To Preserve and to Renovate: Essays on Atlanta, Family, and Memory An
To Preserve and to Renovate: Essays on Atlanta, Family, and Memory An Honors Paper for the Department of English By Carly Gail Berlin Bowdoin College, 2018 ©2018 Carly Berlin For Paula Popowski: A matriarch who faced the world with resilience and a warm smile. iii Acknowledgements to Professors Meredith McCarroll, Brock Clarke, Tess Chakkalakal, and Samia Rahimtoola: your guidance and insight have made this collection possible. And to my family: thank you for your willingness to give me fodder. iv “It is to space—the space we occupy, traverse, have continual access to, or can at any time reconstruct in thought and imagination—that we must turn our attention.” - Maurice Halbwachs, The Collective Memory “In any case, this country, in toto, from Atlanta to Boston, to Texas, to California, is not so much a vicious racial caldron—many, if not most countries, are that—as a paranoid color wheel. […]. And, however we confront or fail to confront this most crucial truth concerning our history— American history—everybody pays for it and everybody knows it. The only way not to know it is to retreat into the Southern madness. Indeed, the inability to face this most particular and specific truth is the Southern madness. But, as someone told me, long ago, The spirit of the South is the spirit of America.” - James Baldwin, The Evidence of Things Not Seen “To know oneself is to know one’s region. It is also to know the world, and it is also, paradoxically, a form of exile from that world.” - Flannery O’Connor, “The Fiction Writer and His Country” v Table of Contents Map……………………………………...vi Preface: Lost and Found………………..vii An Elegy for the Pink Bathroom…………1 To the Boonies and Back Again.......……10 Temporary Edifices……………………...22 Set in Stone Mountain…………………...34 The South’s Ellis Island…………………49 New Pavement, Same Loops..…………..71 Works Cited.…………………………….81 vi vii Lost and Found There is a certain kind of mystery that compels my friends and me towards one of our favorite games.
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