Four Black Women's Narratives in Nova Scotia Ekpo, 2000
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h Longmg for Community, Transgressing with Fighting Words of Blackness: Four Black Women's Narratives in Nova Scotia Chioma Ekpo Submitted in partial fulfiilment of the requirements for the degree of Master of Arts Dalhousie University Halifax, Nova Scotia July 2000 O Copytighr by Chioma Ekpo, 2000 National Librw Bibliitheque nationale of Canada du Canada Acquisitions and Acquisitions et Bibliographic Services seivices bibliographiques 395 Wellington Street 395. ni4 Wsllington Onawa ON KIA ON4 ûüawaON KlAW Canada Canada The author has granted a non- L'auteur a accordé une licence non exclusive licence allowing the exclusive permettant à la National Library of Canada to Bibliothèque nationale du Canada de reproduce, loan, distribute or sell reproduire, prêter, distribuer ou copies of this thesis in microform, vendre des copies de cette thèse sous paper or electronic formats. la forme de microfiche/film, de reproduction sur papier ou sur format élecîronique . The author retains ownership of the L'auteur conserve la propriété du copyright in this thesis. Neither the droit d'auteur qui protège cette thèse. thesis nor substantial extracts fiom it Ni la thèse ni des extraits substantiels may be printed or othewise de celle-ci ne doivent être imprimés reproduced without the author's ou autrement reproduits sans son permission. autorisation. Dedicated to mv rnum, Teresa Hibben. Her words, "To Chioma, In the hope that she will show the same courage, determination, and independent spirit as her ancestors." wcrc dedicated to me in one of her Ph.D. exams. I was five years old at the time. Mum, 1 rhank -ou for Our life-changing gift of this journey, for here I now understand the svmbolisrn of these words. Table of Contents Prologue ................................................................................................................w ... Abstract ............................. .....a......a..........a..a................ .........................................ix Acknowledgrnents .......................... .......................................................................x Chapter 1 A Thesis of Longing and Necessary Transgression: An Introduction ................ 1 Pan One: An Introductory Narrative ............ ................... .................................1 Part Two: ........................................ ..........................................................5 I . Thcsis Focus & Methodolog). ............................................................................................. 6 Il. MYStandpoinr and Longing in this Thesis: Conclusion ................................................ 12 Chapter 2 Methodology Beyond Academics: Fighting and Longing for a Thesis Topic .... 15 Part One:............... ....... ....... ............................................................................16 I . The "Thcsis Dilemma" ........................................................................................................16 IL . Reiecting the hIisuess' Tools in Feminist Methodolog); ...............................................18 Part Two: .............a.................................................................................................27 I . Ruptures: Finding Passion through Community ..............................................................27 I I . Discovcring the Pleasuces of Oral Narrative Research ................................................... 33 Chaptcr Conclusion ................................................................................................................... 37 Chapter 3 Black Memory: Agency against Imitative Intellectuality.................................... 38 Part One: Black Memory ......................................................................................40 I . Whosc Memory. Whose Heritage?: Reflections on the Canadian Heritage ~iç[inrîte.r Project ......................................................................................................................................... 43 Pan Two: Imitative Inteilectuahy............. ...... .................................................... 60 Pan Three: %il1 Can't PdUs Up:" Rooting a Memory of Black Women's Heritage ..............................................................................................................70 1. Calling Out Our Nmes....................................................................................................... 71 II . Sul1 Calling Out Our Names ............................................................................................. 84 Chapter Conclusion ...................................................................................................................91 Chapter 4 In Their Own Breath: Bursthg Orgasmic Narratives (Part One) ....................... 92 hlapping Out the Narratives .................................................................................................... 93 Firs t Narrative. Maxene Prevost Shephard ........................................................................... 100 Second Narrative . Joyce Ross ................................................................................................. 135 Chapter Conclusion ................................................................................................................... 173 Chapter 5 In Theù Own Breath: Bursting Orgasmic Narratives (Part Two) ....................... 174 Third Narrative . Linda-Lee King ........................................................................................... 174 Fourth Narrative . Chioma Ekpo ............................................................................................ 216 Chapter Conclusion ................................................................................................................... 231 Chaptei 6 Narrative Discussion ............................................................................................ 233 Structure of Analysis ................................................................................................................. 234 Part One: Themes .............................m.................................................m........... 235 1. Community Bettermenr ...................................................................................................... 235 II. Mothcring thc Heart: Personal Transformaaon through Our Pain ............................. 238 1II . Mothcring the Mind .......................................................................................................... 244 Part Two: Making Connections within a Black Afiocentric Feminist Consciousness .......................................................................................................247 . 1. Ruptures: Towards Acavism ...............................................................................................249 Part Three: Mcthodological Reflections ................................................................................. 251 Chaptcr Conclusion ................................................................................................................... 253 Chapter 7 A Sense of Release. A Feeling of Renewal: "Reflections frorn a Black-eyed Squint"................................................................................................................. 256 Part One: .........................................................................................................257 1. "Dlack and Bluenose" .......................................................................................................... 257 11. Star Struck in Halifax .......................................................................................................... 260 Part Two ...............................................................................................................262 1. Rctlcctions ............................................................................................................................. 262 II. Rccommcndations for this work ......................... .............................................................. 265 III. il Sense of Release: Conclusion ...................................................................................... 269 ...And So 1 Came .................................................................................................................. 272 Epiiogue ................................................................................................................273 Appendix A: Sample Interview Consent Form .................................................274 Appendix B: Interview Guide ...............................................................................276 References ............................ ................................................................................277 vii Prologue 'ZVhen one zs on the soil ofone's ancestorr, mo~tanytbing can corne to one. " Jean Toomer. Qtd. in Dorothy Winbush Riley, (Ed). (1991). 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