Kissed by a Deer Margi Gibb
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Kissed By a Deer Margi Gibb We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us. [Joseph Campbell: The Power of Myth]. 1 Acknowledgements There are many people to whom I owe a debt of gratitude for their support and assistance in the process of writing this book. Once more, I would like to thank my primary supervisor Professor Maureen Ryan, for her subtle and temperate supervision with such a personal and vulnerable study. Secondly I would like to thank Ms Karen Jennings for editing a very long and challenging first draft of this book. Next I would like to thank my associate supervisor Dr Cathryn Carpenter for her thoughtful suggestions and guidance. I am deeply grateful to Ms Deen Le Coz for her encouragement, enthusiasm, and for her assistance with editing in the final draft. Thanks are also due to Dr Marion Kostanski and Ms Kathy Gibbings for their support in the writing process. Again, gratitude is due to Ms Jane Grant for her moral support and insights. I would also like to thank Mr Barry Smith from Transit Lounge Publishing for his valued suggestions. Lastly, I would like to thank Victoria University again for granting me a scholarship which gave me the opportunity to practise my creativity. 2 Contents ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS .................................................................................................................. 2 PART ONE: IMPERMANENCE ....................................................................................................... 7 The Day the Music Died ................................................................................................................................... 8 Losing my anchor ............................................................................................................................................. 8 Are you going to San Francisco? ..................................................................................................................... 10 Mount Madonna ........................................................................................................................................... 12 The Mandala Momma ................................................................................................................................... 12 Power animals ............................................................................................................................................... 14 Costa Rica ...................................................................................................................................................... 16 Kissed by a Deer ............................................................................................................................................ 18 Soul Sisters .................................................................................................................................................... 19 I’ve got a job for you ...................................................................................................................................... 20 Long service leave .......................................................................................................................................... 21 Majnukatilu ................................................................................................................................................... 22 Bruised knees ................................................................................................................................................ 23 Little Lhasa..................................................................................................................................................... 24 Haunted Hill ................................................................................................................................................... 25 His Highness .................................................................................................................................................. 26 Teaching English to the women weavers ....................................................................................................... 27 What to Do? .................................................................................................................................................. 29 The Dalai Lama’s 70th birthday ...................................................................................................................... 30 Moving to the Mount View ............................................................................................................................ 33 The Music Program ........................................................................................................................................ 34 Buying Guitars ............................................................................................................................................... 37 Pemasto can learn ......................................................................................................................................... 38 Don’t worry about a thing ............................................................................................................................. 39 Meeting Tenzin Palmo ................................................................................................................................... 41 For love not money ........................................................................................................................................ 43 Yak Nelo ........................................................................................................................................................ 44 Could you be loved? ...................................................................................................................................... 45 Is this Tantra? ................................................................................................................................................ 46 Yonten ........................................................................................................................................................... 47 Amdo Kitchen ................................................................................................................................................ 48 Yonten’s Story ............................................................................................................................................... 50 So many momos ............................................................................................................................................ 52 Just friends .................................................................................................................................................... 52 Treasure in Exile ............................................................................................................................................ 55 My Dearest Music Teacher ............................................................................................................................ 57 Three Little Birds............................................................................................................................................ 58 Journey to Ladakh .......................................................................................................................................... 59 Unbelievable is not it? ................................................................................................................................... 62 Leh ................................................................................................................................................................. 65 Ladakh festival ............................................................................................................................................... 67 Walking on the Moon .................................................................................................................................... 69 Connection .................................................................................................................................................... 70 An unguarded moment .................................................................................................................................. 72 Abandoned .................................................................................................................................................... 74 Love is a decision ........................................................................................................................................... 75 Hemis ............................................................................................................................................................ 77 Your friend Tenzin ......................................................................................................................................... 78 Lamayuru ....................................................................................................................................................... 79 Deer dreaming ............................................................................................................................................... 82 Think I’ll come to Australia ...........................................................................................................................