un- wasgranted the rightto take Kellyout of state pendinga two week visitati-onperiod v coxin hishome of chatham,Louisiana. sheis Amnesic,I couldnot yet rememberwhy I fearedCox and for Kelly'slife, and compliedwith the coun orcter. ttely 225 sca December24,,|988:ltelephonedJudgeSwiggartathisresidencetoinformhimthat Equinor:/ahigh occult ther f"ff''nJr"p"rted ritualabuse (in a M;rmonihurch at Winter that I couldnot haveKelly holidayDec 21)to t" oVt"Lpf\on", anOCox informedme was nothinghe coulddo The 0""r. i"JS" SwiggarttiiOln"t dueto the holidays'there go retrieveher myself Anc O"vf^Osuigesti;g t obtainlocal police backup to in and ,1988: rescue,Mark Phillips and I successfullysaved Mar December25, In a ratherdramatic tnv( Kelly,butnotbeforeseverepsychologicaldamagehadoccurredKellyhadwitnessednee cannibalism'was druggedand sexually andparticipated In humanii"tin"" aid resl assaultedby Cox as is medicallydocumented' abu Alaska,30 milesoutside of Anchorage' Mid January,1989: We re|ocatedto Chugiak, Ala MarkPhi||ipsgenerous|yusedhisownresourcesunti|dep|etedtomoveusandkeepusawa safe. my/ programminghad been his Spring 1989:Kelly's MK UltraProject NASA gp{uced she beganhaving flashes of disruptedby the trauma".nL "no,jr"o whilewith Cox,and I took Kellyto Anchorage' sel ."",[.v *n1"n promptedh". progr"r*ed respiratoryfailure. gravelyco19er1.ej.gver Kelly's sui< Alaskapediatrician Dr. l-orrie'Sh6pherd,who becam-e he€ |ackofrespon"".o"onu"ntiona|medication'SherecommendedthatKe||ysee|oca| pat arrangeto- receive Medicaid "niio p"v"ni"tristor Fatrickand that I immediately unc benefits,aShertherapy*ourou"|ongterm'Sheassistedwithal|thearrangements'pol: per my own Shespoke of CIAcovert June 1989:Kelly's memory flashes began to trigger Sut pertainingto mulingcocaine out of the "p"r"ti"". runuy u s. senatorRobert-c. Byrd Chr programmedto disruptrecatling/telling Caribbean.Kelly went rnio respiratory failure as der ,,secrets,,, IniensiveCare Unit of Anchorage's government "nJ*"" no.piializedin the bel in on Kelly'sca.se AfterKelly's HumanaHospital. Psychiatrist Dr. Patrickwas brought mu timesper week for therapy' releasefrom Humana, she saw Dr. Patrickseveral Sall dol ByAugust1989:lwasinintensivedeprogrammingwithMarkPhillips'.workingansof stabilizemy mind of 1g hoursp", J"V , an effortto-retrieve my memoryand average Markand me allc qr"ffyL."rgn to affectke'ny's Oire situation hadinformed .Dr'.Patricknow professiona||y termed thatKe||y was sufferingt'o' rr,r,rtipr"Personatity Disorder, sel thatlwas MPD/DIDalso' Dissociativeldentity oisoroer. w't'nin a month,I too realized se) "simply" thanhigh tech (harmonics) Becausemy initialabuse base was traumarather wo p-atrick us that Kellyexhibited tikeKelly,s, I soonwent inio tusion Dr. informed se) herphysically examined for ,v.pto,il. ot sexualiritualabuse and advised we have the sat I 19. infc and my liveswere exI to theAssistant District Attorney in Anchoragethat Kelly's I reported for whichwe may her in andthat r waf iecoveringmemory of politicalinvolvement iJoprrov variouslocal, state, and federal law requirebackup prot"",,on *nit" ."pJrtingcrimes to Fal theAnchorage Police Department "nior""."nt agencies.I reported'Kelly'iabuse.to Ph was laterindicted/convicted in local (Jackchapman, wno trppetotroW aors"rs and sp( 226 formhim that scandal) andthe Departmentof Humanservices. our Medicaidbenefits/records w, r highoccult thensealed. rothave Kelly e coulddo The federalcrimes I rememberedin detailwere first varidated and then reported nyself. Anchorage to FBI'sKen Marischen(later found to be involvedin scandalwith Jacx c.hapman) and residentAgent in chargeJoe Hamblin.As a result,the FBIthrearen :cessfullysaved Mark Phillips'rife and riberty.Because I was stillamnesic of my father'sabuse/ radwitnessed involvement, I contactedhim pleading for financialassistance fbr Kely'siii" tnr""t"r. -rxually need "ertortion" rhe FBIinformed me that my fatherhad fired chaig6, on ;" response "shocked" ,n andthat they could lock me up. by the ne*s, i..,ymemory of h abusesbegan flooding into my consciousmind. of Anchorage. is and keep Alaska's us U.s. customsReside.nt Agent in charge,Max Kitchens,who was alreaoy awareof governmenucrAinvorvement in cocainLoperations, began investigating my/Kelly's allegationswhen I reportedinternational crimes to him. He was informed I Deen hiswashington, ',the DC superiorsto backoff, as we wereconsidered warkingdead ringflashes of to Anchorage, s9n19m.uer1989: Keily'sbehavior had become viorent. she exhibitedhomicidar/ overKelly's suicidalbehavior, as shewas writingout memoriesof mindcontror abuses, "no nu. lysee local healthwas rapidly deteriorating. Mark phillips' knowledge of governmentl"u"r Medicaid ,ino mntrolmatters permitted Keily a measureoi temporaryierief ihrougn LoGrcALLy rngements. understandingthe programmingshe hadarready remembered. Hoivever, polyfragmentation dueto Kel (MPD/DIDcreated in infancyihrough trauma before personality herbase cf CIA covert haddeveroped) Keily courd not regaincontror over her own mind. reout subsequently of the shewas hospitalizedat Human-aHospital again, then was iransterredt calling/telling charterNorth patrick. PsychiatricHospitar via Dr. retty totdme that she neededherj nchorage's dealingwith herhomicidal urges, that they were programmed and rootedin the occur Afier belief(reportedty Kelly's instiiledby cox tzae; tnatthe;b6od rine"/famiry mustbe apy murdered "voices 1me1 in orderthat she surviveand the in her head,'cease.' She cried said "going anr shewas to hibernate"untir she receivedeffective tn",."pv, pri n"in""o rktng downand 't'tiave an sleptduring the halfhour drive to charterNorth Hospital. not softgentle seen :emy mind sideof Keilysince, and I rookforward to the daywhen quarified therapy rk and me allowsfor her to be reintegratedand becomewhole. allytermed D/DID september11, also. 1989:Keily had agreed to undergophysicar exams (June 12) for the rarmonics) sexual abuseshe hadremembered by wayne cox anoArex Houston in nopls bited wouldbe served lustice AraskaState appointed expert Dr. crintonLiilibridge coniimeo rer rnedfor tookphotographs as furtherproof/evidence. Dr. Liitibridge rne,l.l:?1l?T-":q pD confirmr aouseto Anchorage Jackchapman and FBI KenMarischen, and iirmediately informedme thata cover-upwas underway He assuredme thatshourd | 'ever need y ltveswere experttestimony in court,he wouldtravel "horrendous to any pointin the unitedStates to "tt""t to richwe may herabuse" as it was and shouldnot be coveredup.,, federallaw )partment Fall1989: cover-upand threats were reaching dangerous proportions, and Marx d in local Phillips andI beganarranging to reaveAraska] rnoiing Keilywourd niqrii-r,,gnrv specializedcare, I beganan intensivesearch via terephone,mair and networkingto 227 Dami locatea mentalhealth physician knowledgeable of governmenUmilitarymind control catcf techniques/atrocities.Therapists involved in the infamoussouthern California McMartin back casethrough newly formed organizations such as Believethe Children,in additionto reputablepsychologists and psychiatristsfamiliar with mindcontrol due to theirown case Sprir loads,advised us that rehabilitativetechniques were as classifiedas MK Ultramind FBI€ controlrecords itself Threatsto theirlives, liberties, and licensescompounded the rgcol dilemmaof findinga therapistwith bothfortitude and integrity.Additionally, our finances hadlong since been depleted by moving,Kelly's medical needs, postage, phone bills agen cooe resultingfrom our efforts,survival against all odds,and Kelly'sSocial Security benefits not granteduntil 1991 when SSI was extendedby lawto coverMPD/DID. ama: would be (pror atten I wrote a pleadingletter for assistanceto Alaska'sU.S. SenatorTed Stevens,who Kelly promptlyresponded by denyingmy requeston SenatorByrd s AppropriationsCommittee stationary!I alsocontacted Nola Capp of Alaska'sViolent Crimes Claims Commission, Sum a federalorganization that providesfunding for the rehabilitationof victimsof violent main crimes. NolaCapp referred me to Tennessee'sClaims Commissioner Richard Rucker. Senr CommissionerRucker began filing Kelly's/my claims before we leftAlaska, as he had supp ourr confirmedenough of Kelly'sand my abuseto provideemergency funding. from CommissionerRucker worked diligently to assistme in anangingfor Kelly'stransfer secu from CharterNorth Hospital to a sq.calleddedicated psychiatric hospital specializing in treatingdissociative disorders in Kentuckyknown as the ValleyInstitute of Psychiatry. oue' quali Tenr December1989: U.S. Customs Resident Agent in Charge,Max Kitchens,unexpectedly visitedMark and me,visibly shaken, to informus thatour liveswere in gravejeopardy. July He explainedthat the'interest' in silencingme was beyondhis abilityto protectus from. my primaryabusers had arrived in Anchorage,and my fatherhad joined forces aou! Someof pr with involvedpolitical and federalperpetrators to have me silenced. He had alsojoined ro Suttr with Wdyne Cox to harassus throughcustody/paternal issues. I contac{ed CommissionerRucker, who had not yet completedfinancial arrangements for Kelly, docL urhichprompted him to securean emergencyinterim placement for Kellyat the this' frien aforementionedValley lnstitute of Psychiatryin Owensboro,Kentucky. vide evid January1990: MarkPhillips and I hadleamed, through our network,of a so-called retul "Child'sRights Advocate' in Huntsville,Alabama, State District Attomey Bud Cramer (whosoon becameU.S. Congressman,setting precedent as the mostjunior memberof Tenr CongressionalIntelligence Oversight Cramerinvited us to Huntsvilleunder'police ). rePrl protection"for the statedpurpose of investigating/exposinglocal NASAand military involvementin MK Ultramind control and its blackbudget criminal funding mechanisms. Sun this Underpressure, we temporarilyrelocated to Huntsvillewhile Kellywas transferredto "emergency alrei VIP in Kentucky. CommissionerRucker provided Kelly and me with oael compensation"through Bud Cramer"soffice before our claimwas shut down,reportedly by Byrdwho is chairmanof SenateAppropriations and overseesFBI ViolentCrimes Folk Compensationfrom his Washington DC'special'" office in the FBIbuilding. Our lives Atto weresoon in gravejeopardy in Huntsville,and BudCramer, in associationwith the Joe HuntsvillePolice Department, was activelyinvolved in cover-up,intimidation, and CIA 228 rymind control Damagecontainment practices. The "chird's alifomia catch Advocacy,organization was an McMartin netof D,D/MKUttra vrctims, ";ilii;;;sis er. n, inaddition back turtne,proved. We fledHur to to Tennessee,where we would reside. teto theirown case VIK Ultramind spring19g0: Mark phitios and npounded r, uponthe recommencrationof sympathetic/conc the FBIagents' ensured our safetyrr.'.i" nally, i"l"rti"'il"'mes to Tennessee,sFBt ourfinances recordingand havingNashviile, rennesse" ti-rorg lge,phone agents u]sl'customswitness the interview. bills BradGanet and efiTulev "tturpi"i ,i*n"r, Securitybenefits codes, il me into sitenceby usrnc 'er keysand triggers,o_T1-?lonr"Tming MPD/DtD. amazement tnat were providedthem, which to ti did notwork- Tennesseesenaior sasserwas (proven)and the TennesseeBur"", caughtin the FBrcovr "ir."