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Paula a Tries S Some E Self-Bondage Paula Tries Some Self-Bondage - by Heather Bond Page 1 of 7 Paula Tries Some Self-Bondage Heather Bond Part two of the sister in law story where Paula tries to relive her experience with Heather and tries some self-bondage. Start here... My afternoon weekend experience with Heather seemed to prey on my mind a lot over the next week and always seemed to be lurking around just under the surface of my thoughts. Should I have done it? Was it going to harm my relationship with Blake? My relationship, such as it was, with Heather? Was it wrong to have let it happen? Above all, how did I feel about me? Never had I had a bondage experience like it - in fact, it was hard to think of a sexual encounter in my life which was quite the same. Don’t get me wrong I had enjoyed some great sex with Blake and other partners before him, but the raw intensity of the experience was unparalleled. Perhaps it was the surprise element and my total lack of preparation for the event. Perhaps the sheer inevitability of matters proceeding totally outside of my control. Perhaps the mastery of touch and timing that Heather had demonstrated - so in tune with my body that it was almost scary. Yet again I found myself reliving those moments. http://nicholab/stories/paula2/story.htm 8/19/01 Paula Tries Some Self-Bondage - by Heather Bond Page 2 of 7 Straining fruitlessly against tightly tied ropes. Hot and horny as hell, dying for sexual release. Her gentle, sensual touch inevitably pushing me closer to the abyss of bliss that I craved. Little vignettes of memories blurring like a trailer for a film Heather’s beaming smile when I finally exploded into orgasm; long hair tantalisingly tickling my bare skin; the threefold attack on my senses of the two vibrators and Heather’s skilful, little pink tongue on my breasts, lips and genitals. It was difficult to get it out of my mind. At this stage I don’t know whether it was a mistake or whether I should have let myself get into the position. And I don’t know whether any lasting damage has been done between myself and the other two - only time will tell. But I do know that it has unleashed something in me. There is a trail I need to follow and explore further. I had loved being tied up by Heather. I enjoyed the sexual release at the end and the enthusiasm of Blake' s lovemaking when he arrived home, but it was the thrill of the feeling of being made helpless that I had really loved, and which had made the experience particularly linger in my thoughts. She had done it so well - so much better than anyone had ever done before. As I have said before, Blake has always been ultra careful and so I have never been bound as I had been at the weekend (though, hopefully, that is something that we’ll see change in the future I’m sure). What I have decided since the weekend is that I want to experience so much more in this area. I discussed things over breakfast on Sunday with Blake, as I had been too physically and emotionally drained on the Saturday evening after everything that had gone on and had slept like the proverbial log until quite late on in the morning. Over a few leisurely coffees we chatted about the previous day and evening’s experience. I asked Blake how he had felt about the whole thing. The grin on his face spoke volumes. ‘It was a great experience for me, not surprisingly’ he said. ‘When I walked into the house I was still fired up from the game we had just won but more than that I was wondering how I would find you. And at the same time apprehensive. Heather had told me that she would try and engineer a rerun of her previous visit. She is quite a resourceful young lady as I’m sure you’re aware and I thought that she would manage to do something along the lines we had discussed. We had talked about things a bit before and she had shown and talked me through a few pictures and ideas of what she intended to do. I did not really know what to expect. ‘Coming into the bedroom I could hardly believe my eyes. It is not every day that you walk into your bedroom and find your wife tied up! To find her - you - so beautifully tied was amazing. Heather had done exactly as she said she would and you looked gorgeous and helpless. ‘You were lying on the bed with your back to me and I could immediately see how well you were bound. Your arms and elbows were roped severely together and your bound legs were rhythmically rocking and writhing on the sheets. Your hips were straining and wriggling, with a tight, little pair of briefs stretched taut across your bottom. I don’t think you heard me come in at first and I spent some time there just standing quietly watching you. You seemed in http://nicholab/stories/paula2/story.htm 8/19/01 Paula Tries Some Self-Bondage - by Heather Bond Page 3 of 7 a different world and it was not long that I discovered why. When I finally came closer and heard that steady hum I realised that Heather had perhaps exceeded her brief! I didn’t realise that she was going to get you all worked up with a vibrator though I have to say you seemed to be loving it! ‘You heard me then and rolled over. Wow! gagged as well - Heather had definitely come well- prepared. I bent down to see if you wanted me to release you but the fierce nodding of your head and the look in your eyes dissuaded me. The rest you know about obviously. Paula, you were so hot and worked up I couldn’t believe it. As I pumped away at you from behind with your rock solid nipples pushing hard into my palms I saw a side of you I have never seen before. Totally helpless but yet not helpless at all. Restrained so, so tightly, yet so unrestrained in your behaviour and movement. So free, so carefree, so totally absorbed in the moment, semi-conscious but aware of every gentle touch, every hard thrust, everything. Screaming through your gag and thrusting yourself at me seemingly as much as I thrust into you. When I finally untied and ungagged you, you seemed to almost resent being free though I think you were that tired by that stage that anymore would have been too much. ‘Were you ok?’ he asked.‘I have never dared to tie you up as tightly as that but I was too blown away by the whole experience to be too concerned about whether you were ok’. ‘Blake, it was fantastic. I loved being tied up like that, and will hopefully experience similar things in the future. You have always been so careful and so bothered about hurting me Heather was just determined to make sure that I was totally and utterly helpless. And the little present that she left inside me ensured that I was turned on as hell. I think I would have caused you great physical damage if you had not finished what she had started! I hope that we can experiment a little further soon - just you and me. No.... more than a little! I want to be tied up again so that I can hardly move. Bind me, gag me, anyway you want me. Just make sure from now on that you make me as helpless as you can make me. Anyway, we will have to see if you are as good at tying me up as your sister!’ We finished on an agreement that we would explore things further and went about our normal leisurely Sunday routine. Great isn’t it? One minute you are talking about the sexual experience of your life and your plans to try and emulate it in the future, the next you’re chatting about washing the cars, reading the papers and getting the next meal ready! You are probably wondering whether I told Blake about everything that occurred when Heather came to visit. Well not everything. I did leave out the bit about her taking my clothes off and her involvement over and above the bondage. Again for right or for wrong, who knows? But it might have put him off his breakfast, and a girl has to have some secrets. Perhaps I will tell him one day or perhaps Heather will. Not now, though. Blake had obviously enjoyed himself, but I’m not sure that he ultimately has the same level of enthusiasm for this tying up thing as I do. I' ll tell you about some of our earlier bondage experiences at a later date perhaps, but suffice it to say that it had originally been my suggestion to start it in the first place. Most of the bondage sessions since have been at my request rather than his instigation, so we will have to see where this new path leads and how far Blake is prepared to follow it. http://nicholab/stories/paula2/story.htm 8/19/01 Paula Tries Some Self-Bondage - by Heather Bond Page 4 of 7 Sunday passed into Monday and he left me at home and disappeared to work as per usual.
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