Enjoying God and Neighbor: Cultivating Desire for the Presence of the Other
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Please HONOR the copyright of these documents by not retransmitting or making any additional copies in any form (Except for private personal use). We appreciate your respectful cooperation. ___________________________ Theological Research Exchange Network (TREN) P.O. Box 30183 Portland, Oregon 97294 USA Website: www.tren.com E-mail: [email protected] Phone# 1-800-334-8736 ___________________________ ATTENTION CATALOGING LIBRARIANS TREN ID# Online Computer Library Center (OCLC) MARC Record # Digital Object Identification DOI # Ministry Focus Paper Approval Sheet This ministry focus paper entitled ENJOYING GOD AND NEIGHBOR: CULTIVATING DESIRE FOR THE PRESENCE OF THE OTHER Written by JOSEPH STANLEY WILSON and submitted in partial fulfillment of the requirements for the degree of Doctor of Ministry has been accepted by the Faculty of Fuller Theological Seminary upon the recommendation of the undersigned readers: _____________________________________ Alan J. Roxburgh _____________________________________ Kurt Fredrickson Date Received: April 30, 2015 ENJOYING GOD AND NEIGHBOR: CULTIVATING DESIRE FOR THE PRESENCE OF THE OTHER A MINISTRY FOCUS PAPER SUBMITTED TO THE FACULTY OF THE SCHOOL OF THEOLOGY FULLER THEOLOGICAL SEMINARY IN PARTIAL FULFILLMENT OF THE REQUIREMENTS FOR THE DEGREE DOCTOR OF MINISTRY BY JOSEPH STANLEY WILSON MARCH 2015 ABSTRACT Enjoying God and Neighbor: Cultivating Desire for the Presence of the Other Joseph Stanley Wilson Doctor of Ministry School of Theology, Fuller Theological Seminary 2015 The goal of this study is to explore the cultivation and diffusion of new habits of engagement with neighbors through experimental actions and the introduction of four bodily practices: Lectio Divina, daily prayer, weekly Eucharist, and inhabiting a third place. It is argued that the introduction of bodily practices within a praxis form of theological reflection can alter the habitual engagement of a church with its neighbors. The thesis was tested at Northside Baptist Church in Clinton, Mississippi. Through an examination of ecclesial formation, the study identifies desire as central to spiritual, congregational, and missional formation, and it argues that in order to cultivate or transform desire, a congregation needs new bodily practices coupled with receptive presence in their neighborhood. In order to test this hypothesis a missional action team was formed at Northside Baptist Church and led through an examination of their congregational praxis of neighborly engagement. The team took up the four bodily practices and met to explore neighborly engagement in light of Scripture and theological resources. The team was then led to create four short experiments of receptive engagement with neighbors and finally gathered back to reflect on their findings. The entire process was framed within the liturgical seasons from Epiphany to Pentecost. The study concludes that habits of paternalistic engagement can restrict the capacity of a church to recognize its neighbors as ends unto themselves to be enjoyed for their own sake and that congregational formation cannot be separated from receptive missional presence among neighbors. It commends an experiment aimed at neighborly presence. It recommends further work in spiritual formation through a process of Appreciative Inquiry, participation in a broad-based community organizing effort, and partnership with a neighboring church in its exploration of missional praxis. Content Reader: Alan Roxburgh, DMin Words: 288 To my father, Roland Wilson, who knew the Church must change, and allowed himself to be changed TABLE OF CONTENTS INTRODUCTION 1 PART ONE: DISCOVERING DESIRE AS A MINISTRY CHALLENGE Chapter 1. FRUSTRATED INNOVATION AND THE PROMISE OF CHANGE 5 Chapter 2. TOWARD THE TRANSFORMATION OF DESIRE 18 PART TWO: EXPERIMENTING WITH NEIGHBORLY PRESENCE Chapter 3. DESIRE IN LENT AND JOY IN EASTER 34 Chapter 4. RESULTS OF THE PROJECT 48 PART THREE: REFLECTIONS AND RECOMMENDATIONS Chapter 5. TOWARD A LOCAL THEOLOGY OF DESIRE 78 Chapter 6. DIFFUSING DESIRE AND THE VIRTUES OF LEADERSHIP 107 Chapter 7. CONCLUSION AND RECOMMENDATIONS 124 APPENDICES 138 BIBLIOGRAPHY 148 iv INTRODUCTION Northside Baptist Church (hereafter, Northside) has a history of servant ministry, but has often engaged its community as a benefactor working for the good of others less fortunate.1 Its members have not fully recognized their neighbors as ends unto themselves, to be enjoyed for their own sake. As a result they suffer from an “impoverished social imagination,” and it is not clear what they want for or from their neighbors, or that they see themselves in need of anything from them.2 In this study a missional action team will be formed and