!"tisIi"^ *:" usedin tevens,who anemptas well. In the meantime, an intimidationI 'iations "rr"ng"r"ni" vJ-ereoacr in orderto Committee Kelly'sdesperately needed therapy. obtainfun( msCommission, rms of violent summer'rgg0:Threats to our riveshad again escarated, and Markphirips RichardRucker. maintainedour safetythrough and I vastoissem'inaiioi? rnformation to Time/Life, senatorsand Congressmen,Tenness; U.s. ixa, i;Gi;il vrciims,advocacygroups, as he had supporters,and mediawhich kept rg. us ariveJin* ",i'un,,rerydeath courd ourreports ValleyInstitute of Psychiatry onrvcon' rlly's inroni"l'r" that Kelly,slife was transfer r.m herfather, wayne cox, my ,n0", tl lspecializing fathera;d oih;;, andthat they did not in s€curityto keep her safe. Arso, havesuffi of th"v-since "r"ir"J'in-"i'uilr,o haveto rerease Psychiatry. dueto increasedfederar oressure. her from nnance's*"r" not yet avairabrefor obtair g::l]flejl:habititation,I iought "n "ttor"v i;';;;fu, rs,unexpectedly rennesseementar Ke'y not be tumed into thr hearthsystem, as r oeiLueJ ri-e-.tte traveJeopardy. therewourd be in seriousol protectus July from. 1990:I had been"lu:."d that if Kety adjoined abuse, courdhave Arex Houstonarrested for forces the statewourd be forcedto r"te-ase ct hadalso joined t0provide *rliemaining viorentcrimes compens for her therapy, tl\i$;;;il": :e0 uunonand his !flevrns tcontacied Sumnercounty sne Detective ""j;-;;& Hor.ion:" tsfor Kelly, ,0cumentedmedicar and {"f psv,chiltlc lqry,l" "0r"" "r"x"Trv,,a orooS-ziitiiro na.vemv we atthe thisto sumnercounty's District tnreatened.t repa Attomeynaylffi*ruey (who I laterleamed nend;and provided him with tne .unress wassuttr evidences.'i"ifro methat youhave videotapeof Atex Houston rraving ;x a a so-called u'oeo-s,-eic']'"o'Vriii,."o;iiin"'t'ij]*o" is nothingI can do., The ludCramer i,1ffi:ffi(1H[?*i:3: overtoi'"y wn*"y *",." riormember of roer"police Tennesseestate Legisrator.andsumner ]d military represent county attomeyRandy stamps agreed Kety and me. untirhis rifeand to mechanisms. sumner tn"ioiii. i"rry were reportedrythreatene( I countv sheriffs otr'ciars.nJprl""iilii"" nsfered thisinformarion d"rps, sti, fearingfor his rife, to over to the Tennesse5;;;;;;;;estigation, tu rgency *',n notesat ,"*rr"",-Grri'was wherecover_up was vn,reportedly ffii#iffi}:I. tumeoout of vp withouthavir rntCrimes l. Ourlives Followingthe advicefrom a state_victim'srights organization, I withthe AftorneyGeneral ,o" troyl.:-ol"ri" contactedU.s. Distric rn, "ioig;[rTrn""tng. Ray Whitey,s andCIA JoeBrown's secretary, and we wife wa ontyenOureOiu.ti".-*u"r_up and threats. 229 Uponthe adviceof a concernedU.S. Senator, I contactedTennessee Representative Ma BenWest, who introduceda billbefore the Legislaturein Kelly'sname, addressing the oy needfor specializedcare for sexual,ritual, and mindcontrol abuses of children. wn the August 7, 1990: Afteronly 72 hourssince her release from VlP, Kelly'sdocumented bal programmedrespiratory failure (triggered by memorythat surfaced upon being reunited ins withme) resulted in her beingadmitted to VanderbiltHospital's Emergency Room where,again, she failed to respondto conventionalmedicines, but respondedinstead to Ap psychologicalintervention. Subsequently, it was orderedby Vanderbiltthat Kellybe (ac placedin the TennesseeMental Health system. in, Aroundmidnight and by policeescort, Kelly was transferredto TennesseeMental Health As Institutefor "evaluation"and referral.Exhausted, weary, and frightened, Kelly was su visciouslyinterrogated by Dr.Vassel until she vomited and collapsed.lrate over hls an insaneline of questioning,such as "whyare youcrazy?", I defendedKelly and her thi dissociativenessand he threatenedto lockme up. Kellywas transferred to Cumberland op House,where I wouldnot be permittedto see herfor 48 hours. na for August 9, '1990:When | finallysaw Kellyat CumberlandHouse, they told me she had or( notmoved from her bedsince her arrival. She was sittingin her bed,not blinking, of talking,etc. in a dilapidatedroom covered in satanicgraffiti complete with blood smears rel "furniture" on thewall, torn curtains, wrecked and NO CARE! Appalledand horrified,I to comfortKelly while Mark Phillips photographed and scrubbed the blood Ag attempted "Dr." fromthe wall. I metwith Kelly'sso-called resident psychiatrist, Gabboy, whosaid ml thatthere was "nosuch thing as mindcontrol or ritualabuse." I informedhim that the A1 ^L pentagrams,666, suicide, murder, and cannibalism graffiti on Kelly'swalls and floor dL wereindeed satanic. He arguedthat CumberlandHouse had never had any ritual rik abusevictims, until I told himwe wouldsee if the pressagreed with him. Theypainted ol the roomswithin 24 hours. A1 September1990: I immediatelyand desperately sought resolution to Kelly'smental Pt healthpredicament, and metwith politically appointed Tennessee Commissioner of al MentalHealth Eric Taylor. He assuredme that Kelly'sdilemma could/would be AI resolved. Federallaw stipulatesthat in orderfor a childto be transferredout of state ef (wheresupposedly qualified rehabilitation was available)a diagnosisto supportthe transfermust be obtainedwithin the state. Sincethere was no one in Tennessee A treatingMPD/DID with c/assified military/NASA mind control programming in children, al therewas no oneto diagnoseher disorder. Commissioner Taylor gave the impossible hi taskof locatinga physicianto diagnoseKelly to Departmentof MentalHealth (DMH) hi workerMarsha Willis. Kellyremained UNTREATED at CumberlandHouse during the br ensuing8 monthstatewide'search" by MarshaWillis, who concludedwhat I knewall c along- thatthere was no onewithin the statewho coulddiagnose or treatKelly's MK D Ultramind control abuses. sl K e' t€ 230 ) Representative r, addressingthe r children ill8[iilgil]Ttl5lrga'o reso,ve,Ke,, y,sd wherebyil:llill-iil?:;#J,'sthestate *o",i ii""#, ls Lylg.I-:rrv,..t""il"",f,i;ffi#t i'xH:::ffi? documented ffitilir'llr:,fl!"3#Xy:":'s.in"tx"tiv *"rri ."t becomeembroired rn beingreunited nst itu tio n ;.-;;";il::i'ina cust( encyRoom s iili ;il ffi ;ff "H'"iir:lffil iflfr"il;;i;J Lr*" condedinstead to Aprir2' 1gg1: thatKelly be wayne coJ a1d his-Nashvire Tennesseeattorney Bob ,tlto,mttedtvnaidby my father e"rr O,eril"l'ii"j l;J Anderson inJuvenile court in "n "no neglectcharges againsl "trortto regaincontrol of ^"1,;: ieeMental Health Asa resurt t,Kelly was of cox's ateoations, 'ate supervised feJlvand I wereimmediatery denied overhr-s I never*"li:T:g_,_" itil6;;"": visitationunre: andmany others ilq rg" unabrero protect llyand her due to my own mino6""troi"[Lioexrstence. her rron Jto Cumberland tordrejti"""i"""or Keryarways unders :T#t',ff"Rfl,il*ffiTi11oeins sheand rshire acros, ll?t!:n'l:t"s;iii;''ih";';l=dj,tliffil:f j,",:',jilglltil{Vlirr;X d r.undedin roveand resoecl. ,yri meshe had or.er x"rrv,no"itoJiilfu" had/have tblinking, to receiveher needed_ano ,i"""r"i'ili;l;;i,"" muchto overcome dueto theporiticar promrner I bloodsmears iJ,ilitX?Til#ll:.'ff conversation! ndhorrified, I 5:".i:1:j1.Jl,il[1',i!1""ushter ironito d theblood boy,who said fllijiJijl;jH:!I"TI ro-seerennessee DMH yofe_r Marsha ntmthat the wilis,who rnrorn i andfloor ngencyroA)lio i,i,.,i,'j.,"j',il.J::?n:;,fl rny abuserhererore, she 3:jin.':g:_'t9;*il;b;#"1'n,",,,n"ntfli ritual y1r_onave ;"il;;;;; l9l::ffi ::g"iii:"j,,:Lil1: fheypainted ffij,""Tl.""lii::.;,,:ffi"ff#r#ig:ii.I,l!,"taperrhaDMHn"."i""" 's Aprir1991- Aprir 1993: v10l3tio1g.ot mental Fsychotogicat rawsand civir rights. in ;toner Warfare""1^,1-:9d".;;G;il}i'ra*ics, conjunctionwith DrA.s of an.me both havebeen enduieo Jbe Ketvis no*i.,ui:Jiror tne so-caieo'iustice oyKetl :rt quarifiedrehabir.ation anoMentar Heattn-systeml of state :lff:'li*"^ r"r-,n"ffi"tirt. mindcontrorabuses poftthe shenas essee I Aprir9, 1gg1: I was denied children, rhe rightto defendmyserf in rmpossible attornevl was appointegr:gg court,and courd not afford ar nad ad'*.1.il"tJ"'d) h (DMH) tntervened,and pressed.false Attornev,bur not untir after co nrm;' chargestiritn i5 "",o"nce/documentation :unng andrestraining orders-were pr"""i ro back the 'ecause "gli;;i m-e prus, ,probatron" xnew I did not have a oermanent r was puton all uommissioner aoorers oJyoni tn". r"g"r p.o. :lly'sMK Ruckerhad-estabtisne];;";'#er*ect Box r6sio;ncytnat un!; workerErnest me Additionary,I met Fentre"r.1lh" r*""iri, c"rrtflno with specialrvforthis case from *"" broughtin by the state Ke'y sumnercourti, "n-iiziry that.r andthat'she wourd be pr"".o *'*rzbJ"Jr'fi"vn" ry wouldtbse custooy c eveninvesrigated cox.,,(This was our *"":l il;;;"rgo beforene resrrng'arthough I I:_-d.r"l psychiatricand psychotogical had neverbeen named a;;;;;;""r, and thatcox shoirdnor. 231 Additionally,Judge Shookhoff ruled that all courtproceedings would occur behind closed At tht doorsand ruledthat the (sympathetic)press and localadvocate Edith Hammons, thatf Presidentof OrganizedVictims of ViolentCrime, leave the courtroomand not return.I -see was not permittedany supporUwitnesses on Kelly'sand my behalf,and sat in courtwith thes€ "my"court-appointed attorney on one sideof the room,while four attorneys, Cumberland Time Housestaff, DHS workers, etc. sat on the opposingside. April April '1993:None of the medicaland psychiatricrecords obtained outside of the State Metn of Tennesseewere considered admissible in court. Thus,Kelly was to begin vagit "counseling" in Tennesseewith Janie Adams at Luton'sMental Health Center (who' agait alongwith Juvenile Court Judge Andy Shookhoff, is currentlyinvolved in scandalfor labelingsexually abused children as sexualoffenders and thus locking them up in Spri detentionrather than providing therapy). Janie Adams told us to reportKelly's sexual Gov, abuseto MetroPolice or I would be the one prosecutedfor the abuseKelly's Tennessee Out "might' basedsex exams prove. (l knewfrom experience that MetroPolice Department McV was heavilyinvolved in the very politicalcorruption from whichwe escapeddue to forcr Nashville'scocaine business, as the ex-PoliceChief Joe Casey,Mayor Richard Fulton, stral and soonto be convicted/imprisonedSheriff Fate Thomas were presentduring a covert Edu operationsmeeting involving drugs and armsshipments to SaudiArabia!) We were referredto HomicideDetective Pat Postiglione,a closefriend of JanieAdams and Timr neighborof Alex Houston's. Wils Cou Kellywas taken to MetroGeneral Hospital by JanieAdams. (l was forbiddento be there conr duringher exam.) Kellyreports she was roughlyexamined (they fore her vagina) and declaredher'NOT abused"! Kellywas then threatenedunder hypnosis(a lameattempt | file at hypnoticprogramming, documented) by JanieAdams and told she would die if she furtl everagain said Alex Houston abused her. Janie Adams also claimed that Kellywas nof indi sexuallyabused. Thanks to the forethoughtof MarkPhillips, I hadobtained additional and in-statemedical records further proving her sexual abuse prior to JanieAdams teaming up withMetro P.D. in a classiccover-up. Apr "warehouse asl Kellywas forbiddenby CumberlandHouse social worker AKA person" psy CharleneJohnson, in associationwith herfriend/cohort Janie Adams, to everdiscuss fror heroast! Kel "therapy' Kellywas punishedwhen and if she did speakof her past,which is the worst exI imaginablefor a diagnoseddissociative! When Kellyceased talking about her past as rec "she instructedbecause, as