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And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 1 AND THE SEA LOOKED : A NOVEL IN THE MAKING by JUDY-ANN CROOME submitted in fulfilment of the requirements for the degree of MASTER OF ARTS in the subject of ENGLISH STUDIES at the UNIVERSITY OF SOUTH AFRICA SUPERVISOR: Prof L DE KOCK JUNE 2007 And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 2 The dissertation “And the Sea Looked : A Novel in the Making” is an exploration of the creative process of a prose fiction novel called „And the Sea Looked‟. Following the lives of three women, the novel reflects on the idea that universal Peace (the end of all wars) will only be possible if individuals, through the power of their choices in the way they live their ordinary lives, strive to transcend the separations and imperfections of the Material World, ultimately finding a universal unity (“oneness”) in the ideal love existing in Plato‟s superior, Divine World. The psychological creative process behind the making of the novel is investigated in-depth and a short critical interpretation of the novel is included. And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 3 DECLARATION I declare that And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making is my own work and that all the sources that I have used or quoted have been indicated and acknowledged by means of complete references. Judy-Ann Croome June 2007 And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 4 DEDICATION For Beric Croome And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 5 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS At the outset I must thank my supervisor Professor Leon De Kock for not only giving me the opportunity to complete this thesis, but for his unfailing guidance, assistance, encouragement and input throughout the process of writing it. I also wish to thank Professor Ivan A. Rabinowitz for his assistance in finalising the project, and Prof Karen Scherzinger for her willingness to begin it. I thank my husband, Beric, for his unfailing support, encouragement, understanding and patience as I completed the thesis. I also express my sincere thanks to my parents Isaac Benjamin and Naomi Dawn Heinemann for their constant support, encouragement and understanding while I was engaged with this project. My thanks also to my parents-in-law Keith and Vi Croome, and my extended family and friends for their interest and support. My sincere thanks to Mrs C H Maree of the Unisa M & D Department for her unfailing patience with my queries. I also wish to thank Lynne Southey for professionally copy editing and proofreading the text. The assistance of my friends and colleagues from Romance Writers of South Africa Critique Group, in particular, Leonie Anderson, Debs Valentyne and Liesel van Wyk, was invaluable and the completion of this thesis would not have been possible without their contribution and invaluable support. Judy Croome 2007 And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 6 Index Page PART A “And The Sea Looked” : A Novel 07 Text 08 PART B “And The Sea Looked”: A Novel in the Making 309 1) Introduction 310 2) The Birth of an Idea 311 3) What is Creativity? 318 3a) Creativity as a Learned Skill 319 3b) Creativity as an Innate Trait 322 3c) Creativity as Preparation 325 3d) Creativity as Divine Inspiration 328 4) The Conditions for Creativity 335 4a) To Worship Mammon or Apollo? 336 4b) Writing for Joy: Entertainer or Evangelist? 338 4c) A Metaphysical Conversation: Connecting with my Muse 344 5) A Novel in the Making: “And the Sea Looked” 347 6) Conclusion 350 PART C: “And The Sea Looked”: An Interpretation 352 7) Introduction 353 8) Interpretation of Major Themes: “And the Sea Looked” 353 8a) Nations at War versus Individuals in Peace 354 8b) Universal Unity: Destroying the Illusion of Difference 357 8c) The Power of Choice: L’amour versus Charity 362 9) Techniques used to develop the Themes 369 10) Conclusion 373 PART D: Bibliography 376 Appendix A: Email Questionnaire to VS on Albinism. 381 Appendix B: “The Leopard and The Lizard” by Ann Victor. 