Paramatma Satcharita - Part 2 By: Sri Vasantha Sai Copyright 2013 Sri Vasantha Sai Books & Publications Trust All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or stored in a retrieval system or translated into any language for any means without written permission of the author, except for brief excerpts or quotations with appropriate credit to this book. This version is made available as an electronic book (eBook) in a protected file that should not be reproduced in any website other than www.vasanthasai.org without written permission from the author. Dedication Dear Swami, This creeper cannot live without the Tree. It cannot be. I offer this 'Paramatma Satcharita', all my tears and all my Prema, so the Sai Aswatta Tree can soon be planted on Earth. ... dust of Your feet, your fire flower, VS CONTENTS Chapters 1. Star Angel . 1 2. In Front of Eye without ‘I’. 5 3. Cow in a Tiger Skin . 9 4. Open Packet, Open Secret. 14 5. Open Box . 27 6. Impossible Possible . 32 7. Parrot Prove . 36 8. What is the Price? . 41 9. ‘I am not' . 46 10. How Many Yugas Penance for God to be Born? 50 11. Head of the Tastes . 55 12. Primal to Temple . 59 13. Not Kanaka Dhara, Karuna Dhara . 63 14. Four Becomes One . 69 15. How is Swami’s Body? . 74 16. Who Can See God? . 80 Epilogue 86 Chapter One Star Angel Though Swami said that He would surely come in December, I was afraid to write. Though I asked Him to show some proof, Swami said, ‘Sure I will come. You write! You write.” I then told this to Eddy and Amar and asked Amar to look for some proof. In the shed, he found a torn piece of printed-paper with some verses from the Bible written in Tamil. This is what was written: Noah made an ark, where only eight people could be protected from destruction... Destruction comes through sin, protection comes through faith. The ark was used to protect the family of Noah, just like baptism protects mankind... How did the torn paper come? It is only Swami who has given. Swami said that before He comes in December there will be mass destruction and many great changes will happen. The five elements will push out the pollution and evil from them. I have written this in the epilogue of ‘Atma Satcharita’. Swami has now given proof for this through the Bible quotations. There it is written, ‘It is through sin, destruction comes and through faith protection comes’. Kali Yuga man is facing many destructions now only due to his karmas. As the Swami who comes now is total and new, the five elements must be purified in order for Him to live on the earth. All must be made holy and sanctified. The New Avatar comes as the fire of Truth. It is only wisdom that protects humanity. Swami then gave a small wooden picture of the Virgin Mary from inside the Vadakkampatti bureau. There, Mother Mary is seen with the angel Gabriel, who is offering flowers. Beneath them is a large church. There was something written in Greek around the picture. We sent it to Evelyn, who said the picture depicted the Annunciation of the Virgin Mary and the church was dedicated to the Virgin in Tinos. Later, Halinka sent a birthday offering to Swami and I. In it she wrote comparing the life of the Virgin Mary and my life. She wrote of the seven joyful moments in the life of Mary and compared them to mine. The piece was entitled, ‘The blessed Virgin Mary’s joyful moments’ – and took the form of seven points in her life. 1 1. The Annunciation of the blessed Virgin Mary - here Archangel Gabriel appears to Mary and announces that she will become the mother of the Son of God. 2. The blessed Mary is informed that Elizabeth, her cousin, is in the family way. Elizabeth gives birth to John the Baptist. 3. Birth of Jesus. 4. The adoration of the three kings (wise men). 5. Finding Jesus in temple. 6. Resurrection of Jesus. 7. The last period of Virgin Mary’s life when she leaves the earth and ascends to heaven. My joyful moments 1. Swami announces to me in meditation that I am Radha. This was a joyful moment for me. How much happiness I experienced when Swami announced this! From a young age I wanted to marry Krishna, I was always thinking of this. When Swami told me I was Radha, it gave me untold joy. 2. On 27 May, 2001 Swami asked me to make a Pottu Mangalya, which He then touched and blessed. It is through this He showed that I am His alone. From my young age, I wanted to marry Krishna. Swami did all through this second announcement. Now I belong to Him alone. I wanted to marry Krishna as a child, but was married to another. I thought why I have married this human being. This caused me to suffer greatly and cry. Swami then asked me to remove that Mangalya and wear His pendant on my Mangala Sutra. He said even if my husband died, do not remove the Mangala Sutra, the sacred thread. “Do not stop wearing yellow saris. You are Nithya Sumangali, Nita Kalyani the eternal bride!” After my husband died, Swami asked me to make a new Mangalya, which He touched and blessed in Brindavan. Through this, He confirmed that I belong to God alone. Now I am Nithya Kalyani, Nithya Sumangali, Nithya Kanni, the eternal virgin. 2 3. Swami asked me to come to the Vashista Cave and said He would marry me there. We went there and spent the whole night in meditation. Then in the early hours of the morning, Swami appeared in my vision and said, “You as Pure Consciousness merge in Me Pure Consciousness. Merging is marriage.” It is in this way I merged in God. Yet, even though I merged with God, I remained alone. This is for performing Swami’s Avataric task. As I am in this state, I undergo great suffering and am always crying, suffering in both mind and body. 4. Here, Halinka compares the three kings or wise men with the Ashramites. When the three kings came to know of the birth of Jesus, they went in search of Him. Here there are ten people who came to know of me and came in search of me. They are now with me in the ashram. Whatever I write of Swami’s glory, they make into books and publish them. They are chosen by Swami and are here helping me. When we leave, they will disappear with Swami and I. They will then come again in the Prema Avatar time. It was after my merger in Vashista Cave that Swami asked me to build the ashram. This is also one of Swami’s announcements. 5. Just as Jesus was resurrected, Swami will also come again. Here she compares Swami coming to the Hill House in a physical form. It is from here Swami will come out in December. How many different places has Swami been in since He left His body? Finally, He came to the Hill House. It was in 1996 that Swami announced that I was Radha. How many divine announcements has God revealed since then! These announcements are not made by angels or wise men. This is God Himself announcing truth. This truth has grown, step by step and emerged as 110 books. 6. After this Swami will go to Prasanthi and appear there. He will then stay there permanently and come to Mukthi Nilayam. Jesus resurrected but He did not stay in the world. Swami comes anew and will live here, finishing His Avataric task. After His task is completed, He and I will leave this world. It is only after He comes will the Stupi and Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam begin to function. 7. Halinka compared how the physical form of the Virgin Mary left the world, with the way my body will leave the earth. My body becomes, youthful, virginal and wholesome. Then in my last moments, it will be transformed into a jyothi and merge with the body of Swami. This is something that has never happened in the world or in any other Age. Thus, this is not the story of a name and form. It is Paramatma Satcharita. In the chapter, I wrote yesterday, Swami asked me why I always think in a negative way and that I should think positively. I then wrote explaining why. From my young age, I have written a self-examination diary each day. I taught this habit to my children. I have also asked those in the ashram to write a self-examination diary. I performed this self-examination and prayed to God with tears. This is my main work. All others are functioning centered on the ‘I and mine’. I have no ‘i’, all is only Swami. I 3 have no self-confidence. It is only if I have 'i', will self-confidence come to me. Yet, I always have one fear that if I do something wrong Swami will leave me. This is my fear. I want God. This is my unquenchable thirst. We are born here to transform ourselves; otherwise, we will be born again and again. Swami gave a 2007 calendar picture with the form of a big white lingam on the front decorated with flowers.