she says, hadto liveat CumberlandHouse", Cumberland tol Housestated in courtthat Kellywas 'not abusedbecause otherwise she wouldtalk aboutit"l Ap Kellydrew several graphic pictures depicting sexual abuse, including one of the torture "Charm wa dungeonat Youngstown,Ohio's School"(a sex slavetraining school overseen wit Traficant).These pictures, clearly depicting sexual abuse by U.S.Congressman Jim "Kelly pft and mindcontrol trauma, were rejected by the courtas JanieAdams testified that att madeit uo." 232 m curbehind closed Atthe same time, Metro Police threatened Mark Phillips' life. Pat Postiglione,told Joe Rodgersv lammons, tnritorr"," Mayor Richard Fulton and former Ambassador to France I provided Lndnot return. I 'seeto it thatI was silenced"through threat to my life. MarkPhillips and investigati' satin courtwith thesecovertly taped recordedthreats to everyonewe knew,sparking an reys,Cumberland Time/Lifemagazine. April15,1991:ProminentNashvillegynecologistDr.RichardPresleydenouncedt ideof the State M'etroscam-exam of Kelly,and reaffirmedher sexualabuse as well as documentec reportsw( begin u.gin"l;riif"tion carving(carved for SenatorByrd's perversion). These Oenter(who, againignored bY the court. n scandalfor meetwith themup in Spring/early Summer 1991: commissionerRucker arranged for meto Kelly'sdiler Kelly'ssexual Gover-norMiwherter's Legal Assistant Burnie Durham for resolutionof me Goverr (elly'sTennessee Outot rf'""r desperation,i plead for helpfor Kelly. BurnieDurham told (l had been )liceDepartment McWherterdid not addresssuch issuesand thereforewould not help. peddue to forcedunder MK Ultrato work on McWherter'sinitial campaign as he was being Global RichardFulton, ilGicailt movedinto place for rubberstamping and imptementationof t duringa covert Educalion,-andtherefore was not surprisedat this response)' a!) Wewere \damsand Time/Lifearranged a meetingfor MarkPhillips and mewith DHSManager Charles Juve Wiron involvedin-the same scandal with Luton'sJanie Adams and t"*r"nti' part a CIA CorttLuOge Shookhoff), whom we did not realizeat the timewas of therap' 'iddento be there mnlain1ne"nteffort. Mr.-Wilsononly assured me'Kelly would never receive ervagina) and r (a lameattempt lfiledchargesagainstCoxforbackchildsupportof$21,000'whichonlyresultedir (cun oulddle if she furtherchaiges iled againstme in 5th CircuitCourt' JudgeThomas Brothers chargr at Kellywas not indictedfor cocaineconspiracy) violated laws and my rightsto upholdcox's may be aw inedadditional andallow the Departmentof MentalHealth to interceptany moneythat Adamsteaming to l Apri|22,1991: I petitionedJuveni|e Court to restrainCox from having access (medicallyand ,i n" n"d previouslytriggered her mindcontrol programming rseperson" psycnofogiLffydocumented) and openly threatened to do so again' Documentati( as wel I everdiscuss ho, pr"ulou"institutions,psychologisti, psychiatrists and medicaldoctors, b) frifyi o*n testimonyto the court,riry testimony, €tc etc etc ' were all rejected hi courtwhile cox was grantedunsupervised visitation with Kelly. Kellyand.l.both with medir worst'therapy" rrpf"in"J no* Cox wiuld triggerKelly, and I had documentedin writing programmit outher past as recordshow he had previouJtytriggeieOlactivated Kelly's mind conlrol ', cox tit Cumberland tono avail. Socialworker c#rle;; Johnsondelivered a letterto Kellyfrom predicted' : wouldtalk containedexactly the methodsof triggeringwe had anticipatedand protection' April23, 1991: DespiteKelly's screams, tears and pleasfor helpand reof thetorture *5. gi;t"O visitation. Kellyreportedly confronted..him with his abuses'including (as :hooloverseen witneisedhis murdering,dismembering, and cannibalizing a human documen "went ' c sexualabuse pi""i""" i""titrtions;. dnarleneJohns5n reported that the meeting well high levelc ;tifiedthat'Kelly attorney,Bob Ancterson, lwho repeatedlyhid deliveredsophisticated 233 My pl triggersto me in courtwhich, due to my deprogramming,failed) also had unsupervised myn timewith Kelly. My attorneywas refusedvisitation. agair had i I witnessedthe aftermathof Cox'svisit with Kellyduring my supervlsedvisit overseen by evalr SocialWorker CeeCee Ralston. Kelly was screamingand crying, and askedCeeCee sne ( whatshe mustdo to be heardand thus be orotectedfrom her occult serial killer abuser sne r Cox. Sheexpressed confusion over being forced to visithim while not beingpermitted Bece to seeMark Phillips who had rescuedher, and why she hadto havesupervised visits cnml withme. Kellyexpressed confusion over the "reversal"of so-calledjustice. Sheasked, "Why SETVI am I lockedup whilemy abusersremain free?" "cou all (l WhenKelly reported these abuses in court,she says she hadbelieved that her"private meetingtestimony" to JudgeShookhoff would bring about justice, when in factshe was May onlyfurther punished by CharleneJohnson for havingtalked about her pastwith the Joht Judge! Kellysobbed uncontrollably at the lossof visitationwith Mark Phillips, who she "dad" inclr loves,respects, and has referredto as sinceour time in Alaska. To thisdate, agel Kellystill has notbeen able to speakwith or havecontact with MarkPhillips. lives "Nal April23-March 7 1991: Kelly(only 11 years lost 10lbs in less old) over thantwo lega weeks;she deteriorated psychologically to the pointof despondence;and herasthma, whichwas deliberatelytriggered by Cox,became so badthat she was takento The VanderbiltHospital by House (withoutnotification Cumberland staff to me). thei Ger Summer1991: I was constantlyin andout of court,battling for Kelly'sright to srm rehabilitationand to avoidfurther reprisals of chargesagainst me. My fatherEad and O'Brien'svast wealth obtained when selling me and my brothersand sistersinto the MK his UltraProject was beingused against me, as wellas sophisticatedCIA codes, keys and Cu: triggersdeliberately delivered by attorneyBob Anderson. Although these triggers were Dic ineffectivedue to my deprogrammingand reintegration,the blatantviolations of laws Tht andrights continued, including my beingdenied the rightto speak/defendmyself in offt court. I was againordered by the courtto undergoadditional "evaluations" by psychiatrists psychologists pay and of DHSchoice, and ordered to for Cox'sscam Jut psychological permitted out-of-stateevaluation of whichI was no inputor choice.Cox's uns out-of-stateevaluation being accepted by the courtwhile hundredsof Kelly'sout-of-state growing SO recordswere rejected added to the rapidly listof cover-upevidence. M EmestFentress of DHS,who was obviouslyworking was CIAdamage containment, lnt caughtblatantly spreading misinformation on Kellyto all stateinstitutions, discrediting thr her need preventing and transfer,and leaving her at CumberlandHouse to withstand dir furtherabuses via CharleneJohnson. The JuvenileCourt Judge dismissed Fentress fromthe case,while DHS promoted him. The dilemmacreated by Fentress'well As orchestratedefforts hindered placement for Kelly. Ke JuvenileCourt Judge Shookhoff ordered that Kellybe placed"temporarily" in thejoint op custodyof DHSand myselffor'purposes of obtainingfunding neeessary for her on-goingresidency (warehousing) at CumberlandHouse.' 234 so had Mypsychological/psychiatric unsupervised examsdeclared me sane, reintegrated,and substar mymind contror victimization.Therefore, the oppositionrequested that I be testr againwhich was granted. obviousrythis was a set up,and federar efforts to sar( roedvisit hadrncreased overseenbv dramaticaily.As arways,I conceareda iape recorderrn to my;psy and evaluation" askedCeeCee sessionwith cynthia Tuiner Graham. she immediateryinformed rlt she Lre serialkiller abuser didnot.require any informationfrom me becauseshe had oeenprovileJ ;,eu, notbeing sheneeded permitted to know"from ErnestFentress prior to his beingtaken from the e supervised Because "exam" case visits of my recording,this on me was rejectedb-y the court lJustice. cnminalsham psychiatrist Nolartni Sheasked, wourdsoon be governorlapporntedto become the ne> serveas the "counseling'commissioner of MentarHealth. l was insteadtord that t muit unor andfurther examinationin orderto maintain"ny p"r"ni"t ,ignGt" r, vedthat her ',private all(l havenone anyway). nenin factshe was ler past MayJune1991: withthe I was contactedby the southeasternregionar director of U.s. k Philtips, Johnsullivan (George c who she Bush'sformer division when he was headof crA). Thisre a. To includesMexican thisdate. and caribbeanoperations. I was interviewedfor overeight hor Phittips agentssent to Nashviile.They expressed concern for Keily'spright and s;ieiy, fiveswere -ry ". in increasingjeopardy irom evidences substantiating t".i,r;ni less 'National in"1 thantwo Security'ramifications. These agents agreed to inteireneon Kellyls-be andher asthma, legalproceedings. s takento l These "the me). u.S. customsagents received cail"from washington, DC which prevr theirfurther invorvement Evidencesubstantiating criminar a6tiuity oy tnenuis. n ; General nghtto .Dickrhornburgh (one of my primaryabu"sers; had corroborated a former r simllar fatherEarl allegations,creating serious iniernar iepartmentat probrems for Dick andhis rhorn sistersinto the MK cocaine/whiteslavery operations. u.s. customs,John sullivan informed hisboss, r \ codes,keys and u s. customsDirector wiiliam Von Raab,was steppingdown customs as heado -5Setriggers were dueto the criminaractivity that was proiitlratingand beingcouer"d-up Dick si lationsof laws rhornburghhad to verify/appioveail U.d. cuitoms-internariniestigations. rnd Therefore,untir we myselfin naoa poiitivechange ot admrnistrationreadership, no herpco ons"by offeredKelly and hersituation. Cox'sscam June5, orchoice. Cox,s .1991: GeorgeBush announced that Dickrhornburgh wourd be resigninl (elly's unstatedreasons. oulof-state Thomburgh'srore in the rrancontra covei-up scandar "nd soextensive .no. ence. that it could not be fully contained,and was airedon r.rac's ; currelr Affairand through various newspapers. rrnment,was s, I notedthat any discrediting successobtained by me/Keflywas counteredequaily by our abuse ) to throughorganized withstand crA intimidationind DrApsychotogicat warfare tactics. Much v sed directedat Kelly,since Fentress theyknow nothing means rnore to me thanher/her welr beir lss'well Asa Result: y" in Kellyhad been "Guardian the joint appointeda so-cailed Ad-Litem"Martha chird via the for her opposition,who told 'creared Keilythat the FBrhad cox ot arLcnarge"; "nJ in"t tn, 235 hlF "insane" saidI was andthat'Mark Phillipsis a mostdangerous man." (MostDangerous Keh Manis CIAcryptic term for beingmarked for imminentdeath.) | obtainedproof and outs witnessedMartha Child and CharleneJohnson being paid off withmy father'smoney for Crin theirparticipation. This evidence was notadmissible in court. sep Kellyand I were rarelypermitted to see each other,being forced apart for monthsat a timeincluding telephone communications. Sun corn Kellywas punishedseverely every time she spoke of her pastabuse or currentabuse by forc CharleneJohnson. This is documented. repr had I was deniedaccess to CumberlandHouse records (despite several court orders) which con includedbrain wave oatterns. health deterioration. and documentationof effortsto c,on triggerKelly. A sympatheticworker did provideme accessto