led to create experiments in neighborly presence among families involved in three different Northside ministries. The experiments will attempt to shift missional practice from primarily “working for” to “being with” neighbors3 and to help a liberal Baptist church break out of habits of internal reflection into a praxis model of action and learning.4 The objective is to learn whether and how a congregation can come to recognize and cultivate desire for its neighbors. This project is vitally important because Northside is a predominantly white church in an increasingly diverse community, and church members do not know how to break out of historic patterns of engagement into new ways of thinking, feeling, and 1 For a discussion of the implications of engaging our community by “working for” those in need see Samuel Wells and Marcia A. Owen, Living Without Enemies: Being Present in the Midst of Violence (Downers Grove, IL: Intervarsity Press, 2011), 20-47. 2 Willie James Jennings, The Christian Imagination: Theology and the Origins of Race (New Haven, CT: Yale University Press, 2010), 6. 3 Wells and Owen, Living Without Enemies, 23-26. 4 Thomas H. Groome, Sharing Faith: A Comprehensive Approach to Religious Education and Pastoral Ministry (New York: HarperCollins, 1991), 135-145. 1 acting among their neighbors. The church has an important history of progressive social ministry and advocacy, but it does not recognize the deep challenge and opportunity to join with what God is doing in its very own neighborhoods. The project is interesting to me because I have been pastor of Northside for twelve years, but I have not been able to lead the congregation into a new awareness of racial division, much less into new commitments of engaging neighbors as ends unto themselves. Through this project I hope to grow in my own capacity to lead my congregation, and I hope to diffuse a new way of missional action that springs from a desire for the presence of neighbors. Part One of this doctoral project will describe previous attempts at missional innovation. It will explain why the failure of these attempts points to a lack of desire for the presence of the other. It will then describe how experiments in neighborly presence might expose this lack of desire and cultivate a new desire within the congregation. Part Two of the paper will follow the project in full. The project embedded the “Missional Change Model”5 within the liturgical seasons from Advent to Pentecost. Participants met weekly for Eucharist and established a daily practice of prayer, thus intentionally creating opportunities to explore bodily desire in both worship and mission. They were also introduced to the practice of indwelling a “third place.”6 The experiment in enjoying the presence of neighbors took place in the fifty days of Eastertide. Part Three of the paper will suggest the contours of a local theology of bodily desire. Examining theological and cultural challenges and pointing to new social 5 Alan Roxburgh and Fred Romanuk, The Missional Leader (San Francisco: Jossey-Bass), 79-108. 6 Ray Oldenburg, The Great Good Place: Cafés, Coffee Shops, Bookstores, Bars, Hair Salons, and Other Hangouts at the Heart of Community (Cambridge, MA: Da Capo Press, 1999), 14-19. 2 imagination in light of the experiments, this section will consider how bodily desire for God and neighbor can be locally embodied in Clinton, Mississippi. This section will show how missional, congregational, and spiritual formation are finally inseparable, and it will focus on the importance of receptive engagement with neighbors to missional formation. Part Four will conclude with recommendations for further missional innovation in light of the project. It will offer practical suggestions for a project of Appreciative Inquiry aimed at spiritual formation. It will propose that Northside join in a local effort of broad- based political organizing in order to unlearn habits of paternalism. Finally, the doctoral project will conclude with an argument for the importance of acting and reflecting within a multi-cultural congregation, and it will recommend a project in historical memory in partnership with a local black congregation. 3 PART ONE DISCOVERING DESIRE AS A MINISTRY CHALLENGE CHAPTER 1 FRUSTRATED INNOVATION AND THE PROMISE OF CHANGE Northside is a predominantly white church in an increasingly diverse neighborhood, and its members have indicated a desire to know and be known by their neighbors. This opening chapter will compare the racial homogeneity of Northside to the racial diversity of its neighborhood, the schools, and the city of Clinton at large. It will then describe signs of awareness among the membership that Northside has become estranged from its neighborhood as well as signs of a shared desire for the presence of neighbors. After identifying signs