384 And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 7 PART A “And the Sea Looked” A Novel And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 8 AND THE SEA LOOKED by Ann Victor En somme, trois choses demeurent: la foi, l'espérance et l'amour, mais la plus grande d'entre elles, c'est l'amour. And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity. 1 Corinthians 13: 13 La Bible du Semeur and King James Bible And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 9 CHAPTER ONE CATHY The Present I first see the crucifix. Sad and crushed, the Christ- figure hangs immolated on the heavy cross, his wooden face calling to me in its eternal suffering. „Come this way,‟ Father Murray says. „I‟ll introduce you to the others.‟ This is the moment I always fear. I sigh, and glance up at the dead eyes of my Saviour. Will I again join him on his cross of suffering? Or will this time be different? In reality, I‟m an atheist, for when has God ever been there for me? Today, however, as I pass by the poignant symbol of hope to so many – once, even myself - I lift my hand in an almost-forgotten gesture. After making the sign of the cross, I turn and follow the portly priest into the Parish office. „Elizabeth,‟ he calls to the blonde woman standing in the corner by a half-empty water-cooler. „Where‟s Ted?‟ And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 10 „In the garden,‟ she says, her eyes still on the cup she‟s filling with the pure, clean water, thankfully delaying the moment of my truth. „Shall I fetch him?‟ She looks up at last and I hold my breath, waiting. When her shock slips away into civility, I breathe again. I‟m used to that reaction – I can deal with it. It‟s when children scream aloud, or their parents damn me as the Devil, that I find myself hating the colourless skin and transparent hair my albinism has cursed me with. She recovers quickly, and idly tucks a loose strand back into the neat, rather old fashioned bun she‟s secured her hair in. „Hello,‟ she says, standing up and walking towards me, „and welcome to the Chapel of St Jerome.‟ My admiration for her springs to life when, with almost no hesitation, she holds out her hand. I take it. She meets my intent gaze, distorted by the thick lenses of my spectacles, with an easy smile. „I‟m Elizabeth Johnson.‟ She laughs happily and waggles her fingers, showing me a ring nestled safely on the third finger of her left hand. „Soon to be Elizabeth Templeton!‟ She waves in the vague direction of the window. „Ted is happiest in his garden,‟ she says, „but I‟ll take you to meet him later.‟ I guess the blonde is the same age as me, perhaps slightly older, or that could be the effect of the strand of And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 11 pearls, a lustrous cream against the pale lemon jersey she‟s teamed with a conservative knee-length navy skirt. „I‟m Catherine,‟ I announce more harshly than I‟d intended in the sudden, awkward silence. Or does my voice still hold the sullen resentment I‟ve suppressed for years? I add quickly, „Most people call me Cathy.‟ A smile lights Elizabeth‟s face, chasing away the middle- class blandness. „We‟ve got something in common!‟ She laughs at the blank stare I give her. „We‟re both named after powerful queens!‟ she says. It‟s as if the discovery forges an invisible bond between us. Once as dead as the ashes of my childhood, hope now quivers. Maybe, I allow myself to dream; maybe I‟ve found a friend. A smile curves a tentative journey around my lips as Elizabeth lays a gentle hand on my arm. It‟s been so long since anyone other than my doctor‟s cool professionalism touched me, her fingers burn through my blouse. „This is your desk.‟ She pulls me over to a corner, leading me to a small wooden table tucked away almost out of sight, chipped and scratched with years of memories. And the action is so ordinary, so commonplace, I can‟t begin to imagine how it will change my life. * * * And The Sea Looked: A Novel in the Making/Judy-Ann Croome/Student 318-919-8 12 CHAPTER TWO ELIZABETH The Present When Father Elisha Murray tells her about the call from Noah, Elizabeth can‟t begin to imagine how her life will change. NOAH - what a ridiculous acronym for the National Organisation of Albinism Health, she decides. Noah always sticks in her mind as a gentle old soul. She pictures a saintly, bearded fellow cuddling a dove in his warm, safe hands as the relentless waters rise and rise and rise. Is he ever afraid of drowning? Sometimes, when her emotions slap against the edges of her self-control, she knows how Noah must have felt, so outwardly calm as he watched the sinners cry out in remorse as they sank beneath the waters of the flood.