someof Kelly'sfiles to makecopies. Hor dire Kellysaid she was subjectedto satanic;/occultrituals at CumberlandHouse, referred to "innocent She by staffmembers as candlelightseances." asi Ter Kellywas counseledby CharleneJohnson that herpast'is not real.' whi "th( Coxmaintained full access to Kelly. pat CumberlandHouse testifies that Kellyis sane and thereforeneeds to be releasedto Jat Cox'scustody. pro oth CumberlandHouse's testimony contradicted their previousstatement, now sayingthat wa Kellyis INSANE,therefore can nottestify in court. the "no Ke CumberlandHouse representative testifies that there is suchthing as mindcontrol.' Nu die CumberlandHouse later testifies that Kellycan notsee MarkPhillips'because he is an experton mindcontrol." Co pe I am not permittedto comfortKelly in any way, explaincourt proceedings,etc. Kelly Rc expressesnightmarish confusion. ter pr Kellywas involvedin a CumberlandHouse van trafficaccident, and was routinely M( hospitalized.She was deniedthe rightto call me and notifyme. She secretlyslipped me her hospitallD bracolettwo weeks later. ct for July 29, 1991:I was deniedthe rightto pursueprosecution of CharleneJohnson and Kr CumberlandHouse, and thereforewrote an open letterfor help. K( flc re 236 furtheraccess to any US Kellywrote a few letterspleading for help,and was quicklydenied Victimsof Molent outrid"*rrunications, includiigwith idith Hammons/organized mail. for iir". klrrv was forbiddento ma--keany telephonecalls, or to send/receive september13,1991:Cox'sout-of-statescamexamdec|aredhim.sane'. it had becomeso summer:A new organtzation,lcAM was assignedto Kelly'sca$ as dedicatedto mmptex.This organizationwas supposedlya iegaloversight committee Nashville's oy forcingjustice in cover-upcases. An evaluition of Kellywas orderedby who [put#;0""i Dr. BarryNurcum (a CIAsponsored Australian national transplant), 'was qualified'when hJ previouslyrefused io treat Keilyon thb groundsthat he not ^h on Kelly's mntiaeoin igag andagain uy oMu Marshl willis in 1990. Hisreport mnditionwas inconclusive. Kelly's However,the lcAM managerhad verifiedenough of my claimsto understand she endured' direneed for qualifiedther-apy for the provenMK Uttramind control abuses as quickly Si,.*". preparedto nave ietty transierredout-of-state to qualifiedtherapy th€ arr"ngembntscould be mad-e.My credibilityout of washington,DC and as of i.nn"""i,. Legislaturewas impeccable,and this managerrealized the.magnitude even whatKelly and lwere up against.she informedme.that a Drs.'referral diagnostng ;th.po."ibility that it tookei like MPD/DID"was all that was requiredto finishthe at this point' DapeNvorkfor Kelly'stransfer. DHs dissolvedthe lcAM organization Kellyshould be January1992: Dr. BarryNurcum wrote a letterto the courtstating that all ilrn WayneCbx. This tetterwas reiectedby JudgeShookhoff,. as well as ilA;d that otherevidences including documentation of medicalrecords proving the devastation ruledthat waswreaked on Kellyby cox's deliberatetriggering and trauma. The Judge "upio in courtthat O*iiion *"s bumberlandHouse', and they lied and assuredme tn. with Dr. kelriwourO not be subjecteJlo Co" again.Mark Philiipswas_invite{ tqcolvgrse "lf up you will HuiiurnanO subsequentlyiecorded him stating, you and Cathydon't shut die'. proceedings Coxarrived in Nashvillefor depositionsas necessaryfor 6th CircuitCourt p.,t,iningtobackchi|dsupport.At|easttheAssistantDistrictAttomey,Scott itosenourg,who was ptesithtat the deposition,wa: quicklyconvinced by Cox's who was being testimonylndactions'that he was the abuserI said he was all along- Project proi*tJ Oytn" CfArrUSGovemment for the informationhe holdson MK Ultra i,tonarchand politicalabusers such as SenatorByrd' and CharleneJohnson allowed Cox accessto Kellyat CumbedandHouse anyway' permittedaccess to brbidKelly from telephoningme. cox's abusivemother was also Kelly. col|apsedin a heapon the Ke||yscreamed, cried, begged, pleaded, et9 t9.n9avai|, then "accidentally' ioorfrom terror as Oocumllted'in CumberlandHouse records that were physically releasedto me by a compassionateworker. charlene Johnson assaulted 237 cox Kelly Ap Kelly,shaking her violently and forcing her to standat attentionto visitwith waslater isolatedin a paddedcell for her lackof cooperation' dile me was prc I againpetitioned the court. Juvenilecourt ruledthat cumberland House jurisdiction presscharges tnl uniccountablefor theirabuses of Kellysince I had no to "one DF b;;; Kellywas in jointcustody whereby stateagency cannot sueanothei'' reI charleneJohnson rematns on tnejob at cumberlandHouse to thisdate. cumberland initialsR l.P rat iouse changedtheir logo to a chili withMonarch Butterfly wings, with the writtenin bold lettering. Ju took w€ January 22, 1992: A new organizationacquired by my attomey,omnivision, provide Mr ;n*g" irt oversightof Kelly's-case.I was assuredthat OmniVisionswould I qu"fi"ti"Otherapffor Kelly,even out of state,as well as protectionfrom Cox, lF im full'custodyof Kellyto DHS. I hadno alternativeconsidering that I had no prl retinquished I parentalrights anyway and ChirleneJohnson was abusingKelly so horribly Before Mr placed full DHS pn mademy decrsion,however, Judge shookhoff ruled that Kellybe in Irtt custody. Ar January:IwasinformedbyDr.BarryNurcumthatadiagnosisonKel|ywou|dbe mind obtainedthough a new_to-lriashviltepsychiatrisupsychologist wh_o had studied SV that ar controlunderLJ.S. Defense Department Psychiatrist Dr. MartinOrne' Considering hours inr tn'. nighly"r"dentialed physician could be with opposition'l.spent eight -the the Bi interviiwingDr. Mitchelito no avail. Dr. Mitchelltook over Kelly's case under "her o( conditionthat recorctsremain confidential as was necessaryfor her safety'" te knowwho or Kelly was placedin a fosterhome by omniVisions. I was not permittedto basis wherethis foster home*"". | *"" permitted,however, to see Kellyon a regular Er throughDr. Mitchell'soffice as quicklyas arrangementscould be made. m U dragged court proceeclingsto arrangefor Dr. Mitchell'sconfidentiality and my visitation in been for iix monthi, during vinicntime I rarelysaw Kelly. I learnedthat she had on practiced pf"""O in fostercare witn tne formerCumberland House worker who openly fr. witchcraft. U dl further February5, 1992:A restrainingorder by omniVisionthrough the Juvenilecourt forbadeKetiy from writingletter! for help or contactingsupporters or victims c what little organizationi,and restrainedher from speakingof certaintopics, including n a she recalledof her Past. a abuses ,I Marih 8, 1992: I wrote a pleadingletter to DHSto take accountabilityfor the pleadingfor help' n anOviotations of rightsKeliy was 6nduring.I wrotenumerous letters and 1 and remainedvigilant in my desperateeflorts to obtainKelly's much-needed deservedrehabiiitation. I receiveda responsefrom a supportiveU,S. Senator V n recommendingthat I broadenmy approachto the Tennesseelegislature. Anangements and were madefor me to "p""r "" an invitedguest before the Tennesseelegislature thenCommissioner of the Departmentof HumanServices, Grunow' 238 T ith Cox. Kelly April13, 1992: lspoke beforethe Legislature,pleading for resolutionof Kelly's dliemma.One of my formerabusers, Tennessee State Senator Ray Albright, left' meetingwhile TN. iep. McAfeepromised to helpand orderedCommissioner Grut e was provide"hima report on Kelly'scase. Afterthe meeting,commissioner Grunow gr "under ;s cnarges inmy face that no ciicumstanceswould Kelly ever receive any therapy-" C reanother". DHScaseworker, Denise Alexander, who had beensupportive of Kellyand me,w quit Cumberland Lportedlypressured by CommissionerGrunow to suchan extentthat she het le initialsR.l.P. rainertnan comply witn hls cover-up.She tearfully wished Kelly and me luck July1992: Kellywas finally in therapywith Dr. Mitchell,and subsequentlyshe an isron,took weiepermitted i weeklyviiit in our'familytherapy" session with his M S.W.asso rldprovide Mr.Neiswender. Kelly and I were permittedto talk for the first time in two years. to Neiswenderthat she ;ox,lF I immediatelyexpressed fear of Dr. Mitchell,and explained "mother," g that I had no oroblemswitr me,but had horribleproblems with herassigned foster o< ibly Before I Thurmond.Kelly began expressing fear and anxiety, wore occult jewelry if,telissa "futt in full DHS prouid.dby Melissa,spoXe o1 moon"campfire rituals/parties, and readoccult iiterature.it was apparentto methat Kellywas againbeing subjected to occulttri wouldbe August1992: Kelly'soccult involvement through Melissa Thurmond caused her died mind swiichinto an orcultpersona and becomeviolent. Melissa then literally dumped )nsideringthat andher few belongingson the streetcurb nearthe YWCA and notifiedDHS. Kel behavior,this time at Vanderbiltwher lht hours institutionalizeOaglin tor homicidal/suicidal "on" nderthe anJ Dr. WilliamMitchell would be working her. OmniVision BarryNurcum "fit safety." determinedKelly was no longer for their program'and withdrewfrom her case leavingDHS in full control. o knowwho or regularbasis Earlyseptember 1992: I had beenforewarned by knowledgeableand cooperati membersof the U.s. Intelligencecommunity that the Psychiatricsection of Vand universitysubcontracted to the samecorrupt faction of the U.S. Governmentthal :ationdragged immensethreat to Kelly. I was courtordered to attendfamily session at Vanderb : had been experienced/witnessed-that Kelly'smind and life were in gravedanger there. I w rnlypracticed furtherinformecl that an attemptwas beingmade to silenceKelly through classifit Ultramind control means, and to expectthat she may be re-programmedto requ' accessto her abusers. e Court further NS I had beensufficiently prepared to deal with the traumaof seeinl october 1992: "why g whatlittle negativelyprogrammed. She asked me don'tI havememory flashes any rn andsaid inat she wantedto see Cox. Mr. Neiswender,who was supervisingthe if she couldremember anything- goodor bad- aboutcox. She repl 'the askedKelly abuses ,,No."so I remindedher howour braincompartmentalizes memory of traumatoc dingfor help, horribleto comprehend,and askedif, perhaps,this was why she had no memory ed and The logicrestored her controlover her own mind,without my havingtriggered mt lator whichLuld have resultedin respiratoryfailure. Instead,Kelly decided that she I Anangements notsee cox afterall, then told me that all she could rememberabout her pastwt islatureand 239 Mitchell si Mr. Neiswenderliterally fell off his chairwith surprise,and told Kellyto tell Dr. in the sl aboutthis that evening. Kellyhad rememberedspecific clA codesand operations as wellasteing in and out of the pentagonand White House, and told C"riOU""n, N exohcitsexual details involving George Bush' S( kr Late october 1992: Courtrecords show that Vanderbiltunderwent a battleof side, sl "ri"gi""*" betweenKelly and governmentties. I do not knowwho was on which "harmonics' what butkelly was reportedlyiubjecied to in an effortto make her forget and Mr' tu ine naO;ustremembered. I was forbiddento see Kellyany more-at Vanderbilt, find g Neiswenber'retired"immediately. lwent to see Dr. Mitchelland Dr' Nurcumonly to $: lockeddoors and sealedliPs. A t Duringthis same periodof time, I was informedthat informationI had released Freetrade Agreement was greatlyendangering our Jt p"rt"l"ningto the NorthAmerican ql iiues,paiicutarly as this was an eleclionyear. The NAFTAinformation I had tied directly a' to GeorgeBusfrand my own memoriesof his brutalsexual abuse of Kelly. I had tf obtainedfurther proof/conoboration of his pedophileactivities, and arrangementswere IY maOetor vast disseminationof informationas well as a speakingcircuit whereby "silencing' us wouldonly prove us credible' S eitherof a Bushmade five separatetrips to Nashvillein october, duringthe most important George t, time ;f his re-electioncampaign, most of whichwere not nationallypublicized' but are tc welldocumented. p l was told that the brainstem scaningdamage done by the harmonicsprogramming that A Kellyreportedly endured during this time coutObe effectivelytreated and reversedif she to qualifiedrehabilitation immediately' b was transfened \ a November5, 1992: Mark Phillipsand I spokebefore a largegroup of stateand federal law enforcementpersonnel outside Houston, Texas to releasemy well documented NAFTAinformation, a meetingwhich may well have savedour lives of January 5, 1993: A new oversightorganization, ACCT, took over management Kelly's&se. She was transfenJdto CharterLakeside Psychiatric Hospital in Memph6' Tennesseewithout my beingpermitted any contact. lt had beenover four monthssince t tastsaw her at Vand'erbilt.I was grantedtheright to attendan ACCT meeting'and was allowedsome input Oy one of i-heirsupervisors. The papenrvorkdrawn up by AGCT with far aboveaverage intelligence, now meets statesthat Kelly,always an A-B student "her the criteriafor certificationas leamingdisabled since brainwas allegedlydamaged" at Vanderbilthospital. of March 11, 1993: I receiveda supervisedtelephone call from Kellyunder the direction her new ih"rte, Lakesidesocial worker, Abbot Jordan. This was my first time to speak *ith t", sincethe incidentat Vanderbilt.Kelly oied and told me that when she reported to to Dr. Mitchellwhat she had recalled(about clA operationsand Bush),he forcedher 240 Dr. Mitchell sit in a chairfor 48 hourswith no food,water, or sleep priorto her forgettingeveryt erationsin the shehad told him. andtold "oppositional". Now Kellyis diagnosed who could blameher? she is not at ail the samechild that I knew-and I knew every personalityfragment and facet of her. Al eof knowsis that her consciousfocus has beeneroded and that she is in desperatene rwhichside, specialized,qualified rehabilitation. As always,I assureher'lt's notover iill we *,r orgetwhat rbilt, andMr. March 17, 1993: I had been repeatedlydenied my rightto testifyin court. A motiol monly to find pending,filed by cox's attomeyand charging that I shouldpay child support from il $3000in back childsupport that was awardedme throughotn circuit iourt. The AssislantDistrict Attorney, scott Rosenburg*,testified that this was not legal,and I se0 the $3000had alreadybeen spent "Laws obtainingfurther evidences for Kelly's&se. Th ;eringour Judgesaid, do notapply in thiscase for reasonsof Nationalseturity,', and tl rd tieddirectly shouldpay child support unless there was a reasonwhy I shouldnot work.- dox's I had attorneyBob Anderson shouted that I shouldspend time in jail for having.spent thr ments were money'(which, in fact, I neversaw). I was not permittedto testifythat due io threa )reby mylife and establish a routineunder our circumstances.on Marth 17, 1993,Judg shookhoffruled that I shouldpay $25 a weekfor childsupport, retroactive to Janue 1993. ostimportant d, butare lwas advisedthat this ruling(because I had no way of paying)could quickly result i terminationof all parentalrights (as if I have any) and jail time for contempufailuret, pay ammingthat rersedif she April {, 1993: I spokewith Kelly,who still has no turthermemory of her past and h beenseen by her court appointedphysician at charter Lakesidebnlyone time. w€ waitingon his determinationthat Kellyrequires qualified rehabilitation for classified andfederal abuses. mented tentof n Memphis, ronthssince Ing,and 4 byACCT nowmeets f damaged" directionof le to speak he reported rcedher to 241 September1995:MarkandIhadourwe||documentedbookentitledTRANGE pf graphicdetails which are in Formationof Americapublished, complete with irrefutable kr themse|vesevidencetop,esenttoCongress,a|lfactionsof|awenforcementincludinggroups'national and iBl CtA,DtA, DEA, TBl. NSA,etc., att major news media D ih; and Psychiatric internationalhuman ngnts advocaies, both American Psychological ol more...to no avail. TRANCE Associations,the Nationalinstttute of MentalHealth, and thoroughlyexposesmanyoftheperpe.TRA|ToRSandtheiragendarep|etewithnames'c "why The obviousanswer is thatthe whichraises the questron haven'twe beensued?" a ,,national to all avenuesof justice same secuntyact; tnat continues to blockour access +. bringingmind control andpublic exposure atso frevents these criminals from inevitably a welcome' to lijht throughcourt procedures' an opportunitywe would s d Meanwhile'asreportedbybothAPAs,survivorsofU.S.Governmentsponsoredmind contro|begantosurfaceutt*,.o.'ournation.Thefirsttoencounterthevastnumberofthese iere lawenforcement and mentalhealth professionals, and J iu*iuors beingprovided professionalsbegan to ask questions.In other.countries,answers are n involvementin ProjeclMK throughsomewhat tess contiolled media, reflecting the CIA's c U|trahumanrightsatrocities.Ate|evisiondocumentaryentit|ed}9.s-telRoomaired c tS!! ltilartinOrne' Canadaby the CanadianBroadcast Corp in thi springot ..O1 F across Kelryinto associateOoaited by Dr WilliamMitchell M D., Ph D whothrust li an Dr' Ewing cover-upattempt (re: p 14),is namedas an accompliceto s Vanderbilt's "erperi'ments; it shouldbe MK Ultra in Montreal,Quebec. Additionally, Cameron,s Association,which knownthat Dr. Cameron*"nt on to foundthe American Psychiatric I hasheloedtomaintainAmerica'smenta|hea|thprofessioninthedarkagesof l informationcontrol. '1991a neworganization was sincethe releaseof ourVictim of the systemtimeline in : tormedbyconcerned,prominentpsychiatristsandpsychologistsentitled,Th.e I is dedicatedto Internationalsociety to|. t-n" stuov of Dissociation.. This organization ldentityDisorder (DlD)' informingmental heatth pr""tiit^L* worldwideof Dissociative (MPD)'which is the basis formerlyinappropriately termeO fvfuftiple Personality Disorder defenseto trauma tor mini controt.DtD ii professionaliydefined as'the mind'ssane toohorribletocomprenend,duetothee|aboratecopingmechanismof.thebrain's memoryof abuseso the restof the mindcan function somewhat compartmentalizing memoryor ;normally" This compartmentalizationresults in what is knownas repressecl thinkto bringto amnesiaenclosed within a traumaticevent. The victimcannot em-otionally consciousmind the incomprenensibleabuse, leaving the dissociative' withthe subconsciouseasily shatteredvictim/survivorlJpersonatity highly suggeJtible or "chosenones" for mind led. Hencethe reasonDID victims become prime candidates, control,as is/wasthe casewith Kelly and me' must learnof ln orderto healfrom trauma-anchoredrepressed memory, the survivor recovered I inui|.p".t from the lnsioeout, not throughoutside input. As a -s.urvivor, Andy shookhoffwho reiteratedthis fact ."p""t"ov to T"nn"i""" Juvenilecourt Judge (i.e topicsof our past' imDosedmonitored ""n"oonip on Kelly'sand my conversations 242 "mind "president", presentefforts, future plans, and the words control", "Bush',etc.). I knewwhal was in Kelly'sbest interest, and his ignorancewas glaringand obnoxious! December1995: After the publicationand subsequentrelease of TRANCE,public outcryforced Judge Shookhoff to lifthis five year gag order forbidding Kelly outside mmmunications "far 'violate S and mail. He sarcasticallysaid to Kelly, be it for me to your Constitutionalrights'," as he mimickedthe publicplea. Duringthe samehearing, he 'lt's alsoordered Kelly to readTRANGE to whichshe responded, my constitutionalright t0choosewhat I read." Representativesin attendancefrom Jabneel, her newly assignedKnoxville Christian based placement, then voiced their opposition to Judge shookhoffsobvious lack of concernfor Kelly'smental state. Andwhile they admittedly didnot understand mind control, they did recognizea glaringcover-up and vowedto standby Kellyat all costs, And the costswere insurmountable. July1997: The doorsof Jabneelwere closed forever. Kelly repo(s that a teamof federalofficers flashing FBI identification,shackled some of the childrenfor transportto otherfacilities while confiscating all records.Due to the volatilityof Kelly'scase and circumstances,arrangements were immediatelymade to transferher to relative "safehouse", safety. Fromthis disorganized Kelly was thrustinto a nonrestrictive,unstructured lifestylehighly detrimental to herwell being. And pursuitof herconfiscated health and schoolrecords began in earnestand to no availthus far. Fall1997: After years of conditioningthrough various institutional/warehouse "get placementsinstructing Kelly to alongwith herpeers," including gang members, satanists,the violentlydangerous, and mentallydisturbed, Kelly attended a publichigh school.Her dissociative mind was highly "peers" suggestibleand vulnerable to the samekind of she had beenforced to get alongwith the previouseight years. Her diagnosed DIDrendered her defenseless,without conscious discemment, void of self awareness/selfesteem, awareness that she was;/issubject to reactivationof program(s), andin dire needof understanding. Kellybegan a downwardspiral from which she has yetto recover. lwasblocked by the Stateof Tennessee,who still had custodyof Kelly,from having necessarycontact with schoolofficials and/or guidance personnel. Their glaringlack of understandingof Kelly'scondition and plightwas compoundedby the fact that all of her pastmedical, mental health, and schoolrecords were beingwithheld by the FBI who had onfiscatedthem. Kellywas unableto providethe schoolwith pertinentinformation, of whichshe was still dissociativedue to lack of therapy,and was subsequentlytold she couldnoUwould not graduatewith her class unlessher recordswere provided. Weappealed to the TennesseeDHS, now re{itled the TN. Departmentof Children's Services,for relief. Instead,Kelly's so-called case worker KatieFinney who hao blatantlycovered up the realityof her needsfor years,was beingreplaced by a new caseworker, Fred Polacek,which delayed resolution indefinitely. ln the meantime, Kelly'sTennessee state medicalinsurance failed to cover any and all needs,including "felony,' hospitalizations,medication, and/or therapy. To compoundthis Kellywas told 243 - l I I in 1989in Alaska' r tr€ that her SocialSecurity benefits, which had beenestablished for her no longerbe nal tapseothrough negligence of the state of Tennesseeand would l"o turned18. lim availablefor herwhen she lTe in limbo" unableto still in the custodyof the state of Tennessee,Kelly was maintained l"k healthneeds rendered ,ac recallher past or progr""" i;*"rd her future. And her immediate I' plummeted'Where she I nli n ear anOstudgish. H"ion"" highgrade point average had she now was strugglingto once academicaliylestedway beyont her grade level, ,Ktlst maintainsufficient focus on her schoolworkto completeit' I in' *t:1:.3 song of ra( On a brighternote, Christian patriot singer and songwriterCarl Klang "lts TillWe Win,' l"i "n"our"i"rn"nt for Kellyusing our family motto as itstitle NotOver Kelly'sroutine includedit on his tatestreteai, and it begangetting airplay natiorwide. iy, boxesofcards,letters,andgiftsfromsupportersswelledtoovernowng'yelner rn( health I pi"o".r"nt remainedunchlnged. still no medicalrelief, no qualifiedmental case records i6qra;t no SocialSecurity Uen"efits, no schoolrecords, and her extensive lKr Services' lc( were scattered"rong *oik"o at the TennesseeDepartment o{-Children's were e)dremely O""pit" rV p"rsistenieffortsto stimulateattention and action. My efforts ln. tiy the'legal" reminderthat Kellywas not in my custody' tO\ t "tip"t"O IS, whichwere not Kellywas orderedto take a menialjob to pay for her basicnecessities couldat school, i"'o( f"irig "upJ["d by the state. Unableto focus at work any morethan she Kelly-wasnot abieto meetthe routinework demandsplaced on her' 16, 'tclct September20,{997:Ke||ytookflightftomherdi|emma.fledherKnoxvi||ep|acement' sectionof and was found sleepingZOO tit"" iway undera bridgein the homeless ldi or food she RiverftontPark in ruasnville.she had no medication.changeof clothes, womenand ls was immediatelytransporteO tt tne Dee Dee Wallaceshelter for battered homelesschifdren. / was sfi//tegally forbidden custody!! lK rl was provided rtn Not one of Kelly'sdifficutties had been resolvedby the state,and no relief agatn her beyonda roof over her head. she was sent back to a publicschool,_where fueledby a lack Itr ignoranceof her severemental disorder and lack of understandingwas ip restrictionsthat rv oltrlcoras. Kelly'sand my communicationsdwindled due to imposed visitation' p.t*ittJint"rmittent tO minutephone calls and 2 hoursa month la necessarysteps February 1998: As Ke||yneared her 18thbirthday, Mark and I took the lrt tech privately anJ pi"cautionsto safetysolidify anangements foi her transferto high , lo ""f"ssified' neededto td ipon"or"O rett"Oititation.CLrtain records and financeswere "legally" upon Kelly's "irnpf"t" in" effort,which I expectedwould fina.lly be obtained lv, month'grace teavingState of Tennesseecustody. I learnedthat therewould be a three and red poioO; foitransitionfrom custody,which equatedto a gray area of legalities iv tape. ia 't8. h.erqualified K ilUru".y 19th, 1998: Kellytumed The stepsplanned for obtaining streetsof rehabilitationbegan to pr-"iaiiorsfvdetour when Kellydisappealed 9n 19.th.e Kellyreported a NashvilleTN for weeksat a time. Our effortsappeaied undermined while 244 ilaska, travelingoutside the state ,,former,, to suchareas as Fortcampbefl, Kentucky, a mind controlabuse base she and l bothendured, with proois. Duringher absence, her state rmposedptacement of rry-AngreHouse (suzanne "diwied Boone,s r ii r";g Bi;, Nashviile, Tennessee37203) craims to..have up; n"r rbleto oetonlings-,incrrii,ig'J"rron"r and her'hopechest" of sentimentalietteis ano artifacts, never )ndered agarn.:!ll"s to be seen eresne Spring1998: With no recordsprovided or reliefin sightthrough the Stateof rennessee, Kellywas againtord thatshe would not be abreto graduatewiih hercrass. Highry intelligentbut nonetheress , unabreto focus,Kelry, now 18,dropped out of schoor rgof againtook to the streets- and /in,' ,Reachingout to herphe,^ *"s "iin to dqr"".rs " handfurof sand,and the tearsI shedwere shared rutine by Keilywno,,couldn,t he[n", Ji. H", voicedfears incruded that she'courdn't "friends" tiep witnthe program'(inai prieram??), and her shediscussed were rlth viorentsaianiits and drugdearers. ,.cords Knowingthat rove is the mostpowerfur hearing force in the universe,I maintained )es, communicationwith Keilywhire Mark,again, s-oridified arrangement" o# "noi" to have tremely hertechnologicaily deprogrammed in hopesshe courcreventuaily be in controrof her mild Kellycontinuousry 9wn disappearedat the mostinopportune momenis. Even socialsecurity was wiiling proceed withan appearon hercase, if onryKerty courd ) not showup for an appointmentlo as legalprocedures demand. Those armed witn school. govemmentinsider intelligence poisedand readyto helpKelly recover her mind, becamemore and morewary ol'theappareni "o'u"|.a" influence on hermind while in the custodyof the Stateof Tennessee. nent, Liveswere at risk. Livesof someindividuals known to Markwere lost and subsequenfly,the 'secret I mentarhearth recovery team,, partialy disbandedand movedtheir remaining operations She to anothercountry. and summer1998: Distrauohtwith events, my ownconflict with rove and rogic Kellyand programmlng between 1er reachedovenivherming proportions. I pranned/fantasized waysto whisk her awavto 'iorchestrated safetywhire the crA p"F;i"d; warfare rvided rntensifiedon us all. The political voratiritvoi our-cJuntrycould potentially increase w1h larn theinternationar ramifications of human,igrtt"i;"u"" a lack instigatedby herpright and the provenfacts contained within TRANCE. hat iwas tordonce againthat our riveswere in graveJeoparcly, with no chTT of survivarfor any of us if iefiy "no ir"rnitJ, due to her adryeplggrmming. (Thehigh rech manipurationot orainwavlst,"t i"irv i^oured on N|9l and militaryinJtailations Y**: ouringthe earry1980,s is as fresh'todayas when / steps t wasinstilled And technology has advance-dlight years since then with the utilization tely ofcomputerization.) This riving nightmar" ) *rrJi;i ou"rpowerrove, which tuereo my determinationto ensure Kelly's mental and physical s freedom,whelher it woulclbe withor 'gra@ withoutme. ed Yearsof physical separationonly strengthenedthe bonctbetween us. Kelly a profounddepth and I share of communicationbeyind the usuarmother-daughter rerationship. ld Knowingwho and what we have experiencedtogether, sof in additionto what we are 9y1ent]V!0 against,Kelly sometimes e^presseJa basic understandinj;id;,.'' )ortecl appreciationfor our rerentress efforts. Her own iniilrrt rntorn" "*." irghd lvoveo, 245 I I I andher innatespirit is strengthenedwith love. Yet shestruggles with the realityof her I traumaand highlytechnologically based U.S Governmentmind control programmtng di thathas beenharmonically instilled to controlher brains' function over her respiratory I be system(mine was digestiveand circulatory) whereby she, like today's spies, would die e\ beforetelling government secrets. When she and I aretogether, it naturallytriggers I T] memoryof past experienceswhich often resultsin her sufferingrespiratory failure. Ihis I fr programmust be diffusedin orderfor Kellyto regaincontrol over her own life by a[ rememberingher pastand reclaimingcontrol over her own mind. Psychologically,Kelly I Sr is at timesaware and determined. Yet, this cannot overpower the harmonic r€ manipulationof brainwave patterns formed in infancyprior to fulldevelopment of her I brain. Instead,she continuesto sufferrepeated hospitalizations. I tc la WhatYou Needto Know is that Kelly'splight edends beyondher to u.s.all. Current I w eventsincluding High-Frequency Active Auroral Research Project (HAARP), and hype w I r( andmedia'spin" lend increasingly intensified demands that we{he-people WAKE-UP to r( Reality,arm our selves with knowledge,and legallyand peacefullytake backour I our"criminal"justice system, and reinstateConstitutional values of freedomand country, I d, justicefor all. al I p By understandingKelly's plight, we will understandour own. By helpingher, we willhelp By gaininginsight, we all positivelyevolve into the nextmillennium a I ourselves. tl wiser,healthier, more spiritual and lovingmankind. With consideration to this stronger, I u timeline,Mark and l, respectfullyask that you becomeresponsible leaders and support oureffort to resolvethis case- onceand FORALL. Pleasehelp u.s. starting today by I throughbroadcasting this timeline, writing your Congressmen. increasingawareness I C andrefening to the detailsin our bookTRANCE Formation of America... I Ir S ...for Kelly'ssake.... I I S yourloved ones... the sakeof I ( it ....andthe sakeof humanityas we know ( ( s c ( C 246 SILENCE EOUAI.S DEATH :hthe reality of her The primary key to our survival is attributable to the vast and trolprogramming disseminationof corroborated, detailed testimony. For five consecutir erher respiratory beginning in 1988, we personally presentedtestimony and supporting in s spies,would die evidencesto all applicablecounty, state, and federallaw enfbiceme-nta, aturallytriggers This same testimgny was hand ilelivered by a sympathetic U.S. Cong iratoryfailure. Ihis from Tennessee,Bob Clement, to all conceined Wa-shineton.-of D.C. eov, ownlife by agencies,__and-tocerlain members of the U.S. House fiepresen-tati ,,good ychologically,Kelly Senate. We did not discriminate_between guys or bad^guys"--e rrmonic received the samevoluminous packet. relopmentof her The.responses we eventually received were bland form letters and/or to our lives and liberty. The threats were verbally delivered by local of1 law enforcement agenciesin Nashville, "hollow" Tennessee. These threats. wt r u.s.all. Current were due to the large number of people we had notified who I MRP),and hype we could only be credible if we were murd-ered. This is a normal eopleWAKE-UP to response that we bet would protect our lives. It did and we won tl tkeback our round. uesof freedomand . Secondary to dis-seminatinginformation for insuring our survival determine once and for all, if, in fact, our constitutional system of iusl actually collapsed. The bitter truth revealed through thi's five veir r ngher, we willhelp proved justice is no longer available when the Nationa-isecurity lcl is in llenniuma . The_following list of individuals and organizations repres'entsa frar nsiderationto this the total number we contactedwith testimoni. w" left no^stoneunturnel rdersand support we were stonewalledFor Reasons Of National Security. startingtoday by Congressmen, NATIONAL/INTERNATIONAL: SenateSelect Committee on Ethicr ca... Council, Wilson Abney; Amnesty International Editor Ron Lajoie; I Investigative Service Counterintelligence Security, Maynard C. An secretary of StateJames Baker III; pErmanentSelecf com'mittee on Intel U.S. Colgressman Doug Bereuter; U.S. CongressmanDavid E. Boino SenatorDavid L. Boren; B.C.C.L Investigat6rJack Blum; president president lush; Directol U$_Qepartment of JusticeJane Burnely; Jimmy rnrtyas we know it Chairmanof the National.Security Council; Secretaryof DefenseDick-( Government Accountability Project Executive Diiector Louis Clark Congressm-anBob Clementi Senqte Select Committee on Intelligenc Senator William S. Cohen; U.S. CongressmanI-arry Combest; H.-Ros c/o Ms. Barbara Connelly; U.S. Cbngressman Bud Cram6r; U.S. C^rftnft Investiga4on Command Major GeneralEugene R. Crom'artie; I of White House CorrespondentsAisociation; CitiZens for Decency'T I-aw, Inc.; National Federation for Decency; public Affairs Section !_eltagon; US. Senator Robert Dole; U.S. eongressman Ronald V. D, 9.S. 4.Ty Criminal Investigations Division Jim Dibble; Air Force Br General Francis R. Dillon; U.S. Senator Albert Gore: C.I.A. Director Director National SecurityAgency; U.S. SenatorBob'Dole; U.S. Senat, Domenici; Assistant U.S. Attorney General, Civil Rights-Division, Jr Dunne; Mr. Louis H. Dupart of P-ermanentSelect Corimittee on Iniell U.S. Arms Control and Disarmament Agency, Intelligence Division o Department Mr. Manfred Elmer; U.S. Armv'Criminal=Investieations-Mr. D Colonel Terry Frey; Justice Department eocaine Division Cha Gutensohn; Justice Department Community Relations Ms. Grace 247 Hushes: Permanent Select committee on Intelligence Mr. calvin Hu_mphrey; c ii.s:'cd;;;ir"n ninrv J. Hyde; u.s. congressmanBarbara 5ennelly; C nlpittv pi?*ioi of tr,e C't.e. nicnarOJ. Ken; U.S' S-91r1tor--l9nlr.5qry; A N"fioii"f-Co"titionegainst Pornography President Jerry Kiah; U.S. D.O.J. Mr. H ir.A".i.t-W. Xramei l.iORAD G"br.il t 249 Resident Agent in Charge Ed Walker, Special Agent Inu Bock; U'S' CUSTOMS- - -CftirU.a Internal Affairi Director Ken McMillan' granite stone walls of the entrance to the deep into the polished "The U.S. OJpartmen'tof Justice^inWashi-ngton, D.C. are the words Price for F;""d;r'i, Eternal Vigilance".-her Thii statement s_upportsour.belief that all ffiericarr patriots and allies must be aware thtl this particular criminal activity is 6eing protectedFor Reasons Of National Security. 250 REFERENCE LIST RichardI.' Gregory;published U.S. l. The Oxford Companionlq th9-!'llld^qy oifoio uniu"tiity Prlss, 1987,ISBN#:-0--19-866124-x uv- gontrol by Harveyweinstein; lo the 2. psvchiarn and ;h;"bi;;rt;;;r" o7Uirq PsychiatricPress ce for -ouUiistrJ'Uy Wastt. D. C.; American rat all ISBN#:90-707 and Into MadnessThc Trucftory of Secret CU Mind Corurol iminal 3. Journey BantamBooks, 1989, MedicalAbuse by crrfr6."rr,o,i'ui pi,uriitru"by N.Y. 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Srirntistin SearchOf The Soulby JohnGliedman, Science Digest, July t982 2s2 INDEX ral A Critiquc of America 2000 AndrewsAir ForceBase 163 An Mucational Straegy by Kathi Annihilationof underprivilegedraces Simonds175 andcultures through genocide lSt A Most DangerousGame 99, 120, SenatorByrd's plan 119 iar t53, t94 Applied brainwashingtechniques 4 AboutFaces L65 Aquino,Lt. Col. Michael 111, ?nt Ackerman,Gary 124, 125, 128 116,118, 149, l5r,166,170, ies drug network 124 198 AckermanSyndrome 124 child ritual and sexualabuse, neo- Advertising Nazi,Temple of Set 111 aspsychological manipulation 5 psychologicalwarfare 129 of Kelly 113 A, suggestibilityand mind control 5 sexualabuse Afghanistan146 torturesand programming 112 ge AfghanyFreedom Fighters 165 Arkansascriminal activities 152 Air Supply Atwater,l-e l7O nd "alarm crypticNASA/Proj ect Monarch Automaticmental clocks" 121 lSr themerecordings 134 Baby'sEar Shell 146,L48,149 Air-Waterprograms 90 Backwardsreading 168 ck Albright, Madeleine 130 176, 178 Bankof Creditand Commerce HoustonEnterprises 124 Intemational(B.C.C.I) 148, )ft Alex Alexander,I-amar 179,180, 181 215 satanicritual 179 Bannon,R.C. 109 sexualperversions 179 Baphomet114, 151 li, Alicein Wonderland85,92, 137, BarksdaleAir Force Base 105 "Baseball ly l5't, r& Mind Computer" NASA mirror-themeprogramming programmedpersonality 124,198,208 fragment129,199 Alien Baum,Frank, author of TheWizard dimension174 of Oz lI4 themevisual traumas 166 Bennet,leff 29 Alive, by Pier PaulReed 100 Bennett,Blll 172, 176, l8I "America2000' 175 BohemianGrove 172 AmericanPsychiatric Association EducationSecretary, Drug Czar, misinformation198 Book of Vinues I72 no therapyregime for dissociative mind-controlprogrammer, 172 disorders27 sexualperversion 173 AmericanPsychological Association B€nnett,hb 172,176 andMPD 27 BermudaTriangle 125 253 Bewitched 92 Bush, George 156, 157, 163, l7O, Bible 173 178, 186, 194,195,215-217, Black budget covert operations 145, 223 154 claims to be an alien 166 Black helicopters I24, ll9,194 "Eye in the Sky" 218 Blackmail Ill,20l heroin, drug of choice 163, 196 Blanchard, Governor of Michigan illusions hologram 166 130, 181 messageto PresidentSalinas 162 Bland, Tommy 77 pedophile perversions 158 Blood. Linda 77 rationalizations 161 Blood rituals, CIA interest in 5 Bush, George Ir. 194, 196-197, 199, Blood trauma programming 88 206 BohemianGrove 11 Busto, Josd 122, 137, I42, 150 blackmail,pornography, 169 Byrd, RobertC. 91-103,ll0-111, kinky sex themerooms 169, I70 ll7, 122, 126, 132, 139, 143, murder of slaves 170 160-164,172,208-209,222 Book of Virtues, by Bill Bennett 172 and Jos6Busto 137 Bourne ldentiry, by Robert Ludlum assaultson Kelly and Cathy 113 165 book on Constitution 207 Boxcar Children series 93 Cathy's dedication to him at age 13 BoxcarWillie 156, l70,2ll 91 Boys Town 149 fiddle playing 100 Brarly Bunch 92 Jesuit College programming center Brainwashing ll3,172 vs. mind control 3 kinky torture 93 Branson, Missouri country music KKK affiliation 113 center 154, 156 long-windedrecitations 118 Braun, Dr. Bennett 22 manipulation of federal hnancing Brentwood, TennesseeI-ord's Chapel 174 (CIA) 168 motto 119 Brother Emmett 100 near-deathtortures 9L Brothers (of Cathy) 98, 167 neo-Nazi principles 118 Bill 82,92 ownerof BarbaraMandrell 110 Mike 147, 167 owner of Loretta Lynn I25 Tim 167 programming by-passed 129 Tom (Beaver) 167 rationalizations 119 Buffett, Jimmy, CIA Operative 123, sexual abuseof Kelly 113 124 spin programming 113 Byrd's "own little witch" (sex slave) 103 254 3, 170, Cannibalism,CIA interestin 5 Near-DeathTrauma Centers l 15-217, CapitalInternational Airways (CIA) 152 12, 16, 18,28 occultresearch 4 ' andProject Paperclip 28 operationsl4O, L49, lS4 Carper,Sue 122 operativesl42,2Il ;3,196 CarrierPigeon137,l4L slavetrade13 Casey,loe 144 187 underworldfunding operations us 162 Casey,William (CIA) War on Drugs 118 8 mess:rgeto Duvalier 190 Chain-of-command128 Cassettes,filled with cocaine 123 Charneleon,by William Diehl l( 197, 199, CatholicChurch 87-88,93 188. 192 "Chosen andthe Ones"ofNazism "CharmSchool" ll5, lI7 164,i r5o 15 animals'6 J-111, beliefs 84 Cheney,Dick 99, I3O,I3Z,133 9,143, conditioning92 I36,142-L46,157,158,LC ,222 involvementin ProjectMonarch l7l, 176,195, 196, Zl5, z 149 A Most DangerousGame 99 y 113 Jesuits93 brutalityand high voltagetortr joint operationswith CIA 187 100 atage 13 Satanism95 hourglass146, 195 ties to U.S. Government94 OperationCarrier Pigeon 137 Cedras,General 190 "ChosenOne" 87, 103, 105, 10i g center CentralIntelligence Agency (CIA) 93 167 andCatholic Church 98 Christian-basedprogramming 14 baseballmind-control fatm 129 Christianministries cocaineoperations 154, 156 usedfor drug muling 168 8 sontrolledairlines 18 Churchof JesusChrist of Iatter I rncing countrymusic industry 110, 121 Saints covertoperations 107, ll4, 116, andCox 104 lgL ChurchofScientology damagecontainment 79,224 behaviormodification 27 designerdrugs 174 denounciationofmental health 110 drug operations115, 127 L. Ron Hubbard 27 i t'FreedomTrain" operations93, Cindcrelta 85,92,201 19 101,103, 107 Clement,bb 225 jury manipulation120 Clinlon, Bill 152, 153 LL Bean 211 adeptat mind-controlaccess I Mafia slaves 115 BandH 155 slave) MK-Ultra ProjectMonarch 222 bisexuality 154 BohemianGrove 170 25s cocaine 153, 154 Cranston,Alan 166 cocaineconnection with Johnston CrockeUCumberlandHouse 30 andCox 107 Cross-programming113, 116 election 161 Crowell,Frank 29 Clinton,Hillary 155 Cryptoamnesiascrambling 195 Cloning of a Presidentialmodel 209 Cults CoastGuard drug shipments90 connectionto government- Cocainedistribution 128, 154 sponsoredmind-control dealswith Noriega 140 research4 Cox and Clinlon connection 107 definition 4 Compu-Kids(CIA Project) 167 destructive 4 CongressionalPermanent Intelligence Dant6, Michael (akaMichael Viti) Committee114 127,193,199,2W,218 Constitution 172 blackmailporn 169 reinstatementof 31, 80 Chief Pornographerfor Reagan ContraAid 141 127 Contra-bution127, 145, 150 De la Madrid, President(Mexico) Contras135,147 130,161, 199,201,205,207, Councilon ForeignRelations 152 2@,215,217,219 Countrymusic industry 142 andlizards 210 drug operations122 Dean,Jimmy 114 transferto Branson.Missouri 114 televisionshow 109 Cox,Wayne 101,108, 110, 111 Deathandinsanityprogramming194 andsatanic rituals 18 Death'sDoor programming93 and witchcraft 103 Death-stateprogramming 170 associationwith Byrd 101 DefenseIntelligence Agency's Psy- Biblical justifications 104 chologicalWarfare Division bodyparts business 103, 110 @syOps) llf cannibalism103 Delaney, Dennis,CIA operative97 cocainedistribution 103, 106 Demonicpossession 164 gun running 106 Demont,Mark 18 M.O. formurder 103 DepartmentofDefense@oD)29 marriageto Cathy 102 and Ampex Corporation, 9 murdercommitted at Union Station secretresearch 27 101 Deprogrammers21 occult serial killings 107 Deprogrammingof Cathy 222 programmedKelly to die 23 "Designer"drugs, ClA-manufactured programming104 116 Crabtree,Chuck 29 DIAiCIA Operations Crammer."Gun Ban" Bud 29. 114 andHabib 136 256 DiamondCaverns camPground 123 FalseMemory Foundation(FMF) "Diamondin the Rough" 125 lobby grouP 27 Diamonds,signify'Presidential FatherDon 87-89,172 Model" role 135 Faux necrophilia 170 Dieh, William, CIA oPerative93 First holy communion87 DisneyClassics 84, 85 Flight simulators112 DissociativeIdentity Disorder @ID) Flynt, Larry 111 aka Multiple PersonalityDisorder CIA, Vatican,Mafia connections (MD) 25 LA description 86 Hustlerpublisher 111 Dodgers95,129,199 pornography116 mind controlld 129 WhiteHouse PornograPher 130 DominicanRePublic 141, 189 Ford, Gerald(aka Irslie LYnch) 85, r70 Doublebind hypnoticpersuasion 93, 89,90, 96,126,128,L47, ll4 as President 96 Drug EnforcementAgencY (DEA) Mafia porn king 82 t42 Fort CamPbell111, 112 17' Drug muletransactions 117 Fort GeorgeMeade 26 Drug Wars 215 Fort McClellen 112 Drug cartels 162 Franklin Cover-uPcase 149 nFree and Duvalier, Baby Doc 122, 189 trade"of drugs,children, "Ecstasy"138 pornograPhY160, 161, 203, t94 Ftlucatingforthc NewWorMOrder 206 by B.K. Eakman 175 FreedomTrain 93, lO4, 126, 147, Education2OO0 172,174 156 agenda175 slaves 127 Electroniccanine bark collar 116 Fusion, stateof recoveryand CathY Elemer lW,167 25 97 Emeralds,signifY Oz-Programmed Geneticmind-control studies 82 drug business135 Genie-in-the-Bottle'Cast-awaY' Enterlainers,CIA operatorsor slaves OPeration 143 t22 programming216 Erickson,Dr. Milton 21 Gibson,H.B. 154 183 Erickson technique 22 GlobalEducation 2W 173-175, "God's "Eyein theSkY" ll7, I20, t49, Orders" 168 174,L95,212 GoddardSPace Flight Center 208 'Golden red Ezell, Bob, murdercover-uP 102 Rule" ala BYrd 160 "FaceChanging" exhibit 164 Greene,Jack, CIA oPerative101' Fairy tale themes 84 109 Greenwood,I-er 152,153,170 257 "Grover" 172 servedwith divorce papers 15 Guidedimagery 20 slave-drivingwork orders 121 GumbyAnd Pokey 92,167 SwissVilla 119 Habib,Philip 134-139,195, 216 terminationof joint venturewith Hands-OnMind-Control Mark 13 Demonstrations130-133. 150 ventriloquistact "Alex and Handwritinganalysis 128 Elemer" ll2 Harmonicallytuned weddingto Cathy 111 voices 122 youngestdaughter, Bonnie 180 Harmonicsprogramming operation How To Createa SexSlave video rt2, r49 126 Hanrard NASA produced 112 MK-Ultra training course 83 How To Divide a Personalin video Hassen,Steve 22 126 Helms, Jesse77 Hubbard,L. Ron Hendersonville Lord's Chapel 180 andU.S. Navy Intelligence27 Hendersonville Mormon "food Humansuggestibility and control of storage" Bishop's Warehouse the mind for drugs 123 legalimplications 5 High voltage and torture 98, lI2, Hummingtelegram 147 116,r33, r44,158,163, 186, Hunt, Linda 220 authorof ,SecretAgenda 28 memorycompartmentalization 96 Huntsville,Alabama NASA stunguns 111 drug of choice,"Train-quility" Hinkley,John 3 174 HomingPigeon 142 NASA/DIA/CIA-appointed"law Hotel Caffirnia 20L enforcement"officers 169 Houston,Alex I 10, 149, 153, 157, Pentagonblack budget, mind l&, 167,179, 197, 2r9, 222 control, and pornography 28 andNoriega 145 programming153 blackmailfrle 136 Hustl.ermagazine 111, 114, 130 BoysTown "vacationn15 Hypno-sleepdeath programming 23 capacitordistributing business 218 Hypnoticand harmonic re- Chinesesecurity check 12 programming98, 199 covert governmentoperations 109 I Drearn Of Jeannie 92 collusionwith WayneCox 23 I'll Be WatchingYou I20, L74 crimes.CIA affrliations 12 Incest 91 drugsand money laundering "Inner-dimensional" Catholic operations110 programmedpersonalities 118 first meetingwith Mark 10 Intergalactictravel 105 258 Internalelectric prod 132 mind-controlabuse 76 Iran-Contral4L,145 Kennedymotto 85 h.q, chemicalwarfare capabilities KennedySpace Center 100 217 KentuckyValley Institute of Islandof theBlue Dolphins 85 Psychiatryry.I.P.) Iacobson,Steven andKelly 25, 29 afihorof Mind Cowrol in America Key West, Florida, NCL port of call 5 123 Iamaicancriminal operations 141 "Keysto the Kingdom' 89, 118, Jesuit l9O,192 ascen-sion/dissensionsymbol184 KingFahdofSaudiArabia130, 139, -basedprogrammingll8,172, 140,195, 215,216 175,189 Contraaid 141 handsignals and cryptic language "Kitten" 127 107 Kristopherson,Kris 118, 120 "Orderof the Rose" sex slave Vatican-basedProject Monarch model 176 slaverunner 117 spooks184, 191 Kroger,Dr. William S. Johnston,J. Bennett 106, I25 authorof Clinicaland alientheme mind conditioning 107 ExperimentalHypnosis 2I paramilitarymercenary operations La.pe, Missouri CIA cocaine 101 operations156 "PeterPan" theme programming I:Sorda, Tommy 95, 128, I29, 199, 104 2N Jones,Jim (heroof Cox) 104 Leahy,Patrick 2ll 2I3 Jonestownmassacre 3 needlein Cathy'seye 2L3 andCIA 104 pedophile 212 Jordan,Kelly 30 torture lab 213 Juarezborder cocaine, heroin, and I-egal loop holesfor criminals whiteslavery route 199 employingmind-control IusticeDepartment 164 techniques5 Kamats,George l8 Lindroth,Lloyd CIA operative 180 Kelly79, 103, 108, IlO, 134, 146, Little I-earnersDay CareCenter 167 148,157, 158, 164, 16g, 196, Lizard 206,207,212-215,2I8,220, aliens210 223,224 breedingmachine 209 andMichael Aquino 112 of Ahs 207 andWayne Cox 16 themes210 ' asthmacondition 18, 23 LL Bean,appeared to be a CIA front escapefrom Houston 14,220 2II zs9 Lucas,George, NASA/NSA operative Michiganorganized crime, drugsand 165 pornographyoperation 147 Lucifarianreligions 4 Military mind control 112 Lynn, Loretta 124, 134 Millennium'send brings bizarre Mac (Maclaughlin),Reggie 112, humanbehavior 4 L34 Miller, Mickey, HomicideCaptain MacDill Air Force Base 149 deaththreats to Mark 30 high+echmind-control MilwaukzeClipper conditioningfacility 98 drug shipments90 MacFaddenAgency 112 Mind control 13,173 MackinacIsland 89, L77, 182 absenceof listing in reference Mafia 128 works 3 and Reagan 204 absolutevs temporary 5 baseballigging 129 aka information control 3 Majors,Audie 29 andJonestown, Sirhan Sirhan, Lee Mandrell,Barbara HarveyOswald, etc. 3 car accident 180 andthe law 5 governmentsponsored mind- behaviorprogramming 111 controlledslave 109 engineering112 Mandrell,Irby governmentcover-ups 5 sexualabuse of his daughters109 informationdissemination Mandrell,I-ouise 183 campaign30 mind-controlledslave 109 parametersof 5 Mandrellsisters 168, 180 powerbasis for abuse4 ownedby SenatorByrd 109 researchand national security Manson,Charles (idol of Cox) 104 secrets27 "Marchingto Missouri" 114 soft 3, 5 Massgenocide 171 trauma-based5 Meadows,Hal 153 vs. "brainwashing" 3 Mellon, "Governor" 115 Mind controlin America,by Steven Memory compartments Iacobson 5 akamultiple personalities 83, 96 Mind-controlled Mentalhealth profession baseballplayers 129 an oxymoron 26 military robots 194 ignoranceof mind control 26 sexslave otrance-sport operations" targetfor destruction 27 207 Mercenaryoperations/assignments Mind manipulationof the masses160 106 Mirror-reversal.interdimensional. Mexico 2L7 Air-Watei mind-controltheme economv 160 122 260 Missionaries(Jesuit Mercenaries) Goddard SpaceFlight Center 187 mind-control lab I74 MK-Ultra ProjectMonarch Goldstar multiscreen monitors 219 andKelly 76 hypnotic conditioning 139 Mob (Mafia) 148 involvement in mind-control Moneylaundering operations 110 atrocities 166 Monroe,Marilyn 153 Kennedy Space Center first PresidentialModel 118 mind-control testing and Moore,"Reverend" Billy Roy 168 programming 103 Mormonconversion by Cathy 104 pornography 112 MountShasta 119 programmed slaves 209 MPD(see Multiple Personality programming 100, 112, 150 Disorder) Nashville, Tennessee 100 Mr. Rogers'Neighborhood 157, 167 Mayor Richard Fulton 142 Mulroney,Brian 130,176, 179,182 Sheriff Fate Thomas 142 Multi-JurisdictionalPolice Force 119 National Association of Child Ad- basedin Mt. Shasta194 vocates 29 Multigenerational National media information sexualabuse 81, 82 management 3 MultiplePersonality Disorder (MPD) "National security" 81,164 cover for criminal activity 1, 3, 5, ndKelly 24 16,22, 25, 27, 31,223 description86 NationalSecurity Act of 1947 6,26, MuskegonCatholic Central High 77,224,225 School94, 100 and 1984Reagan Amendment 79 manufacturedprogrammed athletes repealof 5 95 National SecurityAgency Myers,Ray 10, 13 and mind-controlcover-up 5 NationalAeronautics and Space Nazi mind-controlresearch 15 Administration(NASA) 9, 29, Necrophiliaroom 171 90,117,219 Nelson,Mike, attemptedescape 180 CapeCanavaral 130 NeverEndingStory 165 ClA-designerdrug, Tranquility Never-Never-I:ndtimelessness 106 209,212 NewWorld Order 119,154, 156, City,USA (Huntsville,Alabama) 158,160, 177,178, r84, r92, 183 20r,2r7,223 cooperationwith Byrd 112 of Hitler 78 electronicand drug mind-control Pope,Mormon Prophet 119 devices158 Newsmedia mass-mindmanipulation 4 261 Reed,Jerry 31 (seeChurch of Scientology) daughter,Seidina nDina", mind- Sea-Bird122,175 controlvictim 31 SecretAgendn, by Linda Hunt 28 Religion Self-hypnosis20 usedfor mind-control 129 SenateAppropriations Committee Religiouscults 4 160 Religiousfanaticism 168 andByrd 112 Repressedmemory 27 Sensorydeprivation tanks 112 Reversepsychology 83, 92 Serial killers 4 Ridingthe light 105-108 Sex,blood, andcannibalism ritual Riley, Ken 124 101 Rite to RemainSilent 87-89,105, Sexprogramming 113 ll8, r72 Sexualchild abusers4 Rorick, David akaDave Roe 31 ShadowGovemment 78 Rosenburg,Scot, District Attorney paramilitaryprojects 119 77 Shepherd,Dr.I-orie 24 Ross,Billy 77 "ShoeShine" booth 179,182 Bill 30 Simpson,Allen 145-146,149, l5l Rosycross 87-88,172 Singer,Dr.Margaret 22 Rubies,signify Oz-programmed Sirhan,Sirhan 3 prostitutionpersonality 135 Sislers(of Cathy) Runningbases 132 Kelli Io 148,167 Ryan,Nolan 199 Kimmy 148,167 Sadisticsex 111 Slavetrade Salinasde Gortari,Carlos, Vice andCIA 13 PresidentofMexico 159.161- Sleep,food, and water deprivation r62 98,112, 116 Satanicreversals 83 Small,Small World, Disney- Satanism4, 95 developedmind-control SaudiArabia 217 program 177 armof U.S. 215 Snufffrlm 205,219 (seeKing Fahd) Somcwherein Time 219 slavetrade of U.S. children 205 Specialforces-trained robotic soldiers weapons,drugs, children trade 119 215 Spector,Arlen, mind-controlledslave Scheflin,Alan owner 116,176 authorof "Freedomof Thoughtas Sperlberg,Steven 165 "Spin'programming an InternationalHuman 113 RightsIssue' 77 St. Francisof AssisiChurch in Scientologists27 Muskegon,Michigan 87 264 andGuy VanderJagt84 cage 106 Star Wars 165 conditioning 117 "StarWars" electromagneticmind- thememind manipulation106 controlequipment 119 Top secretpsychiatric experiment StateFair in WestVirginia 113 involvingbrain damage26 StinupCay 140,142 Torture chamber "Charm StockholmSyndrome 20 School" 116 Stockyard 142 Traficant,Jim (Lurch) 116, I20, 128 "Charm Stungun114, 118, 131 School" 115 "Trained" "Superiorrace" of ProjectMonarch mind-controlledslave 181 mind-controlledslaves 111. Tranquility drug 209 119 Trans-dimensionaltravel 105, 174 Swaggart,Jimmy 168 Trauma 116 SwissVilla ll9, 123,152 -basedbehavior modification 4 Tamarkin,Civia, PeopleMagazine Triangularglass display reporter 22 of perversionat BohemianGrove Tanis,Carol (Cathy's mother) 81, 17l 98,167 Triple bind lock in 175 Templeof Set 198 Trudeau,Pierre 89, 108 TennesseeViolent CrimesClaims bestialityfilms 91 Commission24 loyalty to the Vatican 89 TetonMountains of Wyoming 97 pedophile 90 Thaylen,Father James 84 TweedleDee and Tweedle Dum 136- TheBirds 92 137 "U.N.DERGROUND" Therapyrules for deprogramming19 Thornburgh,Dick 115-116,L20, BohemianGrove 171 128,176 U.S. Army Reservationat Presidio baseballfan 128 198 cocaineand pornography U.S. criminalcovert activities 145 distribution 128 U.S. Government MonarchProject/sports 128 andCatholic Church 94 Thoughtreform 4 CIA cocaineand heroin Throughthz Looking Glass 137 distributionoPerations and "Thrownfrom the Freedomtrain" mind-controlprojects 119 193 mind-controlresearch and Time, to a mind-controlledslave 220 development109 TinkerAir ForceBase 105, 117 mind-controlledslaves and covertoperations 107 handlers 168 "Tinkerwith time" 105 sanctionedcocaine operations 106 Tinker-belle 106 U.S.-Mexicanrelations 161 265 Uncles(of Cathy) WhiteHouse Pornographer 130 Arthur"Bomber" Tanis 82 white Rabbit 21,6 Bob 82,87 ,97 , 167 WhiteSands Missile Base 2I3 Ted 82,86 Whitley,Keith UncleRonnie's Bedtime Stories 127 murderof 180 Unhypnosis 19 Witch'sface lI4 UnionStation Wizardof Oz 84-85,91, 714,126, murderof railroadtransient 101 223 Uniphayse 10,218 themeprogramming 92 UnitedNations Tin Manprogramming 131 Catholiccoalition 192 WonderlandWafer 138,196 UnitedTalent I12 Woodpeckergrid 108,213 Vaginalmutilation 205,209 WorldVision l7I,I87-79I andByrd and Aquino 111 description 192 Valenti.Jack 204 Yale'sSkull and Bones I52 Vandenburg,Grandpa Van 90 YellowBrick Road 95,97,99,147 VanderJagt,Guy 85,87-91, 94,96, YerkesPrimate Center 9 100,128, I57,I72,2I5 Yoon,William 10,11 prostitutionto 84 YouAre WhatYou Read Vatican'sIntelligence arm of Jesuits programming 165,I88,202, in Mexicoand Nicaragua 184 270 Vesbit,Father 97 Youngstown,Ohio "Charm School" Virtualreality II2 ll5,127 Vsual acuityand MPD/DID 83 Zerilla,Jim 128 VowofSilence 88,188 Walker,Jimmy LII,169 Waron Drugs 123 Warner-RobbinsAir ForceBase r23.742 "Washthe mind free of memory" 96 Washington,D.C. NASA programmingcenter 180 West,Jolyn andCIA, ProjectMK-Ultra 22 WestMrginia State Fair prostitutionto Byrd II2 WestVirginia's Jesuit College Byrdas Head Friar 113 Whalesand dolphins mind-control theme I22 266 TRANCE FORMATION OF AMERICA BOOK ORDERFORM - Retail:$i8.00 u.S. Quantitydiscounts available call or email. SglpptncIn roRnnlttox : U.S.Single Copy: include $5.00 for shippingand handling' Additional copiesadd $1.50 Per book Internationalbook orders please email or call for shippingesttmate. Name: Phone: Address: Citv: Zip:_ Email: Number of coPiesneeded: x $18:00:$ Shipping$ Total: $ Mail your order with Cash,Check, Money Order in U'S' Fundst RealitYMarketing, Inc. c/o TGS 22241PinedaleLane Frankston, Texas 75763 For Credit Card Orders (VISA-MasterCard,Amex, Discover) call 903-876-3256 or I -800-656-3597 Wholesaleinquiries call 903-87 6-3256 g in fo @tran ce-fo rmati on. o r www.trance-formation.com